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“Andhewentheavilyandstrickenwithfear。

“’Nay,’shesaid,gazingafterhim,’nomoreamIMeneptah’swife,butstillamIKhem’sdreadedQueen。Oh,thouoldpriest,Iamaweary。Seewhatalotismine,whohaveallthingsbutlove,andyetamsickofall!Ilongedforpower,andpowerismine,andwhatispower?Itisarodwherewithwebeattheairthatstraightwayclosesonthestroke。

Yes,Itireofmylovelessdaysandofthisdullroundofcommonthings。Oh,foronehourofloveandinthathourtodie!Ohthatthefuturewouldliftitsveilanddisclosethefaceoftimetobe!Say,Rei!Wiltthoubeboldanddareadeed?’Andsheclaspedmebythesleeveandwhisperedinmyear,inthedeadtongueknowntoherandme——’HerIslew——thousawest——’

“’Ay,Queen,Isaw——whatofher?’Twasilldone。’

“’Nay,’twasrightlydoneandwelldone。Butthouknowestsheisnotyetcold,norforawhilewillbe,andIhavethearttodragherspiritbackereshebecold,fromwheresheis,andtoforceknowledgefromherlips——forbeinganOsirisallthefutureisopentoherinthishour。’

“’Nay,nay,’Icried。’Itisunholy——notlightlymaywedisturbthedead,lesttheGuardianGodsbemovedtoanger。’

“’YetwillIdoit,Rei。Ifthoudostfear,comenot。ButIgo。Iamfainforknowledge,andthusonlymayIwinit。IfIdieinthedreadendeavour,writethisofMeriamuntheQueen:Thatinseekingtheto-be——shefoundit!’

“’Nay,RoyalLady,’Ianswered,’thoushaltnotgoalone。Itoohavesomeskillinmagic,andperchancecanwardevilfromthee。So,ifindeedthouwiltdarethisdreadfulthing,beholdnow,asever,Iamthyservant。’

“’Itiswell。See,now,thebodywillthisnightbelaidinthesanctuaryoftheTempleofOsiristhatisnearthegreatgates,asisthecustom,toawaitthecomingoftheembalmers。Comeereshebecolderthanmyheart,comewithme,Rei,tothehouseoftheLordoftheDead!’

“Shepassedtoherchamber,wrappedherselfaboutinadarkrobe,andhurriedwithmetotheTempledoors,wherewewerechallengedbytheguards。

“’Whopasses?InthenameoftheHolyOsirisspeak。’

“’Rei,theMasterBuilderandtheanointedPriest,andwithhimanother,’Imadeanswer。’Open。’

“’Nay,Iopennot。Thereisonewithinwhomaynotbewakened。’

“’Who,then,iswithin?’

“’ShewhomtheQueenslew。’

“’TheQueensendsonewhowouldlookonhersheslew。’

“Thenthepriestgazedonthehoodedformbesidemeandstartedback,crying,’Atoken,nobleRei。’

“IhelduptheRoyalsignet,and,bowing,heopened。BeingcomewithintheTempleIlitthetapersthathadbeenprepared。ThenbytheirfeeblelightwepassedthroughtheouterhalltillwecametothecurtainsthatveilthesanctuaryoftheHolyPlace,andhereI

quenchedthetapers;fornofiremustenterthere,savethatwhichburnsuponthealtarofthedead。Butthroughthecurtainscameraysoflight。

“’Open!’saidMeriamun,andIopened,andhandinhandwepassedin。

Onthealtarthatisintheplacetheflameburntbrightly。Thechamberisnotwideandgreat,forthisisthesmallestofthetemplesofTanis,butyetsolargethatthelightcouldnotreachitswallsnorpiercetheoverhanginggloom,andbymuchgazingscarcelycouldwediscovertheoutlineofthegravenshapesoftheHolyGodsthatareuponthewalls。ButthelightfellclearuponthegreatstatueoftheOsiristhatwasseatedbehindthealtarfashionedintheblackstoneofSyene,woundaboutwiththecorpse-cloths,wearingonhisheadthecrownoftheUpperLand,andholdinginhishandsthecrookofdivinityandtheawfulscourgeofpunishment。Thelightshoneallaboutthewhiteanddreadfulshapethatwasplaceduponhisholyknees,thenakedshapeoflostHataskawhothisnighthaddiedatthehandofMeriamun。Thereshebowedherheadagainstthesacredbreast,herlonghairstreamingdownoneitherside,herarmstiedacrossherheart,andhereyes,whencethehuesoflifehadscarcelyfaded,widelystaringatthedarknessoftheshrine。ForatTanistothisdayitisthecustomforanighttoplacethoseofhighbirthorofficewhodiesuddenlyuponthekneesofthestatueofOsiris。

“’See,’IsaidtotheQueen,speakinglow,fortheweightofthehauntedplacesankintomyheart,’seehowshewhoscarceanhouragowasbutalovelywantonhathbythineactbeencladinmajestygreaterthanallthegloryoftheearth。Bethinkthee,wiltthoudareindeedtosummonbackthespirittothebodywhencethouhastsetitfree?

Noteasily,OQueen,mayitbedoneforallthymagic,andifperchancesheanswereththee,itmaywellbethattheterrorofherwordsshallutterlyo’erwhelmus。’

“’Nay,’shemadeanswer,’Iaminstructed。Ifearnot。IknowbywhatnametocalltheKhouthathoversonthethresholdoftheDoubleHallofTruth,andhowtosenditbacktoitsownplace。Ifearnot,butifperchancethoufearest,Rei,departhenceandleavemetothetaskalone。’

“’Nay,’Isaid。’Ialsoaminstructed,andIgonot。ButIsaytotheethatthisisunholy。’

“ThenMeriamunspokenomore——butliftingupherhandssheheldthemheavenwards,andsoforawhileshestood,herfacefixed,aswasthefaceofdeadHataska。Then,asmustbedone,IdrewthecircleroundusandroundthealtarandthestatueofOsiris,andthatwhichsatuponhisknee。WithmystaffIdrewit,andstandingthereinIsaidtheholywordswhichshouldwardawaytheevilthingsthatcomenearinsuchanhour。

“NowMeriamunthrewacertainpowderintotheflameuponthealtar。

Thriceshethrewthepowder,andasshethrewitaballofflamerosefromthealtarandfloatedaway,eachtimethatshethrewdidtheballoffirerise;andthisitwasneedfultodo,forbyfireonlymaythedeadbemanifest,andthereforewasaglobeoffiregiventoeachofthethreeshapesthattogethermakethethreefoldspiritofthedead。

Andwhenthethreeglobesoffirehadmeltedintoair,passingovertheheadofthestatueofOsiris,thricedidMeriamuncryaloud:

“’/Hataska!Hataska!Hataska!/

“’BythedreadfulNameIsummonthee。

“’IsummontheefromthethresholdoftheDoubleHall。

“’IsummontheefromtheGatesofJudgment。

“’IsummontheefromthedoorofDoom。

“’Bythelinkoflifeanddeaththatisbetweentheeandme,IbidtheecomefromwherethouartandmakeanswertothatwhichIshallaskofthee。’

“Sheceased,butnoanswercame。StillthecoldOsirissmiled,andstillthebodyonhiskneesatwithopeneyesgazingintonothingness。

“’Notthuseasily,’Iwhispered,’maythisdreadfulthingbedone。

ThouartinstructedintheWordofFear。Ifthoudarest,letitpassthylips,orletusbegone。’

“’Nay,itshallbespoken,’shesaid——andthusshewrought。PassingtothestatueshehidherheadwithinhercloakandwithbothhandsgraspedthefeetoftheslainHataska。

“SeeingthisIalsocroucheduponthefloorandhidmyface,foritisdeathtohearthatWordwithanuncoveredface。

“Theninsosoftawhisperthatscarcehaditsbreathstirredafeatheronherlips,MeriamunspoketheWordofFearwhichmaynotbewritten,whosesoundhaspowertopassallspaceandopentheearsofthedeadwhodwellinAmenti。Softlyshesaidit,forinashoutofthunderitwascaughtupandechoedfromherlips,anddowntheeternalhallsitseemedtorushonthefeetofstormandthewingsofwind,sothattheroofrockedandthedeepfoundationsoftheTemplequiveredlikeawind-stirredtree。

“’Unveil,yemortals!’criedadreadfulvoice,’andlookuponthesightoffearthatyehavedaredtosummon。’

“AndIroseandcastmycloakfromaboutmyfaceandgazed,thensankdowninterror。ForroundaboutthecirclethatIhaddrawnpressedallthemultitudeofthedead;countlessasthedesertsandstheypressed,gazingwithawfuleyesuponustwain。Andthefirethatwasonthealtardiedaway,butyetwastherelight,foritshonefromthosedeadeyes,andintheeyesoflostHataskatherewaslight。

“Andeverthefaceschanged,neverforonebeatoftimedidtheyceasetochange。Foraswegazeduponafaceitwouldmelt,eventotheeyes,androundthesesameeyesagainwouldgatherbutnomorethesame。AndliketheslopingsidesofpyramidswerethefacessetaboutusfromthegroundtotheTempleroof——andonuswerefixedtheirglowingeyes。

“AndI,Rei,beinginstructed,knewthattosuffermyselftobeovercomewithterrorwasdeath,asitwasdeathtopasswithoutthecircle。SoinmyheartIcalleduponOsiris,LordoftheDead,toprotectus,andevenasInamedtheineffablename,lo!allthethousandthousandfacesbentthemselvesinadorationandthen,turning,lookedeachupontheotherevenasthougheachspaketoeach,andchanged,andswiftlychanged。

“’Meriamun,’Isaid,gatheringupmystrength,’fearnot,butbeware!’

“’Nay,whereforeshouldIfear,’sheanswered,’becausetheveilofsenseistorn,andforanhourweseethosewhoareeveraboutourpathandwhoseeyeswatchourmostsecretthoughtcontinually?Ifearnot。’Andshesteppedboldly,eventotheedgeofthecircle,andcried:

“’Allhail,yeSahus,spiritsoftheawfuldead,amongwhomIalsoshallbenumbered。’

“Andasshecamethechangingfacesshrunkaway,leavingaspacebeforeher。Andinthespacetheregrewtwoarms,mightyandblack,thatstretchedthemselvestowardsher,untiltherewasnotthelengthofthreegrainsofwheatbetwixttheclutchingfingersandherbreast。

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