投诉 阅读记录

第13章

’Whatwasthatnoiseinyourchimmer,mother,lastnight?’saidherson。’Youfelloffthebed,surely?’

’Didyouhearanythingfall?Atwhattime?’

’Justwhentheclockstrucktwo。’

Shecouldnotexplain,andwhenthemealwasdonewentsilentlyaboutherhouseholdwork,theboyassistingher,forhehatedgoingafieldonthefarms,andsheindulgedhisreluctance。Betweenelevenandtwelvethegarden-gateclicked,andsheliftedhereyestothewindow。Atthebottomofthegarden,withinthegate,stoodthewomanofhervision。Rhodaseemedtransfixed。

’Ah,shesaidshewouldcome!’exclaimedtheboy,alsoobservingher。

’Saidso——when?Howdoessheknowus?’

’Ihaveseenandspokentoher。Italkedtoheryesterday。’

’Itoldyou,’saidthemother,flushingindignantly,’nevertospeaktoanybodyinthathouse,orgoneartheplace。’

’Ididnotspeaktohertillshespoketome。AndIdidnotgoneartheplace。Imetherintheroad。’

’Whatdidyoutellher?’

’Nothing。Shesaid,“Areyouthepoorboywhohadtobringtheheavyloadfrommarket?“Andshelookedatmyboots,andsaidtheywouldnotkeepmyfeetdryifitcameonwet,becausetheyweresocracked。ItoldherIlivedwithmymother,andwehadenoughtodotokeepourselves,andthat’showitwas;andshesaidthen,“I’llcomeandbringyousomebetterboots,andseeyourmother。“Shegivesawaythingstootherfolksinthemeadsbesidesus。’

Mrs。Lodgewasbythistimeclosetothedoor——notinhersilk,asRhodahadseenherinthebed-chamber,butinamorninghat,andgownofcommonlightmaterial,whichbecameherbetterthansilk。

Onherarmshecarriedabasket。

Theimpressionremainingfromthenight’sexperiencewasstillstrong。Brookhadalmostexpectedtoseethewrinkles,thescorn,andthecrueltyonhervisitor’sface。

Shewouldhaveescapedaninterview,hadescapebeenpossible。

Therewas,however,nobackdoortothecottage,andinaninstanttheboyhadliftedthelatchtoMrs。Lodge’sgentleknock。

’IseeIhavecometotherighthouse,’saidshe,glancingatthelad,andsmiling。’ButIwasnotsuretillyouopenedthedoor。’

Thefigureandactionwerethoseofthephantom;buthervoicewassoindescribablysweet,herglancesowinning,hersmilesotender,sounlikethatofRhoda’smidnightvisitant,thatthelattercouldhardlybelievetheevidenceofhersenses。Shewastrulygladthatshehadnothiddenawayinsheeraversion,asshehadbeeninclinedtodo。InherbasketMrs。Lodgebroughtthepairofbootsthatshehadpromisedtotheboy,andotherusefularticles。

AttheseproofsofakindlyfeelingtowardsherandhersRhoda’sheartreproachedherbitterly。Thisinnocentyoungthingshouldhaveherblessingandnothercurse。Whensheleftthemalightseemedgonefromthedwelling。Twodayslatershecameagaintoknowifthebootsfitted;andlessthanafortnightafterthatpaidRhodaanothercall。Onthisoccasiontheboywasabsent。

’Iwalkagooddeal,’saidMrs。Lodge,’andyourhouseisthenearestoutsideourownparish。Ihopeyouarewell。Youdon’tlookquitewell。’

Rhodasaidshewaswellenough;and,indeed,thoughthepalerofthetwo,therewasmoreofthestrengththatenduresinherwell-definedfeaturesandlargeframe,thaninthesoft-cheekedyoungwomanbeforeher。Theconversationbecamequiteconfidentialasregardedtheirpowersandweaknesses;andwhenMrs。Lodgewasleaving,Rhodasaid,’Ihopeyouwillfindthisairagreewithyou,ma’am,andnotsufferfromthedampofthewater-meads。’

Theyoungeronerepliedthattherewasnotmuchdoubtofit,hergeneralhealthbeingusuallygood。’Though,nowyouremindme,’sheadded,’Ihaveonelittleailmentwhichpuzzlesme。Itisnothingserious,butIcannotmakeitout。’

Sheuncoveredherlefthandandarm;andtheiroutlineconfrontedRhoda’sgazeastheexactoriginalofthelimbshehadbeheldandseizedinherdream。Uponthepinkroundsurfaceofthearmwerefaintmarksofanunhealthycolour,asifproducedbyaroughgrasp。

Rhoda’seyesbecamerivetedonthediscolorations;shefanciedthatshediscernedinthemtheshapeofherownfourfingers。

’Howdidithappen?’shesaidmechanically。

’Icannottell,’repliedMrs。Lodge,shakingherhead。’OnenightwhenIwassoundasleep,dreamingIwasawayinsomestrangeplace,apainsuddenlyshotintomyarmthere,andwassokeenastoawakenme。Imusthavestruckitinthedaytime,Isuppose,thoughIdon’trememberdoingso。’Sheadded,laughing,’Itellmydearhusbandthatitlooksjustasifhehadflownintoarageandstruckmethere。O,Idaresayitwillsoondisappear。’

’Ha,ha!Yes……Onwhatnightdiditcome?’

Mrs。Lodgeconsidered,andsaiditwouldbeafortnightagoonthemorrow。’WhenIawokeIcouldnotrememberwhereIwas,’sheadded,’tilltheclockstrikingtworemindedme。’

ShehadnamedthenightandthehourofRhoda’sspectralencounter,andBrookfeltlikeaguiltything。Theartlessdisclosurestartledher;shedidnotreasononthefreaksofcoincidence;andallthesceneryofthatghastlynightreturnedwithdoublevividnesstohermind。

’O,canitbe,’shesaidtoherself,whenhervisitorhaddeparted,’thatIexerciseamalignantpoweroverpeopleagainstmyownwill?’

Sheknewthatshehadbeenslilycalledawitchsinceherfall;butneverhavingunderstoodwhythatparticularstigmahadbeenattachedtoher,ithadpasseddisregarded。Couldthisbetheexplanation,andhadsuchthingsasthiseverhappenedbefore?

Thesummerdrewon,andRhodaBrookalmostdreadedtomeetMrs。

Lodgeagain,notwithstandingthatherfeelingfortheyoungwifeamountedwell-nightoaffection。SomethinginherownindividualityseemedtoconvictRhodaofcrime。YetafatalitysometimeswoulddirectthestepsofthelattertotheoutskirtsofHolmstokewheneversheleftherhouseforanyotherpurposethanherdailywork;andhenceithappenedthattheirnextencounterwasoutofdoors。Rhodacouldnotavoidthesubjectwhichhadsomystifiedher,andafterthefirstfewwordsshestammered,’Ihopeyour——armiswellagain,ma’am?’ShehadperceivedwithconsternationthatGertrudeLodgecarriedherleftarmstiffly。

’No;itisnotquitewell。Indeeditisnobetteratall;itisratherworse。Itpainsmedreadfullysometimes。’

’Perhapsyouhadbettergotoadoctor,ma’am。’

Sherepliedthatshehadalreadyseenadoctor。Herhusbandhadinsisteduponhergoingtoone。Butthesurgeonhadnotseemedtounderstandtheafflictedlimbatall;hehadtoldhertobatheitinhotwater,andshehadbathedit,butthetreatmenthaddonenogood。

’Willyouletmeseeit?’saidthemilkwoman。

Mrs。Lodgepusheduphersleeveanddisclosedtheplace,whichwasafewinchesabovethewrist。AssoonasRhodaBrooksawit,shecouldhardlypreservehercomposure。Therewasnothingofthenatureofawound,butthearmatthatpointhadashrivelledlook,andtheoutlineofthefourfingersappearedmoredistinctthanattheformertime。Moreover,shefanciedthattheywereimprintedinpreciselytherelativepositionofherclutchuponthearminthetrance;thefirstfingertowardsGertrude’swrist,andthefourthtowardsherelbow。

WhattheimpressresembledseemedtohavestruckGertrudeherselfsincetheirlastmeeting。’Itlooksalmostlikefinger-marks,’shesaid;addingwithafaintlaugh,’myhusbandsaysitisasifsomewitch,orthedevilhimself,hadtakenholdofmethere,andblastedtheflesh。’

Rhodashivered。’That’sfancy,’shesaidhurriedly。’Iwouldn’tmindit,ifIwereyou。’

’Ishouldn’tsomuchmindit,’saidtheyounger,withhesitation,’if——ifIhadn’tanotionthatitmakesmyhusband——dislikeme——no,lovemeless。Menthinksomuchofpersonalappearance。’

’Somedo——heforone。’

’Yes;andhewasveryproudofmine,atfirst。’

’Keepyourarmcoveredfromhissight。’

’Ah——heknowsthedisfigurementisthere!’Shetriedtohidethetearsthatfilledhereyes。

’Well,ma’am,Iearnestlyhopeitwillgoawaysoon。’

Andsothemilkwoman’smindwaschainedanewtothesubjectbyahorridsortofspellasshereturnedhome。Thesenseofhavingbeenguiltyofanactofmalignityincreased,affectasshemighttoridiculehersuperstition。InhersecretheartRhodadidnotaltogetherobjecttoaslightdiminutionofhersuccessor’sbeauty,bywhatevermeansithadcomeabout;butshedidnotwishtoinflictuponherphysicalpain。ForthoughthisprettyyoungwomanhadrenderedimpossibleanyreparationwhichLodgemighthavemadeRhodaforhispastconduct,everythinglikeresentmentattheunconscioususurpationhadquitepassedawayfromtheelder’smind。

IfthesweetandkindlyGertrudeLodgeonlyknewofthesceneinthebed-chamber,whatwouldshethink?Nottoinformherofitseemedtreacheryinthepresenceofherfriendliness;buttellshecouldnotofherownaccord——neithercouldshedevisearemedy。

Shemuseduponthematterthegreaterpartofthenight;andthenextday,afterthemorningmilking,setouttoobtainanotherglimpseofGertrudeLodgeifshecould,beingheldtoherbyagruesomefascination。Bywatchingthehousefromadistancethemilkmaidwaspresentlyabletodiscernthefarmer’swifeinarideshewastakingalone——probablytojoinherhusbandinsomedistantfield。Mrs。Lodgeperceivedher,andcanteredinherdirection。

’Goodmorning,Rhoda!’Gertrudesaid,whenshehadcomeup。’Iwasgoingtocall。’

RhodanoticedthatMrs。Lodgeheldthereinswithsomedifficulty。

’Ihope——thebadarm,’saidRhoda。

’TheytellmethereispossiblyonewaybywhichImightbeabletofindoutthecause,andsoperhapsthecure,ofit,’repliedtheotheranxiously。’ItisbygoingtosomeclevermanoverinEgdonHeath。Theydidnotknowifhewasstillalive——andIcannotrememberhisnameatthismoment;buttheysaidthatyouknewmoreofhismovementsthananybodyelsehereabout,andcouldtellmeifhewerestilltobeconsulted。Dearme——whatwashisname?Butyouknow。’

’NotConjurorTrendle?’saidherthincompanion,turningpale。

’Trendle——yes。Ishealive?’

’Ibelieveso,’saidRhoda,withreluctance。

’Whydoyoucallhimconjuror?’

’Well——theysay——theyusedtosayhewasa——hehadpowersotherfolkshavenot。’

’O,howcouldmypeoplebesosuperstitiousastorecommendamanofthatsort!Ithoughttheymeantsomemedicalman。Ishallthinknomoreofhim。’

Rhodalookedrelieved,andMrs。Lodgerodeon。Themilkwomanhadinwardlyseen,fromthemomentsheheardofherhavingbeenmentionedasareferenceforthisman,thattheremustexistasarcasticfeelingamongthework-folkthatasorceresswouldknowthewhereaboutsoftheexorcist。Theysuspectedher,then。Ashorttimeagothiswouldhavegivennoconcerntoawomanofhercommon-

sense。Butshehadahauntingreasontobesuperstitiousnow;andshehadbeenseizedwithsuddendreadthatthisConjurorTrendlemightnameherasthemalignantinfluencewhichwasblastingthefairpersonofGertrude,andsoleadherfriendtohateherforever,andtotreatherassomefiendinhumanshape。

Butallwasnotover。Twodaysafter,ashadowintrudedintothewindow-patternthrownonRhodaBrook’sfloorbytheafternoonsun。

Thewomanopenedthedooratonce,almostbreathlessly。

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