第8章
CHAPTERXXVI
Philippa,latethatafternoon,foundwhatshesought-solitude。
ShehadwalkedalongthesandsuntilDreymarshlayoutofsightontheothersideofaspurofthecliffs。Beforeherstretchedalongandlevelplain,afringeofsand,andabeltofshinglybeach。Therewasnotasignofanyhumanbeinginsight,andofbuildingsonlyaquainttoweronthefarhorizon。
Shefoundadryplaceonthepebbles,removedherhatandsatdown,herhandsclaspedaroundherknees,hereyesturnedseaward。Shehadcomeoutheretothink,butitwasoddhowfugitiveandtransientherthoughtsbecame。Herhusbandwasalwaysthereinthebackground,butinthosemomentsitwasLessinghamwhowasthepredominantfigure。Sherememberedhisearnestness,histendersolicitudeforher,thecouragewhich,whennecessitydemanded,hadflamedupinhim,abornandnaturalquality。Sherememberedtheagonyofthosefewminutesontheprecedingday,whennothingbutwhatstillseemedamiraclehadsavedhim。Atonemomentshefeltherselfinclinedtopraythathemightnevercomeback。Atanother,herheartachedtoseehimoncemore。Sheknewsowellthatifhecameitwouldbeforhersake,thathewouldcometoaskherfinallythequestionwithwhichshehadfenced。Sheknew,too,thathiscomingwouldbethemomentofherlife。Shewassomuchofawoman,andthepassionatecravingofhersextogiveloveforlovewasthereinherheart,almostomnipotent。Andinthebackgroundtherewasthatbitterdesiretobringsufferinguponthemanwhohadtreatedherlikeachild,whohadplacedherinafalsepositionwithallotherwomen,whohaddawdledandidledawayhisdays,heedlessofhisduty,heedlessofeveryseriousobligation。Whenshetriedtoreason,herwayseemedsoclear,andyet,behinditall,therewasthatcoldimpulseofalmostVictorianprudishness,theinheritanceofalonglineofvirtuouswomen,aprudishnesswhichshehadonce,whenshehadbelievedthatitwaspartofhersecondnature,scoffedatasbeingtheoutcomeofoneofthefinerformsofselfishness。
Shetoldherselfthatshehadcometheretodecide,anddecisioncamenonearertoher。Alateafternoonstarshoneweaklyinthesky。Afaint,vaporousmistobscuredthehorizonandfloatedintangledwreathsuponthefaceofthesea。Onlythatlineofsandseemedstillclear-cutanddistinct,andassheglancedalongithereyeswereheldbysomethingapproaching,somethingwhichseemedatfirstnothingbutablack,movingspeck,thengraduallyresolveditselfintothesemblanceofamanonhorseback,gallopingfuriously。Shewatchedhimashedrewnearerandnearer,thesandflyingfromhishorse’shoofs,hisfiguremotionless,hiseyesapparentlyfixeduponsomedistantspot。Itwasnotuntilhehadcomewithinfiftyyardsofherthatsherecognisedhim。Hishorseshiedatthesightofherandwassuddenlyswungroundwithapowerfulwrist。Littlespecksofsand,churnedupinthemomentarystampedeofhoofs,felluponherskirt。Fortherest,shewatchedthestrugglecomposedly,astrugglewhichwasoveralmostassoonasitwasbegun。CaptainGriffithsleaneddownfromhistremblingbutsubduedhorse。
"LadyCranston!"heexclaimedinastonishment。
"That’sme,"shereplied,smilingupathim。"Haveyoubeenridingoffyourbadtemper?"
Heglanceddownathishorse’squiveringsides。Backasfarasonecouldseetherewasthatregularlineofhoofmarks。
"AmIbad-tempered?"heasked。
"Well,"sheobserved,"Idon’tknowyouwellenoughtoanswerthatquestion。Iwassimplythinkingofyesterdayevening。"
Heslippedfromhishorseandstoodbeforeher。Hislong,severefacehadseldomseemedmoremalevolent。
"Ihadenoughtomakemebad-tempered,"hedeclared。"IhadtrackeddownaGermanspy,stepbystep,untilIhadhimthere,waitingforarrest-expectingit,even-andthenIgotthatwickedmessage。"
"Whatwasthatwickedmessageafterall?"sheenquired。
"Thatdoesn’tmatter,"heanswered。"Itwasfromaquarterwheretheyoughttoknowbetter,anditorderedmetomakenoarrest。I
havesenttotheWarOfficeto-dayafullreport,andIamprayingthattheymaychangetheirminds。"
Philippasighed。
"Ifyouhadn’treceivedthattelegramlastnight,"sheobserved,"itseemstomethatIshouldhavebeenawidowto-day。"
Hefrowned,andstruckhisbootheavilywithhisridingwhip。
"Yes,Iheardofthat,"headmitted。"Idaresayifhehadn’tgone,though,someoneelsewould。"
"Wouldyouhavegoneifyouhadbeenthere?"sheasked。
"Ifyouhadtoldmeto,"hereplied,lookingathersteadfastly。
Philippafeltalittleshiver。Therewassomethingominousintheintensityofhisgazeandthemeaningwhichhehadcontrivedtoimparttohistone。Sherosetoherfeet。
"Well,"shesaid,"don’tletmekeepyouhere。Iamgettingcold。"
Hepassedhisarmthroughthebridleofhishorse。"Iwillwalkwithyou,ifImay,"heproposed。Shemadenoreply,andtheysettheirfaceshomewards。
"IhearLessinghamhaslefttheplace,"heremarked,alittleabruptly。
"Oh,Iexpecthe’llcomeback,"Philippareplied。
"Howlongisit,LadyCranston,sinceyoutooktoconsortingwithGermanspies?"heasked。
"Don’tbefoolish-orimpertinent,"sheenjoined。"YouaremakingaridiculousmistakeaboutMr。Lessingham。"
Helaughedunpleasantly。
"Noneedforustofence,"hesaid。"YouandIknowwhoheis。
WhatIdowanttoknow,whatIhavebeenwonderingallthewayfromthepointthere-fourmilesofhardgallopingandonequestion-
whyareyouhisfriend?Whatishetoyou?"
"Really,CaptainGriffiths,"sheprotested,lookingupathim,"ofwhatpossibleinterestcanthatbetoyou?"
"Well,itis,anyhow,"heansweredgruffly。"Anythingthatconcernsyouisofinteresttome。"
Philipparealisedatthatmoment,perhapsforthefirsttime,whatitallmeant。Sherealisedthesignificanceofthoseapparentlypurposelessafternooncalls,whenthroughsheerboredomshehadhadtosendforHelentohelpherout;thesignificanceofthoselongsilences,themelancholyeyeswhichseemedtofollowhermovements。
Shefeltanunaccountabledesiretolaugh,andthen,atthefirsttwitchingsofherlips,sherestrainedherself。Sheknewthattragedywasstalkingbyherside。
"Ithink,CaptainGriffiths,"shesaidgravely,"thatyouaretalkingnonsense,andyouarenotaverygoodhandatit。Won’tyoupleaserideon?"
Hemadenomovementtomounthishorse。Heploddedalongthesoftsandbyherside-aqueer,elongatedfigure,hisgloomyeyesfixedupontheground。
"UntilthisfellowLessinghamcameyouwereneversohard,"hepersisted。
Shelookedathimwithgenuinecuriosity。
"Iwasneversohard?"sherepeated。"DoyouimaginethatIhaveeverforasinglemomentconsideredmydemeanourtowardsyou-youofallpersonsintheworld?Isimplydon’trememberwhenyouhavebeenthereandwhenyouhaven’t。Idon’trememberthehumoursinwhichIhavebeenwhenwehaveconversed。Allthatyouhavesaidseemstometobethemostarrantnonsense。"
Heswunghimselfintothesaddleandgatheredupthereins。
"Thankyou,"hesaidbitterly,"Iunderstand。Onlyletmetellyouthis,"hewenton,hiswhippoisedinhishand。"Youmayhavepowerfulfriendswhosavedyour-"
Hehesitatedsolongthatsheglancedupathimandreadallthathehadwishedtosayinhisface。
"Mywhat?"sheasked。
Hiscouragefailedhim。
"Mr。Lessingham,"heproceeded,"fromarrest。ButifheshowshisfacehereagaininDreymarsh,Isha’n’tstoptoarresthim。Ishallshoothimonsightandchancetheconsequences。"
"They’llhangyou!"shedeclaredsavagely。
Helaughedather。
"HangmeforshootingamanwhomIcanprovetobeaGermanspy?
Theywon’tdare!Theywon’tevendaretoplacemeunderarrestforanhour。Why,whenthetruthbecomesknown,"hewenton,hisvoicegainingcourageasthejusticeofhiscaseimpresseditselfuponhim,"whatdoyousupposeisgoingtohappentotwowomenwhotookthisfellowinandbefriendedhim,introducedhimunderafalsenametotheirfriends,gavehimtherunoftheirhouse-thismanwhomtheyknewallthetimewasaGerman?You,LadyCranston,chafingandscoldingyourhusbandbynightandbydaybecauseheisn’twhereyouthinkheoughttobe;you,sopatrioticthatyoucannotbearthesightofhimoutofuniform;you-thehostess,thebefriender,theGodknowswhatofBertramMaderstrom!Itwillbeaprettytalewhenit’salltold!"
"Ireallythink,"Philippaassertedcalmly,"thatyouarethemostutterlyimpossibleandobnoxiouscreatureIhaveevermet。"
Hisfacewasdangerousforamoment。TheyhadnotyetreachedthepromontorywhichshelteredthemfromDreymarsh。
"Perhaps,"hemuttered,leaningmalignlytowardsher,"Icouldmakemyselfevenmoreobnoxious。"
"Quitepossibly,"shereplied,"onlyIwanttotellyouthis。Ifyoucomeasingleinchnearertome,oneofthemshallshootyou。"
"Yourfriendoryourhusband,eh?"hescoffed。
Shewavedhimon。
"Ithink,"shetoldhim,"thateitherofthemwouldbequitecapableofriddingtheworldofacowardlikeyou。"
"Acoward?"herepeated。
"Precisely!Isn’titacoward’sparttoterroriseawoman?"
"Idon’twanttoterroriseyou,"hesaidsulkily。
"Well,youmustadmitthatyouhaven’tshownanyparticulardesiretomakeyourselfagreeable,"shepointedout。
Heturnedsuddenlyuponher。
"Iamafool,Iknow,"hedeclaredbitterly。"I’manawkward,nervous,miserablefool,myownworstenemyastheysayofmeintheMess,turningthepeopleagainstmeIwanttohavelikeme,stumblingintoeveryblunderafoolcan。I’mthesortofmanwomenmakesportof,andyou’vedoneitforthemcruelly,perfectly。"
"CaptainGriffiths!"sheprotested。"WhenhaveIeverbeenanythingbutkindandcourteoustoyou?"
"Itisn’tyourkindnessIwant,noryourcourtesy!There’sacurseuponmytongue,"hewentondesperately。"I’mnotlikeothermen。
Idon’tknowhowtosaywhatIfeel。Ican’tputitintowords。
Everyonemisunderstandsme。You,too!HereIrodeuptoyouthisafternoonandmyheartwasbeatingforjoy,andinfiveminutesI
hadmadeanenemyofyou。DamnthatfellowLessingham!Itisallhisfault!"
Withouttheslightestwarninghebroughtdownhishuntingcropuponhishorse’sflanks。Themaregaveonegreatplunge,andhewasoff,ridingatafuriousgallop。Philippawatchedhimwithimmenserelief,Inthefardistanceshecouldseetwolittlespecksgrowinglargerandlarger。Shehurriedontowardsthem。
"WhateverdidyoudotoCaptainGriffiths,Mummy?Norademanded。
"Whyhepasseduswithoutlookingdown,gallopinglikeamadman,andhisfacelooked-well,whatdiditlooklike,Helen?"
Helenwasgazinguneasilyalongthesands。
"Likeamanridingforhisenemy,"shedeclared。
CHAPTERXXVII
PhilippaandHelenlookedatoneanotheralittledolefullyacrosstheluncheontable。
"Isupposesonemissesthechild,"Helensaid。
"Ifeeltoodepressedforwords,"Philippaadmitted。
"Afewdaysago,"Helenremindedhercompanion,"weweregettingalltheexcitementthatwasgoodforanyone。"
"Andalittlemore,"Philippaagreed。"Idon’tknowwhythingsseemsoflatnow。Wereallyoughttobegladthatnothingterriblehashappened。"
"WhatwithHenryandMr。Lessinghambothaway,"Helencontinued,"andCaptainGriffithsnotcomingneartheplace,wereallyhaverevertedtothenormal,haven’twe?Iwonder-ifMr。Lessinghamhasgoneback。"
"Idonotthinkso,"Philippamurmured。
Helenfrownedslightly。
"Personally,"shesaid,withsomeemphasis,"Ihopethathehas。"
"Ifweareconsideringthepersonalpointofviewonly,"Philipparetorted,"Ihopethathehasnot。"
Helenlookedherdisapproval。
"Ishouldhavethoughtthatyouhadhadenoughplayingwithfire,"
sheobserved。
"Oneneverhasuntilonehasburnedone’sfingers,"Philippasighed。
"Iknowperfectlywellwhatisthematterwithyou,"shecontinuedseverely。"YouarefrettingbecausecurriedchickenisDick’sfavouritedish。"
"Iamnotsuchababy,"Helenprotested。"Allthesame,itdoesmakeonethink。Iwonder-"
"Iknowexactlywhatyouweregoingtosay,"Philippainterrupted。
"YouweregoingtosaythatyouwonderedwhetherMr。Lessinghamwouldkeephispromise。"
"Whetherhewouldbeableto,"Helencorrected。"Itdoesseemsoimpossible,doesn’tit?"
"SodoesMr。Lessinghamhimself,"Philipparemindedher。"Itisn’texactlyausualthing,isit,tohaveaperfectlycharmingandwell-bredyoungmanstepoutofaZeppelinintoyourdrawing-room。"
"Youreallybelieve,then,"Helenaskedeagerly,"thathewillbeabletokeephispromise?"
Philippanoddedconfidently。
"Doyouknow,"shesaid,"IbelievethatMr。Lessingham,bysomemeansoranother,wouldkeepanypromiseheevermade。IamexpectingtoseeDickatanymomentnow,soyoucangetonwithyourlunch,dear,andnotsitlookingatthecurrywithtearsinyoureyes。"
"Itisn’tthecurrysomuchasthechutney,"Helenprotestedfaintly。
"Heneverwouldtouchanyothersort。"
"Well,Ishouldn’tbesurprisedifhewereheretofinishthebottle,"Philippadeclared。"Ihaveafeelingthismorningthatsomethingisgoingtohappen。"
"HowlonghasNoragoneawayfor?"Helenenquired,afteramoment’spause。
"Afortnightorthreeweeks,"Philippaanswered。"HergrandmotherwiredthatshewouldbegladtohaveheruntilChristmas。"
"Justwhy,"Helenaskedseriously,"haveyousentheraway?"
Philippatoyedwithhercurry,andglancedaroundasthoughsheregrettedMills’absencefromtheroom。
"Ithoughtitbest,"shesaidquietly。"Yousee,Iamnotquitesurewhattheimmediatefutureofthismenageisgoingtobe。"
Helenleanedacrossthetableandlaidherhanduponherfriend’s。
"Dear,"shesighed,"itworriesmesotohearyoutalklikethat。"
"Why?"
"Becauseyouknowperfectlywell,althoughyouprofesstoignoreit,thatatthebottomofyourheartthereisnooneelsebutHenry。
Itisn’tfair,youknow。"
"Towhomisn’titfair?"Philippademanded。
"ToMr。Lessingham。"
Philippawasthoughtfulforafewmoments。
"Perhaps,"sheadmitted,"thatisapointofviewwhichIhavenotsufficientlyconsidered。"
Helenpressedhomeheradvantage。
"Idon’tthinkyourealise,Philippa,"shesaid,"howmadlyinlovewithyouthemanis。Inaperfectlyingenuousway,too。Noonecouldhelpseeingit。"
"Thenwheredoestheunfairnesscomein?"Philippaasked。"Itiswithinmypowertogivehimallthathewants。"
"Butyouwouldn’tdoit,Philippa。Youknowthatyouwouldn’t!"
Helenobjected。"Youmayplaywiththeideainyourmind,butthat’sjustasfarasyou’deverget。"
Philippalookedherfriendsteadilyintheface。"Idisagreewithyou,Helen,"shesaid。Helensetdowntheglasswhichshehadbeenintheactofraisingtoherlips。Itwasherfirstreallyseriousintimationofthetragedywhichhoveredoverherfuturesister-in-law’slife。Somehoworother,Philippahadseemed,eventoher,sofarremovedfromthatstrenuousworldofover-drugged,over-excitedfemininedecadence,towhomthechangingofahusbandoraloverismerelyanincidentintheday’sexcitements。
Philippa,withherfrailandalmostflowerlikebeauty,herloveofthewholesomewaysoflife,andherstrongaffections,representedotherthings。Now,forthefirsttime,Helenwasreallyafraid,afraidforherfriend。
"Butyoucouldn’tever-youwouldn’tleaveHenry!"
Philippaseemedtofindnothingmonstrousintheidea。
"ThatisjustwhatIamseriouslythinkingofdoing,"sheconfided。
Helenaffectedtolaugh,buthermirthwasobviouslyforced。TheirconversationceasedperforcewiththereturnofMillsintotheroom。
Thenthewonderfulthinghappened。Thewindowsofthediningroomfacedthedrivetothehouseandbothwomencouldclearlyseeamotorcarturninatthegateandstopatthefrontdoor。Itwasobviouslyahiredcar,asthedriverwasnotinlivery,butthetall,mulled-upfigureinunfamiliarclotheswhooccupiedthefrontseatwasforthemomentamysterytothem。OnlyHelenseemedtohavesomewonderfulpremonitionofthetruth,apremonitionwhichshewasafraidtoadmiteventoherself。Herhandbegantoshake。
Philippalookedatherinamazement。
"Youlookasthoughyouhadseenaghost,Helen!"sheexclaimed。
"Whoonearthcanitbe,comingatthistimeoftheday?"
Helenwasspeechless,andPhilippadivinedatoncethecauseofheragitation。Shesprangtoherfeet。
"Helen,youdon’timagine-"shegasped。"Listen!"
Therewasavoiceinthehail-afamiliarvoice,thoughstrainedalittleandhoarse;Mills’decorousgreetings,agitatedbutfervent。
Andthen-MajorRichardFelstead!
"Dick!"Helenscreamed,asshethrewherselfintohisarms。"Oh,Dick!Dick!"
Itwasanincoherent,breathlessmoment。Somehoworother,Philippafoundherselfsharingherbrother’sembrace。ThenthefireofquestionsandanswerswaspresentlyinterruptedbyMills,triumphantlybearinginafreshdishofcurry。
"WhatwilltheMajortaketodrink,yourladyship?"heasked。
Felsteadlaughedalittlechokingly。
"Uponmyword,there’ssomethingwonderfullysoundaboutMills!"
hesaid。"It’saghoulishthingtoaskforinthemiddleoftheday,isn’tit,Philippa,butcanIhavesomechampagne?"
"Youcanhavethewholecellarful,"Philippaassuredhimjoyously。
"Besureyoubringthebest,Mills。"
"ThePerrierJonet1904,yourladyship,"wasthemurmuredreply。
Mills’disappearancewasverybrief,andinaveryfewmomentstheyfoundthemselvesseatedoncemoreatthetable。Theysatoneoneithersideofhim,watchinghisglassandhisplate。Bydegreestheirquestionsandhisanswersbecamemoreintelligible。
"Whendidyougethere?"theywantedtoknow。
"IarrivedinHarwichaboutdaylightthismorning,"hetoldthem;
"cameacrossfromHolland。Ihiredacaranddrovestraighthere。"
"Whendidyouknowyouwerecominghome?"Helenasked。
"Onlytwodaysago,"hereplied。"Ineverwassosurprisedinmylife。EvennowIcan’trealisemygoodluck。Ican’tseewhatI’vedone。Thelasttwomonths,infact,seemtometohavebeenadream。
Jove!"hewenton,ashedrankhiswine,"IneverthoughtIshouldbesuchapigastocaresomuchforeatinganddrinking!"
"Andthinkwhatweeksofityouhavebeforeyou?"Helenexplained,clappingherhands。"PhilippaandIwillhaveanewinterestinlife-tomakeyoufat。"
Helaughed。
"Itwon’tbeverydifficult,"hepromisedthem。"Ihadseveralmonthsofsemi-starvationbeforethemiraclehappened。ItwasalljustthechanceofhavinghadapalupatMagdalenwho’sbeenservingintheGermanArmy-BertramMaderstromwashisname。Yourememberhim,Philippa?HewasaSwedeinthosedays。"
"Whatadearhemusthavebeentohaverememberedandtohavebeensofaithful!"Philippaobserved,lookingawayforamoment。
"He’sarealgoodsort,"Felsteaddeclaredenthusiastically,"althoughHeavenknowswhyhe’sturnedGerman!Heworkedlikeaslaveforme。Idaresayhedidn’tfinditsodifficulttogetmebetterquartersandaservant,anddecentfood,butwhentheytoldmethatIwasfree-well,itnearlyknockedmesilly。"
"Thedearfellow!"Philippamurmuredpensively。
"Doyourememberhim,eitherofyou?"Felsteadcontinued。"Rathergood-lookinghewas,andalittleshy,butquiteasportsman。"
"I-seemtoremember,"Philippaadmitted。
"Thenamesoundsfamiliar,"Helenechoed。"Dohavesomemorechutney,Dick。"
"Thanks!WhatapigIammakingofmyself!"heobservedcheerfully。
"YougirlswillthinkIcan’ttalkaboutanyonebutMaderstrom,butthewholebusinessbeatsmesocompletely。Ofcourse,weweregreatpals,inaway,butIneverthoughtthatIwastheappleofhiseye,oranythingofthatsort。Howhegottheinfluence,too,Ican’timagine。Andoh!IknewtherewassomethingelseIwasgoingtoaskyougirls,"Felsteadwenton。"Haveyoueverhadaletter,orratheralettereach,uncensored?Justalineortwo?
IthinkImentionedMaderstromwhichIshouldnothavebeenallowedtodointheordinaryprisonletters。"
Felsteadwashelpinghimselftocheese,andhesawnothingofthequickglancewhichpassedbetweenthetwowomen。
"Yes,wehadthem,Dick,"Philippatoldhim。"Itwasoneafternoon-itdoesn’tseemsoverylongago。Andoh,howthankfulwewere!"
Felsteadnodded。
"Hegotthemacrossallright,then。Tellme,didtheycomethroughHolland?Whatwasthepostmark?"
"Thepostmark,"Philipparepeated,alittledoubtfully。"YouheardwhatDickasked,Helen?Thepostmark?"
"Idon’tthinktherewasone,"Helenreplied,glancinganxiouslyatPhilippa。
Felsteadsetdownhisglass。
"Nopostmark?Youmeannoforeignpostmark,Isuppose?TheywerepostedinEngland,eh?"
Philippashookherhead。
"Theycametous,Dick,"shesaid,"byhand。"
Felsteadwas,withoutadoubt,astonished。HeturnedroundinhischairtowardsPhilippa。
"Byhand?"herepeated。"Doyoumeantosaythattheywereactuallybroughtherebyhand?"
Perhapssomethinginhismannerwarnedthem。Philippalaughedasshebentoverhischair。
"Wewilltellyouhowtheycame,presently,"shedeclared,"butnotuntilyouhavefinishedyourlunch,drunkthelastdropofthatchampagne,andhadatleasttwoglassesoftheportthatMillshasbeendecantingsocarefully。Afterthatwewillsee。JustnowI
haveonlyonefeeling,andIknowthatHelenhasit,too。Nothingelsemattersexceptthatwehaveyouhomeagain。
Felsteadpattedhissisteronthecheek,drewherfacedowntohisandkissedher。
"It’ssowonderfultobeathome!"heexclaimedapologetically。
"ButImustwarnyouthatIamtherabidestpersonalive。IwentouttothewarwithacertainamountofrespectfortheGermans。I
havecomebackloathingthemlikevermin。Ispent-butIwon’tgoon。"
Millsmadehisappearancewiththedecanterofport。
"Ibegyourladyship’spardon,"hesaid,ashefilledFelstead’sglass,"butMr。Lessinghamhasarrivedandisinthelibrary,waitingtoseeyou。"
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CHAPTERXXVIII
ToMajorRichardFelstead,Mills’announcementwaswithoutsignificance。Forthefirsttimehebecameconscious,however,ofsomethingwhichseemedalmostlikeasecretunderstandingbetweenhissisterandhisfianc=82e。
"TellMr。LessinghamIshallbewithhiminaminuteortwo,ifhewillkindlywait,"Philippainstructed。
"WhoisMr。Lessingham?"Richardenquired,assoonasthedoorhadclosedbehindMills。"Seemsaqueertimetocall。"
HelenglancedatPhilippa,whoselipsframedadecidednegative。
"Mr。Lessinghamisagentlemanstayingintheneighbourhood,"thelatterreplied。"Youwillprobablymakehisacquaintancebeforelong。Incidentally,hesavedHenry’slifetheothernight。"
"Soundsexciting,"Richardobserved。"WhatformofdestructionwasHenrycourting?"
"Therewasatrawlershipwreckedinthestorm,"Philippaexplained。
"Youcanseeitfromallthefrontwindows。Henrywasonboard,returningfromoneofhisfishingexcursions。TheyweretryingtofindDumble’sanchorageandweredriveninontothatlowridgeofrock。Aropebroke,orsomething,theyhadnomorerockets,andMr。Lessinghamswamoutwiththeline。"
"Soundslikeapluckychap,"Richardadmitted。
Philipparosetoherfeetregretfully。
"Iexpecthehascometowishusgood-by,"shesaid。"I’llleaveyouwithHelen,Dick。Don’tletheroverfeedyou。Andyouknowwherethecigarsare,Helen。TakeDickintothegunroomafterwards。You’llhaveitalltoyourselvesandthereisafirethere。"
Philippaenteredthelibraryinastateofagitationforwhichshewasgladtohavesomereasonableexcuse。SheheldoutbothherhandstoLessingham。
"Dickisback-justarrived!"sheexclaimed。"Ican’ttellyouhowhappyweare,andhowgrateful!"
Lessinghamraisedherfingerstohislips。
"Iamglad,"hesaidsimply。"Doyoumeanthatheisinthehousehere,now?"
"HeisinthediningroomwithHelen。"
Lessinghamforamomentwasthoughtful。
"Don’tyouthink,"hesuggested,"thatitwouldbebettertokeepusapart?"
"Iwaswondering,"sheconfessed。
"Haveyoutoldhimaboutmybringingtheletters?"
Sheshookherhead。
"Wenearlydid。ThenIstopped-Iwasn’tsure。"
"Youwerewise,"hesaid。
"Areyouwise?"sheaskedhimquickly。=20
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"Incomingbackhere?"
Shenodded。
"CaptainGriffithsknowseverything,"sheremindedhim。"Heissimplyfuriousbecauseyourarrestwasinterferedwith。Ireallybelievethatheisdangerous。"
Lessinghamwasunmoved。
"Ihadtocomeback,"hesaidsimply。
"Whydidyougoawaysosuddenly?"
"Well,Ihadtodothat,too,"hereplied,"onlythegoverningcauseswereverydifferent。Wewillspeak,ifyoudonotmind,onlyofthecausewhichhasbroughtmeback。ThatIbelieveyouknowalready。"
Philippawascuriouslyafraid。Shelookedtowardsthedoorasthoughwithsomevaguehopeofescape。Sherealisedthatthenecessityfordecisionhadarrived。
"Philippa,"hewenton,"doyouseewhatthisis?"
Hehandedhertwofoldedslipsofpaper。Shestarted。Atthetopofonesherecognisedasmallphotographofherself。
"Whatarethey?"sheasked。"Whatdoesitmean?"
"TheyarepassportsforAmerica,"hetoldher。
"For-forme?"shefaltered。
"Foryouandme。"
Theyslippedfromherfingers。Hepickedthemupfromthecarpet。
Herfacewashiddenforamomentinherhands。
"Iknowsowellhowyouarefeeling,"hesaidhumbly。"Iknowhowterribleashockthismustseemtoyouwhenitcomessonear。Youaresodifferentfromtheotherwomenwhomightdothisthing。Itissomuchharderforyouthanforthem。"
Sheliftedherhead。Therewasstillsomethingofthelookofascaredchildinherface。
"Don’timaginemebetterthanIam,"shebegged。"Iamnotreallydifferentfromanyotherwoman,onlyitisthefirsttimethissortofthinghasevercomeintomylife。"
"Iknow。Yousee,"hewenton,alittlewistfully,"youhavenottakenme,asyet,veryfarintoyourconfidence,Philippa。YouknowthatIloveyouasamanlovesonlyonce。Itsoundslikeanemptyphrasetosayit,butifyouwillgivemeyourlifetotakecareof,Ishallonlyhaveonethought-tomakeyouhappy。CouldIsucceed?Thatiswhatyouhavetoaskyourself。Youarenothappynow。Doyouthinkthat,ifyoustayonhere,thefutureislikelytobeanybetterforyou?"
Sheshookherheaddrearily。
"Ibelieve,"sheconfessed,"thatIhavereachedtheverylimitofmyendurance。"
Hecamealittlenearer。Hishandsresteduponhershouldersverylightly,yettheyseemedlikesomeenvelopingchain。Morethaneverinthosefewmomentssherealisedthespiritualqualitiesofhisface。Hiseyeswereaglow。Hisvoice,alittlebrokenwithemotion,waswonderfullytender。Helookedatherasthoughsheweresomepreciousandsacredthing。
"Iamrich,"hesaid,"andtherearefewpartsoftheworldwherewecouldnotlive。Wecouldfindourwaytotheislands,likeyourgreatwriterStevensoninwhomyoudelightsomuch;islandsfullofcolour,andwonderfulbirds,andstrangeblueskies;
islandswherethepeaceofthetropicsdullsmemory,andtimeheatsonlyintheheart。Theworldisagreatplace,Philippa,andtherearecornerswherethesordidcrimeofthisghastlybutcheryhasscarcelybeenheardof,wherethehorrorandthetaintofitareasthoughtheyneverexisted,wherethesunandmoonarestillunashamed,andthegreymonstersridenowhereuponthesapphireseas。"
"Itsoundslikeafairytale,"shemurmured,withahalfpatheticsmile。
"Lovealwaysfashionslifelikeafairytale,"hereplied。
Shestoodperfectlystill。
"Youmusthavemyanswernow,atthismoment?"sheaskedatlast。
"Thereareyetsomehours,"hetoldher。"Ihaveaverypowerfulautomobilehere,andto-nightthereisafullmoon。Ifweleavehereatteno’clock,wecancatchthesteamerto-morrowafternoon。
Everythinghasbeenmadeveryeasyforme。Andfortune,too,iswithus-yourvindictivecommandant,CaptainGriffiths,isinLondon。Yousee,youhavethewholeafternoonforthought。I
wantyouonlyforyourhappiness。Atteno’clockIshallcomehere。Ifyouarecomingwithme,youmustbereadythen。Youunderstand?"
"Iunderstand,"sheassented,underherbreath。"Andnow,"shewenton,raisinghereyes,"somehowIthinkthatyouareright。
ItwouldbebetterforyouandDicknottomeet。"
"Iamsureofit,"heagreed。"Ishallcomeformyansweratteno’clock。Iwonder-"
Hestoodlookingather,hiseyeshungrytofindsomesigninherface。Therewassomuchkindnessthere,somuchthatmightpass,even,foraffection,andyetsomethingwhich,behinditall,chilledhisconfidence。Helefthissentenceuncompletedandturnedtowardsthedoor。Suddenlyshecalledhimback。Sheheldupherfinger。Herwholeexpressionhadchanged。Shewasalarmed。
"Wait!"shebegged。"IcanhearDick’svoice。Waittillhehascrossedthehail。"
Theybothstood,foramoment,quitesilent。ThentheyheardalittleprotestingcryfromHelen,andagood-humouredlaughfromRichard。Thedoorwasthrownopen。
"Youdon’tmindourcomingthroughtothegunroom,Phil?"herbrotherasked。"We’renot-MyGod!"
Therewasaqueersilence,brokenbyHelen,whostoodonthethreshold,thepictureofdistress。
"Itriedtogethimtogotheotherway,Philippa。
Richardtookaquickstepforward。Hishandswereoutstretched。
"Bertram!"heexclaimed。"Isthisamiracle?Youherewithmysister?"
Lessinghamheldouthishand。SuddenlyRicharddroppedhis。Hisexpressionhadbecomesterner。
"Idon’tunderstand,"hesaidsimply。"Somebodypleaseexplain。"
CHAPTERXXIX
Forafewbriefsecondsnooneseemedinclinedtotakeuponthemselvestheonusofspeech。Richard’samazementseemedtoincreaseuponreflection。
"Maderstrom!"heexclaimed。"Bertram!Whatinthenameofallthat’sdiabolicalareyoudoinghere?"
"Iamjustaderelict,"Lessinghamexplained,withafaintsmile。
"Gladtoseeyou,Richard。YouareadayearlierthanIexpected。"
"YouknewthatIwascoming,then?"Richarddemanded。
"Naturally,"Lessinghamreplied。"Ihadthegreatpleasureofarrangingforyourrelease。"
"Lookhere,"Richardwenton,"I’mgropingaboutabit。Idon’tunderstand。ForgivemeifIrunoffthetrack。I’mnotforgettingourfriendship,Maderstrom,orwhatIowetoyousinceyoucameandfoundmeatWittenburg。Butforallthat,youhaveservedintheGermanArmyandareanenemy,andIwanttoknowwhatyouaredoinghere,inEngland,inmybrother-in-law’shouse。"
"Noparticularharm,Richard,Ipromiseyou,"Lessinghamrepliedmildly。
"Youarehereunderafalsename!"
"HamarLessingham,ifyoudonotmind,"theotherassented。"I
prefermyownname,butIdonotfancythattheuseofitwouldensuremeaverywarmwelcomeoverherejustnow。Besides,"headded,withaglanceatPhilippa,"IhavetoconsiderthefriendswhosehospitalityIhaveenjoyed。"
InashadowysortofwaythetruthbegantodawnuponRichard。Histonebecamegrimmerandhismannermoremenacing。
"Maderstrom,"hesaid,"wemetlastunderdifferentcircumstances。
IwilladmitthatIcutapoorfigure,butminewasatleastanhonourableimprisonment。Iamnotsosurethatyoursisanhonourablefreedom。"
Philippalaidherhanduponherbrother’sarm。
"Dick,dear,dorememberthattheywerestarvingyoutodeath!"
shebegged。
"Youwouldneverhavelivedthroughit,"Helenechoed。
"YouaretalkingtoMr。Lessingham,"Philippaprotested,"asthoughhewereanenemy,insteadofthebestfriendyoueverhadinyourlife。"
Richardwavedthemaway。
"Youmustleavethistous,"heinsisted。"MaderstromandIwillbeabletounderstandoneanother,atanyrate。Whatareyoudoinginthishouse-inEngland?Whatisyourmissionhere?"
"Whateveritmayhavebeen,itisaccomplished,"Lessinghamsaidgravely。"Atthepresentmoment,myplansaretoleaveyourcountryto-night。"
"Accomplished?"Richardrepeated。"Whatthedevildoyoumean?
Accomplished?Areyouplayingthespyinthiscountry?"
"Youwouldprobablyconsidermymissionespionage,"Lessinghamadmitted。
"Andyouhavebroughtittoasuccessfulconclusion?"
"Ihave。"
Philippathrewherarmsaroundherbrother’sneck。"Dick,"shepleaded,"pleaselisten。Mr。Lessinghamhasbeenhere,inthisdistrict,eversincehelandedinEngland。Whatpossibleharmcouldbedo?Wehaven’tasinglesecrettobelearned。Everybodyknowswhereourfewgunsare。Everybodyknowswhereoursoldiersarequartered。Wehaven’taharbouroranysecretfortifications。
Wehaven’tanyshippinginformationwhichitwouldbeoftheleastusesignallinganywhere。Mr。Lessinghamhasspenthistimeamongsttrifleshere。TakeHelenawaysomewhereandforgetthatyouhaveseenhiminthehouse。RememberthathehassavedHenry’slifeaswellasyours。"
"Iinvitenoconsiderationuponthataccount,"Lessinghamdeclared。
"AllthatIdidforyouinGermany,Idid,orshouldhaveattemptedtodo,formyoldfriend。Yourreleasewasdifferent。Iamforcedtoadmitthatitwasthepricepaidformysojournhere。Iwillonlyaskyoutorememberthatthebargainwasmadewithoutyourknowledge,andthatyouareinnowayresponsibleforit。"
"Aprice,"Richardpronouncedfiercely,"whichIrefusetopay!"
Lessinghamshruggedhisshoulders。
"Thealternative,"heconfessed,"isinyourhands。"
Richardmovedtowardsthetelephone。
"Iamsorry,Maderstrom,"hesaid,"butmydutyisclear。WhoisCommandanthere,Philippa?"
Philippastoodbetweenherbrotherandthetelephone。Therewasaqueer,angrypatchofcolourinhercheeks。Hereyeswereonfire。
"Richard,"sheexclaimed,"youshallnotdothisfrommyhouse!
Iforbidyou!"
"Dowhat?"
"Giveinformation。Doyouknowwhatitwouldmeaniftheybelievedyou?"
"Death,"heanswered。"Maderstromknewtheriskheranwhenhecametothiscountryunderafalsename。"
"Perfectly,"Lessinghamadmitted。
"ButIwon’thaveit!"Philippaprotested。"Hehasbecomeourfriend。Daybydaywehavegrowntolikehimbetterandbetter。
Hehassavedyourlife,Dick。Hehasbroughtyoubacktous。
Thinkwhatitisthatyoupurpose!"
"Itiswhateverysoldierhastoface,"Richarddeclared。
"Youmendrivemecrazywithyourfoolishideas!"Philippacrieddesperately。"Thewarisinyourbrains,Ithink。Youwouldcarryitfromthebattlefieldsintoyourdailylife。Becausetwogreatcountriesareatwar,iseverythingtogoby-chivalry?-allthefiner,sweeterfeelingsoflife?Ifyoutwometonthebattlefield,itwouldbedifferent。Hereinmydrawing-room,I
willnothavethisblackdemonofthewardraggedinasanexcuseformurder!TakeDickaway,Helen!"shebegged。"Mr。Lessinghamisleavingto-night。Iwillpledgemywordthatuntilthenheremainsaharmlesscitizen。"
"Womendon’tunderstandthesethings,Philippa-"Richardbegan。
"Thankheavensweunderstandthembetterthanyoumen!"Philippainterruptedfiercely。"Youhavebutoneidea-tostrike-thenarrowideaofmenthatbreedswarfare。Itellyouthatifeveruniversalpeacecomes,ifeverthenationsaretaughtthehorrorofthislustforblood,thiscriminaloutrageagainstcivilisation,itisthewomenwhowillbecometheteachers,becauseamongstyourinstinctsthebrutishonesofforcearethefirsttoleaptothesurfaceattheslightestprovocation。Wewomenseefurther,weknowmore。Isweartoyou,Richard,thatifyouinterfereIwillneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive!"
Richardstaredathissisterinamazement。Thereseemedtobesomenewspiritbornwithinher。Throughoutalltheirdayshehadneverknownhersomuchinearnest,sopassionatelyinsistent。Helookedfromhertothemanwhomshesoughttoprotect,andwhoanswered,unasked,thethoughtsthatwereinhismind。
"WhateverharmImayhavebeenabletodo,"Lessinghamannounced,"isfinished。Ileavethisplaceto-night,probablyforever。AsfortheCommandant,"hewentonwithafaintsmile,"heisalreadyuponmytrack。Thereisnothingyoucantellhimaboutmewhichhedoesnotknow。Itisjustamatterofhours,thetossofacoin,whetherIgetawayornot。"
"They’vefoundyouout,then?"Richardexclaimed。
"Onlyamiraclesavedmefromarrestaweekago,"Lessinghamacknowledged。"YourCommandanthereisatthepresentmomentinLondonforthesolepurposeofdenouncingme。"
"Andyetyouremainhere,payingafternooncalls?"Richardobservedincredulously。"I’mhangedifIcanseethroughthis!"
"Yousee,"Lessinghamexplainedgently。"Iamafatalist!"
ItwasHelenwhofinallyledherloverfromtheroom。Helookedbackfromthedoor。
"Maderstrom,"hesaid,"youknowquitewellhowpersonallyIfeeltowardsyou。Iamgratefulforwhatyouhavedoneforme,eventhoughIambeginningtounderstandyourmotives。Butasregardstheotherthingswearebothsoldiers。IamgoingtotalktoHelenforatime。IwanttounderstandalittlemorethanIdoatpresent。"
Lessinghamnodded。
"Letmehelpyou,"hebegged。"Hereistheissueinplainwords。