投诉 阅读记录

第8章

"Oh,thatwasprobablybychance。"

"No,suh!"shecried,vehemently。"An’demgelmunwouldn’playt’-night,noway;mos’on`emgoin’widyouto-morreran’deysayin’goodbytode’rfolksdisevenin’,notgamblin’!MizTanberry’llbeinastateermineontelshehyuhf’umme,an’Igoin’hurryback。Youwon’comedah,suh?

Ikintellherdatyousayyousutneyain’comin’nighourneighborhooddisnight?"

"Ihadnotdreamedofcoming,tellher,please。ProbablyIshallnotgooutatallthisevening。Butitwaskindofyoutocome。Good-night。"

Hestoodwithacandletolightherdownthestairs,butaftershehadgonehedidnotreturntotheoffice。Instead,hewentslowlyuptohisownroom,glancingfirstintoCrailey’s——thedoorsofneitherwereoftenlocked——tobeholdachaosofdisorderandunfinishedpacking。Inhisownchamberitonlyremainedforhimtoclosethelidsofafewbigboxes,andtopackasmalltrunkwhichhemeanttotakewithhimtothecampoftheStatetroops,andhewouldbereadyfordeparture。Hesetaboutthistask,arid,concludingthattherewasnonecessitytowearhisuniformonthesteamboat,decidedtoplaceitinthetrunk,andwenttothebedwherehehadfoldedandleftit。Itwasnotthere。Nordidathoroughsearchrevealitanywhereintheroom。Yetnoonecouldhavestolenit,forwhenhehadgonedowntotheofficeCraileyhadremainedonthisfloor。MamiehadcomewithinafewminutesafterCraileywentout,andduringhisconversationwithhertheoffice-doorhadbeenopen;noonecouldhavepassedwithoutbeingseen。Also,athiefwouldhavetakenotherthingsaswellastheuniform;andsurelyCraileymusthaveheard;Craileywould——

Crailey——!

ThenTomrememberedthefigureinthelongcloakandthemilitarycap,and,withasickheart,begantounderstand。HehadreadtheJournal,andheknewwhyCraileymightwishtomasqueradeinamajor’suniformthatnight。IfMissCarewereadittoo,andastrangewonderroseinhermind,thisandawordwouldconvinceher。Tomconsidereditimprobablethatthewonderwouldrise,forcircumstanceshadtoowellestablishedherinamistake,trivialandordinaryenoughatfirst,merelytheconfusingoftwonamesbyagirlnewtothetown,butsostrengthenedbyeveryconfirmationCrailey’switcouldcompassthatshewould,nodoubt,onlysetCummings’sparagraphasideasanewspapererror。Still,Craileyhadwishedtobeonthesafeside!

Tomsighedratherbitterly。Hewasconvincedthattheharlequinwouldcomehomesoon,replacetheuniform(whichwasprobablyextremelybecomingtohim,astheywereofaheightandfiguremuchthesame),andafterward,inhisordinarydress,wouldsallyforthtospendhislasteveningwithFanchon。TomwonderedhowCraileywouldfeelandwhathewouldthinkabouthimselfwhilehewaschanginghisclothes,butherememberedhispartner’sextraordinarypowersofmentaladjustment——andforthefirsttimeinhislifeVanrevelmadenoallowancefortheother’stemperament,andtherecametohimamomentwhenhefeltthathecouldalmostdislikeCraileyGrayAtallevents,hewouldgooutuntilCraileyhadcomeandleftagain,forhehadnodesiretobeholdthemasquerader’sreturn。Soheexchangedhisdressing-gownforacoat,fastenedhiscollar,andhadbeguntoarrangehiscravatatthemirror,when,suddenly,thevoiceoftheoldnegressseemedtosoundclosebesidehimintheroom"He’ssettin’dah——waitin’!"

Thecravatwasnevertied;Tom’shandsdropped,tohissidesashestartedbackfromthestaringfaceinthemirror。RobertCarewewaswaiting——andCrailey——AllatoncetherewasbutonevitalnecessityintheworldforTomVanrevel,thatwastofindCrailey;hemustgotoCrailey——eveninCarewe’sownhouse——hemustgotoCrailey!

Hedasheddownthestairsandintothestreet。Thepeopleweremakingagreatuproarinfrontofthehotel,explodingbombs,firingmusketsintheair,sendinguprockets;andrapidlycrossingtheoutskirtsofthecrowd,hepassedintoCareweStreet,unnoticed。Herethedetonationswerenotsodeafening,thoughthelittlesteamboatatthewharfwascontributingtotheconfusionwithallinherpower,screechingsimultaneouslyapprovalofthecelebrationandherlastsignalsofdeparture。

AtthefirstcornerTomhadnomorethanleftthesidewalkwhenhecamewithinafootofbeingriddendownbytwohorsemenwhorodeatsodes-

perateagallopthat(thesoundoftheirhoof-beatsbeinglostintheuproarfromMainStreet)theywereuponhimbeforehewasawareofthem。

Heleapedbackwithanangryshouttoknowwhotheywerethattheyrodesowildly。Atthesametimeasharpexplosionatthefootofthestreetsentaredflareoverthescene,aflash,gonewithsuchincredibleswiftnessintoreneweddarknessthathesawtheflyinghorsemenalmostasequestrianstatuesilluminedbyaflickeroflightning,buthesawthemwiththesamedistinctnessthatlightninggives,andrecognizedtheforemostasRobertCarewe。Andintheinstantofthatrecognition,TomknewwhathadhappenedtoCraileyGray,forhesawthetruthintheghastlyfaceofhisenemy。

Carewerodestiffly,likeamanfrozenuponhishorse,andhisfacewaslikethatofafrozenman;hiseyesglassyandnotfixeduponhiscourse,sothatitwasadeathlythingtosee。Once,longago,Tomhadseenamanridingforhislife,andheworethissamelook。TheanimalboundedandswervedunderVanrevel’senemyinthemadrushdownthestreet,buthesatrigid,boltuprightinthesaddle,hisfacesettothatlookofcoldness。

ThesecondriderwasoldNelson,whorodewithbodycrouchedforward,hiseyeballslikeshiningporcelainsetinebony,andhisarmlikeaflail,cruellylashinghisownhorseandhismaster’swithaheavywhip。"Desteamboat!"beshouted,hoarsely,bringingdownthelashononeandthenontheother。"Desteamboat,desteamboat——fo’God’ssake,honey,desteamboat!"

TheysweptintoMainStreet,Nelsonleaningfaracrosstotheother’sbridle,andturningbothhorsestowardtheriver,butbeforetheyhadmadethecorner,TomVanrevelwasrunningwithallthespeedthatwasinhimtowardhisenemy’shouse。Theoneblockbetweenhimandthatforbiddengroundseemedtohimmileslong,andhefeltthathewasrunningasamaninadream,and,atthehighestpitchofagonizedexertion,coveringnospace,butonlyworkingtheairinoneplace,likeatreadmill。Allthatwasinhismind,heart,andsoulwastoreachCrailey。HehadknownbytherevelationofCarewe’sfaceinwhatcasehewouldfindhisfriend;butasheranheputtheknowledgefromhimwithagreatshudder,andresolveduponincredulityinspiteofhiscertainty。Allhelethimselffeelwastheneedtorun,torununtilhefoundCrailey,whowassomewhereinthedarknessofthetreesaboutthelong,lowhouseonthecorner。Whenhereachedtheborderinghedge,hedidnotstayforgateorpath,but,withaloudshout,hurledhimselfhalfover,halfthrough,thehedge,likeaboltfromacatapult。

Lightsshonefromonlyoneroominthehouse,thelibrary;butasherantowardtheporchacandleflickeredinthehall,andtherecamethesoundofavoiceweepingwithterror。

Atthathecalledmoredesperatelyuponhisincredulitytoaidhim,forthevoicewasMrs。Tan-berry’s。Ifithadbeenanyotherthanshe,whosobbedsohopelessly——shewhowasalwayssteadyandstrong!Ifhecould,hewouldhavestoppedtopray,now,beforehefacedherandthetruth;buthisflyingfeetcarriedhimon。

"Whoisit?"shegasped,brokenly,fromthehall。"Mamie?Haveyoubroughthim?"

"It’sI,"hecried,asheplungedthroughthedoorway。"It’sVanrevel。"

Mrs。Tanberrysettheironcandlestickdownuponthetablewithacrash。

"You’vecometoolate!"shesobbed。"Anothermanhastakenyourdeathonhimself。"

Hereeledbackagainstthewall。"Oh,God!"hesaid。"Oh,God,God,God!

Crailey!"

"Yes,"sheanswered。"It’sthepoorvagabondthatyoulovedsowell。"

Togethertheyranthroughthehalltothelibrary。Craileywaslyingonthelongsofa,hiseyesclosed,hisheadlikeapieceofcarvenmarble,thegayuniform,inwhichhehadtrickedhimselfoutsogallantly,openatthethroat,andhiswhitelinenstainedwithafewlittlesplotchesofred。

BesidehimkneltMissBetty,holdingherlacehandkerchiefuponhisbreast;shewasaswhiteashe,andasmotionless;sothat,asshekneltthere,immovablebesidehim,herarmlikealabasteracrosshisbreast,theymighthavebeenasculptor’sgroup。Thehandkerchiefwasstainedalittle,likethelinen,andlikeit,too,stainedbutalittle。Nearby,onthefloor,stoodaflaskofbrandyandapitcherofwater。

"You!"MissBetty’sfaceshowednochange,norevenafaintsurprise,ashereyesfelluponTomVanrevel,butherlipssoundlesslyframedtheword。

"You!"

Tomflunghimselfonhiskneesbesideher。

"Crailey!"hecried,inasharpvoicethathadaterribleshakeinit。

"Crailey!Crailey,Iwantyoutohearme!"Hetookoneofthelimphandsinhisandbegantochafeit,whileMrs。Tanberrygraspedtheother。

"There’sstillamovementinthepulse,"shefaltered。 ……

"Still!"echoedTom,roughly。"You’remad!YoumademethinkCraileywasdead!DoyouthinkCraileyGrayisgoingtodie?Hecouldn’t,Itellyou——hecouldn’t;youdon’tknowhim!Who’sgoneforthedoctor?"Hedashedsomebrandyuponhishandkerchiefandsetittothewhitelips。

"Mamie。Shewashereintheroomwithmewhenithappened。"

"`Happened’!`Happened’!"hemockedher,furiously。"`Happened’isabeautifulword!"

"Godforgiveme!"sobbedMrs。Tanberry。"Iwassittinginthelibrary,andMamiehadjustcomefromyou,whenweheardMr。Careweshoutfromthecupolaroom:`Standawayfrommydaughter,Vanrevel,andtakethislikeadog!’Onlythat;——andMamieandIrantothewindow,andwesawthroughtheduskamaninuniformleapbackfromMissBetty——theywereinthatlittleopenspacenearthehedge。Hecalledoutsomethingandwavedhishand,buttheshotcameatthesametime,andhefell。EventhenIwassure,inspiteofwhatMamiehadsaid,IwasassureasRobertCarewewas,thatitwasyou。Hecameandtookonelook——andsaw——andthenNelsonbroughtthehorsesandmadehimmountandgo。Mamieranforthedoctor,andBettyandIcarriedCraileyin。Itwashardwork。"

MissBetty’shandhadfallenfromCrailey’sbreastwhereTom’stookitsplace。Sheroseunsteadilytoherfeetandpushedbackthehairfromherforehead,shiveringconvulsivelyasshelookeddownatthemotionlessfigureonthesofa。

"Crailey!"saidTom,inthesameangry,shakingvoice。"Crailey,you’vegottorouseyourself!Thiswon’tdo;you’vegottobeaman!Crailey!"

Hewastryingtoforcethebrandythroughthetightlyclenchedteeth。"

Crailey!"

"Crailey!"whisperedMissBetty,leaning。heavilyonthebackofachair。

"Crailey?"ShelookedatMrs。Tanberrywithvagueinterrogation,butMrs。

Tanberrydidnotunderstand。

"Crailey!"

ItwasthenthatCrailey’seyelidsflutteredandslowlyopened;andhiswanderingglance,dullatfirst,slowlygrewclearandtwinklingasitrestedontheashy,strickenfaceofhisbestfriend。

"Tom,"hesaid,feebly,"itwasworththeprice,towearyourclothesjustonce!"

Andthen,atlast,MissBettysawandunderstood。Fornotthehonestgentleman,whomeveryoneexceptRobertCareweheldinesteemandaf-

fection,notherfather’senemy,Vanrevel,laybeforeherwiththedeath-

woundinhisbreastforhersake,butthatother——CraileyGray,thene’er-

do-weelandlight-o’-love,CraileyGray,wit,poet,andscapegrace,thewell-belovedtownscamp。

Hesawthatsheknew,and,ashisbrighteningeyeswandereduptoher,hesmiledfaintly。"Evenabaddoglikestohavehisday,"hewhispered。

CHAPTERXIX

TheFlagGoesMarchingByWillCummingshadabandonedthepenforthesworduntilsuchtimeasSantaAnnashouldcryforquarter,andhadlefttheofficeinchargeofanimportedsubstitute;butlatethatnighthecametohisdeskoncemore,towritethestoryoftheaccidenttoCorporalGray;andthetalethathewrotehadbeenalreadyputintowritingbyTomVanrevelasitfellfromCrailey’slips,afterthedoctorhad,come,sothatnonemightdoubtit。

Noonediddoubtit。WhatreasonhadMr。CarewetoinjureCraileyGray?

OnlyfiveinRouenknewthetruth;forNelsonhadgonewithhismaster,and,exceptMamie,theotherservantsoftheCarewehouseholdhadbeenamongthecrowdinfrontoftheRouenHousewhentheshotwasfired。

Sothestorywentoverthetown:howCraileyhadcalledtosaygood-bytoMrs。Tanberry;howMr。Carewehappenedtobeexaminingthemuskethisfatherhadcarriedin1812,whentheweaponwasaccidentallydischarged,theballenteringCrailey’sbreast;howMr。Carewe,strickenwithremorseandhorroroverthisfrightfulmisfortune,andsufferingtoosevereanguishofmindtoremainuponthescene,ofthetragedywhichhiscarelessnesshadmade,hadfled,attendedbyhisservant;andhowtheyhadleapedaboardtheeveningboatasitwaspullingout,andwerenowontheirwaydowntheriver。

Andthiswasthestory,too,thatTomtoldFanchon;foritwashewhobroughthertoCrailey。ThroughthelongnightshekneltatCrailey’sside,hishandalwayspressedtoherbreastorcheek,hereyesalwaysupward,andherlipsmovingwithherprayers,notforCraileytobespared,butthattheFatherwouldtakegoodcareofhiminheaventillshecame。"Ihadalreadygivenhimup,"shesaidtoTom,meekly,inasmallvoice。"Iknewitwastocome,andperhapsthiswayisbetterthanthat——

Ithoughtitwouldbefarawayfromme。NowIcanbewithhim,andperhapsIshallhavehimalittlelonger,forhewastohavegoneawaybeforenoon。"

Themorningsunroseuponafairworld,gaywithbird-chatteringsfromthebigtreesoftheCareweplace,andpleasantwiththeodorsofMissBetty’sgarden,andCrailey,lyinguponthebedofthemanwhohadshothim,hearkenedandsmiledgood-bytothesummerheloved;and,whenthedaybroke,askedthatthebedbemovedsothathemightlieclosebythewindow。ItwasTomwhohadbornehimtothatroom。"Ihavecarriedhimbeforethis,"hesaid,wavingtheothersaside。

Notlongaftersunrise,whenthebedhadbeenmovednearthewindow,CraileybeggedFanchontobringhimaminiatureofhismotherwhichhehadgivenher,andurgedhertogoforitherself;hewantednohandsbutherstotouchit,hesaid。AndwhenshehadgoneheaskedtobeleftalonewithTom。

"Givemeyourhand,Tom,"hesaid,faintly。"I’dliketokeepholdofitaminuteorso。Icouldn’thavesaidthatyesterday,couldI,withoutcausingusbothhorribleembarrassment?ButIfancyIcannow,becauseI’mdonefor。That’stoobad,isn’tit?I’mveryyoung,afterall。DoyourememberwhatpoorAndreCheniersaidashewentuptobeguillotined?——’Therewerethingsinthisheadofmine!’ButIwanttotellyouwhat’sbeenthematterwithme。Itwasjustmybeingabadsortofpoet。IsupposethatI’veneverlovedanyone;yetI’vecaredmoredeeplythanothermenforeverylovelythingIeversaw,andthere’ssolittlethathasn’tlovelinessinit。I’dbeashamednottohavecaredforthebeautyinallthewomenI’vemadeloveto——butaboutthisone——themostbeautifulofall——I————————"

"Shewillunderstand!"saidTom,quickly。

"Shewill——yes——she’swiseandgood。IfFanchonknew,therewouldn’tbeevenamemorylefttoher——andIdon’tthinkshe’dlive。Anddoyouknow,IbelieveI’vedoneafavorforMissBettyingettingmyselfshot;Carewewillnevercomeback。Tom,waseveraman’sknaverysoexactlythearchitectofhisowndestructionasmine?Andforwhatgain?Justtheexcitementofthecomedyfromdaytoday!——forshewassuretodespisemeassoonassheknew——andthedesiretohearhervoicesayanotherkindlythingtome——andtheeverlastingperhapsineverywoman,andthisonetheHeart’sDesireofalltheworld!Ah,well!Tellme——Iwanttohearitfromyou——howmanyhoursdoesthedoctorsay?"

"Hours,Crailey?"Tom’shandtwitchedpitifullyintheother’sfeeblegrasp。

"Iknowit’sonlyafew。"

"They’reallfools,doctors!"exclaimedVanrevel,fiercely。

"No,no。AndIknowthatnothingcanbedone。Youallseeit,andyouwantmetogoeasily——oryouwouldn’tletmehavemyownwaysomuch!Itfrightensme,Iownup,tothinkthatsosoonI’llbewiserthanthewisestintheworld。YetIalwayswantedtoknow。I’vesoughtandI’vesought——butnowtogooutaloneonthesearch——itmustbethesearch,fortheHolyGrail——I————"

"Pleasedon’ttalk,"beggedTom,inabrokenwhisper。"Formercy’ssake,lad。Itwearsonyouso。"

Craileylaughedweakly。"DoyouthinkIcoulddiepeacefullywithouttalkingagreatdeal?There’sonethingIwant,Tom。Iwanttoseeallofthemoncemore,alltheoldfriendsthataregoingdowntheriveratnoon。Whatharmcoulditdo?Iwantthemtocomebyhereontheirwaytotheboat,withthebandandthenewflag。ButIwantthebandtoplaycheerfully!Ask`emtoplay`RosintheBow,’willyou?I’veneverbe-

lievedinmournfulness,andIdon’twanttoseeanyofitnow。It’stherankestimpietyofall!Andbesides,Iwanttoseethemasthey’llbewhentheycomemarchinghome——theymustlookgay!"

"Ah,don’t,lad,don’t!"Tomflungonearmabouttheother’sshoulderandCraileywassilent,butrestedhishandgentlyonhisfriend’shead。InthatattitudeFanchonfoundthemwhenshecame。

Thevolunteersgatheredatthecourt-housetwohoursbeforenoon。Theymeteachotherdismally,speakinginundertonesastheyformedinlinesoffour,whiletheirdispiritedfacesshowedthattheheartwasoutofthem。

Notsowiththecrowdsofcountryfolkandtownspeoplewholinedthestreetstoseethelastofthem。Forthese,whenthebandcamemarchingdownthestreetandtookitsplace,setuparoyalcheeringthatgrewlouderasJeffersonBareaud,thecolor-bearer,carriedtheflagtotheheadoftheprocession。Withtherecruitsmarchedtheveteransof1812

andtheIndianwars,theone-leggedcobblerstumpingalongbesideGeneralTrumble,wholookedverydejectedandold。Thelinesstoodinsilence,andrespondedtothecheeringbyquietlyremovingtheirhats;sothatthepeoplewhisperedthatitwasmorelikeanOddFellows’Sundayfuneralthanthedepartureofenthusiasticpatriotsfortheseatofwar。GeneralTrumble’swasnottheonlysadfaceintheranks;allweredowncastandnervous,eventhoseoftheladsfromthecountry,whohadnotknownthecomradetheyweretoleavebehind。

Jeffersonunfurledtheflag;Marshgavethewordofcommand,thebandbegantoplayaquick-step,andtheprocessionmovedforwarddownthecheeringlaneofpeople,whowavedlittleflagsandhandkerchiefsandthrewtheirhatsintheairastheyshouted。But,contrarytoexpectation,theparadewasnotdirectlyalongMainStreettotheriver。

"Rightwheel!March!"commandedTappingham,hoarsely,wavinghissword,andJeffersonledthewayintoCareweStreet。

"ForGod’ssake,don’tcrynow!"andTappingham,withalargedropstreakingdownhisowncheek,turnedsavagelyuponLieutenantCummings。

"Thatisn’twhathewants。Hewantstoseeuslookingcheeryandsmiling。

Wecandoitforhimthisonce,Iguess!Ineversawhimanyotherway。"

"Youlookdamnsmilingyourself!"snuffledWill。

"Iwillwhenweturninatthegates,"retortedhisCaptain。"Onmysoul,IswearI’llkilleverysnifflingidiotthatdoesn’t!——Inline,there!"bestormedferociouslyatabigrecruit。

ThelivelystrainsofthebandandtheshoutingofthepeoplegrewlouderandlouderintheroomwhereCraileylay。Hiseyesglistenedasheheard,andhesmiled,nottheoldsmileoftheworldlyprelate,butmerrily,likeachildwhenmusicisheard。Theroomwasdarkened,saveforthelightoftheonewindowwhichfellsoftlyuponhisheadandbreastanduponanotherfairheadclosetohis,whereFanchonknelt。IntheshadowsatoneendoftheroomwereMissBettyandMrs。TanberryandMrs。Bareaudandthewhite-

haireddoctorwhohadsaid,"Lethimhavehisownwayinallheasks。"

Tomstoodalone,closebytheheadofthecouch。

"Hailtotheband!"Craileychuckled,softly。"Howtherogueskeepthetime!It’s`RosintheBow,’allright!Ah,thatisasitshouldbe。

Mrs。Tanberry,youandIhaveonethingincommon,ifyou’llletmeflattermyselfsofar:we’vealwaysbelievedingoodcheerinspiteofthedevilandall,youandI,eh?Thebestofthings,evenifthingsarebad,dearlady,eh?"

"Youdarlingvagabond!"Mrs。Tanberrymurmured,tryingtosmilebacktohim。

"Harkto`em!"saidCrailey。"They’reverynear!Onlyhearthepeoplecheerthem!They’ll`marchawaysogaily,’won’tthey?——andhowrightthatis!"Thevanguardappearedinthestreet,andoverthehedgegleamedtheoncomingbanner,thefreshcolorsflyingoutonastrongbreeze。

Craileygreeteditwithabreathlesscry。"There’stheflag——look,Fanchon,yourflag!——。wavingabovethehedge;andit’sJeffwhocarriesit。Doesn’titalwaysmakeyouwanttodance!Bravo,bravo!"

Theprocessionhaltedforamomentinthestreetandthemusicceased。

Then,withajubilantflourishofbrassandtherollofdrums,thebandstruckup"TheStarSpangledBanner,"andJeffersonBareaudproudlyledthewaythroughthegatesanddownthedriveway,thebrightsilkstreamingoverhead。Behindhimbrisklymarchedthevolunteers,withheadserectandcheerfulfaces,astheyknewCorporalGraywishedtoseethem,theirCaptainflourishinghisswordintheair。

"Heretheycome!Doyousee,Fanchon?"criedCrailey,excitedly。"Theyareallthere,JeffandTappingham,andthetwoMadrillonsandWill,thedearoldfellow——he’llneverwriteadecentparagraphaslongashelives,Godblesshim!——andyoungFrank——whatdeviltriesI’veledtheboyinto!——

andthere’stheoldGeneral,forgettingallthetiffswe’vehad。Godblessthemallandgrantthemallasafereturn!Whatoneartharetheytakingofftheirhatsfor?——Ah,good-by,boys,good-by!"

Theysawthewhitefaceatthewindow,andtheslenderhandflutteringitsfarewell,andTappinghamhaltedhismen。

"ThreetimesthreeforCorporalGray!"heshouted,managing,somehow,tokeepthesmileuponhislips。"Threetimesthree,andmayherejoinhiscompanybeforeweentertheMexicancapital!"

Hebeatthetimeforthethunderouscheersthattheygave;theprocessiondescribedacircleonthelawn,andthen,withthebandplayingandcolorsflying,passedoutofthegatesandtookupthemarchtothewharf。

"theflag,theflag!"whisperedCrailey,followingitwithhiseyes。"Itshowsthatyouhelpedmakeit,Fanchon,it’ssobeautiful。Ah,Tom,they’vesaidweabusedit,sometimes——itwasonlythatweloveditsowellwedidn’tliketoseeanyonemakeitlooksillyormean。But,afterall,nomancandothat——no,nornogroupofmen,norparty!Hisvoicegrewlouderasthelaststrainsofthemusiccamemorefaintlyfromthestreet。

"They’lltakeyourbanneracrosstheRioGrande,Fanchon,butthatisnotall——somedayitsstarsmustspreadovertheworld!Don’tyouallseethattheywill?"

Afteralittlewhile,heclosedhiseyeswithasigh;thedoctorbentoverhimquickly,andMissBettystartedforwardunconsciouslyandcriedout。

Butthebrighteyesopenedagainandfixedthemselvesuponherwithalltheirold,gayinscrutability。

"Notyet,"saidCrailey。"MissCarewe,mayItellyouthatIamsorryI

couldnothaveknownyousooner?PerhapsyoumighthavelikedmeforFanchon’ssake——Iknowyoucareforher。"

"Ido——Ido!"shefaltered。"Iloveher,and——ah!——Idolikeyou,Mr。

Gray,forIknowyou,thoughInever——metyouuntil——lastnight。Godblessyou——Godblessyou!"

Shewaveredamoment,likealilyinthewind,andputoutahandblindly。

"Notyou!"shesaidsharply,asTomVanrevelstartedtowardher。Mrs。

Tanberrycamequicklyandputanarmabouther,andtogethertheywentoutoftheroom。

"Youmustbegoodtoher,Tom,"saidCraileythen,inaverylowvoice。

"I!"answeredTom,gently。"Therewasneverachanceofthat,lad。"

"Listen,"whisperedCrailey。"Leandown——no——closer。"HecastaquickglanceatFanchon,kneelingattheothersideofthebed,hergoldenheadonthewhitecoverlet,heroutstretchedhandclutchinghis;andhespokesoclosetoTom’searandinsolowatonethatonlyTomcouldhear。"Shenevercaredforme。Shefeltthatsheoughtto——butthatwasonlybecauseImasqueradedinyourhistory。ShewantedtotellmebeforeIwentawaythattherewasnochanceforme。Shewastellingmethat,whenhecalledfromthewindow。Itwasatthedance,thenightbefore,thatsheknew。I

thinktherehasbeensomeoneelsefromthefirst——Godsendit’syou!Didyouspeaktoherthatnightorshetoyou?"

"Ah,no,"saidTomVanrevel。"Alltheothers。"

Mrs。TanberryandBettyandMr。Bareaudwaitedinthelibrary,thetwowomenhuddledtogetheronasofa,withtheirarmsroundeachother,andallthehousewasverystill。Byandby,theyheardaprolonged,far-awaycheeringandthesteamer’swhistle,andknewthattheboatwasoff。Halfanhourlater,WillCummingscamebackalone,enteredtheroomontip-toe,andsilentlysankintoachairnearMr。Bareaud,withhisfaceawayfromMissBetty。HewastoremaininRouenanotherweek,andjoinhisregimentwithTom。Noneofthethreeappearedtonoticehiscomingmorethandimly,andhesatwithhisfacebowedinhishands,anddidnotmove。

Thusperhapsanhourpassed,withonlyasoundoffootstepsonthegravelofthedriveway,nowandthen,andalowmurmurofvoicesintherearofthehousewherepeoplecametoaskafterCrailey;andwhenthedooroftheroomwherehelaywasopened,thefourwatchersstartedasataloudexplosion。ItwasMrs。Bareaudandtheolddoctor,andtheyclosedthedooragain,softly,andcameintotheothers。TheyhadleftCraileyalonewithFanchonandTomVanrevel,thetwowholovedhimbest。

ThewarmdaybeyondthewindowsbecamelikeSunday,novoicessoundedfromwithoutinthenoonhush,thoughsometimesalittlegroupofpeoplewouldgatheracrossthestreettoeyethehousecuriouslyandnodandwhisper。

Thestrong,blueshadowsoftheverandapillarsstoleslowlyacrossthewhiteflooroftheporchinalesseningslant,andfinallylayallinaline,asthetallclockinacornerofthelibraryasthmaticallycoughedthehourofnoon。InthisjarringdiscordancetherewassomethingfrightfultoMissBetty。Sheroseabruptly,and,imperiouslywavingbackMrs。Tanberry,whowouldhavedetainedher——fortherewasinherfaceandmannertheincipientwildnessofcontroloverstrainedtothebreaking-

point——shewenthurriedlyoutoftheroomandoutofthehouse,totheoldbenchinthegarden。Thereshesankdown,herfacehiddeninherarms;

thereonthespotwhereshehadfirstseenCraileyGray。

>Fromthere,too,hadrisentheserenadeofthemanshehadspurnedandinsulted;andthereshehadcometoworshipthestarswhenCraileybadeherlooktothem。Andnowthestrangeyoungteacherwaspayingthebitterpriceforhisfooleries——andwhocoulddoubtthatthepricewasabitterone?Tohavethespiritsosuddenly,cruellyrivenfromthesprightlybodythatwas,butafewhoursago,haleandalert,obedienttoevery,pettywish,coulddance,run,andleap;tobeforcedwithsuchhideousprecipitationtoleavethewarmbreathofJuneandundergothelonelychange,mergingwiththeshadow;tobeflungfromtheexquisiteandcommonplacedayofsunshineintotheappallingadventurethatshouldnothavebeenhisforyears——andhurledintoitbywhathand!——ah,bitter,bitterpriceforaharlequinade!And,alas,alas!forthebraveharlequin!

Agentletouchfelluponhershoulder,andMissBettysprangtoherfeetandscreamed。ItwasNelsonwhostoodbeforeher,hatinhand,hisheaddeeplybowed。

"Ishewithyou?"shecried,clutchingatthebenchforsupport。

"No’m,"answeredtheoldman,humbly。"Ireckonweallain’goin’seedatmannomo`。"

"Whereishe?"

"Ondeway,honey,ondeway。"

"Theway——toRouen!"shegasped。

"No’m;hegoin’crossdebigwater。"Hestretchedouthishandandpointedsolemnlytotheeast。"Himan’mewecotchdeboat,an’yo’pamek`emtakendehossesonbode。DenwegitoffatLeeville,fivemile’

downderivuh,an’yo’pahol’deboatwhilesIridbackalonean’gitdenews,an’whatdetaleisyouallistole,f’umoleMist’Chen’eth;an’

Mist’Chen’eth,heridbackwidmean’seeyo’paatLeeville,an’deytalkindeshedbydelandin’,an’yo’patellMist’Chen’ethwhat`rangementshegoin’makewiddeproprety。`Denhegitondeboatag’inan’deysto’theragoin’;an’heain’wavenogood-by,nersaynomo’

wu’ds。Mist’Chen’ethridbackwhensdelightcome;butIres’dehossesan’comebackslow,`caseIponduhondeworl’,an’Imightysorryferyo’

pa,Missy。Heam’comin’backnomo’,honey,an’MizTanberryan’mean’

Mamie,wegoin’takekeereryou。Yo’pagonebackdahtodeF’enchmun,whuhhe`uzayoungman。Hemightysick,an’hescairt,honey;an’heain’goin’gitovahdat,neider。`Peahtome,Missy,likehedonehadavizhumerheownsoul,whenhecomean’lookdownatdatyoungmanlayin’

ondegrass,las’night!"

Theoldfellowbenthisbackbeforeherinasolemnbow,asafeudalretainerinallegiancetotheheir,butmoreindeferencetothesorrowwrittenuponher,andrespectingitsmagnitude。Withnowordsofcomfort,forheknewshewantedonlytobealone,hemovedaway,withinfirmstepsandshakinghead,towardtherearofthehouse。

MissBettythrewherselfuponthebenchagain,facedownwardinherarms。

Andstillthehouselayinsilenceunderthesunshine。

Anhourhadpassed,andtheshadowsslantedstronglytotheeast,whenthestillnesswasbrokenbyasound,lowandsmallatfirst,thenrisingfearfully,along,quaveringwailofsupremeanguish,thatclutchedandshookthelistener’sheart。NoonecouldhaverecognizedthevoiceasFanchon’s,yeteveryonewhohearditknewthatitwashers;andthatthesoulofCraileyGrayhadgoneoutuponthequestfortheHolyGrail。

MissBetty’shandsclenchedconvulsivelyroundthearmofthebenchandafitofshudderingseizedherasifwiththegripofaviolentchill,thoughhereyesweredry。Thenshelayquiet。

Alongtimeafterward,shebecameawareofastepthatpacedthegardenpathbehindher,andturnedherfaceuponherarmsothatshesaw,butmadenoothermotion。ItwasTomVanrevel,walkingslowlyupanddown,hishandsbehindhisbackandhishatpulledfardownoverhiseyes。Hehadnotseenher。

Sheroseandspokehisname。

Heturnedandcametoher。"Almostattheverylast,"hesaid,"Craileywhisperedtomethatbeknewyouthoughthimagreatscamp,buttotellyoutobesuretorememberthatitwasalltrueaboutthestars。"

CHAPTERXX

"Goodby"

Itwasbetweentwilightandcandlelight,thegentlehalf-hourwhenthekindoldSandManstealsupthestairsofhouseswherechildrenare;whenrusticloversstrollwithslowandquietstepsdowncountrylanes,andoldbachelorsareloneliestanddreamofthethingsthatmighthavebeen。

ThroughthesilenceoftheclearduskcamethewhistleoftheeveningboatthatwastobearTomVanrevelthroughthefirststageofhislongjourneytothefrontofwar,andthesoundfellcheerlesslyuponMissBetty’sear,asshestoodleaningagainstthesun-dialamongthelilacbushes。Herattitudewasnotoneofreverie;yetshestoodverystill,sostillthat,inthewanshimmerofthefadedafterglow,onemighthavepassedclosebyherandnothaveseenher。Thelong,darkfoldsofhergownshowedfaintlyagainstthegraystone,andherarms,barefromtheelbow,layacrossthefaceofthedialwithunrelaxedfingersclenchingthecornice;

herheaddrooping,notlanguidlybutwithtension,hereyeshalf-closed,showingthelashesagainstapalecheek;andthus,motionless,leaningonthestoneinthedusk,shemighthavebeenSorrow’sself。

Shedidnotmove,therewasnotevenaflickeroftheeyelashes,whenastepsoundedonthegravelofthedriveway,andVanrevelcameslowlyfromthehouse。Hestoppedatalittledistancefromher,hatinhand。Hewasverythin,wornandold-looking,andinthefailinglightmighthavebeentakenforatall,gentleghost;yethisshouldersweresquaredandheheldhimselfasstraightashehadthefirsttimeshehadeverseenhim。

"Mrs。TanberrytoldmeIshouldfindyouhere,"hesaid,hesitatingly。"I

havecometosaygood-by。"

Shedidnotturntowardhim,nordidmorethanherlipsmoveassheanswered,"Good-by,"andhertonewasneitherkindnorcold,butheldnomeaningwhatever,notevenindifference。

Therewasanintervalofsilence;then,withoutsurprise,hewalkedsadlytothegate,paused,wheeledaboutsuddenly,andreturnedwithaquick,firmstep。

"IwillnotgountilIknowthatIdonotmisunderstandyou,"hesaid,"notevenifthereisonlytheslightestchancethatIdo。Iwanttosaysomethingtoyou,ifyouwillletme,thoughnaturallyIrememberyouonceaskedmenevertospeaktoyouagain。ItisonlythatIhavethoughtyoudidthatunderamisconception,orelseIshouldstillobeyyou。Ifyou——"

"Whatisitthatyouwishtosay?"Hertonewasunchanged。

"OnlythatIthinkthehardesttimeforyouhaspassed,andthat——"

"Doyou?"sheinterrupted。

"Yes,"hereturned,"thesaddestofyourlife。Ithinkithasgoneforever。AndIthinkthatwhatwillcometoyouwillbeallyouwishfor。

Therewillbealittletimeofwaiting——"

"Waitingforwhat?"

Hedrewastepnearer,andhisvoicebecameverygentle。"CummingsandI

reachourregimenttomorrownight;andthereinthecampisagroupofmenonthewaytothewar,andtheyallgothemorebravelybecauseeachoneofthemhasyouinhisheart;——notonebutwillbeabettersoldierbecauseofyou。Iwantyoutobelievethatifallofthemdon’tcomeback,yettheonewhosesafetyyouthinkofandfearforwillreturn。

For,yousee,Craileytoldmewhatyousaidtohimwhen——whenhemetyouherethelasttime。Ihavenowaytoknowwhichofthemyoumeant;but——

hewillcomebacktoyou!Iamsureofit,becauseIbelieveyouaretobehappy。Ah,you’vehadyourallotmentofpain!Afterall,thereissolittletoregret:thetownseemsemptywithoutitsyoungmen,yetyoumayrejoice,rememberinghowbravelytheywentandhowgaily!TheywillsinghalfthewaytoVeraCruz!YouthinkitstrangeIshouldsaythereissolittletoregret,whenI’vejustlaidawaymybestfriend。Itwashisowndoctrine,andtheselfishpersonalgriefandsorenessgrowslesswhenI

thinkofthegallantendhemade,foritwashewhowentawaymostbravelyandjauntilyofall。Craileywasnofailure,unlessIletwhathetaughtmegotonoeffect。AndbesurehewouldhavetoldyouwhatItellyounow,thatalliswellwithallintheworld。"

"Please!"shecried,withaquickintakeofbreaththroughclosedteeth。

"Iwilldoanythingintheworldtopleaseyou,"heanswered,sorrowfully。

"Doyoumeanthat——"

Sheturnedatlastandfacedhim,butwithoutliftinghereyes。"Whydidyoucometosaygood-bytome?"

"Idon’tunderstand。"

"Ithinkyoudo。"Hervoicewascoldandsteady,butitwassuddenlygiventohimtoperceivethatshewastremblingfromheadtoheel。

Anexclamationofremorsebrokefromhim。

"Ah!Youcameheretobealone。I——"

"Stop,"shesaid。"Yousaidgood-bytomeoncebefore。Didyoucometosee——whatyousawthen?"

Hefellbackinutteramazement,butsheadvanceduponhimswiftly。"Wasitthat?"shecried。

Theunfortunateyoungmancouldmakenoreply,andremainedunabletodefendhimselffromherinexplicableattack。

"Youhavenotforgotten,"shewenton,impetuously。"Itwasinthecrowd,justbeforetheygaveyoutheflag。Yousaw——Iknowyousaw——anditkilledmewiththeshameofit!Nowyoucometometolookatthesamethingagain——andtheboatwaitingforyou!IsitinrevengeforthatnightattheBareauds’?Perhapsthissoundswildtoyou——Ican’thelpthat——butwhyshouldyoutrytomakeitharderforme?"

>Fromtheporchcameastrongvoice:"Vanrevel!"

"GodknowsIhaven’tmeantto,"saidTom,inbitterpain。"Idon’tunderstand。It’sCummingscallingforme;I’llgoatonce。I’dhoped,stupidlyenough,thatyouwouldtellmewhomitwasyoumeantwhenyouspoketoCrailey,sothatIcouldhelptomakeitsurerthathe’dcomebacktoyou。ButI’veonlyannoyedyou。Andyouwerehere——awayfromthehouse————avoidingme,andfearingthatI——"

"Vanrevel!"shoutedWilliam。(Mrs。TanberryhadnottoldLieutenantCummingswheretofindMissBetty。)

"Fearing?Yes?"

"FearingthatImightdiscoveryou。"Helethiseyesrestonherlovelinessoncemore,andashesawthatshestilltrembled,heextendedhishandtowardherinagestureofinfinitegentleness,likeablessing,heavedonegreatsigh,and,withheaderectandbodystraight,sethisfacemanfullytowardthehouse。

Hehadtakenthreestrideswhenhisheartstoppedbeatingatanineffabletouchonhissleeve。For,withasharpcry,shesprangtohim;andthen,oncemore,amongthelilacbusheswherehehadcaughtthewhitekitten,hishandwasseizedandheldbetweentwosmallpalms,andtheeyesofMissBettyCarewelookedintotheverysoulofhim。

"No!"shecried。"No!Fearingwithasickheartthatyoumightnotcome!"

Herpaleface,mistywithsweetness,waveredbeforehiminthedusk,andheliftedhisshakinghandtohisforehead;herownwentwithit,andthetouchofthatsteadiedhim。

"Youmean,"hewhispered,brokenly,"youmeanthatyou——"

"Yes,always,"sheanswered,rushingthroughthewords,halfintears。

"TherewasalittletimewhenIlovedwhatyourlifehadbeenmorethanyou。Ah,itwasyouthatIsawinhim。Yetitwasnotwhatyouhaddoneafterall,butjustyou!Iknewtherecouldnotbeanyoneelse——thoughI

thoughtitcouldneverbeyou——thatnight,justbeforetheygavetheflag。"

"We’velittletime,Vanrevel!"calledthevoicefromtheporch。

Tom’seyesfilledslowly。Heraisedthemandlookedatthenewlycomestars。"Crailey,Crailey!"hemurmured。

Hergazefollowedhis。"Ah,it’she——andthey——thatmakemeknowyouwillcomebacktome!"shesaid。

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