投诉 阅读记录

第16章

DEARMR。TRENT,——IshouldnotbewritingtoyounowifIdidnotbelievethatINOWunderstandwhyyouleftussoabruptlyonthedayofthefuneral,andwhyyouwereattimessostrange。Youmighthavebeenalittlelesshardandcoldevenifyouknewallthatyoudidknow。ButImustwritenow,forIshallbeinSanFranciscoafewdaysafterthisreachesyou,andIMUSTseeyouandhaveYOURhelp,forIcanhavenoother,asyouknow。Youarewonderingwhatthismeans,andwhyIamhere。IknowALLandEVERYTHING。IknowHEisaliveandneverwasdead。IknowIhavenorighttowhatIhave,andneverhad,andIhavecomeheretoseekhimandmakehimtakeitback。Icoulddonoother。Icouldnotliveanddoanythingbutthat,andYOUmighthaveknownit。

ButIhavenotfoundhimhereasIhopedIshould,thoughperhapsitwasafoolishhopeofmine,andIamcomingtoyoutohelpmeseekhim,forheMUSTBEFOUND。YouknowIwanttokeephisandyoursecret,andthereforetheonlyoneIcanturntoforassistanceandcounselisYOU。

YouarewonderinghowIknowwhatIdo。TwomonthsagoIGOTA

LETTERFROMHIM——thestrangest,quaintest,andyetTHEKINDEST

LETTER——exactlylikehimselfandthewayheusedtotalk!Hehadjustheardofhisbrother’sdeath,andcongratulatedmeoncomingintotheproperty,andsaidhewasnowperfectlyhappy,andshouldKEEPDEAD,andnever,nevercometolifeagain;thatheneverthoughtthingswouldturnoutassplendidlyastheyhad——forSirWilliamMIGHThavehadanheir——andthatnowheshouldREALLYDIE

HAPPY。Hesaidsomethingabouteverythingbeinglegallyright,andthatIcoulddowhatIlikedwiththeproperty。AsifTHATwouldsatisfyme!Yetitwasallsosweetandkind,andsolikedearoldJack,thatIcriedallnight。AndthenIresolvedtocomehere,wherehisletterwasdatedfrom。LuckilyIwasofagenow,andcoulddoasIliked,andIsaidIwantedtotravelinSouthAmericaandCalifornia;andIsupposetheydidn’tthinkitverystrangethatIshouldusemylibertyinthatway。SomesaiditwasquitelikeaDornton!IknewsomethingofCallaofromyourfriendMissAvondale,andcouldtalkaboutit,whichimpressedthem。SoI

startedoffwithonlyamaid——myoldnurse。Iwasalittlefrightenedatfirst,whenIcametothinkwhatIwasdoing,buteverybodywasverykind,andIreallyfeelquiteindependentnow。

So,yousee,agirlmaybeINDEPENDENT,afterall!OfcourseI

shallseeMr。DingwallinSanFrancisco,butheneednotknowanythingmorethanthatIamtravelingforpleasure。AndImaygototheSandwichIslandsorSydney,ifIthinkHEisthere。OfcourseIhavehadtousesomemoney——someofHISrents——butitshallbepaidback。IwilltellyoueverythingaboutmyplanswhenIseeyou。

Yoursfaithfully,SIBYLEVERSLEIGH。

P。S。Whydidyouletmecryoverthatman’stombinthechurch?

Randolphlookedagainatthedate,andthenhurriedlyconsultedtheshippinglist。Shewasdueintendays。Yet,delightedashewaswiththatprospect,andtouchedashehadbeenwithhercourageandnaivedetermination,afterhisfirstjoyhelaidtheletterdownwithasigh。Forwhateverwashisultimateambition,hewasstillameresalariedclerk;whateverwasherself-sacrificingpurpose,shewasstilltherichheiress。Thesealofsecrecyhadbeenbroken,yetthesituationremainedunchanged;theirassociationmuststillbedominatedbyit。Andheshrankfromthethoughtofmakinghergirlishappealtohimforhelpanopportunityforrevealinghisrealfeelings。

ThisinstinctwasstrengthenedbythesomewhatformalmannerinwhichMr。Dingwallannouncedherapproachingvisit。“MissEversleighwillstaywithMrs。Dingwallwhilesheishere,onaccountofher——er——position,andthefactthatsheiswithoutachaperon。Mrs。Dingwallwill,ofcourse,begladtoreceiveanyfriendsMissEversleighwouldliketosee。“

RandolphfranklyreturnedthatMissEversleighhadwrittentohim,andthathewouldbegladtopresenthimself。Nothingmorewassaid,butasthedayspassedhecouldnothelpnoticingthat,inproportionasMr。Dingwall’smannerbecamemorestiffandceremonious,Mr。Revelstoke’susuallycrisp,good-humoredsuggestionsgrewmoredeliberate,andRandolphfoundhimselfonceortwicethesubjectofthepresident’spenetratingbutsmilingscrutiny。AndthedaybeforeMissEversleigh’sarrivalhisnaturalexcitementwasalittleheightenedbyasummonstoMr。Revelstoke’sprivateoffice。

Asheentered,thepresidentlaidasidehispenandclosedthedoor。

“Ihavenevermadeitmybusiness,Trent,“hesaid,withgood-

humoredbrusqueness,“tointerfereinmyemployees’privateaffairs,unlesstheyaffecttheirrelationstothebank,andI

haven’thadtheleastoccasiontodosowithyou。NeitherhasMr。

Dingwall,althoughitisonHISbehalfthatIamnowspeaking。“AsRandolphlistenedwithacontractedbrow,hewentonwithagrimsmile:“ButheisanEnglishman,youknow,andhascertainideasoftheimportanceof’position,’particularlyamonghisownpeople。

Hewishesme,therefore,towarnyouofwhatHEcallsthe’disparity’ofyourpositionandthatofayoungEnglishlady——MissEversleigh——withwhomyouhavesomeacquaintance,andinwhom,“headdedwithastillgrimmersatisfaction,“hefearsyouaretoodeeplyinterested。“

Randolphblazed。“IfMr。DingwallhadaskedME,sir,“hesaidhotly,“IwouldhavetoldhimthatIhaveneveryethadtoberemindedthatMissEversleighisarichheiressandIonlyapoorclerk,butastohisusinghernameinsuchaconnection,ordictatingtomethemannerof“——

“Holdhard,“saidRevelstoke,liftinghishanddeprecatingly,yetwithhisunchangedsmile。“Idon’tagreewithMr。Dingwall,andI

haveeveryreasontoknowthevalueofYOURservices,yetIadmitsomethingisduetoHISprejudices。Andinthismatter,Trent,theBankofEureka,whileIamitspresident,doesn’ttakeabackseat。

IhaveconcludedtomakeyoumanagerofthebranchbankatMarysville,anindependentpositionwithitssalaryandcommissions。Andifthatdoesn’tsuitDingwall,why,“headded,risingfromhisdeskwithashortlaugh,“hehasabiggerideaofthevalueofpropertythanthebankhas。“

“Onemoment,sir,Iimploreyou,“burstoutRandolphbreathlessly。

“ifyourkindofferisbaseduponthemistakenbeliefthatIhavetheleastclaimuponMissEversleigh’sconsiderationmorethanthatofsimplefriendship——ifanybodyhasdaredtogiveyoutheideathatIhaveaspiredbywordordeedtomore,orthattheyoungladyhasevercountenancedorevensuspectedsuchaspirations,itisutterlyfalse,andgratefulasIamforyourkindness,Icouldnotacceptit。“

“Lookhere,Trent,“returnedRevelstokecurtly,yetlayinghishandontheyoungman’sshouldernotunkindly。“AllthatisYOUR

privateaffair,which,asItoldyou,Idon’tinterferewith。TheotherisaquestionbetweenMr。Dingwallandmyselfofyourcomparativevalue。Itwon’thurtyouwithANYBODYtoknowhowhighwe’veassessedit。Don’tspoilagoodthing!“

Gratefuleveninhisuncertainty,Randolphcouldonlythankhimandwithdraw。Yetthisfatefulforcingofhishandinadelicatequestiongavehimanewcourage。ItwaswithacertainconfidencenowinhiscapacityasHERfriendandqualifiedtoadviseHERthathecalledatMr。Dingwall’stheeveningshearrived。ItstruckhimthatintheDingwalls’receptionofhimtherewasmingledwiththeirformalityacertainrespect。

Thankstothis,perhaps,hefoundheralone。Sheseemedtohimmorebeautifulthanhisrecollectionhadpaintedher,inthedevelopmentthatmaturity,freedomfromrestraint,andtimehadgivenher。Foramomenthisnew,freshcouragewasstaggered。Butshehadretainedheryouthfulsimplicity,andcametowardhimwiththesamenaiveandinnocentyearninginhercleareyesthatherememberedattheirlastmeeting。Theirfirstwordswere,naturally,oftheirgreatsecret,andRandolphtoldherthewholestoryofhisunexpectedandstartlingmeetingwiththecaptain,andthecaptain’sstrangenarrative,ofhisundertakingthejourneywithhimtorecoverhisclaim,establishhisidentity,and,asRandolphhadhoped,restoretoherthatmemberofthefamilywhomshehadmostcaredfor。Herecountedthecaptain’shesitationonarriving;hisownjourneytotherectory;thenewsshehadgivenhim;thereasonofhissingularbehavior;hisreturntoLondon;andtheseconddisappearanceofthecaptain。Hereadtohertheletterhehadreceivedfromhim,andtoldherofhishopelesschasetothedocksonlytofindhimgone。Shelistenedtohimbreathlessly,withvaryingcolor,withanoccasionaloutburstofpity,orastrangeshiningoftheeyes,thatsometimesbecamecloudedandmisty,andattheconclusionwithacalmandgravepaleness。

“But,“shesaid,“youshouldhavetoldmeall。“

“Itwasnotmysecret,“hepleaded。

“Youshouldhavetrustedme。“

“ButthecaptainhadtrustedME。“

Shelookedathimwithgravewonder,andthensaidwithherolddirectness:“ButifIhadbeentoldsuchasecretaffectingyou,I

shouldhavetoldyou。“Shestoppedsuddenly,seeinghiseyesfixedonher,anddroppedherownlidswithaslightcolor。“Imean,“

shesaidhesitatingly,“ofcourseyouhaveactednobly,generously,kindly,wisely——butIhatesecrets!Oh,whycannotonebealwaysfrank?“

AwildideaseizedRandolph。“ButIhaveanothersecret——youhavenotguessed——andIhavenotdaredtotellyou。Doyouwishmetobefranknow?“

“Whynot?“shesaidsimply,butshedidnotlookup。

Thenhetoldher!But,strangestofall,inspiteofhisfearsandconvictions,itflowedeasilyandnaturallyasapartofhisothersecret,withaneloquencehehadnotdreamedofbefore。Butwhenhetoldherofhislatepositionandhisprospects,sheraisedhereyestohisforthefirsttime,yetwithoutwithdrawingherhandfromhis,andsaidreproachfully,——

“YetbutforTHATyouwouldneverhavetoldme。“

“HowcouldI?“hereturnedeagerly。“ForbutforTHAThowcouldI

helpyoutocarryoutYOURtrust?HowcouldIdevotemyselftoyourplans,andenableyoutocarrythemoutwithouttouchingadollarofthatinheritancewhichyoubelievetobewrongfullyyours?“

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