投诉 阅读记录

第1章

PREFACE

Myendeavorhasbeentotellasimplestory,preservingascloselyaspossiblethespiritandfeelingoftheoriginal。I

havetried,asitwere,totaketheplaytopieces,andbuildanoveloutofthesamematerial。IhavenotfeltatlibertytoembellishM。Brieux’sideas,andIhaveusedhisdialoguewordforwordwhereverpossible。UnlessIhavemis—readtheauthor,hissolepurposeinwritingLESAVARIESwastoplaceanumberofmostimportantfactsbeforethemindsofthepublic,andtodrivethemhomebymeansofintenseemotion。IfIhavebeenabletoassisthim,thisbitofliterarycarpenteringwillbeworthwhile。IhavetothankM。Brieuxforhiskindpermissiontomaketheattempt,andforthecordialspiritwhichhehasmanifested。

UptonSinclairPRESSCOMMENTSONTHEPLAY

DAMAGEDGOODSwasfirstpresentedinAmericaataFridaymatineeonMarch14th,1913,intheFultonTheater,NewYork,beforemembersoftheSociologicalFund。ImmediatelyitwasacclaimedbypublicpressandpulpitasthegreatestcontributionevermadebytheStagetothecauseofhumanity。Mr。RichardBennett,theproducer,whohadthecouragetopresenttheplay,withtheaidofhisco—workers,inthefaceofmostsavagecriticismfromtheignorant,wasoverwhelmedwithrequestsforarepetitionoftheperformance。

BeforedecidingwhetherofnottopresentDAMAGEDGOODSbeforethegeneralpublic,itwasarrangedthatthehighestofficialsintheUnitedStatesshouldpassjudgmentuponthemannerinwhichtheplayteachesitsvitallesson。AspecialguestperformanceformembersoftheCabinet,membersofbothhousesofCongress,membersoftheUnitedStatesSupremeCourt,representativesoftheDiplomaticcorpsandothersprominentinnationallifewasgiveninWashington,D。C。

AlthoughtheperformancewasgivenonaSundayafternoon(April6,1913),theNationalTheaterwascrowdedtotheverydoorswiththemostdistinguishedaudienceeverassembledinAmerica,includingexclusivelytheforemostmenandwomenoftheCapital。

ThemostnotedclergymenofWashingtonwereamongthespectators。

TheresultofthisremarkableperformancewasatremendousendorsementoftheplayandofthemannerinwhichMr。Bennettandhisco—workerswerepresentingit。

ThisreceptionresultedinthecontinuanceoftheNewYorkperformancesuntilmid—summerandisresponsibleforthedecisiononthepartofMr。BennetttooffertheplayineverycityinAmericawherecitizensfeelthattheultimatewelfareofthecommunityisdependentuponahigherstandardofmoralityandclearerunderstandingofthelawsofhealth。

TheWASHINGTONPOST,commentingontheWashingtonperformance,said:

Theplaywaspresentedwithalltheimpressivenessofasermon;

withallthevigoranddynamicforceofagreatdrama;withalltheearnestnessandpowerofavitaltruth。

Inmanyrespectsthepresentationofthisdramatizationofagreatsocialevilassumedtheaspectsofareligiousservice。

Dr。DonaldC。Macleod,pastoroftheFirstPresbyterianChurch,mountedtherostrumusuallyoccupiedbytheleaderoftheorchestra,andannouncedthatthenatureoftheperformance,thesacrednessoftheplay,andthecharacteroftheaudiencegavetotheplaythesignificanceofatremendoussermoninbehalfofmankind,andthatassuchitwaseminentlyfittingthatadivineblessingbeinvoked。Dr。EarleWilfley,pastoroftheVermontAvenueChristianChurch,askedallpersonsintheaudiencetobowtheirheadsinaprayerfortheproperreceptionofthemessagetobepresentedfromthestage。Dr。MacLeodthenreadtheBernardShawprefacetotheplay,andaskedthattherebenoapplauseduringtheperformance,asuggestionwhichwasrigidlyfollowed,thusaddinggreatlytotheeffectivenessandtheseriousnessofthedramaticportrayal。

Theimpressionmadeupontheaudiencebytheremarkableplayisreflectedinsuchcommentsasthefollowingexpressionsvoicedaftertheperformance:

RABBISIMON,OFTHEWASHINGTONHEBREWCONGREGATION——IfIcouldpreachfrommypulpitasermononetenthaspowerful,asconvincing,asfar—reaching,andashelpfulasthisperformanceofDAMAGEDGOODSmustbe,IwouldconsiderthatIhadachievedthetriumphofmylife。

COMMISSIONERCUNOH。RUDOLPH——IwasdeeplyimpressedbywhatI

saw,andIthinkthatthedramashouldberepeatedineverycity,amatineeonedayforfatherandsonandthenextdayformotheranddaughter。

REV。EARLEWILFLEY——IamconfirmedintheopinionthatwemusttakeupourcudgelsinacrusadeagainstthemodernproblemsbroughttotheforebyDAMAGEDGOODS。Thereportthatthesediseasesareincreasingisenoughtomakeusgetbusyonacampaignagainstthem。

SURGEONGENERALBLUE——Itwasamoststrikingandtellinglesson。

Foryearswehavebeenfightingtheseconditioninthenavy。Itishightimethatciviliansawakenedtothedangerssurroundingthemandcrusadedagainsttheminapropermanner。

MRS。ARCHIBALDHOPKINS——Theplaywasapowerfulpresentationofaveryimportantquestionandwashandledinamostadmirablemanner。Thedramaisafineenteringwedgeforthiscrusadeandisboundtodoconsiderablegoodinconveyinginformationofaveryseriousnature。

MINISTERPEZET,OFPERU——Therecanbenodoubtbutthattheperformancewillhavegreatupliftingpower,andaccomplishthegoodforwhichitwascreated。Fortunately,wedonothavethepruderyinSouthAmericathatyouofthenorthpossess,andhaveopenmindstoconsidertheseseriousquestions。

JUSTICEDANIELTHEWWRIGHT——IfeelquitesurethatDAMAGEDGOODS

willhaveconsiderableeffectineducatingthepeopleofthenatureofthedangerthatsurroundsthem。

SENATORKERN,OFINDIANA——Therecanbenodenialofthefactthatitistimetolookattheseriousproblemspresentedintheplaywithanopenmind。

BrieuxhasbeenhailedbyBernardShawas"incomparablythegreatestwriterFrancehasproducedsinceMoliere,"andperhapsnowritereverwieldedhispenmoreearnestlyintheserviceoftherace。ToquotefromanarticlebyEdwinE。SlossonintheINDEPENDENT:

Brieuxisnotonewhobelievesthatsocialevilsaretobecuredbylawsandyetmorelaws。Hebelievesthatmostofthetroubleiscausedbyignoranceandurgeseducation,publicenlightenmentandfrankerrecognitionofexistingconditions。Allthismaybeneeded,butstillwemaywelldoubtitseffectivenessasaremedy。ThedrunkenHelotargumentisnotastrongone,andthosewholeadaviciouslifeknowmoreaboutitsrisksthananyteacherorpreachercouldtellthem。Brieuxalsourgestherequirementofhealthcertificatesformarriage,suchasmanyclergymennowinsistuponandwhichdoubtlesswillbemadecompulsorybeforelonginmanyofourStates。

Brieuxpaintsinblackcolorsyetisnofanatic;infact,hewillbecriticisedbymanyasbeingtootolerantofhumanweakness。

TheconditionsofsocietyandthemoralstandardsofFrancearesodifferentfromthoseofAmericathathispointofviewandhisproposalsforreformwillnotmeetwithgeneralacceptance,butitisencouragingtofindadramatistwhorealizestheimportanceofbeingearnestandwhouseshisartindefenseofvirtueinsteadofitsdestruction。

Othercommentsfollow,showingthegreatinterestmanifestedintheplayandthebeliefinthehighestseriousnessofitspurpose:

Thereisnouncleannessinfacts。Theuncleannessisintheglamour,inthesecretimagination。Itisinhints,half—truths,andsuggestionsthethreattolifelies。

Thisplayputsthehorribletruthinsolivingaway,withsuchclean,artisticforce,thatthemindisimpressedasitcouldpossiblybeimpressedinnoothermanner。

Bestofall,itisthephysicianwhodominatestheaction。Thereisnosentimentalizing。Thereisnoweakandmorbidhandlingofthetheme。Thedoctorappearsinhisidealfunction,asthemodernhigh—priestoftruth。Aroundhimwrithethevictimsofignoranceandthecriminalsofconventionalcruelty。Kind,stern,high—minded,clear—headed,yethuman—hearted,hetowersoverall,asthemaster。

Thisisasitshouldbe。Themantosaythewordtosavetheworldofignorantwretches,cursedbythecloudsanddarknessamistakenmodestyhasthrownaroundalife—and—deathinstinct,isthephysician。

Theonlyquestionisthis:Isthisplaydecent?MyansweristhatitisthedecentestplaythathasbeeninNewYorkforayear。Itissodecentthatitisreligious。

——HEARST’SMAGAZINE。

Theplayis,aboveall,apowerfulpleaforthetearingawayoftheveilofmysterythathassouniversallyshroudedthissubjectofthepenaltyofsexualimmorality。Itisapleaforlightonthishiddendanger,thatfathersandmothers,youngmenandyoungwomen,mayknowtheterriblepricethatmustbepaid,notonlybythegenerationthatviolatesthelaw,butbythegenerationstocome。Itisaseriousquestionjusthowtheeducationofmenandwomen,especiallyyoungmenandyoungwomen,inthevitalmattersofsexrelationshipshouldbecarriedon。Onethingissure,however。Theworstpossiblewayistheonewhichhassooftenbeenfollowedinthepast——nottocarryitonatallbuttoignoreit。

——THEOUTLOOK。

It(DAMAGEDGOODS)is,ofcourse,amasterpieceof"thesisdrama,"——anargument,dogmatic,insistent,inescapable,cumulative,betweenscienceandcommonsense,ononeside,andlove,ofvarioustypes,ontheother。ItiswhatMr。BernardShawhascalleda"dramaofdiscussion";ithasthesplendidmovementofthebestShawplays,unrelieved——andundiluted——byShavianparadox,wit,andirony。WeimaginethatmanyaudiencesattheFultonTheaterwereastonishedattheplay’sshowingofsheerstrengthasacteddrama。Possiblyitmightnotinterestthegeneralpublic;probablyitwouldbeinadvisabletopresentittothem。Butnothinkingperson,withthemostcasualinterestincurrentsocialevils,couldlistentotheversionofRichardBennett,WiltonLackaye,andtheirassociates,withoutbeinggrippedbythepowerofBrieux’smessage。

——THEDIAL。

Itisawonderthattheworldhasbeensolongingettingholdofthisplay,whichisoneofFrance’smostvaluablecontributionstothedrama。Itshistoryisinteresting。Brieuxwroteitovertenyearsago。AntoineproduceditathistheaterandParisimmediatelycensoredit,butsoonthoughtbetterofitandremovedtheban。Duringthesummerof1910itwasplayedinBrusselsbeforecrowdedhouses,forthenthecitywasthrongedwithvisitorstotheexposition。FinallyNewYorkgotitlastspringandeugenicenthusiastsanddoctorseverywherehavewelcomedit。

——THEINDEPENDENT。

AlettertoMr。BennettfromDr。Hills,PastorofPlymouthChurch,Brooklyn。

23MonroeStreetBklyn。August1,1913。

Mr。RichardBennett,NewYorkCity,N。Y。

MyDearMr。Bennett:

Duringthepasttwenty—oneyearssinceIenteredpubliclife,I

haveexperiencedmanyexcitinghoursundertheinfluenceofreformer,oratorandactor,but,inthismoodofretrospection,I

donotknowthatIhaveeverpassedthroughamorethrilling,terrible,andyethopefulexperiencethanlastevening,whileI

listenedtoyourinterpretationofEugeneBrieux’"DAMAGED

GOODS。"

Ihavebeenfollowingyourworkwitheverdeepeninginterest。Itisnottoomuchtosaythatyouhavechangedthethinkingofthepeopleofourcountryastothesocialevil。Atlast,thankGod,thisconspiracyofsilenceisended。Noyoungmanwhosees"DamagedGoods"willeverbethesameagain。IfIwantedtobuildaroundaninnocentboybuttressesoffireandgranite,andlendhimtriplearmouragainsttemptationandtheassaultsofevil,Iwouldputhimforoneeveningunderyourinfluence。Thatwhichtheteacher,thepreacherandtheparenthavefailedtoaccomplishithasbeengiventoyoutoachieve。Youhavedoneaworkforwhichyourgenerationowesyouanimmeasurabledebtofgratitude。

IshallbedelightedtohaveyouusemyStudyofSocialDiseasesandHeredityinconnectionwithyourgreatreform。

Withallgoodwishes,Iam,mydearMr。Bennett,Faithfullyyours,NewellDwightHillisCHAPTERI

Itwasfouro’clockinthemorningwhenGeorgeDupontclosedthedoorandcamedownthestepstothestreet。Thefirstfaintstreaksofdawnwereinthesky,andhenoticedthiswithannoyance,becauseheknewthathishairwasindisarrayandhiswhileaspectdisorderly;yethedarednottakeacab,becausehefearedtoattractattentionathome。Whenhereachedthesidewalk,heglancedabouthimtomakesurethatnoonehadseenhimleavethehouse,thenstarteddownthestreet,hiseyesuponthesidewalkbeforehim。

Georgehadthefeelingofthemorningafter。Therearefewmeninthisworldofabundantsinwhowillnotknowwhatthephrasemeans。Thefumesofthenighthadevaporated;hewasquitesobernow,quitefreefromexcitement。Hesawwhathehaddone,anditseemedtohimsomethingblackanddisgusting。

Neverhadawalkseemedlongerthanthefewblockswhichhehadtotraversetoreachhishome。Hemustgettherebeforethemaidwasup,beforethebaker’sboycalledwiththerolls;otherwise,whatexplanationcouldhegive?——hewhohadalwaysbeensuchamoralman,whohadbeenpointedoutbymothersasanexampletotheirsons。

Georgethoughtofhisownmother,andwhatshewouldthinkifshecouldknowabouthisnight’sadventure。Hethoughtagainandagain,withapangofanguish,ofHenriette。Coulditbepossiblethatamanwhowasengaged,whosemarriagecontracthadactuallybeensigned,whowassoontopossesstheloveofabeautifulandnoblegirl——thatsuchamancouldhavebeenweakenoughandbaseenoughtolethimselfbetrappedintosuchalowaction?

Hewentbackoverthewholeseriesofevents,shudderingatthem,tryingtorealizehowtheyhadhappened,tryingtoexcusehimselfforthem。Hehadnotintendedsuchaculmination;hehadnevermeanttodosuchathinginhislife。Hehadnotthoughtofanyharmwhenhehadacceptedtheinvitationtothesupperpartywithhisoldcompanionsfromthelawschool。Ofcourse,hehadknownthatseveralofthesechumsled"fast"lives——but,then,surelyafellowcouldgotoafriend’sroomsforalarkwithoutharm!

Herememberedthegirlwhohadsatbyhissideatthetable。Shehadcomewithafriendwhowasamarriedwoman,andsohehadassumedthatshewasallright。Georgerememberedhowembarrassedhehadbeenwhenfirsthehadnoticedherglancesathim。Butthenthewinehadbeguntogotohishead——hewasoneofthoseunfortunatewretcheswhocannotdrinkwineatall。Hehadofferedtotakethegirlhomeinacab,andonthewayhehadlosthishead。

Oh!Whatawretchedthingitwas。Hecouldhardlybelievethatitwashewhohadspokenthosefrenziedwords;andyethemusthavespokenthem,becauseherememberedthem。Herememberedthatithadtakenalongtimetopersuadeher。Hehadhadtopromiseheraringliketheonehermarriedfriendwore。Beforetheyenteredherhomeshehadmadehimtakeoffhisshoes,sothattheportermightnothearthem。ThishadstruckGeorgeparticularly,because,evenflushedwithexcitementashewas,hehadnotforgottenthewarningshisfatherhadgivenhimastothedangersofcontactwithstrangewomen。Hehadthoughttohimself,"Thisgirlmustbesafe。Itisprobablythefirsttimeshehaseverdonesuchathing。"

ButnowGeorgecouldgetbutlittleconsolationoutofthatidea。

Hewassufferingintensely——theemotiondescribedbythepoetinthebitterwordsabout"Time’smovingfingerhavingwrit。"Hismind,seekingsomeexplanation,somejustification,wentbacktotheeventsbeforethatnight。Withasuddenpangofyearning,hethoughtofLizette。Shewasadecentgirl,andhadkepthimdecent,andhewaslonelywithouther。Hehadbeensoafraidofbeingfoundoutthathehadgivenherupwhenhebecameengaged;

butnowforawhilehefeltthathewouldhavetobreakhisresolution,andpayhisregularSundayvisittothelittleflatintheworking—classportionofParis。

ItwaswhileGeorgewasfittinghimselfforthesamecareerashisfather——thatofnotary——thathehadmadetheacquaintanceoftheyoungworkinggirl。Itmaynotbeeasytobelieve,butLizettehadreallybeenadecentgirl。Shehadafamilytotakecareof,andwasinneed。Therewasagrandmotherinpoorhealth,afathernotmuchbetter,andthreelittlebrothers;soLizettedidnotverylongresistGeorgeDupont,andhefeltquitevirtuousingivinghersufficientmoneytotakecareoftheseunfortunatepeople。Amongpeopleofhisclassitwasconsideredpropertotakesuchthingsifonepaidforthem。

Allthefamilyofthisworkinggirlweregratefultohim。Theyadoredhim,andtheycalledhimUncleRaoul(forofcoursehehadnotbeensofoolishastogivethemhistruename)。

SinceGeorgewaspayingforLizette,hefelthehadthetighttocontrolherlife。Hegaveherfairwarningconcerninghisattitude。Ifshedeceivedhimhewouldleaveherimmediately。

Hetoldthistoherrelativesalso,andsohehadthemallwatchingher。Shewasnevertrustedoutalone。EverySundayGeorgewenttospendthedaywithhislittle"family,"sothathiscomingbecamealmostamatteroftradition。Heinterestedherinchurchaffairs——massandvesperswereherregularoccasionsforexcursions。Georgerentedtwoseats,andthegrandmotherwentwithhertotheservices。Thesimplepeoplewereproudtoseetheirnameengraveduponthebrassplateofthepew。

ThereasonforalltheseprecautionswasGeorge’sterrorofdisease。Hehadbeenwarnedbyhisfatherastothedangerswhichyoungmenencounterintheiramours。AndtheselessonshadsunkdeepintoGeorge’sheart;hehadmadeuphismindthatwhateverhisfriendsmightdo,he,forone,wouldprotecthimself。

Thatdidnotmean,ofcourse,thatheintendedtoliveavirtuouslife;suchwasthecustomamongyoungmenofhisclass,nothaditprobablyeveroccurredtohisfatherthatitwaspossibleforayoungmantodosuchathing。TheFrenchhaveaphrase,"l’hommemoyensensuel"——theaveragesensualman。AndGeorgewassuchaman。Hehadnonobleidealisms,noparticularreverenceforwomen。Thebasisofhisattitudewasapurelyselfishone;

hewantedtoenjoyhimself,andatthesametimetokeepoutoftrouble。

Hedidnotfindanyhappinessintherenunciationwhichheimposeduponhimself;hehadnoreligiousideasaboutit。Onthecontrary,hesufferedkeenly,andwasbitterbecausehehadnoshareintheamusementsofhisfriends。Hestucktohisworkandforcedhimselftokeepregularhours,preparingforhislawexaminations。Butallthetimehewaslongingforadventures。

And,ofcourse,thiscouldnotgoonforever,forthemotiveoffearaloneisnotsufficienttosubduethesexualurgeinafull—

bloodedyoungman。

TheaffairwithLizettemighthavecontinuedmuchlongerhaditnotbeenforthefactthathisfatherdied。Hediedquitesuddenly,whileGeorgewasawayonatrip。Thesoncamebacktoconsolehisbroken—heartedmother,andinthetwoweektheyspentinthecountrytogetherthemotherbroachedaplantohim。Thelastwishofthedyingmanhadbeenthathissonshouldbefixedinlife。Inthemidstofhisintensesufferinghehadbeenabletothinkaboutthematter,andhadnamedthegirlwhomhewishedGeorgetomarry。Naturally,Georgewaitedwithsomeinteresttolearnwhothismightbe。Hewassurprisedwhenhismothertoldhimthatitwashiscousin,HenrietteLoches。

Hecouldnotkeephisemotionfromrevealingitselfinhisface。

"Itdoesn’tpleaseyou?"askedhismother,withatonedisappointment。

"Whyno,mother,"heanswered。"It’snotthat。Itjustsurprisesme。"

"Butwhy?"askedthemother。"Henrietteisalovelygirlandagoodgirl。"

"Yes,Iknow,"saidGeorge;"butthensheismycousin,and——"

Heblushedalittlewithembarrassment。"Ihadneverthoughtofherinthatway。"

MadameDupontlaidherhanduponherson’s。"Yes,George,"shesaidtenderly。"Iknow。Youaresuchagoodboy。"

Now,ofcourse,Georgedidnotfeelthathewasquitesuchagoodboy;buthismotherwasadeeplyreligiouswoman,whohadnoideaofthetruthaboutthemajorityofmen。Shewouldneverhavegotovertheshockifhehadtoldherabouthimself,andsohehadtopretendtobejustwhatshethoughthim。

"Tellme,"shecontinued,afterapause,"haveyouneverfelttheleastbitinlove?"

"Whyno——Idon’tthinkso,"Georgestammered,becomingconsciousofasuddenriseoftemperatureinhischeeks。

"Because,"saidhismother,"itisreallytimethatyouweresettledinlife。Yourfathersaidthatweshouldhaveseentoitbefore,andnowitismydutytoseetoit。Itisnotgoodforyoutolivealonesolong。"

"But,mother,IhaveYOU,"saidGeorgegenerously。

"SomedaytheLordmaytakemeaway,"wasthereply。"Iamgettingold。And,George,dear——"Heresuddenlyhervoicebegantotremblewithfeeling——"IwouldliketoseemybabygrandchildrenbeforeIgo。Youcannotimaginewhatitwouldmeantome。"

MadameDupontsawhowmuchthissubjectdistressedherson,soshewentontothemoreworldlyaspectsofthematter。

Henriette’sfatherwaswell—to—do,andhewouldgiveheragooddowry。Shewasacharmingandaccomplishedgirl。Everybodywouldconsiderhimmostfortunateifthematchcouldbearranged。

Also,therewasanelderlyaunttowhomMadameDuponthadspoken,andwhowasmuchtakenwiththeidea。Sheownedagreatdealofpropertyandwouldsurelyhelptheyoungcouple。

Georgedidnotseejusthowhecouldobjecttothisproposition,evenifhehadwantedto。Whatreasoncouldhegiveforsuchacourse?Hecouldnotexplainthathealreadyhadafamily——withstepchildren,sotospeak,whoadoredhim。Andwhatcouldhesaytohismother’sobsession,towhichshecamebackagainandagain——herlongingtoseehergrandchildrenbeforeshedied?

MadameDupontwaitedonlylongenoughforGeorgetostammeroutafewprotestations,andtheninthenextbreathtotakethemback;

afterwhichsheproceededtogoaheadwiththematch。Thefamilylawyersconferredtogether,andthetermsofthesettlementwereworkedoutandagreedupon。IthappenedthatimmediatelyafterwardsGeorgelearnedofanopportunitytopurchasethepracticeofanotary,whowasreadytoretirefrombusinessintwomonths’time。Henriette’sfatherconsentedtoadvanceaportionofherdowryforthispurpose。

ThusGeorgewassafelystarteduponthesamecareerashisfather,andthiswastohimasourceofsatisfactionwhichhedidnotattempttodeny,eithertohimselfoftoanyoneelse。

Georgewasacautiousyoungman,whocameofafrugalandsavingstock。Hehadalwaysbeentaughtthatitwashisprimarydutytomakecertainofareasonableamountofcomfort。Fromhisearliestdays,hehadbeentaughttoregardmaterialsuccessasthegreatestgoalinlife,andhewouldneverhavedreamedofengaginghimselftoagirlwithoutmoney。Butwhenhehadthegoodfortunetomeetonewhopossesseddesirablepersonalqualitiesinadditiontomoney,hewasnotintheleastbarredfromappreciatingthosequalities。Theywere,sotospeak,thesaucewhichwentwiththemeat,anditseemedtohimthatinthiscasethesaucewasoftheverybest。

George——abigfellowoftwenty—six,withlarge,roundeyesandagood—naturedcountenance——wasfullblooded,wellfed,withaheartylaughwhichspokeofunimpairedcontentment,asouluntroubledinitsdeeps。Heseemedtohimselftheluckiestfellowinthewholeroundworld;hecouldnotthinkwhathehaddonetodeservethegoodfortuneofpossessingsuchagirlasHenriette。Hewasordinarilyofasomewhatsentimentalturn——

easilyinfluencedbywomenandsensitivetotheircharms。

Moreover,hisrelationshipwithLizettehadsoftenedhim。Hehadlearnedtolovetheyoungworkinggirl,andnowHenriette,itseemed,wastoreapthebenefitofhisexperiencewithher。

Infact,hefoundhimselfalwayswithmemoriesofLizetteinhisrelationshipswiththegirlwhowastobehiswife。Whentheengagementwasannounced,andheclaimedhisfirstkissfromhisbride—to—be,asheplacedaringuponherfinger,herememberedthefirsttimehehadkissedLizette,andadoubleblushsuffusedhisroundcountenance。WhenhewalkedarmandarmwithHenrietteinthegardenherememberedhowhehadwalkedjustsowiththeothergirl,andhewasinterestedtocomparethewordsofthetwo。HerememberedwhatagoodtimehadhadwhenhehadtakenLizetteandherlittlefamilyforapicnicupononeoftheexcursionsteamerswhichrundowntheRiverSeine。ImmediatelyhedecidedthathewouldliketotakeHenrietteonsuchapicnic,andhepersuadedanauntofHenriette’stogowithherasachaperon。Georgetookhisbride—to—betothesamelittleinnwherehehadlunchbefore。

Thushewasalwayshauntedbymemories,someofwhichmadehimcheerfulandsomeofwhichmadehimmildlysad。Hesoongotusedtotheidea,anddidnotfinditawkward,exceptwhenhehadtosuppresstheimpulsetotellHenriettesomethingwhichLizettehadsaid,orsomefunnyincidentwhichhadhappenedinthehomeofthelittlefamily。Sometimeshefoundhimselfthinkingthatitwasashametohavetosuppresstheseimpulses。Theremustbesomethingwrong,hethought,withasocialsystemwhichmadeitnecessaryforhimtohideathingwhichwassoobviousandsosensible。Herehewas,amantwenty—sixyearsofage;hecouldnothaveaffordedtomarryearlier,notcouldhe,ashethought,havebeenexpectedtoleadacontinentlife。AndhehadreallylovedLizette;shewasreallyagoodgirl。Yet,ifHenriettehadgotanyideaofit,shewouldhavebeenhorrifiedandindignant——

shemightevenhavebrokenofftheengagement。

Andthen,too,therewasHenriette’sfather,apersonageofgreatdignityandimportance。M。LocheswasadeputyoftheFrenchParliament,fromadistrictintheprovinces。Hewasamanofuprightlife,andamanwhomadeagreatdealofthatuprightlife——keepingitonapedestalwhereeveryonemightobserveit。

ItwasimpossibletoimagineM。Lochesinanundignifiedorcompromisingsituation——suchastheyoungermanfoundhimselffacinginthematterofLizette。

ThemorehethoughtaboutitthemorenervousandanxiousGeorgebecame。Thenitwasdecideditwouldbenecessaryforhimtobreakwiththegirl,andbe"good"untilthetimeofhismarriage。Dearlittlesoft—eyedLizette——hedidnotdaretofaceherpersonally;hecouldneverbeartosaygood—by,hefelt。

Instead,hewenttothefather,whoasamancouldbeexpectedtounderstandthesituation。Georgewasembarrassedandnotalittlenervousaboutit;foralthoughhehadnevermisrepresentedhisattitudetothefamily,onecouldneverfeelentirelyfreefromthepossibilityofblackmailinsuchcases。However,Lizette’sfatherbehaveddecently,andwasdulygratefulforthemoderatesumofmoneywhichGeorgehandedhiminparting。HepromisedtobreakthenewsgentlytoLizette,andGeorgewentawaywithhismindmadeupthathewouldneverseeheragain。

Thisresolutionhekept,andheconsideredhimselfveryvirtuousindoingit。Butthetruthwasthathehadgrownusedtointimacywithawoman,andwasrestlesswithoutit。Andthat,hetoldhimself,waswhyheyieldedtotheshamefultemptationthenightofthatfatalsupperparty。

Hepaidforthemisadventureliberallyinremorse。Hefeltthathehadbeenawretch,thathehaddisgracedhimselfforever,thathehadprovedhimselfunworthyofthepuregirlhewastomarry。

SokeenwashisfeelingthatitwasseveraldaysbeforehecouldbringhimselftoseeHenrietteagain;andwhenhewent,itwaswithamindfilledwithabrand—newsetofresolutions。Itwasthelasttimethathewouldeverfallintoerror。Hewouldbeanewmanfromthenon。HethankedGodthattherewasnochanceofhissinbeingknown,thathemighthaveanopportunitytoprovehisnewdetermination。

SointensewerehisfeelingsthathecouldnothelpbetrayingapartofthemtoHenriette。Theysatinthegardenonesoftsummerevening,withHenriette’smotheroccupiedwithhercrochetingatadecorousdistance。George,inreverentandhumblemood,begantodropvaguehintsthathewasreallyunworthyofhisbride—to—be。Hesaidthathehadnotalwaysbeenasgoodasheshouldhavebeen;hesaidthatherpurityandsweetnesshadawakenedinhimnewideals;sothathefelthisoldlifehadbeenfullofblunders。Henriette,ofcourse,hadbutthevaguestofideasastowhattheblundersofatenderandgenerousyoungmanlikeGeorgemightbe。Sosheonlylovedhimthemoreforhishumility,andwasflatteredtohavesuchafineeffectuponhim,toawakeninhimsuchmoodsofexaltation。Whenhetoldherthatallmenwerebad,andthatnomanwasworthyofsuchabeautifullove,shewasquiteravished,andwipedawaytearsfromhereyes。

Itwouldhavebeenashametospoilsuchaheavenlymoodbytellingtherealtruth。Instead,Georgecontentedhimselfwithtellingofthenewresolutionshehadformed。Afterall,theywerethethingswhichreallymattered;forHenriettewasgoingtolivewithhisfuture,notwithhispast。

ItseemedtoGeorgeamostwonderfulthing,thisinnocenceofayounggirl,whichenabledhertomovethroughaworldofwickednesswithunpollutedmind。Itwasatouchingthing;andalso,asaprudentyoungmancouldnothelprealizing,amostconvenientthing。Herealizedtheimportanceofpreservingit,andthoughtthatifheeverhadadaughter,hewouldprotectherasrigidlyasHenriettehadbeenprotected。Hemadehastetoshyofffromthesubjectofhis"badness"andtoturntheconversationwithwhatseemedacleverjest。

"IfIamgoingtobesogood,"hesaid,"don’tforgetthatyouwillhavetobegoodalso!"

"Iwilltry,"saidHenriette,whowasstillserious。

"Youwillhavetotryhard,"hepersisted。"Youwillfindthatyouhaveaveryjealoushusband。"

"WillI?"saidHenriette,beamingwithhappiness——forwhenawomanisverymuchinloveshedoesn’tintheleastobjecttotheman’sbeingjealous。

"Yes,indeed,"smiledGeorge。"I’llalwaysbewatchingyou。"

"Watchingme?"echoedthegirlwithasurprisedlook。

Andimmediatelyhefeltashamedofhimselfforhisjest。TherecouldbenoneedtowatchHenriette,anditwasbadtasteeventojokeaboutitatsuchatime。Thatwasoneoftheideaswhichhehadbroughtwithhimfromhisworldofevil。

Thetruthwas,however,thatGeorgewouldalwaysbeasuspicioushusband;nothingcouldeverchangethatfact,fortherewassomethinginhisownconsciencewhichhecouldnotgetout,andwhichwouldmakeitimpossibleforhimtobeateaseasamarriedman。ItwasthememoryofsomethingwhichhadhappenedearlierinhislifebeforehemetLizette。Therehadbeenoneearlierexperience,withthewifeofhisdearestfriend。Shehadbeenmuchyoungerthanherhusband,andhadbetrayedaninterestinGeorge,whohadyieldedtothetemptation。Forseveralyearstheintriguecontinued,andGeorgeconsidereditagoodsolutionofayoungman’sproblem。Therehadbeennodangerofcontamination,forheknewthathisfriendwasamanofpureandrigidmorals,ajealousmanwhowatchedhiswife,anddidnotpermithertocontractthosenewrelationswhicharealwaysdangerous。AsforGeorge,hehelpedinthisworthywork,keepingthewomaninterrorofsomedisease。Hetoldherthatalmostallmenwereinfected,forhehopedbythismeanstokeepherfromdeceivinghim。

Iamawarethatthismayseemadreadfulstory。AsIdonotwantanyonetothinktooillofGeorgeDupont,Iought,perhaps,topointoutthatpeoplefeeldifferentlyaboutthesemattersinFrance。Injudgingtheunfortunateyoungman,wemustjudgehimbythecustomsofhisowncountry,andnotbyours。InFrance,theyareaccustomedtowhatiscalledtheMARIAGEDECONVENANCE。

Theyounggirlisnotpermittedtogoaboutandmakeherownfriendsanddecidewhichoneofthemsheprefersforherhusband;

onthecontrary,sheisstrictlyguarded,hertrainingoftenisofareligiousnature,andhermarriageisamatterofbusiness,tobeconsideredanddecidedbyherparentsandthoseoftheyoungman。Now,whateverwemaythinkright,itishumanlycertainthatwheremarriagesaremadeinthatway,theneedofmenandwomenforsympathyandforpassionateinterestwilloftenleadtotheformingofirregularrelationshipsaftermarriage。

ItisnotpossibletopresentstatisticsastothenumberofsuchirregularrelationshipsinParisiansociety;butinthebookswhichhereadandintheplayswhichhesaw,Georgefoundeverythingtoencouragehimtothinkthatitwasaromanticanddelightfulthingtokeepupasecretintriguewiththewifeofhisbestfriend。

Itshouldalso,perhaps,bepointedoutthatweareheretellingthetruth,andthewhiletruth,aboutGeorgeDupont;andthatitisnotcustomarytotellthisaboutmen,eitherinreallifeorinnovels。Thereisagreatdealofconcealmentintheworldaboutmattersofsex;andinsuchmattersthetruth—tellingmanisapttosufferinreputationincomparisonwiththetruth—

concealingone。

NorhadGeorgereallybeenaltogethercallousaboutthething。

Ithadhappenedthathisbestfriendhaddiedinhisarms;andthishadsoaffectedtheguiltypairthattheyhadfelttheirrelationshipwasnolongerpossible。Shehadwithdrawntonursehergriefalone,andGeorgehadbeensodeeplyaffectedthathehadavoidedaffairsandentanglementswithwomenuntilhismeetingwithLizette。

Allthiswasnowinthefardistantpast,butithadmadeadeeperimpressionuponGeorgethanheperhapsrealized,anditwasnowworkinginhismindandmarringhishappiness。Herewasagirlwholovedhimwithanobleandunselfishandwhole—heartedlove——andyethewouldneverbeabletotrustherasshedeserved,butwouldalwayshavesuspicionslurkinginthebackofhismind。Hewouldbeunabletohavehisfriendsintimateinhishome,becauseofthememoryofwhathehadoncedonetoafriend。

Itwasasubtlekindofpunishment。ButsoitisthatNatureoftenfindswaysofpunishingus,withoutourevenbeingawareofit。

Thatwasallforthefuture,however。Atpresent,Georgewashappy。Heputhisblacksinbehindhim,feelingthathehadobtainedabsolutionbyhisconfessiontoHenriette。Daybyday,asherealizedhisgoodfortune,hisroundfacebeamedwithmoreandyetmorejoy。

HewentforalittletriptoHenriette’shomeinthecountry。Itwasasimplevillage,andtheytookwalksinthecountry,andstoppedtorefreshthemselvesatafarmhouseoccupiedbyoneofM。Loches’tenants。Herewasarosyandbuxompeasantwoman,withanursingchildinherarms。Shewasdestinedacoupleofyearslatertobethefoster—motherofHenriette’slittlegirlandtoplayanimportantpartinherlife。Butthepairhadnoideaofthatatpresent。Theysimplysawaproudandhappymother,andHenrietteplayedwiththebaby,givingventtochildishdelight。ThensuddenlyshelookedupandsawthatGeorgewaswatchingher,andasshereadhisthoughtsabeautifulblushsuffusedhercheeks。

AsforGeorge,heturnedawayandwentoutundertheblueskyinakindofecstasy。Lifeseemedverywonderfultohimjustthen;

hehadfounditssupremehappiness,whichwaslove。HewasreallygettingquitemadaboutHenriette,hetoldhimself。Hecouldhardlybelievethatthedaywascomingwhenhewouldbeabletoclaspherinhisarms。

ButintheblueskyofGeorge’shappinesstherewasonelittlecloudofstorm。Asoftenhappenswithstorm—clouds,itwassosmallthatatfirsthepaidnoattentiontoitatall。

Henoteduponhisbodyonedayatinyulcer。Atfirsthetreateditwithsalvepurchasedfromanapothecary。Thenafteraweekortwo,whenthishadnoeffect,hebegantofeeluncomfortable。Herememberedsuddenlyhehadheardaboutthesymptomsofanunmentionable,dreadfuldisease,andavagueterrortookpossessionofhim。

Fordayshetriedtoputittooneside。Theideawasnonsense,itwasabsurdinconnectionwithawomansorespectable!Butthethoughtwouldnotbeputaway,andfinallyhewenttoaschoolfriend,whowasamanoftheworld,andgothimtotalkonthesubject。Ofcourse,Georgehadtobecareful,sothathisfriendshouldnotsuspectthathehadanyspecialpurposeinmind。

Thefriendwaswillingtotalk。Itwasaviledisease,hesaid;

butonewasfoolishtobotheraboutit,becauseitwassorare。

Therewereotherdiseaseswhichfellowsgot,whichnearlyeveryfellowhad,andtowhichnoneofthempaidanyattention。ButoneseldommetanyonewhohadtheredplaguethatGeorgedreaded。

"Andyet,"headded,"accordingtothebooks,itisn’tsouncommon。Isupposethetruthisthatpeoplehideit。Achapnaturallywouldn’ttell,whenheknewitwoulddamnhimforlife。"

Georgehadasicksensationinsideofhim。"Isitasbadasthat?"heasked。

"Ofcourse,"saidtheother,"Shouldyouwanttohaveanythingtodowithapersonwhohadit?Shouldyoubewillingtoroomwithhimortravelwithhim?Youwouldn’tevenwanttoshakehandswithhim!"

"No,Isupposenot,"saidGeorge,feebly。

"Iremember,"continuedtheother,"anoldfellowwhousedtoliveoutinthecountrynearme。Hewasnotsoveryold,either,buthelookedit。Hehadtobepushedaroundinawheel—chair。

Peoplesaidhehadlocomotorataxia,butthatreallymeantsyphilis。Weboysusedtopokeallkindsoffunathimbecauseonewindydayhishatandhiswigwereblownofftogether,andwediscoveredthathewasasbaldasanegg。Weusedtomakejokesabouthisautomobile,aswecalledit。Ithadalittlehandleinfront,insteadofasteering—wheel,andamanbehindtopush,insteadofanengine。"

"Howhorrible!"remarkedGeorgewithgenuinefeeling。

"Irememberthepoordevilhadaparalysissoonafter,"continuedthefriend,quitecarelessly。"Hecouldnotsteeranymore,andalsohelosthisvoice。Whenyoumethimhewouldlookatyouasithethoughthewastalking,butallhecouldsaywas’Ga—ga—ga’。"

Georgewentawayfromthisconversationinacoldsweat。Hetoldhimselfoverandoveragainthathewasafool,butstillhecouldnotgetthehellishideaoutofhismind。Hefoundhimselfbroodingoveritalldayandlyingawakeatnight,hauntedbyimagesofhimselfinawheel—chair,andwithoutanyhaironhishead。Herealizedthatthesensiblethingwouldbeforhimtogotoadoctorandmakecertainabouthiscondition;buthecouldnotbringhimselftofacetheordeal——hewasashamedtoadmittoadoctorthathehadlaidhimselfopentosuchataint。

Hebegantolosetheradiantexpressionfromhisroundandrosyface。Hehadlessappetite,andhismoodsofdepressionbecamesofrequentthathecouldnothidethenevenfromHenriette。Sheaskedhimonceortwiceiftherewerenotsomethingthematterwithhim,andhelaughed——aforcedandhurriedlaugh——andtoldherthathehadsatuptoolatethenightbefore,worryingoverthematterofhisexaminations。Oh,whatacruelthingitwasthatamanwhostoodintheverygatewayofsuchagardenofdelightshouldbetormentedandmademiserablebythisloathsomeidea!

Thedisturbingsymptomstillcontinued,andsoatlastGeorgepurchasedamedicalbook,dealingwiththesubjectofthedisease。Then,indeed,heopenedupachamberofhorrors;hemadeuphismindanabidingplaceofghastlyimages。Inthebooktherewerepicturesofthingssoawfulthatheturnedwhite,andtrembledlikealeaf,andhadtoclosethevolumeandhideitinthebottomofhistrunk。Buthecouldnotbanishthepicturesfromhismind。Worstofall,hecouldnotforgetthedescriptionofthefirstsymptomofthedisease,whichseemedtocorrespondexactlywithhisown。Soatlasthemadeuphismindhemustascertaindefinitelythetruthabouthiscondition。

Hebegantothinkoverplansforseeingadoctor。Hehadheardsomewhereastoryaboutayoungfellowwhohadfallenintothehandsofaquack,andbeenruinedforever。Sohedecidedthathewouldconsultonlythebestauthority。

Hegotthenamesofthebest—knownworksonthesubjectfromabookstore,andfoundthattheauthorofoneofthesebookswaspracticinginParisasaspecialist。Twoorthreedayselapsedbeforehewasabletogetupthecouragetocallonthisdoctor。

Andoh,theshameandhorrorofsittinginhiswaiting—roomwiththeotherpeople,noneofwhomdaredtolookeachotherintheeyes!Theymustallbeafflicted,Georgethought,andheglancedatthemfurtively,lookingforthevarioussymptomsofwhichhehadread。Orwerethere,perhaps,somelikehimself——merelyvictimsofafoolisherror,comingtohavethehagofdreadpulledfromofftheirbacks?

Andthensuddenly,whilehewasspeculating,therestoodthedoctor,signalingtohim。Histurnhadcome!

CHAPTERII

Thedoctorwasamanaboutfortyyearsofage,robust,witheveryappearanceofastrongcharacter。Inthebuttonholeofthefrockcoatheworewasaredrosette,thedecorationofsomeorder。

ConfusedandnervousasGeorgewas,hegotavagueimpressionofthephysician’srichlyfurnishedoffice,withitsbronzes,marblesandtapestries。

Thedoctorsignaledtotheyoungmantobeseatedinthechairbeforehisdesk。Georgecomplied,andthen,ashewipedawaytheperspirationfromhisforehead,stammeredoutafewwords,explaininghiserrand。Ofcourse,hesaid,itcouldnotbetrue,butitwasaman’sdutynottotakeanychancesinsuchamatter。

"Ihavenotbeenamanoflooselife,"headded;"Ihavenottakensomanychancesasothermen。"

Thedoctorcuthimshortwiththebriefremarkthatonechancewasallthatwasnecessary。Insteadofdiscussingsuchquestions,hewouldmakeanexamination。"Wedonotsaypositivelyinthesecasesuntilwehavemadeabloodtest。Thatistheonewaytoavoidthepossibilityofmistake。"

AdropofbloodwassqueezedoutofGeorge’sfingerontoalittleglassplate。Thedoctorretiredtoanadjoiningroom,andthevictimsataloneintheoffice,derivingnoenjoymentfromtheworksofartwhichsurroundedhim,butfeelinglikeaprisonerwhositsinthedockwithhislifeatstakewhilethejurydeliberates。

Thedoctorreturned,calmandimpassive,andseatedhimselfinhisoffice—chair。

"Well,doctor?"askedGeorge。Hewastremblingwithterror。

"Well,"wasthereply,"thereisnodoubtwhatever。"

Georgewipedhisforehead。Hecouldnotcreditthewords。"Nodoubtwhatever?Inwhatsense?"

"Inthebadsense,"saidtheother。

Hebegantowriteaprescription,withoutseemingtonoticehowGeorgeturnedpagewithterror。"Come,"hesaid,afterasilence,"youmusthaveknownthetruthprettywell。"

"No,no,sir!"exclaimedGeorge。

"Well,"saidtheother,"youhavesyphilis。"

Georgewasutterlystunned。"MyGod!"heexclaimed。

Thedoctor,havingfinishedhisprescription,lookedupandobservedhiscondition。"Don’ttroubleyourself,sir。Outofeverysevenmenyoumeetuponthestreet,insociety,oratthetheater,thereisatleastonewhohasbeeninyourcondition。

Oneoutofseven——fifteenpercent!"

Georgewasstaringbeforehim。Hespokelow,asiftohimself。

"IknowwhatIamgoingtodo。"

"AndIknowalso,"saidthedoctor,withasmile。"Thereisyourprescription。Youaregoingtotakeittothedrugstoreandhaveitputup。"

Georgetooktheprescription,mechanically,butwhispered,"No,sir。"

"Yes,sir,youaregoingtodoaseverybodyelsedoes。"

"No,becausemysituationisnotthatofeverybodyelse。IknowwhatIamgoingtodo。"

Saidthedoctor:"Fivetimesoutoften,inthechairwhereyouaresitting,peopletalklikethat,perfectlysincerely。Eachonebelieveshimselfmoreunhappythanalltheothers;butafterthinkingitover,andlisteningtome,theyunderstandthatthisdiseaseisacompanionwithwhomonecanlive。Justasineveryhousehold,onegetsalongatthecostofmutualconcessions,that’sall。Come,sir,Itellyouagain,thereisnothingaboutitthatisnotperfectlyordinary,perfectlynatural,perfectlycommon;itisanaccidentwhichcanhappentoanyone。Itisagreatmistakethatpeoplespeakifthisasthe’FrenchDisease,’

forthereisnonewhichismoreuniversal。Underthepictureofthisdisease,addressingmyselftothosewhofollowtheoldestprofessionintheworld,Iwouldwritethefamousphrase:’Hereisyourmaster。Itis,itwas,oritmustbe。’"

Georgewasputtingtheprescriptionintotheoutsidepocketofhiscoat,stupidly,asifhedidnotknowwhathewasdoing。

"But,sir,"heexclaimed,"Ishouldhavebeenspared!"

"Why?"inquiredtheother。"Becauseyouareamanofposition,becauseyouarerich?Lookaroundyou,sir。Seetheseworksofartinmyroom。Doyouimaginethatsuchthingshavebeenpresentedtomebychimney—sweeps?"

"But,Doctor,"criedGeorge,withamoan,"Ihaveneverbeenalibertine。Therewasneveranyone,youunderstandme,neveranyonecouldhavebeenmorecarefulinhispleasures。IfIweretotellyouthatinallmylifeIhaveonlyhadtwomistresses,whatwouldyouanswertothat?"

"Iwouldanswer,thatasingleonewouldhavebeensufficienttobringyoutome。"

"No,sir!"criedGeorge。"Itcouldnothavebeeneitherofthosewomen。"Hewentontotellthedoctorabouthisfirstmistress,andthenaboutLizette。FinallyhetoldaboutHenriette,howmuchheadoredher。Hecouldreallyusesuchaword——helovedhermosttenderly。Shewassogood——andhehadthoughthimselfsolucky!

Ashewenton,hecouldhardlykeepfromgoingtopieces。"Ihadeverything,"heexclaimed,"everythingamanneeded!Allwhoknewmeenviedme。AndthenIhadtoletthosefellowsdragmeofftothatmiserablesupper—party!AndnowhereIam!Myfutureisruined,mywholeexistencepoisoned!Whatistobecomeofme?Everybodywillavoidme——Ishallbeapariah,aleper!"

Hepaused,andtheninsuddenwildgriefexclaimed,"Come,now!

WoulditnotbebetterthatIshouldtakemyselfoutoftheway?

Atleast,Ishouldnotsufferanymore。Youseethattherecouldnotbeanyonemoreunhappythanmyself——notanyone,Itellyou,sir,notanyone!"Completelyovercome,hebegantoweepinhishandkerchief。

Thedoctorgotup,andwenttohim。"Youmustbeaman,"hesaid,"andnotcrylikeachild。"

"Butsir,"criedtheyoungman,withtearsrunningdownhischeeks,"ifIhadledawildlife,ifIhadpassedmytimeindissipationwithchorusgirls,thenIcouldunderstandit。ThenIwouldsaythatIhaddeservedit。"

Thedoctorexclaimedwithemphasis,"No,no!Youwouldnotsayit。However,itisofnomatter——goon。"

"ItellyouthatIwouldsayit。Iamhonest,andIwouldsaythatIhaddeservedit。Butno,Ihaveworked,Ihavebeenaregulargrind。Andnow,whenIthinkoftheshamethatisinstoreforme,thedisgustingthings,thefrightfulcatastrophestowhichIamcondemned——"

"Whatisallthisyouaretellingme?"askedthedoctor,laughing。

"Oh,Iknow,Iknow!"criedtheother,andrepeatedwhathisfriendhadtoldhimaboutthemaninawheel—chair。"AndtheyusedtocallmehandsomeRaoul!Thatwasmyname——handsomeRaoul!"

"Now,mydearsir,"saidthedoctor,cheerfully,"wipeyoureyesonelasttime,blowyournose,putyourhandkerchiefintoyourpocket,andhearmedry—eyed。"

Georgeobeyedmechanically。"ButIgiveyoufairwarning,"hesaid,"youarewastingyourtime。"

"Itellyou——"begantheother。

"Iknowexactlywhatyouaregoingtotellme!"criedGeorge。

"Well,inthatcase,thereisnothingmoreforyoutodohere——

runalong。"

"SinceIamhere,"saidthepatientsubmissively,"Iwillhearyou。"

"Verywell,then。Itellyouthatifyouhavethewillandtheperseverance,noneofthethingsyoufearwillhappentoyou。"

"Ofcourse,itisyourdutytotellmethat。"

"IwilltellyouthatthereareonehundredthousandlikeyouinParis,alert,andseeminglywell。Come,takewhatyouwerejustsaying——wheel—chairs。Onedoesn’tseesomanyofthem。"

"No,that’strue,"saidGeorge。

"Andbesides,"addedthedoctor,"agoodmanypeoplewhorideinthemarenotthereforthecauseyouthink。Thereisnomorereasonwhyyoushouldbethevictimofacatastrophethananyoftheonehundredthousand。Thediseaseisserious,nothingmore。"

"Youadmitthatitisaseriousdisease?"arguedGeorge。

"Yes。"

"Oneofthemostserious?"

"Yes,butyouhavethegoodfortune——"

"TheGOODfortune?"

"Relatively,ifyouplease。Youhavethegoodfortunetobeinfectedwithoneofthediseasesoverwhichwehavethemostcertaincontrol。"

"Yes,yes,"exclaimedGeorge,"buttheremediesareworsethanthedisease。"

"Youdeceiveyourself,"repliedtheother。

"YouaretryingtomakemebelievethatIcanbecured?"

"Youcanbe。"

"AndthatIamnotcondemned?"

"Iswearittoyou。"

"Youarenotdeceivingyourself,youarenotdeceivingme?Why,Iwastold——"

Thedoctorlaughed,contemptuously。"Youweretold,youweretold!I’llwagerthatyouknowthelawsoftheChineseconcerningparty—walls。"

"Yes,naturally,"saidGeorge。"ButIdon’tseewhattheyhavetodowithit。"

"Insteadofteachingyousuchthings,"wasthereply,"itwouldhavebeenagreatdealbettertohavetaughtyouaboutthenatureandcauseofdiseasesofthissort。Thenyouwouldhaveknownhowtoavoidthecontagion。Suchknowledgeshouldbespreadabroad,foritisthemostimportantknowledgeintheworld。Itshouldbefoundineverynewspaper。"

ThisremarkgaveGeorgesomethingofashock,forhisfatherhadownedalittlepaperintheprovinces,andhehadasuddenvisionofthewaysubscriberswouldhavefallenoff,ifhehadprintedevensomuchasthenameofthisviledisease。

"Andyet,"pursuedthedoctor,"youpublishromancesaboutadultery!"

"Yes,"saidGeorge,"that’swhatthereaderswant。"

"Theydon’twantthetruthaboutvenerealdiseases,"exclaimedtheother。"Iftheyknewthefulltruth,theywouldnolongerthinkthatadulterywasromanticandinteresting。"

Hewentontogivehisadviceastothemeansofavoidingsuchdiseases。Therewasreallybutonerule。Itwas:Tolovebutonewoman,totakeherasavirgin,andtolovehersomuchthatshewouldneverdeceiveyou。"Takethatfromme,"addedthedoctor,"andteachittoyourson,whenyouhaveone。"

George’sattentionwascaughtbythislastsentence。

"YoumeanthatIshallbeabletohavechildren?"hecried。

"Certainly,"wasthereply。

"Healthychildren?"

"Irepeatittoyou;ifyoutakecareofyourselfproperlyforalongtime,conscientiously,youhavelittletofear。"

"That’scertain?"

"Ninety—ninetimesoutofahundred。"

Georgefeltasifhehadsuddenlyemergedfromadungeon。"Why,then,"heexclaimed,"Ishallbeabletomarry!"

"Youwillbeabletomarry,"wasthereply。

"Youarenotdeceivingme?Youwouldnotgivemethathope,youwouldnotexposeme?HowsoonwillIbeabletomarry?"

"Inthreeorfouryears,"saidthedoctor。

"What!"criedGeorgeinconsternation。"Inthreeorfouryears?

Notbefore?"

"Notbefore。"

"Howisthat?AmIgoingtobesickallthattime?Why,youtoldmejustnow——"

Saidthedoctor:"Thediseasewillnolongerbedangeroustoyou,yourself——butyouwillbedangeroustoothers。"

"But,"theyoungmancried,indespair,"Iamtobemarriedamonthfromnow。"

"Thatisimpossible。"

"ButIcannotdoanydifferently。Thecontractisready!Thebannshavebeenpublished!Ihavegivenmyword!"

"Well,youareagreatone!"thedoctorlaughed。"Justnowyouwerelookingforyourrevolver!Nowyouwanttobemarriedwithinthemonth。"

"But,Doctor,itisnecessary!"

"ButIforbidit。"

"AssoonasIknewthatthediseaseisnotwhatIimagined,andthatIcouldbecured,naturallyIdidn’twanttocommitsuicide。

AndassoonasImakeupmymindnottocommitsuicide,Ihavetotakeupmyregularlife。Ihavetokeepmyengagements;Ihavetogetmarried。"

"No,"saidthedoctor。

"Yes,yes!"persistedGeorge,withblindobstinacy。"Why,Doctor,ifIdidn’tmarryitwouldbeadisaster。Youaretalkingaboutsomethingyoudon’tunderstand。I,formypart——itisnotthatIamanxioustobemarried。AsItoldyou,Ihadalmostasecondfamily。Lizette’slittlebrothersadoredme。

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