投诉 阅读记录

第4章

"Well,good-bye,"saidhe。"Ihavesomethingtodo。Seeyouatdinner。"

"Don’tbeinsuchahurry,"criesFrank。"HoldontillIgetmyrodup。

I’llgowithyou;I’msickoffloggingthisditch。"

Andhebegantoreeluphisline。

Archiestoodspeechless。Hetookalongwhiletorecoverhiswitsunderthisdirectattack;butbythetimehewasreadywithhisanswer,andtheanglewasalmostpackedup,hehadbecomecompletelyWeir,andthehangingfacegloomedonhisyoungshoulders。Hespokewithalabouredcomposure,alabouredkindnesseven;butachildcouldseethathismindwasmadeup。

"Ibegyourpardon,Innes;Idon’twanttobedisagreeable,butletusunderstandoneanotherfromthebeginning。WhenIwantyourcompany,I’llletyouknow。"

"O!"criesFrank,"youdon’twantmycompany,don’tyou?"

"Apparentlynotjustnow,"repliedArchie。"IevenindicatedtoyouwhenIdid,ifyou’llremember-andthatwasatdinner。Ifwetwofellowsaretolivetogetherpleasantly-andIseenoreasonwhyweshouldnot-itcanonlybebyrespectingeachother’sprivacy。Ifwebeginintruding-"

"O,come!I’lltakethisatnoman’shands。Isthisthewayyoutreataguestandanoldfriend?"criedInnes。

"JustgohomeandthinkoverwhatIsaidbyyourself,"continuedArchie,"whetherit’sreasonable,orwhetherit’sreallyoffensiveornot;andlet’smeetatdinnerasthoughnothinghadhappened,I’llputitthisway,ifyoulike-thatIknowmyowncharacter,thatI’mlookingforward(withgreatpleasure,Iassureyou)toalongvisitfromyou,andthatI’mtakingprecautionsatthefirst。Iseethethingthatwe-

thatI,ifyoulike-mightfalloutupon,andIstepinandOBSTO

PRINCIPIIS。Iwageryoufivepoundsyou’llendbyseeingthatImeanfriendliness,andIassureyou,Francie,Ido,"headded,relenting。

Burstingwithanger,butincapableofspeech,Innesshoulderedhisrod,madeagestureoffarewell,andstrodeoffdowntheburn-side。Archiewatchedhimgowithoutmoving。Hewassorry,butquiteunashamed。Hehatedtobeinhospitable,butinonethinghewashisfather’sson。Hehadastrongsensethathishousewashisownandnomanelse’s;andtolieataguest’smercywaswhatherefused。Hehatedtoseemharsh。

ButthatwasFrank’slookout。IfFrankhadbeencommonlydiscreet,hewouldhavebeendecentlycourteous。Andtherewasanotherconsideration。Thesecrethewasprotectingwasnothisownmerely;itwashers:itbelongedtothatinexpressibleshewhowasfasttakingpossessionofhissoul,andwhomhewouldsoonhavedefendedatthecostofburningcities。BythetimehehadwatchedFrankasfarastheSwingleburn-foot,appearinganddisappearinginthetarnishedheather,stillstalkingatafiercegaitbutalreadydwindledinthedistanceintolessthanthesmallnessofLilliput,hecouldaffordtosmileattheoccurrence。EitherFrankwouldgo,andthatwouldbearelief-orhewouldcontinuetostay,andhishostmustcontinuetoendurehim。

AndArchiewasnowfree-bydeviouspaths,behindhillocksandinthehollowofburns-tomakeforthetrysting-placewhereKirstie,criedaboutbythecurlewandtheplover,waitedandburnedforhiscomingbytheCovenanter’sstone。

Inneswentoffdown-hillinapassionofresentment,easytobeunderstood,butwhichyieldedprogressivelytotheneedsofhissituation。HecursedArchieforacold-hearted,unfriendly,rude,rudedog;andhimselfstillmorepassionatelyforafoolinhavingcometoHermistonwhenhemighthavesoughtrefugeinalmostanyotherhouseinScotland。Butthesteponcetaken,waspracticallyirretrievable。Hehadnomorereadymoneytogoanywhereelse;hewouldhavetoborrowfromArchiethenextclub-night;andillashethoughtofhishost’smanners,hewassureofhispracticalgenerosity。Frank’sresemblancetoTalleyrandstrikesmeasimaginary;butatleastnotTalleyrandhimselfcouldhavemoreobedientlytakenhislessonfromthefacts。HemetArchieatdinnerwithoutresentment,almostwithcordiality。Youmusttakeyourfriendsasyoufindthem,hewouldhavesaid。Archiecouldn’thelpbeinghisfather’sson,orhisgrandfather’s,thehypotheticalweaver’s,grandson。Thesonofahunks,hewasstillahunksatheart,incapableoftruegenerosityandconsideration;buthehadotherqualitieswithwhichFrankcoulddiverthimselfinthemeanwhile,andtoenjoywhichitwasnecessarythatFrankshouldkeephistemper。

Soexcellentlywasitcontrolledthatheawokenextmorningwithhisheadfullofadifferent,thoughacognatesubject。WhatwasArchie’slittlegame?WhydidheshunFrank’scompany?Whatwashekeepingsecret?Washekeepingtrystwithsomebody,andwasitawoman?Itwouldbeagoodjokeandafairrevengetodiscover。Tothattaskhesethimselfwithagreatdealofpatience,whichmighthavesurprisedhisfriends,forhehadbeenalwayscreditednotwithpatiencesomuchasbrilliancy;andlittlebylittle,fromonepointtoanother,heatlastsucceededinpiecingoutthesituation。Firstheremarkedthat,althoughArchiesetoutinallthedirectionsofthecompass,healwayscamehomeagainfromsomepointbetweenthesouthandwest。Fromthestudyofamap,andinconsiderationofthegreatexpanseofuntenantedmoorlandrunninginthatdirectiontowardsthesourcesoftheClyde,helaidhisfingeronCauldstaneslapandtwootherneighbouringfarms,KingsmuirsandPolintarf。Butitwasdifficulttoadvancefarther。

Withhisrodforapretext,hevainlyvisitedeachoftheminturn;

nothingwastobeseensuspiciousaboutthistrinityofmoorlandsettlements。HewouldhavetriedtofollowArchie,haditbeentheleastpossible,butthenatureofthelandprecludedtheidea。Hedidthenextbest,ensconcedhimselfinaquietcorner,andpursuedhismovementswithatelescope。Itwasequallyinvain,andhesoonweariedofhisfutilevigilance,leftthetelescopeathome,andhadalmostgiventhematterupindespair,when,onthetwenty-seventhdayofhisvisit,hewassuddenlyconfrontedwiththepersonwhomhesought。ThefirstSundayKirstiehadmanagedtostayawayfromkirkonsomepretextofindisposition,whichwasmoretrulymodesty;thepleasureofbeholdingArchieseemingtoosacred,toovividforthatpublicplace。

Onthetwofollowing,Frankhadhimselfbeenabsentonsomeofhisexcursionsamongtheneighbouringfamilies。Itwasnotuntilthefourth,accordingly,thatFrankhadoccasiontoseteyesontheenchantress。Withthefirstlook,allhesitationwasover。ShecamewiththeCauldstaneslapparty;thenshelivedatCauldstaneslap。HerewasArchie’ssecret,herewasthewoman,andmorethanthat-thoughI

haveneedhereofeverymanageableattenuationoflanguage-withthefirstlook,hehadalreadyenteredhimselfasrival。Itwasagooddealinpique,itwasalittleinrevenge,itwasmuchingenuineadmiration:

thedevilmaydecidetheproportions!Icannot,anditisverylikelythatFrankcouldnot。

"Mightyattractivemilkmaid,"heobserved,onthewayhome。

"Who?"saidArchie。

"O,thegirlyou’relookingat-aren’tyou?Forwardthereontheroad。

Shecameattendedbytherusticbard;presumably,therefore,belongstohisexaltedfamily。Thesingleobjection!forthefourblackbrothersareawkwardcustomers。Ifanythingweretogowrong,Gibwouldgibber,andClemwouldproveinclement;andDandflyindanders,andHobblowupingobbets。ItwouldbeaHelliottofabusiness!"

"Veryhumorous,Iamsure,"saidArchie。

"Well,Iamtryingtobeso,"saidFrank。"It’snonetooeasyinthisplace,andwithyoursolemnsociety,mydearfellow。Butconfessthatthemilkmaidhasfoundfavourinyoureyes,orresignallclaimtobeamanoftaste。"

"Itisnomatter,"returnedArchie。

Buttheothercontinuedtolookathim,steadilyandquizzically,andhiscolourslowlyroseanddeepenedundertheglance,untilnotimpudenceitselfcouldhavedeniedthathewasblushing。AndatthisArchielostsomeofhiscontrol。Hechangedhisstickfromonehandtotheother,and-"O,forGod’ssake,don’tbeanass!"hecried。

"Ass?That’stheretortdelicatewithoutdoubt,"saysFrank。"Bewareofthehomespunbrothers,dear。Iftheycomeintothedance,you’llseewho’sanass。Thinknow,iftheyonlyapplied(say)aquarterasmuchtalentasIhaveappliedtothequestionofwhatMr。Archiedoeswithhiseveninghours,andwhyheissounaffectedlynastywhenthesubject’stouchedon-"

"Youaretouchingonitnow,"interruptedArchiewithawince。

"Thankyou。ThatwasallIwanted,anarticulateconfession,"saidFrank。

"Ibegtoremindyou-"beganArchie。

Buthewasinterruptedinturn。"Mydearfellow,don’t。It’squiteneedless。Thesubject’sdeadandburied。"

AndFrankbegantotalkhastilyonothermatters,anartinwhichhewasanadept,foritwashisgifttobefluentonanythingornothing。ButalthoughArchiehadthegraceorthetimiditytosufferhimtorattleon,hewasbynomeansdonewiththesubject。Whenhecamehometodinner,hewasgreetedwithaslydemand,howthingswerelooking"Cauldstaneslapways。"FranktookhisfirstglassofportoutafterdinnertothetoastofKirstie,andlaterintheeveninghereturnedtothechargeagain。

"Isay,Weir,you’llexcusemeforreturningagaintothisaffair。I’vebeenthinkingitover,andIwishtobegyouveryseriouslytobemorecareful。It’snotasafebusiness。Notsafe,myboy,"saidhe。

"What?"saidArchie。

"Well,it’syourownfaultifImustputanameonthething;butreally,asafriend,Icannotstandbyandseeyourushingheaddownintothesedangers。Mydearboy,"saidhe,holdingupawarningcigar,"consider!Whatistobetheendofit?"

"Theendofwhat?"-Archie,helplesswithirritation,persistedinthisdangerousandungraciousguard。

"Well,theendofthemilkmaid;or,tospeakmorebythecard,theendofMissChristinaElliottoftheCauldstaneslap。"

"Iassureyou,"Archiebrokeout,"thisisallafigmentofyourimagination。Thereisnothingtobesaidagainstthatyounglady;youhavenorighttointroducehernameintotheconversation。"

"I’llmakeanoteofit,"saidFrank。"Sheshallhenceforthbenameless,nameless,nameless,Grigalach!Imakeanotebesidesofyourvaluabletestimonytohercharacter。Ionlywanttolookatthisthingasamanoftheworld。Admittedshe’sanangel-but,mygoodfellow,isshealady?"

ThiswastorturetoArchie。"Ibegyourpardon,"hesaid,strugglingtobecomposed,"butbecauseyouhavewormedyourselfintomyconfidence-"

"O,come!"criedFrank。"Yourconfidence?Itwasrosybutunconsenting。Yourconfidence,indeed?Now,look!ThisiswhatImustsay,Weir,foritconcernsyoursafetyandgoodcharacter,andthereforemyhonourasyourfriend。YousayIwormedmyselfintoyourconfidence。

Wormedisgood。ButwhathaveIdone?Ihaveputtwoandtwotogether,justastheparishwillbedoingtomorrow,andthewholeofTweeddaleintwoweeks,andtheblackbrothers-well,Iwon’tputadateonthat;itwillbeadarkandstormymorning!Yoursecret,inotherwords,ispoorPoll’s。AndIwanttoaskofyouasafriendwhetheryouliketheprospect?Therearetwohornstoyourdilemma,andImustsayformyselfIshouldlookmightyruefullyoneither。DoyouseeyourselfexplainingtothefourBlackBrothers?ordoyouseeyourselfpresentingthemilkmaidtopapaasthefutureladyofHermiston?Doyou?Itellyouplainly,Idon’t!"

Archierose。"Iwillhearnomoreofthis,"hesaid,inatremblingvoice。

ButFrankagainhelduphiscigar。"Tellmeonethingfirst。Tellmeifthisisnotafriend’spartthatIamplaying?"

"Ibelieveyouthinkitso,"repliedArchle。"Icangoasfarasthat。

Icandosomuchjusticetoyourmotives。ButIwillhearnomoreofit。Iamgoingtobed。"

"That’sright,Weir,"saidFrankheartily。"Gotobedandthinkoverit;andIsay,man,don’tforgetyourprayers!Idon’toftendothemoral-don’tgoinforthatsortofthing-butwhenIdothere’sonethingsure,thatImeanit。"

SoArchiemarchedofftobed,andFranksatalonebythetableforanotherhourorso,smilingtohimselfrichly。Therewasnothingvindictiveinhisnature;but,ifrevengecameinhisway,itmightaswellbegood,andthethoughtofArchie’spillowreflectionsthatnightwasindescribablysweettohim。Hefeltapleasantsenseofpower。HelookeddownonArchieasonaverylittleboywhosestringshepulled-

asonahorsewhomhehadbackedandbridledbysheerpowerofintelligence,andwhomhemightridetogloryorthegraveatpleasure。

Whichwasittobe?Helingeredlong,relishingthedetailsofschemesthathewastooidletopursue。Poorcorkuponatorrent,hetastedthatnightthesweetsofomnipotence,andbroodedlikeadeityoverthestrandsofthatintriguewhichwastoshatterhimbeforethesummerwaned。

CHAPTERVIII-ANOCTURNALVISIT

KIRSTIEhadmanycausesofdistress。Moreandmoreaswegrowold-andyetmoreandmoreaswegrowoldandarewomen,frozenbythefearofage-wecometorelyonthevoiceasthesingleoutletofthesoul。

Onlythus,inthecurtailmentofourmeans,canwerelievethestraitenedcryofthepassionwithinus;onlythus,inthebitterandsensitiveshynessofadvancingyears,canwemaintainrelationswiththosevivaciousfiguresoftheyoungthatstillshowbeforeusandtenddailytobecomenomorethanthemovingwall-paperoflife。Talkisthelastlink,thelastrelation。Butwiththeendoftheconversation,whenthevoicestopsandthebrightfaceofthelisteneristurnedaway,solitudefallsagainonthebruisedheart。Kirstiehadlosther"canniehourate’en";shecouldnomorewanderwithArchie,aghostifyouwill,butahappyghost,infieldsElysian。Andtoheritwasasifthewholeworldhadfallensilent;tohim,butanunremarkablechangeofamusements。Andsheragedtoknowit。Theeffervescencyofherpassionateandirritablenaturerosewithinherattimestoburstingpoint。

Thisisthepricepaidbyageforunseasonableardoursoffeeling。ItmusthavebeensoforKirstieatanytimewhentheoccasionchanced;butitsofelloutthatshewasdeprivedofthisdelightinthehourwhenshehadmostneedofit,whenshehadmosttosay,mosttoask,andwhenshetrembledtorecognisehersovereigntynotmerelyinabeyancebutannulled。For,withtheclairvoyanceofagenuinelove,shehadpiercedthemysterythathadsolongembarrassedFrank。Shewasconscious,evenbeforeitwascarriedout,evenonthatSundaynightwhenitbegan,ofaninvasionofherrights;andavoicetoldhertheinvader’sname。

Sincethen,byarts,byaccident,bysmallthingsobserved,andbythegeneraldriftofArchie’shumour,shehadpassedbeyondallpossibilityofdoubt。WithasenseofjusticethatLordHermistonmighthaveenvied,shehadthatdayinchurchconsideredandadmittedtheattractionsoftheyoungerKirstie;andwiththeprofoundhumanityandsentimentalityofhernature,shehadrecognisedthecomingoffate。

Notthuswouldshehavechosen。Shehadseen,inimagination,Archieweddedtosometall,powerful,androsyheroineofthegoldenlocks,madeinherownimage,forwhomshewouldhavestrewedthebride-bedwithdelight;andnowshecouldhavewepttoseetheambitionfalsified。

Butthegodshadpronounced,andherdoomwasotherwise。

Shelaytossinginbedthatnight,besiegedwithfeverishthoughts。

Thereweredangerousmatterspending,abattlewastoward,overthefateofwhichshehunginjealousy,sympathy,fear,andalternateloyaltyanddisloyaltytoeitherside。Nowshewasreincarnatedinherniece,andnowinArchie。Nowshesaw,throughthegirl’seyes,theyouthonhiskneestoher,heardhispersuasiveinstanceswithadeadlyweakness,andreceivedhisovermasteringcaresses。Anon,witharevulsion,hertemperragedtoseesuchutmostfavoursoffortuneandlovesquanderedonabratofagirl,oneofherownhouse,usingherownname-adeadlyingredient-andthat"didnakenherainmindan’wasasblack’syourhat。"Nowshetrembledlestherdeityshouldpleadinvain,lovingtheideaofsuccessforhimlikeatriumphofnature;anon,withreturningloyaltytoherownfamilyandsex,shetrembledforKirstieandthecreditoftheElliotts。Andagainshehadavisionofherself,thedayoverforherold-worldtalesandlocalgossip,biddingfarewelltoherlastlinkwithlifeandbrightnessandlove;andbehindandbeyond,shesawbuttheblankbutt-endwhereshemustcrawltodie。Hadshethencometothelees?she,sogreat,sobeautiful,withaheartasfreshasagirl’sandstrongaswomanhood?Itcouldnotbe,andyetitwasso;

andforamomentherbedwashorribletoherasthesidesofthegrave。

Andshelookedforwardoverawasteofhours,andsawherselfgoontorage,andtremble,andbesoftened,andrageagain,untilthedaycameandthelaboursofthedaymustberenewed。

Suddenlysheheardfeetonthestairs-hisfeet,andsoonafterthesoundofawindow-sashflungopen。Shesatupwithherheartbeating。

Hehadgonetohisroomalone,andhehadnotgonetobed。Shemightagainhaveoneofhernightcracks;andattheentrancingprospect,achangecameoverhermind;withtheapproachofthishopeofpleasure,allthebasermetalbecameimmediatelyobliteratedfromherthoughts。

Sherose,allwoman,andallthebestofwoman,tender,pitiful,hatingthewrong,loyaltoherownsex-andalltheweakestofthatdearmiscellany,nourishing,cherishingnexthersoftheart,voicelesslyflattering,hopesthatshewouldhavediedsoonerthanhaveacknowledged。Shetoreoffhernightcap,andherhairfellabouthershouldersinprofusion。Undyingcoquetryawoke。Bythefaintlightofhernocturnalrush,shestoodbeforethelooking-glass,carriedhershapelyarmsaboveherhead,andgatheredupthetreasuresofhertresses。Shewasneverbackwardtoadmireherself;thatkindofmodestywasastrangertohernature;andshepaused,struckwithapleasedwonderatthesight。"Yedaftauldwife!"shesaid,answeringathoughtthatwasnot;andsheblushedwiththeinnocentconsciousnessofachild。Hastilyshedidupthemassiveandshiningcoils,hastilydonnedawrapper,andwiththerushlightinherhand,stoleintothehall。

Belowstairssheheardtheclocktickingthedeliberateseconds,andFrankjinglingwiththedecantersinthedining-room。Aversionroseinher,bitterandmomentary。"Nesty,tipplingpuggy!"shethought;andthenextmomentshehadknockedguardedlyatArchie’sdoorandwasbiddenenter。

Archiehadbeenlookingoutintotheancientblackness,piercedhereandtherewitharaylessstar;takingthesweetairofthemoorsandthenightintohisbosomdeeply;seeking,perhapsfinding,peaceafterthemanneroftheunhappy。Heturnedroundasshecamein,andshowedherapalefaceagainstthewindow-frame。

"Isthatyou,Kirstie?"heasked。"Comein!"

"It’suncolate,mydear,"saidKirstie,affectingunwillingness。

"No,no,"heanswered,"notatall。Comein,ifyouwantacrack。Iamnotsleepy,Godknows!"

Sheadvanced,tookachairbythetoilettableandthecandle,andsettherushlightatherfoot。Something-itmightbeinthecomparativedisorderofherdress,itmightbetheemotionthatnowwelledinherbosom-hadtouchedherwithawandoftransformation,andsheseemedyoungwiththeyouthofgoddesses。

"Mr。Erchie,"shebegan,"what’sthisthat’scometoye?"

"Iamnotawareofanythingthathascome,"saidArchie,andblushed,andrepentedbitterlythathehadletherin。

"O,mydear,that’llnodae!"saidKirstie。"It’silltoblendtheeyesoflove。O,Mr。Erchie,takathochtereit’sowerlate。Yeshouldnabeimpatiento’thebrawso’life,they’lla’comeintheirsaison,likethesunandtherain。Ye’reyoungyet;ye’vemonycantieyearsaforeye。Seeanddinnawreckyersel’attheoutsetlikesaemonyithers!

Haepatience-theytelledmeayethatwastheowercomeo’life-haepatience,there’sabrawdaycomingyet。Gudekensitnevercamtome;

andhereIam,wi’naythermannorbairntoca’myain,wearyinga’

folkswi’myilltongue,andyoujustthefirst,Mr。Erchie!"

"Ihaveadifficultyinknowingwhatyoumean,"saidArchie。

"Weel,andI’lltellye,"shesaid。"It’sjustthis,thatI’mfeared。

I’mfearedforye,mydear。Remember,yourfaitherisahardman,reapingwherehehasnasowedandgaitheringwherehehasnastrawed。

It’seasyspeakin’,butmind!Ye’llhavetolookinthegurlyfaceo’m,whereit’silltolook,andvaintolookformercy。Yemindmeo’abonnyshippittenootintotheblackandgowstyseas-ye’rea’safestill,sittin’quaitandcrackin’wi’Kirstieinyourlownchalmer;butwhaurwillyebethemorn,andinwhattenhorroro’thefearsometempest,cryin’onthehillstocoverye?"

"Why,Kirstie,you’reveryenigmaticalto-night-andveryeloquent,"

Archieputin。

"And,mydearMr。Erchie,"shecontinued,withachangeofvoice,"yemaunathinkthatIcannasympathisewi’ye。YemaunathinkthatI

havenabeenyoungmysel’。Langsyne,whenIwasabitlassie,notwentyyet-"Shepausedandsighed。"Cleanandcaller,wi’afitlikethehinneybee,"shecontinned。"Iwasayebigandbuirdly,yemaununderstand;abonnyfigureo’awoman,thoughIsayitthatsuldna-

builttorearbairns-brawbairnstheysuldhaebeen,andgrandIwouldhaelikitit!ButIwasyoung,dear,wi’thebonnyglinto’youthinmye’en,andlittleIdreamedI’deverbetellin’yethis,anauld,lanely,rudaswife!Weel,Mr。Erchie,therewasaladcam’courtin’me,aswasbutnaetural。Monyhadcomebefore,andIwouldnaneo’them。Butthisyinhadatonguetowilethebirdsfraetheliftandthebeesfraethefoxglovebells。Dearyme,butit’slangsyne!Folkhavedee’dsinsyneandbeenburied,andareforgotten,andbairnsbeenbornandgotmerritandgotbairnso’theirain。Sinsynewoodshavebeenplantit,andhavegrawnupandarebonnytrees,andthejoessitintheirshadow,andsinsyneauldestateshavechangedhands,andtherehavebeenwarsandrumoursofwarsonthefaceoftheearth。AndhereI’mstill-likeanaulddroopitcraw-lookin’onandcraikin’!But,Mr。Erchie,doyenothinkthatIhavemindo’ita’still?Iwasdwallingtheninmyfaither’shouse;andit’sacuriousthingthatwewerewhilestrystedintheDeil’sHags。AnddoyenothinkthatIhavemindofthebonnysimmerdays,thelangmileso’thebluid-redheather,thecryin’ofthewhaups,andtheladandthelassiethatwastrysted?DoyenothinkthatImindhowthehillysweetnessranaboutmyhairt?Ay,Mr。Erchie,Ikenthewayo’it-finedoIkentheway-howthegraceo’Godtakesthem,likePaulofTarsus,whentheythinkitleast,anddrivesthepairo’themintoalandwhichislikeadream,andtheworldandthefolksin’t’arenaemairthancloudstothepuirlassie,andheevennaemairthanwindle-straes,ifshecanbutpleesurehim!UntilTamdee’d-thatwasmystory,"shebrokeofftosay,"hedee’d,andIwasnaattheburyin’。Butwhilehewashere,Icouldtakecareo’mysel’。Andcanyonpuirlassie?"

Kirstie,hereyesshiningwithunshedtears,stretchedoutherhandtowardshimappealingly;thebrightandthedullgoldofherhairflashedandsmoulderedinthecoilsbehindhercomelyhead,liketheraysofaneternalyouth;thepurecolourhadriseninherface;andArchiewasabashedalikebyherbeautyandherstory。Hecametowardsherslowlyfromthewindow,tookupherhandinhisandkissedit。

"Kirstie,"hesaidhoarsely,"youhavemisjudgedmesorely。Ihavealwaysthoughtofher,Iwouldnaharmherfortheuniverse,mywoman!"

"Eh,lad,andthat’seasysayin’,"criedKirstie,"butit’snanesaeeasydoin’!Man,doyenocomprehendthatit’sGod’swullweshouldbeblenditandglamoured,andhavenaecommandoverourainmembersatatimelikethat?Mybairn,"shecried,stillholdinghishand,"thinko’

thepuirlass!havepityuponher,Erchie!andO,bewisefortwa!

Thinko’therisksherins!Ihaveseenye,andwhat’stopreventithers!IsawyeonceintheHags,inmyainhowl,andIwaswaetoseeyethere-inpairtfortheomen,forIthinkthere’saweirdontheplace-andinpairtforpurenakitenvyandbitternesso’hairt。It’sstrangeyeshouldforgathertheretae!God!butyonpuir,thrawn,auldCovenanter’sseenaheapo’humannatursincehelookithislastonthemusketbarrels,ifheneversawnaneafore,"sheadded,withakindofwonderinhereyes。

"IswearbymyhonourIhavedonehernowrong,"saidArchie。"Iswearbymyhonourandtheredemptionofmysoulthatthereshallnonebedoneher。Ihaveheardofthisbefore。Ihavebeenfoolish,Kirstie,notunkind,and,aboveall,notbase。"

"There’smybairn!"saidKirstie,rising。"I’llcantrustyenoo,I’llcangangtomybedwi’aneasyhairt。"Andthenshesawinaflashhowbarrenhadbeenhertriumph。Archiehadpromisedtosparethegirl,andhewouldkeepit;butwhohadpromisedtospareArchie?Whatwastobetheendofit?Overamazeofdifficultiessheglanced,andsaw,attheendofeverypassage,theflintycountenanceofHermiston。Andakindofhorrorfelluponheratwhatshehaddone。Sheworeatragicmask。

"Erchie,theLordpeetyyou,dear,andpeetyme!Ihavebuilditonthisfoundation"-layingherhandheavilyonhisshoulder-"andbuildithie,andpitmyhairtinthebuildin’ofit。Ifthehalehypothecweretofa’,Ithink,laddie,Iwoulddee!Excuseadaftwifethatlovesye,andthatkennedyourmither。AndforHisname’ssakekeepyersel’fraeinordinatedesires;haudyourheartinbaithyourhands,carryitcannyandlaigh;dinnasendituplikeahairn’skiteintothecollieshangico’thewunds!Mind,MaisterErchiedear,thatthislife’sa’

disappointment,andamouthfu’o’moolsistheappointedend。"

"Ay,butKirstie,mywoman,you’reaskingmeowermuchatlast,"saidArchie,profoundlymoved,andlapsingintothebroadScots。"Ye’reaskingwhatnaemancangrantye,whatonlytheLordofheavencangrantyeifHeseefit。Ay!AndcanevenHe!IcanpromiseyewhatIshalldo,andyoucandependonthat。ButhowIshallfeel-mywoman,thatislongpastthinkingof!"

Theywerebothstandingbynowoppositeeachother。ThefaceofArchieworethewretchedsemblanceofasmile;herswasconvulsedforamoment。

"Promisemeaething,"shecriedinasharpvoice。"Promisemeye’llneverdonaethingwithouttellingme。"

"No,Kirstie,Icannapromiseyethat,"hereplied。"Ihavepromisedenough,Godkens!"

"MaytheblessingofGodliftandrestuponyedear!"shesaid。

"Godblessye,myoldfriend,"saidhe。

CHAPTERIX-ATTHEWEAVER’SSTONE

ITwaslateintheafternoonwhenArchiedrewnearbythehillpathtothePrayingWeaver’sstone。TheHagswereinshadow。Butstill,throughthegateoftheSlap,thesunshotalastarrow,whichspedfarandstraightacrossthesurfaceofthemoss,hereandtheretouchingandshiningonatussock,andlightedatlengthonthegravestoneandthesmallfigureawaitinghimthere。Theemptinessandsolitudeofthegreatmoorsseemedtobeconcentratedthere,andKirstiepointedoutbythatfigureofsunshinefortheonlyinhabitant。Hisfirstsightofherwasthusexcruciatinglysad,likeaglimpseofaworldfromwhichalllight,comfort,andsocietywereonthepointofvanishing。Andthenextmoment,whenshehadturnedherfacetohimandthequicksmilehadenlightenedit,thewholefaceofnaturesmileduponhiminhersmileofwelcome。Archie’sslowpacewasquickened;hislegshastedtoherthoughhisheartwashangingback。Thegirl,uponherside,drewherselftogetherslowlyandstoodup,expectant;shewasalllanguor,herfacewasgonewhite;herarmsachedforhim,hersoulwasontip-

toes。Buthedeceivedher,pausingafewstepsaway,notlesswhitethanherself,andholdinguphishandwithagestureofdenial。

"No,Christina,notto-day,"hesaid。"To-dayIhavetotalktoyouseriously。Sityedown,please,therewhereyouwere。Please!"herepeated。

TherevulsionoffeelinginChristina’sheartwasviolent。Tohavelongedandwaitedthesewearyhoursforhim,rehearsingherendearments-tohaveseenhimatlastcome-tohavebeenreadythere,breathless,whollypassive,histodowhathewouldwith-andsuddenlytohavefoundherselfconfrontedwithagrey-faced,harshschoolmaster-itwastoorudeashock。Shecouldhavewept,butpridewithheldher。Shesatdownonthestone,fromwhichshehadarisen,partwiththeinstinctofobedience,partasthoughshehadbeenthrustthere。Whatwasthis?

Whywassherejected?Hadsheceasedtoplease?Shestoodhereofferingherwares,andhewouldnoneofthem!Andyettheywereallhis!Histotakeandkeep,nothistorefusethough!Inherquickpetulantnature,amomentagoonfirewithhope,thwartedloveandwoundedvanitywrought。Theschoolmasterthatthereisinallmen,tothedespairofallgirlsandmostwomen,wasnowcompletelyinpossessionofArchie。Hehadpassedanightofsermons,adayofreflection;hehadcomewounduptodohisduty;andthesetmouth,whichinhimonlybetrayedtheeffortofhiswill,toherseemedtheexpressionofanavertedheart。Itwasthesamewithhisconstrainedvoiceandembarrassedutterance;andifso-ifitwasallover-thepangofthethoughttookawayfromherthepowerofthinking。

Hestoodbeforehersomewayoff。"Kirstie,there’sbeentoomuchofthis。We’veseentoomuchofeachother。"Shelookedupquicklyandhereyescontracted。"There’snogoodevercomesofthesesecretmeetings。They’renotfrank,nothonesttruly,andIoughttohaveseenit。Peoplehavebeguntotalk;andit’snotrightofme。Doyousee?"

"Iseesomebodywillhavebeentalkingtoye,"shesaidsullenly。

"Theyhave,morethanoneofthem,"repliedArchie。

"Andwhaewerethey?"shecried。"Andwhatkindo’lovedoyeca’that,that’sreadytogangroundlikeawhirligigatfolktalking?Doyethinktheyhavenatalkedtome?"

"Havetheyindeed?"saidArchie,withaquickbreath。"ThatiswhatI

feared。Whowerethey?Whohasdared-?"

Archiewasonthepointoflosinghistemper。

Asamatteroffact,notanyonehadtalkedtoChristinaonthematter;

andshestrenuouslyrepeatedherownfirstquestioninapanicofself-

defence。

"Ah,well!whatdoesitmatter?"hesaid。"Theyweregoodfolkthatwishedwelltous,andthegreataffairisthattherearepeopletalking。Mydeargirl,wehavetobewise。Wemustnotwreckourlivesattheoutset。Theymaybelongandhappyyet,andwemustseetoit,Kirstie,likeGod’srationalcreaturesandnotlikefoolchildren。

Thereisonethingwemustseetobeforeall。You’reworthwaitingfor,Kirstie!worthwaitingforageneration;itwouldbeenoughreward。"-

Andhereherememberedtheschoolmasteragain,andveryunwiselytooktofollowingwisdom。"Thefirstthingthatwemustseeto,isthatthereshallbenoscandalaboutformyfather’ssake。Thatwouldruinall;doyenoseethat?"

Kirstiewasalittlepleased,therehadbeensomeshowofwarmthofsentimentinwhatArchiehadsaidlast。Butthedullirritationstillpersistedinherbosom;withtheaboriginalinstinct,havingsufferedherself,shewishedtomakeArchiesuffer。

Andbesides,therehadcomeoutthewordshehadalwaysfearedtohearfromhislips,thenameofhisfather。Itisnottobesupposedthat,duringsomanydayswithaloveavowedbetweenthem,somereferencehadnotbeenmadetotheirconjointfuture。Ithadinfactbeenoftentouchedupon,andfromthefirsthadbeenthesorepoint。Kirstiehadwilfullyclosedtheeyeofthought;shewouldnotargueevenwithherself;gallant,desperatelittleheart,shehadacceptedthecommandofthatsupremeattractionlikethecalloffateandmarchedblindfoldonherdoom。ButArchie,withhismasculinesenseofresponsibility,mustreason;hemustdwellonsomefuturegood,whenthepresentgoodwasallinalltoKirstie;hemusttalk-andtalklamely,asnecessitydrovehim-ofwhatwastobe。Againandagainhehadtouchedonmarriage;againandagainbeendrivenbackintoindistinctnessbyamemoryofLordHermiston。AndKirstiehadbeenswifttounderstandandquicktochokedownandsmothertheunderstanding;swifttoleapupinflameatamentionofthathope,whichspokevolumestohervanityandherlove,thatshemightonedaybeMrs。WeirofHermiston;swift,also,torecogniseinhisstumblingorthrottledutterancethedeath-knelloftheseexpectations,andconstant,poorgirl!inherlarge-mindedmadness,togoonandtorecknothingofthefuture。Buttheseunfinishedreferences,theseblinksinwhichhisheartspoke,andhismemoryandreasonroseuptosilenceitbeforethewordswerewelluttered,gaveherunqualifiableagony。Shewasraisedupanddasheddownagainbleeding。Therecurrenceofthesubjectforcedher,forhowevershortatime,toopenhereyesonwhatshedidnotwishtosee;

andithadinvariablyendedinanotherdisappointment。Sonowagain,atthemerewindofitscoming,atthemerementionofhisfather’sname-

whomightseemindeedtohaveaccompaniedthemintheirwholemoorlandcourtship,anawfulfigureinawigwithanironicalandbittersmile,presenttoguiltyconsciousness-shefledfromitheaddown。

"Yehavenatoldmeyet,"shesaid,"whowasitspoke?"

"Yourauntforone,"saidArchie。

"AuntieKirstie?"shecried。"AndwhatdoIcareformyAuntieKirstie?"

"Shecaresagreatdealforherniece,"repliedArchie,inkindreproof。

"Troth,andit’sthefirstI’veheardofit,"retortedthegirl。

"Thequestionhereisnotwhoitis,butwhattheysay,whattheyhavenoticed,"pursuedthelucidschoolmaster。"Thatiswhatwehavetothinkofinself-defence。"

"AuntieKirstie,indeed!Abitter,thrawnauldmaidthat’sfomentedtroubleinthecountrybeforeIwasborn,andwillbedoingitstill,I

daursay,whenI’mdeid!It’sinhernature;it’sasnaturalforherasit’sforasheeptoeat。"

"Pardonme,Kirstie,shewasnottheonlyone,"interposedArchie。"I

hadtwowarnings,twosermons,lastnight,bothmostkindandconsiderate。Hadyoubeenthere,Ipromiseyouyouwouldhavegrat,mydear!Andtheyopenedmyeyes。Isawweweregoingawrongway。"

"Whowastheotherone?"Kirstiedemanded。

BythistimeArchiewasintheconditionofahuntedbeast。Hehadcome,bracedandresolute;hewastotraceoutalineofconductforthepairoftheminafewcold,convincingsentences;hehadnowbeentheresometime,andhewasstillstaggeringroundtheoutworksandundergoingwhathefelttobeasavagecross-examination。

"Mr。Frank!"shecried。"Whatnex’,Iwouldliketoken?"

"Hespokemostkindlyandtruly。"

"Whatlikedidhesay?"

"Iamnotgoingtotellyou;youhavenothingtodowiththat,"criedArchie,startledtofindhehadadmittedsomuch。

"O,Ihavenaethingtodowithit!"sherepeated,springingtoherfeet。

"A’bodyatHermiston’sfreetopasstheiropinionsuponme,butIhavenaethingtodowi’it!Wasthisatprayerslike?Didyeca’thegrieveintotheconsultation?Littlewonderifa’body’stalking,whenyemakea’bodyyerconfidants!Butasyousay,Mr。Weir,-mostkindly,mostconsiderately,mosttruly,I’msure,-Ihavenaethingtodowithit。

AndIthinkI’llbetterbegoing。I’llbewishingyougoodevening,Mr。

Weir。"Andshemadehimastatelycurtsey,shakingasshedidsofromheadtofoot,withthebarrenecstasyoftemper。

PoorArchiestooddumbfounded。Shehadmovedsomestepsawayfromhimbeforeherecoveredthegiftofarticulatespeech。

"Kirstie!"hecried。"O,Kirstiewoman!"

Therewasinhisvoicearingofappeal,aclangofmereastonishmentthatshowedtheschoolmasterwasvanquished。

Sheturnedroundonhim。"WhatdoyeKirstiemefor?"sheretorted。

"Whathaveyetodowi’me!Gangtoyourainfreendsanddeavethem!"

Hecouldonlyrepeattheappealing"Kirstie!"

"Kirstie,indeed!"criedthegirl,hereyesblazinginherwhiteface。

"MynameisMissChristinaElliott,Iwouldhaveyetoken,andIdauryetoca’meoutofit。IfIcannagetlove,I’llhaverespect,Mr。

Weir。I’mcomeofdecentpeople,andI’llhaverespect。WhathaveI

donethatyeshouldlightlyme?WhathaveIdone?WhathaveIdone?

O,whathaveIdone?"andhervoiceroseuponthethirdrepetition。"I

thocht-Ithocht-IthochtIwassaehappy!"andthefirstsobbrokefromherliketheparoxysmofsomemortalsickness。

Archierantoher。Hetookthepoorchildinhisarms,andshenestledtohisbreastastoamother’s,andclaspedhiminhandsthatwerestronglikevices。Hefeltherwholebodyshakenbythethroesofdistress,andhadpityuponherbeyondspeech。Pity,andatthesametimeabewilderedfearofthisexplosiveengineinhisarms,whoseworkshedidnotunderstand,andyethadbeentamperingwith。Therearosefrombeforehimthecurtainsofboyhood,andhesawforthefirsttimetheambiguousfaceofwomanassheis。Invainhelookedbackovertheinterview;hesawnotwherehehadoffended。Itseemedunprovoked,awilfulconvulsionofbrutenature……

GLOSSARY

Ae,one。

Antinomian,oneofasectwhichholdsthatunderthegospeldispensationthemorallawisnotobligatory。

AuldHornie,theDevil。

Ballant,ballad。

Bauchles,brogues,oldshoes。

Bauld,bold。

Beesintheirbonnet,eccentricities。

Birling,whirling。

Black-a-vised,dark-complexioned。

Bonnet-laird,smalllandedproprietor,yeoman。

Bool,ball。

Brae,risingground。

Brig,bridge。

Buff,playbuffon,tomakeafoolof,todeceive。

Burn,stream。

Buttend,endofacottage。

Byre,cow-house。

Ca’,drive。

Caller,fresh。

Canna,cannot。

Canny,careful,shrewd。

Cantie,cheerful。

Carline,oldwoman。

Cauld,cold。

Chalmer,chamber。

Claes,clothes。

Clamjamfry,crowd。

Clavers,idletalk。

Cock-laird。SeeBonnet-laird。

Collieshangie,turmoil。

Crack,toconverse。

Cuist,cast。

Cuddy,donkey。

Cutty,jade,alsousedplayfully=brat。

Daft,mad,frolicsome。

Dander,tosaunter。

Danders,cinders。

Daurna,darenot。

Deave,todeafen。

Denty,dainty。

Dirdum,vigour。

Disjaskit,wornout,disreputable-looking。

Doer,lawagent。

Dour,hard。

Drumlie,dark。

Dunting,knocking。

Dwaibly,infirm,rickety。

Dule-tree,thetreeoflamentation,thehanging-tree。

Earrand,errand。

Ettercap,vixen。

Fechting,fighting。

Feck,quantity,portion。

Feckless,feeble,powerless。

Fell,strongandfiery。

Fey,unlikeyourself,strange,asifurgedonbyfate,oraspersonsareobservedtobeinthehourofapproachingdeathordisaster。

Fit,foot。

Flit,todepart。

Flyped,turnedup,turnedin-sideout。

Forbye,inadditionto。

Forgather,tofallinwith。

Fower,four。

Fushionless,pithless,weak。

Fyle,tosoil,todefile。

Fylement,obloquy,defilement。

Gaed,Went。

Gang,togo。

Geyan’,very。

Gigot,legofmutton。

Girzie,lit。diminutiveofGrizel,hereaplayfulnickname。

Glaur,mud。

Glint,glance,sparkle。

Gloaming,twilight。

Glower,toscowl。

Gobbets,smalllumps。

Gowden,golden。

Gowsty,gusty。

Grat,wept。

Grieve,land-steward。

Guddle,tocatchfishwiththehandsbygropingunderthestonesorbanks。

Gumption,commonsense,judgment。

Guid,good。

Gurley,stormy,surly。

Gyte,besideitself。

Hae,have,take。

Haddit,held。

Hale,whole。

Heels-ower-hurdie,heelsoverhead。

Hinney,honey。

Hirstle,tobustle。

Hizzie,wench。

Howe,hollow。

Howl,hovel。

Hunkered,crouched。

Hypothec,lit。inScotslawthefurnishingsofahouse,andformerlytheproduceandstockofafarmhypothecatedbylawtothelandlordassecurityforrent;colloquially"thewholestructure,""thewholeconcern。"

Idleset,idleness。

Infeftment,aterminScotslaworiginallysynonymouswithinvestiture。

Jaud,jade。

Jeely-piece,asliceofbreadandjelly。

Jennipers,juniper。

Jo,sweetheart。

Justifeed,executed,madethevictimofjustice。

Jyle,jailKebbuck,cheese。

Ken,toknow。

Kenspeckle,conspicuous。

Kilted,tuckedup。

Kyte,belly。

Laigh,low。

Laird,landedproprietor。

Lane,alone。

Lave,rest,remainder。

Linking,tripping。

Lown,lonely,still。

Lynn,cataract。

LyonKingofArms,thechiefoftheCourtofHeraldryinScotland。

Macers,offiersofthesupremecourt。[Cf。GuyMannering,lastchapter。]

Maun,must。

Menseful,ofgoodmanners。

Mirk,dark。

Misbegowk,deception,disappointment。

Mools,mould,earth。

Muckle,much,great,big。

Mylane,bymyself。

Nowt,blackcattle。

Palmering,walkinginfirmly。

Panel,inScotslaw,theaccusedpersoninacriminalaction,theprisoner。

Peel,fortifiedwatch-tower。

Plew-stilts,plough-handles。

Policy,ornamentalgroundsofacountrymansion。

Puddock,frog。

Quean,wench。

Rair,toroar。

Riff-raff,rabble。

Risping,grating。

Rout,rowt,toroar,torant。

Rowth,abundance。

Rudas,haggardoldwoman。

Runt,anoldcowpastbreeding;opprobriously,anoldwoman。

Sab,sob。

Sanguishes,sandwiches。

Sasine,inScotslaw,theactofgivinglegalpossessionoffeudalproperty,or,colloquially,thedeedbywhichthatpossessionisproved。

Sclamber,toscramble。

Sculduddery,impropriety,grossness。

Session,theCourtofSession,thesupremecourtofScotland。

Shauchling,shuffling,slipshod。

Shoo,tochasegently。

Siller,money。

Sinsyne,sincethen。

Skailing,dispersing。

Skelp,slap。

Skirling,screaming。

Skriegh-o’day,daybreak。

Snash,abuse。

Sneisty,supercilious。

Sooth,tohum。

Sough,sound,murmur。

Spec,TheSpeculativeSociety,adebatingSocietyconnectedwithEdingburghUniversity。

Speir,toask。

Speldering,sprawling。

Splairge,tosplash。

Spunk,spirit,fire。

Steik,toshut。

Stockfish,hard,savourless。

Suger-bool,suger-plum。

Syne,since,then。

Tawpie,aslowfoolishslut,alsousedplayfully=monkey。

Tellingyou,agoodthingforyou。

Thir,these。

Thrawn,cross-grained。

Toon,town。

Two-names,localsoubriquetsinadditiontopatronymic。

Tyke,dog。

Unchancy,unlucky。

Unco,strange,extraordinary,very。

Upsitten,impertinent。

Vennel,alley,lane。TheVennel,anarrowlaneinEdingburgh,runningoutoftheGrassmarket。

Vivers,victuals。

Wae,sad,unhappy。

Waling,choosing。

Warrandise,warranty。

Waur,worse。

Weird,destiny。

Whammle,toupset。

Whaup,curlew。

Whiles,sometimes。

Windlestae,cresteddog’s-tail,grass。

Wund,wind。

Yin,one。

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