投诉 阅读记录

第14章

Onrising,thedoctor,surethatnoonehadcrossedthethresholdofhishousesincehere-enteredit,proceeded(butnotwithoutextremetrepidation)toverifyhisfacts。Hewashimselfignorantofanydifferenceinthebank-notesandalsoofthemisplacementofthePandectvolumes。Thesomnambulistwasright。ThedoctorrangforLaBougival。

“TellUrsulatocomeandspeaktome,“hesaid,seatinghimselfinthecenterofhislibrary。

Thegirlcame;sheranuptohimandkissedhim。Thedoctortookheronhisknee,whereshesatcontentedly,minglinghersoftfaircurlswiththewhitehairofheroldfriend。

“Doyouwantsomething,godfather?“

“Yes;butpromiseme,onyoursalvation,toanswerfrankly,withoutevasion,thequestionsthatIshallputtoyou。“

Ursulacoloredtothetemples。

“Oh!I’llasknothingthatyoucannotspeakof,“hesaid,noticinghowthebashfulnessofyounglovecloudedthehithertochildlikepurityofthegirl’sblueeyes。

“Askme,godfather。“

“Whatthoughtwasinyourmindwhenyouendedyourprayerslastevening,andwhattimewasitwhenyousaidthem。“

“Itwasaquarter-pastorhalf-pastnine。“

“Well,repeatyourlastprayer。“

Thegirlfanciedthathervoicemightconveyherfaithtothesceptic;

sheslidfromhiskneeandkneltdown,claspingherhandsfervently;abrilliantlightilluminedherfaceassheturneditontheoldmanandsaid:——

“WhatIaskedofGodlastnightIaskedagainthismorning,andI

shallaskittillhevouchsafestograntit。“

Thensherepeatedherprayerwithnewandstillmorepowerfulexpression。Tohergreatastonishmenthergodfathertookthelastwordsfromhermouthandfinishedtheprayer。

“Good,Ursula,“saidthedoctor,takingheragainonhisknee。“Whenyoulaidyourheadonthepillowandwenttosleepdidyouthinktoyourself,’Thatdeargodfather;IwonderwhoisplayingbackgammonwithhiminParis’?“

Ursulasprangupasifthelasttrumpethadsoundedinherears。Shegaveacryofterror;hereyes,wideopen,gazedattheoldmanwithawfulfixity。

“Whoareyou,godfather?Fromwhomdoyougetsuchpower?“sheasked,imaginingthatinhisdesiretodenyGodhehadmadesomecompactwiththedevil。

“Whatseedsdidyouplantyesterdayinthegarden?“

“Mignonette,sweet-peas,balsams——“

“Andthelastwerelarkspur?“

Shefellonherknees。

“Donotterrifyme!“sheexclaimed。“Ohyoumusthavebeenhere——youwerehere,wereyounot?“

“AmInotalwayswithyou?“repliedthedoctor,evadingherquestion,tosavethestrainontheyounggirl’smind。“Letusgotoyourroom。“

“Yourlegsaretrembling,“shesaid。

“Yes,Iamconfounded,asitwere。“

“CanitbethatyoubelieveinGod?“shecried,withartlessjoy,lettingfallthetearsthatgatheredinhereyes。

TheoldmanlookedroundthesimplebutdaintylittleroomhehadgiventohisUrsula。Onthefloorwasaplaingreencarpet,veryinexpensive,whichsheherselfkeptexquisitelyclean;thewallswerehungwithagraypaperstrewnwithrosesandgreenleaves;atthewindows,whichlookedtothecourt,werecalicocurtainsedgedwithabandofsomepinkmaterial;betweenthewindowsandbeneathatallmirrorwasapier-tabletoppedwithmarble,onwhichstoodaSevresvaseinwhichsheputhernosegays;oppositethechimneywasalittlebureau-deskofcharmingmarquetry。Thebed,ofchintz,withchintzcurtainslinedwithpink,wasoneofthoseduchessbedssocommonintheeighteenthcentury,whichhadatuftofcarvedfeathersatthetopofeachofthefourposts,whichwereflutedonthesides。Anoldclock,inclosedinasortofmonumentmadeoftortoise-shellinlaidwitharabesquesofivory,decoratedthemantelpiece,themarbleshelfofwhich,withthecandlesticksandthemirrorinaframepaintedincameoonagrayground,presentedaremarkableharmonyofcolor,tone,andstyle。Alargewardrobe,thedoorsofwhichwereinlaidwithlandscapesindifferentwoods(somehavingagreentintwhicharenolongertobefoundforsale)contained,nodoubt,herlinenandherdresses。Theairoftheroomwasredolentofheaven。Theprecisearrangementofeverythingshowedasenseoforder,afeelingforharmony,whichwouldcertainlyhaveinfluencedanyone,evenaMinoret-Levrault。ItwasplainthatthethingsaboutherweredeartoUrsula,andthatshelovedaroomwhichcontained,asitwere,herchildhoodandthewholeofhergirlishlife。

Lookingtheroomwelloverthathemightseemtohaveareasonforhisvisit,thedoctorsawatoncehowthewindowslookedintothoseofMadamedePortenduere。DuringthenighthehadmeditatedastothecourseheoughttopursuewithUrsulaabouthisdiscoveryofthisdawningpassion。Toquestionhernowwouldcommithimtosomecourse。

Hemusteitherapproveordisapproveofherlove;ineithercasehispositionwouldbeafalseone。Hethereforeresolvedtowatchandexamineintothestateofthingsbetweenthetwoyoungpeople,andlearnwhetheritwerehisdutytochecktheinclinationbeforeitwasirresistible。Nonebutanoldmancouldhaveshownsuchdeliberatewisdom。Stillpantingfromthediscoveryofthetruthofthesemagneticfacts,heturnedaboutandlookedatallthevariouslittlethingsaroundtheroom;hewishedtoexaminethealmanacwhichwashangingatacornerofthechimney-piece。

“Theseuglythingsaretooheavyforyourlittlehands,“hesaid,takingupthemarblecandlestickswhichwerepartlycoveredwithleather。

Heweighedtheminhishand;thenhelookedatthealmanacandtookit,saying,“Thisisuglytoo。Whydoyoukeepsuchacommonthinginyourprettyroom?“

“Oh,pleaseletmehaveit,godfather。“

“No,no,youshallhaveanotherto-morrow。“

Sosayinghecarriedoffthispossibleproof,shuthimselfupinhisstudy,lookedforSaintSavinienandfound,asthesomnambulisthadtoldhim,alittlereddotatthe19thofOctober;healsosawanotherbeforehisownsaint’sday,SaintDenis,andathirdbeforeSaintJohn,theabbe’spatron。Thislittledot,nolargerthanapin’shead,hadbeenseenbythesleepingwomaninspiteofdistanceandotherobstacles!Theoldmanthoughttilleveningoftheseevents,moremomentousforhimthanforothers。Hewasforcedtoyieldtoevidence。

Astrongwall,asitwere,crumbledwithinhim;forhislifehadrestedontwobases,——indifferenceinmattersofreligionandafirmdisbeliefinmagnetism。Whenitwasprovedtohimthatthesenses——

facultiespurelyphysical,organs,theeffectsofwhichcouldbeexplained——attainedtosomeoftheattributesoftheinfinite,magnetismupset,oratleastitseemedtohimtoupset,thepowerfulargumentsofSpinoza。Thefiniteandtheinfinite,twoincompatibleelementsaccordingtothatremarkableman,werehereunited,theoneintheother。Nomatterwhatpowerhegavetothedivisibilityandmobilityofmatterhecouldnothelprecognizingthatitpossessedqualitiesthatwerealmostdivine。

Hewastoooldnowtoconnectthosephenomenatoasystem,andcomparethemwiththoseofsleep,ofvision,oflight。Hiswholescientificbelief,basedontheassertionsoftheschoolofLockeandCondillac,wasinruins。Seeinghishollowideasinpieces,hisscepticismstaggered。ThustheadvantageinthisstrugglebetweentheCatholicchildandtheVoltaireanoldmanwasonUrsula’sside。Inthedismantledfortress,abovetheseruins,shonealight;fromthecenteroftheseashesissuedthepathofprayer!Nevertheless,theobstinateoldscientistfoughthisdoubts。Thoughstrucktotheheart,hewouldnotdecide,hestruggledonagainstGod。

Buthewasnolongerthesameman;hismindshoweditsvacillation。Hebecameunnaturallydreamy;hereadPascal,andBossuet’ssublime“HistoryofSpecies“;hereadBonald,hereadSaint-Augustine;hedeterminedalsotoreadtheworksofSwedenborg,andthelateSaint-

Martin,whichthemysteriousstrangerhadmentionedtohim。Theedificewithinhimwascrackingonallsides;itneededbutonemoreshake,andthen,hisheartbeingripeforGod,hewasdestinedtofallintothecelestialvineyardasfallthefruits。Oftenofanevening,whenplayingwiththeabbe,hisgoddaughtersittingby,hewouldputquestionsbearingonhisopinionswhichseemedsingulartothepriest,whowasignorantoftheinwardworkingsbywhichGodwasremakingthatfineconscience。

“Doyoubelieveinapparitions?“askedthescepticofthepastor,stoppingshortinthegame。

“Cardan,agreatphilosopherofthesixteenthcenturysaidhehadseensome,“repliedtheabbe。

“Iknowallthosethatscholarshavediscussed,forIhavejustrereadPlotinus。IamquestioningyouasaCatholicmight,andIaskifyouthinkthatdeadmencanreturntotheliving。“

“Jesusreappearedtohisdisciplesafterhisdeath,“saidtheabbe。

“TheChurchoughttohavefaithintheapparitionsoftheSavior。Asformiracles,theyarenotlacking,“hecontinued,smiling。“ShallI

tellyouthelast?Ittookplaceintheeighteenthcentury。“

“Pooh!“saidthedoctor。

“Yes,theblessedMarie-AlphonseofLigouri,beingveryfarfromRome,knewofthedeathofthePopeattheverymomenttheHolyFatherexpired;therewerenumerouswitnessesofthismiracle。Thesaintedbishopbeinginecstasy,heardthelastwordsofthesovereignpontiffandrepeatedthematthetimetothoseabouthim。Thecourierwhobroughttheannouncementofthedeathdidnotarrivetillthirtyhourslater。“

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