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第3章

Returningthusfromhissoul-devastatingexperienceofwartofindhislifedesolateandmaimedinallthatgaveitvalue,hemadetheappallingdiscoverythathewasleftalmostaloneofallwhomhehadknownandlovedinpastdays。Forofhisclosefriendsnonewereleftasbefore。Forthemostparttheywerelyingononeorotherofthefivebattlefrontsofthewar。Othershadfoundserviceinotherspheres。Onlyonewasstillinhishometown,pooroldPhilAmory,Frances’brother,half-blindinhisdarkenedroom,buttobringanythingofhisownheartburdentothatbravesoulseemedsacrilegeorworse。Trueenough,hewaspassingthroughthenewandthrillingexperienceofmakingacquaintancewithhisfather。ButoldGrantMaitlandwasahardmantoknow,andtheyweretoomuchalikeintheirreserveandintheirpovertyofself-expressiontomakemutualacquaintanceanythingbutaslowandinsomewaysapainfulprocess。

HenceinMaitland’shearttherewasanalmostextravagantgratitudetowardthisyounggenerous-heartedgirlwhosetouchhadthrilledhisheartandwhosevoicewithitspassionatenoteofloyalandunderstandingcomradeshipstillsanglikemusicinhissoul,“Alwaysandalways,CaptainJack,andevermore。“

“ByJove,Ihavegottofindsomewayofplayinguptothat,“hesaidaloud,asheturnedfromthegravelleddrivewayintothestreet。Andinthemonthsthatfollowedhewastofindthatthesearchtowhichhethencommittedhimselfwastocallfortheutmostofthepowersofsoulwhichwerehis。

Perrottewasbyalloddsthebestall-roundmanintheplaningmill,andforthesimplereasonthatforfifteenyearshehadfollowedthelumberfromtherawwoodthroughthevariousmachinestillheknewwoodsandmachinesandtheirwaysasnootherinthemillunlessitwasoldGrantMaitlandhimself。FifteenyearsagoPerrottehaddrifteddownfromthewoods,beatinghiswayonalumbertrain,havinglefthiswinter’spaybehindhimatthevergeofcivilisation,witholdJoeBarbeauandJoe’s“chuckerout。“Itwasthe“chuckerout“thatdraggedhimoutofthe“snakeroom“and,allunwitting,hadgivenhimaflyingstarttowardabetterlife。

PerrottecametoMaitlandwhentheseason’sworkwasatitsheightandeverysawandplanerwereroaringnightandday。

“Wantajob?“Maitlandhadshoutedoverthetearingsawathim。

“Whatcanyoudo?“

“(H)axe-manme,“growledPerrotte,lookingupathim,halfwistful,halfsullen。

“Seethatslab?Grabit,pileityonder。Theboards,slideovertheshoot。“Forthesewerestillprimitivedaysforlabor-savingdevices,andmenwerestillthecheapestthingaboutamill。

Perrottegrabbedtheslab,heaveditdowntoitspileofwaste,thenextboardheslidintotheshoot,andsocontinuedtillnoonfoundhimpaleandstaggering。

“What’sthematterwithyou?“saidMaitland。

“Notting——mebon,“saidPerrotte,and,clutchingatthedoorjamb,hungtheregasping。

Maitland’skeenblueeyessearchedhisface。“Huh!Whendidyoulasteat?Come!Nolying!“

“Twoday,“saidPerrotte,fightingforbreathandnerve。

“Here,boy,“shoutedMaitlandtoachoreladslouchingby,“jumpforthatcookhouseandfetchacupofcoffee,andbequick。“

Theboss’toneinjectedenergyintothegawkylad。InthreeminutesPerrottewasseatedonapileofslabs,drinkingacupofcoffee;infiveminutesmorehestoodup,readyfor“(h)annyman,(h)annyting。“ButMaitlandtookhimtothecook。

“Fillthismanup,“hesaid,“andthenshowhimwheretosleep。

And,Perrotte,to-morrowmorningatsevenyoubeatthetailofthesaw。“

“Oui,bygar!Perrottebedere。AndyougotonegoodmanTOO-day,forsure。“

Thatwasfifteenyearsago,and,barringcertain“jubilations,“

Perrottemadegoodhisprophecy。HebroughtupfromtheOttawahisIrishwife,acleverwomanwithhertonguebutahousekeeperthatscandalisedherthrifty,tidy,French-Canadianmother-in-law,andhistwochildren,aboyandagirl。UnderthesupervisionofhisbosshemadeforhisfamilyahomeandforhimselfanassuredplaceintheBlackwaterMills。Hischildrenfellintothehandsofateacherwithatruevocationforhisgreatworkandapassionforyounglife。Underhishandtheyouthoftherapidlygrowingmillvillageweresavedfromthesordidandsoul-debasinginfluencesoftheirenvironment,wereledoutofthemuddystreetsandcan-strewnbackyardstothosefarheightswheredwellthehighgodsofpoesyandromance。Fromthemaster,too,theylearnedtoknowtheirownwonderfulwoodsoutofwhichthenear-byfarmshadbeenhewn。Manyahome,too,oweditsbookshelftoAlexDay’sunobtrusivesuggestions。

ThePerrottechildrenwerepreparedforHighSchoolbythemaster’squietbutdeterminedpersistence。Tothefatherhehelduptheutilitarianadvantagesofaneducation。

“Yourboyisquick——whyshouldnotTonybeamasterofmensomeday?Givehimachancetoclimb。“

“Oui,bygar!Antoinehe’ssmartlee’lefeller。Imakhimsteeckonhisbook,youmakhimonebigbossonsomemill。“

Tothemotherthemasterspokeofsocialadvantages。Theempty-

headedIrishwomanwhohadallthequickwitandclevernessoftonguecharacteristicofherracewasdeterminedthathergirlAnnetteshouldlearntobeasstylishas“themthattho’tthemselvesherbetters。“Sothechildrenwerekeptatschoolbytheirfondlyambitiousparents,andthemasterdidtherest。

AtthePublicSchool,thatgreatestofalldemocraticinstitutions,thePerrottechildrenmetthetownyouthoftheirownage,givingandtakingonequalterms,sharingcommonprivilegesandadvantagesandgrowingintoacommunitysolidarityalltheirown,whichinlateryearsbroughtitsownharvestofminglingjoyandbitterness,butwhichonthewholemadeforsoundmanhoodandwomanhood。

WiththegirlAnnetteoneeffectofthePublicSchoolanditsinfluences,educationalandsocial,wastorevealtoherthedepthoftheeducationalandsocialpitfromwhichshehadbeentaken。

HerHighSchooltrainingmighthavefittedherfortheteachingprofessionandcompletedhersocialemancipationbutforhervainandthriftlessmother,who,sociallyambitiousforherselfbutmoreforherhandsome,cleverchildren,foundherselfincreasinglyembarrassedforfunds。Shelackedthemeanswithwhichtosuitablyadornherselfandherchildrenforthestationinlifetowhichsheaspiredandforwhichgoodclothesweretheprimeequipmentandto“eddicate“Tonyashedeserved。HencewhenAnnettehadcompletedhersecondyearattheHighSchoolhermotherwithdrewherfromtheschoolanditsassociationsandfoundheraplaceinthenewFancyBoxFactory,wheregirlscouldobtain“anilligantandrefoinedjobwithgoodpayaswell。“

ThischangeinAnnette’soutlookbroughtwrathfuldisappointmenttotheheadmaster,AlexDay,whohadtakenaveryspecialprideinAnnette’sbrilliantschoolcareerandwhohadoutlinedforheraUniversitycourse。ToAnnetteherselftheendingofherschooldayswasabittergrief,thebitternessofwhichwouldhavebeengreatlyintensifiedhadshebeenabletomeasurethemagnitudeofthechangetobewroughtinherlifebyhermother’sfoolishvanityandunwisepreferenceofherson’stoherdaughter’sfuture。

ThedeterminingfactorinAnnette’ssubmissiontohermother’swillwasconsiderationforherbrotherandhiscareer。Forwhileforherfathershecherishedanaffectionateprideandforhermotheranamusedandprotectivepity,hergreatpassionwasforherbrother——herhandsome,vivacious,audaciousandmercurialbrother,Tony。Withhimshecounteditonlyjoytoshareheralltoomeagrewageswheneverhefoundhimselfinfinancialstraits。AndanotinfrequentsituationthiswaswithTony,who,whileheseemedtohaveinheritedfromhismotherthevivacity,quickwitandgeneralempty-headedness,fromhisfathergotnothingofthethriftandpatientenduranceofgrindingtoilcharacteristicoftheFrench-

Canadianhabitant。Buthedidgetfromhisfatheracapacityfortheknowingandhandlingofmachinery,whichamountedalmosttogenius。Ofthefather’ssteadinessunderthegrindofdailyworkwhichhadmadehimtheheadmechanicintheMill,Tonypossessednotatittle。Whathecouldgeteasilyhegot,andgettingthisfanciedhimselfrichlyendowed,knowingnothowslightandsuperficialistheequipmentforlife’ssternfightthatcomeswithoutsweatofbrainandbody。Hisclevernessdeceivedfirsthimselfandthenhisfamily,whounitedinbelievinghimtobedestinedforhighplaceandgreatthings。Onlytwoofthosewhohadtodowithhiminhisboyhoodweighedhiminthebalanceoftruth。OnewashisPublicSchoolmaster,wholaboredwithincessantandpainfulcaretoawakeninhimsomeglimmeroftheneedofpreparationforthatbitterfighttowhicheverymanisappointed。TheotherwasGrantMaitland,whoseknowledgeofmenandoflife,gainedatcostofdesperateconflict,madetheyouth’ssoulanopenbooktohim。Recognisingtheboy’saptitude,hehadinholidayseasonssetTonybehindthemachinesinhisplaningmill,determinedforhisfather’ssaketomakeofhimamechanicalengineer。ToTonyeachnewmachinewasatoytobeplayedwith;inaweekortwohehadmastereditandgrownwearyofit。Thenceforthheslackedathisworkandbecameademoralizinginfluenceinhisdepartment,asourceofanxietytohissteady-goingfather,aplaguetohisemployer,tilltheholidaytimewasdone。

“Wereyoumyson,mylad,I’dsoonsettleyou,“GrantMaitlandwouldsay,whentheboywasreadytogobacktohisschool。“Youwillmakeamessofyourlifeunlessyoucanlearntostickatyourjob。Theroadsarefullofclevertramps,rememberthat,myboy。“

ButTonyonlysmiledhisbrilliantsmileathim,ashetookhispayenvelope,whichburnedaholeinhispockettillhehaddonewithit。WhenthenextholidaycameroundTonywouldpresenthimselfforajobwithJackMaitlandtopleadforhim。FortoTonyJackwasasking,towhomhegavepassionateloyaltywithoutstintormeasure。AndthusforhissonJack’ssake,Jack’sfathertookTonyonagain,resolvedtomakeanotherefforttomakesomethingoutofhim。

Thebondbetweenthetwoboyswashardtoanalyse。IngamesatPublicandHighSchoolJackwasalwaysCaptainandTonyhisright-

handman,heldtohisplaceandhistrainingpartlybyhisadmiringdevotiontohisCaptainbutmorebyawholesomedreadoftheinexorabledisciplinarymeasureswhichslacknessortriflingwiththerulesofthegamewouldinevitablybringhim。JackMaitlandwastheonebeinginTony’sworldwhocouldputlastingfearintohissoulorsteadinessintohispractice。ButevenJackattimesfailed。

ThenwhenbothwereeighteentheywenttotheWar,JackasanOfficer,TonyasaNon-CommissionedOfficerinthesameBattalion,Jackhatingthebloodybusinessbutresolutetoplaythisgreatgameofdutyasheplayedallgamesforallthatwasinhim,TonyaglowatfirstwiththemovementandglitterandlatermadwiththelustfordeadlydaringthatwasnativetohisKelticGallicsoul。

TheyreturnedwiththeirrespectivedecorationsofD。S。O。andMilitaryMedalandeachwiththestampofwarcutdeepuponhim,inkeepingwiththequalityofhissoul。

Thereturntopeacewastothem,astothethousandsoftheircomradestowhomitwasgiventoreturn,ashockalmostasgreatashadbeentheadventureofwar。Inasingledaywhilestillamidthescenesandwithalltheparaphernaliaofwaraboutthemanunrealandbewilderingsilencehadfallenonthem。Likemenintheunearthlyrealitiesofadreamtheymovedthroughtheirroutineduties,waitingfortheordersthatwouldbringthatwell-known,sickening,savagetighteningoftheircourageandsendthem,ladenlikebeastsofburden,uponcemoretothathellofbloodandmud,ofnerve-shatteringshell,ofblindingglareandear-burstingroarofgunfire,and,worsethanall,totheplacewhere,crouchinginthefarcicaldeceptiveshelterofthesandbaggedtrench,theirfingersgrippingintothesteeloftheirriflehands,theywouldwaitforthezerohour。Butastheweekspassedandtheordersfailedtocometheypassedfromthatbewilderingandsubconsciousanxiouswaiting,toanexperienceofwildlyexultant,hystericalabandonment。Theyweredonewithallthatlonghorrorandterror;

theywerenevertogobackintoitagain;theyweregoingbackhome;theNewDayhaddawned;warwasnomore,noreverwouldbeagain。Backtohome,towaitinghearts,toshiningeyes,towelcomingarms,topeace,theyweregoing。

Thereafter,whensomeweeksofpeacehadpassedandthedrumsofpeacehadfallenquietandtherushing,crowding,hurrahingpeoplehadmeltedaway,andthestreetsandroadswerefilledagainwithmenandwomenbentonbusiness,withengagementstokeep,thereturnedmenfoundthemselveswithdazed,listlessmindwaitingforordersfromsomeone,somewhere,orforthenextmovieshowtoopen。

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