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第19章

Heinterestedmebecausehewassoquietandsolitaryandsohappywithal;awellofgoodhumorandcontentmentwhichoverflowedathiseyes。Hismirthwaswithoutalloy。SometimesIsawhimathisworkinthewoods,fellingtrees,andhewouldgreetmewithalaughofinexpressiblesatisfaction,andasalutationinCanadianFrench,thoughhespokeEnglishaswell。WhenIapproachedhimhewouldsuspendhiswork,andwithhalf-suppressedmirthliealongthetrunkofapinewhichhehadfelled,and,peelingofftheinnerbark,rollitupintoaballandchewitwhilehelaughedandtalked。Suchanexuberanceofanimalspiritshadhethathesometimestumbleddownandrolledonthegroundwithlaughteratanythingwhichmadehimthinkandtickledhim。Lookingrounduponthetreeshewouldexclaim——“ByGeorge!Icanenjoymyselfwellenoughherechopping;Iwantnobettersport。“Sometimes,whenatleisure,heamusedhimselfalldayinthewoodswithapocketpistol,firingsalutestohimselfatregularintervalsashewalked。

Inthewinterhehadafirebywhichatnoonhewarmedhiscoffeeinakettle;andashesatonalogtoeathisdinnerthechickadeeswouldsometimescomeroundandalightonhisarmandpeckatthepotatoinhisfingers;andhesaidthathe“likedtohavethelittlefellersabouthim。“

Inhimtheanimalmanchieflywasdeveloped。Inphysicalenduranceandcontentmenthewascousintothepineandtherock。I

askedhimonceifhewasnotsometimestiredatnight,afterworkingallday;andheanswered,withasincereandseriouslook,“Gorrappit,Ineverwastiredinmylife。“Buttheintellectualandwhatiscalledspiritualmaninhimwereslumberingasinaninfant。

HehadbeeninstructedonlyinthatinnocentandineffectualwayinwhichtheCatholicprieststeachtheaborigines,bywhichthepupilisnevereducatedtothedegreeofconsciousness,butonlytothedegreeoftrustandreverence,andachildisnotmadeaman,butkeptachild。WhenNaturemadehim,shegavehimastrongbodyandcontentmentforhisportion,andproppedhimoneverysidewithreverenceandreliance,thathemightliveouthisthreescoreyearsandtenachild。Hewassogenuineandunsophisticatedthatnointroductionwouldservetointroducehim,morethanifyouintroducedawoodchucktoyourneighbor。Hehadgottofindhimoutasyoudid。Hewouldnotplayanypart。Menpaidhimwagesforwork,andsohelpedtofeedandclothehim;butheneverexchangedopinionswiththem。Hewassosimplyandnaturallyhumble——ifhecanbecalledhumblewhoneveraspires——thathumilitywasnodistinctqualityinhim,norcouldheconceiveofit。Wisermenweredemigodstohim。Ifyoutoldhimthatsuchaonewascoming,hedidasifhethoughtthatanythingsograndwouldexpectnothingofhimself,buttakealltheresponsibilityonitself,andlethimbeforgottenstill。Heneverheardthesoundofpraise。Heparticularlyreverencedthewriterandthepreacher。Theirperformancesweremiracles。WhenItoldhimthatIwroteconsiderably,hethoughtforalongtimethatitwasmerelythehandwritingwhichImeant,forhecouldwritearemarkablygoodhandhimself。Isometimesfoundthenameofhisnativeparishhandsomelywritteninthesnowbythehighway,withtheproperFrenchaccent,andknewthathehadpassed。Iaskedhimifheeverwishedtowritehisthoughts。Hesaidthathehadreadandwrittenlettersforthosewhocouldnot,buthenevertriedtowritethoughts——no,hecouldnot,hecouldnottellwhattoputfirst,itwouldkillhim,andthentherewasspellingtobeattendedtoatthesametime!

Iheardthatadistinguishedwisemanandreformeraskedhimifhedidnotwanttheworldtobechanged;butheansweredwithachuckleofsurpriseinhisCanadianaccent,notknowingthatthequestionhadeverbeenentertainedbefore,“No,Ilikeitwellenough。“Itwouldhavesuggestedmanythingstoaphilosophertohavedealingswithhim。Toastrangerheappearedtoknownothingofthingsingeneral;yetIsometimessawinhimamanwhomIhadnotseenbefore,andIdidnotknowwhetherhewasaswiseasShakespeareorassimplyignorantasachild,whethertosuspecthimofafinepoeticconsciousnessorofstupidity。Atownsmantoldmethatwhenhemethimsaunteringthroughthevillageinhissmallclose-fittingcap,andwhistlingtohimself,heremindedhimofaprinceindisguise。

Hisonlybookswereanalmanacandanarithmetic,inwhichlasthewasconsiderablyexpert。Theformerwasasortofcyclopaediatohim,whichhesupposedtocontainanabstractofhumanknowledge,asindeeditdoestoaconsiderableextent。Ilovedtosoundhimonthevariousreformsoftheday,andheneverfailedtolookattheminthemostsimpleandpracticallight。Hehadneverheardofsuchthingsbefore。Couldhedowithoutfactories?Iasked。Hehadwornthehome-madeVermontgray,hesaid,andthatwasgood。Couldhedispensewithteaandcoffee?Didthiscountryaffordanybeveragebesidewater?Hehadsoakedhemlockleavesinwateranddrankit,andthoughtthatwasbetterthanwaterinwarmweather。

WhenIaskedhimifhecoulddowithoutmoney,heshowedtheconvenienceofmoneyinsuchawayastosuggestandcoincidewiththemostphilosophicalaccountsoftheoriginofthisinstitution,andtheveryderivationofthewordpecunia。Ifanoxwerehisproperty,andhewishedtogetneedlesandthreadatthestore,hethoughtitwouldbeinconvenientandimpossiblesoontogoonmortgagingsomeportionofthecreatureeachtimetothatamount。

Hecoulddefendmanyinstitutionsbetterthananyphilosopher,because,indescribingthemastheyconcernedhim,hegavethetruereasonfortheirprevalence,andspeculationhadnotsuggestedtohimanyother。Atanothertime,hearingPlato’sdefinitionofaman——abipedwithoutfeathers——andthatoneexhibitedacockpluckedandcalleditPlato’sman,hethoughtitanimportantdifferencethatthekneesbentthewrongway。Hewouldsometimesexclaim,“HowIlovetotalk!ByGeorge,Icouldtalkallday!“Iaskedhimonce,whenIhadnotseenhimformanymonths,ifhehadgotanewideathissummer。“GoodLord“——saidhe,“amanthathastoworkasIdo,ifhedoesnotforgettheideashehashad,hewilldowell。Maybethemanyouhoewithisinclinedtorace;then,bygorry,yourmindmustbethere;youthinkofweeds。“Hewouldsometimesaskmefirstonsuchoccasions,ifIhadmadeanyimprovement。OnewinterdayIaskedhimifhewasalwayssatisfiedwithhimself,wishingtosuggestasubstitutewithinhimforthepriestwithout,andsomehighermotiveforliving。“Satisfied!“

saidhe;“somemenaresatisfiedwithonething,andsomewithanother。Oneman,perhaps,ifhehasgotenough,willbesatisfiedtositalldaywithhisbacktothefireandhisbellytothetable,byGeorge!“YetInever,byanymanoeuvring,couldgethimtotakethespiritualviewofthings;thehighestthatheappearedtoconceiveofwasasimpleexpediency,suchasyoumightexpectananimaltoappreciate;andthis,practically,istrueofmostmen。

IfIsuggestedanyimprovementinhismodeoflife,hemerelyanswered,withoutexpressinganyregret,thatitwastoolate。Yethethoroughlybelievedinhonestyandthelikevirtues。

Therewasacertainpositiveoriginality,howeverslight,tobedetectedinhim,andIoccasionallyobservedthathewasthinkingforhimselfandexpressinghisownopinion,aphenomenonsorarethatIwouldanydaywalktenmilestoobserveit,anditamountedtothere-originationofmanyoftheinstitutionsofsociety。

Thoughhehesitated,andperhapsfailedtoexpresshimselfdistinctly,healwayshadapresentablethoughtbehind。Yethisthinkingwassoprimitiveandimmersedinhisanimallife,that,thoughmorepromisingthanamerelylearnedman’s,itrarelyripenedtoanythingwhichcanbereported。Hesuggestedthattheremightbemenofgeniusinthelowestgradesoflife,howeverpermanentlyhumbleandilliterate,whotaketheirownviewalways,ordonotpretendtoseeatall;whoareasbottomlessevenasWaldenPondwasthoughttobe,thoughtheymaybedarkandmuddy。

Manyatravellercameoutofhiswaytoseemeandtheinsideofmyhouse,and,asanexcuseforcalling,askedforaglassofwater。

ItoldthemthatIdrankatthepond,andpointedthither,offeringtolendthemadipper。FaroffasIlived,Iwasnotexemptedfromtheannualvisitationwhichoccurs,methinks,aboutthefirstofApril,wheneverybodyisonthemove;andIhadmyshareofgoodluck,thoughthereweresomecuriousspecimensamongmyvisitors。

Half-wittedmenfromthealmshouseandelsewherecametoseeme;butIendeavoredtomakethemexerciseallthewittheyhad,andmaketheirconfessionstome;insuchcasesmakingwitthethemeofourconversation;andsowascompensated。Indeed,Ifoundsomeofthemtobewiserthantheso-calledoverseersofthepoorandselectmenofthetown,andthoughtitwastimethatthetableswereturned。

Withrespecttowit,Ilearnedthattherewasnotmuchdifferencebetweenthehalfandthewhole。Oneday,inparticular,aninoffensive,simple-mindedpauper,whomwithothersIhadoftenseenusedasfencingstuff,standingorsittingonabushelinthefieldstokeepcattleandhimselffromstraying,visitedme,andexpressedawishtoliveasIdid。Hetoldme,withtheutmostsimplicityandtruth,quitesuperior,orratherinferior,toanythingthatiscalledhumility,thathewas“deficientinintellect。“Thesewerehiswords。TheLordhadmadehimso,yethesupposedtheLordcaredasmuchforhimasforanother。“Ihavealwaysbeenso,“saidhe,“frommychildhood;Ineverhadmuchmind;Iwasnotlikeotherchildren;Iamweakinthehead。ItwastheLord’swill,I

suppose。“Andtherehewastoprovethetruthofhiswords。Hewasametaphysicalpuzzletome。Ihaverarelymetafellowmanonsuchpromisingground——itwassosimpleandsincereandsotrueallthathesaid。And,trueenough,inproportionasheappearedtohumblehimselfwasheexalted。Ididnotknowatfirstbutitwastheresultofawisepolicy。Itseemedthatfromsuchabasisoftruthandfranknessasthepoorweak-headedpauperhadlaid,ourintercoursemightgoforwardtosomethingbetterthantheintercourseofsages。

Ihadsomeguestsfromthosenotreckonedcommonlyamongthetown’spoor,butwhoshouldbe;whoareamongtheworld’spoor,atanyrate;guestswhoappeal,nottoyourhospitality,buttoyourhospitalality;whoearnestlywishtobehelped,andprefacetheirappealwiththeinformationthattheyareresolved,foronething,nevertohelpthemselves。Irequireofavisitorthathebenotactuallystarving,thoughhemayhavetheverybestappetiteintheworld,howeverhegotit。Objectsofcharityarenotguests。Menwhodidnotknowwhentheirvisithadterminated,thoughIwentaboutmybusinessagain,answeringthemfromgreaterandgreaterremoteness。Menofalmosteverydegreeofwitcalledonmeinthemigratingseason。Somewhohadmorewitsthantheyknewwhattodowith;runawayslaveswithplantationmanners,wholistenedfromtimetotime,likethefoxinthefable,asiftheyheardthehoundsa-bayingontheirtrack,andlookedatmebeseechingly,asmuchastosay,——

“OChristian,willyousendmeback?

Onerealrunawayslave,amongtherest,whomIhelpedtoforwardtowardthenorthstar。Menofoneidea,likeahenwithonechicken,andthataduckling;menofathousandideas,andunkemptheads,likethosehenswhicharemadetotakechargeofahundredchickens,allinpursuitofonebug,ascoreofthemlostineverymorning’sdew——andbecomefrizzledandmangyinconsequence;menofideasinsteadoflegs,asortofintellectualcentipedethatmadeyoucrawlallover。Onemanproposedabookinwhichvisitorsshouldwritetheirnames,asattheWhiteMountains;but,alas!I

havetoogoodamemorytomakethatnecessary。

Icouldnotbutnoticesomeofthepeculiaritiesofmyvisitors。

Girlsandboysandyoungwomengenerallyseemedgladtobeinthewoods。Theylookedinthepondandattheflowers,andimprovedtheirtime。Menofbusiness,evenfarmers,thoughtonlyofsolitudeandemployment,andofthegreatdistanceatwhichIdweltfromsomethingorother;andthoughtheysaidthattheylovedarambleinthewoodsoccasionally,itwasobviousthattheydidnot。Restlesscommittedmen,whosetimewasantakenupingettingalivingorkeepingit;ministerswhospokeofGodasiftheyenjoyedamonopolyofthesubject,whocouldnotbearallkindsofopinions;doctors,lawyers,uneasyhousekeeperswhopriedintomycupboardandbedwhenIwasout——howcameMrs——toknowthatmysheetswerenotascleanashers?——youngmenwhohadceasedtobeyoung,andhadconcludedthatitwassafesttofollowthebeatentrackoftheprofessions——allthesegenerallysaidthatitwasnotpossibletodosomuchgoodinmyposition。Ay!therewastherub。Theoldandinfirmandthetimid,ofwhateverageorsex,thoughtmostofsickness,andsuddenaccidentanddeath;tothemlifeseemedfullofdanger——whatdangeristhereifyoudon’tthinkofany?——andtheythoughtthataprudentmanwouldcarefullyselectthesafestposition,whereDr。B。mightbeonhandatamoment’swarning。Tothemthevillagewasliterallyacommunity,aleagueformutualdefence,andyouwouldsupposethattheywouldnotgoa-huckleberryingwithoutamedicinechest。Theamountofitis,ifamanisalive,thereisalwaysdangerthathemaydie,thoughthedangermustbeallowedtobelessinproportionasheisdead-and-alivetobeginwith。Amansitsasmanyrisksasheruns。

Finally,thereweretheself-styledreformers,thegreatestboresofall,whothoughtthatIwasforeversinging,——

ThisisthehousethatIbuilt;

ThisisthemanthatlivesinthehousethatIbuilt;

buttheydidnotknowthatthethirdlinewas,ThesearethefolksthatworrythemanThatlivesinthehousethatIbuilt。

Ididnotfearthehen-harriers,forIkeptnochickens;butI

fearedthemen-harriersrather。

Ihadmorecheeringvisitorsthanthelast。Childrencomea-berrying,railroadmentakingaSundaymorningwalkincleanshirts,fishermenandhunters,poetsandphilosophers;inshort,allhonestpilgrims,whocameouttothewoodsforfreedom’ssake,andreallyleftthevillagebehind,Iwasreadytogreetwith——

“Welcome,Englishmen!welcome,Englishmen!“forIhadhadcommunicationwiththatrace。

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