投诉 阅读记录

第19章

Ifollowedtheritetoitsend,observingtheseunhappyprisonersseekingfromthemysteryoftheirfaiththeonlyconsolationthatremainedtothem。Manyofthemweremeninnocentofanycrime,savethatofadherencetosomefallencause,politicalorreligious;

victimswerethey,notsinners,tobereleasedbydeathalone。I

rememberthat,asthemeaningofthescenecamehometome,IrecalledthewordsofIrene,whohadsaidthatshebelievedthisworldtobeahell,andfoundweightinthem。Atlength,abletobearnomore,I

leftmyhiding-placeandwentintothegardenbehindthechapel。Here,atleast,werenaturalthings。Hereflowers,tendedbytheprisoners,bloomedastheymighthavedoneinsomelessaccursedspot。Herethefreebirdssangandnestedinthetrees,forwhattothemwerethehighsurroundingwalls?

Isatmyselfdownuponaseatintheshade。Presently,asIhadexpected,Nicephorus,thepriest-C鎠ar,andhisfourbrethrencameintothegarden。Twoofthemledtheblindmanbythehand,andtheothertwoclungclosetohim,foralltheseunfortunateslovedeachotherdearly。Thefourwiththesplittonguesgabbledinhisears。Nowandagain,whenhecouldcatchorguessatthemeaningofaword,heansweredthespeakergently;ortheothers,seeingthathehadnotunderstoodthemaright,painfullytriedtoexplaintheerror。Oh!itwasapiteousthingtoseeandhear。MygorgeroseagainsttheyoungbruteofanEmperorandhiscouncillorswho,forambition’ssake,hadwroughtthishorriblecrime。LittledidIknowthenthaterelongtheirfatewouldbehisown,andthatamother’shandwoulddealitouttohim。

Theycaughtsightofmeseatedbeneaththetree,andchatteredlikestartledstarlings,tillatlengthNicephorusunderstood。

“Whatsayyou,dearbrothers?“heasked,“thatthenewgovernoroftheprisonisseatedyonder?Well,whyshouldwefearhim?Hehasbeenherebutalittlewhile,yethehasshownhimselfverykindtous。

Moreover,heisamanoftheNorth,notreacherousGreek,andthemenoftheNortharebraveandupright。Once,whenIwasafreeprince,I

hadsomeoftheminmyservice,andIlovedthemwell。Ournephew,theEmperor,offeredalargesumtoaNorthmantoblindormurderme,buthewouldnotdoit,andwasdismissedfromtheserviceoftheEmpirebecausehespokehismindandprayedhisheathengodstobringalikefateuponConstantinehimself。Leadmetothisgovernor;Iwouldtalkwithhim。“

SotheybroughtNicephorustome,thoughdoubtfully,andwhenhewasnearIrosefrommyseatandsalutedhim。Thereontheyallgabbledagainwiththeirsplittongues,tillatlengthheunderstoodandflushedwithpleasure。

“GeneralOlaf,“hesaidtome,“Ithankyouforyourcourtesytoapoorprisoner,forgottenbyGodandcruellyoppressedbyman。GeneralOlaf,thepromiseisoflittleworth,but,ifeveritshouldbeinmypower,Iwillrememberthiskindness,whichpleasesmemorethandidtheshoutingofthelegionsintheshortdayofmyprosperity。“

“Sir,“Ianswered,“whateverhappensIshallrememberyourwords,whicharemoretomethananyhonourskingscanbestow。Now,sir,I

willaskyourroyalbrethrentofallback,asIwishtospeakwithyou。“

Nicephorusmadeasignwithhishand,andthefourhalf-dumbmen,allofwhomresembledhimstrangely,especiallyintheweaknessoftheirmouthsandchins,obeyed。Bowingtomeinastatelyfashion,theywithdrew,leavingusalone。

“Sir,“Isaid,“Iwouldwarnyouthatyouhaveenemieswhomyoumaynotsuspect,formydutyherewherewithIwaschargedbytheAugustaisnottooppressbuttoprotectyouandyourimperialbrothers。“

ThenItoldhimthestoryofthepoisonedfigs。

Whenhehadheardit,thetearswelledfromhisholloweyesandrandownhispalecheeks。

“Constantine,mybrotherLeo’sson,hasdonethis,“hesaid,“forneverwillherestuntilallofusareinthegrave。“

“Heiscruelbecausehefearsyou,ONicephorus,anditissaidthatyourambitionhasgivenhimcausetofear。“

“Once,General,thatwastrue,“theprincereplied。“Once,foolishly,Ididaspiretorule;butitislongago。Nowtheyhavemadeapriestofme,andIseekpeaceonly。CanIandmybrethrenhelpitif,mutilatedthoughweare,somestillwishtouseusagainsttheEmperor?ItellyouthatIreneherselfisatthebackofthem。Shewouldsetusonhighthatafterwardsshemaythrowusdownandcrushus。“

“Iamherservant,Prince,andmaynotlistentosuchtalk,whoknowonlythatsheseekstoprotectyoufromyourenemies,andforthatreasonhasplacedmehere,itseemsnotinvain。Ifyouwouldcontinuetolive,Iwarnyouandyourbrethrentoflyfromplotsandtobecarefulofwhatyoueatanddrink。“

“Idonotdesiretolive,General,“heanswered。“Oh!thatImightdie。WouldthatImightdie。“

“Deathisnotdifficulttofind,Prince,“Ireplied,andlefthim。

Thesemayseemhardwords,but,beitremembered,IwasnoChristianthen,butaheathenman。Toseeonewhohadbeengreatandfallenfromhisgreatness,onewhomFortunehaddesertedutterly,whiningatFatelikeafretfulchild,andyetafraidtoseekhisfreedom,movedmetocontemptaswellastopity。Therefore,Ispokethewords。

Yetalltherestofthatdaytheyweigheduponmymind,forIknewwellhowIshouldhaveinterpretedthemwereIinthispoorC鎠ar’splace。Soheavilydidtheyweighthat,duringthefollowingnight,animpulsedrewmefrommybedandcausedmetovisitthecellsinwhichtheseprinceswereimprisoned。Fourofthemweredarkandsilent,butinthatofNicephorusburnedalight。Ilistenedatthedoor,andthroughthekey-placeheardthattheprisonerwithinwaspraying,andsobbingasheprayed。

ThenIwentaway;butwhenIreachedtheendofthelongpassagesomethingdrewmebackagain。ItwasasthoughahandIcouldnotseewereguidingme。Ireturnedtothedoorofthecell,andnowthroughitheardchokingsounds。QuicklyIshottheboltsandunlockeditwithmymaster-key。ThiswaswhatIsawwithin:

Toabarofthewindow-placewasfastenedsucharopeasmonkswearforagirdle;attheendoftheropewasanoose,andinthatnoosetheheadofNicephorus。Therehehung,struggling。Hishandshadgrippedtheropeabovehishead,forthoughhehadsoughtDeath,atthelasthetriedtoescapehim。OfsuchstuffwasNicephorusmade。

Yetitwastoolate,orwouldhavebeen,forasIenteredtheplacehishandsslippedfromthethincord,whichtightenedroundhisthroat,chokinghim。

Myswordwasatmyside。Drawingit,withablowIcuttheropeandcaughthiminmyarms。Alreadyhewasswooning,butIpouredwateroverhisface,and,ashisneckremainedunbroken,herecoveredhisbreathandsenses。

“Whatplayisthis,Prince?“Iasked。

“Onethatyoutaughtme,General,“heansweredpainfully。“Yousaidthatdeathcouldbefound。Iwenttoseekhim,butatthelastI

feared。Oh!ItellyouthatwhenIthrustawaythatstool,myblindeyeswereopened,andIsawthefiresofhellandthehandsofdevilsgraspingatmysoultoplungeitintothem。Blessingsbeonyouwhohavesavedmefromthosefires,“andseizingmyhandhekissedit。

“Donotthankme,“Isaid,“butthanktheGodyouworship,forIthinkthatHemusthaveputitintomymindtovisityouto-night。NowsweartomebythatGodthatyouwillattemptsuchadeednomore,forifyouwillnotswearthenyoumustbefettered。“

ThenhesworesoferventlybyhisChristthatIwassurehewouldneverbreaktheoath。AfterhehadswornItoldhimhowIcouldnotrestbecauseofthestrangefearswhichoppressedme。

“Oh!“hesaid,“withoutdoubtitwasGodwhosentHisangeltoyouthatImightbesavedfromthemostdreadfulofallsins。WithoutdoubtitwasGod,Whoknowsyou,althoughyoudonotknowHim。“

Afterthishefelluponhisknees,and,havinguntiedthecutropefromthewindowbars,Ilefthim。

NowItellthisstorybecauseithastodowithmyown,foritwasthesewordsofthePrincethatfirstturnedmetothestudyoftheChristianFaith。Indeed,hadtheyneverbeenspoken,IbelievethatI

shouldhavelivedanddiedaheathenman。HithertoIhadjudgedofthatFaithbytheworksofthosewhopractiseditinConstantinople,andfounditwanting。Now,however,IwassurethatsomePowerfromaboveushadguidedmetothechamberofNicephorusintimetosavehislife,me,who,hadhedied,inasensewouldhavebeenguiltyofhisblood。Forhadhenotbeendriventothedeedbymybitter,mockingwords?Itmaybesaidthatthiswouldhavematteredlittle;

thathemightaswellhavediedbyhisownhandasbetakentoAthens,theretoperishwithhisbrethren,whethernaturallyorbymurderIdonotknow。Butwhocanjudgeofsuchsecretthings?WithoutdoubtthesufferingsofNicephorushadapurpose,ashavealloursufferings。HewaskeptaliveforreasonsknowntohisMakerthoughnottoman。

HereIwilladdthatofthisunhappyC鎠arandhisbrethrenIrememberlittlemore。DimlyIseemtorecollectthatduringmyperiodofofficesomeattackwasmadeupontheprisonbythosewhowouldhaveputtheprincetodeath,butthatIdiscoveredtheplotthroughthejailerwhohadintroducedthepoisonedfigs,anddefeateditwithease,therebygainingmuchcreditwithIreneandherministers。Ifso,ofthisplothistorysaysnothing。AllittellsoftheseprincesisthatafterwardsamobhaledthemtotheCathedralofSt。SophiaandthereproclaimedNicephorusemperor。Buttheyweretakenagain,andatlastshippedtoAthens,wheretheyvanishedfromthesightofmen。

Godresttheirtorturedsouls,fortheyweremoresinnedagainstthansinning。

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