投诉 阅读记录

第6章

Well,I’lltellyou。JustnowIwantitforTommyDunn,andtheGreggorysifIcangetthem,andmaybeoneortwoothers。There’llalwaysbesomebody。Yousee,IhadthoughtI’dhavethemattheStrata。’

TommyDunn——attheStrata!’

Billylaughedagainruefully。

Odear!YousoundjustlikeBertram,’shepouted。Hedidn’twantTommy,either,noranyoftherestofthem。’

Therestofthem!’

Well,Icouldhavehadalotmore,youknow,theStrataissobig,especiallynowthatCyrilhasgone,andleftallthoseemptyrooms。_I_gotrealenthusiastic,butBertramdidn’t。Hejustlaughedandsaid`nonsense!’untilhefoundI

wasreallyinearnest;thenhe——well,hesaid`nonsense,’then,too——onlyhedidn’tlaugh,’

finishedBilly,withasigh。

AuntHannahregardedherwithfond,thoughslightlyexasperatedeyes。

Billy,youare,indeed,amostextraordinaryyoungwoman——attimes。Surely,withyou,abodyneverknowswhattoexpect——excepttheunexpected。’

Why,AuntHannah!——andfromyou,too!’

reproachedBilly,mischievously;butAuntHannahhadyetmoretosay。

OfcourseBertramthoughtitwasnonsense。

Theideaofyou,abride,fillingupyourhousewith——withpeoplelikethat!TommyDunn,indeed!’

Oh,BertramsaidhelikedTommyallright,’

sighedBilly;buthesaidthatthatdidn’tmeanhewantedhimforthreemealsaday。OnewouldthinkpoorTommywasabreakfastfood!SothatiswhenIthoughtofkeepingupthishouse,yousee,andthat’swhyIwantyouhere——totakechargeofit。Andyou’lldothat——forme,won’tyou?’

AuntHannahfellbackinherchair。

Why,y-yes,Billy,ofcourse,if——ifyouwantit。Butwhatanextraordinaryidea,child!’

Billyshookherhead。Adeepercolorcametohercheeks,andasofterglowtohereyes。

Idon’tthinkso,AuntHannah。It’sonlythatI’msohappythatsomeofithasjustgottooverflowsomewhere,andthisisgoingtobetheoverflowhouse——asortofsafetyvalveforme,yousee。I’mgoingtocallittheAnnex——itwillbeanannextoourhome。AndIwanttokeepitfull,always,ofpeoplewho——whocanmakethebestuseofallthatextrahappinessthatIcan’tpossiblyusemyself,’shefinishedalittletremulously。Don’tyousee?’

Oh,yes,I_see_,’repliedAuntHannah,withafondshakeofthehead。

But,really,listen——it’ssensible,’urgedBilly。First,there’sTommy。Hismotherdiedlastmonth。He’sataneighbor’snow,butthey’regoingtosendhimtoaHomeforCrippledChildren;

andhe’sgrievinghisheartoutoverit。

I’mgoingtobringhimheretoarealhome——

thekindthatdoesn’tbeginwithacapitalletter。

Headoresmusic,andhe’sgotrealtalent,Ithink。

Thenthere’stheGreggorys。’

AuntHannahlookeddubious。

Youcan’tgettheGreggorysto——touseanyofthathappiness,Billy。They’retooproud。’

Billysmiledradiantly。

IknowIcan’tgetthemto_use_it,AuntHannah,butIbelieveIcangetthemto_give_it,’

shedeclaredtriumphantly。IshallaskAliceGreggorytoteachTommymusic,andIshallaskMrs。Greggorytoteachhimbooks;andI

shalltellthemboththatIpositivelyneedthemtokeepyoucompany。’

Oh,butBilly,’bridledAuntHannah,withpromptobjection。

Tut,tut!——Iknowyou’llbewillingtobethrownasalittlebitofasoptotheGreggorys’

pride,’coaxedBilly。YoujustwaittillIgettheOverflowAnnexinrunningorder。Why,AuntHannah,youdon’tknowhowbusyyou’regoingtobehandingoutallthatextrahappinessthatIcan’tuse!’

Youdearchild!’AuntHannahsmiledmistily。Theblackshawlhadfallenunheededtothefloornow。Asifanybodyeverhadanymorehappinessthanone’sselfcoulduse!’

Ihave,’avowedBilly,promptly,andit’sgoingtokeepgrowingandgrowing,Iknow。’

Oh,mygriefandconscience,Billy,don’t!’

exclaimedAuntHannah,liftingshockedhandsofremonstrance。Raponwood——do!Howcanyouboastlikethat?’

Billydimpledroguishlyandsprangtoherfeet{。??}

Why,AuntHannah,I’mashamedofyou!

Tobesuperstitiouslikethat——you,agoodPresbyterian!’

AuntHannahsubsidedshamefacedly。

Yes,Iknow,Billy,itissilly;butIjustcan’thelpit。’

Oh,butit’sworsethansilly,AuntHannah,’

teasedBilly,witharemorselesschuckle。It’sreally_heathen!_Bertramtoldmeoncethatitdates’waybacktothetimeoftheDruids——

appealingtothegodoftrees,orsomethinglikethat——whenyouraponwood,youknow。’

Ugh!’shudderedAuntHannah。AsifIwould,Billy!HowisBertram,bytheby?’

AswiftshadowcrossedBilly’sbrightface。

He’slovely——onlyhisarm。’

Hisarm!ButIthoughtthatwasbetter。’

Oh,itis,’droopedBilly,butitgetsalongsoslowly,anditfretshimdreadfully。Youknowhenevercandoanythingwithhislefthand,hesays,andhejusthatestohavethingsdoneforhim——thoughPeteandDongLingarequarrelingwitheachotherallthetimetodothingsforhim,andI’mquarrelingwithbothofthemtodothemforhimmyself!Bytheway,DongLingisgoingtoleaveusnextweek。Didyouknowit?’

DongLing——leave!’

Yes。Oh,hetoldBertramlongagoheshouldgowhenweweremarried;thathehadplentymuchmoney,andwasgoingbacktoChina,andnotbeMelicanmananylonger。ButIdon’tthinkBertramthoughthe’ddoit。WilliamsaysDongLingwenttoPete,however,afterweleft,andtoldhimhewantedtogo;thathelikedthelittleMisseeplentywell,butthatthere’dbetoomuchhen-talkwhenshegotback,and——’

Why,theimpudentcreature!’

Billylaughedmerrily。

Yes;Petewasfurious,Williamsays,butDongLingdidn’tmeananydisrespect,I’msure。

Hejustwasn’tusedtohavingpetticoatsaround,anddidn’twanttotakeordersfromthem;that’sall。’

But,Billy,whatwillyoudo?’

Oh,Pete’sfixedallthatlovely,’returnedBilly,nonchalantly。YouknowhisniecelivesoverinSouthBoston,anditseemsshe’sgotadaughterwho’safinecookandwillbegladtocome。Mercy!Lookatthetime,’shebrokeoff,glancingattheclock。Ishallbelatetodinner,andDongLingloathesanybodywho’slatetohismeals——asIfoundouttomysorrowthenightwegothome。Good-by,dear。I’llbeoutsoonagainandfixitallup——abouttheAnnex,youknow。’Andwithabrightsmileshewasgone。

Dearme,’sighedAuntHannah,stoopingtopickuptheblackshawl;dearme!Ofcourseeverythingwillbeallright——there’sagirlcoming,evenifDongLingisgoing。But——but——

Oh,mygriefandconscience,whatanextraordinarychildBillyis,tobesure——butwhatadearone!’sheadded,wipingaquicktearfromhereye。AnOverflowAnnex,indeed,forher`extrahappiness’!Nowisn’tthatjustlikeBilly?’

SeptemberpassedandOctobercame,bringingwithitcooldaysandclear,crispeveningsroyallyruledoverbyagorgeousharvestmoon。AccordingtoBillyeverythingwasjustperfect——except,ofcourse,poorBertram’sarm;andeventhefactthatthatgainedsoslowlywasnotwithoutitsadvantage(againaccordingtoBilly),foritgaveBertrammoretimetobewithher。

Yousee,dear,aslongasyou_can’t_paint,’shetoldhimearnestly,oneday,why,I’mnotreallyhinderingyoubykeepingyouwithmesomuch。’

Youcertainlyarenot,’heretorted,withasmile。

ThenImaybejustashappyasIlikeoverit,’settledBilly,comfortably。

Asifyouevercouldhinderme,’heridiculed。

Oh,yes,Icould,’noddedBilly,emphatically。

Youforget,sir。Thatwaswhatworriedmeso。Everybody,eventhenewspapersandmagazines,saidI_would_doit,too。TheysaidI’dslayyourArt,stifleyourAmbition,destroyyourInspiration,andbeanuisancegenerally。AndKatesaid——’

Yes。Well,nevermindwhatKatesaid,’

interruptedtheman,savagely。

Billylaughed,andgavehisearaplayfultweak。

Allright;butI’mnotgoingtodoit,youknow——spoilyourcareer,sir。Youjustwait,’

shecontinueddramatically。Theminuteyourarmgetssoyoucanpaint,Imyselfshallconductyoutoyourstudio,thrustthebrushesintoyourhand,fillyourpalettewithallthecolorsoftherainbow,andorderyoutopaint,mylord,paint!

But——untilthenI’mgoingtohaveyouallI

like,’shefinished,withacompletechangeofmanner,nestlingintothereadycurveofhisgoodleftarm。

Youwitch!’laughedtheman,fondly。

Why,Billy,youcouldn’thinderme。You’ll_be_

myinspiration,dear,insteadofslayingit。You’llsee。_This_timeMargueriteWinthrop’sportraitisgoingtobeasuccess。’

Billyturnedquickly。

Thenyouare——thatis,youhaven’t——I

mean,you’regoingto——paintit?’

Ijustam,’avowedtheartist。Andthistimeit’llbeasuccess,too,withyoutohelp。’

Billydrewinherbreathtremulously。

Ididn’tknowbutyou’dalreadystartedit,’

shefaltered。

Heshookhishead。

No。Aftertheotheronefailed,andMr。

Winthropaskedmetotryagain,Icouldn’t_then_。

Iwassotroubledoveryou。That’sthetimeyoudidhinderme,’hesmiled。Thencameyournotebreakingtheengagement。OfcourseIknewtoomuchtoattemptathinglikethatportraitthen。Butnow——_now_——!’Thepauseandtheemphasiswereeloquent。

Ofcourse,_now_,’noddedBilly,brightly,butalittlefeverishly。Andwhendoyoubegin?’

NottillJanuary。MissWinthropwon’tbebacktillthen。IsawJ。G。lastweek,andItoldhimI’daccepthisoffertotryagain。’

Whatdidhesay?’

Hegavemylefthandabiggripandsaid:

`Good!——andyou’llwinoutthistime。’’

Ofcourseyouwill,’noddedBilly,again,thoughstillalittlefeverishly。AndthistimeIsha’n’tmindabitifyoudostaytoluncheon,andbreakengagementswithme,sir,’shewenton,tiltingherchinarchly,forIshallknowit’stheportraitandnotthesitterthat’sreallykeepingyou。Oh,you’llseewhatafineartist’swifeI’llmake!’

Theverybest,’declaredBertramsoardentlythatBillyblushed,andshookherheadinreproof。

Nonsense!Iwasn’tfishing。Ididn’tmeanitthatway,’sheprotested。Then,ashetriedtocatchher,shelaughedanddancedteasinglyoutofhisreach。

BecauseBertramcouldnotpaint,therefore,BillyhadhimquitetoherselftheseOctoberdays;

nordidshehesitatetoappropriatehim。Neither,onhispart,wasBertramloathtobeappropriated。

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