投诉 阅读记录

第4章

Ashenowneverenjoyedinternalpeace,theconditionofhisfellowcreatureswastohimaperpetualsourceoftroubleanddistress。

HebelievedhehaddisturbedthehappinessofAlbertandhiswife;

and,whilsthecensuredhimselfstronglyforthis,hebegantoentertainasecretdisliketoAlbert。

Histhoughtswereoccasionallydirectedtothispoint。"Yes,"hewouldrepeattohimself,withill-concealeddissatisfaction,"yes,thisis,afterall,theextentofthatconfiding,dear,tender,andsympatheticlove,thatcalmandeternalfidelity!WhatdoI

beholdbutsatietyandindifference?Doesnoteveryfrivolousengagementattracthimmorethanhischarmingandlovelywife?

Doesheknowhowtoprizehishappiness?Canhevalueherasshedeserves?Hepossessesher,itistrue,Iknowthat,asIknowmuchmore,andIhavebecomeaccustomedtothethoughtthathewilldrivememad,or,perhaps,murderme。Ishisfriendshiptowardmeunimpaired?DoeshenotviewmyattachmenttoCharlotteasaninfringementuponhisrights,andconsidermyattentiontoherasasilentrebuketohimself?Iknow,andindeedfeel,thathedislikesme,thathewishesformyabsence,thatmypresenceishatefultohim。"

HewouldoftenpausewhenonhiswaytovisitCharlotte,standstill,asthoughindoubt,andseemdesirousofreturning,butwouldneverthelessproceed;and,engagedinsuchthoughtsandsoliloquiesaswehavedescribed,hefinallyreachedthehunting-lodge,withasortofinvoluntaryconsent。

Upononeoccasionheenteredthehouse;and,inquiringforCharlotte,heobservedthattheinmateswereinastateofunusualconfusion。TheeldestboyinformedhimthatadreadfulmisfortunehadoccurredatWalheim,——thatapeasanthadbeenmurdered!Butthismadelittleimpressionuponhim。Enteringtheapartment,hefoundCharlotteengagedreasoningwithherfather,who,inspiteofhisinfirmity,insistedongoingtothesceneofthecrime,inordertoinstituteaninquiry。Thecriminalwasunknown;thevictimhadbeenfounddeadathisowndoorthatmorning。Suspicionswereexcited:themurderedmanhadbeenintheserviceofawidow,andthepersonwhohadpreviouslyfilledthesituationhadbeendismissedfromheremployment。

AssoonasWertherheardthis,heexclaimedwithgreatexcitement,"Isitpossible!Imustgotothespot——Icannotdelayamoment!"

HehastenedtoWalheim。Everyincidentreturnedvividlytohisremembrance;andheentertainednottheslightestdoubtthatthatmanwasthemurderertowhomhehadsooftenspoken,andforwhomheentertainedsomuchregard。Hiswaytookhimpastthewell-knownlimetrees,tothehousewherethebodyhadbeencarried;andhisfeelingsweregreatlyexcitedatthesightofthefondlyrecollectedspot。Thatthresholdwheretheneighbours’childrenhadsooftenplayedtogetherwasstainedwithblood;loveandattachment,thenoblestfeelingsofhumannature,hadbeenconvertedintoviolenceandmurder。Thehugetreesstoodthereleaflessandcoveredwithhoarfrost;thebeautifulhedgerowswhichsurroundedtheoldchurchyardwallwerewithered;andthegravestones,halfcoveredwithsnow,werevisiblethroughtheopenings。

Asheapproachedtheinn,infrontofwhichthewholevillagewasassembled,screamsweresuddenlyheard。Atroopofarmedpeasantswasseenapproaching,andeveryoneexclaimedthatthecriminalhadbeenapprehended。Wertherlooked,andwasnotlongindoubt。

Theprisonerwasnootherthantheservant,whohadbeenformerlysoattachedtothewidow,andwhomhehadmetprowlingabout,withthatsuppressedangerandill-concealeddespair,whichwehavebeforedescribed。

"Whathaveyoudone,unfortunateman?"inquiredWerther,asheadvancedtowardtheprisoner。Thelatterturnedhiseyesuponhiminsilence,andthenrepliedwithperfectcomposure;"Noonewillnowmarryher,andshewillmarrynoone。"Theprisonerwastakenintotheinn,andWertherlefttheplace。ThemindofWertherwasfearfullyexcitedbythisshockingoccurrence。Heceased,however,tobeoppressedbyhisusualfeelingofmelancholy,moroseness,andindifferencetoeverythingthatpassedaroundhim。Heentertainedastrongdegreeofpityfortheprisoner,andwasseizedwithanindescribableanxietytosavehimfromhisimpendingfate。Heconsideredhimsounfortunate,hedeemedhiscrimesoexcusable,andthoughthisownconditionsonearlysimilar,thathefeltconvincedhecouldmakeeveryoneelseviewthematterinthelightinwhichhesawithimself。Henowbecameanxioustoundertakehisdefence,andcommencedcomposinganeloquentspeechfortheoccasion;and,onhiswaytothehunting-lodge,hecouldnotrefrainfromspeakingaloudthestatementwhichheresolvedtomaketothejudge。

Uponhisarrival,hefoundAlberthadbeenbeforehim:andhewasalittleperplexedbythismeeting;buthesoonrecoveredhimself,andexpressedhisopinionwithmuchwarmthtothejudge。Thelattershook,hisheaddoubtingly;andalthoughWertherurgedhiscasewiththeutmostzeal,feeling,anddeterminationindefenceofhisclient,yet,aswemayeasilysuppose,thejudgewasnotmuchinfluencedbyhisappeal。Onthecontrary,heinterruptedhiminhisaddress,reasonedwithhimseriously,andevenadministeredarebuketohimforbecomingtheadvocateofamurderer。Hedemonstrated,that,accordingtothisprecedent,everylawmightbeviolated,andthepublicsecurityutterlydestroyed。Headded,moreover,thatinsuchacasehecouldhimselfdonothing,withoutincurringthegreatestresponsibility;thateverythingmustfollowintheusualcourse,andpursuetheordinarychannel。

Werther,however,didnotabandonhisenterprise,andevenbesoughtthejudgetoconniveattheflightoftheprisoner。Butthisproposalwasperemptorilyrejected。Albert,whohadtakensomepartinthediscussion,coincidedinopinionwiththejudge。AtthisWertherbecameenraged,andtookhisleaveingreatanger,afterthejudgehadmorethanonceassuredhimthattheprisonercouldnotbesaved。

Theexcessofhisgriefatthisassurancemaybeinferredfromanotewehavefoundamongsthispapers,andwhichwasdoubtlesswrittenuponthisveryoccasion。

"Youcannotbesaved,unfortunateman!Iseeclearlythatwecannotbesaved!"

WertherwashighlyincensedattheobservationswhichAlberthadmadetothejudgeinthismatteroftheprisoner。Hethoughthecoulddetectthereinalittlebitternesstowardhimselfpersonally;

andalthough,uponreflection,itcouldnotescapehissoundjudgmentthattheirviewofthematterwascorrect,hefeltthegreatestpossiblereluctancetomakesuchanadmission。

AmemorandumofWerther’suponthispoint,expressiveofhisgeneralfeelingstowardAlbert,hasbeenfoundamongsthispapers。

"Whatistheuseofmycontinuallyrepeatingthatheisagoodandestimableman?Heisaninwardtormenttome,andIamincapableofbeingjusttowardhim。"

Onefineeveninginwinter,whentheweatherseemedinclinedtothaw,CharlotteandAlbertwerereturninghometogether。Theformerlookedfromtimetotimeabouther,asifshemissedWerther’scompany。Albertbegantospeakofhim,andcensuredhimforhisprejudices。Healludedtohisunfortunateattachment,andwisheditwerepossibletodiscontinuehisacquaintance。"Idesireitonourownaccount,"headded;"andIrequestyouwillcompelhimtoalterhisdeportmenttowardyou,andtovisityoulessfrequently。

Theworldiscensorious,andIknowthathereandtherewearespokenof。"Charlottemadenoreply,andAlbertseemedtofeelhersilence。Atleast,fromthattimeheneveragainspokeofWerther;and,whensheintroducedthesubject,heallowedtheconversationtodieaway,orelsehedirectedthediscourseintoanotherchannel。

ThevainattemptWertherhadmadetosavetheunhappymurdererwasthelastfeebleglimmeringofaflameabouttobeextinguished。

Hesankalmostimmediatelyafterwardintoastateofgloomandinactivity,untilhewasatlengthbroughttoperfectdistractionbylearningthathewastobesummonedasawitnessagainsttheprisoner,whoassertedhiscompleteinnocence。

Hismindnowbecameoppressedbytherecollectionofeverymisfortuneofhispastlife。Themortificationhehadsufferedattheambassador’s,andhissubsequenttroubles,wererevivedinhismemory。Hebecameutterlyinactive。Destituteofenergy,hewascutofffromeverypursuitandoccupationwhichcomposethebusinessofcommonlife;andhebecameavictimtohisownsusceptibility,andtohisrestlesspassionforthemostamiableandbelovedofwomen,whosepeacehedestroyed。Inthisunvaryingmonotonyofexistencehisdayswereconsumed;andhispowersbecameexhaustedwithoutaimordesign,untiltheybroughthimtoasorrowfulend。

Afewletterswhichheleftbehind,andwhichweheresubjoin,affordthebestproofsofhisanxietyofmindandofthedepthofhispassion,aswellasofhisdoubtsandstruggles,andofhiswearinessoflife。

DECEMBER12。

DearWilhelm,Iamreducedtotheconditionofthoseunfortunatewretcheswhobelievetheyarepursuedbyanevilspirit。SometimesIamoppressed,notbyapprehensionorfear,butbyaninexpressibleinternalsensation,whichweighsuponmyheart,andimpedesmybreath!ThenIwanderforthatnight,eveninthistempestuousseason,andfeelpleasureinsurveyingthedreadfulscenesaroundme。

YesterdayeveningIwentforth。Arapidthawhadsuddenlysetin:Ihadbeeninformedthattheriverhadrisen,thatthebrookshadalloverflowedtheirbanks,andthatthewholevaleofWalheimwasunderwater!UponthestrokeoftwelveIhastenedforth。I

beheldafearfulsight。Thefoamingtorrentsrolledfromthemountainsinthemoonlight,——fieldsandmeadows,treesandhedges,wereconfoundedtogether;andtheentirevalleywasconvertedintoadeeplake,whichwasagitatedbytheroaringwind!Andwhenthemoonshoneforth,andtingedtheblackcloudswithsilver,andtheimpetuoustorrentatmyfeetfoamedandresoundedwithawfulandgrandimpetuosity,Iwasovercomebyamingledsensationofapprehensionanddelight。WithextendedarmsIlookeddownintotheyawningabyss,andcried,"Plunge!’"Foramomentmysensesforsookme,intheintensedelightofendingmysorrowsandmysufferingsbyaplungeintothatgulf!AndthenIfeltasifI

wererootedtotheearth,andincapableofseekinganendtomywoes!Butmyhourisnotyetcome:Ifeelitisnot。OWilhelm,howwillinglycouldIabandonmyexistencetoridethewhirlwind,ortoembracethetorrent!andthenmightnotraptureperchancebetheportionofthisliberatedsoul?

Iturnedmysorrowfuleyestowardafavouritespot,whereIwasaccustomedtositwithCharlottebeneathawillowafterafatiguingwalk。Alas!itwascoveredwithwater,andwithdifficultyIfoundeventhemeadow。Andthefieldsaroundthehunting-lodge,thoughtI。Hasourdearbowerbeendestroyedbythisunpityingstorm?

Andabeamofpasthappinessstreameduponme,asthemindofacaptiveisilluminedbydreamsofflocksandherdsandbygonejoysofhome!ButIamfreefromblame。Ihavecouragetodie!PerhapsIhave,——butIstillsithere,likeawretchedpauper,whocollectsfagots,andbegsherbreadfromdoortodoor,thatshemayprolongforafewdaysamiserableexistencewhichsheisunwillingtoresign。

DECEMBER15。

Whatisthematterwithme,dearWilhelm?Iamafraidofmyself!

Isnotmyloveforherofthepurest,mostholy,andmostbrotherlynature?Hasmysouleverbeensulliedbyasinglesensualdesire?

butIwillmakenoprotestations。Andnow,yenightlyvisions,howtrulyhavethosemortalsunderstoodyou,whoascribeyourvariouscontradictoryeffectstosomeinvinciblepower!ThisnightItrembleattheavowal——Iheldherinmyarms,lockedinacloseembrace:Ipressedhertomybosom,andcoveredwithcountlesskissesthosedearlipswhichmurmuredinreplysoftprotestationsoflove。Mysightbecameconfusedbythedeliciousintoxicationofhereyes。Heavens!isitsinfultorevelagaininsuchhappiness,torecalloncemorethoserapturousmomentswithintensedelight?

Charlotte!Charlotte!Iamlost!Mysensesarebewildered,myrecollectionisconfused,mineeyesarebathedintears——Iamill;andyetIamwell——Iwishfornothing——Ihavenodesires——itwerebetterIweregone。

Underthecircumstancesnarratedabove,adeterminationtoquitthisworldhadnowtakenfixedpossessionofWerther’ssoul。SinceCharlotte’sreturn,thisthoughthadbeenthefinalobjectofallhishopesandwishes;buthehadresolvedthatsuchastepshouldnotbetakenwithprecipitation,butwithcalmnessandtranquillity,andwiththemostperfectdeliberation。

Histroublesandinternalstrugglesmaybeunderstoodfromthefollowingfragment,whichwasfound,withoutanydate,amongsthispapers,andappearstohaveformedthebeginningofalettertoWilhelm。

"Herpresence,herfate,hersympathyforme,havepowerstilltoextracttearsfrommywitheredbrain。

"Oneliftsupthecurtain,andpassestotheotherside,——thatisall!Andwhyallthesedoubtsanddelays?Becauseweknownotwhatisbehind——becausethereisnoreturning——andbecauseourmindinfersthatallisdarknessandconfusion,wherewehavenothingbutuncertainty。"

Hisappearanceatlengthbecamequitealteredbytheeffectofhismelancholythoughts;andhisresolutionwasnowfinallyandirrevocablytaken,ofwhichthefollowingambiguousletter,whichheaddressedtohisfriend,mayappeartoaffordsomeproof。

DECEMBER2O。

Iamgratefultoyourlove,Wilhelm,forhavingrepeatedyouradvicesoseasonably。Yes,youareright:itisundoubtedlybetterthatIshoulddepart。ButIdonotentirelyapproveyourschemeofreturningatoncetoyourneighbourhood;atleast,I

shouldIiketomakealittleexcursionontheway,particularlyaswemaynowexpectacontinuedfrost,andconsequentlygoodroads。Iammuchpleasedwithyourintentionofcomingtofetchme;onlydelayyourjourneyforafortnight,andwaitforanotherletterfromme。Oneshouldgathernothingbeforeitisripe,andafortnightsoonerorlatermakesagreatdifference。Entreatmymothertoprayforherson,andtellherIbegherpardonforalltheunhappinessIhaveoccasionedher。IthaseverbeenmyfatetogivepaintothosewhosehappinessIshouldhavepromoted。

Adieu,mydearestfriend。MayeveryblessingofHeavenattendyou!Farewell。

WefinditdifficulttoexpresstheemotionswithwhichCharlotte’ssoulwasagitatedduringthewholeofthistime,whetherinrelationtoherhusbandortoherunfortunatefriend;althoughweareenabled,byourknowledgeofhercharacter,tounderstandtheirnature。

Itiscertainthatshehadformedadetermination,byeverymeansinherpowertokeepWertheratadistance;and,ifshehesitatedinherdecision,itwasfromasincerefeelingoffriendlypity,knowinghowmuchitwouldcosthim,indeed,thathewouldfinditalmostimpossibletocomplywithherwishes。Butvariouscausesnowurgedhertobefirm。Herhushandpreservedastrictsilenceaboutthewholematter;andshenevermadeitasubjectofconversation,feelingboundtoprovetohimbyherconductthathersentimentsagreedwithhis。

Thesameday,whichwastheSundaybeforeChristmas,afterWertherhadwrittenthelast-mentionedlettertohisfriend,hecameintheeveningtoCharlotte’shouse,andfoundheralone。Shewasbusypreparingsomelittlegiftsforherbrothersandsisters,whichweretobedistributedtothemonChristmasDay。Hebegantalkingofthedelightofthechildren,andofthatagewhenthesuddenappearanceoftheChristmas-tree,decoratedwithfruitandsweetmeats,andlightedupwithwaxcandles,causessuchtransportsofjoy。"Youshallhaveagifttoo,ifyoubehavewell,"saidCharlotte,hidingherembarrassmentundersweetsmile。"Andwhatdoyoucallbehavingwell?WhatshouldIdo,whatcanIdo,mydearCharlotte?"saidhe。"Thursdaynight,"sheanswered,"isChristmasEve。Thechildrenarealltobehere,andmyfathertoo:

thereisapresentforeach;doyoucomelikewise,butdonotcomebeforethattime。"Wertherstarted。"Idesireyouwillnot:itmustbeso,"shecontinued。"Iaskitofyouasafavour,formyownpeaceandtranquillity。Wecannotgooninthismanneranylonger。"

Heturnedawayhisfacewalkedhastilyupanddowntheroom,mutteringindistinctly,"Wecannotgooninthismanneranylonger!"Charlotte,seeingtheviolentagitationintowhichthesewordshadthrownhim,endeavouredtodiverthisthoughtsbydifferentquestions,butinvain。

"No,Charlotte!"heexclaimed;"Iwillneverseeyouanymore!"

"Andwhyso?"sheanswered。"Wemay——wemustseeeachotheragain;onlyletitbewithmorediscretion。Oh!whywereyoubornwiththatexcessive,thatungovernablepassionforeverythingthatisdeartoyou?"Then,takinghishand,shesaid,"Ientreatofyoutobemorecalm:yourtalents,yourunderstanding,yourgenius,willfurnishyouwithathousandresources。Beaman,andconqueranunhappyattachmenttowardacreaturewhocandonothingbutpityyou。"Hebithislips,andlookedatherwithagloomycountenance。

Shecontinuedtoholdhishand。"Grantmebutamoment’spatience,Werther,"shesaid。"Doyounotseethatyouaredeceivingyourself,thatyouareseekingyourowndestruction?Whymustyouloveme,meonly,whobelongtoanother?Ifear,Imuchfear,thatitisonlytheimpossibilityofpossessingmewhichmakesyourdesireformesostrong。"Hedrewbackhishand,whilsthesurveyedherwithawildandangrylook。"’Tiswell!"heexclaimed,"’tisverywell!

DidnotAlbertfurnishyouwiththisreflection?Itisprofound,averyprofoundremark。""Areflectionthatanyonemighteasilymake,"sheanswered;"andistherenotawomaninthewholeworldwhoisatliberty,andhasthepowertomakeyouhappy?Conqueryourself:lookforsuchabeing,andbelievemewhenIsaythatyouwillcertainlyfindher。Ihavelongfeltforyou,andforusall:

youhaveconfinedyourselftoolongwithinthelimitsoftoonarrowacircle。Conqueryourself;makeaneffort:ashortjourneywillbeofservicetoyou。Seekandfindanobjectworthyofyourlove;

thenreturnhither,andletusenjoytogetherallthehappinessofthemostperfectfriendship。"

"Thisspeech,"repliedWertherwithacoldsmile,"thisspeechshouldbeprinted,forthebenefitofallteachers。MydearCharlotte,allowmebutashorttimelonger,andallwillbewell。"

"Buthowever,Werther,"sheadded,"donotcomeagainbeforeChristmas。"Hewasabouttomakesomeanswer,whenAlbertcamein。

Theysalutedeachothercoldly,andwithmutualembarrassmentpacedupanddowntheroom。Werthermadesomecommonremarks;Albertdidthesame,andtheirconversationsoondropped。Albertaskedhiswifeaboutsomehouseholdmatters;and,findingthathiscommissionswerenotexecuted,heusedsomeexpressionswhich,toWerther’sear,savouredofextremeharshness。Hewishedtogo,buthadnotpowertomove;andinthissituationheremainedtilleighto’clock,hisuneasinessanddiscontentcontinuallyincreasing。

Atlengththeclothwaslaidforsupper,andhetookuphishatandstick。Albertinvitedhimtoremain;butWerther,fancyingthathewasmerelypayingaformalcompliment,thankedhimcoldly,amdleftthehouse。

Wertherreturnedhome,tookthecandlefromhisservant,andretiredtohisroomalone。Hetalkedforsometimewithgreatearnestnesstohimself,weptaloud,walkedinastateofgreatexcitementthroughhischamber;tillatlength,withoutundressing,hethrewhimselfonthebed,wherehewasfoundbyhisservantateleveno’clock,whenthelatterventuredtoentertheroom,andtakeoffhisboots。Wertherdidnotpreventhim,butforbadehimtocomeinthemorningtillheshouldring。

OnMondaymorning,the21stofDecember,hewrotetoCharlottethefollowingletter,whichwasfound,sealed,onhisbureauafterhisdeath,andwasgiventoher。Ishallinsertitinfragments;asitappears,fromseveralcircumstances,tohavebeenwritteninthatmanner。

"Itisallover,Charlotte:Iamresolvedtodie!Imakethisdeclarationdeliberatelyandcoolly,withoutanyromanticpassion,onthismorningofthedaywhenIamtoseeyouforthelasttime。

Atthemomentyoureadtheselines,Obestofwomen,thecoldgravewillholdtheinanimateremainsofthatrestlessandunhappybeingwho,inthelastmomentsofhisexistence,knewnopleasuresogreatasthatofconversingwithyou!Ihavepassedadreadfulnightorrather,letmesay,apropitiousone;forithasgivenmeresolution,ithasfixedmypurpose。Iamresolvedtodie。

WhenItoremyselffromyouyesterday,mysenseswereintumultanddisorder;myheartwasoppressed,hopeandpleasurehadfledfrommeforever,andapetrifyingcoldhadseizedmywretchedbeing。Icouldscarcelyreachmyroom。Ithrewmyselfonmyknees;

andHeaven,forthelasttime,grantedmetheconsolationofsheddingtears。Athousandideas,athousandschemes,arosewithinmysoul;tillatlengthonelast,fixed,finalthoughttookpossessionofmyheart。Itwastodie。Ilaydowntorest;andinthemorning,inthequiethourofawakening,thesamedeterminationwasuponme。Todie!Itisnotdespair:itisconvictionthatI

havefilledupthemeasureofmysufferings,thatIhavereachedmyappointedterm,andmustsacrificemyselfforthee。Yes,Charlotte,whyshouldInotavowit?Oneofusthreemustdie:

itshallbeWerther。ObelovedCharlotte!thisheart,excitedbyrageandfury,hasoftenconceivedthehorridideaofmurderingyourhusband——you——myself!Thelotiscastatlength。Andinthebright,quieteveningsofsummer,whenyousometimeswandertowardthemountains,letyourthoughtsthenturntome:recollecthowoftenyouhavewatchedmecomingtomeetyoufromthevalley;

thenbendyoureyesuponthechurchyardwhichcontainsmygrave,and,bythelightofthesettingsun,markhowtheeveningbreezewavesthetallgrasswhichgrowsabovemytomb。IwascalmwhenIbeganthisletter,buttherecollectionofthesescenesmakesmeweeplikeachild。"

Aboutteninthemorning,Werthercalledhisservant,and,whilsthewasdressing,toldhimthatinafewdaysheintendedtosetoutuponajourney,andbadehimthereforelayhisclothesinorder,andpreparethemforpackingup,callinallhisaccounts,fetchhomethebookshehadlent,andgivetwomonths’paytothepoordependantswhowereaccustomedtoreceivefromhimaweeklyallowance。

Hebreakfastedinhisroom,andthenmountedhishorse,andwenttovisitthesteward,who,however,wasnotathome。Hewalkedpensivelyinthegarden,andseemedanxioustorenewalltheideasthatweremostpainfultohim。

Thechildrendidnotsufferhimtoremainalonelong。Theyfollowedhim,skippinganddancingbeforehim,andtoldhim,thatafterto-morrowandtomorrowandonedaymore,theyweretoreceivetheirChristmasgiftfromCharlotte;andtheythenrecountedallthewondersofwhichtheyhadformedideasintheirchildimaginations。

"Tomorrowandtomorrow,"saidhe,"andonedaymore!"Andhekissedthemtenderly。Hewasgoing;buttheyoungerboystoppedhim,towhispersomethinginhisear。HetoldhimthathiselderbrothershadwrittensplendidNew-Year’swishessolarge!oneforpapa,andanotherforAlbertandCharlotte,andoneforWerther;

andtheyweretobepresentedearlyinthemorning,onNewYear’sDay。Thisquiteovercamehim。Hemadeeachofthechildrenapresent,mountedhishorse,lefthiscomplimentsforpapaandmamma,and,withtearsinhiseyes,rodeawayfromtheplace。

Hereturnedhomeaboutfiveo’clock,orderedhisservanttokeepuphisfire,desiredhimtopackhisbooksandlinenatthebottomofthetrunk,andtoplacehiscoatsatthetop。HethenappearstohavemadethefollowingadditiontotheletteraddressedtoCharlotte:

"Youdonotexpectme。YouthinkIwillobeyyou,andnotvisityouagaintillChristmasEve。OCharlotte,todayornever!OnChristmasEveyouwillholdthispaperinyourhand;youwilltremble,andmoistenitwithyourtears。Iwill——Imust!Oh,howhappyIfeeltobedetermined!"

Inthemeantime,Charlottewasinapitiablestateofmind。AfterherlastconversationwithWerther,shefoundhowpainfultoherselfitwouldbetodeclinehisvisits,andknewhowseverelyhewouldsufferfromtheirseparation。

Shehad,inconversationwithAlbert,mentionedcasuallythatWertherwouldnotreturnbeforeChristmasEve;andsoonafterwardAlbertwentonhorsebacktoseeapersonintheneighbourhood,withwhomhehadtotransactsomebusinesswhichwoulddetainhimallnight。

Charlottewassittingalone。Noneofherfamilywerenear,andshegaveherselfuptothereflectionsthatsilentlytookpossessionofhermind。Shewasforeverunitedtoahusbandwhoseloveandfidelityshehadproved,towhomshewasheartilydevoted,andwhoseemedtobeaspecialgiftfromHeaventoensureherhappiness。

Ontheotherhand,Wertherhadbecomedeartoher。Therewasacordialunanimityofsentimentbetweenthemfromtheveryfirsthouroftheiracquaintance,andtheirlongassociationandrepeatedinterviewshadmadeanindelibleimpressionuponherheart。Shehadbeenaccustomedtocommunicatetohimeverythoughtandfeelingwhichinterestedher,andhisabsencethreatenedtoopenavoidinherexistencewhichitmightbeimpossibletofill。Howheartilyshewishedthatshemightchangehimintoherbrother,——thatshecouldinducehimtomarryoneofherownfriends,orcouldreestablishhisintimacywithAlbert。

Shepassedallherintimatefriendsinreviewbeforehermind,butfoundsomethingobjectionableineach,andcoulddecideuponnonetowhomshewouldconsenttogivehim。

Amidalltheseconsiderationsshefeltdeeplybutindistinctlythatherownrealbutunexpressedwishwastoretainhimforherself,andherpureandamiableheartfeltfromthisthoughtasenseofoppressionwhichseemedtoforbidaprospectofhappiness。Shewaswretched:adarkcloudobscuredhermentalvision。

Itwasnowhalf-pastsixo’clock,andsheheardWerther’ssteponthestairs。Sheatoncerecognisedhisvoice,asheinquiredifshewereathome。Herheartbeataudibly——wecouldalmostsayforthefirsttime——athisarrival。Itwastoolatetodenyherself;and,asheentered,sheexclaimed,withasortofillconcealedconfusion,"Youhavenotkeptyourword!""Ipromisednothing,"heanswered。"Butyoushouldhavecomplied,atleastformysake,"shecontinued。"Iimploreyou,forbothoursakes。"

Shescarcelyknewwhatshesaidordid;andsentforsomefriends,who,bytheirpresence,mightpreventherbeingleftalonewithWerther。Heputdownsomebookshehadbroughtwithhim,thenmadeinquiriesaboutsomeothers,untilshebegantohopethatherfriendsmightarriveshortly,entertainingatthesametimeadesirethattheymightstayaway。

Atonemomentshefeltanxiousthattheservantshouldremainintheadjoiningroom,thenshechangedhermind。Werther,meanwhile,walkedimpatientlyupanddown。Shewenttothepiano,anddeterminednottoretire。Shethencollectedherthoughts,andsatdownquietlyatWerther’sside,whohadtakenhisusualplaceonthesofa。

"Haveyoubroughtnothingtoread?"sheinquired。Hehadnothing。

"Thereinmydrawer,"shecontinued,"youwillfindyourowntranslationofsomeofthesongsofOssian。Ihavenotyetreadthem,asIhavestillhopedtohearyourecitethem;but,forsometimepast,Ihavenotbeenabletoaccomplishsuchawish。"Hesmiled,andwentforthemanuscript,whichhetookwithashudder。

Hesatdown;and,witheyesfulloftears,hebegantoread。

"Starofdescendingnight!fairisthylightinthewest!thouliftestthyunshornheadfromthycloud;thystepsarestatelyonthyhill。Whatdostthoubeholdintheplain?Thestormywindsarelaid。Themurmurofthetorrentcomesfromafar。Roaringwavesclimbthedistantrock。Thefliesofeveningareontheirfeeblewings:thehumoftheircourseisonthefield。Whatdostthoubehold,fairlight?Butthoudostsmileanddepart。Thewavescomewithjoyaroundthee:theybathethylovelyhair。

Farewell,thousilentbeam!LetthelightofOssian’ssoularise!

"Anditdoesariseinitsstrength!Ibeholdmydepartedfriends。

TheirgatheringisonLora,asinthedaysofotheryears。Fingalcomeslikeawaterycolumnofmist!hisheroesarearound:andseethebardsofsong,gray-hairedUllin!statelyRyno!Alpinwiththetunefulvoice:thesoftcomplaintofMinona!Howareyechanged,myfriends,sincethedaysofSelma’sfeast!whenwecontended,likegalesofspringastheyflyalongthehill,andbendbyturnsthefeeblywhistlinggrass。

"Minonacameforthinherbeauty,withdowncastlookandtearfuleye。Herhairwasflyingslowlywiththeblastthatrushedunfrequentfromthehill。Thesoulsoftheheroesweresadwhensheraisedthetunefulvoice。OfthadtheyseenthegraveofSalgar,thedarkdwellingofwhite-bosomedColma。Colmaleftaloneonthehillwithallhervoiceofsong!Salgarpromisedtocome!

butthenightdescendedaround。HearthevoiceofColma,whenshesataloneonthehill!

"Colma。Itisnight:Iamalone,forlornonthehillofstorms。

Thewindisheardonthemountain。Thetorrentishowlingdowntherock。Nohutreceivesmefromtherain:forlornonthehillofwinds!

"Risemoon!frombehindthyclouds。Starsofthenight,arise!

Leadme,somelight,totheplacewheremyloverestsfromthechasealone!Hisbownearhimunstrung,hisdogspantingaroundhim!ButhereImustsitalonebytherockofthemossystream。

Thestreamandthewindroaraloud。Ihearnotthevoiceofmylove!WhydelaysmySalgar;whythechiefofthehillhispromise?

Hereistherockandherethetree!hereistheroaringstream!

Thoudidstpromisewithnighttobehere。Ah!whitherismySalgargone?WiththeeIwouldflyfrommyfather,withtheefrommybrotherofpride。Ourracehavelongbeenfoes:wearenotfoes,OSalgar!

"Ceasealittlewhile,Owind!stream,bethousilentawhile!letmyvoicebeheardaround!letmywandererhearme!Salgar!itisColmawhocalls。Hereisthetreeandtherock。Salgar,mylove,Iamhere!Whydelayestthouthycoming?Lo!thecalmmooncomesforth。Thefloodisbrightinthevale。Therocksaregrayonthesteep。Iseehimnotonthebrow。Hisdogscomenotbeforehimwithtidingsofhisnearapproach。HereImustsitalone!

"Wholieontheheathbesideme?Aretheymyloveandmybrother?

Speaktome,Omyfriends!ToColmatheygivenoreply。Speaktome:Iamalone!Mysoulistormentedwithfears。Ah,theyaredead!Theirswordsareredfromthefight。Omybrother!mybrother!whyhastthouslainmySalgar!Why,OSalgar,hastthouslainmybrother!Dearwereyebothtome!whatshallIsayinyourpraise?Thouwertfaironthehillamongthousands!hewasterribleinfight!Speaktome!hearmyvoice!hearme,sonsofmylove!Theyaresilent!silentforever!Cold,cold,aretheirbreastsofclay!Oh,fromtherockonthehill,fromthetopofthewindysteep,speak,yeghostsofthedead!Speak,Iwillnotbeafraid!Whitherareyegonetorest?InwhatcaveofthehillshallIfindthedeparted?Nofeeblevoiceisonthegale:noanswerhalfdrownedinthestorm!

"Isitinmygrief:Iwaitformorninginmytears!Rearthetomb,yefriendsofthedead。CloseitnottillColmacome。Mylifefliesawaylikeadream。WhyshouldIstaybehind?HereshallI

restwithmyfriends,bythestreamofthesoundingrock。Whennightcomesonthehillwhentheloudwindsarisemyghostshallstandintheblast,andmournthedeathofmyfriends。Thehuntershallhearfromhisbooth;heshallfear,butlovemyvoice!Forsweetshallmyvoicebeformyfriends:pleasantwereherfriendstoColma。

"Suchwasthysong,Minona,softlyblushingdaughterofTorman。

OurtearsdescendedforColma,andoursoulsweresad!Ullincamewithhisharp;hegavethesongofAlpin。ThevoiceofAlpinwaspleasant,thesoulofRynowasabeamoffire!Buttheyhadrestedinthenarrowhouse:theirvoicehadceasedinSelma!Ullinhadreturnedonedayfromthechasebeforetheheroesfell。Heheardtheirstrifeonthehill:theirsongwassoft,butsad!TheymournedthefallofMorar,firstofmortalmen!HissoulwaslikethesoulofFingal:hisswordliketheswordofOscar。Buthefell,andhisfathermourned:hissister’seyeswerefulloftears。

Minona’seyeswerefulloftears,thesisterofcar-borneMorar。

SheretiredfromthesongofUllin,likethemooninthewest,whensheforeseestheshower,andhidesherfairheadinacloud。

ItouchedtheharpwithUllin:thesongofmorningrose!

"Ryno。Thewindandtherainarepast,calmisthenoonofday。

Thecloudsaredividedinheaven。Overthegreenhillsfliestheinconstantsun。Redthroughthestonyvalecomesdownthestreamofthehill。Sweetarethymurmurs,Ostream!butmoresweetisthevoiceIhear。ItisthevoiceofAlpin,thesonofsong,mourningforthedead!Bentishisheadofage:redhistearfuleye。Alpin,thousonofsong,whyaloneonthesilenthill?whycomplainestthou,asablastinthewoodasawaveonthelonelyshore?

"Alpin。Mytears,ORyno!areforthedeadmyvoiceforthosethathavepassedaway。Tallthouartonthehill;fairamongthesonsofthevale。ButthoushaltfalllikeMorar:themournershallsitonthytomb。Thehillsshallknowtheenomore:thybowshalllieinthyhallunstrung!

"Thouwertswift,OMorar!asaroeonthedesert:terribleasameteoroffire。Thywrathwasasthestorm。Thyswordinbattleaslightninginthefield。Thyvoicewasasastreamafterrain,likethunderondistanthills。Manyfellbythyarm:theywereconsumedintheflamesofthywrath。Butwhenthoudidstreturnfromwar,howpeacefulwasthybrow。Thyfacewaslikethesunafterrain:likethemooninthesilenceofnight:calmasthebreastofthelakewhentheloudwindislaid。

"Narrowisthydwellingnow!darktheplaceofthineabode!WiththreestepsIcompassthygrave,Othouwhowastsogreatbefore!

Fourstones,withtheirheadsofmoss,aretheonlymemorialofthee。Atreewithscarcealeaf,longgrasswhichwhistlesinthewind,marktothehunter’seyethegraveofthemightyMorar。

Morar!thouartlowindeed。Thouhastnomothertomournthee,nomaidwithhertearsoflove。Deadisshethatbroughttheeforth。FallenisthedaughterofMorglan。

"Whoonhisstaffisthis?Whoisthiswhoseheadiswhitewithage,whoseeyesareredwithtears,whoquakesateverystep?Itisthyfather,OMorar!thefatherofnosonbutthee。Heheardofthyfameinwar,heheardoffoesdispersed。HeheardofMorar’srenown,whydidhenothearofhiswound?Weep,thoufatherofMorar!Weep,butthysonheareththeenot。Deepisthesleepofthedead,lowtheirpillowofdust。Nomoreshallhehearthyvoice,nomoreawakeatthycall。Whenshallitbemorninthegrave,tobidtheslumbererawake?Farewell,thoubravestofmen!

thouconquerorinthefield!butthefieldshallseetheenomore,northedarkwoodbelightenedwiththesplendourofthysteel。

Thouhasleftnoson。Thesongshallpreservethyname。FuturetimesshallhearoftheetheyshallhearofthefallenMorar!

"Thegriefofallarose,butmosttheburstingsighofArmin。Heremembersthedeathofhisson,whofellinthedaysofhisyouth。

Carmorwasnearthehero,thechiefoftheechoingGalmal。WhyburstthesighofArmin?hesaid。Isthereacausetomourn?Thesongcomeswithitsmusictomeltandpleasethesoul。Itislikesoftmistthat,risingfromalake,poursonthesilentvale;

thegreenflowersarefilledwithdew,butthesunreturnsinhisstrength,andthemistisgone。Whyartthousad,OArmin,chiefofsea-surroundedGorma?

"SadIam!norsmallismycauseofwoe!Carmor,thouhastlostnoson;thouhastlostnodaughterofbeauty。Colgarthevaliantlives,andAnnira,fairestmaid。Theboughsofthyhouseascend,OCarmor!butArministhelastofhisrace。Darkisthybed,O

Daura!deepthysleepinthetomb!Whenshaltthouwakewiththysongs?withallthyvoiceofmusic?

"Arise,windsofautumn,arise:blowalongtheheath。Streamsofthemountains,roar;roar,tempestsinthegrovesofmyoaks!Walkthroughbrokenclouds,Omoon!showthypalefaceatintervals;

bringtomymindthenightwhenallmychildrenfell,whenArindalthemightyfell——whenDaurathelovelyfailed。Daura,mydaughter,thouwertfair,fairasthemoononFura,whiteasthedrivensnow,sweetasthebreathinggale。Arindal,thybowwasstrong,thyspearwasswiftonthefield,thylookwaslikemistonthewave,thyshieldaredcloudinastorm!Armar,renownedinwar,cameandsoughtDaura’slove。Hewasnotlongrefused:fairwasthehopeoftheirfriends。

"Erath,sonofOdgal,repined:hisbrotherhadbeenslainbyArmar。

Hecamedisguisedlikeasonofthesea:fairwashiscliffonthewave,whitehislocksofage,calmhisseriousbrow。Fairestofwomen,hesaid,lovelydaughterofArmin!arocknotdistantintheseabearsatreeonitsside;redshinesthefruitafar。ThereArmarwaitsforDaura。Icometocarryhislove!shewentshecalledonArmar。Noughtanswered,butthesonoftherock。Armar,mylove,mylove!whytormentestthoumewithfear?Hear,sonofArnart,hear!itisDaurawhocalleththee。Erath,thetraitor,fledlaughingtotheland。Shelifteduphervoice——shecalledforherbrotherandherfather。Arindal!Armin!nonetorelieveyou,Daura。

"Hervoicecameoverthesea。Arindal,myson,descendedfromthehill,roughinthespoilsofthechase。Hisarrowsrattledbyhisside;hisbowwasinhishand,fivedark-graydogsattendedhissteps。HesawfierceErathontheshore;heseizedandboundhimtoanoak。Thickwindthethongsofthehidearoundhislimbs;

heloadsthewindswithhisgroans。ArindalascendsthedeepinhisboattobringDauratoland。Armarcameinhiswrath,andletflythegray-featheredshaft。Itsung,itsunkinthyheart,OArindal,myson!forEraththetraitorthoudiest。Theoarisstoppedatonce:hepantedontherock,andexpired。Whatisthygrief,ODaura,whenroundthyfeetispouredthybrother’sblood。

Theboatisbrokenintwain。ArmarplungesintotheseatorescuehisDaura,ordie。Suddenablastfromahillcameoverthewaves;

hesank,andherosenomore。

"Alone,onthesea-beatrock,mydaughterwasheardtocomplain;

frequentandloudwerehercries。Whatcouldherfatherdo?AllnightIstoodontheshore:Isawherbythefaintbeamofthemoon。

AllnightIheardhercries。Loudwasthewind;therainbeathardonthehill。Beforemorningappeared,hervoicewasweak;itdiedawayliketheeveningbreezeamongthegrassoftherocks。Spentwithgrief,sheexpired,andleftthee,Armin,alone。Goneismystrengthinwar,fallenmyprideamongwomen。Whenthestormsaloftarise,whenthenorthliftsthewaveonhigh,Isitbythesoundingshore,andlookonthefatalrock。

"OftenbythesettingmoonIseetheghostsofmychildren;halfviewlesstheywalkinmournfulconferencetogether。"

AtorrentoftearswhichstreamedfromCharlotte’seyesandgaverelieftoherburstingheart,stoppedWerther’srecitation。Hethrewdownthebook,seizedherhand,andweptbitterly。Charlotteleaneduponherhand,andburiedherfaceinherhandkerchief:

theagitationofbothwasexcessive。TheyfeltthattheirownfatewaspicturedinthemisfortunesofOssian’sheroes,theyfeltthistogether,andtheirtearsredoubled。WerthersupportedhisforeheadonCharlotte’sarm:shetrembled,shewishedtobegone;butsorrowandsympathylaylikealeadenweightuponhersoul。Sherecoveredherselfshortly,andbeggedWerther,withbrokensobs,toleaveher,imploredhimwiththeutmostearnestnesstocomplywithherrequest。Hetrembled;hisheartwasreadytoburst:then,takingupthebookagain,herecommencedreading,inavoicebrokenbysobs。

"Whydostthouwakenme,Ospring?Thyvoicewoosme,exclaiming,Irefreshtheewithheavenlydews;butthetimeofmydecayisapproaching,thestormisnighthatshallwhithermyleaves。

Tomorrowthetravellershallcome,heshallcome,whobeheldmeinbeauty:hiseyeshallseekmeinthefieldaround,butheshallnotfindme。"

ThewholeforceofthesewordsfellupontheunfortunateWerther。

Fullofdespair,hethrewhimselfatCharlotte’sfeet,seizedherhands,andpressedthemtohiseyesandtohisforehead。Anapprehensionofhisfatalprojectnowstruckherforthefirsttime。Hersenseswerebewildered:sheheldhishands,pressedthemtoherbosom;and,leaningtowardhimwithemotionsofthetenderestpity,herwarmcheektouchedhis。Theylostsightofeverything。Theworlddisappearedfromtheireyes。Heclaspedherinhisarms,strainedhertohisbosom,andcoveredhertremblinglipswithpassionatekisses。"Werther!"shecriedwithafaintvoice,turningherselfaway;"Werther!"and,withafeeblehand,shepushedhimfromher。Atlength,withthefirmvoiceofvirtue,sheexclaimed,"Werther!"Heresistednot,but,tearinghimselffromherarms,fellonhiskneesbeforeher。Charlotterose,and,withdisorderedgrief,inmingledtonesofloveandresentment,sheexclaimed,"Itisthelasttime,Werther!Youshallneverseemeanymore!"Then,castingonelast,tenderlookuponherunfortunatelover,sherushedintotheadjoiningroom,andlockedthedoor。Wertherheldouthisarms,butdidnotdaretodetainher。Hecontinuedontheground,withhisheadrestingonthesofa,forhalfanhour,tillheheardanoisewhichbroughthimtohissenses。Theservantentered。Hethenwalkedupanddowntheroom;and,whenhewasagainleftalone,hewenttoCharlotte’sdoor,and,inalowvoice,said,"Charlotte,Charlotte!butonewordmore,onelastadieu!"Shereturnednoanswer。Hestopped,andlistenedandentreated;butallwassilent。Atlengthhetorehimselffromtheplace,crying,"Adieu,Charlotte,adieuforever!"

Wertherrantothegateofthetown。Theguards,whoknewhim,lethimpassinsilence。Thenightwasdarkandstormy,——itrainedandsnowed。Hereachedhisowndoorabouteleven。Hisservant,althoughseeinghimenterthehousewithouthishat,didnotventuretosayanything;and;asheundressedhismaster,hefoundthathisclotheswerewet。Hishatwasafterwardfoundonthepointofarockoverhangingthevalley;anditisinconceivablehowhecouldhaveclimbedtothesummitonsuchadark,tempestuousnightwithoutlosinghislife。

Heretiredtobed,andslepttoalatehour。Thenextmorninghisservant,uponbeingcalledtobringhiscoffee,foundhimwriting。

Hewasadding,toCharlotte,whatwehereannex。

"Forthelast,lasttimeIopentheseeyes。Alas!theywillbeholdthesunnomore。Itiscoveredbyathick,impenetrablecloud。

Yes,Nature!putonmourning:yourchild,yourfriend,yourlover,drawsnearhisend!Thisthought,Charlotte,iswithoutparallel;

andyetitseemslikeamysteriousdreamwhenIrepeat——thisismylastday!Thelast!Charlotte,nowordcanadequatelyexpressthisthought。Thelast!To-dayIstanderectinallmystrengthto-morrow,coldandstark,Ishalllieextendedupontheground。

Todie!whatisdeath?Wedobutdreaminourdiscourseuponit。

Ihaveseenmanyhumanbeingsdie;but,sostraitenedisourfeeblenature,wehavenoclearconceptionofthebeginningortheendofourexistence。AtthismomentIammyown——orratherIamthine,thine,myadored!andthenextweareparted,severed——

perhapsforever!No,Charlotte,no!HowcanI,howcanyou,beannihilated?Weexist。Whatisannihilation?Amereword,anunmeaningsoundthatfixesnoimpressiononthemind。Dead,Charlotte!laidinthecoldearth,inthedarkandnarrowgrave!

Ihadafriendoncewhowaseverythingtomeinearlyyouth。

Shedied。Ifollowedherhearse;Istoodbyhergravewhenthecoffinwaslowered;andwhenIheardthecreakingofthecordsastheywereloosenedanddrawnup,whenthefirstshovelfulofearthwasthrownin,andthecoffinreturnedahollowsound,whichgrewfainterandfaintertillallwascompletelycoveredover,Ithrewmyselfontheground;myheartwassmitten,grieved,shattered,rent——butIneitherknewwhathadhappened,norwhatwastohappentome。Death!thegrave!Iunderstandnotthewords。

——Forgive,oh,forgiveme!Yesterday——ah,thatdayshouldhavebeenthelastofmylife!Thouangel!forthefirsttimeinmyexistence,Ifeltraptureglowwithinmyinmostsoul。Sheloves,shelovesme!Stillburnsuponmylipsthesacredfiretheyreceivedfromthine。Newtorrentsofdelightoverwhelmmysoul。

Forgiveme,oh,forgive!

"IknewthatIwasdeartoyou;Isawitinyourfirstentrancinglook,knewitbythefirstpressureofyourhand;butwhenIwasabsentfromyou,whenIsawAlbertatyourside,mydoubtsandfearsreturned。

"Doyouremembertheflowersyousentme,when,atthatcrowdedassembly,youcouldneitherspeaknorextendyourhandtome?

HalfthenightIwasonmykneesbeforethoseflowers,andI

regardedthemasthepledgesofyourlove;butthoseimpressionsgrewfainter,andwereatlengtheffaced。

"Everythingpassesaway;butawholeeternitycouldnotextinguishthelivingflamewhichwasyesterdaykindledbyyourlips,andwhichnowburnswithinme。Shelovesme!Thesearmshaveencircledherwaist,theselipshavetrembleduponhers。Sheismine!Yes,Charlotte,youaremineforever!

"AndwhatdotheymeanbysayingAlbertisyourhusband?Hemaybesoforthisworld;andinthisworlditisasintoloveyou,towishtotearyoufromhisembrace。Yes,itisacrime;andI

sufferthepunishment,butIhaveenjoyedthefulldelightofmysin。Ihaveinhaledabalmthathasrevivedmysoul。Fromthishouryouaremine;yes,Charlotte,youaremine!Igobeforeyou。IgotomyFatherandtoyourFather。Iwillpouroutmysorrowsbeforehim,andhewillgivemecomforttillyouarrive。ThenwillIflytomeetyou。Iwillclaimyou,andremainyoureternalembrace,inthepresenceoftheAlmighty。

"Idonotdream,Idonotrave。Drawingnearertothegravemyperceptionsbecomeclearer。Weshallexist;weshallseeeachotheragain;weshallbeholdyourmother;Ishallbeholdher,andexposetohermyinmostheart。Yourmother——yourimage!"

Abouteleveno’clockWertheraskedhisservantifAlberthadreturned。Heanswered,"Yes;"forhehadseenhimpassonhorseback:

uponwhichWerthersenthimthefollowingnote,unsealed:

"Besogoodastolendmeyourpistolsforajourney。Adieu。"

Charlottehadsleptlittleduringthepastnight。Allherapprehensionswererealisedinawaythatshecouldneitherforeseenoravoid。Herbloodwasboilinginherveins,andathousandpainfulsensationsrentherpureheart。WasittheardourofWerther’spassionateembracesthatshefeltwithinherbosom?Wasitangerathisdaring?Wasitthesadcomparisonofherpresentconditionwithformerdaysofinnocence,tranquillity,andself-confidence?Howcouldsheapproachherhusband,andconfessascenewhichshehadnoreasontoconceal,andwhichsheyetfelt,nevertheless,unwillingtoavow?Theyhadpreservedsolongasilencetowardeachotherandshouldshebethefirsttobreakitbysounexpectedadiscovery?ShefearedthatthemerestatementofWerther’svisitwouldtroublehim,andhisdistresswouldbeheightenedbyherperfectcandour。Shewishedthathecouldseeherinhertruelight,andjudgeherwithoutprejudice;

butwassheanxiousthatheshouldreadherinmostsoul?Ontheotherhand,couldshedeceiveabeingtowhomallherthoughtshadeverbeenexposedasclearlyascrystal,andfromwhomnosentimenthadeverbeenconcealed?Thesereflectionsmadeheranxiousandthoughtful。HermindstilldweltonWerther,whowasnowlosttoher,butwhomshecouldnotbringherselftoresign,andforwhomsheknewnothingwasleftbutdespairifsheshouldbelosttohimforever。

ArecollectionofthatmysteriousestrangementwhichhadlatelysubsistedbetweenherselfandAlbert,andwhichshecouldneverthoroughlyunderstand,wasnowbeyondmeasurepainfultoher。

Eventheprudentandthegoodhavebeforenowhesitatedtoexplaintheirmutualdifferences,andhavedweltinsilenceupontheirimaginarygrievances,untilcircumstanceshavebecomesoentangled,thatinthatcriticaljuncture,whenacalmexplanationwouldhavesavedallparties,anunderstandingwasimpossible。Andthusifdomesticconfidencehadbeenearlierestablishedbetweenthem,ifloveandkindforbearancehadmutuallyanimatedandexpandedtheirhearts,itmightnot,perhaps,evenyethavebeentoolatetosaveourfriend。

Butwemustnotforgetoneremarkablecircumstance。WemayobservefromthecharacterofWerther’scorrespondence,thathehadneveraffectedtoconcealhisanxiousdesiretoquitthisworld。HehadoftendiscussedthesubjectwithAlbert;

and,betweenthelatterandCharlotte,ithadnotunfrequentlyformedatopicofconversation。Albertwassoopposedtotheveryideaofsuchanaction,that,withadegreeofirritationunusualinhim,hehadmorethanoncegivenWerthertounderstandthathedoubtedtheseriousnessofhisthreats,andnotonlyturnedthemintoridicule,butcausedCharlottetosharehisfeelingsofincredulity。Herheartwasthustranquillisedwhenshefeltdisposedtoviewthemelancholysubjectinaseriouspointofview,thoughshenevercommunicatedtoherhusbandtheapprehensionsshesometimesexperienced。

Albert,uponhisreturn,wasreceivedbyCharlottewithill-concealedembarrassment。Hewashimselfoutofhumour;hisbusinesswasunfinished;andhehadjustdiscoveredthattheneighbouringofficialwithwhomhehadtodeal,wasanobstinateandnarrow-mindedpersonage。Manythingshadoccurredtoirritatehim。

Heinquiredwhetheranythinghadhappenedduringhisabsence,andCharlottehastilyansweredthatWertherhadbeenthereontheeveningpreviously。Hetheninquiredforhisletters,andwasansweredthatseveralpackageshadbeenleftinhisstudy。Hethereonretired,leavingCharlottealone。

Thepresenceofthebeingshelovedandhonouredproducedanewimpressiononherheart。Therecollectionofhisgenerosity,kindness,andaffectionhadcalmedheragitation:asecretimpulsepromptedhertofollowhim;shetookherworkandwenttohisstudy,aswasoftenhercustom。Hewasbusilyemployedopeningandreadinghisletters。Itseemedasifthecontentsofsomeweredisagreeable。Sheaskedsomequestions:hegaveshortanswers,andsatdowntowrite。

Severalhourspassedinthismanner,andCharlotte’sfeelingsbecamemoreandmoremelancholy。Shefelttheextremedifficultyofexplainingtoherhusband,underanycircumstances,theweightthatlayuponherheart;andherdepressionbecameeverymomentgreater,inproportionassheendeavouredtohidehergrief,andtoconcealhertears。

ThearrivalofWerther’sservantoccasionedherthegreatestembarrassment。HegaveAlbertanote,whichthelattercoldlyhandedtohiswife,saying,atthesametime,"Givehimthepistols。

Iwishhimapleasantjourney,"headded,turningtotheservant。

ThesewordsfelluponCharlottelikeathunderstroke:sherosefromherseathalf-fainting,andunconsciousofwhatshedid。Shewalkedmechanicallytowardthewall,tookdownthepistolswithatremblinghand,slowlywipedthedustfromthem,andwouldhavedelayedlonger,hadnotAlberthastenedhermovementsbyanimpatientlook。Shethendeliveredthefatalweaponstotheservant,withoutbeingabletoutteraword。Assoonashehaddeparted,shefoldedupherwork,andretiredatoncetoherroom,herheartovercomewiththemostfearfulforebodings。Sheanticipatedsomedreadfulcalamity。Shewasatonemomentonthepointofgoingtoherhusband,throwingherselfathisfeet,andacquaintinghimwithallthathadhappenedonthepreviousevening,thatshemightacknowledgeherfault,andexplainherapprehensions;thenshesawthatsuchastepwouldbeuseless,asshewouldcertainlybeunabletoinduceAlberttovisitWerther。Dinnerwasserved;andakindfriendwhomshehadpersuadedtoremainassistedtosustaintheconversation,whichwascarriedonbyasortofcompulsion,tilltheeventsofthemorningwereforgotten。

WhentheservantbroughtthepistolstoWerther,thelatterreceivedthemwithtransportsofdelightuponhearingthatCharlottehadgiventhemtohimwithherownhand。Heatesomebread,dranksomewine,senthisservanttodinner,andthensatdowntowriteasfollows:

"Theyhavebeeninyourhandsyouwipedthedustfromthem。I

kissthemathousandtimes——youhavetouchedthem。Yes,Heavenfavoursmydesign,andyou,Charlotte,providemewiththefatalinstruments。Itwasmydesiretoreceivemydeathfromyourhands,andmywishisgratified。Ihavemadeinquiriesofmyservant。

Youtrembledwhenyougavehimthepistols,butyoubademenoadieu。Wretched,wretchedthatIam——notonefarewell!Howcouldyoushutyourheartagainstmeinthathourwhichmakesyoumineforever?Charlotte,agescannoteffacetheimpression——I

feelyoucannothatethemanwhosopassionatelylovesyou!"

Afterdinnerhecalledhisservant,desiredhimtofinishthepackingup,destroyedmanypapers,andthenwentouttopaysometriflingdebts。Hesoonreturnedhome,thenwentoutagain,notwithstandingtherain,walkedforsometimeinthecount’sgarden,andafterwardproceededfartherintothecountry。Towardeveninghecamebackoncemore,andresumedhiswriting。

"Wilhelm,Ihaveforthelasttimebeheldthemountains,theforests,andthesky。Farewell!Andyou,mydearestmother,forgiveme!

Consoleher,Wilhelm。Godblessyou!Ihavesettledallmyaffairs!Farewell!Weshallmeetagain,andbehappierthanever。"

"Ihaverequitedyoubadly,Albert;butyouwillforgiveme。I

havedisturbedthepeaceofyourhome。Ihavesoweddistrustbetweenyou。Farewell!Iwillendallthiswretchedness。Andoh,thatmydeathmayrenderyouhappy!Albert,Albert!makethatangelhappy,andtheblessingofHeavenbeuponyou!"

Hespenttherestoftheeveninginarranginghispapers:hetoreandburnedagreatmany;othershesealedup,anddirectedtoWilhelm。Theycontainedsomedetachedthoughtsandmaxims,someofwhichIhaveperused。Atteno’clockheorderedhisfiretobemadeup,andabottleofwinetobebroughttohim。Hethendismissedhisservant,whoseroom,aswellastheapartmentsoftherestofthefamily,wassituatedinanotherpartofthehouse。

Theservantlaydownwithoutundressing,thathemightbethesoonerreadyforhisjourneyinthemorning,hismasterhavinginformedhimthatthepost-horseswouldbeatthedoorbeforesixo’clock。

"Pasteleveno’clock!Allissilentaroundme,andmysouliscalm。Ithankthee,OGod,thatthoubestoweststrengthandcourageuponmeintheselastmoments!Iapproachthewindow,mydearestoffriends;andthroughtheclouds,whichareatthismomentdrivenrapidlyalongbytheimpetuouswinds,Ibeholdthestarswhichilluminetheeternalheavens。No,youwillnotfall,celestialbodies:thehandoftheAlmightysupportsbothyouandme!IhavelookedforthelasttimeupontheconstellationoftheGreaterBear:itismyfavouritestar;forwhenIbadeyoufarewellatnight,Charlotte,andturnedmystepsfromyourdoor,italwaysshoneuponme。WithwhatrapturehaveIattimesbeheldit!HowoftenhaveIimploreditwithupliftedhandstowitnessmyfelicity!

andevenstill——Butwhatobjectisthere,Charlotte,whichfailstosummonupyourimagebeforeme?Doyounotsurroundmeonallsides?andhaveInot,likeachild,treasuredupeverytriflewhichyouhaveconsecratedbyyourtouch?

"Yourprofile,whichwassodeartome,Ireturntoyou;andI

prayyoutopreserveit。ThousandsofkisseshaveIimprinteduponit,andathousandtimeshasitgladdenedmyheartondepartingfromandreturningtomyhome。

"Ihaveimploredyourfathertoprotectmyremains。Atthecornerofthechurchyard,lookingtowardthefields,therearetwolime-trees——thereIwishtolie。Yourfathercan,anddoubtlesswill,dothismuchforhisfriend。Imploreitofhim。ButperhapspiousChristianswillnotchoosethattheirbodieschouldbeburiednearthecorpseofapoor,unhappywretchlikeme。Thenletmebelaidinsomeremotevalley,ornearthehighway,wherethepriestandLevitemayblessthemselvesastheypassbymytomb,whilsttheSamaritanwillshedatearformyfate。

"See,Charlotte,Idonotshuddertotakethecoldandfatalcup,fromwhichIshalldrinkthedraughtofdeath。Yourhandpresentsittome,andIdonottremble。All,allisnowconcluded:thewishesandthehopesofmyexistencearefulfilled。Withcold,unflinchinghandIknockatthebrazenportalsofDeath。Oh,thatIhadenjoyedtheblissofdyingforyou!howgladlywouldIhavesacrificedmyselfforyou;Charlotte!AndcouldIbutrestorepeaceandjoytoyourbosom,withwhatresolution,withwhatjoy,wouldInotmeetmyfate!Butitisthelotofonlyachosenfewtoshedtheirbloodfortheirfriends,andbytheirdeathtoaugment,athousandtimes,thehappinessofthosebywhomtheyarebeloved。

Iwish,Charlotte,tobeburiedinthedressIwearatpresent:

ithasbeenrenderedsacredbyyourtouch。Ihavebeggedthisfavourofyourfather。Myspiritsoarsabovemysepulchre。I

donotwishmypocketstobesearched。TheknotofpinkribbonwhichyouworeonyourbosomthefirsttimeIsawyou,surroundedbythechildren——Oh,kissthemathousandtimesforme,andtellthemthefateoftheirunhappyfriend!IthinkIseethemplayingaroundme。Thedearchildren!HowwarmlyhaveIbeenattachedtoyou,Charlotte!SincethefirsthourIsawyou,howimpossiblehaveIfoundittoleaveyou。Thisribbonmustbeburiedwithme:itwasapresentfromyouonmybirthday。Howconfuseditallappears!LittledidIthenthinkthatIshouldjourneythisroad。Butpeace!Iprayyou,peace!

"Theyareloaded——theclockstrikestwelve。Isayamen。

Charlotte,Charlotte!farewell,farewell!"

Aneighboursawtheflash,andheardthereportofthepistol;

but,aseverythingremainedquiet,hethoughtnomoreofit。

Inthemorning,atsixo’clock,theservantwentintoWerther’sroomwithacandle。Hefoundhismasterstretcheduponthefloor,welteringinhisblood,andthepistolsathisside。Hecalled,hetookhiminhisarms,butreceivednoanswer。Lifewasnotyetquiteextinct。Theservantranforasurgeon,andthenwenttofetchAlbert。Charlotteheardtheringingofthebell:acoldshudderseizedher。Shewakenedherhusband,andtheybothrose。

Theservant,bathedintearsfalteredforththedreadfulnews。

CharlottefellsenselessatAlbert’sfeet。

WhenthesurgeoncametotheunfortunateWerther,hewasstilllyingonthefloor;andhispulsebeat,buthislimbswerecold。

Thebullet,enteringtheforehead,overtherighteye,hadpenetratedtheskull。Aveinwasopenedinhisrightarm:thebloodcame,andhestillcontinuedtobreathe。

>Fromthebloodwhichflowedfromthechair,itcouldbeinferredthathehadcommittedtherashactsittingathisbureau,andthatheafterwardfelluponthefloor。Hewasfoundlyingonhisbacknearthewindow。Hewasinfull-dresscostume。

Thehouse,theneighbourhood,andthewholetownwereimmediatelyincommotion。Albertarrived。TheyhadlaidWertheronthebed:

hisheadwasboundup,andthepalenessofdeathwasuponhisface。

Hislimbsweremotionless;buthestillbreathed,atonetimestrongly,thenweaker——hisdeathwasmomentlyexpected。

Hehaddrunkonlyoneglassofthewine。"EmiliaGalotti"layopenuponhisbureau。

IshallsaynothingofAlbert’sdistress,orofCharlotte’sgrief。

Theoldstewardhastenedtothehouseimmediatelyuponhearingthenews:heembracedhisdyingfriendamidafloodoftears。Hiseldestboyssoonfollowedhimonfoot。Inspeechlesssorrowtheythrewthemselvesontheirkneesbythebedside,andkissedhishandsandface。Theeldest,whowashisfavourite,hungoverhimtillheexpired;andeventhenhewasremovedbyforce。Attwelveo’clockWertherbreathedhislast。Thepresenceofthesteward,andtheprecautionshehadadopted,preventedadisturbance;andthatnight,atthehourofeleven,hecausedthebodytobeinterredintheplacewhichWertherhadselectedforhimself。

Thestewardandhissonsfollowedthecorpsetothegrave。Albertwasunabletoaccompanythem。Charlotte’slifewasdespairedof。

Thebodywascarriedbylabourers。Nopriestattended。

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