投诉 阅读记录

第4章

CHAPTERIII。

ITwasquiteearlyonthefollowingmorning,whenMr。DelafieldrungatthedoorofthehouseinwhichthefatherofMissHenlyresided。Thegentlemanhadobtainedthepermissionoftheyounglady,theprecedingevening,toputhimselfonthelistofhervisitingacquaintance,andacasualintroductiontobothofCharlotte’sparentshadsmoothedthewaytothisintimacy。Itiscertain,that,muchasMr。andMrs。Henlylovedtheirchild,neitherofthementertainedtheselfishwishofmonopolizingallofheraffectionstothemselvesduringlife。Itwasnatural,andathingtoheexpected,thatCharlotteshouldmarry;andamongthewholeoftheiracquaintancethereappearednoonesounobjectionableashernewadmirer。Hewasagreeableinperson,inmanners,andintemper;hewasintelligent,witty,andamanoftheworld;and,moreover,hewasworth——threehundredthousanddollars!Whatparentistherewhosejudgmentwouldremainunbiassedbythesesolidreasonsinfavourofacandidateforthehandofhischild?orwhatfemaleistherewhoseheartcouldbesteeledagainstsuchattractionsinhersuitor?ManywerethehoursofcarethathadbeenpassedbytheguardiansofCharlotte’shappiness,inruminatingontheeventthatwastoyieldtheirchargetothekeepingofanother;frequentweretheirdiscussionsonthisinterestingsubject,andinnumerabletheirplanstoprotectherinexperienceagainstfallingintothoseerrorsthathadblastedthepeaceofsomanyaroundthem;buttheappearanceofSeymourDelafieldseemedasthefulfilmentoftheirmostsanguineexpectations。Tohisrefinementofmanners,theyboththoughtthattheycouldyieldthesensitivedelicacyoftheirchildwithconfidence;

inhistravelledexperiencetheyanticipatedthepermanencyofacorrectedtaste;nor,wasitadisagreeableconsiderationtoeither,thatasthesilkencordofpaternaldisciplinewastobeloosened,itwastobesucceededbythefettersofhymencastinpolishedgold。InwhatmannertheirdaughterregardedtheevidentadmirationofMr。

Delafieldwillappear,byherconclusionofourtale。

Onenteringtheparlour,DelafieldfoundGeorgeMortonseatedinachairnearthefire,withhispersonmorethanusuallywellguardedagainstthecold,asifheweresufferingundertheeffectsofaseriousindisposition。Thesalutationsbetweentheyoungmenwerealittleembarrassedonbothsides;

thefaceofGeorgegrowingevenpalerthanbefore,whilethefinecolouronDelafield’scheekmountedtohisverytemples。Afterregardingforamoment,withmuchinwarddissatisfaction,theapparenteasewithwhichGeorgewasmaintainingpossessionoftheapartmentbyhimself,Mr。

Delafieldovercamethesuddenemotioncreatedbythesurprise,andspoke。

"Iamsorrythatyouappearsoill,Mr。Morton,andI

regretthatyoushouldhavesufferedsomuchinthecauseofhumanity,whenonesomuchbetterabletoundergothefatigue,byconstitution,shouldhaveremainedanidlespectator,likemyself。"——

ThesilentbowofGeorgemightbeinterpretedintoadesiretosaynothingofhisownconduct,orintoanassentwiththeself-condemnationofthespeaker。Delafield,however,tookthechairwhichtheotherpolitelyplacedforhim,andcontinued——

"But,Sir,youhaveyourreward。TheinterestandadmirationexcitedinMissHenly,wouldcompensatemeforalmostanyprivationorhardshipthatmancouldundergo。"

"Itisnohardshiptorideafewmilesinacomfortablecoach,"saidGeorge,withafeeblesmile,"norcanIconsideritaprivationofenjoyment,tobeabletoassistthedistressed,"——hehesitatedamoment,andaflushgraduallystoleoverhisfeaturesashecontinued,"Itistrue,Sir,thatIprizethegoodopinionofMissHenlyhighly,butIlooktoanotherquarterforapprobationonsuchasubject。"

"Andveryjustly,George,"saidthesoftvoiceofCharlotte,"suchapplauseasminecanbebutoflittlemomenttoonewhoperformssuchactsasyours。"

Thegentlemenweresittingwiththeirfacestowardsthefire,andhadnotheardthelightstepofMissHenlyassheenteredtheapartment,butbothinstantlyaroseandpaidtheirsalutations;theinvalidbyasilentbow,andbyhandingachair,andDelafieldwithmanyagracefulcomplimentonhergoodlooks,anddiversprotestationsconcerningthepleasurehefeltatbeingpermittedtovisitatherhouse。Notwothingscouldbemoredifferentthanthemannersofthesegentlemen。Thatofthelatterwasveryhighlypolished,insinuating,andalthoughfarfromunpleasantlyso,yetslightlyartificial;

whilethatoftheformerwassimple,ingenuous,andinthepresenceofMissHenlywasapttobeattimesalittleconstrained。Charlottecertainlyperceivedthedifference,andsheascertainlythoughtthatitwasnotaltogethertotheadvantageofGeorgeMorton。Theideaseemedtogiveherpain,forsheshowedseverallittleattentionstoheroldfriend,thatbytheirflattering,butunstudiedparticularity,wereadaptedtoputanymanathiseaseandassurehimofhiswelcome,stilltheembarrassmentofGeorgedidnotdisappear,buthesatanuneasylistenertotheconversationthatoccurred,asifreluctanttostay,andyetunwillingtodepart。Afterafewobservationsontheentertainmentoftheprecedingevening,Mr。

Delafieldcontinued——

"IwaslamentingtoMr。Morton,asyouentered,thatheshouldhavesufferedsomuchfrommywantofthought,thedaybeforeyesterday;itrequiresagoodconstitutiontoendureexposure——"

"AndsuchIoftentellyou,George,youdonotpossess,"saidCharlotte,kindlyandwithalittlemelancholy;"yetyouneitherseemtoregardmywarningsonthesubject,northoseofanyofyourfriends"——

"ThereisawarningthatIhavenotdisregarded,"

returnedtheyouth,endeavouringtosmile。

"Andwhatisit?"askedCharlotte,struckwiththemelancholyresignationofhismanner。

"ThatIamnotfitcompany,justnow,forheartsasgayasyoursandMr。Delafield’s,"hereturned,andrising,hemadeahastybowandwithdrew。

"Whatcanhemean!"saidCharlotte,inamazement,"Georgedoesnotappearwell,andlatterlyhismannerismuchaltered——whatcanhemean,Mr。

Delafield?"

"Heisill,"saidDelafield,farfromfeelingquiteeasyattheevidentinterestthattheladyexhibited;"heisill,andshouldbeinhisbed,insteadofattendingthemorningleveesofevenMissHenly。"

"Indeed,heistooregardlessofhishealth,"saidCharlotteinalowtone,fixinghereyesonthegrate,whereshecontinuedgazingforsometime。

EveryeffortofSeymourwasmadetodrawofftheattentionoftheyoungladyfromasubject,that,howevermelancholy,seemedtopossesspeculiarcharmsforher。InthisundertakingthegentlemanwouldnothavesucceededbutforthefortunateappearanceofMissOsgood,whocameintotheroomveryopportunelytokeepalivethediscourse。

"What,tete-a-tete!"exclaimedMaria;"youshoulddischargeyourfootman,Charlotte,forsayingthatyouwereathome。Ayoungladyisneversupposedtobeathomewhensheisalone——withagentleman。"

"IshallthenknowhowtounderstandtheservantofMr。Osgood,whenIinquireforhisdaughter,"criedSeymourgayly。

"Ah!Mr。Delafield,itisseldomthatIhaveanopportunityofhearingsoftthings,forIamneveralonewithagentlemaninmyfather’shouse"——

"AndisMrs。Osgoodsorigid?"returnedthegentleman;"surelythegravityofherdaughtershouldcreatemoreconfidence"——

"MosthumblyIthankyou,Sir,{"}saidMaria,courtseyinglowbeforeshetookthechairthathehanded;"butitisnotthecautionofMrs。Osgoodthatpreventsanysolosinhermansion,unlessitbeonaharporflute,oranypossibilityofatete-a-

tete。"

"Nowyouhaveexcitedmycuriositytoadegreethatispainfullyunpleasant,"saidDelafield,"I

knowyoutobetoogenerousnottoallayit"——

"Oh!itisnothingmorethanamagicalnumber,thatfrightensawayallapplicantsforsuchafavour,unlessindeeditmaybesuchaswouldnotbeverylikelytobesuccessfulweretheytoapply;andwhichevenwouldrenderitphysicallyimpossibletohaveatenderinterviewwithinthefourwallsofthemansion"——

"Itisacharmednumber,indeed!andisitonthedoor?isitthenumberofthehouse?"

"Oh!notatall——onlythenumberofthefamily,thebaker’sdozen,thatImentionedlastevening;nowinvisitingMissHenlythereisnosuchinterruptiontobeapprehended。"

Charlottecouldnotrefrainfromsmilingatthevivacityofherfriend,who,perceivingthatherwishtobanishthelookofcarethatcloudedthebrowoftheotherhadvanished,changedthediscourseasabruptlyasshehadintroducedit。

"ImetGeorgeMortonatthedoor,andchattedwithhimforseveralminutes。Heappearsquiteill,butI

knowhehasgonetwomilesinthecountryforhismotherthisrawday;unlessheismorecarefulofhimselfhewillruinhisconstitution,whichisnoneofthebestnow。"

Mariaspokewithfeeling,andwithamannerthatplainlyshowedthatherordinarylevitywasassumed,andthatshehadatthebottom,muchbetterfeelingsthanthetriflingintercourseoftheworldwouldusuallypermithertoexhibit。Charlottedidnotreply,butherbrighteninglooksoncemorechangedtothatpensivesoftnesswhichsowellbecameherdelicatefeatures,andwhichgavetohercountenanceanexpressionsuchasmightbesupposedtoshadowthegloryofangels,when,fromtheirabodeofpurityandlove,theylookdownwithpityonthesorrowsofman。

ThequickglanceofDelafieldnotonlywatched,buteasilydetected,boththerapidtransitionsandthecharacteroftheseoppositeemotions。Underthesuddeninfluenceofpassions,thatprobablywillnotescapeourreaders,hecouldnotforbearuttering,inatoneinwhichpiquemighthavebeentooapparent。

"Really,Mr。Mortonisahappyfellow!"

TheblueeyesofCharlottewereturnedtothespeakerwithalookofinnocentinquiry,butshecontinuedsilent。Maria,however,notonlybestowedaglanceattheyouthfromherlaughinghazelones,butfoundutteranceforhertonguealso。

"Howso?"sheasked——"Heisnotofastrongconstitution,notimmenselyrich,noroverandabove——thatis,notparticularlyhandsome。Whyishesohappy?"

"Ah!Ihavediscoveredthatamanmaybehappywithoutoneofthosequalifications。"

"Andmiserablewhohasthemall?"

"Nay,nay,MissOsgood,myexperiencedoesnotextendsofar——Iamnotquitethepuppyyouthinkme。"

Maria,inherturn,wassilent;butshearosefromherseat,andmovedwithanabsentairtoadistantpartoftheroom,andforashorttimeseemedtobeparticularlyoccupiedinexaminingthebeautiesofaport-folioofprints,witheveryoneofwhichshewasperfectlyfamiliar。Theconversationwasresumedbyherfriend。

"YouhavemortifiedMissOsgood,Mr。Delafield,"

saidCharlotte;"sheistoogoodnaturedtojudgeanyonesoharshly。"

"Ishergoodnature,inthisparticular,infectious?"

theyoungmanratherwhisperedthanutteredaloud——"Doesherfriendfeelthesameindulgencefortheinfirmitiesofafrailnaturetowhichshereallyseemsherselfhardlytobelong?"

"Youcomplimentme,Mr。Delafield,attheexpenseoftruth,ifitreallybeacomplimenttotellmethatIamnotagirl——afemale;forifIamnotawoman,Imustbesomethingworse。"

"Youareanangel!"saidDelafield,withuncontrollablefervour。

Charlottewasstartledbyhismannerandhiswords,andunconsciouslyturnedtoherfriend,asiftoseekherprotectingpresence;buttoherastonishment,shebeheldMariaintheactofclosingthedoorasshewasleavingtheroom。

"Maria!"shecried,"whitherinsuchahurry?I

expectedyoutopassthemorningwithme。"

"Ishallseeyourmotherandreturn,"repliedMissOsgood,closingthedoorsorapidlyastopreventfurtherremark。Thisshortspeech,however,gaveCharlottetimetoobservethechangethatsomethinghadproducedinthecountenanceofheroldcompanion,where,inplaceofthethoughtlessgaietythatusuallyshoneinherfeatures,wastobeseenanexpressionofpainfulmortification;andeventhehighglowthatyouthandhealthhadimpartedtohercheeks,wassupplantedbyadeath-

likepaleness。DelafieldhadbeenendeavouringtoperusethecountenanceofMissHenlyinavainefforttodiscovertheeffectproducedbyhiswarmexclamation;andtheseobservations,whichweremadebythequickeyeoffriendship,entirelyescapedhisnotice。

"Mariaisnotwell,Mr。Delafield,"Charlottesaidhastily。"IknowyourgoodnesswillexcusemewhileIfollowher。"

Theyoungmanbowedwithamortifiedair,andwassomewhatungraciouslybeginningtomakeapolitereply,whenthedooropenedashortspace,andthevoiceofMissOsgoodwasoncemoreheard,sayinginaforced,butlivelymanner——

"Ineverwasbetterinmylife;IshallrunintoMrs。

Morton’sfortenminutes;letmefindyouhere,Mr。

Delafield,whenIreturn。"Herfootstepwasheardtrippingalongthepassage,andinamomentafter,thestreetdoorofthehouseopenedandshut。

Charlotteperceivingthatherfriendwasdetermined,forsomeinexplicablereason,tobealone,quietlyresumedherseat。Hermusingairwassoonchangedtooneofsurprise,bythefollowingremarkofhercompanion:

"Youappear,MissHenley,"hesaid,"tobesensitivelyalivetotheailingsofallyouknowbutme。"

"Ididnotknowthatyouwereill,Mr。Delafield!

Really,sir,Inevermetwithanygentleman’slookswhichsobeliedhim,ifyouareotherwisethanbothwellandhappy。"

AsmuchexperienceasDelafieldpossessedinthetriflingmanoeuvresofmanagers,orperhapsinthemanifestationsoffeelingsthatareexhibitedbyevery-daypeople,hewasanabsolutenoviceintheemotionsofapure,simple,ingenuousfemaleheart。Hewasalivetothecomplimenttohisacknowledgedgoodlooks,conveyedinthisspeech,buthewasnotabletoappreciatethesingle-

heartednessthatpromptedit。Perhapshishandsomefacewasasmuchilluminatedbytheconsciousnessofthisemotionasbythedeeperfeelingheactuallyexperienced,whilehereplied,——

"Iamwell,orill,asyoudecree。MissHenley;itisimpossiblethatyoushouldliveintheworld,andbeseen,beknownasyouare,andmusthavebeenseenandknown,andnotlongsincelearnedthepoweryoupossessoverthehappinessofhundreds。"

ThoughCharlottewassimple,unsuspecting,pure,andextremelymodest,shewasfarfromdull——shewasnotnowtolearnthedifferencebetweenthelanguageofordinarytriflingandgeneralcompliment,andthattowhichshenowlistened,andwhich,howevervague,wasstillsoparticularastoinducehertoremainsilent。Thelooksandmanneroftheyouthfulfemale,atthatmoment,wouldhavebeenastudytothosewholovetodwellonthebetterandpurerbeingsofcreation。Shewassilent,aswehavealreadyremarked,becauseshecouldmakenoanswertoaspeechthateithermeanteverythingornothing。Theslighttingethatusuallywasseatedonhercheekspreadingoveritswholesurfacelikethefaintestglowofsunsetblending,bymellowdegrees,withthesurroundingclouds,washeightenedtorichness,andevendiffuseditselflikeareflection,acrossherpolishedforehead,becauseshebelievedshewasabouttolistentoadeclarationthatheryearsandhereducationunitedtotellherwasnevertoapproachfemaleearswithoutslightlytrespassingonthedelicacyofhersex。Hermildblueeyes,beamingwiththeglowonherface,roseandfellfromthecarpettothecountenanceofDelafield,butchieflydweltinopencharity,andpossiblyinanxiety,onhisown。Infact,therewasthrownaroundherwholeair,suchatouchofexquisiteandshrinkingdelicacy,soblendedwithfeelingbenevolence,andeventenderinterest,thatitwasnowonderthataman,handsometoperfection,young,intelligent,andrich,mistookherfeelings。

"Pardonme,MissHenley,"hecried,andtheapologywasunconsciouslypaidtothecommandingpurityanddignityofherair,"ifIoversteptherulesofdecorum,andhastentodeclarethatwhichI

knowyearsoftrialwouldhardlyjustifymysaying;

butyourbeauty,yourgrace,your————your————whereshallIfindwordstoexpressit?——yourloveliness,yes,thatmeanseverything——yourlovelinesshasnotbeenseenwithimpunity。"

Thismighthavedoneverywellforasuddenandunprepareddeclaration;butbeingalittleindefinite,itfailedtoextractareply,hislistenergivingarespectful,and,attimes,aratherembarrassingattentiontowhathewastoadd。Afterashortpause,theyouth,whofoundwordsasheproceeded,andwithwhom,aswithallothers,thefirstspeechwasthemostdifficult,continued——

"Ihaveknownyoubutashorttime,MissHenley;

buttoseeyouonceistoseeyoualways。Yousmile,MissHenley,butgivemeleavetohopethattimeandassiduitywillenablemetobringyoutosuchastateoffeeling,thatinsomedegree,youmayknowhowtoappreciatemysensations。"

"IfIsmile,Mr。Delafield,"saidCharlotteinalowbutdistinctvoice,"itisnotatyou,butatmyself。I,whohavebeenforseventeenyearsconstantlywithCharlotteHenley,findeachdaysomethingnewinher,nottoadmire,buttoreprehend。"Shepausedamoment,andthenadded,smilingmostsweetlyasshespoke,"Iwillnotaffecttomisunderstandyou,Mr。Delafield;yourlanguageisnotveryintelligible,butitissuchthatIamsureyouwouldnotusetomeifyouwerenotserious,anddidnotfeel,orratherthinkyoufeelwhatyouutter。"

"ThinkIfeel?"heechoed。"Don’tIknowit?CanI

bemistakeninmyownsentiments?Imaybemisledinyours——mayhaveflatteredmyselfwithbeingabletoaccomplishthatatsomedistantday,whichyourobduracymaydenyme,butinmyownfeelingsIcannotbemistaken。"

"Notwheretheyaresoverynew;nay,donotstartsoeagerly——wheretheyMUSTbesoverynew。

Surelyyourfancyonlyleadsyoutosaysomuch,andto-morrow,ornextday,yourfancy,unlessencouragedbyyoutodwellonmyunworthyself,willleadyouelsewhere。"

"Now,MissHenley,whatImostadmireinyourcharacterisitslovelyingenuousness,itssimplicity,itsHEART;andIwillownIdidnotexpectsuchananswertoaquestionput,likemine,insincerityandtruth。"

"IfIhavefailedtoansweranyquestionyouhaveputtome,Mr。Delafield,itisbecauseIamunconsciousthananywasasked;andifIhavedisplayeddisengenuousness,wantofsimplicity,orwantoffeeling,ithasbeenunintentional,Idoassureyou;andonlyprovesthatIcanbeguiltyoferrors,withouttheirbeingdetectedbyonewhohasknownmesolongandsointimately。"

"Myimpetuosityhasdeceivedmeanddistressedyou,"saidDelafield——"IwouldhavesaidthatIloveyouardently,passionately,andconstantly,andshallforeverloveyou。Ishouldhaveaskedyourpermissiontosayallthistoyourparents,toentreatthemtopermitmetoseeyouoften,toaddressyou;and,ifitwerenotimpossible,tohopethatintimetheywouldconsenttointrustmewiththeirgreatesttreasure,andthatyouwouldnotopposetheirdecree。"

"Thisiscertainlyaskingmanyquestionsinabreath,"saidCharlottesmiling,butwithouteitherironyortriumph;"andwereitnotforthatword,breath,Ishouldexperiencesomeuneasinessatwhatyousay;Ifindgreatsatisfaction,Mr。

Delafield,inreflectingthatouracquaintanceisnotaweekold。"

"Aweekistimeenoughtolearntoadoresuchabeingasyouare,MissHenley,thoughanagewouldnotsufficetodojusticetoyourmerits。Say,haveI

yourpermissiontospeaktoyourfather?Idonotaskyouyettoreturnmyaffection——nay,IquestionifyoucaneverloveasIdo。"

"Perhapsnot,"saidCharlotte;"Icanloveenoughtofeelagreatanddeepinterestinthosewhoaredeartome,butIneveryethaveexperiencedsuchemotions,asyoudescribe——Ibelieve,inthisparticular,youhaveformedajustopinionofme,Mr。Delafield;Isuspectsuchpassionsarenotinthecompassofmyfeelings。"

"Theyare,theymustbe,MissHenley:allowmetoseeyouoften,tospeaktoyourfather,andatleasttohope——mayInothopethatintimeyouwilllearntothinkmeamantobetrustedwithyourhappinessasyourhusband?"

ThequietwhichhadgovernedthemannerofCharlotteduringthisdialogue,wassensiblyaffectedbythisappeal,andforashorttimesheappearedtoomuchembarrassedtoreply。Duringthisinterval,Delafieldgazedonher,indelight;forwiththesanguinefeelingsofyouth,heinterpretedeverysymptomofemotioninhisownfavour。

Finding,however,thatshewasdistressedforareply,herenewedhissuit——

"ThoughIhaveknownyoubutafewdays,IfeelasifIhadknownyouforyears。Thereare,Ibelieve,MissHenley,spiritsintheworldwhocommunewitheachotherimperceptibly,whoseemformedforeachother,andwhoknowandloveeachotherasbyinstinct。"

"Ihavenopretensionstobelongtothatclass,"

saidCharlotte;"Imustknowwelltolovealittle,butItrustIfeelkindsentimentstothewholehumanrace。"

"Ah,youdonotknowyourself。YouhavelivedallyourlifeintheneighbourhoodofthatMr。Mortonwhojustwentout,andyoufeelpityforhisillness。

Hedoesindeedlookveryill——butyouhaveyettolearnwhatitistolove。Iaskthehighfavourofbeingpermittedtoattempttheofficeof——of——of——"

"Ofteachingme!"saidCharlottewithasmile。"

{sic}

"No——thatwordistoopresumptuous——toocoarse——"

"Hearme,Mr。Delafield,"saidMissHenleyafterashortpause,duringwhichsheseemedtohaveexperiencedsomedeepandperhapspainfulemotions——"Icannotundertaketogiveyouareasonformyconduct——verypossiblyIhavenogoodone;

butIfeelthatIshouldbedoingyouinjusticebyencouragingwhatyouarepleasedtocallhopes——I

wishtobeunderstoodnow,assayingthatIcannotconsenttoyourexpectingthatIshouldeverbecomeyourwife。"

Delafieldwascertainlyastonishedatthisrefusal,whichwasgiveninthatstill,decidedmannerthatadmitsoflittleopposition。Hehadlongbeenaccustomedtoapprehendasuddenacceptance,andhadbeeninthehabitofstrictlyguardingbothhismannerandhislanguage,lestsomethingthathedidorsaidmightjustifyexpectationsthatwouldhavebeenoutofhispowertofulfil;butnow,when,forthefirsttime,hehadventuredadirectoffer,hemetwitharejectionthatpossessedallthecharacteristicsofsincerity,hewas,intruth,utterlyastounded。Aftertakingasufficienttimetocollectinsomedegreehisfaculties,hecametotheconclusionthathehadbeentooprecipitate,andhadurgedthesuittoofar,andtoohastily。

"Suchmaybeyoursentimentsnow,MissHenley,"

hesaid,"butyoumayalterthemintime:youarenotcalledonforadefiniteanswer。"

"Ifnotbyyou,Iambytruth,Mr。Delafield。Itwouldbewrongtoleadyoutoexpectwhatcannever——"

"Never?"saidDelafield——"youcannotspeaksodecidedly。"

"Ido,indeedIdo,"returnedCharlottefirmly。

"Ihavenotdeceivedmyselfinbelievingyoutobedisengaged,MissHenley?"

"Youhavearighttorequireadefiniteanswertoyourquestions,Mr。Delafield;butyouhavenorighttoexactmyreasonsfordecliningyourveryflatteringoffer——Iamyoung,veryyoung——butIknowwhatisduetomyselfandtomysex——"

"Byheavens!mysuspicionistrue——youarealreadybetrothed!"

"ItwouldbeeasytosayNOtothatassertion,sir,"

addedCharlotte,rising;"butyourrighttoareasoninamatterwhereinclinationissomaterial,isexactlythesameasmyrightwouldbetoaskyouwhyyoudidnotaddressme。Ithankyouforthepreferenceyouhaveshownme,Mr。Delafield。I

havenotsolittleofthewomanaboutme,nottorememberitalwayswithgratitude;butItellyouplainlyandfirmly,foritisnecessarythatIshoulddoso——Inevercanconsenttoreceiveyourproposals。"

"Iunderstandyou,madam——Iunderstandyou,"saidtheyoungmanwithanoffendedair;"youwishmyabsence——nay,MissHenley,hearmefurther。"

"Nofurther,Mr。Delafield,"interruptedCharlotte,advancingtohimwithakind,butunembarrassedair,andofferingherhand——"wepartfriendsatleast;

butIthink,nowweknoweachother’ssentiments,wehadbetterseparate。"

Thegentlemanseizedthehandsheoffered,andkisseditmorewiththeairofalover,thanofanoffendedman,andlefttheroom。Afewminutesafterhehadgone,MissOsgoodre-appeared。

CHAPTERIV。

NOTWITHSTANDINGtheearnestinjunctionthatMariahadgiventoMr。Delafieldtocontinuewhereshelefthim,untilherreturn,sheexpressednosurpriseatnotfindinghimintheroom。Thecountenanceofthisyoungladyexhibitedadrollmixtureofplayfulmirthandsadness;sheglancedhereyesoncearoundtheapartment,andperceivingitwasoccupiedonlybyherfriend,shesaid,laughing——

"Well,Charlotte,whenisittobe?IthinkIretiredinverygoodseason。"

"Perhapsyoudid,Maria,"returnedtheother,withoutraisingherfacefromthereflectingattitudeinwhichshestood——"Ibelieveitisallverywell。"

"Well!youlittlephilosopher——Ishouldthinkitwasexcellent——that——thatis——ifIwereinyourplace。I

suspectedthisfromthemomentyoumet。"

"Whathaveyoususpected,Maria?——whatisityouimaginehasoccurred?"

"What!whySeymourDelafieldhasbeenstammering——thenhelookeddoleful——thenhesighed——thenhehemmed——thenhesaidyouwereanangel——nay,youneednotlookprudish,andaffecttodenyit;hegotasfarasthatbeforeIlefttheroom——thenheturnedtoseeifIwerenotcomingbackagaintosurprisehim——thenhefellonhisknees——thenhestretchedouthishandsomehand——

itistoohandsomeforaman’shand!——andsaidtakeit,takeme,takemyname,andtakemythreehundredthousanddollars!——Nowdon’tdenyasyllableofittillItellyouranswer。"

Charlottesmiled,andtakingherwork,quietlyseatedherselfathertablebeforeshereplied——

"YougothroughCupid’sexercisesodexterously,Maria,oneisledtosuspectyouhaveseensomeservice。"

"Notundersuchanofficer,girl!Ah!ColonelDelafield,orGeneral——no,FieldMarshalDelafield,isanofficerthatmightteach"——asMissOsgoodspokewithshortinterruptionsbetweenherepithets,asifinsearchofproperterms,shedweltamomentonthelastwordinsuchamannerastogiveitaparticularemphasis——Charlottestarted,moreperhapsfromthemannerthantheexpression,andturningherglowingfacetowardsherfriend,shecriedinvoluntarily——

"Isitpossiblethatyoucouldhaveoverheard——"

"What?"

"Nothing——whatnonsense!"

"Letmetellyou,MissPrude,itisinsuchnonsense,however,thatthehappinessormiseryofuspoorsportsoffortune,calledwomen,inagreatmeasurebloomsorfades——nowthatIcallpoetical!——butforyouranswer:firstyousaid——indeed,Mr。Delafield,thisisSOunexpected——-thoughyouknewwellenoughwhatwascoming——thenyoublushedasyoudidalittlewhileago,andsaidIamsoyoung——I——

ambutpoorseventeen——thenhesworeyouwereseventy——no,no,——buthesaidyouareoldenoughtobehisrulingstar——hisdestiny——hisidol——hisobjectofWORSHIP——ha!Idohittherightepithetnowandthen。Well——thenyousaidyouhadparents,asifthepoormandidnotknowthatalready,andthattheymustbeconsulted;andhedesiredyoutoaskthewholecity——hedefiedthemalltosayaughtagainsthim——hewasregularatchurch——subscribedtothewidow’ssociety,andtheassembly;andinshort,wascalleda’good’youngman,eveninWall-

street。"

"Allthisisveryamusing,Maria——but——"

"Itisallverytrue。Thenhewaspressing,andyouwerecoy,untilfinallyheextortedyourdefinitiveanswer,whichwas——"Mariapaused,andseemedtobeintenselystudyingthelooksoftheother——MissHenleysmiledassheturnedherplacid,ingenuousfeaturestohergaze,andcontinuedtheconversationbyrepeating,"Whichwas?"

"NO;irretrievable——unanswerable——unalterableNO。"

"Ihavenotauthorizedyoutosuspectanypartofthisrhapsodytobetrue——Ihavenotsaidyouwererightinasingleparticular。"

"Excuseme,MissHenley,youhavesaidall,andSeymourDelafieldtoldmethesameaswepassedeachotheratthestreetdoor。"

"Isitpossible!"

"Itcouldnotbeotherwise。Hismouthwasshut,itistrue,andhistonguemighthavebeeninhispocket,foranythingIknow:buthiseyesandhishead,hiswalk,andevenhisnoseweredowncast,andspokemortification。Ontheotherhand,yourlittlebodylooksaninchhigher,youreyeslookresolute,asmuchastosay,’Avaunt,falseone!

yourwholeappearanceisthatofdetermineddenial,mingled——"

"Mingledwithwhat,trifler?"

"Mingledwithalittlesecret,woman’spride,thatyouhavehadanopportunityofshowingyourabsolutecharacter。"

"Youknowthesefeelingsfromexperience,doyou?"

"Nochild,myverynatureischarity;iftherequesthadbeenmadetome,Ishouldhavesentthedespondingyouthtomyfather,andifherefused,tomymother——"

"Andifsherefused?"

"WhythenIshouldhavesaid,twonegativesmakeanaffirmative。"

Charlottelaughed,andinthismannertheseriousexplanationwhich,betweenfriendssointimatemighthavebeenexpected,wasavoided。Maria,atthesametime,thatshefellandmanifestedadeepinterestintheTETE-A-TETEthatshehadpromoted,alwaysavoidedanythinglikeagraveexplanation,andwehavefailedingivingthedesiredviewofthecharacterofMissHenley,ifourreadersdeemitprobablethatshewouldevertouchonthesubjectvoluntarily。

Thewinterpassedbyintheordinarymannerinwhichotherwinterspassinthisclimate,beingamixtureofmild,delightfuldays,clearsky,andinvigoratingsun,andofintense,cold,rawwinds,andsnowstorms。ThetwolatterseemedtotrytheconstitutionofpoorGeorgeMortontotheutmost。

Theseverecoldthathetookinhischaritableexcursionlingeredabouthimthroughthecoldmonths,andbeforethegenialwarmthofMayoccurredtorelievehim,hisphysicianspronouncedthathislungswereirremediablyaffected。Duringtheperiodofdoubtandapprehensionwhichprecededtheannunciationofthisopinion,andofdistressandagonywhichsucceededit,thefamilyofMr。Henleywarmlysympathizedinthefeelingsoftheirneighbours。ThelongintimacythathadexistedbetweenGeorgeandCharlotteandtheirparents,removedallsuperfluousforms,andthelatterpassedagreatdealofhertimewithMrs。

Morton,orbythesideoftheinvalid。Herpresencegavehimsuchmanifestandlivelypleasure,thatitwouldhavebeencrueltohavedeniedhimwhattheotherappearedtograntspontaneously。CharlottehadgraduallywithdrawnherselffromsocietyastheillnessofGeorgeincreased,andhisdangerbecamemoreapparent;andattheexpirationofthemonthofApril,shewasseldomvisibletothosewhoarecalledtheworld,withtheexceptionoftheimmediateconnexionsofherfamily,andherfriendMaria0sgood。InthebeginningofMaybothMr。

Mortonandhisneighbourwithdrewtotheircountryhouses,andthustheretirementfromtheworldandtheintercoursebetweenthetwofamiliesbecamemorecomplete。

DelafieldhadmadeoneortwoeffortstorenewhisaddressestoCharlotte,butfindingthemineveryinstancefirmly,thoughmildlyrejected,heendeavouredtodiscoversuchimperfectionsintheobjectofhisregardasmightjustifyhimindislikingher。Themorehereflectedonherconduct,however,themorehebecamesensibleoftheproprietyandsimplicityofherdeportment;andhadnottheimpressionshehadmadeontheyoungmanproceededratherfromtheeffectonhisfancy,thanfromhavingtouchedhisheart,theconsequencesofhisconvictionofherpurityandtruthmighthavebeenmorelastinganddeplorable。Asitwas,hisheatedimaginationgraduallyceasedtoglowwiththebeautiesofanimagethatwas,howeverperfectinitself,extravagantlycolouredbyhisownyouthfulimagination,andintime,ifhethoughtatallofCharlotteHenley,hethoughtofherasabeautifulobject,itistrue,butasofonethatbroughtsomewhatmortifyingreflectionsalongwithit。Thismightnothavebeenmanlyorgenerous,perhaps,butwebelieveitisthemannerinninecasesoutofteninwhichsuchsuddenemotionsexpire,especiallyiftheardouroftheyouthhasprecipitatedadeclarationthatthemorechastenedfeelingsofthedamselarenotyetpreparedtoreciprocate。WhiletheimageofCharlottewasstilllingeringinhismind,hewasinthehabitofvisitingMariaOsgoodalmostdaily,toaskquestionsabouther,andperhapswithasecretexpectationoftheirmeetingheratthehouseofherfriend。ThegaytriflingofMissOsgoodaidedgreatlybothincoolinghisspleenandremovinghismelancholy,tillinthecourseofamonthheevenproceededsofarastomakehertheconfidantofwhatshealreadyknew,thoughonlybyconjectureandinference。Delafieldatthistimewassourgent,andsecretlysodeterminedtoprevail,inorderthathisprideifnothisaffectionsmightbesoothed,thatinanunguardedmomentheinducedtheinconsiderateMariatobetray,wewillnotsaytheconfidenceofherfriend,butsuchfactsascouldonlyhavecometoherknowledgebytheintimacyofunaffectedassociation。IftherewereanythingtoextenuatethisbreachofdecorumbyMaria,itwasthemannerinwhichitwaseffected。MissOsgoodhadjustreturnedfromoneofherfrequentvisitstothevillaofMr。Henley,whenDelafieldmadehiscustomarymorningcall:theabsenceofMaria,andtheobjectofhervisit,hadbeenwellknowntohim,andasitwasatimewhenhebegantospeakofMissHenleywithoutmuchemotion,andbutlittlelove,hecouldnotavoidyieldingsofartohispiqueastoexpresshimselfasfollows:

"So,MissMaria,youhavejustreturnedfrompayinganothervisittoyourbeautifullittlefriendwithoutanyheart。"

"Mylittlefriendwithoutanyheart!Ofwhomdoyouspeak?andwhatdoyoumean!"

"IspeakofMissCharlotteHenley,thenun,——shewhohasallofheavenaboutherbutitslove——thatbrilliantcasketwithoutitsjewels——thatwoman——

yes,thatYOUNGwomanwithoutanyheart。"

"Uponmyword,sir,thisisaveryprettypoemyouhavebeenreciting!butinmyopinion,yourconclusioniswrong。Assherefusedtogiveyouherheart,itisthemoreprobablethatshehasityetinthatbrilliantcasketyouspeakof——"

"No——sheneverhadone。Shewantsthegreatestcharmthatnaturecangivetoawoman——awarm,grateful,andaffectionateheart。"

"Andpray,sir,"saidMaria,bendinghereyesinquisitivelytowardtheyouth,"ifshewantit,whathasshedonewithit!"

"Sheneverhadone,MissOsgood。Iwillgrantyouthatsheislovely,exquisitelylovely!pure,gentle,amiable,everyepithetyoumaywishtoapply,thatindicatesnothingbutacquiredexcellence:butastonaturalfeelings,sheisascoldasanicicle——inshortsheisdestituteofHEART——thethingofallothersI

mostprizeinawoman,andforwhichIadmireyousomuch。"

Marialaughed,butshecolouredalso。Ithadlongbeenobvioustoherself,andtotheworldtoo,thatDelafieldsoughthersociety,nowthathewasnotadmittedatMr。Henley’s,muchmorethanthatofmyotheryoungwomaninthecity;butshethoughtthatshewellunderstoodthesecretreasonforthispreference,thoughtheworldmightnot。Howgratifyingthisspeechwastothefeelingsofthegaygirl,thesequelofourtalemustshow。Theyoungmanhoweverdidnotjudgehertoofavourably,whenhesupposedhertopossessthosekindredsensationsthatuniteuswithourfellow-

beings,andhemighthaveaddedagooddealofgenerositytothecatalogueofhervirtues。Afterapauseofamomentshereplied——

"IsupposeImustthankyou,Delafield,fortheprettycomplimentyouhavejustpaidme,butIamsounusedtothissortofthing,thatIreallyfeelasbashfulassweetfifteen,thoughIamatmaturetwenty。"

"ThatisbecauseyouDOfeel,MissOsgood;ImighthavesaidasmuchtoCharlotteHenleywithoutexcitingtheleastemotioninher,orofevenbringingonetingeofthatbrightblushoverherfeatureswhichmakesyoulooksohandsome。"

"Mercy!mercy!havemercy,Ientreatyou,"criedMaria,avertingherface,"orIshallsoonbeasredasthecook。ButIcannot,Iwillnotconsenttohearmyfriendtraducedinsuchamanner;sofarfromwantingfeeling,CharlotteHenleyisallheart。Touseyourownlanguage,"sheadded,turninghereyestowardshimarchly,"itisforherheartthatI

mostloveher。"

"Youdeceiveyourself。Earlyattachment,andlongassociation,andyourowngenerous,warmfeelingsdeceiveyou。Sheisaccustomedtoshowgentleandkindcivilitiestoallaroundher,andyoumistakehabitforaffection。"

"Sheisaccustomedtodoallthat,Iown;buttodoitinamannerthataddstoitsvaluebyhersimpleunaffectedfeelings。Sheisnot,Imustacknowledge,likecertainpeopleofmyacquaintance,abundleoftindertotakefireateverysparkthatapproaches,butshelovesallsheshouldlove,andIfearshelovesonetoowellthatsheshouldnotlove。"

"Loveonethatsheshouldnotlove?"criedDelafield:"what,isherheartthenengagedtoanother!IsitpossiblethatMissHenley,thecold,prudishMissHenley,canindulgeanimproperattachmentafterall?"

"Mr。Delafield,"saidMissOsgood,gravely,"IamnotapttobetraywhatIoughttoconceal,althoughIamthegiddycreaturethatIseem。ButIhavespokenunguardedly,andmustexplain:inthefirstplace,IwouldnothaveyousupposethatCharlotteHenleyandItalkofourheartsandourloverstoeachother,liketwogirlsataboardingschool。IfI

knowthatshehassuchathingasaheartatall,itisnotfromherselfbutfrommyownobservation;

andasforlovers,thoughshemayhavehaddozensforanythingIknow,toMEtheyareabsolutelystrangers。——Don’tinterruptme,Iamnotbeggingone。AfterthisexplanationIwillsay,trusting,Delafieldentirelyinyourhonour,whichIdobelieveyoutopossessinahigh——"

"Youmay——youmay,"interruptedtheyoungmaneagerly:"Iwillneverbetrayyourconfidence——youmighttrustyourselftomyhonourandgoodfaith——"

"Iwishyouwouldnotbebringingyourselfandmyselfconstantlyintotheconversation,"saidthelady,compressingherlipstoconcealasmile;"wearetalkingofCharlotteHenley,andofheronly。ShewasbroughtupinthedailyhabitofseeingmuchofGeorgeMorton,who,Ibelieve,evenyouwillownhasaheart,foritwillcosthimhislife。"

"Hislife!"

"Ifearso;nay,itiswithouthope。Thecoldhetookincarryingthepoorsufferertothehospitallastwinterhasthrownhimintoadecline。IdobelievethatCharlotteHenleyisfondofhim;butmind,Idonotsaythatsheisinlove——ifappearstobelessofpassionthanofintenseaffection。"

"Yes,suchasshewouldfeelforabrother。"

"Shehasnobrother。Idonotintendtodefinethepassions:butIdobelievethatifheweretoliveandofferhimself,shewouldmarryhim,andmakehimsuchawifeasanymanmightenvy。"

"What!doyouthinksheloveshimunasked,andyetrefusemewhobeggedherhandlikeherslave。"

"Itisnotunasked;hehasknownherallherlife——

hasevershownapreferenceforher——hasbeenkindtoherandtoallothersinherpresence——hehaslonganticipatedherwishes,intrifles,and——and——inshort,hehasdonejustwhatheoughttodo,togainherlove。"

"ThenyouthinkIerredinthemannerinwhichI

mademyadvances?"

"Youradvances,asyoucallthem,wouldhavesucceededwithninegirlsinten,thoughnotwithMissHenley——besides,youaretoolate。"

"Certainlynottoolatewhennodeclarationhadbeenmadebyanyother。"

"Iamnotabouttodiscusstheproprietiesofcourtshipwithyou,Mr。Delafield,"criedMaria,laughingandrisingfromherchair。"Come,letuswalk;itisasintoshutourselvesuponsuchamorning。Thesubjectmustnowhechangedandthescenetoo。"

Heacceptedherchallenge,andtheyproceededthroughthestreetstogether;butsheevadedeverysubsequentattempthemadetorenewthediscourse。Perhapsshefeltthatshehadgonetoofar——perhapstherewassomethinginitthatwaspainfultoherownfeelings。

Theexplanation,however,hadagreattendencytodestroytheremainsofwhatDelafieldmistookforlove。InsteadofhavinghisaffectionsseriouslyengagedinashortintercoursewithMissHenley,ourreadersmayeasilyperceivethatitwasnothingbuthisimaginationthatwasexcited,andwhichhadkepthisbrainfilledwithimagesstillmorelovelythantheoriginal:butnowthatthewanfeaturesofGeorgeMortonwereconstantlybroughtintothepicturebythesideofthedeityhehadworshipped,thecontemplationofthesefanciedbeautiesbecomehourlylesspleasant,andinashorttimeheceasedtodwellonthesubjectaltogether。

Aconsequence,however,grewoutofhisshort-livedinclination,thatwasasunlookedforbyhimselfasbytheothersinterestedintheresult。HebecamesomuchaccustomedtothesocietyofMariaOsgood,thatatlengthhefellitwasnecessarytohiscomfort。Tothesurpriseofthewholecity,thehandsome,rich,witty,andaccomplishedMr。

SeymourDelafielddeclaredhimselfinformbeforethespringhadexpiredtooneoftheplaindaughtersofMr。Osgood,amanwithalargefamily,andbutlittlemoney。Mariahadadifficulttasktoconcealthepleasureshefelt,asshelistenedto,notthepassionatedeclarationofheradmirer,buttohiswarmsolicitationthatshewoulduniteherdestiniestohisown。Shedidconcealit,however,andwouldonlyconsenttoreceivehisvisitsforatime,ontheconditionthathewasnottoconsiderherasatallengagedbythepermission。

CHAPTERV。

WHILEsuchhappyprospectswereopeningonthefuturelifeofherfriend,thetimeofCharlotteHenleywasverydifferentlyoccupiedinthecountry。

Thereis,however,atendencyinyouthtorisewitheventsthatdoesnotreadilyadmitofdepression,andthedisorderofGeorgeMortonwasoneofallothersthemostflatteringwhennearitsclose。Eventhemorematureexperienceofhisparentswasmisledbythedeceptivesymptomsthathiscomplaintassumedinthecommencementofsummer。Theywhosofondlyhopedtheresult,begantobelievethatyouthandtheblandairsofJunewereovercomingtheinexorableenemy。Thatthestrengthoftheyoungmanlessenedwitheverysucceedingday,wasaneventtobeexpectedfromhislowdietandprotractedconfinement;buthisbrighteningeyes,andtheflittingcolourthatwouldattimesaddtotheirfieryradiance,broughttotheyouthfulCharlottethemostheartfelt,thoughsecret,rapture。Thisstatebetweenrevivinghopeandmomentarydespondencyhadprevailedforseveralweeks,whentheaffectionategirlenteredanapartmentthatcommunicatedwithGeorge’sownroom,whereshefoundtheinvalidrecliningonasetteeapparentlydeeplycommuningwithhimself。

Hewasalone;andhisappearance,aswellastheheavensandtheearth,unitedtoencouragethesanguineexpectationofthepureheartthatthrobbedsoardentlywhenitsownerwitnessedanyfavourablechangeinthecountenanceoftheyoungman。Thewindowswereraised,andthebalmyairofaJunemorningplayedthroughtheapartment,lendinginrealityanelasticvigourtothedecayingorgansofthesickyouth。Thetingeinhischeekswasheightenedbythemellowglowofthesun’sraysastheyshonethroughthemediumoftherose-

colouredcurtainsofthewindow,andCharlottethoughtsheoncemorebeheldthereturningcolourofhealthwhereithadbeensolongabsent。

"Howmuchbetteryouappearthismorning,George,"shecried,inavoicewhosemelodywasevenheightenedbyitsgaiety。"Weshallsoonhaveyouamongusoncemore,andthen,heedlessone,bewarehowyoutrifleagainwiththatbestofheaven’sgifts,yourhealth。Oh,thisisablessedclimate!oursummeratoneswithitsmildnessforthedrearinessandperilsofourwinter;ithasevengivenmeacolour,pale-faceasIam——Icanfeelitburnonmycheek。"

Heraisedhisheadfromitsmusingpositionatthefirstsoundsofhervoice,andsmiledfaintly,andwithanexpressionofanguish,assheproceeded;

butwhenshehadended,andtakenherseatnearhim,stillkeepinghereyesonhisvaryingcountenance,hetookherhandintohisownbeforehereplied。Agooddealsurprisedathismanner,andatthisact,whichexceededtheusualfamiliarityofeventheiraffectionateintercourse,thecolour,ofwhichMissHenleyhadbeensoplayfullyboasting,changedonceortwicewithrapidtransitions。

"SeemIsowell,dearCharlotte?"heatlengthsaidinalow,tremulous,andhollowvoice,"seemIsowell?Ibelieveyouareright,andthatIshallshortlybebetter——muchbetter。"

"Whatmeanyou,George?feelyouanyworse?haveIdisturbedyouwithmypresenceandmythoughtlessgaiety?"

Theyoungmansmiledagain,buttheexpressionofhisfacewasnolongermingledwithalookofanguish;itwasakindbenevolentgleamofgratitudeandaffectionwhichcrossedhisghastlyfeatures,likearayofsunshineenliveningthegloomofadayinwinter。

"Youdisturbme,Charlotte!"heanswered,hisveryvoicetremblingasifinsympathywithhisframe:"I

dobelievebutforyouIshouldhavebeenlongsinceinmygrave。"

"No,no,George,thisistoomelancholyathemeforusbothjustnow;letustalkofyourreturninghealth。"

Hepressedherhandtohisheartbeforehereplied——

"Myhealthwillneverreturn;Iamlosttothisworld;

andinfactatthismomentIproperlybelongtoanotherinmybody:wouldtoGodthatIwaspurelysoinfeelingsalso。"

"Surely,George,youarealarmingyourselfunnecessarily。"

"Iamnotalarmed,"hereplied;"Ihavetoolongforeseenthisevent,tofeelalarmedatmyapproachingdissolution——no,forthat,blessedbemyGodandmyRedeemer,Iaminsomedegreeprepared;butIfeelitimpossibletoshakeoffthefeelingsofthislifewhilethepulsecontinuestobeat,andyettheemotionsInowexperiencemustbeinsomemeasurealliedtoheaven;theyarenotimpure,theyarenotselfish;nothingcanpartakeofeither,dearCharlotte,whereyourimageisconnectedwiththethoughtsofafutureworld。"

"Oh,George!talknotsogloomily,socruelly,thismorning——yourwholecountenancecontradictsyourmelancholyspeech,andyouarebetter——indeedyouare;——youmustbebetter。"

"Yes,Iambetter,Iamnearlywell,"returnedtheyouth,pausingamoment,whileastruggleofthemostpainfulinterestseemedtoengrosshisthoughts。Asitpassedaway,hedrewhishandfeeblyacrosshisclammybrow,and,smilingfaintly,resumedhisspeech,——"onthebrinkofthegrave,atamomentwhenallthoughtsofmemustbeconnectedwiththeimageofdeath,therecannolongerbeanynecessityforsilence。Youhavebeenkindtous,dearMissHenley,asyouarekindtoall;

buttomeyoursympathyhasbeentreblydear,forithasbroughtwithitaconsolationandpleasurethatyoubutlittleimagine。"

MissHenleyraisedhertearfuleyesfromthefloortohiswanfeatures,thatnowappearedilluminedwithmorethanhumanfires,andherpalelipsquivered,buthervoicewasinaudible。

"Yes,Charlotte,Imaynowspeakwithoutinjustice,orthefearofbeingselfish:Ihavelonglovedyou——

howtenderly,howpurely,nonecaneverknow;butcouldI,withacertaintyofmyfatebeforemyeyes,withtheknowledgethatmydayswerenumbered,andthatthesunofmylifecouldneverreachitsmeridian,wooyoutomylove,tomakeyoumiserable!No,dearest!yourgentleheartwillmournthebrotherandthefriendtoomuchforitsownpeace;itneedednotthestingofastrongergrief。"

"George,George,"sobbedtheconvulsedgirl,"thinknotofme;speaknotofme——ifitcancheeryouatsuchamomenttoknowhowmuchyouarevaluedbyme,nocoldreserveshallbefoundonmypart。"

Theyoungmanstarted,andfastenedhiseyesonherfacewithanindefinablelookofdelightmingledwithsorrow。

"Charlotte!"heexclaimed,"doIheararight?amI

somiserable!amIsohappy!repeatthosewords——

quick——myeyesgrowdim——mysensesdeceiveme。"

"Live,GeorgeMorton,"saidCharlottefirmly:"youarebetter——yourwholefacebespeaksit;andifthetendercareofanaffectionatewifecanpreserveyourhealth,youshalllongliveablessingtoallwholoveyou。"

AsCharlotteuttered,thusingenuously,herpureattachment,theyouthextendedhishandtowardsherblindly。Shegavehimherown,whichhedrewtohisheart,andfoldedtohisbosomwithawarmpressureforaninstant,whenhisholdrelaxed,hisformdroppingbackwardonthesofa,andinthatattitudeheexpiredwithoutastruggle。

Weshallnotdwellonthemelancholyscenethatfollowed。AtthefuneralofGeorgeMortonMissHenleywasnottobeseen,norwasitgenerallyunderstoodthattheyoungpeoplehadbeenconnectedintheclosesttiesoffeeling。Shemadenodisplayofhergriefinherdress,unlesstheslighttestimonialsofafewbrightribbandsonthevirginwhiteofherrobecouldbecalledsuch,andtherumourthatwasatfirstpropagatedoftheirbeingengagedtoeachotherwasdiscredited,becausethetracesofsorrowwerenotparticularlyvisibleintheattireofMissHenley。Whentheseasonofgaietyreturned,sheappearedasusualinherplaceinsociety。Thoughhercheekswereseldomenrichedwiththefaintglowthatoncerenderedhersobeautiful,andshewaslessdazzlinginherappearance,yet,ifpossible,shewasmorelovelyandattractive。Inthecourseofthewinter,severalgentlemenapproachedherwiththeevidentintentionofofferingtheirhands。Theiradvanceswerereceivedwithgreaturbanity,butinmostinstanceswiththatunembarrassedmannerthatisfataltohope。Oneofheradmirers,however,perseveredsofarastosolicitherhand:thedenialwasmild,butresolute;likemostyoungmenwhothinktheirhappinessdependentonalady’ssmile,hewishedtoknowifhehadasuccessfulrival。Hewasassuredhehadnot。HiscuriosityevenwentsofarastoinquireifMissHenleyhadabjuredmatrimony。Theanswerwasasimple,unaffectednegative。Amazedathisownwantofsuccess,theyouththenintimatedhisintentionofmakingafutureapplicationforherfavour。

Inthemeantime,SeymourDelafield,aftercastingonelonging,lingeringlookatMissHenley,becamethehusbandofherfriend,andmadethefourteenthintheprolificfamilyoftheOsgoods,wherehiswealthwasnotlessagreeabletotheparents,thanhispersontothedaughter。

Manyyearshaverolledbysincetheoccurrenceoftheseevents,andMissHenleycontinuesthesameineverythingbutappearance。Thefreshnessofherbeautyhasgivenplacetoalookofintelligence。

anddelicacythatseemsgraduallyfittingherforherlastandmostimportantchange。ThenameofGeorgeMortonisneverheardtopassherlips。Mrs。

Delafielddeclaresittobeasubjectthatsheneverdarestoapproach,norinherrepeatedrefusalsofmatrimonialoffershasCharlotteeverbeenknowntoalludetothedesolationofherownheart。Herfatherisdead;buttohermotherMissHenleyhasinagreatmeasuresuppliedhisloss。Withherfriendssheisalwayscheerful,andapparentlyhappy,thoughtheinnocentgaietyofherchildhoodissensiblychecked,andtherearemomentsthatbetraytheexistenceofagriefthatisonlythemoredurable,becauseitislessviolent。Inshort,shelivesapatternforhersex,unfetteredbyanyromanticandfoolishpledges,dischargingallthenaturaldutiesofheryearsandstationinanexemplarymanner,butunwillingtoincuranynewones,becauseshehasbutoneheart,andthatwaslongsincegivenwithitspurity,sincerity,andtruth,tohimwhoisdead,andcanneverbecomethepropertyofanother。

WhenCharlotteHenleydies,althoughshemaynothavefulfilledoneoftheprincipalobjectsofherbeing,bybecomingamother,herexamplewillsurviveher;andthosewhostudyhercharacterandintegrityoffeeling,willfindenoughtoteachthemwhatpropertiesarethemostvaluableinformingthatsacredcharacter——whileherownsexcanlearnthat,thoughinthecaseofMissHenley,Providencehasdeniedthefullexerciseofherexcellences,ithasatthesametimerenderedherastrikinginstanceoffemaledignity,byexhibitingtotheworldthedifferencebetweenaffectionandcaprice,andbyshewinghowmuchimaginationisinferiortoHeart。

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