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第17章

“Thenalieisrumoured,Olaf。YetitistruethatIamambitious,whoseefarandwouldbuildthistotteringempireupafresh。Olaf,itisabitterthingtohavebegottenafool。“

“Thenwhydoyounotmarryagainandbegetothers,whomightbenofools,Augusta?“Iaskedbluntly。

“Ah!why?“sheanswered,flashingacuriousglanceuponme。“Intruth,Idonotquiteknowwhy;butfromnolackofsuitors,since,wereshebutahideoushag,anempresswouldfindthese。Olaf,youmayhavelearnedthatIwasnotborninthepurple。IwasbutaGreekgirlofgoodrace,notevennoble,towhomGodgaveagiftofbeauty;andwhenIwasyoungIsawamanwhotookmyfancy,alsoofoldrace,yetbutamerchantoffruitswhichtheygrowinGreeceandsellhereandatRome。Iwishedtomarryhim,butmymother,afar-seeingwoman,saidthatsuchbeautyasmine——thoughlessthanthatofyourIdunatheFair,Olaf——wasworthmoneyorrank。Sotheysentawaymymerchantoffruits,whomarriedthedaughterofanothermerchantoffruitsandthroveverywellinbusiness。Hecametoseemesomeyearsago,fatasatub,hisfacescoredalloverwiththemarksofthespottedsickness,andwetalkedaboutoldtimes。IgavehimaconcessiontoimportdriedfruitsintoByzantium——thatiswhathecametoseemefor——andnowhe’sdead。Well,mymotherwasright,forafterwardsthispoorbeautyofminetookthefancyofthelateEmperor,and,beingverypious,hemarriedme。SotheGreekgirl,bythewillofGod,becameAugustaandthefirstwomanintheworld。“

“BythewillofGod?“Irepeated。

“Aye,Isupposeso,orelseallisrawchance。Atleast,I,whoto-daymighthavebeenbargainingoverdriedfruits,asIshouldhavedonehadIwonmywill,am——whatyouknow。Lookatthisrobe,“andshespreadherglitteringdressbeforeme。“Harktothetrampofthoseguardsbeforemydoor。Why,youaretheircaptain。Gointotheantechambers,andseetheambassadorswaitingthereinthehopeofawordwiththeRuleroftheEarth!Lookatmylegionsmusteredonthedrilling-grounds,andunderstandhowgreattheGreciangirlhasgrownbyvirtueofthefacewhichislessbeauteousthanthatof——IdunatheFair!“

“Iunderstandallthis,Augusta,“Ianswered。“Yetitwouldseemthatyouarenothappy。Didyounottellmejustnowthatyoucouldnotfindafriendandthatyouhadbegottenafool?“

“Happy,Olaf?Why,Iamwretched,sowretchedthatoftenIthinkthehellofwhichthepriestspreachishereonearth,andthatIdwellinitshottestfires。Unlesslovehidesit,whathappinessisthereinthislifeofours,whichmustendinblackestdeath?“

“Lovehasitsmiseriesalso,Augusta。ThatIknow,foronceIloved。“

“Aye,butthenthelovewasnottrue,forthisisthegreatestcurseofall——toloveandnottobebeloved。Forthesakeofaperfectlove,ifitcouldbewon——why,I’dsacrificeevenmyambition。“

“Thenyoumustkeepyourambition,Augusta,sinceinthisworldyou’llfindnothingperfect。“

“Olaf,I’mnotsosure。Thoughtshavecometome。Olaf,ItoldyouthatIhavenofriendinallthisglitteringCourt。Willyoubemyfriend?“

“Iamyourhonestservant,Augusta,andIthinkthatsuchaoneisthebestoffriends。“

“That’sso;andyetnomancanbetruefriendtoawomanunlessheis——morethanfriend。Naturehaswrititso。“

“Idonotunderstand,“Ianswered。

“Youmeanthatyouwillnotunderstand,andperhapsyouarewise。Whydoyoustareatthatpavement?There’sastorywrittenonit。Theoldgoddessofmypeople,Aphrodite,lovedacertainAdonis——sorunsthefable——buthelovednother,andthoughtonlyofhissports。Look,shewooshimthere,andherejectsher,andinherrageshestabshim。“

“Notso,“Ianswered。“OftheendofthestoryIknownothing,but,ifshehadmeanttokillhim,thedaggerwouldbeinherrighthand,notinherleft。“

“That’strue,Olaf;andintheenditwasFatewhichkilledhim,notthegoddesswhomhehadscorned。Andyet,Olaf,itisnotwisetoscorngoddesses。Oh!ofwhatdoItalk?You’llbefriendme,willyounot?“

“Aye,Augusta,tothelastdropofmyblood,asismyduty。DoInottakeyourpay?“

“ThenthusIsealourfriendshipandhere’sanearnestofthepay,“

Irenesaidslowly,and,bendingforward,shekissedmeonthelips。

Atthismomentthedoorsofthechamberwerethrownopen。Throughthem,precededbyheralds,thatatoncedrewbackagain,enteredthegreatministerStauracius,afat,oily-facedmanwithacunningeye,whoannouncedinahigh,thinvoice,“TheambassadorsofthePersianswaituponyou,Augusta,asyouappointedatthishour。“

Ireneturnedupontheeunuchasashe-lionturnsuponsomehunterthatdisturbsitfromitsprey。Notingtheangerinhereyes,hefellbackandprostratedhimself。Thereuponshespoketomeasthoughhisentryhadinterruptedherwords。

“Thosearetheorders,CaptainOlaf。Seethatyouforgetnoneofthem。

Evenifthisproudeunuch,whodarestoappearbeforemeunannounced,bidsyoutodoso,Ishallholdyoutoaccount。To-dayIleavethecityforawhilefortheBathswhitherIamsent。YoumustnotaccompanymebecauseofthedutyIhavelaiduponyouhere。WhenI

return,besureI’llsummonyou,“and,knowingthatStauraciuscouldnotseeherfromwherehelay,foramomentshelethersplendideyesmeetmyown。InthemtherewasamessageIcouldnotmistake。

“TheAugustashallbeobeyed,“Ianswered,saluting。“MaytheAugustareturninhealthandgloryandmorebeautifulthan——“

“IdunatheFair!“shebrokein。“Captain,youaredismissed。“

AgainIsaluted,retreatingfromthepresencebackwardsandstayingtobowateachthirdstep,aswasthecustom。Theprocesswassomewhatlong,andasIreachedthedoorIheardhersaytoStauracius,“Hearken,youdog。Ifeveryoudaretobreakinuponmethusagain,youshalllosetwothings——yourofficeandyourhead。What!MayInotgivesecretorderstomytrustedofficerandnotbespieduponbyyou?

Now,ceaseyourgrovellingsandleadinthesePersians,asyouhavebeenbribedtodo。“

Passingthroughthesilk-clad,bejewelledPersianswhowaitedinanantechamberwiththeirslavesandgifts,Igainedthegreatterraceofthepalacewhichlookeduponthesea。HereIfoundMartinaleaningontheparapet。

“HaveyoumoreoftheAugusta’spearlsaboutyou,Olaf?“sheaskedmockingly,speakingoverhershoulder。

“NotI,Martina,“Ianswered,haltingbesideher。

“Indeed。Icouldhaveswornotherwise,fortheyareperfumed,andI

seemedtocatchtheirodour。Whendidyoubegintousetheroyalscentuponthatyellowbeardofyours,Olaf?Ifanyofuswomendidso,itwouldmeanblowsandexile;butperchanceacaptainoftheguardmaybeforgiven。“

“Iusenoscents,girl,asyouknowwell。Yetitistruethattheseroomsreekofthem,andtheyclingtoarmour。“

“Yes,andstillmoretohair。Well,whatgifthadmymistressforyouto-day?“

“Acommissiontoguardcertainprisoners,Martina。“

“Ah!Haveyoureadityet?Whenyoudo,Ithinkyou’llfindthatitnamesyouGovernorofthejail,whichisahighoffice,carryingmuchpayandplace。Youareingoodfavour,Olaf,andIhopethatwhenyoucometogreatnessyouwillnotforgetMartina。ItwasIwhoputitintoacertainmindtogiveyouthiscommissionastheonlymanthatcouldbetrustedintheCourt。“

“Idonotforgetafriend,Martina,“Ianswered。

“Thatisyourreputation,Olaf。Oh!whataroadisopeningtoyourfeet。YetIdoubtyou’llnotwalkit,beingtoohonest;or,ifyoudo,thatitwillleadyou——nottoglory,butagrave。“

“Mayhap,Martina,andtospeaktruth,agraveistheonlyquietplaceinConstantinople。Mayhap,too,ithidestheonlyrealglory。“

“That’swhatweChristianssay。Itwouldbestrangeifyou,whoarenotaChristian,aloneshouldbelieveandkeepthesaying。Oh!“Shewentonwithpassion,“wearebutshamsandliars,whomGodmusthate。

Well,IgotomakereadyforthisjourneytotheBaths。“

“Howlongdoyoustaythere?“Iasked。

“Thecourseofwaterstakesamonth。LessthanthattimedoesnotservetocleartheAugusta’sskinandrestorehershapetothelinesofyouthwhichitbeginstoneed,thoughdoubtlessyoudonotthinkso。YouwerenamedtocomeasherofficerofthePerson;but,Olaf,thisotherbusinessroseupofanewgovernorforthejailinwhichtheC鎠arsand/Nobilissimi/areconfined。Isawachanceforyouinit,who,althoughyouhaveservedalltheseyears,havehadnorealadvancement,andmentionedyourname,atwhichtheAugustaleapt。Totellthetruth,Olaf,IwasnotsurethatyouwouldwishtobecaptainoftheguardattheBaths。WasIrightorwasIwrong?“

“Ithinkyouwereright,Martina。Bathsareidleplaceswherefolkdriftintotrouble,andIfollowduty。Martina——mayIsayittoyou?——

youareagoodwomanandakind。Ipraythatthosegodsofyourswhomyouworshipmayblessyou。“

“Youprayinvain,Olaf,forthattheywillneverdo。Indeed,Ithinkthattheyhavecursedme。“

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