投诉 阅读记录

第2章

ThenIunderstoodwhatwasthematter,forIhadseenasimilarcasebefore。Yetforthemomentacertainfeelingofshynessmademeedgeawayfromheralittle;andasIdidso,sheutteredaprolongedmoan,andheralmostburstingeyeballsventedhot,murkytearswhichtrickleddownhertenseandlividfeatures。

ThereuponIturnedtoheragain,and,throwingdowncooking-pot,teapot,andwallet,laidheronherback,andstrovetobendherkneesupwardsinthedirectionofherbody。Meanwhileshesoughttorepelmewithblowsonfaceandbreast,andatlengthrolledontoherstomach。Then,raisingherselfonallfours,she,sobbing,gasping,andcursinginabreath,crawledawaylikeabearintoaremoterportionofthethicket。

“Beast!“shepanted。“Oh,youdevil!“

Yet,evenasthewordsescapedherlips,herarmsgavewaybeneathher,andshecollapseduponherface,withlegsstretchedout,andherlipsemittingafreshseriesofconvulsivemoans。

Excitednowtofeverpitch,Ihurriedlyrecalledmysmallstoreofknowledgeofsuchcasesandfinallydecidedtoturnheronherback,and,asbefore,tostrivetobendherkneesupwardsinthedirectionofherbody。Alreadysignsofimminentparturitionwerenotwanting。

“Liestill,“Isaid,“andifyoudothatitwillnotbelongbeforeyouaredeliveredofthechild。“

Whereafter,runningdowntothesea,Ipulledupmysleeves,and,onreturning,embarkeduponmyrole,ofaccoucheur。

Scoringtheearthwithherfingers,uprootingtuftsofwitheredgrass,andstrugglingtothrustthemintohermouth,scatteringsoiloverherterrible,inhumanfaceandbloodshoteyes,thewomanwrithedlikeastripofbirchbarkinawoodfire。Indeed,bythistimealittleheadwascomingintoview,anditneededallmyeffortstoquellthetwitchingsofherlegs,tohelpthechildtoissue,andtopreventitsmotherfromthrustinggrassdownherdistorted,moaningthroat。Meanwhilewecursedoneanother——shethroughherteeth,andIinanundertone;she,I

shouldsurmise,outofpainandshame,andI,Ifeelcertain,outofnervousness,mingledwithaperfectagonyofcompassion。

“OLord!“shegaspedwithbluelipsfleckedwithfoamashereyes(suddenlybereftoftheircolourinthesunlight)shedtearsbornoftheintolerableanguishofthematernalfunction,andherbodywrithedandtwistedasthoughherframehadbeenseveredinthemiddle。

“Away,youbrute!“washeroft-repeatedcryaswithherweakhands,handsseeminglydislocatedatthewrists,shestrovetothrustmetoadistance。YetallthetimeIkeptsayingpersuasively:“Youfool!Bringforthasquicklyasyoucan!“

and,asamatteroffact,wasfeelingsosorryforherthattearscontinuedtospurtfrommyeyesasmuchasfromhers,andmyveryheartcontractedwithpity。Also,neverdidIceasetofeelthatIoughttokeepsayingsomething;wherefore,I

repeated,andagainrepeated:“Nowthen!Bringforthasquicklyaseveryoucan!“

Andatlastmyhandsdidindeedholdahumancreatureinallitspristinebeauty。Norcouldeventhemistoftearspreventmefromseeingthatthathumancreaturewasredintheface,andthattojudgefromthemannerinwhichitkeptkickingandresistingandutteringhoarsewails(whilestillboundtoitsmotherbytheligament),itwasfeelingdissatisfiedinadvancewiththeworld。Yes,blue-eyed,andwithanoseabsurdlysunkenbetweenapairofscarlet,rumpledcheeksandlipswhichceaselesslyquiveredandcontracted,itkeptbawling:“A-aah!

A-a-ah!“

Moreover,soslipperywasitthat,asIkneltandlookedatitandlaughedwithreliefatthefactthatithadarrivedsafely,Icameneartolettingitfallupontheground:whereforeI

entirelyforgotwhatnextIoughttohavedone。

“Cutit!“atlengthwhisperedthemotherwitheyesclosed,andfeaturessuddenlyswollenandresemblingthoseofacorpse。

“Aknife!“againshewhisperedwithherlividlips。“Cutit!“

Mypocket-knifeIhadhadstolenfrommeintheworkmen’sbarraque;butwithmyteethIseveredthecaul,andthenthechildgaverenewedtongueintrueOrlovianfashion,whilethemothersmiled。Also,insomecuriousfashion,themother’sunfathomableeyesregainedtheircolour,andbecamefilledaswithbluefireas,plungingahandintoherbodiceandfeelingforthepocket,shecontrivedtoarticulatewithrawandblood-fleckedlips:

“Ihavenotasinglepieceofstringorribandtobindthecaulwith。“

UponthatIsetto,andmanagedtoproduceapieceofriband,andtofastenitintherequiredposition。

Thereaftershesmiledmorebrightlythanever。Soradiantlydidshesmilethatmyeyescameneartobeingblindedwiththespectacle。

“Andnowrearrangeyourself,“Isaid,“andinthemeanwhileI

willgoandwashthebaby。“

“Yes,yes,“shemurmureduneasily。“Butbeverycarefulwithhim——beverygentle。“

Yetitwaslittleenoughcarethattherosylittlehomunculusseemedtorequire,sostrenuouslydidheclenchhisfists,andbawlasthoughheweremindedtochallengethewholeworldtocombat。

“Come,now!“atlengthIsaid。“Youmusthavedone,oryourveryheadwilldropoff。“

Yetnosoonerdidhefeelthetouchoftheoceanspray,andbegintobesprinkledWithitsjoyouscaresses,thanhelamentedmoreloudlyandvigorouslythanever,andsocontinuedthroughouttheprocessofbeingslappedonthebackandbreastas,frowningandstruggling,heventedsquallaftersquallwhilethewaveslavedhistinylimbs。

“Shout,youngOrlovian!“saidIencouragingly。“Letflywithallthepowerofyourlungs!“

Andwiththat,Itookhimbacktohismother。Ifoundherwitheyesclosedandlipsdrawnbetweenherteethasshewrithedinthetormentofexpellingtheafter-birth。ButpresentlyI

detectedthroughthesighsandgroansawhispered:

“Givehimtome!Givehimtome!“

“Youhadbetterwaitalittle,“Iurged。

“Ohno!Givehimtomenow!“

Andwithtremulous,unsteadyhandssheunhookedthebosomofherbodice,and,freeing(withmyassistance)thebreastwhichnaturehadpreparedforatleastadozenchildren,appliedthemutinousyoungOrloviantothenipple。Asforhim,heatonceunderstoodthematter,andceasedtosendforthfurtherlamentation。

“OpureandholyMotherofGod!“shegaspedinalong-drawn,quiveringsighasshebentadishevelledheadoverthelittleone,and,betweenintervalsofsilence,felltoutteringsoft,abruptexclamations。Then,openingherineffablybeautifulblueeyes,thehallowedeyesofamother,sheraisedthemtowardstheazureheavens,whileintheirdepthstherewascomingandgoingaflameofjoyandgratitude。Lastly,liftingalanguidhand,shewithaslowmovementmadethesignofthecrossoverbothherselfandherbabe。

“ThankstotheeOpurestMotherofGod!“shemurmured。

“Thanksindeedtothee!“

Thenhereyesgrewdimandvagueagain,andafterapause(duringwhichsheseemedtobescarcelybreathing)shesaidinahardandmatter-of-facttone:

“Youngfellow,unfastenmysatchel。“

AndwhilstIwassoengagedshecontinuedtoregardmewithasteadygaze;but,whenthetaskwascompletedshesmiledshamefacedly,andonhersunkencheeksandsweat-fleckedtemplestheredawnedtheghostofablush。

“Now,“saidshe,“doyou,forthepresent,goaway。“

“AndifIdoso,seethatinthemeanwhileyoudonotmoveabouttoomuch。“

“No,Iwillnot。Butpleasegoaway。“

SoIwithdrewalittle。Inmybreastasortofwearinesswaslurking,butalsoinmybreasttherewasechoingasoftandgloriouschorusofbirds,achorussoexquisitelyinaccordwiththenever-ceasingsplashoftheseathatforevercouldIhavelistenedtoit,andtotheneighbouringbrookasitpurledonitswaylikeamaidenengagedinrelatingconfidencesaboutherlover。

Presently,thewoman’syellow-scarfedhead(thescarfnowtidilyrearranged)reappearedoverthebushes。

“Come,come,goodwoman!“wasmyexclamation。“Itellyouthatyoumustnotmoveaboutsosoon。“

Andcertainlyherattitudenowwasoneofutterlanguor,andshehadperforcetograspthestemofabushwithonehandtosupportherself。Yetwhilethebloodwasgonefromherface,therehadformedinthehollowswherehereyeshadbeentwolakesofblue。

“Seehowheissleeping!“shemurmured。

And,trueenough,thechildwassoundasleep,thoughtomyeyeshelookedmuchasanyotherbabymighthavedone,savethatthecouchofautumnleavesonwhichhewasensconcedconsistedofleavesofakindwhichcouldnothavebeendiscoveredinthefarawayforestsofOrlov。

“Now,doyouyourselfliedownawhile,“wasmyadvice。

“Oh,no,“sherepliedwithashakeofherheadonitssinuousneck;“forImustbecollectingmythingsbeforeImoveontowards——“

“TowardsOtchenchiri“

“Yes。Bynowmyfolkwillhavegonemanyaverstinthatdirection。“

“Andcanyouwalksofar?“

“TheHolyMotherwillhelpme。“

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