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TomandhisfatherhadalightedatthePeacockataboutsevenintheevening;andhavingheardwithunfeignedjoythepaternalorder,atthebar,ofsteaksandoyster-sauceforsupperinhalfanhour,andseenhisfatherseatedcozilybythebrightfireinthecoffee-roomwiththepaperinhishand,Tomhadrunouttoseeabouthim,hadwonderedatallthevehiclespassingandrepassing,andhadfraternizedwiththebootsandhostler,fromwhomheascertainedthattheTally-howasatip-topgoer——tenmilesanhourincludingstoppages——andsopunctualthatalltheroadsettheirclocksbyher。

Thenbeingsummonedtosupper,hehadregaledhimselfinoneofthebrightlittleboxesofthePeacockcoffee-room,onthebeef-

steakandunlimitedoyster-sauceandbrownstout(tastedthenforthefirsttime——adaytobemarkedforeverbyTomwithawhitestone);hadatfirstattendedtotheexcellentadvicewhichhisfatherwasbestowingonhimfromoverhisglassofsteamingbrandy-and-water,andthenbegannodding,fromtheunitedeffectsofthestout,thefire,andthelecture;tilltheSquire,observingTom’sstate,andrememberingthatitwasnearlynineo’clock,andthattheTally-holeftatthree,sentthelittlefellowofftothechambermaid,withashakeofthehand(Tomhavingstipulatedinthemorningbeforestartingthatkissingshouldnowceasebetweenthem),andafewpartingwords:

“Andnow,Tom,myboy,“saidtheSquire,“rememberyouaregoing,atyourownearnestrequest,tobechuckedintothisgreatschool,likeayoungbear,withallyourtroublesbeforeyou——earlierthanweshouldhavesentyouperhaps。Ifschoolsarewhattheywereinmytime,you’llseeagreatmanycruelblackguardthingsdone,andhearadealoffoul,badtalk。Butneverfear。Youtellthetruth,keepabraveandkindheart,andneverlistentoorsayanythingyouwouldn’thaveyourmotherandsisterhear,andyou’llneverfeelashamedtocomehome,orwetoseeyou。“

TheallusiontohismothermadeTomfeelratherchoky,andhewouldhavelikedtohavehuggedhisfatherwell,ifithadn’tbeenfortherecentstipulation。

Asitwas,heonlysqueezedhisfather’shand,andlookedbravelyupandsaid,“I’lltry,father。“

“Iknowyouwill,myboy。Isyourmoneyallsafe?

“Yes,“saidTom,divingintoonepockettomakesure。

“Andyourkeys?“saidtheSquire。

“Allright,“saidTom,divingintotheotherpocket。

“Well,then,good-night。Godblessyou!I’lltellbootstocallyou,andbeuptoseeyouoff。“

Tomwascarriedoffbythechambermaidinabrownstudy,fromwhichhewasrousedinacleanlittleattic,bythatbuxompersoncallinghimalittledarlingandkissinghimasshelefttheroom;whichindignityhewastoomuchsurprisedtoresent。

Andstillthinkingofhisfather’slastwords,andthelookwithwhichtheywerespoken,hekneltdownandprayedthat,comewhatmight,hemightneverbringshameorsorrowonthedearfolkathome。

Indeed,theSquire’slastwordsdeservedtohavetheireffect,fortheyhadbeentheresultofmuchanxiousthought。AllthewayuptoLondonhehadponderedwhatheshouldsaytoTombywayofpartingadvice——somethingthattheboycouldkeepinhisheadreadyforuse。Bywayofassistingmeditation,hehadevengonethelengthoftakingouthisflintandsteelandtinder,andhammeringawayforaquarterofanhourtillhehadmanufacturedalightforalongTrichinopolicheroot,whichhesilentlypuffed,tothenosmallwonderofcoachee,whowasanoldfriend,andaninstitutionontheBathroad,andwhoalwaysexpectedatalkontheprospectsanddoings,agriculturalandsocial,ofthewholecountry,whenhecarriedtheSquire。

TocondensetheSquire’smeditation,itwassomewhatasfollows:

“Iwon’ttellhimtoreadhisBible,andloveandserveGod;ifhedon’tdothatforhismother’ssakeandteaching,hewon’tformine。ShallIgointothesortoftemptationshe’llmeetwith?No,Ican’tdothat。Neverdoforanoldfellowtogointosuchthingswithaboy。Hewon’tunderstandme。Dohimmoreharmthangood,tentoone。ShallItellhimtomindhiswork,andsayhe’ssenttoschooltomakehimselfagoodscholar?Well,butheisn’tsenttoschoolforthat——atanyrate,notforthatmainly。Idon’tcareastrawforGreekparticles,orthedigamma;nomoredoeshismother。Whatishesenttoschoolfor?Well,partlybecausehewantedsotogo。

Ifhe’llonlyturnoutabrave,helpful,truth-tellingEnglishman,andagentleman,andaChristian,that’sallI

want,“thoughttheSquire;anduponthisviewofthecaseheframedhislastwordsofadvicetoTom,whichwerewellenoughsuitedtohispurpose。

FortheywereTom’sfirstthoughtsashetumbledoutofbedatthesummonsofboots,andproceededrapidlytowashanddresshimself。Attenminutestothreehewasdowninthecoffee-roominhisstockings,carryinghishat-box,coat,andcomforterinhishand;andtherehefoundhisfathernursingabrightfire,andacupofhotcoffeeandahardbiscuitonthetable。

“Now,then,Tom,giveusyourthingshere,anddrinkthis。

There’snothinglikestartingwarm,oldfellow。“

Tomaddressedhimselftothecoffee,andprattledawaywhileheworkedhimselfintohisshoesandhisgreatcoat,wellwarmedthrough——aPetershamcoatwithvelvetcollar,madetightaftertheabominablefashionofthosedays。Andjustasheisswallowinghislastmouthful,windinghiscomforterroundhisthroat,andtuckingtheendsintothebreastofhiscoat,thehornsounds;bootslooksinandsays,“Tally-ho,sir;“andtheyheartheringandtherattleofthefourfasttrottersandthetown-madedrag,asitdashesuptothePeacock。

“Anythingforus,Bob?“saystheburlyguard,droppingdownfrombehind,andslappinghimselfacrossthechest。

“Younggen’lm’n,Rugby;threeparcels,Leicester;hampero’

game,Rugby,“answershostler。

“Tellyounggenttolookalive,“saysguard,openingthehind-

bootandshootingintheparcelsafterexaminingthembythelamps。“Here;shovetheportmanteauupa-top。I’llfastenhimpresently——Nowthen,sir,jumpupbehind。“

“Good-bye,father——myloveathome。“Alastshakeofthehand。

UpgoesTom,theguardcatchinghishatboxandholdingonwithonehand,whilewiththeotherheclapsthehorntohismouth。

Toot,toot,toot!thehostlersletgotheirheads,thefourbaysplungeatthecollar,andawaygoestheTally-hointothedarkness,forty-fivesecondsfromthetimetheypulledup。

Hostler,boots,andtheSquirestandlookingafterthemunderthePeacocklamp。

“Sharpwork!“saystheSquire,andgoesinagaintohisbed,thecoachbeingwelloutofsightandhearing。

Tomstandsuponthecoachandlooksbackathisfather’sfigureaslongashecanseeit;andthentheguard,havingdisposedofhisluggage,comestoananchor,andfinisheshisbuttoningsandotherpreparationsforfacingthethreehoursbeforedawn——nojokeforthosewhomindedcold,onafastcoachinNovember,inthereignofhislateMajesty。

Isometimesthinkthatyouboysofthisgenerationareadealtendererfellowsthanweusedtobe。Atanyrateyou’remuchmorecomfortabletravellers,forIseeeveryoneofyouwithhisrugorplaid,andotherdodgesforpreservingthecaloric,andmostofyougoingin,thosefuzzy,dusty,paddedfirst-classcarriages。Itwasanotheraffairaltogether,adarkrideonthetopoftheTally-ho,Icantellyou,inatightPetershamcoat,andyourfeetdanglingsixinchesfromthefloor。Thenyouknewwhatcoldwas,andwhatitwastobewithoutlegs,fornotabitoffeelinghadyouinthemafterthefirsthalf-hour。Butithaditspleasures,theolddarkride。Firsttherewastheconsciousnessofsilentendurance,sodeartoeveryEnglishman——

ofstandingoutagainstsomething,andnotgivingin。Thentherewasthemusicoftherattlingharness,andtheringofthehorses’feetonthehardroad,andtheglareofthetwobrightlampsthroughthesteaminghoarfrost,overtheleaders’ears,intothedarkness,andthecheerytootoftheguard’shorn,towarnsomedrowsypikemanorthehostleratthenextchange;andthelookingforwardtodaylight;andlast,butnotleast,thedelightofreturningsensationinyourtoes。

Thenthebreakofdawnandthesunrise,wherecantheybeeverseeninperfectionbutfromacoachroof?Youwantmotionandchangeandmusictoseethemintheirglory——notthemusicofsingingmenandsingingwomen,butgood,silentmusic,whichsetsitselfinyourownhead,theaccompanimentofworkandgettingovertheground。

TheTally-hoispastSt。Albans,andTomisenjoyingtheride,thoughhalf-frozen。Theguard,whoisalonewithhimonthebackofthecoach,issilent,buthasmuffledTom’sfeetupinstraw,andputtheendofanoat-sackoverhisknees。Thedarknesshasdrivenhiminwards,andhehasgoneoverhislittlepastlife,andthoughtofallhisdoingsandpromises,andofhismotherandsister,andhisfather’slastwords;andhasmadefiftygoodresolutions,andmeanstobearhimselflikeabraveBrownasheis,thoughayoungone。Thenhehasbeenforwardintothemysteriousboy-future,speculatingastowhatsortofplaceRugbyis,andwhattheydothere,andcallingupallthestoriesofpublicschoolswhichhehasheardfrombigboysintheholidays。Heischoke-fullofhopeandlife,notwithstandingthecold,andkickshisheelsagainsttheback-

board,andwouldliketosing,onlyhedoesn’tknowhowhisfriendthesilentguardmighttakeit。

Andnowthedawnbreaksattheendofthefourthstage,andthecoachpullsupatalittleroadsideinnwithhugestablesbehind。Thereisabrightfiregleamingthroughtheredcurtainsofthebarwindow,andthedoorisopen。Thecoachmancatcheshiswhipintoadoublethong,andthrowsittothehostler;thesteamofthehorsesrisesstraightupintotheair。

Hehasputthemalongoverthelasttwomiles,andistwominutesbeforehistime。Herollsdownfromtheboxandintotheinn。Theguardrollsoffbehind。“Now,sir,“sayshetoTom,“youjustjumpdown,andI’llgiveyouadropofsomethingtokeepthecoldout。“

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