投诉 阅读记录

第5章

"Yousaytruly,"repliedtheother。"Iamastranger,andhavebeenawanderer,sorelyagainstmywill。Ihavemetwithgrievousmishapsbyseaandland,andhavebeenlongheldinbondsamongtheheathenfolk,tothesouthward;andamnowbroughthitherbythisIndian,toberedeemedoutofmycaptivity。Willitpleaseyou,therefore,totellmeofHesterPrynne’s—haveIhernamerightly?—ofthiswoman’soffences,andwhathasbroughthertoyonderscaffold?"

"Truly,friend;andmethinksitmustgladdenyourheart,afteryourtroublesandsojourninthewilderness,"saidthetownsman,"tofindyourself,atlength,inalandwhereiniquityissearchedout,andpunishedinthesightofrulersandpeople;ashereinourgodlyNewEngland。Yonderwoman,sir,youmustknow,wasthewifeofacertainlearnedman,Englishbybirth,butwhohadlongdweltinAmsterdam,whence,somegoodtimeagone,hewasmindedtocrossoverandcastinhislotwithusoftheMassachusetts。Tothispurpose,hesenthiswifebeforehim,remaininghimselftolookaftersomenecessaryaffairs。Marry,goodsir,insometwoyears,orless,thatthewomanhasbeenadwellerhereinBoston,notidingshavecomeofthislearnedgentleman,MasterPrynne;andhisyoungwife,lookyou,beinglefttoherownmisguidance—"

"Ah!—aha!—Iconceiveyou,"saidthestranger,withabittersmile。

"Solearnedamanasyouspeakofshouldhavelearnedthis,too,inhisbooks。Andwho,byyourfavour,sir,maybethefatherofyonderbabe—itissomethreeorfourmonthsold,Ishouldjudge—whichMistressPrynneisholdinginherarms?"

"Ofatruth,friend,thatmatterremainethariddle;andtheDanielwhoshallexpounditisyeta—wanting,"answeredthetownsman。"MadamHesterabsolutelyrefusethtospeak,andthemagistrateshavelaidtheirheadstogetherinvain。Peradventuretheguiltyonestandslookingonatthissadspectacle,unknownofman,andforgettingthatGodseeshim。"

"Thelearnedman,"observedthestranger,withanothersmile,"shouldcomehimself,tolookintothemystery。"

"Itbehooveshimwell,ifhebestillinlife,"respondedthetownsman。"Now,goodsir,ourMassachusettsmagistracy,bethinkingthemselvesthatthiswomanisyouthfulandfair,anddoubtlesswasstronglytemptedtoherfall—andthat,moreover,asismostlikely,herhusbandmaybeatthebottomofthesea—theyhavenotbeenboldtoputinforcetheextremityofourrighteouslawagainsther。Thepenaltythereofisdeath。Butintheirgreatmercyandtendernessofheart,theyhavedoomedMistressPrynnetostandonlyaspaceofthreehoursontheplatformofthepillory,andthenandthereafter,fortheremainderofhernaturallife,towearamarkofshameuponherbosom。"

"Awisesentence!"remarkedthestranger,gravelybowinghishead。

"Thusshewillbealivingsermonagainstsin,untiltheignominiousletterbeengraveduponhertombstone。Itirksme,nevertheless,thatthepartnerofheriniquityshouldnot,atleast,standonthescaffoldbyherside。Buthewillbeknown!—hewillbeknown!—hewillbeknown!"

Hebowedcourteouslytothecommunicativetownsman,and,whisperingafewwordstohisIndianattendant,theybothmadetheirwaythroughthecrowd。

Whilethispassed,HesterPrynnehadbeenstandingonherpedestal,stillwithafixedgazetowardsthestranger;sofixedagazethat,atmomentsofintenseabsorption,allotherobjectsinthevisibleworldseemedtovanish,leavingonlyhimandher。Suchaninterview,perhaps,wouldhavebeenmoreterriblethaneventomeethimasshenowdid,withthehot,mid—daysunburningdownuponherface,andlightingupitsshame;withthescarlettokenofinfamyonherbreast;withthesin—borninfantinherarms;withawholepeople,drawnforthastoafestival,staringatthefeaturesthatshouldhavebeenseenonlyinthequietgleamofthefireside,inthehappyshadowofahome,orbeneathamatronlyveil,atchurch。Dreadfulasitwas,shewasconsciousofashelterinthepresenceofthesethousandwitnesses。Itwasbettertostandthus,withsomanybetwixthimandher,thantogreethim,facetoface,theytwoalone。Shefledforrefuge,asitwere,tothepublicexposure,anddreadedthemomentwhenitsprotectionshouldbewithdrawnfromher。

Involvedinthesethoughts,shescarcelyheardavoicebehindher,untilithadrepeatedhernamemorethanonce,inaloudandsolemntone,audibletothewholemultitude。

"Hearkenuntome,HesterPrynne!"saidthevoice。

Ithasalreadybeennoticed,thatdirectlyovertheplatformonwhichHesterPrynnestoodwasakindofbalcony,oropengallery,appendedtothemeeting—house。Itwastheplacewhenceproclamationswerewonttobemade,amidstanassemblageofthemagistracy,withalltheceremonialthatattendedsuchpublicobservancesinthosedays。

Here,towitnessthescenewhichwearedescribing,satGovernorBellinghamhimself,withfoursergeantsabouthischair,bearinghalberds,asaguardofhonour。Heworeadarkfeatherinhishat,aborderofembroideryonhiscloak,andablackvelvettunicbeneath;agentlemanadvancedinyears,withahardexperiencewritteninhiswrinkles。Hewasnotillfittedtobetheheadandrepresentativeofacommunity,whichoweditsoriginandprogress,anditspresentstateofdevelopment,nottotheimpulsesofyouth,buttothesternandtemperedenergiesofmanhood,andthesombresagacityofage;

accomplishingsomuch,preciselybecauseitimaginedandhopedsolittle。Theothereminentcharacters,bywhomthechiefrulerwassurrounded,weredistinguishedbyadignityofmien,belongingtoaperiodwhentheformsofauthoritywerefelttopossessthesacrednessofDivineinstitutions。Theywere,doubtless,goodmen,just,andsage。But,outofthewholehumanfamily,itwouldnothavebeeneasytoselectthesamenumberofwiseandvirtuouspersons,whoshouldbelesscapableofsittinginjudgmentonanerringwoman’sheart,anddisentanglingitsmeshofgoodandevil,thanthesagesofrigidaspecttowardswhomHesterPrynnenowturnedherface。Sheseemedconscious,indeed,thatwhateversympathyshemightexpect,layinthelargerandwarmerheartofthemultitude;for,assheliftedhereyestowardsthebalcony,theunhappywomangrewpaleandtrembled。

ThevoicewhichhadcalledherattentionwasthatofthereverendandfamousJohnWilson,theeldestclergymanofBoston,agreatscholar,likemostofhiscontemporariesintheprofession,andwithalamanofkindandgenialspirit。Thislastattribute,however,hadbeenlesscarefullydevelopedthanhisintellectualgifts,andwas,intruth,ratheramatterofshamethanself—congratulationwithhim。

Therehestood,withaborderofgrizzledlocksbeneathhisskull—cap;

whilehisgreyeyes,accustomedtotheshadedlightofhisstudy,werewinking,likethoseofHester’sinfant,intheunadulteratedsunshine。

Helookedlikethedarklyengravedportraitswhichweseeprefixedtooldvolumesofsermons;andhadnomorerightthanoneofthoseportraitswouldhave,tostepforth,ashenowdid,andmeddlewithaquestionofhumanguilt,passion,andanguish。

"HesterPrynne,"saidtheclergyman,"Ihavestrivenwithmyyoungbrotherhere,underwhosepreachingoftheWordyouhavebeenprivilegedtosit"—hereMr。Wilsonlaidhishandontheshoulderofapaleyoungmanbesidehim—"Ihavesought,Isay,topersuadethisgodlyyouth,thatheshoulddealwithyou,hereinthefaceofHeaven,andbeforethesewiseanduprightrulers,andinhearingofallthepeople,astouchingthevilenessandblacknessofyoursin。KnowingyournaturaltemperbetterthanI,hecouldthebetterjudgewhatargumentstouse,whetheroftendernessorterror,suchasmightprevailoveryourhardnessandobstinacy;insomuchthatyoushouldnolongerhidethenameofhimwhotemptedyoutothisgrievousfall。Butheopposestome(withayoungman’sover—softness,albeitwisebeyondhisyears)thatitwerewrongingtheverynatureofwomantoforcehertolayopenherheart’ssecretsinsuchbroaddaylight,andinpresenceofsogreatamultitude。Truly,asI

soughttoconvincehim,theshamelayinthecommissionofthesin,andnotintheshowingofitforth。Whatsayyoutoit,onceagain,brotherDimmesdale!Mustitbethou,orI,thatshalldealwiththispoorsinner’ssoul?"

Therewasamurmuramongthedignifiedandreverendoccupantsofthebalcony;andGovernorBellinghamgaveexpressiontoitspurport,speakinginanauthoritativevoice,althoughtemperedwithrespecttowardstheyouthfulclergymanwhomheaddressed。

"GoodMasterDimmesdale,"saidhe,"theresponsibilityofthiswoman’ssoulliesgreatlywithyou。Itbehoovesyou,therefore,toexhorthertorepentance,andtoconfession,asaproofandconsequencethereof。"

ThedirectnessofthisappealdrewtheeyesofthewholecrowdupontheReverendMr。Dimmesdale;ayoungclergyman,whohadcomefromoneofthegreatEnglishuniversities,bringingallthelearningoftheageintoourwildforest—land。Hiseloquenceandreligiousfervourhadalreadygiventheearnestofhigheminenceinhisprofession。Hewasapersonofverystrikingaspect,withawhite,lofty,andimpendingbrow,large,brown,melancholyeyes,andamouthwhich,unlesswhenheforciblycompressedit,wasapttobetremulous,expressingbothnervoussensibilityandavastpowerofself—restraint。Notwithstandinghishighnativegiftsandscholar—likeattainments,therewasanairaboutthisyoungminister—anapprehensive,astartled,ahalf—frightenedlook—asofabeingwhofelthimselfquiteastrayandatalossinthepathwayofhumanexistence,andcouldonlybeateaseinsomeseclusionofhisown。

Therefore,sofarashisdutieswouldpermit,hetrodintheshadowybypaths,andthuskepthimselfsimpleandchildlike;comingforth,whenoccasionwas,withafreshness,andfragrance,anddewypurityofthought,which,asmanypeoplesaid,affectedthemlikethespeechofanangel。

SuchwastheyoungmanwhomtheReverendMr。WilsonandtheGovernorhadintroducedsoopenlytothepublicnotice,biddinghimspeak,inthehearingofallmen,tothatmysteryofawoman’ssoul,sosacredeveninitspollution。Thetryingnatureofhispositiondrovethebloodfromhischeek,andmadehislipstremulous。

"Speaktothewoman,mybrother,"saidMr。Wilson。"Itisofmomenttohersoul,andtherefore,astheworshipfulGovernorsays,momentoustothineown,inwhosechargehersis。Exhorthertoconfessthetruth!"

TheReverendMr。Dimmesdalebenthishead,insilentprayer,asitseemed,andthencameforward。

"HesterPrynne,"saidhe,leaningoverthebalcony,andlookingdownsteadfastlyintohereyes,"thouhearestwhatthisgoodmansays,andseesttheaccountabilityunderwhichIlabour。Ifthoufeelestittobeforthysoul’speace,andthatthyearthlypunishmentwilltherebybemademoreeffectualtosalvation,Ichargetheetospeakoutthenameofthyfellow—sinnerandfellow—sufferer!Benotsilentfromanymistakenpityandtendernessforhim;forbelieveme,Hester,thoughheweretostepdownfromahighplace,andstandtherebesidethee,onthypedestalofshame,yetbetterwereitso,thantohideaguiltyheartthroughlife。Whatcanthysilencedoforhim,exceptittempthim—yea,compelhim,asitwere—toaddhypocrisytosin?Heavenhathgrantedtheeanopenignominy,thattherebythoumayestworkoutanopentriumphovertheevilwithinthee,andthesorrowwithout。Takeheedhowthoudeniesttohim—

who,perchance,hathnotthecouragetograspitforhimself—thebitter,butwholesome,cupthatisnowpresentedtothylips!"

Theyoungpastor’svoicewastremulouslysweet,rich,deep,andbroken。Thefeelingthatitsoevidentlymanifested,ratherthanthedirectpurportofthewords,causedittovibratewithinallhearts,andbroughtthelistenersintooneaccordofsympathy。Eventhepoorbaby,atHester’sbosom,wasaffectedbythesameinfluence;foritdirecteditshithertovacantgazetowardsMr。Dimmesdale,andheldupitslittlearms,withahalf—pleased,half—plaintivemurmur。Sopowerfulseemedtheminister’sappeal,thatthepeoplecouldnotbelievebutthatHesterPrynnewouldspeakouttheguiltyname;orelsethattheguiltyonehimself,inwhateverhighorlowlyplacehestood,wouldbedrawnforthbyaninwardandinevitablenecessity,andcompelledtoascendthescaffold。

Hestershookherhead。

"Woman,transgressnotbeyondthelimitsofHeaven’smercy!"criedtheReverendMr。Wilson,moreharshlythanbefore。"Thatlittlebabehathbeengiftedwithavoice,tosecondandconfirmthecounselwhichthouhastheard。Speakoutthename!That,andthyrepentance,mayavailtotakethescarletletteroffthybreast。"

"Never!"repliedHesterPrynne,looking,notatMr。Wilson,butintothedeepandtroubledeyesoftheyoungerclergyman。"Itistoodeeplybranded。Yecannottakeitoff。AndwouldthatImightendurehisagony,aswellasmine!"

"Speak,woman!"saidanothervoice,coldlyandsternly,proceedingfromthecrowdaboutthescaffold。"Speak;andgiveyourchildafather!"

"Iwillnotspeak!"answeredHester,turningpaleasdeath,butrespondingtothisvoice,whichshetoosurelyrecognized。"AndmychildmustseekaheavenlyFather;sheshallneverknowanearthlyone!"

"Shewillnotspeak!"murmuredMr。Dimmesdale,who,leaningoverthebalcony,withhishanduponhisheart,hadawaitedtheresultofhisappeal。Henowdrewback,withalongrespiration。"Wondrousstrengthandgenerosityofawoman’sheart!Shewillnotspeak!"

Discerningtheimpractiblestateofthepoorculprit’smind,theelderclergyman,whohadcarefullypreparedhimselffortheoccasion,addressedtothemultitudeadiscourseonsin,inallitsbranches,butwithcontinualreferencetotheignominiousletter。Soforciblydidhedwelluponthissymbol,forthehourormoreduringwhichhisperiodswererollingoverthepeople’sheads,thatitassumednewterrorsintheirimagination,andseemedtoderiveitsscarlethuefromtheflamesoftheinfernalpit。HesterPrynne,meanwhile,keptherplaceuponthepedestalofshame,withglazedeyes,andanairofwearyindifference。Shehadborne,thatmorning,allthatnaturecouldendure;andashertemperamentwasnotoftheorderthatescapesfromtoointensesufferingbyaswoon,herspiritcouldonlyshelteritselfbeneathastonycrustofinsensibility,whilethefacultiesofanimalliferemainedentire。Inthisstate,thevoiceofthepreacherthunderedremorselessly,butunavailingly,uponherears。Theinfant,duringthelatterportionofherordeal,piercedtheairwithitswailingsandscreams;shestrovetohushit,mechanically,butseemedscarcelytosympathisewithitstrouble。Withthesameharddemeanour,shewasledbacktoprison,andvanishedfromthepublicgazewithinitsiron—clampedportal。Itwaswhispered,bythosewhopeeredafterher,thatthescarletletterthrewaluridgleamalongthedarkpassage—wayoftheinterior。

IV。

THEINTERVIEW。

AFTERherreturntotheprison,HesterPrynnewasfoundtobeinastateofnervousexcitementthatdemandedconstantwatchfulness,lestsheshouldperpetrateviolenceonherself,ordosomehalf—frenziedmischieftothepoorbabe。Asnightapproached,itprovingimpossibletoquellherinsubordinationbyrebukeorthreatsofpunishment,MasterBrackett,thejailer,thoughtfittointroduceaphysician。HedescribedhimasamanofskillinallChristianmodesofphysicalscience,andlikewisefamiliarwithwhateverthesavagepeoplecouldteach,inrespecttomedicinalherbsandrootsthatgrewintheforest。Tosaythetruth,therewasmuchneedofprofessionalassistance,notmerelyforHesterherself,butstillmoreurgentlyforthechild;who,drawingitssustenancefromthematernalbosom,seemedtohavedrankinwithitalltheturmoil,theanguishanddespair,whichpervadedthemother’ssystem。Itnowwrithedinconvulsionsofpain,andwasaforcibletype,initslittleframe,ofthemoralagonywhichHesterPrynnehadbornethroughouttheday。

Closelyfollowingthejailerintothedismalapartment,appearedthatindividualofsingularaspect,whosepresenceinthecrowdhadbeenofsuchdeepinteresttothewearerofthescarletletter。Hewaslodgedintheprison,notassuspectedofanyoffence,butasthemostconvenientandsuitablemodeofdisposingofhim,untilthemagistratesshouldhaveconferredwiththeIndiansagamoresrespectinghisransom。HisnamewasannouncedasRogerChillingworth。Thejailer,afterusheringhimintotheroom,remainedamoment,marvellingatthecomparativequietthatfollowedhisentrance;forHesterPrynnehadimmediatelybecomeasstillasdeath,althoughthechildcontinuedtomoan。

"Prithee,friend,leavemealonewithmypatient,"saidthepractitioner。"Trustme,goodjailer,youshallbrieflyhavepeaceinyourhouse;and,Ipromiseyou,MistressPrynneshallhereafterbemoreamenabletojustauthoritythanyoumayhavefoundherheretofore。"

"Nay,ifyourworshipcanaccomplishthat,"answeredMasterBrackett,"Ishallownyouforamanofskillindeed!Verily,thewomanhathbeenlikeapossessedone;andtherelackslittle,thatI

shouldtakeinhandtodriveSatanoutofherwithstripes。"

Thestrangerhadenteredtheroomwiththecharacteristicquietudeoftheprofessiontowhichheannouncedhimselfasbelonging。Nordidhisdemeanourchange,whenthewithdrawaloftheprisonkeeperlefthimfacetofacewiththewoman,whoseabsorbednoticeofhim,inthecrowd,hadintimatedsoclosearelationbetweenhimselfandher。Hisfirstcarewasgiventothechild;whosecries,indeed,asshelaywrithingonthetrundle—bed,madeitofperemptorynecessitytopostponeallotherbusinesstothetaskofsoothingher。Heexaminedtheinfantcarefully,andthenproceededtounclaspaleatherncase,whichhetookfrombeneathhisdress。Itappearedtocontainmedicalpreparations,oneofwhichhemingledwithacupofwater。

"Myoldstudiesinalchemy,"observedhe,"andmysojourn,foraboveayearpast,amongapeoplewellversedinthekindlypropertiesofsimples,havemadeabetterphysicianofmethanmanythatclaimthemedicaldegree。Here,woman!Thechildisyours—sheisnoneofmine—neitherwillsherecognisemyvoiceoraspectasafather’s。

Administerthisdraught,therefore,withthineownhand。"

Hesterrepelledtheofferedmedicine,atthesametimegazingwithstronglymarkedapprehensionintohisface。

"Wouldstthouavengethyselfontheinnocentbabe?"whisperedshe。

"Foolishwoman!"respondedthephysician,halfcoldly,halfsoothingly。"Whatshouldailme,toharmthismisbegottenandmiserablebabe?Themedicineispotentforgood;andwereitmychild—

yea,mineown,aswellasthine!—Icoulddonobetterforit。"

Asshestillhesitated,being,infact,innoreasonablestateofmind,hetooktheinfantinhisarms,andhimselfadministeredthedraught。Itsoonproveditsefficacy,andredeemedtheleech’spledge。

Themoansofthelittlepatientsubsided;itsconvulsivetossingsgraduallyceased;and,inafewmoments,asisthecustomofyoungchildrenafterrelieffrompain,itsankintoaprofoundanddewyslumber。Thephysician,ashehadafairrighttobetermed,nextbestowedhisattentiononthemother。Withcalmandintentscrutiny,hefeltherpulse,lookedintohereyes—agazethatmadeherheartshrinkandshudder,becausesofamiliar,andyetsostrangeandcold—and,finally,satisfiedwithhisinvestigation,proceededtomingleanotherdraught。

"IknownotLethenorNepenthe,"remarkedhe;"butIhavelearnedmanynewsecretsinthewilderness,andhereisoneofthem—arecipethatanIndiantaughtme,inrequitalofsomelessonsofmyown,thatwereasoldasParacelsus。Drinkit!Itmaybelesssoothingthanasinlessconscience。ThatIcannotgivethee。Butitwillcalmtheswellandheavingofthypassion,likeoilthrownonthewavesofatempestuoussea。"

HepresentedthecuptoHester,whoreceiveditwithaslow,earnestlookintohisface;notpreciselyalookoffear,yetfullofdoubtandquestioning,astowhathispurposesmightbe。Shelookedalsoatherslumberingchild。

"Ihavethoughtofdeath,"saidshe—"havewishedforit—wouldevenhaveprayedforit,wereitfitthatsuchasIshouldprayforanything。Yet,ifdeathbeinthiscup,Ibidtheethinkagain,erethoubeholdestmequaffit。See!Itisevennowatmylips。"

"Drink,then,"repliedhe,stillwiththesamecoldcomposure。"Dostthouknowmesolittle,HesterPrynne?Aremypurposeswonttobesoshallow?EvenifIimagineaschemeofvengeance,whatcouldIdobetterformyobjectthantolettheelive—thantogivetheemedicinesagainstallharmandperiloflife—sothatthisburningshamemaystillblazeuponthybosom!"Ashespoke,helaidhislongforefingeronthescarletletter,whichforthwithseemedtoscorchintoHester’sbreast,asifithadbeenred—hot。Henoticedherinvoluntarygesture,andsmiled。"Live,therefore,andbearaboutthydoomwiththee,intheeyesofmenandwomen—intheeyesofhimwhomthoudidstcallthyhusband—intheeyesofyonderchild!And,thatthoumayestlive,takeoffthisdraught。"

Withoutfurtherexpostulationordelay,HesterPrynnedrainedthecup,and,atthemotionofthemanofskill,seatedherselfonthebedwherethechildwassleeping;whilehedrewtheonlychairwhichtheroomafforded,andtookhisownseatbesideher。Shecouldnotbuttrembleatthesepreparations;forshefeltthat—havingnowdoneallthathumanity,orprinciple,or,ifsoitwere,arefinedcruelty,impelledhimtodo,forthereliefofphysicalsuffering—hewasnexttotreatwithherasthemanwhomshehadmostdeeplyandirreparablyinjured。

"Hester,"saidhe,"Iasknotwherefore,norhow,thouhastfallenintothepit,orsay,rather,thouhastascendedtothepedestalofinfamy,onwhichIfoundthee。Thereasonisnotfartoseek。Itwasmyfolly,andthyweakness。I—amanofthought—thebookwormofgreatlibraries—amanalreadyindecay,havinggivenmybestyearstofeedthehungrydreamofknowledge—whathadItodowithyouthandbeautylikethineown!Misshapenfrommybirth—hour,howcouldI

deludemyselfwiththeideathatintellectualgiftsmightveilphysicaldeformityinayounggirl’sfantasy!Mencallmewise。Ifsageswereeverwiseintheirownbehoof,Imighthaveforeseenallthis。Imighthaveknownthat,asIcameoutofthevastanddismalforest,andenteredthissettlementofChristianmen,theveryfirstobjecttomeetmyeyeswouldbethyself,HesterPrynne,standingup,astatueofignominy,beforethepeople。Nay,fromthemomentwhenwecamedowntheoldchurchstepstogether,amarriedpair,Imighthavebeheldthebale—fireofthatscarletletterblazingattheendofourpath!"

"Thouknowest,"saidHester—for,depressedasshewas,shecouldnotendurethislastquietstabatthetokenofhershame—"thouknowestthatIwasfrankwiththee。Ifeltnolove,norfeignedany。"

"True,"repliedhe。"Itwasmyfolly!Ihavesaidit。But,uptothatepochofmylife,Ihadlivedinvain。Theworldhadbeensocheerless!Myheartwasahabitationlargeenoughformanyguests,butlonelyandchill,andwithoutahouseholdfire。Ilongedtokindleone!Itseemednotsowildadream—oldasIwas,andsombreasIwas,andmisshapenasIwas—thatthesimplebliss,whichisscatteredfarandwide,forallmankindtogatherup,mightyetbemine。Andso,Hester,Idrewtheeintomyheart,intoitsinnermostchamber,andsoughttowarmtheebythewarmthwhichthypresencemadethere!"

"Ihavegreatlywrongedthee,"murmuredHester。

"Wehavewrongedeachother,"answeredhe。"Minewasthefirstwrong,whenIbetrayedthybuddingyouthintoafalseandunnaturalrelationwithmydecay。Therefore,asamanwhohasnotthoughtandphilosophisedinvain,Iseeknovengeance,plotnoevilagainstthee。

Betweentheeandmethescalehangsfairlybalanced。But,Hester,themanliveswhohaswrongedusboth!Whoishe?"

"Askmenot!"repliedHesterPrynne,lookingfirmlyintohisface。

"Thatthoushaltneverknow!"

"Never,sayestthou?"rejoinedhe,withasmileofdarkandself—relyingintelligence。"Neverknowhim!Believeme,Hester,therearefewthings—whetherintheoutwardworld,or,toacertaindepth,intheinvisiblesphereofthought—fewthingshiddenfromthemanwhodevoteshimselfearnestlyandunreservedlytothesolutionofamystery。Thoumayestcoverupthysecretfromthepryingmultitude。Thoumayestconcealit,too,fromtheministersandmagistrates,evenasthoudidstthisday,whentheysoughttowrenchthenameoutofthyheart,andgivetheeapartneronthypedestal。

But,asforme,Icometotheinquestwithothersensesthantheypossess。Ishallseekthisman,asIhavesoughttruthinbooks;asIhavesoughtgoldinalchemy。Thereisasympathythatwillmakemeconsciousofhim。Ishallseehimtremble。Ishallfeelmyselfshudder,suddenlyandunawares。Soonerorlater,hemustneedsbemine!"

Theeyesofthewrinkledscholarglowedsointenselyuponher,thatHesterPrynneclaspedherhandsoverherheart,dreadinglestheshouldreadthesecretthereatonce。

"Thouwiltnotrevealhisname?Notthelessheismine,"resumedhe,withalookofconfidence,asifdestinywereatonewithhim。"Hebearsnoletterofinfamywroughtintohisgarment,asthoudost;

butIshallreaditonhisheart。Yetfearnotforhim!ThinknotthatIshallinterferewithHeaven’sownmethodofretribution,or,tomyownloss,betrayhimtothegripeofhumanlaw。NeitherdothouimaginethatIshallcontriveaughtagainsthislife;no,noragainsthisfame,if,asIjudge,hebeamanoffairrepute。Lethimlive!Lethimhidehimselfinoutwardhonour,ifhemay!Notthelessheshallbemine!"

"Thyactsarelikemercy,"saidHester,bewilderedandappalled。

"Butthywordsinterprettheeasaterror!"

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