投诉 阅读记录

第8章

"Let’sstopatthefirsthouse,then,"saidCarry。

"Thefirsthouse,"saidAddy,peeringthroughthegatheringdarkness,"isSquireRobinson’s。"ShedartedamischievousglanceatCarry,that,eveninherdiscomfortandfear,broughtthequickbloodtohercheek。

"Oh,yes!"saidKatewithgloomyirony,"certainly;stopatthesquire’sbyallmeans,andbeinvitedtotea,andbedrivenhomeafterteabyyourdearfriendMr。Harry,withaformalapologyfromMrs。Robinson,andhopesthattheyoungladiesmaybeexcusedthistime。No!"continuedKatewithsuddenenergy。"ThatmaysuitYOU;

butI’mgoingbackasIcame,——bythewindow,ornotatall。"Thenshepouncedsuddenly,likeahawk,onCarry,whowasbetrayingatendencytositdownonasnowbank,andwhimper,andshookherbriskly。"You’llbegoingtosleepnext。Stay,holdyourtongues,allofyou,——what’sthat?"

Itwasthesoundofsleigh-bells。Comingdowntowardthemoutofthedarknesswasasleighwithasingleoccupant。"Holddownyourheads,girls:ifit’sanybodythatknowsus,we’relost。"Butitwasnot;foravoicestrangetotheirears,butwithalverykindlyandpleasant,askedifitsownercouldbeofanyhelptothem。Astheyturnedtowardhim,theysawitwasamanwrappedinahandsomesealskincloak,wearingasealskincap;hisface,halfconcealedbyamufflerofthesamematerial,disclosingonlyapairoflongmustaches,andtwokeendarkeyes。"It’sasonofoldSantaClaus!"whisperedAddy。Thegirlstitteredaudiblyastheytumbledintothesleigh:theyhadregainedtheirformerspirits。"WhereshallItakeyou?"saidthestrangerquietly。Therewasahurriedwhispering;andthenKatesaidboldly,"TotheInstitute。"Theydrovesilentlyupthehill,untilthelong,asceticbuildingloomedupbeforethem。Thestrangerreinedupsuddenly。"YouknowthewaybetterthanI,"hesaid。"Wheredoyougoin?"——"Throughtheback-window,"saidKatewithsuddenandappallingfrankness。"I

see!"respondedtheirstrangedriverquietly,and,alightingquickly,removedthebellsfromthehorses。"Wecandriveasnearasyoupleasenow,"headdedbywayofexplanation。"HecertainlyisasonofSantaClaus,"whisperedAddy。"Hadn’twebetteraskafterhisfather?""Hush!"saidKatedecidedly。"Heisanangel,Idaresay。"Sheaddedwithadeliciousirrelevance,whichwas,however,perfectlyunderstoodbyherfeminineauditors,"Wearelookinglikethreefrights。"

Cautiouslyskirtingthefences,theyatlastpulledupafewfeetfromadarkwall。Thestrangerproceededtoassistthemtoalight。

Therewasstillsomelightfromthereflectedsnow;and,ashehandedhisfaircompanionstotheground,eachwasconsciousofundergoinganintensethoughrespectfulscrutiny。Heassistedthemgravelytoopenthewindow,andthendiscreetlyretiredtothesleighuntilthedifficultandsomewhatdiscomposingingresswasmade。Hethenwalkedtothewindow,"Thankyouandgood-night!"

whisperedthreevoices。Asinglefigurestilllingered。Thestrangerleanedoverthewindow-sill。"Willyoupermitmetolightmycigarhere?itmightattractattentionifIstruckamatchoutside。"BytheupspringinglighthesawthefigureofKateverycharminglyframedinbythewindow。Thematchburntslowlyoutinhisfingers。Katesmiledmischievously。Theastuteyoungwomanhaddetectedthepitiablesubterfuge。Forwhatelsedidshestandattheheadofherclass,andhaddotingparentspaidthreeyears’

tuition?

Thestormhadpassed,andthesunwasshiningquitecheerilyintheeasternrecitation-roomthenextmorning,whenMissKate,whoseseatwasnearestthewindow,placingherhandpatheticallyuponherheart,affectedtofallinbashfulandextremeagitationupontheshoulderofCarryherneighbor。"HEhascome,"shegaspedinathrillingwhisper。"Who?"askedCarrysympathetically,whoneverclearlyunderstoodwhenKatewasinearnest。"Who?——why,themanwhorescueduslastnight!Isawhimdrivetothedoorthismoment。Don’tspeak:Ishallbebetterinamoment——there!"shesaid;andtheshamelesshypocritepassedherhandpatheticallyacrossherforeheadwithatragicair。

"Whatcanhewant?"askedCarry,whosecuriositywasexcited。

"Idon’tknow,"saidKate,suddenlyrelapsingintogloomycynicism。

"Possiblytoputhisfivedaughterstoschool;perhapstofinishhisyoungwife,andwarnheragainstus。"

"Hedidn’tlookold,andhedidn’tseemlikeamarriedman,"

rejoinedAddythoughtfully。

"Thatwashisart,youpoorcreature!"returnedKatescornfully。

"Youcannevertellanythingofthesemen,theyaresodeceitfulBesides,it’sjustmyfate!"

"Why,Kate,"beganCarry,inseriousconcern。

"Hush!MissWalkerissayingsomething,"saidKate,laughing。

"Theyoungladieswillpleasegiveattention,"saidaslow,perfunctoryvoice。"MissCarryTretherickiswantedintheparlor。"

MeantimeMr。JackPrince,thenamegivenonthecard,andvariouslettersandcredentialssubmittedtotheRev。Mr。Crammer,pacedthesomewhatsevereapartmentknownpubliclyasthe"receptionparlor,"andprivatelytothepupilsas"purgatory。"Hiskeeneyeshadtakeninthevariousrigiddetails,fromtheflatsteam"radiator,"likeanenormousjapannedsoda-cracker,thatheatedoneendoftheroom,tothemonumentalbustofDr。Crammer,thathopelesslychilledtheother;fromtheLord’sPrayer,executedbyaformerwriting-masterinsuchgratuitousvarietyofelegantcalligraphictriflingastoconsiderablyabatetheseriousvalueofthecomposition,tothreeviewsofGenoafromtheInstitute,whichnobodyeverrecognized,takenonthespotbythedrawing-teacher;

fromtwoilluminatedtextsofScriptureinanEnglishLetter,sogratuitouslyandhideouslyremoteastochillallhumaninterest,toalargephotographoftheseniorclass,inwhichtheprettiestgirlswereEthiopianincomplexion,andsat,apparently,oneachother’sheadsandshoulders。Hisfingershadturnedlistlesslytheleavesofschool-catalogues,the"Sermons"ofDr。Crammer,the"Poems"ofHenryKirkeWhite,the"LaysoftheSanctuary"and"LivesofCelebratedWomen。"Hisfancy,anditwasanervouslyactiveone,hadgoneoverthepartingsandgreetingsthatmusthavetakenplacehere,andwonderedwhytheapartmenthadyetcaughtsolittleoftheflavorofhumanity;indeed,Iamafraidhehadalmostforgottentheobjectofhisvisit,whenthedooropened,andCarryTretherickstoodbeforehim。

Itwasoneofthosefaceshehadseenthenightbefore,prettiereventhanithadseemedthen;andyetIthinkhewasconsciousofsomedisappointment,withoutknowingexactlywhy。Herabundantwavinghairwasofaguinea-goldentint,hercomplexionofapeculiarflower-likedelicacy,herbrowneyesofthecolorofseaweedindeepwater。Itcertainlywasnotherbeautythatdisappointedhim。

Withoutpossessinghissensitivenesstoimpression,Carrywas,onherpart,quiteasvaguelyillatease。Shesawbeforeheroneofthosemenwhomthesexwouldvaguelygeneralizeas"nice,"thatistosay,correctinallthesuperficialappointmentsofstyle,dress,mannersandfeature。Yettherewasadecidedlyunconventionalqualityabouthim:hewastotallyunlikeanythingoranybodythatshecouldremember;and,astheattributesoforiginalityareoftenasapttoalarmastoattractpeople,shewasnotentirelyprepossessedinhisfavor。

"Icanhardlyhope,"hebeganpleasantly,"thatyourememberme。

Itiselevenyearsago,andyouwereaverylittlegirl。IamafraidIcannotevenclaimtohaveenjoyedthatfamiliaritythatmightexistbetweenachildofsixandayoungmanoftwenty-one。

Idon’tthinkIwasfondofchildren。ButIknewyourmotherverywell。Iwaseditorof’TheAvalanche’inFiddletown,whenshetookyoutoSanFrancisco。"

"Youmeanmystepmother:shewasn’tmymother,youknow,"

interposedCarryhastily。

Mr。Princelookedathercuriously。"Imeanyourstepmother,"hesaidgravely。"Ineverhadthepleasureofmeetingyourmother。"

"No:MOTHERhasn’tbeeninCaliforniathesetwelveyears。"

Therewasanintentionalemphasizingofthetitleandofitsdistinction,thatbegantocoldlyinterestPrinceafterhisfirstastonishmentwaspast。

"AsIcomefromyourstepmothernow,"hewentonwithaslightlaugh,"Imustaskyoutogobackforafewmomentstothatpoint。

Afteryourfather’sdeath,yourmother——Imeanyourstepmother——

recognizedthefactthatyourmother,thefirstMrs。Tretherick,waslegallyandmorallyyourguardian,and,althoughmuchagainstherinclinationandaffections,placedyouagaininhercharge。"

"Mystepmothermarriedagainwithinamonthafterfatherdied,andsentmehome,"saidCarrywithgreatdirectness,andthefaintesttossofherhead。

Mr。Princesmiledsosweetly,andapparentlysosympathetically,thatCarrybegantolikehim。Withnoothernoticeoftheinterruptionhewenton,"Afteryourstepmotherhadperformedthisactofsimplejustice,sheenteredintoanagreementwithyourmothertodefraytheexpensesofyoureducationuntilyoureighteenthyear,whenyouweretoelectandchoosewhichofthetwoshouldthereafterbeyourguardian,andwithwhomyouwouldmakeyourhome。Thisagreement,Ithink,youarealreadyawareof,and,Ibelieve,knewatthetime。"

"Iwasamerechildthen,"saidCarry。

"Certainly,"saidMr。Prince,withthesamesmile。"Stilltheconditions,Ithink,haveneverbeenoppressivetoyounoryourmother;andtheonlytimetheyarelikelytogiveyoutheleastuneasinesswillbewhenyoucometomakeupyourmindinthechoiceofyourguardian。Thatwillbeonyoureighteenthbirthday,——the20th,Ithink,ofthepresentmonth。"

Carrywassilent。

"PraydonotthinkthatIamheretoreceiveyourdecision,evenifitbealreadymade。Ionlycametoinformyouthatyourstepmother,Mrs。Starbottle,willbeintownto-morrow,andwillpassafewdaysatthehotel。Ifitisyourwishtoseeherbeforeyoumakeupyourmind,shewillbegladtomeetyou。Shedoesnot,however,wishtodoanythingtoinfluenceyourjudgment。"

"Doesmotherknowsheiscoming?"saidCarryhastily。

"Idonotknow,"saidPrincegravely。"Ionlyknow,that,ifyouconcludetoseeMrs。Starbottle,itwillbewithyourmother’spermission。Mrs。Starbottlewillkeepsacredlythispartoftheagreement,madetenyearsago。Butherhealthisverypoor;andthechangeandcountryquietofafewdaysmaybenefither。"Mr。

Princebenthiskeen,brighteyesupontheyounggirl,andalmostheldhisbreathuntilshespokeagain。

"Mother’scomingupto-dayorto-morrow,"shesaid,lookingup。

"Ah!"saidMr。Princewithasweetandlanguidsmile。

"IsCol。Starbottleheretoo?"askedCarry,afterapause。

"Col。Starbottleisdead。Yourstepmotherisagainawidow。"

"Dead!"repeatedCarry。

"Yes,"repliedMr。Prince。"Yourstep-motherhasbeensingularlyunfortunateinsurvivingheraffections。"

Carrydidnotknowwhathemeant,andlookedso。Mr。Princesmiledre-assuringly。

PresentlyCarrybegantowhimper。

Mr。Princesoftlysteppedbesideherchair。

"Iamafraid,"hesaidwithaverypeculiarlightinhiseye,andasingulardroppingofthecornersofhismustache,——"Iamafraidyouaretakingthistoodeeply。Itwillbesomedaysbeforeyouarecalledupontomakeadecision。Letustalkofsomethingelse。I

hopeyoucaughtnocoldlastevening。"

Carry’sfaceshoneoutagainindimples。

"Youmusthavethoughtussoqueer!Itwastoobadtogiveyousomuchtrouble。"

"None,whatever,Iassureyou。Mysenseofpropriety,"headdeddemurely,"whichmighthavebeenoutraged,hadIbeencalledupontohelpthreeyoungladiesoutofaschoolroomwindowatnight,wasdeeplygratifiedatbeingabletoassisttheminagain。"Thedoor-

bellrangloudly,andMr。Princerose。"Takeyourowntime,andthinkwellbeforeyoumakeyourdecision。"ButCarry’searandattentionweregiventothesoundofvoicesinthehall。Atthesamemoment,thedoorwasthrownopen,andaservantannounced,"Mrs。TretherickandMr。Robinson。"

TheafternoontrainhadjustshriekedoutitsusualindignantprotestatstoppingatGenoaatall,asMr。JackPrinceenteredtheoutskirtsofthetown,anddrovetowardshishotel。Hewasweariedandcynical。Adriveofadozenmilesthroughunpicturesqueoutlyingvillages,pastsmalleconomicfarmhouses,andhideousvillasthatviolatedhisfastidioustaste,had,Ifear,leftthatgentlemaninacaptiousstateofmind。Hewouldhaveevenavoidedhistaciturnlandlordashedroveuptothedoor;butthatfunctionarywaylaidhimonthesteps。"There’saladyinthesittin’-room,waitin’forye。"Mr。Princehurriedupstairs,andenteredtheroomasMrs。Starbottleflewtowardshim。

Shehadchangedsadlyinthelasttenyears。Herfigurewaswastedtohalfitssize。Thebeautifulcurvesofherbustandshoulderswerebrokenorinverted。Theoncefull,roundedarmwasshrunkeninitssleeve;andthegoldenhoopsthatencircledherwanwristsalmostslippedfromherhandsasherlong,scantfingersclosedconvulsivelyaroundJack’s。Hercheek-boneswerepaintedthatafternoonwiththehecticoffever:somewhereinthehollowsofthosecheekswereburiedthedimplesoflongago;buttheirgraveswereforgotten。Herlustrouseyeswerestillbeautiful,thoughtheorbitsweredeeperthanbefore。Hermouthwasstillsweet,althoughthelipspartedmoreeasilyoverthelittleteeth,andeveninbreathing,andshowedmoreofthemthanshewaswonttodobefore。Thegloryofherblondehairwasstillleft:itwasfiner,moresilkenandethereal,yetitfailedeveninitsplenitudetocoverthehollowsoftheblue-veinedtemples。

"Clara!"saidJackreproachfully。

"Oh,forgiveme,Jack!"shesaid,fallingintoachair,butstillclingingtohishand,"forgiveme,dear;butIcouldnotwaitlonger。Ishouldhavedied,Jack,——diedbeforeanothernight。

Bearwithmealittlelonger(itwillnotbelong),butletmestay。Imaynotseeher,Iknow;Ishallnotspeaktoher:butit’ssosweettofeelthatIamatlastnearher,thatIbreathethesameairwithmydarling。Iambetteralready,Jack,Iamindeed。Andyouhaveseenherto-day?Howdidshelook?Whatdidshesay?Tellmeall,everything,Jack。Wasshebeautiful?Theysaysheis。Hasshegrown?Wouldyouhaveknownheragain?Willshecome,Jack?Perhapsshehasbeenherealready;perhaps,"shehadrisenwithtremulousexcitement,andwasglancingatthedoor,——

"perhapssheisherenow。Whydon’tyouspeak,Jack?Tellmeall。"

Thekeeneyesthatlookeddownintoherswereglisteningwithaninfinitetendernessthatnone,perhaps,butshewouldhavedeemedthemcapableof。"Clara,"hesaidgentlyandcheerily,"tryandcomposeyourself。Youaretremblingnowwiththefatigueandexcitementofyourjourney。IhaveseenCarry:sheiswellandbeautiful。Letthatsufficeyounow。"

Hisgentlefirmnesscomposedandcalmedhernow,asithadoftendonebefore。Strokingherthinhand,hesaid,afterapause,"DidCarryeverwritetoyou?"

"Twice,thankingmeforsomepresents。Theywereonlyschool-girlletters,"sheadded,nervouslyansweringtheinterrogationofhiseyes。

"Didsheeverknowofyourowntroubles?ofyourpoverty,ofthesacrificesyoumadetopayherbills,ofyourpawningyourclothesandjewels,ofyour"——

"No,no!"interruptedthewomanquickly:"no!Howcouldshe?I

havenoenemycruelenoughtotellherthat。"

"Butifshe——orifMrs。Tretherick——hadheardofit?IfCarrythoughtyouwerepoor,andunabletosupportherproperly,itmightinfluenceherdecision。Younggirlsarefondofthepositionthatwealthcangive。Shemayhaverichfriends,maybealover。"

Mrs。Starbottlewincedatthelastsentence。"But,"shesaideagerly,graspingJack’shand,"whenyoufoundmesickandhelplessatSacramento,whenyou——Godblessyouforit,Jack!——offeredtohelpmetotheEast,yousaidyouknewofsomething,youhadsomeplan,thatwouldmakemeandCarryindependent。"

"Yes,"saidJackhastily;"butIwantyoutogetstrongandwellfirst。And,nowthatyouarecalmer,youshalllistentomyvisittotheschool。"

ItwasthenthatMr。JackPrinceproceededtodescribetheinterviewalreadyrecorded,withasingularfelicityanddiscretionthatshamesmyownaccountofthatproceeding。Withoutsuppressingasinglefact,withoutomittingawordordetail,heyetmanagedtothrowapoeticveiloverthatprosaicepisode,toinvesttheheroinewitharomanticroseateatmosphere,which,thoughnotperhapsentirelyimaginary,still,Ifear,exhibitedthatgeniuswhichtenyearsagohadmadethecolumnsof"TheFiddletownAvalanche"atoncefascinatingandinstructive。Itwasnotuntilhesawtheheighteningcolor,andheardthequickbreathing,ofhiseagerlistener,thathefeltapangofself-reproach。"Godhelpherandforgiveme!"hemutteredbetweenhisclinchedteeth,"buthowcanItellherALLnow!"

Thatnight,whenMrs。Starbottlelaidherwearyheaduponherpillow,shetriedtopicturetoherselfCarryatthesamemomentsleepingpeacefullyinthegreatschoolhouseonthehill;anditwasararecomforttothisyearning,foolishwomantoknowthatshewassonear。ButatthismomentCarrywassittingontheedgeofherbed,halfundressed,poutingherprettylips,andtwistingherlong,leoninelocksbetweenherfingers,asMissKateVanCorlear——

dramaticallywrappedinalongwhitecounterpane,herblackeyessparkling,andherthorough-brednosethrownhighinair,——stoodoverherlikeawrathfulandindignantghost;forCarryhadthateveningimpartedherwoesandherhistorytoMissKate,andthatyoungladyhad"provedherselfnofriend"byfallingintoastateoffieryindignationoverCarry’s"ingratitude,"andopenlyandshamelesslyespousingtheclaimsofMrs。Starbottle。"Why,ifthehalfyoutellmeistrue,yourmotherandthoseRobinsonsaremakingofyounotonlyalittlecoward,butalittlesnob,miss。

Respectability,forsooth!Lookyou,myfamilyarecenturiesbeforetheTrethericks;butifmyfamilyhadevertreatedmeinthisway,andthenaskedmetoturnmybackonmybestfriend,I’dwhistlethemdownthewind;"andhereKatesnappedherfingers,bentherblackbrows,andglaredaroundtheroomasifinsearchofarecreantVanCorlear。

"Youjusttalkthisway,becauseyouhavetakenafancytothatMr。

Prince,"saidCarry。

Inthedebasingslangoftheperiod,thathadevenfounditswayintothevirgincloistersoftheCrammerInstitute,MissKate,assheafterwardsexpressedit,instantly"wentforher。"

First,withashakeofherhead,shethrewherlongblackhairoveroneshoulder,then,droppingoneendofthecounterpanefromtheotherlikeavestaltunic,shesteppedbeforeCarrywithapurposely-exaggeratedclassicstride。"AndwhatifIhave,miss!

WhatifIhappentoknowagentlemanwhenIseehim!WhatifI

happentoknow,thatamongathousandsuchtraditional,conventional,feebleeditionsoftheirgrandfathersasMr。HarryRobinson,youcannotfindoneoriginal,independent,individualizedgentlemanlikeyourPrince!Gotobed,miss,andpraytoHeaventhathemaybeYOURPrinceindeed。Asktohaveacontriteandgratefulheart,andthanktheLordinparticularforhavingsentyousuchafriendasKateVanCorlear。"Yet,afteranimposingdramaticexit,shere-appearedthenextmomentasastraightwhiteflash,kissedCarrybetweenthebrows,andwasgone。

ThenextdaywasawearyonetoJackPrince。HewasconvincedinhismindthatCarrywouldnotcome;yettokeepthisconsciousnessfromMrs。Starbottle,tomeethersimplehopefulnesswithanequaldegreeofapparentfaith,wasahardanddifficulttask。Hewouldhavetriedtodiverthermindbytakingheronalongdrive;butshewasfearfulthatCarrymightcomeduringherabsence;andherstrength,hewasobligedtoadmit,hadfailedgreatly。Ashelookedintoherlargeandawe-inspiringcleareyes,asomethinghetriedtokeepfromhismind——toputoffdaybydayfromcontemplation——keptassertingitselfdirectlytohisinnerconsciousness。Hebegantodoubttheexpediencyandwisdomofhismanagement。HerecalledeveryincidentofhisinterviewwithCarry,andhalfbelievedthatitsfailurewasduetohimself。YetMrs。Starbottlewasverypatientandconfident:herveryconfidenceshookhisfaithinhisownjudgment。Whenherstrengthwasequaltotheexertion,shewasproppedupinherchairbythewindow,whereshecouldseetheschoolandtheentrancetothehotel。Intheintervalsshewouldelaboratepleasantplansforthefuture,andwouldsketchacountryhome。Shehadtakenastrangefancy,asitseemedtoPrince,tothepresentlocation;butitwasnotablethatthefuture,alwaysthusoutlined,wasoneofquietandrepose。

Shebelievedshewouldgetwellsoon:infact,shethoughtshewasnowmuchbetterthanshehadbeen;butitmightbelongbeforesheshouldbequitestrongagain。ShewouldwhisperoninthiswayuntilJackwoulddashmadlydownintothebar-room,orderliquorsthathedidnotdrink,lightcigarsthathedidnotsmoke,talkwithmenthathedidnotlistento,andbehavegenerallyasourstrongersexisapttodoinperiodsofdelicatetrialsandperplexity。

Thedayclosedwithacloudedskyandabitter,searchingwind。

Withthenightfellafewwanderingflakesofsnow。Shewasstillcontentandhopeful;and,asJackwheeledherfromthewindowtothefire,sheexplainedtohim,how,that,astheschool-termwasdrawingnearitsclose,Carrywasprobablykeptcloselyatherlessonsduringtheday,andcouldonlyleavetheschoolatnight。

Soshesatupthegreaterpartoftheevening,andcombedhersilkenhair,and,asfarasherstrengthwouldallow,madeanundresstoilettoreceiveherguest。"Wemustnotfrightenthechild,Jack,"shesaidapologetically,andwithsomethingofheroldcoquetry。

Itwaswithafeelingofrelief,that,atteno’clock,Jackreceivedamessagefromthelandlord,sayingthatthedoctorwouldliketoseehimforamomentdownstairs。AsJackenteredthegrim,dimly-lightedparlor,heobservedthehoodedfigureofawomannearthefire。Hewasabouttowithdrawagain,whenavoicethatherememberedverypleasantlysaid,——

"Oh,it’sallright!I’mthedoctor。"

Thehoodwasthrownback;andPrincesawtheshiningblackhair,andblack,audaciouseyes,ofKateVanCorlear。

"Don’taskanyquestions。I’mthedoctorandthere’smyprescription,"andshepointedtothehalf-frightened,half-sobbingCarryinthecorner——"tobetakenatonce。"

"ThenMrs。Tretherickhasgivenherpermission?"

"Notmuch,ifIknowthesentimentsofthatlady,"repliedKatesaucily。

"Thenhowdidyougetaway?"askedPrincegravely。

"BYTHEWINDOW。"

WhenMr。PrincehadleftCarryinthearmsofherstepmother,hereturnedtotheparlor。

"Well?"demandedKate。

"Shewillstay——YOUwill,Ihope,also——to-night。"

"AsIshallnotbeeighteen,andmyownmistressonthe20th,andasIhaven’tasickstepmother,Iwon’t。"

"Thenyouwillgivemethepleasureofseeingyousafelythroughthewindowagain?"

WhenMr。Princereturnedanhourlater,hefoundCarrysittingonalowstoolatMrs。Starbottle’sfeet。Herheadwasinherstepmother’slap;andshehadsobbedherselftosleep。Mrs。

Starbottleputherfingertoherlip。"Itoldyoushewouldcome。

Godblessyou,Jack!andgood-night。"

ThenextmorningMrs。Tretherick,indignant,theRev。AsaCrammer,principal,injured,andMr。JoelRobinson,sen。,complacentlyrespectable,calleduponMr。Prince。Therewasastormymeeting,endinginademandforCarry。"Wecertainlycannotadmitofthisinterference,"saidMrs。Tretherick,afashionablydressed,indistinctivelookingwoman。"Itisseveraldaysbeforetheexpirationofouragreement;andwedonotfeel,underthecircumstances,justifiedinreleasingMrs。Starbottlefromitsconditions。""Untiltheexpirationoftheschool-term,wemustconsiderMissTretherickascomplyingentirelywithitsrulesanddiscipline,"imposedDr。Crammer。"Thewholeproceedingiscalculatedtoinjuretheprospects,andcompromisetheposition,ofMissTretherickinsociety,"suggestedMr。Robinson。

InvainMr。PrinceurgedthefailingconditionofMrs。Starbottle,herabsolutefreedomfromcomplicitywithCarry’sflight,thepardonableandnaturalinstinctsofthegirl,andhisownassurancethattheywerewillingtoabidebyherdecision。Andthenwitharisingcolorinhischeek,adangerouslookinhiseye,butasingularcalmnessinhisspeech,headded,——

"Onewordmore。Itbecomesmydutytoinformyouofacircumstancewhichwouldcertainlyjustifyme,asanexecutorofthelateMr。

Tretherick,infullyresistingyourdemands。AfewmonthsafterMr。Tretherick’sdeath,throughtheagencyofaChinamaninhisemployment,itwasdiscoveredthathehadmadeawill,whichwassubsequentlyfoundamonghispapers。Theinsignificantvalueofhisbequest——mostlyland,thenquitevalueless——preventedhisexecutorsfromcarryingouthiswishes,orfromevenprovingthewill,ormakingitotherwisepubliclyknown,untilwithinthelasttwoorthreeyears,whenthepropertyhadenormouslyincreasedinvalue。Theprovisionsofthatbequestaresimple,butunmistakable。

ThepropertyisdividedbetweenCarryandherstepmother,withtheexplicitconditionthatMrs。Starbottleshallbecomeherlegalguardian,provideforhereducation,andinalldetailsstandtoherinlocoparentis。"

"Whatisthevalueofthisbequest?"askedMr。Robinson。"Icannottellexactly,butnotfarfromhalfamillion,Ishouldsay,"

returnedPrince。"Certainly,withthisknowledge,asafriendofMissTretherick,Imustsaythatherconductisasjudiciousasitishonorabletoher,"respondedMr。Robinson。"Ishallnotpresumetoquestionthewishes,orthrowanyobstaclesinthewayofcarryingouttheintentions,ofmydeadhusband,"addedMrs。

Tretherick;andtheinterviewwasclosed。

WhenitsresultwasmadeknowntoMrs。Starbottle,sheraisedJack’shandtoherfeverishlips。"ItcannotaddtoMYhappinessnow,Jack;buttellme,whydidyoukeepitfromher?"Jacksmiled,butdidnotreply。

Withinthenextweekthenecessarylegalformalitieswereconcluded;andCarrywasrestoredtoherstepmother。AtMrs。

Starbottle’srequest,asmallhouseintheoutskirtsofthetownwasprocured;andthithertheyremovedtowaitthespring,andMrs。

Starbottle’sconvalescence。Bothcametardilythatyear。

Yetshewashappyandpatient。Shewasfondofwatchingthebuddingofthetreesbeyondherwindow,——anovelsighttoherCalifornianexperience,——andofaskingCarrytheirnamesandseasons。Evenatthistimesheprojectedforthatsummer,whichseemedtohersomysteriouslywithheld,longwalkswithCarrythroughtheleafywoods,whosegray,mistyranksshecouldseealongthehilltop。Sheeventhoughtshecouldwritepoetryaboutthem,andrecalledthefactasevidenceofhergainingstrength;

andthereis,Ibelieve,stilltreasuredbyoneofthemembersofthislittlehouseholdalittlecarolsojoyous,sosimple,andsoinnocent,thatitmighthavebeenanechooftherobinthatcalledtoherfromthewindow,asperhapsitwas。

Andthen,withoutwarning,theredroppedfromHeavenadaysotender,somysticallysoft,sodreamilybeautiful,sothrobbing,andalivewiththeflutteringofinvisiblewings,sorepleteandbounteouslyoverflowingwithanawakeningandjoyousresurrectionnottaughtbymanorlimitedbycreed,thattheythoughtitfittobringherout,andlayherinthatglorioussunshinethatsprinkledlikethedroppingsofabridaltorchthehappylintelsanddoors。

Andthereshelaybeatifiedandcalm。

Weariedbywatching,Carryhadfallenasleepbyherside;andMrs。

Starbottle’sthinfingerslaylikeabenedictiononherhead。

PresentlyshecalledJacktoherside。

"Whowasthat,"shewhispered,"whojustcamein?"

"MissVanCorlear,"saidJack,answeringthelookinhergreatholloweyes。

"Jack,"shesaid,afteramoment’ssilence,"sitbymeamoment,dearJack:I’vesomethingImustsay。IfIeverseemedhard,orcold,orcoquettishtoyouintheolddays,itwasbecauseIlovedyou,Jack,toowelltomaryourfuturebylinkingitwithmyown。

Ialwayslovedyou,dearJack,evenwhenIseemedleastworthyofyou。Thatisgonenow。ButIhadadreamlately,Jack,afoolishwoman’sdream,——thatyoumightfindwhatIlackedinHER,"andsheglancedlovinglyatthesleepinggirlatherside;"thatyoumightloveherasyouhavelovedme。Buteventhatisnottobe,Jack,isit?"andsheglancedwistfullyinhisface。Jackpressedherhand,butdidnotspeak。Afterafewmoments’silence,sheagainsaid,"Perhapsyouarerightinyourchoice。Sheisagood-heartedgirl,Jack——butalittlebold。"

Andwiththislastflickeroffoolish,weakhumanityinherstrugglingspirit,shespokenomore。Whentheycametoheramomentlater,atinybirdthathadlituponherbreastflewaway;

andthehandthattheyliftedfromCarry’sheadfelllifelessatherside。

AJERSEYCENTENARIAN

Ihaveseenheratlast。Sheisahundredandsevenyearsold,andremembersGeorgeWashingtonquitedistinctly。Itissomewhatconfusing,however,thatshealsoremembersacontemporaneousJosiahW。PerkinsofBaskingRidge,N。J。,and,Ithink,hastheimpressionthatPerkinswasthebetterman。Perkins,atthecloseofthelastcentury,paidhersomelittleattention。Thereareafewthingsthatareallynoblewomanofahundredandsevenneverforgets。

ItwasPerkins,whosaidtoherin1795,inthestreetsofPhiladelphia,"ShallIshowtheeGen。Washington?"Thenshesaidcareless-like(foryouknow,child,atthattimeitwasn’twhatitisnowtoseeGen。Washington),shesaid,"Sodo,Josiah,sodo!"

Thenhepointedtoatallmanwhogotoutofacarriage,andwentintoalargehouse。Hewaslargerthanyoube。Heworehisownhair——notpowdered;hadafloweredchintzvest,withyellowbreechesandbluestockings,andabroad-brimmedhat。Insummerheworeawhitestrawhat,andathisfarmatBaskingRidgehealwaysworeit。Atthispoint,itbecametooevidentthatshewasdescribingtheclothesoftheall-fascinatingPerkins:soIgentlybutfirmlyledherbacktoWashington。Thenitappearedthatshedidnotrememberexactlywhathewore。Toassisther,Isketchedthegeneralhistoricdressofthatperiod。Shesaidshethoughthewasdressedlikethat。Emboldenedbymysuccess,IaddedahatofCharlesII。,andpointedshoesoftheeleventhcentury。Sheindorsedthesewithsuchcheerfulalacrity,thatIdroppedthesubject。

ThehouseuponwhichIhadstumbled,or,rather,towhichmyhorse——

aJerseyhack,accustomedtohistoricresearch——hadbroughtme,waslowandquaint。Likemostoldhouses,ithadtheappearanceofbeingencroacheduponbythesurroundingglebe,asifitwerealreadyhalfinthegrave,withasodortwo,intheshapeofmossthrownonit,likeashesonashes,anddustondust。Awoodenhouse,insteadofacquiringdignitywithage,isapttoloseitsyouthandrespectabilitytogether。Aporch,withscant,slopingseats,fromwhicheventhewinter’ssnowmusthavesliduncomfortably,projectedfromadoorwaythatopenedmostunjustifiablyintoasmallsitting-room。Therewasnovestibule,orlocuspoenitentiae,fortheembarrassedorbashfulvisitor:hepassedatoncefromthesecurityofthepublicroadintoshamefulprivacy。Andhere,inthemellowautumnalsunlight,that,streamingthroughthemaplesandsumachontheoppositebank,flickeredanddanceduponthefloor,shesatanddiscoursedofGeorgeWashington,andthoughtofPerkins。Shewasquiteinkeepingwiththehouseandtheseason,albeitalittleinadvanceofboth;herskinbeingofafadedrusset,andherhandssolikedeadNovemberleaves,thatIfanciedtheyevenrustledwhenshemovedthem。

Forallthat,shewasquitebrightandcheery;herfacultiesstillquitevigorous,althoughperformingirregularlyandspasmodically。

Itwassomewhatdiscomposing,Iconfess,toobserve,thatattimesherlowerjawwoulddrop,leavingherspeechless,untiloneofthefamilywouldnoticeit,andraiseitsmartlyintoplacewithaslightsnap,——anoperationalwaysperformedinsuchanhabitual,perfunctorymanner,generallyinpassingtoandfrointheirhouseholdduties,thatitwasverytryingtothespectator。Itwasstillmoreembarrassingtoobservethatthedearoldladyhadevidentlynoknowledgeofthis,butbelievedshewasstilltalking,andthat,onresumingheractualvocalutterance,shewasoftenabruptandincoherent,beginningalwaysinthemiddleofasentence,andofteninthemiddleofaword。"Sometimes,"saidherdaughter,agiddy,thoughtlessyoungthingofeighty-five,——

"sometimesjustmovingherheadsortofunhitchesherjaw;and,ifwedon’thappentoseeit,she’llgoontalkingforhourswithoutevermakingasound。"AlthoughIwasconvinced,afterthis,thatduringmyinterviewIhadlostseveralimportantrevelationsregardingGeorgeWashingtonthroughthesepeculiarlapses,IcouldnothelpreflectinghowbeneficentweretheseprovisionsoftheCreator,——how,ifproperlystudiedandapplied,theymightbefraughtwithhappinesstomankind,——howaslightjostleorjaratadinner-partymightmakethepost-prandialeloquenceofgarruloussenilitysatisfactorytoitself,yetharmlesstoothers,——howamoreintimateknowledgeofanatomy,introducedintothedomesticcircle,mightmakeahometolerableatleast,ifnothappy,——howalong-sufferinghusband,underthepretenceofaconjugalcaress,mightsounhookhiswife’scondyloidprocessastoallowtheflowofexpostulation,criticism,ordenunciation,togoonwithgratificationtoher,andperfectimmunitytohimself。

ButthiswasnotgettingbacktoGeorgeWashingtonandtheearlystrugglesoftheRepublic。SoIreturnedtothecommander-in-

chief,butfound,afteroneortwoleadingquestions,thatshewasratherinclinedtoresenthisre-appearanceonthestage。Herreminiscencesherewerechieflysocialandlocal,andmoreorlessflavoredwithPerkins。WegotbackasfarastheRevolutionaryepoch,or,rather,herimpressionsofthatepoch,whenitwasstillfreshinthepublicmind。AndhereIcameuponanincident,purelypersonalandlocal,but,withal,sonovel,weird,anduncanny,thatforawhileIfearitquitedisplacedGeorgeWashingtoninmymind,andtingedtheautumnalfieldsbeyondwitharedthatwasnotofthesumach。Idonotremembertohavereadofitinthebooks。I

donotknowthatitisentirelyauthentic。Itwasattestedtomebymotheranddaughter,asanuncontradictedtradition。

Inthelittlefieldbeyond,wheretheploughstillturnsupmusket-

ballsandcartridge-boxes,tookplaceoneofthoseirregularskirmishesbetweenthemilitiamenandKnyphausen’sstragglers,thatmadetheretreathistorical。AHessiansoldier,woundedinbothlegsandutterlyhelpless,draggedhimselftothecoverofahazel-

copse,andlaytherehiddenfortwodays。Onthethirdday,maddenedbythirst,hemanagedtocreeptotherail-fenceofanadjoiningfarm-house,butfoundhimselfunabletomountitorpassthrough。Therewasnooneinthehousebutalittlegirlofsixorsevenyears。Hecalledtoher,andinafaintvoiceaskedforwater。Shereturnedtothehouse,asiftocomplywithhisrequest,but,mountingachair,tookfromthechimneyaheavily-

loadedQueenAnnemusket,and,goingtothedoor,tookdeliberateaimatthehelplessintruder,andfired。Themanfellbackdead,withoutagroan。Shereplacedthemusket,and,returningtothefence,coveredthebodywithboughsandleaves,untilitwashidden。Twoorthreedaysafter,sherelatedtheoccurrenceinacareless,casualway,andleadingthewaytothefence,withapieceofbreadandbutterinherguilelesslittlefingers,pointedouttheresultofhersimple,unsophisticatedeffort。TheHessianwasdecentlyburied,butIcouldnotfindoutwhatbecameofthelittlegirl。Nobodyseemedtoremember。Itrust,that,inafter-

years,shewashappilymarried;thatnoJerseyLovelaceattemptedtotriflewithaheartwhoseimpulsesweresoprompt,andwhosepurposesweresosincere。Theydidnotseemtoknowifshehadmarriedornot。Yetitdoesnotseemprobablethatsuchsimplicityofconception,franknessofexpression,anddeftnessofexecution,werelosttoposterity,orthattheyfailed,intheirtimeandseason,togiveflavortothedomesticfelicityoftheperiod。

Beyondthis,thestoryperhapshaslittlevalue,exceptasanoffsettotheusualanecdotesofHessianatrocity。

TheyhadtheirfinancialpanicseveninJersey,intheolddays。

SherememberedwhenDr。WhitemarriedyourcousinMary——orwasitSusan?——yes,itwasSusan。SheremembersthatyourUncleHarrybroughtinanarmfulofbank-notes,——papermoney,youknow,——andthrewtheminthecorner,sayingtheywerenogoodtoanybody。Sherememberedplayingwiththem,andgivingthemtoyourAuntAnna——

no,child,itwasyourownmother,blessyourheart!Someofthemwasmarkedashighasahundreddollars。Everybodykeptgoldandsilverinastocking,orina"chaney"vase,likethat。Youneverusedmoneytobuyanything。WhenJosiahwenttoSpringfieldtobuyanything,hetookacartloadofthingswithhimtoexchange。

Thatyallerpicture-framewaspaidforingreenings。Butthenpeopleknewjestwhattheyhad。Theydidn’tfrittertheirsubstanceawayinunchristiantrifles,likeyourfather,ElizaJane,whodoesn’tknowthatthereisaGodwhowillsmitehimhipandthigh;forvengeanceismine,andthosethatbelieveinme。

Buthere,singularlyenough,theinferiormaxillariesgaveout,andherjawdropped。(Inoticedthathergiddydaughterofeighty-fivewassittingnearher;butIdonotpretendtoconnectthisfactwiththearrestedflowofpersonaldisclosure。)Howbeit,whensherecoveredherspeechagain,itappearedthatshewascomplainingoftheweather。

Theseasonshadchangedverymuchsinceyourfatherwenttosea。

Thewintersusedtobeterribleinthosedays。WhenshewentovertoSpringfield,inJune,shesawthesnowstillonWatson’sRidge。

Therewerewholedayswhenyoucouldn’tgitovertoWilliamHenry’s,theirnextneighbor,aquarterofamileaway。ItwasthatdreffulwinterthattheSpanishsailorwasfound。Youdon’tremembertheSpanishsailor,ElizaJane——itwasbeforeyourtime。

Therewasalittlepersonalskirmishinghere,whichIfeared,atfirst,mightendinasuspensionofmaxillaryfunctions,andthelossofthestory;buthereitis。Ah,me!itisapurewhitewinteridyl:howshallIsingitthisbright,gayautumnalday?

Itwasaterriblenight,thatwinter’snight,whensheandthecenturywereyoungtogether。Thesunwaslostatthreeo’clock:

thesnowynightcamedownlikeawhitesheet,thatflappedaroundthehouse,beatatthewindowswithitsedges,andatlastwrappeditinacloseembrace。Inthemiddleofthenight,theythoughttheyheardabovethewindavoicecrying,"Christus,Christus!"inaforeigntongue。Theyopenedthedoor,——noeasytaskinthenorthwindthatpresseditsstrongshouldersagainstit,——butnothingwastobeseenbutthedriftingsnow。Thenextmorningdawnedonfenceshidden,andalandscapechangedandobliteratedwithdrift。

Duringtheday,theyagainheardthecryof"Christus!"thistimefaintandhidden,likeachild’svoice。Theysearchedinvain:thedriftedsnowhiditssecret。Onthethirddaytheybrokeapathtothefence,andthentheyheardthecrydistinctly。Diggingdown,theyfoundthebodyofaman,——aSpanishsailor,darkandbearded,withear-ringsinhisears。Astheystoodgazingdownathiscoldandpulselessfigure,thecryof"Christus!"againroseuponthewintryair;andtheyturnedandfledinsuperstitiousterrortothehouse。Andthenoneofthechildren,bolderthantherest,kneltdown,andopenedthedeadman’sroughpea-jacket,andfound——whatthinkyou?——alittleblue-and-greenparrot,nestlingagainsthisbreast。Itwasthebirdthathadechoedmechanicallythelastdespairingcryofthelifethatwasgiventosaveit。Itwasthebird,thateverafter,amidoutlandishoathsandwildersailor-

songs,thatIfearoftenshockedthepureearsofitsgentlemistress,andbroughtscandalintotheJerseys,stillretainedthatoneweirdandmournfulcry。

Thesunmeanwhilewassinkingbehindthesteadfastrangebeyond,andIcouldnothelpfeelingthatImustdepartwithmywantsunsatisfied。Ihadbroughtawaynohistoricfragment:IabsolutelyknewlittleornothingnewregardingGeorgeWashington。Ihadbeenaddressedvariouslybythenamesofdifferentmembersofthefamilywhoweredeadandforgotten;Ihadstoodforanhourinthepast:

yetIhadnotaddedtomyhistoricalknowledge,northepracticalbenefitofyourreaders。IspokeoncemoreofWashington,andsherepliedwithareminiscenceofPerkins。

Standforth,OJosiahW。PerkinsofBaskingRidge,N。J。Thouwastoflittleaccountinthylife,Iwarrant;thoudidstnotevenfeelthegreatnessofthydayandtime;thoudidstcriticisethysuperiors;thouwastsmallandnarrowinthyways;thyverynameandgraveareunknownanduncaredfor:butthouwastoncekindtoawomanwhosurvivedthee,and,lo!thynameisagainspokenofmen,andforamomentliftedupabovethybetters。

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