投诉 阅读记录

第17章

“Whyshouldyousaythat?Youarestillaman。“

“Yes,aman,butamanusefulforwhat?“

“Useful,eventhoughtheusemaynotyetbefullyapparent。“

Tothis,afterapause,thespeakeradded:

“Now,departinpeace,andmakenofurtherattemptagainstthiswoman。Nay,donotevenspeakillofherifyoucanhelpit,butconsidereverythingthatyousawtohavebeenseeninadream。“

“Ah!“wasGubin’scontritecry。“Itshallbeasyousay。Yet,thoughIshouldhate,Icouldnotbear,togrieveyou,Imustconfessthattheheightwhereonyoustandis——“

“Iswhat,0hfriendofmine?“

“Nothing;savethatofallsoulsinthisworldyouare,withoutexception,thebest。“

“YakovPetrovitch,inthisworldyouandImighthaveendedourlivestogetherinhonourablepartnership。Andevennow,ifGodbewilling,wemightdoso。“

“No。Rathermustfarewellbesaid。“

Allbecamequietwithinthewindow,exceptthatafteraprolongedsilencetherecamefromthewomanadeepsigh,andthenawhisperof,“0hLord!“

Treadingsoftly,likeacat,Nadezhdadartedawaytowardsthesteps;whereasI,lessfortunate,wascaughtbythedepartingGubinintheveryactofleavingtheneighbourhoodofthewindow。Uponthatheinflatedhischeeks,ruffleduphissandyhair,turnedredinthefacelikeamanwhohasbeenthroughafight,andcriedinstrange,querulous,high-pitchedaccents:

“Hi!Whatwereyoudoingjustnow?Long-leggeddevilthatyouare,Ihavenofurtheruseforyou——Idonotintendtoworkwithyouanymore。Soyoucango。“

Atthesamemomentthedimface,withitsgreatblueeyes,showeditselfatthewindow,andthestemvoiceinquired:

“Whatdoesthenoisemean?“

“Whatdoesitmean?ItmeansthatIdonotintend——“

“Youmustnot,ifyouwishtocreateadisturbance,doitanywherebutinthestreet。Itmustnotbecreatedhere。“

“Whatisallthis?“Nadezhdaputinwithastampofherfoot。

“What——“

Atthispoint,thecookrushedoutwithatoasting-forkandmilitantlyrangedherselfbyNadezhda’sside,exclaiming:

“Seewhatcomesofnothavingasinglemuzhikinthehouse!“

Inowpreparedtowithdraw,but,indoingso,glancedoncemoreatthefeaturesoftheelderlylady,andsawthatthebluepupilsweredilatedsoasalmosttofilltheeyesintheirentirety,andtoleaveonlyabluishmargin。Andstrangeandpainfulwerethoseeyes——eyesfixedblindly,eyeswhichseemedtohavestrayedfromtheirorbitsthroughyieldingtoemotionandaconsequentoverstrain——whiletheappleofthethroathadswelledlikethecropofabird,andthesheenofthesilkenhead-dressbecomeasthesheenofmetal。Involuntarily,Ithoughttomyself:

“Itisaheadthatmustbemadeofiron。“

BythistimeGubinhadpenitentlysubsided,andwasexchangingharmlessremarkswiththecook,whilecarefullyavoidingmyglance。

“Gooddaytoyou,madame,“atlengthIsaidasIpassedthewindow。

Notatoncedidshereply,butwhenshedidsoshesaidkindly:

“AndgooddaytoYOU,myfriend。Yes,Iwishyougoodday。“

Towhichsheaddedaninclinationoftheheadwhichresemblednothingsomuchasahammerwhichmuchpercussionuponananvilhaswroughttoafinepolish。

NILUSHKA

Thetimber-builttownofBuev,atownwhichhasseveraltimesbeenburnttotheground,lieshuddleduponahillockabovetheriverObericha。Itshouses,withtheirmany-colouredshutters,standsocrowdedtogetherastoformaroundthechurchesandgloomylawcourtsaperfectmaze——thestreetswhichintersectthedarkmassesofhousesmeanderingaimlesslyhitherandthither,andthrowingoffalleywaysasnarrowassleeves,andfeelingtheirwayalongplot-fencesandwarehousewalls,until,viewedfromthehillockabove,thetownlooksasthoughsomeonehasstirreditupwithastickanddispersedandconfusedeverythingthatitcontains。OnlyfromthepointwhereGreatZhitnaiaStreettakesitsrisefromtheriverdothestonemansionsofthelocalmerchants(forthemostpartGermancolonists)cutagrim,directlinethroughthepackedclustersofbuildingsconstructedofwood,andskirtthegreenislandsofgardens,andthrustasidethechurches;whereafter,continuingitswaythroughCouncilSquare(stillrunninginexorablystraight),thethoroughfarestretchesto,andtraverses,abarrenplainofscrub,andsoreachesthepineplantationbelongingtotheMonasteryofSt。MichaeltheArchangelwherethelatterislurkingbehindascreenofoldredsprucesofwhichthedensenessseemstoproptheveryheavens,andwhichonclear,sunnydayscanbeseenrisingtomarkthespotwhencethemonastery’scrosses,likethegildedbirdsoftheforestofeternalsilence,scintillateaconstantwelcome。

AtadistanceofsometenhousesbeforeZhitnaiaStreetdebouchesupontheplainwhichIhavementionedtherebegintodivergefromthestreetandtotrendtowardsaravine,andeventuallytolosethemselvesinthelatter’srecesses,thesmall,squatshantieswithoneortwowindowsapiecewhichconstitutethesuburbofTolmachikha。Thissuburb,itmaybesaid,hadasitsoriginalfoundersthemenialsofalandownernamedTolmachev——alandownerwho,afteremancipatinghisserfssomethirteenyearsbeforeallserfswerelegallyemancipated,[Intheyear1861]was,forhisaction,visitedwithsuchbitterrevilementthat,indireoffenceatthesame,heendedbybecominganinmateofthemonastery,andtherespendingtenyearsunderthevowofsilence,untildeathovertookhimamidapeacefulobscuritybornofthefactthattheauthoritieshadforbiddenhisexhibitiontopilgrimsorstrangers。

ItisintheverycotsoriginallyapportionedtoTolmachev’smenials,atthetime,fiftyyearsago,whenthosemenialswereconvertedintocitizens,thatthepresentinhabitantsofthesuburbdwell。Andneverhavetheybeenburntoutofthosehomes,althoughthesameperiodhasseenallBuevsaveZhitnaiaStreetconsumed,andeverywherethatonemaydelvewithinthetownshiponewillbesuretocomeacrossundestroyedhearthstones。

Thesuburb,asIhavesaid,standsatthehitherendandontheslopingsideofoneofthearmsofadeep,woodedravine,withitswindowsfacingtowardstheravine’syawningmouth,andaffordingaviewdirecttotheMokrie(certainmarshesbeyondtheObericha)andtheswampyforestoffirsintowhichthedimredsundeclines。Furtheron,theravinetrendsacrosstheplain,thenbendsroundtowardsthewesternsideofthetown,catsawaytheclayeysoilwithanappetitewhicheachspringincreases,andwhich,carryingthesoildowntotheriver,isgraduallycloggingtheriver’sflow,divertingthemuddywatertowardsthemarshes,andconvertingthosemarshesintoalagoonoutright。Thefissureinquestionisnamed“TheGreatRavine,“andhasitssteepflankssoovergrownwithchestnutsandlaburnumsthateveninsummertimeitsrecessesarecoolandmoist,andsoserveasaconvenienttrystingplaceforthepoorerloversofthesuburbandthetown,andwitnesstheirteadrinkingsandfrequentlyfatalquarrels,aswellasbeingusedbythemorewell-to-doforadumpinggroundforrubbishofthenatureofdeceaseddogs,cats,andhorses。

Pleasantlysinging,therescoursthebottomoftheravinethebrookknownastheZhandarmskiSpring,abrookcelebratedthroughoutBuevforitscrystal-coldwater,whichissoicyoftemperaturethatevenonaburningdayitwillmaketheteethache。ThiswaterthedenizensofTolmachikhaaccounttobetheirpeculiarproperty;whereforetheyareproudofit,anddrinkittotheexclusionofanyother,andsolivetoagreenoldagewhichinsomecasescannotevenreckonitsyears。Andbywayofalivelihood,themenofthesuburbindulgeinhunting,fishing,fowling,andthieving(notasingleartisanproperdoesthesuburbcontain,savethecobblerGorkov——athin,consumptiveskeletonofsurnameTchulan);while,asregardsthewomen,they,inwinter,sewandmakesacksforZimmel’smill,andpulltow,andinsummertheyscourtheplantationofthemonasteryfortrufflesandotherproduce,andtheforestontheothersideoftheriverforhuckleberries。Also,twoofthesuburb’swomenpractiseasfortunetellers,whiletwoothersconductaneasyandhighlylucrativetradeinprostitution。

Theresultisthatthetown,asdistinguishedfromthesuburb,believesthemenofthelattertobeoneandallthieves,andthewomenandgirlsofthesuburbtobeoneandalldisreputablecharacters。Hencethetownstrivesalwaystorestrictandextirpatethesuburb,whilethesuburbansretaliateuponthetownsfolkwithrobberyandarsonandmurder,whiledespisingthosetownsfolkfortheirparsimony,decorum,andavarice,anddetestingthesettled,comfortablemodeoflifewhichtheylead。

Sopoor,forthatmatter,isthesuburbthatneverdoevenbeggarsresortthither,savewhendrunk。No,theonlycreatureswhichresortthitheraredogswhichsubsistnooneknowshowaspredatorilytheyroamfromcourttocourtwithtailstuckedbetweentheirflanks,andbloodlesstongueshangingdown,andlegseverprepared,onsightingahumanbeing,toboltintotheravine,ortoletdowntheirownersuponsubservientbelliesinexpectationofaprobablekickorcurse。

Inshort,everycrannyofeverycotintheplace,withthegrimypanesoftheirwindows,andtheirlathedroofsovergrownwithvelvetymoss,breathesforththeuniversal,deadlyhopelessnessinducedbyRussia’scrushingpoverty。

IntheTolmachikhans’backyardsgrowonlyalders,elders,andweeds。Everywheredocksthrustupheadsthroughcracksinthefencestocatchatthelegsortheskirtsofpassers-by,whilemassesofnettlessqueezetheirwayunderfencestostinglittlechildren。Apropos,thelatterareallthinandhungry,inthehighestdegreequarrelsome,andaddictedtoprolongedlamentation。Also,eachspringseesacertainproportionoftheirnumbercarriedoffbydiphtheria,whilescarlatinaandmeaslesareasepidemicamongthemasistyphoidamongtheirelders。

Thusthesoundsoflifemosttobeheardthroughoutthesuburbarethesoundseitherofweepingorofmadcursing。Ingeneral,however,lifeinTolmachikhaislivedquietlyandlethargically。

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