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第4章

ThefinalbarrierbetweenEricandhismother’sfaithwashisviolin,andtothatheclungasamansometimeswillclingtohisdearestsin,totheweaknessmoreprecioustohimthanallhisstrength,Inthegreatworldbeautycomestomeninmanyguises,andartinahundredforms,butforErictherewasonlyhisviolin。

Itstood,tohim,forallthemanifestationsofart;itwashisonlybridgeintothekingdomofthesoul。

ItwastoEricHermannsonthattheevangelistdirectedhisimpassionedpleadingthatnight。

Saul,Saul,whypersecutestthoume?IsthereaSaulheretonightwhohasstoppedhisearstothatgentlepleading,whohasthrustaspearintothatbleedingside?Thinkofit,mybrother;

youareofferedthiswonderfulloveandyoupreferthewormthatdiethnotandthefirewhichwillnotbequenched。WhatrighthaveyoutoloseoneofGod’sprecioussouls?Saul,Saul,whypersecutestthoume?

AgreatjoydawnedinAsaSkinner’spaleface,forhesawthatEricHermannsonwasswayingtoandfroinhisseat。Theministerfelluponhiskneesandthrewhislongarmsupoverhishead。

“Omybrothers!Ifeelitcoming,theblessingwehaveprayedfor。ItellyoutheSpiritiscoming!justalittlemoreprayer,brothers,alittlemorezeal,andhewillbehere。Icanfeelhiscoolingwinguponmybrow。GlorybetoGodforeverandever,amen!“

Thewholecongregationgroanedunderthepressureofthisspiritualpanic。Shoutsandhallelujahswentupfromeverylip。

Anotherfigurefellprostrateuponthefloor。Fromthemourners’

benchroseachantofterrorandrapture:

“Eatinghoneyanddrinkingwine,GlorytothebleedingLamb!

IammyLord’sandheismine,GlorytothebleedingLamb!“

Thehymnwassunginadozendialectsandvoicedallthevagueyearningofthesehungrylives,ofthesepeoplewhohadstarvedallthepassionssolong,onlytofallvictimstothebarestofthemall,fear。

AgroanofultimateanguishrosefromEricHermannson’sbowedhead,andthesoundwaslikethegroanofagreattreewhenitfallsintheforest。

Theministerrosesuddenlytohisfeetandthrewbackhishead,cryinginaloudvoice:

Lazarus,comeforth!EricHermannson,youarelost,goingdownatsea。InthenameofGod,andJesusChristhisSon,Ithrowyouthelifeline。Takehold!AlmightyGod,mysoulforhis!“

Theministerthrewhisarmsoutandliftedhisquiveringface。

EricHermannsonrosetohisfeet;hislipsweresetandthelightningwasinhiseyes。Hetookhisviolinbytheneckandcrushedittosplintersacrosshisknee,andtoAsaSkinnerthesoundwasliketheshacklesofsinbrokenaudiblyasunder。

FormorethantwoyearsEricHermannsonkepttheausterefaithtowhichhehadswornhimself,keptituntilagirlfromtheEastcametospendaweekontheNebraskaDivide。Shewasagirlofothermannersandconditions,andthereweregreaterdistancesbetweenherlifeandEric’sthanallthemileswhichseparatedRattlesnakeCreekfromNewYorkCity。Indeed,shehadnobusinesstobeintheWestatall;butah!acrosswhatleaguesoflandandsea,bywhatimprobablechances,dotheunrelentinggodsbringtousourfate!

ItwasinayearoffinancialdepressionthatWyllisElliotcametoNebraskatobuycheaplandandrevisitthecountrywherehehadspentayearofhisyouth。WhenhehadgraduatedfromHarvarditwasstillcustomaryformoneyedgentlementosendtheirscapegracesonstoroughitonranchesinthewildsofNebraskaorDakota,ortoconsignthemtoalivingdeathinthesagebrushoftheBlackHills。Theseyoungmendidnotalwaysreturntothewaysofcivilizedlife。ButWyllisElliothadnotmarriedahalf-breed,norbeenshotinacowpunchers’brawl,norwreckedbybadwhisky,norappropriatedbyasmirchedadventuress。Hehadbeensavedfromthesethingsbyagirl,hissister,whohadbeenveryneartohislifeeversincethedayswhentheyreadfairytalestogetheranddreamedthedreamsthatnevercometrue。Onthis,hisfirstvisittohisfather’sranchsinceheleftitsixyearsbefore,hebroughtherwithhim。Shehadbeenlaiduphalfthewinterfromasprainreceivedwhileskating,andhadhadtoomuchtimeforreflectionduringthosemonths。Shewasrestlessandfilledwithadesiretoseesomethingofthewildcountryofwhichherbrotherhadtoldhersomuch。Shewastobemarriedthenextwinter,andWyllisunderstoodherwhenshebeggedhimtotakeherwithhimonthislong,aimlessjauntacrossthecontinent,totastethelastoftheirfreedomtogether。itcomestoallwomenofhertype——thatdesiretotastetheunknownwhichalluresandterrifies,torunone’swholesoul’slengthouttothewind——justonce。

Ithadbeenaneventfuljourney。Wyllissomehowunderstoodthatstrainofgypsybloodinhissister,andheknewwheretotakeher。

TheyhadsleptinsodhousesonthePlatteRiver,madetheacquaintanceofthepersonnelofathird-rateoperacompanyonthetraintoDeadwood,dinedinacampofrailroadconstructorsattheworld’sendbeyondNewCastle,gonethroughtheBlackHillsonhorseback,fishedfortroutinDomeLake,watchedadanceatCrippleCreek,wherethelostsoulswhohideinthehillsgatheredfortheirbesottedrevelry。Andnow,lastofall,beforethereturntothraldom,therewasthislittleshack,anchoredonthewindycrestoftheDivide,alittleblackdotagainsttheflamingsunsets,ascentedseaofcornlandbathedinopalescentairandblindingsunlight。

MargaretElliotwasoneofthosewomenofwhomtherearesomanyinthisday,whenoldorder,passing,givethplacetonew;

beautiful,talented,critical,unsatisfied,tiredoftheworldattwenty-four。ForthemomentthelifeandpeopleoftheDivideinterestedher。Shewastherebutaweek;perhapshadshestayedlonger,thatinexorableennuiwhichtravelsfastereventhantheVestibuleLimitedwouldhaveovertakenher。TheweekshetarriedtherewastheweekthatEricHermannsonwashelpingJerryLockhartthresh;aweekearlieroraweeklater,andtherewouldhavebeennostorytowrite。

ItwasonThursdayandtheyweretoleaveonSaturday。Wyllisandhissisterweresittingonthewidepiazzaoftheranchhouse,staringoutintotheafternoonsunlightandprotestingagainstthegustsofhotwindthatblewupfromthesandyriverbottomtwentymilestothesouthward。

Theyoungmanpulledhiscaploweroverhiseyesandremarked:

“Thiswindistherealthing;youdon’tstrikeitanywhereelse。YourememberwehadatouchofitinAlgiersandItoldyouitcamefromKansas。It’sthekeynoteofthiscountry。“

Wyllistouchedherhandthatlayonthehammockandcontinuedgently:

“Ihopeit’spaidyou,Sis。Roughingit’sdangerousbusiness;

ittakesthetasteoutofthings。“

Sheshutherfingersfirmlyoverthebrownhandthatwassolikeherown。

“Paid?Why,Wyllis,Ihaven’tbeensohappysincewewerechildrenandweregoingtodiscovertheruinsofTroytogethersomeday。Doyouknow,IbelieveIcouldjuststayonhereforeverandlettheworldgoonitsowngait。Itseemsasthoughthetensionandstrainweusedtotalkoflastwinterweregoneforgood,asthoughonecouldnevergiveone’sstrengthouttosuchpettythingsanymore。“

Wyllisbrushedtheashesofhispipeawayfromthesilkhandkerchiefthatwasknottedabouthisneckandstaredmoodilyoffattheskyline。

“No,you’remistaken。Thiswouldboreyouafterawhile。Youcan’tshakethefeveroftheotherlife。I’vetriedit。TherewasatimewhenthegayfellowsofRomecouldtrotdownintotheThebaidandburrowintothesandhillsandgetridofit。Butit’salltoocomplexnow。Youseewe’vemadeourdissipationssodaintyandrespectablethatthey’vegonefurtherinthantheflesh,andtakenholdoftheegoproper。Youcouldn’trest,evenhere。Thewarcrywouldfollowyou。“

“Youdon’twastewords,Wyllis,butyounevermissfire。I

talkmorethanyoudo,withoutsayinghalfsomuch。YoumusthavelearnedtheartofsilencefromthesetaciturnNorwegians。IthinkIlikesilentmen。“

“Naturally,“saidWyllis,“sinceyouhavedecidedtomarrythemostbrillianttalkeryouknow。“

Bothweresilentforatime,listeningtothesighingofthehotwindthroughtheparchedmorning-gloryvines。Margaretspokefirst。

“Tellme,Wyllis,weremanyoftheNorwegiansyouusedtoknowasinterestingasEricHermannson?“

“Who,Siegfried?Well,no。HeusedtobethefloweroftheNorwegianyouthinmyday,andhe’sratheranexception,evennow。

Hehasretrograded,though。Thebondsofthesoilhavetightenedonhim,Ifancy。“

“Siegfried?Come,that’srathergood,Wyllis。Helookslikeadragon-slayer。Whatisitthatmakeshimsodifferentfromtheothers?Icantalktohim;heseemsquitelikeahumanbeing。“

“Well,“saidWyllis,meditatively,“Idon’treadBourgetasmuchasmyculturedsister,andI’mnotsowellupinanalysis,butIfancyit’sbecauseonekeepscherishingaperfectlyunwarrantedsuspicionthatunderthatbig,hulkinganatomyofhis,hemayconcealasoulsomewhere。Nichtwahr?

“Somethinglikethat,“saidMargaret,thoughtfully,“exceptthatit’smorethanasuspicion,anditisn’tgroundless。Hehasone,andhemakesitknown,somehow,withoutspeaking。“

“Ialwayshavemydoubtsaboutloquacioussouls,“Wyllisremarked,withtheunbelievingsmilethathadgrownhabitualwithhim。

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