投诉 阅读记录

第4章

"ButSaulwasuptosomewickedness,wasn’the?"saidtheladysmilingly,"whileYOUweresimplygoingsomewhereonbusiness?"

"Yes,"saidHaysthoughtfully,"butmyBUSINESSmighthevseemedlikepersecution。Idon’tmindtellin’youwhatitwasifyou’dcaretolisten。Butmebbeyou’retired。Mebbeyouwanttoretire。

Youknow,"hewentonwithasuddenhospitableoutburst,"youneedn’tbeinanyhurrytogo;wekintakecareofyouhereto-

night,andit’llcostyounothin’。AndI’llsendyouonwithmysleighinthemornin’。Per’apsyou’dlikesuthin’toeat——acupoftea——or——I’llcallZuleika;"andherosewithanexpressionofawkwardcourtesy。

Butthelady,albeitwithaself-satisfiedsparkleinherdarkeyes,herecarelesslyassuredhimthatZuleikahadalreadygivenherrefreshment,and,indeed,wasatthatmomentpreparingherownroomforher。Shebeggedhewouldnotinterrupthisinterestingstory。

Hayslookedrelieved。

"Well,IreckonIwon’tcallher,forwhatIwasgoin’tosayain’texacklythesorto’thin’foraninnocent,simplesorto’thinglikehertohear——Imean,"heinterruptedhimselfhastily——"thatfolksofmoreexperienceoftheworldlikeyouandmedon’tmindspeakin’of——I’msortertakin’itforgrantedthatyou’reamarriedwoman,ma’am。"

Thelady,whohadregardedhimwithasuddenrigidity,hererelaxedherexpressionandnodded。

"Well,"continuedHays,resuminghisplacebythefire,"youseethisyermanIwasgoin’toseelivesaboutfourmilesbeyondthesummitonaranchthatfurnishesmostofthehayforthestockthatsideoftheDivide。He’sbinholdin’offhisnextyear’scontractswithme,hopin’tomakebettertermsfromtheprospectsofalatespringandhigherprices。Heheldhisheadmightyhighandtalkedbigofwaitin’hisowntime。Ihappenedtoknowhecouldn’tdoit。"

Heputhishandsonhiskneesandstaredatthefire,andthenwenton:——

"Yeseethismanhadhadcrossesandfamilytrials。Hehadawifethatlefthimtojinealotofballydancersandpaintedwomeninthe’Friscoplayhouseswhenhewaslivin’inthesoutherncountry。

You’llsaythatwaslikeMYowncase,——andmebbethatwaswhyitcametohimtotellmeaboutit,——butthedifferencebetwixtHIM

andMEwasthatinsteadofrestin’untotheLordandfindin’Him,andpluckin’outtheeyethatoffendedhim’cordin’toScripter,asIdid,HEfollowedafterHERtryin’togetherback,until,findin’

thatwasn’tnouse,hetookabigdisgustandcameupheretohidehisself,wheretherewasn’tnoplayhousenorplay-actors,andnowimmenbutInjinsquaws。Hepre-emptedtheland,andnat’rally,therebein’nooneezcaredtolivetherebuthimself,hehaditallhisownway,madeitpay,and,asIwassayin’before,heldhisheadhighforprices。Well——youain’tgettin’tired,ma’am?"

"No,"saidthelady,restinghercheekonherhandandgazingonthefire,"it’sallveryinteresting;andsooddthatyoutwomen,withnearlythesameexperiences,shouldbeneighbors。"

"Saybuyerandseller,ma’am,notneighbors——atleastScriptoorily——

norfriends。Well,——nowthisiswheretheSpeshalProvidencecomesin,——onlythisafternoonJimBriggs,hearin’mespeakofHorseley’soffishness"——

"WHOSEoffishness?"askedthelady。

"Horseley’soffishness,——Horseley’sthenameofthemanI’mtalkin’

about。Well,hearin’that,hesays:"Youholdon,Hays,andhe’llclimbdown。Thatwifeofhishasleftthestage——gotsickofit——

andisdriftin’roundin’Friscowithsomefellow。WhenHorseleygetstohearthat,youcan’tkeephimhere,——he’llsettleup,sellout,andrealizeoneverythinghe’sgottogoafterheragin,——youbet。That’swhatBriggssaid。Well,that’swhatsentmeuptoHorseley’sto-night——togetthere,dropthenews,andthenpinhimdowntothatcontract。"

"Itlookedlikeagoodstrokeofbusinessandafairone,"saidtheladyinanoddvoice。ItwassooddthatHayslookedup。Butshehadsomewhatalteredherposition,andwasgazingattheceiling,andwithherhandtoherfaceseemedtohavejustrecoveredfromaslightyawn,atwhichhehesitatedwithanewandtimidsenseofpoliteness。

"You’regettin’tired,ma’am?"

"Ohdear,no!"shesaidinthesamevoice,butclearingherthroatwithalittlecough。"Andwhydidn’tyouseethisMr。Horseleyafterall?Oh,Iforgot!——yousaidyouchangedyourmindfromsomethingyou’dheard。"

Hehadturnedhiseyestothefireagain,butwithoutnoticingashedidsothatsheslowlymovedherface,stillhalfhiddenbyherhand,towardshimandwaswatchinghimintently。

"No,"hesaid,slowly,"nothin’Iheard,somethin’Ifelt。Itmouthevbeenthatthatsetmeoffthetrack。Itkemtomeallofasuddenthathemightbesittin’tharcalmandpeacefullikeezI

mightbehere,hevin’forgotallaboutherandhistrouble,andherewasmegoin’todropdownuponhimandstartitallfreshagin。Itlookedalittlelikepersecution——yes,likepersecution。

Igotridofit,sayin’tomyselfitwasbusiness。ButI’dgotofftheroadmeantime,andhadtofinditagain,andwheneverIgotbacktothetrackandwaspointedforhishouse,itallseemedtocomebackonmeandsetmeoffagin。Whenthathadhappenedthreetimes,Iturnedroundandstartedforhome。"

"Anddoyoumeantosay,"saidthelady,withadiscordantlaugh,"thatyoubelieve,becauseYOUdidn’tgothereandbreakthenews,thatnobodyelsewill?Thathewon’thearofitfromthefirstmanhemeets?"

"Hedon’tmeetanyoneupwherehelives,andonlyBriggsandmyselfknowit,andI’llseethatBriggsdon’ttell。Butitwasmightyqueerthiswholethingcomin’uponmesuddenly,——wasn’tit?"

"Veryqueer,"repliedthelady;"for"——withthesamemetalliclaugh——"youdon’tseemtobegiventothiskindofweaknesswithyourownfamily。"

Iftherewasanydoubtastothesarcasticsuggestionofhervoice,therecertainlycouldbenoneinthewickedglitterofhereyesfixeduponhisfaceunderhershadinghand。Buthaplyheseemedunconsciousofboth,andevenacceptedherstatementwithoutanulteriorsignificance。

"Yes,"hesaid,communingly,totheglaringembersofthehearth,"itmusthavebeenaspecialrevelation。"

Therewassomethingsofatuousandone-idea’dinhisattitudeandexpression,somonstrouslyinconsistentandinadequatetowhatwasgoingonaroundhim,andsohopelesslystupid——ifameresimulation——thattheangrysuspicionthathewasactingapartslowlyfadedfromhereyes,andahystericalsmilebegantotwitchhersetlips。Shestillgazedathim。Thewindhowleddrearilyinthechimney;allthatwaseconomic,grim,andcheerlessintheroomseemedtogatherasflittingshadowsaroundthatcentralfigure。

Suddenlyshearosewithsuchaquickrustlingofherskirtsthatheliftedhiseyeswithastart;forshewasstandingimmediatelybeforehim,herhandsbehindher,herhandsome,audaciousfacebentsmilinglyforward,andherbold,brillianteyeswithinafootofhisown。

"Now,Mr。Hays,doyouwanttoknowwhatthiswarningorspecialrevelationofyoursREALLYmeant?Well,ithadnothingwhatevertodowiththatmanonthesummit。No。Thewholeinterest,gist,andmeaningofitwassimplythis,thatyoushouldturnroundandcomestraightbackhereand"——shedrewbackandmadehimanexaggeratedtheatricalcurtsey——"havethesupremepleasureofmakingMY

acquaintance!Thatwasall。Andnow,asyou’veHADIT,infiveminutesImustbeoff。You’veofferedmealreadyyourhorseandsleightogotothesummit。Iacceptitandgo!Good-by!"

Heknewnothingofawoman’scoquettishhumor;heknewstilllessofthatmimicstagefromwhichherpresentvoice,gesture,andexpressionwereborrowed;hehadnoknowledgeoftheburlesqueemotionswhichthatvoice,gesture,andexpressionweresupposedtoportray,andfinallyandfatallyhewasunabletodetectthefemininehystericjaranddiscordthatunderlayitall。Hethoughtitwasstrong,characteristic,andreal,andaccepteditliterally。

Herose。

"Efyouallowyoucan’tstay,whyI’llgoandgetthehorse。I

reckonheain’tbinputupyet。"

"Do,please。"

Hegrimlyresumedhiscoatandhatanddisappearedthroughthepassageintothekitchen,whence,amomentlater,Zuleikacameflying。

"Well,whathashappened?"shesaideagerly。

"It’sallright,"saidthewomanquickly,"thoughheknowsnothingyet。ButI’vegotthingsfixedgenerally,sothathe’llbequitereadytohaveitbrokentohimbythistimeto-morrow。Butdon’tyousayanythingtillI’veseenJackandyouhearfromHIM。

Remember。"

Shespokerapidly;hercheekswerequiteglowingfromsomesuddenenergy;sowereZuleika’swiththeexcitementofcuriosity。

Presentlythesoundofsleigh-bellsagainfilledtheroom。ItwasHaysleadingthehorseandsleightothedoor,beneathaskynowstarlitandcrispunderanortheastwind。ThefairstrangercastasignificantglanceatZuleika,andwhisperedhurriedly,"Youknowhemustnotcomewithme。Youmustkeephimhere。"

Sherantothedoormuffledandhooded,leapedintothesleigh,andgatheredupthereins。

"Butyoucannotgoalone,"saidHays,withawkwardcourtesy。"I

waskalkilatin’"——

"You’retootiredtogooutagain,dad,"brokeinZuleika’svoicequickly。"Youain’tfit;you’reallgrayandkrinklynow,likeaswhenyouhadoneofyourlastspells。She’llsendthesleighbackto-morrow。"

"Icanfindmyway,"saidtheladybriskly;"there’sonlyoneturnoff,Ibelieve,andthat"——

"Leadstothestagestationthreemileswest。Youneedn’tbeafraidofgettin’offonthat,foryou’lllikelyseethedownstagecrossin’yourroadezsoonezyougetclearoftheranch。"

"Good-night,"saidthelady。Anarcofwhitespraysprangbeforetheforwardrunner,andthesleighvanishedintheroad。

Fatheranddaughterreturnedtotheoffice。

"Youdidn’tgettoknowher,dad,didye?"queriedZuleika。

"No,"respondedHaysgravely,"excepttoseeshewasn’tnobackwoodsormountaineeringsort。Now,there’sthekindofwoman,Zuly,asknowsherownmindandyourstoo;thatamanlikeyourbrotherJackoughterpickoutwhenhemarries。"

Zuleika’sfacebeamedbehindherfather。"Youain’tgoin’tositupanylonger,dad?"shesaid,asshenoticedhimresumehisseatbythefire。"It’sgettin’late,andyoulookmightytuckeredoutwithyournight’swork。"

"Doyouknowwhatshesaid,Zuly?"returnedherfather,afterapause,whichturnedouttohavebeenalong,silentlaugh。

"No。"

"Shesaid,"herepeatedslowly,"thatshereckonedIcamebackhereto-nighttohavethepleasureofheracquaintance!"Hebroughthistwohandsheavilydownuponhisknees,rubbingthemdowndeliberatelytowardshisankles,andleaningforwardwithhisfacetothefireandalong-sustainedsmileofcompletethoughtardyappreciation。

HewasstillinthisattitudewhenZuleikalefthim。Thewindcroonedoverhimconfidentially,buthestillsatthere,givenupapparentlytosomeposthumousenjoymentofhisvisitor’sdepartingwitticism。

ItwasscarcelydaylightwhenZuleika,whiledressing,heardaquicktappinguponhershutter。Sheopenedittothescaredandbewilderedfaceofherbrother。

"Whathappenedwithherandfatherlastnight?"hesaidhoarsely。

"Nothing——why?"

"Readthat。Itwasbroughttomehalfanhouragobyamanindad’ssleigh,fromthestagestation。"

Hehandedheracrumplednotewithtremblingfingers。Shetookitandread:——

"Thegame’supandI’moutofit!Takemyadviceandclearoutofittoo,untilyoucancomebackinbettershape。Don’tbesuchafoolastotryandfollowme。Yourfatherisn’tone,andthat’swhereyou’veslippedup。"

"Heshallpayforit,whateverhe’sdone,"saidherbrotherwithanaccessofwildpassion。"Whereishe?"

"Why,Jack,youwouldn’tdaretoseehimnow?"

"Wouldn’tI?"Heturnedandran,convulsedwithpassion,beforethewindowstowardsthefrontofthehouse。Zuleikaslippedoutofherbedroomandrantoherfather’sroom。Hewasnotthere。

Alreadyshecouldhearherbrotherhammeringfranticallyagainstthelockedfrontdoor。

Thedooroftheofficewaspartlyopen。Herfatherwasstillthere。Asleep?Yes,forhehadapparentlysunkforwardbeforethecoldhearth。Butthehandsthathehadalwaysbeentryingtowarmwerecolderthanthehearthorashes,andhehimselfneveragainspokenorstirred……

Itwasdeemedprovidentialbytheneighborsthathisyoungestandfavoriteson,alarmedbynewsofhisfather’sfailinghealth,hadarrivedfromtheAtlanticStatesjustatthelastmoment。ButitwasthoughtsingularthatafterthedivisionofthepropertyheentirelyabandonedtheRanch,andthatevenpendingthedivisionhisbeautifulbutfastidiousEasternbridedeclinedtovisititwithherhusband。

JOHNSON’S"OLDWOMAN。"

Itwasgrowingdark,andtheSonoratrailwasbecomingmoreindistinctbeforemeateverystep。Thedifficultyhadincreasedoverthegrassyslope,wheretheoverflowfromsomesmallerwatercourseabovehadwornanumberofdiverginggulliessolikethetrailastobeundistinguishablefromit。Unabletodeterminewhichwastherightone,Ithrewthereinsoverthemule’sneckandresolvedtotrusttothatsuperioranimal’ssagacity,ofwhichI

hadheardsomuch。ButIhadnottakenintoaccounttheequallywell-knownweaknessesofsexandspecies,andChuChuhadalreadyshownuncontrollablesignsofwantingherownway。Withoutamoment’shesitation,feelingtherelaxedbridle,shelaydownandrolledover。

Inthisperplexitythesoundofhorse’shoofsringingoutoftherockycanyonbeyondwasarelief,evenifmomentarilyembarrassing。

Aninstantafterwardsahorseandriderappearedcanteringroundthehillonwhatwasevidentlythelosttrail,andpulledupasI

succeededinforcingChuChutoherlegsagain。

"IsthatthetrailfromSonora?"Iasked。

"Yes;"butwithacriticalglanceatthemule,"Ireckonyouain’tgoingthartonight。"

"Whynot?"

"It’samatterofeighteenmiles,andmostofitablindtrailthroughthewoodsafteryoutakethevalley。"

"Isitworsethanthis?"

"What’sthematterwiththistrail?Yeain’texpectingaracecourseorashellroadoverthefoothills——areye?"

"No。IsthereanyhotelwhereIcanstop?"

"Nary。"

"Noranyhouse?"

"No。"

"Thankyou。Good-night。"

Hehadalreadypassedon,whenhehaltedagainandturnedinhissaddle。"Lookyer。Justaspelloveryoncanyonye’llfindapatcho’buckeyes;turntotherightandye’llseeatrail。

That’lltakeyetoashanty。Youaskifit’sJohnson’s。"

"Who’sJohnson?"

"Iam。Youain’tlookin’forVanderbiltorGodAlmightyuphere,areyou?Well,then,youharktome,willyou?Yousaytomyoldwomantogiveyousupperandashakedownsomewharto-night。SayI

sentyou。Solong。"

HewasgonebeforeIcouldacceptordecline。AnextraordinarynoiseproceededfromChuChu,notunlikeasuppressedchuckle。I

lookedsharplyather;shecoughedaffectedly,and,withherheadandneckstretchedtotheirgreatestlength,appearedtocontemplateherneatlittleoffforeshoewithadmiringabstraction。ButassoonasIhadmountedshesetoffabruptly,crossedtherockycanyon,apparentlysightedthepatchofbuckeyesofherownvolition,andwithouttheslightesthesitationfoundthetrailtotheright,andinhalfanhourstoodbeforetheshanty。

Itwasalogcabinwithanadditional"lean-to"ofthesamematerial,roofedwithbark,andontheothersidealargerandmoreambitious"extension"builtofrough,unplaned,andunpaintedredwoodboards,lightlyshingled。The"lean-to"wasevidentlyusedasakitchen,andthecentralcabinasaliving-room。ThebarkingofadogasIapproachedcalledfourchildrenofdifferentsizestotheopendoor,wherealreadyanenterprisingbabywasfeeblyessayingtocrawloverabarofwoodlaidacrossthethresholdtorestrainit。

"IsthisJohnson’shouse?"

Myremarkwasreallyaddressedtotheeldest,aboyofapparentlynineorten,butIfeltthatmyattentionwasundulyfascinatedbythebaby,whoatthatmomenthadtoppledoverthebar,andwascalmlyeyeingmeupsidedown,whilesilentlyandheroicallysuffocatinginitspetticoats。Theboydisappearedwithoutreplying,butpresentlyreturnedwithatallergirloffourteenorfifteen。Iwasstruckwiththewaythat,asshereachedthedoor,shepassedherhandsrapidlyovertheheadsoftheothersasifcountingthem,pickedupthebaby,reversedit,shookoutitsclothes,andreturnedittotheinside,withoutevenlookingatit。

Theactwasevidentlyautomaticandhabitual。

Irepeatedmyquestiontimidly。

Yes,itWASJohnson’s,buthehadjustgonetoKing’sMills。I

replied,hurriedly,thatIknewit,——thatIhadmethimbeyondthecanyon。AsIhadlostmywayandcouldn’tgettoSonorato-night,hehadbeengoodenoughtosaythatImightstaythereuntilmorning。MyvoicewasslightlyraisedforthebenefitofMr。

Johnson’s"oldwoman,"who,Ihadnodoubt,wasinspectingmefurtivelyfromsomecorner。

Thegirldrewthechildrenaway,excepttheboy。Tohimshesaidsimply,"Showthestrangerwhartostakeouthismule,’Dolphus,"

anddisappearedinthe"extension"withoutanotherword。I

followedmylittleguide,whowasperhapsmoreactivelycurious,butequallyunresponsive。Tomyvariousquestionshesimplyreturnedasmileofexasperatingvacuity。Buthenevertookhiseagereyesfromme,andIwassatisfiedthatnotadetailofmyappearanceescapedhim。Leadingthewaybehindthehousetoalittlewood,whoseonly"clearing"hadbeeneffectedbydecayorstorm,hestoodsilentlyapartwhileIpicketedChuChu,neitherofferingtoassistmenoropposinganyinterruptiontomysurveyofthelocality。Therewasnotraceofhumancultivationinthesurroundingsofthecabin;thewildernessstilltrodsharplyontheheelsofthepioneer’sfreshfootprints,andevenseemedtoobliteratethem。Forafewyardsaroundtheactualdwellingtherewasanunsavoryfringeofcivilizationintheshapeofcast-offclothes,emptybottles,andtincans,andtheadjacentthornandelderbushesblossomedunwholesomelywithbitsoftornwhitepaperandbleachingdish-cloths。Thishideouscircleneverwidened;

Naturealwaysappearedtorollbacktheintrudingdebris;nobirdnorbeastcarrieditaway;noanimaleverforcedtheuncleanlybarrier;civilizationremainedgrimlytrenchedinitsownexuvia。

Theoldterrifyinggirdleoffirearoundthehunter’scampwasnotmoredeterringtocuriousnightprowlersthanthiscoarseandaccidentaloutwork。

WhenIregainedthecabinIfounditempty,thedoorsofthelean-

toandextensionclosed,buttherewasastoolsetbeforearudetable,uponwhichsmokedatincupofcoffee,atindishofhotsaleratusbiscuit,andaplateoffriedbeef。Therewassomethingoddanddepressinginthissilentexclusionofmypresence。HadJohnson’s"oldwoman"fromsomedarkpostofobservationtakenadisliketomyappearance,orwasthischurlishwithdrawalapeculiarityofSierranhospitality?OrwasMrs。Johnsonyoungandpretty,andhiddenundertherestrictingbanofJohnson’sjealousy,orwassheadeformedcripple,orevenabedriddencrone?Fromtheextensionattimescameamurmurofvoices,butnevertheaccentsofadultwomanhood。Thegatheringdarkness,relievedonlybyadullglowfromthesmoulderinglogsintheadobechimney,addedtomyloneliness。InthecircumstancesIknewIoughttohaveputasidetherepastandgivenmyselfuptogloomyandpessimisticreflection;butNatureisofteninconsistent,andinthatkeenmountainair,Igrievetosay,myphysicalandmoralconditionwasnotinthatperfectaccordalwaysindicatedbyromancers。IhadanappetiteandIgratifiedit;dyspepsiaandethicalreflectionsmightcomelater。Iatethesaleratusbiscuitcheerfully,andwasmeditativelyfinishingmycoffeewhenagurglingsoundfromtheraftersaboveattractedmyattention。Ilookedup;undertheoverhangofthebarkroofthreepairsofroundeyeswerefixeduponme。TheybelongedtothechildrenIhadpreviouslyseen,who,intheattitudeofRaphael’scherubs,hadevidentlybeendeeplyinterestedspectatorsofmyrepast。Asoureyesmetaninarticulategiggleescapedthelipsoftheyoungest。

Inevercouldunderstandwhytheshyamusementofchildrenovertheireldersisnotacceptedasphilosophicallybyitsobjectaswhenitproceedsfromanequal。WefondlybelievethatwhenJonesorBrownlaughsatusitisfrommalice,ignorance,oradesiretoshowhissuperiority,butthereisalwaysahauntingsuspicioninourmindsthattheselittlecriticsREALLYseesomethinginustolaughat。I,however,smiledaffablyinreturn,ignoringanypossiblegrotesquenessinmymannerofeatinginprivate。

"Comehere,Johnny,"Isaidblandly。

Thetwoelderones,agirlandaboy,disappearedinstantly,asifthecrowningjokeofthisremarkwastoomuchforthem。FromascrapingandkickingagainstthelogwallIjudgedthattheyhadquicklydroppedtothegroundoutside。Theyoungerone,thegiggler,remainedfascinated,butreadytoflyatamoment’swarning。

"Comehere,Johnny,boy,"Irepeatedgently。"Iwantyoutogotoyourmother,please,andtellher"——

Butherethechild,whohadbeenworkingitsfaceconvulsively,suddenlyutteredalugubrioushowlanddisappearedalso。Irantothefrontdoorandlookedoutintimetoseethetallestgirl,whohadreceivedme,walkingawaywithitunderherarm,pushingtheboyaheadofherandlookingbackoverhershoulder,notunlikeayouthfulshe-bearconductinghercubsfromdanger。Shedisappearedattheendoftheextension,wheretherewasevidentlyanotherdoor。

Itwasveryextraordinary。ItwasnotstrangethatIturnedbacktothecabinwithachagrinandmortificationwhichforamomentmademeentertainthewildideaofsaddlingChuChu,andshakingthedustofthattaciturnhousefrommyfeet。Buttheridiculousnessofsuchanact,tosaynothingofitsingratitude,asquicklypresenteditselftome。Johnsonhadofferedmeonlyfoodandshelter;IcouldhaveclaimednomorefromtheinnIhadaskedhimtodirectmeto。Ididnotre-enterthehouse,but,lightingmylastcigar,begantowalkgloomilyupanddownthetrail。Withtheoutcomingofthestarsithadgrownlighter;throughawindopeninginthetreesIcouldseetheheavybulkoftheoppositemountain,andbeyonditasuperiorcrestdefinedbyaredlineofforestfire,which,however,castnoreflectiononthesurroundingearthorsky。

Faintwoodlandcurrentsofair,stillwarmfromtheafternoonsun,stirredtheleavesaroundmewithlong-drawnaromaticbreaths。ButtheseintimegavewaytothesteadySierrannightwindsweepingdownfromthehighersummits,androckingthetopsofthetallestpines,yetleavingthetranquillityofthedarkloweraislesunshaken。Itwasveryquiet;therewasnocrynorcallofbeastorbirdinthedarkness;thelongrustleofthetree-topssoundedasfaintasthefar-offwashofdistantseas。Nordidtheresemblanceceasethere;theclose-setfilesofthepinesandcedars,stretchinginillimitablerankstothehorizon,werefilledwiththeimmeasurablelonelinessofanoceanshore。InthisvastsilenceI

begantothinkIunderstoodthetaciturnityofthedwellersinthesolitarycabin。

WhenIreturned,however,Iwassurprisedtofindthetallestgirlstandingbythedoor。AsIapproachedsheretreatedbeforeme,andpointingtothecornerwhereacommoncotbedhadbeenevidentlyjustputup,said,"Yecanturninthar,onlyye’llhavetorouseoutearlywhen’Dolphusdoesthechores,"andwasturningtowardstheextensionagain,whenIstoppedheralmostappealingly。

"Onemoment,please。CanIseeyourmother?"

Shestoppedandlookedatmewithasingularexpression。Thenshesaidsharply:——

"Youknow,fustrate,she’sdead。"

Shewasturningawayagain,butIthinkshemusthaveseenmyconcerninmyface,forshehesitated。"But,"Isaidquickly,"I

certainlyunderstoodyourfather,thatis,Mr。Johnson,"Iadded,interrogatively,"tosaythat——thatIwastospeakto"——Ididn’tliketorepeattheexactphrase——"hisWIFE。"

"Idon’tknowwhathewasplayin’yefor,"shesaidshortly。"Marhasbeendeadmor’nayear。"

"But,"Ipersisted,"istherenogrown-upwomanhere?"

"No。"

"Thenwhotakescareofyouandthechildren?"

"Ido。"

"Yourselfandyourfather——eh?"

"Dadain’theretwodaysrunning,andthenon’ytosleep。"

"Andyoutaketheentirechargeofthehouse?"

"Yes,andthelogtallies。"

"Thelogtallies?"

"Yes;keepcountandmeasurethelogsthatgobytheslide。"

ItflasheduponmethatIhadpassedtheslideordeclivityonthehillside,wherelogswereslippeddownintothevalley,andI

inferredthatJohnson’sbusinesswascuttingtimberforthemill。

"Butyou’reratheryoungforallthiswork,"Isuggested。

"I’mgoin’onsixteen,"shesaidgravely。

Indeed,forthematterofthat,shemighthavebeenanyage。Herface,onwhichsunburntooktheplaceofcomplexion,wasalreadyhardandset。ButonanearerviewIwasstruckwiththefactthathereyes,whichwerenotlarge,werealmostindistinguishablefromthepresenceofthemostsingulareyelashesIhadeverseen。

Intenselyblack,intenselythick,andeventangledintheirprofusion,theybristledratherthanfringedhereyelids,obliteratingeverythingbuttheshiningblackpupilsbeneath,whichwerelikecertainlustroushairymountainberries。Itwasthiswoodlandsuggestionthatseemedtouncannilyconnectherwiththelocality。Iwentonplayfully:——

"That’snotVERYold——buttellme——doesyourfather,orDIDyourfather,everspeakofyouashis’oldwoman?’"

Shenodded。"ThenyouthoughtIwasmar?"shesaid,smiling。

Itwassucharelieftoseeherwornfacerelaxitsexpressionofpatheticgravity——althoughthisoperationquiteburiedhereyesintheirblackthickesthedgeagain——thatIcontinuedcheerfully:"Itwasn’tmuchofamistake,consideringallyoudoforthehouseandfamily。"

"Thenyoudidn’ttellBilly’togoandbedeadinthegroundwithmar,’ashe’lowsyoudid?"shesaidhalfsuspiciously,yettremblingontheedgeofasmile。

No,Ihadnot,butIadmittedthatmyaskinghimtogotohismothermighthavebeenopentothisdismalconstructionbyasensitiveinfantmind。Sheseemedmollified,andagainturnedtogo。

"Good-night,Miss——youknowyourfatherdidn’ttellmeyourrealname,"Isaid。

"Karline!"

"Good-night,MissKarline。"

Iheldoutmyhand。

Shelookedatitandthenatmethroughherintricateeyelashes。

Thenshestruckitasidebriskly,butnotunkindly,said"Quitfoolin’,now,"asshemighthavesaidtooneofthechildren,anddisappearedthroughtheinnerdoor。Notknowingwhethertobeamusedorindignant,Iremainedsilentamoment。ThenItookaturnoutsideintheincreasingdarkness,listenedtothenowhurryingwindoverthetree-tops,re-enteredthecabin,closedthedoor,andwenttobed。

Butnottosleep。Perhapstheresponsibilitytowardsthesesolitarychildren,whichJohnsonhadsolightlyshakenoff,devolveduponmeasIlaythere,forIfoundmyselfimaginingadozenemergenciesoftheirunprotectedstate,withwhichtheeldergirlcouldscarcelygrapple。Therewaslittletofearfromdepredatorymanorbeast——desperadoesofthemountaintrailneverstoopedtoignobleburglary,bearorpantherseldomapproachedacabin——buttherewasthechanceofsuddenillness,fire,theaccidentsthatbesetchildhood,tosaynothingofthenarrowingmoralandmentaleffectoftheirisolationatthattenderage。ItwasscandalousinJohnsontoleavethemalone。

InthesilenceIfoundIcouldhearquitedistinctlythesoundoftheirvoicesintheextension,anditwasevidentthatCarolinewasputtingthemtobed。Suddenlyavoicewasuplifted——herown!Shebegantosingandtheotherstojoinher。Itwastherepetitionofasingleverseofawell-knownlugubriousnegromelody。"Alltheworldamsadanddreary,"wailedCaroline,inahighhead-note,"everywhereIroam。""Oh,darkieth,"lispedtheyoungergirlinresponse,"howmyheartgrowthweary,farfromtheoldfolkthath-o-o-me。"Thiswasrepeatedtwoorthreetimesbeforetheothersseemedtogetthefullswingofit,andthenthelinesroseandfellsadlyandmonotonouslyinthedarkness。Idon’tknowwhy,butIatoncegottheimpressionthatthosemotherlesslittlecreatureswereunderavaguebeliefthattheirperformancewasdevotional,andwasreallyfillingtheplaceofaneveninghymn。Abriefandindistinctkindofrecitation,followedbyadeadsilence,brokenonlybytheslowcreakingofnewtimber,asifthehousewerestretchingitselftosleeptoo,confirmedmyimpression。Thenallbecamequietagain。

ButIwasmorewideawakethanbefore。FinallyIrose,dressedmyself,anddraggingmystooltothefire,tookabookfrommyknapsack,andbythelightofagutteringcandle,whichI

discoveredinabottleinthecornerofthehearth,begantoread。

PresentlyIfellintoadoze。HowlongIsleptIcouldnottell,foritseemedtomethatadreamyconsciousnessofadogbarkingatlastforceditselfuponmesostronglythatIawoke。ThebarkingappearedtocomefrombehindthecabininthedirectionoftheclearingwhereIhadtetheredChuChu。Iopenedthedoorhurriedly,ranroundthecabintowardsthehollow,andwasalmostatoncemetbythebulkofthefrightenedChuChu,plungingoutofthedarknesstowardsme,keptonlyincheckbyherreatainthehandofablanketedshapeslowlyadvancingwithagunoveritsshoulderoutofthehollow。BeforeIhadtimetorecoverfrommyastonishmentIwasthrownintogreaterconfusionbyrecognizingtheshapeasnoneotherthanCaroline!

Withouttheleastembarrassmentorevenself-consciousnessofherappearance,shetossedtheendofthereatatomewiththecurtestexplanationasshepassedby。Someprowlingbearorcatamounthadfrightenedthemule。Ihadbettertetheritbeforethecabinawayfromthewind。

"ButIthoughtwildbeastsnevercamesonear,"Isaidquickly。

"Mulemeat’smightytemptin’,"saidthegirlsententiouslyandpassedon。Iwantedtothankher;IwantedtosayhowsorryIwasthatshehadbeendisturbed;Iwantedtocomplimentheronherquietmidnightcourage,andyetwarnheragainstrecklessness;I

wantedtoknowwhethershehadbeenaccustomedtosuchalarms;andifthegunshecarriedwasreallyanecessity。ButIcouldonlyrespectherreticence,andIwasturningawaywhenIwasstruckbyamoreinexplicablespectacle。AsshenearedtheendoftheextensionIdistinctlysawthetallfigureofaman,movingwithacertaindiffidenceandhesitationthatdidnot,however,suggestanyintentionofconcealment,amongthetrees;thegirlapparentlysawhimatthesamemomentandslightlyslackenedherpace。Notmorethanadozenfeetseparatedthem。Hesaidsomethingthatwasinaudibletomyears,——butwhetherfromhishesitationorthedistanceIcouldnotdetermine。Therewasnosuchuncertaintyinherreply,however,whichwasgiveninherusualcurtfashion:"Allright。Youcantrapsealonghomenowandturnin。"

Sheturnedthecorneroftheextensionanddisappeared。Thetallfigureofthemanwaveredhesitatinglyforamoment,andthenvanishedalso。ButIwastoomuchexcitedbycuriositytoacceptthisunsatisfactoryconclusion,and,hastilypicketingChuChuafewrodsfromthefrontdoor,Iranafterhim,withaninstinctivefeelingthathehadnotgonefar。Iwasright。Afewpacesdistanthehadhaltedinthesamedubious,lingeringway。"Hallo!"

Isaid。

Heturnedtowardsmeinthelikeawkwardfashion,butwithneitherastonishmentnorconcern。

"Comeupandtakeadrinkwithmebeforeyougo,"Isaid,"ifyou’renotinahurry。I’malonehere,andsinceIHAVEturnedoutIdon’tseewhywemightn’thaveasmokeandatalktogether。"

"Idursn’t。"

Ilookedupatthesixfeetofstrengthbeforemeandrepeatedwonderingly,"Darenot?"

"SHEwouldn’tlikeit。"Hemadeamovementwithhisrightshouldertowardstheextension。

"Who?"

"MissKarline。"

"Nonsense!"Isaid。"Sheisn’tinthecabin,——youwon’tseeHER。

Comealong。"Hehesitated,althoughfromwhatIcoulddiscernofhisbeardedfaceitwasweaklysmiling。

"Come。"

Heobeyed,followingmenotunlikeChuChu,Ifancied,withthesamesenseofsuperiorsizeandstrengthandaslightwhiteningoftheeye,asifreadytoshyatanymoment。Atthedoorhe"backed。"Thenheenteredsideways。Inoticedthatheclearedthedoorwayatthetopandthesidesonlybyahair’sbreadth。

BythelightofthefireIcouldseethat,inspiteofhisfullfirstgrowthofbeard,hewasyoung,——evenyoungerthanmyself,——

andthathewasbynomeansbad-looking。Ashestillshowedsignsofretreatingatanymoment,Itookmyflaskandtobaccofrommysaddle-bags,handedthemtohim,pointedtothestool,andsatdownmyselfuponthebed。

"Youlivenearhere?"

"Yes,"hesaidalittleabstractedly,asiflisteningforsomeinterruption,"atTenMileCrossing。"

"Why,that’stwomilesaway。"

"Ireckon。"

"Thenyoudon’tlivehere——ontheclearing?"

"No。Ib’longtothemillat’TenMile。’"

"Youwereonyourwayhome?"

"No,"hehesitated,lookingathispipe;"Ikindermeanderroundhereatthistime,whenJohnson’saway,toseeifeverything’sgoin’straight。"

"Isee——you’reafriendofthefamily。"

"’Deedno!"Hestopped,laughed,lookedconfused,andadded,apparentlytohispipe,"Thatis,asorterfriend。Notmuch。

SHE"——heloweredhisvoiceasifthatpotentialpersonalityfilledthewholecabin——"wouldn’tlikeit。"

"Thenatnight,whenJohnson’saway,youdosentrydutyroundthehouse?"

"Yes,’sentrydooty,’that’sit,"——heseemedimpressedwiththesuggestion——"that’sit!Sentrydooty。You’vestruckit,pardner。"

"AndhowoftenisJohnsonaway?"

"’Bouttwoorthreetimesaweekonanaverage。"

"ButMissCarolineappearstobeabletotakecareofherself。Shehasnofear。"

"Fear!Fearwasn’thangin’roundwhenSHEwasborn!"Hepaused。

"No,sir。Didyeeverlookintothemeyes?"

Ihadn’t,onaccountofthelashes。ButIdidn’tcaretosaythis,andonlynodded。

"Thereain’tthecreatedthinglivin’ordead,thatshecan’tstandstraightuptoandlookat。"

Iwonderedifhehadfanciedsheexperiencedanydifficultyinstandingupbeforethatinnocentlygood-humoredface,butIcouldnotresistsaying:——

"ThenIdon’tseetheuseofyourwalkingfourmilestolookafterher。"

Iwassorryforitthenextminute,forheseemedtohaveawkwardlybrokenhispipe,andhadtobenddownforalongtimeafterwardstolaboriouslypickupthesmallestfragmentsofit。Atlasthesaid,cautiously:

"Yenoticedthembitso’flannin’roundthechillern’sthroats?"

IrememberedthatIhad,butwasuncertainwhetheritwasintendedasapreventiveofcoldorachild’sideaofdecoration。Inodded。

"That’stheirtrouble。Onenight,whenoldJohnsonhadbeenoffforthreedaystoCoulterville,IwasprowlingroundhereandI

didn’tgittoseenoone,thoughtherewasalightburnin’intheshantyallnight。ThenextnightIwashereagain,——thesamelighttwinklin’,butnooneabout。Ireckonedthatwasmightyqueer,andIjesscrep’uptothehousean’listened。Iheardsuthin’likealittlecoughoncetinawhile,andattimessuthin’likealittlemoan。Ididn’tdursttosingoutforIknewSHEwouldn’tlikeit,butwhistledkeerlesslike,toletthechillernknowIwasthere。

Butitdidn’tseemtotake。Iwasjessgoin’off,when——darnmyskin!——ifIdidn’tcomeacrossthebucketofwaterI’dfetchedupfromthespringTHATMORNIN’,standin’therefull,andNEVERTAKEN

IN!WhenIsawthatIreckonedI’djesswadein,anyhow,andI

knocked。Pootysoonthedoorwashalfopened,andIsawhereyesblazin’atmelikethemcoals。ThenSHE’lowedI’dbetter’gitupandgit,’andshetthedoorto!ThenI’lowedshemighttellmewhatwasup——throughthedoor。Thenshesaid,throughthedoor,ashowthechillernlayallsickwiththathoss-distemper,diphthery。

Thenshe’lowedshe’duseadoctorefI’dfetchhim。Thenshe’lowedagainI’dbettertakethebabythathadn’tketchedityetalongwithme,andleaveitwhereitwassafe。Thenshepassedoutthebabythroughthedoorallwrappedupinablankitlikeapapoose,andyoubetImadetrackswithit。Iknowedtharwasn’tnogoodgoingtothemill,soIletoutforWhite’s,fourmilesbeyond,whartherewasWhite’soldmother。Itoldherhowthingswerepointin’,andshelentmeahoss,andIjessroundedonDoctorGreenatMountainJim’s,andhadhimbackhereaforesun-up!AndthenIheardshewilted,——regularlyplayedout,yousee,——forshehaditallalongwussthanthelot,andneverletonorwhimpered!"

"Itwaswellyoupersistedinseeingherthatnight,"Isaid,watchingtheraptexpressionofhisface。Helookedupquickly,becameconsciousofmyscrutiny,anddroppedhiseyesagain,smiledfeebly,anddrawingacircleintheasheswiththebrokenpipe-

stem,said:——

"ButSHEdidn’tlikeit,though。"

Isuggested,alittlewarmly,thatifsheallowedherfathertoleaveheraloneatnightwithdelicatechildren,shehadnorighttochooseWHOshouldassistherinanemergency。Itstruckmeafterwardsthatthiswasnotverycomplimentarytohim,andIaddedhastilythatIwonderedifsheexpectedsomeyoungladytobepassingalongthetrailatmidnight!ButthisremindedmeofJohnson’sstyleofargument,andIstopped。

"Yes,"hesaidmeekly,"andefshedidn’tkeerenoughforherselfandherbrothersandsisters,sheorterrememberthemBeazeleychillern。"

"Beazeleychildren?"Irepeatedwonderingly。

"Yes;themtwolittleones,thesizeofMirandy;they’reBeazeley’s。"

"WhoisBeazeley,andwhatarehischildrendoinghere?"

"Beazeleyupanddiedatthemill,andshebedevilledherfathertolethertakehistwoyoung’unshere。"

"Youdon’tmeantosaythatwithherotherworkshe’stakingcareofotherpeople’schildrentoo?"

"Yes,andeddicatin’them。"

"Educatingthem?"

"Yes;teachin’themtoreadandwriteanddosums。Oneofourloggersketchedheratitwhenshewaskeepin’tally。"

Wewerebothsilentforsomemoments。

"IsupposeyouknowJohnson?"Isaidfinally。

"Notmuch。"

"Butyoucallhereatothertimesthanwhenyou’rehelpingher?"

"Neverbeeninthehousebefore。"

Helookedslowlyaroundhimashespoke,raisinghiseyestothebareraftersabove,anddrawingafewlongbreaths,asifhewereinhalingtheauraofsomeunseenpresence。Heappearedsoperfectlygratifiedandcontented,andIwassoimpressedwiththishumbleandsilentabsorptionofthesacredinterior,thatIfeltvaguelyconsciousthatanyinterruptionofitwasaprofanation,andIsatstill,gazingatthedyingfire。Presentlyhearose,stretchedouthishand,shookminewarmly,said,"IreckonI’llmeanderalong,"tookanotherlongbreath,thistimesecretly,asifconsciousofmyeyes,andthenslouchedsidewaysoutofthehouseintothedarknessagain,whereheseemedsuddenlytoattainhisfullheight,andsolooming,disappeared。Ishutthedoor,wenttobed,andsleptsoundly。

SosoundlythatwhenIawokethesunwasstreamingonmybedfromtheopendoor。Onthetablebeforememybreakfastwasalreadylaid。WhenIhaddressedandeatenit,struckbythesilence,I

wenttothedoorandlookedout。’DolphuswasholdingChuChubythereataafewpacesfromthecabin。

"Where’sCaroline?"Iasked。

Hepointedtothewoodsandsaid:"Overyon:keepingtally。"

"Didsheleaveanymessage?"

"SaidIwastogityourmuleforyou。"

"Anythingelse?"

"Yes;saidyouwastogo。"

Iwent,butnotuntilIhadscrawledafewwordsofthanksonaleafofmynotebook,whichIwrappedaboutmylastSpanishdollar,addresseditto"MissJohnson,"andlaidituponthetable……

Itwasmorethanayearlaterthatinthebar-roomoftheMariposaHotelahandwaslaiduponmysleeve。Ilookedup。ItwasJohnson。

HedrewfromhispocketaSpanishdollar。"Ireckoned,"hesaid,cheerfully,"I’drunagainyesomewharsometime。MyoldwomantoldmetogiveyethatwhenIdid,andsaythatshe’didn’tkeepnohotel。’Butsheallowedshe’dkeeptheletter,andhasspelleditouttothechillern。"

HerewastheopportunityIhadlongedfortotouchJohnson’sprideandaffectioninthebravebutunprotectedgirl。"IwanttotalktoyouaboutMissJohnson,"Isaid,eagerly。

"Ireckonso,"hesaid,withanexasperatingsmile。"Mostfellersdo。Butsheain’tMissJohnsonnomore。She’smarried。"

"NottothatbigchapoverfromTenMileMills?"Isaidbreathlessly。

"What’sthematterwithHIM,"saidJohnson。"Yedidn’texpecthertomarryanobleman,didye?"

IsaidIdidn’tseewhysheshouldn’t——andbelievedthatsheHAD。

THENEWASSISTANTATPINECLEARINGSCHOOL。

CHAPTERI。

TheschoolmistressofPineClearingwastakingalastlookaroundherschoolroombeforeleavingitfortheday。Shemighthavedonesowithpride,fortheschoolroomwasconsideredamarvelofarchitecturalelegancebythecitizens,andeventotheordinaryobserverwasapretty,villa-likestructure,withanopencupolaandoverhangingroofofdiamond-shapedshinglesandadeepElizabethanporch。Butitwasthemonumentofafiercestrugglebetweenanewercivilizationandabarbarismoftheolddays,whichhadresultedintheclearingawayofthepines——andafewotherthingsasincongruoustothenewlifeandfarlessinnocent,thoughnolesssincere。Ithadcostthecommunityfifteenthousanddollars,andthelivesoftwoofitscitizens。

Happilytherewasnostainofthisonthecleanwhitewalls,thebeautifully-writtengilttexts,ortheshiningblackboardthathadofferednorecordwhichcouldnotbedailywipedaway。And,certainly,thelastpersonintheworldtosuggestanyreminiscencesofitsbelligerentfoundationwasthepersonoftheschoolmistress。

Mature,thin,precise,——notprettyenoughtohaveexcitedHomericfeuds,noryetsoplainastoprecludecertainsoothinggraces,——

shewasthewidowofapoorCongregationalminister,andhadbeenexpresslyimportedfromSanFranciscotosquarelymarktheissuebetweentheregenerateandunregeneratelife。Low-voiced,gentlewomanly,withthepallorofill-healthperhapsundulyaccentedbyhermourning,whichwasstillcutmodishlyenoughtoshowoffhersparebutgoodfigure,shewassupposedtorepresentthemodelofpious,scholasticrefinement。TheOpposition——sulleninditchesandatthedoorsofsaloons,orinthefieldstruculentastheirowncattle——neverthelesshadloweredtheircrestsandbuttonedtheircoatsovertheirrevolutionaryredshirtswhenSHEwentby。

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