投诉 阅读记录

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``No,no,’’sheobjected。``Youcannotbethejudgeofthat。Promisemeyouwillremainuntilthefriendsyoumosttrusttellyouitistimetowith—

draw,ormakeyouunderstandthatitistime。

Promisemethat。’’

Imadethepromise。Sheseemedcontent,andagainbegantotalkofthefuture。

``Youwillnothaveaneasypath,’’shewarnedme。``Insomewaysitwillbeharderforyouthanithaseverbeenforme。Iwassomucholderthantherestofyou,andIhadbeenpresidentsolong,thatyougirlshaveallbeenwillingtolistentome。Itwillbedifferentwithyou。Otherwomenofyourownagehavebeenintheworkalmostaslongasyouhavebeen;youdonotstandoutfromthembyageorlengthofservice,asIdid。Therewillbeinevi—

tablejealousiesandmisunderstandings;therewillbeallsortsofcriticismandmisrepresentation。Mylastwordtoyouisthis:Nomatterwhatisdoneorisnotdone,howyouarecriticizedormisunder—

stood,orwhateffortsaremadetoblockyourpath,rememberthattheonlyfearyouneedhaveisthefearofnotstandingbythethingyoubelievetoberight。Takeyourstandandholdit;thenletcomewhatwill,andreceiveblowslikeagoodsoldier。’’

Iwastoomuchovercometoanswerher;andafteramomentofsilenceshe,inherturn,mademeapromise。

``Idonotknowanythingaboutwhatcomestousafterthislifeends,’’shesaid。``Butifthereisacontinuanceoflifebeyondit,andifIhaveanyconsciousknowledgeofthisworldandofwhatyouaredoing,Ishallnotbefarawayfromyou;andintimesofneedIwillhelpyouallIcan。Whoknows?

PerhapsImaybeabletodomorefortheCauseafterIamgonethanwhileIamhere。’’

Nineyearshavepassedsincethen,andineachdayofthemallitseemstome,inlookingback,I

havehadsomeoccasiontorecallherwords。WhentheywereutteredIdidnotfullycomprehendalltheymeant,ortheclearnessofthevisionthathadsuggestedthem。ItseemedtomethatnopositionIcouldholdwouldbeofsufficientimportancetoattractjealousyorpersonalattacks。Theyearshavebroughtmorewisdom;Ihavelearnedthatanyonewhoassumesleadership,orwho,likemyself,hashadleadershipforceduponher,mustexpecttobearmanythingsofwhichtheworldknowsnothing。

Butwiththisknowledge,too,hascomethememoryof``AuntSusan’s’’lastpromise,andagainandyetagaininhoursofdiscouragementanddespairIhavebeenhelpedbytheblessedconvictionthatshewaskeepingit。

Duringthelastforty—eighthoursofherlifeshewasunwillingthatIshouldleaveherside。SodayandnightIkneltbyherbed,holdingherhandandwatchingtheflameofherwonderfulspiritgrowdim。

Attimes,eventhen,itblazedupwithstartlingsud—

denness。Onthelastafternoonofherlife,whenshehadlainquietforhours,shesuddenlybegantoutterthenamesofthewomenwhohadworkedwithher,asifinafinalroll—call。Manyofthemhadprecededherintothenextworld;otherswerestillsplendidlyactiveintheworkshewaslayingdown。Butyoungorold,livingordead,theyallseemedtofilepastherdyingeyesthatdayinanendless,shadowyre—

view,andastheywentbyshespoketoeachofthem。

Notallthenamesshementionedwereknowninsuffrageranks;someofthesewomenlivedonlyintheheartofSusanB。Anthony,andnow,forthelasttime,shewasthankingthemforwhattheyhaddone。Herewasonewho,atamomentofspecialneed,hadgivenhersmallsavings;herewasanotherwhohadwonvaluablerecruitstotheCause;thisonehadwrittenastrongeditorial;thatonehadmadeastirringspeech。Inthesefinalhoursitseemedthatnotasinglesacrificeorservice,howeversmall,hadbeenforgottenbythedyingleader。Lastofall,shespoketothewomenwhohadbeenonherboardandhadstoodbyherloyallysolong——RachelFosterAvery,AliceStoneBlackwell,CarrieChap—

manCatt,Mrs。Upton,LauraClay,andothers。

Then,afterlyinginsilenceforalongtimewithhercheekonmyhand,shemurmured:``Theyarestillpassingbeforeme——faceafterface,hundredsandhundredsofthem,representingalltheeffortsoffiftyyears。IknowhowhardtheyhaveworkedIknowthesacrificestheyhavemade。Butithasallbeenworthwhile!’’

Justbeforeshelapsedintounconsciousnesssheseemedrestlessandanxioustosaysomething,search—

ingmyfacewithherdimmingeyes。

``Doyouwantmetorepeatmypromise?’’I

asked,forshehadalreadymademedososeveraltimes。Shemadeasignofassent,andIgavehertheassuranceshedesired。AsIdidsosheraisedmyhandtoherlipsandkissedit——herlastconsciousaction。FormorethanthirtyhoursafterthatI

kneltbyherside,butthoughsheclungtomyhanduntilherownhandgrewcold,shedidnotspeakagain。

Shehadtoldmeoverandoverhowmuchourlongfriendshipandassociationhadmeanttoher,andthecomfortIhadgivenher。ButwhateverImayhavebeentoher,itwasasnothingcomparedwithwhatshewastome。Kneelingclosetoherasshepassedaway,IknewthatIwouldhavegivenheradozenliveshadIhadthem,andenduredathousandtimesmorehardshipthanwehadbornetogether,fortheinspirationofhercompanionshipandthejoyofheraffection。TheywerethegreatestblessingsIhavehadinallmylife,andIcherishasmydearesttreas—

urethevolumeofherHistoryofWomanSuffrageonthefly—leafofwhichshehadwrittenthisin—

scription:

REVERENDANNAHOWARDSHAW:

ThishugevolumeIVIpresenttoyouwiththelovethatamotherbeareth,andIhopeyouwillfindinitthefactsaboutwomen,foryouwillfindthemnowhereelse。Yourpartwillbetoseethatthefourvolumesaredulyplacedinthelibrariesofthecountry,whereeverystudentofhistorymayhaveaccesstothem。

Withunboundedloveandfaith,SUSANB。ANTHONY。

Thatfinallineisstillmygreatestcomfort。WhenIammisrepresentedormisunderstood,whenIamaccusedofpersonalambitionorofworkingforper—

sonalends,Iturntoitandtosimilarlinespennedbythesamehand,andtellmyselfthatIshouldnotallowanythingtointerferewiththeserenityofmyspiritortodisturbmeinmywork。Attheendofeighteenyearsofthemostintimatecompanionship,theleaderofourCause,thegreatestwomanIhaveeverknown,stillfeltforme``unboundedloveandfaith。’’Havinghadthat,Ihavehadenough。

Fortwodaysafter``AuntSusan’s’’deathshelayinherownhome,asifinrestfulslumber,herfacewearingitsmostexquisitelookofpeacefulserenity;

andhereherspecialfriends,thepoorandtheunfor—

tunateofthecity,camebyhundredstopaytheirlastrespects。Onthethirddaytherewasapublicfuneral,heldintheCongregationalchurch,and,thoughawildblizzardwasraging,everyoneinRochesterseemedincludedinthegreatthrongofmournerswhocametoherbierinreverenceandleftitintears。Thechurchserviceswereconductedbythepastor,theRev。C。C。Albertson,alifelongfriendofMissAnthony’s,assistedbytheRev。Will—

iamC。Gannett。JamesG。Potter,theMayorofthecity,andDr。RushRhees,presidentofRochesterUniversity,occupiedprominentplacesamongthedistinguishedmourners,andMrs。JeromeJeffries,theheadofacoloredschool,spokeinbehalfofthenegroraceanditsrecognitionofMissAnthony’sservices。Collegeclubs,medicalsocieties,andre—

formgroupswererepresentedbydelegatessentfromdifferentstates,andMissAnnaGordonhadcomeonfromIllinoistorepresenttheWoman’sNationalChristianTemperanceUnion。Mrs。CattdeliveredaeulogyinwhichsheexpressedtheloveandrecognitionoftheorganizedsuffragewomenoftheworldforMissAnthony,astheonetowhomtheyhadalllookedastheirleader。WilliamLloydGarrisonspokeofMissAnthony’sworkwithhisfatherandotheranti—

slaveryleaders,andMrs。JeanBrooksGreenleafspokeinbehalfoftheNewYorkStateSuffrageAssociation。Then,as``AuntSusan’’hadrequested,Imadetheclosingaddress。Shehadaskedmetodothisandtopronouncethebenediction,aswellastosaythefinalwordsathergrave。

Itwasestimatedthatmorethantenthousandpersonswereassembledinandaroundthechurch,andafterthebenedictionthosewhohadbeenpa—

tientlywaitingoutinthestormwerepermittedtopassinsideinsinglefileforalastlookattheirfriend。TheyfoundthecoffincoveredbyalargeAmericanflag,onwhichlayawreathoflaurelandpalms;arounditstoodaguardofhonorcomposedofgirlstudentsofRochesterUniversityintheircollegecapsandgowns。Alldaystudentshadmountedguard,relievingoneanotheratintervals。

Oneverysidetherewereflowersandfloralemblemssentbyvariousorganizations,andjustover``AuntSusan’s’’headfloatedthesilkflaggiventoherbythewomenofColorado。Itcontainedfourgoldstars,representingthefourenfranchisedstates,whiletheotherstarswereinsilver。OnherbreastwaspinnedthejeweledflaggiventoheronhereightiethbirthdaybythewomenofWyoming——thefirstplaceintheworldwhereintheconstitutionofthestatewomenweregivenequalpoliticalrightswithmen。Herethefourstarsrepresentingtheenfranchisedstatesweremadeofdiamonds,theothersofsilverenamel。JustbeforethelidwasfastenedonthecoffinthisflagwasremovedandhandedtoMaryAnthony,whopresentedittome。

FromthatdayIhavewornitoneveryoccasionofimportancetoourCause,andeachtimeastateiswonforwomansuffrageIhaveaddedanewdiamondstar。AtthetimeIwritethis——in1914——therearetwelve。

AsthefuneralprocessionwentthroughthestreetsofRochesteritwasseenthatallthecityflagswereathalf—mast,byorderoftheCityCouncil。Manyhousesweredrapedinblack,andthegriefofthecitizensmanifesteditselfoneveryside。AllthewaytoMountHopeCemeterythesnowwhirledblind—

inglyaroundus,whilethemassesthathadfallencoveredtheearthasfaraswecouldseeafittingwinding—sheetfortheonewhohadgone。Underthefir—treesaroundheropengraveIobeyed``AuntSusan’s’’wishthatIshouldutterthelastwordsspokenoverherbodyasshewaslaidtorest:

``Dearfriend,’’Isaid,``thouhasttarriedwithuslong。Nowthouhastgonetothywell—earnedrest。

WebeseechtheInfiniteSpiritWhohasupheldtheetomakeusworthytofollowinthystepsandtocarryonthywork。Hailandfarewell。’’

XI

THEWIDENINGSUFFRAGESTREAM

InmychaptersonMissAnthonyIbridgedthetwentyyearsbetween1886and1906,omittingmanyofthestirringsuffrageeventsofthatlongperiod,inmydesiretoconcentrateonthosewhichmostvitallyconcernedher。Imustnowretracemystepsalongthewideningsuffragestreamandde—

scribe,consecutivelyatleast,andasfullyastheseincompletereminiscenceswillpermit,otherinci—

dentsthatoccurredonitsbanks。

Ofthesethemostimportantwastheunionin1889ofthetwogreatsuffragesocieties——theAmeri—

canAssociation,ofwhichLucyStonewasthepresi—

dent,andtheNationalAssociation,headedbySusanB。AnthonyandElizabethCadyStanton。AtaconventionheldinWashingtonthesesocietiesweremergedasTheNationalAmericanWomanSuffrageAssociation——thenameourassociationstillbears——

andMrs。Stantonwaselectedpresident。Shewasthennearlyeightyandpastactivework,butshemadeawonderfulpresidingofficeratoursubsequentmeetings,andshewasaspicturesqueasshewasefficient。

MissAnthony,whohadanimmenseadmirationforherandagreatpersonalprideinher,alwaysescortedhertothecapital,and,havingworkedherutmosttomakethemeetingasuccess,invariablygaveMrs。Stantoncreditforallthatwasaccom—

plished。SheoftensaidthatMrs。Stantonwasthebrainsofthenewassociation,whilesheherselfwasmerelyitshandsandfeet;butintruththetwowomenworkedmarvelouslytogether,forMrs。

StantonwasamasterofwordsandcouldwriteandspeaktoperfectionofthethingsSusanB。Anthonysawandfeltbutcouldnotherselfexpress。UsuallyMissAnthonywenttoMrs。Stanton’shouseandtookchargeofitwhileshestimulatedthevenerablepresidenttothewritingofherannualaddress。

Then,atthesubsequentconvention,shewouldlistentothereportwithasmuchdelightandpleasureasifeachwordofithadbeennewtoher。EvenafterMrs。Stanton’sresignationfromthepresidency——

attheend,Ithink,ofthreeyears——andMissAn—

thony’selectionashersuccessor,``AuntSusan’’stillwenttoheroldfriendwheneveranimportantreso—

lutionwastobewritten,andMrs。Stantonloyallydrafteditforher。

Mrs。Stantonwasthemostbrilliantconversa—

tionalistIhaveeverknown;andthebesttalkI

haveheardanywherewasthattowhichIusedtolisteninthehomeofMrs。ElizaWrightOsborne,inAuburn,NewYork,whenMrs。Stanton,SusanB。Anthony,EmilyHowland,ElizabethSmithMiller,IdaHustedHarper,MissMills,andIweregatheredthereforouroccasionalweek—endvisits。

Mrs。Osborneinheritedhersuffragesympathies,forshewasthedaughterofMarthaWright,who,withMrs。StantonandLucretiaMott,calledthefirstsuffrageconventioninSenecaFalls,NewYork。I

mustaddinpassingthatherson,ThomasMottOsborne,whoisdoingsuchadmirableworkinprisonreformatSingSing,hasshownhimselfworthyofthegiftedandhigh—mindedmotherwhogavehimtotheworld。

MostoftheconversationinMrs。Osborne’shomewascontributedbyMrs。StantonandMissAnthony,whiletherestofussat,asitwere,attheirfeet。

Manyhumanandfemininetouchesbrightenedtheloftydiscussionsthatwereconstantlygoingon,andthevariedcharacteristicsofourleaderscroppedupinamusingfashion。Mrs。Stanton,forexample,wasrarelyaccurateingivingfiguresordates,whileMissAnthonywasalwaysveryexactinsuchmatters。

ShefrequentlycorrectedMrs。Stanton’sstatements,andMrs。Stantonusuallytooktheinterruptioninthebestpossiblespirit,promptlyadmittingthat``AuntSusan’’knewbest。OnoneoccasionIre—

call,however,sheheldfasttoheropinionthatshewasrightastothemonthinwhichacertaininci—

denthadoccurred。

``No,Susan,’’sheinsisted,``you’rewrongforonce。Irememberperfectlywhenthathappened,foritwasatthetimeIwasbeginningtoweanHarriet。’’

AuntSusan,thoughsomewhatstaggeredbytheforceofthistestimony,stillmaintainedthatMrs。

Stantonmustbemistaken,whereuponthelatterrepeated,inexasperation,``ItellyouithappenedwhenIwasweaningHarriet。’’Andsheadded,scornfully,``Whateventhaveyougottoreckonfrom?’’

MissAnthonymeeklysubsided。

Mrs。Stantonhadwonderfulblueeyes,whichheldtotheendofherlifeanexpressionofeternalyouth。Duringourconventionssheusuallytookalittlenapintheafternoon,andwhensheawokeherblueeyesalwayshadanexpressionofpleasedandinnocentsurprise,asifsheweregazingontheworldforthefirsttime——theround,unwinking,interestedlookababy’seyeshavewhensomethingattractiveisheldupbeforethem。

Letmegiveinaparagraph,beforeIswingoffintothebypathsthatalwaysallureme,theconsecutivesuffrageeventsofthepastquarterofacentury。

Havingdonethis,IcandwelloneachascasuallyasIchoose,foritispossibletodescribeonlyafewincidentshereandthere;andIshallnotbedepart—

ingfromthestoryofmylife,formylifehadbecomemergedinthesuffragecause。

OfthepreliminarysuffragecampaignsinKansas,madeincompanywith``AuntSusan,’’Ihaveal—

readywritten,anditremainsonlytosaythatdur—

ingthesecondKansascampaignyellowwasadoptedasthesuffragecolor。In1890,’92,and’93weagainworkedinKansasandinSouthDakota,withsuchindefatigableandbrilliantspeakersasMrs。Catt(towhoseeffortsalsowerelargelyduethewinningofColoradoin’93),Mrs。LauraJohnsofKansas,Mrs。JuliaNelson,HenryB。Blackwell,Dr。HelenV。PutnamofDakota,Mrs。EmmaSmithDeVoe,Rev。OlympiaBrowneofWisconsin,andDr。MarySeymourHowellofNewYork。In’94,’95,and’96

specialeffortsweredevotedtoIdaho,Utah,Cali—

fornia,andWashington,andfromthenonourcampaignswerewagedsteadilyintheWesternstates。

TheColoradovictorygaveustwofullsuffragestates,forin1869theTerritoryofWyominghaden—

franchisedwomenunderveryinterestingconditions,notnowgenerallyremembered。Theachievementwasduetotheinfluenceofonewoman,EstherMorris,apioneerwhowasasgoodaneighborasshewasasuffragist。Inthoseearlydays,inhomesfarfromphysiciansandsurgeons,thewomencaredforoneanotherinsickness,andEstherMorris,asithappened,oncetookfullandskilfulchargeofaneighborduringthedifficultbirthofthelatter’schild。Shehaddonethesamethingformanyotherwomen,butthiswoman’shusbandwasespeciallygrateful。HewasalsoamemberoftheLegislature,andhetoldMrs。Morristhatiftherewasanymeasureshewishedputthroughforthewomenoftheterritoryhewouldbegladtointroduceit。

Sheimmediatelytookhimathiswordbyaskinghimtointroduceabillenfranchisingwomen,andhepromptlydidso。

TheLegislaturewasDemocratic,anditpounceduponthemeasureasahugejoke。WiththeamiablepurposeofembarrassingtheGovernoroftheter—

ritory,whowasaRepublicanandhadbeenappointedbythePresident,thememberspassedthebillandputituptohimtoveto。Totheircombinedhorrorandamazement,theyoungGovernordidnothingofthekind。Hehadcome,asithappened,fromSalem,Ohio,oneofthefirsttownsintheUnitedStatesinwhichasuffrageconventionwasheld。

There,asaboy,hehadheardSusanB。Anthonymakeaspeech,andhehadcarriedintotheyearstheimpressionitmadeuponhim。Hesignedthatbill;and,astheLegislaturecouldnotgetatwo—

thirdsvotetokillit,thedisgustedmembershadtomakethebestofthematter。ThefollowingyearaDemocratintroducedabilltorepealthemeasure,butalreadypublicsentimenthadchangedandhewaslaugheddown。AfterthatnofurthereffortwasevermadetotaketheballotawayfromthewomenofWyoming。

Whentheterritoryappliedforstatehood,itwasfearedthatthewoman—suffrageclauseinthecon—

stitutionmightinjureitschanceofadmission,andthewomensentthistelegramtoJosephM。Carey:

``Dropusifyoumust。WecantrustthemenofWyomingtoenfranchiseusafterourterritorybe—

comesastate。’’

Mr。CareydiscussedthistelegramwiththeothermenwhowereurginguponCongresstheadmissionoftheirterritory,andthefollowingreplywentback:

``WemaystayoutoftheUnionahundredyears,butwewillcomeinwithourwomen。’’

Thereisgreatinspirationinthosetwomessages——

andagreatlesson,aswell。

In1894weconductedacampaigninNewYork,whenaneffortwasmadetosecureaclausetoen—

franchisewomeninthenewstateconstitution;andforthefirsttimeinthehistoryofthewoman—suf—

fragemovementmanyoftheinfluentialwomeninthestateandcityofNewYorktookanactivepartinthework。MissAnthonywas,asalways,ourleaderandgreatestinspiration。Mrs。JohnBrooksGreenleafwasstatepresident,andMissMaryAnthonywasthemostactiveworkerintheRoches—

terheadquarters。Mrs。LilyDevereauxBlakehadchargeofthecampaigninNewYorkCity,andMrs。

MariannaChapmanlookedaftertheBrooklynsec—

tion,whileamoststimulatingsignofthetimeswastheorganizationofacommitteeofNewYorkwomenofwealthandsocialinfluence,whoestab—

lishedtheirheadquartersatSherry’s。AmongthesewereMrs。JosephineShawLowell,Mrs。JosephH。

Choate,Dr。MaryPutnamJacobi,Mrs。J。WarrenGoddard,andMrs。RobertAbbe。MissAnthony,theninherseventy—fifthyear,spokeineverycountyofthestatesixtyinall。Ispokeinforty,andMrs。

Catt,asalways,madeasuperbrecord。MissHar—

rietMayMills,agraduateofCornell,andMissMaryG。Hay,didadmirableorganizationworkinthedif—

ferentcounties。Ourdisappointmentoverthere—

sultwasgreatlysoothedbythefactthatonlytwoyearslaterbothIdahoandUtahswungintolineasfullsuffragestates,thoughCalifornia,inwhichwehadlaboredwithequalzeal,waitedfifteenyearslonger。

Amongthesecampaigns,andoverlappingthem,wereourannualconventions——eachofwhichIat—

tendedfrom1888on——andthenationalandinter—

nationalcouncils,toanumberofwhich,also,Ihavegivenpreliminarymention。WhenSusanB。An—

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