投诉 阅读记录

第5章

Pierstonbecamecoldasastone。ThechilltowardsNicholathatthepresenceofthegirl,——sprite,witch,trollthatshewas——broughtwithitcamelikeadoom。Heknewwhatafoolhewas,ashehadsaid。Buthewaspowerlessinthegraspoftheidealizingpassion。HecaredmoreforAvice’sfinger-tipsthanforMrs。Pine-Avon’swholepersonality。

PerhapsNicholasawit,forshesaidmournfully:’NowIhavedoneallIcould!Ifeltthattheonlycounterpoisetomycrueltytoyouinmydrawing-roomwouldbetocomeasasupplianttoyours。’

’Itismosthandsomeandnobleofyou,myverydearfriend!’saidhe,withanemotionofcourtesyratherthanofenthusiasm。

Thenadieuxwerespoken,andshedroveaway。ButPierstonsawonlytheretreatingAvice,andknewthathewashelplessinherhands。ThechurchoftheislandhadrisennearthefoundationsofthePagantemple,andaChristianemanationfromtheformermightbewrathfullytorturinghimthroughtheveryfalsegodstowhomhehaddevotedhimselfbothinhiscraft,likeDemetriusofEphesus,andinhisheart。

PerhapsDivinepunishmentforhisidolatrieshadcome。

2。X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL

PierstonhadnotturnedfarbacktowardsthecastlewhenhewasovertakenbySomersandthemanwhocarriedhispaintinglumber。Theypacedtogethertothedoor;themandepositedthearticlesandwentaway,andthetwowalkedupanddownbeforeentering。

’Imetanextremelyinterestingwomanintheroadoutthere,’saidthepainter。

’Ah,sheis!Asprite,asylph;Psycheindeed!’

’Iwasstruckwithher。’

’Itshowshowbeautywilloutthroughthehomeliestguise。’

’Yes,itwill;thoughnotalways。Andthiscasedoesn’tproveit,forthelady’sattirewasinthelatestandmostapprovedtaste。’

’Oh,youmeantheladywhowasdriving?’

’Ofcourse。What,wereyouthinkingoftheprettylittlecottage-girloutsidehere?Ididmeether,butwhat’sshe?Verywellforone’spicture,thoughhardlyforone’sfireside。Thislady——’

’IsMrs。Pine-Avon。Akind,proudwoman,who’lldowhatpeoplewithnopridewouldnotcondescendtothinkof。SheisleavingBudmouthto-

morrow,andshedroveacrosstoseeme。Youknowhowthingsseemedtobegoingwithusatonetime?ButIamnogoodtoanywoman。She’sbeenverygeneroustowardsme,whichI’venotbeentoher……

She’llultimatelythrowherselfawayuponsomewretchunworthyofher,nodoubt。’

’Doyouthinkso?’murmuredSomers。Afterawhilehesaidabruptly,’I’llmarryhermyself,ifshe’llhaveme。Ilikethelookofher。’

’Iwishyouwould,Alfred,orrathercould!Shehaslonghadanideaofslippingoutoftheworldoffashionintotheworldofart。Sheisawomanofindividualityandearnestinstincts。Iaminrealtroubleabouther。Iwon’tsayshecanbewon——itwouldbeungenerousofmetosaythat。Buttry。Icanbringyoutogethereasily。’

’I’llmarryher,ifshe’swilling!’Withthephlegmaticdogmatismthatwaspartofhim,Somersadded:’Whenyouhavedecidedtomarry,takethefirstnicewomanyoumeet。Theyareallalike。’

’Well——youdon’tknowheryet,’repliedJocelyn,whocouldgivepraisewherehecouldnotgivelove。

’Butyoudo,andI’lltakeheronthestrengthofyourjudgment。Isshereallyhandsome?——Ihadbutthemerestglance。ButIknowsheis,orshewouldn’thavecaughtyourdiscriminatingeye。’

’Youmaytakemywordforit;shelooksaswellathandasafar。’

’Whatcolourarehereyes?’

’Hereyes?Idon’tgomuchinforcolour,beingprofessionallysworntoform。But,letmesee——grey;andherhairratherlightthandarkbrown。’

’Iwantedsomethingdarker,’saidSomersairily。’TherearesomanyfairmodelsamongnativeEnglishwomen。Still,blondesareusefulproperty!……Well,well;thisisflippancy。ButIlikedthelookofher。’

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Somershadgonebacktotown。Itwasawetdayonthelittlepeninsula:butPierstonwalkedoutasfarasthegarden-houseofhishiredcastle,wherehesatdownandsmoked。Thiserectionbeingontheboundary-wallofhispropertyhisearcouldnowandthencatchthetonesofAvice’svoicefromheropen-dooredcottageinthelanewhichskirtedhisfence;andhenoticedthattherewerenomodulationsinit。

Heknewwhythatwas。Shewishedtogoout,andcouldnot。Hehadobservedbeforethatwhenshewasplanninganoutingaparticularnotewouldcomeintohervoiceduringtheprecedinghours:adove’sroundnessofsound;nodoubttheeffectuponhervoiceofherthoughtsofherlover,orlovers。Yetthelatteritcouldnotbe。Shewaspureandsinglehearted:halfaneyecouldseethat。Whence,then,thetwomen?Possiblythequarrierwasarelation。

Thereseemedreasoninthiswhen,goingoutintothelane,heencounteredoneoftheredjacketshehadbeenthinkingof。Soldierswereseldomseeninthisouterpartoftheisle:theirbeatfromtheforts,whenonpleasure,wasintheoppositedirection,andthismanmusthavehadaspecialreasonforcominghither。Pierstonsurveyedhim。Hewasaround-faced,good-humouredfellowtolookat,havingtwolittlepiecesofmoustacheonhisupperlip,likeapairofminnowsrampant,andsmallblackeyes,overwhichtheGlengarrycapstraddledflat。Itwasahatefulideathathertendercheekshouldbekissedbythelipsofthisheavyyoungman,whohadneverbeensublimedbyasinglebattle,evenwithdefencelesssavages。

Thesoldierwentbeforeherhouse,lookedatthedoor,andmovedondownthecrookedwaytothecliffs,wheretherewasapathbacktotheforts。Buthedidnotadoptit,returningbythewayhehadcome。

Thisshowedhiswishtopassthehouseagain。Shegavenosign,however,andthesoldierdisappeared。

PierstoncouldnotbesatisfiedthatAvicewasinthehouse,andhecrossedovertothefrontofherlittlefreeholdandtappedatthedoor,whichstoodajar。

Nobodycame:hearingaslightmovementwithinhecrossedthethreshold。Avicewastherealone,sittingonalowstoolinadarkcorner,asthoughshewishedtobeunobservedbyanycasualpasser-by。

Shelookedupathimwithoutemotionorapparentsurprise;buthecouldthenseethatshewascrying。Theview,forthefirsttime,ofdistressinanunprotectedyounggirltowardswhomhefeltdrawnbytiesofextraordinarydelicacyandtenderness,movedPierstonbeyondmeasure。Heenteredwithoutceremony。

’Avice,mydeargirl!’hesaid。’Somethingisthematter!’

Shelookedassent,andhewenton:’Nowtellmeallaboutit。PerhapsIcanhelpyou。Come,tellme。’

’Ican’t!’shemurmured。’GrammerStockwoolisupstairs,andshe’llhear!’Mrs。Stockwoolwastheoldwomanwhohadcometolivewiththegirlforcompanysincehermother’sdeath。

’Thencomeintomygardenopposite。Thereweshallbequiteprivate。’

Sherose,putonherhat,andaccompaniedhimtothedoor。Heresheaskedhimifthelanewereempty,andonhisassuringherthatitwasshecrossedoverandenteredwithhimthroughthegarden-wall。

Theplacewasashadyandsecludedone,thoughthroughtheboughstheseacouldbeseenquitenearathand,itsmoaningsbeingdistinctlyaudible。Awater-dropfromatreefellhereandthere,buttherainwasnotenoughtohurtthem。

’Nowletmehearit,’hesaidsoothingly。’Youmaytellmewiththegreatestfreedom。Iwasafriendofyourmother’s,youknow。Thatis,Iknewher;andI’llbeafriendofyours。’

Thestatementwasrisky,ifhewishedhernottosuspecthimofbeinghermother’sfalseone。Butthatlover’snameappearedtobeunknowntothepresentAvice。

’Ican’ttellyou,sir,’sherepliedunwillingly;’exceptthatithastodowithmyownchangeableness。Therestisthesecretofsomebodyelse。’

’Iamsorryforthat,’saidhe。

’IamgettingtocareforoneIoughtnottothinkof,anditmeansruin。Ioughttogetaway!’。

’Youmeanfromtheisland?’

’Yes。’

Pierstonreflected。HispresenceinLondonhadbeendesiredforsometime;yethehaddelayedgoingbecauseofhisnewsolicitudeshere。

Buttogoandtakeherwithhimwouldaffordhimopportunityofwatchingoverher,tendinghermind,anddevelopingit;whileitmightremoveherfromsomeloomingdanger。Itwasasomewhatawkwardguardianshipforhim,asalonelyman,tocarryout;still,itcouldbedone。Heaskedherabruptlyifshewouldreallyliketogoawayforawhile。

’Ilikebesttostayhere,’sheanswered。’Still,Ishouldnotmindgoingsomewhere,becauseIthinkIoughtto。’

’WouldyoulikeLondon?’

Avice’sfacelostitsweepingshape。’Howcouldthatbe?’shesaid。

’Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoucouldcometomyhouseandmakeyourselfusefulinsomeway。Irentjustnowoneofthosenewplacescalledflats,whichyoumayhaveheardof;andIhaveastudioattheback。’

’Ihaven’theardof’em,’shesaidwithoutinterest。

’Well,Ihavetwoservantsthere,andasmymanhasaholidayyoucanhelpthemforamonthortwo。’

’Wouldpolishingfurniturebeanygood?Icandothat。’

’Ihaven’tmuchfurniturethatrequirespolishing。Butyoucanclearawayplasterandclaymessesinthestudio,andchippingsofstone,andhelpmeinmodelling,anddustallmyVenusfailures,andhandsandheadsandfeetandbones,andotherobjects。’

Shewasstartled,yetattractedbythenoveltyoftheproposal。

’Onlyforatime?’shesaid。

’Onlyforatime。Asshortasyoulike,andaslong。’

Thedeliberatemannerinwhich,afterthefirstsurprise,Avicediscussedthearrangementsthathesuggested,mighthavetoldhimhowfarwasanyfeelingforhimselfbeyondfriendship,andpossiblygratitude,fromagitatingherbreast。Yettherewasnothingextravagantinthediscrepancybetweentheirages,andhehoped,aftershapinghertohimself,towinher。Whathadgrievedhertotearsshewouldnotmoreparticularlytell。

Shehadnaturallynotmuchneedofpreparation,butshemadeevenlesspreparationthanhewouldhaveexpectedhertorequire。Sheseemedeagertobeoffimmediately,andnotasoulwastoknowofherdeparture。Why,ifshewereinloveandatfirstaversetoleavetheisland,sheshouldbesoprecipitatenowhefailedtounderstand。

Buthetookgreatcaretocompromiseinnowayagirlinwhomhisinterestwasasprotectiveasitwaspassionate。Heaccordinglylefthertogetoutoftheislandalone,awaitingheratastationafewmilesuptherailway,where,discoveringhimselftoherthroughthecarriage-window,heenteredthenextcompartment,hisframepervadedbyaglowwhichwasalmostjoyathavingforthefirsttimeinhischargeonewhoinheritedthefleshandborethenamesoearlyassociatedwithhisown,andattheprospectofputtingthingsrightwhichhadbeenwrongthroughmanyyears。

2。XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS

Itwasdarkwhenthefour-wheeledcabwhereinhehadbroughtAvicefromthestationstoodattheentrancetothepileofflatsofwhichPierstonoccupiedonefloor——rarerthenasresidencesinLondonthantheyarenow。LeavingAvicetoalightandgettheluggagetakeninbytheporterPierstonwentupstairs。Tohissurprisehisfloorwassilent,andonenteringwithalatchkeytheroomswereallindarkness。

Hedescendedtothehall,whereAvicewasstandinghelplessbesidetheluggage,whiletheporterwasoutsidewiththecabman。

’Doyouknowwhathasbecomeofmyservants?’askedJocelyn。

’What——andain’ttheythere,saur?Ah,thenmybeliefisthatwhatI

suspectedisthrue!Youdidn’tleaveyourwine-cellarunlocked,didyou,saur,bynomistake?’

Pierstonconsidered。Hethoughthemighthaveleftthekeywithhiselderservant,whomhehadbelievedhecouldtrust,especiallyasthecellarwasnotwellstocked。

’Ah,thenitwasso!She’sbeenveryqueer,saur,thislastweekortwo。Oyes,sendingmessagesdownthespakin’-tubewhichwerelikemadnessitself,andorderingusthisandthat,tillwewouldtakenonoticeatall。Iseethembothgooutlastnight,andpossiblytheywentforaholidaynotexpectingye,ormaybeforgood!Shure,ifye’dwritten,saur,I’dha’gottheplaceready,yebeingoutofaman,too,thoughit’snotmedutyatall!’

WhenPierstongottohisflooragainhefoundthatthecellardoorwasopen;somebottleswerestandingemptythathadbeenfull,andmanyabstractedaltogether。Allotherarticlesinthehouse,however,appearedtobeintact。Hislettertohishousekeeperlayintheboxasthepostmanhadleftit。

Bythistimetheluggagehadbeensentupinthelift;andAvice,likesomuchmoreluggage,stoodatthedoor,thehall-porterbehindofferinghisassistance。

’Comehere,Avice,’saidthesculptor。’Whatshallwedonow?Here’saprettystateofaffairs!’

Avicecouldsuggestnothing,tillshewasstruckwiththebrightthoughtthatsheshouldlightafire。

’Lightafire?——ah,yes……Iwonderifwecouldmanage。Thisisanoddcoincidence——andawkward!’hemurmured。’Verywell,lightafire。’

’Isthisthekitchen,sir,allmixedupwiththeparlours?’

’Yes。’

’ThenIthinkIcandoallthat’swantedhereforabit;atanyrate,tillyoucangethelp,sir。Atleast,IcouldifIcouldfindthefuel-house。’TisnosuchbigplaceasIthought!’

’That’sright:takecourage!’saidhewithatendersmile。’Now,I’lldineoutthisevening,andleavetheplaceforyoutoarrangeasbestyoucanwiththehelpoftheporter’swifedownstairs。’

ThisPierstonaccordinglydid,andsotheircommonresidencebegan。

Feelingmoreandmorestronglythatsomedangerawaitedherinhernativeislandhedeterminednottosendherbacktilltheloverorloverswhoseemedtotroublehershouldhavecooledoff。Hewasquitewillingtotaketheriskofhisactionthusfarinhissolicitousregardforher。

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Itwasadualsolitude,indeed;for,thoughPierstonandAviceweretheonlytwopeopleintheflat,theydidnotkeepeachothercompany,theformerbeingasscrupulouslyfearfulofgoingnearhernowthathehadtheopportunityashehadbeenprompttoseekherwhenhehadnone。

Theylivedinsilence,hismessagestoherbeingfrequentlywrittenonscrapsofpaperdepositedwhereshecouldseethem。Itwasnotwithoutapangthathenotedherunconsciousnessoftheirisolatedposition——apositiontowhich,hadsheexperiencedanyreciprocityofsentiment,shewouldreadilyhavebeenalive。

Consideringthat,thoughnotprofound,shewashardlyamatter-of-factgirlasthatphraseiscommonlyunderstood,shewasexasperatinginthematter-of-factqualityofherresponsestothefriendlyremarkswhichwouldescapehiminspiteofhimself,aswellasinhergeneralconduct。Wheneverheformedsomeculinaryexcuseforwalkingacrossthefewyardsoftessellatedhallwhichseparatedhisroomfromthekitchen,andspokethroughthedoorwaytoher,sheanswered,’Yes,sir,’or’No,sir,’withoutturninghereyesfromtheparticularworkthatshewasengagedin。

Intheusualcoursehewouldhaveobtainedacoupleofproperlyqualifiedservantsimmediately;buthelivedonwiththeone,orratherthelessthanone,thatthiscottage-girlafforded。Ithadbeenhisalmostinvariablecustomtodineatoneofhisclubs。Nowhesatathomeoverthemiserablechoporsteaktowhichhelimitedhimselfindreadlestsheshouldcomplainoftherebeingtoomuchworkforoneperson,anddemandtobesenthome。Acharwomancameeverytwoorthreedays,effectinganextraordinaryconsumptionoffoodandalcoholicliquids:yetitwasnotforthisthatPierstondreadedherpresence,butlest,inconversingwithAvice,sheshouldopenthegirl’seyestotheoddityofhersituation。Avicecouldseeforherselfthattheremusthavebeentwoorthreeservantsintheflatduringhisformerresidencethere:buthisreasonsfordoingwithoutthemseemednevertostrikeher。

Hisintentionhadbeentokeepheroccupiedexclusivelyatthestudio,butaccidenthadmodifiedthis。However,hesentherroundonemorning,andenteringhimselfshortlyafterfoundherengagedinwipingthelayersofdustfromthecastsandmodels。

Thecolourofthedustneverceasedtoamazeher。’ItisliketheholdofaBudmouthcollier,’shesaid,’andthebeautifulfacesoftheseclaypeoplearequitespoiltbyit。’

’Isupposeyou’llmarrysomeday,Avice?’remarkedPierston,asheregardedherthoughtfully。

’Somedoandsomedon’t,’shesaid,withareservedsmile,stillattendingtothecasts。’

’Youareveryoffhand,’saidhe。

Shearchlyweighedthatremarkwithoutfurtherspeech。Itwastantalizingconductinthefaceofhisinstincttocherishher;

especiallywhenheregardedthecharmofherbendingprofile;thewell-

characterizedthoughsoftlylinednose,theroundchinwith,asitwere,asecondleapinitscurvetothethroat,andthesweepoftheeyelashesovertherosycheekduringthesedulouslyloweredglance。

Howfutilelyhehadlabouredtoexpressthecharacterofthatfaceinclay,and,whilecatchingitinsubstance,hadyetlostsomethingthatwasessential!

Thateveningafterdusk,inthestressofwritingletters,hesentheroutforstamps。Shehadbeenabsentsomequarterofanhourwhen,suddenlydrawinghimselfupfromoverhiswriting-table,itflasheduponhimthathehadabsolutelyforgottenhertotalignoranceofLondon。

Theheadpost-office,towhichhehadsentherbecauseitwaslate,wastwoorthreestreetsoff,andhehadmadehisrequestinthemostgeneralmanner,whichshehadaccededtowithalacrityenough。Howcouldhehavedonesuchanunreflectingthing?

Pierstonwenttothewindow。Itwashalf-pastnineo’clock,andowingtoherabsencetheblindswerenotdown。Heopenedthecasementandsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Thegreenshadeofhislampscreeneditsraysfromthegloomwithout。Overtheoppositesquarethemoonhung,andtotherighttherestretchedalongstreet,filledwithadiminishingarrayoflamps,somesingle,someinclusters,amongthemanoccasionalblueorredone。Fromacornercamethenotesofapiano-organstrummingoutastirringmarchofRossini’s。Theshadowyblackfiguresofpedestriansmovedup,down,andacrosstheembrownedroadway。Abovetheroofswasabankoflividmist,andhigheragreenish-bluesky,inwhichstarswerevisible,thoughitslowerpartwasstillpalewithdaylight,againstwhichrosechimney-potsintheformofelbows,prongs,andfists。

Fromthewholesceneproceededagroundrumble,milesinextent,uponwhichindividualrattles,voices,atinwhistle,thebarkofadog,rodelikebubblesonasea。Thewholenoiseimpressedhimwiththesensethatnooneinitsenormousmasseverrequiredrest。

Inthisillimitableoceanofhumanitytherewasaunitofexistence,hisAvice,wanderingalone。

Pierstonlookedathiswatch。Shehadbeengonehalfanhour。Itwasimpossibletodistinguishheratthisdistance,evenifsheapproached。

Hecameinside,andputtingonhishatdeterminedtogooutandseekher。Hereachedtheendofthestreet,andtherewasnothingofhertobeseen。Shehadtheoptionoftwoorthreeroutesfromthispointtothepost-office;yetheplungedatrandomintoone,tillhereachedtheofficetofinditquitedeserted。Almostdistractednowbyhisanxietyforherheretreatedasrapidlyashehadcome,regaininghomeonlytofindthatshehadnotreturned。

Herecollectedtellingherthatifsheshouldeverloseherwayshemustcallacabanddrivehome。Itoccurredtohimthatthiswaswhatshewoulddonow。Heagainwentoutuponthebalcony;thedignifiedstreetinwhichhelivedwasalmostvacant,andthelampsstoodlikeplacedsentinelsawaitingsomeprocessionwhichtarriedlong。Atapointunderhimwheretheroadwastornuptherestoodaredlight,andatthecornertwomenweretalkinginleisurelyrepose,asifsunningthemselvesatnoonday。Loversofafelinedisposition,whowereneverseenbydaylight,jokedanddartedateachotherinandoutofareagates。

Hisattentionwasfixedonthecabs,andheheldhisbreathasthehollowclapofeachhorse’shoofsdrewnearthefrontofthehouse,onlytogoonwardintothesquare。Thetwolampsofeachvehicleafardilatedwithitsnearapproach,andseemedtoswervetowardshim。ItwasAvicesurely?No,itpassedby。

Almostfranticheagaindescendedandlethimselfoutofthehouse,movingtowardsamorecentralpart,wheretheroarstillcontinued。

Beforeemergingintothenoisythoroughfareheobservedasmallfigureapproachingleisurelyalongtheoppositeside,andhastenedacrosstofinditwasshe。

2。XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN

’OAvice!’hecried,withthetenderlysubduedscoldingofamother。

’Whatisthisyouhavedonetoalarmmeso!’

Sheseemedunconsciousofhavingdoneanything,andwasaltogethersurprisedathisanxiety。Inhisreliefhedidnotspeakfurthertillheaskedhersuddenlyifshewouldtakehisarmsinceshemustbetired。

’Ono,sir!’sheassuredhim,’Iamnotabittired,andIdon’trequireanyhelpatall,thankyou。’

Theywentupstairswithoutusingthelift,andheletherandhimselfinwithhislatchkey。Sheenteredthekitchen,andhe,following,satdowninachairthere。

’Wherehaveyoubeen?’hesaid,withalmostangeredconcernonhisface。’Yououghtnottohavebeenabsentmorethantenminutes。’

’Iknewtherewasnothingformetodo,andthoughtIshouldliketoseealittleofLondon,’sherepliednaively。’SowhenIhadgotthestampsIwentonintothefashionablestreets,whereladiesareallwalkingaboutjustasifitweredaytime!’TwasforalltheworldlikecominghomebynightfromMartinmasFairattheStreeto’Wells,onlymoregenteel。’

’OAvice,Avice,youmustnotgooutlikethis!Don’tyouknowthatI

amresponsibleforyoursafety?Iamyour——well,guardian,infact,andamboundbylawandmorals,andIdon’tknowwhat-all,todeliveryouuptoyournativeislandwithoutascratchorblemish。Andyetyouindulgeinsuchamidnightvagaryasthis!’

’ButIamsure,sir,thegentlemeninthestreetweremorerespectablethantheyareanywhereathome!Theyweredressedinthelatestfashion,andwouldhavescornedtodomeanyharm;andastotheirlove-making,Ineverheardanythingsopolitebefore。’

’Well,youmustnotdoitagain。I’lltellyousomedaywhy。What’sthatyouhaveinyourhand?’

’Amouse-trap。Therearelotsofmiceinthiskitchen——sootymice,notcleanlikeours——andIthoughtI’dtrytocatchthem。ThatwaswhatI

wentsofartobuy,astherewerenoshopsopenjustabouthere。I’llsetitnow。’

Sheproceededatoncetodoso,andPierstonremainedinhisseatregardingtheoperation,whichseemedentirelytoengrossher。Itwasextraordinary,indeed,toobservehowshewilfullylimitedherinterests;withwhatcontentshereceivedtheordinarythingsthatlifeoffered,andpersistentlyrefusedtobeholdwhataninfinitelyextendedlifelayopentoherthroughhim。Ifshehadonlysaidthewordhewouldhavegotalicenceandmarriedherthenextmorning。Wasitpossiblethatshedidnotperceivethistendencyinhim?Shecouldhardlybeawomanifshedidnot;andinherairy,elusive,offhanddemeanourshewasverymuchofawomanindeed。

’Itonlyholdsonemouse,’hesaidabsently。

’ButIshallhearitthrowinthenight,andsetitagain。’

Hesighedandlefthertoherownresourcesandretiredtorest,thoughhefeltnotendencytosleep。Atsomesmallhourofthedarkness,owing,possibly,tosomeinterveningdoorbeingleftopen,heheardthemouse-trapclick。Anotherlightsleepermusthaveheardittoo,foralmostimmediatelyafterthepit-patofnakedfeet,accompaniedbythebrushingofdrapery,wasaudiblealongthepassagetowardsthekitchen。

Afterherabsenceinthatapartmentlongenoughtoresetthetrap,hewasstartledbyascreamfromthesamequarter。Pierstonsprangoutofbed,jumpedintohisdressing-gown,andhastenedinthedirectionofthecry。

Avice,barefootedandwrappedinashawl,wasstandinginachair;themouse-traplayonthefloor,themouserunningroundandroundinitsneighbourhood。

’Iwastryingtotakeenout,’saidsheexcitedly,’andhegotawayfromme!’

Pierstonsecuredthemousewhilesheremainedstandingonthechair。

Then,havingsetthetrapanew,hisfeelingburstoutpetulantly——

’Agirllikeyoutothrowyourselfawayuponsuchacommonplacefellowasthatquarryman!Whydoyoudoit!’

Hermindwassointentlyfixeduponthematterinhandthatitwassomemomentsbeforeshecaughthisirrelevantsubject。’BecauseIamafoolishgirl,’shesaidquietly。

’What!Don’tyoulovehim?’saidJocelyn,withasurprisedstareupatherasshestood,inherconcernappearingtheveryAvicewhohadkissedhimtwentyyearsearlier。

’Itisnotmuchusetotalkaboutthat,’saidshe。

’Then,isitthesoldier?’

’Yes,thoughIhaveneverspokentohim。’

’Neverspokentothesoldier?’

’Never。’

’Haseitheronetreatedyoubadly——deceivedyou?’

’No。Certainlynot。’

’Well,Ican’tmakeyouout;andIdon’twishtoknowmorethanyouchoosetotellme。Come,Avice,whynottellmeexactlyhowthingsare?’

’Notnow,sir!’shesaid,herprettypinkfaceandbrowneyesturnedinsimpleappealtohimfromherpedestal。’Iwilltellyouallto-

morrow;anthatIwill!’

Heretreatedtohisownroomandlaydownmeditating。Somequarterofanhouraftershehadretreatedtohersthemouse-trapclickedagain,andPierstonraisedhimselfonhiselbowtolisten。Theplacewassostillandthejerry-builtdoor-panelssothinthathecouldhearthemousejumpingaboutinsidethewiresofthetrap。Butheheardnofootstepthistime。Ashewaswakefulandrestlessheagainarose,proceededtothekitchenwithalight,andremovingthemouseresetthetrap。Returninghelistenedoncemore。HecouldseeinthefardistancethedoorofAvice’sroom;butthatthoughtfulhousewifehadnotheardthesecondcapture。Fromtheroomcameasoftbreathinglikethatofaninfant。

Heenteredhisownchamberandreclinedhimselfgloomilyenough。Herlackofallconsciousnessofhim,theaspectofthedesertedkitchen,thecoldgrate,impressedhimwithadeepersenseoflonelinessthanhehadeverfeltbefore。

Foolishhewas,indeed,tobesodevotedtothisyoungwoman。Herdefencelessness,herfreedomfromtheleastthoughtthattherelurkedadangerintheirpropinquity,wereinfactsecondarysafeguards,notmuchlessstrongthanthatofherbeinghermother’simage,againstrisktoherfromhim。Yetitwasoutofthisthathisdepressioncame。

AtsightofherthenextmorningPierstonfeltthathemustputanendtosuchastateofthings。HesentAviceofftothestudio,wrotetoanagentforacoupleofservants,andthenwentroundtohiswork。

Avicewasbusyrightingallthatshewasallowedtotouch。Itwasthegirl’sdelighttobeoccupiedamongthemodelsandcasts,whichforthefirsttimesheregardedwiththewistfulinterestofasoulstrugglingtoreceiveideasofbeautyvaguelydiscernedyetevereludingher。

Thatbrightnessinhermother’smindwhichmighthavedescendedtothesecondAvicewiththematernalfaceandform,hadbeendimmedbyadmixturewiththemediocrityofherfather’s,andbyonewhorememberedlikePierstonthedualorganizationtheoppositescouldbeoftenseenwrestlinginternally。

Theywerealoneinthestudio,andhisfeelingsfoundvent。Puttinghisarmsroundherhesaid,’Mydarling,sweetlittleAvice!Iwanttoaskyousomething——surelyyouguesswhat?Iwanttoknowthis:willyoubemarriedtome,andliveherewithmealwaysandever?’

’O,Mr。Pierston,whatnonsense!’

’Nonsense?’saidhe,shrinkingsomewhat。

’Yes,sir。’

’Well,why?AmItooold?Surelythere’snoseriousdifference?’

’Ono——Ishouldnotmindthatifitcametomarrying。Thedifferenceisnotmuchforhusbandandwife,thoughitisrathermuchforkeepingcompany。’

Shestruggledtogetfree,andwheninthemovementsheknockeddowntheEmpressFaustina’sheadhedidnottrytoretainher。Hesawthatshewasnotonlysurprisedbutalittlealarmed。

’Youhaven’tsaidwhyitisnonsense!’heremarkedtartly。

’Why,Ididn’tknowyouwasthinkingofmelikethat。Ihadn’tanythoughtofit!Andallalonehere!WhatshallIdo?’

’Sayyes,myprettyAvice!We’llthengooutandbemarriedatonce,andnobodybeanythewiser。’

Sheshookherhead。’Icouldn’t,sir。’

’Itwouldbewellforyou。Youdon’tlikeme,perhaps?’

’YesIdo——verymuch。Butnotinthatsortofway——quite。Still,I

mighthavegottoloveyouintime,if——’

’Well,then,try,’hesaidwarmly。’Yourmotherdid!’

NosoonerhadthewordsslippedoutthanPierstonwouldhaverecalledthem。Hehadfeltinamomentthattheyjeopardizedhiscause。

’Motherlovedyou?’saidAvice,incredulouslygazingathim。

’Yes,’hemurmured。

’Youwerenotherfalseyoungman,surely?Thatonewho——’

’Yes,yes!Saynomoreaboutit。’

’Whoranawayfromher?’

’Almost。’

’ThenIcanNEVER,NEVERlikeyouagain!Ididn’tknowitwasagentleman——I——Ithought——’

’Itwasn’tagentleman,then。’

’O,sir,pleasegoaway!Ican’tbearthesightof’eeatthismoment!

PerhapsIshallgetto——tolikeyouasIdid;but——’

’No;I’md————difI’llgoaway!’saidPierston,thoroughlyirritated。

’Ihavebeencandidwithyou;yououghttobethesamewithme!’

’Whatdoyouwantmetotell?’

’Enoughtomakeitcleartomewhyyoudon’tacceptthisoffer。

Everythingyouhavesaidyetisareasonforthereverse。Now,mydear,Iamnotangry。’

’Yesyouare。’

’NoI’mnot。Nowwhatisyourreason?’

’ThenameofitisIsaacPierston,downhome。’

’How?’

’Imeanhecourtedme,andledmeontoislandcustom,andthenIwenttochapelonemorningandmarriedhiminsecret,becausemotherdidn’tcareabouthim;andIdidn’teitherbythattime。Andthenhequarrelledwithme;andjustbeforeyouandIcametoLondonhewentawaytoGuernsey。ThenIsawasoldier;Ineverknewhisname,butI

fellinlovewithhimbecauseIamsoquickatthat!Still,asitwaswrong,Itriednottothinkofhim,andwouldn’tlookathimwhenhepassed。ButitmademecryverymuchthatImustn’t。Iwasthenverymiserable,andyouaskedmetocometoLondon。Ididn’tcarewhatI

didwithmyself,andIcame。’

’Heavenaboveus!’saidPierston,hispaleanddistressedfaceshowingwithwhatashockthisannouncementhadcome。’Whyhaveyoudonesuchextraordinarythings?Or,rather,whydidn’tyoutellmeofthisbefore?Then,atthepresentmomentyouarethewifeofamanwhoisinGuernsey,whomyoudonotloveatall;butinsteadofhimloveasoldierwhomyouhaveneverspokento;whileIhavenearlybroughtscandaluponusbothbyyourlettingmeloveyou。Really,youareaverywickedwoman!’

’No,Iamnot!’shepouted。

Still,Avicelookedpaleandratherfrightened,anddidnotlifthereyesfromthefloor。’Isaiditwasnonsenseinyoutowanttohaveme!’shewenton,’and,evenifIhadn’tbeenmarriedtothathorridIsaacPierston,Icouldn’thavemarriedyouafteryoutoldmethatyouwasthemanwhoranawayfrommymother。’

’Ihavepaidthepenalty!’hesaidsadly。’Menofmysortalwaysgettheworstofitsomehow。ThoughIneverdidyourmotheranyharm。

Now,Avice——I’llcallyoudearAviceforyourmother’ssakeandnotforyourown——ImustseewhatIcandotohelpyououtofthedifficultythatunquestionablyyouarein。Whycan’tyouloveyourhusbandnowyouhavemarriedhim?’

Avicelookedasideatthestatuaryasifthesubtletiesofherorganizationwerenotveryeasytodefine。

’Washethatblack-beardedtypicallocalcharacterIsawyouwalkingwithoneSunday?Thesamesurnameasmine;though,ofcourse,youdon’tnoticethatinaplacewherethereareonlyhalf-a-dozensurnames?’

’Yes,thatwasIke。Itwasthateveningwedisagreed。Hescoldedme,andIansweredhim(youmusthaveheardus);andthenextdayhewentaway。’

’Well,asIsay,Imustconsiderwhatitwillbebesttodoforyouinthis。Thefirstthing,itseemstome,willbetogetyourhusbandhome。’

Sheimpatientlyshruggedhershoulders。’Idon’tlikehim!’

’Thenwhydidyoumarryhim?’

’Iwasobligedto,afterwe’dprovedeachotherbyislandcustom。’

’Youshouldn’thavethoughtofsuchathing。Itisridiculousandoutofdatenowadays。’

’Ah,he’ssoold-fashionedinhisnotionsthathedoesn’tthinklikethat。However,he’sgone。’

’Ah——itisonlyatiffbetweenyou,Idaresay。I’llstarthiminbusinessifhe’llcome……Isthecottageathomestillinyourhands?’

’Yes,itismyfreehold。GrammerStockwoolistakingcareo’itforme。’

’Good。Andbackthereyougostraightway,myprettymadam,andwaittillyourhusbandcomestomakeitupwithyou。’

’Iwon’tgo!——Idon’twanthimtocome!’shesobbed。’Iwanttostayherewithyou,oranywhere,exceptwherehecancome!’

’Youwillgetoverthat。Now,gobacktotheflat,there’sadearAvice,andbereadyinonehour,waitinginthehallforme。’

’Idon’twantto!’

’ButIsayyoushall!’

Shefounditwasnousetodisobey。Preciselyatthemomentappointedhemethertherehimself,burdenedonlywithavaliseandumbrella,shewithaboxandotherthings。DirectingtheportertoputAviceandherbelongingsintoafour-wheeledcabfortherailway-station,hewalkedonwardfromthedoor,andkeptlookingbehind,tillhesawthecabapproaching。Hethenenteredbesidetheastonishedgirl,andonwardtheywenttogether。

Theysatoppositeeachotherinanemptycompartment,andthetediousrailwayjourneybegan。Regardinghercloselynowbythelightofherrevelationhewonderedathimselfforneverdivininghersecret。

Wheneverhelookedatherthegirl’seyesgrewrebellious,andatlastshewept。

’Idon’twanttogotohim!’shesobbedinamiserablevoice。

Pierstonwasalmostasmuchdistressedasshe。’Whydidyouputyourselfandmeinsuchaposition?’hesaidbitterly。’Itisnousetoregretitnow!AndIcan’tsaythatIdo。Itaffordsmeawayoutofatryingposition。Evenifyouhadnotbeenmarriedtohimyouwouldnothavemarriedme!’

’Yes,Iwould,sir。’

’What!Youwould?Yousaidyouwouldn’tnotlongago。’

’Ilikeyoubetternow!Ilikeyoumoreandmore!’

Pierstonsighed,foremotionallyhewasnotmucholderthanshe。Thathitchinhisdevelopment,renderinghimthemostlopsidedofGod’screatures,washisstandingmisfortune。Aproposaltoherwhichcrossedhismindwasdismissedasdisloyalty,particularlytoaninexperiencedfellow-islanderandonewhowasbyraceandtraditionsalmostakinswoman。

Littlemorepassedbetweenthetwainonthatwretched,never-to-be-

forgottenday。Aphrodite,Ashtaroth,Freyja,orwhoeverthelove-queenofhisislemighthavebeen,waspunishinghimsharply,assheknewbuttoowellhowtopunishhervotarieswhentheyrevertedfromtheephemeraltothestablemood。Whenwasittoend——thiscurseofhisheartnotageingwhilehisframemovednaturallyonward?Perhapsonlywithlife。

Hisfirstactthedayafterdepositingherinherownhousewastogotothechapelwhere,byherstatement,themarriagehadbeensolemnized,andmakesureofthefact。Perhapshefeltanillogicalhopethatshemightbefree,eventhen,inthetarnishedconditionwhichsuchfreedomwouldhaveinvolved。However,therestoodthewordsdistinctly:IsaacPierston,AnnAviceCaro,sonanddaughterofSo-

and-so,marriedonsuchaday,signedbythecontractingparties,theofficiatingminister,andthetwowitnesses。

2。XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT

Oneeveninginearlywinter,whentheairwasdryandgusty,thedarklittlelanewhichdividedthegroundsofSylvaniaCastlefromthecottageofAvice,andleddowntotheadjoiningruinofRed-KingCastle,waspacedbyasolitaryman。Thecottagewasthecentreofhisbeat;itswesternlimitbeingthegatesoftheformerresidence,itseasternthedrawbridgeoftheruin。Thefewothercottagesthereabout——

allasifcarvedfromthesolidrock——wereindarkness,butfromtheupperwindowofAvice’stinyfreeholdglimmeredalight。Itsrayswererepeatedfromthefar-distantseabythelightshiplyingmooredoverthemysteriousShamblesquicksand,whichbroughttamelessnessanddomesticityintoduepositionasbalancedopposites。

Theseamoaned——morethanmoaned——amongthebouldersbelowtheruins,athroeofitstidebeingtimedtoregularintervals。Thesesoundswereaccompaniedbyanequallyperiodicmoanfromtheinteriorofthecottagechamber;sothatthearticulateheaveofwaterandthearticulateheaveoflifeseemedbutdifferingutterancesoftheselfsametroubledterrestrialBeing——whichinonesensetheywere。

Pierston——forthemaninthelanewashe——wouldlookfromlightshiptocottagewindow;thenbackagain,ashewaitedtherebetweenthetravailoftheseawithout,andthetravailofthewomanwithin。Soonaninfant’swailoftheveryfeeblestwasalsoaudibleinthehouse。Hestartedfromhiseasypacing,andwentagainwestward,standingattheelbowofthelanealongtime。Thenthepeaceofthesleepingvillagewhichlaythatwaywasbrokenbylightwheelsandthetrotofahorse。

Pierstonwentbacktothecottagegateandawaitedthearrivalofthevehicle。

Itwasalightcart,andamanjumpeddownasitstopped。Hewasinabroad-brimmedhat,underwhichnomoreofhimcouldbeperceivedthanthatheworeablackbeardclippedlikeayewfence——atypicalaspectintheisland。

’YouareAvice’shusband?’askedthesculptorquickly。

Themanrepliedthathewas,inthelocalaccent。’I’vejustcomeinbyto-day’sboat,’headded。’Icouldn’tgithereavore。IhadcontractedforthejobatPeter-Port,andhadtoseeto’ttotheend。’

’Well,’saidPierston,’yourcomingmeansthatyouarewillingtomakeitupwithher?’

’Ay,Idon’tknowbutIbe,’saidtheman。’Midsowelldothatasanythingelse!’

’Ifyoudo,thoroughly,agoodbusinessinyouroldlineawaitsyouhereintheisland。’

’Wi’allmyheart,then,’saidtheman。Hisvoicewasenergetic,and,thoughslightlytouchy,itshowed,onthewhole,adispositiontosetthingsright。

Thedriverofthetrapwaspaidoff,andJocelynandIsaacPierston——

undoubtedlyscionsofacommonstockinthisisleofintermarriages,thoughtheyhadnoproofofit——enteredthehouse。Nobodywasintheground-floorroom,inthecentreofwhichstoodasquaretable,inthecentreofthetablealittlewoolmat,andinthecentreofthematalamp,theapartmenthavingtheappearanceofbeingrigidlysweptandsetinorderforaneventofinterest。

ThewomanwholivedinthehousewithAvicenowcamedownstairs,andtotheinquiryofthecomerssherepliedthatmatterswereprogressingfavourably,butthatnobodycouldbeallowedtogoupstairsjustthen。

Afterplacingchairsandviandsforthemsheretreated,andtheysatdown,thelampbetweenthem——theloverofthesuffererabove,whohadnorighttoher,andthemanwhohadeveryrighttoher,butdidnotloveher。Engagingindesultoryandfragmentaryconversationtheylistenedtothetramplingoffeetonthefloor-boardsoverhead——

Pierstonfullofanxietyandattentiveness,Ikeawaitingthecourseofnaturecalmly。

Soontheyheardthefeeblebleatsrepeated,andthenthelocalpractitionerdescendedandenteredtheroom。

’Howisshenow?’saidPierston,themoretaciturnIkelookingupwithhimfortheanswerthathefeltwouldservefortwoaswellasforone。

’Doingwell,remarkablywell,’repliedtheprofessionalgentleman,withamannerofhavingsaiditinotherplaces;andhisvehiclenotbeingatthedoorhesatdownandsharedsomerefreshmentwiththeothers。

WhenhehaddepartedMrs。Stockwoolagainsteppeddown,andinformedthemthatIke’spresencehadbeenmadeknowntohiswife。

Thetruantquarrierseemedratherinclinedtostaywherehewasandfinishthemugofale,butPierstonquickenedhim,andheascendedthestaircase。AssoonasthelowerroomwasemptyPierstonleantwithhiselbowsonthetable,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。

Ikewasabsentnogreattime。Descendingwithaproprietarymienthathadbeenlackingbefore,heinvitedJocelyntoascendlikewise,sinceshehadstatedthatshewouldliketoseehim。Jocelynwentupthecrookedoldsteps,thehusbandremainingbelow。

Avice,thoughwhiteasthesheets,lookedbrighterandhappierthanhehadexpectedtofindher,andwasapparentlyverymuchfortifiedbythepinklittlelumpatherside。Sheheldoutherhandtohim。

’Ijustwantedtotell’ee,’shesaid,strivingagainstherfeebleness,’Ithoughtitwouldbenoharmtoseeyou,though’tisrathersoon——totell’eehowverymuchIthankyouforgettingmesettledagainwithIke。Heisverygladtocomehomeagain,too,hesays。Yes,you’vedoneagoodmanykindthingsforme,sir。’

Whethershewerereallyglad,orwhetherthewordswereexpressedasamatterofduty,Pierstondidnotattempttolearn。

Hemerelysaidthathevaluedherthanks。’Now,Avice,’headdedtenderly,’Iresignmyguardianshipofyou。Ihopetoseeyourhusbandinasoundlittlebusinesshereinaveryshorttime。’

’Ihopeso——forbaby’ssake,’shesaid,withabrightsigh。’Wouldyou——liketoseeher,sir?’

’Thebaby?Oyes——YOURbaby!YoumustchristenherAvice。’

’Yes——soIwill!’shemurmuredreadily,anddisclosedtheinfantwithsometimidity。’Ihopeyouforgiveme,sir,forconcealingmythoughtlessmarriage!’

’Ifyouforgivemeformakinglovetoyou。’

’Yes。Howwereyoutoknow!Iwish——’

Pierstonbadehergood-bye,kissingherhand;turnedfromherandtheincipientbeingwhomhewastomeetagainunderveryalteredconditions,andleftthebed-chamberwithatearinhiseye。

’Hereendeththatdream!’saidhe。

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