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第11章

"ItmustbeawfultohavetoDO,"shesaid,smilingintoherownface。"Idon’tseehowtheyevercan。"

"Someof’emcan’t——especiallywhenthere’ssuchatearingbeautyaround。"

"Oh,pshaw,Pen!youknowthatisn’tso。You’vegotarealprettymouth,Pen,"sheaddedthoughtfully,surveyingthefeatureintheglass,andthenpoutingherownlipsforthesakeofthateffectonthem。

"It’sausefulmouth,"Penelopeadmitted;"Idon’tbelieveIcouldgetalongwithoutitnow,I’vehaditsolong。"

"It’sgotsuchafunnyexpression——justthemateofthelookinyoureyes;asifyouwerejustgoingtosaysomethingridiculous。Hesaid,theveryfirsttimehesawyou,thatheknewyouwerehumorous。"

"Isitpossible?"mustbeso,iftheGrandMogulsaidit。

Whydidn’tyoutellmesobefore,andnotletmekeepongoingroundjustlikeacommonperson?"

Irenelaughedasifshelikedtohavehersistertakehispraisesinthatwayratherthananother。

"I’vegotsuchastiff,primkindofmouth,"shesaid,drawingitdown,andthenlookinganxiouslyatit。

"Ihopeyoudidn’tputonthatexpressionwhenheofferedyoutheshaving。Ifyoudid,Idon’tbelievehe’llevergiveyouanothersplinter。"

Theseveremouthbrokeintoalovelylaugh,andthenpresseditselfinakissagainstPenelope’scheek。

"There!Bedone,yousillything!I’mnotgoingtohaveyouacceptingMEbeforeI’veofferedmyself,ANYWAY。"

Shefreedherselffromhersister’sembrace,andranfromherroundtheroom。

Irenepursuedher,intheneedofhidingherfaceagainsthershoulderagain。"OPen!OPen!"shecried。

Thenextday,atthefirstmomentoffindingherselfalonewithhereldestdaughter,Mrs。Laphamasked,asifknowingthatPenelopemusthavealreadymadeitsubjectofinquiry:

"WhatwasIrenedoingwiththatshavinginherbeltyesterday?"

"Oh,justsomenonsenseofherswithMr。Corey。

Hegaveittoheratthenewhouse。"Penelopedidnotchoosetolookupandmeethermother’sgraveglance。

"Whatdoyouthinkhemeantbyit?"

PeneloperepeatedIrene’saccountoftheaffair,andhermotherlistenedwithoutseemingtoderivemuchencouragementfromit。

"Hedoesn’tseemlikeonetoflirtwithher,"shesaidatlast。Then,afterathoughtfulpause:"Ireneisasgoodagirlaseverbreathed,andshe’saperfectbeauty。

ButIshouldhatethedaywhenadaughterofminewasmarriedforherbeauty。"

"You’resafeasfarasI’mconcerned,mother。"

Mrs。Laphamsmiledruefully。"Sheisn’treallyequaltohim,Pen。Imisdoubtedthatfromthefirst,andit’sbeenborneinuponmemoreandmoreeversince。

Shehasn’tmindenough。""Ididn’tknowthatamanfellinlovewithagirl’sintellect,"saidPenelopequietly。

"Ohno。Hehasn’tfalleninlovewithIreneatall。

Ifhehad,itwouldn’tmatterabouttheintellect。"

Penelopelettheself—contradictionpass。

"Perhapshehas,afterall。"

"No,"saidMrs。Lapham。"Shepleaseshimwhenheseesher。

Buthedoesn’ttrytoseeher。"

"Hehasnochance。Youwon’tletfatherbringhimhere。"

"Hewouldfindexcusestocomewithoutbeingbrought,ifhewishedtocome,"saidthemother。"Butsheisn’tinhismindenoughtomakehim。Hegoesawayanddoesn’tthinkanythingmoreabouther。She’sachild。

She’sagoodchild,andIshallalwayssayit;butshe’snothingbutachild。No,she’sgottoforgethim。"

"Perhapsthatwon’tbesoeasy。"

"No,Ipresumenot。Andnowyourfatherhasgotthenotioninhishead,andhewillmoveheavenandearthtobringittopass。Icanseethathe’salwaysthinkingaboutit。"

"TheColonelhasawillofhisown,"observedthegirl,rockingtoandfrowhereshesatlookingathermother。

"Iwishwehadnevermetthem!"criedMrs。Lapham。

"Iwishwehadneverthoughtofbuilding!Iwishhehadkeptawayfromyourfather’sbusiness!"

"Well,it’stoolatenow,mother,"saidthegirl。

"Perhapsitisn’tsobadasyouthink。"

"Well,wemuststandit,anyway,"saidMrs。Lapham,withthegrimantiqueYankeesubmission。

"Ohyes,we’vegottostandit,"saidPenelope,withthequaintmodernAmericanfatalism。

X。

ITwaslateJune,almostJuly,whenCoreytookuphislifeinBostonagain,wherethesummerslipsawaysoeasily。

Ifyougooutoftownearly,itseemsaverylongsummerwhenyoucomebackinOctober;butifyoustay,itpassesswiftly,and,seenforeshortenedinitsflight,seemsscarcelyamonth’slength。Ithasitsdaysofheat,whenitisveryhot,butforthemostpartitiscool,withbathsoftheeastwindthatseemtosaturatethesoulwithdeliciousfreshness。Thentherearestretchesofgreywesterlyweather,whentheairisfullofthesentimentofearlyautumn,andthefrying,ofthegrasshopperintheblossomedweedofthevacantlotsontheBackBayisintershotwiththecarolofcrickets;andtheyellowingleafonthelongslopeofMt。VernonStreetsmitesthesaunteringobserverwithtendermelancholy。

Thecaterpillar,gorgedwiththespoilofthelindensonChestnut,andweavinghisownshroudabouthiminhislodgmentonthebrick—work,recordsthepassingofsummerbymid—July;andifafterthatcomesAugust,itsbreathisthickandshort,andSeptemberisuponthesojournerbeforehehasfairlyhadtimetophilosophisethecharacterofthetownoutofseason。

Butitmusthaveappearedthatitsmostcharacteristicfeaturewastheabsenceofeverybodyheknew。ThiswasoneofthethingsthatcommendedBostontoBromfieldCoreyduringthesummer;andifhissonhadanyqualmsaboutthelifehehadentereduponwithsuchvigour,itmusthavebeenarelieftohimthattherewasscarcelyasoullefttowonderorpity。Bythetimepeoplegotbacktotownthefactofhisconnectionwiththemineralpaintmanwouldbeanoldstory,heardafaroffwithdifferentdegreesofsurprise,andconsideredwithdifferentdegreesofindifference。Amanhasnotreachedtheageoftwenty—sixinanycommunitywherehewasbornandrearedwithouthavinghadhiscapacityprettywellascertained;

andinBostontheanalysisisconductedwithanunsparingthoroughnesswhichmayfitlyimpresstheun—Bostonianmind,darkenedbythepopularsuperstitionthattheBostoniansblindlyadmireoneanother。Aman’squalitiesaresiftedascloselyinBostonastheydoubtlesswereinFlorenceorAthens;and,iffinalmercywasshowninthosecitiesbecauseamanwas,withallhislimitations,anAthenianorFlorentine,someabatementmightasjustlybemadeinBostonforlikereason。Corey’spowershadbeengaugedincollege,andhehadnotgivenhisworldreasontothinkverydifferentlyofhimsincehecameoutofcollege。

Hewasratedasanenergeticfellow,alittleindefiniteinaim,withthesmallestamountofinspirationthatcansaveamanfrombeingcommonplace。Ifhewasnotcommonplace,itwasthroughnothingremarkableinhismind,whichwassimplyclearandpractical,butthroughsomecombinationofqualitiesoftheheartthatmadementrusthim,andwomencallhimsweet——awordoftheirswhichconveysotherwiseindefinableexcellences。SomeofthemorenervousandexcitablesaidthatTomCoreywasassweetashecouldlive;

butthisperhapsmeantnomorethanthewordalone。

NomaneverhadasonlesslikehimthanBromfieldCorey。

IfTomCoreyhadeversaidawittything,noonecouldrememberit;andyetthefatherhadneversaidawittythingtoamoresympatheticlistenerthanhisownson。

Theclearmindwhichproducednothingbutpracticalresultsreflectedeverythingwithcharminglucidity;

anditmusthavebeenthiswhichendearedTomCoreytoeveryonewhospoketenwordswithhim。Inacitywherepeoplehavegoodreasonforlikingtoshine,amanwhodidnotcaretoshinemustbelittleshortofuniversallyacceptablewithoutanyothereffortforpopularity;

andthosewhoadmiredandenjoyedBromfieldCoreylovedhisson。Yet,whenitcametoaccountingforTomCorey,asitoftendidinacommunitywhereeveryone’sgenerationisknowntotheremotestdegreesofcousinship,theycouldnottracehissweetnesstohismother,forneitherAnnaBellinghamnoranyofherfamily,thoughtheyweresomanyblocksofWenhamiceforpurityandrectangularity,hadeverhadanysuchsavour;and,infact,itwastohisfather,whosehabitoftalkwrongeditinhimself,thattheyhadtoturnforthisqualityoftheson’s。Theytracedtothemotherthetraitsofpracticalityandcommon—senseinwhichhebordereduponthecommonplace,andwhich,whentheyhaddweltuponthem,madehimseemhardlyworththecloseinquirytheyhadgivenhim。

Whilethesummerworeawayhecameandwentmethodicallyabouthisbusiness,asifithadbeenthebusinessofhislife,sharinghisfather’sbachelorlibertyandsolitude,andexpectingwithequalpatiencethereturnofhismotherandsistersintheautumn。OnceortwicehefoundtimetorundowntoMt。Desertandseethem;

andthenheheardhowthePhiladelphiaandNewYorkpeopleweregettingineverywhere,andwasgivenreasontoregretthehouseatNahantwhichhehadurgedtobesold。

Hecamebackandappliedhimselftohisdeskwithadevotionthatwasexemplaryratherthannecessary;

forLaphammadenodifficultyaboutthebriefabsenceswhichheasked,andsetnotermtotheapprenticeshipthatCoreywasservingintheofficebeforesettingoffuponthatmissiontoSouthAmericaintheearlywinter,forwhichnodatehadyetbeenfixed。

Thesummerwasadullseasonforthepaintaswellasforeverythingelse。Tillthingsshouldbriskup,asLaphamsaid,inthefall,hewaslettingthenewhousetakeagreatdealofhistime。AEstheticideashadneverbeenintelligiblypresentedtohimbefore,andhefoundadelightinapprehendingthemthatwasverygratefultohisimaginativearchitect。Atthebeginning,thearchitecthadforebodedaseriesofmortifyingdefeatsanddisastrousvictoriesinhisencounterswithhisclient;buthehadneverhadaclientwhocouldbemorereasonablyledonfromoneoutlaytoanother。

ItappearedthatLaphamrequiredbuttounderstandorfeelthebeautifuleffectintended,andhewasreadytopayforit。Hisbull—headedpridewasconcernedinathingwhichthearchitectmadehimsee,andthenhebelievedthathehadseenithimself,perhapsconceivedit。

Insomemeasurethearchitectseemedtosharehisdelusion,andfreelysaidthatLaphamwasverysuggestive。

Togethertheyblockedoutwindowshere,andbrickedthemupthere;theychangeddoorsandpassages;pulleddowncornicesandreplacedthemwithothersofdifferentdesign;

experimentedwithcostlydevicesofdecoration,andwenttoextravagantlengthsinnoveltiesoffinish。

Mrs。Lapham,beginningwithawoman’sadventurousnessintheunknownregion,tookfrightattherecklessoutlayatlast,andrefusedtoletherhusbandpassacertainlimit。

Hetriedtomakeherbelievethatafar—seeingeconomydictatedtheexpense;andthatifheputthemoneyintothehouse,hecouldgetitoutanytimebysellingit。

Shewouldnotbepersuaded。

"Idon’twantyoushouldsellit。Andyou’veputmoremoneyintoitnowthanyou’llevergetoutagain,unlessyoucanfindasbigagoosetobuyit,andthatisn’tlikely。

No,sir!Youjuststopatahundredthousand,anddon’tyoulethimgetyouacentbeyond。Why,you’reperfectlybewitchedwiththatfellow!You’velostyourhead,SilasLapham,andifyoudon’tlookoutyou’llloseyourmoneytoo。"

TheColonellaughed;helikedhertotalkthatway,andpromisedhewouldholdupawhile。

"Butthere’snocalltofeelanxious,Pert。It’sonlyaquestionwhattodowiththemoney。Icanreinvestit;

butIneverhadsomuchofittospendbefore。"

"Spendit,then,"saidhiswife;"don’tthrowitaway!

Andhowcameyoutohavesomuchmoremoneythanyouknowwhattodowith,SilasLapham?"sheadded。

"Oh,I’vemadeaverygoodthinginstockslately。"

"Instocks?Whendidyoutakeupgamblingforaliving?"

"Gambling?Stuff!Whatgambling?Whosaiditwasgambling?"

"Youhave;manyatime。"

"Ohyes,buyingandsellingonamargin。Butthiswasabonafidetransaction。Iboughtatforty—threeforaninvestment,andIsoldatahundredandseven;

andthemoneypassedbothtimes。"

"Well,youbetterletstocksalone,"saidhiswife,withtheconservatismofhersex。"Nexttimeyou’llbuyatahundredandsevenandsellatfortythree。

Thenwhere’llyoube?"

"Left,"admittedtheColonel。

"Youbettersticktopaintawhileyet。"TheColonelenjoyedthistoo,andlaughedagainwiththeeaseofamanwhoknowswhatheisabout。AfewdaysafterthathecamedowntoNantasketwiththeradiantairwhichheworewhenhehaddoneagoodthinginbusinessandwantedhiswife’ssympathy。Hedidnotsayanythingofwhathadhappenedtillhewasalonewithherintheirownroom;

buthewasverygaythewholeevening,andmadeseveraljokeswhichPenelopesaidnothingbutverygreatprosperitycouldexcuse:theyallunderstoodthesemoodsofhis。

"Well,whatisit,Silas?"askedhiswifewhenthetimecame。

"Anymorebig—bugswantingtogointothemineralpaintbusinesswithyou?"

"Somethingbetterthanthat。"

"Icouldthinkofagoodmanybetterthings,"saidhiswife,withasighoflatentbitterness。"What’sthisone?"

"I’vehadavisitor。"

"Who?"

"Can’tyouguess?"

"Idon’twanttotry。Whowasit?"

"Rogers。"

Mrs。Laphamsatdownwithherhandsinherlap,andstaredatthesmileonherhusband’sface,wherehesatfacingher。

"Iguessyouwouldn’twanttojokeonthatsubject,Si,"

shesaid,alittlehoarsely,"andyouwouldn’tgrinaboutitunlessyouhadsomegoodnews。Idon’tknowwhatthemiracleis,butifyoucouldtellquick————"

Shestoppedlikeonewhocansaynomore。

"Iwill,Persis,"saidherhusband,andwiththatawedtoneinwhichherarelyspokeofanythingbutthevirtuesofhispaint。"Hecametoborrowmoneyofme,andI

lenthimit。That’stheshortofit。Thelong————"

"Goon,"saidhiswife,withgentlepatience。

"Well,Pert,IwasneversomuchastonishedinmylifeasIwastoseethatmancomeintomyoffice。

Youmighthaveknockedmedownwith——Idon’tknowwhat。"

"Idon’twonder。Goon!"

"AndhewasasmuchembarrassedasIwas。Therewestood,gapingateachother,andIhadn’thardlysenseenoughtoaskhimtotakeachair。Idon’tknowjusthowwegotatit。AndIdon’trememberjusthowitwasthathesaidhecametocometome。Buthehadgotholdofapatentrightthathewantedtogointoonalargescale,andtherehewaswantingmetosupplyhimthefunds。"

"Goon!"saidMrs。Lapham,withhervoicefurtherinherthroat。

"IneverfeltthewayyoudidaboutRogers,butIknowhowyoualwaysdidfeel,andIguessIsurprisedhimwithmyanswer。

Hehadbroughtalongalotofstockassecurity————"

"Youdidn’ttakeit,Silas!"hiswifeflashedout。

"Yes,Idid,though,"saidLapham。"Youwait。Wesettledourbusiness,andthenwewentintotheoldthing,fromtheverystart。Andwetalkeditallover。

Andwhenwegotthroughweshookhands。Well,Idon’tknowwhenit’sdonemesomuchgoodtoshakehandswithanybody。"

"Andyoutoldhim——youowneduptohimthatyouwereinthewrong,Silas?"

"No,Ididn’t,"returnedtheColonelpromptly;"forI

wasn’t。Andbeforewegotthrough,IguesshesawitthesameasIdid。"

"Oh,nomatter!soyouhadthechancetoshowhowyoufelt。"

"ButIneverfeltthatway,"persistedtheColonel。

"I’velenthimthemoney,andI’vekepthisstocks。

Andhegotwhathewantedoutofme。"

"Givehimbackhisstocks!"

"No,Ishan’t。Rogerscametoborrow。Hedidn’tcometobeg。Youneedn’tbetroubledabouthisstocks。

They’regoingtocomeupintime;butjustnowthey’resolowdownthatnobankwouldtakethemassecurity,andI’vegottoholdthemtilltheydorise。Ihopeyou’resatisfiednow,Persis,"saidherhusband;andhelookedatherwiththewillingnesstoreceivetherewardofagoodactionwhichweallfeelwhenwehaveperformedone。

"Ilenthimthemoneyyoukeptmefromspendingonthehouse。"

"Truly,Si?Well,I’msatisfied,"saidMrs。Lapham,withadeeptremulousbreath。"TheLordhasbeengoodtoyou,Silas,"shecontinuedsolemnly。"Youmaylaughifyouchoose,andIdon’tknowasIbelieveinhisinterferingagreatdeal;butIbelievehe’sinterferedthistime;andItellyou,Silas,itain’talwayshegivespeopleachancetomakeituptoothersinthislife。

I’vebeenafraidyou’ddie,Silas,beforeyougotthechance;

buthe’sletyoulivetomakeituptoRogers。"

"I’mgladtobeletlive,"saidLaphamstubbornly,"butIhadn’tanythingtomakeuptoMiltonK。Rogers。

AndifGodhasletmeliveforthat————"

"Oh,saywhatyouplease,Si!Saywhatyouplease,nowyou’vedoneit!Ishan’tstopyou。You’vetakentheonespot——theoneSPECK——offyouthatwaseverthere,andI’msatisfied。"

"Therewa’n’teveranyspeckthere,"Laphamheldout,lapsingmoreandmoreintohisvernacular;"andwhatI

doneIdoneforyou,Persis。"

"AndIthankyouforyourownsoul’ssake,Silas。"

"Iguessmysoul’sallright,"saidLapham。

"AndIwantyoushouldpromisemeonethingmore。"

"Thoughtyousaidyouweresatisfied?"

"Iam。ButIwantyoushouldpromisemethis:thatyouwon’tletanythingtemptyou——anything!——toevertroubleRogersforthatmoneyyoulenthim。Nomatterwhathappens——nomatterifyouloseitall。Doyoupromise?"

"Why,Idon’teverEXPECTtopresshimforit。

That’swhatIsaidtomyselfwhenIlentit。AndofcourseI’mgladtohavethatoldtroublehealedup。Idon’tTHINK

IeverdidRogersanywrong,andIneverdidthinkso;

butifIDIDdoit——IFIdid——I’mwillingtocallitsquare,ifIneverseeacentofmymoneybackagain。"

"Well,that’sall,"saidhiswife。

Theydidnotcelebratehisreconciliationwithhisoldenemy——forsuchtheyhadalwaysfelthimtobesinceheceasedtobeanally——byanyshowofjoyoraffection。

Itwasnotintheirtradition,asstoicalforthewomanasfortheman,thattheyshouldkissorembraceeachotheratsuchamoment。Shewascontenttohavetoldhimthathehaddonehisduty,andhewascontentwithhersayingthat。ButbeforeshesleptshefoundwordstoaddthatshealwaysfearedtheselfishparthehadactedtowardRogershadweakenedhim,andlefthimlessabletoovercomeanytemptationthatmightbesethim;

andthatwasonereasonwhyshecouldneverbeeasyaboutit。

Nowsheshouldneverfearforhimagain。

Thistimehedidnotexplicitlydenyherforgivingimpeachment。

"Well,it’sallpastandgonenow,anyway;andIdon’twantyoushouldthinkanythingmoreaboutit。"

Hewasmanenoughtotakeadvantageofthehighfavourinwhichhestoodwhenhewentuptotown,andtoabuseitbybringingCoreydowntosupper。Hiswifecouldnothelpcondoningthesinofdisobedienceinhimatsuchatime。

PenelopesaidthatbetweentheadmirationshefeltfortheColonel’sboldnessandhermother’sforbearance,shewashardlyinastatetoentertaincompanythatevening;

butshedidwhatshecould。

Irenelikedbeingtalkedtobetterthantalking,andwhenhersisterwasbyshewasalways,tacitlyorexplicitly,referringtoherforconfirmationofwhatshesaid。

Shewascontenttositandlookprettyasshelookedattheyoungmanandlistenedtohersister’sdrolling。

ShelaughedandkeptglancingatCoreytomakesurethathewasunderstandingher。Whentheywentoutontheverandatoseethemoononthewater,PenelopeledthewayandIrenefollowed。

Theydidnotlookatthemoonlightlong。Theyoungmanperchedontherailoftheveranda,andIrenetookoneofthered—paintedrocking—chairswhereshecouldconvenientlylookathimandathersister,whosatleaningforwardlazilyandrunningon,asthephraseis。

Thatlow,crooningnoteofherswasdelicious;herface,glimpsednowandtheninthemoonlightassheturneditorlifteditalittle,hadafascinationwhichkepthiseye。

Hertalkwasveryunliterary,anditseffectseemedhardlyconscious。Shewasfarfromepigraminherfunning。

Shetoldofthistrifleandthat;shesketchedthecharactersandlooksofpeoplewhohadinterestedher,andnothingseemedtohaveescapedhernotice;shemimickedalittle,butnotmuch;shesuggested,andthentheaffairrepresenteditselfasifwithoutheragency。

Shedidnotlaugh;whenCoreystoppedshemadeasoftcluckinherthroat,asifshelikedhisbeingamused,andwentonagain。

TheColonel,leftalonewithhiswifeforthefirsttimesincehehadcomefromtown,madehastetotaketheword。

"Well,Pert,I’vearrangedthewholethingwithRogers,andIhopeyou’llbesatisfiedtoknowthatheowesmetwentythousanddollars,andthatI’vegotsecurityfromhimtotheamountofafourthofthat,ifIwastoforcehisstockstoasale。"

"Howcamehetocomedownwithyou?"askedMrs。Lapham。

"Who?Rogers?"

"Mr。Corey。"

"Corey?Oh!"saidLapham,affectingnottohavethoughtshecouldmeanCorey。"Heproposedit。"

"Likely!"jeeredhiswife,butwithperfectamiability。

"It’sso,"protestedtheColonel。"WegottalkingaboutamatterjustbeforeIleft,andhewalkeddowntotheboatwithme;andthenhesaidifIdidn’tmindheguessedhe’dcomealongdownandgobackonthereturnboat。

OfcourseIcouldn’tlethimdothat。"

"It’swellforyouyoucouldn’t。"

"AndIcouldn’tdolessthanbringhimheretotea。"

"Oh,certainlynot。"

"Butheain’tgoingtostaythenight——unless,"

falteredLapham,"youwanthimto。"

"Oh,ofcourse,Iwanthimto!Iguesshe’llstay,probably。"

"Well,youknowhowcrowdedthatlastboatalwaysis,andhecan’tgetanyothernow。"

Mrs。Laphamlaughedatthesimplewile。"Ihopeyou’llbejustaswellsatisfied,Si,ifitturnsouthedoesn’twantIreneafterall。"

"Pshaw,Persis!Whatareyoualwaysbringingthatupfor?"

pleadedtheColonel。Thenhefellsilent,andpresentlyhisrude,strongfacewascloudedwithanunconsciousfrown。

"There!"criedhiswife,startlinghimfromhisabstraction。

"Iseehowyou’dfeel;andIhopethatyou’llrememberwhoyou’vegottoblame。"

"I’llriskit,"saidLapham,withtheconfidenceofamanusedtosuccess。

FromtheverandathesoundofPenelope’slazytonecamethroughtheclosedwindows,withjoyouslaughterfromIreneandpealsfromCorey。

"Listentothat!"saidherfatherwithin,swellingupwithinexpressiblesatisfaction。"Thatgirlcantalkfortwenty,rightstraightalong。She’sbetterthanacircusanyday。

Iwonderwhatshe’suptonow。"

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