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InmemoryofOodnadattaandmanywanderingsoverseaIofferthesepicturesfromthepast,mydearVincent,toyou,aloverofthepresentifanaspirantwhocanlookuponthefuturewithmoreofhopethanfear。

Yourcolleague,H。RiderHaggard。

ItchancesthatI,theEditorofthesepages——for,intruth,thatismyhumblefunction——haverecoveredaconsiderableknowledgeofabygonelifeofmine。Thislifeendedintimesthatarecomparativelyrecent,namely,earlyintheninthcentury,asisfixedbythefactthattheByzantineEmpress,Irene,playsapartinthestory。

Thenarrative,itwillbeobserved,isnotabsolutelyconsecutive;

thatistosay,allthedetailsarenotfilledin。Indeed,ithasreturnedtomeinaseriesofscenesorpictures,andalthougheachsceneorpicturehastodowitheveryother,therearesometimesgapsbetweenthem。Totakeoneexampleamongseveral——

thejourneyofOlaf(inthosedaysmynamewasOlaf,orMichaelafterIwasbaptised)fromtheNorthtoConstantinopleisnotrecorded。ThecurtaindropsatAarinJutlandandrisesagaininByzantium。Onlythoseeventswhichwereofthemostimportanceseemtohaveburnedthemselvesintomysubconsciousmemory;manyminordetailshavevanished,or,atleast,Icannotfindthem。

This,however,doesnotappeartometobeamatterforregret。Ifeveryepisodeofafullandeventfullifewerepaintedin,thecanvaswouldbeoverloadedandtheeyethatstudieditbewildered。

IdonotthinkthatIhaveanythingmoretosay。Mytalemustspeakforitself。SoIwillbutaddthatIholditunnecessarytosetouttheexactmethodbywhichIhavebeenabletodigitandothersfromthequarryofmypast。Itisagiftwhich,althoughsmallatfirst,Ihavebeenablegraduallytodevelop。Therefore,asIwishtohidemypresentidentity,IwillonlysignmyselfTheEditor。

OfmychildhoodinthisOlaflifeIcanregainbutlittle。Therecometome,however,recollectionsofahouse,surroundedbyamoat,situatedinagreatplainneartoseasorinlandlakes,onwhichplainstoodmoundsthatIconnectedwiththedead。WhatthedeadwereIdidnotquiteunderstand,butIgatheredthattheywerepeoplewho,havingoncewalkedaboutandbeenawake,nowlaidthemselvesdowninabedofearthandslept。Irememberlookingatabigmoundwhichwassaidtocoverachiefknownas“TheWanderer,“whomFreydisa,thewisewoman,mynurse,toldmehadlivedhundredsorthousandsofyearsbefore,andthinkingthatsomuchearthoverhimmustmakehimveryhotatnights。

IrememberalsothatthehallcalledAarwasalonghouseroofedwithsods,onwhichgrewgrassandsometimeslittlewhiteflowers,andthatinsideofitcowsweretiedup。Welivedinaplacebeyond,thatwasseparatedofffromthecowsbybalksofroughtimber。Iusedtowatchthembeingmilkedthroughacrackbetweentwoofthebalkswhereaknothadfallenout,leavingaconvenienteyeholeabouttheheightofawalking-stickfromthefloor。

Onedaymyelderandonlybrother,Ragnar,whohadveryredhair,cameandpulledmeawayfromthiseyeholebecausehewantedtolookthroughithimselfatacowthatalwayskickedthegirlwhomilkedit。I

howled,andSteinar,myfoster-brother,whohadlight-colouredhairandblueeyes,andwasmuchbiggerandstrongerthanI,cametomyhelp,becausewealwayslovedeachother。HefoughtRagnarandmadehisnosebleed,afterwhichmymother,theLadyThora,whowasverybeautiful,boxedhisears。Thenweallcried,andmyfather,Thorvald,atallman,ratherlooselymade,whohadcomeinfromhunting,forhecarriedtheskinofsomeanimalofwhichthebloodhadrundownontohisleggings,scoldedusandtoldmymothertokeepusquietashewastiredandwantedtoeat。

Thatistheonlyscenewhichreturnstomeofmyinfancy。

ThenextofwhichavisionhascometomeisoneofasomewhatsimilarhousetoourowninAar,uponanislandcalledLesso,wherewewereallvisitingachiefofthenameofAthalbrand。Hewasafierce-

lookingmanwithagreatforkedbeard,fromwhichhewascalledAthalbrandFork-beard。Oneofhisnostrilswaslargerthantheother,andhehadadroopinhislefteye,bothofwhichpeculiaritiescametohimfromsomewoundorwoundsthathehadreceivedinwar。Inthosedayseverybodywasatwarwitheverybodyelse,anditwasquiteuncommonforanyonetoliveuntilhishairturnedgrey。

ThereasonofourvisittothischiefAthalbrandwasthatmyelderbrother,Ragnar,mightbebetrothedtohisonlysurvivingchild,Iduna,allofwhosebrothershadbeenkilledinsomebattle。IcanseeIdunanowasshewaswhenshefirstappearedbeforeus。Weweresittingattable,andsheenteredthroughadooratthetopofthehall。Shewasclothedinabluerobe,herlongfairhair,whereofshehadanabundance,wasarrangedintwoplaitswhichhungalmosttoherknees,andaboutherneckandarmsweremassivegoldringsthattinkledasshewalked。Shehadaroundface,colouredlikeawildrose,andinnocentblueeyesthattookineverything,althoughshealwaysseemedtolookinfrontofherandseenothing。Herlipswereveryredandappearedtosmile。AltogetherIthoughthertheloveliestcreaturethateverIhadlookedon,andshewalkedlikeadeerandheldherheadproudly。

Still,shedidnotpleaseRagnar,whowhisperedtomethatshewasslyandwouldbringmischiefonallthathadtodowithher。I,whoatthetimewasabouttwenty-oneyearsofage,wonderedifhehadgonemadtotalkthusofthisbeautifulcreature。ThenIrememberedthatjustbeforewehadlefthomeIhadcaughtRagnarkissingthedaughterofoneofourthrallsbehindtheshedinwhichthecalveswerekept。Shewasabrowngirl,verywellmade,asherroughrobe,fastenedbeneathherbreastwithastrap,showedplainly,andshehadbigdarkeyeswithasleepylookinthem。Also,Ineversawanyonekissquitesohardasshedid;Ragnarhimselfwasoutpassed。Ithinkthatiswhyeventhegreatlady,IdunatheFair,didnotpleasehim。Allthewhilehewasthinkingofthebrown-eyedgirlintherussetrobe。Still,itistruethat,brown-eyedgirlorno,hereadIdunaaright。

Moreover,ifRagnardidnotlikeIduna,fromthefirstIdunahatedRagnar。Soitcameaboutthat,althoughbothmyfather,Thorvald,andIduna’sfather,Athalbrand,stormedandthreatened,thesetwodeclaredthattheywouldhavenothingtodowitheachother,andtheprojectoftheirmarriagecametoanend。

OnthenightbeforeweweretoleaveLesso,whenceRagnarhadalreadygone,AthalbrandsawmestaringatIduna。This,indeed,wasnotwonderful,asIcouldnottakemyeyesfromherlovelyface,andwhenshelookedatmeandsmiledwiththoseredlipsofhersIbecamelikeasillybirdthatisbewitchedbyasnake。AtfirstIthoughtthathewasgoingtobeangry,butsuddenlysomeideaseemedtostrikehimsothathecalledmyfather,Thorvald,outsidethehouse。AfterwardsI

wassentfor,andfoundthetwoofthemseatedonathree-cornered,flatstone,talkinginthemoonlight,foritwassummer-time,wheneverythinglooksblueatnightandthesunandthemoonrideintheskytogether。Nearbystoodmymother,listening。

“Olaf,“saidmyfather,“wouldyouliketomarryIdunatheFair?“

“LiketomarryIduna?“Igasped。“Aye,morethantobeHighKingofDenmark,forsheisnowoman,butagoddess。“

Atthissayingmymotherlaughed,andAthalbrand,whoknewIdunawhenshedidnotseemagoddess,calledmeafool。Thentheytalked,whileIstoodtremblingwithhopeandfear。

“He’sbutasecondson,“saidAthalbrand。

“Ihavetoldyouthereislandenoughforbothofthem,alsothegoldthatcamewithhismotherwillbehis,andthat’snosmallsum,“

answeredThorvald。

“He’snowarrior,butaskald,“objectedAthalbrandagain;“asillyhalf-manwhomakessongsandplaysupontheharp。“

“Songsaresometimesstrongerthanswords,“repliedmyfather,“and,afterall,itiswisdomthatrules。Onebraincangovernmanymen;

also,harpsmakemerrymusicatafeast。Moreover,Olafisbraveenough。Howcanhebeotherwisecomingofthestockhedoes?“

“Heisthinandweedy,“objectedAthalbrand,asayingthatmademymotherangry。

“Nay,lordAthalbrand,“shesaid;“heistallandstraightasadart,andwillyetbethehandsomestmanintheseparts。“

“Everyduckthinksithashatchedoutaswan,“grumbledAthalbrand,whilewithmyeyesIimploredmymothertobesilent。

Thenhethoughtforawhile,pullingathislongforkedbeard,andsaidatlast:

“Myhearttellsmenogoodofsuchamarriage。Iduna,whoistheonlyonelefttome,couldmarryamanofmorewealthandpowerthanthisrune-makingstriplingiseverlikelytobe。YetjustnowIknownonesuchwhomIwouldwishtoholdmyplacewhenIamgone。Moreover,itisspreadfarandwidethroughoutthelandthatmydaughteristobewedtoThorvald’sson,anditmatterslittletowhichson。Atleast,I

willnothaveitsaidthatshehasbeengiventhego-by。Therefore,letthisOlaftakeher,ifshewillhavehim。Only,“headdedwithagrowl,“lethimplaynotrickslikethatred-headedcub,hisbrotherRagnar,ifhewouldnottasteofaspearthroughhisliver。NowIgotolearnIduna’smind。“

Sohewent;asdidmyfatherandmother,leavingmealone,thinkingandthankingthegodsforthechancethathadcomemyway——yes,andblessingRagnarandthatbrown-eyedwenchwhohadthrownherspelloverhim。

WhilstIstoodthusIheardasound,and,turning,sawIdunaglidingtowardsmeinthebluetwilight,lookingmorelovelythanadream。Atmysideshestoppedandsaid:

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