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第6章

"Poordearhead,"saidBobbie,"doesitache?"

"No——yes——notmuch,"saidMother。"Bobbie,doyouthinkPeterandPhilareFORGETTINGFather?"

"NO,"saidBobbie,indignantly。"Why?"

"Younoneofyoueverspeakofhimnow。"

Bobbiestoodfirstononelegandthenontheother。

"Weoftentalkabouthimwhenwe’rebyourselves,"shesaid。

"Butnottome,"saidMother。"Why?"

Bobbiedidnotfinditeasytosaywhy。

"I——you——"shesaidandstopped。Shewentovertothewindowandlookedout。

"Bobbie,comehere,"saidherMother,andBobbiecame。

"Now,"saidMother,puttingherarmroundBobbieandlayingherruffledheadagainstBobbie’sshoulder,"trytotellme,dear。"

Bobbiefidgeted。

"TellMother。"

"Well,then,"saidBobbie,"IthoughtyouweresounhappyaboutDaddynotbeinghere,itmadeyouworsewhenItalkedabouthim。SoIstoppeddoingit。"

"Andtheothers?"

"Idon’tknowabouttheothers,"saidBobbie。"IneversaidanythingaboutTHATtothem。ButIexpecttheyfeltthesameaboutitasme。"

"Bobbiedear,"saidMother,stillleaningherheadagainsther,"I’lltellyou。BesidespartingfromFather,heandIhavehadagreatsorrow——oh,terrible——worsethananythingyoucanthinkof,andatfirstitdidhurttohearyoualltalkingofhimasifeverythingwerejustthesame。Butitwouldbemuchmoreterribleifyouweretoforgethim。Thatwouldbeworsethananything。"

"Thetrouble,"saidBobbie,inaverylittlevoice——"IpromisedI

wouldneveraskyouanyquestions,andIneverhave,haveI?But——

thetrouble——itwon’tlastalways?"

"No,"saidMother,"theworstwillbeoverwhenFathercomeshometous。"

"IwishIcouldcomfortyou,"saidBobbie。

"Oh,mydear,doyousupposeyoudon’t?DoyouthinkIhaven’tnoticedhowgoodyou’veallbeen,notquarrellingnearlyasmuchasyouusedto——andallthelittlekindthingsyoudoforme——theflowers,andcleaningmyshoes,andtearinguptomakemybedbeforeIgettimetodoitmyself?"

BobbieHADsometimeswonderedwhetherMothernoticedthesethings。

"That’snothing,"shesaid,"towhat——"

"IMUSTgetonwithmywork,"saidMother,givingBobbieonelastsqueeze。"Don’tsayanythingtotheothers。"

Thateveninginthehourbeforebed—timeinsteadofreadingtothechildrenMothertoldthemstoriesofthegamessheandFatherusedtohavewhentheywerechildrenandlivedneareachotherinthecountry——talesoftheadventuresofFatherwithMother’sbrotherswhentheywereallboystogether。Veryfunnystoriestheywere,andthechildrenlaughedastheylistened。

"UncleEdwarddiedbeforehewasgrownup,didn’the?"saidPhyllis,asMotherlightedthebedroomcandles。

"Yes,dear,"saidMother,"youwouldhavelovedhim。Hewassuchabraveboy,andsoadventurous。Alwaysinmischief,andyetfriendswitheverybodyinspiteofit。AndyourUncleReggie’sinCeylon——

yes,andFather’saway,too。ButIthinkthey’dallliketothinkwe’denjoyedtalkingaboutthethingstheyusedtodo。Don’tyouthinkso?"

"NotUncleEdward,"saidPhyllis,inashockedtone;"he’sinHeaven。"

"Youdon’tsupposehe’sforgottenusandalltheoldtimes,becauseGodhastakenhim,anymorethanIforgethim。Oh,no,heremembers。He’sonlyawayforalittletime。Weshallseehimsomeday。"

"AndUncleReggie——andFather,too?"saidPeter。

"Yes,"saidMother。"UncleReggieandFather,too。Goodnight,mydarlings。"

"Goodnight,"saideveryone。Bobbiehuggedhermothermorecloselyeventhanusual,andwhisperedinherear,"Oh,Idoloveyouso,Mummy——Ido——Ido——"

WhenBobbiecametothinkitallover,shetriednottowonderwhatthegreattroublewas。Butshecouldnotalwayshelpit。Fatherwasnotdead——likepoorUncleEdward——Motherhadsaidso。Andhewasnotill,orMotherwouldhavebeenwithhim。Beingpoorwasn’tthetrouble。Bobbieknewitwassomethingnearertheheartthanmoneycouldbe。

"Imustn’ttrytothinkwhatitis,"shetoldherself;"no,I

mustn’t。IAMgladMothernoticedaboutusnotquarrellingsomuch。

We’llkeepthatup。"

Andalas,thatveryafternoonsheandPeterhadwhatPetercalledafirst—classshindy。

TheyhadnotbeenaweekatThreeChimneysbeforetheyhadaskedMothertoletthemhaveapieceofgardeneachfortheirveryown,andshehadagreed,andthesouthborderunderthepeachtreeshadbeendividedintothreepiecesandtheywereallowedtoplantwhatevertheylikedthere。

PhyllishadplantedmignonetteandnasturtiumandVirginiaStockinhers。Theseedscameup,andthoughtheylookedjustlikeweeds,Phyllisbelievedthattheywouldbearflowerssomeday。TheVirginiaStockjustifiedherfaithquitesoon,andhergardenwasgaywithabandofbrightlittleflowers,pinkandwhiteandredandmauve。

"Ican’tweedforfearIpullupthewrongthings,"sheusedtosaycomfortably;"itsavessuchalotofwork。"

Petersowedvegetableseedsinhis——carrotsandonionsandturnips。

Theseedwasgiventohimbythefarmerwholivedintheniceblack—

and—white,wood—and—plasterhousejustbeyondthebridge。Hekeptturkeysandguineafowls,andwasamostamiableman。ButPeter’svegetablesneverhadmuchofachance,becausehelikedtousetheearthofhisgardenfordiggingcanals,andmakingfortsandearthworksforhistoysoldiers。Andtheseedsofvegetablesrarelycometomuchinasoilthatisconstantlydisturbedforthepurposesofwarandirrigation。

Bobbieplantedrose—bushesinhergarden,butallthelittlenewleavesoftherose—bushesshrivelledandwithered,perhapsbecauseshemovedthemfromtheotherpartofthegardeninMay,whichisnotatalltherighttimeofyearformovingroses。Butshewouldnotownthattheyweredead,andhopedonagainsthope,untilthedaywhenPerkscameuptoseethegarden,andtoldherquiteplainlythatallherroseswereasdeadasdoornails。

"Onlygoodforbonfires,Miss,"hesaid。"Youjustdig’emupandburn’em,andI’llgiveyousomenicefreshrootsoutermygarden;

pansies,andstocks,andsweetwillies,andforget—me—nots。I’llbring’emalongto—morrowifyougetthegroundready。"

Sonextdayshesettowork,andthathappenedtobethedaywhenMotherhadpraisedherandtheothersaboutnotquarrelling。Shemovedtherose—bushesandcarriedthemtotheotherendofthegarden,wheretherubbishheapwasthattheymeanttomakeabonfireofwhenGuyFawkes’Daycame。

MeanwhilePeterhaddecidedtoflattenoutallhisfortsandearthworks,withaviewtomakingamodeloftherailway—tunnel,cutting,embankment,canal,aqueduct,bridges,andall。

SowhenBobbiecamebackfromherlastthornyjourneywiththedeadrose—bushes,hehadgottherakeandwasusingitbusily。

"_I_wasusingtherake,"saidBobbie。

"Well,I’musingitnow,"saidPeter。

"ButIhaditfirst,"saidBobbie。

"Thenit’smyturnnow,"saidPeter。Andthatwashowthequarrelbegan。

"You’realwaysbeingdisagreeableaboutnothing,"saidPeter,aftersomeheatedargument。

"Ihadtherakefirst,"saidBobbie,flushedanddefiant,holdingontoitshandle。

"Don’t——ItellyouIsaidthismorningImeanttohaveit。Didn’tI,Phil?"

Phyllissaidshedidn’twanttobemixedupintheirrows。Andinstantly,ofcourse,shewas。

"Ifyouremember,yououghttosay。"

"Ofcourseshedoesn’tremember——butshemightsayso。"

"IwishI’dhadabrotherinsteadoftwowhinylittlekiddysisters,"saidPeter。Thiswasalwaysrecognisedasindicatingthehigh—watermarkofPeter’srage。

Bobbiemadethereplyshealwaysmadetoit。

"Ican’tthinkwhylittleboyswereeverinvented,"andjustasshesaiditshelookedup,andsawthethreelongwindowsofMother’sworkshopflashingintheredraysofthesun。Thesightbroughtbackthosewordsofpraise:——

"Youdon’tquarrellikeyouusedtodo。"

"OH!"criedBobbie,justasifshehadbeenhit,orhadcaughtherfingerinadoor,orhadfeltthehideoussharpbeginningsoftoothache。

"What’sthematter?"saidPhyllis。

Bobbiewantedtosay:"Don’tlet’squarrel。Motherhatesitso,"

butthoughshetriedhard,shecouldn’t。Peterwaslookingtoodisagreeableandinsulting。

"Takethehorridrake,then,"wasthebestshecouldmanage。Andshesuddenlyletgoherholdonthehandle。Peterhadbeenholdingontoittoofirmlyandpullingly,andnowthatthepulltheotherwaywassuddenlystopped,hestaggeredandfelloverbackward,theteethoftherakebetweenhisfeet。

"Serveyouright,"saidBobbie,beforeshecouldstopherself。

Peterlaystillforhalfamoment——longenoughtofrightenBobbiealittle。Thenhefrightenedheralittlemore,forhesatup——

screamedonce——turnedratherpale,andthenlaybackandbegantoshriek,faintlybutsteadily。Itsoundedexactlylikeapigbeingkilledaquarterofamileoff。

Motherputherheadoutofthewindow,anditwasn’thalfaminuteafterthatshewasinthegardenkneelingbythesideofPeter,whoneverforaninstantceasedtosqueal。

"Whathappened,Bobbie?"Motherasked。

"Itwastherake,"saidPhyllis。"Peterwaspullingatit,sowasBobbie,andsheletgoandhewentover。"

"Stopthatnoise,Peter,"saidMother。"Come。Stopatonce。"

Peterusedupwhatbreathhehadleftinalastsquealandstopped。

"Now,"saidMother,"areyouhurt?"

"Ifhewasreallyhurt,hewouldn’tmakesuchafuss,"saidBobbie,stilltremblingwithfury;"he’snotacoward!"

"Ithinkmyfoot’sbrokenoff,that’sall,"saidPeter,huffily,andsatup。Thenheturnedquitewhite。Motherputherarmroundhim。

"HeIShurt,"shesaid;"he’sfainted。Here,Bobbie,sitdownandtakehisheadonyourlap。"

ThenMotherundidPeter’sboots。Asshetooktherightoneoff,somethingdrippedfromhisfootontotheground。Itwasredblood。

AndwhenthestockingcameofftherewerethreeredwoundsinPeter’sfootandankle,wheretheteethoftherakehadbittenhim,andhisfootwascoveredwithredsmears。

"Runforwater——abasinful,"saidMother,andPhyllisran。Sheupsetmostofthewateroutofthebasininherhaste,andhadtofetchmoreinajug。

PeterdidnotopenhiseyesagaintillMotherhadtiedherhandkerchiefroundhisfoot,andsheandBobbiehadcarriedhiminandlaidhimonthebrownwoodensettleinthedining—room。BythistimePhylliswashalfwaytotheDoctor’s。

MothersatbyPeterandbathedhisfootandtalkedtohim,andBobbiewentoutandgotteaready,andputonthekettle。

"It’sallIcando,"shetoldherself。"Oh,supposePetershoulddie,orbeahelplesscrippleforlife,orhavetowalkwithcrutches,orwearabootwithasolelikealogofwood!"

Shestoodbythebackdoorreflectingonthesegloomypossibilities,hereyesfixedonthewater—butt。

"IwishI’dneverbeenborn,"shesaid,andshesaiditoutloud。

"Why,lawkamercy,what’sthatfor?"askedavoice,andPerksstoodbeforeherwithawoodentrugbasketfullofgreen—leavedthingsandsoft,looseearth。

"Oh,it’syou,"shesaid。"Peter’shurthisfootwitharake——threegreatgapingwounds,likesoldiersget。Anditwaspartlymyfault。"

"Thatitwasn’t,I’llgobail,"saidPerks。"Doctorseenhim?"

"PhyllishasgonefortheDoctor。"

"He’llbeallright;youseeifheisn’t,"saidPerks。"Why,myfather’ssecondcousinhadahay—forkrunintohim,rightintohisinside,andhewasrightaseverinafewweeks,allexcepthisbeingabitweakintheheadafterwards,andtheydidsaythatitwasalongofhisgettingatouchofthesuninthehay—field,andnottheforkatall。Irememberhimwell。Akind—’eartedchap,butsoft,asyoumightsay。"

Bobbietriedtoletherselfbecheeredbythishearteningreminiscence。

"Well,"saidPerks,"youwon’twanttobebotheredwithgardeningjustthisminute,Idaresay。Youshowmewhereyourgardenis,andI’llpopthebitsofstuffinforyou。AndI’llhangabout,ifI

maymakesofree,toseetheDoctorashecomesoutandhearwhathesays。Youcheerup,Missie。Ilayapoundheain’thurt,nottospeakof。"

Buthewas。TheDoctorcameandlookedatthefootandbandageditbeautifully,andsaidthatPetermustnotputittothegroundforatleastaweek。

"Hewon’tbelame,orhavetowearcrutchesoralumponhisfoot,willhe?"whisperedBobbie,breathlessly,atthedoor。

"Myaunt!No!"saidDr。Forrest;"he’llbeasnimbleaseveronhispinsinafortnight。Don’tyouworry,littleMotherGoose。"

ItwaswhenMotherhadgonetothegatewiththeDoctortotakehislastinstructionsandPhylliswasfillingthekettlefortea,thatPeterandBobbiefoundthemselvesalone。

"Hesaysyouwon’tbelameoranything,"saidBobbie。

"Oh,courseIshan’t,silly,"saidPeter,verymuchrelievedallthesame。

"Oh,Peter,IAMsosorry,"saidBobbie,afterapause。

"That’sallright,"saidPeter,gruffly。

"ItwasALLmyfault,"saidBobbie。

"Rot,"saidPeter。

"Ifwehadn’tquarrelled,itwouldn’thavehappened。Iknewitwaswrongtoquarrel。Iwantedtosayso,butsomehowIcouldn’t。"

"Don’tdrivel,"saidPeter。"Ishouldn’thavestoppedifyouHAD

saidit。Notlikely。Andbesides,usrowinghadn’tanythingtodowithit。Imighthavecaughtmyfootinthehoe,ortakenoffmyfingersinthechaff—cuttingmachineorblownmynoseoffwithfireworks。Itwouldhavebeenhurtjustthesamewhetherwe’dbeenrowingornot。"

"ButIknewitwaswrongtoquarrel,"saidBobbie,intears,"andnowyou’rehurtand——"

"Nowlookhere,"saidPeter,firmly,"youjustdryup。Ifyou’renotcareful,you’llturnintoabeastlylittleSunday—schoolprig,soItellyou。"

"Idon’tmeantobeaprig。Butit’ssohardnottobewhenyou’rereallytryingtobegood。"

(TheGentleReadermayperhapshavesufferedfromthisdifficulty。)

"Notit,"saidPeter;"it’sajollygoodthingitwasn’tyouwashurt。I’mgladitwasME。There!Ifithadbeenyou,you’dhavebeenlyingonthesofalookinglikeasufferingangelandbeingthelightoftheanxioushouseholdandallthat。AndIcouldn’thavestoodit。"

"No,Ishouldn’t,"saidBobbie。

"Yes,youwould,"saidPeter。

"ItellyouIshouldn’t。"

"Itellyouyouwould。"

"Oh,children,"saidMother’svoiceatthedoor。"Quarrellingagain?Already?"

"Wearen’tquarrelling——notreally,"saidPeter。"Iwishyouwouldn’tthinkit’srowseverytimewedon’tagree!"WhenMotherhadgoneoutagain,Bobbiebrokeout:——

"Peter,IAMsorryyou’rehurt。ButyouAREabeasttosayI’maprig。"

"Well,"saidPeterunexpectedly,"perhapsIam。YoudidsayI

wasn’tacoward,evenwhenyouwereinsuchawax。Theonlythingis——don’tyoubeaprig,that’sall。Youkeepyoureyesopenandifyoufeelpriggishnesscomingonjuststopintime。See?"

"Yes,"saidBobbie,"Isee。"

"Thenlet’scallitPax,"saidPeter,magnanimously:"burythehatchetinthefathomsofthepast。Shakehandsonit。Isay,Bobbie,oldchap,Iamtired。"

Hewastiredformanydaysafterthat,andthesettleseemedhardanduncomfortableinspiteofallthepillowsandbolstersandsoftfoldedrugs。Itwasterriblenottobeabletogoout。Theymovedthesettletothewindow,andfromtherePetercouldseethesmokeofthetrainswindingalongthevalley。Buthecouldnotseethetrains。

AtfirstBobbiefounditquitehardtobeasnicetohimasshewantedtobe,forfearheshouldthinkherpriggish。Butthatsoonworeoff,andbothsheandPhylliswere,asheobserved,jollygoodsorts。Mothersatwithhimwhenhissisterswereout。Andthewords,"he’snotacoward,"madePeterdeterminednottomakeanyfussaboutthepaininhisfoot,thoughitwasratherbad,especiallyatnight。

Praisehelpspeopleverymuch,sometimes。

Therewerevisitors,too。Mrs。Perkscameuptoaskhowhewas,andsodidtheStationMaster,andseveralofthevillagepeople。Butthetimewentslowly,slowly。

"Idowishtherewassomethingtoread,"saidPeter。"I’vereadallourbooksfiftytimesover。"

"I’llgototheDoctor’s,"saidPhyllis;"he’ssuretohavesome。"

"Onlyabouthowtobeill,andaboutpeople’snastyinsides,I

expect,"saidPeter。

"PerkshasawholeheapofMagazinesthatcameoutoftrainswhenpeoplearetiredofthem,"saidBobbie。"I’llrundownandaskhim。"

Sothegirlswenttheirtwoways。

BobbiefoundPerksbusycleaninglamps。

"Andhow’stheyounggent?"saidhe。

"Better,thanks,"saidBobbie,"buthe’smostfrightfullybored。I

cametoaskifyou’dgotanyMagazinesyoucouldlendhim。"

"There,now,"saidPerks,regretfully,rubbinghisearwithablackandoilylumpofcottonwaste,"whydidn’tIthinkofthat,now?I

wastryingtothinkofsomethingas’udamusehimonlythismorning,andIcouldn’tthinkofanythingbetterthanaguinea—pig。AndayoungchapIknow’sgoingtofetchthatoverforhimthistea—time。"

"Howlovely!Arealliveguinea!Hewillbepleased。Buthe’dliketheMagazinesaswell。"

"That’sjustit,"saidPerks。"I’vejustsentthepickof’emtoSnigson’sboy——himwhat’sjustgettingoverthepewmonia。ButI’velotsofillustratedpapersleft。"

Heturnedtothepileofpapersinthecornerandtookupaheapsixinchesthick。

"There!"hesaid。"I’lljustslipabitofstringandabitofpaperround’em。"

Hepulledanoldnewspaperfromthepileandspreaditonthetable,andmadeaneatparcelofit。

"There,"saidhe,"there’slotsofpictures,andifhelikestomess’emaboutwithhispaint—box,orcolouredchalksorwhatnot,why,lethim。_I_don’twant’em。"

"You’readear,"saidBobbie,tooktheparcel,andstarted。Thepaperswereheavy,andwhenshehadtowaitatthelevel—crossingwhileatrainwentby,sherestedtheparcelonthetopofthegate。

Andidlyshelookedattheprintingonthepaperthattheparcelwaswrappedin。

Suddenlysheclutchedtheparceltighterandbentherheadoverit。

Itseemedlikesomehorribledream。Shereadon——thebottomofthecolumnwastornoff——shecouldreadnofarther。

Sheneverrememberedhowshegothome。Butshewentontiptoetoherroomandlockedthedoor。Thensheundidtheparcelandreadthatprintedcolumnagain,sittingontheedgeofherbed,herhandsandfeeticycoldandherfaceburning。Whenshehadreadalltherewas,shedrewalong,unevenbreath。

"SonowIknow,"shesaid。

Whatshehadreadwasheaded,’EndoftheTrial。Verdict。

Sentence。’

ThenameofthemanwhohadbeentriedwasthenameofherFather。

Theverdictwas’Guilty。’Andthesentencewas’Fiveyears’PenalServitude。’

"Oh,Daddy,"shewhispered,crushingthepaperhard,"it’snottrue—

—Idon’tbelieveit。Youneverdidit!Never,never,never!"

Therewasahammeringonthedoor。

"Whatisit?"saidBobbie。

"It’sme,"saidthevoiceofPhyllis;"tea’sready,andaboy’sbroughtPeteraguinea—pig。Comealongdown。"

AndBobbiehadto。

ChapterXI。Thehoundintheredjersey。

Bobbieknewthesecretnow。Asheetofoldnewspaperwrappedroundaparcel——justalittlechancelikethat——hadgiventhesecrettoher。Andshehadtogodowntoteaandpretendthattherewasnothingthematter。Thepretencewasbravelymade,butitwasn’tverysuccessful。

Forwhenshecamein,everyonelookedupfromteaandsawherpink—

liddedeyesandherpalefacewithredtear—blotchesonit。

"Mydarling,"criedMother,jumpingupfromthetea—tray,"whateverISthematter?"

"Myheadaches,rather,"saidBobbie。Andindeeditdid。

"Hasanythinggonewrong?"Motherasked。

"I’mallright,really,"saidBobbie,andshetelegraphedtoherMotherfromherswolleneyesthisbrief,imploringmessage——"NOT

beforetheothers!"

Teawasnotacheerfulmeal。PeterwassodistressedbytheobviousfactthatsomethinghorridhadhappenedtoBobbiethathelimitedhisspeechtorepeating,"Morebreadandbutter,please,"atstartlinglyshortintervals。Phyllisstrokedhersister’shandunderthetabletoexpresssympathy,andknockedhercupoverasshedidit。FetchingaclothandwipingupthespiltmilkhelpedBobbiealittle。Butshethoughtthatteawouldneverend。Yetatlastitdidend,asallthingsdoatlast,andwhenMothertookoutthetray,Bobbiefollowedher。

"She’sgonetoownup,"saidPhyllistoPeter;"Iwonderwhatshe’sdone。"

"Brokensomething,Isuppose,"saidPeter,"butsheneedn’tbesosillyoverit。Motherneverrowsforaccidents。Listen!Yes,they’regoingupstairs。She’stakingMotheruptoshowher——thewater—jugwithstorksonit,Iexpectitis。"

Bobbie,inthekitchen,hadcaughtholdofMother’shandasshesetdownthetea—things。

"Whatisit?"Motherasked。

ButBobbieonlysaid,"Comeupstairs,comeupwherenobodycanhearus。"

WhenshehadgotMotheraloneinherroomshelockedthedoorandthenstoodquitestill,andquitewithoutwords。

Allthroughteashehadbeenthinkingofwhattosay;shehaddecidedthat"Iknowall,"or"Allisknowntome,"or"Theterriblesecretisasecretnolonger,"wouldbetheproperthing。ButnowthatsheandherMotherandthatawfulsheetofnewspaperwerealoneintheroomtogether,shefoundthatshecouldsaynothing。

SuddenlyshewenttoMotherandputherarmsroundherandbegantocryagain。Andstillshecouldfindnowords,only,"Oh,Mammy,oh,Mammy,oh,Mammy,"overandoveragain。

Motherheldherverycloseandwaited。

SuddenlyBobbiebrokeawayfromherandwenttoherbed。Fromunderhermattressshepulledoutthepapershehadhiddenthere,andhelditout,pointingtoherFather’snamewithafingerthatshook。

"Oh,Bobbie,"Mothercried,whenonelittlequicklookhadshownherwhatitwas,"youdon’tBELIEVEit?Youdon’tbelieveDaddydidit?"

"NO,"Bobbiealmostshouted。Shehadstoppedcrying。

"That’sallright,"saidMother。"It’snottrue。Andthey’veshuthimupinprison,buthe’sdonenothingwrong。He’sgoodandnobleandhonourable,andhebelongstous。Wehavetothinkofthat,andbeproudofhim,andwait。"

AgainBobbieclungtoherMother,andagainonlyonewordcametoher,butnowthatwordwas"Daddy,"and"Oh,Daddy,oh,Daddy,oh,Daddy!"againandagain。

"Whydidn’tyoutellme,Mammy?"sheaskedpresently。

"Areyougoingtotelltheothers?"Motherasked。

"No。"

"Why?"

"Because——"

"Exactly,"saidMother;"soyouunderstandwhyIdidn’ttellyou。

Wetwomusthelpeachothertobebrave。"

"Yes,"saidBobbie;"Mother,willitmakeyoumoreunhappyifyoutellmeallaboutit?Iwanttounderstand。"

Sothen,sittingcuddledupclosetoherMother,Bobbieheard"allaboutit。"Sheheardhowthosemen,whohadaskedtoseeFatheronthatrememberedlastnightwhentheEnginewasbeingmended,hadcometoarresthim,charginghimwithsellingStatesecretstotheRussians——withbeing,infact,aspyandatraitor。Sheheardaboutthetrial,andabouttheevidence——letters,foundinFather’sdeskattheoffice,lettersthatconvincedthejurythatFatherwasguilty。

"Oh,howcouldtheylookathimandbelieveit!"criedBobbie;"andhowcouldANYonedosuchathing!"

"SOMEONEdidit,"saidMother,"andalltheevidencewasagainstFather。Thoseletters——"

"Yes。Howdidthelettersgetintohisdesk?"

"Someoneputthemthere。Andthepersonwhoputthemtherewasthepersonwhowasreallyguilty。"

"HEmustbefeelingprettyawfulallthistime,"saidBobbie,thoughtfully。

"Idon’tbelievehehadanyfeelings,"Mothersaidhotly;"hecouldn’thavedoneathinglikethatifhehad。"

"Perhapshejustshovedthelettersintothedesktohidethemwhenhethoughthewasgoingtobefoundout。Whydon’tyoutellthelawyers,orsomeone,thatitmusthavebeenthatperson?Therewasn’tanyonethatwouldhavehurtFatheronpurpose,wasthere?"

"Idon’tknow——Idon’tknow。ThemanunderhimwhogotDaddy’splacewhenhe——whentheawfulthinghappened——hewasalwaysjealousofyourFatherbecauseDaddywassocleverandeveryonethoughtsuchalotofhim。AndDaddyneverquitetrustedthatman。"

"Couldn’tweexplainallthattosomeone?"

"Nobodywilllisten,"saidMother,verybitterly,"nobodyatall。

DoyousupposeI’venottriedeverything?No,mydearest,there’snothingtobedone。Allwecando,youandIandDaddy,istobebrave,andpatient,and——"shespokeverysoftly——"topray,Bobbie,dear。"

"Mother,you’vegotverythin,"saidBobbie,abruptly。

"Alittle,perhaps。"

"Andoh,"saidBobbie,"Idothinkyou’rethebravestpersonintheworldaswellasthenicest!"

"Wewon’ttalkofallthisanymore,willwe,dear?"saidMother;

"wemustbearitandbebrave。And,darling,trynottothinkofit。Trytobecheerful,andtoamuseyourselfandtheothers。It’smucheasierformeifyoucanbealittlebithappyandenjoythings。Washyourpoorlittleroundface,andlet’sgooutintothegardenforabit。"

TheothertwowereverygentleandkindtoBobbie。Andtheydidnotaskherwhatwasthematter。ThiswasPeter’sidea,andhehaddrilledPhyllis,whowouldhaveaskedahundredquestionsifshehadbeenlefttoherself。

AweeklaterBobbiemanagedtogetawayalone。Andoncemoreshewrotealetter。Andoncemoreitwastotheoldgentleman。

"MydearFriend,"shesaid,"youseewhatisinthispaper。Itisnottrue。Fatherneverdidit。MothersayssomeoneputthepapersinFather’sdesk,andshesaysthemanunderhimthatgotFather’splaceafterwardswasjealousofFather,andFathersuspectedhimalongtime。Butnobodylistenstoawordshesays,butyouaresogoodandclever,andyoufoundoutabouttheRussiangentleman’swifedirectly。Can’tyoufindoutwhodidthetreasonbecausehewasn’tFatheruponmyhonour;heisanEnglishmananduncapabletodosuchthings,andthentheywouldletFatheroutofprison。Itisdreadful,andMotherisgettingsothin。Shetoldusoncetoprayforallprisonersandcaptives。Iseenow。Oh,dohelpme——thereisonlyjustMotherandmeknow,andwecan’tdoanything。PeterandPhildon’tknow。I’llprayforyoutwiceeverydayaslongasI

liveifyou’llonlytry——justtrytofindout。ThinkifitwasYOUR

Daddy,whatyouwouldfeel。Oh,do,do,DOhelpme。Withlove"IremainYouraffectionatelylittlefriend"Roberta。

P。S。MotherwouldsendherkindregardsifsheknewIamwriting——

butitisnousetellingherIam,incaseyoucan’tdoanything。

ButIknowyouwill。Bobbiewithbestlove。"

ShecuttheaccountofherFather’strialoutofthenewspaperwithMother’sbigcutting—outscissors,andputitintheenvelopewithherletter。

Thenshetookitdowntothestation,goingoutthebackwayandroundbytheroad,sothattheothersshouldnotseeherandoffertocomewithher,andshegavethelettertotheStationMastertogivetotheoldgentlemannextmorning。

"WhereHAVEyoubeen?"shoutedPeter,fromthetopoftheyardwallwhereheandPhylliswere。

"Tothestation,ofcourse,"saidBobbie;"giveusahand,Pete。"

Shesetherfootonthelockoftheyarddoor。Peterreacheddownahand。

"Whatonearth?"sheaskedasshereachedthewall—top——forPhyllisandPeterwereverymuddy。Alumpofwetclaylaybetweenthemonthewall,theyhadeachaslipofslateinaverydirtyhand,andbehindPeter,outofthereachofaccidents,wereseveralstrangeroundedobjectsratherlikeveryfatsausages,hollow,butclosedupatoneend。

"It’snests,"saidPeter,"swallows’nests。We’regoingtodrythemintheovenandhangthemupwithstringundertheeavesofthecoach—house。"

"Yes,"saidPhyllis;"andthenwe’regoingtosaveupallthewoolandhairwecanget,andinthespringwe’lllinethem,andthenhowpleasedtheswallowswillbe!"

"I’veoftenthoughtpeopledon’tdonearlyenoughfordumbanimals,"

saidPeterwithanairofvirtue。"Idothinkpeoplemighthavethoughtofmakingnestsforpoorlittleswallowsbeforethis。"

"Oh,"saidBobbie,vaguely,"ifeverybodythoughtofeverything,there’dbenothingleftforanybodyelsetothinkabout。"

"Lookatthenests——aren’ttheypretty?"saidPhyllis,reachingacrossPetertograspanest。

"Lookout,Phil,yougoat,"saidherbrother。Butitwastoolate;

herstronglittlefingershadcrushedthenest。

"Therenow,"saidPeter。

"Nevermind,"saidBobbie。

"ItISoneofmyown,"saidPhyllis,"soyouneedn’tjaw,Peter。

Yes,we’veputourinitialnamesontheoneswe’vedone,sothattheswallowswillknowwhothey’vegottobesogratefultoandfondof。"

"Swallowscan’tread,silly,"saidPeter。

"Sillyyourself,"retortedPhyllis;"howdoyouknow?"

"Whothoughtofmakingthenests,anyhow?"shoutedPeter。

"Idid,"screamedPhyllis。

"Nya,"rejoinedPeter,"youonlythoughtofmakinghayonesandstickingthemintheivyforthesparrows,andthey’dhavebeensoppingLONGbeforeegg—layingtime。Itwasmesaidclayandswallows。"

"Idon’tcarewhatyousaid。"

"Look,"saidBobbie,"I’vemadethenestallrightagain。Givemethebitofsticktomarkyourinitialnameonit。Buthowcanyou?

YourletterandPeter’sarethesame。P。forPeter,P。forPhyllis。"

"IputF。forPhyllis,"saidthechildofthatname。"That’showitsounds。Theswallowswouldn’tspellPhylliswithaP。,I’mcertain—

sure。"

"Theycan’tspellatall,"Peterwasstillinsisting。

"ThenwhydoyouseethemalwaysonChristmascardsandvalentineswithlettersroundtheirnecks?Howwouldtheyknowwheretogoiftheycouldn’tread?"

"That’sonlyinpictures。Youneversawonereallywithlettersrounditsneck。"

"Well,Ihaveapigeon,then;atleastDaddytoldmetheydid。Onlyitwasundertheirwingsandnotroundtheirnecks,butitcomestothesamething,and——"

"Isay,"interruptedBobbie,"there’stobeapaperchaseto—morrow。"

"Who?"Peterasked。

"GrammarSchool。Perksthinkstheharewillgoalongbythelineatfirst。Wemightgoalongthecutting。Youcanseealongwayfromthere。"

Thepaperchasewasfoundtobeamoreamusingsubjectofconversationthanthereadingpowersofswallows。Bobbiehadhopeditmightbe。AndnextmorningMotherletthemtaketheirlunchandgooutforthedaytoseethepaperchase。

"Ifwegotothecutting,"saidPeter,"weshallseetheworkmen,evenifwemissthepaperchase。"

Ofcourseithadtakensometimetogetthelineclearfromtherocksandearthandtreesthathadfallenonitwhenthegreatlandsliphappened。Thatwastheoccasion,youwillremember,whenthethreechildrensavedthetrainfrombeingwreckedbywavingsixlittlered—flannel—petticoatflags。Itisalwaysinterestingtowatchpeopleworking,especiallywhentheyworkwithsuchinterestingthingsasspadesandpicksandshovelsandplanksandbarrows,whentheyhavecinderyredfiresinironpotswithroundholesinthem,andredlampshangingneartheworksatnight。Ofcoursethechildrenwereneveroutatnight;butonce,atdusk,whenPeterhadgotoutofhisbedroomskylightontotheroof,hehadseentheredlampshiningfarawayattheedgeofthecutting。Thechildrenhadoftenbeendowntowatchthework,andthisdaytheinterestofpicksandspades,andbarrowsbeingwheeledalongplanks,completelyputthepaperchaseoutoftheirheads,sothattheyquitejumpedwhenavoicejustbehindthempanted,"Letmepass,please。"Itwasthehare——abig—boned,loose—limbedboy,withdarkhairlyingflatonaverydampforehead。Thebagoftornpaperunderhisarmwasfastenedacrossoneshoulderbyastrap。Thechildrenstoodback。Thehareranalongtheline,andtheworkmenleanedontheirpickstowatchhim。Heranonsteadilyanddisappearedintothemouthofthetunnel。

"That’sagainsttheby—laws,"saidtheforeman。

"Whyworry?"saidtheoldestworkman;"liveandletlive’swhatI

alwayssay。Ain’tyouneverbeenyoungyourself,Mr。Bates?"

"Ioughttoreporthim,"saidtheforeman。

"Whyspoilsport’swhatIalwayssay。"

"Passengersareforbiddentocrossthelineonanypretence,"

murmuredtheforeman,doubtfully。

"Heain’tnopassenger,"saidoneoftheworkmen。

"Nor’eain’tcrossedtheline,notwherewecouldsee’imdoit,"

saidanother。

"Noryet’eain’tmadenopretences,"saidathird。

"And,"saidtheoldestworkman,"’e’soutersightnow。Whattheeyedon’tseethe’artneedn’ttakenonoticeof’swhatIalwayssay。"

Andnow,followingthetrackoftheharebythelittlewhiteblotsofscatteredpaper,camethehounds。Therewerethirtyofthem,andtheyallcamedownthesteep,ladder—likestepsbyonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens。BobbieandPhyllisandPetercountedthemastheypassed。Theforemostoneshesitatedamomentatthefootoftheladder,thentheireyescaughtthegleamofscatteredwhitenessalongthelineandtheyturnedtowardsthetunnel,and,byonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens,disappearedinthedarkmouthofit。Thelastone,inaredjersey,seemedtobeextinguishedbythedarknesslikeacandlethatisblownout。

"Theydon’tknowwhatthey’reinfor,"saidtheforeman;"itisn’tsoeasyrunninginthedark。Thetunneltakestwoorthreeturns。"

"They’lltakealongtimetogetthrough,youthink?"Peterasked。

"Anhourormore,Ishouldn’twonder。"

"Thenlet’scutacrossthetopandseethemcomeoutattheotherend,"saidPeter;"weshallgettherelongbeforetheydo。"

Thecounselseemedgood,andtheywent。

Theyclimbedthesteepstepsfromwhichtheyhadpickedthewildcherryblossomforthegraveofthelittlewildrabbit,andreachingthetopofthecutting,settheirfacestowardsthehillthroughwhichthetunnelwascut。Itwasstiffwork。

"It’slikeAlps,"saidBobbie,breathlessly。

"OrAndes,"saidPeter。

"It’slikeHimmywhat’sitsnames?"gaspedPhyllis。"MountEverlasting。Dolet’sstop。"

"Sticktoit,"pantedPeter;"you’llgetyoursecondwindinaminute。"

Phyllisconsentedtosticktoit——andontheywent,runningwhentheturfwassmoothandtheslopeeasy,climbingoverstones,helpingthemselvesuprocksbythebranchesoftrees,creepingthroughnarrowopeningsbetweentreetrunksandrocks,andsoonandon,upandup,tillatlasttheystoodontheverytopofthehillwheretheyhadsooftenwishedtobe。

"Halt!"criedPeter,andthrewhimselfflatonthegrass。Fortheverytopofthehillwasasmooth,turfedtable—land,dottedwithmossyrocksandlittlemountain—ashtrees。

Thegirlsalsothrewthemselvesdownflat。

"Plentyoftime,"Peterpanted;"therest’salldownhill。"

Whentheywererestedenoughtositupandlookroundthem,Bobbiecried:——

"Oh,look!"

"Whatat?"saidPhyllis。

"Theview,"saidBobbie。

"Ihateviews,"saidPhyllis,"don’tyou,Peter?"

"Let’sgeton,"saidPeter。

"Butthisisn’tlikeaviewtheytakeyoutoincarriageswhenyou’reattheseaside,allseaandsandandbarehills。It’slikethe’colouredcounties’inoneofMother’spoetrybooks。"

"It’snotsodusty,"saidPeter;"lookattheAqueductstraddlingslapacrossthevalleylikeagiantcentipede,andthenthetownsstickingtheirchurchspiresupoutofthetreeslikepensoutofaninkstand。_I_thinkit’smorelike"TherecouldheseethebannersOftwelvefaircitiesshine。"

"Iloveit,"saidBobbie;"it’sworththeclimb。"

"Thepaperchaseisworththeclimb,"saidPhyllis,"ifwedon’tloseit。Let’sgeton。It’salldownhillnow。"

"_I_saidthattenminutesago,"saidPeter。

"Well,I’VEsaiditnow,"saidPhyllis;"comeon。"

"Loadsoftime,"saidPeter。Andtherewas。Forwhentheyhadgotdowntoalevelwiththetopofthetunnel’smouth——theywereacoupleofhundredyardsoutoftheirreckoningandhadtocreepalongthefaceofthehill——therewasnosignofthehareorthehounds。

"They’vegonelongago,ofcourse,"saidPhyllis,astheyleanedonthebrickparapetabovethetunnel。

"Idon’tthinkso,"saidBobbie,"buteveniftheyhad,it’srippinghere,andweshallseethetrainscomeoutofthetunnellikedragonsoutoflairs。We’veneverseenthatfromthetopsidebefore。"

"Nomorewehave,"saidPhyllis,partiallyappeased。

Itwasreallyamostexcitingplacetobein。Thetopofthetunnelseemedeversomuchfartherfromthelinethantheyhadexpected,anditwaslikebeingonabridge,butabridgeovergrownwithbushesandcreepersandgrassandwild—flowers。

"IKNOWthepaperchasehasgonelongago,"saidPhylliseverytwominutes,andshehardlyknewwhethershewaspleasedordisappointedwhenPeter,leaningovertheparapet,suddenlycried:——

"Lookout。Herehecomes!"

Theyallleanedoverthesun—warmedbrickwallintimetoseethehare,goingveryslowly,comeoutfromtheshadowofthetunnel。

"There,now,"saidPeter,"whatdidItellyou?Nowforthehounds!"

Verysooncamethehounds——byonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens——andtheyalsoweregoingslowlyandseemedverytired。Twoorthreewholaggedfarbehindcameoutlongaftertheothers。

"There,"saidBobbie,"that’sall——nowwhatshallwedo?"

"Goalongintothetulgywoodoverthereandhavelunch,"saidPhyllis;"wecanseethemformilesfromuphere。"

"Notyet,"saidPeter。"That’snotthelast。There’stheoneintheredjerseytocomeyet。Let’sseethelastofthemcomeout。"

Butthoughtheywaitedandwaitedandwaited,theboyintheredjerseydidnotappear。

"Oh,let’shavelunch,"saidPhyllis;"I’vegotapaininmyfrontwithbeingsohungry。Youmusthavemissedseeingthered—jerseyedonewhenhecameoutwiththeothers——"

ButBobbieandPeteragreedthathehadnotcomeoutwiththeothers。

"Let’sgetdowntothetunnelmouth,"saidPeter;"thenperhapsweshallseehimcomingalongfromtheinside。Iexpecthefeltspun—

chuck,andrestedinoneofthemanholes。Youstayuphereandwatch,Bob,andwhenIsignalfrombelow,youcomedown。Wemightmissseeinghimonthewaydown,withallthesetrees。"

SotheothersclimbeddownandBobbiewaitedtilltheysignalledtoherfromthelinebelow。Andthenshe,too,scrambleddowntheroundaboutslipperypathamongrootsandmosstillshesteppedoutbetweentwodogwoodtreesandjoinedtheothersontheline。Andstilltherewasnosignofthehoundwiththeredjersey。

"Oh,do,DOlet’shavesomethingtoeat,"wailedPhyllis。"Ishalldieifyoudon’t,andthenyou’llbesorry。"

"Giveherthesandwiches,forgoodness’sake,andstophersillymouth,"saidPeter,notquiteunkindly。"Lookhere,"headded,turningtoBobbie,"perhapswe’dbetterhaveoneeach,too。Wemayneedallourstrength。Notmorethanone,though。There’snotime。"

"What?"askedBobbie,hermouthalreadyfull,forshewasjustashungryasPhyllis。

"Don’tyousee,"repliedPeter,impressively,"thatred—jerseyedhoundhashadanaccident——that’swhatitis。Perhapsevenaswespeakhe’slyingwithhisheadonthemetals,anunresistingpreytoanypassingexpress——"

"Oh,don’ttrytotalklikeabook,"criedBobbie,boltingwhatwasleftofhersandwich;"comeon。Phil,keepclosebehindme,andifatraincomes,standflatagainstthetunnelwallandholdyourpetticoatsclosetoyou。"

"Givemeonemoresandwich,"pleadedPhyllis,"andIwill。"

"I’mgoingfirst,"saidPeter;"itwasmyidea,"andhewent。

Ofcourseyouknowwhatgoingintoatunnelislike?Theenginegivesascreamandthensuddenlythenoiseoftherunning,rattlingtrainchangesandgrowsdifferentandmuchlouder。Grown—uppeoplepullupthewindowsandholdthembythestrap。Therailwaycarriagesuddenlygrowslikenight——withlamps,ofcourse,unlessyouareinaslowlocaltrain,inwhichcaselampsarenotalwaysprovided。Thenbyandbythedarknessoutsidethecarriagewindowistouchedbypuffsofcloudywhiteness,thenyouseeabluelightonthewallsofthetunnel,thenthesoundofthemovingtrainchangesoncemore,andyouareoutinthegoodopenairagain,andgrown—upsletthestrapsgo。Thewindows,alldimwiththeyellowbreathofthetunnel,rattledownintotheirplaces,andyouseeoncemorethedipandcatchofthetelegraphwiresbesidetheline,andthestraight—cuthawthornhedgeswiththetinybabytreesgrowingupoutofthemeverythirtyyards。

Allthis,ofcourse,iswhatatunnelmeanswhenyouareinatrain。

Buteverythingisquitedifferentwhenyouwalkintoatunnelonyourownfeet,andtreadonshifting,slidingstonesandgravelonapaththatcurvesdownwardsfromtheshiningmetalstothewall。

Thenyouseeslimy,oozytricklesofwaterrunningdowntheinsideofthetunnel,andyounoticethatthebricksarenotredorbrown,astheyareatthetunnel’smouth,butdull,sticky,sicklygreen。

Yourvoice,whenyouspeak,isquitechangedfromwhatitwasoutinthesunshine,anditisalongtimebeforethetunnelisquitedark。

ItwasnotyetquitedarkinthetunnelwhenPhylliscaughtatBobbie’sskirt,rippingouthalfayardofgathers,butnoonenoticedthisatthetime。

"Iwanttogoback,"shesaid,"Idon’tlikeit。It’llbepitchdarkinaminute。IWON’Tgooninthedark。Idon’tcarewhatyousay,IWON’T。"

"Don’tbeasillycuckoo,"saidPeter;"I’vegotacandleendandmatches,and——what’sthat?"

"That"wasalow,hummingsoundontherailwayline,atremblingofthewiresbesideit,abuzzing,hummingsoundthatgrewlouderandlouderastheylistened。

"It’satrain,"saidBobbie。

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