投诉 阅读记录

第10章

Moneyhehadnonetogive;theknackofputtingguineastogetherhadneverbelongedtohim;buthowwillingly,withwhatafoolisheasiness,withwhathappyalacrity,wouldhehaveabandonedthehalfofhisincomeforalltimetocome,couldhebysodoinghavequietlydispelledthecloudsthatweregatheringoverhim——couldhehavethuscompromisedthematterbetweenthereformerandtheconservative,betweenhispossibleson-in-law,Bold,andhispositiveson-in-law,thearchdeacon。

Andthiscompromisewouldnothavebeenmadefromanyprudentialmotiveofsavingwhatwouldyetremain,forMrHardingstillfeltlittledoubtbutheshouldbeleftforlifeinquietpossessionofthegoodthingshehad,ifhechosetoretainthem。No;hewouldhavedonesofromthesheerloveofquiet,andfromahorrorofbeingmadethesubjectofpublictalk。Hehadveryoftenbeenmovedtopity——tothatinwardweepingoftheheartforothers’woes;butnonehadheeverpitiedmorethanthatoldlord,whosealmostfabulouswealth,drawnfromhischurchpreferments,hadbecomethesubjectofsomuchopprobrium,ofsuchpublicscorn;thatwretchedclericaloctogenarianCroesus,whommenwouldnotallowtodieinpeace——whomalltheworldunitedtodecryandtoabhor。

Washetosuffersuchafate?Washishumblenametobebandiedinmen’smouths,asthegormandiseroftheresourcesofthepoor,asofonewhohadfilchedfromthecharityofotherageswealthwhichhadbeenintendedtorelievetheoldandtheinfirm?Washetobegibbetedinthepress,tobecomeabywordforoppression,tobenamedasanexampleofthegreedoftheEnglishchurch?Shoulditeverbesaidthathehadrobbedthoseoldmen,whomhesotrulyandsotenderlylovedinhisheartofhearts?Asheslowlypaced,hourafterhour,underthosenoblelime-trees,turningthesesadthoughtswithinhim,hebecameallbutfixedinhisresolvethatsomegreatstepmustbetakentorelievehimfromtheriskofsoterribleafate。

Inthemeanwhile,thearchdeacon,withcontentedmindandunruffledspirit,wentabouthisbusiness。HesaidawordortwotoMrChadwick,andthenfinding,asheexpected,thepetitionlyinginhisfather’slibrary,hewroteashortanswertothemen,inwhichhetoldthemthattheyhadnoevilstoredress,butrathergreatmerciesforwhichtobethankful;

andhavingseenthebishopsignit,hegotintohisbroughamandreturnedhometoMrsGrantly,andPlumsteadEpiscopi。

TheWarden’sTeaPartyAftermuchpainfuldoubting,ononethingonlycouldMrHardingresolve。Hedeterminedthatatanyratehewouldtakenooffence,andthathewouldmakethisquestionnocauseofquarreleitherwithBoldorwiththebedesmen。Infurtheranceofthisresolution,hehimselfwroteanotetoMrBold,thesameafternoon,invitinghimtomeetafewfriendsandhearsomemusiconaneveningnamedinthenextweek。

HadnotthislittlepartybeenpromisedtoEleanor,inhispresentstateofmindhewouldprobablyhaveavoidedsuchgaiety;butthepromisehadbeengiven,theinvitationsweretobewritten,andwhenEleanorconsultedherfatheronthesubject,shewasnotillpleasedtohearhimsay,’Oh,IwasthinkingofBold,soItookitintomyheadtowritetohimmyself,butyoumustwritetohissister。’

MaryBoldwasolderthanherbrother,and,atthetimeofourstory,wasjustoverthirty。Shewasnotanunattractiveyoungwoman,thoughbynomeansbeautiful。Hergreatmeritwasthekindlinessofherdisposition。Shewasnotveryclever,norveryanimated,norhadsheapparentlytheenergyofherbrother;butshewasguidedbyahighprincipleofrightandwrong;hertemperwassweet,andherfaultswerefewerinnumberthanhervirtues。ThosewhocasuallymetMaryBoldthoughtlittleofher;butthosewhoknewherwelllovedherwell,andthelongertheyknewherthemoretheylovedher。AmongthosewhowerefondestofherwasEleanorHarding;andthoughEleanorhadneveropenlytalkedtoherofherbrother,eachunderstoodtheother’sfeelingsabouthim。

Thebrotherandsisterweresittingtogetherwhenthetwonoteswerebroughtin。

’Howodd,’saidMary,’thattheyshouldsendtwonotes。

Well,ifMrHardingbecomesfashionable,theworldisgoingtochange。’

Herbrotherunderstoodimmediatelythenatureandintentionofthepeace-offering;butitwasnotsoeasyforhimtobehavewellinthematter,asitwasforMrHarding。Itismuchlessdifficultforthesufferertobegenerousthanfortheoppressor。JohnBoldfeltthathecouldnotgotothewarden’sparty:heneverlovedEleanorbetterthanhedidnow;hehadneversostronglyfelthowanxioushewastomakeherhiswifeasnow,whensomanyobstaclestohisdoingsoappearedinview。Yetherewasherfatherhimself,asitwere,clearingawaythoseveryobstacles,andstillhefeltthathecouldnotgotothehouseanymoreasanopenfriend。

Ashesatthinkingofthesethingswiththenoteinhishand,hissisterwaswaitingforhisdecision。

’Well,’saidshe,’Isupposewemustwriteseparateanswers,andbothsayweshallbeveryhappy。’

’You’llgo,ofcourse,Mary,’saidhe;towhichshereadilyassented。’Icannot,’hecontinued,lookingseriousandgloomy。’IwishIcould,withallmyheart。’

’Andwhynot,John?’saidshe。Shehadasyetheardnothingofthenew-foundabusewhichherbrotherwasabouttoreform——atleastnothingwhichconnecteditwithherbrother’sname。

Hesatthinkingforawhiletillhedeterminedthatitwouldbebesttotellheratoncewhatitwasthathewasabout:itmustbedonesoonerorlater。

’IfearIcannotgotoMrHarding’shouseanymoreasafriend,justatpresent。’

’Oh,John!Whynot?Ah,you’vequarrelledwithEleanor!’

’No,indeed,’saidhe;’I’venoquarrelwithherasyet。’

’Whatisit,John?’saidshe,lookingathimwithananxious,lovingface,forsheknewwellhowmuchofhisheartwasthereinthathousewhichhesaidhecouldnolongerenter。

’Why,’saidheatlast,’I’vetakenupthecaseofthesetwelveoldmenofHiram’sHospital,andofcoursethatbringsmeintocontactwithMrHarding。Imayhavetoopposehim,interferewithhim,perhapsinjurehim。’

Marylookedathimsteadilyforsometimebeforeshecommittedherselftoreply,andthenmerelyaskedhimwhathemeanttodofortheoldmen。

’Why,it’salongstory,andIdon’tknowthatIcanmakeyouunderstandit。JohnHirammadeawill,andlefthispropertyincharityforcertainpooroldmen,andtheproceeds,insteadofgoingtothebenefitofthesemen,goeschieflyintothepocketofthewardenandthebishop’ssteward。’

’AndyoumeantotakeawayfromMrHardinghisshareofit?’

’Idon’tknowwhatImeanyet。Imeantoinquireaboutit。

Imeantoseewhoisentitledtothisproperty。Imeantosee,ifIcan,thatjusticebedonetothepoorofthecityofBarchestergenerally,whoare,infact,thelegateesunderthewill。Imean,inshort,toputthematterright,ifIcan。’

’Andwhyareyoutodothis,John?’

’Youmightaskthesamequestionofanybodyelse,’saidhe;

’andaccordingtothatthedutyofrightingthesepoormenwouldbelongtonobody。Ifwearetoactonthatprinciple,theweakarenevertobeprotected,injusticeisnevertobeopposed,andnooneistostruggleforthepoor!’AndBoldbegantocomforthimselfinthewarmthofhisownvirtue。

’Butistherenoonetodothisbutyou,whohaveknownMrHardingsolong?Surely,John,asafriend,asayoungfriend,somuchyoungerthanMrHarding——’

’That’swoman’slogic,allover,Mary。Whathasagetodowithit?Anothermanmightpleadthathewastooold;

andastohisfriendship,ifthethingitselfberight,privatemotivesshouldneverbeallowedtointerfere。BecauseI

esteemMrHarding,isthatareasonthatIshouldneglectadutywhichIowetotheseoldmen?orshouldIgiveupaworkwhichmyconsciencetellsmeisagoodone,becauseI

regretthelossofhissociety?’

’AndEleanor,John?’saidthesister,lookingtimidlyintoherbrother’sface。

’Eleanor,thatis,MissHarding,ifshethinksfit——thatis,ifherfather——or,rather,ifshe——or,indeed,he——iftheyfinditnecessary——butthereisnonecessitynowtotalkaboutEleanorHarding;butthisIwillsay,thatifshehasthekindofspiritforwhichIgivehercredit,shewillnotcondemnmefordoingwhatIthinktobeaduty。’AndBoldconsoledhimselfwiththeconsolationofaRoman。

Marysatsilentforawhile,tillatlastherbrotherremindedherthatthenotesmustbeanswered,andshegotup,andplacedherdeskbeforeher,tookoutherpenandpaper,wroteonitslowly:

’PAKENHAMVILLAS

’Tuesdaymorning’MYDEARELEANOR,’I——’

andthenstopped,andlookedatherbrother。

’Well,Mary,whydon’tyouwriteit?’

’Oh,John,’saidshe,’dearJohn,praythinkbetterofthis。’

’Thinkbetterofwhat?’saidhe。

’Ofthisaboutthehospital——ofallthisaboutMrHarding——

ofwhatyousayaboutthoseoldmen。Nothingcancalluponyou——nodutycanrequireyoutosetyourselfagainstyouroldest,yourbestfriend。Oh,John,thinkofEleanor。You’llbreakherheart,andyourown。’

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