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第6章

“Iknownotwhatwillorwillnothappen,“answeredSteinar,“butuntilthenIcannotcome。Gonow,Iprayyou,ifyoumust,andbearmywordsandgreetingstothemenofAgger,whomsoonIhopetomeetmyself。“

Sotheywent,asIthought,heavilyenough。Awhileafterwardsmyfatherroseandcameintothehall,wherefrommybedIcouldseeSteinarseatedonastoolbythefirebrooding。HeaskedwherethemenofAggerwere,andSteinartoldhimwhathehaddone。

“Areyoumad,Steinar?“heasked。“thatyouhavesentthemawaywithsuchananswer?Whydidyounotconsultmefirst?“

“Becauseyouwereasleep,Foster-father,andthemessengerssaidtheymustcatchthetide。AlsoIcouldnotleaveAaruntilIhadseenOlafandIdunamarried。“

“IdunaandOlafcanmarrywithoutyourhelp。Ittakestwotomakeamarriage,notthree。IseewellthatyouoweloveandloyaltytoOlaf,whoisyourfoster-brotherandsavedyourlife,butyouowesomethingtoyourselfalso。IprayOdinthatthisfollymaynothavecostyouyourlordship。Fortuneisawenchwhowillnotbearslighting。“

“Iknowit,“answeredSteinar,andtherewassomethingstrangeinhisvoice。“Believeme,Idonotslightfortune;Ifollowherinmyownfashion。“

“Thenitisamadfashion,“grumbledmyfather,andwalkedaway。

ItcomesbacktomethatitwassomedaysafterthisthatIsawtheghostoftheWandererstandingonhisgravemound。Ithappenedthus。

OnacertainafternoonIhadbeenridingalonewithIduna,whichwasagreatjoytome,thoughIwouldsoonerhavewalked,forthenIcouldhaveheldherhand,andperhaps,ifshehadsufferedit,kissedher。I

hadrecitedtoherapoemwhichIhadmadecomparinghertothegoddessIduna,thewifeofBragi,shewhoguardedtheapplesofimmortalyouthwhereofthegodsmusteatordie,shewhosegarmentwasthespring,wovenoftheflowersthatsheputonwhensheescapedfromwinter’sgiantgrasp。Ithinkthatitwasaverygoodpoemofitsownsort,butIdunaseemedtohavesmalltasteforpoetryandtoknowlittleofthelovelygoddessandherapples,althoughshesmiledsweetlyandthankedmeformyverses。

Thenshebegantotalkofothermatters,especiallyofhow,afterwewerewed,herfatherwishedtomakewaruponanotherchieftainandtoseizehisland。Shesaidthatitwasforthisreasonthathehadbeensoanxioustoformanalliancewithmyfather,Thorvald,assuchanalliancewouldmakehimsureofvictory。Beforethattime,shetoldmethathe,Athalbrand,hadpurposedtomarryhertoanotherlordforthisveryreason,butunhappilythislordhadbeenkilledinbattle。

“Nay,happilyforus,Iduna,“Isaid。

“Perhaps,“sheansweredwithasigh。“Whoknows?Atanyrate,yourHousewillbeabletogiveusmoreshipsandmenthanhewhoisdeadcouldhavedone。“

“YetIlovepeace,notwar,“Ibrokein,“Iwhohatetheslayingofthosewhohaveneverharmedme,anddonotseektodieontheswordsofmenwhomIhavenodesiretoharm。Ofwhatgoodiswarwhenonehasenough?Iwouldbenowidow-maker,Iduna,nordoIwishthatothersshouldmakeyouawidow。“

Idunalookedatmewithhersteadyblueeyes。

“Youtalkstrangely,Olaf,“shesaid,“andwereitnotknowntobeotherwise,somemightholdthatyouareacoward。Yetitwasnocowardwholeaptaloneonboardthebattleship,orwhoslewthegreatwhitebeartosaveSteinar’slife。Idonotunderstandyou,Olaf,youwhohavedoubtsastothekillingofmen。Howdoesamangrowgreatexceptuponthebloodofothers?Itisthatwhichfatshim。Howdoesthewolflive?Howdoesthekitelive?HowdoesOdinfillValhalla?Bydeath,alwaysbydeath。“

“Icannotansweryou,“Isaid;“yetIholdthatsomewherethereisananswerwhichIdonotknow,sincewrongcanneverbetheright。“

Then,asshedidnotseemtounderstand,Ibegantotalkofotherthings,butfromthatmomentIfeltasthoughaveilswungbetweenmeandIduna。Herbeautyheldmyflesh,butsomeotherpartinmeturnedawayfromher。Weweredifferent。

WhenwereachedthehallwemetSteinar,whowaslingeringnearthedoor。HeranforwardandhelpedIdunatodismount,thensaid:

“Olaf,Iknowthatyoumustnotovertireyourselfasyet,butyourladyhastoldmethatshedesirestoseethesunsetfromOdin’sMount。

HaveIyourleavetotakeherthere?“

“IdonotyetneedOlaf’sleavetowalkabroad,thoughsomefewdayshenceitmaybedifferent,“brokeinIduna,withamerrylaugh,beforeIcouldanswer。“Come,lordSteinar,letusgoandseethissunsetwhereofyoutalksomuch。“

“Yes,go,“Isaid,“onlydonotstaytoolong,forIthinkastormcomesup。ButwhoisthathastaughtSteinartolovesunsets?“

Sotheywent,andbeforetheyhadbeengoneanhourthestormbrokeasIhadforeseen。Firstcamewind,andwithithail,andafterthatthunderandgreatdarkness,litupfromtimetotimebypulsinglightning。

“SteinarandIdunadonotreturn。Iamafraidforthem,“IsaidatlasttoFreydisa。

“Thenwhydoyounotgotoseekthem?“sheaskedwithalittlelaugh。

“IthinkIwill,“Isaid。

“Ifso,Iwillcomewithyou,Olaf,foryoustillneedanurse,though,formypart,IholdthatthelordSteinarandtheladyIdunacanguardthemselvesaswellasmostfolk。No,Iamwrong。ImeanthattheladyIdunacanguardherselfandthelordSteinar。Now,benotangry。Here’syourcloak。“

Sowestarted,forIwasurgedtothisfoolishjourneybysomeimpulsethatIcouldnotmaster。ThereweretwowaysofreachingOdin’sMount;

one,theshorter,overtherocksandthroughtheforestland。Theother,thelonger,ranacrosstheopenplain,betweenthemanyearthtombsofthedeadwhohadlivedthousandsofyearsbefore,andpastthegreatmoundinwhichitwassaidthatawarrioroflongago,whowasnamedtheWanderer,layburied。Becauseofthedarknesswechosethislatterroad,andpresentlyfoundourselvesbeneaththegreatmassoftheWanderer’sMount。Nowthedarknesswasintense,andthelightninggrewrare,forthehailandrainhadceasedandthestormwasrollingaway。

“Mycounselis,“saidFreydisa,“thatwewaithereuntilthemoonrises,whichitshoulddosoon。Whenthewindhasdrivenawaythecloudsitwillshowusourpath,butifwegooninthisdarknessweshallfallintosomepit。Itisnotcoldto-night,andyouwilltakenoharm。“

“No,indeed,“Ianswered,“fornowIamasstrongagainaseverI

was。“

Sowestayedtillthelightning,flashingforthelasttime,showedusamanandawomanstandingquiteclosetous,althoughwehadnotheardthembecauseofthewind。TheywereSteinarandIduna,talkingtogethereagerly,withtheirfacesveryneartoeachother。Atthesamemomenttheysawus。Steinarsaidnothing,forheseemedconfused,butIdunarantousandsaid:

“Thanksbetothegodswhosendyou,Olaf。ThegreatstormcaughtusatOdin’stemple,wherewewereforcedtoshelter。Then,fearingthatyouwouldgrowfrightened,westarted,andlostourway。“

“Isitso?“Ianswered。“SurelySteinarwouldhaveknownthisroadeveninthedark。Butwhatmatter,sinceIhavefoundyou?“

“Aye,heknewassoonaswesawthisgravemound。ButSteinarwastellingmethatsomeghosthauntsit,andIbeggedhimtostayawhile,sincethereisnothingIdesiresomuchastoseeaghost,whobelievelittleinsuchthings。Sohestayed,thoughhesayshefearsthedeadmorethantheliving。Freydisa,theytellmethatyouareverywise。

Cannotyoushowmethisghost?“

“Thespiritdoesnotaskmyleavetoappear,lady,“answeredFreydisainherquietvoice。“Still,attimesitdoesappear,forIhaveseenittwice。Soletusbideherealittleonthechance。“

Thenshewentforwardafewstepsandbegantomuttertoherself。

Someminuteslaterthecloudsbrokeandthegreatmoonwasseenridinglowdowninaclearsky,illuminingthegravemoundandalltheplain,savewherewestoodintheshadowofthemount。

“Doyouseeaught?“askedFreydisapresently。“Ifnot,letusbegone,forwhentheWanderercomesatallitisattherisingofthemoon。“

SteinarandIdunaanswered,“No,“butI,whodidseesomething,said:

“Lookyonderamongtheshadows。Mayhapitisawolfstirring。Nay,itisaman。Look,Iduna。“

“Ilookandfindnothing,“sheanswered。

“Lookagain,“Isaid。“Hereachesthetopofthemountandstandstherestaringtowardsthesouth。Oh!nowheturns,andthemoonlightshinesuponhisface。“

“Youdream,Olaf,“saidSteinar。“Ifyoudonotdream,tellusofthelikenessofthisspirit。“

“Itslikeness,“Ianswered,“isthatofatallandnobleman,wornasthoughwithyearsandsorrows。Hewearsstrangericharmourthatisdintedandsoiled;onhisheadisacapofmailwithtwolongear-

pieces,beneathwhichappearshisbrownhairlinedwithgrey。Heholdsared-colouredswordwhichishandledwithacrossofgold。Hepointstheswordatyou,Steinar。Itisasthoughhewereangrywithyou,orwarnedyou。“

Now,whenSteinarheardthesewordsheshookandgroaned,asI

rememberedafterwards。ButofthisItooknonoteatthetime,forjustthenIdunacriedout:

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