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第15章

JoeVavrika’ssaloonwasnotinthecountyseat,whereOlafandMrs。Ericsondidtheirtrading,butinacheerfullerplace,alittleBohemiansettlementwhichlayattheotherendofthecounty,tenlevelmilesnorthofOlaf’sfarm。Clararodeuptoseeherfatheralmosteveryday。Vavrika’shousewas,sotospeak,inthebackyardofhissaloon。Thegardenbetweenthetwobuildingswasinclosedbyahighboardfenceastightasapartition,andinsummerJoekeptbeertablesandwoodenbenchesamongthegooseberrybushesunderhislittlecherrytree。AtoneofthesetablesNilsEricsonwasseatedinthelateafternoon,threedaysafterhisreturnhome。Joehadgoneintoserveacustomer,andNilswasloungingonhiselbows,lookingrathermournfullyintohishalf-

emptiedpitcher,whenheheardalaughacrossthelittlegarden。

Clara,inherridinghabit,wasstandingatthebackdoorofthehouse,underthegrapevinetrellisthatoldJoehadgrowntherelongago。Nilsrose。

“Comeoutandkeepyourfatherandmecompany。We’vebeengossipingallafternoon。Nobodytobotherusbuttheflies。“

Sheshookherhead。“No,Inevercomeouthereanymore。Olafdoesn’tlikeit。Imustliveuptomyposition,youknow。“

“Youmeantotellmeyounevercomeoutandchatwiththeboys,asyouusedto?Hehastamedyou!Whokeepsuptheseflower-beds?“

“IcomeoutonSundays,whenfatherisalone,andreadtheBohemianpaperstohim。ButIamneverherewhenthebarisopen。

Whathaveyoutwobeendoing?“

“Talking,asItoldyou。I’vebeentellinghimaboutmytravels。IfindIcan’ttalkmuchathome,noteventoEric。“

Clarareachedupandpokedwithherriding-whipatawhitemoththatwasflutteringinthesunlightamongthevineleaves。“I

supposeyouwillnevertellmeaboutallthosethings。“

“WherecanItellthem?NotinOlaf’shouse,certainly。

What’sthematterwithourtalkinghere?“Hepointedpersuasivelywithhishattothebushesandthegreentable,wherethefliesweresinginglazilyabovetheemptybeerglasses。

Clarashookherheadweakly。“No,itwouldn’tdo。Besides,Iamgoingnow。“

“I’monEric’smare。WouldyoubeangryifIovertookyou?“

Claralookedbackandlaughed。“Youmighttryandsee。IcanleaveyouifIdon’twantyou。Eric’smarecan’tkeepupwithNorman。“

Nilswentintothebarandattemptedtopayhisscore。BigJoe,sixfeetfour,withcurlyyellowhairandmustache,clappedhimontheshoulder。“NotaGoddamnayourmoneygoinmydrawer,youhear?Onlynexttimeyoubringyourflute,te-te-te-te-te-ty。“

Joewaggedhisfingersinimitationofthefluteplayer’sposition。

“MyClara,shecomeall-a-timeSundaysan’playforme。ShenotliketoplayatEricson’splace。“Heshookhisyellowcurlsandlaughed。“NotaGoddamnafunatEricson’s。YoucomeaSunday。

Youlike-afun。Noforgetdeflute。“JoetalkedveryrapidlyandalwaystumbledoverhisEnglish。Heseldomspokeittohiscustomers,andhadneverlearnedmuch。

Nilsswunghimselfintothesaddleandtrottedtothewestofthevillage,wherethehousesandgardensscatteredintoprairielandandtheroadturnedsouth。Faraheadofhim,inthedeclininglight,hesawClaraVavrika’sslenderfigure,loiteringonhorseback。Hetouchedhismarewiththewhip,andshotalongthewhite,levelroad,underthereddeningsky。WhenheovertookOlaf’swifehesawthatshehadbeencrying。“What’sthematter,ClaraVavrika?“heaskedkindly。

“Oh,Igetbluesometimes。Itwasawfullyjollylivingtherewithfather。IwonderwhyIeverwentaway。“

Nilsspokeinalow,kindtonethathesometimesusedwithwomen:

“That’swhatI’vebeenwonderingthesemanyyears。YouwerethelastgirlinthecountryI’dhavepickedforawifeforOlaf。Whatmadeyoudoit,Clara?“

“IsupposeIreallydidittoobligetheneighbours“——Claratossedherhead。“Peoplewerebeginningtowonder。“

“Towonder?“

“Yes——whyIdidn’tgetmarried。IsupposeIdidn’tliketokeeptheminsuspense。I’vediscoveredthatmostgirlsmarryoutofconsiderationfortheneighbourhood。“

Nilsbenthisheadtowardherandhiswhiteteethflashed。

“I’dhavegambledthatonegirlIknewwouldsay,’Lettheneighbourhoodbedamned。’“

Clarashookherheadmournfully。“Yousee,theyhaveitonyou,Nils;thatis,ifyou’reawoman。Theysayyou’rebeginningtogooff。That’swhatmakesusgetmarried:wecan’tstandthelaugh。“

Nilslookedsidewiseather。Hehadneverseenherheaddroopbefore。Resignationwasthelastthinghewouldhaveexpectedofher。“Inyourcase,therewasn’tsomethingelse?“

“Somethingelse?“

“Imean,youdidn’tdoittospitesomebody?Somebodywhodidn’tcomeback?“

Claradrewherselfup。“Oh,Ineverthoughtyou’dcomeback。

NotafterIstoppedwritingtoyou,atleast。Thatwasallover,longbeforeImarriedOlaf。“

“Itneveroccurredtoyou,then,thatthemeanestthingyoucoulddotomewastomarryOlaf?“

Claralaughed。“No;Ididn’tknowyouweresofondofOlaf。“

Nilssmoothedhishorse’smanewithhisglove。“Youknow,ClaraVavrika,youarenevergoingtostickitout。You’llcutawaysomeday,andI’vebeenthinkingyoumightaswellcutawaywithme。“

Clarathrewupherchin。“Oh,youdon’tknowmeaswellasyouthink。Iwon’tcutaway。Sometimes,whenI’mwithfather,I

feellikeit。ButIcanholdoutaslongastheEricsonscan。

They’venevergotthebestofmeyet,andonecanlive,solongasoneisn’tbeaten。IfIgobacktofather,it’sallupwithOlafinpolitics。Heknowsthat,andhenevergoesmuchbeyondsulking。I’veasmuchwitastheEricsons。I’llneverleavethemunlessIcanshowthemathingortwo。“

“Youmeanunlessyoucancomeitoverthem?“

“Yes——unlessIgoawaywithamanwhoisclevererthantheyare,andwhohasmoremoney。“

Nilswhistled。“Dearme,youaredemandingagooddeal。TheEricsons,takethelotofthem,areabunchtobeat。ButIshouldthinktheexcitementoftormentingthemwouldhavewornoffbythistime。“

“Ithas,I’mafraid,“Claraadmittedmournfully。

“Thenwhydon’tyoucutaway?Therearemoreamusinggamesthanthisintheworld。WhenIcamehomeIthoughtitmightamusemetobullyafewquartersectionsoutoftheEricsons;butI’vealmostdecidedIcangetmorefunformymoneysomewhereelse。“

Claratookinherbreathsharply。“Ah,youhavegottheotherwill!Thatwaswhyyoucamehome!“

“No,itwasn’t。IcamehometoseehowyouweregettingonwithOlaf。“

Clarastruckherhorsewiththewhip,andinaboundshewasfaraheadofhim。Nilsdroppedoneword,“Damn!“andwhippedafterher;butsheleanedforwardinhersaddleandfairlycutthewind。

Herlongridingskirtrippledinthestillairbehindher。Thesunwasjustsinkingbehindthestubbleinavast,clearsky,andtheshadowsdrewacrossthefieldssorapidlythatNilscouldscarcelykeepinsightthedarkfigureontheroad。Whenheovertookherhecaughtherhorsebythebridle。Normanreared,andNilswasfrightenedforher;butClarakeptherseat。

“Letmego,NilsEricson!“shecried。“Ihateyoumorethananyofthem。Youwerecreatedtotortureme,thewholetribeofyou——tomakemesufferineverypossibleway。“

Shestruckherhorseagainandgallopedawayfromhim。Nilssethisteethandlookedthoughtful。Herodeslowlyhomealongthedesertedroad,watchingthestarscomeoutintheclearvioletsky。

Theyflashedsoftlyintothelimpidheavens,likejewelsletfallintoclearwater。Theywereareproach,hefelt,toasordidworld。Asheturnedacrossthesandcreek,helookedupattheNorthStarandsmiled,asiftherewereanunderstandingbetweenthem。Hismotherscoldedhimforbeinglateforsupper。

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