投诉 阅读记录

第5章

Toourdailyhalf—poundofbiscuitthecaptainhasthoughttoaddafewdropsofbrandy,andthestimulanthelpscon—

siderablytosustainourstrength。Ifwehadthesamepro—

visionsfortwomonths,orevenforone,theremightberoomforhope;butoursuppliesdiminishrapidly,andthetimeisfastapproachingwhenoffoodanddrinktherewillbenone。

Theseahadfurnisheduswithfoodonce,and,difficultasthetaskoffishinghadnowbecome,atallhazardstheattemptmustbemadeagain。Accordinglythecarpenterandtheboatswainsettoworkandmadelinesoutofsomeuntwistedhemp,towhichtheyfixedsomenailsthattheypulledoutoftheflooringoftheraft,andbentintopropershape。Theboatswainregardedhisdevicewithevidentsatisfaction。

"Idon’tmeantosay,"saidhetome,"thatthesenailsarefirst—ratefish—hooks;but,onethingIdoknow,andthatis,withproperbaittheywillactaswellasthebest。Butthisbiscuitisnogoodatall。Letmebutjustgetholdofonefish,andIshallknowfastenoughhowtouseittocatchsomemore。"

Andthetruedifficultywashowtocatchthefirstfish。Itwasevidentthatfishwerenotabundantinthesewaters,neverthelessthelineswerecast。Butthebiscuitwithwhichtheywerebaiteddissolvedatonceinthewater,andwedidnotgetasinglebite。Fortwodaystheattemptwasmadeinvain,andasitonlyinvolvedwhatseemedalavishwasteofouronlymeansofsubsistence,itwasgivenupinde—

spair。

To—day,the30th,asalastresource,theboatswaintriedwhatapieceofcoloredragmightdobywayofattractingsomevoraciousfish,andhavingobtainedfromMissHer—

beyalittlepieceoftheredshawlshewears,hefastenedittohishook。Butstillnosuccess;forwhen,afterseveralhours,heexaminedhislines,thecrimsonshredwasstillhangingintactashehadfixedit。Themanwasquitedis—

couragedathisfailure。

"Buttherewillbeplentyofbaitbeforelong,"hesaidtomeinasolemnundertone。

"Whatdoyoumean?"saidI,struckbyhissignificantmanner。

"You’llknowsoonenough,"heanswered。

Whatdidheinsinuate?Thewords,comingfromamanusuallysoreserved,havehauntedmeallnight。

CHAPTERXXXVIII

MUTINYAGAIN

JANUARY1to5。——MorethanthreemonthshadelapsedsinceweleftCharlestonintheChancellor,andfornolessthantwentydayshadwenowbeenbornealongonourraftatthemercyofthewindandwaves。WhetherwewereapproachingtheAmericancoast,orwhetherweweredrift—

ingfartherandfarthertosea,itwasnowimpossibletode—

termine,for,inadditiontotheotherdisasterscausedbythehurricane,thecaptain’sinstrumentshadbeenhopelesslysmashed,andCurtishadnolongeranycompassbywhichtodirecthiscourse,norasextantbywhichhemightmakeanobservation。

Desperate,however,asourconditionmightbejudged,hopedidnotentirelyabandonourhearts,anddayafterday,hourafterhourwereoureyesstrainedtowardthefarhorizon,andmanyandmanyatimedidourimaginationshapeoutthedistantland。Buteverandagaintheillusionvanished;acloud,amist,perhapsevenawave,wasallthathaddeceivedus;noland,nosaileverbrokethegraylinethatunitedseaandsky,andourraftremainedthecenterofthewideanddrearywaste。

Onthe1stofJanuary,weswallowedourlastmorselofbiscuit。ThefirstofJanuary!NewYear’sDay!Whatarushofsorrowfulrecollectionsoverwhelmedourminds!

Hadwenotalwaysassociatedtheopeningofanotheryearwithnewhopes,newplans,andcomingjoys?Andnow,wherewerewe?Couldwedaretolookatoneanother,andbreatheaNewYear’sgreeting?

Theboatswainapproachedmewithapeculiarlookonhiscountenance。

"YouaresurelynotgoingtowishmeahappyNewYear?"Isaid。

"Noindeed,sir,"hereplied,"Iwasonlygoingtowishyouwellthroughthefirstdayofit;andthatisprettygoodassuranceonmypart,forwehavenotanothercrumbtoeat。"

Trueasitwas,wescarcelyrealizedthefactoftherebeingactuallynothinguntilonthefollowingmorningthehourcameroundforthedistributionofthescantyration,andthen,indeed,thetruthwasforceduponusinanewandstartlinglight。TowardeveningIwasseizedwithviolentpainsinthestomach,accompaniedbyaconstantdesiretoyawnandgapethatwasmostdistressing;butinacoupleofhourstheextremeagonypassedaway,andonthe3dI

wassurprisedtofindthatIdidnotsuffermore。Ifelt,itistrue,thattherewassomegreatvoidwithinmyself,butthesensationwasquiteasmuchmoralasphysical。MyheadwassoheavythatIcouldnotholditup;itwasswim—

mingwithgiddiness,asthoughIwerelookingoveraprecipice。

Mysymptomswerenotsharedbyallmycompanions,someofwhomenduredthemostfrightfultortures。Dow—

lasandtheboatswainespecially,whowerenaturallylargeeaters,utteredinvoluntarycriesofagony,andwereobligedtogirdthemselvestightlywithropestosubduetheexcru—

ciatingpainthatwasgnawingtheirveryvitals。

Andthiswasonlytheseconddayofourmisery!Whatwouldwenothavegivenforhalf,nay,foraquarterofthemeagerrationwhichafewdaysbackwedeemedsoinade—

quatetosupplyourwants,andwhichnow,ekedoutcrumbbycrumb,might,perhaps,serveforseveraldays?Inthestreetsofabesiegedcity,direasthedistressmaybe,somegutter,somerubbish—heap,somecornermayyetbefoundthatwillfurnishadryboneorascrapofrefusethatmayforamomentallaythepangsofhunger;butthesebareplanks,somanytimeswashedcleanbytherelentlesswaves,offernothingtooureagersearch,andaftereveryfragmentoffoodthatthewindhascarriedintotheintersticeshasbeenscrapedoutanddevoured,ourresourcesareliterallyatanend。

Thenightsseemevenlongerthanthedays。Sleep,whenitcomes,bringsnorelief;itisratherafeverishstupor,brokenanddisturbedbyfrightfulnightmares。Lastnight,however,overcomebyfatigue,Imanagedtorestforsev—

eralhours。

Atsixo’clockthismorningIwasrousedbythesoundofangryvoices,and,startingup,IsawOwenandJynxstrop,withFlaypole,Wilson,Burke,andSandon,standinginathreateningattitude。Theyhadtakenposses—

sionofthecarpenter’stools,andnow,armedwithhatchets,chisels,andhammers,theywerepreparingtoattackthecaptain,theboatswain,andDowlas。IattachedmyselfinamomenttoCurtis’sparty。Falstenfollowedmyex—

ample,andalthoughourknivesweretheonlyweaponsatourdisposal,wewerereadytodefendourselvestotheverylastextremity。

Owenandhismenadvancedtowardus。Themiserablewretcheswerealldrunk,forduringthenighttheyhadknockedaholeinthebrandy—barrel,andhadrecklesslyswal—

loweditscontents。Whattheywantedtheyscarcelyseemedtoknow,butOwenandJynxstrop,notquitesomuchintox—

icatedastherest,seemedtobeurgingthemontomassacrethecaptainandtheofficers。

"Downwiththecaptain!OverboardwithCurtis!

Owenshalltakethecommand!"theyshoutedfromtimetotimeintheirdrunkenfury;and,armedastheywere,theyappearedcompletelymastersofthesituation。

"Now,then,downwithyourarms!"saidCurtissternly,asheadvancedtomeetthem。

"Overboardwiththecaptain!"howledOwen,asbywordandgestureheurgedonhisaccomplices。

Curtispushedasidetheexcitedrascals,and,walkingstraightuptoOwen,askedhimwhathewanted。

"Whatdowewant?Why,wewantnomorecaptains;

weareallequalsnow。"

Poorstupidfool!asthoughmiseryandprivationhadnotalreadyreducedusalltothesamelevel。

"Owen,"saidthecaptainonceagain,"downwithyourarms!"

"Comeon,allofyou,"shoutedOwentohiscompanions,withoutgivingtheslightestheedtoCurtis’swords。

Aregularstruggleensued。OwenandWilsonattackedCurtis,whodefendedhimselfwithapieceofspar;BurkeandFlaypolerusheduponFalstenandtheboatswain,whileIwaslefttoconfrontthenegroJynxstrop,whoattemptedtostrikemewiththehammerwhichhebrandishedinhishand。

Iendeavoredtoparalyzehismovementsbypinioninghisarms,buttherascalwasmysuperiorinmuscularstrength。

Afterwrestlingforafewminutes,Ifeltthathewasgettingthemasteryoverme,whenallofasuddenherolledoverontotheplatform,draggingmewithhim。AndreLetour—

neurhadcaughtholdofoneofhislegs,andthussavedmylife。Jynxstropdroppedhisweaponinhisfall;Iseizeditinstantly,andwasabouttocleavethefellow’sskull,whenI

wasmyselfarrestedbyAndre’shanduponmyarm。

Bythistimethemutineershadbeendrivenbacktotheforepartoftheraft,andCurtis,whohadmanagedtoparrytheblowswhichhadbeenaimedathim,hadcaughtholdofahatchet,withwhichhewaspreparingtostrikeOwen。

ButOwenmadeasidelongmovementtoavoidtheblow,andtheweaponcaughtWilsonfullinthechest。Theunfor—

tunatemanrolledoverthesideoftheraftandinstantlydis—

appeared。

"Savehim!savehim!"shoutedtheboatswain。

"It’stoolate;he’sdead!"saidDowlas。

"Ah,well!he’lldofor——"begantheboatswain;buthedidnotfinishhissentence。

Wilson’sdeath,however,putanendtothefray。Flay—

poleandBurkewerelyingprostrateinadrunkenstupor,andJynxstropwassoonoverpowered,andlashedtightlytothefootofthemast。ThecarpenterandboatswainseizedholdofOwen。

"Nowthen,"saidCurtis,asheraisedhisblood—stainedhatchet,"makeyourpeacewithGod,foryouhavenotamomenttolive。"

"Oh,youwanttoeatme,doyou?"sneeredOwen,withthemosthardenedeffrontery。

Buttheaudaciousreplysavedhislife;Curtisturnedaspaleasdeath,thehatchetdroppedfromhishand,andhewentandseatedhimselfmoodilyonthefarthestcorneroftheraft。

CHAPTERXXXIX

AFATHER’SLOVE

JANUARY5and6。——Thewholescenemadeadeepimpres—

siononourminds,andOwen’sspeechcomingasasortofclimax,broughtbeforeusourmiserywithaforcethatwaswell—nighoverwhelming。

AssoonasIrecoveredmycomposure,IdidnotforgettothankAndreLetourneurfortheactofinterventionthathadsavedmylife。

"Doyouthankmeforthat,Mr。Kazallon?"hesaid;"ithasonlyservedtoprolongyourmisery。"

"Nevermind,M。Letourneur,"saidMissHerbey;"youdidyourduty。"

Enfeebledandemaciatedastheyounggirlis,hersenseofdutyneverdesertsher;andalthoughhertornandbe—

draggledgarmentsfloatdejectedlyaboutherbody,sheneveruttersawordofcomplaint,andneverlosescourage。

"Mr。Kazallon,"shesaidtome,"doyouthinkwearefatedtodieofhunger?"

"Yes,MissHerbey,Ido,"Ireplied,inahard,coldtone。

"Howlongdoyousupposewehavetolive?"sheaskedagain。

"Icannotsay;perhapsweshalllingeronlongerthanweimagine。"

"Thestrongestconstitutionssufferthemost,dotheynot?"shesaid。

"Yes;buttheyhaveoneconsolation——theydiethesoon—

est,"Ireplied,coldly。

Hadeverysparkofhumanitydiedoutofmybreast,thatIthusbroughtthegirlfacetofacewiththeterribletruth,withoutawordofhopeorcomfort?TheeyesofAndreandhisfather,dilatedwithhunger,werefixeduponme,andIsawreproachandastonishmentwrittenintheirfaces。

Afterward,whenwewerequitealone,MissHerbeyaskedmeifIwouldgrantherafavor。

"Certainly,MissHerbey;anythingyouliketoask,"I

replied;andthistimemymannerwaskinderandmoregenial。

"Mr。Kazallon,"shesaid,"Iamweakerthanyou,andshallprobablydiefirst。Promisemethat,ifIdo,youwillthrowmeintothesea!"

"Oh,MissHerbey,"Ibegan,"itwasverywrongofmetospeaktoyouasIdid!"

"No,no,"shereplied,halfsmiling;"youwerequiteright。Butitisaweaknessofmine;Idon’tmindwhattheydowithmeaslongasIamalive,butwhenIamdead——"

Shestoppedandshuddered。"Oh,promisemethatyouwillthrowmeintothesea!"

Igaveherthemelancholypromise,whichsheacknowl—

edgedbypressingmyhandfeeblywithheremaciatedfingers。

Anothernightpassedaway。Attimesmysufferingsweresointensethatcriesofagonyinvoluntarilyescapedmylips;

thenIbecamecalmer,andsankintoakindoflethargy。

WhenIawoke,Iwassurprisedtofindmycompanionsstillalive。

TheoneofourpartywhoseemstobearhisprivationsthebestisHobartthesteward,amanwithwhomhithertoIhavehadverylittletodo。Heissmall,withafawningexpressionremarkableforitsindecision,andhasasmilewhichisincessantlyplayingroundhislips;hegoesaboutwithhiseyeshalfclosed,asthoughhewishedtoconcealhisthoughts,andthereissomethingaltogetherfalseandhypocriticalabouthiswholedemeanor。Icannotsaythathebearshisprivationswithoutamurmur,forhesighsandmoansincessantly;but,withitall,Icannotbutthinkthatthereisawantofgenuinenessinhismanner,andthattheprivationhasnotreallytolduponhimasmuchasithasupontherestofus。Ihavemysuspicionsabouttheman,andintendtowatchhimcarefully。

To—day,the6th,M。Letourneurdrewmeasidetothesternoftheraft,sayinghehadasecrettocommunicate,butthathewishedneithertobeseennorheardspeakingtome。I

withdrewwithhimtothelarboardcorneroftheraft,and,asitwasgrowingdusk,nobodyobservedwhatweweredoing。

"Mr。Kazallon,"M。Letourneurbegan,inalowvoice,"Andreisdyingofhunger;heisgrowingweakerandweaker,andoh!Icannot,willnot,seehimdie!"

Hespokepassionately,almostfiercely,andIfullyunder—

stoodhisfeelings。Takinghishand,Itriedtoreassurehim。

"Wewillnotdespairyet,"Isaid;"perhapssomepass—

ingship——"

"Ship!"hecried,impatiently,"don’ttrytoconsolemewithemptycommonplaces;youknowaswellasIdothatthereisnochanceoffallinginwithapassingship。"Then,breakingoffsuddenly,heasked:"Howlongisitsincemysonandallofyouhavehadanythingtoeat?"

Astonishedathisquestion,Irepliedthatitwasnowfourdayssincethebiscuithadfailed。

"Fourdays,"herepeated;"well,then,itiseightsinceI

havetastedanything。Ihavebeensavingmyshareformyson。"

Tearsrushedtomyeyes;forafewmomentsIwasunabletospeak,andcouldonlyoncemoregrasphishandinsilence。

"Whatdoyouwantmetodo?"Iasked,atlength。

"Hush!notsoloud;someonewillhearus,"hesaid,low—

eringhisvoice;"IwantyoutoofferittoAndreasthoughitcamefromyourself。Hewouldnotacceptitfromme;hewouldthinkIhadbeendeprivingmyselfforhim。Letmeimploreyoutodomethisservice;andforyourtrouble,"——

andherehegentlystrokedmyhand——"foryourtroubleyoushallhaveamorselforyourself。"

ItrembledlikeachildasIlistenedtothepoorfather’swords;andmyheartwasreadytoburstwhenIfeltatinypieceofbiscuitslippedintomyhand。

"Giveithim,"M。Letourneurwentonunderhisbreath,"giveithim;butdonotletanyoneseeyou;themonsterswouldmurderyouiftheyknewit!Thisisonlyforto—

day;Iwillgiveyousomemoreto—morrow。"

Thepoorfellowdidnottrustme——andwellhemightnot——forIhadthegreatestdifficultytowithstandthetempta—

tiontocarrythebiscuittomymouth。ButIresistedtheimpulse,andthosealonewhohavesufferedlikemecanknowwhattheeffortwas。

Nightcameonwiththerapiditypeculiartotheselowlati—

tudes,andIglidedgentlyuptoAndre,andslippedthepieceofbiscuitintohishandas"apresentfrommyself。"

Theyoungmanclutchedatiteagerly。

"Butmyfather?"hesaid,inquiringly。

IassuredhimthathisfatherandIhadeachhadourshare,andthathemusteatthisnow,andperhapsIshouldbeabletobringhimsomemoreanothertime。Andreaskednomorequestions,andeagerlydevouredthemorseloffood。

Sothiseveningatleast,notwithstandingM。Letourneur’soffer,Ihavetastednothing。

CHAPTERXL

DEATHOFLIEUTENANTWALTER

JANUARY7。——Duringthelastfewdays,sincethewindhasfreshened,thesaltwaterconstantlydashingovertherafthasterriblypunishedthefeetandlegsofsomeofthesailors。Owen,whomtheboatswaineversincetherevolthaskeptboundtothemast,isinadeplorablestate,and,atourrequest,hasbeenreleasedfromhisrestraint。SandonandBurkearealsosufferingfromtheseveresmartingcausedinthisway,anditisonlyowingtoourmoreshelteredpositionontheaft—partoftheraft,thatwehavenotallsharedthesameinconvenience。

To—daytheboatswain,maddenedbystarvation,laidhandsuponeverythingthatmethisvoraciouseyes,andIcouldhearthegratingofhisteethashegnawedatfragmentsofsailsandbitsofwood,instinctivelyendeavoringtofillhisstomachbyputtingthemucusintocirculation。Atlength,bydintofaneagersearch,hecameuponapieceofleatherhangingtooneofthesparsthatsupportedtheplatform。

Hesnatcheditoffanddevoureditgreedily;and,asitwasanimalmatter,itreallyseemedasthoughtheabsorptionofthesubstanceaffordedhimsometemporaryrelief。In—

stantlyweallfollowedhisexample;aleatherhat,therimsofcaps,inshort,anythingthatcontainedanyanimalmatteratall,weregnawedandsuckedwiththeutmostavidity。

NevershallIforgetthescene。Wewerenolongerhuman——theimpulsesandinstinctsofbrutebeastsseemedtoactuateoureverymovement。

Foramomentthepangsofhungerweresomewhatallayed;butsomeofusrevoltedagainsttheloathsomefood,andwereseizedeitherwithviolentnauseaorabsolutesick—

ness。Imustbepardonedforgivingthesedistressingde—

tails;buthowotherwisecanIdepictthemisery,moralandphysical,whichweareenduring?Andwithitall,Idarenotventuretohopethatwehavereachedtheclimaxofoursufferings。

TheconductofHobart,duringthescenethatIhavejustdescribed,hasonlyservedtoconfirmmyprevioussuspicionsofhim。Hetooknopartinthealmostfiendishenergywithwhichwegnawedatourscrapsofleather;and,althoughbyhisconductofperpetualgroanings,hemightbeconsideredtobedyingofinanition,yettomehehastheappearanceofbeingsingularlyexemptfromthetortureswhichweareallenduring。Butwhetherthehypocriteisbeingsustainedbysomesecretstoreoffood,Ihavebeenunabletodiscover。

Wheneverthebreezedropstheheatisoverpowering;butalthoughourallowanceofwaterisverymeager,atpresentthepangsofhungerfarexceedthepainofthirst。Ithasoftenbeenremarkedthatextremethirstisfarlessendurablethanextremehunger。Isitpossiblethatstillgreateragoniesareinstoreforus?Icannot,darenot,believeit。For—

tunately,thebrokenbarrelstillcontainsafewpintsofwater,andtheotheronehasnotyetbeenopened。ButIamgladtosaythatnotwithstandingourdiminishednumbers,andinspiteofsomeopposition,thecaptainhasthoughtrighttoreducethedailyallowancetohalfapintforeachperson。

Asforthebrandy,ofwhichthereisonlyaquartnowleft,ithasbeenstowedawaysafelyinthesternoftheraft。

Thiseveninghasendedthesufferingsofanotherofourcompanions,makingournumbernowonlyfourteen。MyattentionsandMissHerbey’snursingcoulddonothingforLieutenantWalter,andabouthalf—pastsevenheexpiredinmyarms。

Beforehedied,inafewbrokenwords,hethankedMissHerbeyandmyselfforthekindnesswehadshownhim。A

crumpledletterfellfromhishand,andinavoicethatwasscarcelyaudiblefromweakness,hesaid:

"Itismymother’sletter;thelastIhadfromher——shewasexpectingmehome;butshewillneverseememore。

Oh,putittomylips——letmekissitbeforeIdie。Mother!

mother!Oh,myGod!"

Iplacedtheletterinhiscoldhand,andraisedittohislips;hiseyelightedforamoment;weheardthefaintsoundofakiss;andallwasover!

CHAPTERXLI

HUMANFLESHFORBAIT

JANUARY8。——AllnightIremainedbythesideofthepoorfellow’scorpse,andseveraltimesMissHerbeyjoinedmeinmymournfulwatch。

Beforedaylightdawned,thebodywasquitecold,andasIknewtheremustbenodelayinthrowingitoverboard,I

askedCurtistoassistmeinthesadoffice。Thebodywasfrightfullyemaciated,andIhadeveryhopethatitwouldnotfloat。

Assoonasitwasquitelight,takingeveryprecautionthatnooneshouldseewhatwewereabout,CurtisandIpro—

ceededtoourmelancholytask。Wetookafewarticlesfromthelieutenant’spockets,whichwepurposed,ifeitherofusshouldsurvive,toremittohismother。Butaswewrappedhiminhistatteredgarmentsthatwouldhavetosufficeforhiswindingsheet,Istartedbackwithathrillofhorror。Therightfoothadgone,leavingthelegableedingstump。

Nodoubtthat,overcomebyfatigue,Imusthavefallenasleepforanintervalduringthenight,andsomeonehadtakenadvantageofmyslumbertomutilatethecorpse。Butwhocouldhavebeenguiltyofsofouladeed?Curtislookedaroundwithangerflashinginhiseye;butallseemedasusual,andthesilencewasonlybrokenbyafewgroansofagony。

Buttherewasnotimetobelost;perhapswewerealreadyobserved,andmorehorriblescenesmightbelikelytooccur。

Curtissaidafewshortprayers,andwecastthebodyintothesea。Itsankimmediately。

"Theyarefeedingthesharkswell,andnomistake,"saidavoicebehindme。

Iturnedroundquickly,andfoundthatitwasJynxstropwhohadspoken。

Astheboatswainnowapproached,Iaskedhimwhetherhethoughtitpossiblethatanyofthewretchedmencouldhavetakenthedeadman’sfoot。

"Oh,yes,Idaresay,"herepliedinasignificanttone,"andperhapstheythoughttheywereright。"

"Right!whatdoyoumean?"Iexclaimed。

"Well,sir,"hesaidcoldly,"isn’titbettertoeatadeadmanthanalivingone?"

Iwasatalosstocomprehendhim,and,turningaway,laidmyselfdownattheendoftheraft。

Towardeleveno’clockamostsuspiciousincidentoccurred。

Theboatswain,whohadcasthislinesearlyinthemorning,caughtthreelargecod,eachmorethanthirtyincheslong,ofthespecieswhich,whendried,isknownbythenameofstock—fish。Scarcelyhadhehauledthemonboardwhenthesailorsmadeadashatthem,anditwaswiththeutmostdif—

ficultythatCurtis,Falstenandmyselfcouldrestoreorder,sothatwemightdividethefishintoequalportions。Threecodwerenotmuchamongfourteenstarvingpersons,but,smallasthequantitywas,itwasallottedinstrictlyequalshares。Mostofusdevouredthefoodraw,almostImightsay,alive;onlyCurtis,Andre,andMissHerbeyhavingthepatiencetowaituntiltheirallowancehadbeenboiledatafirewhichtheymadewithafewscrapsofwood。Formy—

self,IconfessthatIswallowedmyportionoffishasitwas——rawandbleeding。M。Letourneurfollowedmyexample;

thepoormandevouredhisfoodlikeafamishedwolf,anditisonlyawondertomehow,afterhislengthenedfast,hecametobealiveatall。

Theboatswain’sdelightathissuccesswasexcessive,andamountedalmosttodelirium。Iwentuptohim,anden—

couragedhimtorepeathisattempt。

"Oh,yes,"hesaid;"I’lltryagain。I’lltryagain。"

"Andwhynottryatonce?"Iasked。

"Notnow,"hesaidevasively;"thenightisthebesttimeforcatchinglargefish。Besides,Imustmanagetogetsomebait,forwehavebeenimprovidentenoughnottosaveasinglescrap。"

"Butyouhavesucceededoncewithoutbait;whymayyounotsucceedagain?"

"Oh,Ihadsomeverygoodbaitlastnight,"hesaid。

Istaredathiminamazement。Hesteadilyreturnedmygaze,butsaidnothing。

"Haveyounoneleft?"atlastIasked。

"Yes!"healmostwhispered,andleftmewithoutanotherword。

Ourmeal,meagerasithadbeen,servedtorallyourshat—

teredenergies;ourhopeswereslightlyraised;therewasnoreasonwhytheboatswainshouldnothavethesamegoodluckagain。

Oneevidenceofthedegreetowhichourspiritswerere—

vivedwasthatourmindswerenolongerfixeduponthemiserablepresentandhopelessfuture,butwebegantorecallanddiscussthepast;andM。Letourneur,Andre,Mr。Fal—

stenandI,heldalongconversationwiththecaptainaboutthevariousincidentsofoureventfulvoyage,speakingofourlostcompanions,ofthefire,orthestrandingoftheship,ofoursojournonHamRock,ofthespringingoftheleak,ofourterriblevoyageinthetop—masts,oftheconstructionoftheraft,andofthestorm。Allthesethingsseemedtohavehappenedsolongago,andyetwewerelivingstill。Living,didIsay?Ay,ifsuchanexistenceasourscouldbecalledalife,fourteenofuswerelivingstill。Whowouldbethenexttogo?Weshouldthenbethirteen。

"Anunluckynumber!"saidAndre,withamournfulsmile。

Duringthenighttheboatswaincasthislinesfromthesternoftheraft,and,unwillingtotrustthemtoanyoneelse,remainedwatchingthemhimself。InthemorningI

wenttoascertainwhatsuccesshadattendedhispatience。Itwasscarcelylight,andwitheagereyeshewaspeeringdownintothewater。Hehadneitherseennorheardmecoming。

"Well,boatswain!"Isaid,touchinghimontheshoulder。

Heturnedroundquickly。

"Thosevillainoussharkshaveeateneverymorselofmybait,"hesaid,inadespondingvoice。

"Andyouhavenomoreleft?"Iasked。

"Nomore,"hesaid。Thengraspingmyarm,headded,"andthatonlyshowsmethatitisnogooddoingthingsbyhalves。"

Thetruthflasheduponmeatonce,andIlaidmyhanduponhismouth。PoorWalter!

CHAPTERXLII

OXIDEOFCOPPERPOISONING

JANUARY9and10。——Onthe9ththewinddropped,andtherewasadeadcalm;notarippledisturbedthesurfaceofthelongundulationsastheyroseandfellbeneathus;andifitwerenotfortheslightcurrentwhichiscarryingusweknownotwhither,theraftwouldbeabsolutelystationary。

Theheatwasintolerable;ourthirstmoreintolerablestill;

andnowitwasthatforthefirsttimeIfullyrealizedhowtheinsufficiencyofdrinkcouldcausetorturemoreunendurablethanthepangsofhunger。Mouth,throat,pharynx,allalikewereparchedanddry,everyglandbecominghardashornundertheactionofthehotairwebreathed。Atmyurgentsolicitation,thecaptainwasforonceinducedtodoubleourallowanceofwater;andthisrelaxationoftheordinaryruleenabledustoattempttoslakeourthirstfourtimesintheday,insteadofonlytwice。Iusetheword"attempt"advisedly;

forthewateratthebottomofthebarrelthoughkeptcoveredbyasail,becamesowarmthatitwasperfectlyflatandunrefreshing。

Itwasamosttryingday,andthesailorsrelapsedintoaconditionofdeepdespondency。Themoonwasnearlyfull,butwhensherosethebreezedidnotreturn。Continuanceofhightemperatureindaytimeisasureproofthatwehavebeencarriedfartothesouth,andhere,onthisillimitableocean,wehavelongceasedeventolookforland;itmightalmostseemasthoughthisglobeofourshadveritablybe—

comealiquidsphere!

To—daywearestillbecalmed,andthetemperatureisashighasever。Theairisheatedlikeafurnace,andthesunscorcheslikefire。Thetormentsoffamineareallforgotten;

ourthoughtsareconcentratedwithfeveredexpectationuponthelonged—formomentwhenCurtisshalldoleoutthescantymeasureoflukewarmwaterthatmakesupourration。Ohforonegooddraught,evenifitshouldexhaustthewholesupply!Atleast,itseemsasifwethencoulddieinpeace!

Aboutnoonwewerestartledbysharpcriesofagony,andlookinground,IsawOwenwrithinginthemosthorribleconvulsions。Iwenttowardhim,for,detestableashiscon—

ducthadbeen,commonhumanitypromptedmetoseewhetherIcouldaffordhimanyrelief。ButbeforeIreachedhim,ashoutfromFlaypolearrestedmyattention。Themanwasupinthemast,andwithgreatexcitementpointingtotheeast。

"Aship!Aship!"hecried。

Inaninstantallwereontheirfeet。EvenOwenstoppedhiscriesandstooderect。Itwasquitetruethatinthedirec—

tionindicatedbyFlaypoletherewasawhitespeckvisibleuponthehorizon。Butdiditmove?Wouldthesailorswiththeirkeenvisionpronounceittobeasail?Asilencethemostprofoundfelluponusall。IglancedatCurtisashestoodwithfoldedarmsintentlygazingatthedistantpoint。Hisbrowwasfurrowed,andhecontractedeveryfea—

ture,aswithhalf—closedeyesheconcentratedhispowerofvisionuponthatonefaintspotinthefaroffhorizon。

Butatlengthhedroppedhisarmsandshookhishead。I

lookedagain,butthespotwasnolongerthere。Ifitwereaship,thatshiphaddisappeared;butprobablyithadbeenamerereflection,or,morelikelystill,onlythecrestofsomecurlingwave。

Adeepdejectionfollowedthisphantomrayofhope。Allreturnedtotheiraccustomedplaces。Curtisaloneremainedmotionless,buthiseyenolongerscannedthedistantview。

Owennowbegantoshriekmorewildlythanever。Hepresentedtrulyamostmelancholysight;hewrithedwiththemosthideouscontortions,andhadalltheappearanceofsufferingfromtetanus。Histhroatwascontractedbyre—

peatedspasms,histonguewasparched,hisbodyswollen,andhispulse,thoughfeeble,wasrapidandirregular。Thepoorwretch’ssymptomswerepreciselysuchastoleadustosus—

pectthathehadtakensomecorrosivepoison。Ofcourseitwasquiteoutofourpowertoadministeranyantidote;allthatwecoulddevisewastomakehimswallowsomethingthatmightactasanemetic。IaskedCurtisforalittleofthelukewarmwater。Asthecontentsofthebrokenbarrelwerenowexhausted,thecaptain,inordertocomplywithmyrequest,wasabouttotaptheotherbarrel,whenOwenstartedsuddenlytohisknees,andwithawild,unearthlyshriek,exclaimed:

"No!no!no!ofthatwaterIwillnottouchadrop。"

Isupposedhedidnotunderstandwhatweweregoingtodo,andendeavoredtoexplain;butallinvain;hepersistedinrefusingtotastethewaterinthesecondbarrel。Ithentriedtoinducevomitingbyticklinghisuvula,andhebroughtoffsomebluishsecretionfromhisstomach,thecharacterofwhichconfirmedourprevioussuspicions——thathehadbeenpoisonedbyoxideofcopper。Wenowfeltconvincedthatanyeffortonourparttosavehimwouldbeofnoavail。

Thevomiting,however,hadforthetimerelievedhim,andhewasabletospeak。

CurtisandIbothimploredhimtoletusknowwhathehadtakentobringaboutconsequencessoserious。Hisreplyfelluponusasastartlingblow。

Theill—fatedwretchhadstolenseveralpintsofwaterfromthebarrelthathadbeenuntouched,andthatwaterhadpoisonedhim!

CHAPTERXLIII

OWEN’SDEATH

JANUARY11to14。——Owen’sconvulsionsreturnedwithin—

creasedviolence,andinthecourseofthenightheexpiredinterribleagony。Hisbodywasthrownoverboardalmostdirectly,ithaddecomposedsorapidlythatthefleshhadnotevenconsistencyenoughforanyfragmentsofittobere—

servedfortheboatswaintousetobaithislines。Aplaguethemanhadbeentousinhislife;inhisdeathhewasnowofnoservice!

Andnow,perhapsstillmorethanever,didthehorrorofoursituationstareusintheface。Therewasnodoubtthatthepoisonedbarrelhadatsometimeorothercontainedcopperas;butwhatstrangefatalityhadconverteditintoawatercask,orwhatfatality,strangerstill,hadcausedittobebroughtonboardtheraft,wasaproblemthatnonecouldsolve。Little,however,diditmatternow;thefactwasevi—

dent——thebarrelwaspoisoned,andofwaterwehadnotadrop。

Oneandall,wefellintothegloomiestsilence。Weweretooirritabletobearthesoundofeachother’svoices;anditdidnotrequireaword——amerelookorgesturewasenough——toprovokeustoangerthatwaslittleshortofmadness。

Howitwasthatwedidnotallbecomeravingmaniacs,Ican—

nottell。

Throughoutthe12thnodrainofmoisturecrossedourlips,andnotacloudarosetowarranttheexpectationofapassingshower;intheshade,ifshadeitmightbecalled,thethermometerwouldhaveregisteredatleast100deg。,andper—

hapsconsiderablymore。

Nochangenextday。Thesaltwaterbegantochafemylegs,butalthoughthesmartingwasattimessevere,itwasaninconveniencetowhichIgavelittleheed;otherswhohadsufferedfromthesametroublehadbecomenoworse。Oh!

ifthiswaterthatsurroundsuscouldbereducedtovaporortoice!itsparticlesofsaltextracted,itwouldbeavailablefordrink。Butno!wehavenoappliances,andwemustsufferon。

Attheriskofbeingdevouredbythesharks,theboat—

swainandtwosailorstookamorningbath,andastheirplungeseemedtofreshenthem,Iandthreeofmycom—

panionsresolvedtofollowtheirexample。Wehadneverlearnedtoswim,andhadtobefastenedtotheendofaropeandloweredintothewater,whileCurtis,duringthehalfhourofourbath,keptasharplookouttogivewarningofanydangerfromapproachingsharks。Norecommenda—

tion,however,onourpart,noranyrepresentationofthebenefitwefeltwehadderived,couldinduceMissHerbeytoallayhersufferingsinthesameway。

Atabouteleveno’clock,thecaptaincameuptome,andwhisperedinmyear:

"Don’tsayaword,Mr。Kazallon;Idonotwanttoraisefalsehopes,butIthinkIseeaship。"

Itwasaswellthatthecaptainhadwarnedme;otherwise,Ishouldhaveraisedaninvoluntaryshoutofjoy;asitwasIhadthegreatestdifficultyinrestrainingmyexpressionsofdelight。

"Lookbehindtolarboard,"hecontinuedinanundertone。

AffectinganindifferencewhichIwasfarfromfeeling,I

castananxiousglancetothatquarterofthehorizonofwhichhespoke,andthere,althoughminewasnotanauticaleye,Icouldplainlydistinguishtheoutlineofashipundersail。

Almostatthesamemomenttheboatswainwhohappenedtobelookinginthesamedirection,raisedthecry,"Shipahoy!"

Whetheritwasthatnoonebelievedit,orwhetherallenergieswereexhausted,certainitisthattheannouncementproducednoneoftheeffectsthatmighthavebeenexpected。

Notasoulexhibitedtheslightestemotion,anditwasonlywhentheboatswainhadseveraltimessungouthistidingsthatalleyesturnedtothehorizon。There,mostundeniably,wastheship,butthequestionroseatoncetothemindsofall,andtothelipsofmany,"Wouldsheseeus?"

Thesailorsimmediatelybegandiscussingthebuildofthevessel,andmadeallsortsofconjecturesastothedirectionshewastaking。Curtiswasfarmoredeliberateinhisjudg—

ment。Afterexaminingherattentivelyforsometime,hesaid,"Sheisabrigrunningcloseuponthewind,onthestar—

boardtack。Ifshekeepshercourseforacoupleofhours,shewillcomerightathwartourtracks。"

Acoupleofhours!Thewordssoundedtoourearslikeacoupleofcenturies。Theshipmightchangehercourseatanymoment;closelytrimmedasshewas,itwasveryprobablethatshewasonlytackingabouttocatchthewind,inwhichcase,assoonasshefeltabreeze,shewouldr俿um?

herlarboardtackandmakeawayagain。Ontheotherhand,ifshewasreallysailingwiththewind,shewouldcomenearertous,andtherewouldbegoodgroundforhope。

Meantime,noexertionmustbespared,andnomeansleftuntried,tomakeourpositionknown。Thebrigwasabouttwelvemilestotheeastofus,sothatitwasoutoftheques—

tiontothinkofanycriesofoursbeingoverheard;butCurtisgavedirectionsthateverypossiblesignalshouldbemade。

Wehadnofirearmsbywhichwecouldattractattention,andnothingelseoccurredtousbeyondhoistingaflagofdistress。

MissHerbey’sredshawl,asbeingofacolormostdistin—

guishableagainstthebackgroundofseaandsky,wasrunuptothemast—head,andwascaughtbythelightbreezethatjustthenwasrufflingthesurfaceofthewater。Asadrown—

ingmanclutchesatastraw,soourheartsboundedwithhopeeverytimethatourpoorflagflutteredinthewind。

Foranhourourfeelingsalternatedbetweenhopeanddespair。Theshipwasevidentlymakingherwayinthedi—

rectionoftheraft,buteverynowandthensheseemedtostop,andthenourheartswouldalmoststandstillwithagonylestshewasgoingtoputabout。Shecarriedallhercanvas,eventoherroyalsandstay—sails,butherhullwasonlypartiallyvisibleabovethehorizon。

Howslowlysheadvanced!Thebreezewasvery,veryfeeble,andperhapssoonitwoulddropaltogether!Wefeltthatwewouldgiveyearsofourlifetoknowtheresultofthecominghour。

Athalfpasttwelvethecaptainandtheboatswaincon—

sideredthatthebrigwasaboutninemilesaway;shehad,therefore,gainedonlythreemilesinanhourandahalf,anditwasdoubtfulwhetherthelightbreezethathadbeenpassingoverourheadshadreachedheratall。Ifancied,too,thathersailswerenolongerfilled,butwerehanginglooseagainsthermasts。Turningtothedirectionofthewind,Itriedtomakeoutsomechanceofarisingbreeze;

butno,thewaveswerecalmandtorpid,andthelittlepuffofairthathadarousedourhopeshaddiedawayacrossthesea。

IstoodaftwithM。Letourneur,AndreandMissHerbey,andourglancesperpetuallywanderedfromthedistantshiptoourcaptain’sface。Curtisstoodleaningagainstthemast,withtheboatswainbyhisside;theireyesseemedneverforamomenttoceasetowatchthebrig,buttheircountenancesclearlyexpressedthevaryingemotionsthatpassedthroughtheirminds。Notawordwasuttered,norwasthesilencebroken,untilthecarpenterexclaimed,inaccentsofdespair:

"She’sputtingabout!"

Allstartedup——sometotheirknees,otherstotheirfeet。

Theboatswaindroppedafrightfuloath。Theshipwasstillninemilesaway,andatsuchadistanceitwasimpossibleforoursignaltobeseen;ourtinyraft,amerespeckuponthewaters,wouldbelostintheintenseirradiationofthesun—

beams。Ifonlywecouldbeseen,nodoubtallwouldbewell;nocaptainwouldhavethebarbarousinhumanitytoleaveustoourfate;buttherehadbeennochance;onlytoowellweknewthatwehadnotbeenwithinrangeofsight。

"Myfriends,"saidCurtis,"wemustmakeafire;itisourlastandonlychance。"

Someplankswerequicklyloosenedandthrownintoaheapupontheforepartoftheraft。Theyweredampandtroublesometolight;buttheverydampnessmadethesmokemoredense,anderelongatallcolumnofduskyfumeswasrisingstraightupwardintheair。Ifdarknessshouldcomeonbeforethebrigwascompletelyoutofview,theflames,wehopedmightstillbevisible。Butthehourspassedon;

thefirediedout;andyetnosignsofhelp。

Thetemperofresignationnowdesertedmeentirely;

faith,hope,confidence——allvanishedfrommymind,and,liketheboatswain,Isworelongandloudly。Agentlehandwaslaiduponmyarm,andturningroundIsawMissHerbeywithherfingerpointingtothesky。Icouldstanditnolonger,butglidingunderneaththetentIhidmyfaceinmyhandsandweptaloud。

Meanwhilethebrighadalteredhertrack,andwasmovingslowlytotheeast。Threehourslaterandthekeenesteyecouldnothavediscernedhertop—sailsabovethehorizon。

CHAPTERXLIV

THEDEPTHSOFDESPAIR

JANUARY15。——Afterthisfurthershatteringofourex—

citedhopes,deathalonenowstaresusintheface;slowandlingeringasthatdeathmaybe,soonerorlateritmustin—

evitablycome。

To—daysomecloudsthatroseinthewesthavebroughtusafewpuffsofwind;andinspiteofourprostration,weap—

preciatethemoderation,slightasitis,inthetemperature。

Tomyparchedthroattheairseemedalittlelesstrying;butitisnowsevendayssincetheboatswaintookhishauloffish,andduringthatperiodwehadeatennothing;evenAndreLetourneurfinishedyesterday,thelastmorselofthebiscuitwhichhissorrowfulandself—denyingfatherhadin—

trustedtomycharge。

Jynxstrop,thenegro,hasbrokenloosefromhisconfine—

ment,butCurtishastakennomeasuresforputtinghimagainunderrestraint。Itisnottobeapprehendedthatthemiserablefellowandhisaccomplices,weakenedastheyarebytheirprotractedfast,willattempttodousanymischiefnow。

Somehugesharksmadetheirappearanceto—day,cleavingthewaterrapidlywiththeirgreatblackfins。Themonsterscameupclosetotheedgeoftheraft,andFlaypole,whowasleaningover,narrowlyescapedhavinghisarmsnappedoffbyoneofthem。Icouldnothelpregardingthemaslivingsepulchers,whicherelongmightswallowupourmiserablecarcasses;yet,withal,Iprofessthatmyfeelingswerethoseoffascinationratherthanhorror。

Theboatswain,whostoodwithclenchedteethanddilatedeye,regardedthesesharksfromquiteanotherpointofview。

Hethoughtaboutdevouringthesharks,notaboutthesharksdevouringhim;andifhecouldsucceedincatchingone,I

doubtifoneofuswouldrejectthetoughanduntemptingflesh。Hedeterminedtomaketheattempt,andashehadnowhirlwhichhecouldfastentohisropehesettoworktofindsomethingthatmightserveasasubstitute。CurtisandDowlaswereconsulted,andafterashortconversation,duringwhichtheykeptthrowingbitsofropeandsparsintothewaterinordertoenticethesharkstoremainbytheraft,Dowlaswentandfetchedhiscarpenter’stool,whichisatonceahatchetandahammer。Ofthisheproposedtomakethewhirlofwhichtheywereinneed,underthehopethateitherthesharpedgeoftheadzeorthepointedextremityoppositewouldstickfirmlyintothejawsofanysharkthatmightswallowit。Thewoodenhandleofthehammerwassecuredtotherope,which,initsturnwastightlyfastenedtotheraft。

Witheager,almostbreathless,excitementwestoodwatch—

ingthepreparations,atthesametimeusingeverymeansinourpowertoattracttheattentionofthesharks。Assoonasthewhirlwasreadytheboatswainbegantothinkaboutbait,and,talkingrapidlytohimself,ransackedeverycorneroftheraft,asthoughheexpectedtofindsomedeadbodycomingopportunelytosight。Buthissearchendedinnoth—

ing;andtheonlyplanthatsuggesteditselfwasagaintohaverecoursetoMissHerbey’sredshawl,ofwhichafrag—

mentwaswrappedaroundtheheadofthehammer。Aftertestingthestrengthofhisline,andreassuringhimselfthatitwasfastenedfirmlybothtothehammerandtotheraft,theboatswainlowereditintothewater。

Theseawasquitetransparent,andanyobjectwasclearlyvisibletoadepthoftwohundredfeetbelowthesurface。

Leaningoverthelowparapetoftheraftwelookedoninbreathlesssilence,asthescarletrag,distinctasitwasagainstthebluemassofwater,madeitsslowdescent。Butonebyonethesharksseemedtodisappear。Theycouldnot,how—

ever,havegonefaraway,anditwasnotlikelythatany—

thingintheshapeofbaitdroppednearthemwouldlongescapetheirkeenvoracity。

Suddenly,withoutspeaking,theboatswainraisedhishandandpointedtoadarkmassskimmingalongthesurfaceofthewater,andmakingstraightinourdirection。Itwasashark,certainlynotlessthantwelvefeetlong。Assoonasthecreaturewasaboutfourfathomsfromtheraft,theboatswaingentlydrewinhislineuntilthewhirlwasinsuchapositionthatthesharkmustcrossrightoverit;atthesametimeheshookthelinealittle,thathemightgivethewhirltheappearance,ifhecould,ofbeingsomethingaliveandmoving。Asthecreaturecamenear,myheartbeatviolently;Icouldseeitseyesflashingabovethewaves;anditsgapingjaws,asitturnedhalfoveronitsback,exhibitedlongrowsofpointedteeth。

Iknownotwhoitwas,butsomeoneatthatmomentutteredaninvoluntarycryofhorror。Thesharkcametoastandstill,turnedabout,andescapedquiteoutofsight。Theboatswainwaspalewithanger。

"Thefirstmanwhospeaks,"hesaid,"Iwillkillhimonthespot。"

Againheappliedhimselftohistask。Thewhirlwasagainlowered,thistimetothedepthoftwentyfathoms,butforhalfanhourormorenotasharkcouldbedistin—

guished;butasthewatersfarbelowseemedsomehowtobetroubledIcouldnothelpbelievingthatsomeofthebrutesatleastwerestillthere。

Allatonce,withaviolentjerk,thecordwaswrestedfromtheboatswain’shands;firmlyattached,however,asitwastotheraft,itwasnotlost。Thebaithadbeenseizedbyashark,andtheironhadmadegooditsholduponthecrea—

ture’sflesh。

"Now,then,mylads,"criedtheboatswain,"haulaway!"

Passengersandsailors,oneandall,putforthwhatstrengththeyhadtodragtherope,butsoviolentwerethecreature’sstrugglesthatitrequiredallourefforts(anditisneedlesstosaytheywerewillingenough)tobringittothesurface。Atlength,afterexertionsthatalmostexhaustedus,thewaterbecameagitatedbytheviolentflappingsofthetailandfins;andlookingdownIsawthehugecarcassofthesharkwrithingconvulsivelyamidwavesthatwerestainedwithblood。

"Steady!steady!"saidtheboatswain,astheheadap—

pearedaboveThewhirlhadpassedrightthroughthejawintothemid—

dleofthethroat,sothatnostruggleonthepartoftheani—

malcouldpossiblyreleaseit。Dowlasseizedthehatchet,readytodispatchthebrutethemomentitshouldbelandedontheraft。Ashortsharpsnapwasheard。Thesharkhadcloseditsjaws,andbittenthroughthewoodenhandleofthehammer。Anothermomentandithadturnedroundandwascompletelygone。

Ahowlofdespairburstfromallourlips。Allthelaborandthepatience,allhadbeeninvain。Dowlasmadeafewmoreunsuccessfulattempts,butasthewhirlwaslost,andtheyhadnomeansofreplacingit,therewasnofurtherroomforhope。Theydid,indeed,lowersomecordstwistedintorunningknots,but(asmighthavebeenex—

pected)theseonlyslippedover,withoutholding,theslimybodiesofthesharks。Asalastresourcetheboatswainallowedhisnakedlegtohangoverthesideoftheraft;

themonsters,however,wereproofevenagainstthisat—

traction。

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