投诉 阅读记录

第8章

CHAPTERXXVI

Philippa,latethatafternoon,foundwhatshesought-solitude。

ShehadwalkedalongthesandsuntilDreymarshlayoutofsightontheothersideofaspurofthecliffs。Beforeherstretchedalongandlevelplain,afringeofsand,andabeltofshinglybeach。Therewasnotasignofanyhumanbeinginsight,andofbuildingsonlyaquainttoweronthefarhorizon。

Shefoundadryplaceonthepebbles,removedherhatandsatdown,herhandsclaspedaroundherknees,hereyesturnedseaward。Shehadcomeoutheretothink,butitwasoddhowfugitiveandtransientherthoughtsbecame。Herhusbandwasalwaysthereinthebackground,butinthosemomentsitwasLessinghamwhowasthepredominantfigure。Sherememberedhisearnestness,histendersolicitudeforher,thecouragewhich,whennecessitydemanded,hadflamedupinhim,abornandnaturalquality。Sherememberedtheagonyofthosefewminutesontheprecedingday,whennothingbutwhatstillseemedamiraclehadsavedhim。Atonemomentshefeltherselfinclinedtopraythathemightnevercomeback。Atanother,herheartachedtoseehimoncemore。Sheknewsowellthatifhecameitwouldbeforhersake,thathewouldcometoaskherfinallythequestionwithwhichshehadfenced。Sheknew,too,thathiscomingwouldbethemomentofherlife。Shewassomuchofawoman,andthepassionatecravingofhersextogiveloveforlovewasthereinherheart,almostomnipotent。Andinthebackgroundtherewasthatbitterdesiretobringsufferinguponthemanwhohadtreatedherlikeachild,whohadplacedherinafalsepositionwithallotherwomen,whohaddawdledandidledawayhisdays,heedlessofhisduty,heedlessofeveryseriousobligation。Whenshetriedtoreason,herwayseemedsoclear,andyet,behinditall,therewasthatcoldimpulseofalmostVictorianprudishness,theinheritanceofalonglineofvirtuouswomen,aprudishnesswhichshehadonce,whenshehadbelievedthatitwaspartofhersecondnature,scoffedatasbeingtheoutcomeofoneofthefinerformsofselfishness。

Shetoldherselfthatshehadcometheretodecide,anddecisioncamenonearertoher。Alateafternoonstarshoneweaklyinthesky。Afaint,vaporousmistobscuredthehorizonandfloatedintangledwreathsuponthefaceofthesea。Onlythatlineofsandseemedstillclear-cutanddistinct,andassheglancedalongithereyeswereheldbysomethingapproaching,somethingwhichseemedatfirstnothingbutablack,movingspeck,thengraduallyresolveditselfintothesemblanceofamanonhorseback,gallopingfuriously。Shewatchedhimashedrewnearerandnearer,thesandflyingfromhishorse’shoofs,hisfiguremotionless,hiseyesapparentlyfixeduponsomedistantspot。Itwasnotuntilhehadcomewithinfiftyyardsofherthatsherecognisedhim。Hishorseshiedatthesightofherandwassuddenlyswungroundwithapowerfulwrist。Littlespecksofsand,churnedupinthemomentarystampedeofhoofs,felluponherskirt。Fortherest,shewatchedthestrugglecomposedly,astrugglewhichwasoveralmostassoonasitwasbegun。CaptainGriffithsleaneddownfromhistremblingbutsubduedhorse。

"LadyCranston!"heexclaimedinastonishment。

"That’sme,"shereplied,smilingupathim。"Haveyoubeenridingoffyourbadtemper?"

Heglanceddownathishorse’squiveringsides。Backasfarasonecouldseetherewasthatregularlineofhoofmarks。

"AmIbad-tempered?"heasked。

"Well,"sheobserved,"Idon’tknowyouwellenoughtoanswerthatquestion。Iwassimplythinkingofyesterdayevening。"

Heslippedfromhishorseandstoodbeforeher。Hislong,severefacehadseldomseemedmoremalevolent。

"Ihadenoughtomakemebad-tempered,"hedeclared。"IhadtrackeddownaGermanspy,stepbystep,untilIhadhimthere,waitingforarrest-expectingit,even-andthenIgotthatwickedmessage。"

"Whatwasthatwickedmessageafterall?"sheenquired。

"Thatdoesn’tmatter,"heanswered。"Itwasfromaquarterwheretheyoughttoknowbetter,anditorderedmetomakenoarrest。I

havesenttotheWarOfficeto-dayafullreport,andIamprayingthattheymaychangetheirminds。"

Philippasighed。

"Ifyouhadn’treceivedthattelegramlastnight,"sheobserved,"itseemstomethatIshouldhavebeenawidowto-day。"

Hefrowned,andstruckhisbootheavilywithhisridingwhip。

"Yes,Iheardofthat,"headmitted。"Idaresayifhehadn’tgone,though,someoneelsewould。"

"Wouldyouhavegoneifyouhadbeenthere?"sheasked。

"Ifyouhadtoldmeto,"hereplied,lookingathersteadfastly。

Philippafeltalittleshiver。Therewassomethingominousintheintensityofhisgazeandthemeaningwhichhehadcontrivedtoimparttohistone。Sherosetoherfeet。

"Well,"shesaid,"don’tletmekeepyouhere。Iamgettingcold。"

Hepassedhisarmthroughthebridleofhishorse。"Iwillwalkwithyou,ifImay,"heproposed。Shemadenoreply,andtheysettheirfaceshomewards。

"IhearLessinghamhaslefttheplace,"heremarked,alittleabruptly。

"Oh,Iexpecthe’llcomeback,"Philippareplied。

"Howlongisit,LadyCranston,sinceyoutooktoconsortingwithGermanspies?"heasked。

"Don’tbefoolish-orimpertinent,"sheenjoined。"YouaremakingaridiculousmistakeaboutMr。Lessingham。"

Helaughedunpleasantly。

"Noneedforustofence,"hesaid。"YouandIknowwhoheis。

WhatIdowanttoknow,whatIhavebeenwonderingallthewayfromthepointthere-fourmilesofhardgallopingandonequestion-

whyareyouhisfriend?Whatishetoyou?"

"Really,CaptainGriffiths,"sheprotested,lookingupathim,"ofwhatpossibleinterestcanthatbetoyou?"

"Well,itis,anyhow,"heansweredgruffly。"Anythingthatconcernsyouisofinteresttome。"

Philipparealisedatthatmoment,perhapsforthefirsttime,whatitallmeant。Sherealisedthesignificanceofthoseapparentlypurposelessafternooncalls,whenthroughsheerboredomshehadhadtosendforHelentohelpherout;thesignificanceofthoselongsilences,themelancholyeyeswhichseemedtofollowhermovements。

Shefeltanunaccountabledesiretolaugh,andthen,atthefirsttwitchingsofherlips,sherestrainedherself。Sheknewthattragedywasstalkingbyherside。

"Ithink,CaptainGriffiths,"shesaidgravely,"thatyouaretalkingnonsense,andyouarenotaverygoodhandatit。Won’tyoupleaserideon?"

Hemadenomovementtomounthishorse。Heploddedalongthesoftsandbyherside-aqueer,elongatedfigure,hisgloomyeyesfixedupontheground。

"UntilthisfellowLessinghamcameyouwereneversohard,"hepersisted。

Shelookedathimwithgenuinecuriosity。

"Iwasneversohard?"sherepeated。"DoyouimaginethatIhaveeverforasinglemomentconsideredmydemeanourtowardsyou-youofallpersonsintheworld?Isimplydon’trememberwhenyouhavebeenthereandwhenyouhaven’t。Idon’trememberthehumoursinwhichIhavebeenwhenwehaveconversed。Allthatyouhavesaidseemstometobethemostarrantnonsense。"

Heswunghimselfintothesaddleandgatheredupthereins。

"Thankyou,"hesaidbitterly,"Iunderstand。Onlyletmetellyouthis,"hewenton,hiswhippoisedinhishand。"Youmayhavepowerfulfriendswhosavedyour-"

Hehesitatedsolongthatsheglancedupathimandreadallthathehadwishedtosayinhisface。

"Mywhat?"sheasked。

Hiscouragefailedhim。

"Mr。Lessingham,"heproceeded,"fromarrest。ButifheshowshisfacehereagaininDreymarsh,Isha’n’tstoptoarresthim。Ishallshoothimonsightandchancetheconsequences。"

"They’llhangyou!"shedeclaredsavagely。

Helaughedather。

"HangmeforshootingamanwhomIcanprovetobeaGermanspy?

Theywon’tdare!Theywon’tevendaretoplacemeunderarrestforanhour。Why,whenthetruthbecomesknown,"hewenton,hisvoicegainingcourageasthejusticeofhiscaseimpresseditselfuponhim,"whatdoyousupposeisgoingtohappentotwowomenwhotookthisfellowinandbefriendedhim,introducedhimunderafalsenametotheirfriends,gavehimtherunoftheirhouse-thismanwhomtheyknewallthetimewasaGerman?You,LadyCranston,chafingandscoldingyourhusbandbynightandbydaybecauseheisn’twhereyouthinkheoughttobe;you,sopatrioticthatyoucannotbearthesightofhimoutofuniform;you-thehostess,thebefriender,theGodknowswhatofBertramMaderstrom!Itwillbeaprettytalewhenit’salltold!"

"Ireallythink,"Philippaassertedcalmly,"thatyouarethemostutterlyimpossibleandobnoxiouscreatureIhaveevermet。"

Hisfacewasdangerousforamoment。TheyhadnotyetreachedthepromontorywhichshelteredthemfromDreymarsh。

"Perhaps,"hemuttered,leaningmalignlytowardsher,"Icouldmakemyselfevenmoreobnoxious。"

"Quitepossibly,"shereplied,"onlyIwanttotellyouthis。Ifyoucomeasingleinchnearertome,oneofthemshallshootyou。"

"Yourfriendoryourhusband,eh?"hescoffed。

Shewavedhimon。

"Ithink,"shetoldhim,"thateitherofthemwouldbequitecapableofriddingtheworldofacowardlikeyou。"

"Acoward?"herepeated。

"Precisely!Isn’titacoward’sparttoterroriseawoman?"

"Idon’twanttoterroriseyou,"hesaidsulkily。

"Well,youmustadmitthatyouhaven’tshownanyparticulardesiretomakeyourselfagreeable,"shepointedout。

Heturnedsuddenlyuponher。

"Iamafool,Iknow,"hedeclaredbitterly。"I’manawkward,nervous,miserablefool,myownworstenemyastheysayofmeintheMess,turningthepeopleagainstmeIwanttohavelikeme,stumblingintoeveryblunderafoolcan。I’mthesortofmanwomenmakesportof,andyou’vedoneitforthemcruelly,perfectly。"

"CaptainGriffiths!"sheprotested。"WhenhaveIeverbeenanythingbutkindandcourteoustoyou?"

"Itisn’tyourkindnessIwant,noryourcourtesy!There’sacurseuponmytongue,"hewentondesperately。"I’mnotlikeothermen。

Idon’tknowhowtosaywhatIfeel。Ican’tputitintowords。

Everyonemisunderstandsme。You,too!HereIrodeuptoyouthisafternoonandmyheartwasbeatingforjoy,andinfiveminutesI

hadmadeanenemyofyou。DamnthatfellowLessingham!Itisallhisfault!"

Withouttheslightestwarninghebroughtdownhishuntingcropuponhishorse’sflanks。Themaregaveonegreatplunge,andhewasoff,ridingatafuriousgallop。Philippawatchedhimwithimmenserelief,Inthefardistanceshecouldseetwolittlespecksgrowinglargerandlarger。Shehurriedontowardsthem。

"WhateverdidyoudotoCaptainGriffiths,Mummy?Norademanded。

"Whyhepasseduswithoutlookingdown,gallopinglikeamadman,andhisfacelooked-well,whatdiditlooklike,Helen?"

Helenwasgazinguneasilyalongthesands。

"Likeamanridingforhisenemy,"shedeclared。

CHAPTERXXVII

PhilippaandHelenlookedatoneanotheralittledolefullyacrosstheluncheontable。

"Isupposesonemissesthechild,"Helensaid。

"Ifeeltoodepressedforwords,"Philippaadmitted。

"Afewdaysago,"Helenremindedhercompanion,"weweregettingalltheexcitementthatwasgoodforanyone。"

"Andalittlemore,"Philippaagreed。"Idon’tknowwhythingsseemsoflatnow。Wereallyoughttobegladthatnothingterriblehashappened。"

"WhatwithHenryandMr。Lessinghambothaway,"Helencontinued,"andCaptainGriffithsnotcomingneartheplace,wereallyhaverevertedtothenormal,haven’twe?Iwonder-ifMr。Lessinghamhasgoneback。"

"Idonotthinkso,"Philippamurmured。

Helenfrownedslightly。

"Personally,"shesaid,withsomeemphasis,"Ihopethathehas。"

"Ifweareconsideringthepersonalpointofviewonly,"Philipparetorted,"Ihopethathehasnot。"

Helenlookedherdisapproval。

"Ishouldhavethoughtthatyouhadhadenoughplayingwithfire,"

sheobserved。

"Oneneverhasuntilonehasburnedone’sfingers,"Philippasighed。

"Iknowperfectlywellwhatisthematterwithyou,"shecontinuedseverely。"YouarefrettingbecausecurriedchickenisDick’sfavouritedish。"

"Iamnotsuchababy,"Helenprotested。"Allthesame,itdoesmakeonethink。Iwonder-"

"Iknowexactlywhatyouweregoingtosay,"Philippainterrupted。

"YouweregoingtosaythatyouwonderedwhetherMr。Lessinghamwouldkeephispromise。"

"Whetherhewouldbeableto,"Helencorrected。"Itdoesseemsoimpossible,doesn’tit?"

"SodoesMr。Lessinghamhimself,"Philipparemindedher。"Itisn’texactlyausualthing,isit,tohaveaperfectlycharmingandwell-bredyoungmanstepoutofaZeppelinintoyourdrawing-room。"

"Youreallybelieve,then,"Helenaskedeagerly,"thathewillbeabletokeephispromise?"

Philippanoddedconfidently。

"Doyouknow,"shesaid,"IbelievethatMr。Lessingham,bysomemeansoranother,wouldkeepanypromiseheevermade。IamexpectingtoseeDickatanymomentnow,soyoucangetonwithyourlunch,dear,andnotsitlookingatthecurrywithtearsinyoureyes。"

"Itisn’tthecurrysomuchasthechutney,"Helenprotestedfaintly。

"Heneverwouldtouchanyothersort。"

"Well,Ishouldn’tbesurprisedifhewereheretofinishthebottle,"Philippadeclared。"Ihaveafeelingthismorningthatsomethingisgoingtohappen。"

"HowlonghasNoragoneawayfor?"Helenenquired,afteramoment’spause。

"Afortnightorthreeweeks,"Philippaanswered。"HergrandmotherwiredthatshewouldbegladtohaveheruntilChristmas。"

"Justwhy,"Helenaskedseriously,"haveyousentheraway?"

Philippatoyedwithhercurry,andglancedaroundasthoughsheregrettedMills’absencefromtheroom。

"Ithoughtitbest,"shesaidquietly。"Yousee,Iamnotquitesurewhattheimmediatefutureofthismenageisgoingtobe。"

Helenleanedacrossthetableandlaidherhanduponherfriend’s。

"Dear,"shesighed,"itworriesmesotohearyoutalklikethat。"

"Why?"

"Becauseyouknowperfectlywell,althoughyouprofesstoignoreit,thatatthebottomofyourheartthereisnooneelsebutHenry。

Itisn’tfair,youknow。"

"Towhomisn’titfair?"Philippademanded。

"ToMr。Lessingham。"

Philippawasthoughtfulforafewmoments。

"Perhaps,"sheadmitted,"thatisapointofviewwhichIhavenotsufficientlyconsidered。"

Helenpressedhomeheradvantage。

"Idon’tthinkyourealise,Philippa,"shesaid,"howmadlyinlovewithyouthemanis。Inaperfectlyingenuousway,too。Noonecouldhelpseeingit。"

"Thenwheredoestheunfairnesscomein?"Philippaasked。"Itiswithinmypowertogivehimallthathewants。"

"Butyouwouldn’tdoit,Philippa。Youknowthatyouwouldn’t!"

Helenobjected。"Youmayplaywiththeideainyourmind,butthat’sjustasfarasyou’deverget。"

Philippalookedherfriendsteadilyintheface。"Idisagreewithyou,Helen,"shesaid。Helensetdowntheglasswhichshehadbeenintheactofraisingtoherlips。Itwasherfirstreallyseriousintimationofthetragedywhichhoveredoverherfuturesister-in-law’slife。Somehoworother,Philippahadseemed,eventoher,sofarremovedfromthatstrenuousworldofover-drugged,over-excitedfemininedecadence,towhomthechangingofahusbandoraloverismerelyanincidentintheday’sexcitements。

Philippa,withherfrailandalmostflowerlikebeauty,herloveofthewholesomewaysoflife,andherstrongaffections,representedotherthings。Now,forthefirsttime,Helenwasreallyafraid,afraidforherfriend。

"Butyoucouldn’tever-youwouldn’tleaveHenry!"

Philippaseemedtofindnothingmonstrousintheidea。

"ThatisjustwhatIamseriouslythinkingofdoing,"sheconfided。

Helenaffectedtolaugh,buthermirthwasobviouslyforced。TheirconversationceasedperforcewiththereturnofMillsintotheroom。

Thenthewonderfulthinghappened。Thewindowsofthediningroomfacedthedrivetothehouseandbothwomencouldclearlyseeamotorcarturninatthegateandstopatthefrontdoor。Itwasobviouslyahiredcar,asthedriverwasnotinlivery,butthetall,mulled-upfigureinunfamiliarclotheswhooccupiedthefrontseatwasforthemomentamysterytothem。OnlyHelenseemedtohavesomewonderfulpremonitionofthetruth,apremonitionwhichshewasafraidtoadmiteventoherself。Herhandbegantoshake。

Philippalookedatherinamazement。

"Youlookasthoughyouhadseenaghost,Helen!"sheexclaimed。

"Whoonearthcanitbe,comingatthistimeoftheday?"

Helenwasspeechless,andPhilippadivinedatoncethecauseofheragitation。Shesprangtoherfeet。

"Helen,youdon’timagine-"shegasped。"Listen!"

Therewasavoiceinthehail-afamiliarvoice,thoughstrainedalittleandhoarse;Mills’decorousgreetings,agitatedbutfervent。

Andthen-MajorRichardFelstead!

"Dick!"Helenscreamed,asshethrewherselfintohisarms。"Oh,Dick!Dick!"

Itwasanincoherent,breathlessmoment。Somehoworother,Philippafoundherselfsharingherbrother’sembrace。ThenthefireofquestionsandanswerswaspresentlyinterruptedbyMills,triumphantlybearinginafreshdishofcurry。

"WhatwilltheMajortaketodrink,yourladyship?"heasked。

Felsteadlaughedalittlechokingly。

"Uponmyword,there’ssomethingwonderfullysoundaboutMills!"

hesaid。"It’saghoulishthingtoaskforinthemiddleoftheday,isn’tit,Philippa,butcanIhavesomechampagne?"

"Youcanhavethewholecellarful,"Philippaassuredhimjoyously。

"Besureyoubringthebest,Mills。"

"ThePerrierJonet1904,yourladyship,"wasthemurmuredreply。

Mills’disappearancewasverybrief,andinaveryfewmomentstheyfoundthemselvesseatedoncemoreatthetable。Theysatoneoneithersideofhim,watchinghisglassandhisplate。Bydegreestheirquestionsandhisanswersbecamemoreintelligible。

"Whendidyougethere?"theywantedtoknow。

"IarrivedinHarwichaboutdaylightthismorning,"hetoldthem;

"cameacrossfromHolland。Ihiredacaranddrovestraighthere。"

"Whendidyouknowyouwerecominghome?"Helenasked。

"Onlytwodaysago,"hereplied。"Ineverwassosurprisedinmylife。EvennowIcan’trealisemygoodluck。Ican’tseewhatI’vedone。Thelasttwomonths,infact,seemtometohavebeenadream。

Jove!"hewenton,ashedrankhiswine,"IneverthoughtIshouldbesuchapigastocaresomuchforeatinganddrinking!"

"Andthinkwhatweeksofityouhavebeforeyou?"Helenexplained,clappingherhands。"PhilippaandIwillhaveanewinterestinlife-tomakeyoufat。"

Helaughed。

"Itwon’tbeverydifficult,"hepromisedthem。"Ihadseveralmonthsofsemi-starvationbeforethemiraclehappened。ItwasalljustthechanceofhavinghadapalupatMagdalenwho’sbeenservingintheGermanArmy-BertramMaderstromwashisname。Yourememberhim,Philippa?HewasaSwedeinthosedays。"

"Whatadearhemusthavebeentohaverememberedandtohavebeensofaithful!"Philippaobserved,lookingawayforamoment。

"He’sarealgoodsort,"Felsteaddeclaredenthusiastically,"althoughHeavenknowswhyhe’sturnedGerman!Heworkedlikeaslaveforme。Idaresayhedidn’tfinditsodifficulttogetmebetterquartersandaservant,anddecentfood,butwhentheytoldmethatIwasfree-well,itnearlyknockedmesilly。"

"Thedearfellow!"Philippamurmuredpensively。

"Doyourememberhim,eitherofyou?"Felsteadcontinued。"Rathergood-lookinghewas,andalittleshy,butquiteasportsman。"

"I-seemtoremember,"Philippaadmitted。

"Thenamesoundsfamiliar,"Helenechoed。"Dohavesomemorechutney,Dick。"

"Thanks!WhatapigIammakingofmyself!"heobservedcheerfully。

"YougirlswillthinkIcan’ttalkaboutanyonebutMaderstrom,butthewholebusinessbeatsmesocompletely。Ofcourse,weweregreatpals,inaway,butIneverthoughtthatIwastheappleofhiseye,oranythingofthatsort。Howhegottheinfluence,too,Ican’timagine。Andoh!IknewtherewassomethingelseIwasgoingtoaskyougirls,"Felsteadwenton。"Haveyoueverhadaletter,orratheralettereach,uncensored?Justalineortwo?

IthinkImentionedMaderstromwhichIshouldnothavebeenallowedtodointheordinaryprisonletters。"

Felsteadwashelpinghimselftocheese,andhesawnothingofthequickglancewhichpassedbetweenthetwowomen。

"Yes,wehadthem,Dick,"Philippatoldhim。"Itwasoneafternoon-itdoesn’tseemsoverylongago。Andoh,howthankfulwewere!"

Felsteadnodded。

"Hegotthemacrossallright,then。Tellme,didtheycomethroughHolland?Whatwasthepostmark?"

"Thepostmark,"Philipparepeated,alittledoubtfully。"YouheardwhatDickasked,Helen?Thepostmark?"

"Idon’tthinktherewasone,"Helenreplied,glancinganxiouslyatPhilippa。

Felsteadsetdownhisglass。

"Nopostmark?Youmeannoforeignpostmark,Isuppose?TheywerepostedinEngland,eh?"

Philippashookherhead。

"Theycametous,Dick,"shesaid,"byhand。"

Felsteadwas,withoutadoubt,astonished。HeturnedroundinhischairtowardsPhilippa。

"Byhand?"herepeated。"Doyoumeantosaythattheywereactuallybroughtherebyhand?"

Perhapssomethinginhismannerwarnedthem。Philippalaughedasshebentoverhischair。

"Wewilltellyouhowtheycame,presently,"shedeclared,"butnotuntilyouhavefinishedyourlunch,drunkthelastdropofthatchampagne,andhadatleasttwoglassesoftheportthatMillshasbeendecantingsocarefully。Afterthatwewillsee。JustnowI

haveonlyonefeeling,andIknowthatHelenhasit,too。Nothingelsemattersexceptthatwehaveyouhomeagain。

Felsteadpattedhissisteronthecheek,drewherfacedowntohisandkissedher。

"It’ssowonderfultobeathome!"heexclaimedapologetically。

"ButImustwarnyouthatIamtherabidestpersonalive。IwentouttothewarwithacertainamountofrespectfortheGermans。I

havecomebackloathingthemlikevermin。Ispent-butIwon’tgoon。"

Millsmadehisappearancewiththedecanterofport。

"Ibegyourladyship’spardon,"hesaid,ashefilledFelstead’sglass,"butMr。Lessinghamhasarrivedandisinthelibrary,waitingtoseeyou。"

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CHAPTERXXVIII

ToMajorRichardFelstead,Mills’announcementwaswithoutsignificance。Forthefirsttimehebecameconscious,however,ofsomethingwhichseemedalmostlikeasecretunderstandingbetweenhissisterandhisfianc=82e。

"TellMr。LessinghamIshallbewithhiminaminuteortwo,ifhewillkindlywait,"Philippainstructed。

"WhoisMr。Lessingham?"Richardenquired,assoonasthedoorhadclosedbehindMills。"Seemsaqueertimetocall。"

HelenglancedatPhilippa,whoselipsframedadecidednegative。

"Mr。Lessinghamisagentlemanstayingintheneighbourhood,"thelatterreplied。"Youwillprobablymakehisacquaintancebeforelong。Incidentally,hesavedHenry’slifetheothernight。"

"Soundsexciting,"Richardobserved。"WhatformofdestructionwasHenrycourting?"

"Therewasatrawlershipwreckedinthestorm,"Philippaexplained。

"Youcanseeitfromallthefrontwindows。Henrywasonboard,returningfromoneofhisfishingexcursions。TheyweretryingtofindDumble’sanchorageandweredriveninontothatlowridgeofrock。Aropebroke,orsomething,theyhadnomorerockets,andMr。Lessinghamswamoutwiththeline。"

"Soundslikeapluckychap,"Richardadmitted。

Philipparosetoherfeetregretfully。

"Iexpecthehascometowishusgood-by,"shesaid。"I’llleaveyouwithHelen,Dick。Don’tletheroverfeedyou。Andyouknowwherethecigarsare,Helen。TakeDickintothegunroomafterwards。You’llhaveitalltoyourselvesandthereisafirethere。"

Philippaenteredthelibraryinastateofagitationforwhichshewasgladtohavesomereasonableexcuse。SheheldoutbothherhandstoLessingham。

"Dickisback-justarrived!"sheexclaimed。"Ican’ttellyouhowhappyweare,andhowgrateful!"

Lessinghamraisedherfingerstohislips。

"Iamglad,"hesaidsimply。"Doyoumeanthatheisinthehousehere,now?"

"HeisinthediningroomwithHelen。"

Lessinghamforamomentwasthoughtful。

"Don’tyouthink,"hesuggested,"thatitwouldbebettertokeepusapart?"

"Iwaswondering,"sheconfessed。

"Haveyoutoldhimaboutmybringingtheletters?"

Sheshookherhead。

"Wenearlydid。ThenIstopped-Iwasn’tsure。"

"Youwerewise,"hesaid。

"Areyouwise?"sheaskedhimquickly。=20

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"Incomingbackhere?"

Shenodded。

"CaptainGriffithsknowseverything,"sheremindedhim。"Heissimplyfuriousbecauseyourarrestwasinterferedwith。Ireallybelievethatheisdangerous。"

Lessinghamwasunmoved。

"Ihadtocomeback,"hesaidsimply。

"Whydidyougoawaysosuddenly?"

"Well,Ihadtodothat,too,"hereplied,"onlythegoverningcauseswereverydifferent。Wewillspeak,ifyoudonotmind,onlyofthecausewhichhasbroughtmeback。ThatIbelieveyouknowalready。"

Philippawascuriouslyafraid。Shelookedtowardsthedoorasthoughwithsomevaguehopeofescape。Sherealisedthatthenecessityfordecisionhadarrived。

"Philippa,"hewenton,"doyouseewhatthisis?"

Hehandedhertwofoldedslipsofpaper。Shestarted。Atthetopofonesherecognisedasmallphotographofherself。

"Whatarethey?"sheasked。"Whatdoesitmean?"

"TheyarepassportsforAmerica,"hetoldher。

"For-forme?"shefaltered。

"Foryouandme。"

Theyslippedfromherfingers。Hepickedthemupfromthecarpet。

Herfacewashiddenforamomentinherhands。

"Iknowsowellhowyouarefeeling,"hesaidhumbly。"Iknowhowterribleashockthismustseemtoyouwhenitcomessonear。Youaresodifferentfromtheotherwomenwhomightdothisthing。Itissomuchharderforyouthanforthem。"

Sheliftedherhead。Therewasstillsomethingofthelookofascaredchildinherface。

"Don’timaginemebetterthanIam,"shebegged。"Iamnotreallydifferentfromanyotherwoman,onlyitisthefirsttimethissortofthinghasevercomeintomylife。"

"Iknow。Yousee,"hewenton,alittlewistfully,"youhavenottakenme,asyet,veryfarintoyourconfidence,Philippa。YouknowthatIloveyouasamanlovesonlyonce。Itsoundslikeanemptyphrasetosayit,butifyouwillgivemeyourlifetotakecareof,Ishallonlyhaveonethought-tomakeyouhappy。CouldIsucceed?Thatiswhatyouhavetoaskyourself。Youarenothappynow。Doyouthinkthat,ifyoustayonhere,thefutureislikelytobeanybetterforyou?"

Sheshookherheaddrearily。

"Ibelieve,"sheconfessed,"thatIhavereachedtheverylimitofmyendurance。"

Hecamealittlenearer。Hishandsresteduponhershouldersverylightly,yettheyseemedlikesomeenvelopingchain。Morethaneverinthosefewmomentssherealisedthespiritualqualitiesofhisface。Hiseyeswereaglow。Hisvoice,alittlebrokenwithemotion,waswonderfullytender。Helookedatherasthoughsheweresomepreciousandsacredthing。

"Iamrich,"hesaid,"andtherearefewpartsoftheworldwherewecouldnotlive。Wecouldfindourwaytotheislands,likeyourgreatwriterStevensoninwhomyoudelightsomuch;islandsfullofcolour,andwonderfulbirds,andstrangeblueskies;

islandswherethepeaceofthetropicsdullsmemory,andtimeheatsonlyintheheart。Theworldisagreatplace,Philippa,andtherearecornerswherethesordidcrimeofthisghastlybutcheryhasscarcelybeenheardof,wherethehorrorandthetaintofitareasthoughtheyneverexisted,wherethesunandmoonarestillunashamed,andthegreymonstersridenowhereuponthesapphireseas。"

"Itsoundslikeafairytale,"shemurmured,withahalfpatheticsmile。

"Lovealwaysfashionslifelikeafairytale,"hereplied。

Shestoodperfectlystill。

"Youmusthavemyanswernow,atthismoment?"sheaskedatlast。

"Thereareyetsomehours,"hetoldher。"Ihaveaverypowerfulautomobilehere,andto-nightthereisafullmoon。Ifweleavehereatteno’clock,wecancatchthesteamerto-morrowafternoon。

Everythinghasbeenmadeveryeasyforme。Andfortune,too,iswithus-yourvindictivecommandant,CaptainGriffiths,isinLondon。Yousee,youhavethewholeafternoonforthought。I

wantyouonlyforyourhappiness。Atteno’clockIshallcomehere。Ifyouarecomingwithme,youmustbereadythen。Youunderstand?"

"Iunderstand,"sheassented,underherbreath。"Andnow,"shewenton,raisinghereyes,"somehowIthinkthatyouareright。

ItwouldbebetterforyouandDicknottomeet。"

"Iamsureofit,"heagreed。"Ishallcomeformyansweratteno’clock。Iwonder-"

Hestoodlookingather,hiseyeshungrytofindsomesigninherface。Therewassomuchkindnessthere,somuchthatmightpass,even,foraffection,andyetsomethingwhich,behinditall,chilledhisconfidence。Helefthissentenceuncompletedandturnedtowardsthedoor。Suddenlyshecalledhimback。Sheheldupherfinger。Herwholeexpressionhadchanged。Shewasalarmed。

"Wait!"shebegged。"IcanhearDick’svoice。Waittillhehascrossedthehail。"

Theybothstood,foramoment,quitesilent。ThentheyheardalittleprotestingcryfromHelen,andagood-humouredlaughfromRichard。Thedoorwasthrownopen。

"Youdon’tmindourcomingthroughtothegunroom,Phil?"herbrotherasked。"We’renot-MyGod!"

Therewasaqueersilence,brokenbyHelen,whostoodonthethreshold,thepictureofdistress。

"Itriedtogethimtogotheotherway,Philippa。

Richardtookaquickstepforward。Hishandswereoutstretched。

"Bertram!"heexclaimed。"Isthisamiracle?Youherewithmysister?"

Lessinghamheldouthishand。SuddenlyRicharddroppedhis。Hisexpressionhadbecomesterner。

"Idon’tunderstand,"hesaidsimply。"Somebodypleaseexplain。"

CHAPTERXXIX

Forafewbriefsecondsnooneseemedinclinedtotakeuponthemselvestheonusofspeech。Richard’samazementseemedtoincreaseuponreflection。

"Maderstrom!"heexclaimed。"Bertram!Whatinthenameofallthat’sdiabolicalareyoudoinghere?"

"Iamjustaderelict,"Lessinghamexplained,withafaintsmile。

"Gladtoseeyou,Richard。YouareadayearlierthanIexpected。"

"YouknewthatIwascoming,then?"Richarddemanded。

"Naturally,"Lessinghamreplied。"Ihadthegreatpleasureofarrangingforyourrelease。"

"Lookhere,"Richardwenton,"I’mgropingaboutabit。Idon’tunderstand。ForgivemeifIrunoffthetrack。I’mnotforgettingourfriendship,Maderstrom,orwhatIowetoyousinceyoucameandfoundmeatWittenburg。Butforallthat,youhaveservedintheGermanArmyandareanenemy,andIwanttoknowwhatyouaredoinghere,inEngland,inmybrother-in-law’shouse。"

"Noparticularharm,Richard,Ipromiseyou,"Lessinghamrepliedmildly。

"Youarehereunderafalsename!"

"HamarLessingham,ifyoudonotmind,"theotherassented。"I

prefermyownname,butIdonotfancythattheuseofitwouldensuremeaverywarmwelcomeoverherejustnow。Besides,"headded,withaglanceatPhilippa,"IhavetoconsiderthefriendswhosehospitalityIhaveenjoyed。"

InashadowysortofwaythetruthbegantodawnuponRichard。Histonebecamegrimmerandhismannermoremenacing。

"Maderstrom,"hesaid,"wemetlastunderdifferentcircumstances。

IwilladmitthatIcutapoorfigure,butminewasatleastanhonourableimprisonment。Iamnotsosurethatyoursisanhonourablefreedom。"

Philippalaidherhanduponherbrother’sarm。

"Dick,dear,dorememberthattheywerestarvingyoutodeath!"

shebegged。

"Youwouldneverhavelivedthroughit,"Helenechoed。

"YouaretalkingtoMr。Lessingham,"Philippaprotested,"asthoughhewereanenemy,insteadofthebestfriendyoueverhadinyourlife。"

Richardwavedthemaway。

"Youmustleavethistous,"heinsisted。"MaderstromandIwillbeabletounderstandoneanother,atanyrate。Whatareyoudoinginthishouse-inEngland?Whatisyourmissionhere?"

"Whateveritmayhavebeen,itisaccomplished,"Lessinghamsaidgravely。"Atthepresentmoment,myplansaretoleaveyourcountryto-night。"

"Accomplished?"Richardrepeated。"Whatthedevildoyoumean?

Accomplished?Areyouplayingthespyinthiscountry?"

"Youwouldprobablyconsidermymissionespionage,"Lessinghamadmitted。

"Andyouhavebroughtittoasuccessfulconclusion?"

"Ihave。"

Philippathrewherarmsaroundherbrother’sneck。"Dick,"shepleaded,"pleaselisten。Mr。Lessinghamhasbeenhere,inthisdistrict,eversincehelandedinEngland。Whatpossibleharmcouldbedo?Wehaven’tasinglesecrettobelearned。Everybodyknowswhereourfewgunsare。Everybodyknowswhereoursoldiersarequartered。Wehaven’taharbouroranysecretfortifications。

Wehaven’tanyshippinginformationwhichitwouldbeoftheleastusesignallinganywhere。Mr。Lessinghamhasspenthistimeamongsttrifleshere。TakeHelenawaysomewhereandforgetthatyouhaveseenhiminthehouse。RememberthathehassavedHenry’slifeaswellasyours。"

"Iinvitenoconsiderationuponthataccount,"Lessinghamdeclared。

"AllthatIdidforyouinGermany,Idid,orshouldhaveattemptedtodo,formyoldfriend。Yourreleasewasdifferent。Iamforcedtoadmitthatitwasthepricepaidformysojournhere。Iwillonlyaskyoutorememberthatthebargainwasmadewithoutyourknowledge,andthatyouareinnowayresponsibleforit。"

"Aprice,"Richardpronouncedfiercely,"whichIrefusetopay!"

Lessinghamshruggedhisshoulders。

"Thealternative,"heconfessed,"isinyourhands。"

Richardmovedtowardsthetelephone。

"Iamsorry,Maderstrom,"hesaid,"butmydutyisclear。WhoisCommandanthere,Philippa?"

Philippastoodbetweenherbrotherandthetelephone。Therewasaqueer,angrypatchofcolourinhercheeks。Hereyeswereonfire。

"Richard,"sheexclaimed,"youshallnotdothisfrommyhouse!

Iforbidyou!"

"Dowhat?"

"Giveinformation。Doyouknowwhatitwouldmeaniftheybelievedyou?"

"Death,"heanswered。"Maderstromknewtheriskheranwhenhecametothiscountryunderafalsename。"

"Perfectly,"Lessinghamadmitted。

"ButIwon’thaveit!"Philippaprotested。"Hehasbecomeourfriend。Daybydaywehavegrowntolikehimbetterandbetter。

Hehassavedyourlife,Dick。Hehasbroughtyoubacktous。

Thinkwhatitisthatyoupurpose!"

"Itiswhateverysoldierhastoface,"Richarddeclared。

"Youmendrivemecrazywithyourfoolishideas!"Philippacrieddesperately。"Thewarisinyourbrains,Ithink。Youwouldcarryitfromthebattlefieldsintoyourdailylife。Becausetwogreatcountriesareatwar,iseverythingtogoby-chivalry?-allthefiner,sweeterfeelingsoflife?Ifyoutwometonthebattlefield,itwouldbedifferent。Hereinmydrawing-room,I

willnothavethisblackdemonofthewardraggedinasanexcuseformurder!TakeDickaway,Helen!"shebegged。"Mr。Lessinghamisleavingto-night。Iwillpledgemywordthatuntilthenheremainsaharmlesscitizen。"

"Womendon’tunderstandthesethings,Philippa-"Richardbegan。

"Thankheavensweunderstandthembetterthanyoumen!"Philippainterruptedfiercely。"Youhavebutoneidea-tostrike-thenarrowideaofmenthatbreedswarfare。Itellyouthatifeveruniversalpeacecomes,ifeverthenationsaretaughtthehorrorofthislustforblood,thiscriminaloutrageagainstcivilisation,itisthewomenwhowillbecometheteachers,becauseamongstyourinstinctsthebrutishonesofforcearethefirsttoleaptothesurfaceattheslightestprovocation。Wewomenseefurther,weknowmore。Isweartoyou,Richard,thatifyouinterfereIwillneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive!"

Richardstaredathissisterinamazement。Thereseemedtobesomenewspiritbornwithinher。Throughoutalltheirdayshehadneverknownhersomuchinearnest,sopassionatelyinsistent。Helookedfromhertothemanwhomshesoughttoprotect,andwhoanswered,unasked,thethoughtsthatwereinhismind。

"WhateverharmImayhavebeenabletodo,"Lessinghamannounced,"isfinished。Ileavethisplaceto-night,probablyforever。AsfortheCommandant,"hewentonwithafaintsmile,"heisalreadyuponmytrack。Thereisnothingyoucantellhimaboutmewhichhedoesnotknow。Itisjustamatterofhours,thetossofacoin,whetherIgetawayornot。"

"They’vefoundyouout,then?"Richardexclaimed。

"Onlyamiraclesavedmefromarrestaweekago,"Lessinghamacknowledged。"YourCommandanthereisatthepresentmomentinLondonforthesolepurposeofdenouncingme。"

"Andyetyouremainhere,payingafternooncalls?"Richardobservedincredulously。"I’mhangedifIcanseethroughthis!"

"Yousee,"Lessinghamexplainedgently。"Iamafatalist!"

ItwasHelenwhofinallyledherloverfromtheroom。Helookedbackfromthedoor。

"Maderstrom,"hesaid,"youknowquitewellhowpersonallyIfeeltowardsyou。Iamgratefulforwhatyouhavedoneforme,eventhoughIambeginningtounderstandyourmotives。Butasregardstheotherthingswearebothsoldiers。IamgoingtotalktoHelenforatime。IwanttounderstandalittlemorethanIdoatpresent。"

Lessinghamnodded。

"Letmehelpyou,"hebegged。"Hereistheissueinplainwords。

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