第5章
"Helpyourselftowhiskyandsoda,Jimmy,"SirHenryinvited,ashebuttoneduphiscoat。"You’llneeditallpresently。"
"Ithankyoukindly,sir,"Jimmyreplied。"Iamthinkingthatwe’llbothneedadrinkbeforewe’rethroughthisnight。"
Hehelpedhimselftoawhiskyandsodaonthegenerousprincipleofhalfandhalf。Philippa,whowaswatchingherhusband’spreparationsindignantly,oncemorefoundwords。
"Henry,youareincorrigible!"sheexclaimed。"Listentomeifyouplease。Iinsistuponit。"
SirHenryturnedalittleimpatientlytowardsher。"Philippa,I
reallycan’tstopnow,"heprotested。"Butyoumust!Youshall!"
shecried。"Youshallhearthismuchfromme,atanyrate,beforeyougo。WhatIsaidtheotherdayIrepeatathousandfoldnow。"
SirHenryglancedatDumbleandmotionedhisheadtowardsthedoor。
Thefishermanmadeanawkwardexit。
"Athousandfold,"Philipparepeatedpassionately。"Youhear,Henry?
Idonotconsidermyselfanymoreyourwife。IfIamherewhenyoureturn,itwillbesimplybecauseIfinditconvenient。Yourconductisdisgracefulandunmanly。"
"Mydeargirl!"heremonstrated。"Imaybebackintwenty-four-
possiblytwelvehours。"
"Itisamatterofindifferencetomewhenyoureturn,"wasthecurtreply。"Ihavefinished。"
Thedoorwasthrownopen。
"Youroilskins,sir,andflask,"Millsannounced,hurryingin,alittlebreathless。"You’llforgivemymentioningit,sir,butitscarcelyseemsafitnighttoleavehome。"
"Gottobedonethisonce,Mills,"hismasterreplied,strugglingintohiscoat。
Theyoungpeoplefromthebilliardroomsuddenlystreamedin。Nora,whowasstillcarryinghercue,gazedatherfatherinamazement。
"Why,where’sDadgoing?"shecried。
"Itappears,"Philippaexplainedsarcastically,"thatashoalofwhitinghasarrived。"
"Veryuncertainfish,whiting,"SirHenryobserved,"hereto-dayandgoneto-morrow。"
"Youwon’tfindittooeasygettingoffto-night,sir,"Harrisonremarkeddoubtfully。
"Jimmywillseetothat,"wastheconfidentreply。"Iexpectweshallbeamongstthematdaybreak。Good-by,everybody!Good-by,Philippa!"
Hiseyessoughthiswife’sinvain。ShehadturnedtowardsLessingham。
"Youarenothurryingoff,areyou,Mr。Lessingham?"sheasked。"I
wantyoutoshowmethatnewPatience。"
"Ishallbedelighted。"
SirHenryturnedslowlyaway。ForamomenthisfacedarkenedashiseyesmetLessingham’s。Heseemedabouttospeakbutchangedhismind。
"Well,good-by,everyone,"hecalledout。"Ishallbebackbeforemidnightifwedon’tgetout。"
"Andifyoudo?"Noracried。
"Ifwedo,Heavenhelpthewhiting!"
CHAPTERXV
"Ofcourse,we’rebehavingshockingly,allthreeofus!"Philippadeclared,asshesippedherchampagneandleanedbackinherseat。
"Youmeanbycomingtoaplacelikethis?"Lessinghamqueried,lookingaroundthecrowdedrestaurant。"Wearenot,inthatcase,theonlysinners。"
"Ididn’tmeanthemerefactofbeinghere,"Philippaexplained,"butbeingherewithyou。"
"Iforgot,"hesaidgloomily,"thatIwassuchablacksheep。"
"Don’tbesilly,"sheadmonished。"You’renothingofthesort。But,ofcourse,weareskatingonratherthinice。IfIhadHenrytoconsiderinanyway,ifhehadanysortofacareer,perhapsIshouldbemorecareful。Asitis,IthinkIfeelalittlerecklesslately。
Dreymarshhasgotuponmynerves。ThethingsthatIthoughtmostofinlifeseemtohavecrumbledaway。"
"OughtItobesorry?"heasked。"Iamnot。"
"Butwhyareyousounsympathetic?"
"BecauseIamwaitingbyyoursidetorebuild,"hewhispered。
Atall,bronzedyoungsoldierwithhisarminasling,stoppedbeforetheirtable,andHelen,afteramoment’sprotestandaglanceatPhilippa,movedawaywithhimtothelittlespacereservedforthedancers。
"WhatachaperonIam!"Philippasighed。"IscarcelyknowanythingabouttheyoungmanexcepthisnameandthathewasinDick’sregiment。"
"Ididnothearit,"Lessinghamobserved,"butIfeeldeeplygratefultohim。ItissoseldomthatIhaveachancetotalktoyoualonelikethis。"
"Itseemsincrediblethatwehavetalkedsolong,"Philippasaid,glancingatthewatchuponherwrist。"IreallyfeelnowthatI
knowallaboutyou-yourschooldays,yourcollegedays,andyoursoldiering。Youhavebeenveryfrank,haven’tyou?"
"Ihavenothingtoconceal-fromyou,"hereplied。"Ifthereisanythingmoreyouwanttoknow-"
"Thereisnothing,"sheinterrupteduneasily。
"Perhapsyouarewise,"hereflected,"andyetsomeday,youknow,youwillhavetohearitall,overandoveragain。"
"Iwillnotbemadelovetoinarestaurant,"shedeclaredfirmly。
"Youaresoparticularastolocalities,"hecomplained。"Youcouldnotseeyourwayclear,Isuppose,tosuggestwhatyouwouldconsiderasuitableenvironment?=20
Philippalookedathimforamomentveryearnestly。
"Ah,don’tletusplayatthingsweneitherofusfeel!"shebegged。
"Andthereissomeonetherewhowantstospeaktoyou。"
Lessinghamlookedupintothefaceofthemanwhohadpausedbeforetheirtable,asonemightlookintothefaceofunexpecteddeath。
Heremainedperfectlystill,buttheslightcolourseemedslowlytobedrawnfromhischeeks。Yetthenewcomerhimselfseemedinnowayterrifying。Hewastallandlargelybuilt,clean-shaven,andwiththehumourousmouthofanIrishmanoranAmerican。
Neitherwasthereanythingthreateninginhisspeech。
"Gladtorunupagainstyou,Lessingham,"hesaid,holdingouthishand。"Gaycrowdheretonight,isn’tit?"
"Very,"Lessinghamanswered,speakingverymuchlikeamaninadream。"LadyCranston,willyoupermitmetointroducemyfriend-Mr。Hayter。"
Philippawasimmediatelygracious,andafewmomentspassedintrivialconversation。ThenMr。Hayterpreparedtodepart。
"Imustbejoiningmyfriends,"heobserved。"Lookinandseemesometime,Lessingham-Number72,MilanCourt。YouknowwhatanightbirdIam。Perhapsyouwillcallandhaveafinaldrinkwithmewhenyouhavefinishedhere。"
"Ishallbeveryglad,"Lessinghampromised。
Mr。Hayterpassedon,aman,apparently,ofmanyacquaintances,tojudgebyhisinterruptedprogress。LadyCranstonlookedathercompanion。Shewaspuzzled。
"Isthatarecentacquaintance,"sheasked,"asheaddressedyoubythenameofLessingham?"
"Yes,"wasthequietreply。
"Youdon’twishtotalkabouthim?"
"No!"
Helenandherpartnerreturned,afewmomentslater,andthelittlepartypresentlybrokeup。LessinghamdrovethetwowomentotheirhotelinDoverStreet。
"We’vehadamostdelightfulevening,"Philippaassuredhim,astheysaidgoodnight。"Youarecomingroundtoseeusinthemorning,aren’tyou?"
"IfImay,"Lessinghamassented。
HelenfoundherwayintoPhilippa’sroom,lateronthatnight。Shehadnervedherselfforaverythanklesstask。
"MayIsitdownforafewmoments?"sheasked,alittlenervously。
"Yourfireissomuchbetterthanmine。"
Philippaglancedatherfriendthroughthelooking-glassbeforewhichshewasbrushingherhair,andmadealittlegrimace。Shefeltaforewarningofwhatwascoming。
"Ofcourse,dear,"shereplied。"Haveyouenjoyedyourevening?"
"Verymuch,inaway,"wasthesomewhathesitatingreply。"Ofcourse,nothingreallycountsuntilDickcomesback,butitisnicetotalkwithsomeonewhoknowshim。"
"Agreeableconversation,"Philipparemarkeddidactically,"isoneofthegreatestpleasuresinlife。"
"YoufindMr。Lessinghamveryinteresting,don’tyou?"Helenasked。
Philippafinishedarrangingherhairtohersatisfactionanddrewupaneasy-chairoppositehervisitor’s。
"SoyouwanttotalkwithmeaboutMr。Lessingham,doyou?"
"Isupposeyouknowthathe’sinlovewithyou?Helenbegan。
"Ihopeheisalittle,mydear,"wasthesmilingreply。"I’msureI’vetriedmybest。"
"Won’tyoutalkseriously?"Helenpleaded。
"Idon’taltogetherseethenecessity,"Philippaprotested。
"Ido,andI’lltellyouwhy,"Helenanswered。"Idon’tthinkMr。
Lessinghamisatallthetypeofmantowhichyouareaccustomed。
Ithinkthatheisindeadlyearnestaboutyou。Ithinkthathewasindeadlyearnestfromthefirst。Youdon’treallycareforhim,doyou,dear?"
"Verymuch,andyetnot,perhaps,quiteinthewayyouarethinkingof,"wasthequietreply。
"Thenpleasesendhimaway,"Helenbegged。
"Mydear,howcanI?"Philippaobjected。"Hehasdoneusanimmenseservice,andhecan’tdisobeyhisorders。"
"Youdon’twanthimtogoaway,then?"
Philippawassilentforseveralmoments。"No,"sheadmitted,"I
don’tthinkthatIdo。"
"Youdon’tcareforHenryanymore?"
"Justasmuchasever,"wasthesomewhatbitterreply。"That’swhatIresentsomuch。IshouldlikeHenrytobelievethathehadkilledeverysparkofloveinme。"
Helenmovedacrossandsatonthearmofherfriend’schair。Shefeltthatshewasgoingtobeverydaring。
"Haveyouanyideaatthehackofyourmind,dear,"sheasked"ofmakinguseofMr。LessinghamtopunishHenry?"
Philippamovedalittleuneasily。
"Howhatefullydownrightyouare!"shemurmured。"Idon’tknow。"
"Because,"Helencontinued,"ifyouhaveanysuchideainyourmind,IthinkitismostunfairtoMr。Lessingham。Youknowperfectlywellthatanythingelsebetweenyouandhimwouldheimpossible。"
"Andwhy?"
"Don’tberidiculous!"Helenexclaimedvigorously。"Mr。Lessinghammayhaveallthemostdelightfulqualitiesintheworld,buthehasattachedhimselftoacountrywhichnoEnglishmanorwomanwillbeabletothinkofwithoutshuddering,formanyyearstocome。Youcan’tdreamofcuttingyourselfadriftfromyourfriendsandyourhomeandyourcountry!It’stoounnatural!I’mnotevenarguingwithyou,Philippa。Youcouldn’tdoit!I’mwhollyconcernedwithMr。Lessingham。Icannotforgetwhatweowehim。Ithinkitwouldbehatefullycruelofyoutospoilhislife。"
Philippa’sflashesofseriousnesswereonlymomentary。Shemadealittlegrimace。Shewasoncemorehernatural,irresponsibleself。
"Youunderratemycharm,Helen,"shedeclared。"IreallybelievethatIcouldmakehislifeinsteadofspoilingit。"
"Andyouwouldpaytheprice?"
Philippa,slimandelflikeinthefirelight,rosefromherchair。
Therewasamomentarycrueltyinherface。
"Isometimesthink,"shesaidcalmly,"thatIwouldpayanypriceintheworldtomakeHenryunderstandhowIfeel。There,nowrunalong,dear。You’refullofgoodintentions,anddon’tthinkithorridofme,butnothingthatyoucouldsaywouldmakeanydifference。"
"Youwouldn’tdoanythingrash?"Helenpleaded。
"Well,ifIrunawaywithMr。Lessingham,Icertainlycan’tpromisethatI’llsendcardsoutfirst。WhateverIdo,impulsewillprobablydecide。"
"Impulse!"
"Whynot?Itrustmine。Can’tyou?"Philippaadded,withalittleshrugoftheshoulders。
"Sometimes,"Helensighed,"theyaresuchwildhorses,youknow。
Theyleadonetosuchterribleplaces。"
"Andsometimes,"Philippareplied,"theyfindtheirwayintotheheavenwhereoursobererthoughtscouldnevertakeus。Goodnight,dear!"
CHAPTERXVI
Mr。WilliamHayter,inthesolitudeofhischambersattheMilanCourt,wasaveryalteredpersonage。Heextendednowelcomingsalutationtohismidnightvisitorbutsimplymotionedhimtoachair。
"Well,"hebegan,"isyourtaskfinishedthatyouareinLondon?"
"Mytask,"Lessinghamreplied,"mightjustaswellneverhavebeenenteredupon。Themanyousentmetowatchisnothingbutanordinarysport-lovingEnglishman。"
"Really!Youhavelivedashisneighbourfornearlyamonth,andthatisyourimpressionofhim?"
"Itis,"Lessinghamassented。"Hehasbeenawaysea-fishing,halfthetime,butIhavesearchedhishousethoroughly。"
"Searchedhispapers,eh?"
"EveryoneIcouldfind,andhatedthejob。Thereareagoodmanychartsofthecoast,buttheyareallfortheuseofthefishermen。"
"Wonderful!"Hayterscoffed。"Myyoungfriend,youmayyetfinddistinctioninsomeotherwalkoflife。Oursecretservice,I
fancy,willverysoonbeabletodispensewithyourenergies。"
"AndIwithyoursecretservice,"Lessinghamagreedheartily。"I
daresaytheremaybesomebranchesofitinwhichexistenceistolerable。That,however,doesnotapplytothetaskuponwhichI
havebeenengaged。"
"Youhavebeencompletelyduped,"Haytertoldhimcalmly,"andtheinformationyouhavesentusisvalueless。SirHenryCranston,insteadofbeingthetypeofmanwhomyouhavedescribed,isoneofthegreatestexpertsuponcoastdefenseandmine-laying,intheEnglishAdmiralty。"
Lessinghamlaughedshortly。
"That,"hedeclared,"isperfectlyabsurd。"
"Itis,"Hayterrepeated,withemphasis,"theprecisetruth。SirHenryCranton’sfishingexcursionsaremyths。Heissimplytransferredfromhisfishingboatontooneofalittlefleetofso-calledminesweepers,fromwhichheconductshisoperations。
Nearlyeveryoneofthemostimportanttownsontheeastcoastareprotectedbyminefieldsofhisdesign。"
Lessinghamwasdumbfounded。Hiscompanion’smannerwassingularlyconvincing。
"ButhowcouldSirHenryoranyoneelsekeepthisasecret?"heprotested。"Evenhiswifeisscarcelyonspeakingtermswithhimbecauseshebelieveshimtoheanidler,andthewholeneighbourhoodgossipsoverhisslackness。"
"Thewholeneighbourhoodiseasilyfooled,"Hayterretorted。"Thereareoneortwowhoknow,however。"
"Thereareoneortwo,"Lessinghamobservedgrimly,"whoarebeginningtosuspectme。"
"Thatisapity,"Hayteradmitted,"becauseitwillbenecessaryforyoutoreturntoDreymarshatonce。"
"ReturntoDreymarshatonce?ButCranstonisaway。Thereisnothingformetodothereinhisabsence。"
"HewillbebackonWednesdayorThursdaynight,"wastheconfidentreply。"Hewillbringwithhimtheplanofhislatestdefensesofatownontheeastcoast,whichourcruisersquadronpurposetobombard。Wemusthavethatchart。"
Lessinghamlistenedinmutedistress。
"Couldyoupossiblygetmerelieved?"hebegged。"Thefactis-"
"Wecouldnot,andwewillnot,"Hayterinterruptedfiercely。
"Unlessyouwishmetodenounceyouathomeasarenegadeandacoward,youwillgothroughwiththeworkwhichhasbeenallottedtoyou。YourearliermistakeswillbeforgivenifthatchartisinmyhandsbyFriday。"
"Buthowdoyouknowthathewillhaveit?"Lessinghamprotested。
"Supposingyouarerightandheisreallyresponsiblefortheminefieldsyouspeakof,IshouldthinkthelastthinghewoulddowouldbetobringthechartbacktoDreymarsh。"
"Asamatteroffact,thatispreciselywhathewilldo,"Hayterassuredhislistener。"Heisbringingitbackfortheinspectionofoneofthecommissionersfortheeastcoastdefense,whoistomeethimathishouse。AndIwishtowarnyou,too,Maderstrom,thatyouwillhaveverylittletime。Forsomereasonorother,Cranstonisdissatisfiedwiththesecrecyunderwhichhehasbeencompelledtowork,andhasappliedtotheAdmiraltyforrecognitionofhisposition。Immediatelythisisgiven,Igatherthathishousewillbeinaccessibletoyou。"
Lessinghamsat,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixeduponthefire。
Histhoughtswereinaturmoil,yetonethingwashatefullyclear。
Cranstonwasnottheunworthyslackerhehadbelievedhimtobe。
Philippa’swholepointofviewmightwellbechangedbythisdiscovery-especiallynowthatCranstonhadmadeuphismindtoasserthimselfforhiswife’ssake。Therewasanicyfearinhisheart。
"Youunderstand,"Hayterpersistedcoldly,"whatitisyouhavetodo?"
"Perfectly。Ishallreturnbytheafternoontrain,"wasthedespairingreply。
"Ifyousucceed,"Haytercontinued,"Ishallseethatyougettheusualacknowledgment,butIwill,ifyouwishit,askforyourtransfertoanotherbranchoftheservice。Iamnotquestioningyourpatriotismoryourhonour,Maderstrom,butyouarenotthemanforthiswork。"
"Youareright,"Lessinghamsaid。"Iamnot。"
"Itisnotmyaffair,"Hayterproceeded,"toenquiretoocloselyintothemeansusedbyouragentsincarryingoutourdesigns。
ThatIfindyouinLondonincompanywiththewifeofthemanwhomyouareappointedtowatch,maybeafactcapableofthemostcompleteandsatisfactoryexplanation。Iasknoquestions。
Ionlyremindyouthatyourcountry,eventhoughitbeonlyyouradoptedcountry,demandsfromyou,asfromallothersinherservice,unswervingloyalty,aloyaltyuninfluencedbytheclaimsofpersonalsentiment,duty,orhonour。HaveIsaidenough?"
"Youhavesaidasmuchasitiswiseforyoutosay,"Lessinghamreplied,hisvoicetremblingwithsuppressedpassion。
"Thatisall,then,"theotherconcluded。"Youknowwheretosendorbringthechartwhenyouhaveit?Ifyoubringityourself,itispossiblethatsomethingwhichyoumayregardasareward,willbeofferedtoyou。"
Lessinghamrosealittlewearilytohisfeet。HisfarewelltoHayterwascoldandlifeless。
Heleftthehotelandstartedonhishomewardway,strugglingwithasenseofintolerabledepression。Thestreetsthroughwhichhepassedweresombreandunlit。
AZeppelinwarning,afewhoursbefore,haddriventhepeopletotheirhomes。Therewasnotachinkoflighttobeseenanywhere。
Anintenseandgloomystillnessseemedtobroodoverthedesertedthoroughfares。Nightbirdsontheirwayhomeflittedbylikeshadows。Policemenlurkedintheshadowsofthehouses。Thefewvehiclesleftcrawledaboutwithinsufficientlights。Eventhewarninghornsofthetaxicabmensoundedfurtiveandrepressed。
Lessingham,ashemarchedstolidlyalong,feltcuriouslyinsympathywithhisenvironment。Hayter’snewsbroughthimfacetofacewiththatinnerproblemwhichhadsosuddenlybecomethedominantfactorinhislife。Forthefirsttimeheknewwhatlovewas。Hefeltthewonderofit,thefar-reachingpossibilities,thestrangeidealismcalledsounexpectedlyintobeing。HerecognizedthevagariesofPhilippa’sdisposition,andyet,duringthelastfewdays,hehadconvincedhimselfthatshewasbeginningtocare。Herstrainedrelationswithherhusbandhadbeen,withoutadoubt,herfirstincentivetowardstheacceptanceofhisproffereddevotion。Nowhetoldhimselfwitheagerhopefulnessthatsomeportionofit,howeverminute,mustbeforhisownsake。Therelationsbetweenhusbandandwife,heremindedhimself,must,atanyrate,havebeenstrainedduringthelastfewmonths,orCranstonwouldneverhavebeenabletokeephissecret。Inhisgloomypassagethroughthislandofillomens,however,heshiveredalittleashethoughtoftheotherpossibility-torturedhimselfwithimaginingwhatmighthappenduringherrevulsionoffeeling,ifPhilippadiscoveredthetruth。
Asenseofsomethinggreaterthanhehadyetknowninlifeseemedtolifthimintosomeloftystateofaloofness,fromwhichhecouldlookdownanddespisehimself,thepoor,tiredplodderwearingtheheavychainsofduty。Therewasalifesomuchmorewonderful,justtheothersideoftheclouds,averyshortdistanceaway,alifeofalluringandpassionatehappiness。Shouldheeverfindthecourage,hewondered,toescapefromthetreadmillandgoinsearchofit?Duty,forthelasttwoyears,hadtakenhimbythehandandledhimalongapathwayofshame。Hehadneverbeenahypocriteaboutthewar。HewasoneofthosewhohadacknowledgedfromthefirstthatGermanyhadsetforth,withtheswordinherhand,onawarofconquest。Hisowninheritedmartialspirithadvaguelyapproved;he,too,inthoseearlierdays,hadfeltthesunlightuponhisrapier。Laterhadcometheenlightenment,theturbulentwavesofdoubt,thenightmareofanation’sawakeningconscience,mirroredinhisownsoul。Itwasinadepressionshared,perhaps,inalesserdegreebymillionsofthosewhoserankshehadjoined,thathefeltthispassionatecravingforescapeintoaworldwhichtookcountofotherthings。
CHAPTERXVII
Punctuallyat12o’clockthenextmorning,LessinghampresentedhimselfatthehotelinDoverStreetandwasinvitedbythehallportertotakeaseatinthelounge。Philippaentered,afewminuteslater,hereyesandcheeksbrilliantwiththebriskexerciseshehadbeentaking,herslimfiguremostbecominglyarrayedingreyclothandchinchilla。
"IlostHeleninHarrod’s,"sheannounced,"butIknowshe’slunchingwithfriends,soitreallydoesn’tmatter。You’llhavetotakecareofme,Mr。Lessingham,untilthetraingoes,ifyouwill。"
"Forevenlongerthanthat,ifyouwill,"hemurmured。
Shelaughed。"Moreprettyspeeches?Idon’tthinkI’mequaltothembeforeluncheon。"
"ThistimeIamliteral,"heexplained。"IamcomingbacktoDreymarshmyself。"
Hefelthisheartbeatquicker,asuddenjoypossessedhim。
Philippa’sexpressionwasobviouslyoneofsatisfaction。
"I’msoglad,"sheassuredhim。"Doyouknow,IwasthinkingonlyasIcamebackinthetaxicab,howIshouldmissyou。"
Shewasstandingwithherfootuponthebroadfender,andherfirstlittleimpulseofpleasureseemedtopassasshelookedintothefire。Sheturnedtowardshimgravely。
"Afterall,doyouthinkyouarewise?"sheasked。"Ofcourse,I
don’tthinkthatanyoneatDreymarshhastheleastsuspicion,butyouknowCaptainGriffithsdidaskquestions,and-well,you’resafelyawaynow。YouhavebeensowonderfulaboutDick,sowonderfulaltogether,"shewenton,"thatIcouldn’tbearitiftroubleweretocome。"
Hesmiledather。
"IthinkIknowwhatisatthebackofyourmind,"hesaid。"YouthinkthatIamcomingbackentirelyonyouraccount。Asithappens,thisisnotso。"
Shelookedathimwithwide-openeyes。
"Surely,"sheexclaimed,"youhavesatisfiedyourselfthatthereisnofieldforyouringenuityinDreymarsh?"
"IthoughtthatIhad,"headmitted。"ItseemsthatIamwrong。I
havehadorderstoreturn。"
"Orderstoreturn?"sherepeated。"Fromwhom?
Heshookhishead。
"Ofcourse,Ioughtnottohaveaskedthat,"sheproceededhastily,"butitdoesseemoddtorealisethatyoucanreceiveinstructionsandmessagesfromGermany,hereinLondon。"
"VerymuchthesamesortofthinggoesoninGermany,"heremindedher。
"Sotheysay,"sheadmitted,"butonedoesn’tcomeintocontactwithit。SoyouarereallycomingbacktoDreymarsh!"
"Withyou,ifImay?"
"Naturally,"sheagreed。
Heglancedattheclock。"Wemightalmostbestartingforlunch,"
hesuggested。
Shenodded。"AssoonasI’vetoldGroverabouttheluggage。"
Shewasabsentonlyafewmoments,andthen,asitwasadry,sunnymorning,theywalkeddownSt。JamesStreetandalongPallMalltotheCarlton。Philippametseveralacquaintances,butLessinghamwalkedwithhisheaderect,lookingneithertotherightnortotheleft。
"Aren’tyousometimesafraidofbeingrecognised?"sheaskedhim。
"TheremustheagreatmanymenaboutofyourtimeatMagdalen,forinstance?"
"Nineyearsmakesalotofdifference,"heremindedher,"andbesides,Ihaveatheorythatitisonlywhentheeyesmeetthatrecognitionreallytakesplace。SolongasIdonotlookintoanyone’sface,Ifeelquitesafe。"
"YouaresurethatyouwouldnotliketogotoasmallerplacethantheCarlton?"
"Itmakesnodifference,"heassuredher。"Mycredentialshavebeenwonderfullyestablishedforme。"
"I’msoglad,"sheconfessed。"Iknowit’smostunfashionable,butIdolikethesebigplaces。IfeverIhadmyway,IshouldliketoliveinLondonandhaveacottageinthecountry,insteadoflivinginthecountryandbeingjustanhoteldwellerinLondon。"
"IwonderifNewYorkwouldnotdo?"heventured。
"IexpectIshouldlikeNewYork,"shemurmured。
"Ithink,"hesaid,"infact,IamalmostsurethatwhenIleavehereIshallgototheUnitedStates。"
Shelookedathimandturnedsuddenlyaway。Theyarrivedjustthenattheirdestination,andthemomentpassed。Lessinghamlefthiscompanionintheloungewhilehewentbackintotherestauranttosecurehistableandorderlunch。Whenhecameback,hefoundPhilippasittingveryuprightandwithasignificantglitterinhereyes。
"Lookoverthere,"shewhispered,"bythepalm。"
Hefollowedthedirectionwhichsheindicated。Amanwasstandingagainstoneofthepillars,talkingtoatall,darkwoman,obviouslyaforeigner,wrappedinwonderfulfurs。Therewassomethingfamiliarabouthisfigureandtheslightdroopofhishead。
"Why,it’sSirHenry!"Lessinghamexclaimed,asthemanturnedaround。
"Myhusband,"Philippafaltered。
SirHenry,ifindeeditwerehe,seemedafflictedwithasuddenshortsightedness。HemettheincredulousgazebothofLessinghamandhiswifewithoutrecognitionoranysignofflinching。Atthatdistanceitwasimpossibletoseethetighteningofhislipsandthesteelyflashinhisblueeyes。
"Thewhitingseemtohavebroughthimalongway,"Philippasaid,withanunnaturallittlelaugh。
"ShallIgoandspeaktohim?"Lessinghamasked。
"Forheaven’ssake,no!"sheinsisted。"Don’tleaveme。Iwouldn’thavehimcomenearmeforanythingintheworld。ItisonlyafewweeksagothatIbeggedhimtocometoLondonwithme,andhesaidthathehatedtheplace。Youdon’tknow-thewoman?"
Lessinghamshookhishead。
"Shelookslikeaforeigner,"wasallhecouldsay。
"Takemeintolunchatonce,"Philippabegged,risingabruptlytoherfeet。"Thisisreallythelaststraw。"
TheypassedupthestairwayandwithinafewfeetofwhereSirHenrywasstanding。Heappearedabsorbed,however,inconversationwithhiscompanion,anddidnoteventurnaround。Philippa’slittlefaceseemedtohavehardenedasshetookherseat。Onlyhereyeswerestillunnaturallybright。
"Iamsosorryifthishasannoyedyou,"Lessinghamregretted。"Youwouldnotcaretogoelsewhere?"
"I?Goanywhereelse?"sheexclaimedscornfully。"Thankyou,Iamperfectlysatisfiedhere。Andwithmycompanion,"sheadded,withabrilliantlittlesmile。"NowtellmeaboutNewYork。Haveyoueverbeenthere?"
"Twice,"hetoldher。"Atpresentthedreamofmylifeistogotherewithyou。"
Shelookedathimalittlewonderingly。
"Iwonderifyoureallycare,"shesaid。"Mengetsomuchintothehabitofsayingthatsortofthingtowomen。Sometimesitseemstometheymustdoagreatdealofmischief。Butyou-Isthatreallyyourwish?"
"IwouldsacrificeeverythingthatIhaveeverhelddearinlife,"
hedeclared,withhisfaceaglow,"foritsrealization。"
"Butyouwouldbeadeserterfromyourcountry,"shepointedout。
"Youwouldneverbeabletoreturn。Yourestateswouldbeconfiscated。Youwouldbehomeless。"
"Home,"hesaidsoftly,"iswhereone’shearttakesone。Homeisjustwhereloveis。"
Hereyes,astheymethis,wereforamomentsuspiciouslysoft。
Thenshebegantotalkveryquicklyofotherthings,tocomparenotesofcountrieswhichtheyhadbothvisited,evenofpeoplewhomtheyhadmet。Theywereobligedtoleaveearlytocatchtheirtrain。AstheypasseddownthecrowdedrestauranttheyoncemorefoundthemselveswithinafewfeetofSirHenry。Hisbackwasturnedtothem,andhewasapparentlyignorantoftheirnearpresence。ThepartyhadbecomeapartieCarr=A1e,anotherman,andastillyoungerandmorebeautifulwomanhavingjoinedit。
"Ofcourse,"Philippasaid,astheydescendedthestairs,"Iambehavinglikeanidiot。IoughttogoandtellHenryexactlywhatIthinkofhim,orpullhimawayintheapprovedWhitechapelfashion。
Welosesomuch,don’twe,bystiflingourinstincts。"
"Forthenextfewminutes,"hereplied,glancingathiswatch,"I
thinkwehadbetterconcentrateourattentionuponcatchingourtrain。"
TheyreachedKing’sCrosswithonlyafewminutestospare。Grover,however,hadalreadysecuredacarriage,andHelenwaswaitingforthem,ensconcedinacorner。SheacceptedthenewsofLessingham’sreturnwithresignation。Philippabecamethoughtfulastheydrewtowardsthecloseoftheirjourneyandtheslow,frostytwilightbegantocreepdownupontheland。
"Isupposewedon’treallyknowwhatwaris,"sheobserved,lookingoutofthewindowatacomfortablelittlevillagetuckedawaywithabackgroundoftreesandguardedbyaweather-beatenoldchurch。
"Thepeoplearesafeintheirhomes。Youmustappreciatewhatthatmeans,Mr。Lessingham。"
"IndeedIdo,"heansweredgravely。"Ihaveseentheearthtornanddismemberedasthoughbytheploughofsomedestroyingangel。
Afewblackenedruinswhere,anhourorsobefore,apeacefulvillagestood;menandwomenrunningaboutlikelunaticsstrickenwithamortalfear。Andallthetimearedglowonthehorizon,ablood-redglow,andlittlespecksofgreyorbrownlyingalloverthefields;eventhecattleracingroundinterror。AndeverynowandthenthecryofDeath!YouarefortunateinEngland。"
Philippaleanedforward。
"Doyoubelievethatourturnwillcome?"sheasked。"Doyoubelievethatthewavewillbreakoverourcountry?"
"Whocantell?"
"Ah,no,butanswerme,"shebegged。"Isitpossibleforyoutolandanarmyhere?"
"Ithink,"hereplied,"thatallthingsarepossibletothemilitarygeniusofGermany。Theonlyquestioniswhetheritisworthwhile。
Germansaresupposedtobesentimentalists,youknow。Iratherdoubtit。ThereisnothingwouldsetthejoybellsofBerlinclangingsomuchasthenewsofaGermaninvasionofGreatBritain。Ontheotherhand,thereisagreatpartyinGermany,andaveryfar-seeingone,whichiscontinuallyremindingtheGovernmentthat,withoutGreatBritainasamarket,Germanywouldneverrecoverfromthefinancialstrainofthewar。"
"Thisisalltooimpersonal,"Philippaobjected。"Doyou,inyourheart,believethatthetimemightcomewheninthenightweshouldhearthegunsboominginDreymarshBay,andseeyourgrey-cladsoldiersforminguponthebeachandscalingourcliffs?"
"Thatwillnotbeyet,"hepronounced。"Ithasbeenthoughtof。
Onceitwasalmostattempted。Justatpresent,no。"
Philippadrewasighofrelief。
"ThenyourmissioninDreymarshhasnothingtodowithanattemptedlanding?"
"Nothing,"heassuredher。"Icanevengoalittlefurther。Icantellyouthatifeverwedotrytoland,itwillbeinanunsuspectedplace,inanunexpectedfashion。"
"Well,it’sreallyverycomfortingtohearthesethingsatfirst-hand,"Philippadeclared,withsomereturntoherusualmanner。
"Isupposewearereallytwodisgracefulwomen,HelenandI-traitorsandalltherestofit。Herewesittalkingtoanenemyasthoughhewereoneofourbestfriends。"
"Irefusetobecalledanenemy,"Lessinghamprotested。"Therearetimeswhenindividualityisafargreaterthingthannationality。
Iamjustahumanbeing,bornintothesameworldandwarmedbythesamesunasyou。Nothingcanalterthefactthatwearefellowcreatures。"
"Dreymarshoncemore,"Philippaannounced,lookingoutofthewindow。
"Andyou’reaterriblyplausibleperson,Mr。Lessingham。Comeroundandseeusafterdinner-ifitdoesn’tinterferewithyourwork。"
"Onthecontrary,"hemurmuredunderhisbreath。"Thankyouverymuch。"
CHAPTERXVIII
SirHenrywasstandingwithhishandsinhispocketsandaveryblankexpressionuponhisface,lookingoutupontheAdmiraltySquare。Hewasaloneinalarge,barelyfurnishedapartment,thewallsofwhichweresohungwithchartsthatithadalmosttheappearanceofaschoolroompreparedforanadvancedgeographyclass。Thetablefromwhichhehadrisenwascoveredwithanamazingnumberofscientificappliances,somesamplesofrockandsand,twomicroscopesandseveraltelephones。
SirHenry,havingapparentlyexhaustedthepossibilitiesoftheoutlook,turnedsomewhatreluctantlyawaytofindhimselfconfrontedbyanelderlygentlemanofcheerfulappearance,whoatthatmomenthadenteredtheroom。Fromthefactthathehaddonesowithoutknocking,itwasobviousthathewasanintimate。
"Well,mygloomyfriend,"thenewcomerdemanded,"what’swrongwithyou?"
SirHenrywasapparentlyrelievedtoseehisvisitor。Hepushedachairtowardshimandindicatedwithagestureofinvitationaboxofcigarsuponhisdesk。
"YourlittleLaranagas,"heobserved。"Tryone。"
Thevisitoropenedthebox,sniffedatitscontents,andhelpedhimself。
"Now,then,getatit,Henry,"heenjoined。"I’veaBoard=20inhalf-an-hour,andthreedispatchestoreadbeforeIgoin。What’syourtrouble?"
"Lookhere,Rayton,"wasthefirmreply,"Iwanttochuckthisinfernalhole-and-cornerbusiness。ItellyouI’veworkeditthreadbareatDreymarshandit’sgettingjollyuncomfortable。"
Thenewcomergrinned。
"Poorchap!"heobserved,watchinghiscigarsmokecurlupwards。
"You’reinanastymess,youknow,Henry。DidItellyouthatI
hadaletterfromyourwifetheotherday,askingmeifIcouldn’tfindyouajob?"
SirHenrywaitedalittlegrimly,whilsthisfriendenjoyedthejoke。
"That’sallverywell,"hesaid,"butweareonthepointofaseparation,orsomethingofthesort。I’lladmititwasallrightatfirsttorunthethingontheQ。T。,butthat’sprettywellbustedupbynow。Why,accordingtoyourownreports,theyknowallaboutmeontheotherside。"
"Notadoubtaboutit,"theotheragreed。"I’mnotsurethatyouhaven’tgotaspyfellowdownatDreymarshnow。"
"I’mquitesureofit,"SirHenryrepliedgrimly。"ThebrutewaslunchingwithmywifeattheCarltonto-day,and,asluckwouldhaveit,IwaslandedwiththatRussianAdmiral’swifeandsister-in-law。You’rebreakingupthehappyhome,that’swhatyou’redoing,Rayton!"
Hislordshipatanyrateseemedtofindtheprocessamusing。Helaugheduntilthetearsstoodinhiseyes。
"IshouldlovetohaveseenPhilippa’sface,"hechuckled,"whenshewalkedintotherestaurantandsawyouthere!You’resupposedtobeoffonafishingexpedition,aren’tyou?"
"Iwentoutafterwhiting,"SirHenrygroaned,"andI’djustpromisedtochuckitforatimewhenIgottheAdmiral’smessage。"
"Well,we’llseetoyourGermanspy,anyway,"hisvisitorpromised。
"Don’tbeanass!"SirHenryexclaimedirritably。"Idon’twantthefellowtouchedatpresent。Why,he’sbeenasortofpersonagrataatmyhouse。HangsaroundthereallthetimewhenI’maway。"
"Allthemorereasonforputtinganendtohislittlegame,Ishouldsay,"wasthecheerfulreply。
"AndhavethewholeneighbourhoodeitherlaughingatmywifeandMissFairclough,ortalkingscandalaboutthem!"SirHenryretorted。
"Iforgotthat,"hisfriendconfessedruminatively。"He’sagentlemanlysortoffellow,fromwhatIhear,butarottenspy。
Whatdoyouwantdonewithhim?"
"Leavehimformetodealwith,"SirHenryinsisted。"Ihavealittleschemeonhandinwhichheisconcerned。"
Raytonscratchedhischindoubtfully。
"Thefellowmaynotbesuchafoolasheseems,"heremindedhisfriend。
"Iwon’trunanyrisks,"SirHenrypromised。"Ijustwanthimleftthere,that’sall。Andlookhere,Rayton,youknowwhatIwantfromyou。IquiteagreedtoyourproposalsastomyanonymityatthetimewhenIwasupinScotland,butthething’sasecretnolongerwiththepeoplewhocount。EveryoneinGermanyknowsthatI’mamine-fieldspecialist,soIdon’tseewhythedickensIshouldposeanylongerasasortofhalf-bakedidiot。"
Rayton’seyestwinkled。
"YouwanttoplaytheWilsonBarrettheroandmakeatheatricaldisclosureofyourgreatness,"helaughed。"PoorPhilippawillfalluponherknees。Youwillbetheheroofthevillage,whichwillprobablypresentyouwithsomelittlearticleofplate。You’veagoodtimecoming,Henry。"
"Talksense,there’sagoodfellow,"theotherbegged。"YougoandseetheChiefandputittohim。Thereisn’tasinglereasonwhyI
shouldn’townupnow。"=20
"I’llseewhatIcando,"Raytonpromised,"butwhataboutthisfellowLessingham,orwhateverelsehecallshimself,downthere?
There’sachapnamedGriffiths-Commandant,isn’the?-beenwritingusabouthim。"
"Iwon’thaveLessinghamtouched,"SirHenryinsisted。"Hecan’tdoanyparticularharmdownthere,andthereisn’talineoradrawingofminedownatDreymarshwhichheisn’twelcometo。"
LordRaytonrosetohisfeet。
"Lookhere,Henry,oldfellow,"hesaid,"Idosympathisewithyouuptoacertainpoint。ItellyouwhatI’lldo。IshallhavetoanswerPhilippa’sletter,andI’llansweritinsuchawaythatifsheisascleveralittlewomanasIthinksheis,she’llgetahint。
Ofcourse,"hewentonruminatively,"itisratheramisfortunethatthePrincessOllaneffandhersisteraresuchjollygood-lookingwomen。Makesitlookalittlefishy,doesn’tit?WhatImeantosayis,it’safarcryfromfishingforwhitingintheNorthSeatolunchingwithabeautifulprincessattheCarlton-whenyouthinkyourwife’sdowninNorfolk。"
SirHenrythrewopenthedoor。
"Lookhere,I’vehadenoughofyou,Rayton,"hedeclared。"Yougetbackanddoanhour’swork,ifyoucanbringyourmindtoit。"
Thelatterassumedasuddendignity,necessitatedbythesoundofvoicesinthecorridor,anddeparted。Thedoorhadscarcelybeenclosedwhentwoyoungermenpresentedthemselves-MilesEnsol,SirHenry’ssecretary,atypical-lookingyoungsailorminushisleftarm;andapale-faced,clean-shavenmanofuncertainage,incivilianclothes。SirHenryshookhandswiththelatterandpointedtotheeasy-chairwhichhispreviousvisitorhadjustvacated。
"Welcomebackagain,Horridge,"hesaidcordially。"Miles,I’llringwhenIwantyou。"
"Verygood,sir,"thesecretaryreplied。"There’safishermanfromNorfolkdownstairs,whenyou’reatliberty。"
SirHenrynodded。
"I’llseehimpresently。Shuthimupsomewherewherehecansmoke。"
Theyoungmanwithdrew,carefullyclosingthedoor,aroundwhichSirHenry,withawordofapology,arrangedascreen。
"Idon’tthink,"heexplained,"thateavesdroppingextendstothesepremises,orthatourvoicescouldreachoutside。Still,aha’porthofprevention,eh?Haveacigar,Horridge。"
"I’mnotsmokingforadayortwo,thankyou,sir。
"Youlookasthoughthey’dputyouthroughit,"SirHenryremarked。
Hisvisitorsmiled。
"I’vetravelledfourteenmilesinabarrel,"hesaid,"andwewereoutfortwenty-fourhoursinaDanishsailingskiff。Youknowwhattheweather’sbeenlikeintheNorthSea。Beforethat,thelastwordofwritingIsawonGermansoilwasaplacard,offeringarewardoffivethousandmarksformydetention,withadisgustinglylifelikephotographatthetop。Ihadaboutfiftyyardsofquaytowalkinbroaddaylight,andeveryothermanIpassedturnedtostareafterme。Itgivesyouthecoldshiversdownyourbackwhenyoudaren’tlookroundtoseeifyou’rebeingfollowed。"
SirHenrygropedinthecupboardofhisdesk,andproducedabottleofwhiskyandasyphonofsodawater。Hisvisitornoddedapprovingly。