第1章
DEDICATION
TOMYMOTHER
Lovethatholdslifeanddeathinfee,DeepastheclearunsoundedseaAndsweetaslifeordeathcanbe,Laysheremyhope,myheart,andmeBeforeyou,silent,inasong。
Sincetheoldwildtale,madenew,foundgrace,Whenhalfsungthrough,beforeyourface,Itneedsmustliveaspringtidespace,WhileAprilsunsgrowstrong。
March24,1896。
THETALEOFBALEN
Inhawthorn-timetheheartgrowslight,Theworldissweetinsoundandsight,Gladthoughtsandbirdstakeflowerandflight,Theheatherkindlestowardthelight,Thewhinisfrankincenseandflame。
AndbeitforstrifeorbeitforloveThefalconquickensasthedoveWhenearthistouchedfromheavenaboveWithjoythatknowsnoname。
AndgladinspiritandsadinsoulWithdreamanddoubtofdaysthatrollAswavesthatraceandfindnogoalRodeonbybushandbrakeandboleAnorthernchildofearthandsea。
TheprideoflifebeforehimlayRadiant:theheavensofnightanddayShonelessthanshonebeforehiswayHiswaysanddaystobe。
AndallhislifeofbloodandbreathSangoutwithinhim:timeanddeathWereevenaswordsadreamersaithWhensleepwithinhimslackeneth,Andlightandlifeandspringwereone。
Thesteedbetweenhiskneesthatsprang,Themoorsandwoodsthatshoneandsang,Thehourswherethroughthespring’sbreathrang,Seemedagelessasthesun。
ButalwaythroughthebounteousbloomThatearthgivesthanksifheavenillumeHissoulforefeltashadowofdoom,HisheartforeknewagloomiergloomThanclosesallmen’sequalways,Albeitthespiritoflife’slightspringWithprideofheartupheldhim,kingAndlordofhourslikesnakesthatstingAndnightsthatdarkendays。
AndasthestrongspringroundhimgrewStronger,andallblithewindsthatblewBlither,andflowersthatfloweredanewMoregladofsunandairanddew,TheshadowlightenedonhissoulAndbrightenedintodeathanddiedLikewinter,asthebloomwaxedwideFromwoodsideontoriversideAndsouthwardgoaltogoal。
AlongthewanderingwaysofTyne,BybeechandbirchandthornthatshineAndlaughwhenlife’srequickeningwineMakesnightandnoonanddawndivineAndstirsinalltheveinsofspring,AndpastthebrighteningbanksofTees,HerodeasonethatbreathesandseesAsunmoreblithe,amerrierbreeze,Alifethathailshimking。
AnddownthesofteningsouththatknowsNomorehowgladtheheatherglows,Norhow,whenwinter’sclarionblowsAcrossthebrightNorthumbriansnows,Sea-mistsfromeastandwestwardmeet,PastAvonsenselessyetofsongAndThamesthatborebutswansinthrongHerodeelateinheartandstrongIntrustofdaysassweet。
SocamehethroughtoCamelot,Glad,thoughforshamehisheartwaxedhot,ForhopewithinitwitherednotToseetheshaftitdreamedofshotFairtowardtheglimmeringgoaloffame,AndallKingArthur’sknightliestthereApprovedhimknightly,swifttodareAndkeentobidtheirrecordsbearSirBalen’snorthernname。
SirBalenofNorthumberlandGatgracebeforethekingtostandHighashisheartwas,andhishandWroughthonourtowardthestrangenorthstrandThatsenthimsouthsogoodlyaknight。
Andenvy,sickwithsenseofsin,BeganaspoisonousherbsbeginToworkinbasemen’sblood,akinTomen’sofnoblermight。
Andevensofellitthathisdoom,Forallhisbrightlife’skindlingbloomAndlightthattooknothoughtforgloom,FellasabreathfromtheopeningtombFullonhimerehewistorthought。
Foronceachurlofroyalseed,KingArthur’skinsman,faintindeedAndloudinwordthatknewnotheed,Spakeshamewhereshamewasnought。
"WhatdothonehereinCamelotWhosebirthwasnorthward?WotwenotAsallhisbrethrenbordererswotHowblindofheart,howkeenandhot,Thewildnorthlivesandhatesthesouth?
MenofthenarrowingmarchthatknowsNoughtsavethestrengthofstormsandsnows,WhatwouldthesecarleswhereknighthoodblowsAtrumpofkinglikemouth?"
SwiftfromhisplaceleaptBalen,smoteTheliaracrosshisface,andwroteHiswrathinblooduponthebloatBrutecheekthatchallengedshamefornoteHowvileaking-bornknavemightbe。
Forthsprangtheirswords,andBalenslewTheknaveerewellonewitnessknewOfallthatroundthemstoodordrewWhatsightwastheretosee。
Thenspakethegreatking’swrathfulwillAdoomforsixdarkmonthstofillWhereincloseprisonheldhim,stillAndsteadfast-souledforgoodorill。
ButwhenthosewearydayslaydeadHislordliestknightsandbaronsspakeBeforethekingforBalen’ssakeGoodspeechandwise,offorcetobreakThebondsthatbowedhishead。
II
Inlinden-timetheheartishighForprideofsummerpassingbyWithlordlylaughterinhereye;
AheavysplendourintheskyUpliftsandbowsitdownagain。
ThespringhadwanedfromwoodandwoldSinceBalenlefthisprisonholdAndlowlier-heartedthanofoldBehelditwaxandwane。
ThoughhumbleheartandpoorarrayKeptnotfromspiritandsenseawayTheirnoblenature,norcouldslayThepridetheybadebutpauseandstayTilltimeshouldbringitstrusttoflower,Yetevenfornobleshame’ssake,bornOfhopethatsmiledonhateandscorn,HeheldhimstillaseartheremornRingforthherrapturoushour。
ButevenasearthwhendawntakesflightAndbeatsherwingsofdewylightFullinthefalteringfaceofnight,HissoulawoketoclaimbyrightThelifeanddeathofdeedanddoom,WhenoncebeforethekingtherecameAmaidencladwithgriefandshameAndanguishburningherlikeflameThatfeedsonflowersinbloom。
Beneatharoyalmantle,fairWithgoodlyworkoflustrousvair,GirtfastagainsthersideshebareAswordwhoseweightbadeallmenthereQuailtobeholdherfaceagain。
SaveofapassingperfectknightNotgreataloneinforceandfightItmightnotbeforanymightDrawnforth,andendherpain。
Sosaidshe:thenKingArthurspake:
"AlbeitindeedIdarenottakeSuchpraiseonme,forknighthood’ssakeAndloveofladieswillImakeAssayifbetternonemaybe。"
BygirdleandbysheathhecaughtThesheathedandgirdedsword,andwroughtWithstrengthwhoseforceavailedhimnoughtTosaveandsetherfree。
Againshespake:"NoneedtosetThemightthatmanhasmatchednotyetAgainstit:hewhosehandshallgetGracetoreleasethebondsthatfretMybosomandmygirdlesteadWithlittlestrainofstrengthorstrifeShallbringmeasfromdeathtolifeAndwintosisterortowifeFamethatoutlivesmendead。"
ThenbadethekinghisknightsassayThismysterythatbeforehimlayAndmockedhismightofmanhood。"Nay,"
Quothshe,"themanthattakesawayThisburdenlaidonmemustbeAknightofrecordcleanandfairAssunlightandtheflowerfulair,BysireandmotherborntobearAnametoshamenotme。"
ThenforthstrodeLauncelot,andlaidThemighty-mouldedhandthatmadeStrongknightsreelbacklikebirdsaffrayedBystormthatsmotethemastheystrayedAgainstthehiltthatyieldednot。
ThenTristram,brightandsadandkindAsonethatboreinnoblemindLovethatmadelightasdarknessblind,FaredevenasLauncelot。
ThenLamoracke,withhardiercheer,AsonethatheldallhopeandfearWherethroughthespiritofmanmaysteerInlifeanddeathlessdarkordear,Laidhandthereon,andfaredasthey。
WithhalfasmilehishandhedrewBackfromthespell-boundthing,andthrewWithhalfaglancehisheartanewTowardnosuchblamelessmay。
BetweenIseultandGuenevereSatoneofnameashightohear,ButdarklierdoomedthantheywhosecheerForeshowednotyetthedeadlieryearThatbidsthequeenliestheadbowdown,ThequeenMorgauseofOrkney:theyWithscarceaflashoftheeyecouldsayTheverywordofdawn,whendayGivesearthandheaventheircrown。
ButbrightanddarkasnightornoonAndloweringasastorm-flushedmoonWhencloudsandthwartingwindsdistuneThemusicofthemidnight,soonTodiefromdarkeningstartostarAndleaveasilenceintheskiesThatyearnstilldawnfindvoiceandrise,ShonestrangeasfateMorgause,witheyesThatdweltondaysafar。
AglancethatshotonLamorackeAsfromastorm-cloudbrightandblack。
Fireswiftandblindasdeath’sowntrackTurnedfleetasflameonArthurbackFromhimwhosehandforsookthehilt:
AndoneinbloodandoneinsinTheirheartscaughtfireofpainwithinAndknewnogoalforthemtowinButdeaththatguerdonsguilt。
ThenGawain,sweetofsoulandgayAsAprilerehedreamsofMay,Strove,andprevailednot:thenSirKay,Thesnake-souledenvier,vileastheyThatfawnandfoamandlurkandlie,SireofthebastardbandwhosebroodWasalwayfoundatservilefeudWithhonour,faintandfalseandlewd,Scarcegraspedandputitby。
ThenweptforwoethedamselboundWithironandwithanguishround,ThatnonetohelphergriefwasfoundOrloosetheinextricablyinwoundGrimcursethatgirtherlifewithgriefAndmadeaburdenofherbreath,Harshasthebitternessofdeath。
ThenspakethekingasonethatsaithWordsbitterereventhanbrief。
"MethoughtthewideroundworldcouldbringBeforethefaceofqueenorkingNoknightsmorefitforfametosingThanfillthisfullRoundTable’sringWithhonourhigherthanprideofplace:
Butnowmyheartiswrungtoknow,Damsel,thatnonewhomfamecanshowFindsgracetohealorhelpthywoe:
Godgivesthemnotthegrace。"
Thenfromthelowliestplacethereby,Withheart-enkindledcheekandeyeMostlikethestarandkindlingskyThatsaythesundawn’shourishighWhenrapturetremblesthroughthesea,StrodeBaleninhispoorarrayForth,andtookheartofgracetoprayThedamselsufferevenhimtoassayHispowertosetherfree。
Nay,howshouldheavail,shesaid,Aversewithscorn-avertedhead,Wheretheseavailednot?nonehadspedOfallthesemightiermenthatledThelistswhereinhemightnotride,Andhowshouldlessmenspeed?Buthe,Withlordlierprideofcourtesy,PutforthhishandandsetherfreeFrompainandhumbledpride。
ButontheswordhegazedelateWithhopesethigherthanfearorfate,Ordoubtofdarklingdaysinwait;
AndwhenherthankfulpraisewaxedgreatAndcravedofhimtheswordagain,Hewouldnotgiveit。"Nay,formineItistillforcemaymakeitthine。"
AsmilethatshoneasdeathmayshineSpaketowardhimbaleandbane。
Strangelightningflickeredfromhereyes。
"GentleandgoodinknightliestguiseAndmeetforquestofstrangeempriseThouhasthereapprovedthee:yetnotwiseTokeeptheswordfromme,Iwis。
ForwithitthoushaltsurelyslayOfallthatlookuponthedayThemanbestlovedofthee,andlayThineownlifedownforhis。"
"WhatchanceGodsends,thatchanceItake,"
Hesaid。Thensoftandstillshespake;
"IwouldbutforthineonlysakeHavebacktheswordofthee,andbreakThelinksofdoomthatbindtheeround。
Butseeingthouwiltnothaveitso,Myheartforthineiswrungwithwoe。"
"God’swill,"quothhe,"itis,weknow,Wherewithourlivesarebound。"
"Repentitmustthousoon,"shesaid,"WhowouldstnotheartheredeIreadForthineandnotformysake,spedInvainaswatersheavenwardshedFromspringsthatfalteranddepartEarthward。GodbidsnottheebelieveTruth,andthewebthylifemustweaveForeventhisswordtocloseandcleaveHangsheavyroundmyheart。"
Sopassedshemourningforth。Buthe,WithheartofspringinghopesetfreeAsbirdsthatbreastandbravethesea,BadehorseandarmsandarmourbeMadestraightwayreadytowardthefray。
NorevenmightArthur’sroyalprayerWithholdhim,butwithfrankandfairThanksgivingandleave-takingthereHeturnedhimthenceaway。
III
Astheeastwind,whenthemorning’sbreastGleamslikeabird’sthatleavesthenest,Afledgelinghalcyon’sboundonquest,DriveswaveonwaveonwavetowestTillalltheseabelifeandlight,Sotime’smutebreath,thatbringstobloomAllflowersthatstrewthedeadspring’stomb,DrivesdayondayondaytodoomTillallman’sdaybenight。
BriefasthebreakingofawaveThathurlsonmanhisthunderousgraveErefearfindbreathtocryorcraveLifethatnochancemayspareorsave,ThelightofjoyandgloryshoneEvenasindreamswheredeathseemsdeadRoundBalen’shope-exaltedhead,Shone,passed,andlightenedasitfledTheshadowofdoomthereon。
Forasheboundhimthencetofare,BeforethestatelypresencethereAladylikeawindflowerfair,GirtonwithraimentstrangeandrareThatrippledwhisperingroundher,came。
Herclearcoldeyes,allglassygrey,SeemedlitnotwiththelightofdayButtouchedwithgleamsthatwanedawayOfquelledandfadingflame。
Beforethekingshebowedandspake:
"King,forthineoldfaith’splightedsakeTometheladyofthelake,IcomeintrustoftheetotakeTheguerdonofthegiftIgave,ThyswordExcalibur。"AndheMadeanswer:"Beitwhate’eritbe,Ifminetogive,Igiveitthee,Norneedisthinetocrave。"
AswhenagleamofwickedlightTurnshalfalow-lyingwaterbrightThatmoansbeneaththeshiveringnightWithsenseofevilsoundandsightAndwhisperingwitchcraft’sbatedbreath,Herwanfacequickenedasshesaid:
"Thisknightthatwonthesword——hisheadIcraveorhersthatbroughtit。Dead,Letthesebeoneindeath。"
"Notwithminehonourthismaybe;
Askallsavethisthouwilt,"quothhe,"Andhavethyfulldesire。"ButsheMadeanswer:"NoughtwillIofthee,Noughtifnotthis。"ThenBalenturned,AndsawthesorceresshardbesideBywhosefellcrafthismotherdied:
Threeyearshehadsoughther,andhereespiedHisheartagainstheryearned。
"Illbethoumet,"hesaid,"whoseireWouldslakewithbloodthysoul’sdesire:
Bytheemymotherdiedinfire;
Diethoubymeadeathlessdire。"
Sharpflashedhisswordforth,fleetasflame,Andshoreawayhersorceroushead。
"Alasforshame,"thehighkingsaid,"Thatonefoundoncemyfriendliesdead;
Alasforallourshame!
"Thoushouldsthavehereforborneher;yea,WereallthewrongsthatbidmenslayThine,heapedtoohighforwrathtoweigh,NotherebeforemyfacetodayWasthinetherighttowreakthywrong。"
StillstoodhethenasonethatfoundHisroseofhopebystormdiscrowned,AndallthejoythatgirthimroundBriefasabrokensong。
Yeterehepassedheturnedandspake:
"King,onlyforthynoblersakeThanaughtofpowerman’spowermaytakeOrprideofplacethatpridemaybreakIbidthelordliermaninthee,Thatliveswithintheking,giveear。
ThisjusticedonebeforetheehereOnonethathell’sownheartholdsdear,Needsmightnotthisbutbe。
"Albeit,forallthatpridewouldprove,Myheartbewrungtolosethylove,Ityetrepentsmenothereof:
Somanyaneagleandmanyadove,Somanyaknight,somanyamay,Thiswater-snakeofpoisonoustongueTodeathbywordsandwileshathstung,Thathertheirslayer,fromhell’slakesprung,Ididnotilltoslay。"
"Yea,"saidtheking,"toohighofheartTostandbeforeakingthouart;
YetirksitmetobidtheepartAndtakethypenanceforthypart,ThatGodmayputuponthypride。"
ThenBalentooktheseveredheadAndtowardhishostryturnedandspedAsonethatknewnotquickfromdeadNorgoodfromeviltide。
HebadehissquirebeforehimstandAndtakethatsanguinespoilinhandAndbearitfarbyshoreandstrandTillallingladNorthumberlandThatlovedhim,seeingit,allmightknowHisdeadliestfoewasdead,andhearHowfreefromprisonasfromfearHedweltintrustoftheansweringyearTobringhimwealforwoe。
"Andtellthem,nowItakemywayTomeetinbattle,ifImay,KingRyonsofNorthWales,andslayThatkingofkerneswhosefieryswayDothallthemarchesdiredespiteThatserveKingArthur:soshallheAgainbegraciouslordtome,AndIthatleavetheemeetwiththeeOncemoreinArthur’ssight。"
Sospakeheeretheyparted,norTookshameorfeartocounsellor,Asonewhomnonelaidambushfor;
AndwistnothowSirLaunceor,Thewildking’ssonofIreland,hotAndhighinwrathtoknowthatoneStoodhigherinfamebeforethesun,EvenBalen,sincetheswordwaswon,DrewnighfromCamelot。
Forthence,inheatofhateandpride,Asonethatmanmightbidnotbide,Hecravedthehighking’sgracetorideOnquestofBalenfarandwideAndwreakthewronghiswrathhadwrought。
"Yea,"Arthursaid,"forsuchdespiteWasdonemeneverinmysightAsthisthinehandshallnowrequiteIftrustavailusaught。"
Buterehepassed,ineagermoodTofeedhishatewithbitterfood,Beforetheking’sfaceMerlinstoodAndheardhistaleofillandgood,OfBalen,andtheswordachieved,Andwhenceitsmoteasheaven’sredireThatdirefuldameofdoomasdire;
Andhowtheking’swrathturnedtofireThegriefwherewithhegrieved。
Anddarkeningashegaveitear,ThestillfaceofthesacredseerWaxedwanwithwrathandnotwithfear,AndeverchangeditscloudiercheerTillallhisfacewasverynight。
"Thisdamoselthatbroughtthesword,"
Hesaid,"beforethekingmylord,Andalltheseknightsabouthisboard,Hathdonethemalldespite。
"ThefalsestdamoselsheisThatworksmenillonearth,Iwis,Andallhermindistowardbutthis,TokillaswithalyingkissTruth,andthelifeofnobletrust。
Abrotherhathshe,——seebutnowTheflameofshamethatbrandsherbrow!-
Atrueman,pureasfaith’sownvow,Whosehonourknowsnotrust。
"ThisgoodknightfoundwithinherbowerAfelonandherparamour,Andslewhiminhisshamefulhour,AsrightgavemightandrighteouspowerTohandsthatwreakedsofoulawrong。
Then,forthehateherheartputon,ShesoughtbywayswheredeathhadgoneTheladyLyleofAvalon,Whosecraftsarestrangeandstrong。
"Thesorceress,onewithherinthought,Gaveherthatswordofmagic,wroughtBycharmswhereofsweetheavenseesnought,ThathithergirtonhershebroughtTobebydoomherbrother’sbane。
AndgriefitistothinkhowheThatwonit,beingofheartsofreeAndperfectfoundinchivalry,Shallbythatswordlieslain。
GreatpityitisandstrangedespiteThatonewhoseeyesarestarstolightHonour,andshineasheaven’sownheight,Shouldperish,beingthegoodliestknightThateventheall-gloriousnorthhasborne。
NorshallmylordthekingbeholdAlordlierfriendofmightiermouldThanBalen,thoughhistalebetoldErenoonfulfilhismorn。"
IV
AsmorninghearsbeforeitrunThemusicofthemountingsun,AndlaughstowatchhistrophieswonFromdarkness,andherhostsundone,Andallthenightbecomeabreath,NordreamsthatfearshouldhearandfleeThesummermenaceofthesea,Sohearsourhopewhatlifemaybe,Andknowsitnotfordeath。
EachdaythatslaysitshoursanddiesWeeps,laughs,andlightensonoureyes,Andseesandhearsnot:smilesandsighsAsflowersephemeralfallandriseAboutitsbirth,aboutitsway,Andpassasloveandsorrowpass,Asshadowsflashingdownaglass,Asdew-flowersblowinginflowerlessgrass,Ashopefromyesterday。
TheblossomofthesunnydewThatnowthestrongersunstrikesthroughFadesoffthebladewhereonitblewNofleetlierthantheflowersthatgrewOnhope’sgreensteminlife’sfiercelight。
NormighttheglorysoontositAwhileonBalen’screstalitOutshinetheshadowofdoomonitOrstaydeath’swingsfromflight。
DawnonagoldenmoorlandsideByholtandheathsawBalenrideAndLaunceorafter,prickedwithprideAndstungwithspurringenvy:wideAndfarhehadriddenathwartstrangelandsAndsoughtamissthemanhefoundAndcriedon,tillthestormysoundRangasarallyingtrumpetroundThatfiresmen’sheartsandhands。
Abidehebadehim:norwasneedTobidwhenBalenwheeledhissteedFiercely,lessfainbywordthandeedTobidhisenvierevilspeed,Andcried,"Whatwiltthouwithme?"LoudRangLaunceor’svehementanswer:"Knight,ToavengeontheethediredespiteThouhastdoneusallinArthur’ssightIstandtowardArthurvowed。"
"Ay?"Balensaid:"albeitIseeIneedsmustdealinstrifewiththee,Lightisthewytethoulayestonme;
ForherIslewandsinnednot,sheWasdireinallmen’seyesasdeath,OrnonewerelotherfoundthanI
Bymetobidawomandie:
Asliefwereloyalmentolie,Orscornwhathonoursaith。"
Asthearchedwave’sweightagainstthereefHurls,andishurledbacklikealeafStorm-shrivelled,anditsrageofgriefSpeaksalltheloudbroadseainbrief,Andquellsthehearkeningheartsofmen,OrasthecrashofoverfallsDownunderbluesmoothwaterbrawlsLikejarringsteelonruiningwalls,Sorangtheirmeetingthen。
Aswaveonwaveshocks,andconfoundsTheboundingbulkwhereonitboundsAndbreaksandshatteringseawardsoundsAscryingoftheoldsea’swolvesandhoundsThatmoanandravinandrageandwail,SosteedonsteedencounteringsheerShocked,andthestrengthofLaunceor’sspearShiveredonBalen’sshield,andfearBadehopewithinhimquail。
ButBalen’sspearthroughLaunceor’sshieldCloveasaploughsharecleavesthefieldAndpiercedthehauberktriple-steeled,Thathorsewithhorsemanstrickenreeled,Andasastorm-breachedrockfalls,fell。
AndBalenturnedhishorseagainAndwistnotyethisfoelayslain,AndsawhimdeadthatsoughthisbaneAndwroughtandfarednotwell。
Suddenly,whilehegazedandstood,Andmusedinmany-mindedmoodIflifeordeathwereevilorgood,ForthofacovertofawoodThatskirtedhalfthemoorlandleaFastrodeamaidenflower-likewhiteFulltowardthatfairwildplaceoffight,AnhungeredofthewofulsightGodgavehertheretosee。
Andseeingthemantherefallenanddead,ShecriedagainstthesunthatshedLightonthelivingworld,andsaid,"OBalen,slayerwhosehandisred,Twobodiesandoneheartthouhastslain,Twoheartswithinonebody:aye,Twosoulsthouhastlost;bytheetheydie,CastoutofsightofearthandskyAndallthatmadethemfain。"
Andfromthedeadhisswordshecaught,Andfellintrancethatwistofnought,Swooning:butsoftlyBalensoughtTowinfromhertheswordshethoughtTodieon,dyingbyLaunceor’sside。
AgainherwakeningwailoutbrokeAswildly,swordinhand,shewokeAndstruckoneswiftandbitterstrokeThathealedher,andshedied。
Andsorrowingfortheirstrangelove’ssakeRodeBalenforthbylawnandlake,Bymoorandmossandbriarandbrake,AndinhishearttheirsorrowspakeWhoselipsweredumbasdeath,andsaidMutewordsofpresageblindandvainAsrain-starsblurredandmarredbyrainTowanderersonamoonlessmainWherenightanddayseemdead。
ThentowardasunbrightwildwoodsideHelookedandsawbeneathitrideAknightwhosearmsafarespiedBynoteofnameandproofofprideBarewitnessofhisbrotherborn,HisbrotherBalan,hardathand,TwinflowerofbrightNorthumberland,Twinsea-birdoftheirloudsea-strand,Twinsong-birdoftheirmorn。
AhthenfromBalenpassedawayAlldreadofnight,alldoubtofday,Allcarewhatlifeordeathmightsay,AllthoughtofallworsemonthsthanMay:
OnlythemightofjoyinloveBrakeforthwithinhimasafire,AnddeepdelightindeepdesireOffar-flowndayswhosefull-souledquireRangroundfromtheairabove。
FromchoralearthandquiringairRangmemorieswingedlikesongsthatbearSweetgiftsforspiritandsensetoshare:
Fornoman’slifeknowslovemorefairAndfruitfulofmemorialthingsThanthisthedeepdearlovethatbreaksWithsenseoflifeonlife,andmakesThesundawnsunnierasitwakesWheremorningrounditrings。
"Obrother,Omybrother!"criedEachuponeach,andcastasideTheirhelmsunbracedthatmightnothideFromsightofmemorysingle-eyedThelikenessgravenoffaceandface,AndkissedandweptuponeachotherForjoyandpityofeitherbrother,Andloveengraftedbysireandmother,God’snaturalgiftofgrace。
AndeachwitheachtookcounselmeetForcomfort,makingsorrowsweet,Andgriefagoodlythingtogreet:
AndwordfromwordleaptlightandfleetTillalltheventuroustalewastold,AndhowinBalen’shopeitlayTomeetthewildWelshkingandslay,AndwinfromArthurbackforpayThegracehegaveofold。
"AndthitherwillnotthouwithmeAndwinasgreatagraceforthee?"
"ThatwillIwell,"quothBalan:"weWillcleavetogether,boundandfree,Asbrethrenshould,beingtwainandone。"
ButeretheypartedthencetherecameAcreaturewitheredaswithflame,Adwarfmismadeinnature’sshame,Betweenthemandthesun。
AndridingfleetasfiremayglideHefoundthedeadliesidebyside,Andwailedandrenthishairandcried,"Whohathdonethisdeed?"AndBaleneyedThestrangethingloathfully,andsaid,"TheknightIslew,whofoundhimfainAndkeentoslayme:seeinghimslain,ThemaidIsoughttosaveinvain,Self-stricken,hereliesdead。
"Soregriefwasminetoseeherdie,Andforhertruefaith’ssakeshallI
Love,andwithloveofheartmorehigh,AllwomenbettertillIdie。"
"Alas,"thedwarfsaid,"illfortheeInevilhourthisdeedwasdone:
FornowthequestshallbebegunAgainstthee,fromthedawningsunEventothesunsetsea。
"Fromshoretomountain,dawntonight,ThekinsfolkofthisgreatdeadknightWillchasetheetothydeath。"AlightOfswiftblithescornflashedanswerbrightAsfirefromBalen’seye。"Forthat,Smallfearshallfretmyheart,"quothhe:
"ButthatmylordthekingshouldbeForthisdeadman’ssakewrothwithme,Weepmightitwellthereat。"
Thenmurmuringpassedthedwarfaway,AndtowardtheknightsinfairarrayCameridingeastwardupthewayFromwheretheflower-softlowlandslayAkingwhosenamethesweetsouth-westHeldhighinhonour,andthelandThatbowedbeneathhisgentlehandWoreonitswildbrightnorthernstrandTintagelforacrest。
AndBalenhailedwithhomagedueKingMarkofCornwall,whenheknewThepennonthatbeforehimflew:
AndforthoseloversdeadandtrueThekingmademoantoheartheirdoom;
Andfortheirsorrow’ssakeheswareToseekinallthemarchesthereThechurchthatmanmightfindmostfairAndbuildthereintheirtomb。
V
Asthoughtfromthoughttakeswingandflies,AsmonthonmonthwithsunliteyesTramplesandtriumphsinitsrise,Aswavesmiteswavetodeathanddies,SochanceonhurtlingchancelikesteelStrikes,flashes,andisquenched,erefearCanwhisperhope,orhopecanhear,IfsorroworjoybefarornearFortimetohurtorheal。
SwiftasashadowandstrangeaslightThatcleavesintwaintheshadowofnightBeforethewide-wingedwordtakesflightThatthunderspeakstodepthandheightAndquellsthequiethourwithsound,TherecamebeforeKingMarkandstoodBetweenthemoorsideandthewoodThemanwhosewordGod’swillmadegood,Norguilewasinitfound。
AndMerlinsaidtoBalen:"Lo,ThouhastwroughtthyselfagrievouswoeToletthisladydie,andknowThoumightsthavestayedherdeadlyblow。"
AndBalenansweredhimandsaid,"Nay,bymytruthtofaith,notI,Sofiercelyfainshewastodie;
Erewellherswordhadflashedonhigh,Self-slainshelaytheredead。"
AgainandsadlyMerlinspake:
"Myheartiswrungforthisdeed’ssake,ToknowtheethereforedoomedtotakeUponthinehandacurse,andmakeThreekingdomspinethroughtwelveyears’change,Inwantandwoe:forthoushaltsmiteThemanmostnobleandtruestknightThatlooksupontheliveworld’slightAdolorousstrokeandstrange。
"AndnottillyearsshallroundtheirgoalMaythisman’swoundthouhastgivenbewhole。"
AndBalen,strickenthroughthesoulBydark-wingedwordsofdoomanddole,Madeanswer:"IfIwistitwereNoliebutsooththousayestofme,TheneventomakealiaroftheeWouldItooslaymyself,andseeHowdeathbidsdeadmenfare。"
AndMerlintookhisleaveandpassedAndwasnot:andtheshadowasfastWentwithhimthathiswordhadcast,Toofleetforthoughtthereoftolast:
AndtherethosebrethrenbadeKingMarkFarewell:butfainwouldMarkhaveknownThestrongknight’snamewhohadoverthrownTheprideofLaunceor,whenitshoneBrightasitnowlaydark。
AndBalanforhisbrotherspake,Saying:"Sir,albeithimlistnotbreakThesealofsecrettime,norshakeNightoffhimerehismorningwake,BythesetwoswordsheisgirtwithalMaymenthatpraisehim,knightsandlords,Callhimtheknightthatbearstwoswords,AndallthepraisehisfameaccordsMakeanswerwhentheycall。"
Sopartedtheytowardeventide;
Andtendertwilight,heavy-eyed,SawdeepdownglimmeringwoodlandsrideBalenandBalansidebyside,TillwheretheleavesgrewdenseanddimAgaintheyspiedfromfardrawnearThepresenceofthesacredseer,ButsodisguisedandstrangeofcheerThatseeingtheyknewnothim。
"Nowwhitherrideye,"Merlinsaid,"Throughshadowsthatthesunstrikesred,Erenightbebornordaybedead?"
Butthey,fordoubthalftouchedwithdread,Wouldsaynotwheretheirgoalmightlie。
"Andthou,"saidBalen,"whatartthou,Towalkwithshroudedeyeandbrow?"
Hesaid:"MelistsnotshowtheenowBynamewhatmanamI。"
"Illseenisthisofthee,"saidthey,"ThatthouarttrueinwordandwayNorfaintofearthefaceofday,WhowiltnotasatruemansayThenameitshamesnothimtobear。"
Heanswered:"Beitorbeitnotso,YetwhyyeridethiswayIknow,TomeetKingRyonsasafoe,Andhowyourhopeshallfare。
"Well,ifyehearkentowardmyrede,Ill,ifyehearnot,shallyespeed。"
"Ah,now,"theycried,"thouartoursatneedWhatMerlinsaithwearefaintoheed。"
"Greatworshipshallyewin,"saidhe,"Andlookthatyedoknightlynow,Forgreatshallbeyourneed,Itrow。"
AndBalensmiled:"Byknighthood’svow,Thebestwemaywillwe。"
ThenMerlinbadethemturnandtakeRest,fortheirgoodsteeds’wearysake,Betweenthehighwayandthebrake,Tillstarrymidnightbadethemwake:
Then"Rise,"hesaid,"thekingisnigh,WhohathstolenfromallhishostawayWiththreescorehorseinarmedarray,ThegoodliestknightsthatbearhisswayAndholdhiskingdomhigh。
"AndtwentyrideofthembeforeTobearhiserrand,erethedoorTurnofthenight,sealedfastnomore,Andsundawnbidthestarswaxhoar;
Forbythestarshineofto-nightHeseeksalemanwhereshewaitsHiscoming,darkandswiftasfate’s,AndhearkenstowardtheunopeninggatesThatyieldnothimtosight。
ThenthroughtheglimmeringgloomaroundAshadowysenseoflightandsoundMade,eretheproofthereofwerefound,Thebraveblitheheartswithinthembound,And"Where,"quothBalen,"ridestheking?"
Butsofterspaketheseer:"Abide,Tillhithertowardyourspearsheride,WhereallthenarrowingwoodlandsideGrowsdensewithboughsthatcling。"
ThereinthatstraiteningwaytheymetThewildWelshhostagainstthemset,Andsmotetheirstrongkingdown,ereyetHishurryinghordeofspearsmightgetFiercevantageofthem。ThenthefightGrewgreatandjoyousasitgrew,Forleftandrightthosebrethrenslew,TillallthelawnwaxedredwithdewMoredeepthandewsofnight。
AnderethefullfiercetalewasreadFullfortylaybeforethemdead,AndfastthehurtlingremnantfledAndwistnotwhitherfearhadled:
Andtowardthekingtheywentagain,Andwouldhaveslainhim:buthebowedBeforethem,cryinginfearaloudForgracetheygavehim,seeingtheproudWildkingbroughtlowestofmen。
AnderethewildwoodleaveswerestirredWithsongorwingofwakeningbird,InCamelotwasMerlin’swordWithjoyinjoyouswonderheardThattoldofArthur’sbitterestfoeDiskingdomedanddiscomfited。
"Bywhom?"thehighkingsmiledandsaid。
Heanswered:"Erethedawnwaxred,To-morrowbidsyouknow。
"TwoknightswhoseheartandhopeareoneAndfaintowinyourgracehavedoneThisworkwherebyifgracebewonTheirheartsshallhailtheenkindlingsunWithjoymorekeenanddeepthanday。"
AnderethesundawndrankthedewThosebrethrenwiththeirprisonerdrewTotheouterguardtheygavehimtoAndpassedagainaway。
AndArthurcameastowardhisguestTogreethisfoe,andbadehimrestAsonereturnedfromnoblerquestAndwelcomefromthestormbrightwest,Butbywhatchancehefainwouldhear。
"Thechancewashardandstrange,sirking,"
QuothRyons,bowedinthanksgiving。
"Whowonyou?"Arthursaid:"thethingIsworthawarrior’sear。"
Thewildkingflushedwithprideandshame,Answering:"IknownoteithernameOfthosethatthereagainstuscameAndwitheredallourstrengthlikeflame:
Theknightthatbearstwoswordsisone,Andonehisbrother:notonearthMaymenmeetmenofknightlierworthNormightierbornofmortalbirthThathailthesovereignsun。"
AndArthursaid:"IknowthemnotButmuchamIforthis,Godwet,Beholdentothem:LauncelotNorTristram,whenthewarwaxedhotAlongthemarcheseastandwest,Wroughtevernoblerworkthanthis。"
"Ah,"Merlinsaid,"sorepityitisAndstrangemischanceofdoom,Iwis,Thatdeathshouldmartheirquest。
"Balen,theperfectknightthatwonTheswordwhosenameismalison,Andmadehisdeedhisdoom,isone:
NorhathhisbrotherBalandoneLessroyalservice:notonearthLivesthereanoblerknight,morestrongOfsoultowinmen’spraiseinsong,AlbeitthelightabidenotlongThatlightenedroundhisbirth。
"Yea,andofallsadthingsIknowTheheaviestandthehighestinwoeIsthis,thedoomwhosedatebringslowToosoonintimelessoverthrowAheadsohigh,ahopesosure。
ThegreatestmoanforanyknightThateverwonfairfameinfightShallbeforBalen,seeinghismightMustnownotlongendure。"
"Alas,"KingArthursaid,"hehathshownSuchlovetome-wardthatthemoanMadeofhimshouldbeminealoneAboveallother,knowingitknownIhaveilldeserveditofhim。""Nay,"
SaidMerlin,"heshalldoforyouMuchmore,whentimeshallbeanew,ThantimehathgivenhimchancetodoOrhopemaythinktosay。
"ButnowmustbeyourpowerspurveyedTomeet,erenoonofmornbemadeTo-morrow,allthehostarrayedOfthiswildfoe’swildbrother,laidAroundagainstyou:seetoitwell,FornowIpartfromyou。"Andsoon,Whensundawnslewthewitheringmoon,TwohostsweremettowintheboonWhosetaleisdeath’stotell。
AlordlytaleofknightsandlordsFordeathtotellbycountofswordsWhenwar’swildharpinallitschordsRangroyaltriumph,andthehordesOfhurtlingfoemenrockedandreeledAswaveswind-thwartedonthesea,Wastoldofallthattheremightbe,TillscarcemightbattlehearorseeThefortuneofthefield。
AndmanyaknightwonfamethatdayWheneventheserpentsoulofKayWaskindledtowardthefieryplayAsmightalion’sbeforprey,AndwonhimfamethatmightnotdieWithpassingofhisrancorousbreathButclungabouthislifeanddeathAsfirethatspeaksincloud,andsaithWhatstrongmenhearandfly。
AndgloriousworkswereArthur’sthere,Thatlitthebattle-darkenedair:
ButwhentheysawbeforethemfareLikestarsofstormtheknightthatbareTwoswordsabouthimgirtforfray,Balen,andBalanwithhim,thenStrongwondersmotethesoulsofmenIfheaven’sownhostorhell’sdeepdenHadsentthemforthtoslay。
Sokeentheyrodeacrossthefight,Sosharptheysmotetoleftandright,AndmadeofhurtlingdarknesslightWithlightningoftheirswords,tillflightAndfearbeforethemflewlikeflame,ThatArthur’sselfhadneverknown,Hesaid,sincefirsthisblastwasblown,SuchlordsofwarasthesealoneThatwhenceheknewnotcame。
ButwhilethefireofwarwaxedhotThewildkinghearkened,hearingnot,Throughstormofspearsandarrow-shot,ForsuccourtowardhimfromKingLotAndallhishostofsea-bornmen,Strongasthestrongstorm-bafflingbirdWhosecryroundOrkney’sheadlandsheardIsasthesea’sownsovereignwordThatmocksourmortalken。
ForMerlin’scraftofprophecy,Whowistthatoneoftwainmustdie,PutmightinhimtosaytherebyWhichheadshouldloseitscrown,andlieStricken,thoughlothheweretoknowThateitherlifeshouldwaneandfail;
YetmostmightArthur’sloveavail,AndstillwithsubtlytemperedtaleHiswileheldfastthefoe。
WithwovenwordsofmagicmightWhereinthesubtleshadowandlightChangedhopeandfeartillfeartookflight,HestayedKingLot’sfiercelustoffightTillallthewildWelshwarwasdrivenAsfoambeforethewindthatwakesWiththeall-awakeningsun,andbreaksStrongshipsthatruethemirthitmakesWhengracetoslayisgiven。
Andeverhotterlitandhigher,Asfirethatmeetsencounteringfire,WaxedinKingLothiskeendesireTobidrevengewithinhimtireOnArthur’sravagedfameandlife:
AcrossthewavesofwarbetweenFloatedandflashed,unseenandseen,ThelustrouslikenessofthequeenWhomshamehadsealedhiswife。
ButwhenthewofulwordwasbroughtThatwhilehetarried,doubtingnought,ThehopewaslostwhosegoalhesoughtAndallthefightheyearnedforfought,Hisheartwasrentforgriefandshame,AndhalfhishopewassetonflightTillwordwasgivenhimofaknightWhosaid:"Theyarewearyandwornwithfight,Andwemorefreshthanflame。"
AndbrightanddarkasnightanddayEreeitherfindtheunopeningwayClear,andforegotheunalteringsway,Thesadking’sfaceshone,frowning:"Yea,IwouldthateveryknightofmineWoulddohispartasIshalldo,"
Hesaid,"tilldeathorlifeanewShalljudgebetweenusasisdueWithwiserdoomthanthine。"
ThenthunderedalltheawakeningfieldWithcrashofhoststhatclashedandreeled,Bannertobanner,shieldtoshield,Andspeartosplinteringspear-shaft,steeledAsheartagainsthighheartofman,AshopeagainsthighhopeofknightTopluckthecrestandcrownoffightFromwar’sclenchedhandbystorm’swildlight,Forblessinggivenorban。
AllheartsofhearkeningmenthatheardThebantwin-bornwithblessing,stirredLikespringtidewaters,knewthewordWherebythesteedsofstormarespurredWithravenousrapturetodestroy,Andlaughedforloveofbattle,piercedWithpassionoftempestuousthirstAndhungeringhopetoassuageitfirstWithdraughtsofstormyjoy。
ButsheeraheadoftheirontideThatrockedandroaredfromsidetosideRodeasthelightning’slordmightrideKingLot,whoseheartwassettoabideAllperiloftheraginghour,AndallhishostofwarriorsbornWherelandsbywarringseasarewornWasonlybyhishandsupborneWhogavethemprideandpower。
Butasthesea’shandsmitestheshoreAndshattersallthestrengthsthatboreTheravageearthmaybearnomore,SosmotethehandofPellinoreCharging,aknightofArthur’schief,Andclovehisstrongsteed’sneckintwain,Andsmotehimsheerthroughbrowandbrain,Falling:andthereKingLotlayslain,Andknewnotwrathorgrief。
AndallthehostofOrkneyfled,Andmanyamother’ssonlaydead:
ButwhentheyraisedthestrickenheadWhenceprideandpowerandshamewerefledAndrageandanguishnowcastout,Andboreittowardakinglytomb,ThewifewhoselovehadwroughthisdoomCamethither,fairasmorning’sbloomAnddarkastwilight’sdoubt。
Andthereherfourstrongsonsandhis,GawainandGareth,GaherysAndAgravain,whosesword’ssharpkissWithsoundofhell’sownserpent’shissShouldonedayturnherlifetodeath,Stoodmourningwithher:butbytheseSeeingMordredasaseerthatsees,AnguishofterrorbentherkneesAndcaughthershudderingbreath。
ThesplendourofhersovereigneyesFlasheddarknessdeeperthantheskiesFeelorfearwhenthesunsetdiesOnhisthatfeltasmidnightriseTheirdoomuponthem,thereundoneByfaithinfearerethoughtcouldyieldAshadowysenseofdaysrevealed,Theravinofthefinalfield,Theterroroftheirson。
ForArthur’s,astheycaughtthelightThatsoughtanddurstnotseekhissight,Darkened,andallhisspirit’smightWitheredwithinhimevenasnightWitherswhensunrisethrillsthesea。
ButMordred’slightenedaswithfireThatsmotehismotherandhissireWithdarklingdoomanddeepdesireThatbadeitsdarknessbe。
AndheavierontheirheartstheweightSankofthefearthatbringsforthfate,ThebitterdoubtwhosewombisgreatWithallthegriefandloveandhateThatturntofiremen’sdaysonearth。
Andgloriouswasthefuneralmade,AnddarkthedeepeningdreadthatswayedTheirdarkeningsoulswhoselightgrewshadeWithsenseofdeathinbirth。
VI
Inautumn,whenthewindandseaRejoicetoliveandlaughtobe,AndscarcetheblastthatcurbsthetreeAndbidsbeforeitquailandfleeThefieryfoliage,whereitsbrandIsradiantasthesealofspring,Soundslessdelight,andwavesawingLesslustrous,life’sloudthanksgivingPutslifeinseaandland。
HighhopeinBalen’sheartalightLaughed,asfromallthatclamorousfightHepassedandsoughtnotArthur’ssight,WhofainhadfoundhiskingliestknightAndmadeamendforBalen’swrong。
ButMerlingavehissoultoseeFate,risingasashorewardsea,AndallthesorrowthatshouldbeErehopeorfearthoughtlong。
"OwherearetheywhosehandsupboreMybattle,"Arthursaid,"beforeThewildWelshhost’swiderageandroar?
BalenandBalan,Pellinore,Wherearethey?"Merlinansweredhim:
"BalenshallbenotlongawayFromsightofyou,butnightnordayShallbringhisbrotherbacktosayIflifeburnbrightordim。"
"Now,bymyfaith,"saidArthurthen,"Twomarvellousknightsarethey,whosekenTowardbattlemakesthetwainasten,AndBalenmostofallbornmenPassethofprowessallIknowOreverfoundorsoughttosee:
WouldGodhewouldabidewithme,TofacethetimesforetoldoftheeAndallthelatterwoe。"
FortherehadMerlinshownthekingThedoomthatsongsunbornshouldsing,ThegiftsthattimeshouldriseandbringOfblitheandbitterdaystospringAsweedsandflowersagainstthesun。
Andonthekingforfear’ssakefellSickness,andsorrowdeepashell,NorevenmightsleepbidfearfarewellIfgracetosleepwerewon。
DowninameadowgreenandstillHebadethefolkthatwroughthiswillPitchhispavilion,wherethechillSoftnightwouldletnotrestfulfilHisheartwhereindarkfearslaydeep。
AndsharpagainsthishearingcastCameasoundasofhorsehoofsfastPassing,thateretheirsoundwerepastArousedhimasfromsleep。
AndforthhelookedalongthegrassAndsawbeforehisportalpassAknightthatwailedaloud,"AlasThatlifeshouldfindthisdolorouspassAndfindnoshieldfromdoomanddole!"
Andhearingallhismoan,"Abide,Fairsir,"thekingaroseandcried,"AndsaywhatsorrowbidsyourideSosorrowfulofsoul。"
"Myhurtmaynomanheal,Godwot,Andhelpofmanmayspeedmenot,"
Thesadknightsaid,"norchangemylot。"
AndtowardthecastleofMelyotWhosetowersarosealeagueawayHepassedforthsorrowing:andanon,Erewellthewofulsightweregone,CameBalendownthemeadsthatshone,Strong,bright,andbraveasday。