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DEDICATION

TOMYMOTHER

Lovethatholdslifeanddeathinfee,DeepastheclearunsoundedseaAndsweetaslifeordeathcanbe,Laysheremyhope,myheart,andmeBeforeyou,silent,inasong。

Sincetheoldwildtale,madenew,foundgrace,Whenhalfsungthrough,beforeyourface,Itneedsmustliveaspringtidespace,WhileAprilsunsgrowstrong。

March24,1896。

THETALEOFBALEN

Inhawthorn-timetheheartgrowslight,Theworldissweetinsoundandsight,Gladthoughtsandbirdstakeflowerandflight,Theheatherkindlestowardthelight,Thewhinisfrankincenseandflame。

AndbeitforstrifeorbeitforloveThefalconquickensasthedoveWhenearthistouchedfromheavenaboveWithjoythatknowsnoname。

AndgladinspiritandsadinsoulWithdreamanddoubtofdaysthatrollAswavesthatraceandfindnogoalRodeonbybushandbrakeandboleAnorthernchildofearthandsea。

TheprideoflifebeforehimlayRadiant:theheavensofnightanddayShonelessthanshonebeforehiswayHiswaysanddaystobe。

AndallhislifeofbloodandbreathSangoutwithinhim:timeanddeathWereevenaswordsadreamersaithWhensleepwithinhimslackeneth,Andlightandlifeandspringwereone。

Thesteedbetweenhiskneesthatsprang,Themoorsandwoodsthatshoneandsang,Thehourswherethroughthespring’sbreathrang,Seemedagelessasthesun。

ButalwaythroughthebounteousbloomThatearthgivesthanksifheavenillumeHissoulforefeltashadowofdoom,HisheartforeknewagloomiergloomThanclosesallmen’sequalways,Albeitthespiritoflife’slightspringWithprideofheartupheldhim,kingAndlordofhourslikesnakesthatstingAndnightsthatdarkendays。

AndasthestrongspringroundhimgrewStronger,andallblithewindsthatblewBlither,andflowersthatfloweredanewMoregladofsunandairanddew,TheshadowlightenedonhissoulAndbrightenedintodeathanddiedLikewinter,asthebloomwaxedwideFromwoodsideontoriversideAndsouthwardgoaltogoal。

AlongthewanderingwaysofTyne,BybeechandbirchandthornthatshineAndlaughwhenlife’srequickeningwineMakesnightandnoonanddawndivineAndstirsinalltheveinsofspring,AndpastthebrighteningbanksofTees,HerodeasonethatbreathesandseesAsunmoreblithe,amerrierbreeze,Alifethathailshimking。

AnddownthesofteningsouththatknowsNomorehowgladtheheatherglows,Norhow,whenwinter’sclarionblowsAcrossthebrightNorthumbriansnows,Sea-mistsfromeastandwestwardmeet,PastAvonsenselessyetofsongAndThamesthatborebutswansinthrongHerodeelateinheartandstrongIntrustofdaysassweet。

SocamehethroughtoCamelot,Glad,thoughforshamehisheartwaxedhot,ForhopewithinitwitherednotToseetheshaftitdreamedofshotFairtowardtheglimmeringgoaloffame,AndallKingArthur’sknightliestthereApprovedhimknightly,swifttodareAndkeentobidtheirrecordsbearSirBalen’snorthernname。

SirBalenofNorthumberlandGatgracebeforethekingtostandHighashisheartwas,andhishandWroughthonourtowardthestrangenorthstrandThatsenthimsouthsogoodlyaknight。

Andenvy,sickwithsenseofsin,BeganaspoisonousherbsbeginToworkinbasemen’sblood,akinTomen’sofnoblermight。

Andevensofellitthathisdoom,Forallhisbrightlife’skindlingbloomAndlightthattooknothoughtforgloom,FellasabreathfromtheopeningtombFullonhimerehewistorthought。

Foronceachurlofroyalseed,KingArthur’skinsman,faintindeedAndloudinwordthatknewnotheed,Spakeshamewhereshamewasnought。

"WhatdothonehereinCamelotWhosebirthwasnorthward?WotwenotAsallhisbrethrenbordererswotHowblindofheart,howkeenandhot,Thewildnorthlivesandhatesthesouth?

MenofthenarrowingmarchthatknowsNoughtsavethestrengthofstormsandsnows,WhatwouldthesecarleswhereknighthoodblowsAtrumpofkinglikemouth?"

SwiftfromhisplaceleaptBalen,smoteTheliaracrosshisface,andwroteHiswrathinblooduponthebloatBrutecheekthatchallengedshamefornoteHowvileaking-bornknavemightbe。

Forthsprangtheirswords,andBalenslewTheknaveerewellonewitnessknewOfallthatroundthemstoodordrewWhatsightwastheretosee。

Thenspakethegreatking’swrathfulwillAdoomforsixdarkmonthstofillWhereincloseprisonheldhim,stillAndsteadfast-souledforgoodorill。

ButwhenthosewearydayslaydeadHislordliestknightsandbaronsspakeBeforethekingforBalen’ssakeGoodspeechandwise,offorcetobreakThebondsthatbowedhishead。

II

Inlinden-timetheheartishighForprideofsummerpassingbyWithlordlylaughterinhereye;

AheavysplendourintheskyUpliftsandbowsitdownagain。

ThespringhadwanedfromwoodandwoldSinceBalenlefthisprisonholdAndlowlier-heartedthanofoldBehelditwaxandwane。

ThoughhumbleheartandpoorarrayKeptnotfromspiritandsenseawayTheirnoblenature,norcouldslayThepridetheybadebutpauseandstayTilltimeshouldbringitstrusttoflower,Yetevenfornobleshame’ssake,bornOfhopethatsmiledonhateandscorn,HeheldhimstillaseartheremornRingforthherrapturoushour。

ButevenasearthwhendawntakesflightAndbeatsherwingsofdewylightFullinthefalteringfaceofnight,HissoulawoketoclaimbyrightThelifeanddeathofdeedanddoom,WhenoncebeforethekingtherecameAmaidencladwithgriefandshameAndanguishburningherlikeflameThatfeedsonflowersinbloom。

Beneatharoyalmantle,fairWithgoodlyworkoflustrousvair,GirtfastagainsthersideshebareAswordwhoseweightbadeallmenthereQuailtobeholdherfaceagain。

SaveofapassingperfectknightNotgreataloneinforceandfightItmightnotbeforanymightDrawnforth,andendherpain。

Sosaidshe:thenKingArthurspake:

"AlbeitindeedIdarenottakeSuchpraiseonme,forknighthood’ssakeAndloveofladieswillImakeAssayifbetternonemaybe。"

BygirdleandbysheathhecaughtThesheathedandgirdedsword,andwroughtWithstrengthwhoseforceavailedhimnoughtTosaveandsetherfree。

Againshespake:"NoneedtosetThemightthatmanhasmatchednotyetAgainstit:hewhosehandshallgetGracetoreleasethebondsthatfretMybosomandmygirdlesteadWithlittlestrainofstrengthorstrifeShallbringmeasfromdeathtolifeAndwintosisterortowifeFamethatoutlivesmendead。"

ThenbadethekinghisknightsassayThismysterythatbeforehimlayAndmockedhismightofmanhood。"Nay,"

Quothshe,"themanthattakesawayThisburdenlaidonmemustbeAknightofrecordcleanandfairAssunlightandtheflowerfulair,BysireandmotherborntobearAnametoshamenotme。"

ThenforthstrodeLauncelot,andlaidThemighty-mouldedhandthatmadeStrongknightsreelbacklikebirdsaffrayedBystormthatsmotethemastheystrayedAgainstthehiltthatyieldednot。

ThenTristram,brightandsadandkindAsonethatboreinnoblemindLovethatmadelightasdarknessblind,FaredevenasLauncelot。

ThenLamoracke,withhardiercheer,AsonethatheldallhopeandfearWherethroughthespiritofmanmaysteerInlifeanddeathlessdarkordear,Laidhandthereon,andfaredasthey。

WithhalfasmilehishandhedrewBackfromthespell-boundthing,andthrewWithhalfaglancehisheartanewTowardnosuchblamelessmay。

BetweenIseultandGuenevereSatoneofnameashightohear,ButdarklierdoomedthantheywhosecheerForeshowednotyetthedeadlieryearThatbidsthequeenliestheadbowdown,ThequeenMorgauseofOrkney:theyWithscarceaflashoftheeyecouldsayTheverywordofdawn,whendayGivesearthandheaventheircrown。

ButbrightanddarkasnightornoonAndloweringasastorm-flushedmoonWhencloudsandthwartingwindsdistuneThemusicofthemidnight,soonTodiefromdarkeningstartostarAndleaveasilenceintheskiesThatyearnstilldawnfindvoiceandrise,ShonestrangeasfateMorgause,witheyesThatdweltondaysafar。

AglancethatshotonLamorackeAsfromastorm-cloudbrightandblack。

Fireswiftandblindasdeath’sowntrackTurnedfleetasflameonArthurbackFromhimwhosehandforsookthehilt:

AndoneinbloodandoneinsinTheirheartscaughtfireofpainwithinAndknewnogoalforthemtowinButdeaththatguerdonsguilt。

ThenGawain,sweetofsoulandgayAsAprilerehedreamsofMay,Strove,andprevailednot:thenSirKay,Thesnake-souledenvier,vileastheyThatfawnandfoamandlurkandlie,SireofthebastardbandwhosebroodWasalwayfoundatservilefeudWithhonour,faintandfalseandlewd,Scarcegraspedandputitby。

ThenweptforwoethedamselboundWithironandwithanguishround,ThatnonetohelphergriefwasfoundOrloosetheinextricablyinwoundGrimcursethatgirtherlifewithgriefAndmadeaburdenofherbreath,Harshasthebitternessofdeath。

ThenspakethekingasonethatsaithWordsbitterereventhanbrief。

"MethoughtthewideroundworldcouldbringBeforethefaceofqueenorkingNoknightsmorefitforfametosingThanfillthisfullRoundTable’sringWithhonourhigherthanprideofplace:

Butnowmyheartiswrungtoknow,Damsel,thatnonewhomfamecanshowFindsgracetohealorhelpthywoe:

Godgivesthemnotthegrace。"

Thenfromthelowliestplacethereby,Withheart-enkindledcheekandeyeMostlikethestarandkindlingskyThatsaythesundawn’shourishighWhenrapturetremblesthroughthesea,StrodeBaleninhispoorarrayForth,andtookheartofgracetoprayThedamselsufferevenhimtoassayHispowertosetherfree。

Nay,howshouldheavail,shesaid,Aversewithscorn-avertedhead,Wheretheseavailednot?nonehadspedOfallthesemightiermenthatledThelistswhereinhemightnotride,Andhowshouldlessmenspeed?Buthe,Withlordlierprideofcourtesy,PutforthhishandandsetherfreeFrompainandhumbledpride。

ButontheswordhegazedelateWithhopesethigherthanfearorfate,Ordoubtofdarklingdaysinwait;

AndwhenherthankfulpraisewaxedgreatAndcravedofhimtheswordagain,Hewouldnotgiveit。"Nay,formineItistillforcemaymakeitthine。"

AsmilethatshoneasdeathmayshineSpaketowardhimbaleandbane。

Strangelightningflickeredfromhereyes。

"GentleandgoodinknightliestguiseAndmeetforquestofstrangeempriseThouhasthereapprovedthee:yetnotwiseTokeeptheswordfromme,Iwis。

ForwithitthoushaltsurelyslayOfallthatlookuponthedayThemanbestlovedofthee,andlayThineownlifedownforhis。"

"WhatchanceGodsends,thatchanceItake,"

Hesaid。Thensoftandstillshespake;

"IwouldbutforthineonlysakeHavebacktheswordofthee,andbreakThelinksofdoomthatbindtheeround。

Butseeingthouwiltnothaveitso,Myheartforthineiswrungwithwoe。"

"God’swill,"quothhe,"itis,weknow,Wherewithourlivesarebound。"

"Repentitmustthousoon,"shesaid,"WhowouldstnotheartheredeIreadForthineandnotformysake,spedInvainaswatersheavenwardshedFromspringsthatfalteranddepartEarthward。GodbidsnottheebelieveTruth,andthewebthylifemustweaveForeventhisswordtocloseandcleaveHangsheavyroundmyheart。"

Sopassedshemourningforth。Buthe,WithheartofspringinghopesetfreeAsbirdsthatbreastandbravethesea,BadehorseandarmsandarmourbeMadestraightwayreadytowardthefray。

NorevenmightArthur’sroyalprayerWithholdhim,butwithfrankandfairThanksgivingandleave-takingthereHeturnedhimthenceaway。

III

Astheeastwind,whenthemorning’sbreastGleamslikeabird’sthatleavesthenest,Afledgelinghalcyon’sboundonquest,DriveswaveonwaveonwavetowestTillalltheseabelifeandlight,Sotime’smutebreath,thatbringstobloomAllflowersthatstrewthedeadspring’stomb,DrivesdayondayondaytodoomTillallman’sdaybenight。

BriefasthebreakingofawaveThathurlsonmanhisthunderousgraveErefearfindbreathtocryorcraveLifethatnochancemayspareorsave,ThelightofjoyandgloryshoneEvenasindreamswheredeathseemsdeadRoundBalen’shope-exaltedhead,Shone,passed,andlightenedasitfledTheshadowofdoomthereon。

Forasheboundhimthencetofare,BeforethestatelypresencethereAladylikeawindflowerfair,GirtonwithraimentstrangeandrareThatrippledwhisperingroundher,came。

Herclearcoldeyes,allglassygrey,SeemedlitnotwiththelightofdayButtouchedwithgleamsthatwanedawayOfquelledandfadingflame。

Beforethekingshebowedandspake:

"King,forthineoldfaith’splightedsakeTometheladyofthelake,IcomeintrustoftheetotakeTheguerdonofthegiftIgave,ThyswordExcalibur。"AndheMadeanswer:"Beitwhate’eritbe,Ifminetogive,Igiveitthee,Norneedisthinetocrave。"

AswhenagleamofwickedlightTurnshalfalow-lyingwaterbrightThatmoansbeneaththeshiveringnightWithsenseofevilsoundandsightAndwhisperingwitchcraft’sbatedbreath,Herwanfacequickenedasshesaid:

"Thisknightthatwonthesword——hisheadIcraveorhersthatbroughtit。Dead,Letthesebeoneindeath。"

"Notwithminehonourthismaybe;

Askallsavethisthouwilt,"quothhe,"Andhavethyfulldesire。"ButsheMadeanswer:"NoughtwillIofthee,Noughtifnotthis。"ThenBalenturned,AndsawthesorceresshardbesideBywhosefellcrafthismotherdied:

Threeyearshehadsoughther,andhereespiedHisheartagainstheryearned。

"Illbethoumet,"hesaid,"whoseireWouldslakewithbloodthysoul’sdesire:

Bytheemymotherdiedinfire;

Diethoubymeadeathlessdire。"

Sharpflashedhisswordforth,fleetasflame,Andshoreawayhersorceroushead。

"Alasforshame,"thehighkingsaid,"Thatonefoundoncemyfriendliesdead;

Alasforallourshame!

"Thoushouldsthavehereforborneher;yea,WereallthewrongsthatbidmenslayThine,heapedtoohighforwrathtoweigh,NotherebeforemyfacetodayWasthinetherighttowreakthywrong。"

StillstoodhethenasonethatfoundHisroseofhopebystormdiscrowned,AndallthejoythatgirthimroundBriefasabrokensong。

Yeterehepassedheturnedandspake:

"King,onlyforthynoblersakeThanaughtofpowerman’spowermaytakeOrprideofplacethatpridemaybreakIbidthelordliermaninthee,Thatliveswithintheking,giveear。

ThisjusticedonebeforetheehereOnonethathell’sownheartholdsdear,Needsmightnotthisbutbe。

"Albeit,forallthatpridewouldprove,Myheartbewrungtolosethylove,Ityetrepentsmenothereof:

Somanyaneagleandmanyadove,Somanyaknight,somanyamay,Thiswater-snakeofpoisonoustongueTodeathbywordsandwileshathstung,Thathertheirslayer,fromhell’slakesprung,Ididnotilltoslay。"

"Yea,"saidtheking,"toohighofheartTostandbeforeakingthouart;

YetirksitmetobidtheepartAndtakethypenanceforthypart,ThatGodmayputuponthypride。"

ThenBalentooktheseveredheadAndtowardhishostryturnedandspedAsonethatknewnotquickfromdeadNorgoodfromeviltide。

HebadehissquirebeforehimstandAndtakethatsanguinespoilinhandAndbearitfarbyshoreandstrandTillallingladNorthumberlandThatlovedhim,seeingit,allmightknowHisdeadliestfoewasdead,andhearHowfreefromprisonasfromfearHedweltintrustoftheansweringyearTobringhimwealforwoe。

"Andtellthem,nowItakemywayTomeetinbattle,ifImay,KingRyonsofNorthWales,andslayThatkingofkerneswhosefieryswayDothallthemarchesdiredespiteThatserveKingArthur:soshallheAgainbegraciouslordtome,AndIthatleavetheemeetwiththeeOncemoreinArthur’ssight。"

Sospakeheeretheyparted,norTookshameorfeartocounsellor,Asonewhomnonelaidambushfor;

AndwistnothowSirLaunceor,Thewildking’ssonofIreland,hotAndhighinwrathtoknowthatoneStoodhigherinfamebeforethesun,EvenBalen,sincetheswordwaswon,DrewnighfromCamelot。

Forthence,inheatofhateandpride,Asonethatmanmightbidnotbide,Hecravedthehighking’sgracetorideOnquestofBalenfarandwideAndwreakthewronghiswrathhadwrought。

"Yea,"Arthursaid,"forsuchdespiteWasdonemeneverinmysightAsthisthinehandshallnowrequiteIftrustavailusaught。"

Buterehepassed,ineagermoodTofeedhishatewithbitterfood,Beforetheking’sfaceMerlinstoodAndheardhistaleofillandgood,OfBalen,andtheswordachieved,Andwhenceitsmoteasheaven’sredireThatdirefuldameofdoomasdire;

Andhowtheking’swrathturnedtofireThegriefwherewithhegrieved。

Anddarkeningashegaveitear,ThestillfaceofthesacredseerWaxedwanwithwrathandnotwithfear,AndeverchangeditscloudiercheerTillallhisfacewasverynight。

"Thisdamoselthatbroughtthesword,"

Hesaid,"beforethekingmylord,Andalltheseknightsabouthisboard,Hathdonethemalldespite。

"ThefalsestdamoselsheisThatworksmenillonearth,Iwis,Andallhermindistowardbutthis,TokillaswithalyingkissTruth,andthelifeofnobletrust。

Abrotherhathshe,——seebutnowTheflameofshamethatbrandsherbrow!-

Atrueman,pureasfaith’sownvow,Whosehonourknowsnotrust。

"ThisgoodknightfoundwithinherbowerAfelonandherparamour,Andslewhiminhisshamefulhour,AsrightgavemightandrighteouspowerTohandsthatwreakedsofoulawrong。

Then,forthehateherheartputon,ShesoughtbywayswheredeathhadgoneTheladyLyleofAvalon,Whosecraftsarestrangeandstrong。

"Thesorceress,onewithherinthought,Gaveherthatswordofmagic,wroughtBycharmswhereofsweetheavenseesnought,ThathithergirtonhershebroughtTobebydoomherbrother’sbane。

AndgriefitistothinkhowheThatwonit,beingofheartsofreeAndperfectfoundinchivalry,Shallbythatswordlieslain。

GreatpityitisandstrangedespiteThatonewhoseeyesarestarstolightHonour,andshineasheaven’sownheight,Shouldperish,beingthegoodliestknightThateventheall-gloriousnorthhasborne。

NorshallmylordthekingbeholdAlordlierfriendofmightiermouldThanBalen,thoughhistalebetoldErenoonfulfilhismorn。"

IV

AsmorninghearsbeforeitrunThemusicofthemountingsun,AndlaughstowatchhistrophieswonFromdarkness,andherhostsundone,Andallthenightbecomeabreath,NordreamsthatfearshouldhearandfleeThesummermenaceofthesea,Sohearsourhopewhatlifemaybe,Andknowsitnotfordeath。

EachdaythatslaysitshoursanddiesWeeps,laughs,andlightensonoureyes,Andseesandhearsnot:smilesandsighsAsflowersephemeralfallandriseAboutitsbirth,aboutitsway,Andpassasloveandsorrowpass,Asshadowsflashingdownaglass,Asdew-flowersblowinginflowerlessgrass,Ashopefromyesterday。

TheblossomofthesunnydewThatnowthestrongersunstrikesthroughFadesoffthebladewhereonitblewNofleetlierthantheflowersthatgrewOnhope’sgreensteminlife’sfiercelight。

NormighttheglorysoontositAwhileonBalen’screstalitOutshinetheshadowofdoomonitOrstaydeath’swingsfromflight。

DawnonagoldenmoorlandsideByholtandheathsawBalenrideAndLaunceorafter,prickedwithprideAndstungwithspurringenvy:wideAndfarhehadriddenathwartstrangelandsAndsoughtamissthemanhefoundAndcriedon,tillthestormysoundRangasarallyingtrumpetroundThatfiresmen’sheartsandhands。

Abidehebadehim:norwasneedTobidwhenBalenwheeledhissteedFiercely,lessfainbywordthandeedTobidhisenvierevilspeed,Andcried,"Whatwiltthouwithme?"LoudRangLaunceor’svehementanswer:"Knight,ToavengeontheethediredespiteThouhastdoneusallinArthur’ssightIstandtowardArthurvowed。"

"Ay?"Balensaid:"albeitIseeIneedsmustdealinstrifewiththee,Lightisthewytethoulayestonme;

ForherIslewandsinnednot,sheWasdireinallmen’seyesasdeath,OrnonewerelotherfoundthanI

Bymetobidawomandie:

Asliefwereloyalmentolie,Orscornwhathonoursaith。"

Asthearchedwave’sweightagainstthereefHurls,andishurledbacklikealeafStorm-shrivelled,anditsrageofgriefSpeaksalltheloudbroadseainbrief,Andquellsthehearkeningheartsofmen,OrasthecrashofoverfallsDownunderbluesmoothwaterbrawlsLikejarringsteelonruiningwalls,Sorangtheirmeetingthen。

Aswaveonwaveshocks,andconfoundsTheboundingbulkwhereonitboundsAndbreaksandshatteringseawardsoundsAscryingoftheoldsea’swolvesandhoundsThatmoanandravinandrageandwail,SosteedonsteedencounteringsheerShocked,andthestrengthofLaunceor’sspearShiveredonBalen’sshield,andfearBadehopewithinhimquail。

ButBalen’sspearthroughLaunceor’sshieldCloveasaploughsharecleavesthefieldAndpiercedthehauberktriple-steeled,Thathorsewithhorsemanstrickenreeled,Andasastorm-breachedrockfalls,fell。

AndBalenturnedhishorseagainAndwistnotyethisfoelayslain,AndsawhimdeadthatsoughthisbaneAndwroughtandfarednotwell。

Suddenly,whilehegazedandstood,Andmusedinmany-mindedmoodIflifeordeathwereevilorgood,ForthofacovertofawoodThatskirtedhalfthemoorlandleaFastrodeamaidenflower-likewhiteFulltowardthatfairwildplaceoffight,AnhungeredofthewofulsightGodgavehertheretosee。

Andseeingthemantherefallenanddead,ShecriedagainstthesunthatshedLightonthelivingworld,andsaid,"OBalen,slayerwhosehandisred,Twobodiesandoneheartthouhastslain,Twoheartswithinonebody:aye,Twosoulsthouhastlost;bytheetheydie,CastoutofsightofearthandskyAndallthatmadethemfain。"

Andfromthedeadhisswordshecaught,Andfellintrancethatwistofnought,Swooning:butsoftlyBalensoughtTowinfromhertheswordshethoughtTodieon,dyingbyLaunceor’sside。

AgainherwakeningwailoutbrokeAswildly,swordinhand,shewokeAndstruckoneswiftandbitterstrokeThathealedher,andshedied。

Andsorrowingfortheirstrangelove’ssakeRodeBalenforthbylawnandlake,Bymoorandmossandbriarandbrake,AndinhishearttheirsorrowspakeWhoselipsweredumbasdeath,andsaidMutewordsofpresageblindandvainAsrain-starsblurredandmarredbyrainTowanderersonamoonlessmainWherenightanddayseemdead。

ThentowardasunbrightwildwoodsideHelookedandsawbeneathitrideAknightwhosearmsafarespiedBynoteofnameandproofofprideBarewitnessofhisbrotherborn,HisbrotherBalan,hardathand,TwinflowerofbrightNorthumberland,Twinsea-birdoftheirloudsea-strand,Twinsong-birdoftheirmorn。

AhthenfromBalenpassedawayAlldreadofnight,alldoubtofday,Allcarewhatlifeordeathmightsay,AllthoughtofallworsemonthsthanMay:

OnlythemightofjoyinloveBrakeforthwithinhimasafire,AnddeepdelightindeepdesireOffar-flowndayswhosefull-souledquireRangroundfromtheairabove。

FromchoralearthandquiringairRangmemorieswingedlikesongsthatbearSweetgiftsforspiritandsensetoshare:

Fornoman’slifeknowslovemorefairAndfruitfulofmemorialthingsThanthisthedeepdearlovethatbreaksWithsenseoflifeonlife,andmakesThesundawnsunnierasitwakesWheremorningrounditrings。

"Obrother,Omybrother!"criedEachuponeach,andcastasideTheirhelmsunbracedthatmightnothideFromsightofmemorysingle-eyedThelikenessgravenoffaceandface,AndkissedandweptuponeachotherForjoyandpityofeitherbrother,Andloveengraftedbysireandmother,God’snaturalgiftofgrace。

AndeachwitheachtookcounselmeetForcomfort,makingsorrowsweet,Andgriefagoodlythingtogreet:

AndwordfromwordleaptlightandfleetTillalltheventuroustalewastold,AndhowinBalen’shopeitlayTomeetthewildWelshkingandslay,AndwinfromArthurbackforpayThegracehegaveofold。

"AndthitherwillnotthouwithmeAndwinasgreatagraceforthee?"

"ThatwillIwell,"quothBalan:"weWillcleavetogether,boundandfree,Asbrethrenshould,beingtwainandone。"

ButeretheypartedthencetherecameAcreaturewitheredaswithflame,Adwarfmismadeinnature’sshame,Betweenthemandthesun。

AndridingfleetasfiremayglideHefoundthedeadliesidebyside,Andwailedandrenthishairandcried,"Whohathdonethisdeed?"AndBaleneyedThestrangethingloathfully,andsaid,"TheknightIslew,whofoundhimfainAndkeentoslayme:seeinghimslain,ThemaidIsoughttosaveinvain,Self-stricken,hereliesdead。

"Soregriefwasminetoseeherdie,Andforhertruefaith’ssakeshallI

Love,andwithloveofheartmorehigh,AllwomenbettertillIdie。"

"Alas,"thedwarfsaid,"illfortheeInevilhourthisdeedwasdone:

FornowthequestshallbebegunAgainstthee,fromthedawningsunEventothesunsetsea。

"Fromshoretomountain,dawntonight,ThekinsfolkofthisgreatdeadknightWillchasetheetothydeath。"AlightOfswiftblithescornflashedanswerbrightAsfirefromBalen’seye。"Forthat,Smallfearshallfretmyheart,"quothhe:

"ButthatmylordthekingshouldbeForthisdeadman’ssakewrothwithme,Weepmightitwellthereat。"

Thenmurmuringpassedthedwarfaway,AndtowardtheknightsinfairarrayCameridingeastwardupthewayFromwheretheflower-softlowlandslayAkingwhosenamethesweetsouth-westHeldhighinhonour,andthelandThatbowedbeneathhisgentlehandWoreonitswildbrightnorthernstrandTintagelforacrest。

AndBalenhailedwithhomagedueKingMarkofCornwall,whenheknewThepennonthatbeforehimflew:

AndforthoseloversdeadandtrueThekingmademoantoheartheirdoom;

Andfortheirsorrow’ssakeheswareToseekinallthemarchesthereThechurchthatmanmightfindmostfairAndbuildthereintheirtomb。

V

Asthoughtfromthoughttakeswingandflies,AsmonthonmonthwithsunliteyesTramplesandtriumphsinitsrise,Aswavesmiteswavetodeathanddies,SochanceonhurtlingchancelikesteelStrikes,flashes,andisquenched,erefearCanwhisperhope,orhopecanhear,IfsorroworjoybefarornearFortimetohurtorheal。

SwiftasashadowandstrangeaslightThatcleavesintwaintheshadowofnightBeforethewide-wingedwordtakesflightThatthunderspeakstodepthandheightAndquellsthequiethourwithsound,TherecamebeforeKingMarkandstoodBetweenthemoorsideandthewoodThemanwhosewordGod’swillmadegood,Norguilewasinitfound。

AndMerlinsaidtoBalen:"Lo,ThouhastwroughtthyselfagrievouswoeToletthisladydie,andknowThoumightsthavestayedherdeadlyblow。"

AndBalenansweredhimandsaid,"Nay,bymytruthtofaith,notI,Sofiercelyfainshewastodie;

Erewellherswordhadflashedonhigh,Self-slainshelaytheredead。"

AgainandsadlyMerlinspake:

"Myheartiswrungforthisdeed’ssake,ToknowtheethereforedoomedtotakeUponthinehandacurse,andmakeThreekingdomspinethroughtwelveyears’change,Inwantandwoe:forthoushaltsmiteThemanmostnobleandtruestknightThatlooksupontheliveworld’slightAdolorousstrokeandstrange。

"AndnottillyearsshallroundtheirgoalMaythisman’swoundthouhastgivenbewhole。"

AndBalen,strickenthroughthesoulBydark-wingedwordsofdoomanddole,Madeanswer:"IfIwistitwereNoliebutsooththousayestofme,TheneventomakealiaroftheeWouldItooslaymyself,andseeHowdeathbidsdeadmenfare。"

AndMerlintookhisleaveandpassedAndwasnot:andtheshadowasfastWentwithhimthathiswordhadcast,Toofleetforthoughtthereoftolast:

AndtherethosebrethrenbadeKingMarkFarewell:butfainwouldMarkhaveknownThestrongknight’snamewhohadoverthrownTheprideofLaunceor,whenitshoneBrightasitnowlaydark。

AndBalanforhisbrotherspake,Saying:"Sir,albeithimlistnotbreakThesealofsecrettime,norshakeNightoffhimerehismorningwake,BythesetwoswordsheisgirtwithalMaymenthatpraisehim,knightsandlords,Callhimtheknightthatbearstwoswords,AndallthepraisehisfameaccordsMakeanswerwhentheycall。"

Sopartedtheytowardeventide;

Andtendertwilight,heavy-eyed,SawdeepdownglimmeringwoodlandsrideBalenandBalansidebyside,TillwheretheleavesgrewdenseanddimAgaintheyspiedfromfardrawnearThepresenceofthesacredseer,ButsodisguisedandstrangeofcheerThatseeingtheyknewnothim。

"Nowwhitherrideye,"Merlinsaid,"Throughshadowsthatthesunstrikesred,Erenightbebornordaybedead?"

Butthey,fordoubthalftouchedwithdread,Wouldsaynotwheretheirgoalmightlie。

"Andthou,"saidBalen,"whatartthou,Towalkwithshroudedeyeandbrow?"

Hesaid:"MelistsnotshowtheenowBynamewhatmanamI。"

"Illseenisthisofthee,"saidthey,"ThatthouarttrueinwordandwayNorfaintofearthefaceofday,WhowiltnotasatruemansayThenameitshamesnothimtobear。"

Heanswered:"Beitorbeitnotso,YetwhyyeridethiswayIknow,TomeetKingRyonsasafoe,Andhowyourhopeshallfare。

"Well,ifyehearkentowardmyrede,Ill,ifyehearnot,shallyespeed。"

"Ah,now,"theycried,"thouartoursatneedWhatMerlinsaithwearefaintoheed。"

"Greatworshipshallyewin,"saidhe,"Andlookthatyedoknightlynow,Forgreatshallbeyourneed,Itrow。"

AndBalensmiled:"Byknighthood’svow,Thebestwemaywillwe。"

ThenMerlinbadethemturnandtakeRest,fortheirgoodsteeds’wearysake,Betweenthehighwayandthebrake,Tillstarrymidnightbadethemwake:

Then"Rise,"hesaid,"thekingisnigh,WhohathstolenfromallhishostawayWiththreescorehorseinarmedarray,ThegoodliestknightsthatbearhisswayAndholdhiskingdomhigh。

"AndtwentyrideofthembeforeTobearhiserrand,erethedoorTurnofthenight,sealedfastnomore,Andsundawnbidthestarswaxhoar;

Forbythestarshineofto-nightHeseeksalemanwhereshewaitsHiscoming,darkandswiftasfate’s,AndhearkenstowardtheunopeninggatesThatyieldnothimtosight。

ThenthroughtheglimmeringgloomaroundAshadowysenseoflightandsoundMade,eretheproofthereofwerefound,Thebraveblitheheartswithinthembound,And"Where,"quothBalen,"ridestheking?"

Butsofterspaketheseer:"Abide,Tillhithertowardyourspearsheride,WhereallthenarrowingwoodlandsideGrowsdensewithboughsthatcling。"

ThereinthatstraiteningwaytheymetThewildWelshhostagainstthemset,Andsmotetheirstrongkingdown,ereyetHishurryinghordeofspearsmightgetFiercevantageofthem。ThenthefightGrewgreatandjoyousasitgrew,Forleftandrightthosebrethrenslew,TillallthelawnwaxedredwithdewMoredeepthandewsofnight。

AnderethefullfiercetalewasreadFullfortylaybeforethemdead,AndfastthehurtlingremnantfledAndwistnotwhitherfearhadled:

Andtowardthekingtheywentagain,Andwouldhaveslainhim:buthebowedBeforethem,cryinginfearaloudForgracetheygavehim,seeingtheproudWildkingbroughtlowestofmen。

AnderethewildwoodleaveswerestirredWithsongorwingofwakeningbird,InCamelotwasMerlin’swordWithjoyinjoyouswonderheardThattoldofArthur’sbitterestfoeDiskingdomedanddiscomfited。

"Bywhom?"thehighkingsmiledandsaid。

Heanswered:"Erethedawnwaxred,To-morrowbidsyouknow。

"TwoknightswhoseheartandhopeareoneAndfaintowinyourgracehavedoneThisworkwherebyifgracebewonTheirheartsshallhailtheenkindlingsunWithjoymorekeenanddeepthanday。"

AnderethesundawndrankthedewThosebrethrenwiththeirprisonerdrewTotheouterguardtheygavehimtoAndpassedagainaway。

AndArthurcameastowardhisguestTogreethisfoe,andbadehimrestAsonereturnedfromnoblerquestAndwelcomefromthestormbrightwest,Butbywhatchancehefainwouldhear。

"Thechancewashardandstrange,sirking,"

QuothRyons,bowedinthanksgiving。

"Whowonyou?"Arthursaid:"thethingIsworthawarrior’sear。"

Thewildkingflushedwithprideandshame,Answering:"IknownoteithernameOfthosethatthereagainstuscameAndwitheredallourstrengthlikeflame:

Theknightthatbearstwoswordsisone,Andonehisbrother:notonearthMaymenmeetmenofknightlierworthNormightierbornofmortalbirthThathailthesovereignsun。"

AndArthursaid:"IknowthemnotButmuchamIforthis,Godwet,Beholdentothem:LauncelotNorTristram,whenthewarwaxedhotAlongthemarcheseastandwest,Wroughtevernoblerworkthanthis。"

"Ah,"Merlinsaid,"sorepityitisAndstrangemischanceofdoom,Iwis,Thatdeathshouldmartheirquest。

"Balen,theperfectknightthatwonTheswordwhosenameismalison,Andmadehisdeedhisdoom,isone:

NorhathhisbrotherBalandoneLessroyalservice:notonearthLivesthereanoblerknight,morestrongOfsoultowinmen’spraiseinsong,AlbeitthelightabidenotlongThatlightenedroundhisbirth。

"Yea,andofallsadthingsIknowTheheaviestandthehighestinwoeIsthis,thedoomwhosedatebringslowToosoonintimelessoverthrowAheadsohigh,ahopesosure。

ThegreatestmoanforanyknightThateverwonfairfameinfightShallbeforBalen,seeinghismightMustnownotlongendure。"

"Alas,"KingArthursaid,"hehathshownSuchlovetome-wardthatthemoanMadeofhimshouldbeminealoneAboveallother,knowingitknownIhaveilldeserveditofhim。""Nay,"

SaidMerlin,"heshalldoforyouMuchmore,whentimeshallbeanew,ThantimehathgivenhimchancetodoOrhopemaythinktosay。

"ButnowmustbeyourpowerspurveyedTomeet,erenoonofmornbemadeTo-morrow,allthehostarrayedOfthiswildfoe’swildbrother,laidAroundagainstyou:seetoitwell,FornowIpartfromyou。"Andsoon,Whensundawnslewthewitheringmoon,TwohostsweremettowintheboonWhosetaleisdeath’stotell。

AlordlytaleofknightsandlordsFordeathtotellbycountofswordsWhenwar’swildharpinallitschordsRangroyaltriumph,andthehordesOfhurtlingfoemenrockedandreeledAswaveswind-thwartedonthesea,Wastoldofallthattheremightbe,TillscarcemightbattlehearorseeThefortuneofthefield。

AndmanyaknightwonfamethatdayWheneventheserpentsoulofKayWaskindledtowardthefieryplayAsmightalion’sbeforprey,AndwonhimfamethatmightnotdieWithpassingofhisrancorousbreathButclungabouthislifeanddeathAsfirethatspeaksincloud,andsaithWhatstrongmenhearandfly。

AndgloriousworkswereArthur’sthere,Thatlitthebattle-darkenedair:

ButwhentheysawbeforethemfareLikestarsofstormtheknightthatbareTwoswordsabouthimgirtforfray,Balen,andBalanwithhim,thenStrongwondersmotethesoulsofmenIfheaven’sownhostorhell’sdeepdenHadsentthemforthtoslay。

Sokeentheyrodeacrossthefight,Sosharptheysmotetoleftandright,AndmadeofhurtlingdarknesslightWithlightningoftheirswords,tillflightAndfearbeforethemflewlikeflame,ThatArthur’sselfhadneverknown,Hesaid,sincefirsthisblastwasblown,SuchlordsofwarasthesealoneThatwhenceheknewnotcame。

ButwhilethefireofwarwaxedhotThewildkinghearkened,hearingnot,Throughstormofspearsandarrow-shot,ForsuccourtowardhimfromKingLotAndallhishostofsea-bornmen,Strongasthestrongstorm-bafflingbirdWhosecryroundOrkney’sheadlandsheardIsasthesea’sownsovereignwordThatmocksourmortalken。

ForMerlin’scraftofprophecy,Whowistthatoneoftwainmustdie,PutmightinhimtosaytherebyWhichheadshouldloseitscrown,andlieStricken,thoughlothheweretoknowThateitherlifeshouldwaneandfail;

YetmostmightArthur’sloveavail,AndstillwithsubtlytemperedtaleHiswileheldfastthefoe。

WithwovenwordsofmagicmightWhereinthesubtleshadowandlightChangedhopeandfeartillfeartookflight,HestayedKingLot’sfiercelustoffightTillallthewildWelshwarwasdrivenAsfoambeforethewindthatwakesWiththeall-awakeningsun,andbreaksStrongshipsthatruethemirthitmakesWhengracetoslayisgiven。

Andeverhotterlitandhigher,Asfirethatmeetsencounteringfire,WaxedinKingLothiskeendesireTobidrevengewithinhimtireOnArthur’sravagedfameandlife:

AcrossthewavesofwarbetweenFloatedandflashed,unseenandseen,ThelustrouslikenessofthequeenWhomshamehadsealedhiswife。

ButwhenthewofulwordwasbroughtThatwhilehetarried,doubtingnought,ThehopewaslostwhosegoalhesoughtAndallthefightheyearnedforfought,Hisheartwasrentforgriefandshame,AndhalfhishopewassetonflightTillwordwasgivenhimofaknightWhosaid:"Theyarewearyandwornwithfight,Andwemorefreshthanflame。"

AndbrightanddarkasnightanddayEreeitherfindtheunopeningwayClear,andforegotheunalteringsway,Thesadking’sfaceshone,frowning:"Yea,IwouldthateveryknightofmineWoulddohispartasIshalldo,"

Hesaid,"tilldeathorlifeanewShalljudgebetweenusasisdueWithwiserdoomthanthine。"

ThenthunderedalltheawakeningfieldWithcrashofhoststhatclashedandreeled,Bannertobanner,shieldtoshield,Andspeartosplinteringspear-shaft,steeledAsheartagainsthighheartofman,AshopeagainsthighhopeofknightTopluckthecrestandcrownoffightFromwar’sclenchedhandbystorm’swildlight,Forblessinggivenorban。

AllheartsofhearkeningmenthatheardThebantwin-bornwithblessing,stirredLikespringtidewaters,knewthewordWherebythesteedsofstormarespurredWithravenousrapturetodestroy,Andlaughedforloveofbattle,piercedWithpassionoftempestuousthirstAndhungeringhopetoassuageitfirstWithdraughtsofstormyjoy。

ButsheeraheadoftheirontideThatrockedandroaredfromsidetosideRodeasthelightning’slordmightrideKingLot,whoseheartwassettoabideAllperiloftheraginghour,AndallhishostofwarriorsbornWherelandsbywarringseasarewornWasonlybyhishandsupborneWhogavethemprideandpower。

Butasthesea’shandsmitestheshoreAndshattersallthestrengthsthatboreTheravageearthmaybearnomore,SosmotethehandofPellinoreCharging,aknightofArthur’schief,Andclovehisstrongsteed’sneckintwain,Andsmotehimsheerthroughbrowandbrain,Falling:andthereKingLotlayslain,Andknewnotwrathorgrief。

AndallthehostofOrkneyfled,Andmanyamother’ssonlaydead:

ButwhentheyraisedthestrickenheadWhenceprideandpowerandshamewerefledAndrageandanguishnowcastout,Andboreittowardakinglytomb,ThewifewhoselovehadwroughthisdoomCamethither,fairasmorning’sbloomAnddarkastwilight’sdoubt。

Andthereherfourstrongsonsandhis,GawainandGareth,GaherysAndAgravain,whosesword’ssharpkissWithsoundofhell’sownserpent’shissShouldonedayturnherlifetodeath,Stoodmourningwithher:butbytheseSeeingMordredasaseerthatsees,AnguishofterrorbentherkneesAndcaughthershudderingbreath。

ThesplendourofhersovereigneyesFlasheddarknessdeeperthantheskiesFeelorfearwhenthesunsetdiesOnhisthatfeltasmidnightriseTheirdoomuponthem,thereundoneByfaithinfearerethoughtcouldyieldAshadowysenseofdaysrevealed,Theravinofthefinalfield,Theterroroftheirson。

ForArthur’s,astheycaughtthelightThatsoughtanddurstnotseekhissight,Darkened,andallhisspirit’smightWitheredwithinhimevenasnightWitherswhensunrisethrillsthesea。

ButMordred’slightenedaswithfireThatsmotehismotherandhissireWithdarklingdoomanddeepdesireThatbadeitsdarknessbe。

AndheavierontheirheartstheweightSankofthefearthatbringsforthfate,ThebitterdoubtwhosewombisgreatWithallthegriefandloveandhateThatturntofiremen’sdaysonearth。

Andgloriouswasthefuneralmade,AnddarkthedeepeningdreadthatswayedTheirdarkeningsoulswhoselightgrewshadeWithsenseofdeathinbirth。

VI

Inautumn,whenthewindandseaRejoicetoliveandlaughtobe,AndscarcetheblastthatcurbsthetreeAndbidsbeforeitquailandfleeThefieryfoliage,whereitsbrandIsradiantasthesealofspring,Soundslessdelight,andwavesawingLesslustrous,life’sloudthanksgivingPutslifeinseaandland。

HighhopeinBalen’sheartalightLaughed,asfromallthatclamorousfightHepassedandsoughtnotArthur’ssight,WhofainhadfoundhiskingliestknightAndmadeamendforBalen’swrong。

ButMerlingavehissoultoseeFate,risingasashorewardsea,AndallthesorrowthatshouldbeErehopeorfearthoughtlong。

"OwherearetheywhosehandsupboreMybattle,"Arthursaid,"beforeThewildWelshhost’swiderageandroar?

BalenandBalan,Pellinore,Wherearethey?"Merlinansweredhim:

"BalenshallbenotlongawayFromsightofyou,butnightnordayShallbringhisbrotherbacktosayIflifeburnbrightordim。"

"Now,bymyfaith,"saidArthurthen,"Twomarvellousknightsarethey,whosekenTowardbattlemakesthetwainasten,AndBalenmostofallbornmenPassethofprowessallIknowOreverfoundorsoughttosee:

WouldGodhewouldabidewithme,TofacethetimesforetoldoftheeAndallthelatterwoe。"

FortherehadMerlinshownthekingThedoomthatsongsunbornshouldsing,ThegiftsthattimeshouldriseandbringOfblitheandbitterdaystospringAsweedsandflowersagainstthesun。

Andonthekingforfear’ssakefellSickness,andsorrowdeepashell,NorevenmightsleepbidfearfarewellIfgracetosleepwerewon。

DowninameadowgreenandstillHebadethefolkthatwroughthiswillPitchhispavilion,wherethechillSoftnightwouldletnotrestfulfilHisheartwhereindarkfearslaydeep。

AndsharpagainsthishearingcastCameasoundasofhorsehoofsfastPassing,thateretheirsoundwerepastArousedhimasfromsleep。

AndforthhelookedalongthegrassAndsawbeforehisportalpassAknightthatwailedaloud,"AlasThatlifeshouldfindthisdolorouspassAndfindnoshieldfromdoomanddole!"

Andhearingallhismoan,"Abide,Fairsir,"thekingaroseandcried,"AndsaywhatsorrowbidsyourideSosorrowfulofsoul。"

"Myhurtmaynomanheal,Godwot,Andhelpofmanmayspeedmenot,"

Thesadknightsaid,"norchangemylot。"

AndtowardthecastleofMelyotWhosetowersarosealeagueawayHepassedforthsorrowing:andanon,Erewellthewofulsightweregone,CameBalendownthemeadsthatshone,Strong,bright,andbraveasday。

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