投诉 阅读记录

第5章

"Icanquitebelievethat,"heagreed,"butthere’sthisimportantdifference:nomatterhowmuchamanwantstomarryyou,hecan’tLOVEyouasIdo!"

"That’sANOTHERthingtheythink,"sighedHelen。

"I’msorrytobesounoriginal,"snappedLatimer。

"PLEASEdon’t!"pleadedHelen。"Idon’tmeantobeunfeeling。I’mnotunfeeling。I’monlytryingtobefair。IfIdon’tseemtotakeittoheart,it’sbecauseIknowitdoesnogood。Icanseehowmiserableagirlmustbeifsheislovedbyonemanandcan’tmakeuphermindwhetherornotshewantstomarryhim。Butwhenthere’ssomanyshejuststopsworrying;forshecan’tpossiblymarrythemall。"

"ALL!"exclaimedLatimer。"ItisincrediblethatIhaveundervaluedyou,butmayIaskhowmanythereare?"

"Idon’tknow,"sighedHelenmiserably。"Thereseemstobesomethingaboutmethat——"

"Thereis!"interruptedLatimer。"I’venoticedit。Youdon’thavetotellmeaboutit。IknowthattheHelenPagehabitisadamneddifficulthabittobreak!"

Itcannotbesaidthathemadeanyviolentefforttobreakit。Atleast,notonethatwasobvioustoFairHarborortoHelen。

Oneoftheirfavoritedriveswasthroughthepinewoodstothepointonwhichstoodthelighthouse,andononeoftheseexcursionstheyexploredaforgottenwoodroadandcameoutuponacliff。Thecliffoverlookedthesea,andbelowitwasajumbleofrockswithwhichthewavesplayedhideandseek。Onmanyafternoonsandmorningstheyreturnedtothisplace,and,whileLatimerreadtoher,Helenwouldsitwithherbacktoatreeandtosspine—conesintothewater。SometimesthepoetswhoseworkshereadmadelovesocharminglythatLatimerwasmostgratefultothemforrenderingsuchexcellentfirstaidtothewounded,andintohisvoicehewouldthrowallthatfeelingandmusicthatfromjuriesandmassmeetingshaddraggedtearsandcheersandvotes。

Butwhenhisvoicebecamesoappealingthatitnolongerwaspossibleforanywomantoresistit,Helenwouldexclaimexcitedly:"Pleaseexcusemeforinterrupting,butthereisalargespider——"andthespellwasgone。

Onedaysheexclaimed:"Oh!"andLatimerpatientlyloweredthe"OxfordBookofVerse,"andasked:"Whatisit,NOW?"

"I’msosorry,"Helensaid,"butIcan’thelpwatchingthatChapmanboy;he’sonlygotonereefin,andthenexttimehejibshe’llcapsize,andhecan’tswim,andhe’lldrown。Itoldhismotheronlyyesterday——"

"Ihaven’ttheleastinterestintheChapmanboy,"saidLatimer,"orinwhatyoutoldhismother,orwhetherhedrownsornot!I’madrowningmanmyself!"

Helenshookherheadfirmlyandreprovingly。"MengetoverTHAT

kindofdrowning,"shesaid。

"NotTHISkindofmandoesn’t!"saidLatimer。"Anddon’ttellme,"hecriedindignantly,"thatthat’sANOTHERthingtheyallsay。"

"Ifonecouldonlybesure!"sighedHelen。"Ifonecouldonlybesurethatyou——thattherightmanwouldkeeponcaringafteryoumarryhimthewayhesayshecaresbeforeyoumarryhim。Ifyoucouldknowthat,itwouldhelpyoualotinmakingupyourmind。"

"Thereisonlyonewaytofindthatout,"saidLatimer;"thatistomarryhim。Imean,ofcourse,"hecorrectedhastily,"tomarryme。"

Oneday,whenontheirwaytothecliffattheendofthewoodroad,themanwhomakestheNantucketsailorandpeddleshimpassedthroughthevillage;andLatimerboughtthesailormanandcarriedhimtotheirhiding—place。Therehefastenedhimtothelowestlimbofoneoftheancientpine—treesthathelpedtoscreentheirhiding—placefromtheworld。Thelimbreachedoutfreeoftheotherbranches,andthewindcaughtthesailormanfairlyandspunhimlikeadancingdervish。Thenittiredofhim,andwentofftotrytodrowntheChapmanboy,leavingthesailormanmotionlesswithhisarmsoutstretched,balancingineachhandatinyoarandsmilinghappily。

"Hehasafriendlysmile,"saidHelen;"Ithinkhelikesus。"

"Heisonguard,"Latimerexplained。"Iputhimtheretowarnusifanyoneapproaches,andwhenwearenothere,heistofrightenawaytrespassers。Doyouunderstand?"hedemandedofthesailorman。"Yourdutyistoprotectthisbeautifullady。SolongasIloveheryoumustguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence。

Youarealwaysonwatch。Youneversleep。Youareherslave。Shesaysyouhaveafriendlysmile。Shewrongsyou。Itisabeseeching,abject,worshippingsmile。IamsurewhenIlookathermineisequallyidiotic。Infact,weareinmanywaysalike。

Ialsoamherslave。Ialsoamdevotedonlytoherservice。AndI

neversleep,atleastnotsinceImether。"

FromherthroneamongthepineneedlesHelenlookedupatthesailormanandfrowned。

"Itisnotahappysimile,"sheobjected。"Foronething,asailormanhasasweetheartineveryport。"

"Waitandsee,"saidLatimer。

"And,"continuedthegirlwithsomeasperity,"ifthereisanythingonearththatchangesitsmindasoftenasaweather—vane,thatislessCERTAIN,lessCONSTANT——"

"Constant?"Latimerlaughedatherinopenscorn。"Youcomebackhere,"hechallenged,"monthsfromnow,yearsfromnow,whenthewindshavebeatenhim,andthesunblisteredhim,andthesnowfrozenhim,andyouwillfindhimsmilingatyoujustasheisnow,justasconfidently,proudly,joyously,devotedly。Becausethosewhoareyourslaves,thosewholoveYOU,cannotcometoanyharm;onlyifyoudisownthem,onlyifyoudrivethemaway!

Thesailorman,delightedatsuchbeautifullanguage,threwhimselfaboutinadeliriumofjoy。HisarmsspunintheirsocketslikeIndianclubs,hisoarsflashedinthesun,andhiseyesandlipswerefixedinoneblissful,long—drawn—out,unalterablesmile。

Whenthegolden—rodturnedgray,andtheleavesredandyellow,anditwastimeforLatimertoreturntohisworkintheWest,hecametosaygood—by。ButthebestHelencoulddotokeephopealiveinhimwastosaythatshewasgladhecared。Sheaddeditwasveryhelpfultothinkthatamansuchashebelievedyouweresofineaperson,andduringthecomingwintershewouldtrytobelikethefinepersonhebelievedhertobe,butwhich,sheassuredhim,shewasnot。

Thenhetoldheragainshewasthemostwonderfulbeingintheworld,towhichshesaid:"Oh,indeedno!"andthen,asthoughheweregivingheracue,hesaid:"Good—by!"Butshedidnottakeuphiscue,andtheyshookhands。Hewaited,hardlydaringtobreathe。

"Surely,nowthatthepartinghascome,"heassuredhimself,"shewillmakesomesign,shewillgivemeaword,alookthatwillwrite’total’underthehourswehavespenttogether,thatwillhelptocarrymethroughthelongwinter。"

Butheheldherhandsolongandlookedathersohungrilythathereallyforcedhertosay:"Don’tmissyourtrain,"whichkindconsiderationforhiscomfortdidnotdelighthimasitshould。

Nor,indeed,laterdidsheherselfrecalltheremarkwithsatisfaction。

WithLatimeroutofthewaytheothertwohundredandforty—ninesuitorattackedwithrenewedhope。AmongotheradvantagestheyhadoverLatimerwasthattheywereontheground。TheysawHelendaily,atdinners,dances,atthecountryclubs,inherowndrawing—room。LikeanysailorfromtheCharlestownNavyYardandhissweetheart,theycouldwalkbesideherintheparkandthrowpeanutstothepigeons,andscratchdatesandinitialsonthegreenbenches;theycouldwalkwithheruponesideofCommonwealthAvenueanddownthesouthbankoftheCharles,whenthesunwasgildingthedomeoftheStateHouse,whenthebridgeswerebeginningtodeckthemselveswithnecklacesoflights。Theyhadknownhersincetheyworeknickerbockers;andtheysharedmanyinterestsandfriendsincommon;theytalkedthesamelanguage。Latimercouldtalktoheronlyinletters,forwithherhesharednofriendsorinterests,andhewasforcedtochoosebetweentellingherofhislawsuitsandhiseffortsinpoliticsorofhislove。Towritetoherofhisaffairsseemedwastefulandimpertinent,andofhisloveforher,aftershehadreceivedwhathetoldofitinsilence,hewastooproudtospeak。Sohewrotebutseldom,andthenonlytosay:"YouknowwhatIsendyou。"Hadheknownit,hisbestletterswerethosehedidnotsend。WheninthemorningmailHelenfoundhisfamiliarhandwriting,thatseemedtostandoutlikethefaceofafriendinacrowd,shewouldpounceupontheletter,readit,and,assuredofhislove,wouldgoonherwayrejoicing。Butwheninthemorningtherewasnoletter,shewonderedwhy,andalldayshewonderedwhy。Andthenextmorningwhenagainshewasdisappointed,herthoughtsofLatimerandherdoubtsandspeculationsconcerninghimshutouteveryotherinterest。Hebecameaperplexing,insistentproblem。Hewasneveroutofhermind。Andthenhewouldspoilitallbywritingherthathelovedherandthatofallthewomenintheworldshewastheonlyone。

And,reassureduponthatpoint,Helenhappilyandpromptlywouldforgetallabouthim。

Butwhensherememberedhim,althoughmonthshadpassedsinceshehadseenhim,sherememberedhimmuchmoredistinctly,muchmoregratefully,thanthatoneofthetwohundredandfiftywithwhomshehadwalkedthatsameafternoon。Latimercouldnotknowit,butofthatanxiousmultitudehewasfirst,andtherewasnosecond。AtleastHelenhoped,whenshewasreadytomarry,shewouldloveLatimerenoughtowanttomarryhim。Butasyetsheassuredherselfshedidnotwanttomarryanyone。Asshewas,lifewasverysatisfactory。Everybodylovedher,everybodyinvitedhertobeofhisparty,orinvitedhimselftojoinhers,andtheobjectofeachseemedtobetoseethatsheenjoyedeveryhourofeveryday。Hernaturewassuchthattomakeherhappywasnotdifficult。SomeofherdevoteescoulddoitbygivingheradanceandlettingherinvitehalfofBoston,andherkidbrothercoulddoitbytakinghertoCambridgetowatchtheteamatpractice。

Shethoughtshewashappybecauseshewasfree。Asamatteroffact,shewashappybecauseshelovedsomeoneandthatparticularsomeonelovedher。Herbeing"free"wasonlyhermistakenwayofputtingit。HadshethoughtshehadlostLatimerandhislove,shewouldhavediscoveredthat,sofarfrombeingfree,shewasboundhandandfootandheartandsoul。

Butshedidnotknowthat,andLatimerdidnotknowthat。

Meanwhile,fromthebranchofthetreeinthesheltered,secrethiding—placethatoverlookedtheocean,thesailormankeptwatch。

Thesunhadblisteredhim,thestormshadbuffetedhim,thesnowhadfrozenuponhisshoulders。Buthisloyaltyneverrelaxed。Hespuntothenorth,hespuntothesouth,andsorapidlydidhescanthesurroundinglandscapethatnoonecouldhopetocreepuponhimunawares。Nor,indeed,didanyoneattempttodoso。

Onceafoxstoleintothesecrethiding—place,butthesailormanflappedhisoarsandfrightenedhimaway。Hewasalwaystriumphant。Tobirds,tosquirrels,totrespassingrabbitshewasathingofterror。Once,whentheairwasstill,animpertinentcrowperchedontheverylimbonwhichhestood,andwithscornful,disapprovingeyessurveyedhiswhitetrousers,hisbluereefer,hisredcheeks。Butwhenthewindsuddenlydrovepastthemthesailormansprangintoactionandthecrowscreamedinalarmanddartedaway。So,aloneandwithnoonetocometohisrelief,thesailormanstoodhiswatch。Abouthimthebranchesbentwiththesnow,theiciclesfrozehimintoimmobility,andinthetree—topsstrangegroaningsfilledhimwithalarms。Butundaunted,monthaftermonth,alertandsmiling,hewaitedthereturnofthebeautifulladyandofthetallyoungmanwhohaddevouredherwithsuchbeseeching,unhappyeyes。

LatimerfoundthattoloveawomanlikeHelenPageashelovedherwasthebestthingthatcouldcomeintohislife。Buttositdownandlamentoverthefactthatshedidnotlovehimdidnot,tousehisfavoriteexpression,"tendtowardefficiency。"Heremovedfromhissightthethreepicturesofherhehadcutfromillustratedpapers,andceasedtowritetoher。

Inhislastletterhesaid:"Ihavetoldyouhowitis,andthatishowitisalwaysgoingtobe。Thereneverhasbeen,therenevercanbeanyonebutyou。Butmyloveistooprecious,toosacredtobebroughtouteveryweekinaletteranddangledbeforeyoureyeslikeanadvertisementofamotor—car。Itistoowonderfulathingtobecheapened,tobesubjectedtoslightsandsilence。Ifeveryoushouldwantit,itisyours。Itisherewaiting。Butyoumusttellmeso。Ihavedoneeverythingamancandotomakeyouunderstand。Butyoudonotwantmeormylove。

Andmylovesaystome:’Don’tsendmethereagaintohavethedoorshutinmyface。Keepmewithyoutobeyourinspiration,tohelpyoutoliveworthily。’Andsoitshallbe。"

WhenHelenreadthatlettershedidnotknowwhattodo。Shedidnotknowhowtoanswerit。Herfirstimpressionwasthatsuddenlyshehadgrownveryold,andthatsomeonehadturnedoffthesun,andthatinconsequencetheworldhadnaturallygrowncoldanddark。Shecouldnotseewhythetwohundredandforty—nineexpectedhertokeepondoingexactlythesamethingsshehadbeendoingwithdelightforsixmonths,andindeedforthelastsixyears。Whycouldtheynotseethatnolongerwasthereanypleasureinthem?ShewouldhavewrittenandtoldLatimerthatshefoundshelovedhimverydearlyifinhermindtherehadnotarisenafearfuldoubt。Supposehisletterwasnotquitehonest?

Hesaidthathewouldalwaysloveher,buthowcouldshenowknowthat?Whymightnotthisletterbeonlyhiswayofwithdrawingfromapositionwhichhewishedtoabandon,fromwhich,perhaps,hewasevengladtoescape?Werethistrue,andshewroteandsaidallthosethingsthatwereinherheart,thatnowsheknewweretrue,mightshenotholdhimtoheragainsthiswill?Thelovethatoncehehadforhermightnolongerexist,andif,inherturn,shetoldhimshelovedhimandhadalwayslovedhim,mighthenotinsomemistakenspiritofchivalryfeelitwashisdutytopretendtocare?Hercheeksburnedatthethought。Itwasintolerable。Shecouldnotwritethatletter。Andasdaysucceededday,todosobecamemoredifficult。Andsosheneverwroteandwasveryunhappy。AndLatimerwasveryunhappy。Buthehadhiswork,andHelenhadnone,andforherlifebecameagameofputtinglittlethingstogether,likeapicturepuzzle,anhourhereandanhourthere,tomakeupeachday。Itwasadrearygame。

Fromtimetotimesheheardofhimthroughthenewspapers。For,inhisownState,hewasan"Insurgent"makingafight,theoutcomeofwhichwasexpectedtoshowwhatmightfollowthroughouttheentireWest。Whenhewonhisfightmuchmorewaswrittenabouthim,andhebecameanationalfigure。InhisownStatethepeoplehailedhimasthenextgovernor,promisedhimaseatintheSenate。ToHelenthisseemedtotakehimfurtheroutofherlife。Shewonderedifnowsheheldaplaceeveninhisthoughts。

AtFairHarborthetwohundredandforty—nineusedtojokewithheraboutherpolitician。ThentheyconsideredLatimerofimportanceonlybecauseHelenlikedhim。Nowtheydiscussedhimimpersonallyandoverherhead,asthoughshewerenotpresent,asapower,aninfluence,astheleaderandexponentofanewidea。Theyseemedtothinkshenolongercouldpretendtoanypeculiarclaimuponhim,thatnowhebelongedtoallofthem。

Oldermenwouldsaytoher:"IhearyouknowLatimer?Whatsortofamanishe?"

Helenwouldnotknowwhattotellthem。Shecouldnotsayhewasamanwhosatwithhisbacktoapine—tree,readingfromabookofverse,orhaltingtodevourherwithhumble,entreatingeyes。

ShewentSouthforthewinter,thedoctorsdecidingshewasrundownandneededthechange。Andwithanunhappylaughatherownexpensesheagreedintheirdiagnosis。Shewasindifferentastowheretheysenther,forsheknewwherevershewentshemuststillforceherselftogoonputtingonehourontopofanother,untilshehadbuiltuptheinexorableandnecessarytwenty—four。

Whenshereturnedwinterwasdeparting,butreluctantly,andreturningunexpectedlytocovertheworldwithsnow,toeclipsethethinspringsunshinewithcheerlessclouds。Helentookherselfseriouslytotask。Sheassuredherselfitwasweak—mindedtorebel。ThesummerwascomingandFairHarborwithallitsolddelightswasbeforeher。Shecompelledherselftotakeheart,toacceptthefactthat,afterall,theworldisaprettygoodplace,andthattothinkonlyofthepast,toliveonlyonmemoriesandregrets,wasnotonlycowardlyandselfish,but,asLatimerhadalreadydecided,didnottendtowardefficiency。

AmongtheotherrulesofconductthatsheimposeduponherselfwasnottothinkofLatimer。Atleast,notduringthewakinghours。Shouldshe,asitsometimeshappened,dreamofhim——shouldsheimaginetheywereagainseatedamongthepines,ridingacrossthedowns,orracingatfiftymilesanhourthroughcountryroads,withthestonefencesflyingpast,withthewindandthesunintheireyes,andintheirheartshappinessandcontent——thatwouldnotbebreakingherrule。Ifshedreamedofhim,shecouldnotbeheldresponsible。Shecouldonlybegrateful。

Andthen,justasshehadbanishedhimentirelyfromhermind,hecameEast。Notasoncehehadplannedtocome,onlytoseeher,butwithablareoftrumpets,atthecommandofmanycitizens,astheguestofthreecities。Hewastospeakatpublicmeetings,toconferwithpartyleaders,tocarrythewarintotheenemy’scountry。HewasduetospeakinBostonatFaneuilHallonthefirstofMay,andthatsamenighttoleavefortheWest,andthreedaysbeforehiscomingHelenfledfromthecity。HehadspokenhismessagetoPhiladelphia,hehadspokentoNewYork,andforaweekthepapershadspokenonlyofhim。Andforthatweek,fromthesightofhisprintedname,fromsketchesofhimexhortingcheeringmobs,fromsnap—shotsofhimonrearplatformsleaningforwardtograspeagerhands,Helenhadshuthereyes。

AndthatduringthetimehewasactuallyinBostonshemightspareherselffurtherandmoredirectattacksuponherfeelingssheescapedtoFairHarbor,theretoremainuntil,onthefirstofMayatmidnight,heagainwouldpassoutofherlife,maybeforever。Noonesawinhergoinganysignificance。Springhadcome,andinpreparationforthesummerseasonthehouseatFairHarbormustbeopenedandsetinorder,andthepresencethereofsomeoneofthePagefamilywaseasilyexplained。

Shemadethethreehours’runtoFairHarborinhercar,drivingitherself,andasthefamiliarlandfallsfellintoplace,shedoubtedifitwouldnothavebeenwiserhadshestayedaway。ForshefoundthatthememoriesofmorethantwentysummersatFairHarborhadbeenwipedoutbythoseofonesummer,bythoseofoneman。Thenativesgreetedherjoyously:theboatmen,thefishermen,herowngroomsandgardeners,thevillagepostmaster,theoldestinhabitant。Theywelcomedherasthoughtheywerehervassalsandshetheirqueen。ButitwastheonemanshehadexiledfromFairHarborwhoateveryturnwrungherheartandcausedherthroattotighten。Shepassedthecottagewherehehadlodged,andhundredsofyearsseemedtohavegonesincesheusedtowaitforhiminthestreet,blowingnoisilyonherautomobilehorn,callingderisivelytohisopenwindows。WhereversheturnedFairHarborspokeofhim。Thegolf—links;thebathingbeach;theuglycornerinthemainstreetwherehealwaysremindedherthatitwasbettertogoslowfortensecondsthantoremainalongtimedead;theoldhouseonthestonewharfwheretheschoonersmadefast,whichheintendedtoborrowforhishoneymoon;thewoodentroughwheretheyalwaysdrewreintowatertheponies;

thepondintowhichhehadwadedtobringherlilies。

Ontheseconddayofherstayshefoundshewaspassingtheseplacespurposely,thattodososhewasgoingoutofherway。

Theynolongerdistressedher,butgaveherastrangecomfort。

Theywereoldfriends,whohadknownherinthedayswhenshewasrichinhappiness。

Butthesecrethiding—place——theirveryownhiding—place,theopeningamongthepinesthatoverhungthejumbleofrocksandthesea——shecouldnotbringherselftovisit。Andthen,ontheafternoonofthethirddaywhenshewasdrivingalonetowardthelighthouse,herpony,ofhisownaccord,fromforceofhabit,turnedsmartlyintothewoodroad。Andagainfromforceofhabit,beforehereachedthespotthatoverlookedthesea,hecametoafullstop。Therewasnoneedtomakehimfast。Forhours,stretchingovermanysummerdays,hehadstoodunderthosesamebranchespatientlywaiting。

Onfoot,herheartbeatingtremulously,steppingreverently,asoneenterstheaisleofsomedimcathedral,Helenadvancedintothesacredcircle。Andthenshestoodquitestill。Whatshehadexpectedtofindthereshecouldnothavetold,butitwasgone。

Theplacewasunknowntoher。Shesawanopeningamonggloomypines,empty,silent,unreal。Nohauntedhouse,nobarrenmoor,noneglectedgraveyardeverspokemorepoignantly,moremournfully,withsuchutterhopelessness。Therewasnosignofhisorofherformerpresence。Acrosstheopenspacesomethinghadpasseditshand,andithadchanged。Whathadbeenatrysting—place,abower,anest,hadbecomeatomb。Atomb,shefelt,forsomethingthatoncehadbeenbrave,fine,andbeautiful,butwhichnowwasdead。Shehadbutonedesire,toescapefromtheplace,toputitawayfromherforever,torememberit,notasshenowfoundit,butasfirstshehadrememberedit,andasnowshemustalwaysrememberIt。Sheturnedsoftlyontiptoeasonewhohasintrudedonashrine。

Butbeforeshecouldescapetherecamefromtheseaasuddengustofwindthatcaughtherbytheskirtsanddrewherback,thatsetthebranchestossingandsweptthedeadleavesracingaboutherankles。Andatthesameinstantfromjustaboveherheadtherebeatupontheairaviolent,joyoustattoo——asoundthatwasneitheroftheseanorofthewoods,acreaking,swiftlyrepeatedsound,liketheflutterofcagedwings。

Helenturnedinalarmandraisedhereyes——andbeheldthesailorman。

Tossinghisarmsinadeliriouswelcome,waltzinginafrenzyofjoy,callingherbacktohimwithwildbeckonings,shesawhimsmilingdownatherwiththesameradiant,beseeching,worshippingsmile。InHelen’searsLatimer’scommandstothesailormanrangasclearlyasthoughLatimerstoodbeforeherandhadjustspoken。Onlynowtheywerenolongerajest;theywereavow,apromise,anoathofallegiancethatbroughttoherpeace,andpride,andhappiness。

"SolongasIlovethisbeautifullady,"hadbeenhisfoolishwords,"youwillguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence!"

WithonehandHelenPagedraggeddownthebranchonwhichthesailormanstood,withtheothershesnatchedhimfromhispostofduty。Withajoyouslaughthatwasasob,sheclutchedthesailormaninbothherhandsandkissedthebeseeching,worshippingsmile。

Anhourlaterhercar,onitswaytoBoston,passedthroughFairHarboratarateofspeedthatcausedherchauffeurtopraybetweenhischatteringteeththatthefirstpolicemanwouldsavetheirlivesbylandingtheminjail。

Atthewheel,hershouldersthrownforward,hereyessearchingthedarkplacesbeyondthereachoftheleapinghead—lightsHelenPageracedagainsttime,againsttheminionsofthelaw,againstsuddendeath,tobeatthemidnighttrainoutofBoston,toassurethemanshelovedoftheonethingthatcouldmakehislifeworthliving。

Andcloseagainstherheart,buttonedtightbeneathhergreat—coat,thesailormansmiledinthedarkness,hislongwatchover,hissoulatpeace,hisdutywellperformed。

Chapter6。THEMINDREADER

WhenPhilipEndicottwasatHarvard,hewrotestoriesofundergraduatelifesuggestedbythingsthathadhappenedtohimselfandtomenheknew。Underthetitleof"TalesoftheYard"theywerecollectedinbookform,andsoldsurprisinglywell。AfterhewasgraduatedandbecameareporterontheNewYorkRepublic,hewrotemorestories,ineachofwhichareporterwasthehero,andinwhichhisfailureorsuccessingatheringnewssuppliedtheplot。Theseappearedfirstinthemagazines,andlaterinabookunderthetitleof"TalesoftheStreets。"

Theyalsowerewellreceived。

ThencametohimtheliteraryeditoroftheRepublic,andsaid:

"Therearetwokindsofmenwhosucceedinwritingfiction——menofgeniusandreporters。Areportercandescribeathinghehasseeninsuchawaythathecanmakethereaderseeit,too。Amanofgeniuscandescribesomethinghehasneverseen,oranyoneelseforthatmatter,insuchawaythatthereaderwillexclaim:

’Ihavenevercommittedamurder;butifIhad,that’sjustthewayI’dfeelaboutit。’Forinstance,KiplingtellsushowaGreekpirate,chainedtotheoarofatrireme,suffers;howamotherrejoiceswhenherbabycrawlsacrossherbreast。Kiplinghasneverbeenamotherorapirate,butheconvincesyouheknowshoweachofthemfeels。Hecandothatbecauseheisagenius;youcannotdoitbecauseyouarenot。Atcollegeyouwroteonlyofwhatyousawatcollege;andnowthatyouareinthenewspaperbusinessallyourtalesareonlyofnewspaperwork。

Youmerelyreportwhatyousee。So,ifyouaredoomedtowriteonlyofwhatyousee,thenthebestthingforyoutodoistoseeasmanythingsaspossible。Youmustseeallkindsoflife。Youmustprogress。YoumustleaveNewYork,andyouhadbettergotoLondon。"

"ButontheRepublic,"Endicottpointedout,"Igetasalary。AndinLondonIshouldhavetosweepacrossing。"

"Then,"saidtheliteraryeditor,"youcouldwriteastoryaboutamanwhosweptacrossing。"

Itwasnotalonetheliteraryeditor’swordsofwisdomthathaddrivenPhiliptoLondon。HelenCareywasinLondon,visitingthedaughteroftheAmericanAmbassador;and,thoughPhiliphadknownheronlyonewinter,helovedherdearly。Thegreattroublewasthathehadnomoney,andthatshepossessedsomuchofitthat,unlesshecouldshowsomeunusualqualityofmindorcharacter,hisaskinghertomarryhim,fromhisownpointofviewatleast,wasquiteimpossible。Ofcourse,heknewthatnoonecouldloveherashedid,thatnoonesotrulywishedforherhappiness,orwouldtrysodevotedlytomakeherhappy。Buttohimitdidnotseempossiblethatagirlcouldbehappywithamanwhowasnotabletopayforherhome,orherclothes,orherfood,whowouldhavetoborrowherpurseifhewantedanewpairofglovesorahair—cut。ForPhilipEndicott,whilerichinbirthandeducationandcharmofmanner,hadnomoneyatall。When,inMay,hecamefromNewYorktolaysiegetoLondonandtotheheartofHelenCareyhehadwithhim,alltold,fifteenhundreddollars。Thatwasallhepossessedintheworld;andunlessthemagazinesboughthisstoriestherewasnoprospectofhisgettinganymore。

FriendswhoknewLondontoldhimthat,ifyouknewLondonwell,itwaseasytolivecomfortablythereandtogoaboutandeventoentertainmodestlyonthreesovereignsaday。So,atthatrate,Philipcalculatedhecouldstaythreemonths。ButhefoundthattoknowLondonwellenoughtobeabletolivethereonthreesovereignsadayyouhadfirsttospendsomanyfive—poundnotesingettingacquaintedwithLondonthattherewerenosovereignsleft。Attheendofonemonthhehadjustenoughmoneytobuyhimasecond—classpassagebacktoNewYork,andhewasasfarfromHelenasever。

Oftenhehadreadinstoriesandnovelsofmenwhoweretoopoortomarry。Andhehadlaughedattheidea。Hehadalwayssaidthatwhentwopeopletrulyloveeachotheritdoesnotmatterwhethertheyhavemoneyornot。ButwheninLondon,withonlyafive—poundnote,andfacetofacewiththeactualpropositionofaskingHelenCareynotonlytomarryhimbuttosupporthim,hefeltthatmoneycountedformorethanhehadsupposed。Hefoundmoneywasmanydifferentthings——itwasself—respect,andproperpride,andprivatehonorsandindependence。And,lackingthesethings,hefelthecouldasknogirltomarryhim,certainlynotoneforwhomhecaredashecaredforHelenCarey。Besides,whileheknewhowhelovedher,hehadnoknowledgewhatsoeverthatshelovedhim。Shealwaysseemedextremelygladtoseehim;butthatmightbeexplainedindifferentways。Itmightbethatwhatwasinherheartforhimwasreallyasortof"oldhomeweek"

feeling;thattoheritwasarelieftoseeanyonewhospokeherownlanguage,whodidnotneedtohaveitexplainedwhenshewasjesting,andwhodidnotthinkwhenshewasspeakinginperfectlysatisfactoryphrasesthatshemustbetalkingslang。

TheAmbassadorandhiswifehadbeenverykindtoEndicott,and,asafriendofHelen’s,hadaskedhimoftentodinnerandhadsenthimcardsfordancesatwhichHelenwastobeoneofthebellesandbeauties。AndHelenherselfhadbeenmostkind,andhadtakenearlymorningwalkswithhiminHydeParkandthroughtheNationalGalleries;andtheyhadfedbunstothebearsintheZoo,andindoingsohadlaughedheartily。Theythoughtitwasbecausethebearsweresoridiculousthattheylaughed。Latertheyappreciatedthatthereasontheywerehappywasbecausetheyweretogether。Hadthebearpitbeenempty,theystillwouldhavelaughed。

Ontheeveningofthethirty—firstofMay,EndicotthadgonetobedwithhisticketpurchasedforAmericaandhislastfive—poundnotetolasthimuntiltheboatsailed。Hewasamiserableyoungman。HeknewnowthathelovedHelenCareyinsuchawaythattoputtheoceanbetweenthemwasliabletounseathiscourageandhisself—control。InLondonhecould,eachnight,walkthroughCarltonHouseTerraceand,leaningagainsttheironrailsoftheCarltonClub,gazeupatherwindow。But,onceontheothersideoftheocean,thattenderexercisemustbeabandoned。Hemustevenconsiderherpursuedbymostattractiveguardsmen,diplomats,andbeltedearls。Heknewtheycouldnotloveherashedid;heknewtheycouldnotloveherforthereasonshelovedher,becausethefineandbeautifulthingsinherthathesawandworshippedtheydidnotseek,andsodidnotfind。Andyet,forlackofafewthousanddollars,hemustremainsilent,mustputfromhimthebestthatevercameintohislife,mustwastethewonderfuldevotionhelongedtogive,muststarvethelovethathecouldneversummonforanyotherwoman。

Onthethirty—firstofMayhewenttosleeputterlyandcompletelymiserable。OnthefirstofJunehewokehopelessandunrefreshed。

Andthenthemiraclecame。

Prichard,theex—butlerwhovaletedalltheyounggentlemeninthehousewherePhiliphadtakenchambers,broughthimhisbreakfast。AsheplacedtheeggsandmuffinsonthetablestoPhilipitseemedasthoughPrichardhadsaid:"Iamsorryheisleavingus。Thenextgentlemanwhotakestheseroomsmaynotbesoopen—handed。Heneverlockeduphiscigarsorhiswhiskey。I

wishhe’dgivemehisolddress—coat。Itfitsme,exceptacrosstheshoulders。"

PhilipstaredhardatPrichard;butthelipsofthevalethadnotmoved。Insurpriseandbewilderment,Philipdemanded:

"Howdoyouknowitfits?Haveyoutriediton?"

"Iwouldn’ttakesuchaliberty,"protestedPrichard。"Notwithanyofourgentlemen’sclothes。"

"HowdidyouknowIwastalkingaboutclothes,"demandedPhilip。

"Youdidn’tsayanythingaboutclothes,didyou?"

"No,sir,Ididnot;butyouaskedme,sir,andI——"

"Wereyouthinkingofclothes?"

"Well,sir,youmightsay,inaway,thatIwas,answeredthevalet。"Seeingasyou’releaving,sir,andthey’renotover—new,Ithought"

"It’smentaltelepathy,"saidPhilip。

"Ibegyourpardon,"exclaimedPrichard。

"Youneedn’twait,"saidPhilip。

Thecoincidencepuzzledhim;butbythetimehehadreadthemorningpapershehadforgottenaboutit,anditwasnotuntilhehademergedintothestreetthatitwasforciblyrecalled。Thestreetwascrowdedwithpeople;andasPhilipsteppedinamongthem,Itwasasthougheveryoneatwhomhelookedbegantotalkaloud。Theirlipsdidnotmove,nordidanysoundissuefrombetweenthem;but,withoutceasing,brokenphrasesofthoughtscametohimasclearlyaswhen,inpassinginacrowd,snatchesoftalkarecarriedtotheears。Onemanthoughtofhisdebts;

anotheroftheweather,andofwhatdisasteritmightbringtohissilkhat;anotherplannedhisluncheon;anotherwasrejoicingoveratelegramhehadbutthatmomentreceived。Tohimselfhekeptrepeatingthewordsofthetelegram——"Noneedtocome,outofdanger。"ToPhilipthemessagecameasclearlyasthoughhewerereadingitfromthefoldedslipofpaperthatthestrangerclutchedinhishand。

Confusedandsomewhatfrightened,andinorderthatundisturbedhemightconsiderwhathadbefallenhim,Philipsoughtrefugefromthecrowdedstreetinthehallwayofabuilding。Hisfirstthoughtwasthatforsomeunaccountablecausehisbrainforthemomentwasplayingtrickswithhim,andhewasinventingthephrasesheseemedtohear,thathewasattributingthoughtstoothersofwhichtheywereentirelyinnocent。But,whateveritwasthathadbefallenhim,heknewitwasimperativethatheshouldatoncegetatthemeaningofit。

ThehallwayinwhichhestoodopenedfromBondStreetupaflightofstairstothestudioofafashionablephotographer,anddirectlyinfrontofthehallwayayoungwomanofcharmingappearancehadhalted。Herglancewastroubled,hermannerillatease。Toherselfshekeptrepeating:"DidItellHudsontobehereataquartertoeleven,oraquarterpast?Willshegetthetelephonemessagetobringtheruff?Withouttheruffitwouldbeabsurdtobephotographed。WithoutherruffMaryQueenofScotswouldlookridiculous!"

Althoughtheyoungwomanhadspokennotasingleword,althoughindeedshewasbitingimpatientlyatherlowerlip,Philiphaddistinguishedthewordsclearly。Or,ifhehadnotdistinguishedthem,hesurelywasgoingmad。Itwasamattertobeatoncedetermined,andtheyoungwomanshoulddetermineit。Headvancedboldlytoher,andraisedhishat。

"Pardonme,"hesaid,"butIbelieveyouarewaitingforyourmaidHudson?"

Asthoughfearinganimpertinence,thegirlregardedhiminsilence。

"Ionlywishtomakesure,"continuedPhilip,"thatyouaresheforwhomIhaveamessage。Youhaveanappointment,Ibelieve,tobephotographedinfancydressasMaryQueenofScots?"

"Well?"assentedthegirl。

"AndyoutelephonedHudson,"hecontinued,"tobringyouyourmuff。"

Thegirlexclaimedwithvexation。

"Oh!"sheprotested;"Iknewthey’dgetitwrong!Notmuff,ruff!

Iwantmyruff。"

Philipfeltacoldshivercreepdownhisspine。

"FortheloveofHeaven!"heexclaimedinhorror;"it’strue!"

"What’strue?"demandedtheyoungwomaninsomealarm。

"ThatI’mamindreader,"declaredPhilip。"I’vereadyourmind!

Icanreadeverybody’smind。Iknowjustwhatyou’rethinkingnow。You’rethinkingI’mmad!"

Theactionsoftheyoungladyshowedthatagainhewascorrect。

Withagaspofterrorshefledpasthimandracedupthestairstothestudio。Philipmadenoefforttofollowandtoexplain。

Whatwastheretoexplain?Howcouldheexplainthatwhich,tohimself,wasunbelievable?Besides,thegirlhadservedherpurpose。Ifhecouldreadthemindofone,hecouldreadthemindsofall。Bysomeunexplainablemiracle,tohisordinaryequipmentofsensesasixthhadbeenadded。Aseasilyas,beforethatmorning,hecouldlookintothefaceofafellow—mortal,henowcouldlookintotheworkingsofthatfellow—mortal’smind。

Thethoughtwasappalling。Itwaslikelivingwithone’seartoakey—hole。Inhisdismayhisfirstideawastoseekmedicaladvice——thebestinLondon。HeturnedinstantlyinthedirectionofHarleyStreet。There,hedetermined,tothemostskilledalienistintownhewouldexplainhisstrangeplight。Foronlyasamisfortunedidthemiracleappeartohim。Butashemadehiswaythroughthestreetshispaceslackened。

Washewise,heaskedhimself,inallowingotherstoknowhepossessedthisstrangepower?Wouldtheynotatoncetreathimasamadman?Mighttheynotplacehimunderobservation,orevendeprivehimofhisliberty?AtthethoughthecametoanabrupthaltHisowndefinitionofthemiracleasa"power"hadopenedanewlineofspeculation。Ifthisstrangegift(alreadyhewasbeginningtoconsideritmoreleniently)wereconcealedfromothers,couldhenothonorablyputittosomeusefulpurpose?

For,amongtheblind,themanwithoneeyeisagod。Wasnothe——amongallothermentheonlyoneabletoreadthemindsofallothermen——agod?TurningintoBrutonStreet,hepaceditsquietlengthconsideringthepossibilitiesthatlaywithinhim。

Itwasapparentthatthegiftwouldleadtocountlessembarrassments。Ifitwereonceknownthathepossessedit,wouldnotevenhisfriendsavoidhim?Forhowcouldanyone,knowinghismostsecretthoughtwasatthemercyofanother,behappyinthatother’spresence?Hispowerwouldleadtohissocialostracism。Indeed,hecouldseethathisgiftmighteasilybecomeacurse。Hedecidednottoacthastily,thatforthepresenthehadbestgivenohinttoothersofhisuniquepower。

Astheideaofpossessingthispowerbecamemorefamiliar,heregardeditwithlessaversion。Hebegantoconsidertowhatadvantagehecouldplaceit。Hecouldseethat,giventherighttimeandtherightman,hemightlearnsecretsleadingtofar—reachingresults。Toastatesman,toafinancier,suchagiftashepossessedwouldmakehimarulerofmen。Philiphadnodesiretobearulerofmen;butheaskedhimselfhowcouldhebendthisgifttoservehisown?WhathemostwishedwastomarryHelenCarey;and,tothatend,topossessmoney。Sohemustmeetmenwhopossessedmoney,whoweremakingmoney。Hewouldputquestionstothem。Andwithwordstheywouldgiveevasiveanswers;buttheirmindswouldtellhimthetruth。

Theethicsofthisproceduregreatlydisturbedhim。Certainlyitwasnobetterthanreadingotherpeople’sletters。But,heargued,thedishonorinknowledgesoobtainedwouldlieonlyintheusehemadeofit。Ifheuseditwithoutharmtohimfromwhomitwasobtainedandwithbenefittoothers,washenotjustifiedintradingonhissuperiorequipment?Hedecidedthateachcasemustbeconsideredseparatelyinaccordancewiththeprincipleinvolved。But,principleornoprinciple,hewasdeterminedtobecomerich。Didnottheendjustifythemeans?

Certainlyanall—wiseProvidencehadnotbroughtHelenCareyintohislifeonlytotakeherawayfromhim。Itcouldnotbesocruel。But,inselectingthemforoneanother,theall—wiseProvidencehadoverlookedthefactthatshewasrichandhewaspoor。ForthatoversightProvidenceapparentlywasnowendeavoringtomakeamends。InwhatcertainlywasafantasticandroundaboutmannerProvidencehadtardilyequippedhimwithagiftthatcouldleadtogreatwealth。AndwhowashetoflyinthefaceofProvidence?Hedecidedtosetaboutbuildingupafortune,andbuildingitinahurry。

FromBrutonStreethehademergeduponBerkeleySquare;and,asLadyWoodcotehadinvitedhimtomeetHelenatluncheonattheRitz,heturnedinthatdirection。Hewastooearlyforluncheon;

butinthecorridoroftheRitzheknewhewouldfindpersonsofpositionandfortune,andinreadingtheirmindshemightpassthetimebeforeluncheonwithentertainment,possiblywithprofit。For,whilepacingBrutonStreettryingtodiscovertheprinciplesofconductthatthreatenedtohamperhisnewpower,hehadfoundthatinactualoperationitwasquitesimple。Helearnedthathismind,inrelationtootherminds,waslikethereceiverofawirelessstationwithanunlimitedfield。For,whilethewirelesscouldreceivemessagesonlyfromthoseinstrumentswithwhichitwasattuned,hismindwasinkeywithallotherminds。Toreadthethoughtsofanother,hehadonlytoconcentratehisownuponthatperson;andtoshutoffthethoughtsofthatperson,hehadonlytoturnhisownthoughtselsewhere。Butalsohediscoveredthatoverthethoughtsofthoseoutsidetherangeofhisphysicalsighthehadnocontrol。WhenheaskedofwhatHelenCareywasatthatmomentthinking,therewasnoresult。Butwhenheasked,"Ofwhatisthatpolicemanonthecornerthinking?"hewassurprisedtofindthatthatofficerofthelawwasformulatingregulationstoabolishthehobbleskirtasanimpedimenttotraffic。

AsPhilipturnedintoBerkeleySquare,theaccentsofamindingreatdistresssmoteuponhisnewandsixthsense。And,inthepersonofayounggentlemanleaningagainsttheparkrailing,hediscoveredthesourcefromwhichthementalsufferingsemanated。

Theyoungmanwasapink—cheeked,yellow—hairedyouthofextremelyboyishappearance,anddressedasiffortherace—track。Butatthemomenthispinkandbabyishfaceworeanexpressionofcompletemisery。Withtear—filledeyeshewasgazingatahouseofyellowstuccoontheoppositesideofthestreet。Andhisthoughtswerethese:"Sheisthebestthateverlived,andIamthemostungratefuloffools。Howhappywereweinthehouseofyellowstucco!Onlynow,whenshehascloseditsdoorstome,doIknowhowhappy!Ifshewouldgivemeanotherchance,neveragainwouldIdistressordeceiveher。"

Sofarhadtheyoungmanprogressedinhisthoughtswhenanautomobileofsurprisingsmartnesssweptaroundthecorneranddrewupinfrontofthehouseofyellowstucco,andfromitdescendedacharmingyoungperson。ShewasoftheDresden—

shepherdesstype,withlargeblueeyesofhauntingbeautyandinnocence。

"Mywife!"exclaimedtheblondyouthattherailings。Andinstantlyhedodgedbehindahorsethat,whilestillattachedtoafour—wheeler,wascontentedlyeatingfromanose—bag。

WithakeytheDresdenshepherdessopenedthedoortotheyellowhouseanddisappeared。

Thecallingofthereportertrainshiminaudacity,andtoactquickly。Hesharesthetroublesofsomanypeoplethattothetroublesofotherpeoplehebecomescallous,andoftenwillrushinwherefriendsofthefamilyfeartotread。AlthoughPhilipwasnotnowactingasareporter,heactedquickly。Hardlyhadthedoorclosedupontheyoungladythanhehadmountedthestepsandrungthevisitor’sbell。Ashedidso,hecouldnotresistcastingatriumphantglanceinthedirectionoftheoutlawedhusband。And,inturn,whattheoutcasthusband,peeringfromacrossthebackofthecabhorse,thoughtofPhilip,ofhisclothes,ofhisgeneralappearance,andofthemannerinwhichhewoulddelighttoalterallofthem,wasquicklycommunicatedtotheAmerican。TheywerethoughtsofanaturesoviolentanduncomplimentarythatPhiliphastilycutoffallconnection。

AsPhilipdidnotknowthenameoftheDresden—chinadoll,itwasfortunatethatonopeningthedoor,thebutlerpromptlyannounced:

"Herladyshipisnotreceiving。"

"Herladyshipwill,Ithink,receiveme,"saidPhilippleasantly,"whenyoutellherIcomeasthespecialambassadorofhislordship。"

Fromatinyreception—roomontherightoftheentrance—hallthereissuedafeminineexclamationofsurprise,notunmixedwithjoy;andinthehallthenobleladyinstantlyappeared。

Whenshesawherselfconfrontedbyastranger,shehaltedinembarrassment。Butas,evenwhileshehalted,heronlythoughthadbeen,"Oh!ifhewillonlyaskmetoforgivehim!"Philipfeltnoembarrassmentwhatsoever。Outside,concealedbehindacabhorse,wastheerringbutbitterlyrepentanthusband;inside,hertenderestthoughtsracingtumultuouslytowardhim,wasanunhappychild—wifebeggingtobebeggedtopardon。

ForaNewYorkreporter,andaHarvardgraduateofcharmandgoodmanners,itwastooeasy。

"Idonotknowyou,"saidherladyship。Butevenasshespokeshemotionedtothebutlertogoaway。"Youmustbeoneofhisnewfriends。"Hertonewasoneofenvy。

"Indeed,Iamhisnewestfriend,"Philipassuredher;"butIcansafelysaynooneknowshisthoughtsaswellasI。Andtheyareallofyou!"

Thechinashepherdessblushedwithhappiness,butinstantlysheshookherhead。

"TheytellmeImustnotbelievehim,"sheannounced。"Theytellme——"

"Nevermindwhattheytellyou,"commandedPhilip。"ListentoME。

Helovesyou。Betterthaneverbefore,helovesyou。Allheasksisthechancetotellyouso。Youcannothelpbutbelievehim。

Whocanlookatyou,andnotbelievethathelovesyou!Letme,"

hebegged,"bringhimtoyou。"Hestartedfromherwhen,rememberingthesomewhatviolentthoughtsoftheyouthfulhusband,headdedhastily:"Orperhapsitwouldbebetterifyoucalledhimyourself。"

"Calledhim!"exclaimedthelady。"HeisinParis—attheraces——withher!"

"Iftheytellyouthatsortofthing,"protestedPhilipindignantly,"youmustlistentome。HeisnotinParis。Heisnotwithher。Thereneverwasaher!"

Hedrewasidethelacecurtainsandpointed。"Heisthere——

behindthatancientcabhorse,prayingthatyouwilllethimtellyouthatnotonlydidheneverdoit;but,whatismuchmoreimportant,hewillneverdoitagain。"

Theladyherselfnowtimidlydrewthecurtainsapart,andthenmoreboldlyshowedherselfupontheironbalcony。Leaningoverthescarletgeraniums,shebeckonedwithbothhands。Theresultwasinstantaneous。Philipboltedforthefrontdoor,leavingitopen;and,ashedarteddownthesteps,theyouthfulhusband,instridesresemblingthoseofanostrich,shotpasthim。PhilipdidnotceaserunninguntilhewaswelloutofBerkeleySquare。Then,notill—pleasedwiththeadventure,heturnedandsmiledbackatthehouseofyellowstucco。

"Blessyou,mychildren,"hemurmured;"blessyou!"

HecontinuedtotheRitz;and,oncrossingPiccadillytothequieterentrancetothehotelinArlingtonStreet,foundgatheredarounditaconsiderablecrowddrawnuponeithersideofaredcarpetthatstretcheddownthestepsofthehoteltoacourtcarriage。AredcarpetinJune,whenallisdryunderfootandthesunisshininggently,canmeanonlyroyalty;andintherearofthemeninthestreetPhiliphalted。HerememberedthatforafewdaystheyoungKingofAsturiaandtheQueenMotherwereattheRitzincognito;and,asheneverhadseentheyoungmanwhosorecentlyandsotragicallyhadbeenexiledfromhisownkingdom,Philipraisedhimselfontiptoeandstaredexpectantly。

Aseasilyashecouldreadtheirfacescouldhereadthethoughtsofthoseabouthim。Theywerethoughtsoffriendlycuriosity,ofpityfortheexiles;onthepartofthepolicemenwhohadhastenedfromacrossstreet,ofprideattheirtemporaryresponsibility;onthepartofthecoachmanofthecourtcarriage,ofspeculationastothepossibleamountofhisMajesty’stip。Thethoughtswereasharmlessandprotectingasthewarmsunshine。

Andthen,suddenlyandharshly,likethestrokeofafirebellatmidnight,theharmoniouschorusofgentle,hospitablethoughtswasshatteredbyonethatwasdiscordant,evil,menacing。Itwasthethoughtofamanwithabraindiseased;anditspurposewasmurder。

"Whentheyappearatthedoorway,"spokethebrainofthemaniac,"Ishallliftthebombfrommypocket。Ishallraiseitabovemyhead。Ishallcrashitagainstthestonesteps。Itwillhurlthemandallofthesepeopleintoeternityandmewiththem。ButI

shallLIVE——amartyrtotheCause。AndtheCausewillflourish!"

Throughtheunsuspectingcrowd,likeafootballplayerdivingforatackle,Philiphurledhimselfuponalittledarkmanstandingclosetotheopendoorofthecourtcarriage。FromtherearPhilipseizedhimaroundthewaistandlockedhisarmsbehindhim,elbowtoelbow。Philip’sface,appearingovertheman’sshoulder,staredstraightintothatofthepoliceman。

"Hehasabombinhisright—handpocket!"yelledPhilip。"Icanholdhimwhileyoutakeit!But,forHeaven’ssake,don’tdropit!"Philipturneduponthecrowd。"Run!allofyou!"heshouted。

"Runlikethedevil!"

AtthatinstanttheboyKingandhisQueenMother,herselfstillyoungandbeautiful,andcloakedwithadignityandsorrowthatherrobesofmourningcouldnotintensify,appearedinthedoorway。

"Goback,sir!"warnedPhilip。"Hemeanstokillyou!"

Atthewordsandatsightofthestrugglingmen,thegreatladyswayedhelplessly,hereyesfilledwithterror。Hersonsprangprotectinglyinfrontofher。Butthedangerwaspast。Asecondpolicemanwasnowholdingthemaniacbythewrists,forcinghisarmsabovehishead;Philip’sarms,likealariat,werewoundaroundhischest;andfromhispocketthefirstpolicemangingerlydrewfortharound,blackobjectofthesizeofaglassfire—grenade。Heheldithighintheair,andwavedhisfreehandwarningly。Butthewarningwasunobserved。Therewasnooneremainingtoobserveit。Leavingthewould—beassassinstrugglingandbitinginthegraspofthestalwartpoliceman,andtheotherpolicemanunhappilyholdingthebombatarm’slength,PhilipsoughttoescapeintotheRitz。ButtheyoungKingbrokethroughthecircleofattendantsandstoppedhim。

"Imustthankyou,"saidtheboyeagerly;"andIwishyoutotellmehowyoucametosuspecttheman’spurpose。"

Unabletospeakthetruth,Philip,thewould—bewriteroffiction,begantoimprovisefluently。

"Tolearntheirpurpose,sir,"hesaid,"ismybusiness。IamoftheInternationalPolice,andinthesecretserviceofyourMajesty。"

"ThenImustknowyourname,"saidtheKing,andaddedwithadignitythatwasmostbecoming,"Youwillfindwearenotungrateful。"

Philipsmiledmysteriouslyandshookhishead。

"Isaidinyoursecretservice,"herepeated。"DidevenyourMajestyknowme,myusefulnesswouldbeatanend。"Hepointedtowardthetwopolicemen。"Ifyoudesiretobejust,aswellasgracious,thosearethementoreward。"

HeslippedpasttheKingandthroughthecrowdofhotelofficialsintothehallandonintothecorridor。

Thearresthadtakenplacesoquietlyandsoquicklythatthroughtheheavyglassdoorsnosoundhadpenetrated,andofthefactthattheyhadbeensoclosetoapossibletragedythoseinthecorridorwerestillignorant。ThemembersoftheHungarianorchestrawerearrangingtheirmusic;awaiterwasservingtwomenofmiddleagewithsherry;andtwodistinguished—lookingelderlygentlemenseatedtogetheronasofaweretalkinginleisurelywhispers。

Oneofthetwomiddle—agedmenwaswellknowntoPhilip,whoasareporterhadoften,inNewYork,endeavoredtointerviewhimonmattersconcerningthesteeltrust。HisnamewasFaust。HewasaPennsylvaniaDutchmanfromPittsburgh,andatonetimehadbeenaforemanofthenightshiftinthesamemillshenowcontrolled。

Butwitharoarandaspectacularflash,notunlikeoneofhisownblastfurnaces,hehadsoaredtofameandfortune。HerecognizedPhilipasoneofthebrightyoungmenoftheRepublic;

butinhisownopinionhewasfartooself—importanttobetraythatfact。

PhilipsankintoanimitationLouisQuatorzechairbesideafountaininimitationofoneintheapartmentofthePompadour,andorderedwhatheknewwouldbeanexecrableimitationofanAmericancocktail。WhilewaitingforthecocktailandLadyWoodcote’sluncheonparty,Philip,fromwherehesat,couldnothelpbutoverheartheconversationofFaustandofthemanwithhim。ThelatterwasaGermanwithHebraicfeaturesandapointedbeard。InloudtoneshewascongratulatingtheAmericanmany—timemillionaireonhavingthatmorningcomeintopossessionofarareandvaluablemasterpiece,ahithertounknownandbutrecentlydiscoveredportraitofPhilipIVbyVelasquez。

Philipsighedenviously。

"Fancy,"hethought,"owningaVelasquez!Fancyhavingitalltoyourself!Itmustbefuntoberich。Itcertainlyishelltobepoor!"

TheGerman,whowasevidentlyapicture—dealer,wasexclaimingintonesofrapture,andnoddinghisheadwithanairofaweandsolemnity。

"Iamtellingyouthetruth,Mr。Faust,"hesaid。"InnogalleryinEurope,no,noteveninthePrado,istheresuchanotherVelasquez。Thisiswhatyouaredoing,Mr。Faust,youarerobbingSpain。YouarerobbingherofsomethingworthmoretoherthanCuba。AndItellyou,sosoonasitisknownthatthisVelasquezisgoingtoyourhomeinPittsburgh,everySpaniardwillhateyouandeveryart—collectorwillhateyou,too。ForitisthemostwonderfularttreasureinEurope。Andwhatabargain,Mr。Faust!

Whatabargain!"

Tomakesurethatthereporterwaswithinhearing,Mr。FaustglancedinthedirectionofPhilipand,seeingthathehadheard,frownedimportantly。Thatthereportermighthearstillmore,healsoraisedhisvoice。

"Nothingcanbecalledabargain,Baron,"hesaid,"thatcoststhreehundredthousanddollars!"

AgainhecouldnotresistglancingtowardPhilip,andsoeagerlythatPhilipdeemeditwouldbeonlypolitetolookinterested。Soheobliginglyassumedastartledlook,withwhichheendeavoredtominglesimulationsofsurprise,awe,andenvy。

Thenextinstantanexpressionofrealsurpriseoverspreadhisfeatures。

Mr。Faustcontinued。"Ifyouwillcomeupstairs,"hesaidtothepicture—dealer,"Iwillgiveyouyourcheck;andthenIshouldliketodrivetoyourapartmentsandtakeafarewelllookatthepicture。"

"Iamsorry,"theBaronsaid,"butIhavehaditmovedtomyartgallerytobepacked。"

"Thenlet’sgotothegallery,"urgedthepatronofart。"We’vejusttimebeforelunch。"Herosetohisfeet,andontheinstantthesoulofthepicture—dealerwasfilledwithalarm。

Inactualwordshesaid:"Thepictureisalreadyboxedandinitsleadcoffin。NodoubtbynowitisonitswaytoLiverpool。Iamsorry。"Buthisthoughts,asPhilipeasilyreadthem,were:

"FancymylettingthisvulgarfoolintotheTateStreetworkshop!

EvenHEwouldknowthatoldmastersarenotfoundinahalf—finishedstateonChelsea—madeframesandcanvases。Fancymylettinghimseethosetwohalf—completedVanDycks,thenewHals,thehalf—dozenCorots。HewouldevenseehisowncopyofVelasqueznexttotheoneexactlylikeit——theoneMacMillanfinishedyesterdayandthatIamsendingtoOporto,wherenextyear,inaconvent,weshall’discover’it。"

Philip’ssurprisegavewaytointenseamusement。Inhisdelightatthesituationuponwhichhehadstumbled,helaughedaloud。

Thetwomen,whohadrisen,surprisedatthespectacleofayoungmanlaughingatnothing,turnedandstared。Philipalsorose。

"Pardonme,"hesaidtoFaust,"butyouspokesoloudIcouldn’thelpoverhearing。Ithinkwe’vemetbefore,whenIwasareporterontheRepublic。"

ThePittsburghmillionairemadeapretense,ofannoyance。

"Really!"heprotestedirritably,"youreportersbuttineverywhere。Nopublicmanissafe。Istherenoplacewecangowhereyoufellowswon’tannoyus?"

"YoucangotothedevilforallIcare,"saidPhilip,"oreventoPittsburgh!"

Hesawthewaiterbearingdownuponhimwiththeimitationcocktail,andmovedtomeetit。Themillionaire,fearingthereporterwouldescapehim,hastilychangedhistone。Hespokewitheffectiveresignation。

"However,sinceyou’velearnedsomuch,"hesaid,"I’lltellyouthewholeofit。Idon’twantthefactgarbled,foritisofinternationalimportance。DoyouknowwhataVelasquezis?"

"Doyou?"askedPhilip。

Themillionairesmiledtolerantly。

"IthinkIdo,"hesaid。"Andtoproveit,Ishalltellyousomethingthatwillbenewstoyou。IhavejustboughtaVelasquezthatIamgoingtoplaceinmyartmuseum。Itisworththreehundredthousanddollars。"

Philipacceptedthecocktailthewaiterpresented。Itwasquiteasbadashehadexpected。

"Now,Ishalltellyousomething,"hesaid,"thatwillbenewstoyou。YouarenotbuyingaVelasquez。ItisnomoreaVelasquezthanthishairoilisarealcocktail。Itisabadcopy,worthafewdollars。"

"Howdareyou!"shoutedFaust。"Areyoumad?"

ThefaceoftheGermanturnedcrimsonwithrage。

"Whoisthisinsolentone?"hesputtered。

"Iwillmakeyouasportingproposition,"saidPhilip。"Youcantakeit,orleaveit。Youtwowillgetintoataxi。Youwilldrivetothisman’sstudioinTateStreet。YouwillfindyourVelasquezisthereandnotonitswaytoLiverpool。Andyouwillfindoneexactlylikeit,andadozenother’oldmasters’

half—finished。I’llbetyouahundredpoundsI’mright!AndI’llbetthismanahundredpoundsthatheDOESN’TDARETAKEYOUTO

HISSTUDIO!"

"Indeed,Iwillnot,"roaredtheGerman。"Itwouldbetoinsultmyself。"

"Itwouldbeaneasywaytoearnahundredpounds,too,"saidPhilip。

"HowdareyouinsulttheBaron?"demandedFaust。"Whatmakesyouthink——"

"Idon’tthink,Iknow!"saidPhilip。"Forthepriceofataxi—cabfaretoTateStreet,youwinahundredpounds。"

"Wewillallthreegoatonce,"criedtheGerman。"Mycarisoutside。Waithere。Iwillhaveitbroughttothedoor?"

Faustprotestedindignantly。

"Donotdisturbyourself,Baron,"hesaid;"justbecauseafreshreporter——"

ButalreadytheGermanhadreachedthehall。Nordidhestopthere。Theysawhim,withouthishat,rushintoPiccadilly,springintoataxi,andshoutexcitedlytothedriver。Thenextmomenthehaddisappeared。

"That’sthelastyou’llseeofhim,"saidPhilip。

"Hisactionsarecertainlypeculiar,"gaspedthemillionaire。"Hedidnotwaitforus。Hedidn’tevenwaitforhishat!Ithink,afterall,IhadbettergotoTateStreet。"

"Doso,"saidPhilip,"andsaveyourselfthreehundredthousanddollars,andfromthelaughteroftwocontinents。You’llfindmehereatlunch。IfI’mwrong,I’llpayyouahundredpounds。"

"Youshouldcomewithme,"saidFaust。"Itisonlyfairtoyourself。"

"I’lltakeyourwordforwhatyoufindinthestudio,"saidPhilip。"Icannotgo。Thisismybusyday。"

Withoutfurtherwords,themillionairecollectedhishatandstick,and,inhisturn,enteredataxi—cabanddisappeared。

PhilipreturnedtotheLouisQuatorzechairandlitacigarette。

Saveforthetwoelderlygentlemenonthesofa,theloungewasstillempty,andhisreflectionswereundisturbed。Heshookhisheadsadly。

"Surely,"Philipthought,"theFrenchchapwasrightwhosaidwordsweregivenustoconcealourthoughts。Whatastrangeworlditwouldbeifeveryonepossessedmypower。Deceptionwouldbequitefutileandlyingwouldbecomealostart。Iwonder,"hemusedcynically,"isanyonequitehonest?Doesanyonespeakashethinksandthinkashespeaks?"

Atoncecameadirectanswertohisquestion。Thetwoelderlygentlemenhadrisenand,beforeseparating,hadhaltedafewfeetfromhim。

"Isincerelyhope,SirJohn,"saidoneofthetwo,"thatyouhavenoregrets。IhopeyoubelievethatIhaveadvisedyouinthebestinterestsofall?"

"Ido,indeed,"theotherrepliedheartily"Weshallbethoughtentirelyselfish;butyouknowandIknowthatwhatwehavedoneisforthebenefitoftheshareholders。"

Philipwaspleasedtofindthatthethoughtsofeachoftheoldgentlemenranhandinhandwithhisspokenwords。"Here,atleast,"hesaidtohimself,"aretwohonestmen。"

Asthoughloathtopart,thetwogentlemenstilllingered。

"AndIhope,"continuedtheoneaddressedasSirJohn,"thatyouapproveofmyholdingbackthepublicannouncementofthecombineuntiltheafternoon。Itwillgivetheshareholdersabetterchance。Hadwegivenoutthenewsinthismorning’spapersthestockbrokerswouldhave——"

"Itwasmostwise,"interruptedtheother。"Mostjust。"

TheonecalledSirJohnbowedhimselfaway,leavingtheotherstillstandingatthestepsofthelounge。Withhishandsbehindhisback,hischinsunkonhischest,heremained,gazingatnothing,histhoughtsfaraway。

Philipfoundthemthoughtsofcuriousinterest。Theywereconcernedwiththreeflags。Now,thegentlemanconsideredthemseparately;andPhilipsawtheemblemspaintedclearlyincolors,flutteringandflattenedbythebreeze。Again,thegentlemanconsideredtheminvariouscombinations;butalways,inwhateverorderhismindarrangedthem,ofthethreehisheartspokealwaystothesameflag,astheheartofamotherreachestowardherfirstborn。

Thenthethoughtswerediverted;andinhismind’seyetheoldgentlemanwaswatchingthelaunchingofalittleschoonerfromashipyardontheClyde。Athermainflewoneofthethreeflags——aflagwitharedcrossonawhiteground。Withthoughtstenderandgrateful,hefollowedhertostrange,hotports,throughhurricanesandtidalwaves;hesawherreturnagainandagaintotheLondondocks,ladenwithodorouscoffee,mahogany,redrubber,andrawbullion。HesawsistershipsfollowinherwaketoeveryportintheSouthSea;sawsteampacketstaketheplaceoftheshipswithsails;sawthesteampacketsgivewaytogreatoceanliners,eachafloatingvillage,eachequipped,asnovillageisequipped,withagiantpowerhouse,thousandsofelectriclamps,suiteaftersuiteofsilk—linedboudoirs,withthefloatingharpsthatvibratetoalovemessagethreehundredmilesaway,tothefiercecallforhelpfromasinkingship。Butatthemainofeachgreatvesseltherestillflewthesamehouse—flag——theredcrossonthefieldofwhite——onlynowinthearmsofthecrosstherenestledproudlyaroyalcrown。

Philipcastascaredglanceattheoldgentleman,andraceddownthecorridortothetelephone。

OfalltheyoungEnglishmenheknew,Maddoxwashisbestfriendandastock—broker。InthatlattercapacityPhiliphadneverbeforeaddressedhim。Nowhedemandedhisinstantpresenceatthetelephone。

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