投诉 阅读记录

第2章

Mytruenameissowellknownintherecordsorregisters

atNewgate,andintheOldBailey,andtherearesomethings

ofsuchconsequencestilldependingthere,relatingtomy

particularconduct,thatitisnotbeexpectedIshouldsetmy

nameortheaccountofmyfamilytothiswork;perhaps,after

mydeath,itmaybebetterknown;atpresentitwouldnotbe

proper,nonotthoughageneralpardonshouldbeissued,even

withoutexceptionsandreserveofpersonsorcrimes。

Itisenoughtotellyou,thatassomeofmyworstcomrades,

whoareoutofthewayofdoingmeharm(havinggoneoutof

theworldbythestepsandthestring,asIoftenexpectedtogo),

knewmebythenameofMollFlanders,soyoumaygiveme

leavetospeakofmyselfunderthatnametillIdareownwho

Ihavebeen,aswellaswhoIam。

Ihavebeentoldthatinoneofneighbournations,whetherit

beinFranceorwhereelseIknownot,theyhaveanorderfrom

theking,thatwhenanycriminaliscondemned,eithertodie,

ortothegalleys,ortobetransported,iftheyleaveanychildren,

assucharegenerallyunprovidedfor,bythepovertyorforfeiture

oftheirparents,sotheyareimmediatelytakenintothecareof

theGovernment,andputintoahospitalcalledtheHouseof

Orphans,wheretheyarebredup,clothed,fed,taught,and

whenfittogoout,areplacedouttotradesortoservices,so

astobewellabletoprovideforthemselvesbyanhonest,

industriousbehaviour。

Hadthisbeenthecustominourcountry,Ihadnotbeenleft

apoordesolategirlwithoutfriends,withoutclothes,without

helporhelperintheworld,aswasmyfate;andbywhichI

wasnotonlyexposedtoverygreatdistresses,evenbeforeI

wascapableeitherofunderstandingmycaseorhowtoamend

it,butbroughtintoacourseoflifewhichwasnotonlyscandalous

initself,butwhichinitsordinarycoursetendedtotheswift

destructionbothofsoulandbody。

Butthecasewasotherwisehere。

Mymotherwasconvicted

offelonyforacertainpettytheftscarceworthnaming,viz。

havinganopportunityofborrowingthreepiecesoffineholland

ofacertaindraperinCheapside。

Thecircumstancesaretoo

longtorepeat,andIhaveheardthemrelatedsomanyways,

thatIcanscarcebecertainwhichistherightaccount。

Howeveritwas,thistheyallagreein,thatmymotherpleaded

herbelly,andbeingfoundquickwithchild,shewasrespited

foraboutsevenmonths;inwhichtimehavingbroughtmeinto

theworld,andbeingaboutagain,shewascalleddown,asthey

termit,toherformerjudgment,butobtainedthefavourof

beingtransportedtotheplantations,andleftmeabouthalfa

yearold;andinbadhands,youmaybesure。

Thisistoonearthefirsthoursofmylifeformetorelate

anythingofmyselfbutbyhearsay;itisenoughtomention,

thatasIwasborninsuchanunhappyplace,Ihadnoparish

tohaverecoursetoformynourishmentinmyinfancy;nor

canIgivetheleastaccounthowIwaskeptalive,otherthan

that,asIhavebeentold,somerelationofmymother’stook

meawayforawhileasanurse,butatwhoseexpense,orby

whosedirection,Iknownothingatallofit。

ThefirstaccountthatIcanrecollect,orcouldeverlearnof

myself,wasthatIhadwanderedamongacrewofthosepeople

theycallgypsies,orEgyptians;butIbelieveitwasbutavery

littlewhilethatIhadbeenamongthem,forIhadnothadmy

skindiscolouredorblackened,astheydoveryyoungtoallthe

childrentheycarryaboutwiththem;norcanItellhowIcame

amongthem,orhowIgotfromthem。

ItwasatColchester,inEssex,thatthosepeopleleftme;and

IhaveanotioninmyheadthatIleftthemthere(thatis,that

Ihidmyselfandwouldnotgoanyfartherwiththem),butIam

notabletobeparticularinthataccount;onlythisIremember,

thatbeingtakenupbysomeoftheparishofficersofColchester,

IgaveanaccountthatIcameintothetownwiththegypsies,

butthatIwouldnotgoanyfartherwiththem,andthatsothey

hadleftme,butwhithertheyweregonethatIknewnot,nor

couldtheyexpectitofme;forthoughtheysendroundthe

countrytoinquireafterthem,itseemstheycouldnotbefound。

Iwasnowinawaytobeprovidedfor;forthoughIwasnota

parishchargeuponthisorthatpartofthetownbylaw,yetas

mycasecametobeknown,andthatIwastooyoungtodoany

work,beingnotabovethreeyearsold,compassionmovedthe

magistratesofthetowntoordersomecaretobetakenofme,

andIbecameoneoftheirownasmuchasifIhadbeenborn

intheplace。

Intheprovisiontheymadeforme,itwasmygoodhaptobe

puttonurse,astheycallit,toawomanwhowasindeedpoor

buthadbeeninbettercircumstances,andwhogotalittle

livelihoodbytakingsuchasIwassupposedtobe,andkeeping

themwithallnecessaries,tilltheywereatacertainage,in

whichitmightbesupposedtheymightgotoserviceorget

theirownbread。

Thiswomanhadalsohadalittleschool,whichshekeptto

teachchildrentoreadandtowork;andhaving,asIhavesaid,

livedbeforethatingoodfashion,shebredupthechildrenshe

tookwithagreatdealofart,aswellaswithagreatdealofcare。

Butthatwhichwasworthalltherest,shebredthemupvery

religiously,beingherselfaverysober,piouswoman,veryhouse-

wifelyandclean,andverymannerly,andwithgoodbehaviour。

Sothatinaword,expectingaplaindiet,coarselodging,and

meanclothes,wewerebroughtupasmannerlyandasgenteelly

asifwehadbeenatthedancing-school。

IwascontinuedheretillIwaseightyearsold,whenIwas

terrifiedwithnewsthatthemagistrates(asIthinktheycalled

them)hadorderedthatIshouldgotoservice。

Iwasableto

dobutverylittleservicewhereverIwastogo,exceptitwas

torunoferrandsandbeadrudgetosomecookmaid,andthis

theytoldmeofoften,whichputmeintoagreatfright;forI

hadathoroughaversiontogoingtoservice,astheycalledit

(thatis,tobeaservant),thoughIwassoyoung;andItoldmy

nurse,aswecalledher,thatIbelievedIcouldgetmyliving

withoutgoingtoservice,ifshepleasedtoletme;forshehad

taughtmetoworkwithmyneedle,andspinworsted,which

isthechieftradeofthatcity,andItoldherthatifshewould

keepme,Iwouldworkforher,andIwouldworkveryhard。

Italkedtoheralmosteverydayofworkinghard;and,inshort,

Ididnothingbutworkandcryallday,whichgrievedthegood,

kindwomansomuch,thatatlastshebegantobeconcerned

forme,forshelovedmeverywell。

Onedayafterthis,asshecameintotheroomwhereallwe

poorchildrenwereatwork,shesatdownjustoveragainstme,

notinherusualplaceasmistress,butasifshesetherselfon

purposetoobservemeandseemework。

Iwasdoingsomething

shehadsetmeto;asIremember,itwasmarkingsomeshirts

whichshehadtakentomake,andafterawhileshebeganto

talktome。

’Thoufoolishchild,’saysshe,’thouartalways

crying(forIwascryingthen);’prithee,whatdostcryfor?’

’Becausetheywilltakemeaway,’saysI,’andputmetoservice,

andIcan’tworkhousework。’

’Well,child,’saysshe,’but

thoughyoucan’tworkhousework,asyoucallit,youwilllearn

itintime,andtheywon’tputyoutohardthingsatfirst。’

’Yes,

theywill,’saysI,’andifIcan’tdoittheywillbeatme,andthe

maidswillbeatmetomakemedogreatwork,andIambuta

littlegirlandIcan’tdoit’;andthenIcriedagain,tillIcould

notspeakanymoretoher。

Thismovedmygoodmotherlynurse,sothatshefromthat

timeresolvedIshouldnotgotoserviceyet;soshebidmenot

cry,andshewouldspeaktoMr。Mayor,andIshouldnotgoto

servicetillIwasbigger。

Well,thisdidnotsatisfyme,fortothinkofgoingtoservice

wassuchafrightfulthingtome,thatifshehadassuredmeI

shouldnothavegonetillIwastwentyyearsold,itwouldhave

beenthesametome;Ishouldhavecried,Ibelieve,allthe

time,withtheveryapprehensionofitsbeingtobesoatlast。

WhenshesawthatIwasnotpacifiedyet,shebegantobe

angrywithme。

’Andwhatwouldyouhave?’saysshe;’don’t

Itellyouthatyoushallnotgotoservicetillyourarebigger?’

’Ay,’saidI,’butthenImustgoatlast。’

’Why,what?’saidshe;

’isthegirlmad?

Whatwouldyoube——agentlewoman?’

’Yes,’saysI,andcriedheartilytillIroardoutagain。

Thissettheoldgentlewomana-laughingatme,asyoumaybe

sureitwould。

’Well,madam,forsooth,’saysshe,gibingatme,

’youwouldbeagentlewoman;andprayhowwillyoucometo

beagentlewoman?

What!willyoudoitbyyourfingers’end?’

’Yes,’saysIagain,veryinnocently。

’Why,whatcanyouearn?’saysshe;’whatcanyougetatyour

work?’

’Threepence,’saidI,’whenIspin,andfourpencewhenIwork

plainwork。’

’Alas!poorgentlewoman,’saidsheagain,laughing,’whatwill

thatdoforthee?’

’Itwillkeepme,’saysI,’ifyouwillletmelivewithyou。’

And

thisIsaidinsuchapoorpetitioningtone,thatitmadethepoor

woman’sheartyearntome,asshetoldmeafterwards。

’But,’saysshe,’thatwillnotkeepyouandbuyyouclothes

too;andwhomustbuythelittlegentlewomanclothes?’says

she,andsmiledallthewhileatme。

’Iwillworkharder,then,’saysI,’andyoushallhaveitall。’

’Poorchild!itwon’tkeepyou,’saysshe;’itwillhardlykeep

youinvictuals。’

’ThenIwillhavenovictuals,’saysI,againveryinnocently;

’letmebutlivewithyou。’

’Why,canyoulivewithoutvictuals?’saysshe。

’Yes,’againsaysI,verymuchlikeachild,youmaybesure,

andstillIcriedheartily。

Ihadnopolicyinallthis;youmayeasilyseeitwasallnature;

butitwasjoinedwithsomuchinnocenceandsomuchpassion

that,inshort,itsetthegoodmotherlycreaturea-weepingtoo,

andshecriedatlastasfastasIdid,andthentookmeandled

meoutoftheteaching-room。

’Come,’saysshe,’youshan’t

gotoservice;youshalllivewithme’;andthispacifiedme

forthepresent。

Sometimeafterthis,shegoingtowaitontheMayor,and

talkingofsuchthingsasbelongedtoherbusiness,atlastmy

storycameup,andmygoodnursetoldMr。Mayorthewhole

tale。

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