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第16章

Anothersceneofstupendousandchangingawfulness。Countriesweresinking,citiescrashingdown,volcanoeswerespoutingfire;

theendoftheearthseemedtobeathand。Wecouldseehumanbeingsrunningtoandfrointhousandslikeants。Theninhugewaveshundredsandhundredsoffeethigh,theoceanflowedinandallwastroubled,yeastysea。

"OrocarriesouthisthreattodestroytheNationswhohadrebelledagainsthim,"saidYva。"Muchoftheworldsinksbeneaththewaves,butinplaceofitotherlandsariseabovethewaves,tobeinhabitedbytheseedofthosewhoremainlivinginthoseportionsoftheEarththatthedelugespared。"

Thishorriblevisionpassedandwassucceededbyonemore,thatofOrostandinginthesepulchreofthecavebythesideofthecrystalcoffinwhichcontainedwhatappearedtobethebodyofhisdaughter。Hegazedather,thendranksomepotionandlaidhimselfdowninthecompanioncoffin,thatinwhichwehadfoundhim。

AllvanishedawayandYva,appearingtowakefromsomekindoftrance,smiled,andinhernaturalvoiceaskedifwehadseenenough。

"Quite,"Iansweredinatonethatcausedhertosay:

"Iwonderwhatyouhaveseen,Humphrey。MyselfIdonotknow,sinceitisthroughmethatyouseeatallandwhenyouseeIaminyouwhosee。"

"Indeed,"Ireplied。"Well,Iwilltellyouaboutitlater。"

"Thankyousomuch,"exclaimedBastin,recoveringsuddenlyfromhisamazement。"Ihaveheardagreatdealofthesemoving—pictureshowswhicharebecomingsopopular,buthavealwaysavoidedattendingthembecausetheirinfluenceontheyoungissupposedtobedoubtful,andapriestmustsetagoodexampletohiscongregation。NowIseethattheycanhaveadistincteducationalvalue,evenifitispresentedintheformofromance。"

"Howisitdone?"askedBickley,almostfiercely。

"Idonotaltogetherknow,"sheanswered。"ThisIdoknow,however,thateverythingwhichhashappenedonthisworldcanbeseenfrommomenttomomentatsomepointinthedepthsofspace,forthitherthesun’slighttakesit。There,too,itcanbecaughtandthenceinaninstantreturnedtoearthagain,tobereflectedinthemirrorofthepresentbythosewhoknowhowthatmirrorshouldbeheld。Askmenomore;onesowiseasyou,O

Bickley,cansolvesuchproblemsforhimself。"

"Ifyoudon’tmind,LadyYva,"saidBastin,"IthinkIshouldliketogetoutofthisplace,interestingasitis。Ihavefoodtocookupaboveandlotsofthingstoattendto,especiallyasI

understandIamtocomebackheretomorrow。Wouldyoumindshowingmethewaytothatliftormovingstaircase?"

"Come,"shesaid,smiling。

SowewentpasttheimageofFate,outofthetemple,downthevastandlonelystreetssounnaturallyilluminated,totheplacewherewehadfirstfoundourselvesonarrivalinthedepths。

Therewestood。

Amomentlaterandwewerewhirlingupaswehadwhirleddown。

IsupposethatYvacamewithusthoughIneversawherdoso,andtheoddthingwasthatwhenwearrivedinthesepulchre,sheseemedalreadytobestandingtherewaitingtodirectus。

"Really,"remarkedBastin,"thisisexactlylikeMaskelyneandCook。Didyoueverseetheirperformance,Bickley?Ifso,itmusthavegivenyoulotstoexplainforquitealongwhile。"

"Juggleryneverappealedtome,whetherinLondonorinOrofena,"repliedBickleyinasourvoiceasheextractedfromhispocketanendofcandletowhichhesetlight。

"Whatisjugglery?"askedBastin,andtheydepartedarguing,leavingmealonewithYvainthesepulchre。

"WhathaveIseen?"Iaskedher。

"Idonotknow,Humphrey。Everyoneseesdifferentthings,butperhapssomethingofthetruth。"

"Ihopenot,Yva,foramongstotherthingsIseemedtoseeyouswearyourselftoamanforever。"

"Yes,andthisIdid。Whatofit?"

"Onlythatitmightbehardforanotherman。"

"Yes,foranothermanitmightbehard。Youwereoncemarried,wereyounot,Humphrey,toawifewhodied?"

"Yes,Iwasmarried。"

"Anddidyounotsweartothatwifethatyouwouldneverlookinloveuponanotherwoman?"

"Idid,"Iansweredinashamedvoice。"Buthowdoyouknow?I

nevertoldyouso。"

"Oh!Iknowyouandthereforeguessed。"

"Well,whatofit,Yva?"

"Nothing,exceptthatyoumustfindyourwifebeforeyouloveagain,andbeforeIloveagainImustfindhimwhomIwishtobemyhusband。"

"Howcanthathappen,"Iasked,"whenbotharedead?"

"Howdidallthatyouhaveseento—dayinNyohappen?"shereplied,laughingsoftly。"Perhapsyouareveryblind,Humphrey,orperhapswebothareblind。Ifso,mayhaplightwillcometous。Meanwhiledonotbesad。TomorrowIwillmeetyouandyoushallteachme——yourEnglishtongue,Humphrey,andotherthings。"

"Thenletitbeinthesunlight,Yva。IdonotlovethosedarksomehallsofNyothatglowlikesomethingdead。"

"Itisfitting,foraretheynotdead?"sheanswered,withalittlelaugh。"Sobeit。Bastinshallteachmyfatherdownbelow,sincesunandshadearethesametohimwhoonlythinksofhisreligion,andyoushallteachmeupabove。"

"IamnotsocertainaboutBastinandofwhathethinks,"I

saiddoubtfully。"AlsowilltheLordOropermityoutocome?"

"Yes,forinsuchmattersIrulemyself。Also,"sheaddedmeaningly,"heremembersmyoaththatIwillwednoman——saveonewhoisdead。NowfarewellawhileandbidBastinbeherewhenthesunisthreehourshigh,notbeforeorafter。"

ThenIlefther。

ChapterXVII

YvaExplainsWhenIreachedtherockIwaspleasedtofindMaramaandabouttwentyofhispeopleengagedinerectingthehousethatwehadorderedthemtobuildforouraccommodation。Indeed,itwasnearlyfinished,sincehouse—buildinginOrofenaisasimplebusiness。Theframeworkofpolesletintopalmtrunks,sincetheycouldnotbedrivenintotherock,hadbeenputtogetheronthefurthershoreandtowedoverbodilybycanoes。Theoverhangingrockformedonesideofthehouse;theendswereofpalmleavestiedtothepoles,andtheroofwasofthesamematerial。Theothersidewasleftopenforthepresent,whichinthatequableandbalmyclimewasnodisadvantage。Thewholeedificewasaboutthirtyfeetlongbyfifteendeepanddividedintotwoportions,oneforsleepingandoneforliving,byapalmleafpartition。

Really,itwasquiteacomfortableabode,coolandrainproof,especiallyafterBastinhadbuilthishutinwhichtocook。

Maramaandhispeoplewereveryhumbleintheirdemeanourandimploredustovisitthemonthemainisland。Iansweredthatperhapswewouldlateron,aswewishedtoprocurecertainthingsfromthewreck。Also,herequestedBastintocontinuehisministrationsasthelattergreatlydesiredtodo。ButtothisproposalIwouldnotallowhimtogiveanydirectansweratthemoment。Indeed,IdarednotdosountilIwassureofOro’sapproval。

Towardseveningtheydepartedintheircanoes,leavingbehindthemtheusualamplestoreofprovisions。

Wecookedourmealasusual,onlytodiscoverthatwhatYvahadsaidabouttheLife—waterwasquitetrue,sincewehadbutlittleappetiteforsolidfood,thoughthisreturneduponthefollowingday。Thesamethinghappeneduponeveryoccasionafterdrinkingofthatwaterwhichcertainlywasamostinvigoratingfluid。

Neverforyearshadanyofusfeltsowellasitcausedustodo。

Sowelitourpipesandtalkedaboutourexperiencesthoughofthese,indeed,wescarcelyknewwhattosay。Bastinacceptedthemassomethingoutofthecommon,ofcourse,butasfactswhichadmittedofnodiscussion。Afterall,hesaid,theOldTestamenttoldmuchthesamestoryofpeoplecalledtheSonsofGodwholivedverylonglivesandranafterthedaughtersofmenwhomtheyshouldhaveleftalone,andthusbecametheprogenitorsofaremarkablerace。Ofthisrace,hepresumedthatOroandhisdaughterweresurvivors,especiallyastheyspokeoftheirfamilyas"Heavenborn。"Howtheycametosurvivewasmorethanhecouldunderstandandreallyscarcelyworthbotheringover,sincetheretheywere。

ItwasthesameabouttheDeluge,continuedBastin,althoughnaturallyOrospokefalsely,or,atanyrate,grosslyexaggerated,whenhedeclaredthathehadcausedthiscatastrophe,unlessindeedhewastalkingaboutatotallydifferentdeluge,thougheventhenhecouldnothavebroughtitabout。Itwascurious,however,thatthepeopledrownedweresaidtohavebeenwicked,andOrohadthesameopinionaboutthosewhomheclaimedtohavedrowned,thoughforthematterofthat,hecouldnotconceiveanyonemorewickedthanOrohimself。Onhisownshowinghewasamostrevengefulpersonandonewhodeclinedtoagreetoaquitesuitablealliance,apparentlydesiredbybothparties,merelybecauseitoffendedhisfamilypride。No,onreflectionhemightbeunjusttoOrointhisparticular,sincehenevertoldthatstory;itwasonlyshowninsomepictureswhichverylikelywerejustmadeuptoastonishus。Meanwhile,itwashisbusinesstopreachtothisoldsinnerdowninthathole,andheconfessedhonestlythathedidnotlikethejob。Still,itmustbedone,sowithourleavehewouldgoapartandseekinspiration,whichatpresentseemedtobequitelacking。

ThusdeclaimedBastinanddeparted。

"Don’tyoutellyouropinionabouttheDelugeorhemaycauseanotherjusttoshowthatyouarewrong,"calledBickleyafterhim。

"Ican’thelpthat,"answeredBastin。"CertainlyIshallnothidethetruthtosaveOro’sfeelings,ifhehasgotany。Ifherevengeshimselfuponusinanyway,wemustjustputupwithitlikeothermartyrs。"

"Ihaven’ttheslightestambitiontobeamartyr,"saidBickley。

"No,"shoutedBastinfromalittledistance,"Iamquiteawareofthat,asyouhaveoftensaidsobefore。Therefore,ifyoubecomeone,IamsorrytosaythatIdonotseehowyoucanexpectanybenefit。Youwouldonlybelikeamanwhoputsasovereignintotheoffertorybaginmistakeforashilling。Theextranineteenshillingswilldohimnogoodatall,sinceinhisheartheregretstheerrorandwishesthathecouldhavethemback。"

Thenhedeparted,leavingmelaughing。ButBickleydidnotlaugh。

"Arbuthnot,"hesaid,"IhavecometotheconclusionthatI

havegonequitemad。IbegyouifIshouldshowsignsofhomicidalmania,whichIfeeldevelopinginmewhereBastinisconcerned,orofotherabnormalviolence,thatyouwilltakewhateverstepsyouconsidernecessary,eventoputtingmeoutofthewayifthatisimperative。"

"Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked。"Youseemsaneenough。"

"Sane,whenIbelievethatIhaveseenandexperiencedagreatnumberofthingswhichIknowittobequiteimpossiblethatI

shouldhaveseenorexperienced。TheonlyexplanationisthatI

amsufferingfromdelusions。"

"ThenisBastinsufferingfromdelusions,too?"

"Certainly,butthatisnothingnewinhiscase。"

"Idon’tagreewithyou,Bickley——aboutBastin,Imean。Iambynomeanscertainthatheisnotthewisestofthethreeofus。Hehasafaithandhestickstoit,asmillionshavedonebeforehim,andthatisbetterthanmakingspiritualexperiments,asI

amsorrytosayIdo,orrejectingthingsbecauseonecannotunderstandthem,asyoudo,whichisonlyaformofintellectualvanity。"

"Iwon’targuethematter,Arbuthnot;itisofnouse。IrepeatthatIammad,andBastinismad。"

"Howaboutme?Ialsosawandexperiencedthesethings。AmI

mad,too?"

"Yououghttobe,Arbuthnot。Ifitisn’tenoughtodriveamanmadwhenheseeshimselfexactlyreproducedinanutterlyimpossiblemoving—pictureshowexhibitedbyanutterlyimpossibleyoungwomaninanutterlyimpossibleundergroundcity,thenI

don’tknowwhatis。

"Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked,starting。

"Mean?Well,ifyoudidn’tnoticeit,there’shopeforyou。"

"Noticewhat?"

"Allthatenvoyscene。There,asIthought,appearedYva。Doyouadmitthat?"

"Ofcourse;therecouldbenomistakeonthatpoint。"

"Verywell。Thenaccordingtomyversiontherecameaman,stillyoung,dressedinoutlandishclothes,whomadepropositionsofpeaceandwantedtomarryYva,whowantedtomarryhim。Isthatright?"

"Absolutely。"

"Well,anddidn’tyourecognisetheman?"

"No;Ionlynoticedthathewasafine—lookingfellowwhoseappearanceremindedmeofsomeone。"

"Isupposeitmustbetrue,"musedBickley,"thatwedonotknowourselves。"

"SotheoldGreekthought,sinceheurgedthatthisshouldbeourspecialstudy。’Knowthyself,’youremember。"

"Imeantphysically,notintellectually。Arbuthnot,doyoumeantotellmethatyoudidnotrecogniseyourowndoubleinthatman?Shaveoffyourbeardandputonhisclothesandnoonecoulddistinguishyouapart。"

Isprangup,droppingmypipe。

"Nowyoumentionit,"Isaidslowly,"Isupposetherewasaresemblance。Ididn’tlookathimverymuch;IwasstudyingthesimulacrumofYva。Also,youknowitissometimesince——Imean,therearenopier—glassesinOrofena。"

"Themanwasyou,"wentonBickleywithconviction。"IfIweresuperstitiousIshouldthinkitaqueersortofomen。ButasIamnot,IknowthatImustbemad。"

"Why?Afterall,anancientmanandamodernmanmightresembleeachother。"

"Therearedegreesinresemblance,"saidBickleywithoneofhiscontemptuoussnorts。"Itwon’tdo,Humphrey,myboy,"headded。"Icanonlythinkofonepossibleexplanation——outsideoftheobviousoneofmadness。"

"Whatisthat?"

"TheGlitteringLadyproducedwhatBastincalledthatcinematographshowinsomewayorother,didshenot?Shesaidthatinordertodothissheloosedsomehiddenforces。Isuggestthatshedidnothingofthesort。"

"Thenwhencedidthepicturescomeandwhy?"

"Fromherownbrain,inordertoimpressuswithacock—and—

bull,fairy—bookstory。Ifthisweresoshewouldquitenaturallyfilltheroleoftheloverofthepiecewiththelastmanwhohadhappenedtoimpressher。Hencetheresemblance。"

"Youpresupposeagreatdeal,Bickley,includingsupernaturalcunningandunexampledhypnoticinfluence。Idon’tknow,first,whysheshouldbesoanxioustoaddanotherimpressiontothemanywehavereceivedinthisplace;and,secondly,ifshewas,howshemanagedtomesmerisethreeaveragebuttotallydifferentmenintoseeingthesamethings。Myexplanationisthatyouweredeceivedastothelikeness,which,mindyou,Ididnotrecognise;nor,apparently,didBastin。"

"Bastinneverrecognisesanything。Butifyouareindoubt,askYvaherself。Sheoughttoknow。NowI’mofftotrytoanalysethatconfoundedLife—water,whichIsuspectisoftheordinaryspringvariety,lightenedupwithnaturalcarbonicacidgasandpossiblynotuninfluencedbyradium。ThetroubleisthathereI

canonlyapplysomeveryelementarytests。"

Sohewentalso,inanoppositedirectiontoBastin,andIwasleftalonewithTommy,whoannoyedmemuchbyattemptingcontinuallytowanderoffintothecave,whenceImustrecallhim。Isupposethatmyexperiencesoftheday,reviewedbeneaththesweetinfluencesofthewonderfultropicalnight,affectedme。Atanyrate,thatmysticalsideofmynature,towhichI

thinkIalludedatthebeginningofthisrecord,sprangintoactiveand,inasense,unholylife。Thenormalvanished,theabnormaltookpossession,andthatisunholytomostofuscreaturesofhabitandtradition,atanyrate,ifweareBritish。

Ilostmyfootingontheworld;myspiritbegantowanderinstrangeplaces;ofcourse,alwayssupposingthatwehaveaspirit,whichBickleywoulddeny。

Igaveupreason;Isurrenderedmyselftounreason;itisanotunpleasantprocess,occasionally。Supposingnowthatallweseeandacceptisbutthemerestfragmentofthetruth,orperhapsonlyarefractionthereof?Supposingthatwedoliveagainandagain,andthatouranimatingprinciple,whateveritmightbe,doesinhabitvariousbodies,which,naturallyenough,itwouldshapetoitsowntasteandlikeness?Wouldthattasteandlikenessvarysoverymuchover,letussay,amillionyearsorso,which,afterall,isbutanhour,oraminute,intheaeonsofEternity?

Onthishypothesis,whichissowildthatonebeginstosuspectthatitmaybetrue,wasitimpossiblethatIandthatmurderedmanofthefarpastwereinfactidentical?Ifthewomanwerethesame,preservedacrossthegulfinsomeunknownfashion,whyshouldnotherloverbethesame?WhatdidIsay——herlover?WasIherlover?No,Iwastheloverofonewhohaddied——mylostwife。Well,ifIhaddiedandlivedagain,whyshouldnot——whyshouldnotthatSleeper——havelivedagainduringherlongsleep?

Throughallthoseyearsthespiritmusthavehadsomehome,and,ifso,inwhatshapesdiditlive?Therewerepoints,similarities,whichrushedinuponme——oh!itwasridiculous。

Bickleywasright。Wewereallmad!

Therewasanotherthing。OrohaddeclaredthatwewereatwarwithGermany。Ifthiswereso,howcouldheknowit?Suchknowledgewouldpresumepowersoftelepathyorvisionbeyondthosegiventoman。Icouldnotbelievethathepossessedthese;

asBickleysaid,itwouldbepastexperience。Yetitwasmoststrangethathewhowasuninformedastoournationalhistoryanddangers,shouldhavehituponacountrywithwhichwemightwellhavebeenplungedintosuddenstruggle。HereagainIwasbewilderedandovercome。Mybrainrocked。Iwouldseeksleep,andinitescape,oratanyraterestfromallthesemysteries。

OnthefollowingmorningwedespatchedBastintokeephisrendezvousinthesepulchreatthepropertime。HadwenotdonesoIfeltsurethathewouldhaveforgottenit,foronthisoccasionhewasforonceanunwillingmissioner。Hetriedtopersuadeoneofustocomewithhim——evenBickleywouldhavebeenwelcome;butwebothdeclaredthatwecouldnotdreamofinterferinginsuchaprofessionalmatter;alsothatourpresencewasforbidden,andwouldcertainlydistracttheattentionofhispupil。

"Whatyoumean,"saidthegloomyBastin,"isthatyouintendtoenjoyyourselvesuphereinthefemalecompanionshipoftheGlitteringLadywhilstIsitthousandsoffeetundergroundattemptingtolightenthedarknessofaviolentoldsinnerwhomI

suspectofbeinginleaguewithSatan。"

"Withwhomyoushouldbeproudtobreakalance,"saidBickley。

"SoIam,inthedaylight。Forinstance,whenheusesyourmouthtoadvancehisarguments。Bickley,butthisisanothermatter。However,ifIdonotappearagainyouwillknowthatI

diedinagoodcause,and,Ihope,trytorecovermyremainsandgivethemdecentburial。Also,youmightinformtheBishopofhowIcametomyend,thisis,ifyouevergetanopportunity,whichismorethandoubtful。"

"Hurryup,Bastin,hurryup!"saidtheunfeelingBickley,"oryouwillbelateforyourappointmentandputyourwould—beneophyteintoabadtemper。"

ThenBastinwent,carryingunderhisarmalargeBibleprintedinthelanguageoftheSouthSeaIslands。

AlittlewhilelaterYvaappeared,arrayedinherwondrousrobeswhich,beingaman,itisquiteimpossibleformetodescribe。Shesawuslookingatthese,and,aftergreetingusboth,alsoTommy,whowasenrapturedathercoming,askedushowtheladiesofourcountryattiredthemselves。

Wetriedtoexplain,withnostrikingsuccess。

"YouareasstupidaboutsuchmattersaswerethemenoftheOldWorld,"shesaid,shakingherheadandlaughing。"Ithoughtthatyouhadwithyoupicturesofladiesyouhaveknownwhichwouldshowme。"

Now,infact,Ihadinapocket—bookaphotographofmywifeinevening—dress,alsoaminiatureofherheadandbustpaintedonivory,abeautifulpieceofworkdonebyamasterhand,whichI

alwayswore。These,afteramoment’shesitation,Iproducedandshowedtoher,BickleyhavinggoneawayforalittlewhiletoseeaboutsomethingconnectedwithhisattemptedanalysisoftheLife—water。Sheexaminedthemwithgreateagerness,andasshedidsoInotedthatherfacegrewtenderandtroubled。

"Thiswasyourwife,"shesaidasonewhostateswhatsheknowstobeafact。Inodded,andshewenton:

"Shewassweetandbeautifulasaflower,butnotsotallasI

am,Ithink。"

"No,"Ianswered,"shelackedheight;giventhatshewouldhavebeenalovelywoman。"

"Iamgladyouthinkthatwomenshouldbetall,"shesaid,glancingathershadow。"Theeyesweresuchasmine,weretheynot——incolour,Imean?"

"Yes,verylikeyours,onlyyoursarelarger。"

"Thatisabeautifulwayofwearingthehair。WouldyoubeangryifItriedit?Iwearyofthisoldfashion。"

"WhyshouldIbeangry?"Iasked。

AtthismomentBickleyreappearedandshebegantotalkofthedetailsofthedress,sayingthatitshowedmoreoftheneckthanhadbeenthecustomamongthewomenofherpeople,butwasverypretty。

"Thatisbecausewearestillbarbarians,"saidBickley;"atleast,ourwomenare,andthereforerelyuponprimitivemethodsofattraction,likethesavagesyonder。"

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