第7章
Nevertheless,itwasunmistakablyhot——aheathomelikeinitsintensity,yetofadifferenteffect,throwinghimintolanguidreverieratherthanfillinghisveinswithfire。Secureinhisseclusionintheleafychase,hetookoffhisjacketandrambledoninhisshirtsleeves。Throughtheopeninghepresentlysawtheabbeyagain,withtherestoredwingwherethenobleownerlivedfortwoorthreeweeksintheyear,butnowgivenovertotheprevailingsolitude。Andthen,issuingfromthechase,hecameuponabroad,moss-grownterrace。Beforehimstretchedatangledandluxuriantwildernessofshrubsandflowers,darkenedbycypressandcedarsofLebanon;itsdundepthsilluminatedbydazzlingwhitestatues,vases,trellises,andpavedpaths,chokedandlostinthetrailinggrowthsofyearsofabandonmentandforgetfulness。Heconsultedhisguide-bookagain。Itwasthe"oldItaliangarden,"
constructedunderthedesignofafamousItaliangardenerbythethirdduke;butitsstudiedformalitybeingdispleasingtohissuccessor,itwasallowedtofallintopicturesquedecayandnegligentprofusion,whichwerenot,however,disturbedbylaterdescendants,——afactdeploredbytheartisticwriteroftheguide-
book,whomournfullycalledattentiontotherarebeautyofthemarblestatues,urns,andfountains,ruinedbyneglect,althoughoneortwooftherarerobjectshadbeenremovedtoDeepDeneLodge,anotherseatofthepresentduke。
ItisneedlesstosaythatMr。Potterconceivedatonceahumorousoppositiontotheartisticenthusiasmofthecritic,and,plungingintothegarden,tookamischievousdelightinitswildnessandthevictoriousstruggleofnaturewiththeformalityofart。Ateverystepthroughthetangledlabyrinthhecouldseewhereprecisionandorderhadbeeninvaded,andeventherigidmasonrybrokenorupheavedbytherebelliousforce。Yethereandtherethetwopowershadcombinedtoofferanexampleofbeautyneithercouldhaveeffectedalone。Apassionvinehadoverrunandenclaspedavasewithaperfectsymmetrynosculptorcouldhaveachieved。A
heavybalustradewasmadeetherealwithadelicatefretworkofvegetationbetweenitsbalusterslikelace。Here,however,thelapandgurgleofwaterfellgratefullyupontheearoftheperspiringandthirstyMr。Potter,andturnedhisattentiontomorematerialthings。Followingthesound,hepresentlycameuponanenormousoblongmarblebasincontainingthreetime-wornfountainswithgroupedfigures。Thepipeswereempty,silent,andchokedwithreedsandwaterplants,butthegreatbasinitselfwasfilledwithwaterfromsomeinvisiblesource。
Aterracedwalkoccupiedonesideofthelongparallelogram;atintervalsandalongtheoppositebank,halfshadowedbywillows,tintedmarblefiguresoftritons,fauns,anddryadsarosehalfhiddeninthereeds。Theyweremoreorlessmutilatedbytime,andhereandthereonlytheempty,moss-coveredplinthsthathadoncesupportedthemcouldbeseen。Buttheyweresolifelikeintheirsubduedcolorintheshadethathewasforamomentstartled。
Thewaterlookeddeliciouslycool。Anaudaciousthoughtstruckhim。Hewasalone,andtheplacewasasecludedone。Heknewtherewerenoothervisitors;themarblebasinwasquitehiddenfromtherestofthegarden,andapproachedonlyfromthepathbywhichhehadcome,andwhoseentireviewhecommanded。Hequietlyanddeliberatelyundressedhimselfunderthewillows,andunhesitatinglyplungedintothebasin。Thewaterwasfourorfivefeetdeep,anditsextremelengthaffordedanexcellentswimmingbath,despitethewater-liliesandafewaquaticplantsthatmottleditsclearsurface,orthesedgethatclungtothebasesofthestatues。Hedisportedforsomemomentsinthedeliciouselement,andthenseatedhimselfupononeofthehalf-submergedplinths,almosthiddenbyreeds,thathadonceupheldarivergod。
Here,lazilyrestinghimselfuponhiselbow,halfhisbodystillbelowthewater,hisquickearwassuddenlystartledbyarustlingnoiseandthesoundoffootsteps。Foramomenthewasinclinedtodoubthissenses;hecouldseeonlytheemptypathbeforehimandthedesertedterrace。Butthesoundbecamemoredistinct,andtohisgreatuneasinessappearedtocomefromtheOTHERsideofthefringeofwillows,wheretherewasundoubtedlyapathtothefountainwhichhehadoverlooked。Hisclotheswereunderthosewillows,buthewasatleasttwentyyardsfromthebankandanequaldistancefromtheterrace。Hewasabouttoslipbeneaththewaterwhen,tohiscrowninghorror,beforehecoulddoso,ayounggirlslowlyappearedfromthehiddenwillowpathfullupontheterrace。Shewaswalkingleisurelywithaparasoloverherheadandabookinherhand。Eveninhisintenseconsternationherwholefigure——acharmingoneinitswhitedress,sailorhat,andtanshoes——wasimprintedonhismemoryassheinstinctivelyhaltedtolookuponthefountain,evidentlyanunexpectedsurprisetoher。
Asuddenideaflasheduponhim。Shewasatleastsixtyyardsaway;
hewashalfhiddeninthereedsandwellinthelongshadowsofthewillows。Ifheremainedperfectlymotionlessshemightoverlookhimatthatdistance,ortakehimforoneofthestatues。Herememberedalsothatashewasrestingonhiselbow,hishalf-
submergedbodylyingontheplinthbelowwater,hewassomewhatintheattitudeofoneoftherivergods。Andtherewasnootherescape。Ifhedivedhemightnotbeabletokeepunderwateraslongassheremained,andanymovementheknewwouldbetrayhim。
Hestiffenedhimselfandscarcelybreathed。Luckilyforhimhisattitudehadbeenanaturaloneandeasytokeep。Itwaswell,too,forshewasevidentlyinnohurryandwalkedslowly,stoppingfromtimetotimetoadmirethebasinanditsfigures。Suddenlyhewasinstinctivelyawarethatshewaslookingtowardshimandevenchangingherposition,movingherprettyheadandshadinghereyeswithherhandasifforabetterview。Heremainedmotionless,scarcelydaringtobreathe。Yettherewassomethingsoinnocentlyfrankandundisturbedinherobservation,thatheknewasinstinctivelythatshesuspectednothing,andtookhimforahalf-
submergedstatue。Hebreathedmorefreely。Butpresentlyshestopped,glancedaroundher,and,keepinghereyesfixedinhisdirection,begantowalkbackwardsslowlyuntilshereachedastonebalustradebehindher。Onthissheleaped,and,sittingdown,openedinherlapthesketch-bookshewascarrying,and,takingoutapencil,tohishorrorbegantosketch!
Forawildmomentherecurredtohisfirstideaofdivingandswimmingatallhazardstothebank,buttheconvictionthatnowhisslightestmovementmustbedetectedheldhimmotionless。Hemustsaveherthemortificationofknowingshewassketchingalivingman,ifhediedforit。Shesketchedrapidlybutfixedlyandabsorbedly,evidentlyforgettingallelseinherwork。Fromtimetotimesheheldouthersketchbeforehertocompareitwithhersubject。Yetthesecondsseemedminutesandtheminuteshours。
Suddenly,tohisgreatrelief,adistantvoicewasheardcalling"Lottie。"Itwasawoman"svoice;byitsaccentitalsoseemedtohimanAmericanone。
Theyounggirlmadeaslightmovementofimpatience,butdidnotlookup,andherpencilmovedstillmorerapidly。Againthevoicecalled,thistimenearer。Theyounggirl"spencilfairlyflewoverthepaper,as,stillwithoutlookingup,sheliftedaprettyvoiceandansweredback,"Y-e-e-s!"
Itstruckhimthatheraccentwasalsothatofacompatriot。
"Whereonearthareyou?"continuedthefirstvoice,whichnowappearedtocomefromtheothersideofthewillowsonthepathbywhichtheyounggirlhadapproached。"Here,aunty,"repliedthegirl,closinghersketch-bookwithasnapandstartingtoherfeet。
Astoutwoman,fashionablydressed,madeherappearancefromthewillowpath。
"Whathaveyoubeendoingallthiswhile?"shesaidquerulously。
"Notsketching,Ihope,"sheadded,withasuspiciousglanceatthebook。"Youknowyourprofessorexpresslyforbadeyoutodosoinyourholidays。"
Theyounggirlshruggedhershoulders。"I"vebeenlookingatthefountains,"sherepliedevasively。
"Andhorridlookingpaganthingstheyare,too,"saidtheelderwoman,turningfromthemdisgustedly,withoutvouchsafingasecondglance。"Come。Ifweexpecttodotheabbey,wemusthurryup,orwewon"tcatchthetrain。Youruncleiswaitingforusatthetopofthegarden。"
And,toPotter"sintenserelief,shegraspedtheyounggirl"sarmandhurriedheraway,theirfiguresthenextmomentvanishinginthetangledshrubbery。
Potterlostnotimeinplungingwithhiscrampedlimbsintothewaterandregainingtheotherside。Herehequicklyhalfdriedhimselfwithsomesun-warmedleavesandbakedmosses,hurriedonhisclothes,andhastenedoffintheoppositedirectiontothepathtakenbythem,yetwithsuchcircuitousskillandspeedthathereachedthegreatgatewaywithoutencounteringanybody。Abriskwalkbroughthimtothestationintimetocatchastoppingtrain,andinhalfanhourhewasspeedingmilesawayfromDomesdayParkandhishalf-forgottenepisode……
Meantimethetwoladiescontinuedontheirwaytotheabbey。"I
don"tseewhyImayn"tsketchthingsIseeaboutme,"saidtheyoungladyimpatiently。"Ofcourse,IunderstandthatImustgothroughtherudimentarydrudgeryofmyartandstudyfromcasts,andlearnperspective,andallthat;butIcan"tseewhat"sthedifferencebetweenworkinginastuffystudiooverahandorarmthatIknowisonlyaSTUDY,andsketchingafullorhalflengthintheopenairwiththewonderfulillusionoflightandshadeanddistance——andgroupingandcombiningthemall——thatoneknowsandfeelsmakesapicture。Therealpictureonemakesisalreadyinone"sself。"
"Forgoodness"sake,Lottie,don"tgoonagainwithyourusualabsurdities。Sinceyouarebentonbeinganartist,andyourPopperhasconsentedandputyouunderthemostexpensivemasterinParis,theleastyoucandoistofollowtherules。AndIdaresayheonlywantedyouto"sinktheshop"incompany。It"ssuchhorridbadformforyouartisticpeopletobealwaysdraggingoutyoursketch-books。WhatwouldyousayifyourPoppercameoverhere,andbegantoexamineeverylady"sdressinsocietytoseewhatmaterialitwas,justbecausehewasabigdry-goodsdealerinAmerica?"
Theyounggirl,accustomedtoheraunt"sextravagances,madenoreply。Butthatnightsheconsultedhersketch,andwassofarconvincedofherowninstincts,andtheprofoundimpressionthefountainhadmadeuponher,thatshewasenabledtosecretlyfinishherinterruptedsketchfrommemory。ForMissCharlotteForrestwasabornartist,andinnomerecapricehadpersuadedherfathertoletheradopttheprofession,andacceptedthedrudgeryofanovitiate。Shelookedearnestlyuponthisfirstrealworkofherhandandfounditgood!Still,itwasbutapencilsketch,andwantedthevivificationofcolor。
WhenshereturnedtoParisshebegan——stillsecretly——alargerstudyinoils。Sheworkeduponitinherownroomeverymomentshecouldsparefromherstudiopractice,unknowntoherprofessor。Itabsorbedherexistence;shegrewthinandpale。Whenitwasfinished,andonlythen,sheshowedittremblinglytohermaster。
Hestoodsilent,inprofoundastonishment。Theeaselbeforehimshowedaforegroundoftangledluxuriance,fromwhichstretchedasheetofwaterlikeadarkenedmirror,whilethroughpartedreedsonitsglossysurfacearosethehalf-submergedfigureofarivergod,exquisiteincontour,yetwhosedelicateoutlineswerealmostavisionbythecrowningillusionoflight,shadow,andatmosphere。
"Itisabeautifulcopy,mademoiselle,andIforgiveyoubreakingmyrules,"hesaid,drawingalongbreath。"ButIcannotnowrecalltheoriginalpicture。"
"It"snocopyofapicture,professor,"saidtheyounggirltimidly,andshedisclosedhersecret。"Itwastheonlyperfectstatuethere,"sheaddeddiffidently;"butIthinkitwanted——
something。"
"True,"saidtheprofessorabstractedly。"Wheretheelbowreststhereshouldbeahalf-invertedurnflowingwithwater;butthedrawingofthatshoulderissoperfect——asisYOURstudyofit——
thatoneguessesthemissingforearmonecannotsee,whichclaspedit。Beautiful!beautiful!"
Suddenlyhestopped,andturnedhiseyesalmostsearchinglyonhers。
"Yousayyouhaveneverdrawnfromthehumanmodel,mademoiselle?"
"Never,"saidtheyounggirlinnocently。
"True,"murmuredtheprofessoragain。"Thesearetheclassicidealmeasurements。Therearenolimbslikethosenow。Yetitiswonderful!Andthisgem,yousay,isinEngland?"
"Yes。"
"Good!Iamgoingthereinafewdays。Ishallmakeapilgrimagetoseeit。Untilthen,mademoiselle,Ibegyoutobreakasmanyofmyrulesasyoulike。"
Threeweekslatershefoundtheprofessoronemorningstandingbeforeherpictureinherprivatestudio。"YouhavereturnedfromEngland,"shesaidjoyfully。
"Ihave,"saidtheprofessorgravely。
"Youhaveseentheoriginalsubject?"shesaidtimidly。
"IhaveNOT。Ihavenotseenit,mademoiselle,"hesaid,gazingathermildlythroughhisglasses,"becauseitdoesnotexist,andneverexisted。"
Theyounggirlturnedpale。
"Listen。IhavegotoEngland。IarriveattheParkofDomesday。
Ipenetratethebeautiful,wildgarden。Iapproachthefountain。
Iseethewonderfulwater,theexquisitelightandshade,thelilies,themysteriousreeds——beautiful,yetnotasbeautifulasyouhavemadeit,mademoiselle,butnostatue——norivergod!I
demanditoftheconcierge。Heknowsofitabsolutelynothing。I
transportmyselftothenobleproprietor,MonsieurleDuc,atadistantchateauwherehehascollectedtheruinedmarbles。Itisnotthere。"
"YetIsawit,"saidtheyounggirlearnestly,yetwithatroubledface。"Oprofessor,"sheburstoutappealingly,"whatdoyouthinkitwas?"
"Ithink,mademoiselle,"saidtheprofessorgravely,"thatyoucreatedit。Believeme,itisafunctionofgenius!More,itisaproof,anecessity!Yousawthebeautifullake,theruinedfountain,thesoftshadows,theemptyplinth,curtainedbyreeds。
Youyourselfsayyoufeeltherewas"somethingwanting。"
Unconsciouslyyouyourselfsuppliedit。Allthatyouhadeverdreamtofmythology,allthatyouhadeverseenofstatuary,throngeduponyouatthatsuprememoment,and,evolvedfromyourownfancy,therivergodwasborn。Itisyourown,chereenfant,asmuchtheoffspringofyourgeniusastheexquisiteatmosphereyouhavecaught,thecharmoflightandshadowthatyouhavebroughtaway。Acceptmyfelicitations。Youhavelittlemoretolearnofme。"
Ashebowedhimselfoutanddescendedthestairsheshruggedhisshouldersslightly。"Sheisanadorablegenius,"hemurmured。
"Yetsheisalsoawoman。Beingawoman,naturallyshehasalover——thisrivergod!Whynot?"
TheextraordinarysuccessofMissForrest"spictureandtheinstantaneousrecognitionofhermeritasanartist,apartfromhernovelsubject,perhapswentfurthertoremoveheruneasinessthananyseriousconvictionoftheprofessor"stheory。Nevertheless,itappealedtoherpoeticandmysticimagination,andalthoughothersubjectsfromherbrushmetwithequallyphenomenalsuccess,andshewasableinayeartoreturntoAmericawithareputationassuredbeyondcriticism,sheneverentirelyforgotthestrangeincidentconnectedwithherinitialeffort。
Andbydegreesasingularchangecameoverher。Rich,famous,andattractive,shebegantoexperienceasentimentalandromanticinterestinthatepisode。Once,whenreproachedbyherfriendsforherindifferencetoheradmirers,shehadhalflaughinglyrepliedthatshehadoncefoundher"ideal,"butneverwouldagain。Yetthejesthadscarcelypassedherlipsbeforeshebecamepaleandsilent。Withthischangecamealsoadesiretore-purchasethepicture,whichshehadsoldinherearlysuccesstoaspeculativeAmericanpicture-dealer。Oninquiryshefound,alas!thatithadbeensoldonlyadayortwobeforetoaChicagogentleman,ofthenameofPotter,whohadtakenafancytoit。
MissForrestcurledherprettylip,but,nothingdaunted,resolvedtoeffectherpurpose,andsoughtthepurchaserathishotel。Shewasusheredintoaprivatedrawing-room,where,onahandsomeeasel,stoodthenewlyacquiredpurchase。Mr。Potterwasout,"butwouldreturninamoment。"
MissForrestwasrelieved,for,aloneandundisturbed,shecouldnowletherfullsoulgoouttoherromanticcreation。Asshestoodthere,shefelttheglamouroftheoldEnglishgardencomebacktoher,theplayoflightandshadow,thesilentpool,thegodlikefaceandbust,withitscast-down,meditativeeyes,seenthroughthepartedreeds。Sheclaspedherhandssilentlybeforeher。Shouldsheneverseeitagainasthen?
"Praydon"tletmedisturbyou;butwon"tyoutakeaseat?"
MissForrestturnedsharplyround。Thenshestarted,utteredafrightenedlittlecry,andfaintedaway。
Mr。Potterwastouched,butamasterofhimself。Asshecameto,hesaidquietly:"Icameuponyousuddenly——asyoustoodentrancedbythispicture——justasIdidwhenIfirstsawit。That"swhyI
boughtit。AreyouanyrelativeoftheMissForrestwhopaintedit?"hecontinued,quietlylookingathercard,whichheheldinhishand。
MissForrestrecoveredherselfsufficientlytoreply,andstatedherbusinesswithsomedignity。
"Ah,"saidMr。Potter,"THATisanotherquestion。Yousee,thepicturehasaspecialvaluetome,asIoncesawanold-fashionedgardenlikethatinEngland。Butthatchapthere,——Ibegyourpardon,Imeanthatfigure,——Ifancy,isyourowncreation,entirely。However,I"llthinkoveryourproposition,andifyouwillallowmeI"llcallandseeyouaboutit。"
Mr。Potterdidcall——notonce,butmanytimes——andshowedquitearemarkableinterestinMissForrest"sart。Thequestionofthesaleofthepicture,however,remainedinabeyance。Afewweekslater,afteralongercallthanusual,Mr。Pottersaid:——
"Don"tyouthinkthebestthingwecandoistomakeakindofcompromise,andletusownthepicturetogether?"
Andtheydid。
AROMANCEOFTHELINE
Asthetrainmovedslowlyoutofthestation,theWriterofStorieslookedupwearilyfromtheillustratedpagesofthemagazinesandweekliesonhislaptotheillustratedadvertisementsonthewallsofthestationslidingpasthiscarriagewindows。Itwasgettingtobemonotonous。Forawhilehehadbeenhopefullyinterestedinthebustleofthedepartingtrains,andlookedupfromhiscomfortableandearlyinvestedpositiontothelatercomerswiththatsenseofsuperioritycommontotravelers;hadwatchedtheconventionalleave-takings——alwaysfeeblyprolongedtotheuneasinessofbothparties——andcontrasteditwiththeimpassivebusinesspromptitudeoftherailwayofficials;butitwastheoldexperiencerepeated。Fallingbackontheillustratedadvertisementsagain,hewonderediftheirperpetualrecurrenceateverystationwouldnotatlastbringtothetiredtravelertheloathingofsatiety;whetherthepassengerinrailwaycarriages,continuallyofferedSomebody"soats,inks,washingblue,candles,andsoap,apparentlyasanecessaryequipmentforafewhours"journey,wouldnotthereandthereafterforeverignoretheuseofthesearticles,orrecoilfromthatparticularquality。Or,asanunbiasedobserver,hewonderedif,ontheotherhand,impressiblepassengers,afterpassingthreeorfourstations,hadeverleapedfromthetrainandrefusedtoproceedfurtheruntiltheyweresuppliedwithoneormoreofthosearticles。HadheeverknownanyonewhoconfidedtohiminamomentofexpansivenessthathehaddatedhisuseofSomebody"ssoaptoanadvertisementpersistentlyborneuponhimthroughthemediumofarailwaycarriagewindow?No!Wouldhenothaveconnectedthatmanwiththatothercertifyingindividualwhoalwaysappendsanameandaddresssingularlyobscureandunconvincing,yetwho,atsomesuprememoment,recommendsSomebody"spillstoadyingfriend,——afflictedwithasimilaraddress,——whichrestorehimtolifeandundyingobscurity。Yetthesepictorialandliteraryappealsmusthaveapotencyindependentofthewarestheyadvertise,ortheywouldn"tbethere。
Perhapshewasthemoresensitivetothismonotonyashewasjustthenseekingchangeandnoveltyinordertowriteanewstory。Hewasnotlookingformaterial,——hissubjectswereusuallythesame,——
hewasmerelyhopingforthatrelaxationanddiversionwhichshouldfreshenandfithimforlaterconcentration。Still,hehadoftenheardoftheoddcircumstancestowhichhiscraftweresometimesindebtedforsuggestion。Theinvasionofaneccentric-
lookingindividual——probablyaninnocenttradesmanintoarailwaycarriagehadgiventhehintfor"ANightwithaLunatic;"anervouslyexcitedandbelatedpassengerhadonceunconsciouslysatforanescapedforger;thepickingupofaforgottennovelintherack,withpassagesmarkedinpencil,hadaffordedtheplotofalovestory;orthegermofaromancehadbeenfoundinanobscurenewsparagraphwhich,underlesslistlessmoments,wouldhavepassedunread。Ontheotherhand,herecalledtheseinconvenientandinconsistentmomentsfromwhichtheso-called"inspiration"
sprang,theutterincongruityoftimeandplaceinsomebrilliantconception,andwonderedifsheervacuityofmindwerereallysofavorable。
Goingbacktohismagazineagain,hebegantogetmildlyinterestedinastory。Turningthepage,however,hewasconfrontedbyapictorialadvertisingleafletinsertedbetweenthepages,yetsoartisticincharacterthatitmighthavebeeneasilymistakenforanillustrationofthestoryhewasreading,andperhapswasnotmoreremoteorobscureinreferencethanmanyhehadknown。Butthenextmomentherecognizedwithdespairthatitwasonlyasmallercopyofonehehadseenonthehoardingatthelaststation。Hethrewtheleafletaside,buttheflavorofthestorywasgone。Thepeerlessdetergentoftheadvertisementhaderaseditfromthetabletsofhismemory。Heleanedbackinhisseatagain,andlazilywatchedtheflyingsuburbs。Hereweretheusualpromisingopenspacesandpatchesofgreen,quicklysucceededagainbysolidblocksofhouseswhoserearwindowsgavedirectlyupontheline,yetseldomshowedaninquisitiveface——evenofawonderingchild。Itwasastrangerevelationofthedepressingeffectsoffamiliarity。Expressesmightthunderby,goodstrainsdragtheirslowlengthalong,shuntingtrainspipealldaybeneaththeirwindows,butthetenantsheededthemnot。Here,too,wasthejunction,withitslabyrinthineinterlacingoftracksthatdazedthetiredbrain;theoverburdenedtelegraphposts,thatlookedasiftheyreallycouldnotstandanotherwire;thelonglinesofempty,homeless,anddesertedtrainsinsidingsthathadseenbetterdays;theidletrains,withstaringvacantwindows,whichwereeventuallyseizedbyapertenginehissing,"Comealong,willyou?"anddepartedwithadiscontentedgruntfromeveryindividualcarriagecoupling;theracingtrains,thatsuddenlyappearedparallelwithone"scarriagewindows,begotfalsehopesofachallengeofspeed,andthen,withoutwarning,drewcontemptuouslyand,superciliouslyaway;theswifteclipseofeverythinginatunneledbridge;thelong,slitheringpassageofan"up"express,andthentheflashofastation,incoherentandunintelligiblewithpictorialadvertisementsagain。
Heclosedhiseyestoconcentratehisthought,andbydegreesapleasantlanguorstoleoverhim。Thetrainhadbythistimeattainedthatrateofspeedwhichgaveitaslightswingandrolloncurvesandswitchesnotunliketherockingofacradle。Onceortwiceheopenedhiseyessleepilyuponthewaltzingtreesinthedoubleplanesofdistance,andagainclosedthem。Then,inoneoftheseslightoscillations,hefelthimselfridiculouslyslippingintoslumber,andawokewithsomeindignation。Anotherstationwaspassed,inwhichprocessthepictorialadvertisementsonthehoardingsandthepicturesinhislapseemedtohavebecomejumbledup,confused,andtodancebeforehim,andthensuddenlyandstrangely,withoutwarning,thetrainstoppedshort——atANOTHER
station。Andthenhearose,and——whatfiveminutesbeforeheneverconceivedofdoing——gatheredhispapersandslippedfromthecarriagetotheplatform。WhenIsay"he"Imean,ofcourse,theWriterofStories;yetthemanwhoslippedoutwashalfhisageandadifferent-lookingperson……
Thechangefromthemotionofthetrain——foritseemedthathehadbeentravelingseveralhours——tothefirmerplatformforamomentbewilderedhim。Thestationlookedstrange,andhefancieditlackedacertainkindofdistinctness。Butthatqualitywasalsonoticeableintheportersandloungersontheplatform。Hethoughtitsingular,untilitseemedtohimthattheywerenotcharacteristic,norinanywayimportantornecessarytothebusinesshehadinhand。Then,withaneffort,hetriedtorememberhimselfandhispurpose,andmadehiswaythroughthestationtotheopenroadbeyond。Avan,bearingtheinscription,"RemovalstoTownandCountry,"stoodbeforehimandblockedhisway,butadogcartwasinwaiting,andagrizzledgroom,whoheldthereins,touchedhishatrespectfully。Althoughstilldazedbyhisjourneyanduncertainofhimself,heseemedtorecognizeinthemanthatdistinctivecharacterwhichwaswantingintheothers。Thecorrectnessofhissurmisewasrevealedafewmomentslater,when,afterhehadtakenhisseatbesidehim,andtheywererattlingoutofthevillagestreet,themanturnedtowardshimandsaid:——
"Tha"llknowSirJarge?"
"Idonot,"saidtheyoungman。
"Ay!buttheer"smanyascoomshereasdoan"t,foralltheycooms。
Tha"llsayitillbecoomsmeaaswarmanandboyinSirJarge"ssarviceforfiftyyear,tosayowtagenhim,butI"mheretodoit,ortheycouldn"tfoolfiltheirbusiness。ThawasttoaxmequestionsaboutSirJargeandtheGrange,andIwortoanswersoaastomakethathinktharwassuthingwrongwi"un。HowbutImaysavethatimeandtelltheadownroightthatSirJargeforgedhisuncle"swill,andsogottentheGrange。That"eekeepshisnieceinmortalfearo"he。Thattha"llbeputinhauntedchamberwi"aboggle。"
"Ithink,"saidtheyoungmanhesitatingly,"thattheremustbesomemistake。IdonotknowanySirGeorge,andIamNOTgoingtotheGrange。"
"Eay!Thentheearen"tthe"erosentdownfromLondonbythestorywriter?"
"NotbyTHATone,"saidtheyoungmandiffidently。
Theoldman"sfacechanged。Itwasnomerefigureofspeech:itactuallywasANOTHERfacethatlookeddownuponthetraveler。
"ThenmayhapyourhonorwillbebespokenattheAngel"sInn,"hesaid,withanentirelydistinctandolderdialect,"andafinerhostelforayounggentlemanofyourconditionye"llnotfindonthissideofOxford。Afairchamber,lookingtothesun;sheetssmellingoflavenderfromDameMargery"sownstore,and,forthematterofthat,spreadbythefairhandsofMaudlin,herdaughter——
thebestfavoredlassthateverdancedunderaMaypole。Ha!haveatyethere,youngsir!NottospeakoftheOctoberaleofoldGregory,herfather——ay,northerareHollands,thatneverpaidexcisedutiestotheking。"
"I"mafraid,"saidtheyoungtravelertimidly,"there"soveracenturybetweenus。There"sreallysomemistake。"
"What?"saidthegroom,"yeareNOTtheyoungsparkwhoistomarryMistressAmyattheHall,yetmakesapotherandmessofitallbyaduelwithSirRogerdeCadgerly,thewickedbaronet,forhisover-freediscoursewithourfairMaudlinthisveryeve?YeareNOTthetravelerwhosepost-chaiseisnowattheFalcon?YearenothethatwasbespokenbythestorywriterinLondon?"
"Idon"tthinkIam,"saidtheyoungmanapologetically。"Indeed,asIamfeelingfarfromwell,IthinkI"llgetoutandwalk。"
Hegotdown——thevehicleanddrivervanishedinthedistance。Itdidnotsurprisehim。"Imustcollectmythoughts,"hesaid。Hedidso。Possiblythecollectionwasnotlarge,forpresentlyhesaid,withasighofrelief:——
"Iseeitallnow!MynameisPaulBunker。IamoftheyoungbranchofanoldQuakerfamily,richandrespectedinthecountry,andIamonavisittomyancestralhome。ButIhavelivedsinceachildinAmerica,andamalientothetraditionsandcustomsoftheoldcountry,andevenoftheseattowhichmyfathersbelong。I
havebroughtwithmefromthefarWestmanypeculiaritiesofspeechandthoughtthatmaystartlemykinsfolk。ButIcertainlyshallnotaddressmyuncleas"Hoss!"norshallIsay"guess"oftenerthanisnecessary。"
Muchbrightenedandrefreshedbyhissettledidentity,hehadtime,ashewalkedbrisklyalong,tonoticethescenery,whichwascertainlyvariedandconflictingincharacter,andquiteinconsistentwithhispreconceivednotionsofanEnglishlandscape。
Onhisright,alakeofthebrightestcobaltbluestretchedbeforeamany-toweredandterracedtown,whichwasrelievedbyabackgroundofluxuriantfoliageandemerald-greenmountains;onhisleftarosearuggedmountain,whichhewassurprisedtoseewassnow-capped,albeitatunnelwasobservablemidwayofitsheight,andatrainjustissuingfromit。Almostregrettingthathehadnotcontinuedonhisjourney,ashewasfullysensiblethatitwasinsomewayconnectedwiththerailwayhehadquitted,presentlyhisattentionwasdirectedtothegatewayofahandsomepark,whosemansionwasfaintlyseeninthedistance。Hurryingtowardshim,downtheavenueoflimes,wasastrangefigure。Itwasthatofamanofmiddleage;cladinQuakergarb,yetwithanextravaganceofcutanddetailwhichseemedantiquatedevenforEngland。Hehadevidentlyseentheyoungmanapproaching,andhisfacewasbeamingwithwelcome。IfPaulhaddoubtedthatitwashisuncle,thefirstwordshespokewouldhavereassuredhim。
"WelcometoHawthornHall,"saidthefigure,graspinghishandheartily,"buttheewillexcusemeifIdonottarrywiththeelongatpresent,forIamhastening,evennow,withsomenourishingandsustainingfoodforGilesHayward,afarmlaborer。"Hepointedtoapackagehewascarrying。"ButtheewillfindthycousinsJaneandDorcasBunkertakingteainthesummer-house。Gotothem!
Nay——positively——Imaynotlinger,butwillreturntotheequickly。"
And,toPaul"sastonishment,hetrottedawayonhissturdy,respectablelegs,stillbeamingandcarryinghispackageinhishand。
"Well,I"llbedog-goned!buttheoldmanain"tgoingtobeleft,youbet!"heejaculated,suddenlyrememberinghisdialect。"He"llgetthere,whetherschoolkeepsornot!"Then,reflectingthatnooneheardhim,headdedsimply,"Hecertainlywasnotoverciviltowardsthenephewhehasneverseenbefore。Andthosegirls——whomIdon"tknow!Howveryawkward!"
Nevertheless,hecontinuedhiswayuptheavenuetowardsthemansion。Theparkwasbeautifullykept。RememberingthenativewildnessandvirginseclusionoftheWesternforest,hecouldnothelpcontrastingitwiththeconservativegardeningofthisprettywoodland,everyroodofwhichhadbeenpatrolledbykeepersandrangers,andpreservedandfosteredhundredsofyearsbeforehewasborn,untilwarmedforhumanoccupancy。Attimestheavenuewascrossedbygrassdrives,wheretheoriginalwoodlandhadbeendisplaced,notbytheexigencyofa"clearing"fortillage,asinhisownWest,butfortheleisurelypleasureoftheowner。Then,afewhundredyardsfromthehouseitself,——aquaintJacobeanmansion,——hecametoanopenspacewherethesylvanlandscapehadyieldedtofloralcultivation,andsofelluponacharmingsummer-
house,orarbor,emboweredwithroses。Itmusthavebeentheoneofwhichhisunclehadspoken,forthere,tohiswonderingadmiration,sattwolittlemaidsbeforearustictable,drinkingteademurely,yes,withalltheevidentdelightofachildishescapadefromtheirelders。Whileinthepicturesquequaintnessoftheirattiretherewasstillaformalsuggestionofthesecttowhichtheirfatherbelonged,theirsummerfrocks——differingincolor,yeteachofthesamesubduedtint——werealikeincutandfashion,andshortenoughtoshowtheirdaintyfeetinprimslippersandsilkenhosethatmatchedtheirfrocks。Astheafternoonsunglancedthroughtheleavesupontheirpinkcheeks,tiedupinquainthatsbyribbonsundertheirchins,theymadeacharmingpicture。AtleastPaulthoughtsoasheadvancedtowardsthem,hatinhand。Theylookedupathisapproach,butagaincastdowntheireyeswithdemureshyness;yethefanciedthattheyfirstexchangedglanceswitheachother,fullofmischievousintelligence。
"IamyourcousinPaul,"hesaidsmilingly,"thoughIamafraidI
amintroducingmyselfalmostasbrieflyasyourfatherjustnowexcusedhimselftome。HetoldmeIwouldfindyouhere,buthehimselfwashasteningonaSamaritanmission。"
"Withaboxinhishand?"saidthegirlssimultaneously,exchangingglanceswitheachotheragain。
"Withaboxcontainingsomerestorative,Ithink,"respondedPaul,alittlewonderingly。
"Restorative!SoTHAT"Swhathecallsitnow,isit?"saidoneofthegirlssaucily。"Well,nooneknowswhat"sinthebox,thoughhealwayscarriesitwithhim。Theeneverseeshimwithoutit"——
"Andarollofpaper,"suggestedtheothergirl。
"Yes,arollofpaper——butoneneverknowswhatitis!"saidthefirstspeaker。"It"sverystrange。Butnomatternow,Paul。
WelcometoHawthornHall。IamJaneBunker,andthisisDorcas。"
Shestopped,andthen,lookingdowndemurely,added,"Theemaykissusboth,cousinPaul。"
Theyoungmandidnotwaitforasecondinvitation,butgentlytouchedhislipstotheirsoftyoungcheeks。
"TheedoesnotspeaklikeanAmerican,Paul。Istheereallyandtrulyone?"continuedJane。
Paulrememberedthathehadforgottenhisdialect,butitwastoolatenow。
"Iamreallyandtrulyone,andyourowncousin,andIhopeyouwillfindmeaverydear"——
"Oh!"saidDorcas,startingupprimly。"Youmustreallyallowmetowithdraw。"Totheyoungman"sastonishment,sheseizedherparasol,and,withayouthfulaffectationofdignity,glidedfromthesummer-houseandwaslostamongthetrees。
"Thydeclarationtomewasrathersudden,"saidJanequietly,inanswertohislookofsurprise,"andDorcasispeculiarlysensitiveandlesslikethe"world"speople"thanIam。Anditwasjustalittlecruel,consideringthatshehaslovedtheesecretlyalltheseyears,followedthyfortunesinAmericawithbreathlesseagerness,thrilledatthynarrowescapes,andweptatthyprivations。"
"Butshehasneverseenmebefore!"saidtheastoundedPaul。
"Andtheehadneverseenmebefore,andyettheehasdaredtoproposetomefiveminutesaftertheearrived,andinherpresence。"
"But,mydeargirl!"expostulatedPaul。
"Standoff!"shesaid,rapidlyopeningherparasolandinterposingitbetweenthem。"Anotherstepnearer——ay,evenanotherwordofendearment——andIshallbecompelled——nay,forced,"sheaddedinalowervoice,"toremovethisparasol,lestitshouldbecrushedandruined!"
"Isee,"hesaidgloomily,"youhavebeenreadingnovels;butsohaveI,andthesameones!Nevertheless,IintendedonlytotellyouthatIhopedyouwouldalwaysfindmeakindfriend。"
Sheshutherparasolupwithasnap。"AndIonlyintendedtotelltheethatmyheartwasgiventoanother。"
"YouINTENDED——andnow?"
"Isitthe"kindfriend"whoasks?"
"Ifitwerenot?"
"Really?"
"Yes。"
"Ah!"
"Oh!"
"Buttheelovesanother?"shesaid,toyingwithhercup。
Heattemptedtotoywithhis,butbrokeit。Amanlacksdelicacyinthiskindofpersiflage。"YoumeanIamlovedbyanother,"hesaidbluntly。
"Youdaretosaythat!"shesaid,flashing,inspiteofherprimdemeanor。
"No,butYOUdidjustnow!Yousaidyoursisterlovedme!"
"DidI?"shesaiddreamily。"Dear!dear!That"sthetroubleoftryingtotalklikeMr。Blank"sdelightfuldialogues。Onegetssomixed!"
"Yetyouwillbeasistertome?"hesaid。""TisanoldAmericanjoke,but"twillserve。"
Therewasalongsilence。
"HadtheenotbettergotosisterDorcas?Sheisplayingwiththecows,"saidJaneplaintively。
"Youforget,"hereturnedgravely,"that,onpage27ofthenovelwehavebothread,atthispointheissupposedtokissher。"
Shehadforgotten,buttheybothrememberedintime。Atthismomentascreamcamefaintlyfromthedistance。Theybothstarted,androse。
"ItissisterDorcas,"saidJane,sittingdownagainandpouringoutanothercupoftea。"IhavealwaystoldherthatoneofthoseSwisscowswouldhookher。"
Paulstaredatherwithastrangerevulsionoffeeling。"IcouldsaveDorcas,"hemutteredtohimself,"inlesstimethanittakestodescribe。"Hepaused,however,ashereflectedthatthiswoulddependentirelyuponthemethodsofthewriterofthisdescription。
"Icouldrescueher!Ihaveonlytotakethefirstclothes-linethatIfind,andwiththatknowledgeandskillwiththelassowhichIlearnedinthewildsofAmerica,Icouldstopthechargeofthemostfuriousruminant。Iwill!"andwithoutanotherwordheturnedandrushedoffinthedirectionofthesound……
Hehadnotgoneahundredyardsbeforehepaused,alittlebewildered。Totheleftcouldstillbeseenthecobaltlakewiththeterracedbackground;totherighttheruggedmountains。Hechosethelatter。Luckilyforhimacottager"sgardenlayinhispath,andfromalinesupportedbyasinglepoledependedthehomelylinenofthecottager。Totearthesegarmentsfromthelinewastheworkofamoment(althoughitrepresentedthewholeweek"swashing),andhastilycoilingtheropedexterouslyinhishand,hespedonward。Alreadypantingwithexertionandexcitement,afewroodsfartherhewasconfrontedwithaspectaclethatlefthimbreathless。
Awoman——young,robust,yetgracefullyformed——wasrunningaheadofhim,drivingbeforeherwithanopenparasolananimalwhichheinstantlyrecognizedasoneofthatsimpleyettreacherousspeciesmostfearedbythesex——knownasthe"MooCow。"
Foramomenthewasappalledbythespectacle。Butitwasonlyforamoment!Recallinghismanhoodandherweakness,hestopped,andbracinghisfootagainstastone,withagracefulflourishofhislassoaroundhishead,threwitintheair。Ituncoiledslowly,spedforwardwithunerringprecision,andmissed!Withthesinglecryof"Saved!"thefairstrangersankfaintinginhisarms!Heheldhercloselyuntilthecolorcamebacktoherpaleface。Thenhequietlydisentangledthelassofromhislegs。
"WhereamI?"shesaidfaintly。
"Inthesameplace,"hereplied,slowlybutfirmly。"But,"headded,"youhavechanged!"
Shehad,indeed,eventoherdress。Itwasnowofavividbrickred,andsomuchlongerintheskirtthatitseemedtomakehertaller。Onlyherhatremainedthesame。
"Yes,"shesaid,inalow,reflectivevoiceandadisregardofherpreviousdialect,asshegazedupinhiseyeswithaneloquentlucidity,"Ihavechanged,Paul!IfeelmyselfchangingatthosewordsyouutteredtoJane。Therearemomentsinawoman"slifethatmanknowsnothingof;momentsbitterandcruel,sweetandmerciful,thatchangeherwholebeing;momentsinwhichthesimplegirlbecomesaworldlywoman;momentsinwhichtheslowprocessionofheryearsisnevernoted——exceptbyanotherwoman!Momentsthatchangeheroutlookontheworldandherrelationstoit——andherhusband"srelations!Momentswhenthemaidbecomesawife,thewifeawidow,thewidoware-marriedwoman,byasimple,swiftilluminationofthefancy。Momentswhen,wroughtuponbyasingleword——alook——anemphasisandrisinginflection,alllogicalsequenceiscastaway,processesarelost——inductionsleadnowhere。
Momentswhentheinharmoniousbecomesharmonious,theindiscreetdiscreet,theinefficientefficient,andtheinevitableevitable。
Imean,"shecorrectedherselfhurriedly——"YouknowwhatImean!
Ifyouhavenotfeltityouhavereadit!"
"Ihave,"hesaidthoughtfully。"Wehavebothreaditinthesamenovel。Sheisafinewriter。"
"Ye-e-s。"Shehesitatedwiththatslightresentmentofpraiseofanotherwomansodelightfulinhersex。"ButyouhaveforgottentheMooCow!"andshepointedtowherethedistractedanimalwascareeringacrossthelawntowardsthegarden。
"Youareright,"hesaid,"theincidentisnotyetclosed。Letuspursueit。"
Theybothpursuedit。Discardingtheuselesslasso,hehadrecoursetoafewwell-aimedepithets。Theinfuriatedanimalswervedandmadedirectlytowardsasmallfountaininthecentreofthegarden。Inattemptingtoclearit,itfelldirectlyintothedeepcup-likebasinandremainedhelplesslyfixed,withitsfore-
legsprojectinguneasilybeyondtherim。
"Letusleaveitthere,"shesaid,"andforgetit——andallthathasgonebefore。Believeme,"sheadded,withafaintsigh,"itisbest。Ourpathsdivergefromthismoment。Igotothesummer-
house,andyougototheHall,wheremyfatherisexpectingyou。"
Hewouldhavedetainedheramomentlonger,butsheglidedawayandwasgone。
Lefttohimselfagain,thatslightsenseofbewildermentwhichhadcloudedhismindforthelasthourbegantoclearaway;hissingularencounterwiththegirlsstrangelyenoughaffectedhimlessstronglythanhisbriefandunsatisfactoryinterviewwithhisuncle。For,afterall,hewashishost,anduponhimdependedhisstayatHawthornHall。Themysteriousandslightingallusionsofhiscousinstotheoldman"seccentricitiesalsopiquedhiscuriosity。Whyhadtheysneeredathisdescriptionofthecontentsofthepackagehecarried——andwhatdiditreallycontain?Hedidnotreflectthatitwasnoneofhisbusiness,——peopleinhissituationseldomdo,——andheeagerlyhurriedtowardstheHall。