投诉 阅读记录

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Therewasastinginwhathesaid。Perhaps,afterall,Iwasplayingacowardlypart。AndthemoreIthoughtaboutitthemoreitappearedthatmydutytomyselflayindoingwhathehadadvised,layinjoiningforceswithJohnsonandLeachandworkingforhisdeath。Righthere,Ithink,enteredtheaustereconscienceofmyPuritanancestry,impellingmetowardluriddeedsandsanctioningevenmurderasrightconduct。Idweltupontheidea。Itwouldbeamostmoralacttoridtheworldofsuchamonster。

Humanitywouldbebetterandhappierforit,lifefairerandsweeter。

Ipondereditlong,lyingsleeplessinmybunkandreviewinginendlessprocessionthefactsofthesituation。ItalkedwithJohnsonandLeach,duringthenightwatcheswhenWolfLarsenwasbelow。Bothmenhadlosthope,——Johnson,becauseoftemperamentaldespondency;Leach,becausehehadbeatenhimselfoutinthevainstruggleandwasexhausted。Buthecaughtmyhandinapassionategriponenight,saying:

"Ithinkyersquare,Mr。VanWeyden。Butstaywhereyouareandkeepyermouthshut。Saynothin’butsawwood。We’redeadmen,knowit;butallthesameyoumightbeabletodousafavorsometimewhenweneeditdamnbad。"

Itwasonlynextday,whenWainwrightIslandloomedtowindward,closeabeam,thatWolfLarsenopenedhismouthinprophecy。HehadattackedJohnson,beenattackedbyLeach,andhadjustfinishedwhippingthepairofthem。

"Leach,"hesaid,"youknowI’mgoingtokillyousometimeorother,don’tyou?"

Asnarlwastheanswer。

"Andasforyou,Johnson,you’llgetsotiredoflifebeforeI’mthroughwithyouthatyou’llflingyourselfovertheside。Seeifyoudon’t。"

"That’sasuggestion,"headded,inanasidetome。"I’llbetyouamonth’spayheactsuponit。"

Ihadcherishedahopethathisvictimswouldfindanopportunitytoescapewhilefillingourwater—barrels,butWolfLarsenhadselectedhisspotwell。TheGhostlayhalfamilebeyondthesurf—lineofalonelybeach。Heredebouchedadeepgorge,withprecipitous,volcanicwallswhichnomancouldscale。Andhere,underhisdirectsupervision,——forhewentashorehimself,——LeachandJohnsonfilledthesmallcasksandrolledthemdowntothebeach。Theyhadnochancetomakeabreakforlibertyinoneoftheboats。

HarrisonandKelly,however,madesuchanattempt。Theycomposedoneoftheboat’screws,andtheirtaskwastoplybetweentheschoonerandtheshore,carryingasinglecaskeachtrip。Justbeforedinner,startingforthebeachwithanemptybarrel,theyalteredtheircourseandboreawaytothelefttoroundthepromontorywhichjuttedintotheseabetweenthemandliberty。BeyonditsfoamingbaselaytheprettyvillagesoftheJapanesecolonists,andsmilingvalleyswhichpenetrateddeepintotheinterior。Onceinthefastnessestheypromised,andthetwomencoulddefyWolfLarsen。

IhadobservedHendersonandSmokeloiteringaboutthedeckallmorning,andInowlearnedwhytheywerethere。Procuringtheirrifles,theyopenedfireinaleisurelymanneruponthedeserters。Itwasacold—bloodedexhibitionofmarksmanship。Atfirsttheirbulletszippedharmlesslyalongthesurfaceofthewateroneithersidetheboat;but,asthemencontinuedtopulllustily,theystruckcloserandcloser。

"NowwatchmetakeKelly’srightoar,"Smokesaid,drawingamorecarefulaim。

Iwaslookingthroughtheglasses,andIsawtheoar—bladeshatterasheshot。Hendersonduplicatedit,selectingHarrison’srightoar。Theboatslewedaround。Thetworemainingoarswerequicklybroken。Thementriedtorowwiththesplinters,andhadthemshotoutoftheirhands。Kellyrippedupabottomboardandbeganpaddling,butdroppeditwithacryofpainasitssplintersdroveintohishands。Thentheygaveup,lettingtheboatdrifttillasecondboat,sentfromtheshorebyWolfLarsen,tookthemintowandbroughtthemaboard。

Latethatafternoonwehoveupanchorandgotaway。Nothingwasbeforeusbutthethreeorfourmonths’huntingonthesealinggrounds。Theoutlookwasblackindeed,andIwentaboutmyworkwithaheavyheart。AnalmostfunerealgloomseemedtohavedescendedupontheGhost。WolfLarsenhadtakentohisbunkwithoneofhisstrange,splittingheadaches。Harrisonstoodlistlesslyatthewheel,half—supportinghimselfbyit,asthoughweariedbytheweightofhisflesh。Therestofthemenweremoroseandsilent。IcameuponKellycrouchingtotheleeoftheforecastlescuttle,hisheadonhisknees,hisarmsabouthishead,inanattitudeofunutterabledespondency。

JohnsonIfoundlyingfulllengthontheforecastlehead,staringatthetroubledchurnoftheforefoot,andIrememberedwithhorrorthesuggestionWolfLarsenhadmade。Itseemedlikelytobearfruit。Itriedtobreakinontheman’smorbidthoughtsbycallinghimaway,buthesmiledsadlyatmeandrefusedtoobey。

LeachapproachedmeasIreturnedaft。

"Iwanttoaskafavor,Mr。VanWeyden,"hesaid。"Ifit’syerlucktoevermake’Friscooncemore,willyouhuntupMattMcCarthy?He’smyoldman。HelivesontheHill,backoftheMayfairbakery,runnin’acobbler’sshopthateverybodyknows,andyou’llhavenotrouble。TellhimIlivedtobesorryforthetroubleIbroughthimandthethingsIdone,and——

andjusttellhim`Godblesshim,’forme。"

Inoddedmyhead,butsaid,"We’llallwinbacktoSanFrancisco,Leach,andyou’llbewithmewhenIgotoseeMattMcCarthy。"

"I’dliketobelieveyou,"heanswered,shakingmyhand,"butcan’t。

WolfLarsen’lldoforme,Iknowit;andallIcanhopeishe’lldoitquick。"

AndasheleftmeIwasawareofthesamedesireatmyheart。Sinceitwastobedone,letitbedonewithdespatch。Thegeneralgloomhadgatheredmeintoitsfolds。Theworstappearedinevitable;andasIpacedthedeck,hourafterhour,IfoundmyselfafflictedwithWolfLarsen’srepulsiveideas。Whatwasitallabout?Wherewasthegrandeuroflifethatitshouldpermitsuchwantondestructionofhumansouls?Itwasacheapandsordidthingafterall,thislife,andthesooneroverthebetter。

Overanddonewith!I,too,leanedupontherailandgazedlonginglyintothesea,withthecertaintythatsoonerorlaterIshouldbesinkingdown,down,throughthecoolgreendepthsofitsoblivion。TheSeaWolf:Chapter17CHAPTER17

Strangetosay,inspiteofthegeneralforeboding,nothingofespecialmomenthappenedontheGhost。WeranontothenorthandwesttillweraisedthecoastofJapanandpickedupwiththegreatsealherd。ComingfromnomanknewwhereintheillimitablePacific,itwastravellingnorthonitsannualmigrationtotherookeriesofBeringSea。Andnorthwetravelledwithit,ravaginganddestroying,flingingthenakedcarcassestothesharkandsaltingdowntheskinssothattheymightlateradornthefairshouldersofthewomenofthecities。

Itwaswantonslaughter,andallforwoman’ssake。Nomanateofthesealmeatortheoil。Afteragoodday’skillingIhaveseenourdeckscoveredwithhidesandbodies,slipperywithfatandblood,thescuppersrunningred;masts,ropes,andrailsspatteredwiththesanguinarycolor;

andthemen,likebutchersplyingtheirtrade,nakedandredofarmandhand,hardatworkwithrippingandflensing—knives,removingtheskinsfromtheprettysea—creaturestheyhadkilled。

Itwasmytasktotallythepeltsastheycameaboardfromtheboats,tooverseetheskinningandafterwardthecleansingofthedecksandbringingthingsshipshapeagain。Itwasnotpleasantwork。Mysoulandmystomachrevoltedatit;andyet,inaway,thishandlinganddirectingofmanymenwasgoodforme。ItdevelopedwhatlittleexecutiveabilityIpossessed,andIwasawareofatougheningorhardeningwhichIwasundergoingandwhichcouldnotbeanythingbutwholesomefor"Sissy"VanWeyden。

OnethingIwasbeginningtofeel,andthatwasthatIcouldneveragainbequitethesamemanIhadbeen。WhilemyhopeandfaithinhumanlifestillsurvivedWolfLarsen’sdestructivecriticism,hehadneverthelessbeenacauseofchangeinminormatters。Hehadopenedupformetheworldofthereal,ofwhichIhadknownpracticallynothingandfromwhichI

hadalwaysshrunk。Ihadlearnedtolookmorecloselyatlifeasitwaslived,torecognizethatthereweresuchthingsasfactsintheworld,toemergefromtherealmofmindandideaandtoplacecertainvaluesontheconcreteandobjectivephasesofexistence。

IsawmoreofWolfLarsenthaneverwhenwehadgainedthegrounds。

Forwhentheweatherwasfairandwewereinthemidstoftheherd,allhandswereawayintheboats,andleftonboardwereonlyheandI,andThomasMugridge,whodidnotcount。Buttherewasnoplayaboutit。Thesixboats,spreadingoutfan—wisefromtheschooneruntilthefirstweatherboatandthelastleeboatwereanywherefromtentotwentymilesapart,cruisedalongastraightcourseovertheseatillnightfallorbadweatherdrovethemin。ItwasourdutytosailtheGhostwelltoleewardofthelastleeboat,sothatalltheboatsshouldhavefairwindtorunforusincaseofsquallsorthreateningweather。

Itisnoslightmatterfortwomen,particularlywhenastiffwindhassprungup,tohandleavesselliketheGhost,steering,keepinglookoutfortheboats,andsettingortakinginsail;soitdevolveduponmetolearnandlearnquickly。SteeringIpickedupeasily,butrunningalofttothecrosstreesandswingingmywholeweightbymyarmswhenI

lefttheratlinesandclimbedstillhigher,wasmoredifficult。This,too,Ilearned,andquickly,forIfeltsomehowawilddesiretovindicatemyselfinWolfLarsen’seyes,toprovemyrighttoliveinwaysotherthanofthemind。Nay,thetimecamewhenItookjoyintherunofthemastheadandintheclingingonbymylegsatthatprecariousheightwhileIswepttheseawithglassesinsearchoftheboats。

Irememberonebeautifulday,whentheboatsleftearlyandthereportsofthehunters’gunsgrewdimanddistantanddiedawayastheyscatteredfarandwideoverthesea。Therewasjustthefaintestwindfromthewestward;

butitbreatheditslastbythetimewemanagedtogettoleewardofthelastleeboat。Onebyone,——Iwasatthemastheadandsaw,——thesixboatsdisappearedoverthebulgeoftheearthastheyfollowedthesealintothewest。Welay,scarcelyrollingontheplacidsea,unabletofollow。

WolfLarsenwasapprehensive。Thebarometerwasdown,andtheskytotheeastdidnotpleasehim。Hestudieditwithunceasingvigilance。

"Ifshecomesoutofthere,"hesaid,"hardandsnappy,puttingustowindwardoftheboats,it’slikelythere’llbeemptybunksinsteerageandfo’c’sle。"

Byeleveno’clocktheseahadbecomeglass。Bymid—day,thoughwewerewellupinthenortherlylatitudes,theheatwassickening。Therewasnofreshnessintheair。Itwassultryandoppressive,remindingmeofwhattheoldCaliforniansterm"earthquakeweather。"Therewassomethingominousaboutit,andinintangiblewaysonewasmadetofeelthattheworstwasabouttocome。Slowlythewholeeasternskyfilledwithcloudsthatovertowereduslikesomeblacksierraoftheinfernalregions。Soclearlycouldoneseeca$on,gorge,andprecipice,andtheshadowsthatlietherein,thatonelookedunconsciouslyforthewhitesurf—lineandbellowingcavernswheretheseachargesontheland。Andstillwerockedgently,andtherewasnowind。

"It’snosquall,"WolfLarsensaid。"OldMotherNature’sgoingtogetuponherhindlegsandhowlforallthat’sinher,andit’llkeepusjumping,Hump,topullthroughwithhalfourboats。You’dbetterrunupandloosenthetopsails。"

"Butifitisgoingtohowl,andthereareonlytwoofus?"asked,anoteofprotestinmyvoice。

"Why,we’vegottomakethebestofthefirstofitandrundowntoourboatsbeforeourcanvasisrippedoutofus。Afterthatdon’tgivearapwhathappens。Thesticks’llstandit,andyouandwillhaveto,thoughwe’veplentycutoutforus。"

Stillthecalmcontinued。Weatedinner,ahurriedandanxiousmealformewitheighteenmenabroadontheseaandbeyondthebulgeoftheearthandwiththatheaven—rollingmountainrangeofcloudsmovingslowlydownuponus。WolfLarsendidnotseemaffected,however;thoughInoticed,whenwereturnedtothedeck,aslighttwitchingofthenostrils,aperceptiblequicknessofmovement。Hisfacewasstern,thelinesofithadgrownhard,andyetinhiseyes,——blue,clearbluethisday,——therewasastrangebrilliancy,abrightscintillatinglight。Itstruckmethathewasjoyous,inaferocioussortofway;thathewasgladtherewasanimpendingstruggle;

thathewasthrilledandupbornewithknowledgethatoneofthegreatmomentsofliving,whenthetideoflifesurgesupinflood,wasuponhim。

Once,andunwittingthathedidsoorthatIsaw,helaughedaloud,mockinglyanddefiantly,attheadvancingstorm。Iseehimyet,standingtherelikeapygmyoutofthe"ArabianNights"beforethehugefrontofsomemalignantgenie。Hewasdaringdestiny,andhewasunafraid。

Hewalkedtothegalley。"Cooky,bythetimeyou’vefinishedpotsandpansyou’llbewantedondeck。Standreadyforacall。"

"Hump,"hesaid,becomingcognizantofthefascinatedgazebentuponhim,"thisbeatswhiskey,andiswhereyourOmarmisses。thinkheonlyhalflivedafterall。"

Thewesternhalfoftheskyhadbynowgrownmurky。Thesunhaddimmedandfadedoutofsight。Itwastwointheafternoon,andaghostlytwilight,shotthroughbywanderingpurplishlights,haddescendeduponus。InthispurplishlightWolfLarsen’sfaceglowedandglowed,andtomyexcitedfancyheappearedencircledbyahalo。Welayinthemidstofanunearthlyquiet,whileallaboutusweresignsandomensofoncomingsoundandmovement。

Thesultryheathadbecomeunendurable。Thesweatwasstandingonmyforehead,andIcouldfeelittricklingdownmynose。IfeltasthoughIshouldfaint,andreachedouttotherailforsupport。

Andthen,justthen,thefaintestpossiblewhisperofairpassedby。

Itwasfromtheeast,andlikeawhisperitcameandwent。Thedroopingcanvaswasnotstirred,andyetmyfacehadfelttheairandbeencooled。

"Cooky,"WolfLarsencalledinalowvoice。ThomasMugridgeturnedapitiable,scaredface。"Letgothatfore—boomtackleandpassitacross,andwhenshe’swillingletgothesheetandcomeinsnugwiththetackle。

Andifyoumakeamessofit,itwillbethelastyouevermake。Understand?

"Mr。VanWeyden,standbytopassthehead—sailsover。ThenjumpforthetopsailsandspreadthemquickasGod’llletyou——thequickeryoudoittheeasieryou’llfindit。AsforCooky,ifheisn’tlivelybathimbetweentheeyes。"

Iwasawareofthecomplimentandpleased,inthatnothreathadaccompaniedmyinstructions。Wewerelyingheadtonorthwest,anditwashisintentiontojibeoverallwiththefirstpuff。

"We’llhavethebreezeonourquarter,"heexplainedtome。"Bythelastgunstheboatswerebearingawayslightlytothesouth’ard。"

Heturnedandwalkedafttothewheel。Iwentforwardandtookmystationatthejibs。Anotherwhisperofwind,andanother,passedby。Thecanvasflappedlazily。

"ThankGawdshe’snotcomin’allofabunch,Mr。VanWeyden,"wastheCockney’sferventejaculation。

AndIwasindeedthankful,forIhadbythistimelearnedenoughtoknow,withallourcanvasspread,whatdisasterinsucheventawaitedus。

Thewhispersofwindbecamepuffs,thesailsfilled,theGhostmoved。

WolfLarsenputthewheelhardup,toport,andwebegantopayoff。Thewindwasnowdeadastern,mutteringandpuffingstrongerandstronger,andmyhead—sailswerepoundinglustily。Ididnotseewhatwentonelsewhere,thoughIfeltthesuddensurgeandheeloftheschoonerasthewind—pressureschangedtothejibingofthefore—andmain—sails。Myhandswerefullwiththeflying—jib,jib,andstaysail;andbythetimethispartofmytaskwasaccomplishedtheGhostwasleapingintothesouthwest,thewindonherquarterandallhersheetstostarboard。Withoutpausingforbreath,thoughmyheartwasbeatinglikeatrip—hammerfrommyexertions,Isprangtothetopsails,andbeforethewindhadbecometoostrongwehadthemfairlysetandwerecoilingdown。ThenIwentaftfororders。

WolfLarsennoddedapprovalandrelinquishedthewheeltome。Thewindwasstrengtheningsteadilyandthesearising。Foranhoursteered,eachmomentbecomingmoredifficult。Ihadnottheexperiencetosteeratthegaitweweregoingonaquarteringcourse。

"Nowtakearunupwiththeglassesandraisesomeoftheboats。We’vemadeatleasttenknots,andwe’regoingtwelveorthirteennow。Theoldgirlknowshowtowalk。"

Icontentedmyselfwiththeforecrosstrees,someseventyfeetabovethedeck。AsIsearchedthevacantstretchofwaterbeforeme,comprehendedthoroughlytheneedforhasteifweweretorecoveranyofourmen。Indeed,asIgazedattheheavyseathroughwhichwewererunning,Idoubtedthattherewasaboatafloat。Itdidnotseempossiblethatsuchfrailcraftcouldsurvivesuchstressofwindandwater。

Icouldnotfeelthefullforceofthewind,forwewererunningwithit;butfrommyloftyperchIlookeddownasthoughoutsidetheGhostandapartfromher,andsawtheshapeofheroutlinedsharplyagainstthefoamingseaasshetorealonginstinctwithlife。Sometimesshewouldliftandsendacrosssomegreatwave,buryingherstarboardrailfromview,andcoveringherdecktothehatcheswiththeboilingocean。Atsuchmoments,startingfromawindwardroll,Iwouldgoflyingthroughtheairwithdizzyingswiftness,asthoughIclungtotheendofahuge,invertedpendulum,thearcofwhich,betweenthegreaterrolls,musthavebeenseventyfeetormore。Once,theterrorofthisgiddysweepoverpoweredme,andforawhileIclungon,handandfoot,weakandtrembling,unabletosearchtheseaforthemissingboatsortobeholdaughtoftheseabutthatwhichroaredbeneathandstrovetooverwhelmtheGhost。

Butthethoughtofthemeninthemidstofitsteadiedme,andinmyquestforthemIforgotmyself。ForanhourIsawnothingbutthenaked,desolatesea。Andthen,whereavagrantshaftofsunlightstrucktheoceanandturneditssurfacetowrathfulsilver,Icaughtasmallblackspeckthrustskywardforaninstantandswallowedup。Iwaitedpatiently。Againthetinypointofblackprojecteditselfthroughthewrathfulblazeacoupleofpointsoffourport—bow。Ididnotattempttoshout,butcommunicatedthenewstoWolfLarsenbywavingmyarm。Hechangedthecourse,andI

signalledaffirmationwhenthespeckshoweddeadahead。

Itgrewlarger,andsoswiftlythatforthefirsttimeIfullyappreciatedthespeedofourflight。WolfLarsenmotionedformetocomedown,andwhenIstoodbesidehimatthewheelgavemeinstructionsforheavingto。

"Expectallhelltobreakloose,"hecautionedme,"butdon’tmindit。

YoursistodoyourownworkandtohaveCookystandbythefore—sheet。"

Imanagedtomakemywayforward,buttherewaslittlechoiceofsides,fortheweather—railseemedburiedasoftenasthelee。HavinginstructedThomasMugridgeastowhathewastodo,Iclamberedintotheforeriggingafewfeet。Theboatwasnowveryclose,andcouldmakeoutplainlythatitwaslyingheadtowindandseaanddraggingonitsmastandsail,whichhadbeenthrownoverboardandmadetoserveasasea—anchor。Thethreemenwerebailing。Eachrollingmountainwhelmedthemfromview,andIwouldwaitwithsickeninganxiety,fearingthattheywouldneverappearagain。

Then,andwithblacksuddenness,theboatwouldshootclearthroughthefoamingcrest,bowpointedtothesky,andthewholelengthofherbottomshowing,wetanddark,tillsheseemedonend。Therewouldbeafleetingglimpseofthethreemenflingingwaterinfrantichaste,whenshewouldtoppleoverandfallintotheyawningvalley,bowdownandshowingherfullinsidelengthtothesternup—rearedalmostdirectlyabovethebow。

Eachtimethatshereappearedwasamiracle。

TheGhostsuddenlychangedhercourse,keepingaway,anditcametomewithashockthatWolfLarsenwasgivinguptherescueasimpossible。

ThenIrealizedthathewaspreparingtoheaveto,anddroppedtothedecktobeinreadiness。Wewerenowdeadbeforethewind,theboatfarawayandabreastofus。Ifeltanabrupteasingoftheschooner,alossforthemomentofallstrainandpressure,coupledwithaswiftaccelerationofspeed。Shewasrushingaroundonherheelintothewind。

Asshearrivedatrightanglestothesea,thefullforceofthewind,(fromwhichwehadhithertorunaway),caughtus。Iwasunfortunatelyandignorantlyfacingit。Itstoodupagainstmelikeawall,fillingmylungswithairwhichIcouldnotexpel。Andaschokedandstrangled,andastheGhostwallowedforaninstant,broadsideonandrollingstraightoverandfarintothewind,Ibeheldahugesearisefarabovemyhead。

Iturnedaside,caughtmybreath,andlookedagain。ThewaveovertoppedtheGhost,andIgazedsheerupandintoit。Ashaftofsunlightsmotetheover—curl,andIcaughtaglimpseoftranslucent,rushinggreen,backedbyamilkysmotheroffoam。

Thenitdescended,pandemoniumbrokeloose,everythinghappenedatonce。

Iwasstruckacrushing,stunningblow,nowhereinparticularandyeteverywhere。

Myholdhadbeenbrokenloose,Iwasunderwater,andthethoughtpassedthroughmymindthatthiswastheterriblethingofwhichIhadheard,thebeingsweptinthetroughofthesea。Mybodystruckandpoundedasitwasdashedhelplesslyalongandturnedoverandover,andwhenIcouldholdmybreathnolonger,Ibreathedthestingingsaltwaterintomylungs。

ButthroughitallIclungtotheoneidea——Imustgetthejibbackedovertowindward。Ihadnofearofdeath。IhadnodoubtbutthatIshouldcomethroughsomehow。AndasthisideaoffulfillingWolfLarsen’sorderpersistedinmydazedconsciousness,Iseemedtoseehimstandingatthewheelinthemidstofthewildwelter,pittinghiswillagainstthewillofthestormanddefyingit。

IbroughtupviolentlyagainstwhatItooktobetherail,breathed,andbreathedthesweetairagain。Itriedtorise,butstruckmyheadandwasknockedbackonhandsandknees。BysomefreakofthewatersIhadbeensweptclearundertheforecastle—headandintotheeyes。AsIscrambledoutonallfours,IpassedoverthebodyofThomasMugridge,wholayinagroaningheap。Therewasnotimetoinvestigate。Imustgetthejibbackedover。

WhenIemergedondeckitseemedthattheendofeverythinghadcome。

Onallsidestherewasarendingandcrashingofwoodandsteelandcanvas。

TheGhostwasbeingwrenchedandtorntofragments。Theforesailandforetopsail,emptiedofthewindbytheman渦vre,andwithnoonetobringinthesheetintime,werethunderingintoribbons,theheavyboomthreshingandsplinteringfromrailtorail。Theairwasthickwithflyingwreckage,detachedropesandstayswerehissingandcoilinglikesnakes,anddownthroughitallcrashedthegaffoftheforesail。

Thesparcouldnothavemissedmebymanyinches,whileitspurredmetoaction。Perhapsthesituationwasnothopeless。rememberedWolfLarsen’scaution。Hehadexpectedallhelltobreakloose,andhereitwas。Andwherewashe?Icaughtsightofhimtoilingatthemainsheet,heavingitinandflatwithhistremendousmuscles,thesternoftheschoonerliftedhighintheairandhisbodyoutlinedagainstawhitesurgeofseasweepingpast。Allthis,andmore,——awholeworldofchaosandwreck,——inpossiblyfifteensecondsIhadseenandheardandgrasped。

Ididnotstoptoseewhathadbecomeofthesmallboat,butsprangtothejib—sheet。Thejibitselfwasbeginningtoslap,partiallyfillingandemptyingwithsharpreports;butwithaturnofthesheetandtheapplicationofmywholestrengtheachtimeitslapped,Islowlybackedit。ThisIknow:

Ididmybest。IpulledtillIburstopentheendsofallmyfingers;andwhileIpulled,theflying—jibandstaysailsplittheirclothsapartandthunderedintonothingness。

StillIpulled,holdingwhatIgainedeachtimewithadoubleturnuntilthenextslapgavememore。Thenthesheetgavewithgreaterease,andWolfLarsenwasbesideme,heavinginalonewhileIwasbusiedtakinguptheslack。

"Makefast!"heshouted。"Andcomeon!"

AsIfollowedhim,Inotedthatinspiteofrackandruinaroughorderobtained。TheGhostwashoveto。Shewasstillinworkingorder,andshewasstillworking。Thoughtherestofhersailsweregone,thejib,backedtowindward,andthemainsailhauleddownflat,werethemselvesholding,andholdingherbowtothefuriousseaaswell。

Ilookedfortheboat,and,whileWolfLarsenclearedtheboat—tackles,sawitlifttoleewardonabigseaandnotascoreoffeetaway。And,sonicelyhadhemadehiscalculation,wedriftedfairlydownuponit,sothatnothingremainedtodobuthookthetacklestoeitherendandhoistitaboard。Butthiswasnotdonesoeasilyasitiswritten。

InthebowwasKerfoot,Oofty—Ooftyinthestern,andKellyamidships。

Aswedriftedcloser,theboatwouldriseonawavewhilewesankinthetrough,tillalmoststraightabovemeIcouldseetheheadsofthethreemencranedoversideandlookingdown。Then,thenextmoment,wewouldliftandsoarupwardwhiletheysankfardownbeneathus。ItseemedincrediblethatthenextsurgeshouldnotcrushtheGhostdownuponthetinyeggshell。

But,attherightmoment,IpassedthetackletotheKanaka,whileWolfLarsendidthesamethingforwardtoKerfoot。Bothtackleswerehookedinatrice,andthethreemen,deftlytimingtheroll,madeasimultaneousleapaboardtheschooner。AstheGhostrolledhersideoutofwater,theboatwasliftedsnuglyagainsther,andbeforethereturnrollcame,wehadheaveditinoverthesideandturneditbottomuponthedeck。

InoticedbloodspoutingfromKerfoot’slefthand。Insomewaythethirdfingerhadbeencrushedtoapulp。Buthegavenosignofpain,andwithhissinglerighthandhelpeduslashtheboatinitsplace。

"Standbytoletthatjibover,youOofty!"WolfLarsencommanded,theverysecondwehadfinishedwiththeboat。"Kelly,comeaftandslackoffthemain—sheet!You,Kerfoot,gofor’ardandseewhat’sbecomeofCooky!

Mr。VanWeyden,runaloftagain,andcutawayanystraystuffonyourway!"

Andhavingcommanded,hewentaftwithhispeculiartigerishleaps,tothewheel。WhileItoiledupthefore—shroudstheGhostslowlypaidoff。Thistime,aswewentintothetroughoftheseaandwereswept,therewerenosailstocarryaway。And,halfwaytothecrosstreesandflattenedagainsttheriggingbythefullforceofthewindsothatitwouldhavebeenimpossibleformetohavefallen,theGhostalmostonherbeamendsandthemastsparallelwiththewater,looked,notdown,butatalmostrightanglesfromtheperpendicular,tothedeckoftheGhost。ButIsaw,notthedeck,butwherethedeckshouldhavebeen,foritwasburiedbeneathawildtumblingofwater。OutofthiswaterIcouldseethetwomastsrising,andthatwasall。TheGhost,forthemoment,wasburiedbeneaththesea。Asshesquaredoffmoreandmore,escapingfromthesidepressure,sherightedherselfandbrokeherdeck,likeawhale’sback,throughtheoceansurface。

Thenweraced,andwildly,acrossthewildsea,thewhilehunglikeaflyinthecrosstreesandsearchedfortheotherboats。InhalfanhourIsightedthesecondone,swampedandbottomup,towhichweredesperatelyclingingJockHorner,fatLouis,andJohnson。ThistimeIremainedaloft,andWolfLarsensucceededinheavingtowithoutbeingswept。Asbefore,wedrifteddownuponit。Tacklesweremadefastandlinesflungtothemen,whoscrambledaboardlikemonkeys。Theboatitselfwascrushedandsplinteredagainsttheschooner’ssideasitcameinboard;butthewreckwassecurelylashed,foritcouldbepatchedandmadewholeagain。

OncemoretheGhostboreawaybeforethestorm,thistimesosubmergingherselfthatforsomesecondsIthoughtshewouldneverreappear。

Eventhewheel,quiteadealhigherthanthewaist,wascoveredandsweptagainandagain。AtsuchmomentsIfeltstrangelyalonewithGod,alonewithhimandwatchingthechaosofhiswrath。Andthenthewheelwouldreappear,andWolfLarsen’sbroadshoulders,hishandsgrippingthespokesandholdingtheschoonertothecourseofhiswill,himselfanearth—god,dominatingthestorm,flingingitsdescendingwatersfromhimandridingittohisownends。Andoh,themarvelofit!themarvelofit!Thattinymenshouldliveandbreatheandwork,anddrivesofrailacontrivanceofwoodandcloththroughsotremendousanelementalstrife!

Asbefore,theGhostswungoutofthetrough,liftingherdeckagainoutofthesea,anddashedbeforethehowlingblast。Itwasnowhalf—pastfive,andhalfanhourlater,whenthelastofthedaylostitselfinadimandfurioustwilight,Isightedathirdboat。Itwasbottomup,andtherewasnosignofitscrew。WolfLarsenrepeatedhisman渦vre,holdingoffandthenroundinguptowindwardanddriftingdownuponit。Butthistimehemissedbyfortyfeet,theboatpassingastern。

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