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第11章

"Not,Itrust,"Ireturned,"ofany’lie’their’soulhathspoken!’

Butnotoneofthemlingers?"

Heseemedtowonder。"’Lingers?’Forwhat?"

"Oh,Idon’tknow——inthishouse!"

Helookedatourlongvista,stilllighted——appearedtofeelwithmeourliberalease,whichimpliedthatunseenpowerswaitedonourgoodpleasureandsatupforus。Thereisnothinglikeitinfact,theliberaleaseatNewmarch。YetObertremindedme——ifIneededthereminder——thatImustn’tafterallpresumeonit。"WasoneofthemtolingerforYOU?"

"Well,sinceyouaskme,itwaswhatIhoped。Butsinceyouanswerforitthatmyhopehasnotbeenmet,Ibowtoasuperiorpropriety。"

"Youmeanyou’llcomeandsmokewithme?Dothencome。"

"What,ifIdo,"Iaskedwithanidea,"willyougiveme?"

"I’mafraidIcanpromiseyounothingmorethatidealinthanabadcigarette。"

"Andwhatthen,"Iwenton,"willyoutakefromme?"

Hehadmetmyeyes,andnowlookedatmealittlewithasmilethatIthoughtjustconscious。"Well,I’mafraidICAN’Ttakeanymore——"

"Ofthesortofstuff,"Ilaughed,"you’vealreadyhad?Sorrystuff,perhaps——apoorthingbutmineown!Suchasitis,Ionlyasktokeepitformyself,andthatisn’twhatImeant。Imeantwhatflowerwillyougather,whathavocwillyouplay——?"

"Well?"hesaidasIhesitated。

"AmongsuperstitionsthatI,afterall,cherish。Monsiegeestfait——agreatglitteringcrystalpalace。Howmanypaneswillyourewardmeforamiablysittingupwithyoubysmashing?"

Itmighthavebeenmymerefancy——butitWASmyfancy——thathelookedatmeatrifleharder。"HowonearthcanItellwhatyou’retalkingabout?"

Iwaitedamoment,thenwenton:"Didyouhappentocountthem?"

"Countwhom?"

"Why,theladiesastheyfiledup。Wasthenumberthere?"

Hegaveajerkofimpatience。"Goandseeforyourself!"

OncemoreIjustwaited。"ButsupposeIshouldfindMrs。Server?"

"Prowlingthereonthechanceofyou?Well——Ithoughtshewaswhatyouwanted。"

"Then,"Ireturned,"youCOULDtellwhatIwastalkingabout!"Foramomentafterthiswefacedeachotherwithoutmorespeech,butIpresentlycontinued:"Youdidn’treallynoticeifanyladystayedbehind?"

"Ithinkyouasktoomuchofme,"heatlastbroughtout。"Takecareofyourladies,mydearman,yourself!Go,"herepeated,"andsee。"

"Certainly——it’sbetter;butI’llrejoinyouinthreeminutes。"Andwhilehewenthiswaytothesmoking—roomIproceededwithoutmoredelaytoassuremyself,performingintheoppositesensethejourneyIhadmadetenminutesbefore。ItwasextraordinarywhatthesightofLongaloneintheouterdarknesshaddoneforme:myexpressionofitwouldhavebeenthatithadputme"on"againatthemomentofmydecidedlyfeelingmyselfoff。IbelievedthatifIhadn’tseenhimIcouldnowhavegonetobedwithoutseeingMrs。Briss;butmyrenewedimpressionhadsuddenlymadethedifference。Ifthatwasthewayhestruckme,howmightnot,ifIcouldgetather,she?Andshemight,afterall,intheprivacyatlastofferedusbyemptyrooms,bewaitingforme。Iwentthroughthemall,however,onlytofindthememptyindeed。InconformitywiththelargeallowancesofeverysortthatwerethelawofNewmarch,theywerestillopenandlighted,sothatifIhadbelievedinMrs。Briss’sreappearanceImightconveniently,onthespot,havegivenherfiveminutesmore。Iamnotsure,forthatmatter,thatIdidn’t。IrememberatleastwonderingifImightn’tringsomewhereforaservantandcauseaquestiontobesentuptoher。Ididn’tring,butImusthavelingeredalittleonthechanceofthearrivalofservantstoextinguishlightsandseethehousesafe。Theyhadnotarrived,however,bythetimeIagainfeltthatImustgiveup。

Chapter11

Igaveupbygoing,decidedly,tothesmoking—room,whereseveralmenhadgatheredandwhereObert,alittleapartfromthem,wasincharmedcommunionwiththebookshelves。Theyarewonderful,everywhere,atNewmarch,thebookshelves,butheputavolumebackashesawmecomein,andamomentlater,whenwewereseated,Isaidtohimagain,asarecallofourpreviouspassage,"ThenyouCOULDtellwhatIwastalkingabout!"AndIadded,tocompletemyreference,"SinceyouthoughtMrs。Serverwasthepersonwhom,whenIstoppedyou,IwassorrytolearnfromyouIhadmissed。"

HismomentarysilenceappearedtoadmittheconnectionIestablished。

"ThenyoufindyouHAVEmissedher?Shewasn’tthereforyou?"

"There’snoone’thereforme’;sothatIfearthatifyouweren’t,asithappens,hereforme,myamusementwouldbequiteatanend。Ihad,infact,"Icontinued,"alreadygivenitupaslostwhenIcameuponyou,awhilesince,inconversationwiththeladywe’venamed。Atthat,Iconfess,myprospectsgavesomethingofaflare。IsaidtomyselfthatsinceYOUR

interesthadn’tthenwhollydropped,why,evenattheworst,shouldmine?

YoursWASmine,wasn’tit?foralittle,thismorning。Orwasitminethatwasyours?Weexchanged,atanyrate,somelivelyimpressions。Only,beforewehaddone,youreffortdroppedoryourdiscretionintervened:yougaveup,asnoneofyourbusiness,thequestionthathadsuddenlytemptedus。"

"Andyougaveituptoo,"saidmyfriend。

"Yes,anditwasontheideathatitwasmineaslittleasyoursthatweseparated。"

"Wellthen?"Hekepthiseyes,withhisheadthrownback,onthewarmbindings,admirableforoldgiltandoldcolour,thatcoveredtheoppositewall。

"Wellthen,ifI’vecorrectlygatheredthatyou’re,inspiteofourcommonrenunciation,stillinterested,IconfesstoyouthatIam。Itookmydetachmenttoosoonforgranted。Ihaven’tbeendetached。I’mnot,hangme!detachednow。Andit’sallbecauseyouwereoriginallysosuggestive。"

"Originally?"

"Why,fromthemomentwemethereyesterday——themomentofmyfirstseeingyouwithMrs。Server。Thelookyougavemethenwasreallythebeginningofeverything。Everything"——andIspokenowwithrealconviction——"wastraceablytospringfromit。"

"Whatdoyoumean,"heasked,"byeverything?"

"Well,thisfailureofdetachment。Whatyousaidtomeasweweregoingupyesterdayafternoontodress——whatyousaidtomethenisresponsibleforit。Andsinceitcomestothat,"Ipursued,"Imakeoutformyselfnowthatyou’renotdetachedeither——unless,thatis,simplydetachedfromME。IhadindeedasuspicionofthatasIpassedthroughtheroomthere。"

Hesmokedthroughanotherpause。"You’veextraordinarynotionsofresponsibility。"

Iwatchedhimamoment,butheonlystaredatthebookswithoutlookinground。Somethinginhisvoicehadmadememorecertain,andmycertaintymademelaugh。"IseeyouAREserious!"

Buthewentonquietlyenough。"You’veextraordinarynotionsofresponsibility。

Idenyaltogethermine。"

"YouAREserious——youARE!"IrepeatedwithagaietythatImeantasinoffensiveandthatIbelieveremainedso。"Butnomatter。You’renoworsethanI。"

"I’mclearly,byyourownstory,nothalfsobad。But,asyousay,nomatter。Idon’tcare。"

Iventuredtokeepitup。"Oh,don’tyou?"

Hisgoodnaturewasproof。"Idon’tcare。"

"Thenwhydidn’tyousomuchaslookatmeawhileago?"

"Didn’tIlookatyou?"

"Youknowperfectlyyoudidn’t。Mrs。Serverdid——withherunutterableintensity;makingmefeelafresh,bytheway,thatI’veneverseenawomancompromiseherselfsolittlebyproceedingssocompromising。Butthoughyousawherintensity,itneverdivertedyouforaninstantfromyourown。"

Helightedbeforeheansweredthisafreshcigarette。"Amanengagedintalkwithacharmingwomanscarcelyselectsthatoccasionforwinkingatsomebodyelse。"

"YoumeanhecontentshimselfwithwinkingatHER?Mydearfellow,thatwasn’tenoughforyouyesterday,anditwouldn’thavebeenenoughforyouthismorning,amongtheimpressionsthatledtoourlasttalk。Itwasjustthefactthatyoudidwink,thatyouHADwinked,atmethatwoundmeup。"

"AndwhataboutthefactthatyouhadwinkedatME?YOURwinks——come"——Obertlaughed——"areportentous!"

"Oh,ifwerecriminate,"Icheerfullysaidafteramoment,"weagree。"

"I’mnotsosure,"hereturned,"thatweagree。"

"Ah,then,ifwedifferit’sstillmoreinteresting。Because,youknow,wedidn’tdiffereitheryesterdayorthismorning。"

Withouthurryorflurry,butwithadecentconfusion,histhoughtswentback。"Ithoughtyousaidjustnowwedid——recognising,asyouought,thatyouwerekeenaboutachaseofwhichIwashedmyhands。"

"No——Iwasn’tkeen。You’vejustmentionedthatyouremembermygivingup。Iwashedmyhandstoo。"

Itseemedtoleavehimwiththemoralofthis。"Then,ifourhandsareclean,whatarewetalkingabout?"

Iturned,onit,alittlemoretohim,andlookedathimsolongthathehadatlasttolookatme;withwhich,afterholdinghiseyesanothermoment,Imademypoint。"Ourhandsarenotclean。"

"Ah,speakforyourown!"——andashemovedbackImightreallyhavethoughthimuneasy。Therewasahintofthesamenoteinthewayhewenton:"IassureyouIdeclineallresponsibility。Iseetheresponsibilityasquitebeautifullyyours。"

"Well,"Isaid,"Ionlywanttobefair。Youwerethefirsttobringitoutthatshewaschanged。"

"Well,sheisn’tchanged!"saidmyfriendwithanalmoststartlingeffect,forme,ofsuddenness。"Orrather,"heimmediatelyandincongruouslyadded,"sheIS。She’schangedback。"

"’Back’?"Itmademestare。

"Back,"herepeatedwithacertainsharpnessandasiftohavedoneatlast,forhimself,withthemuddleofit。

Buttherewasthatinmethatcouldlethimseehehadfarfromdone;

andsomething,aboveall,toldmenowthatheabsolutelymustn’thavebeforeIhad。IquicklymoreoversawthatImust,withanart,makehimwantnotto。"Backtowhatshewaswhenyoupaintedher?"

Hehadtothinkaninstantforthis。"No——notquitetothat。"

"Towhatthen?"

Hetriedinamannertoobligeme。"Tosomethingelse。"

Itseemedso,formythought,thegleamofsomethingthatfitted,thatIwasalmostafraidofquenchingthegleambypressure。ImustthengeteverythingIcouldfromhimwithoutaskingtoomuch。"Youdon’tquiteknowtoWHATelse?"

"No——Idon’tquiteknow。"Buttherewasasoundinit,thistime,thatItookasthehintofawishtoknow——almostarecognitionthatImighthelphim。

IhelpedhimaccordinglyasIcouldand,Imayadd,asfarasthepositiveflutterhehadstirredinmesuffered。Itfitted——itfitted!"Ifherchangeistosomethingother,Isupposethenachangebackisnotquitetheexactnameforit。"

"Perhapsnot。"Ifairlythrilledathistakingthesuggestionasifitwereanassistance。"Sheisn’tatanyratewhatIthoughtheryesterday。"

Itwasamazingintowhatdepthsthisdroppedformeandwithwhatpossibilitiesitmingled。"Irememberwhatyousaidofheryesterday。"

IdrewhimonsothatIbroughtbackforhimtheverywordshehadused。

"Shewassobeastlyunhappy。"Andheusedthemnowvisiblynotasaremembranceofwhathehadsaid,butforthecontrastofthefactwithwhatheatpresentperceived;sothatthevaluethisgaveformetowhatheatpresentperceivedwasimmense。

"Anddoyoumeanthatthat’sgone?"

Hehungfire,however,alittleastosayingsomuchwhathemeant,andwhilehewaitedheagainlookedatme。"WhatdoYOUmean?Don’tyouthinksoyourself?"

Ilaidmyhandonhisarmandheldhimamomentwithagripthatbetrayed,Idaresay,theeffortinmetokeepmythoughtstogetherandlosenotathread。Itbetrayedatonce,doubtless,thedangerofthatfailureandthesharpforetasteofsuccess。Irememberthatwithit,absolutely,I

struckmyselfasknowingagainthejoyoftheintellectualmasteryofthingsunamenable,thatjoyofdetermining,almostofcreatingresults,whichIhavealreadymentionedasanexhilarationattachedtosomeofmyplungesofinsight。"ItwouldtakelongtotellyouwhatImean。"

ThetoneofitmadehimfairlywatchmeasIhadbeenwatchinghim。

"Well,haven’twegotthewholenight?"

"Oh,itwouldtakemorethanthewholenight——evenifwehadit!"

"Bywhichyousuggestthatwehaven’tit?"

"No——wehaven’tit。Iwanttogetaway。"

"Togotobed?Ithoughtyouweresokeen。"

"IAMkeen。Keenisnowordforit。Idon’twanttogotobed。Iwanttogetaway。"

"Toleavethehouse——inthemiddleofthenight?"

"Yes——absurdasitmayseem。Youexcitemetoomuch。Youdon’tknowwhatyoudotome。"

Hecontinuedtolookatme;thenhegavealaughwhichwasnotthecontradiction,butquitetheattestation,oftheeffectproducedonhimbymygrip。IfIhadwantedtoholdhimIheldhim。ItonlycametomeeventhatIheldhimtoomuch。Ifeltthisinfactwiththenextthinghesaid。"Ifyou’retooexcited,then,tobecoherentnow,willyoutellmeto—morrow?"

Itooktimemyselfnowtorelight。Ridiculousasitmaysound,Ihadmynervestosteady;whichisaproof,surely,thatforrealexcitementtherearenosuchadventuresasintellectualones。"Oh,tomorrowIshallbeoffinspace!"

"Certainlyweshallneitherofusbehere。Butcan’twearrange,say,tomeetintown,oreventogouptogetherinsuchconditionsaswillenableustotalk?"

Ipattedhisarmagain。"Thankyouforyourpatience。It’sreallygoodofyou。WhoknowsifIshallbealiveto—morrow?WeAREmeeting。Wedotalk。"

ButwithallIhadtothinkofImusthavefallen,onthis,intothedeepestofsilences,forthenextthingIrememberishisreturning:"Wedon’t!"Irepeatedmygestureofreassurance,IconveyedthatIshouldbewithhimagaininaminute,andpresently,whilehegavemetime,hecamebacktosomethingofhisown。"Mywink,atallevents,wouldhavebeennothingforanyquestionbetweenus,asI’vejustsaid,withoutyours。

That’swhatIcallyourresponsibility。Itwas,asweputthematter,thetorchofyouranalogy——"

"Oh,thetorchofmyanalogy!"

Ihadsogroanedit——asifforveryecstasy——thatitpulledhimup,andIcouldseehiscuriosityasindeedreaffected。Buthewentonwithacoherencythatsomewhatadmonishedme:"Itwasyourmakingme,asItoldyouthismorning,thinkoverwhatyouhadsaidaboutBrissendenandhiswife:itwasTHAT——"

"Thatmadeyouthinkover"——Itookhimstraightup——"whatyouyourselfhadsaidaboutourtroubledlady?Yes,precisely。ThatWASthetorchofmyanalogy。WhatIshowedyouintheonecaseseemedtotellyouwhattolookforintheother。Youthoughtitover。IaccuseyouofnothingworsethanofHAVINGthoughtitover。Butyouseewhatthinkingitoverdoesforit。"

ThewayIsaidthisappearedtoamusehim。"IseewhatitdoesforYOU!"

"No,youdon’t!Notatallyet。That’sjusttheembarrassment。"

"Justwhose?"IfIhadthankedhimforhispatienceheshowedthathedeservedit。"Justyours?"

"Well,saymine。Butwhenyoudo——!"AndIpausedasfortherichpromiseofit。

"WhenIdoseewhereyouare,youmean?"

"TheonlydifficultyiswhetheryouCANsee。Butwemusttry。You’vesetmewhirlinground,butwemustgostepbystep。Oh,butit’sallinyourgerm!"——Ikeptthatup。"Ifsheisn’tnowbeastlyunhappy"

"She’sbeastlyhappy?"hebrokein,gettingfirmerhold,ifnotoftherealimpressionhehadjustbeengatheringundermyeyes,thenatleastofsomethinghehadbeguntomakeoutthatmyargumentrequired。"Well,thatISthewayIseeherdifference。Herdifference,Imean,"headded,inhisevidentwishtoworkwithme,"herdifferencefromherotherdifference!

There!"Helaughedasif,also,hehadfoundhimselffairlyfantastic。

"Isn’tTHATclearforyou?"

"CrystallineforME。Butthat’sbecauseIknowwhy。"

Icanseeagainnowthelonglookthat,onthis,hegaveme。Imadeoutalreadymuchofwhatwasinit。"SothendoI!"

"Buthowintheworld?Iknow,formyself,HOWIknow。"

"SothendoI,"heafteramomentrepeated。

"Andcanyoutellme?"

"Certainly。ButwhatI’vealreadynamedtoyou——thetorchofyouranalogy。"

Iturnedthisover。"You’vemadeevidentlyanadmirableuseofit。Butthewonderfulthingisthatyouseemtohavedonesowithouthavingalltheelements。"

Heonhissideconsidered。"Whatdoyoucallalltheelements?"

"Oh,itwouldtakemelongtotellyou!"Icouldn’thelplaughingatthecomparativesimplicitywithwhichheaskedit。"That’sthesortofthingwejustnowspokeoftakingadayfor。Atanyrate,suchastheyare,theseelements,"Iwenton,"Ibelievemyselfpracticallyinpossessionofthem。ButwhatIdon’tquiteseeishowyoucanbe。"

Well,hewasabletotellme。"Whyintheworldshouldn’tyouranalogyhaveputme?"Hespokewithgaiety,butwithlucidity。"I’mnotanidioteither。"

"Isee。"Buttherewassomuch!

"DidyouthinkIWAS?"heamiablyasked。

"No。Isee,"Irepeated。YetIdidn’t,really,fully;whichhepresentlyperceived。

"YoumademethinkofyourviewoftheBrissendenpairtillIcouldthinkofnothingelse。"

"Yes——yes,"Isaid。"Goon。"

"Well,asyouhadplantedthetheoryinme,itbegantobearfruit。

Ibegantowatchthem。Icontinuedtowatchthem。Ididnothingbutwatchthem。"

Thesuddenloweringofhisvoiceinthisconfession——asifithadrepresentedasortofdarkeningofhisconsciousness——againamusedme。"Youtoo?Howthenwe’vebeenoccupied!ForI,yousee,havewatched——orhad,untilI

foundyoujustnowwithMrs。Servereveryone,everythingBUTyou。"

"Oh,I’vewatchedYOU,"saidFordObertasifhehadthenperhapsafteralltheadvantageofme。"IadmitthatImadeyououtformyselftobebackonthescent;forIthoughtImadeyououtbaffled。"

TolearnwhetherIreallyhadbeenwas,Isaw,whathewouldmosthaveliked;butIalsosawthathehad,astothis,ascrupleaboutaskingme。

WhatImostsaw,however,wasthattotellhimIshouldhavetounderstand。

"Whatscentdoyoualludeto?"

HesmiledasifImighthavefanciedIcouldfence。"Why,thepursuitoftheidentificationthat’snoneofourbusiness——theidentificationofherlover。"

"Ah,it’sastothat,"Iinstantlyreplied,"you’vejudgedmebaffled?

I’mafraid,"Ialmostasquicklyadded,"thatImustadmitIHAVEbeen。

Luckily,atallevents,itISnoneofourbusiness。"

"Yes,"saidmyfriend,amusedonhisside,"nothing’sourbusinessthatwecan’tfindout。Isawyouhadn’tfoundhim。Andwhat,"Obertcontinued,"doeshematternow?"

Ittookbutamomenttoplacemeforseeingthatmycompanion’sconvictiononthispointwasaconvictiondecidedlytorespect;andeventhatamountofhesitationwasbuttheresultofmywonderinghowhehadreachedit。

"What,indeed?"Ipromptlyreplied。"ButhowdidyouseeIhadfailed?"

"ByseeingthatImyselfhad。ForI’vebeenlookingtoo。Heisn’there,"

saidFordObert。

DelightedasIwasthatheshouldbelieveit,Iwasyetstruckbythecomplacencyofhisconfidence,whichconnecteditselfagainwithmyobservationoftheirsorecentcolloquy。"Oh,foryoutobesosure,hasMrs。Serversquaredyou?"

"IShehere?"heforallanswertothisinsistentlyasked。

Ifalteredbutaninstant。"No;heisn’there。It’snothankstoone’sscruples,butperhapsit’sluckyforone’smanners。Ispeakatleastformine。Ifyou’vewatched,"Ipursued,"you’vedoubtlesssufficientlyseenwhathasalreadybecomeofmine。Heisn’there,atallevents,"Irepeated,"andwemustdowithouthisidentity。What,infact,areweshowingeachother,"Iasked,"butthatweHAVEdonewithoutit?"

"ihave!"myfrienddeclaredwithsupremefranknessandwithsomethingofthenote,asIwasobligedtorecognise,ofmyownconstructivejoy。

"I’vedoneperfectlywithoutit。"

Isawinfactthathehad,anditstruckmereallyaswonderful。ButIcontrolledtheexpressionofmywonder。"Sothatifyouspokethereforejustnowofwatchingthem——"

"Imeantofcourse"——hetookitstraightup——"watchingtheBrissendens。

Andnaturally,aboveall,"heasquicklysubjoined,"thewife。"

Iwasnowfullofconcurrence。"Ah,naturally,aboveall,thewife。"

Sofaraswasrequireditencouragedhim。"Awoman’sloverdoesn’tmatter——doesn’tmatteratleasttoanyonebuthimself,doesn’tmattertoyouortomeortoher——whenonceshehasgivenhimup。"

Itmademe,thistestimonyofhisobservation,show,inspiteofmyhavingbythistimesocountedonit,somethingofthevivacityofmyemotion。

"SheHASgivenhimup?"

Butthesurprisewithwhichhelookedroundputmebackonmyguard。

"Ofwhatelsethenarewetalking?"

"Ofnothingelse,ofcourse,"Istammered。"Butthewayyousee——!"

Ifoundmyrefugeinthegaspofmyadmiration。

"Idosee。But"——heWOULDcomebacktothat——"onlythroughyourhavingseenfirst。Yougavemethepieces。I’vebutputthemtogether。YougavemetheBrissendens——boundhandandfoot;andI’vebutmadethem,inthatsorrystate,pullmethrough。I’veblownonmytorch,inotherwords,till,flaringandsmoking,ithasguidedme,throughamagnificentchiaroscuroofcolourandshadow,outintothelightofday。"

Iwasreallydazzledbyhisimage,foritrepresentedhispersonalwork。

"You’vedonemorethanI,itstrikesme——andwithlesstodoitwith。IfIgaveyoutheBrissendensIgaveyouallIhad。"

"Butallyouhadwasimmense,mydearman。TheBrissendensareimmense。"

"OfcoursetheBrissendensareimmense!Iftheyhadn’tbeenimmensetheywouldn’thavebeen——NOTHINGwouldhavebeen——anything。"Thenafterapause,"Yourimageissplendid,"Iwenton——"yourbeingoutofthecave。

Butwhatisitexactly,"Iinsidiouslythrewout,"thatyouCALLthe’lightofday’?"

Iremainedamoment,however,notsurewhetherIhadbeentoosubtleortoosimple。Hehadanotherofhiscautions。"WhatdoYOU——?"

ButIwasdeterminedtomakehimgiveitmeallhimself,foritwasfrommynotpromptinghimthatitsvaluewouldcome。"Youtellme,"Iaccordinglyrathercrudelypleaded,"first。"

ItgaveusamomentduringwhichhesolookedasifIaskedtoomuch,thatIhadafearoflosingall。Heevenspokewithsomeimpatience。"Ifyoureallyhaven’tfounditforyourself,youknow,IscarceseewhatyouCANhavefound。"

ThenIhadmyinspiration。Iriskedanapproachtoroughness,andallthemoreeasilythatmywordswerestricttruth。"Oh,don’tbeafraid——greaterthingsthanyours!"

Itsucceeded,foritplayeduponhiscuriosity,andhevisiblyimaginedthat,withimpatiencecontrolled,heshouldlearnwhatthesethingswere。

Herelaxed,heresponded,andthenextmomentIwasinallbutfullenjoymentofthepiecewantedtomakeallmyotherpiecesright——rightbecauseofthatspecialbeautyinmyschemethroughwhichthewholedependedsooneachpartandeachpartsoguaranteedthewhole。"WhatIcallthelightofdayisthesenseI’vearrivedatofhervision。"

"Hervision?"——Ijustbalancedintheair。

"Ofwhattheyhaveincommon。HIS——poorchap’sextraordinarysituationtoo。"

"Bravo!Andyouseeinthat——?"

"What,allthesehours,hastouched,fascinated,drawnher。Ithasbeenaninstinctwithher。"

"Bravissimo!"

Itsawhim,myapproval,safelyintoport。"Theinstinctofsympathy,pity——theresponsetofellowshipinmisery;thesightofanotherfateasstrange,asmonstrousasherown。"

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