投诉 阅读记录

第2章

Shehadliftedhereyesnow,andhadfixedthemwithtenderthoughtfulnessonthemountains。Whatdidsheseeinthescenebeforeher,hewondered:thedeepvalley,brilliantwithearlysunshine;themagnificentsweepofwoodedslopes;PineMountainandthepeak—likeNarrows,wherethroughittheriverhadwornitspatientway;andtheCumberlandRange,lyinglikeacloudagainstthehorizon,andbluerandsofterthantheskyaboveit。Helongedtoknowwhatherthoughtswere;ifinthemtheremightbeahintofwhathehopedtofind。Probablyshecouldnottellthem,shouldheaskher,sounconsciouswassheofhermentallife,whateverthatmightbe。Indeed,sheseemedscarcelytoknowofherownexistence;therewasaboutherasimplicitytowhichhehadfelthimselfriseonlyinthepresenceofthespiritaboutsomelonelymountain—toporintheheartofdeepwoods。Hergazewasnotvacant,notlistless,butthepensivelookofasensitivechild,andClaytonlethimselffancythattherewasinitanunconsciousloveofthebeautybeforeher,andofitsspiritualsuggestivenessaslumberingsense,perhapseasilyawakened。Perhapshemightawakenit。

Thedrowsyhumofthespinning—wheelceasedsuddenly,andhisdreamwasshattered。Hewonderedhowlongtheyhadsattheresayingnothing,andhowlongthesilencemightcontinue。Easter,hebelieved,wouldneveraddresshim。Eventhetemporaryintimacythatthebarterofthegunhadbroughtaboutwasgone。

Thegirlseemedlostinunconsciousness。Themotherhadgonetoherloom,andwashummingsoftlytoherselfasshepassedtheshuttletoandfro。

Claytonturnedforaninstanttowatchher,andtherudebackground,whichhehadforgotten,thrusteveryunwelcomedetailuponhisattention:

theoldcabin,builtofhewnlogs,heldtogetherbywoodenpinandaugur—hole,andshingledwithroughboards;thedark,windowlessroom;

theunplasteredwalls;thebedswithold—fashionedhighposts,mattressesofstraw,andcordsinsteadofslats;thehome—madechairswithstraightbacks,tippedwithcarvedknobs;themantelfilledwithutensilsandoverhungwithbunchesofdryingherbs;aladderwithhalfadozensmooth—wornstepsleadingtotheloft;andawide,deepfireplace—theonlysuggestionofcheerandcomfortinthegloomyinterior。

Anopenporchconnectedthesingleroomwiththekitchen。

Here,too,weresuggestionsofdailyduties。Themother’sfacetoldataleofhardshipandtoil,andtherewastheploughinthefurrow,andthegirl’scallousedhandsfoldedinherlap。WithathrillofcompassionClaytonturnedtoher。Whatapity!whatapity!

Justnowherfacehadthepeaceofachild’s;butwhenaroused,anelectricfireburnedfromhercalmeyesandshowedtheardenttemperamentthatreallylaybeneath。Ifshewerequickandsympathetic—andshemustbe,hewhocouldtellhowrichthedevelopmentpossibleforher?

"Youhain’tseenmuchofthiscountry,Ireckon。Youhain’tbeenhereafore?

Themotherhadbrokenthesilenceatlast。

No,"saidClayton;"butIlikeitverymuch。"

Doye?"sheasked,insurprise。"Why,I’lowedyoufolksfromthesettlemintsthoughthitwasmightyscraggydownhyeh。"

"Ohno。Thesemountainsandwoodsarebeautiful,andIneversawlovelierbeech—trees。Thecoloringoftheirtrunksissoexquisite,andtheshadeissofine,"heconcluded,lamely,noticingablanklookontheoldwoman’sface。Tohisdelightthegirl,halfturnedtowardhim,waslisteningwithpuzzledinterest。

Well,"saidtheoldwoman,"beechesisbeautifultomewhentheyhasmastenoughtofeedthehogs。"

Carriedbacktohistrainofspeculations,Claytonstartedatthisabruptdeliverance。Therewasasuspicionofhumorintheoldwoman’stonethatshowedanappreciationoftheirdifferentstandpoints。ItwaslostonClayton,however,forhisattentionhadbeencaughtbytheword"mast,"which,bysomeaccident,heIhadneverheardbefore。

"Mast,"heasked,"whatisthat?

Thegirllookedtowardhiminamazement,andburstintoalow,suppressedlaugh。Hermotherexplainedtheword,andalllaughedheartily。

Claytonsoonsawthathisconfessionofignorancewasaluckyaccident。ItbroughtEasterandhimselfnearercommonground。

Shefeltthattherewassomething,afterall,thatshecouldteachhim。Shehadbeenoverpoweredbyhispolitenessanddeferenceandhisunusuallanguage,and,notknowingwhattheymeant,wasovercomebyasenseofherinferiority。Theincidentgavehimthekeytohisfutureconduct。Amomentlatershelookedupcovertly,and,meetinghiseyes,laughedagain。Theicewasbroken。Hebegantowonderifshereallyhadnoticedhimsolittleattheirfirstmeetingasnottorecognizehim,orifherindifferenceorreservehadpreventedherfromshowingtherecognition。Hepulledouthisnote—bookandbegansketchingrapidly,consciousthatthegirlwaswatchinghim。Whenbefinished,herose,pickinguptheoldflint—lock。

"Won’tyestayandhevsomedinner?,’askedtheoldwoman。

"No,thankyou。"

Comeag’in,"shesaid,cordially,addingthemountaineer’sfarewell,"Iwishyewell。"

"Thankyou,Iwill。Good—day。"

Ashepassedthegirlhepausedamomentanddroppedthepaperintoherlap。Itwasarudesketchoftheirfirstmeeting,thebullcomingathimlikeatornado。Thecolorcametoherface,andwhenClaytonturnedthecornerofthehouseheheardherlaughing。

"Whatyoulaughin’at,Easter?"askedthemother,stoppingherworkandlookingaround。

Foranswerthegirlroseandwalkedintothehouse,hidingthepaperinherbosom。Theoldwomanwatchedhernarrowly。

Ineverseedyeafeardofamanafore,"shesaidtoherself。"No,nursotickled’boutone,nother。Well,heairasaccommodatin’afellerasIeversee,efheairafurriner。Buthewasafooltoswophisgunferhem。"

V

THEREAFTERClaytonsawthegirlwheneverpossible。Ifshecametothecamp,hewalkedupthemountainwithher。Noidledaypassedthathedidnotvisitthecabin,anditwasnotlongbeforehefoundhimselfstrangelyinterested。Herbeautyandfearlessnesshaddrawnhimatfirst;herindifferenceandstolidityhadpiquedhim;andnowtheshynessthatdisplacedthesewasinconsistentandpuzzling。Thishesethimselfdeliberatelyatworktoremove,andtheconsciouseffortgaveapeculiarpiquancytotheirintercourse。Hehadlearnedthesecretofassociationwiththemountaineers—tobeaslittleunlikethemaspossible—andheputtheknowledgeintopractice。Hediscardedcoatandwaistcoat,woreaslouchedhat,andwentunshavenforweeks。Heavoidedallconventionalities,andwasassimpleinmannerandspeechaspossible。OftenwhentalkingwithEaster,herfacewasblanklyunresponsive,andaquestionwouldsometimesleaveherinconfusedsilence。HefounditnecessarytousethesimplestAnglo—Saxonwords,andhesoonfellintomanyofthequaintexpressionsofthemountaineersandtheirodd,slowwayofspeech。Thiscoursewaseffective,andintimetheshynessworeawayandleftbetweenthemacomradeshipaspleasantasunique。

Sometimestheytooklongwalkstogetheronthemountains。Thiswascontrarytomountainetiquette,buttheywereremoteevenfromtherudeconventionalitiesofthelifebelowthem。Theyevenwenthuntingtogether,andEasterhadthejoyofachildwhenshediscoveredhersuperioritytoClaytoninwoodcraftandintheuseofarifle。Ifhecouldtellherthenamesofplantsandflowerstheyfound,andhowtheywereakin,shecouldshowhimwheretheygrew。Ifhecouldteachheralittlemoreaboutanimalsandtheirhabitsthanshealreadyknew,hehadalwaystofollowherinthesearchforgame。Theirfellowshipwas,inconsequence,nevermorecompletethanwhentheywereroamingthewoods。InthemEasterwasathome,andherardentnaturecametothesurfacelikeapoeticglowfromherbuoyanthealthandbeauty。Thenappearedallthatwaswaywardandelfin—likeinhercharacter,andshewouldbeasplayful,wilful,evanescentasawood—spirit。Sometimes,whentheywereseparated,shewouldleadhimintoaravinebyimitatingasquirrelorawild—turkey,and,ashecreptnoiselesslyalongwithbatedbreathandeyespeeringeagerlythroughthetree—topsortheunderbrush,shewouldsteplikeadryadfrombehindsometreeathisside,witharinginglaughathisdiscomfiture。Again,shemightstartlehimbyrunninglightlyalongthefallentrunkofatreethatlayacrossatorrent,or,inafreakofwilfulness,wouldletherselfdownthebarefaceofsomesteepcliff。Ifhescoldedher,shelaughed。Ifhegrewangry,shewasseriousinstantly,andonceshefelltoweepingandfledhome。

Hefollowedher,butshebarricadedherselfinherroomintheloft,andwouldnotbecoaxeddown。Thenextdayshehadforgottenthatshewasangry。

Hermothershowednosurpriseatanyofhermoods。Easterwasnotlikeother"gals,"shesaid;shehadalwaysbeen"quar,"andshereckonedwould"al’aysbethatway。"SheobjectedinnowisetoClayton’sintimacywithher。Thefurriner,"shetoldRaines,wastheonlymanwhohadeverbeenabletomanageher,andifshewantedEastertodoanything"ag’inherwill,shewenttohimfust"—asimpleremarkthatthrewthemountaineerintodeepthoughtfulness。

Indeed,thissenseofpowerthatClaytonfeltoverthewilful,passionatecreaturethrilledhimwithmorepleasurethanhewouldhavebeenwillingtoadmit;atthesametimeitsuggestedtohimacertainresponsibility。Whynotmakeuseofit,andagooduse?

Thegirlwasperhapsdeplorablyignorant,coulddobutlittlemorethanreadandwrite;butshewassusceptibleofdevelopment,andattimesapparentlyconsciousoftheneedofitanddesirousforit。

Oncehehadcarriedherahandfulofviolets,andthereafteranoldpitcherthatstoodonashelfblossomedeverydaywithwild—flowers。Hehadtransplantedavinefromthewoodsandtaughthertotrainitovertheporch,andthefirsthintoftendernesshefoundinhernaturewasinthecareofthatplant。Hehadtakenherabookfullofpicturesandfashion—plates,andhehadnoticedaquickandingeniousadoptionofsomeofitshintsinherdress。

Oneafternoon,ashelayonhisbedinadarkenedcornerofhisroom,awoman’sshadowpassedacrossthewall,returned,andamomentlaterhesawEaster’sfaceatthewindow。Hehadlainquiet,andwatchedherwhileherwonderingeyesrovedfromoneobjecttoanother,untiltheywerefastenedwithalong,intentlookonapicturethatstooduponatablenearthewindow。Hestirred,andherfacemeltedawayinstantly。AfewdayslaterhewassittingwithEasterandRainesatthecabin。Themotherwasattheotherendoftheporch,talkingtoaneighborwhohadstoppedtorestonhiswayacrossthemountains。

Easteraira—gettin’highnotions,"shewassaying,"’n’sheaira—spendin’hersavin’s,’n’allmineshekingitholdof,tobuyfixin’satthecommissary。Shemusthevwhitecrockery,’n’towels,’n’

newfangledforks,’n’sichlike。"Aconsciousflushcameintothegirl’sface,andsherosehastilyandwentintothehouse。

"Iwasafeard,"continuedthemother,"thatshewouldhevherhaircutshort,’n’bea—flyin’withribbons,’n’spangledoutlikearainbow,likeold’LigeHicks’sgal,efIhadn’theerdthefurrinertellheritwas’beastly。’Tharain’tnofearnow,ferwhatthatfurrinerdon’tlike,Easterdon’tnother。"

Foraninstantthemountaineer’seyeshadflashedonClayton,butwhenthelatter,atrifleembarrassed,lookedup,Rainesapparentlyhadheardnothing。Easterdidnotreappearuntilthemountaineerwasgone。

Therewereothcrhopefulsigns。WheneverClaytonspokeofhisfriends,shealwayslistenedeagerly,andaskedinnumerablequestionsaboutthem。Ifhisattentionwascaughtbyanyqueercustomorphraseofthemountaindialect,shewasquicktoaskinreturnhowhewouldsaythesamething,andwhatthecustomwasinthesettlemints。"Sheevenmadefeebleattemptstomodelherownspeechafterhis。

Inaconsciousglowthatheimaginedwasphilanthropy,Claytonbeganhistaskofelevation。Shewasnotsoignorantashehadsupposed。Apparentlyshehadbeentaughtbysomebody,butwhenaskedbywhom,shehesitatedanswering;andhehadtakenitforgrantedthatwhatsheknewshehadpuzzledoutalone。Hewasastonishedbyherquickness,herdocility,andthepassionateenergywithwhichsheworked。Herinstantobediencetoeverysuggestion,hertrustineverywordheuttered,madehimacutelyandattimesuncomfortablyconsciousofhisresponsibility。Atthesametimetherewasinthetasksomethingofthepleasurethatayoungsculptorfeelswhen,forthefirsttime,theclaybeginstoyieldobediencetohisfingers,andsomethingofthedelightthatmusthavethrilledPygmalionwhenhesawhisstatuetremulouswithconsciouslife。

VI

THEpossibilityofliftingthegirlaboveherownpeople,andofcreatingaspiritofdiscontentthatmightembitterherwholelife,hadoccurredtoClayton;butatsuchmomentsthefigureofRainescameintothephilanthropicpictureformingslowlyinhismind,andhisconsciencewasquieted。Hecouldseethemtogether;thegradualchangethatEasterwouldbringaboutinhim,theinfluenceofthetwoontheirfellows。Themining—campgrewintoatownwithamodestchurchontheoutskirts,andacottagewhereRainesandEasterwereinstalled。Theystoodbetweentheoldcivilizationandthenew,understandingboth,andprotectingthenativestrengthoftheonefromthevicesoftheother,andtrainingitaftermorebreadthandrefinement。ButRainesandEasterdidnotlendthemselvestothepicturesoreadily,andgraduallyitgrewvagueandshadowy,andthefigureofthemountaineerwasblurred。

Claytondidnotbringharmonytothetwo。Atfirsthesawnothingofthemountaineer,andwhentheymetatthecabinRainesremainedonlyashorttime。IfEastercaredforhimatall,shedidnotshowit。Howhewasregardedbythemother,Claytonhadlearnedlongago,when,inanswertooneofhisquestions,shehadsaid,withalookatEaster,that"Raineswasthelikeliestyoungfellerinthemmountains";that"heknewmorn’nanybodyroundthar";that"hehadspentayearinthesettlemints,wasmightyreligious,andwouldonedaybeacircuit—rider。Anyhow,"sheconcluded,"hewasamightygoodfriendo’theirn。"

ButasforEaster,shetreatedhimwithunvaryingindifference,thoughClaytonnoticedshewasmorequietandreservedinthemountaineer’spresence;and,whatwasunintelligibletohim,sherefusedtospeakofherstudieswhenRaineswasatthecabin,andwarnedhermotherwithanangryfrownwhenthelatterbegantellingthemountaineerof"whutachangehadcomeoverEaster,andhowshereckonedthegalwasa—gittin’eddicatedenoughfertoteachanybodyinthemountains,shewasa—larnin’somuch。"

Afterthatlittleincident,hemetRainesatthecabinoftener。Themountaineerwasalwaystaciturn,thoughhelistenedcloselywhenanythingwassaid,andevenwhenaddressedbyEaster’smotherhisattention,Claytonnoticed,wasfixedonEasterandhimself。Hefeltthathewasbeingwatched,anditirritatedhim。Hehadtriedtobefriendlywiththemountaineer,buthisadvanceswerereceivedwithareservethatwasalmostsuspicion。Astimewenton,themountaineer’svisitsincreasedinfrequencyandinlength,andatlastonenighthestayedsolongthat,forthefirsttime,Claytonlefthimthere。

Neitherspokeaftertheyoungengineerwasgone。ThemountaineersatlookingcloselyatEaster,whowaslistlesslywatchingthemoonasitroseabovetheCumberlandRangeandbroughtintoviewthewaveringoutlineofPineMountainandtheshadowedvalleybelow。Itwasevidentfromhisfaceandhiseyes,whichglowedwiththesuppressedfireofsomepowerfulemotionwithin,thathehadremainedforapurpose;andwhenheroseandsaid,"IreckonIbetterbea—goin’,Easter,"hisvoicewassounnaturalthatthegirllookedupquickly。

Hitairlate,"shesaid,afteraslightpause。

Hisfaceflushed,buthesethislipsandcaughtthebackofhischair,asthoughtosteadyhimself。

"Ireckon,"hesaid,withslowbitterness,"thathitwould’a’beenearlylongasthefurrinerwashyeh。"

Thegirlwasrousedinstantly,butshesaidnothing,andhecontinued,inadeterminedtone:

"Easter,thar’sagooddealI’vewantedtosaytoyeferalongtime,butIhevkepta—puttin’hitoffuntilI’mafeardmaybehitairtoolate。ButI’ma—goin’tosayhitnow,andIwantyetolisten。"Heclearedhisthroathuskily。"Doyeknow,Easter,whatfolksinthemountainsisa—sayin’?

Thegirl’squickinsighttoldherwhatwascoming,andherfacehardened。

"Haveyeeverknowedme,SherdRaines,tokeerwhatfolksinthemountainssay?Ireckonyemeanashowtheyaira—talkin’aboutmeThat’swhatImean,"saidthemountaineer—"you’n’him。"

"Whutairtheya—sayin’?"sheasked,defiantly。Raineswatchedhernarrowly。

"Theyaira—sayin’ashowheaira—comin’upheremightyoften;ashowEasterHicks,whohevneverkeeredfernoman,airinlovewiththisfurrinerfromthesettlemints。"

Thegirlreddened,inspiteofherassumedindifference。

"They—say,too,ashowheairnotinlovewithher,’n’thatsomebodyoughterwarnEasterthatheairnota—meanin’goodtoher。Youhevbeenseeda—walkin’inthemountainstogether。"

"Whoseedme?"sheasked,withquicksuspicion。Themountaineerhesitated。

Ihev,"hesaid,doggedly。

Thegirl’sanger,whichhadbeenkindlingagainsthergossipingfellows,blazedoutagainstRaines。

You’vebeenwatchin’me,"shesaid,angrily。"Whogiveyetherighttodoit?Whatcallhevyetocomehyarandtellmewhutfolksisasayin’?Isitanyo’yo’business?Iwanttotellye,SherdRaines"—herutterancegrewthick—"thatIkintakekeero’myself;

thatIdon’tkeerwhatfolkssay;’n’Iwantyetokeepawayfromme。

’N’efIseesyea—hangin’round’n’a—spyin’,ye’llbesorryferit。"Hereyesblazed,shehadrisenanddrawnherselfstraight,andherhandswereclinched。

Themountaineerstoodmotionless。"Thar’sanotherwho’sseedye,"hesaid,quietly—"upthar,"pointingtoawoodedmountain,thetopofwhichwaslostinmist。Thegirl’sattitudechangedinstantlyinto—vaguealarm,andhereyesflasheduponRainesasthoughtheywouldseartheirwayintothemeaninghiddeninhisquietface。Graduallyhismotiveseemedtobecomeclear,andsheadvancedasteptowardhim。

"Soyou’vefoundoutwhardadisa—hidin’?"shesaid,hervoicetremulouswithrageandscorn。N’yeairmeanandsorryenoughtosomehyeh’n’tellmeye’llgivehimuptothelawefIdon’tknuckledown’n’dowhatyewantsme?

Shepausedamoment。Washersuspicioncorrect?Whydidhenotspeak?Shedidnotreallybelievewhatshesaid。Coulditbetrue?

Hernostrilsquivered;shetriedtospeakagain,buthervoicewaschokedwithpassion。Withasuddenmovementshesnatchedherriflefromitsplace,andthesteelflashedinthemoonlightandceasedinashininglinestraightatthemountaineer’sbreast。

"Lookhyeh,SherdRaines,"shesaid,inlow,unsteadytones,"I

knowyouairreligious,’n’Iknowashow,wheny’ugiveyerword,you’lldowhatyousay。Now,Iwantyetoholdupyerrighthandandsw’arthatyou’llnevertellalivin’soulthatyouknowwhardadisa—hidin’。"

Rainesdidnotturnhisface,whichwasasemotionlessasstone。

Airyegoin’tosw’ar?"sheasked,withfierceimpatience。Withoutlookingather,hebegantospeak—veryslowly:

"DoyethinkI’mfoolenoughtotrytogainyergood—willbya—tellin’onyerdad?Wewereonthemountains,him’n’me,weseedyou’n’thefurriner。Yerdadthoughthitwasaspy,’n’hewhippeduphisgun’n’would’a’shothimdeadinhistracksefI

hadn’thinderedhim。

DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohurtthe’furriner?Ihevknowedyerdadwasupinthemountainsallthetime,’n’Ihevbeena—totin’

thingsferhimtoeat。DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohandhimovertothelaw?"

Thegirlhadlettheriflefall。Movingaway,shestoodleaningonitintheshadow,lookingdown。

"YouwanttoknowwhatcallIhevtowatchye,’n’seethatnoharmcomestoye。Yerdadgivemetheright。Youknowhowhehatesfurriners,’n’whuthewoulddoefhehappenedtorunacrossthisfurrineratterhehasbeendrinkin’。I’ma—meddlin’becauseIhevtoldhimthatIamgoin’totakekeero’ye,’n’Imeantodoit—efyehatesmeferit。I’ma—watchin’ye,Easter,"hecontinued,"’n’Iwantyetoknowit。Iknowedthefurrinerbeguncomm’herecauseyeairnotlikegalsinthesettlemints。Y’uairascur’ustohimasoneo’

thembugsan’sich—likethathe’salwaysa—pickin’upinthewoods。

Ihevn’tsaidnuthin’toyerdad,ferfearo’hisharmin’thefurriner;

butIhevseedthatyelikehim,an’hit’stimenowfermetomeddle。

Efhewasinlovewithye,doyethinkhewouldmarryye?Ihevbeeninthesettle—mints。Folkstharairnotaswecitizensair。Theyairbigoted’n’high—heeled,’n’theylookdownonus。Itellye,too—

’n’hitairferyerowngood—heairinlovewithsomebodyinthesettlemints。Ihevheerdit,’n’Ihevseedhima—lookin’atapicterinhisroomezamandon’tlookathissister。Theysayhit’sher。

"Thar’sonethingmore,Easter,"heconcluded,ashesteppedfromtheporch。"Heisa—goin’away。Iheardhimsayityestiddy。Whatwillyedowhenhe’sgoneefyeletsyerselfgittothinkin’somuchofhimnow?I’vewarnedyenow,Easter,feryerowngood,thoughyemoughtthinkI’ma—workin’fermyself。ButIknowIhevdonewhutIought。I’vewarnedye,’n’yekindowhutyeplease,butI’ma—watchin’ye。"

Thegirlsaidnothing,butstoodrigid,witheyeswideopenandfacetense,asthemountaineer’sstepsdiedaway。Shewasbewilderedbytheconfusedemotionsthatswayedher。Whyhadshenotindignantlydeniedthatshewasinlovewiththe"furriner"?

Raineshadnothinteditasasuspicion。Hehadspokenitoutrightasafact,andhemusthavethoughtthathersilenceconfirmedit。

Hehadsaidthatthe"furriner"carednothingforher,andhaddaredtotellherthatshewasinlovewithhim。Hercheeksbegantobum。

Shewouldcallhimbackandtellhimthatshecarednomoreforthe"furriner"thanshedidforhim。Shestartedfromthesteps,butpaused,straininghereyesthroughthedarkness。Itwastoolate,and,withahelplesslittlecry,shebeganpacingtheporch。Shehadscarcelyheardwhatwassaidafterthemountaineer’sfirstaccusation,socompletelyhadthatenthralledhermind;nowfragmentscamebacktoher。Therewassomethingaboutapicture—ah!sherememberedthatpicture。Passingthroughthecamponeafternoon,shehadglancedinatawindowandhadseenarifleonceherown。Turninginrapidwonderabouttheroom,hereyelighteduponapictureonatablenearthewindow。Shehadfelttherefinedbeautyofthegirl,andithadimpressedherwiththesametimiditythatClaytonhadwhenshefirstknewhim。

Fascinated,shehadlookedtilla—movementintheroommadehershrinkaway。Butthefacehadclunginhermemoryeversince,andnowitcamebeforehervividly。Claytonwasinlovewithher。

Well,whatdidthatmattertoher?

TherewasmorethatRainessaid。"Goin’away。"Rainesmeantthe"furriner,"ofcourse。Howdidheknow?WhyhadClaytonnottoldher?Shedidnotbelieveit。Butwhynot?Hehadoncetoldherthathewouldgoawaysometime;whynotnow?Butwhy—whydidnotClaytontellher?Perhapshewasgoingtoher。Shealmoststretchedoutherhandsinasudden,fiercedesiretoclutchtheroundthroatandsinkhernailsintothesoftfleshthatrosebeforehermind。Shehadforgottenthathehadevertoldherthathemustgoaway,solittlehaditimpressedheratthetime。Shehadneverthoughtofapossiblechangeintheirrelationsorintheirlives。Shetriedtothinkwhatherlifewouldbeafterhewasgone,andshewasfrightened;shecouldnotimagineheroldliferesumed。WhenClaytoncame,itwasasthoughshehadrisenfromsleepinadream,andhadlivedinitthereafterwithoutquestioningitsreality。

Intohishandsshehaddeliveredherlifeandherselfwiththeundoubtingfaithofachild。Shehadneverthoughtoftheirrelationsatall。Nowtheawakeninghadcome。Thedreamwasshattered。Forthefirsttimehereyewasturnedinward,whereafloodoflightbroughtintoterribledistinctnessthetumultthatbegantoragesosuddenlywithin。

Onehopeonlyflashedintoherbrain—perhapsRaineswasmistaken。Buteventhen,ifhewere,Claytonmustgosometime;

hehadtoldherthat。Onthisfacteverythoughtbecamecentred。Itwasnolongerhowhecame,therichnessofthenewlifehehadshownher,thebarrennessoftheold,Raines’saccusation,theshameofit—theshameofbeingpointedoutandlaughedatafterClayton’sdeparture;itwasnolongerhelplesswonderatthefierceemotionsrackingherforthefirsttime:herwholebeingwasabsorbedintherealizationwhichslowlyforceditselfintoherheartandbrain—somedayhemustgoaway;somedayshemustlosehim。

Sheliftedherhandstoherheadinadazed,ineffectualway。Themoonlightgrewfaintbeforehereyes;mountain,sky,andmistwerein—distinguishablyblurred;andthegirlsankdownuponhertremblingknees,downtillshelaycrouchedonthefloorwithhertearlessfaceinherarms。

Themoonrosehighaboveherandsankdownthewest。Theshadowsshortenedandcreptbacktothewoods,nightnoisesgrewfainter,andthemistsfloatedupfromthevalleyandClungaroundthemountain—tops;butshestirredonlywhenaquerulousvoicecamefromwithinthecabin。

"Easter,"itsaid,"efSherdRainesairgone,y’ubettercomeintobed。Y’u’vegotaloto’worktodoto—morrer。"

Thevoicecalledhertothehomelydutiesthathadoncefilledherlifeandmustfillitagain。Itwasasummonstobeginanewalifethatwasdead,andthegirlliftedherhaggardfaceinanswerandrosewearily。

VII

ONthefollowingSundaymorning,whenClaytonwalkeduptothecabin,Easterandhermotherwereseatedintheporch。Hecalledtothemcheerilyasheclimbedoverthefence,butonlythemotheranswered。Easterroseasheapproached,and,withoutspeaking,wentwithindoors。Hethoughtshemustbeill,sothinanddrawnwasherface,buthermothersaid,carelessly:

Oh,hit’sonlyoneo’Easter’sspells。She’sbeensorto’puny’n’

triflin’o’late,butIreckonshe’llbeallrightag’ininadayortwo。"

Asthegirldidnotappearagain,Claytonconcludedthatshewaslyingdown,andwentawaywithoutseeingher。Hermannerhadseemedalittleodd,but,attributingthattoill—ness,hethoughtnothingfurtheraboutit。Tohissurprise,theincidentwasrepeated,andthereafter,tohiswonder,thegirlseemedtoavoidhim。Theirintimacywasbrokensharplyoff。WhenClaytonwasatthecabin,eithershedidnotappearorelsekeptherselfbusiedwithhouseholdduties。Theirstudiesceasedabruptly。Easterhadthrownherbooksintoacorner,hermothersaid,anddidnothingbutmopeallday;andthoughsheinsistedthatitwasonlyoneofthegirl’s"spells,"itwasplainthatsomethingwaswrong。Easter’sfaceremainedthinanddrawn,andacquiredgraduallyahard,dogged,almostsullenlook。ShespoketoClaytonrarely,andthenonlyinmonosyllables。Sheneverlookedhimintheface,andifhisgazerestedintentlyonher,asshesatwitheyesdowncastandhandsfolded,sheseemedtoknowitatonce。Herfacewouldcolorfaintly,herhandsfoldandunfoldnervously,andsometimesshewouldriseandgowithin。Hehadnoopportunityofspeakingwithheralone。Sheseemedtoguardagainstthat,and,indeed,Raines’spresencealmostpreventedit,forthemountaineerwastherealways,andalwaysnowthelasttoleave。Hesatusuallyintheshadowofthevine,andthoughhis—facewasunseen,Claytoncouldfeelhiseyesfixeduponhimwithanintensitythatsometimesmadehimnervous。Themountaineerhadevidentlybeguntomisinterprethisvisitstothecabin。Claytonwasregardedasarival。

Inwhatotherlight,indeed,couldheappeartoRaines?Friendlycallsbetweenyoungpeopleofoppositesexwererareinthemountains。Whenayoungmanvisitedayoungwoman,hisintentionsweresupposedtobeserious。Raineswasplainlyjealous。

ButEaster?Whatwas’thereasonforheroddbehavior?Couldshe,too,havemisconstruedhisintentionsasRaineshad?Itwasimpossible。Butevenifshehad,hismannerhadinnowisechanged。Someoneelsehadarousedhersuspicions,andifanyoneitmusthavebeenRaines。Itwasnotthemother,hefeltsure。

ForsometimeClayton’smotherandsisterhadbeenurginghimtomakeavisithome。Hehadaskedleaveofabsence,butitwasabusytime,andhehaddelayedindefinitely。Inafort—night,however,thestressofworkwouldbeover,andthenhemeanttoleave。Duringthatfortnighthewasstrangelytroubled。Hedidnotleavethecamp,buthismindwasbusiedwiththoughtsofEaster—nothingbutEaster。Timeandagainhehadreviewedtheiracquaintanceminutelyfromthebeginning,buthecouldfindnocauseforthechangeinher。Whenhisworkwasdone,hefoundhimselfclimbingthemountainoncemore。Hemeanttosolvethemysteryifpossible。HewouldtellEasterthathewasgoinghome。

Surelyshewouldbetraysomefeelingthen。

Attheoldfencewhichhehadclimbedsooftenhestopped,aswashiscustom,torestamoment,withhiseyesonthewildbeautybeforehim—thegreatvalley,withmistsfloatingfromitsgloomydepthsintothetremulousmoonlight;farthroughtheradiantspacethestill,darkmassesoftheCumberlandliftedinmajestyagainsttheeast;andintheshadowofthegreatcliffthevagueoutlinesoftheoldcabin,asstillastheawfulsilencearoundit。Alightwasvisible,buthecouldhearnovoices。Still,heknewhewouldfindtheoccupantsseatedintheporch,heldbythatstrangequietwhichnatureimposesonthosewhodwellmuchalonewithher。Hehadnotbeentothecabinforseveralweeks,andwhenhespokeEasterdidnotreturnhisgreeting;Rainesnoddedalmostsurlily,butfromthemothercame,asalways,acordialwelcome。

"I’mmightygladtoseeye,"shesaid;"youhaven’tbeenupferalongtime。"

No,"answeredClayton;"Ihavebeenverybusy—gettingreadytogohome。"HehadwatchedEastercloselyashespoke,butthegirldidnotliftherface,andshebetrayednoemotion,notevensurprise;

nordidRaines。Onlythemothershowedgenuineregret。Thegirl’sapathyfilledhimwithbitterdisappointment。Shehadrelapsedintobarbarismagain。Hewasafooltothinkthatinafewmonthshecouldcounteractinfluencesthathadbeenmouldinghercharacterforacentury。Hispurposehadbeenunselfish。Curiosity,thegirl’sbeauty,hisincreasingpoweroverher,hadstimulatedhim,tobesure,buthehadbeenconscientiousandearnest。Somehowhewasmorethandisappointed;hewashurtdeeply,notonlythatheshouldhavebeensomisunderstood,butforthelackofgratitudeinthegirl。Hewasbewildered。Whatcouldhavehappened?CouldRainesreallyhavepoisonedhermindagainsthim?WouldEastersoeasilybelievewhatmighthavebeensaidagainsthimandnotallowhimahearing?

"I’vebeenexpectingtotakeatriphomeforseveralweeks,"hefoundhimselfsayingamomentlater;"IthinkIshallgoto—morrow。"

Hehardlymeantwhathesaid;amomentarypiquehadforcedthewordsfromhim,but,oncespoken,hedeterminedtoabidebythem。Easterwasstirredfromherlethargyatlast,butClayton’sattentionwasdrawntoRaines’sstartofsurprise,andhedidnotseethegirl’sfaceagitatedforaninstant,norherhandsnervouslytremblinginherlap。

"Ter—morrer!"criedtheoldwoman。"Why,ye’mosttakemybreathaway。Ideclar’,I’mdownrightsorryyou’regoin’,Ihevtuksechashinetoye。Ikindo’thinkI’llmissyemore’nEaster。"

Raines’seyesturnedtothegirl,asdidClay—ton’s。Notasuggestionofcolordisturbedthepallorofthegirl’sface,oncemorecomposed,andshesaidnothing。

You’resojolly’n’lively,"continuedthemother,’n’yeallushevsomuchtosay。YouairnotlikeEaster’n’Sherdhyar,whotalk’boutasmuchastwostumps。IsupposeI’llhevtositup’n’talktothemoonwhenyouairgone。"

Themountaineerroseabruptly,and,thoughhespokequietly,hecouldhardlycontrolhimself。

"Ezmycompanyseemstobeunwelcometoye,"hesaid,"Ikintakeitawayfromye,’n’Iwill。"

Beforetheoldwomancouldrecoverherself,hewasgone。

Well,"sheejaculated,"whutkinbethematterwithSherd?Hehevgotmightycur’ushyaroflate,’n’sohevEaster。Allo’yebeena—settin’uphyarezefyouwasataburyin’。I’ma—goin’tobed。You’n’Easterkinsetuplongasyeplease。Isupposeyouaircomm’

backag’intoseeus,"shesaid,turningtoClayton。

"Idon’tknow,"heanswered。"Imaynot;butIsha’n’tforgetyou。"

"Well,Iwishyegoodluck。"Claytonshookhandswithher,andshewentwithindoors。

Thegirlhadrisen,too,withhermother,andwasstandingintheshadow。

"Good—byEaster,"saidClayton,holdingouthishand。

Assheturnedhecaughtoneglimpseofherfaceinthemoonlight,anditswhitenessstartledhim。Herhandwascoldwhenhetookit,andhervoicewasscarcelyaudibleasshefaintlyrepeatedhiswords。Sheliftedherfaceastheirhandswereunclasped,andherlipsquiveredmutelyasiftryingtospeak,buthehadturnedtogo。

Foramomentshewatchedhisdarkeningfigure,andthenwithstifledbreathalmoststaggeredintothecabin。

Theroadwoundaroundthecliffandbackagain,andasClaytonpickedhiswayalongithewasoppressedbyastrangeuneasiness。

Easter’sface,ashelastsawit,layinhismindlikeakeenreproach。

Couldhehavebeenmistaken?Hadhebeentoohasty?Herecalledtheeventsoftheevening。HebegantoseethatitwassignificantthatRaineshadshownnosurprisewhenhespokeofgoinghome,andyethadseemedalmoststartledbythesuddennessofhisdeparture。Perhapsthemountaineerknewhewasgoing。Itwasknownatthecamp。Ifheknew,thenEastermusthaveknown。

Perhapsshehadfelthurtbecausehehadnotspokentoherearlier。

WhatmightRainesnothavetoldher,andhonestly,too?Perhapshewasunconsciouslyconfirmingallthemountaineermighthavesaid。Heoughttohavespokentoher。Perhapsshecouldnotspeaktohim。Hewheeledsuddenlyinthepathtoreturntothecabin,andstoppedstill。

Somethingwashurryingdownthroughtheundergrowthofthecliffsidewhichtowereddarklybehindhim。Nearerandnearerthebushescrackledasthoughsomehuntedanimalwereflyingforlifethroughthem,andthenthroughthelaurel—hedgeburstthefigureofawoman,whosanktothegroundinthepathbe—forehim。Theflashofyellowhairandawhitefaceinthemoonlighttoldhimwhoitwas。

"Easter,Easter!"heexclaimed,insickeningfear。"MyGod!isthatyou?Why,whatisthematter,child?Whatareyoudoinghere?"

Hestoopedabovethesobbinggirl,andpulledawayherhandsfromherface,tear—stainedandbrokenwithpain。Thelimitofherself—repressionwasreachedatlast;thetensenerves,strainedtoomuch,hadbroken;andthepassion,solongchecked,surgedthroughherlikefire。Ah,God!whathadhedone?Hesawthetruthatlast。Inanimpulseoftendernessheliftedthegirltoherfeetandheldher,sobbinguncontrollably,inhisarms,withherheadagainsthisbreast,andhischeekonherhair,soothingherasthoughshehadbeenachild。

Presentlyshefeltakissonherforehead。Shelookedupwithasuddenfiercejoyinhereyes,andtheirlipsmet。

VIII

CLAYTONshunnedallself—questioningafterthatnight。Stirredtothedepthsbythatembraceonthemountain—side,hegavehimselfwhollyuptotheloveorinfatuation—hedidnotaskwhich—thatenthralledhim。Whateveritwas,itsgrowthhadbeensubtleandswift。Therewasinitthethrillthatmightcomefromtamingsomewildcreaturethathadneverknowncontrol,andthegentlenessthattoanygenerousspiritsuchpowerwouldbring。These,withthemagnetismofthegirl’sbeautyandpersonality,andtheinfluenceofherenvironment,hehadfeltforalongtime;butnowricherchordsweresetvibratinginresponsetohergreatlove,thestruggleshehadagainstitsdisclosure,theappealfortendernessandprotectioninherfinaldefeat。Itwasideal,hetoldhimself,ashesankintothedeliciousdream;theytwoalonewithnature,aboveallhumanlife,withitsrestraints,itshardships,itsevils,itsdistress。Forthemwasthefreedomoftheopenskyliftingitsdomeabovethemountains;

forthemnothinglesskindlythanthesunshiningitsbenediction;

fortheireyesonlythechangingbeautiesofdayandnight;fortheirearsnosoundharsherthanthedrippingofdeworabird—song;forthemyouth,health,beauty,love。Anditwasprimevallove,theloveofthefirstwomanforthefirstman。Sheknewnoconvention,noprudery,nodoubt。Herlifewasimpulse,andherimpulsewaslove。Shewastheteachernow,andhethetaught;andhestoodinwonderwhentheplanthehadtendedfloweredintosuchbeautyinasinglenight。Ah,thehappy,happydaysthatfollowed!Theveilthathadforalongtimebeenunfoldingitselfbetweenhimandhispreviouslifeseemedtohavealmostfallen,andtheywereleftalonetotheirhappiness。Themotherkeptherowncounsel。RaineshaddisappearedasthoughDeathhadclaimedhim。Andthedreamlastedtillasummonshomebrokeintoitasthesuddenflaringupofacandlewillshatterareverieattwilight。

IX

THEsummonswasfromhisfather,andwasemphatic;andClaytondidnotdelay。Thegirlacceptedhisdeparturewithapaleface,butwithaquietsubmissionthattouchedhim。OfRaineshehadseennothingandheardnothingsincethenighthehadleftthecabininanger;butashecamedownthemountainafterbiddingEastergood—by,hewasstartledbythemountaineersteppingfromthebushesintothepath。

Yeaira—goin’home,Ihear,"hesaid,quietly。

"Yes,"answeredClayton;"atmidnight。"

Well,I’llwalkdownwithyeapiece,efyedon’tmind。Hit’snotouto’myway。"

Ashespokehisfacewasturnedsuddenlytothemoonlight。Thelinesinithadsunkdeeper,givingitalmostanagedlook;theeyeswerehollowasfromphysicalsufferingorfromfasting。HeprecededClaytondownthepath,withheadbent,andsayingnothingtilltheyreachedthespurofthemountain。Theninthesamevoice:

"Iwanttotalktoyeawhile,’n’I’dliketohevyestepintermyhouse。Idon’tmeanyenoharm,"headded,quickly,"’n’hitain’tfer。"

Certainly,"saidClayton。

Themountaineerturnedintothewoodsbyanarrowpath,andsoontheoutlinesofamiserablelittlehutwerevisiblethroughthedarkwoods。Rainesthrustthedooropen。Thesingleroomwasdarkexceptforafewdullcoalsinagloomycavernwhichformedthefireplace。

Sitdown,efyekinfindacheer,"saidRaines,"’n’I’llfixupthefire。"

Doyouliveherealone?"askedClayton。Hecouldhearthekeen,smoothsoundofthemountaineer’sknifegoingthroughwood。

"Yes,"heanswered;"ferfiveyear。"

Thecoalsbrightened;tinyflamesshotfromthem;inamomenttheblazecaughtthedryfagots,andshadowsdancedoverthefloor,wall,andceiling,andvanishedasthemountaineerrosefromhisknees。Theroomwasasbareasthecellofamonk。Aroughbedstoodinonecorner;afewutensilshungnearthefireplace,whereinwereremnantsofpotatoesroastingintheashes,andclosetothewoodenshutterwhichservedasawindowwasaboardtable。

Onitlayalargebook—aBible—apen,abottleofink,andapieceofpaperonwhichwereletterstracedwithgreatcareanddifficulty。

Themountaineerdidnotsitdown,butbeganpacingthefloorbehindClayton。Claytonmovedhischair,andRainesseemedunconsciousofhispresenceaswitheyesonthefloorhetraversedthenarrowwidthofthecabin。

Y’uhevn’tseedmeuponthemount’inlately,hevye?"heasked。

"Ireckonyehaven’tmissedmemuch。DoyeknowwhutI’vebeendoin’?"hesaid,withsuddenvehemence,stoppingstillandrestinghiseyes,whichglowedlikeananimal’sfromthedarkenedendofthecabin,onClayton。

"I’vebeentryin’tokeepfromkillin’ye。Oh,don’tmove—don’tfearnow;yeairassafeasefyeweredowninthecamp。Iseedyethatnightonthemount’in,"hecontinued,pacingrapidlybackandforth。"Iwaswaitin’ferye。ImeanttotellyejestwhutI’mgoin’totellyeter—night;’n’whenEastercomea—tearin’throughthebushes,’n’Iseedye—ye—a—standin’together"—thewordsseemedtostopinhisthroat—"IknowedIwastoolate。

"Isottharferaminutelikearock,’n’whenyetwowentbackupthemount’in,beforeIknoweditIwashyerinthehousetharatthefiremouldin’abullettokillyewithasyecomeback。AllatoncetIheerdavoiceplainasmyownisatthisminute:

"’Airyoua—thinkin’’bouttakin’thelifeofafellow—creatur,SherdRaines—youthatairtryin’tobeaservanto’theLord?’"

"ButIkeptona—mouldin’,’n’suddenlyIseedyea—layin’intheroaddead,’n’theheavensopened’n’thefaceo’theLordwasthar,’n’heraisedhishandtosmitemewiththebrando’Cain—’n’lookthar!"

Claytonhadsatspellboundbytheterribleearnestnessoftheman,andasthemountaineerswepthisdarkhairbackwithonehand,heroseinsuddenhorror。Acrossthemountaineer’sforeheadranacrimsonscaryetunhealed。Couldhehaveinflicteduponhimselfthisfearfulpenance?

Oh,itwasonlythemoulds。IseeditallsoplainthatIthrowedupmyhands,fergittin’themoulds,’n’thehotleadstruckmethar;

but,"hecontinued,solemnly,"IknowedtheLordhedtukthatwayo’punishin’meferthesinohavin’murderinmymind,’n’Ifellonmykneesrightthara—prayin’ferfergiveness:’n’sincethatnightI

hevstayedawayfromyetilltheLordgivemepowertostandag’inthetemptationo’harmin’ye。Hehevshowedmeanotherway,’n’

nowIhevcometoyeashehevtol’me。Ihevn’ttol’yethisfernothin’。Y’uinseenowwhutIthinko’Easter,efIwastemptedtotakethelifeo’themanwhotukherfromme,’n’IreckonyewillsayI’vegottherighttoaxyewhutI’ma—goin’to。Ihevknowedthegalsenceshewasababy。Wewaschildrentogether,andtharhain’tnousehidin’thatIneverkeeredastrawferanutherwoman。

Sheusedtobemightywilful’n’contrary,butassoonasyoucomeI

seedatoncetthatachangewascomm’overher。Imistrustedye,’n’Iwarnedherag’in’ye。ButwhenIl’arnedthatyewasa—teachin’

her,anda—doin’whutIhadtriedmybesttodo’n’failed,Iletthingsrunalong,thinkin’thatmebbeever’thingwouldcomeoutright,afterall。Mebbehitairallright,butIcometoyenow,’n’Iaxyeinthenameofthelivin’God,whoisa—watchin’youa—guidin’me,airyegoin’toleavethepo’galtodiesorrowin’ferye,ordoyeaimtocomeback’n’marryher?

Raineshadstoppednowinthecentreofthecabin,andtheshadowsflickeringslowlyoverhimgaveanunearthlyaspecttohistall,gauntfigure,ashestoodwithupliftedarm,paleface,glowingeyes,anddisorderedhair。

"Thegalhasn’tgotnoprotecter—herdad,asyouknow,isa—hidin’

fromjesticeinthemount’ins—andI’ma—standin’inhisplace,’n’Iaxyetodoonlywhutyouknowyeought。"

Therewasnothingthreateninginthemountaineer’sattitude,nordictatorial;andClaytonfelthisrighttosaywhathehad,inspiteofanaturalimpulsetoresentsuchinterference。Besides,theresprangupinhisheartasuddengreatadmirationforthisrough,uncouthfellowwhowascapableofsuchunselfishness;who,truetothetrustofherfatherandhisGod,wasputtingasidethestrongestpassionofhislifeforwhathebelievedwasthehappinessofthewomanwhohadinspiredit。Hesaw,too,thatthesacrificewasmadewithperfectunconsciousnessthatitwasunusualoradmirable。Herosetohisfeet,andthetwomenfacedeachother。

"Ifyouhadtoldmethislongago,"saidClayton,"Ishouldhavegoneaway,butyouseemeddistrustfulandsuspicious。Ididnotexpectthepresentstateofaffairstocomeabout,butsinceithas,I

tellyoufranklythatIhaveneverthoughtofdoinganythingelsethanwhatyouhaveasked。"

Andhetoldthetruth,forhehadalreadyaskedhimselfthatquestion。Whyshouldhenotmarryher?Hemustinallprobabilitystayinthemountainsforyears,andafterthattimehewouldnotbeashamedtotakeherhome,sostrongwashisbeliefinherquicknessandadaptibility。

Rainesseemedscarcelytobelievewhatheheard。Hehadnotexpectedsuchreadyacquiescence。HehadalmostbeguntofearfromClayton’ssilencethathewasgoingtorefuse,andthen—Godknowswhathewouldhavedone。

Instantlyhestretchedouthishand。

"Ihevdoneyegreatwrong,’n’Iaxyerpar—din,"hesaid,huskily。

"IwanttosaythatIbearyenogredge,’n’thetIwishyewell。I

hopeyewon’tthinkhardonme,"hecontinued;"IhehadahardfightwiththedevilaslongasIcanricolect。Ihevturnedbacktime’n’ag’in,buttharhain’tnothin’terkeepmefromgoin’straightaheadnow。"

AsClaytonleftthecabin,themountaineerstoppedhimforamomentonthethreshold。

"Thar’sanotherthingIreckonIoughttotellye,"hesaid;"Easter’sdadairpowerfullysotag’inye。Hethoughtyewasanofficeratfust,’n’hitwashardtogithimouto’theideethetyewasspyin’ferhim;’n’whenheseedyegoin’tothehouse,hegotitinterhisheadthatyemoughtbemeanin’harmtoEaster,whoairtheonlythingalivethethekeersfermuch。Hepromisednottotechye,’n’I

knowedhewouldkeephiswordaslongashewassober。It’llbeallrightnow,Ireckon,"heconcluded,"whenItellhimwhutyeaimstodo,thoughhehevgotaspiteag’inallfurriners。Far’well!I

wishyewell;Iwishyewell。"

AnhourlaterClaytonwasinJellico。Itwasmidnightwhenthetraincamein,andhewentimmediatelytohisberth。Strikingthecurtainaccidentally,helooseditfromitsfastenings,and,doublingthepillows,helaylookingoutontheswiftlypassinglandscape。

Themoonwasfullandbrilliant,andtherewasastrange,keenpleasureinbeingwhirledinsuchcomfortthroughthenight。

Themistsalmosthidthemountains。Theyseemedvery,veryfaraway。

AredstartrembledinthecrestofWolfMountain。

Easter’scabinmustbealmostunderthatStar。Hewonderedifshewereasleep。

Perhapsshewasoutontheporch,lonely,suffering,andthinkingofhim。

Hefeltherkissandhertearsuponhishand。Didhenotloveher?

Couldtherebeanydoubtaboutthat?HisthoughtsturnedtoRaines,andhesawthemountaineerinhislonelycabin,sittingwithhisheadbowedinhishandsinfrontofthedyingfire。Heclosedhiseyes,andanotherpicturerosebeforehim—asceneathome。HehadtakenEastertoNewYork。Howbrilliantthelight!

whatwarmthandluxury!Therestoodhisfather,therehismother。

Whatgraciousdignitytheyhad!Herewashissister—whatbeautyandeleganceandgraceofmanner!ButEaster!Wherevershewasplacedtheotherfiguresneededreadjustment。Therewassomethingirritablyincongruous—Ah!nowhehadit—hismindgrewhazy—hewasasleep。

X

DURINGtheweeksthatfollowed,somemalignantspiritseemedtobetorturinghimwithaslowrealizationofallhehadlost;

tauntinghimwiththepossibilityofregainingitandthecertaintyoflosingitforever。

AshesteppedfromthedockatJerseyCitythefreshseawindhadthrilledhimlikeamemory,andhispulsesleapedinstantlyintosympathywiththetenselifethatvibratedintheair。Heseemednevertohavebeenawaysolong,andneverhadhomeseemedsopleasant。Hissisterhadgrownmorebeautiful;hismother’squiet,noblefacewassmootherandfairerthanithadbeenforyears;anddespitetheabsenceofhisfather,whohadbeenhastilysummonedtoEngland,therewasanairofcheerfulnessinthehousethatwasinmarkedcontrasttoitsgloomwhenClaytonwaslastathome。

Hehadbeenquickenedatonceintoanewappreciationoftheluxuryandrefinementabouthim,andhesoonbegantowonderhowhehadinuredhimselftothediscomfortsandcruditiesofhismountainlife。Oldhabitseasilyresumedswayoverhim。

Attheclubfriendandacquaintanceweresounfeignedlygladtoseehimthathebegantosuspectthathisowninnergloomhaddarkenedtheirfacesafterhisfather’smisfortune。Dayafterdayfoundhiminhisfavoritecornerattheclub,watchingthepassingpageantandlisteningeagerlytotheconversationalfrothofthetown—thegossipofclub,theatre,andsociety。Hisasceticlifeinthemountainsgavetoeverypleasurethetasteofinexperience。Hisearlyyouthseemedrenewed,sokeenandfreshwerehisemotions。Hefelt,too,thathewasrecoveringalostidentity,andstillthenewonethathadgrownaroundhimwouldnotloosenitshold。HehadtoldhisfamilynothingofEaster—why,hecouldscarcelyhavesaid—andthedifficultyoftellingincreasedeachday。

Hissecretbegantoweighheavilyuponhim;andthoughhedeterminedtounburdenhimselfonhisfather’sreturn,hewastroubledwithavaguesenseofdeception。Whenhewenttoreceptionswithhissister,thissenseofadoubleidentitywaskeenlyfeltamidthelights,themusic,theflowers,theflashofeyesandwhitenecksandarms,thelowvoices,thepolite,clear—cututterancesofwelcomeandcompliment。

Severaltimeshehadmetafaceforwhichhehadoncehadaboyishinfatuation。Itsimagehadneverbeensupplantedduringhisstudentcareer,buthehadturnedfromitasfromastarwhenhecamehomeandfoundthathislifewastobebuiltwithhisownhands。Nowthegirlhadgrowntograciouswomanhood,andwhenhesawherhewasthrilledwiththeremembrancethatshehadoncefavoredhimaboveallothers。Onenightadesireassailedhimtolearnuponwhatfootinghethenstood。Hehadyielded,andshegavehimakindlywelcome。Theyhaddriftedtoreminiscence,andClaytonwenthomethatnighttroubledatheartandangrythatheshouldbesoeasilydisturbed;surprisedthatthedayswerepassingsoswiftly,andpainedthattheywerefilledlessandlesswiththoughtsofEaster。Withapangofremorseandfear,hedeterminedtogobacktothemountainsassoonashisfathercamehome。Heknewtheeffectofhabit。Hewouldforgetthesepleasuresfeltsokeenlynow,ashehadonceforgottenthem,andhewouldleavebeforetheirholduponhimwassecure。

Knowingthedangerthatbesethim,Puritanthathewas,hehadavoideditallhecould。Heevenstoppedhisdailyvisitstotheclub,andspentmostofhistimeathomewithhismotherandsister。Onceonly,tohisbitterregret,washeinducedtogoout。

Wagner’stidalwavehadreachedNewYork;itwastheopeningnightoftheseason,andtheoperawasonethathehadlearnedtoloveinGermany。Theverybrilliancyofthescenethrewhimintogloom,soaloofdidhefeelfromitall—thegreattheatreaflamewithlights,thecirclingtiersoffaces,thepitwithitshundredmusicians,theireyesontheleader,whostoodabovethemwithbatonupraisedandGermanfacealreadyaglow。

Inhisstudentdayshehadlovedmusic,buthehadlittlemorethantrifledwithit;now,strangelyenough,hislove,evenhisunderstanding,seemedtohavegrown;andwhentheviolinsthrilledallthevastspaceintolife,hewasshakenwithapassionnewlyborn。Alltheeveninghesatriveted。Arushofmemoriescameuponhim—memoriesofhisstudentlife,withitsdreamsandidealsofcultureandscholarship,whichrosefromhispastagainlikephantoms。Intheelevationofthemomentthetrivialpleasuresthathadbeentemptinghimbecamemeanandunworthy。Withapangofbitterregrethesawhimselfashemighthavebeen,asheyetmightbe。

Afewdayslaterhisfathercamehome,andhisdistressofmindwascomplete。Claytonneedstayinthemountainsbutlittlelonger,hesaid;hewasfastmakinguphislosses,andhehadhopedafterhistriptoEnglandtohaveClaytonatonceinNewYork;butnowhehadbestwaitperhapsanotheryear。Thenhadcomeastrugglethatrackedheartandbrain。Allhehadeverhadwasbeforehimagain。

Coulditbehisdutytoshuthimselffromthislife—hisnaturalheritage—tostiflethehighestdemandsofhisnature?Washeseriouslyinlovewiththatmountaingirl?Hadheindeedeverbeensureofhimself?

If,then,hedidnotloveherbeyondallquestion,wouldhenotwronghimself,wrongher,bymarryingher?Ah,butmighthenotwrongher,wronghimself—evenmore?

Hewasboundtoherbyeverytiethathissensitivehonorrecognizedamongthedutiesofonehumanbeingtoanother。

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