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ButDr。Blair’sincreasingpracticeandthewidow’spreoccupationpresentlyendedtheirbriefintimacy。Itwaswellknownthatsheencouragednosuitorsatthehotel,andhisshynessandsensitivenessshrankfromostentatiousadvances。Thereseemedtobenochanceofherbecoming,herself,hispatient;hersanemind,indolentnerves,andcalmcirculationkeptherfromfeminine“vapors“offeminineexcesses。Sheretainedtheteethanddigestionofachildinherthirtyoddyears,andabusedneither。

Ridingandthecultivationofherlittlegardengavehersufficientexercise。Andyettheunexpectedoccurred!ThedayafterStarbottleleft,Dr。Blairwassummonedhastilytothehotel。Mrs。

MacGlowriehadbeenfoundlyingsenselessinadeadfaintinthepassageoutsidethediningroom。Inhishurriedflightthitherwiththemessengerhecouldlearnonlythatshehadseemedtobeinherusualhealththatmorning,andthatnoonecouldassignanycauseforherfainting。

Hecouldfindoutlittlemorewhenhearrivedandexaminedherasshelaypaleandunconsciousonthesofaofhersittingroom。Ithadnotbeenthoughtnecessarytoloosenheralreadyloosedress,andindeedhecouldfindnoorganicdisturbance。Thecasewasoneofsuddennervousshock——butthis,withhisknowledgeofherindolenttemperament,seemedalmostabsurd。Theycouldtellhimnothingbutthatshewasevidentlyonthepointofenteringthediningroomwhenshefellunconscious。Hadshebeenfrightenedbyanything?Asnakeorarat?MissMorvinwasindignant!ThewidowofMacGlowrie——therepellerofgrizzlies——frightenedat“sich“!

Hadshebeenupsetbyanypreviousexcitement,passion,orthereceiptofbadnews?No!——she“wasn’tthatkind,“asthedoctorknew。Andevenastheywerespeakinghefeltthewidow’shealthylifereturningtothepulsehewasholding,andgivingafainttingetoherlips。Herblue-veinedeyelidsquiveredslightlyandthenopenedwithlanguidwonderonthedoctorandhersurroundings。

Suddenlyaquick,startledlookcontractedtheyellowbrownpupilsofhereyes,sheliftedherselftoasittingposturewithahurriedglancearoundtheroomandatthedoorbeyond。Catchingthequick,observanteyesofDr。Blair,shecollectedherselfwithaneffort,whichDr。Blairfeltinherpulse,anddrewawayherwrist。

“Whatisit?Whathappened?“shesaidweakly。

“Youhadaslightattackoffaintness,“saidthedoctorcheerily,“andtheycalledmeinasIwaspassing,butyou’reallrightnow。“

“Howpow’fulfoolish,“shesaid,withreturningcolor,buthereyesstillglancingatthedoor,“slumpingofflikeagreengyrlatnothin’。“

“Perhapsyouwerestartled?“saidthedoctor。

Mrs。MacGlowrieglancedupquicklyandlookedaway。“No!——Letmesee!Iwasjustpassingthroughthehall,goingintothediningroom,when——everythingseemedtowaltzroundme——andIwasoff!

Wheredidtheyfindme?“shesaid,turningtoMissMorvin。

“Ipickedyouupjustoutsidethedoor,“repliedthehousekeeper。

“Thentheydidnotseeme?“saidMrs。MacGlowrie。

“Who’sthey?“respondedthehousekeeperwithmoredirectnessthangrammaticalaccuracy。

“Thepeopleinthediningroom。Iwasjustopeningthedoor——andI

feltthiscomingon——and——IreckonIhadjustsenseenoughtoshutthedooragainbeforeIwentoff。“

“ThenthataccountsforwhatJimSlocumsaid,“utteredMissMorvintriumphantly。“Hewasinthediningroomtalkin’withthenewpreacher,whenheallowedheheardthedooropenandshutbehindhim。Thenheheardakindofslumpoutsideandopenedthedooragainjusttofindyoulyin’there,andtorushoffandgetme。

Andthat’swhyhewassomadatthepreacher!——forhesayshejustskurriedawaywithoutofferin’tohelp。Heallowsthepreachermaybeapow’fulexhorter——butheain’tworthmuchat’works。’“

“Somemencan’tbeartobearoundwhenawoman’suptothatsortoffoolishness,“saidthewidow,withafaintattemptatasmile,butareturnofherpaleness。

“Hadn’tyoubetterliedownagain?“saidthedoctorsolicitously。

“I’mallrightnow,“returnedMrs。MacGlowrie,strugglingtoherfeet;“Morvinwilllookaftermetilltheshakinessgoes。Butitwasmightytouchingandneighborlytocomein,Doctor,“shecontinued,succeedingatlastinbringingupafaintbutadorablesmile,whichstirredBlair’spulses。“IfIweremyowndog——youcouldn’thavetreatedmebetter!“

Withnofurtherexcuseforstayinglonger,Blairwasobligedtodepart——yetreluctantly,bothasloverandphysician。Hewasbynomeanssatisfiedwithhercondition。Hecalledtoinquirethenextday——butshewasengagedandsentwordtosayshewas“better。“

Intheexcitementattendingtheadventofthenewpreachertheslightillnessofthecharmingwidowwasforgotten。Hehadtakenthesettlementbystorm。HisfirstsermonatLaurelSpringexceededeventheextravagantreputationthathadprecededhim。

Knownasthe“InspiredCowboy,“acommonunletteredfrontiersman,hewassaidtohavedevelopedwonderfulpowersofexhortatoryeloquenceamongtheIndians,andscarcelylesssavagebordercommunitieswherehehadlived,halfoutcast,halfmissionary。HehadjustcomeupfromtheSouthernagriculturaldistricts,wherehehadbeen,despitehisrudeantecedents,singularlyeffectivewithwomenandyoungpeople。ThemoodydyspepticsandlazyrusticsofLaurelSpringwerestirredaswithanewpatentmedicine。Dr。

Blairwenttothefirst“revival“meeting。Withoutundervaluingtheman’sinfluence,hewasinstinctivelyrepelledbyhisappearanceandmethods。Theyoungphysician’strainedpowersofobservationnotonlysawanoverwroughtemotionalisminthespeaker’seloquence,butdetectedtheringofinsincerityinhismorelucidspeechandacts。Nevertheless,thehysteriaofthepreacherwascommunicatedtothecongregation,whoweptandshoutedwithhim。Tiredanddiscontentedhousewivesfoundtheirvaguesorrowsandvaguerlongingswereonlytheresultoftheir“unregenerate“state;thelazycountryyouthsfeltthatthefrustrationoftheirsmallambitionslayintheirnotbeing“convictedofsin。“Themourners’benchwascrowdedwithwildlyemulatingsinners。Dr。Blairturnedawaywithmingledfeelingsofamusementandcontempt。AtthedoorJimSlocumtappedhimontheshoulder:“Fetchesthewimminfolkeverytime,don’the,Doctor?“

saidJim。

“Soitseems,“saidBlairdryly。

“You’reoneo’themscientificfellersthatlookinterthings——whatdoYOUallowitis?“

Theyoungdoctorrestrainedthecrushinganswerthatrosetohislips。Hehadlearnedcautioninthatneighborhood。“Icouldn’tsay,“hesaidindifferently。

“’Tain’tnoreligion,“saidSlocumemphatically;“it’sjestpurefas’nation。Didyelookathiseye?It’slikearattlesnake’s,andthemwimminarelikebirds。They’refrightenedofhim——buttheyhevtodojestwhathe’wills’’em。That’showheskeertthewiddertheotherday。“

Thedoctorwasalertandonfireatonce。“Scaredthewidow?“herepeatedindignantly。

“Yes。Youknowhowsheswoonedaway。Well,sir,meandthatpreacher,Brown,wastheonlyoneinthatdinin’roomatthetime。

Thewidderopenedthedoorbehindmeandsorterpeekedin,andthattharpreachergiveastartandlookedup;andthen,thatsortofqueerlightcomeinhiseyes,andsheshutthedoor,andkinderflutteredandfloppeddowninthepassageoutside,likeabird!

Andhecrawledawaylikeasnake,andneversaidaword!Mybeliefisthateitherhehadn’ttimetoturnonthehullinfluence,orelseshe,bein’smart,gotthedoorshutbetwixtheranditintime!Otherwise,sureasyou’reborn,she’dhevbeenfloppin’andcrawlin’andsobbin’arterhim——jistlikethemcritterswe’veleft。“

“Betternotletthebrethrenhearyoutalklikethat,orthey’lllynchyou,“saidthedoctor,withalaugh。“Mrs。MacGlowriesimplyhadanattackoffaintnessfromsomeoverexertion,that’sall。“

Nevertheless,hewasuneasyashewalkedaway。Mrs。MacGlowriehadevidentlyreceivedashockwhichwasstillunexplained,and,inspiteofSlocum’sexaggeratedfancy,theremightbesomefoundationinhisstory。Hedidnotsharetheman’ssuperstition,althoughhewasnotaskepticregardingmagnetism。Yeteventhen,thewidow’sactionwasoneofrepulsion,andaslongasshewasstrongenoughnottocometothesemeetings,shewasnotindanger。Adayortwolater,ashewaspassingthegardenofthehotelonhorseback,hesawherlithe,graceful,languidfigurebendingoveroneofherfavoriteflowerbeds。Thehighfencepartiallyconcealedhimfromview,andsheevidentlybelievedherselfalone。Perhapsthatwaswhyshesuddenlyraisedherselffromhertask,putbackherstrayinghairwithaweary,abstractedlook,remainedforamomentquitestillstaringatthevacantsky,andthen,withalittlecatchingofherbreath,resumedheroccupationinadull,mechanicalway。Inthatbriefglimpseofhercharmingface,Blairwasshockedatthechange;shewaspale,thecornersofherprettymouthweredrawn,thereweredeepershadesintheorbitsofhereyes,andinspiteofherbroadgardenhatwithitsblueribbon,herlightfloweredfrockandfrilledapron,shelookedashefanciedshemighthavelookedinthefirstcrushinggriefofherwidowhood。Yethewouldhavepassedon,respectingherprivacyofsorrow,hadnotherlittlespanieldetectedhimwithherkeenersenses。AndFluffybeingtruthful——asdogsare——andrecognizingadearfriendintheintruder,barkedjoyously。

Thewidowlookedup,hereyesmetBlair’s,andshereddened。Buthewastooacutealovertomisinterpretwhatheknew,alas!wasonlyconfusionatherabstractionbeingdiscovered。Nevertheless,therewassomethingelseinherbrowneyeshehadneverseenbefore。AmomentarylightingupofRELIEF——ofevenhopefulness——inhispresence。ItwasenoughforBlair;heshookoffhisoldshynesslikethedustofhisride,andgallopedaroundtothefrontdoor。

Butshemethiminthehallwithonlyherusuallanguidgoodhumor。

Nevertheless,Blairwasnotabashed。

“Ican’tputyouinsplintsandplasterlikeFluffy,Mrs。

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