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第4章

Shealwaysexplainedthatthecountrywasdreadfuldullforher,butgoodforthehens;theyalwayslaidsomuchbetterinthewintertime。

Lyddylikedtheplaceallthebetterforitsloneliness。

Shehadneverhadenoughofsolitude,andthisquiethome,withthesongoftheriverforcompany,ifoneneededmorecompanythanchickensandacat,satisfiedallherdesires,particularlyasitwasaccompaniedbyasnuglittleincomeoftwohundreddollarsayear,ameagresumthatseemedtoopenupmysteriousavenuesofjoytoherstarved,impatientheart。

Whenshewasamereinfant,herbrotherwasholdingheronhiskneebeforethegreatold-fashionedfireplaceheapedwithburninglogs。Asuddennoisestartledhim,andthecrowing,restlessbabygaveanunexpectedlurch,andslipped,facedownward,intotheglowingembers。Itwasafullminutebeforethehorror-strickenboycouldextricatethelittlecreaturefromthecruelflamethathadalreadydoneitsfatalwork。

Thebabyescapedwithherlife,butwasdisfiguredforever。

Asshegrewolder,thegentlehandoftimecouldnotentirelyeffacetheterriblescars。Onecheekwaswrinkledandcrimson,whileoneeyeandthemouthweredrawndownpathetically。

Theaccidentmighthavechangedthedispositionofanychild,butLyddychancedtobeasensitive,introspectivebitoffemininehumanity,inwhosememorytheburningflamewasneverquenched。

Hermother,partlytoconcealherownwoundedvanity,andpartlytoshieldthetimid,morbidchild,keptheroutofsightasmuchaspossible;sothatatsixteen,whenshewasleftanorphan,shehadlivedalmostentirelyinsolitude。

Shebecame,incourseoftime,akindofgeneralnurserygovernessinalargefamilyofmotherlesschildren。

Thefatherwasalmostalwaysawayfromhome;hissisterkeptthehouse,andLyddystayedinthenursery,bathingthebroodandputtingthemtobed,dressingtheminthemorning,andplayingwiththeminthesafeprivacyofthebackgardenortheopenattic。

Theylovedher,disfiguredasshewas,forthechilddespisesmereexternals,andexplorestheheartofthingstoseewhetheritbegoodorevil,——buttheycouldneverinducehertoseestrangers,nortojoinanygatheringofpeople。

Thechildrenweregrownandmarriednow,andLyddywasnearlyfortywhenshecameintopossessionofhouseandlandsandfortune;

forty,withtwentyyearsofunexpendedfeelingpentwithinher。

Forty,thatisratheroldtobeinteresting,butageisarelativematter。

Haven’tyouseengirlsoffour-and-twentywhohavenibbledandbeennibbledateversincetheyweresixteen,butwhohaveneithercaughtanythingnorbeencaught?Theyareold,ifyoulike,butLyddywasfortyandstillyoung,withhersusceptibilitiescherished,notdulled,andwithallthe"languageofpassionfreshandrootedasthelovelyleafageaboutaspring。"

IV。

"HeshalldailyjoydispenseHidinsong’ssweetinfluence。"

Emerson’s_Merlin。_

LyddyhadveryfewcallersduringherfirstmonthasapropertyownerinEdgewood。Herappearancewouldhavebeenagainstherwinningfriendseasilyinanycase,evenifshehadnotacquiredthehabitsofarecluse。

Ittookacertainamountoftime,too,forthecommunitytogetusedtothefactthatoldMrs。Butterfieldwasdead,andhernieceLyddyAnnlivinginthecottageontheriverroad。

TherewerenumbersofpeoplewhohadnotyetheardthatoldMrs。ButterfieldhadboughtthehousefromtheThatcherboys,andthatwasfifteenyearsago;butthiswasnotstrange,for,notwithstandingauntHitty’svaluableservicesindisseminatinggeneralinformation,therewasamanlivingontheBonnyEagleroadwhowassurprisedtohearthatDanielWebsterwasdead,andcomplainedthatfolkswerenotsolong-livedastheyusedtobe。

AuntHittythoughtLyddyaGothandaVandalbecauseshetookdownthetwentysilvercoffinplatesandlaidthemreverentlyaway。

"Mis’Butterfieldwouldturninhergrave,"shesaid,"ifsheknewit。

Sheain’tmuchofahousekeeper,Iguess,"shewenton,asshecutoverDr。Berry’soldtrousersintobrieferonesforTommyBerry。

"Shegivesconsiderablestufftoherhensthatshe’dasightbetterheatoverandeatherself,inthesehardtimeswhenthemissionarysocietiescan’thardlykeeptheheathenfedandclothedandwarmed——no,Idon’tmeanwarmed,formosto’theheathensliveinhotclimates,somehowor’nother。

Mybackdoor’sjestoppositehers;it’sacrosstheriver,tobesure,butit’sthenarrerpart,andIcanseeeverythingshedoesasplainasdaylight。ShewashedaMonday,andsheain’ttakenherclothesinyet,andit’sThursday。Shemaybebleachin’of’emout,butitlooksslack。

IsaidtoSilastnightIshouldstandittill’boutFriday,——seein’’emlayonthegrassthere,butifshedidn’ttake’eminthen,Ishouldgooverandoffertohelpher。Shehasafireinthesettin’-room’mosteverynight,thoughweain’thadafrostyet;andasnear’sIcanmakeout,she’sgotfullredcurtainshangin’uptoherwindows。

Iain’tsure,forshedon’topentheblindsinthatroomtillI

getawayinthemorning,andsheshuts’embeforeIgetbackatnight。

Sidon’tknowredfromgreen,sohe’suselessinsuchmatters。

I’mgoinghomelateto-night,andwalkdownonthatsideo’theriver,so’tIcancallinafterdarkandseewhatmakesherhouselightupasifthesunwassettin’insideofit。"

Asamatteroffact,Lyddywasrevelinginhouse-furnishingofahumblesort。Shehadapassionforcolor。Therewasared-and-whitestrawmattingonthesitting-roomfloor。

Recklessinthecertainpossessionoftwentydollarsamonth,shepurchasedyardsuponyardsofturkeyredcotton;

enoughtocoveramattressforthehigh-backedsettle,forlongcurtainsatthewindows,andforcushionstotherockers。

Sheknottedwhitefringesforthetablecoversandcurtains,paintedtheinsideofthefireplacered,putsomepots,ofscarletgeraniumsonthewindow-sills,fillednewspaperrackwithfernsandtackeditoveranuglyspotinthewall,edgedherwork-basketwithatuftedtrimmingofscarletworsted,andmadeanelaboratephotographcaseofwhitecrashandredcottonthatstretchedtheentirelengthoftheold-fashionedmantelshelf,andheldpicturesofMr。Reynolds,MissElviraReynolds,George,Susy,Anna,John,Hazel,Ella,andRufusReynolds,herformercharges。Whenallthiswasdone,shelightedalittleblazeonthehearth,tooktheredcurtainsfromtheirhands,letthemfallgracefullytothefloor,andsatdowninherrocking-chair,reconciledtoherexistenceforabsolutelythefirsttimeinherfortyyears。

IhopeMrs。ButterfieldwashappyenoughinParadisetoappreciateandfeelLyddy’sjoy。Icanevenbelieveshewasgladtohavedied,sinceherdyingcouldbringsuchcontenttoanywretchedlivinghumansoul。

AsLydiasatinthefirelight,theleftsideofherpoorfaceinshadow,yousawthatshewasdistinctlyharmonious。Herfigure,cladinplainblack-and-whitecalicodress,wasagraceful,womanlyone。

Shehadbeautifullyslopingshouldersandasweetwrist。Herhairwassoftandplentiful,andherhandswerefine,strong,andsensitive。

Thispossibilityofrarebeautymadeherscarsandburnsmorepitiful,forifacheapchromehassmirchacrossitsface,wethinkitamatterofnomoment,butwedeplorethesmallestscratchorbluronanyworkofrealart。

Lydiafeltalittlelessbitterandhopelessaboutlifewhenshesatinfrontofherownopenfire,afterherusualtwilightwalk。

Itwasherhabittowanderdownthewoodedroadafterhersimplefive-o’clocksupper,gatheringsfernsorgoldenrodorfrostflowersforhervases;andonenightsheheard,abovetheripplingoftheriver,thestrange,sweet,piercingsoundofAnthonyCroft’sviolin。

Shedrewnearer,andsawa,middle-agedmansittinginthekitchendoorway,withaladoftenortwelveyearsleaningagainsthisknees。

Shecouldtelllittleofhisappearance,savethathehadahighforehead,andhairthatwavedwellbackfromitinratheranunusualfashion。

Hewasinhisshirt-sleeves,buttheginghamwasscrupulouslyclean,andhehadtheuncommonrefinementofacollarandnecktie。

Outofsightherself,Lyddydrewnearenoughtohear;andthisshedideverynightwithoutrecognizingthatthemusicianwasblind。

Themusichadacuriouseffectuponher。Itwasahithertounknowninfluenceinherlife,anditinterpretedher,sotospeak,toherself。

Asshesatonthebedofbrownpineneedles,underafriendlytree,herheadrestingagainstitstrunk,hereyeshalfclosed,thetoneofAnthony’sviolincamelikeaheavenlymessagetoatired,despairingsoul。

RememberthatinhersecludedlifeshehadheardonlysuchharmonyasElviraReynoldsevokedfromherpianoorGeorgeReynoldsfromhisflute,andtheReynoldstemperamentwasdistinctlyinartistic。

Lyddylivedthroughalifetimeofemotioninthesetwilightconcerts。

Sometimesshewasfilledwithanexquisitemelancholyfromwhichtherewasnoescape;atothers,theetherealpurityofthestrainstirredherheartwithastrange,sweetvisionofmysteriousjoy;joythatshehadneverpossessed,wouldneverpossess;joywhosebareexistencesheneverbeforerealized。

Whenthelownotessanklowerandlowerwiththeirsoftwailofdeliciouswoe,shebentforwardintothedark,dreadingthatsomethingwouldbelostintheverystruggleoflistening;then,aftera,pause,apurehumantonewouldbreakthestillness,andsoaring,bird-like,higherandhigher,seemtomounttoheavenitself,and,"piercingitsstarryfloors,"

liftpoorscarredLydia’ssoultotheverygratesofinfinitebliss。

Inthegentlemoodsthatstoleuponherinthosesummertwilightsshebecameadifferentwoman,softerinherprosperitythanshehadeverbeeninheradversity;forsomeplantsonlyblossominsunshine。

Whatwonderiftoherthemusicandthemusicianbecameone?

Itissometimesadangerousthingtofusethemanandhistalentsinthisway;butitdidnoharmhere,forAnthonyCroftwashismusic,andthemusicwasAnthonyCroft。Whenheplayedonhisviolin,itwasasifthemiracleofitsfashioningwereagainenacted;asifthebirdonthequiveringbough,themellowsunshinestreamingthroughthelatticeofgreenleaves,thetinkleofthewoodlandstream,spokeineverytone;

andmorethanthis,thehearth-glowinwhoselightthepatienthandshadworked,thebreathofthesoulbendingitselfinpassionateprayerforperfection,these,too,seemedtohavewroughttheirblessedinfluenceonthewillingstringsuntilthetonewasladenwithspiritualharmony。

Onemightindeedhavesungofthislittleredviolin——thatlookedtoLyddy,inthesunsetglow,asifitwereveneeredwithrubies——allthatShelleysangofanotherperfectinstrument:——

"TheartistwhothisviolwroughtToechoallharmoniousthought,Fell’datree,whileonthesteepThewoodswereintheirwintersleep,Rock’dinthatreposedivineOfthewind-sweptApennine;

Anddreaming,someofAutumnpast,AndsomeofSpringapproachingfast,AndsomeofAprilbudsandshowers,AndsomeofsongsinJulybowers,Andalloflove;andsothistree——

Othatsuchourdeathmaybe!——

Diedinsleep,andfeltnopain,Toliveinhappierformagain。"

Theviol"whispersinenamouredtone:"——

"Sweetoraclesofwoodsanddells,Andsummerwindyillsylvancells;……

Theclearestechoesofthehills,Thesoftestnotesoffallingrills,Themelodiesofbirdsandbees,Themurmuringofsummerseas,Andpatteringrain,andbreathingdew,Andairsofevening;allitknew……

——Allthisitknows,butwillnottellTothosewhocannotquestionwellThespiritthatinhabitsit;……

But,sweetlyasitsanswerswillFlatterhandsofperfectskill,Itkeepsitshighest,holiesttoneForonebelovedFriendalone。"

Lyddyheardtheviolinandtheman’svoiceashetalkedtothechild,——

heardthemnightafternight;andwhenshewenthometothelittlebrownhousetolightthefireonthehearthandletdownthewarmredcurtains,shefellintosweet,sadreveries;andwhensheblewouthercandleforthenight,shefellasleepanddreamednewdreams,andherheartwasstirredwiththerustlingofnew-bornhopesthatroseandtookwinglikebirdsstartledfromtheirnests。

V。

"Norscourtheseas,norsiftmankind,Apoetorafriendtofind:

Behold,hewatchesatthedoor!

Beholdhisshadowonthefloor!"

Emerson’s_Saadi。_

LyddyButterfield’shenturkeywasofarovingdisposition。

ShehadneverappreciatedherluxuriouscountryquartersinEdgewood,andwasseeminglyanxioustoreturntothemodestbackyardinhernativecity。

Atanyrate,shewasinthehabitofstrayingfarfromhome,andthehabitwasgrowinguponhertosuchanextentthatshewouldevenleadherdocilelittlegobblersdowntovisitAnthonyCroft’shensandsharetheircorn。

Lyddyhadcaughtheratitonce,andwasnowpursuinghertothatendforthesecondtime。Shepausedinfrontofthehouse,buttherewerenoturkeystobeseen。Couldtheyhavewanderedupthehillroad,——thediscontented,"traipsing,"exasperatingthings?

Shestartedinthatdirection,whensheheardacrashintheCroftkitchen,andthenthesoundofaboy’svoicecomingfromaninnerroom,——

aweakandquerulousvoice,asifthechildwereill。

Shedrewnearer,inspiteofherdreadofmeetingpeople,oraboveallofintruding,andsawAnthonyCroftstandingoverthestove,withanexpressionofutterhelplessnessonhisusuallyplacidface。

Shehadneverreallyseenhimbeforeinthedaylight,andtherewassomethingabouthisappearancethatstartledher。

Theteakettlewasonthefloor,andaseaofwaterwasfloodingtheman’sfeet,yetheseemedtobegazingintovacancy。

Presentlyhestooped,andfumbledgropinglyforthekettle。

Itwastoohottobetouchedwithimpunity,andhefinallyleftitinadespairingsortofway,andwalkedinthedirectionofashelf,fromunderwhicharowofcoatswashanging。Theboycalledagaininalouderandmoreinsistenttone,endinginawhimperofrestlesspain。

Thisseemedtomakethemanmorenervousthanever。

Hishandswentpatientlyoverandovertheshelf,thenpausedateachseparatenail。

"Blessthepoordear!"thoughtLyddy。"Ishetryingtofindhishat,orwhatishetryingtodo?Iwonderifheismusicmad?"

andshedrewstillnearerthesteps。

Atthismomentheturnedandcamerapidlytowardthedoor。

Shelookedstraightinhisface。Therewasnomistakingit:

hewasblind。Themagicianwhohadtoldherthroughhisviolinsecretsthatshehadscarcelydreamedof,thewizardwhohadsetherhearttothrobbingandachingandlongingasithadneverthrobbedandachedandlongedbefore,thebeingwhohadwornahaloofromanceandgeniustohersimplemind,wasstone-blind!Awaveofimpetuousanguish,assharpandpassionateasanyshehadeverfeltforherownmisfortunes,sweptoverhersoulatthespectacleoftheman’shelplessness。Hissightlesseyesstruckherlikeablow。

Buttherewasnotimetolose。Shewasdirectlyinhispath:

ifshestoodstillhewouldcertainlywalkoverher,andifshemovedhewouldhearher,so,onthespurofthemoment,shegaveanervouscoughandsaid,"Good-morning,Mr。Croft。"

Hestoppedshort。"Whoisit?"heasked。

"Iam——itis——Iam——yournewneighbor,"saidLyddy,withatremblingattemptatcheerfulness。

"Oh,MissButterfield!Ishouldhavecalleduptoseeyoubeforethisifithadn’tbeenfortheboy’ssickness。

ButIamagood-for-nothingneighbor,asyouhavedoubtlessheard。

Nobodyexpectsanythingofme。"

("Nobodyexpectsanythingofme。"Herownplaint,utteredinherowntone!)

"Idon’tknowaboutthat,"sheansweredswiftly。

"You’vegivenme,forone,agreatdealofpleasurewithyourwonderfulmusic。Ioftenhearyouasyouplayaftersupper,andithaskeptmefrombeinglonesome。Thatisn’tverymuch,tobesure。"

"Youarefondofmusic,then?"

"Ididn’tknowIwas;Ineverheardanybefore,"saidLyddysimply;

"butitseemstohelppeopletosaythingstheycouldn’tsayforthemselves,don’tyouthinkso?Itcomfortsmeeventohearit,andIthinkitmustbestillmorebeautifultomakeit。"

Now,LyddyAnnButterfieldhadnosoonerutteredthiscommonplacespeechthanthereflectiondartedthroughhermindlikealightningflashthatshehadneverspokenabitofherheartoutlikethisinallherlifebefore。

Thereasoncametoherinthesameflash:shewasnotbeinglookedat;herdisfiguredfacewashidden。Thisman,atleast,couldnotshrink,turnaway,shiver,affectindifference,fixhiseyesonherswithafascinatedhorror,asothershaddone。

Herheartwasdividedbetweenagreatthrobofpityandsympathyforhimandanirresistiblesenseofgratitudeforherself。

Sureofprotectionandcomprehension,herlovelysoulcameoutofherpooreyesandsatinthesunshine。

Shespokehermindatease,asweuttersacredthingssometimesundercoverofdarkness。

"Youseemtohavehadanaccident;whatcanIdotohelpyou?"sheasked。

"Nothing,thankyou。Theboyhasbeensickforsomedays,butheseemsworsesincelastnight。Nothingisinitsrightplaceinthehouse,soIhavegivenuptryingtofindanything,andamjustgoingtoEdgewoodtoseeifsomebodywillhelpmeforafewdays。"

"UncleTony!UncleTo-ny!whereareyou?Dogivemeanotherdrink,I’msohot!"cametheboy’svoicefromwithin。

"Coming,laddie!Idon’tbelieveheoughttodrinksomuchwater,butwhatcanIdo?Heisburningupwithfever。"

"Nowlookhere,Mr。Croft,"andLydia’stonewascheerfullydecisive。

"Yousitdowninthatrocker,please,andletmecommandtheshipforawhile。Thisisoneofthecaseswhereawomanisnecessary。

Firstandforemost,whatwereyouhuntingfor?"

"Myhatandthebutter,"saidAnthonymeekly,andatthisuniquecombinationtheybothlaughed。

Lyddy’slaughwasparticularlyfresh,childlike,andpleased;

onethatwouldhaveastonishedtheReynoldschildren。

ShehadseldomlaughedheartilysincelittleRufushadcriedandtoldhershefrightenedhimwhenshetwistedherfaceso。

"Yourhatisinthewood-box,andI’llfindthebutterinthetwinklingofaneye,thoughwhyyouwantitnowismorethan——Mypatience,Mr。Croft,yourhandisburnedtoablister!"

"Don’tmindme。Begoodenoughtolookattheboyandtellmewhatailshim;nothingelsemattersmuch。"

"Iwillwithpleasure,butletmeeaseyoualittlefirst。

Here’saragthatwillbejustthething,"andLyddy,suitingtheprettyactiontothemendaciousworn,tookagoodhandkerchieffromherpocketandtoreitinthreestrips,afterspreadingitwithtallowfromacandleheatedoverthestove。

Thisdone,shehounduptheburnedhandskillfully,and,crossingthedining-room,disappearedwithinthelittlechamberdoorbeyond。

Shecameoutpresently,andsaidhalfhesitatingly,"Wouldyou——mindgoingoutintheorchardforanhourorso?

Youseemtoberatherinthewayhere,andIshouldliketheplacetomyself,ifyou’llexcusemeforsayingso。

I’meversomuchmorecapablethanMrs。Buck;won’tyougivemeatrial,sir?Here’syourviolinandyourhat。

I’llcallyouifyoucanhelporadviseme。"

"ButIcan’tletastrangercomeinanddomyhousework,"heobjected。

"Ican’t,youknow,thoughIappreciateyourkindnessallthesame。"

"Iamyournearestneighbor,andyouronlyone,forthatmatter,"

saidLyddyfirmly;"itsnothingmorethanrightthatIshouldlookafterthatsickchild,andImustdoit。Ihaven’tgotathingtodoinmyownhouse。

Iamnothingbutapoorlonelyoldmaid,who’sbeenusedtochildrenallherlife,andlikesnothingbetterthantoworkoverthem。"

AcalmsettleduponAnthony’sperturbedspirit,ashesatundertheapple-treesandheardLyddygoingtoandfrointhecottage。

"Sheisn’tanyoldmaid,"hethought;"shedoesn’tsteplikeone;

shehassoftshoesandaspringywalk。Shemustbeaveryhandsomewoman,withahandlikethat;andsuchavoice!

Iknewthemomentshespokethatshedidn’tbelonginthisvillage。"

Asamatteroffact,hiskeenearhadcaughtthemelodyinLyddy’svoice,avoicefullofdignity,sweetness,andreservepower。

Hissenseoftouch,too,hadcapturedthebeautyofherhand,andhelditinremembrance,——thesoftpalm,thefineskin,supplefingers,smoothnails,andfirmroundwrist。

ThesecharmswouldneverhavebeennotedbyanyseeingmaninEdgewood,buttheywererevealedtoAnthonyCroftwhileLyddy,likethegoodSamaritan,bounduphiswounds。

Itisthesesavingstarsthatlighttheeternaldarknessoftheblind。

LyddythoughtshehadmetherWaterloowhen,witharmsakimbo,shegazedabouttheCroftestablishment,whichwasasceneofdesolationforthemoment。Anthony’scousinfromBridgtonwasinthehabitofvisitinghimeverytwomonthsforasolemnhouse-cleaning,andMrs。BuckfromPleasantRivercameeverySaturdayandMondayforbakingandwashing。

BetweentimesDavyandhisuncledidthehouseworktogether;

andalthoughitwasrespectablydone,therewasnopink-and-whitedaintinessaboutit,youmaybesure。

Lyddycameouttotheapple-treesinaboutanhour,laughingalittlenervouslyasshesaid,"I’msorrytohavetakenameanadvantageofyou,Mr。Croft,butIknoweverythingyou’vegotinyourhouse,andexactlywhereitis。

Icouldn’thelpit,yousee,whenIwasmakingthingstidy。

Itwoulddoyougoodtoseetheboy。Hisroomwastoolight,andthefliesweredevouringhim。Iswepthimanddustedhim,putoncleansheetsandpillowslips,spongedhimwithbayrum,brushedhishair,droveouttheflies,andtackedagreencurtainuptothewindow。Fifteenminutesafterhewassleepinglikeakitten。Hehasasorethroatandconsiderablefever。

Couldyou——canyou——atleast,willyou,gouptomyhouseonanerrand?"

"CertainlyIcan。Iknowitinsideandoutaswellasmyown。"

"Verygood。Ontheclockshelfinthesitting-roomthereisabottleofsweetspiritsofnitre;it’stheonlybottlethere,soyoucan’tmakeanymistake。Itwillhelpuntilthedoctorcomes。

Iwonderyoudidn’tsendforhimyesterday?"

"Davywouldn’thavehim,"apologizedhisuncle。

"Wouldn’the?"saidLyddywithcheerfulscorn。

"Hehasyouunderprettygoodcontrol,hasn’the?

Butchildrenareunmercifultyrants。"

"Couldn’tyoucoaxhimintoitbeforeyougohome?"askedAnthonyinawheedlingvoice。

"Icantry;butitisn’tlikelyIcaninfluencehim,ifyoucan’t。Still,ifwebothfail,Ireallydon’tseewhat’stopreventoursendingforthedoctorinspiteofhim。

Heisasweakasababy,youknow,andcan’tsitupinbed:

whatcouldhedo?Iwillrisktheconsequences,ifyouwill!"

Therewasanoteofsuchamiableandwinningsarcasminallthis,suchacheery,invinciblecourage,suchafriendlyneighborlinessandcooperation,aboveallsuchadifferenttonefromanyhewasaccustomedtohearinEdgewood,thatAnthonyCroftfeltwarmedthroughtothecore。

Ashewalkedquicklyalongtheroad,heconjuredupavisionofautumnbeautyfromthefewhintsnaturegaveeventohersightlessonesonthisgloriousmorning,——therustleofafewfallenleavesunderhisfeet,theclearwineoftheair,thefullrushoftheswollenriver,thewhiskingofthesquirrelsintheboughs,thecrunchoftheirteethonthenuts,thespicyodoroftheappleslyingunderthetrees。

Hemissedhismotherthatmorningmorethanhehadmissedherforyears。

Howneatshewas,howthrifty,howcomfortable,andhowcomforting!

Hislifewassodrearyandaimless;andwasitthebestortherightoneforDavy,withhistalentanddawningambition?WoulditnotbebettertohaveMrs。Bucklivewiththemaltogether,insteadofcomingtwiceaweek,asheretofore?No;heshrankfromthatwithahopelessaversionbornofSaturdayandMondaydinnersinhercompany。Hecouldhearherpourhercoffeeintothesaucer;hearthescrapingofthecupontherim,andknowthatshewassettingitsloppilydownonthecloth。Hecouldrememberhernoisydrinking,theweightofherelbowonthetable,thecreakingofhercalicodressunderthepressureofsuperabundantflesh。

Besides,shehadtriedtoscrubhisfavoriteviolinwithsapolio。

No,anythingwasbetterthanMrs。Buckasaconstancy。

HetookoffhishatunconsciouslyasheenteredLyddy’ssitting-room。

Agentlebreezeblewoneofthefullredcurtainstowardshimtillitflutteredabouthisshoulderslikeafrolicsome,teasinghand。

Therewasasweet,pungentodorofpineboughs,acanarysanginthewindow,theclockwastrimmedwithablackberryvine;heknewtheprickles,andtheycalleduptohismindtheglowingtintshehadlovedsowell。

Hissensitivehand,thatcarriedadiviningrodineveryfinger-tip,metavaseontheshelf,and,travelingupward,touchedafullbranchofalderberriestiedaboutwitharibbon。Theribbonwouldbered;

thewomanwhoarrangedthisroomwouldmakenomistake;forinonemorningAnthonyCrofthadpenetratedthesecretofLyddy’struepersonality,andinameasurehadsoundedtheshallowsthatledtothedepthsofhernature。

Lyddywenthomeatseveno’clockthatnightratherreluctantly。

ThedoctorhadsaidMr。Croftcouldsitupwiththeboyunlesshegrewmuchworse,andtherewasnoproprietyinherstayinglongerunlesstherewasdanger。

"Youhavebeenverygoodtome,"Anthonysaidgravely,asheshookherhandatparting,——"verygood。"

Theystoodtogetheronthedoorstep。Adistantbell,calledtoeveningprayer-meeting;therestlessmurmuroftheriverandthewhisperofthewindinthepinesbrokethetwilightstillness。

Thelong,quietdaytogether,partofitspentbythesickchild’sbedside,hadbroughtthetwostrangerscuriouslyneartoeachother。

"Thehousehasn’tseemedsosweetandfreshsincemymotherdied,"

hewenton,ashedroppedherhand,"andIhaven’thadsomanyflowersandgreenthingsinitsinceIlostmyeyesight。"

"Wasitlongago?"

"Tenyears。Isthatlong?"

"Longtobearaburden。"

"Ihopeyouknowlittleofburden-bearing?"

"Iknowlittleelse。"

"ImighthaveguesseditfromthealacritywithwhichyoutookupDavy’sandmine。Youmustbeveryhappytohavethepowertomakethingsstraightandsunnyandwholesome;

tobreatheyourstrengthintohelplessnesssuchasmine。

Ithankyou,andIenvyyou。Good-night。"

Lyddyturnedonherheelwithoutaword;hermindwasbeyondandabovewords。Theskyseemedtohavedescendedupon,envelopedher,caughtherupintoitsheaven,assheroseintounaccustomedheightsoffeeling,likeElijahinhischariotoffire。Sheveryhappy!

Shewithpower,powertomakethingsstraightandsunnyandwholesome!

Sheabletobreathestrengthintohelplessness,evenaconsecrated,Godsmittenhelplessnesslikehis!Shenotonlytobethanked,butenvied!

Herhouseseemedstrangetoherthatnight。

Shewenttobedinthedark,dreadingeventhelightofacandle;

andbeforesheturneddownhercounterpanesheflungherselfonherknees,andpouredouthersoulinaprayerthathadbeengrowing,waiting,andwaitedfor,perhaps,foryears:——

"OLord,IthankTheeforhealthandstrengthandlife。

Inevercoulddoitbefore,butIthankTheeto-nightforlifeonanyterms。IthankTheeforthishome;forthechanceofhelpinganotherhumancreature,strickenlikemyself;

fortheprivilegeofministeringtoamotherlesschild。

Makemetolongonlyforthebeautyofholiness,andtobesatisfiedifIattaintoit。Washmysoulpureandclean,andletthatbetheonlymirrorinwhichIseemyface。

Ihavetriedtobeuseful。Forgivemeifitalwaysseemedsohardanddrearyalife。ForgivemeifIamtoohappybecauseforoneshortdayIhavereallyhelpedinabeautifulway,andfoundafriendwhosaw,becausehewasblind,therealmeunderneath;themethatneverwasburnedbythefire;

themethatisn’tdisfigured,unlessmywickeddiscontenthasdoneit;themethathaslivedonandonandon,starvingtodeathforthefriendshipandsympathyandlovethatcometootherwomen。Ihavespentmyfortyyearsinthewilderness,feedingonwrathandbitternessandtears。

Forgiveme,Lord,andgivemeonemorevisionoftheblessedlandofCanaan,evenifIneverdwellthere。"

VI。

"NorlesstheeternalpolesOftendencydistributesouls。

ThereneednovowstobindWhomnoteachotherseek,butfind。"

Emerson’s_CelestialLove。_

Davy’ssicknesswasalingeringone。Mrs。Buckcamefortwoorthreehoursaday,butLyddywastheself-installedangelofthehouse;

andbeforeaweekhadpassedtheboy’sthinarmswerearoundherneck,hisheadonherlovingshoulder,andhischeekpressedagainsthers。

Anthonycouldhearthemtalk,ashesatinthekitchenbusyathiswork。Musicalinstrumentswerestillbroughthimtorepair,thoughlessfrequentlythanofyore,andhecouldstillmakemanypartsofviolinsfarbetterthanhisseeingcompetitors。

Afriendandpupilsatbyhissideinthewintereveningsandsupplementedhisweakness,helpingandlearningalternately,whilehisblindmaster’sskillfilledhimwithwonderanddespair。

Theyearsofstruggleforperfectionhadnotbeenwasted;

andthoughtheeyethatoncedetectedthedeviationofahair’sbreadthcouldnolongertellthetruefromthefalse,yetnaturehadbeenbusywithherdivineworkofcompensation。

Theonesensestrickenwithdeath,shepouredfloodsofnewlifeandvigorintotheothers。Touchbecamesomethingmorethanthestupid,emptygraspofthingsweseeingmortalsknow,andinplaceofthetwoeyeshehadlosthenowhadtenineveryfinger-tip。Asforodors,letotherfolksbeproudofsmellingmuskandlavender,butlethimtellyoubyaquiverofthenostrilsthevariouskindsofso-calledscentlessflowers,andlethimbendhisearandinterpretsecretsthattheuniverseiseverwhisperingtouswhoarepentinpartialdeafnessbecause,forsooth,wesee。

HeoftenpausedtohearLydia’slow,soothingtonesandtheboy’sweaktreble。Anthonyhadsaidtohimonce,"MissButterfieldisverybeautiful,isn’tshe,Davy?Youhaven’tpaintedmeapictureofheryet。

Howdoesshelook?"

Davywasstrickenatfirstwithsilentembarrassment。

Hewasatruthfulchild,butinthishecouldnomorehavetoldthewholetruththanhecouldhavecutoffhishand。

HewasknittoLyddybyeverytieofgratitudeandaffection。

Hewouldsitforhourswithhisexpectantfacepressedagainstthewindow-pane,andwhenhesawhercomingdowntheshadyroadhewasfilledwithasenseofimpendingcomfortandjoy。

"NO,"hesaidhesitatingly,"sheisn’tpretty,nunky,butshe’ssweetandniceanddear,Everythingonhershines,it’ssoclean;andwhenshecomesthroughthetrees,withherwhiteapronandherpurplecalicodress,yourheartjumps,becauseyouknowshe’sgoingtomakeeverythingpleasant。

Herhairhasaprettywaveinit,andherhandissoftonyourforehead;

andit’smostworthwhilebeingsickjusttohaveherinthehouse。"

Meanwhile,sotrulyis"praiseourfructifyingsun,"Lydiabloomedintoahundredhithertounsuspectedgracesofmindandheartandspeech。

Aslysenseofhumorwokeintolife,andapositivetalentforconversation,latenthithertobecauseshehadneverknownanyonewhocaredtodropaplummetintothecrystalspringsofherconsciousness。

Whentheviolinwaslaidaway,shewouldsitinthetwilight,byDavy’ssofa,histhinhandinhers,andtalkwithAnthonyaboutbooksandflowersandmusic,andaboutthemeaningoflife,too,——itsburdensandmistakes,andjoysandsorrows;gropingwithhiminthedarknesstofindacluetoGod’spurposes。

DavyhadlongafternoonsatLyddy’shouseastheautumngrewintowinter。Hereadtoherwhileshesewedragsforanewsitting-roomcarpet,andtheyplayeddominoesandcheckerstogetherinthetwilightbeforesuppertime,——

suppersthatwereafeasttotheboy,afterMrs。Buck’scookery。

Anthonybroughthisviolinsometimesofanevening,andAlmiraBerry,thenextneighborontheroadtotheMills,woulddropinandjointhelittleparty。AlmirausedtosingAuldRobinGray,WhatWillYouDo,Love,andRobinAdair,tothegreatenjoymentofeverybody;andshepersuadedLyddytobuytheoldchurchmelodeon,andlearntosingaltoinOh,WertThouintheCauldBlast,Gently,GentlySighstheBreeze,andIknowaBank。Nobodysighedforthegayetiesandadvantagesofagreatcitywhen,theseconcertsbeingover,Lyddywouldpasscrispseedcakesandraspberryshrub,doughnutsandcider,orhotpoppedcornandmolassescandy。

"Butthere,shecanaffordto,"saidauntHittyTarbox;

"she’sprettymiddlin’wealthyforEdgewood。Andit’sluckysheis,forshe’boutfeedsthatboyo’Croft’s。Nowonderhewantshertofillhimup,aftersixyearsoftheWidderBuck’svictuals。AureliaBuckcantakegoodflourandsugar,sweetbutterandfresheggs,andintenstrokesofherhandshecanmake’emintosomethingtheveryhogs’llturnawayfrom。

Ideclare,itbringsthetearstomyeyessometimeswhenIseehercomingoutofCroft’sSaturdayafternoons,andthinkofthestonecrocksfullofnastymessesshe’sleftbehindherforthatinnocentmanandboytoeatup……

AnthonygoestoseeMissButterfieldconsid’ableoften。

Ofcourseit’sawstensiblytowalkhomewithDavy,ordoanerrandorsomething,buteverybodyknowsbetter。

ShewentdowntoCroft’sprettynearlyeverydaywhenhiscousinfromBridgtoncometohouse-clean。Shesuspicionedsomething,Iguess。Anyhow,sheaskedmeifMissButterfield’stwohundredayearwasingov’mentbonds。Anthony’seyesightain’tgood,butIguesshecouldmakeouttocutcowponsoff……Itwouldbestrangeifthemtwoleft-oversshouldtakean’

marryeachother;though,cometothinkofit,Idon’tknow’s’twouldneither。He’sblind,tobesure,andcan’tseeherscarredface。It’sapitysheain’tdeef,so’tshecan’thearhiseverlastin’fiddle。She’sluckytogetanykindofahusband;she’stoohumblytochoose。

Ideclare,sheremindsmeofaJack-o’-lantern,thoughifyoulookatthebackofher,orseeherinmeetin’

withathickveilon,she’saboutthebestappearin’womaninEdgewood……IneverseeanybodystiffenupasAnthonyhas。

Hehadmemakehimthreewhiteshirtsandthreeginghamones,withcollarsandcuffsonallof’em。Itseemsasifsixshirtsatonetimemustmeansomethingouto’thecommon!"

AuntHittywasright;itdidmeansomethingoutofthecommon。

Itmeantthegrowthofanall-engrossing,grateful,divinelytenderpassionbetweentwolove-starvedsouls。

Ontheonehand,Lyddy,whothoughshehadscarcelyknownthemeaningofloveinallherdrearylife,yetwasasfulltothebrimofallsweet,womanlypossibilitiesoflovingandgivingasanyprettywoman;ontheother,theblindviolin-maker,whohadneverlovedanywomanbuthismother,andwhowasinthedirestneedofwomanlysympathyandaffection。

AnthonyCroft,beingministereduntobyLyddy’skindhands,hearinghersweetvoiceandhersoftfootstep,sawherasGodsees,knowingthebest;forgivingtheworst,likeGod,andforgettingit,stillmorelikeGod,Ithink。

AndLyddy?ThereisnopenworthytowriteofLyddy。

Herjoylaydeepinherheartlikeajewelatthebottomofaclearpool,sodeepthatnorippleorruffleonthesurfacecoulddisturbthehiddentreasure。IfGodhadsmittenthesetwowithonehand,hehadheldouttheotherintenderbenediction。

TherehadbeenapitifulsceneofunspeakablesolemnitywhenAnthonyfirsttoldLyddythathelovedher,andaskedhertobehiswife。Hehadheardallhersadhistorybythistime,thoughnotfromherownlips,andhisheartwentouttoherallthemorefortheheavycrossthathadbeenlaiduponher。

Hehadthewitandwisdomtoputherafflictionquiteoutofthequestion,andalludeonlytohersacrificeinmarryingablindman,hopelesslyandhelplesslydependentonhersweetofficesfortherestofhislife,ifshe,inherwomanlymercy,wouldlovehimandhelphimbearhisburdens。

WhenhistenderwordsfelluponLyddy’sdazedbrainshesankbesidehischair,and,claspinghisknees,sobbed:

"Iloveyou,Icannothelplovingyou,IcannothelptellingyouIloveyou!Butyoumusthearthetruth;

youhavehearditfromothers,butperhapstheysoftenedit。

IfImarryyou,peoplewillalwaysblamemeandpityyou。

Youwouldneveraskmetobeyourwifeifyoucouldseemyface;

youcouldnotlovemeaninstantifyouwerenotblind。"

"ThenIthankGodunceasinglyformyinfirmity,"saidAnthonyCroft,asheraisedhertoherfeet……

AnthonyandLyddyCroftsatintheappleorchard,onewarmdayinlatespring。

Anthony’sworkwouldhavepuzzledacasualon-looker。Tenstoutwireswerestretchedbetweentwotrees,fifteenortwentyfeetapart,andeachgroupoffiverepresentedthelinesofthemusicalstaff。

Woodenbarscrossedthewiresatregularintervals,dividingthestaffintomeasures。Aboxwithmanycompartmentssatonastoolbesidehim,andthisheldbitsofwoodthatlookedlikepegs,butwereinrealitywhole,half,quarter,andeighthnotes,rests,flats,sharps,andthelike。

Thesewerecleftinsuchawaythathecouldfitthemonthewiresalmostasrapidlyashismusicalthemecametohim,andLyddyhadlearnedtotranscribewithpenandinkthemusicshefoundinwoodandwire,Hecouldwriteonlysimpleairsinthisway,butwhenheplayedthemontheviolintheyweretransportedintoaloftierregion,suchgeniuslayintheharmony,thearabesque,thedelicatelaceworkofembroiderywithwhichthetunewasinwrought;nowhigh,nowlow,nowmajor,nowminor,nowsad,nowgay,withtheonethrilling,hauntingcadencerecurringagainandagain,tobewatchedfor,longedfor,andgreetedwithathrobofdelight。

Davywasreadingatthewindow,hiscurlyheadburiedinawell-wornShakespeareopenedatMidsummerNight’sDream。

Lyddywassittingunderherfavoritepinkapple-tree,amassoffragrantbloom,morebeautifulthanAurora’smorninggown。

Shewassewing;liningwithsnowylawninnumerablepocketsinasquarebasketthatsheheldinherlap。Thepocketsweresmall,theneedleswerefine,thethreadwasalengthofcobweb。

Everythingaboutthebasketwassmallexceptthehopesthatshewasstitchingintoit;theyweresogreatthatherheartcouldscarcelyholdthem。Naturewasstirringeverywhere。

Theseedswerespringinginthewarmearth。Thehenswerecluckingtotheirdownychicksjustoutoftheegg。

Thebirdswereflyinghitherandthitherintheappleboughs,andtherewasonelittlehomeofstrawsohungthatLyddycouldlookintoitandseethepatientmotherbroodinghernestlings。

Thesightofherbrighteyes,alertforeverysignofdanger,sentarushoffeelingthroughLyddy’sveinsthatmadeherlongtoclaspthelittlefeatheredmothertoherownbreast。

Asweetgravityandconsecrationofthoughtpossessedher,andthepinkblossomsfallingintoherbasketwerenotmoredelicatethantherose-coloreddreamsthatflushedhersoul。

Anthonyputinthelastwoodenpeg,andtakinguphisviolincalled,"Davy,lad,comeoutandtellmewhatthismeans!"

Davywasusedtothis;fromaweeboyhehadbeenaskedtopaintthechanginglandscapeofeachday,andtoputintowordshisuncle’smusic。

Lyddydroppedherneedle,thebirdsstoppedtolisten,andAnthonyplayed。

"ItisthisappleorchardinMaytime,"saidDavy;

"itisthesongofthegreenthingsgrowing,isn’tit?"

"Whatdoyousay,dear?"askedAnthony,turningtohiswife。

LoveandhopehadmadeapoetofLyddy。"IthinkDavyisright,"

shesaid。"Itisadreamofthefuture,thestoryofallnewandbeautifulthingsgrowingoutoftheold。Itisfullofthesweetnessofpresentjoy,butthereispromiseandhopeinitbesides。

ItisliketheSpringsittinginthelapofWinter,andholdingababySummerinherbosom。"

Davydidnotquiteunderstandthis,thoughhethoughtitpretty;

butLyddy’shusbanddid,andwhentheboywentbacktohisbooks,hetookhiswifeinhisarmsandkissedhertwice,——onceforherself,andthenonceagain。

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THEEVENTFULTRIPOFTHEMIDNIGHTCRY。

InthelittlevillagesalongtheSacoRiver,intheyear1850orthereabouts,thearrivalanddepartureofthestage-coachwastheoneexcitingincidentoftheday。

Itdidnotrunonscheduletimeinthosedays,butstartedfromLimingtonorSaco,asthecasemightbe,ataboutorsomewherenearacertainhour,andarrivedattheotherendoftheroutewheneveritgotthere。Therewerenotrainstomeet(therailwaypopularlyknownasthe"YorkandYank’em"wasnotbuilttill1862);theroadswereoccasionallygoodandgenerallybad;

andthusitwasoftendusk,andsometimeslateintheevening,whenthelumberingvehicleneareditsfinaldestinationanddrewuptothelittlepost-officesalongtheway。

Howeverlateitmightbe,thevillagepostmasterhadtobeonhandtoreceiveandopenthemailbags;afterwhichhedistributedthenewspapersandlettersinaprimitivesetofpinepigeon-holesonthewall,turnedouttheloafers,"bankedup"

thefire,andwenthometobed。

"Life"Lanewasajollygoodfellow,——justthemantositontheboxseatanddrivethethreehorsesthroughrutsand"thank-you-ma’ams,"

slushandmudandsnow。Therewasaperennialtwinkleinhiseye,hisruddycheekswerewrinkledwithlaughter,andhehadagoodstoryforeveronthetipofhistongue。Hestoodsixfeettwoinhisstockings(hismotherusedtosayshehadthelongestLifeofanywomanintheStateo’Maine);hisshoulderswerebroadinproportion,andhislungsjustthesorttofillamplyhisnoblechest。Therefore,whenhehadwhatwascalledinthevernacular"turriblebadgoin’,"andwhenanyotherstage-driverinYorkCountywouldhaveshrunkintohismufflerandsnappedandsnarledontheslightestprovocation,LifeLaneopenedhisgreatthroatwhenhepassedoverthebridgesatModerationorBonnyEagle,andsentforthagolden,sonorous"Yoho!halloo!"intothestillair。

Thelateritwasandthestormieritwas,themorevigorheputintothenote,anditwasadrowsypostmasterindeedwhodidnotstartfromhisbenchbythefireatthesoundofthatringinghalloo。

Thustheoldstage-coach,inLifeLane’stime,wasgenerallycalled"TheMidnightCry,"andnotsuchabadnameeither,whetherthetermwasderisivelyappliedbecausethestagewasalwayslate;orwhetherLife’s"Yoho!"

hadcaughtthepopularfancy。

TherewasaprettygirlinPleasantRiver(and,alas!anotherinBonnyEagle)whowenttobedeverynightwiththechickens,butstayedawaketillsheheardfirsttherumbleofheavywheelsonabridge,thenafaint,bell-liketonethatmighthavecomeoutofthemouthofasilverhorn;

whereuponsheblushedasifitwereanofferofmarriage,andturnedoverandwenttosleep。

Ifthestagearrivedingoodseason,Lifewouldhaveafewminutestositontheloafers’beachbesidethebigopenfire;andwhatafeaturehewas,withhistalesculledfromallsortsofpassengers,whowereneversofluentaswhensittingbesidehim"upinfront!"

Therewasatallowdiportwo,andnootherlightsavethatofthefire。

WhothatevertoldastorycouldwishamoreinspiringauditorthanJacobBean,aliteral,honestoldfellowwhotookthemostvitalinterestineverydetailofthestoriestold,lookingupontheirheroesandtheirvillainsaspersonalfriendsorfoes。

Healwayssatinonecornerofthefireplace,pokerinhand,andthecrowdtacitlyallowedhimtheroleofGreekchorus。

Indeed,nobodycouldhavetoldastoryproperlywithoutJakeBean’sparenthesesandpunctuationmarkspokedinatexcitingjunctures。

"That’ssoeverytime!"hewouldsay,withalungeattheforestick。

"I’llbatehewasgladthen!"withanotherstickflungoninjusttherightspot。"Golly!butthatserved’emright!"withathrustatthebacklog。

TheNewEnglandstoryseemedtoflourishundertheseconditions:

acoupleofgoodhardbenchesinastoreortavern,whereyoucouldnotonlysmokeandchewbutcouldkeeponyourhat(therewasnotamaninYorkCountyinthosedayswhocouldsayanythingworthhearingwithhishatoff);theblazinglogstopoke;andacavernousfireplaceintowhichtobaccojuicecouldbeneatlyandjudiciouslydirected。

Thoseweregoodoldtimes,andthestage-coachwasamightythingwhenschoolchildrenweretaughttotakeofftheirhatsandmakeabowastheUnitedStatesmailpassedtheoldstagetavern。

LifeLane’scoachingdayswereoverlongbeforethisstorybegins,buttheMidnightCrywasstillinprettyfaircondition,andwasdrivenostensiblybyJeremiahTodd,wholivedonthe"back-nippin’"roadfromBonnyEagletoLimington。

WhenIsayostensiblydriven,Ibutfollowtheleadofthevillagers,whodeclaredthat,thoughJerryheldthereins,Mrs。Todddrovethestage,asshedroveeverythingelse。

Asaproofofthislady’sstrongindividuality,shewasstillgenerallyspokenofas"theWidderBixby,"thoughshehadbeensixyearsweddedtoJeremiahTodd。TheWidderBixby,then,wasstrong,self-reliant,valiant,indomitable。JerryToddwas,tousehiswife’sowncharacterization,sosoftyoucouldstickacat’stailintohimwithoutrufflingthefur。

Hewasalwaysalludedtoas"theWidderBixby’shusband;"

butthatwasnoneworspecialmortification,forhehadbeenknownsuccessivelyasMrs。Todd’syoungestbaby,theWidderTodd’sonlyson,SusanTodd’sbrother,and,whenSusanTodd’soldestboyfoughtatChapultepec,WilliamPeck’suncle。

TheWidderBixby’srecordwasfardifferent。

ShewasthemildestofthefourStoversistersofScarboro,andthequartettewassupposedtohavefurnishedmorekindsoftemperthanhadeverbeforecomefromonehousehold。

WhenPeace,theeldest,wasmad,shefrequentlykickedthechurnoutofthekitchendoor,creamandall,——andthatlostherahusband。

Love,thesecond,married,andaccordingtolocaltraditiononcekickedherhusbandallthewayupFoolscapHillwithadriedcod-fish。

Charity,thethird,marriedtoo,——fortheStoversofScarborowerehandsomegirls,butshegotafitmateinherspouse。Shefailedtointimidatehim,forhewasafoemanworthyofhersteel;

butshelefthisbedandboard,andleftinamannerthatkeptupthecreditoftheStoverfamilyofScarboro。

TheyhadhadastormybreakfastonemorningbeforehestartedtoPortlandwithaloadofhay。"Good-by,"shecalled,asshestoodinthedoor,"you’veseenthelastofme!"

"Nosuchluck!"hesaid,andwhippeduphishorse。

Charitybakedagreatpileofbiscuits,andleftthemonthekitchentablewithapitcherofskimmedmilk。

(Shewouldn’tgivehimanythingtocomplainof,notshe!)

Shethenputafewclothesinabundle,and,tyingonhershaker,preparedtowalktoPleasantRiver,twelvemilesdistant。

Asshelockedthedoorandputthekeyinitsaccustomedplaceunderthemat,apleasantyoungmandroveupandexplainedthathewastheadvanceagentoftheSypher’sTwo-in-OneMenagerieandCircus,soontoappearinthatvicinity。

Headdedthatheshouldbegladtogiveherfiveticketstotheentertainmentifshewouldallowhimtopasteafewhandsomepostersonthatsideofherbarnnexttheroad;

thattheirremovalwasattendedwithtriflingdifficulty,owingtothenatureofaverysuperiorpasteinventedbyhimself;

thatanysmallboy,infact,couldtearthemoffinanhour,andbewellpaidbythegiftofaticket。

ThedevilenteredintoCharity(notbyanymeansforthefirsttime),andshetoldthemancomposedlythatifhewouldgivehertenticketshemightpaperoverthecottageaswellasthebarn,fortheyweregoingtotearitdownshortlyandbuildalargerone。

Theadvanceagentwasdelighted,andtheypassedapleasanthourtogether;Charityholdingthepaste-pot,whilethetalkativegentlemangluedsixlionsandanelephantontheroof,afatladyonthefrontdoor,atattooedmanbetweenthewindows,livingskeletonsontheblinds,andladiesinsufficientlyclothedinallthevacantspacesandonthechimneys。

Nobodywentbyduringtheoperation,andtheagentremarked,asheunhitchedhishorse,thathehadneverdoneaneaterjob。

"Why,they’llcomeasfartoseeyourhouseastheywilltothecircus!"heexclaimed。

"Icalculatetheywill,"saidCharity,asshelatchedthegateandstartedforPleasantRiver。

IamnottellingCharityStover’sstory,soIwillonlyaddthatthebill-posterwasmistakeninthenatureofhispaste,andgreatlyundervalueditsadhesiveproperties。

ThetemperofPrudence,theyoungestsister,nowMrs。Todd,paledintoinsignificancebesidethatoftheothers,butitwasaveryprettythingintempersnevertheless,andwouldhavebeenthoughtremarkableinanyotherfamilyinScarboro。

Youmayhavenotedthefactthatitisaperson’svirtuesasoftenashisvicesthatmakehimdifficulttolivewith。

Mrs。Todd’smasterfulnessandevenherjealousymighthavebeenendured,bytheaidoffastingandprayer,butherneatness,hereconomy,andherforehandednessmadeacombinationthatonlythegraceofGodcouldhaveabidedwithcomfortably,sothatJerryTodd’scomparativesuccessisamatteroflocaltradition。Punctualityisapraiseworthyvirtueenough,butastheyearswenton,Mrs。Toddblewherbreakfasthornatsoearlyanhourthattheneighborswereinsomedoubtastowhetheritmightnotheraldthesupperofthedaybefore。

Theyalsopredictedthatshewouldhaveherfuneralbeforeshewasfairlydead,andrelatedwithgreatgustothatwhensheheardtherewastobeaneclipseofthesunonMonday,the26thofJuly,shewishedtheycouldhaveitthe25th,asSundaywouldbesomuchmoreconvenientthanwash-day。

Shehadoilclothonherkitchentosavethefloor,andoilclothmatstosavetheoilcloth;yetJerry’sbootshadtobetakenoffintheshed,andhewasrequiredtowalkthroughinhisstockingfeet。

Sheblackenedherstovethreetimesaday,washedherdishesinthewoodhouse,inordertokeephersinkclean,andkeptonepairofblindsopeninthesitting-room,butspreadnewspapersoverthecarpetwhereverthesunshonein。

ItwasthedesireofJerry’shearttogiveupthefatiguesandexposuresofstage-driving,and"keepstore,"

butMrs。Todddeemeditmuchbetterforhimtobeintheopenairthandealingoutrumandmolassestoaroysteringcrew。

Thisbeingherviewofthecase,itisunnecessarytostatethathewentondrivingthestage。

"Doyouwearaflannelshirt,Jerry?"askedPelFrostonce。

"Idon’know,"hereplied,"askMis’Todd;shekeepsthebooks。"

"Women-folks"(heusedtosaytoacasualpassenger),"likeallotheranimiles,hastobetrainedupbeforethey’rerealgoodcomp’ny。

Youhavetobeginwith’emearly,andbeginasyoumeantoholdout。

Whentheyoncegitinthehabitoftakin’thebitintheirteethandrunnin’,it’stoolateforyoutohold’emin。"

Itwasonlytostrangersthatheairedhisconvictionsonthetrainingof"womenfolks,"thoughforthatmatterhemightsafelyhavedoneitevenathome;foreverybodyinLimingtonknewthatitwouldalwayshavebeentoolatetobeginwiththeWidderBixby,since,likealltheStoversofScarboro,shehadbeenbornwiththebitinherteeth。

Jerryhadneverdoneanythinghewantedtosincehehadmarriedher,andhehadn’treallywantedtodothat。

Hehadbeenrathercandidwithheronthispoint(ascandidasatender-heartedandobligingmancanbewithawomanwhoisdeterminedtomarryhim,andhastwogoodreasonswhysheshouldtoeveryoneofhiswhyheshouldn’t),andthismayhavebeenthereasonforherjealousy。Althoughbyhersuperiorforceshehadoverbornehisvisiblereluctance,she,beingawoman,oratalleventsofthefemalegender,couldneverquiteforgetthatshehaddonethewooing。

Certainlyhischarmswerenotofthesorttotemptwomenfromthestrictandnarrowpath,yetthefactremainedthattheWidderBixbywasjealous,andmorethanonepersoninLimingtonwasawareofit。

Pelatiah,otherwise"Pel"Frost,knewmoreaboutthematterthanmostotherfolks,becausehehadunlimitedtimetodevotetogeneralculture。

Thoughnotyetthirtyyearsold,hewasthelaziestmaninYorkCounty。

(JabeSlocumhadnotthenestablishedhisrecord;andJotBascomhadruinedhisbycuttinghishaybeforeitwasdeadinthesummerof’49,alwaysalludedtoafterwardsinPleasantRiverastheyearwhengoldwasdiscoveredandJotBascomcuthishay。)

Pelwasageneralfavoriteinhalfadozenvillages,wherehewasthelifeoftheloafers’bench。Anenergeticloafercanattendproperlytoonebench,butittakesgeniusaswellasassiduitytodojusticetosixofthem。

Hishabitsweredecidedlyconvivial,andhespentagooddealoftimeatthegeneralmusters,drinkingandcarousingwiththeotherne’er-do-weels。YoumaybesurehewasnofavoriteofMrs。Todd’s;andsherepresentedtohimallthatismostundesirableinwomankind,histasterunningdecidedlytorosy,smiling,easy-goingoneswhohadnoregularhoursformeals,butcouldhaveadinneronthetableanytimeinfifteenminutesafteryougotthere。

Now,acertainladywithanoticeablegreenfrockandawhite"drawn-in"capebonnethadgracedtheMidnightCryonitsjourneyfromLimingtontoSacoonthreeoccasionsduringthemonthofJuly。

Reportsaidthatshewasastrangerwhohadappearedatthepost-officeinawagondrivenbyasmall,freckledboy。

Thefirsttrippassedwithoutcomment;thesecondprovokedsomediscussion;ontheoccasionofthethird,Mrs。Toddsaidnothing,becausethereseemednothingtosay,butshefeltsoout-of-sortsthatshecutJerry’shairclosetohishead,thoughheparticularlyfanciedthethinfringeofcurlsatthenapeofhisneck。

PelFrostwentovertoTodd’sonemorningtoborrowanaxe,andseizedafavorableopportunitytoaskcasually,"Oh,Mis’

Todd,didJerryfindoutthenameo’thatwomaninagreendressandwhitebunnitthatridtoSacowithhimlastweek?"

"Mr。Todd’sgotsomethingbettertodothangetacquaintedwithhisladypassengers,"snappedMrs。Todd,"’speciallyastheyalwaysrideinside。"

"Iknowtheygen’allydo,"saidPel,shoulderingtheaxe(itwasforhismother’suse),butthisoneridesupinfrontparto’

theway,soIthoughtmebbeJerry’dfindoutsomething’bouther。

She’shan’someasapicture,butshemusthaveagoodstrongbacktomakethetripdown’n’upinoneday。"

Nothingcouldhavebeenmoreeffectiveormoreeffectualthanthisblowdealtwithconsummateskill。

HavingthusdriventheironintoMrs。Todd’ssoul,Pelentertainedhismotherwithanaccountoftheinterviewwhileshechoppedthekindling-wood。Hehadnospecialendinviewwhen,Iago-like,hedroppedhisfirstpoisonedseedinMrs。Todd’sfertilemind,or,atmost,nothingworsethanthehopethatmattersmightreachanunendurablepoint,andJerrymightstrikeforhisaltarsandhisfires。

Jerrywasamanandabrother,andpetticoatgovernmentmustbediscouragedwheneverandwhereverpossible,ortheworldwouldsoonceasetobeasafeplacetolivein。Pel’sideagrewuponhiminthenightwatches,andthenextmorninghesearchedhismother’sgarrettillhefoundagreendressandawhitebonnet。

Puttingtheminabasket,hewalkedoutontheroadalittledistancetillhemetthestage,when,findingnopassengersinside,heaskedJerrytolethimjumpinand"rideapiece。"

Oncewithin,hehastilydonnedthegreenwrapperandtell-taleheadgear,and,whentheMidnightCryrattleddownthestonyhillpasttheToddhouse,Peltookgoodcaretoexposealargegreensleeveandthesideofawhitebonnetatthestagewindow。

Itwaseasyenoughtocramthethingsbackintothebasket,jumpout,andcallacordialthankyoutotheunsuspectingJerry。

Hewasrewardedforhisingenuityandenterpriseatnight,whenhereturnedMrs。Todd’saxe,forjustashereachedthebackdoorhedistinctlyheardhersaythatifshesawthatgreenwomanonthestageagain,shewouldknockheroffwithabroomstickassureasshewasaStoverofScarboro。

Asamatteroffactshewasequaltoit。Hergreat-grandmotherhadbeenbornonasoilwherethebroomstickisaprominentfactorinsettlingconnubialdifferences;andifitoccurredtoheratthisjuncture,itisasatisfactoryproofofthetheoryofatavism。

Pelintendedtoseethisdomestictragedythroughtotheend,andaccordinglytookanotherbrieftripincostumetheverynextweek,hopingtobethewitnessofasceneofbloodandcarnage。

ButMrs。Todddidnotstirfromherhouse,althoughhewasconfidentshehadseen"myladygreen-sleeves"fromherpostatthewindow。

Puzzledbyherapathy,andmuchdisappointedinhertemper,hetookoffthedress,and,climbingupinfront,rodetoModeration,wherehereceivedanurgentinvitationtogoovertothecountyfairatGorham。ThelastideawasalwaysthemostcaptivatingtoPel,andhedepartedserenelyforastayofseveraldayswithoutsomuchluggageasahairbrush。Hismother’sbestclothespinbasket,tosaynothingofitscontents,appearedatthisjuncturetobeanunexpectedincumbrance;soonthespurofthemomenthehandedituptoJerryjustasthestagewasstarting,saying,"IfMis’

Toddhasabrashto-night,youcanclearyourselfbyshowingherthisbasket,butformassysakesdon’tlayitontome!

Youcanstan’itbetter’nIcan,——you’remoreusedtoit!"

Jerrytookthebasket,andwhenhewaswelloutontheroadhelookedinsideandsawabrightgreencalicowrapper,awhitecapebonnet,awhite"fallveil,"andapairofwhitecottongloves。

Hehadampletimeforreflection,foritwasahotday,andthoughhedroveslowly,thehorsesweresweatingateverypore。

PelFrost,then,musthaveoverheardhiswife’sstormofreproaches,perhapsevenherthreatsofviolence。Ithadcometothis,thathewasthevillagelaughing-stock,abuttofridiculeatthestoreandtavern。

Now,twoyearsbeforethis,JerryToddhadforthefirstandonlytimeinhismarriedlife"puthisfootdown。"

Mrs。Toddhadinsistedonmakinghimasuitofclothesmuchagainsthiswishes。Whenfinishedsheputthemonhimalmostbymainforce,thoughhisplaintiveappealswouldhavemeltedanybutaStover-of-Scarboroheart。

Thestuffwasalargeplaid,theelbowsandkneescameinthewrongplaces,theseatwaslinedwithenameledcloth,andthesleevescuthiminthearmholes。

Mr。Toddsaidnothingforamoment,butthepent-upslaveryofyearsstirredinhim,and,mountingtohisbrain,gavehimamomentarycouragethatresembledintoxication。

Heretired,tookoffthesuit,hungitoverhisarm,and,stalkingintothesitting-roominhisundergarments,laiditonthetablebeforehisastonishedspouse,and,thumpingitdramatically,saidfirmly,"I——will——not——wear——them——clo’es!"whereuponhefellintosilenceagainandwenttobed。

Thejokeofthematterwas,that,allunknowntohimself,hehadabsolutelyfrightenedMrs。Todd。Ifonlyhecouldhaverealizedtheimpressivenessandthethoroughsuccessofhisfirstrebellion!

Butifhehadrealizedithecouldnothaverepeateditoften,forsomuchvirtuewentoutofhimonthatoccasionthathefelthardlyabletodrivethestagefordaysafterward。

"Ishallhavetoputdownmyfootagin,"hesaidtohimselfontheeventfulmorningwhenPelpresentedhimwiththebasket。

"Dernmyluck,I’vegottodoitagin,whenIain’thardlygotovertheothertime。"So,afteranhour’splottingandplanning,hemadesomepurchasesinBiddefordandstartedonhisreturntrip。

Hewasverylowinhismind,thinking,ifhiswifereallymeditateduponwarfare,shewaslikelytoinspectthestagethatnight,butgivinghercreditinhisinmostheartfortoomuchcommonsensetouseabroomstick,——awomanwithhertongue!

TheMidnightCryrattledonlumberingly。Itsroutehadbeenshortened,andMrs。Toddwanteditsnamechangedtosomethinglessoutlandish,suchastheRisingSun,ortheBreakingDawn,ortheHighNoon,butherideametwithnovotaries;ithadbeen,was,andevershouldbe,theMidnightCry,nomatterwhattimeitsetoutorgotback。

Ithadseenitsbestdays,Jerrythought,andsohadhe,forthatmatter。

Yethehadbeencalled"alikelyfeller"whenhemarriedtheWidderBixby,orratherwhenshemarriedhim。Well,themischiefwasdone;

allthatremainedwastosavearemnantofhisself-respect,andmakeanoccasionaldashforliberty。

Hedidallhiserrandswithhisusualcare,droppingablueribbonforDoxyMorton’sSundayhat,fourcents’worthofgum-camphorforAlmiraBerry,aspoolofcottonforMrs。Wentworth,andapairof"galluses"forLivingBean。Hefinallyturnedintothe"back-nippin’"roadfromBonnyEagletoLimington,andwhenhewaswithinfortyrodsofhisownhousehestoppedtowaterhishorses。

Ifhefearedascenehehadgoodreason,forasthehorsesclimbedthecrestofthelonghilltheladyingreenwasbyhissideonthebox。

Helookedanxiouslyahead,andthere,inahedgeofyoungalderbushes,hesawsomethingstirring,and,unlesshewasgreatlymistaken,abirchbroomlayonthegroundnearthehedge。

Notwithstandingthesedangersignals,Jerry’sarmencircledtheplumpwaistoftheladyingreen,and,emboldenedbytheshadesoftwilight,hislipssoughttheidenticalspotunderthewhite"fallveil"whereherincendiarymouthmightbesupposedtolurk,quite"fitfortreasons,stratagems,andspoils。"Thisdone,heputonthebrakeandheadedhishorsestowardthefence。

Hewasnonetoosoon,fortheWidderBixby,broominhand,dartedoutfromthealdersandapproachedthestagewithobjurgationswhich,hadsheratedthemattheirpropervalue,needednosupplementinthewayofblows。Jerrygaveoneterror-strickenlook,woundhisreinsroundthewhipstock,and,leapingfromhisseat,disappearedbehindaconvenienttree。

AtthismomentofblindrageMrs。Toddwouldhavepreferredtochastisebothhervictimsatonce;but,beingrobbedofonebyJerry’scowardlyflight,herweapondescendedupontheotherwithdoubleforce。

Therewasnolackofcouragehereatleast。Whethertheladyingreenwasborneupbytheconsciousnessofvirtue,whethershewastooproudtoretreat,orwhatevermayhavebeenheranimatingreason,theblowfell,yetshestoodhergroundandgavenoansweringshriek。

Enragedasmuchbyherrival’scoolresistanceasbyherownsenseofinjury,theWidderBixbyaimedfullatthebonnetbeneathwhichwerethecharmsthathadbefuddledJerryTodd’sbrain。

ToblastthefatalbeautythathadcaptivatedherweddedhusbandwastheWidderBixby’sidea,andthebroomdescended。

Ashowerofseedsandpulp,acopiousspatteringofpumpkinjuice,andtheladyingreenfellresistlesslyintoherassailant’sarms;

herstrawbody,herwoodenarmsandpumpkinhead,decoratingtheearthatherfeet!Mrs。Toddstaredhelplesslyatthewreckshehadmade,notaltogethercomprehendingtherusethathadledtoherdiscomfiture,butfullyconsciousthatherempirewasshakentoitsfoundations。

Sheglancedineverydirection,andthenhurlingthehatefulgreen-and-whiteliveryintothestage,shegatheredupalltracesoftheshamefulfray,andsweepingthemintoherginghamapronranintothehouseinastormoftearsandbaffledrage。

Jerrystayedbehindthetreeforsomeminutes,andwhenthecoastwasclearhemountedtheseatanddrovetothestoreandthestable。

Whenhehadputuphishorseshewentintotheshed,tookoffhisbootsasusual,but,despiteallhisphilosophy,brokeintoacoldsweatofterrorashecrossedthekitchenthreshold。

"Ican’tstandmanymoreofthesetimeswhenIputmyfootdown,"

hethought,"they’retooweakening!"

Butheneednothavefeared。Therewasagoodsupperunderthemosquitonettingonthetable,and,mostunusualluxury,apotofhottea。

Mrs。Toddhadgonetobedandlefthimapotoftea!

Whichwasthemoreeloquentapology!

Jerryneverreferredtotheladyingreen,thenorafterwards;

hewaswillingtoletwellenoughalone;butwheneverhisspousepassedacertainline,which,beingaStoverofScarboro,shewaslikelytodoaboutonceinsixmonths,hehadonlytosummonhisrecreantcourageandglancemeaninglybehindthekitchendoor,wherethebirchbroomhungonanail。Itwasasimpleremedytooutwardappearances,butmadehisdecliningyearsmorecomfortable。

IcanhardlybelievethatheevertookPelFrostintohisconfidence,butPelcertainlywasnevermoreinterestingtotheloafers’

benchthanwhenhetoldthestoryoftheeventfultripoftheMidnightCryand"thebreakinginoftheWidderBixby。"

NOTES:

1。Onpage20,reenteredisspelledwithdiaeresisoverthesecond"e"。

2。Onpages153&154theversesbeginningrespectively"Rebelmourner"

and"Thisgro-o-oanin’world"areaccompaniedwithstavesofmusicinthetrebleclef。

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