投诉 阅读记录

第7章

AndsoIcaughtmyselfstandingidlyandstudyinghim。cannotsayhowgreatlythemanhadcometointerestme。Whowashe?Whatwashe?Howhadhehappenedtobe?Allpowersseemedhis,allpotentialities,——why,then,washenomorethantheobscuremasterofaseal—huntingschoonerwithareputationforfrightfulbrutalityamongstthemenwhohuntedseals?

Mycuriosityburstfrommeinafloodofspeech。

"Whyisitthatyouhavenotdonegreatthingsinthisworld?Withthepowerthatisyoursyoumighthaverisentoanyheight。Unpossessedofconscienceormoralinstinct,youmighthavemasteredtheworld,brokenittoyourhand。Andyethereyouare,atthetopofyourlife,wherediminishinganddyingbegin,livinganobscureandsordidexistence,huntingseaanimalsforthesatisfactionofwoman’svanityandloveofdecoration,revellinginapiggishness,touseyourownwords,whichisanythingandeverythingexceptsplendid。Why,withallthatwonderfulstrength,haveyounotdonesomething?Therewasnothingtostopyou,nothingthatcouldstopyou。

Whatwaswrong?Didyoulackambition?Didyoufallundertemptation?Whatwasthematter?Whatwasthematter?"

Hehadliftedhiseyestomeatthecommencementofmyoutburst,andfollowedmecomplacentlyuntilIhaddoneandstoodbeforehimbreathlessanddismayed。Hewaitedamoment,asthoughseekingwheretobegin,andthensaid:

"Hump,doyouknowtheparableofthesowerwhowentforthtosow?Ifyouwillremember,someoftheseedfelluponstonyplaces,wheretherewasnotmuchearth,andforthwiththeysprungupbecausetheyhadnodeepnessofearth。Andwhenthesunwasuptheywerescorched,andbecausetheyhadnoroottheywitheredaway。Andsomefellamongthorns,andthethornssprungupandchokedthem。"

"Well?"Isaid。

"Well?"hequeried,halfpetulantly。"Itwasnotwell。Iwasoneofthoseseeds。"

Hedroppedhisheadtothescaleandresumedthecopying。finishedmyworkandhadopenedthedoortoleave,whenhespoketome。

"Hump,ifyouwilllookonthewestcoastofthemapofNorwayyouwillseeanindentationcalledRomsdalFiord。Iwasbornwithinahundredmilesofthatstretchofwater。ButIwasnotbornNorwegian。IamaDane。MyfatherandmotherwereDanes,andhowtheyevercametothatbleakbightoflandonthewestcoastIdonotknow。Ineverheard。Outsideofthatthereisnothingmysterious。Theywerepoorpeopleandunlettered。Theycameofgenerationsofpoorunletteredpeople——peasantsoftheseawhosowedtheirsonsonthewavesashasbeentheircustomsincetimebegan。

Thereisnomoretotell。"

"Butthereis,"Iobjected。"Itisstillobscuretome。"

"WhatcanItellyou?"hedemanded,witharecrudescenceoffierceness。

"Ofthemeagrenessofachild’slife?offishdietandcoarseliving?ofgoingoutwiththeboatsfromthetimeIcouldcrawl?ofmybrothers,whowentawayonebyonetothedeep—seafarmingandnevercameback?ofmyself,unabletoreadorwrite,cabin—boyatthematureageoftenonthecoastwise,old—countryships?oftheroughfareandrougherusage,wherekicksandblowswerebedandbreakfastandtooktheplaceofspeech,andfearandhatredandpainweremyonlysoul—experiences?Idonotcaretoremember。

AmadnesscomesupinmybrainevennowasIthinkofit。ButtherewerecoastwiseskippersIwouldhavereturnedandkilledwhenaman’sstrengthcametome,onlythelinesofmylifewerecastatthetimeinotherplaces。

Ididreturn,notlongago,butunfortunatelytheskippersweredead,allbutone,amateintheolddays,askipperwhenImethim,andwhenIlefthimacripplewhowouldneverwalkagain。"

"ButyouwhoreadSpencerandDarwinandhaveneverseentheinsideofaschool,howdidyoulearntoreadandwrite?"Iqueried。

"IntheEnglishmerchantservice。Cabin—boyattwelve,ship’sboyatfourteen,ordinaryseamanatsixteen,ableseamanatseventeen,andcockofthefo’c’sle,infiniteambitionandinfiniteloneliness,receivingneitherhelpnorsympathy,Ididitallformyself——navigation,mathematics,science,literature,andwhatnot。Andofwhatusehasitbeen?Masterandownerofashipatthetopofmylife,asyousay,whenIambeginningtodiminishanddie。Paltry,isn’tit?AndwhenthesunwasupIwasscorched,andbecauseIhadnorootwitheredaway。"

"Buthistorytellsofslaveswhorosetothepurple,"Ichided。

"Andhistorytellsofopportunitiesthatcametotheslaveswhorosetothepurple,"heansweredgrimly。"Nomanmakesopportunity。Allthegreatmeneverdidwastoknowitwhenitcametothem。TheCorsicanknew。

IhavedreamedasgreatlyastheCorsican。Ishouldhaveknowntheopportunity,butitnevercame。Thethornssprungupandchokedme。And,Hump,Icantellyouthatyouknowmoreaboutmethananylivingman,exceptmyownbrother。"

"Andwhatishe?Andwhereishe?"

"MasterofthesteamshipMacedonia,seal—hunter,"wastheanswer。

"WewillmeethimmostprobablyontheJapancoast。Mencallhim`Death’

Larsen。"

"DeathLarsen!"Iinvoluntarilycried。"Ishelikeyou?"

"Hardly。Heisalumpofananimalwithoutanyhead。Hehasallmy——

my——"

"Brutishness,"Isuggested。

"Yes,——thankyoufortheword,——allmybrutishness,buthecanscarcelyreadorwrite。"

"Andhehasneverphilosophizedonlife,"Iadded。

"No,"WolfLarsenanswered,withanindescribableairofsadness。"Andheisallthehappierforleavinglifealone。Heistoobusylivingittothinkaboutit。Mymistakewasineveropeningthebooks。"TheSeaWolf:Chapter11CHAPTER11

TheGhosthasattainedthesouthernmostpointofthearcsheisdescribingacrossthePacific,andisalreadybeginningtoedgeawaytothewestandnorthtowardsomeloneisland,itisrumored,whereshewillfillherwater—casksbeforeproceedingtotheseason’shuntalongthecoastofJapan。Thehuntershaveexperimentedandpractisedwiththeirriflesandshotgunstilltheyaresatisfied,andtheboat—pullersandsteerershavemadetheirspritsails,boundtheoarsandrowlocksinleatherandsennitsothattheywillmakenonoisewhencreepingontheseals,andputtheirboatsinapple—pieorder——touseLeach’shomelyphrase。

Hisarm,bytheway,hashealednicely,thoughthescarwillremainallhislife。ThomasMugridgelivesinmortalfearofhim,andisafraidtoventureondeckafterdark。Therearetwoorthreestandingquarrelsintheforecastle。Louistellsmethatthegossipofthesailorsfindsitswayaft,andthattwoofthetelltaleshavebeenbadlybeatenbytheirmates。HeshakeshisheaddubiouslyovertheoutlookforthemanJohnson,whoisboat—pullerinthesameboatwithhim。Johnsonhasbeenguiltyofspeakinghismindtoofreely,andhascollidedtwoorthreetimeswithWolfLarsenoverthepronunciationofhisname。Johansenhethrashedontheamidshipsdecktheothernight,sincewhichtimethematehascalledhimbyhispropername。ButofcourseitisoutofthequestionthatJohnsonshouldthrashWolfLarsen。

LouishasalsogivenmeadditionalinformationaboutDeathLarsen,whichtallieswiththecaptain’sbriefdescription。WemayexpecttomeetDeathLarsenontheJapancoast。"Andlookoutforsqualls,"isLouis’sprophecy,"fortheyhateoneanotherlikethewolf—whelpstheyare。"DeathLarsenisincommandoftheonlysealing—steamerinthefleet,theMacedonia,whichcarriesfourteenboats,whereastherestoftheschoonerscarryonlysix。Thereiswildtalkofcannonaboard,andofstrangeraidsandexpeditionsshemaymake,rangingfromopiumsmugglingintotheStatesandarmssmugglingintoChina,toblack—birdingandopenpiracy。YetIcannotbutbelieveLouis,forhaveneveryetcaughthiminalie,whilehehasacyclopaedicknowledgeofsealingandthemenofthesealingfleets。

Asitisforwardandinthegalley,soitisinthesteerageandaft,onthisveritablehell—ship。Menfightandstruggleferociouslyforoneanother’slives。ThehuntersarelookingforashootingscrapeatanymomentbetweenSmokeandHenderson,whoseoldquarrelhasnothealed,whileWolfLarsensayspositivelythathewillkillthesurvivoroftheaffair,ifsuchaffaircomesoff。Hefranklystatesthatthepositionhetakesisbasedonnomoralgrounds,thatallthehunterscouldkillandeatoneanothersofarasheisconcerned,wereitnotthatheneedsthemaliveforthehunting。Iftheywillonlyholdtheirhandsuntiltheseasonisover,hepromisesthemaroyalcarnival,whenallgrudgescanbesettledandthesurvivorsmaytossthenon—survivorsoverboardandarrangeastoryastohowthemissingmenwerelostatsea。Ithinkeventhehuntersareappalledathiscold—bloodedness。Wickedmenthoughtheybe,theyarecertainlyverymuchafraidofhim。

ThomasMugridgeiscur—likeinhissubjectiontome,whileIgoaboutinsecretdreadofhim。Hisisthecourageoffear,——astrangethingIknowwellofmyself,——andatanymomentitmaymasterthefearandimpelhimtothetakingofmylife。Mykneeismuchbetter,thoughitoftenachesforlongperiods,andthestiffnessisgraduallyleavingthearmwhichWolfLarsensqueezed。OtherwiseIaminsplendidcondition,feelthatIaminsplendidcondition。Mymusclesaregrowingharderandincreasinginsize。Myhands,however,areaspectacleforgrief。Theyhaveaparboiledappearance,areafflictedwithhang—nails,whilethenailsarebrokenanddiscolored,andtheedgesofthequickseemtobeassumingafungoidsortofgrowth。Also,Iamsufferingfromboils,duetothediet,mostlikely,forIwasneverafflictedinthismannerbefore。

Iwasamused,acoupleofeveningsback,byseeingWolfLarsenreadingtheBible,acopyofwhich,afterthefutilesearchforoneatthebeginningofthevoyage,hadbeenfoundinthedeadmate’ssea—chest。IwonderedwhatWolfLarsencouldgetfromit,andhereadaloudtomefromEcclesiastes。

Icouldimaginehewasspeakingthethoughtsofhisownmindashereadtome,andhisvoice,reverberatingdeeplyandmournfullyintheconfinedcabin,charmedandheldme。Hemaybeuneducated,buthecertainlyknowshowtoexpressthesignificanceofthewrittenword。Icanhearhimnow,asIshallalwayshearhim,theprimalmelancholyvibrantinhisvoiceasheread:

"Igatheredmealsosilverandgold,andthepeculiartreasureofkingsandoftheprovinces;Igatmemensingersandwomensingers,andthedelightsofthesonsofmen,asmusicalinstruments,andthatofallsorts。

"SoIwasgreat,andincreasedmorethanallthatwerebeforemeinJerusalem;alsomywisdomremainedwithme。

"ThenIlookedonalltheworksthatmyhandshadwroughtandonthelaborthatIhadlaboredtodo;andbehold,allwasvanityandvexationofspirit,andtherewasnoprofitunderthesun。

"Allthingscomealiketoall;thereisoneeventtotherighteousandtothewicked;tothegoodandtotheclean,andtotheunclean;tohimthatsacrificeth,andtohimthatsacrificethnot;asisthegood,soisthesinner;andhethatsweareth,ashethatfearethanoath。

"Thisisanevilamongallthingsthataredoneunderthesun,thatthereisoneeventuntoall;yea,alsotheheartofthesonsofmenisfullofevil,andmadnessisintheirheartwhiletheylive,andafterthattheygotothedead。

"Fortohimthatisjoinedtoallthelivingthereishope;foralivingdogisbetterthanadeadlion。

"Forthelivingknowthattheyshalldie;butthedeadknownotanything,neitherhavetheyanymoreareward;forthememoryofthemisforgotten。

"Alsotheirlove,andtheirhatred,andtheirenvy,isnowperished;

neitherhavetheyanymoreaportionforeverinanythingthatisdoneunderthesun。"

"Thereyouhaveit,Hump,"hesaid,closingthebookuponhisfingerandlookingupatme。"ThePreacherwhowaskingoverIsraelinJerusalemthoughtasIthink。Youcallmeapessimist。Isnotthispessimismoftheblackest?——`Allisvanityandvexationofspirit,’`Thereisnoprofitunderthesun,’`Thereisoneeventuntoall,’tothefoolandthewise,thecleanandtheunclean,thesinnerandthesaint,andthateventisdeath,andanevilthing,hesays。ForthePreacherlovedlife,anddidnotwanttodie,saying,`Foralivingdogisbetterthanadeadlion。’

Hepreferredthevanityandvexationtothesilenceandunmovablenessofthegrave。AndsoI。Tocrawlispiggish;buttonotcrawl,tobeastheclodandrock,isloathsometocontemplate。Itisloathsometothelifethatisinme,theveryessenceofwhichismovement,thepowerofmovement,andtheconsciousnessofthepowerofmovement。Lifeitselfisunsatisfaction,buttolookaheadtodeathisgreaterunsatisfaction。"

"YouareworseoffthanOmar,"Isaid。"He,atleast,afterthecustomaryagonizingofyouth,foundcontentandmadeofhismaterialismajoyousthing。"

"WhowasOmar?"WolfLarsenasked,andIdidnomoreworkthatday,northenext,northenext。

InhisrandomreadinghehadneverchancedupontheRubiyt,anditwastohimlikeagreatfindoftreasure。MuchIremembered,possiblytwo—thirdsofthequatrains,andImanagedtopieceouttheremainderwithoutdifficulty。

Wetalkedforhoursoversinglestanzas,andIfoundhimreadingintothemawailofregretandarebellionwhich,forthelifeofme,Icouldnotdiscovermyself。Possiblyrecitedwithacertainjoyousliltwhichwasmyown,for,——hismemorywasgood,andatasecondrendering,veryoftenthefirst,hemadeaquatrainhisown,——herecitedthesamelinesandinvestedthemwithanunrestandpassionaterevoltthatwaswell—nighconvincing。

Iwasinterestedastowhichquatrainhewouldlikebest,andwasnotsurprisedwhenhehitupontheonebornofaninstant’sirritability,andquiteatvariancewiththePersian’scomplacentphilosophyandgenialcodeoflife:——

"What,withoutasking,hitherhurriedWhence?

And,withoutasking,Whitherhurriedhence!

Oh,manyaCupofthisforbiddenWineMustdrownthememoryofthatinsolence!"

"Great!"WolfLarsencried。"Great!That’sthekeynote。Insolence!Hecouldnothaveusedabetterword。"

InvainIobjectedanddenied。Hedelugedme,overwhelmedmewithargument。

"It’snotthenatureoflifetobeotherwise。Life,whenitknowsthatitmustceaseliving,willalwaysrebel。Itcannothelpitself。ThePreacherfoundlifeandtheworksoflifeallavanityandvexation,anevilthing;

butdeath,theceasingtobeabletobevainandvexed,hefoundanevilerthing。Throughchapterafterchapterheisworriedbytheoneeventthatcomethtoallalike。SoOmar,soI,soyou,evenyou,foryourebelledagainstdyingwhenCookysharpenedaknifeforyou。Youwereafraidtodie;thelifethatwasinyou,thatcomposesyou,thatisgreaterthanyou,didnotwanttodie。Youhavetalkedoftheinstinctofimmortality。

Italkoftheinstinctoflife,whichistolive,andwhich,whendeathloomsnearandlarge,masterstheinstinct,socalled,ofimmortality。

Itmastereditinyou(youcannotdenyit),becauseacrazyCockneycooksharpenedaknife。

"Youareafraidofhimnow。Youareafraidofme。Youcannotdenyit。

IfIshouldcatchyoubythethroat,thus,"——hishandwasaboutmythroatandmybreathwasshutoff,——"andbegantopressthelifeoutofyou,thus,andthus,yourinstinctofimmortalitywillgoglimmering,andyourinstinctoflife,whichislongingforlife,willflutterup,andyouwillstruggletosaveyourself。Eh?Iseethefearofdeathinyoureyes。Youbeattheairwithyourarms。Youexertallyourpunystrengthtostruggletolive。Yourhandisclutchingmyarm,lightlyitfeelsasabutterflyrestingthere。Yourchestisheaving,yourtongueprotruding,yourskinturningdark,youreyesswimming。`Tolive!Tolive!Tolive!’youarecrying;andyouarecryingtolivehereandnow,nothereafter。Youdoubtyourimmortality,eh?Ha!Ha!Youarenotsureofit。Youwon’tchanceit。Thislifeonlyyouarecertainisreal。Ah,itisgrowingdarkanddarker。Itisthedarknessofdeath,theceasingtobe,theceasingtofeel,theceasingtomove,thatisgatheringaboutyou,descendinguponyou,risingaroundyou。Youreyesarebecomingset。Theyareglazing。Myvoicesoundsfaintandfar。Youcannotseemyface。Andstillyoustruggleinmygrip。Youkickwithyourlegs。Yourbodydrawsitselfupinknotslikeasnake’s。Yourchestheavesandstrains。Tolive!Tolive!Tolive——"

Iheardnomore。Consciousnesswasblottedoutbythedarknesshehadsographicallydescribed,andwhenIcametomyselfIwaslyingonthefloorandhewassmokingacigarandregardingmethoughtfullywiththatoldfamiliarlightofcuriosityinhiseyes。

"Well,haveIconvincedyou?"hedemanded。"Here,takeadrinkofthis。

Iwanttoaskyousomequestions。"

Irolledmyheadnegativelyonthefloor。"Yourargumentsaretoo——

er——forcible,"Imanagedtoarticulate,atcostofgreatpaintomyachingthroat。

"You’llbeallrightinhalfanhour,"heassuredme。"AndpromiseI

won’tuseanymorephysicaldemonstrations。Getupnow。Youcansitonachair。"

And,toythatIwasofthismonster,thediscussionofOmarandthePreacherwasresumed。Andhalfthenightwesatupoverit。TheSeaWolf:Chapter12CHAPTER12

Thelasttwenty—fourhourshavewitnessedacarnivalofbrutality。Fromcabintoforecastleitseemstohavebrokenoutlikeacontagion。Iscarcelyknowwheretobegin。WolfLarsenwasreallythecauseofit。Therelationsamongthemen,strainedandmadetensebyfeuds,quarrels,andgrudges,wereinastateofunstableequilibrium,andevilpassionsflaredupinflamelikeprairie—grass。

ThomasMugridgeisasneak,aspy,aninformer。Hehasbeenattemptingtocurryfavorandreinstatehimselfinthegoodgracesofthecaptainbycarryingtalesofthemenforward。Heitwas,Iknow,thatcarriedsomeofJohnson’shastytalktoWolfLarsen。Johnson,itseems,boughtasuitofoilskinsfromtheslop—chestandfoundthemtobeofgreatlyinferiorquality。Norwasheslowinadvertisingthefact。Theslop—chestisasortofminiaturedry—goodsstorewhichiscarriedbyallsealingschoonersandwhichisstockedwitharticlespeculiartotheneedsofthesailors。

Whateverasailorpurchasesistakenfromhissubsequentearningsonthesealinggrounds;for,asitiswiththehunterssoitiswiththeboat—pullersandsteerers——intheplaceofwagestheyreceivea"lay,"arateofsomuchperskinforeveryskincapturedintheirparticularboat。

ButofJohnson’sgrumblingattheslop—chestIknewnothing,sothatwhatIwitnessedcamewiththeshockofsuddensurprise。Ihadjustfinishedsweepingthecabin,andhadbeeninveigledbyWolfLarsenintoadiscussionofHamlet,hisfavoriteShakespeariancharacter,whenJohansendescendedthecompanionstairsfollowedbyJohnson。Thelatter’scapcameoffafterthecustomofthesea,andhestoodrespectfullyinthecentreofthecabin,swayingheavilyanduneasilytotherolloftheschoonerandfacingthecaptain。

"Shutthedoorsanddrawtheslide,"WolfLarsensaidtome。

AsIobeyedInoticedananxiouslightcomeintoJohnson’seyes,butIdidnotdreamofitscause。Ididnotdreamofwhatwastooccuruntilitdidoccur,butheknewfromtheveryfirstwhatwascomingandawaiteditbravely。AndinhisactionIfoundcompleterefutationofallWolfLarsen’smaterialism。ThesailorJohnsonwasswayedbyidea,byprinciple,andtruth,andsincerity。Hewasright,heknewhewasright,andhewasunafraid。

Hewoulddiefortherightifneedsbe,hewouldbetruetohimself,sincerewithhissoul。Andinthiswasportrayedthevictoryofthespiritovertheflesh,theindomitabilityandmoralgrandeurofthesoulthatknowsnorestrictionandrisesabovetimeandspaceandmatterwithasuretyandinvinciblenessbornofnothingelsethaneternityandimmortality。

Buttoreturn。InoticedtheanxiouslightinJohnson’seyes,butmistookitforthenativeshynessandembarrassmentoftheman。Themate,Johansen,stoodawayseveralfeettothesideofhim,andfullythreeyardsinfrontofhimsatWolfLarsenononeofthepivotalcabinchairs。AnappreciablepausefellafterIhadclosedthedoorsanddrawntheslide,apausethatmusthavelastedfullyaminute。ItwasbrokenbyWolfLarsen。

"Yonson,"hebegan。

"MynameisJohnson,sir,"thesailorboldlycorrected。

"Well,Johnson,then,damnyou!CanyouguesswhyIhavesentforyou?"

"Yes,andno,sir,"wastheslowreply。"Myworkisdonewell。Themateknowsthat,andyouknowit,sir。Sotherecannotbeanycomplaint。"

"Andisthatall?"WolfLarsenqueried,hisvoicesoft,andlow,andpurring。

"Iknowyouhaveitinforme,"Johnsoncontinuedwithhisunalterableandponderousslowness。"Youdonotlikeme。You——You——"

"Goon,"WolfLarsenprompted。"Don’tbeafraidofmyfeelings。"

"Iamnotafraid,"thesailorretorted,aslightangryflushrisingthroughhissunburn。"IfIspeaknotfast,itisbecauseIhavenotbeenfromtheoldcountryaslongasyou。YoudonotlikemebecauseIamtoomuchofaman;thatiswhy,sir。"

"Youaretoomuchofamanforshipdiscipline,ifthatiswhatyoumean,andifyouknowwhatImean,"wasWolfLarsen’sretort。

"IknowEnglish,andIknowwhatyoumean,sir,"Johnsonanswered,hisflushdeepeningatthesluronhisknowledgeoftheEnglishlanguage。

"Johnson,"WolfLarsensaid,withanairofdismissingallthathadgonebeforeasintroductorytothemainbusinessinhand,"understandyou’renotquitesatisfiedwiththoseoilskins?"

"No,Iamnot。Theyarenogood,sir。"

"Andyou’vebeenshootingoffyourmouthaboutthem。"

"IsaywhatIthink,sir,"thesailoransweredcourageously,notfailingatthesametimeinshipcourtesy,whichdemandedthat"sir"beappendedtoeachspeechhemade。

ItwasatthismomentthatIchancedtoglanceatJohansen。Hisbigfistswereclenchingandunclenching,andhisfacewaspositivelyfiendish,somalignantlydidhelookatJohnson。Inoticedablackdiscoloration,stillfaintlyvisible,underJohansen’seye,amarkofthethrashinghehadreceivedafewnightsbeforefromthesailor。ForthefirsttimeI

begantodivinethatsomethingterriblewasabouttobeenacted,——what,Icouldnotimagine。

"Doyouknowwhathappenstomenwhosaywhatyou’vesaidaboutmyslop—chestandme?"WolfLarsenwasdemanding。

"Iknow,sir,"wastheanswer。

"What?"WolfLarsendemanded,sharplyandimperatively。

"Whatyouandthematetherearegoingtodotome,sir。"

"Lookathim,Hump,"WolfLarsensaidtome,"lookatthisbitofanimateddust,thisaggregationofmatterthatmovesandbreathesanddefiesmeandthoroughlybelievesitselftobecompoundedofsomethinggood;thatisimpressedwithcertainhumanfictionssuchasrighteousnessandhonesty,andthatwillliveuptotheminspiteofallpersonaldiscomfortsandmenaces。Whatdoyouthinkofhim,Hump?Whatdoyouthinkofhim?"

"Ithinkthatheisabettermanthanyouare,"Ianswered,impelled,somehow,withadesiretodrawuponmyselfaportionofthewrathIfeltwasabouttobreakuponhishead。"Hishumanfictions,asyouchoosetocallthem,makefornobilityandmanhood。Youhavenofictions,nodreams,noideals。Youareapauper。"

Henoddedhisheadwithasavagepleasantness。"Quitetrue,Hump,quitetrue。Ihavenofictionsthatmakefornobilityandmanhood。Alivingdogisbetterthanadeadlion,sayIwiththepreacher。Myonlydoctrineisthedoctrineofexpediency,anditmakesforsurviving。Thisbitofthefermentwecall`Johnson,’whenheisnolongerabitoftheferment,onlydustandashes,willhavenomorenobilitythananydustandashes,whileIshallstillbealiveandroaring。"

"DoyouknowwhatIamgoingtodo?"hequestioned。

Ishookmyhead。

"Well,Iamgoingtoexercisemyprerogativeofroaringandshowyouhowfaresnobility。Watchme。"

ThreeyardsawayfromJohnsonhewas,andsittingdown。Ninefeet!Andyetheleftthechairinfullleap,withoutfirstgainingastandingposition。

Heleftthechair,justashesatinit,squarely,springingfromthesittingposturelikeawildanimal,atiger,andlikeatigercoveredtheinterveningspace。ItwasanavalancheoffurythatJohnsonstrovevainlytofendoff。

Hethrewonearmdowntoprotectthestomach,theotherarmuptoprotectthehead;butWolfLarsen’sfistdrovemidwaybetween,onthechest,withacrushing,resoundingimpact。Johnson’sbreath,suddenlyexpelled,shotfromhismouthandassuddenlychecked,withtheforced,audibleexpirationofamanwieldinganaxe。Healmostfellbackward,andswayedfromsidetosideinanefforttorecoverhisbalance。

Icannotgivethefurtherparticularsofthehorriblescenethatfollowed。

Itwastoorevolting。Itturnsmesickevennowwhenthinkofit。Johnsonfoughtbravelyenough,buthewasnomatchforWolfLarsen,muchlessforWolfLarsenandthemate。Itwasfrightful。Ihadnotimaginedahumanbeingcouldenduresomuchandstillliveandstruggleon。AndstruggleonJohnsondid。Ofcoursetherewasnohopeforhim,nottheslightest,andheknewitaswellasI,butbythemanhoodthatwasinhimhecouldnotceasefromfightingforthatmanhood。

Itwastoomuchformetowitness。IfeltthatIshouldlosemymind,andIranupthecompanionstairstoopenthedoorsandescapeondeck。

ButWolfLarsen,leavinghisvictimforthemoment,andwithoneofhistremendoussprings,gainedmysideandflungmeintothefarcornerofthecabin。

"Thephenomenaoflife,Hump,"hegirdedatme。"Stayandwatchit。

Youmaygatherdataontheimmortalityofthesoul。Besides,youknow,wecan’thurtJohnson’ssoul。It’sonlythefleetingformwemaydemolish。"

Itseemedcenturies——possiblyitwasnomorethantenminutesthatthebeatingcontinued。WolfLarsenandJohansenwereallaboutthepoorfellow。Theystruckhimwiththeirfists,kickedhimwiththeirheavyshoes,knockedhimdown,anddraggedhimtohisfeettoknockhimdownagain。

Hiseyeswereblindedsothathecouldnotsee,andthebloodrunningfromearsandnoseandmouthturnedthecabinintoashambles。Andwhenhecouldnolongerrisetheystillcontinuedtobeatandkickhimwherehelay。

"Easy,Johansen;easyasshegoes,"WolfLarsenfinallysaid。

Butthebeastinthematewasupandrampant,andWolfLarsenwascompelledtobrushhimawaywithabackhandedsweepofthearm,gentleenough,apparently,butwhichhurledJohansenbacklikeacork,drivinghisheadagainstthewallwithacrash。Hefelltothefloor,halfstunnedforthemoment,breathingheavilyandblinkinghiseyesinastupidsortofway。

"Jerkopenthedoors,Hump,"Iwascommanded。

Iobeyed,andthetwobrutespickedupthesenselessmanlikeasackofrubbishandhovehimclearupthecompanionstairs,throughthenarrowdoorway,andoutondeck。Thebloodfromhisnosegushedinascarletstreamoverthefeetofthehelmsman,whowasnoneotherthanLouis,hisboat—mate。

ButLouistookandgaveaspokeandgazedimperturbablyintothebinnacle。

NotsowastheconductofGeorgeLeach,theerstwhilecabin—boy。Foreandafttherewasnothingthatcouldhavesurprisedusmorethanhisconsequentbehavior。HeitwasthatcameuponthepoopwithoutordersanddraggedJohnsonforward,wherehesetaboutdressinghiswoundsaswellashecouldandmakinghimcomfortable。Johnson,asJohnson,wasunrecognizable;andnotonlythat,forhisfeatures,ashumanfeaturesatall,wereunrecognizable,sodiscoloredandswollenhadtheybecomeinthefewminuteswhichhadelapsedbetweenthebeginningofthebeatingandthedraggingforwardofthebody。

ButofLeach’sbehavior——BythetimeIhadfinishedcleansingthecabinhehadtakencareofJohnson。Ihadcomeupondeckforabreathoffreshairandtotrytogetsomereposeformyoverwroughtnerves。WolfLarsenwassmokingacigarandexaminingthepatentlogwhichtheGhostusuallytowedasternbutwhichhadbeenhauledinforsomepurpose。SuddenlyLeach’svoicecametomyears。Itwastenseandhoarsewithanovermasteringrage。Iturnedandsawhimstandingjustbeneaththebreakofthepoopontheportsideofthegalley。Hisfacewasconvulsedandwhite,hiseyeswereflashing,hisclenchedfistsraisedoverhead。

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