投诉 阅读记录

第4章

CHAPTERXXVII。

Pensiveshemourn’d,andhungherlanguidhead,Likeafairlilyovercharg’dwithdew。

CHARLOTTEhadnowbeenleftalmostthreemonthsapreytoherownmelancholyreflexions——sadcompanionsindeed;nordidanyonebreakinuponhersolitudebutBelcour,whoonceortwicecalledtoenquireafterherhealth,andtellherhehadinvainendeavouredtobringMontravilletohearreason;andonce,butonlyonce,washermindchearedbythereceiptofanaffectionateletterfromMrs。Beauchamp。Oftenhadshewrotetoherperfidiousseducer,andwiththemostpersuasiveeloquenceendeavouredtoconvincehimofherinnocence;buttheseletterswereneversufferedtoreachthehandsofMontraville,ortheymust,thoughontheveryeveofmarriage,havepreventedhisdesertingthewretchedgirl。

Realanguishofhearthadinagreatmeasurefadedhercharms,hercheekswerepalefromwantofrest,andhereyes,byfrequent,indeedalmostcontinuedweeping,weresunkandheavy。

Sometimesagleamofhopewouldplayaboutherheartwhenshethoughtofherparents——"Theycannotsurely,"shewouldsay,"refusetoforgiveme;orshouldtheydenytheirpardontome,theywinnothatemyinnocentinfantonaccountofitsmother’serrors。"

HowoftendidthepoormournerwishfortheconsolingpresenceofthebenevolentMrs。Beauchamp。

"Ifshewerehere,"shewouldcry,"shewouldcertainlycomfortme,andsooththedistractionofmysoul。"

Shewassittingoneafternoon,wrappedinthesemelancholyreflexions,whenshewasinterruptedbytheentranceofBelcour。Greatasthealterationwaswhichincessantsorrowhadmadeonherperson,shewasstillinteresting,stillcharming;andtheunhallowedflame,whichhadurgedBelcourtoplantdissensionbetweenherandMontraville,stillragedinhisbosom:hewasdetermined,ifpossible,tomakeherhismistress;nay,hehadevenconceivedthediabolicalschemeoftakinghertoNew-York,andmakingherappearineverypublicplacewhereitwaslikelysheshouldmeetMontraville,thathemightbeawitnesstohisunmanlytriumph。

WhenheenteredtheroomwhereCharlottewassitting,heassumedthelookoftender,consolatoryfriendship。

"AndhowdoesmylovelyCharlotte?"saidhe,takingherhand:

"IfearyouarenotsowellasIcouldwish。"

"Iamnotwell,Mr。Belcour,"saidshe,"veryfarfromit;

butthepainsandinfirmitiesofthebodyIcouldeasilybear,nay,submittothemwithpatience,weretheynotaggravatedbythemostinsupportableanguishofmymind。"

"Youarenothappy,Charlotte,"saidhe,withalookofwell-dissembledsorrow。

"Alas!"repliedshemournfully,shakingherhead,"howcanIbehappy,desertedandforsakenasIam,withoutafriendofmyownsextowhomIcanunburthenmyfullheart,nay,myfidelitysuspectedbytheverymanforwhomIhavesacrificedeverythingvaluableinlife,forwhomIhavemademyselfapoordespisedcreature,anoutcastfromsociety,anobjectonlyofcontemptandpity。"

"Youthinktoomeanlyofyourself,MissTemple:

thereisnoonewhowoulddaretotreatyouwithcontempt:

auwhohavethepleasureofknowingyoumustadmireandesteem。

Youarelonelyhere,mydeargirl;givemeleavetoconductyoutoNew-York,wheretheagreeablesocietyofsomeladies,towhomIwillintroduceyou,willdispelthesesadthoughts,andIshallagainseereturningchearfulnessanimatethoselovelyfeatures。"

"Ohnever!never!"criedCharlotte,emphatically:"thevirtuouspartofmysexwillscornme,andIwillneverassociatewithinfamy。

No,Belcour,hereletmehidemyshameandsorrow,hereletmespendmyfewremainingdaysinobscurity,unknownandunpitied,hereletmedieunlamented,andmynamesinktooblivion。"

Herehertearsstoppedherutterance。Belcourwasawedtosilence:

hedarednotinterrupther;andafteramoment’spausesheproceeded——"IoncehadconceivedthethoughtofgoingtoNew-Yorktoseekoutthestilldear,thoughcruel,ungenerousMontraville,tothrowmyselfathisfeet,andentreathiscompassion;

heavenknows,notformyself;ifIamnolongerbeloved,Iwillnotbeindebtedtohispitytoredressmyinjuries,butIwouldhavekneltandentreatedhimnottoforsakemypoorunborn——"

Shecouldsaynomore;acrimsonglowrushedoverhercheeks,andcoveringherfacewithherhands,shesobbedaloud。

SomethinglikehumanitywasawakenedinBelcour’sbreastbythispatheticspeech:hearoseandwalkedtowardsthewindow;

buttheselfishpassionwhichhadtakenpossessionofhisheart,soonstifledthesefineremotions;andhethoughtifCharlottewasonceconvincedshehadnolongeranydependanceonMontraville,shewouldmorereadilythrowherselfonhisprotection。

Determined,therefore,toinformherofallthathadhappened,heagainresumedhisseat;andfindingshebegantobemorecomposed,enquiredifshehadeverheardfromMontravillesincetheunfortunaterecontreinherbedchamber。

"Ahno,"saidshe。"IfearIshallneverhearfromhimagain。"

"Iamgreatlyofyouropinion,"saidBelcour,"forhehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattached——"

Attheword"attached"adeath-likepalenessoverspreadthecountenanceofCharlotte,butsheappliedtosomehartshornwhichstoodbesideher,andBelcourproceeded。

"HehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattachedtooneMissFranklin,apleasinglivelygirl,withalargefortune。"

"Shemaybericher,maybehandsomer,"criedCharlotte,"butcannotlovehimsowell。Ohmayshebewareofhisart,andnottrusthimtoofarasIhavedone。"

"Headdressesherpublicly,"saidhe,"anditwasrumouredtheyweretobemarriedbeforehesailedforEustatia,whitherhiscompanyisordered。"

"Belcour,"saidCharlotte,seizinghishand,andgazingathimearnestly,whileherpalelipstrembledwithconvulsiveagony,"tellme,andtellmetruly,Ibeseechyou,doyouthinkhecanbesuchavillainastomarryanotherwoman,andleavemetodiewithwantandmiseryinastrangeland:tellmewhatyouthink;Icanbearitverywell;Iwillnotshrinkfromthisheavieststrokeoffate;

Ihavedeservedmyafflictions,andIwillendeavourtobearthemasIought。"

"Ifear,"saidBelcour,"hecanbethatvillain。"

"Perhaps,"criedshe,eagerlyinterruptinghim,"perhapsheismarriedalready:come,letmeknowtheworst,"continuedshewithanaffectedlookofcomposure:"youneednotbeafraid,Ishallnotsendthefortunateladyabowlofpoison。"

"Wellthen,mydeargirl,"saidhe,deceivedbyherappearance,"theyweremarriedonThursday,andyesterdaymorningtheysailedforEustatia。"

"Married——gone——sayyou?"criedsheinadistractedaccent,"whatwithoutalastfarewell,withoutonethoughtonmyunhappysituation!

OhMontraville,mayGodforgiveyourperfidy。"Sheshrieked,andBelcoursprangforwardjustintimetopreventherfallingtothefloor。

Alarmingfaintingsnowsucceededeachother,andshewasconveyedtoherbed,fromwhencesheearnestlyprayedshemightnevermorearise。

Belcourstaidwithherthatnight,andinthemorningfoundherinahighfever。Thefitsshehadbeenseizedwithhadgreatlyterrifiedhim;

andconfinedasshenowwastoabedofsickness,shewasnolongeranobjectofdesire:itistrueforseveraldayshewentconstantlytoseeher,butherpale,emaciatedappearancedisgustedhim:

hisvisitsbecamelessfrequent;heforgotthesolemnchargegivenhimbyMontraville;heevenforgotthemoneyentrustedtohiscare;

and,theburningblushofindignationandshametingesmycheekwhileIwriteit,thisdisgracetohumanityandmanhoodatlengthforgoteventheinjuredCharlotte;and,attractedbythebloominghealthofafarmer’sdaughter,whomhehadseeninhisfrequentexcursionstothecountry,helefttheunhappygirltosinkunnoticedtothegrave,apreytosickness,grief,andpenury;

whilehe,havingtriumphedoverthevirtueoftheartlesscottager,riotedinalltheintemperanceofluxuryandlawlesspleasure。

CHAPTERXXVIII。

ATRIFLINGRETROSPECT。

"BLESSmyheart,"criesmyyoung,volatilereader,"Ishallneverhavepatiencetogetthroughthesevolumes,therearesomanyahs!andohs!

somuchfainting,tears,anddistress,Iamsicktodeathofthesubject。"

Mydear,chearful,innocentgirl,forinnocentIwillsupposeyoutobe,oryouwouldacutelyfeelthewoesofCharlotte,didconsciencesay,thusmightithavebeenwithme,hadnotProvidenceinterposedtosnatchmefromdestruction:therefore,mylively,innocentgirl,Imustrequestyourpatience:Iamwritingataleoftruth:

Imeantowriteittotheheart:butifperchancetheheartisrenderedimpenetrablebyunboundedprosperity,oracontinuanceinvice,Iexpectnotmytaletoplease,nay,Ievenexpectitwillbethrownbywithdisgust。Butsoftly,gentlefairone;

Iprayyouthrowitnotasidetillyouhaveperusedthewhole;

mayhapyoumayfindsomethingthereintorepayyouforthetrouble。

MethinksIseeasarcasticsmilesitonyourcountenance。——"Andwhat,"

cryyou,"doestheconceitedauthorsupposewecangleanfromthesepages,ifCharlotteisheldupasanobjectofterror,topreventusfromfallingintoguiltyerrors?doesnotLaRuetriumphinhershame,andbyaddingarttoguilt,obtaintheaffectionofaworthyman,andrisetoastationwheresheisbeheldwithrespect,andchearfullyreceivedintoallcompanies。Whatthenisthemoralyouwouldinculcate?

Wouldyouwishustothinkthatadeviationfromvirtue,ifcoveredbyartandhypocrisy,isnotanobjectofdetestation,butonthecontraryshallraiseustofameandhonour?whilethehaplessgirlwhofallsavictimtohertoogreatsensibility,shallbeloadedwithignominyandshame?"No,myfairquerist,Imeannosuchthing。

Remembertheendeavoursofthewickedareoftensufferedtoprosper,thatintheendtheirfallmaybeattendedwithmorebitternessofheart;

whilethecupofafflictionispouredoutforwiseandsalutaryends,andtheywhoarecompelledtodrainiteventothebitterdregs,oftenfindcomfortatthebottom;thetearofpenitenceblotstheiroffencesfromthebookoffate,andtheyrisefromtheheavy,painfultrial,purifiedandfitforamansioninthekingdomofeternity。

Yes,myyoungfriends,thetearofcompassionshallfallforthefateofCharlotte,whilethenameofLaRueshallbedetestedanddespised。

ForCharlotte,thesoulmeltswithsympathy;forLaRue,itfeelsnothingbuthorrorandcontempt。ButperhapsyourgayheartswouldratherfollowthefortunateMrs。Craytonthroughthescenesofpleasureanddissipationinwhichshewasengaged,thanlistentothecomplaintsandmiseriesofCharlotte。Iwillforonceobligeyou;

Iwillforoncefollowhertomidnightrevels,balls,andscenesofgaiety,forinsuchwassheconstantlyengaged。

Ihavesaidherpersonwaslovely;letusaddthatshewassurroundedbysplendorandaffluence,andhemustknowbutlittleoftheworldwhocanwonder,(howeverfaultysuchawoman’sconduct,)

atherbeingfollowedbythemen,andhercompanycourtedbythewomen:inshortMrs。Craytonwastheuniversalfavourite:

shesetthefashions,shewastoastedbyallthegentlemen,andcopiedbyalltheladies。

ColonelCraytonwasadomesticman。Couldhebehappywithsuchawoman?impossible!Remonstrancewasvain:hemightaswellhavepreachedtothewinds,asendeavourtopersuadeherfromanyaction,howeverridiculous,onwhichshehadsethermind:

inshort,afteralittleineffectualstruggle,hegaveuptheattempt,andlefthertofollowthebentofherowninclinations:

whatthosewere,Ithinkthereadermusthaveseenenoughofhercharactertoformajustidea。Amongthenumberwhopaidtheirdevotionsathershrine,shesingledone,ayoungEnsignofmeanbirth,indifferenteducation,andweakintellects。

Howsuchamancameintothearmy,wehardlyknowtoaccountfor,andhowheafterwardsrosetopostsofhonourislikewisestrangeandwonderful。Butfortuneisblind,andsoarethosetoofrequentlywhohavethepowerofdispensingherfavours:

elsewhydoweseefoolsandknavesattheverytopofthewheel,whilepatientmeritsinkstotheextremeoftheoppositeabyss。

Butwemayformathousandconjecturesonthissubject,andyetneverhitontheright。Letusthereforeendeavourtodeservehersmiles,andwhetherwesucceedornot,weshallfeelmoreinnatesatisfaction,thanthousandsofthosewhobaskinthesunshineofherfavourunworthily。

ButtoreturntoMrs。Crayton:thisyoungman,whomIshalldistinguishbythenameofCorydon,wasthereigningfavouriteofherheart。

Heescortedhertotheplay,dancedwithherateveryball,andwhenindispositionpreventedhergoingout,itwashealonewhowaspermittedtochearthegloomysolitudetowhichshewasobligedtoconfineherself。DidsheeverthinkofpoorCharlotte?——

ifshedid,mydearMiss,itwasonlytolaughatthepoorgirl’swantofspiritinconsentingtobemopedupinthecountry,whileMontravillewasenjoyingallthepleasuresofagay,dissipatedcity。

Whensheheardofhismarriage,shesmilingsaid,sothere’sanendofMadamCharlotte’shopes。Iwonderwhowilltakehernow,orwhatwillbecomeofthelittleaffectedprude?

Butasyouhaveleadtothesubject,IthinkwemayaswellreturntothedistressedCharlotte,andnot,liketheunfeelingMrs。Crayton,shutourheartstothecallofhumanity。

CHAPTERXXIX。

WEGOFORWARDAGAIN。

THEstrengthofCharlotte’sconstitutioncombattedagainstherdisorder,andshebeganslowlytorecover,thoughshestilllabouredunderaviolentdepressionofspirits:howmustthatdepressionbeencreased,when,uponexaminingherlittlestore,shefoundherselfreducedtoonesolitaryguinea,andthatduringherillnesstheattendanceofanapothecaryandnurse,togetherwithmanyotherunavoidableexpences,hadinvolvedherindebt,fromwhichshesawnomethodofextricatingherself。Astothefainthopewhichshehadentertainedofhearingfromandbeingrelievedbyherparents;

itnowentirelyforsookher,foritwasabovefourmonthssinceherletterwasdispatched,andshehadreceivednoanswer:

shethereforeimaginedthatherconducthadeitherentirelyalienatedtheiraffectionfromher,orbrokentheirhearts,andshemustnevermorehopetoreceivetheirblessing。

Neverdidanyhumanbeingwishfordeathwithgreaterfervencyorwithjustercause;yetshehadtoojustasenseofthedutiesoftheChristianreligiontoattempttoputaperiodtoherownexistence。

"Ihavebuttobepatientalittlelonger,"shewouldcry,"andnature,fatiguedandfainting,willthrowoffthisheavyloadofmortality,andIshallbereleasedfromallmysufferings。"

ItwasonecoldstormydayinthelatterendofDecember,asCharlottesatbyahandfuloffire,thelowstateofherfinancesnotallowinghertoreplenishherstockoffuel,andprudenceteachinghertobecarefulofwhatshehad,whenshewassurprisedbytheentranceofafarmer’swife,who,withoutmuchceremony,seatedherself,andbeganthiscuriousharangue。

"I’mcometoseeifashowyoucanpayyourrent,becauseashowwehearCaptainMontableisgoneaway,andit’sfiftytooneifheb’antkilledaforehecomesbackagain;anthen,Miss,orMa’am,orwhateveryoumaybe,asIwassayingtomyhusband,wherearewetolookforourmoney。"

ThiswasastrokealtogetherunexpectedbyCharlotte:sheknewsolittleofthewaysoftheworldthatshehadneverbestowedathoughtonthepaymentfortherentofthehouse;sheknewindeedthatsheowedagooddeal,butthiswasneverreckonedamongtheothers:

shewasthunder-struck;shehardlyknewwhatanswertomake,yetitwasabsolutelynecessarythatsheshouldsaysomething;

andjudgingofthegentlenessofeveryfemaledispositionbyherown,shethoughtthebestwaytointerestthewomaninherfavourwouldbetotellhercandidlytowhatasituationshewasreduced,andhowlittleprobabilitytherewasofhereverpayinganybody。

AlaspoorCharlotte,howconfinedwasherknowledgeofhumannature,orshewouldhavebeenconvincedthattheonlywaytoinsurethefriendshipandassistanceofyoursurroundingacquaintanceistoconvincethemyoudonotrequireit,forwhenoncethepetrifyingaspectofdistressandpenuryappear,whosequalities,likeMedusa’shead,canchangetostoneallthatlookuponit;

whenoncethisGorgonclaimsacquaintancewithus,thephantomoffriendship,thatbeforecourtedournotice,willvanishintounsubstantialair,andthewholeworldbeforeusappearabarrenwaste。

Pardonme,yedearspiritsofbenevolence,whosebenignsmilesandchearful-givinghandhavestrewedsweetflowersonmanyathornypaththroughwhichmywaywardfateforcedmetopass;

thinknot,that,incondemningtheunfeelingtextureofthehumanheart,IforgetthespringfromwhenceflowanthecomfortsIenjoy:ohno!

Ilookuptoyouastobrightconstellations,gatheringnewsplendoursfromthesurroundingdarkness;butah!whilstIadorethebenignantraysthatchearedandilluminedmyheart,Imournthattheirinfluencecannotextendtoallthesonsanddaughtersofaffliction。

"Indeed,Madam,"saidpoorCharlotteinatremulousaccent,"Iamatalosswhattodo。Montravilleplacedmehere,andpromisedtodefrayallmyexpenses:buthehasforgothispromise,hehasforsakenme,andIhavenofriendwhohaseitherpowerorwilltorelieveme。

Letmehope,asyouseemyunhappysituation,yourcharity——"

"Charity,"criedthewomanimpatientlyinterruptingher,"charityindeed:

why,Mistress,charitybeginsathome,andIhavesevenchildrenathome,HONEST,LAWFULchildren,anditismydutytokeepthem;

anddoyouthinkIwillgiveawaymypropertytoanasty,impudenthussey,tomaintainherandherbastard;anIwassayingtomyhusbandtheotherdaywhatwillthisworldcometo;

honestwomenarenothingnow-a-days,whiletheharlotingsaresetupforfineladies,andlookuponusnomorenorthedirttheywalkupon:

butletmetellyou,myfinespokenMa’am,Imusthavemymoney;

soseeingashowyoucan’tpayit,whyyoumusttroop,andleaveallyourfinegimcracksandfalderrallsbehindyou。

Idon’taskfornomorenormyright,andnobodyshalldarefortogofortohindermeofit。"

"Ohheavens,"criedCharlotte,claspingherhands,’whatwillbecomeofme?"

"Comeonye!"retortedtheunfeelingwretch:"whygotothebarracksandworkforamorselofbread;washandmendthesoldierscloaths,ancooktheirvictuals,andnotexpecttoliveinidlenessonhonestpeople’smeans。OhIwishIcouldseethedaywhenallsuchcattlewereobligedtoworkhardandeatlittle;

it’sonlywhattheydeserve。"

"Fatherofmercy,"criedCharlotte,"Iacknowledgethycorrectionjust;

butprepareme,Ibeseechthee,fortheportionofmiserythoumay’stpleasetolayuponme。"

"Well,"saidthewoman,"Ishallgoantellmyhusbandashowyoucan’tpay;andsod’yesee,Ma’am,getreadytobepackingawaythisverynight,foryoushouldnotstayanothernightinthishouse,thoughIwassureyouwouldlayinthestreet。’

Charlottebowedherheadinsilence;buttheanguishofherheartwastoogreattopermithertoarticulateasingleword。

CHAPTERXXX。

Andwhatisfriendshipbutaname,Acharmthatlullstosleep,Ashadethatfollowswealthandfame,Butleavesthewretchtoweep。

WHENCharlottewaslefttoherself,shebegantothinkwhatcourseshemusttake,ortowhomshecouldapply,topreventherperishingforwant,orperhapsthatverynightfallingavictimtotheinclemencyoftheseason。Aftermanyperplexedthoughts,sheatlastdeterminedtosetoutforNew-York,andenquireoutMrs。Crayton,fromwhomshehadnodoubtbutsheshouldobtainimmediatereliefassoonasherdistresswasmadeknown;shehadnosoonerformedthisresolutionthansheresolvedimmediatelytoputitinexecution:

shethereforewrotethefollowinglittlebillettoMrs。Crayton,thinkingifsheshouldhavecompanywithheritwouldbebettertosenditinthantorequesttoseeher。

TOMRS。CRAYTON。

"MADAM,"Whenweleftournativeland,thatdear,happylandwhichnowcontainsallthatisdeartothewretchedCharlotte,ourprospectswerethesame;

weboth,pardonme,Madam,ifIsay,webothtooeasilyfollowedtheimpulseofourtreacheroushearts,andtrustedourhappinessonatempestuousocean,whereminehasbeenwreckedandlostforever;

youhavebeenmorefortunate——youareunitedtoamanofhonourandhumanity,unitedbythemostsacredties,respected,esteemed,andadmired,andsurroundedbyinnumerableblessingsofwhichI

ambereaved,enjoyingthosepleasureswhichhavefledmybosomnevertoreturn;alas!sorrowanddeepregrethavetakentheirplace。

Beholdme,Madam,apoorforsakenwanderer,whohasnowheretolayherwearyhead,wherewithtosupplythewantsofnature,ortoshieldherfromtheinclemencyoftheweather。ToyouIsue,toyouIlookforpityandrelief。Iasknottobereceivedasanintimateoranequal;onlyforcharity’ssweetsakereceivemeintoyourhospitablemansion,allotmethemeanestapartmentinit,andletmebreathoutmysoulinprayersforyourhappiness;

Icannot,IfeelIcannotlongbearupundertheaccumulatedwoesthatpourinuponme;butoh!mydearMadam,fortheloveofheavensuffermenottoexpireinthestreet;andwhenIamatpeace,assoonIshallbe,extendyourcompassiontomyhelplessoffspring,shoulditpleaseheaventhatitshouldsurviveitsunhappymother。

AgleamofjoybreaksinonmybenightedsoulwhileIreflectthatyoucannot,willnotrefuseyourprotectiontotheheart-broken。CHARLOTTE。"

WhenCharlottehadfinishedthisletter,lateasitwasintheafternoon,andthoughthesnowbegantofallveryfast,shetiedupafewnecessarieswhichshehadpreparedagainstherexpectedconfinement,andterrifiedlestsheshouldbeagainexposedtotheinsultsofherbarbarouslandlady,moredreadfultoherwoundedspiritthaneitherstormordarkness,shesetforwardforNew-York。

Itmaybeaskedbythose,who,inaworkofthiskind,lovetocavilateverytriflingomission,whetherCharlottedidnotpossessanyvaluableofwhichshecouldhavedisposed,andbythatmeanshavesupportedherselftillMrs。Beauchamp’sreturn,whenshewouldhavebeencertainofreceivingeverytenderattentionwhichcompassionandfriendshipcoulddictate:butletmeentreatthesewise,penetratinggentlementoreflect,thatwhenCharlotteleftEngland,itwasinsuchhastethattherewasnotimetopurchaseanythingmorethanwhatwaswantedforimmediateuseonthevoyage,andafterherarrivalatNew-York,Montraville’saffectionsoonbegantodecline,sothatherwholewardrobeconsistedofonlynecessaries,andastobaubles,withwhichfondloversoftenloadtheirmistresses,shepossessednotone,exceptaplaingoldlocketofsmallvalue,whichcontainedalockofhermother’shair,andwhichthegreatestextremityofwantcouldnothaveforcedhertopartwith。

Ihope,Sir,yourprejudicesarenowremovedinregardtotheprobabilityofmystory?Ohtheyare。Wellthen,withyourleave,Iwillproceed。

Thedistancefromthehousewhichoursufferingheroineoccupied,toNew-York,wasnotverygreat,yetthesnowfensofast,andthecoldsointense,that,beingunablefromhersituationtowalkquick,shefoundherselfalmostsinkingwithcoldandfatiguebeforeshereachedthetown;hergarments,whichweremerelysuitabletothesummerseason,beinganundressrobeofplainwhitemuslin,werewetthrough,andathinblackcloakandbonnet,veryimproperhabilimentsforsuchaclimate,butpoorlydefendedherfromthecold。

Inthissituationshereachedthecity,andenquiredofafootsoldierwhomshemet,thewaytoColonelCrayton’s。

"Blessyou,mysweetlady,"saidthesoldierwithavoiceandlookofcompassion,"Iwillshewyouthewaywithallmyheart;butifyouaregoingtomakeapetitiontoMadamCraytonitisalltonopurposeIassureyou:ifyoupleaseIwillconductyoutoMr。Franklin’s;

thoughMissJuliaismarriedandgonenow,yettheoldgentlemanisverygood。"

"JuliaFranklin,"saidCharlotte;"isshenotmarriedtoMontraville?"

"Yes,"repliedthesoldier,"andmayGodblessthem,forabetterofficerneverlived,heissogoodtousall;andastoMissJulia,allthepoorfolkalmostworshippedher。"

"Graciousheaven,"criedCharlotte,"isMontravilleunjustthentononebutme。"

ThesoldiernowshewedherColonelCrayton’sdoor,and,withabeatingheart,sheknockedforadmission。

CHAPTERXXXI。

SUBJECTCONTINUED。

WHENthedoorwasopened,Charlotte,inavoicerenderedscarcelyarticulate,throughcoldandtheextremeagitationofhermind,demandedwhetherMrs。Craytonwasathome。Theservanthesitated:

heknewthathisladywasengagedatagameofpicquetwithherdearCorydon,norcouldhethinkshewouldliketobedisturbedbyapersonwhoseappearancespokeherofsolittleconsequenceasCharlotte;yettherewassomethinginhercountenancethatratherinterestedhiminherfavour,andhesaidhisladywasengaged,butifshehadanyparticularmessagehewoulddeliverit。

"Takeupthisletter,"saidCharlotte:"tellhertheunhappywriterofitwaitsinherhallforananswer。"Thetremulousaccent,thetearfuleye,musthavemovedanyheartnotcomposedofadamant。

Themantooktheletterfromthepoorsuppliant,andhastilyascendedthestaircase。

"Aletter,Madam,"saidhe,presentingittohislady:

"animmediateanswerisrequired。"

Mrs。Craytonglancedhereyecarelesslyoverthecontents。

"Whatstuffisthis;"criedshehaughtily;"havenotItoldyouathousandtimesthatIwillnotbeplaguedwithbeggars,andpetitionsfrompeopleoneknowsnothingabout?GotellthewomanIcan’tdoanythinginit。

I’msorry,butonecan’trelieveeverybody。"

Theservantbowed,andheavilyreturnedwiththischillingmessagetoCharlotte。

"Surely,"saidshe,"Mrs。Craytonhasnotreadmyletter。

Go,mygoodfriend,praygobacktoher;tellheritisCharlotteTemplewhorequestsbeneathherhospitablerooftofindshelterfromtheinclemencyoftheseason。"

"Prithee,don’tplagueme,man,"criedMrs。Craytonimpatiently,astheservantadvancedsomethinginbehalfoftheunhappygirl。

"ItellyouIdon’tknowher。"

"Notknowme,"criedCharlotte,rushingintotheroom,(forshehadfollowedthemanupstairs)"notknowme,notremembertheruinedCharlotteTemple,who,butforyou,perhapsmightstillhavebeeninnocent,stillhavebeenhappy。Oh!LaRue,thisisbeyondeverythingIcouldhavebelievedpossible。"

"Uponmyhonour,Miss,"repliedtheunfeelingwomanwiththeutmosteffrontery,"thisisamostunaccountableaddress:

itisbeyondmycomprehension。John,"continuedshe,turningtotheservant,"theyoungwomaniscertainlyoutofhersenses:

dopraytakeheraway,sheterrifiesmetodeath。"

"OhGod,"criedCharlotte,claspingherhandsinanagony,"thisistoomuch;whatwillbecomeofme?butIwillnotleaveyou;

theyshallnottearmefromyou;hereonmykneesIconjureyoutosavemefromperishinginthestreets;ifyoureallyhaveforgotme,ohforcharity’ssweetsakethisnightletmebeshelteredfromthewinter’spiercingcold。"ThekneelingfigureofCharlotteinheraffectingsituationmighthavemovedtheheartofastoictocompassion;butMrs。Craytonremainedinflexible。

InvaindidCharlotterecountthetimetheyhadknowneachotheratChichester,invainmentiontheirbeinginthesameship,invainwerethenamesofMontravilleandBelcourmentioned。

Mrs。Craytoncouldonlysayshewassorryforherimprudence,butcouldnotthinkofhavingherownreputationendangeredbyencouragingawomanofthatkindinherownhouse,besidesshedidnotknowwhattroubleandexpenseshemightbringuponherhusbandbygivingsheltertoawomaninhersituation。

"Icanatleastdiehere,"saidCharlotte,"IfeelIcannotlongsurvivethisdreadfulconflict。Fatherofmercy,hereletmefinishmyexistence。"Heragonizingsensationsoverpoweredher,andshefellsenselessonthefloor。

"Takeheraway,"saidMrs。Crayton,"shewillreallyfrightenmeintohysterics;takeherawayIsaythisinstant。"

"AndwheremustItakethepoorcreature?"saidtheservantwithavoiceandlookofcompassion。

"Anywhere,"criedshehastily,"onlydon’tletmeeverseeheragain。

IdeclareshehasflurriedmesoIshan’tbemyselfagainthisfortnight。"

John,assistedbyhisfellow-servant,raisedandcarriedherdownstairs。

"Poorsoul,"saidhe,"youshallnotlayinthestreetthisnight。

Ihaveabedandapoorlittlehovel,wheremywifeandherlittleonesrestthem,buttheyshallwatchtonight,andyoushallbeshelteredfromdanger。"Theyplacedherinachair;

andthebenevolentman,assistedbyoneofhiscomrades,carriedhertotheplacewherehiswifeandchildrenlived。

Asurgeonwassentfor:hebledher,shegavesignsofreturninglife,andbeforethedawngavebirthtoafemaleinfant。

Afterthiseventshelayforsomehoursinakindofstupor;

andifatanytimeshespoke,itwaswithaquicknessandincoherencethatplainlyevincedthetotaldeprivationofherreason。

CHAPTERXXXII。

REASONSWHYANDWHEREFORE。

THEreaderofsensibilitymayperhapsbeastonishedtofindMrs。CraytoncouldsopositivelydenyanyknowledgeofCharlotte;itisthereforebutjustthatherconductshouldinsomemeasurebeaccountedfor。

ShehadeverbeenfullysensibleofthesuperiorityofCharlotte’ssenseandvirtue;shewasconsciousthatshehadneverswervedfromrectitude,haditnotbeenforherbadpreceptsandworseexample。

Thesewerethingsasyetunknowntoherhusband,andshewishednottohavethatpartofherconductexposedtohim,asshehadgreatreasontofearshehadalreadylostconsiderablepartofthatpowersheoncemaintainedoverhim。ShetrembledwhilstCharlottewasinthehouse,lesttheColonelshouldreturn;

sheperfectlywellrememberedhowmuchheseemedinterestedinherfavourwhilstontheirpassagefromEngland,andmadenodoubt,but,shouldheseeherinherpresentdistress,hewouldofferheranasylum,andprotecthertotheutmostofhispower。

InthatcaseshefearedtheunguardednatureofCharlottemightdiscovertotheColonelthepartshehadtakenintheunhappygirl’selopement,andshewellknewthecontrastbetweenherownandCharlotte’sconductwouldmaketheformerappearinnoveryrespectablelight。

Hadshereflectedproperly,shewouldhaveaffordedthepoorgirlprotection;andbyenjoininghersilence,ensureditbyactsofrepeatedkindness;butviceingeneralblindsitsvotaries,andtheydiscovertheirrealcharacterstotheworldwhentheyaremoststudioustopreserveappearances。

JustsoithappenedwithMrs。Crayton:herservantsmadenoscrupleofmentioningthecruelconductoftheirladytoapoordistressedlunaticwhoclaimedherprotection;everyonejoinedinreprobatingherinhumanity;nayevenCorydonthoughtshemightatleasthaveorderedhertobetakencareof,buthedarenotevenhintittoher,forhelivedbutinhersmiles,anddrewfromherlavishfondnesslargesumstosupportanextravagancetowhichthestateofhisownfinanceswasveryinadequate;

itcannotthereforebesupposedthathewishedMrs。Craytontobeveryliberalinherbountytotheafflictedsuppliant;

yetvicehadnotsoentirelysearedoverhisheart,butthesorrowsofCharlottecouldfindavulnerablepart。

Charlottehadnowbeenthreedayswithherhumanepreservers,butshewastotallyinsensibleofeverything:sheravedincessantlyforMontravilleandherfather:shewasnotconsciousofbeingamother,nortooktheleastnoticeofherchildexcepttoaskwhoseitwas,andwhyitwasnotcarriedtoitsparents。

"Oh,"saidsheoneday,startinguponhearingtheinfantcry,"why,whywillyoukeepthatchildhere;Iamsureyouwouldnotifyouknewhowharditwasforamothertobepartedfromherinfant:

itisliketearingthecordsoflifeasunder。OhcouldyouseethehorridsightwhichInowbehold——theretherestandsmydearmother,herpoorbosombleedingateveryvein,hergentle,affectionatehearttorninathousandpieces,andallforthelossofaruined,ungratefulchild。Savemesaveme——fromherfrown。

Idarenot——indeedIdarenotspeaktoher。"

Suchwerethedreadfulimagesthathauntedherdistractedmind,andnaturewassinkingfastunderthedreadfulmaladywhichmedicinehadnopowertoremove。Thesurgeonwhoattendedherwasahumaneman;heexertedhisutmostabilitiestosaveher,buthesawshewasinwantofmanynecessariesandcomforts,whichthepovertyofherhospitablehostrenderedhimunabletoprovide:

hethereforedeterminedtomakehersituationknowntosomeoftheofficers’ladies,andendeavourtomakeacollectionforherrelief。

Whenhereturnedhome,aftermakingthisresolution,hefoundamessagefromMrs。Beauchamp,whohadjustarrivedfromRhode-Island,requestinghewouldcallandseeoneofherchildren,whowasveryunwell。

"Idonotknow,"saidhe,ashewashasteningtoobeythesummons,"IdonotknowawomantowhomIcouldapplywithmorehopeofsuccessthanMrs。Beauchamp。Iwillendeavourtointerestherinthispoorgirl’sbehalf,shewantsthesoothingbalmoffriendlyconsolation:

wemayperhapssaveher;wewilltryatleast。"

"Andwhereisshe,"criedMrs。Beauchampwhenhehadprescribedsomethingforthechild,andtoldhislittlepathetictale,"whereisshe,Sir?wewillgotoherimmediately。

HeavenforbidthatIshouldbedeaftothecallsofhumanity。

Comewewillgothisinstant。"Thenseizingthedoctor’sarm,theysoughtthehabitationthatcontainedthedyingCharlotte。

CHAPTERXXXIII。

WHICHPEOPLEVOIDOFFEELING

NEEDNOTREAD。

WHENMrs。Beauchampenteredtheapartmentofthepoorsufferer,shestartedbackwithhorror。Onawretchedbed,withouthangingsandbutpoorlysuppliedwithcovering,laytheemaciatedfigureofwhatstillretainedthesemblanceofalovelywoman,thoughsicknesshadsoalteredherfeaturesthatMrs。Beauchamphadnottheleastrecollectionofherperson。Inonecomeroftheroomstoodawomanwashing,and,shiveringoverasmallfire,twohealthybuthalfnakedchildren;theinfantwasasleepbesideitsmother,and,onachairbythebedside,stoodaporrengerandwoodenspoon,containingalittlegruel,andatea-cupwithabouttwospoonfullsofwineinit。

Mrs。Beauchamphadneverbeforebeheldsuchasceneofpoverty;

sheshudderedinvoluntarily,andexclaiming——"heavenpreserveus!"

leanedonthebackofachairreadytosinktotheearth。

Thedoctorrepentedhavingsoprecipitatelybroughtherintothisaffectingscene;buttherewasnotimeforapologies:

Charlottecaughtthesoundofhervoice,andstartingalmostoutofbed,exclaimed——"Angelofpeaceandmercy,artthoucometodeliverme?

Oh,Iknowyouare,forwheneveryouwasnearmeIfelteasedofhalfmysorrows;butyoudon’tknowme,norcanI,withalltherecollectionIammistressof,rememberyournamejustnow,butIknowthatbenevolentcountenance,andthesoftnessofthatvoicewhichhassooftencomfortedthewretchedCharlotte。"

Mrs。Beauchamphad,duringthetimeCharlottewasspeaking,seatedherselfonthebedandtakenoneofherhands;shelookedatherattentively,andatthenameofCharlottesheperfectlyconceivedthewholeshockingaffair。Afaintsicknesscameoverher。

"Graciousheaven,"saidshe,"isthispossible?"andburstingintotears,shereclinedtheburningheadofCharlotteonherownbosom;

andfoldingherarmsabouther,weptoverherinsilence。

"Oh,"saidCharlotte,"youareverygoodtoweepthusforme:

itisalongtimesinceIshedatearformyself:myheadandheartarebothonfire,butthesetearsofyour’sseemtocoolandrefreshit。

OhnowIrememberyousaidyouwouldsendalettertomypoorfather:

doyouthinkheeverreceivedit?orperhapsyouhavebroughtmeananswer:whydon’tyouspeak,Madam?DoeshesayImaygohome?

Wellheisverygood;Ishallsoonbeready。"

Shethenmadeanefforttogetoutofbed;butbeingprevented,herfrenzyagainreturned,andsheravedwiththegreatestwildnessandincoherence。

Mrs。Beauchamp,findingitwasimpossibleforhertoberemoved,contentedherselfwithorderingtheapartmenttobemademorecomfortable,andprocuringapropernurseforbothmotherandchild;andhavinglearnttheparticularsofCharlotte’sfruitlessapplicationtoMrs。CraytonfromhonestJohn,sheamplyrewardedhimforhisbenevolence,andreturnedhomewithaheartoppressedwithmanypainfulsensations,butyetrenderedeasybythereflexionthatshehadperformedherdutytowardsadistressedfellow-creature。

EarlythenextmorningsheagainvisitedCharlotte,andfoundhertolerablycomposed;shecalledherbyname,thankedherforhergoodness,andwhenherchildwasbroughttoher,presseditinherarms,weptoverit,andcalledittheoffspringofdisobedience。

Mrs。Beauchampwasdelightedtoseehersomuchamended,andbegantohopeshemightrecover,and,spiteofherformererrors,becomeanusefulandrespectablememberofsociety;

butthearrivalofthedoctorputanendtothesedelusivehopes:

hesaidnaturewasmakingherlasteffort,andafewhourswouldmostprobablyconsigntheunhappygirltoherkindreddust。

Beingaskedhowshefoundherself,shereplied——"Whybetter,muchbetter,doctor。IhopenowIhavebutlittlemoretosuffer。

Ihadlastnightafewhourssleep,andwhenIawokerecoveredthefullpowerofrecollection。Iamquitesensibleofmyweakness;

IfeelIhavebutlittlelongertocombatwiththeshaftsofaffliction。

Ihaveanhumbleconfidenceinthemercyofhimwhodiedtosavetheworld,andtrustthatmysufferingsinthisstateofmortality,joinedtomyunfeignedrepentance,throughhismercy,haveblottedmyoffencesfromthesightofmyoffendedmaker。

Ihavebutonecare——mypoorinfant!Fatherofmercy,"continuedshe,raisinghereyes,"ofthyinfinitegoodness,grantthatthesinsoftheparentbenotvisitedontheunof-fendingchild。

Maythosewhotaughtmetodespisethylawsbeforgiven;laynotmyoffencestotheircharge,Ibeseechthee;andoh!showerthechoicestofthyblessingsonthosewhosepityhassoothedtheafflictedheart,andmadeeasyeventhebedofpainandsickness。"

Shewasexhaustedbythisferventaddresstothethroneofmercy,andthoughherlipsstillmovedhervoicebecameinarticulate:

shelayforsometimeasitwereinadoze,andthenrecovering,faintlypressedMrs。Beauchamp’shand,andrequestedthataclergymanmightbesentfor。

Onhisarrivalshejoinedferventlyinthepiousoffice,frequentlymentioningheringratitudetoherparentsaswhatlaymostheavyatherheart。Whenshehadperformedthelastsolemnduty,andwaspreparingtoliedown,alittlebustleontheoutsidedooroccasionedMrs。Beauchamptoopenit,andenquirethecause。

Amaninappearanceaboutforty,presentedhimself,andaskedforMrs。Beauchamp。

"Thatismyname,Sir,"saidshe。

"Ohthen,mydearMadam,"criedhe,"tellmewhereImayfindmypoor,ruined,butrepentantchild。"

Mrs。Beauchampwassurprisedandaffected;sheknewnotwhattosay;

sheforesawtheagonythisinterviewwouldoccasionMr。Temple,whohadjustarrivedinsearchofhisCharlotte,andyetwassensiblethatthepardonandblessingofherfatherwouldsofteneventheagoniesofdeathtothedaughter。

Shehesitated。"Tellme,Madam,"criedhewildly,"tellme,Ibeseechthee,doesshelive?shallIseemydarlingonceagain?

Perhapssheisinthishouse。Lead,leadmetoher,thatImayblessher,andthenliedownanddie。"

Theardentmannerinwhichheutteredthesewordsoccasionedhimtoraisehisvoice。ItcaughttheearofCharlotte:

sheknewthebelovedsound:andutteringaloudshriek,shesprangforwardasMr。Templeenteredtheroom。"Myadoredfather。"

"Mylonglostchild。"Naturecouldsupportnomore,andtheybothsunklifelessintothearmsoftheattendants。

Charlottewasagainputintobed,andafewmomentsrestoredMr。Temple:

buttodescribetheagonyofhissufferingsispastthepowerofanyone,who,thoughtheymayreadilyconceive,cannotdelineatethedreadfulscene。Everyeyegavetestimonyofwhateachheartfelt——

butallweresilent。

WhenCharlotterecovered,shefoundherselfsupportedinherfather’sarms。Shecastonhimamostexpressivelook,butwasunabletospeak。Arevivingcordialwasadministered。

Shethenaskedinalowvoice,forherchild:itwasbroughttoher:

sheputitinherfather’sarms。"Protecther,"saidshe,"andblessyourdying——"

Unabletofinishthesentence,shesunkbackonherpillow:

hercountenancewasserenelycomposed;sheregardedherfatherashepressedtheinfanttohisbreastwithasteadfastlook;

asuddenbeamofjoypassedacrossherlanguidfeatures,sheraisedhereyestoheaven——andthenclosedthemforever。

CHAPTERXXXIV。

RETRIBUTION。

INthemeantimeMontravillehavingreceivedorderstoreturntoNew-York,arrived,andhavingstillsomeremainsofcompassionatetendernessforthewomanwhomheregardedasbroughttoshamebyhimself,hewentoutinsearchofBelcour,toenquirewhethershewassafe,andwhetherthechildlived。Hefoundhimimmersedindissipation,andcouldgainnootherintelligencethanthatCharlottehadlefthim,andthatheknewnotwhatwasbecomeofher。

"Icannotbelieveitpossible,"saidMontraville,"thatamindoncesopureasCharlotteTemple’s,shouldsosuddenlybecomethemansionofvice。Beware,Belcour,"continuedhe,"bewareifyouhavedaredtobehaveeitherunjustordishonourablytothatpoorgirl,yourlifeshallpaytheforfeit:——Iwillrevengehercause。"

Heimmediatelywentintothecountry,tothehousewherehehadleftCharlotte。Itwasdesolate。Aftermuchenquiryheatlengthfoundtheservantgirlwhohadlivedwithher。

FromherhelearntthemiseryCharlottehadenduredfromthecomplicatedevilsofillness,poverty,andabrokenheart,andthatshehadsetoutonfootforNew-York,onacoldwinter’sevening;

butshecouldinformhimnofurther。

Torturedalmosttomadnessbythisshockingaccount,hereturnedtothecity,but,beforehereachedit,theeveningwasdrawingtoaclose。

Inenteringthetownhewasobligedtopassseverallittlehuts,theresidenceofpoorwomenwhosupportedthemselvesbywashingthecloathsoftheofficersandsoldiers。Itwasnearlydark:

heheardfromaneighbouringsteepleasolemntollthatseemedtosaysomepoormortalwasgoingtotheirlastmansion:thesoundstruckontheheartofMontraville,andheinvoluntarilystopped,when,fromoneofthehouses,hesawtheappearanceofafuneral。

Almostunknowingwhathedid,hefollowedatasmalldistance;

andastheyletthecoffinintothegrave,heenquiredofasoldierwhostoodby,andhadjustbrushedoffatearthatdidhonourtohisheart,whoitwasthatwasjustburied。"Anpleaseyourhonour,"saidtheman,"’tisapoorgirlthatwasbroughtfromherfriendsbyacruelman,wholeftherwhenshewasbigwithchild,andmarriedanother。"

Montravillestoodmotionless,andthemanproceeded——"Imethermyselfnotafortnightsinceonenightallwetandcoldinthestreets;

shewenttoMadamCrayton’s,butshewouldnottakeherin,andsothepoorthingwentravingmad。"Montravillecouldbearnomore;hestruckhishandsagainsthisforeheadwithviolence;

andexclaiming"poormurderedCharlotte!"ranwithprecipitationtowardstheplacewheretheywereheapingtheearthonherremains。

"Hold,hold,onemoment,"saidhe。"ClosenotthegraveoftheinjuredCharlotteTempletillIhavetakenvengeanceonhermurderer。"

"Rashyoungman,"saidMr。Temple,""whoartthouthatthusdisturbestthelastmournfulritesofthedead,andrudelybreakestinuponthegriefofanafflictedfather。"

"IfthouartthefatherofCharlotteTemple,"saidhe,gazingathimwithmingledhorrorandamazement——"ifthouartherfather——IamMontraville。"

Thenfallingonhisknees,hecontinued——"Hereismybosom。

IbareittoreceivethestrokeImerit。Strike——strikenow,andsavemefromthemiseryofreflexion。"

"Alas!"saidMr。Temple,"ifthouwerttheseducerofmychild,thyownreflexionsbethypunishment。Iwrestnotthepowerfromthehandofomnipotence。Lookonthatlittleheapofearth,therehastthouburiedtheonlyjoyofafondfather。Lookatitoften;andmaythyheartfeelsuchtruesorrowasshallmeritthemercyofheaven。"

Heturnedfromhim;andMontravillestartingupfromtheground,wherehehadthrownhimself,andatthatinstantrememberingtheperfidyofBelcour,flewlikelightningtohislodgings。

Belcourwasintoxicated;Montravilleimpetuous:theyfought,andtheswordofthelatterenteredtheheartofhisadversary。

Hefell,andexpiredalmostinstantly。Montravillehadreceivedaslightwound;andovercomewiththeagitationofhismindandlossofblood,wascarriedinastateofinsensibilitytohisdistractedwife。

Adangerousillnessandobstinatedeliriumensued,duringwhichheravedincessantlyforCharlotte:butastrongconstitution,andthetenderassiduitiesofJulia,intimeovercamethedisorder。

Herecovered;buttotheendofhislifewassubjecttoseverefitsofmelancholy,andwhileheremainedatNew-Yorkfrequentlyretiredtothechurch-yard,wherehewouldweepoverthegrave,andregrettheuntimelyfateofthelovelyCharlotteTemple。

CHAPTERXXXV。

CONCLUSION。

SHORTLYaftertheintermentofhisdaughter,Mr。Temple,withhisdearlittlechargeandhernurse,setforwardforEngland。

Itwouldbeimpossibletodojusticetothemeetingscenebetweenhim,hisLucy,andheragedfather。Everyheartofsensibilitycaneasilyconceivetheirfeelings。Afterthefirsttumultofgriefwassubsided,Mrs。Templegaveupthechiefofhertimetohergrand-child,andasshegrewupandimproved,begantoalmostfancysheagainpossessedherCharlotte。

Itwasabouttenyearsafterthesepainfulevents,thatMr。andMrs。Temple,havingburiedtheirfather,wereobligedtocometoLondononparticularbusiness,andbroughtthelittleLucywiththem。

Theyhadbeenwalkingoneevening,whenontheirreturntheyfoundapoorwretchsittingonthestepsofthedoor。

Sheattemptedtoriseastheyapproached,butfromextremeweaknesswasunable,andafterseveralfruitlesseffortsfellbackinafit。

Mr。Templewasnotoneofthosemenwhostandtoconsiderwhetherbyassistinganobjectindistresstheyshallnotinconveniencethemselves,butinstigatedbytheimpulseofanoblefeelingheart,immediatelyorderedhertobecarriedintothehouse,andproperrestorativesapplied。

Shesoonrecovered;andfixinghereyesonMrs。Temple,cried——"Youknownot,Madam,whatyoudo;youknownotwhomyouarerelieving,oryouwouldcursemeinthebitternessofyourheart。Comenotnearme,Madam,Ishallcontaminateyou。

Iamtheviperthatstungyourpeace。IamthewomanwhoturnedthepoorCharlotteouttoperishinthestreet。Heavenhavemercy!

Iseehernow,"continuedshelookingatLucy;"such,suchwasthefairbudofinnocencethatmyvileartsblastedereitwashalfblown。"

ItwasinvainthatMr。andMrs。Templeintreatedhertobecomposedandtotakesomerefreshment。Sheonlydrankhalfaglassofwine;

andthentoldthemthatshehadbeenseparatedfromherhusbandsevenyears,thechiefofwhichshehadpassedinriot,dissipation,andvice,till,overtakenbypovertyandsickness,shehadbeenreducedtopartwitheveryvaluable,andthoughtonlyofendingherlifeinaprison;whenabenevolentfriendpaidherdebtsandreleasedher;butthatherillnessencreasing,shehadnopossiblemeansofsupportingherself,andherfriendswerewearyofrelievingher。"Ihavefasted,"saidshe,"twodays,andlastnightlaymyachingheadonthecoldpavement:

indeeditwasbutjustthatIshouldexperiencethosemiseriesmyselfwhichIhadunfeelinglyinflictedonothers。"

GreatlyasMr。TemplehadreasontodetestMrs。Crayton,hecouldnotbeholdherinthisdistresswithoutsomeemotionsofpity。

Hegavehershelterthatnightbeneathhishospitableroof,andthenextdaygotheradmissionintoanhospital;wherehavinglingeredafewweeks,shedied,astrikingexamplethatvice,howeverprosperousinthebeginning,intheendleadsonlytomiseryandshame。

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