投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Penelopetooktheword。"Igoinforit。Idon’tseeanyuseinnotenjoyingmoney,ifyou’vegotittoenjoy。

That’swhatit’sfor,Isuppose;thoughyoumightn’talwaysthinkso。"Shehadaslow,quaintwayoftalking,thatseemedapleasantpersonalmodificationofsomeancestralYankeedrawl,andhervoicewaslowandcozy,andsofarfrombeingnasalthatitwasalittlehoarse。

"Iguesstheayeshasit,Pen,"saidherfather。

"HowwoulditdotoletIreneandyourmotherstickintheoldplacehere,andusgointothenewhouse?"

AttimestheColonel’sgrammarfailedhim。

Thematterdropped,andtheLaphamslivedonasbefore,withjokingrecurrencestothehouseonthewatersideofBeacon。TheColonelseemedlessinearnestthananyofthemaboutit;butthatwashisway,hisgirlssaid;

younevercouldtellwhenhereallymeantathing。

III。

TOWARDtheendofthewintertherecameanewspaper,addressedtoMissIreneLapham;itprovedtobeaTexasnewspaper,withacomplimentaryaccountoftheranchoftheHon。LoringG。Stanton,whichtherepresentativeofthejournalhadvisited。

"Itmustbehisfriend,"saidMrs。Lapham,towhomherdaughterbroughtthepaper;"theonehe’sstayingwith。"

Thegirldidnotsayanything,butshecarriedthepapertoherroom,whereshescannedeverylineofitforanothername。Shedidnotfindit,butshecutthenoticeoutandstuckitintothesideofhermirror,whereshecouldreaditeverymorningwhenshebrushedherhair,andthelastthingatnightwhenshelookedatherselfintheglassjustbeforeturningoffthegas。

Hersisteroftenreaditaloud,standingbehindherandrenderingitwithelocutionaryeffects。

"ThefirsttimeIeverheardofalove—letterintheformofapufftoacattle—ranch。Butperhapsthat’sthestyleontheHill。"

Mrs。Laphamtoldherhusbandofthearrivalofthepaper,treatingthefactwithanimportancethatherefusedtoseeinit。

"Howdoyouknowthefellowsentit,anyway?"hedemanded。

"Oh,Iknowhedid。"

"Idon’tseewhyhecouldn’twriteto’Rene,ifhereallymeantanything。"

"Well,Iguessthatwouldn’tbetheirway,"saidMrs。Lapham;

shedidnotatallknowwhattheirwaywouldbe。

WhenthespringopenedColonelLaphamshowedthathehadbeeninearnestaboutbuildingontheNewLand。Hisideaofahousewasabrown—stonefront,fourstorieshigh,andaFrenchroofwithanair—chamberabove。Inside,therewastobeareception—roomonthestreetandadining—roomback。Theparloursweretobeonthesecondfloor,andfinishedinblackwalnutorparty—colouredpaint。

Thechambersweretobeonthethreefloorsabove,frontandrear,withside—roomsoverthefrontdoor。

Blackwalnutwastobeusedeverywhereexceptintheattic,whichwastobepaintedandgrainedtolooklikeblackwalnut。Thewholewastobeveryhigh—studded,andthereweretobehandsomecornicesandelaboratecentre—piecesthroughout,except,again,intheattic。

Theseideashehadformedfromtheinspectionofmanynewbuildingswhichhehadseengoingup,andwhichhehadapassionforlookinginto。HewasconfirmedinhisideasbyamasterbuilderwhohadputupagreatmanyhousesontheBackBayasaspeculation,andwhotoldhimthatifhewantedtohaveahouseinthestyle,thatwasthewaytohaveit。

ThebeginningsoftheprocessbywhichLaphamescapedfromthemasterbuilderandendedinthehandsofanarchitectaresoobscurethatitwouldbealmostimpossibletotracethem。Butitallhappened,andLaphampromptlydevelopedhisideasofblackwalnutfinish,highstudding,andcornices。Thearchitectwasabletoconcealtheshudderwhichtheymusthavesentthroughhim。Hewasskilful,asnearlyallarchitectsare,inplayinguponthatsimpleinstrumentMan。HebegantotouchColonelLapham’sstops。

"Oh,certainly,havetheparlourshigh—studded。Butyou’veseensomeofthoseprettyold—fashionedcountry—houses,haven’tyou,wheretheentrance—storyisverylow—studded?"

"Yes,"Laphamassented。

"Well,don’tyouthinksomethingofthatkindwouldhaveaveryniceeffect?Havetheentrance—storylow—studded,andyourparloursonthenextfloorashighasyouplease。

Putyourlittlereception—roomherebesidethedoor,andgetthewholewidthofyourhousefrontageforasquarehall,andaneasylow—treadstaircaserunningupthreesidesofit。

I’msureMrs。Laphamwouldfinditmuchpleasanter。"

Thearchitectcaughttowardhimascrapofpaperlyingonthetableatwhichtheyweresittingandsketchedhisidea。

"Thenhaveyourdining—roombehindthehall,lookingonthewater。"

HeglancedatMrs。Lapham,whosaid,"Ofcourse,"

andthearchitectwenton——

"Thatgetsyouridofoneofthoselong,straight,uglystaircases,"——untilthatmomentLaphamhadthoughtalong,straightstaircasethechiefornamentofahouse,——"andgivesyouaneffectofamplitudeandspace。"

"That’sso!"saidMrs。Lapham。Herhusbandmerelymadeanoiseinhisthroat。

"Then,wereyouthinkingofhavingyourparlourstogether,connectedbyfoldingdoors?"askedthearchitectdeferentially。

"Yes,ofcourse,"saidLapham。"They’realwaysso,ain’tthey?"

"Well,nearly,"saidthearchitect。"Iwaswonderinghowwoulditdotomakeonelargesquareroomatthefront,takingthewholebreadthofthehouse,and,withthishall—spacebetween,haveamusic—roombackfortheyoungladies?"

Laphamlookedhelplesslyathiswife,whosequickerapprehensionhadfollowedthearchitect’spencilwithinstantsympathy。"First—rate!"shecried。

TheColonelgaveway。"Iguessthatwoulddo。

It’llbekindofodd,won’tit?"

"Well,Idon’tknow,"saidthearchitect。"Notsoodd,Ihope,astheotherthingwillbeafewyearsfromnow。"

Hewentontoplantherestofthehouse,andheshowedhimselfsuchamasterinregardtoallthepracticaldetailsthatMrs。Laphambegantofeelamotherlyaffectionfortheyoungman,andherhusbandcouldnotdenyinhisheartthatthefellowseemedtounderstandhisbusiness。

Hestoppedwalkingabouttheroom,ashehadbeguntodowhenthearchitectandMrs。Laphamenteredintotheparticularsofclosets,drainage,kitchenarrangements,andallthat,andcamebacktothetable。"Ipresume,"

hesaid,"you’llhavethedrawing—roomfinishedinblackwalnut?"

"Well,yes,"repliedthearchitect,"ifyoulike。

Butsomelessexpensivewoodcanbemadejustaseffectivewithpaint。Ofcourseyoucanpaintblackwalnuttoo。"

"Paintit?"gaspedtheColonel。

"Yes,"saidthearchitectquietly。"White,oralittleoffwhite。"

Laphamdroppedtheplanhehadpickedupfromthetable。

Hiswifemadealittlemovetowardhimofconsolationorsupport。

"Ofcourse,"resumedthearchitect,Iknowtherehasbeenagreatcrazeforblackwalnut。Butit’sanuglywood;

andforadrawing—roomthereisreallynothinglikewhitepaint。Weshouldwanttointroducealittlegoldhereandthere。Perhapswemightrunapaintedfriezeroundunderthecornice——garlandsofrosesonagoldground;

itwouldtellwonderfullyinawhiteroom。"

TheColonelreturnedlesscourageouslytothecharge。

"Ipresumeyou’llwantEastlakemantel—shelvesandtiles?"

Hemeantthisforasarcasticthrustataprevailingfoibleoftheprofession。

"Well,no,"gentlyansweredthearchitect。"Iwasthinkingperhapsawhitemarblechimney—piece,treatedintherefinedEmpirestyle,wouldbethethingforthatroom。"

"Whitemarble!"exclaimedtheColonel。"Ithoughtthathadgoneoutlongago。"

"Reallybeautifulthingscan’tgoout。Theymaydisappearforalittlewhile,buttheymustcomeback。

It’sonlytheuglythingsthatstayoutafterthey’vehadtheirday。"

Laphamcouldonlyventureverymodestly,"Hard—woodfloors?"

"Inthemusic—room,ofcourse,"consentedthearchitect。

"Andinthedrawing—room?"

"Carpet。Somesortofmoquette,Ishouldsay。ButI

shouldprefertoconsultMrs。Lapham’stasteinthatmatter。"

"Andintheotherrooms?"

"Oh,carpets,ofcourse。"

"Andwhataboutthestairs?"

"Carpet。AndIshouldhavetherailandbanisterswhite——banistersturnedortwisted。"

TheColonelsaidunderhisbreath,"Well,I’mdumned!"

buthegavenoutterancetohisastonishmentinthearchitect’spresence。Whenhewentatlast,——thesessiondidnotendtilleleveno’clock,——Laphamsaid,"Well,Pert,Iguessthatfellow’sfiftyyearsbehind,ortenyearsahead。

IwonderwhattheOngpeerstyleis?"

"Idon’tknow。Ihatedtoask。Butheseemedtounderstandwhathewastalkingabout。Ideclare,heknowswhatawomanwantsinahousebetterthanshedoesherself。"

"Andaman’ssimplynowhereincomparison,"saidLapham。

Butherespectedafellowwhocouldbeathimateverypoint,andhaveareasonready,asthisarchitecthad;

andwhenherecoveredfromthedazeintowhichthecompleteupheavalofallhispreconceivednotionshadlefthim,hewasinafitstatetoswearbythearchitect。

Itseemedtohimthathehaddiscoveredthefellow(ashealwayscalledhim)andownedhimnow,andthefellowdidnothingtodisturbthisimpression。HeenteredintothatbriefbutintenseintimacywiththeLaphamswhichthesympatheticarchitectholdswithhisclients。

Hewasprivytoalltheirdifferencesofopinionandalltheirdisputesaboutthehouse。Heknewjustwheretoinsistuponhisownideas,andwheretoyield。

Hewasreallybuildingseveralotherhouses,buthegavetheLaphamstheimpressionthathewasdoingnonebuttheirs。

Theworkwasnotbeguntillthefrostwasthoroughlyoutoftheground,whichthatyearwasnotbeforetheendofApril。Eventhenitdidnotproceedveryrapidly。

Laphamsaidtheymightaswelltaketheirtimetoit;

iftheygotthewallsupandthethingclosedinbeforethesnowflew,theycouldbeworkingatitallwinter。

Itwasfoundnecessarytodigforthekitchen;atthatpointtheoriginalsalt—marshlaynearthesurface,andbeforetheybegantoputinthepilesforthefoundationtheyhadtopump。Theneighbourhoodsmeltliketheholdofashipafterathreeyears’voyage。PeoplewhohadcasttheirfortuneswiththeNewLandwentbyprofessingnottonoticeit;peoplewhostill"hungontotheHill"

puttheirhandkerchiefstotheirnoses,andtoldeachothertheoldterriblestoriesofthematerialusedinfillinguptheBackBay。

NothinggaveLaphamsomuchsatisfactioninthewholeconstructionofhishouseasthepile—driving。Whenthisbegan,earlyinthesummer,hetookMrs。Laphameverydayinhisbuggyanddroveroundtolookatit;

stoppingthemareinfrontofthelot,andwatchingtheoperationwithevenkeenerinterestthanthelittleloafingIrishboyswhosuperintendeditinforce。

Itpleasedhimtoheartheportableenginechuckleoutahundredthinwhiffsofsteamincarryingthebigironweighttothetopoftheframeworkabovethepile,thenseemtohesitate,andcoughonceortwiceinpressingtheweightagainstthedetachingapparatus。

Therewasamomentinwhichtheweighthadtheeffectofpoisingbeforeitfell;thenitdroppedwithamightywhackontheiron—boundheadofthepile,anddroveitafootintotheearth。

"Bygracious!"hewouldsay,"thereain’tanythinglikethatinTHISworldforBUSINESS,Persis!"

Mrs。Laphamsufferedhimtoenjoythesighttwentyorthirtytimesbeforeshesaid,"Well,nowdriveon,Si。"

Bythetimethefoundationwasinandthebrickwallshadbeguntogoup,thereweresofewpeopleleftintheneighbourhoodthatshemightindulgewithimpunityherhusband’spassionforhavingherclamberoverthefloor—timbersandtheskeletonstair—caseswithhim。ManyofthehouseholdershadboardeduptheirfrontdoorsbeforethebudshadbeguntoswellandtheassessortoappearinearlyMay;

othershadfollowedsoon;andMrs。Laphamwasassafefromremarkasifshehadbeeninthedepthofthecountry。

OrdinarilysheandhergirlslefttownearlyinJuly,goingtooneofthehotelsatNantasket,whereitwasconvenientfortheColoneltogettoandfromhisbusinessbytheboat。Butthissummertheywerealllingeringafewweekslater,underthenovelfascinationofthenewhouse,astheycalledit,asiftherewerenootherintheworld。

LaphamdrovetherewithhiswifeafterhehadsetBartleyHubbarddownattheEventsoffice,butonthisdaysomethinghappenedthatinterferedwiththesolidpleasuretheyusuallytookingoingoverthehouse。

AstheColonelturnedfromcastinganchoratthemare’sheadwiththehitching—weight,afterhelpinghiswifetoalight,heencounteredamantowhomhecouldnothelpspeaking,thoughthemanseemedtosharehishesitationifnothisreluctanceatthenecessity。Hewasatallish,thinman,withadust—colouredface,andadead,clericalair,whichsomehowsuggestedatoncefeeblenessandtenacity。

Mrs。Laphamheldoutherhandtohim。

"Why,Mr。Rogers!"sheexclaimed;andthen,turningtowardherhusband,seemedtoreferthetwomentoeachother。

Theyshookhands,butLaphamdidnotspeak。"Ididn’tknowyouwereinBoston,"pursuedMrs。Lapham。"IsMrs。Rogerswithyou?"

"No,"saidMr。Rogers,withavoicewhichhadtheflat,succinctsoundoftwopiecesofwoodclappedtogether。

"Mrs。RogersisstillinChicago"

Alittlesilencefollowed,andthenMrsLaphamsaid——

"Ipresumeyouarequitesettledoutthere。"

"No;wehaveleftChicago。Mrs。Rogershasmerelyremainedtofinishupalittlepacking。"

"Oh,indeed!AreyoucomingbacktoBoston?"

"Icannotsayasyet。Wesomethinkofsodoing。

Laphamturnedawayandlookedupatthebuilding。

Hiswifepulledalittleatherglove,asifembarrassed,orevenpained。Shetriedtomakeadiversion。

"Wearebuildingahouse,"shesaid,withameaninglesslaugh。

"Oh,indeed,"saidMr。Rogers,lookingupatit。

Thennoonespokeagain,andshesaidhelplessly——

"IfyoucometoBoston,IhopeIshallseeMrs。Rogers。"

"Shewillbehappytohaveyoucall,"saidMrRogers。

Hetouchedhishat—brim,andmadeabowforwardratherthaninMrs。Lapham’sdirection。

Shemountedtheplankingthatledintotheshelterofthebarebrickwalls,andherhusbandslowlyfollowed。

Whensheturnedherfacetowardhimhercheekswereburning,andtearsthatlookedhotstoodinhereyes。

"Youleftitalltome!"shecried。"Whycouldn’tyouspeakaword?"

"Ihadn’tanythingtosaytohim,"repliedLaphamsullenly。

Theystoodawhile,withoutlookingattheworkwhichtheyhadcometoenjoy,andwithoutspeakingtoeachother。

"Isupposewemightaswellgoon,"saidMrs。Laphamatlast,astheyreturnedtothebuggy。TheColoneldroverecklesslytowardtheMilldam。Hiswifekeptherveildownandherfaceturnedfromhim。Afteratimesheputherhandkerchiefupunderherveilandwipedhereyes,andhesethisteethandsquaredhisjaw。

"Idon’tseehowhealwaysmanagestoappearjustatthemomentwhenheseemstohavegonefairlyoutofourlives,andblighteverything,"shewhimpered。

"Isupposedhewasdead,"saidLapham。

"Oh,don’tSAYsuchathing!Itsoundsasifyouwishedit。"

"Whydoyoumindit?Whatdoyoulethimblighteverythingfor?"

"Ican’thelpit,andIdon’tbelieveIevershall。

Idon’tknowashisbeingdeadwouldhelpitany。

Ican’teverseehimwithoutfeelingjustasIdidatfirst。"

"Itellyou,"saidLapham,"itwasaperfectlysquarething。

AndIwish,onceforall,youwouldquitbotheringaboutit。

Myconscienceiseasyasfarasheisconcerned,anditalwayswas。"

"AndIcan’tlookathimwithoutfeelingasifyou’druinedhim,Silas。"

"Don’tlookathim,then,"saidherhusband,withascowl。

"Iwantyoushouldrecollectinthefirstplace,Persis,thatIneverwantedapartner。"

"Ifhehadn’tputhismoneyinwhenhedid,you’d’a’

brokendown。"

"Well,hegothismoneyoutagain,andmore,too,"

saidtheColonel,withasulkyweariness。

"Hedidn’twanttotakeitout。"

"Igavehimhischoice:buyoutorgoout。"

"Youknowhecouldn’tbuyoutthen。Itwasnochoiceatall。"

"Itwasabusinesschance。"

"No;youhadbetterfacethetruth,Silas。Itwasnochanceatall。Youcrowdedhimout。Amanthathadsavedyou!No,youhadgotgreedy,Silas。Youhadmadeyourpaintyourgod,andyoucouldn’tbeartoletanybodyelseshareinitsblessings。"

"Itellyouhewasadragandabrakeonmefromthewordgo。

Yousayhesavedme。Well,ifIhadn’tgothimouthe’d’a’ruinedmesoonerorlater。Soit’saneventhing,asfarforthasthatgoes。"

"No,itain’taneventhing,andyouknowit,Silas。Oh,ifI

couldonlygetyouoncetoacknowledgethatyoudidwrongaboutit,thenIshouldhavesomehope。Idon’tsayyoumeantwrongexactly,butyoutookanadvantage。

Yes,youtookanadvantage!Youhadhimwherehecouldn’thelphimself,andthenyouwouldn’tshowhimanymercy。"

"I’msickofthis,"saidLapham。"Ifyou’ll’tendtothehouse,I’llmanagemybusinesswithoutyourhelp。"

"Youwereverygladofmyhelponce。"

"Well,I’mtiredofitnow。Don’tmeddle。"

"IWILLmeddle。WhenIseeyouhardeningyourselfinawrongthing,it’stimeformetomeddle,asyoucallit,andIwill。Ican’tevergetyoutoownuptheleastbitaboutRogers,andIfeelasifitwashurtingyouallthewhile。"

"WhatdoyouwantIshouldownupaboutathingforwhenI

don’tfeelwrong?ItellyouRogershain’tgotanythingtocomplainof,andthat’swhatItoldyoufromthestart。

It’sathingthat’sdoneeveryday。Iwasloadedupwithapartnerthatdidn’tknowanything,andcouldn’tdoanything,andIunloaded;that’sall。"

"Youunloadedjustatthetimewhenyouknewthatyourpaintwasgoingtobeworthabouttwicewhatiteverhadbeen;

andyouwantedalltheadvantageforyourself。"

"Ihadarighttoit。Imadethesuccess。"

"Yes,youmadeitwithRogers’smoney;andwhenyou’dmadeityoutookhisshareofit。Iguessyouthoughtofthatwhenyousawhim,andthat’swhyyoucouldn’tlookhimintheface。"

AtthesewordsLaphamlosthistemper。

"Iguessyoudon’twanttoridewithmeanymoreto—day,"

hesaid,turningthemareabruptlyround。

"I’masreadytogobackaswhatyouare,"repliedhiswife。

"Anddon’tyouaskmetogotothathousewithyouanymore。

Youcansellit,forallme。Isha’n’tliveinit。

There’sbloodonit。"

IV。

THEsilkentextureofthemarriagetiebearsadailystrainofwrongandinsulttowhichnootherhumanrelationcanbesubjectedwithoutlesion;andsometimesthestrengththatknitssocietytogethermightappeartotheeyeoffalteringfaiththecurseofthoseimmediatelyboundbyit。

Twopeoplebynomeansrecklessofeachother’srightsandfeelings,buteventenderofthemforthemostpart,maytearateachother’sheart—stringsinthissacredbondwithperfectimpunity;thoughiftheywereanyothertwotheywouldnotspeakorlookateachotheragainaftertheoutragestheyexchange。Itiscertainlyacuriousspectacle,anddoubtlessitoughttoconvinceanobserverofthedivinityoftheinstitution。

Ifthehusbandandwifeareblunt,outspokenpeopleliketheLaphams,theydonotweightheirwords;

iftheyaremorerefined,theyweighthemverycarefully,andknowaccuratelyjusthowfartheywillcarry,andinwhatmostsensitivespottheymaybeplantedwithmosteffect。

Laphamwasproudofhiswife,andwhenhemarriedherithadbeenariseinlifeforhim。Forawhilehestoodinaweofhisgoodfortune,butthiscouldnotlast,andhesimplyremainedsupremelysatisfiedwithit。

Thegirlwhohadtaughtschoolwithaclearheadandastronghandwasnotafraidofwork;sheencouragedandhelpedhimfromthefirst,andboreherfullshareofthecommonburden。

Shehadhealth,andshedidnotworryhislifeoutwithpeevishcomplaintsandvagaries;shehadsenseandprinciple,andintheirsimplelotshedidwhatwaswiseandright。

Theirmarriagewashallowedbyanearlysorrow:theylosttheirboy,anditwasyearsbeforetheycouldlookeachotherinthefaceandspeakofhim。NoonegaveupmorethantheywhentheygaveupeachotherandLaphamwenttothewar。Whenhecamebackandbegantowork,herzealandcourageformedthespringofhisenterprise。

Inthataffairofthepartnershipshehadtriedtobehisconscience,butperhapsshewouldhavedefendedhimifhehadaccusedhimself;itwasoneofthosethingsinthislifewhichseemdestinedtoawaitjustice,oratleastjudgment,inthenext。Ashesaid,Laphamhaddealtfairlybyhispartnerinmoney;hehadletRogerstakemoremoneyoutofthebusinessthanheputintoit;

hehad,ashesaid,simplyforcedoutofitatimidandinefficientparticipantinadvantageswhichhehadcreated。ButLaphamhadnotcreatedthemall。

Hehadbeendependentatonetimeonhispartner’scapital。

Itwasamomentofterribletrial。Happyisthemanforeverafterwhocanchoosetheideal,theunselfishpartinsuchanexigency!Laphamcouldnotrisetoit。

Hedidwhathecouldmaintaintobeperfectlyfair。

Thewrong,ifany,seemedtobecondonedtohim,exceptwhenfromtimetotimehiswifebroughtitup。

Thenallthequestionstungandburnedanew,andhadtobereasonedoutandputawayoncemore。Itseemedtohaveaninextinguishablevitality。Itslept,butitdidnotdie。

HiscoursedidnotshakeMrs。Lapham’sfaithinhim。

Itastonishedheratfirst,anditalwaysgrievedherthathecouldnotseethathewasactingsolelyinhisowninterest。Butshefoundexcusesforhim,whichattimesshemadereproaches。Shevaguelyperceivedthathispaintwassomethingmorethanbusinesstohim;

itwasasentiment,almostapassion。Hecouldnotshareitsmanagementanditsprofitwithanotherwithoutameasureofself—sacrificefarbeyondthatwhichhemustmakewithsomethinglesspersonaltohim。Itwasthepoetryofthatnature,otherwisesointenselyprosaic;

andsheunderstoodthis,andforthemostpartforbore。

Sheknewhimgoodandtrueandblamelessinallhislife,exceptforthiswrong,ifitwereawrong;anditwasonlywhenhernervestingledintolerablywithsomechancerenewalofthepainshehadsuffered,thatshesharedheranguishwithhimintruewifelyfashion。

Withthosetwotherewasneveranythinglikeanexplicitreconciliation。Theysimplyignoredaquarrel;

andMrs。Laphamhadonlytosayafewdaysafteratbreakfast,"Iguessthegirlswouldliketogoroundwithyouthisafternoon,andlookatthenewhouse,"

inordertomakeherhusbandgrumbleoutashelookeddownintohiscoffee—cup。"Iguesswebetterallgo,hadn’twe?"

"Well,I’llsee,"shesaid。

TherewasnotreallyagreatdealtolookatwhenLaphamarrivedonthegroundinhisfour—seatedbeach—wagon。

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