投诉 阅读记录

第4章

"I’mnotsurethatit’stheworstkindofluck,"returnedDemorest,withpersistentgravity;"andIsupposehe’ssatisfiedwithit。"

Butsoheterodoxanopiniononlyirritatedhisantagonistthemore,especiallyashenoticedthatthehandsomewomaninthebackseatappearedtobeinterestedintheconversation,andevensympatheticwithDemorest。Themanwasinthemainagood-naturedfellowandloyaltohisfriends;butthisdidnotprecludeanyvirulentcriticismofothers,andforamomenthehatedthisbronze-facedstranger,andevensawblemishesinthehandsomewoman’sbeauty。

"ThatmaybeYOURideaofanEasternman,"hesaidbluntly,"butI

kintellyethatCalifornyain’trunonthoselines。No,sir。"

Nevertheless,hiscuriositygotthebetterofhisillhumor,andasthecoachatlastpulledupatthecross-roadforDemoresttodescendhesmiledaffablyathisdepartingcompanion。

"Youallowedjustnowthatyou’dbinfiveyearsaway。Wharmoutyehavebin?"

"InEurope,"saidDemorestpleasantly。

"Ireckonedezmuch,"returnedhisinterrogator,smilingsignificantlyattheotherpassengers。"Butinwhatplace?"

"Oh,many,"saidDemorest,smilingalso。

"Butwhatplacewaryelastlivin’at?"

"Well,"saidDemorest,descendingthesteps,butlingeringforamomentwithhishandonthedoorofthecoach,"oddlyenough,nowyouremindmeofit——atHymettus!"

Heclosedthedoor,andthecoachrolledon。Thepassengerreddened,glancedindignantlyafterthedepartingfigureofDemorestandsuspiciouslyattheothers。Theladywaslookingfromthewindowwithafaintsmileonherface。

"Hemighthevgivenmeacivilanswer,"mutteredthepassenger,andresumedhisnovel。

WhenthecoachdrewupbeforeCarter’sHoteltheladygotdown,andthecuriosityofhersusceptiblecompanionswasgratifiedtotheextentoflearningfromtheregisterthathernamewasHorncastle。

Shewasshowntoaprivatesitting-room,whichchancedtobetheonewhichhadbelongedtoMrs。Barkerinthedaysofhermaidenhood,andwasthesacred,impenetrablebowertowhichsheretiredwhenherdailydutiesofwaitinguponherfather’sguestswereover。Butthebreathofcustomhadpassedthroughitsincethen,andbutlittleremainedofitsformermaidenglories,exceptafewschoolgirlcrayondrawingsonthewallandanunrecognizableportraitofherselfinoil,donebyawanderingartistandstillpreservedasareceiptforhisunpaidbill。OfthesefactsMrs。

Horncastleknewnothing;shewasevidentlypreoccupied,andaftershehadremovedherouterdusterandenteredtheroom,sheglancedattheclockonthemantel-shelfandthrewherselfwithanairofresignedabstractioninanarmchairinthecorner。Hertraveling-

dress,althoughunostentatious,wastastefulandwell-fitting;aslightpallorfromherfatiguingjourney,and,perhaps,fromsomeabsorbingthought,madeherbeautystillmorestriking。Shegaveevenanairofelegancetothefaded,wornadornmentsoftheroom,whichitistobefeareditneverpossessedinMissKitty’soccupancy。Againsheglancedattheclock。Therewasatapatthedoor。

"Comein。"

ThedooropenedtoaChineseservantbearingapieceoftornpaperwithanamewrittenonitinlieuofacard。

Mrs。Horncastletookit,glancedatthename,andhandedthepaperback。

"Theremustbesomemistake,"shesaid。"itdonotknowMr。

Steptoe。"

"No,butyouknowMEallthesame,"saidavoicefromthedoorwayasamanentered,coollytooktheChineseservantbytheelbowsandthrusthimintothepassage,closingthedooruponhim。"SteptoeandHorncastlearethesameman,onlyIprefertocallmyselfSteptoeHERE。AndIseeYOU’REdownontheregisteras’Horncastle。’

Well,it’spluckyofyou,andit’snotabadnametokeep;youmightbethankfulthatIhavealwaysleftittoyou。AndifIcallmyselfSteptoehereit’sagoodblindagainstanyofyourswellfriendsknowingyoumetyourHUSBANDhere。"

Inthehalf-scornful,half-resignedlookshehadgivenhimwhenheenteredtherewasnodoubtthatsherecognizedhimasthemanshehadcometosee。Hehadchangedlittleinthefiveyearsthathadelapsedsinceheenteredthethreepartners’cabinatHeavyTreeHill。HisshorthairandbeardstillclungtohisheadlikecurledmossorthecrispflocculenceofAstrakhan。Hewasdressedmorepretentiously,butstillgavethesameideaofvulgarstrength。

Shelistenedtohimwithoutemotion,butsaid,withevenadeepeningofscorninhermanner:——

"Whatnewshameisthis?"

"NothingNEW,"hereplied。"OnlyfiveyearsagoIwaslivin’overontheBaratHeavyTreeHillunderthenameofSteptoe,andfolksheremightrecognizeme。Iwasherewhenyourparticularfriend,JimStacy,whoonlyknewmeasSteptoe,anddoesn’tknowmeasHorncastle,yourHUSBAND,——forallhe’sboundupmypropertyforyou,——madehisbigstrikewithhistwopartners。Iwasinhiscabinthatverynight,anddrankhiswhiskey。Oh,I’mallrightthere!Ilefteverythingallrightbehindme——onlyit’sjustaswellhedoesn’tknowI’mHorncastle。Andastheboyhappenedtobetherewithme"——Hestopped,andlookedathersignificantly。

Theexpressionofherfacechanged。Eagerness,anxiety,andevenfearcameintoitinturn,butalwaysminglingwithsomescornthatdominatedher。"Theboy!"shesaidinavoicethathadchangedtoo;"well,whatabouthim?Youpromisedtotellmeall,——all!"

"Where’sthemoney?"hesaid。"HusbandandwifeareONE,Iknow,"

hewentonwithacoarselaugh,"butIdon’ttrustMYSELFinthesematters。"

Shetookfromatraveling-reticulethatlaybesideherarollofnotesandachamoisleatherbagofcoin,andlaidthemonthetablebeforehim。Heexaminedbothcarefully。

"Allright,"hesaid。"Iseeyou’vegotthechecksmadeout’tobearer。’Yourhead’slevel,Conny。Pityyouandmecan’tagree。"

"IwenttothebankacrossthewayassoonasIarrived,"shesaid,withcontemptuousdirectness。"ItoldthemIwasgoingovertoHymettusandmightwantmoney。"

Hedroppedintoachairbeforeherwithhisbroadheavyhandsuponhisknees,andlookedatherwithanequal,thoughbaser,contempt:

forhiswasmingledwithacertainprideofmasteryandpossession。

"And,ofcourse,you’llgotoHymettusandcutasplurgeasyoualwaysdo。ThebeautifulMrs。Horncastle!Thehelplessvictimofawretched,dissipated,disgraced,gamblinghusband。Sodreadfullysad,youknow,andsointeresting!Couldgetadivorcefromthebruteifshewanted,butwon’t,onaccountofherreligiousscruples。Andsowhilethebruteisgambling,swindling,disgracinghimself,anddodgingashothereandalynchcommitteethere,twoorthreehundredmilesaway,you’resplurgingroundinfirst-classhotelsandwatering-places,doingtheinjuredandabused,andrunafterbyalotofmenwhoarereadytotakemyplace,and,maybe,someofmyreputationalongwithit。"

"Stop!"shesaidsuddenly,inavoicethatmadetheglasschandelierring。Hehadrisentoo,withaquick,uneasyglancetowardsthedoor。Butheroutbreakpassedassuddenly,andsinkingbackintoherchair,shesaid,withherpreviousscornfulresignation,"Nevermind。Goon。YouKNOWyou’relying!"

Hesatdownagainandlookedathercritically。"Yes,asfarasyou’reconcernedIWASlying!Iknowyourstyle。Butasyouknow,too,thatI’dkillyouandthefirstmanIsuspected,andthereain’tajudgeorajuryinallCalifornythatwouldn’tletmegofreeforit,andevenconsider,too,thatithadwipedoffthewholeslateaginme——it’stomycredit!"

"Iknowwhatyoumencallchivalry,"shesaidcoldly,"butIdidnotcomeheretobuyaknowledgeofthat。Sonowaboutthechild?"

sheendedabruptly,leaningforwardagainwiththesamelookofeagersolicitudeinhereyes。

"Well,aboutthechild——ourchild——though,perhaps,IprefertosayMYchild,"hebegan,withacertainbrutalfrankness。"I’lltellyou。Butfirst,Idon’twantyoutotalkaboutBUYINGyourinformationofme。IfIhaven’ttoldyouanythingbefore,it’sbecauseIdidn’tthinkyououghterknow。IfIdidn’ttrustthechildtoYOU,it’sbecauseIdidn’tthinkyoucouldgoshashayingaboutwithachildthatwasthreeyearsoldwhenI"——hestoppedandwipedhismouthwiththebackofhishand——"madeanhonestwomanofyou——Ithinkthat’swhattheycallit。"

"But,"shesaideagerly,ignoringtheinsult,"Icouldhavehiddenitwherenoonebutmyselfwouldhaveknownit。Icouldhavesentittoschoolandvisiteditasarelation。"

"Yes,"hesaidcurtly,"likeallwomen,andthenblurteditoutsomedayandmadeitworse。"

"But,"shesaiddesperately,"evenTHEN,supposeIhadbeenwillingtotaketheshameofit!Ihavetakenmore!"

"ButIdidn’tintendthatyoushould,"hesaidroughly。

"Youareverycarefulofmyreputation,"shereturnedscornfully。

"Notbyad————dsight,"heburstout;"butIcareforHIS!I’mnotgoin’toletanymancallhimabastard!"

Callousasshehadbecomeevenunderthislastcruelblow,shecouldnotbutseesomethinginhiscoarseeyesshehadneverseenbefore;couldnotbuthearsomethinginhisbrutalvoiceshehadneverheardbefore!Wasitpossiblethatsomewhereinthedepthsofhissordidnaturehehadhisowncontemptiblesenseofhonor?A

hystericalfeelingcameoverherhithertopassivedisgustandscorn,butitdisappearedwithhisnextsentenceinahazeofanxiety。"No!"hesaidhoarsely,"hehadenoughwrongdonehimalready。"

"Whatdoyoumean?"shesaidimploringly。"Orareyouagainlying?

Yousaid,fouryearsago,thathehad’gotintotrouble;’thatwasyourexcuseforkeepinghimfromme。Orwasthatalie,too?"

Hismannerchangedandsoftened,butnotforanypityforhiscompanion,butratherfromsomechangeinhisownfeelings。"Oh,that,"hesaid,witharoughlaugh,"thatwasonlyakindo’

troubleanysassykidlikehimwaslikelytogetinto。Youain’tgotnocalltohearthat,for,"headded,withamomentaryreturntohispreviousmanner,"thewrongthatwasdonehimisMYlookout!

YouwanttoknowwhatIdidwithhim,howhe’sbeenlookedarter,andwhereheis?Youwanttheworthofyourmoney。That’ssquareenough。ButfirstIwantyoutoknow,thoughyoumayn’tbelieveit,thateveryredcentyou’vegivenmeto-nightgoestoHIM。Anddon’tyouforgetit。"

Forallhisvulgarfranknesssheknewhehadliedtohermanytimesbefore,——maliciously,wantonly,complacently,butneverevasively;

yettherewasagainthatsomethinginhismannerwhichtoldherhewasnowtellingthetruth。

"Well,"hebegan,settlinghimselfbackinhischair,"ItoldyouI

broughthimtoHeavyTreeHill。AfterIleftyouIwasn’tgoingtotrusthimtonoschool;heknewenoughforme;butwhenIleftthosepartswherenobodyknewyou,andgotalittlenearer’Frisco,wherepeoplemighthaveknownusboth,Ithoughtitbetternottotravelroundwithakido’thatsizeashisFATHER。SoIgotayoungfellowheretopasshimoffasHISlittlebrother,andlookafterhimandboardhim;andIpaidhimabigpriceforit,too,youbet!Youwouldn’tthinkitwasamanwho’snowswellingaroundhere,thetopo’thepile,thatevertookmoneyfromabrutelikeme,andforsuchschoolmasterwork,too;buthedid,andhisnamewasVanLoo,aclerkoftheDitchCompany。"

"VanLoo!"saidthewoman,withamovementofdisgust;"THATman!"

"What’sthematterwithVanLoo?"hesaid,withacoarselaugh,enjoyinghiswife’sdiscomfiture。"HespeaksFrenchandSpanish,andyououghterhearthekidrolloffthelingohe’sgotfromhim。

He’sgotstyle,andknowshowtodress,andyououghttoseethekidbowandscrape,andhowhecarrieshimself。Now,VanLoowasn’texactlymystyle,andIreckonIdon’thankerafterhimmuch,butheservedmypurpose。"

"Andthismanknows"——shesaid,withashudder。

"HeknowsSteptoeandtheboy,buthedon’tknowHorncastlenorYOU。Don’tyoubeskeert。He’sthelastmanintheworldwhowouldhankertoseemeorthekidagain,orwoulddaretosaythatheeverhad!Lord!I’dliketoseehisfastidiousmugifmeandEddywalkedinuponhimandhishigh-tonedmotherandsistersomearternoon。"Hethrewhimselfbackandlaughedaderisive,spasmodic,chokinglaugh,whichwassofarfrombeinggenialthatitevenseemedtoindicatealivelyappreciationofpaininothersratherthanofpleasureinhimself。Hehadoftenlaughedatherinthesameway。

"Andwhereishenow?"shesaid,withacompressedlip。

"Atschool。Where,Idon’ttellyou。Youknowwhy。Buthe’slookedafterbyme,andd————dwelllookedafter,too。"

Shehesitated,composedherfacewithaneffort,partedherlips,andlookedoutofthewindowintothegatheringdarkness。Thenafteramomentshesaidslowly,yetwithacertainprecision:——

"Andhismother?DoyouevertalktohimofHER?Does——doesheeverspeakofME?"

"Whatdoyouthink?"hesaidcomfortably,changinghispositioninthechair,andtryingtoreadherfaceintheshadow。"Come,now。

Youdon’tknow,eh?Well——no!NO!Youunderstand。No!He’sMY

friend——MINE!He’sstoodbymethroughthickandthin。Runatmyheelswheneverybodyelsefledme。Dodgedvigilancecommitteeswithme,laidoutinthebrushwithmewithhishandinminewhenthesheriff’sdeputieswerehuntin’me;shuthisjawclosewhen,ifhesquealed,he’dhavebeencalledanothervictimofthebruteHorncastle,andbeenaspettedandcanoodledasyou。"

Itwouldhavebeendifficultforanyonebutthewomanwhoknewthemanbeforehertohaveseparatedhisbrutishdelightinpainingherfromanotherfeelingshehadneverdreamthimcapableof,——anintenseandfierceprideinhisaffectionforhischild。Anditwasthemorehopelesstoherthatitwasnotthemeresentimentofreciprocation,butthematerialinstinctofpaternityinitsmostanimalform。Anditseemedhorribletoherthattheonlyoutcomeofwhathadbeenherownwild,youthfulpassionforthisbrutewasthisloveforthefleshofherflesh,forshewasmoreandmoreconsciousashespokethatheryearningfortheboywastheyearningofanequallydumbandunreasoningmaternity。Theyhadmetagainasanimals——infear,contempt,andangerofeachother;

buttheanimalhadtriumphedinboth。

Whenshespokeagainitwasasthewomanoftheworld,——thewomanwhohadlaughedtwoyearsagoattheirrepressibleBarker。"It’sanewthing,"shesaid,languidlyturningherringsonherfingers,"toseeyouintheroleofadotingfather。AndmayIaskhowlongyouhavehadthisamiableweakness,andhowlongitistolast?"

Tohersurpriseandthekeenretaliatingdelightofhersex,aconsciousflushcoveredhisfacetothecrispedgesofhisblackandmattedbeard。Foramomentshehopedthathehadlied。But,tohergreatersurprise,hestammeredinequalfrankness:"It’sgroweduponmeforthelastfiveyears——eversinceIwasalonewithhim。"Hestopped,clearedhisthroat,andthen,standingupbeforeher,saidinhisformervoice,butwithamoresettledandintensedeliberation:"Youwanterknowhowlongitwilllast,doye?Well,youknowyourspecialfriend,JimStacy——thebigmillionaire——thegreatJimoftheStockExchange——themanthatpinchesthemoneymarketofCalifornybetweenhisfingerandthumbandmakesitsquealinNewYork——themanwhoshakesthestockmarketwhenhesneezes?Well,itwillgoonuntilthatmanisabeggar;untilhehastoborrowadimeforhisbreakfast,andslumpoutofhislunchwithacent’sworthofratpoisonorabulletinhishead!It’llgoonuntilhisoldpartner——thatsoftyGeorgeBarker——comestothebottomofhisd————dfoolluckandisapenny-a-linerforthepapersandahanger-roundatfreelunches,andhisscatter-brainedwiferunsawaywithanotherman!It’llgoonuntilthehigh-tonedDemorest,thelastofthosethreelittletingodsofHeavyTreeHill,willhavetoclimbdown,andwillknowwhatIfeelandwhathe’smademefeel,andwillwishhimselfinhellbeforeheevermadethebigstrikeonHeavyTree!That’sme!Youhearme!I’mshoutin’!It’lllasttillthen!Itmaybenextweek,nextmonth,nextyear。Butit’llcome。Andwhenitdoescomeyou’llseemeandEddyjustwaltzin’inandtakin’thechiefseatsinthesynagogue!Andyou’llhaveafreepasstotheshow!"

Eitherhewastoointoxicatedwithhisvengefulvision,ortheshadowsoftheroomhaddeepened,buthedidnotseethequickflushthathadrisentohiswife’sfacewiththisallusiontoBarker,northeafter-settlingofherhandsomefeaturesintoadoggeddeterminationequaltohisown。Hisblindfuryagainstthethreepartnersdidnottouchhercuriosity;shewasonlystruckwiththeevidentdepthofhisemotion。Hehadneverbeenabraggart;hishostilityhadalwaysbeenlazyandcynical。

Rememberingthis,shehadafaintstirringofrespectfortheundoubtedcourageandconsciousnessofstrengthshowninthiswildbutsingle-handedcrusadeagainstwealthandpower;rather,perhaps,itseemedtohertocondoneherownweaknessinheryouthfulandinexplicablepassionforhim。Nowondershehadsubmitted。

"Thenyouhavenothingmoretotellme?"shesaidafterapause,risingandgoingtowardsthemantel。

"Youneedn’tlightupforme,"hereturned,risingalso。"Iamgoing。Unless,"headded,withhiscoarselaugh,"youthinkitwouldn’tlookwellforMrs。Horncastletohavebeensittinginthedarkwith——astranger!"Hepausedasshecontemptuouslyputdownthecandlestickandthrewtheunlitmatchintothegrate。"No,I’venothingmoretotell。He’safancy-lookingpup。You’dtakehimfortwenty-one,thoughhe’sonlysixteen——clean-limbedandperfect——butforonething"——Hestopped。Hemetherquicklookofinterrogation,however,withaloweringsilencethat,nevertheless,changedagainashesurveyedhererectfigurebythefaintlightofthewindowwithasardonicsmile。"Hefavorsyou,I

think,andinallbutonething,too。"

"Andthat?"shequeriedcoldly,asheseemedtohesitate。

"Heain’tashamedofME,"hereturned,withalaugh。

Thedoorclosedbehindhim;sheheardhisheavystepdescendthecreakingstairs;hewasgone。Shewenttothewindowandthrewitopen,asiftogetridoftheatmospherechargedwithhispresence,——apresencestillsopotentthatshenowknewthatforthelastfiveminutesshehadbeen,toherhorror,strugglingagainstitsmagnetism。Sheevenrecoilednowatthethoughtofherchild,asif,inthesenewconfidencesoverit,ithadrevivedtheoldintimacyinthislinkoftheircommonflesh。Shelookeddownfromherwindowonthesquareshoulders,thickthroat,andcrispmattedhairofherhusbandashevanishedinthedarkness,anddrewabreathoffreedom,——afreedomnotsomuchfromhimasfromherownweaknessthathewasbearingawaywithhimintotheexoneratingnight。

Sheshutthewindowandsankdowninherchairagain,butintheencompassingandcompassionateobscurityoftheroom。Andthiswasthemanshehadlovedandforwhomshehadwreckedheryounglife!

OrWASitlove?and,ifNOT,howwasshebetterthanhe?Worse;

forhewasmoreloyaltothatpassionthathadbroughtthemtogetheranditsresponsibilitiesthanshewas。Shehadsufferedtheperilsandpangsofmaternity,andyethadonlythemereanimalyearningforheroffspring,whilehehadtakenoverthetoilandduty,andeventhedevotion,ofparentagehimself。Butthensherememberedalsohowhehadfascinatedher——asimpleschoolgirl——byhissheerdomineeringstrength,andhowtheobjectionsofherparentstothiscoarseandcommonmanhadforcedherintoaclandestineintimacythatendedinhercompletesubjectiontohim。

Sherememberedthebirthofaninfantwhoseconcealmentfromherparentsandfriendswascompassedbyhislowcunning;sherememberedthelateatonementofmarriagepreferredbythemanshehadalreadybeguntoloatheandfear,andwhoshenowbelievedwaseageronlyforherinheritance。Sherememberedherabjectcompliancethroughthegreaterfearoftheworld,thestormyscenesthatfollowedtheirill-omenedunion,herfinalabandonmentofherhusband,andtheeffortsofherfriendsandfamilywhohadrescuedthelastofherpropertyfromhim。Shewasgladsherememberedit;

shedweltuponit,uponhiscruelty,hiscoarsenessandvulgarity,untilshesaw,asshehonestlybelieved,thehiddenspringsofhisaffectionfortheirchild。ItwasHISchildinnature,howeveritmighthavefavoredherinlooks;itwasHISownbrutalSELFhewasworshipinginhisbrutalprogeny。HowelsecouldithaveignoredHER——itsownmother?Sheneverdoubtedthetruthofwhathehadtoldher——shehadseenitinhisowntriumphanteyes。Andyetshewouldhavemadeakindmother;sherememberedwithasmileandaslightrisingofcolortheaffectionofBarker’sbabyforher;sherememberedwithadeepeningofthatcolorthethrillofsatisfactionshehadfeltinherhusband’sfulminationagainstMrs。Barker,and,morethanall,shefeltinhisblindandfoolishhatredofBarkerhimselfadeliciouscondonationofthestrangefeelingthathadsprungupinherheartforBarker’ssimple,straightforwardnature。

HowcouldHEunderstand,howcouldTHEYunderstand(bythepluralshemeantMrs。BarkerandHorncastle),acharactersoinnatelynoble。Inherstrangeattractiontowardshimshehadfeltacharmingsenseofwhatshebelievedwasasuperiorandevenmatronlyprotection;intheutterisolationofherlifenow——andwithherhusband’sfoolishabuseofhimringinginherears——itseemedasacredduty。Shehadlostason。Providencehadsentheranidealfriendtoreplacehim。Andthiswasquiteconsistent,too,withafaintsmilethatbegantoplayabouthermouthassherecalledsomeinstancesofBarker’sdelightfulandirresistibleyouthfulness。

Therewasaclatterofhoofsandthesoundofmanyvoicesfromthestreet。Mrs。Horncastleknewitwasthedowncoachchanginghorses;itwouldbeoffagaininafewmoments,and,nodoubt,bearingherhusbandawaywithit。Anewfeelingofreliefcameoverherassheatlastheardthewarning"Allaboard!"andthegreatvehicleclatteredandrolledintothedarkness,trailingitsburninglightsacrossherwallsandceiling。Butnowsheheardstepsonthestaircase,apausebeforeherroom,awhisperofvoices,theopeningofthedoor,therustleofaskirt,andalittlefemininecryofprotestasamanapparentlytriedtofollowthefigureintotheroom。"No,no!ItellyouNO!"remonstratedthewoman’svoiceinahurriedwhisper。"Itwon’tdo。Everybodyknowsmehere。Youmustnotcomeinnow。Youmustwaittobeannouncedbytheservant。Hush!Go!"

Therewasaslightstruggle,thesoundofakiss,andthewomansucceededinfinallyshuttingthedoor。Thenshewalkedslowly,butwithacertainfamiliaritytowardsthemantel,struckamatchandlitthecandle。ThelightshoneuponthebrighteyesandslightlyflushedfaceofMrs。Barker。Butthemotionlesswomaninthechairhadrecognizedhervoiceandthevoiceofhercompanionatonce。Andthentheireyesmet。

Mrs。Barkerdrewback,butdidnotutteracry。Mrs。Horncastle,witheyesevenbrighterthanhercompanion’s,smiled。ThereddeepenedinMrs。Barker’scheek。

"Thisismyroom!"shesaidindignantly,withasweepinggesturearoundthewalls。

"Ishouldjudgeso,"saidMrs。Horncastle,followingthegesture;

"but,"sheaddedquietly,"theyputMEintoit。Itappears,however,theydidnotexpectyou。"

Mrs。Barkersawhermistake。"No,no,"shesaidapologetically,"ofcoursenot。"Thensheadded,withnervousvolubility,sittingdownandtuggingathergloves,"Yousee,IjustrandownfromMarysvilletotakealookatmyfather’soldhouseonmywaytoHymettus。IhopeIhaven’tdisturbedyou。Perhaps,"shesaid,withsuddeneagerness,"youwereasleepwhenIcamein!"

"No,"saidMrs。Horncastle,"Iwasnotsleepingnordreaming。I

heardyoucomein。"

"Someofthesemenaresuchidiots,"saidMrs。Barker,withahalf-

hystericallaugh。"Theyseemtothinkifawomanacceptstheleastcourtesyfromthemthey’vearighttobefamiliar。ButIfancythatfellowwasalittleastonishedwhenIshutthedoorinhisface。"

"IfancyheWAS,"returnedMrs。Horncastledryly。"ButIshouldn’tcallMr。VanLooanidiot。Hehasthereputationofbeingacautiousbusinessman。"

Mrs。Barkerbitherlip。Hercompanionhadbeenrecognized。Sherosewithaslightflirtofherskirt。"IsupposeImustgoandgetaroom;therewasnobodyintheofficewhenIcame。EverythingisbadlymanagedheresincemyfathertookawaythebestservantstoHymettus。"Shemovedwithaffectedcarelessnesstowardsthedoor,whenMrs。Horncastle,withoutrisingfromherseat,said:——

"Whynotstayhere?"

Mrs。Barkerbrightenedforamoment。"Oh,"shesaid,withpolitedeprecation,"Icouldn’tthinkofturningyouout。"

"Idon’tintendyoushall,"saidMrs。Horncastle。"WewillstayheretogetheruntilyougowithmetoHymettus,oruntilMr。VanLooleavesthehotel。HewillhardlyattempttocomeinhereagainifIremain。"

Mrs。Barker,withahalf-laugh,satdownirresolutely。Mrs。

Horncastlegazedathercuriously;shewasevidentlyanoviceinthissortofthing。But,strangetosay,——andIleavetheethicsofthisforthesextosettle,——thefactdidnotsoftenMrs。

Horncastle’sheart,norintheleastqualifyherattitudetowardstheyoungerwoman。AfteranawkwardpauseMrs。Barkerroseagain。

"Well,it’sverygoodofyou,and——and——-I’lljustrunoutandwashmyhandsandgetthedustoffme,andcomeback。"

"No,Mrs。Barker,"saidMrs。Horncastle,risingandapproachingher,"youwillfirstwashyourhandsofthisMr。VanLoo,andgetsomeofthedustoftherendezvousoffyoubeforeyoudoanythingelse。YouCANdoitbysimplytellinghim,SHOULDYOUMEETHIMIN

THEHALL,thatIwassittingherewhenhecamein,andheardEVERYTHING!Dependuponit,hewon’ttroubleyouagain。"

ButMrs。Barker,thoughinexperiencedinlove,wasagoodfighter。

Thebestofthesexare。Shedroppedintotherocking-chair,andbeganrockingbackwardsandforwardswhilestilltuggingathergloves,andsaid,inagraduallywarmingvoice,"IcertainlyshallnotmagnifyMr。VanLoo’ssillinesstothatimportance。AndIhaveyettolearnwhatyoumeanbytalkingaboutarendezvous!AndI

wanttoknow,"shecontinued,suddenlystoppingherrockingandtiltingtherockersimpertinentlybehindher,as,withherelbowssquaredonthechairarms,shetiltedherownfacedefiantlyupintoMrs。Horncastle’s,"howawomaninyourposition——whodoesn’tlivewithherhusband——darestotalktoME!"

Therewasalullbeforethestorm。Mrs。Horncastleapproachednearer,and,layingherhandonthebackofthechair,leanedoverher,and,withawhitefaceandametallicringinhervoice,said:

"ItisjustbecauseIamawomanINMYPOSITIONthatIdo!ItisbecauseIdon’tlivewithmyhusbandthatIcantellyouwhatitwillbewhenyounolongerlivewithyours——whichwillbetheinevitableresultofwhatyouarenowdoing。ItisbecauseIWAS

inthispositionthattheverymanwhoispursuingyou,becausehethinksyouarediscontentedwithYOURhusband,oncethoughthecouldpursuemebecauseIhadleftMINE。Youareherewithhimalone,withouttheknowledgeofyourhusband;callitfolly,caprice,vanity,orwhatyoulike,itcanhavebutoneend——toputyouinmyplaceatlast,tobeconsideredthefairgameafterwardsforanymanwhomaysucceedhim。YoucantesthimandthetruthofwhatIsaybytellinghimnowthatIheardall。"

"Supposehedoesn’tcarewhatyouhaveheard,"saidMrs。Barkersharply。"Supposehesaysnobodywouldbelieveyou,if’telling’

isyourgame。Supposeheisafriendofmyhusbandandhethinkshimamuchbetterguardianofmyreputationthanawomanlikeyou。

Supposeheshouldbethefirstonetotellmyhusbandofthefoulslanderinventedbyyou!"

ForaninstantMrs。Horncastlewastakenabackbytheaudacityofthewomanbeforeher。SheknewthesimpleconfidenceandboyishtrustofBarkerinhiswifeinspiteoftheirsometimesstrainedrelations,andsheknewhowdifficultitwouldbetoshakeit。AndshehadnoideaofbetrayingMrs。Barker’ssecrettohim,thoughshehadmadethissceneinhisinterest。ShehadwishedtosaveMrs。Barkerfromacompromisingsituation,eveniftherewasacertainvindictivenessinherexposinghertoherself。Yetsheknewitwasquitepossiblenow,ifMrs。Barkerhadimmediateaccesstoherhusband,thatshewouldconvincehimofherperfectinnocence。Nevertheless,shehadstillgreatconfidenceinVanLoo’sfearofscandalandhisutterunmanliness。SheknewhewasnotinlovewithMrs。Barker,andthispuzzledherwhensheconsideredtheevidentriskhewasrunningnow。Herface,however,betrayednothing。ShedrewbackfromMrs。Barker,and,withanindifferentandgracefulgesturetowardsthedoor,said,assheleanedagainstthemantel,"Go,then,andseethismuch-abusedgentleman,andthengotogetherwithhimandmakepeacewithyourhusband——evenonthoseterms。IfIhavesavedyoufromtheconsequencesofyourfollyIshallbewillingtobearevenHIS

blame。"

"WhateverIdo,"saidMrs。Barker,risinghotly,"Ishallnotstayhereanylongertobeinsulted。"Sheflouncedoutoftheroomandsweptdownthestaircaseintotheoffice。Hereshefoundanoverworkedclerk,andwithcrimsoncheeksandflashingeyeswantedtoknowwhyinherownfather’shotelshehadfoundherownsitting-roomengaged,andhadbeenobligedtowaithalfanhourbeforeshecouldbeshownintoadecentapartmenttoremoveherhatandcloakin;andhowitwasthateventhegentlemanwhohadkindlyescortedherhadevidentlybeenunabletoprocureheranyassistance。Shesaidthisinasomewhathighvoice,whichmighthavereachedtheearsofthatgentlemanhadhebeeninthevicinity。Buthewasnot,andshewasforcedtomeetthesomewhatdazedapologiesoftheclerkalone,andtoaccompanythechambermaidtoaroomonlyafewpacesdistantfromtheoneshehadquitted。Hereshehastilyremovedherouterdusterandhat,washedherhands,andconsultedherexcitedfaceinthemirror,withthedoorajarandanearsensitivelyattunedtoanystepinthecorridor。Butallthiswaseffectedsorapidlythatshewasatlastobligedtositdowninachairnearthehalf-openeddoor,andwait。Shewaitedfiveminutes——ten——butstillnofootstep。Thenshewentoutintothecorridorandlistened,andthen,smoothingherface,sheslippeddownstairs,pastthedoorofthathatefulroom,andreappearedbeforetheclerkwithasmilingbutsomewhatpaleandlanguidface。Shehadfoundtheroomverycomfortable,butitwasdoubtfulwhethershewouldstayovernightorgoontoHymettus。Hadanybodybeeninquiringforher?Sheexpectedtomeetfriends。No!Andherescort——thegentlemanwhocamewithher——waspossiblyinthebilliard-roomorthebar?

"Ohno!Hewasgone,"saidtheclerk。

"Gone!"echoedMrs。Barker。"Impossible!Hewas——hewashereonlyamomentago。"

Theclerkrangabellsharply。Thestablemanappeared。

"Thattall,smooth-facedman,inahighhat,whocamewiththelady,"saidtheclerkseverelyandconcisely,——"didn’tyoutellmehewasgone?"

"Yes,sir,"saidthestableman。

"Areyousure?"interruptedMrs。Barker,withadazzlingsmilethat,however,maskedasuddentighteningroundherheart。

"Quitesure,miss,"saidthestableman,"forhewasintheyardwhenSteptoecame,aftermissingthecoach。HewantedabuggytotakehimovertotheDivide。Wehadn’tone,sohewentovertotheotherstables,andhedidn’tcomeback,soIreckonhe’sgone。I

rememberit,becauseSteptoecamebyaminuteafterhe’dgone,inanotherbuggy,andashewasgoingtotheDivide,too,Iwonderedwhythegentlemanhadn’tgonewithhim。"

"Andheleftnomessageforme?Hesaidnothing?"askedMrs。

Barker,quitebreathless,butstillsmiling。

"Hesaidnothin’tomebut’Isn’tthatSteptoeoverthere?’whenSteptoecamein。AndIrememberhesaiditkindersuddent——asifhewasremindedo’suthin’he’dforgot;andthenheaskedforabuggy。Yesee,miss,"addedtheman,withacertainroughconsiderationforherdisappointment,"that’smebbewhyhecleanforgottoleaveamessage。"

Mrs。Barkerturnedaway,andascendedthestairs。Selfishnessisquicktorecognizeselfishness,andshesawinaflashthereasonofVanLoo’sabandonmentofher。Somefearofdiscoveryhadalarmedhim;perhapsSteptoeknewherhusband;perhapshehadheardofMrs。Horncastle’spossessionofthesitting-room;perhaps——forshehadnotseenhimsincetheirplayfulstruggleatthedoor——hehadrecognizedthewomanwhowasthere,andtheselfishcowardhadrunaway。Yes;Mrs。Horncastlewasright:shehadbeenonlyamiserabledupe。

Hercheeksblazedassheenteredtheroomshehadjustquitted,andthrewherselfinachairbythewindow。ShebitherlipassherememberedhowforthelastthreemonthsshehadbeenslowlyyieldingtoVanLoo’scautiousbutinsinuatingsolicitation,fromaflirtationintheSanFranciscohoteltoaclandestinemeetinginthestreet;fromarideinthesuburbstoasupperinafastrestaurantafterthetheatre。Otherwomendiditwhowerefashionableandrich,asVanLoohadpointedouttoher。Otherfashionablewomenalsogambledinstocks,andhadtheirprivatebrokerina"Charley"ora"Jack。"WhyshouldnotMrs。Barkerhavebusinesswitha"Paul"VanLoo,particularlyasthisfastcrazepermittedsecretmeetings?——forbusinessofthiskindcouldnotbeconductedinpublic,andpermittedthefairgamblertocallatprivateofficeswithoutfearandwithoutreproach。Mrs。Barker’svanity,Mrs。Barker’sloveofceremonyandform,Mrs。Barker’ssnobbishness,wereflatteredbytheattentionsofthispolishedgentlemanwithaforeignname,whichevenhadtheflavorofnobility,whoneverpickedupherfanandhandedittoherwithoutbowing,andalwaysrosewhensheenteredtheroom。Mrs。Barker’sscantschoolgirlknowledgewastouchedbythisgentleman,whospokeFrenchfluently,anddelicatelyexplainedtoherthelibrettoofariskyoperabouffe。AndnowshehadfinallyyieldedtoameetingoutofSanFrancisco——andanostensiblevisit——stillasaspeculator——tooneortwominingdistricts——withHERBROKER。Thiswastheboldestofhersteps——anoriginalideaofthefashionableVanLoo——which,nodoubt,intimewouldbecomeacraze,too。Butitwasalongstep——andtherewasastreakofrusticdecoruminMrs。Barker’snature——theinstinctthatmadeKittyCarterkeepaperfectlysecludedanddistinctsitting-roominthedayswhensheservedherfather’sguests——thatnowhadimpelledhertomakeitaprovisothatthefirststepofherjourneyshouldbefromheroldhomeinherfather’shotel。Itwasthisinstinctoftheproprietiesthathadrevivedinhersuddenlyatthedooroftheoldsitting-room。

Thenanewphaseofthesituationflasheduponher。ItwashardforhervanitytoacceptVanLoo’sdesertionasvoluntaryandfinal。Whatifthathatefulwomanhadluredhimawaybysometrickorartfullydesignedmessage?Shewascapableofsuchmeannesstoinsurethefulfillmentofherprophecy。Or,moredreadfulthought,whatifshehadsomeholdonhisaffections——shehadsaidthathehadpursuedher;or,moreinfamousstill,thereweresomesecretunderstandingbetweenthem,andthatshe——Mrs。Barker——wasthedupeofthemboth!Whatwasshedoinginthehotelatsuchamoment?

WhatwasherstoryofgoingtoHymettusbutalieastransparentasherown?Thetorturesofjealousy,whichisasoftentheincentiveasitistheresultofpassion,begantorackher。Shehadprobablyyetknownnorealpassionforthisman;butwiththethoughtofhisabandoningher,andtheconceptionofhisfaithlessness,camethewishtoholdandkeephimthatwasdangerouslynearit。Whatifhewereeventheninthatroom,theroomwhereshehadsaidshewouldnotstaytobeinsulted,andthey,thussecuredagainstherintrusion,werelaughingathernow?

Shehalfroseatthethought,butasoundofahorse’shoofsinthestable-yardarrestedher。Sherantothewindowwhichgaveuponit,and,crouchingdownbesideit,listenedeagerly。Theclatterofhoofsceased;thestablemanwastalkingtosomeone;suddenlysheheardthestablemansay,"Mrs。Barkerishere。"Herheartleaped,——VanLoohadreturned。

Butherethevoiceoftheothermanwhichshehadnotyetheardaroseforthefirsttimeclearanddistinct。"Areyouquitesure?

Ididn’tknowsheleftSanFrancisco。"

Theroomreeledaroundher。ThevoicewasGeorgeBarker’s,herhusband!"Verywell,"hecontinued。"Youneedn’tputupmyhorseforthenight。Imaytakeherbackalittlelaterinthebuggy。"

Inanothermomentshehadsweptdownthepassage,andburstintotheotherroom。Mrs。Horncastlewassittingbythetablewithabookinherhand。Shestartedasthehalf-maddenedwomanclosedthedoor,lockeditbehindher,andcastherselfonherkneesatherfeet。

"Myhusbandishere,"shegasped。"WhatshallIdo?Inheaven’snamehelpme!"

"IsVanLoostillhere?"saidMrs。Horncastlequickly。

"No;gone。HewentwhenIcame。"

Mrs。Horncastlecaughtherhandandlookedintentlyintoherfrightenedface。"Thenwhathaveyoutofearfromyourhusband?"

shesaidabruptly。

"Youdon’tunderstand。Hedidn’tknowIwashere。HethoughtmeinSanFrancisco。"

"Doesheknowitnow?"

"Yes。Iheardthestablemantellhim。Couldn’tyousayIcameherewithyou;thatwewereheretogether;thatitwasjustalittlefreakofours?Oh,do!"

Mrs。Horncastlethoughtamoment。"Yes,"shesaid,"we’llseehimheretogether。"

"Ohno!no!"saidMrs。Barkersuddenly,clingingtoherdressandlookingfearfullytowardsthedoor。"Icouldn’t,COULDN’Tseehimnow。SayI’msick,tiredout,gonetomyroom。"

"Butyou’llhavetoseehimlater,"saidMrs。Horncastlewonderingly。

"Yes,buthemaygofirst。Iheardhimtellthemnottoputuphishorse。"

"Good!"saidMrs。Horncastlesuddenly。"Gotoyourroomandlockthedoor,andI’llcometoyoulater。Stop!WouldMr。BarkerbelikelytodisturbyouifItoldhimyouwouldliketobealone?"

"No,heneverdoes。Ioftentellhimthat。"

Mrs。Horncastlesmiledfaintly。"Come,quick,then,"shesaid,"forhemaycomeHEREfirst。"

Openingthedoorshepassedintothehalf-darkandemptyhall。

"Nowrun!"SheheardthequickrustleofMrs。Barker’sskirtdieawayinthedistance,theopeningandshuttingofadoor——silence——

andthenturnedbackintoherownroom。

Shewasnonetoosoon。PresentlysheheardBarker’svoicesaying,"Thankyou,Icanfindtheway,"hisstillbuoyantsteponthestaircase,andthensawhisbrowncurlsrisingabovetherailing。

Thelightstreamingthroughtheopendoorofthesittingroomintothehalf-lithallhadpartiallydazzledhim,and,alreadybewildered,hewasstillmoredazzledattheunexpectedapparitionofthesmilingfaceandbrighteyesofMrs。Horncastlestandinginthedoorway。

"Youhavefairlycaughtus,"shesaid,withcharmingcomposure;

"butIhadhalfamindtoletyouwanderroundthehotelalittlelonger。Comein。"Barkerfollowedherinmechanically,andsheclosedthedoor。"Now,sitdown,"shesaidgayly,"andtellmehowyouknewwewerehere,andwhatyoumeanbysurprisingusatthishour。"

Barker’sreadycoloralwaysroseonmeetingMrs。Horncastle,forwhomheentertainedarespectfuladmiration,notwithoutsomefearofherworldlysuperiority。Heflushed,bowed,andstaredsomewhatblanklyaroundtheroom,atthefamiliarwalls,atthechairfromwhichMrs。Horncastlehadjustrisen,andfinallyathiswife’sglove,whichMrs。Horncastlehadamomentbeforeostentatiouslythrownonthetable。Seeingwhichshepounceduponitwithassumedarchness,andpretendedtoconcealit。

"Ihadnoideamywifewashere,"hesaidatlast,"andIwasquitesurprisedwhenthemantoldme,forshehadnotwrittentomeaboutit。"Ashisfacewasbrightening,sheforthefirsttimenoticedthathisfrankgrayeyeshadanabstractedlook,andtherewasafaintlineofcontractiononhisyouthfulforehead。"Stillless,"

headded,"didIlookforthepleasureofmeetingyou。ForIonlycameheretoinquireaboutmyoldpartner,Demorest,whoarrivedfromEuropeafewdaysago,andwhoshouldhavereachedHymettusearlythisafternoon。ButnowIhearhecameallthewaybycoachinsteadofbyrail,andgotoffatthecross-road,andwemusthavepassedeachotheronthedifferenttrails。Somyjourneywouldhavegonefornothing,onlythatInowshallhavethepleasureofgoingbackwithyouandKitty。Itwillbealovelydrivebymoonlight。"

Relievedbythisrevelation,itwaseasyworkforMrs。Horncastletolaunchoutintoaplayful,tantalizing,witty——but,Igrievetosay,entirelyimaginative——accountofherescapadewithMrs。

Barker。How,leftaloneattheSanFranciscohotelwhiletheirgentlemenfriendswereenjoyingthemselvesatHymettus,theyresolveduponalittletrip,partlyforthepurposeoflookingintosomesmallinvestmentsoftheirown,andpartlyforthefunofthething。Whatfunnyexperiencestheyhad!How,inparticular,onehorridinquisitive,vulgarwretchhadbeenboringaEuropeanfellowpassengerwhowasgoingtoHymettus,finallyaskinghimwherehehadcomefromlast,andwhenheanswered"Hymettus,"thoughtthemanwasinsultinghim——

"But,"interruptedthelaughingBarker,"thatpassengermayhavebeenDemorest,whohasjustcomefromGreece,andsurelyKittywouldhaverecognizedhim。"

Mrs。Horncastleinstantlysawherblunder,andnotonlyretrievedit,butturnedittoaccount。Ah,yes!butbythattimepoorKitty,unusedtolongjourneysandtheheat,wasutterlyfaggedout,wasasleep,andperfectlyunrecognizableinveilsanddustersonthebackseatofthecoach。Andthisbroughthertothepoint——

whichwas,thatshewassorrytosay,onarriving,thepoorchildwasnearlywildwithaheadachefromfatigueandhadgonetobed,andshehadpromisednottodisturbher。

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