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第1章

I。

SCENE:Inanupperchamberofaboarding—houseinMelanchthonPlace,Boston,amature,plainyounglady,witheveryappearanceofestablishingherselfintheroomforthefirsttime,movesabout,bestowinglittletouchesofdecorationhereandthere,andtalkingwithanotheryounglady,whosevoicecomesthroughtheopendoorwayofaninnerroom。

MISSETHELREED,fromwithin:"Whatintheworldareyoudoing,Nettie?"

MISSHENRIETTASPAULDING:"Oh,stickingupahouseholdgodortwo。

Whatareyoudoing?"

MISSREED:"Despairing。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Still?"

MISSREED,tragically:"Still!Howsoondidyouexpectmetostop?

Iamhereonthesofa,whereIflungmyselftwohoursago,andI

don’tthinkIshallevergetup。ThereisnoreasonWHYIevershould。"

MISSSPAULDING,suggestively:"Dinner。"

MISSREED:"Oh,dinner!Dinner,toabrokenheart!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Idon’tbelieveyourheartisbroken。"

MISSREED:"ButItellyouitis!Ioughttoknowwhenmyownheartisbroken,Ishouldhope。Whatmakesyouthinkitisn’t?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Oh,it’shappenedsooften!"

MISSREED:"Butthisisarealcase。Yououghttofeelmyforehead。

It’sashot!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Yououghttogetupandhelpmeputthisroomtorights,andthenyouwouldfeelbetter。"

MISSREED:"No;Ishouldfeelworse。Theideaofhouseholdgodsmakesmesick。SylvandeitiesarewhatIwant;thegreatgodPanamongthecat—tailsandarrow—headsinthe’ma’sh’atPonkwasset;thedryadsofthebirchwoods——therearenooaks;thenymphsthathaunttheheightsandhollowsofthedearoldmountain;the"—

MISSSPAULDING:"Wha—a—at?Ican’thearawordyousay。"

MISSREED:"That’sbecauseyoukeepfussingaboutso。Whydon’tyoubequiet,ifyouwanttohear?"Sheliftshervoicetoitshighestpitch,withapausefordistinctnessbetweenthewords:"I’mheart—

brokenfor——Ponkwasset。Thedryads——ofthe——birchwoods。Thenymphs——andthegreat——god——Pan——inthereeds——bytheriver。Andall——that——sortof——thing!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Youknowverywellyou’renot。"

MISSREED:"I’mnot?What’sthereasonI’mnot?Then,whatamI

heart—brokenfor?"

MISSSPAULDING:"You’renotheart—brokenatall。Youknowverywellthathe’llcallbeforewe’vebeenheretwenty—fourhours。"

MISSREED:"Who?"

MISSSPAULDING:"ThegreatgodPan。"

MISSREED:"Oh,howcruelyouare,tomockmeso!Comeinhere,andsympathizealittle!Do,Nettie。"

MISSSPAULDING:"No;youcomeouthereandutilizealittle。I’mactingforyourbestgood,astheysayatPonkwasset。"

MISSREED:"Whentheywanttobedisagreeable!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Ifthisroomisn’tinorderbythetimehecalls,you’llbeeverlastinglydisgraced。"

MISSREED:"I’mthatnow。Ican’tbemoreso——there’sthatcomfort。

Whatmakesyouthinkhe’llcall?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Becausehe’sagentleman,andwillwanttoapologize。Hebehavedveryrudelytoyou。"

MISSREED:"No,Nettie;_I_behavedrudelytoHIM。Yes!Besides,ifhebehavedrudely,hewasnogentleman。It’sacontradictioninterms,don’tyousee?ButI’lltellyouwhatI’mgoingtodoifhecomes。I’mgoingtoshowaproperspiritforonceinmylife。I’mgoingtorefusetoseehim。You’vegottoseehim。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Nonsense!"

MISSREED:"Whynonsense?Oh,why?Expound!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Becausehewasn’trudetome,andhedoesn’twanttoseeme。BecauseI’mplain,andyou’repretty。"

MISSREED:"I’mNOT!Youknowitperfectlywell。I’mhideous。"

MISSSPAULDING:"BecauseI’mpoor,andyou’reapersonofindependentproperty。"

MISSREED:"DEPENDENTproperty,Ishouldcallit:justenoughtobeuselesson!Butthat’sinsultingtoHIM。Howcanyousayit’sbecauseIhavealittlemoney?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Well,then,Iwon’t。Itakeitback。I’llsayit’sbecauseyou’reyoung,andI’mold。"

MISSREED:"You’reNOTold。You’reasyoungasanybody,NettieSpaulding。AndyouknowI’mnotyoung;I’mtwenty—seven,ifI’maday。I’mjustdroppingintothegrave。ButIcan’targuewithyou,milesoffso,anylonger。"MissReedappearsattheopendoor,dragginglanguidlyafterhertheshawlwhichshehadevidentlydrawnroundheronthesofa;herfairhairisalittledisordered,andshepressesitintoshapewithonehandasshecomesforward;alovelyflushvieswithaheavenlypallorinhercheeks;shelooksalittlepensiveinthearchingeyebrows,andalittlehumorousaboutthedimpledmouth。"NowIcanprovethatyouareentirelywrong。Where—

—wereyou?——Thisroomisratheranimprovementovertheonewehadlastwinter。Thereismoreofaview"——shegoestothewindow——"ofthehousesacrossthePlace;andIalwaysthinktheswellfrontgivesaprettyshapetoaroom。I’msorrythey’vestoppedbuildingthem。

Yourpianogoesverynicelyintothatlittlealcove。Yes,we’requitepalatial。And,onthewhole,I’mgladthere’snofireplace。

It’sapleasureattimes;butforthemostpartit’savanityandavexation,gettingdustandashesovereverything。Yes;afterall,givemethegoodold—fashioned,clean,convenientregister!Ugh!Myfeetarelikeice。"Shepullsaneasy—chairuptotheregisterinthecorneroftheroom,andpushesopenitsvalveswiththetoeofherslipper。Asshesettlesherselfluxuriouslyinthechair,andpoisesherfeetdaintilyovertheregister:"Ah,thisissomethinglike!HenriettaSpaulding,ma’am!DidIevertellyouthatyouwerethebestfriendIhaveintheworld?"

MISSSPAULDING,whocontinuesherworkofarrangingtheroom:

"Often。"

MISSREED:"Didyoueverbelieveit?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Never。"

MISSREED:"Why?"

MISSSPAULDING,thoughtfullyregardingavasewhichsheholdsinherhand,afterseveraltimesshiftingitfromabrackettothecornerofherpianoandback:"IwishIcouldtellwhereyoudolookbest!"

MISSREED,leaningforwardwistfully,withherhandsclaspedandrestingonherknees:"IwishyouwouldtellmeWHYyoudon’tbelieveyou’rethebestfriendIhaveintheworld。"

MISSSPAULDING,finallyplacingthevaseonthebracket:"Becauseyou’vesaidsotoooften。"

MISSREED:"Oh,that’snoreason!Icanprovetoyouthatyouare。

Whoelsebutyouwouldhavetakeninahomelessandfriendlesscreaturelikeme,andletherstaybotheringroundindemoralizingidleness,whileyouwereseriouslyteachingtheyoungideahowtodrubthepiano?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Anybodywhowantedaroom—mateasmuchasIdid,andcouldhavefoundonewillingtopaymorethanhershareofthelodging。"

MISSREED,thoughtfully:"Doyouthinkso,Henrietta?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Iknowso。"

MISSREED:"Andyou’renotafraidthatyouwrongyourself?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Nottheleast。"

MISSREED:"Well,beitso——astheysayinnovels。Iwillnotcontradictyou;IwillnotsayyouaremyBESTfriend;IwillmerelysaythatyouaremyONLYfriend。Comehere,Henrietta。Drawupyourchair,andputyourlittlehandinmine。"

MISSSPAULDING,withseveredistrust:"Whatdoyouwant,EthelReed?"

MISSREED:"Iwant——Iwant——totalkitoverwithyou。"

MISSSPAULDING,recoiling:"Iknewit!Well,now,we’vetalkeditoverenough;we’vetalkeditovertillthere’snothingleftofit。"

MISSREED:"Oh,there’severythingleft!Itremainsinallitsoriginalenormity。Perhapsweshallgetsomenewlightuponit。"

SheextendsapleadinghandtowardsMissSpaulding。"Come,Henrietta,myonlyfriend,shake!——asthe’goodIndians’say。LetyourEthelpourherhackneyedsorrowsintoyourbosom。Suchanuncomfortableimage,italwaysseems,doesn’tit,pouringsorrowsintobosoms!Come!"

MISSSPAULDING,decidedly:"No,Iwon’t!Andyouneedn’ttrywheedlinganylonger。Iwon’tsympathizewithyouonthatbasisatall。"

MISSREED:"WhatshallItry,then,ifyouwon’tletmetrywheedling?"

MISSSPAULDING,goingtothepianoandopeningit:"Trycourage;tryself—respect。"

MISSREED:"Oh,dear!whenIhaven’tamorselofeither。Areyougoingtopractise,youcruelmaid?"

MISSSPAULDING:"OfcourseIam。It’shalf—pastfour,andifI

don’tdoitnowIsha’n’tbepreparedto—morrowforMissRobins:shetakesthispiece。"

MISSREED:"Well,well,perhapsit’sallforthebest。Ifmusicbethefoodof——umph—ump!——youknowwhat!——playon。"Theybothlaugh,andMissSpauldingpushesbackalittlefromthepiano,andwheelstowardherfriend,lettingonehandrestslightlyonthekeys。

MISSSPAULDING:"EthelReed,you’rethemostridiculousgirlintheworld。"

MISSREED:"Correct!"

MISSSPAULDING:"AndIdon’tbelieveyoueverwereinlove,oreverwillbe。"

MISSREED:"Ah,thereyouwrongme,Henrietta!Ihavebeen,andI

shallbe——lotsoftimes。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Well,whatdoyouwanttosaynow?Youmusthurry,forIcan’tloseanymoretime。"

MISSREED:"Iwillfreemymindwithneatnessanddespatch。I

simplywishtogooverthewholeaffair,fromAlfredtoOmaha;andyou’vegottoletmetalkasmuchslangandnonsenseasIwant。AndthenI’llskipallthedetailsIcan。Willyou?"

MISSSPAULDING,withimpatientpatience:"Oh,Isupposeso!"

MISSREED:"That’sverysweetofyou,thoughyoudon’tlookit。

Now,wherewasI?Oh,yes,doyouthinkitwasforth—puttingatall,toaskhimifhewouldgivemethelessons?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Itdependsuponwhyyouaskedhim。"

MISSREED:"Iaskedhimfrom——from——Letmesee;Iaskedhimbecause—

—from——Yes,Isayitboldly;Iaskedhimfromanenthusiasmforart,andasincerewishtolearntheuseofoil,ashecalledit。Yes!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Areyousure?"

MISSREED:"Sure?Well,wewillsaythatIam,forthesakeofargument。And,havingsecuredthisbasis,thequestioniswhetherI

wasn’tboundtoofferhimpayattheend,andwhetherhewasn’twrongtotakemydoingsoindudgeon。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Yes,Ithinkhewaswrong。Andthetermsofhisrefusalwereveryungentlemanly。Heoughttoapologizemostamplyandhumbly。"AtacertainexpressioninMissReed’sface,sheadds,withseverity:"Unlessyou’rekeepingbackthemainpoint。Youusuallydo。Areyou?"

MISSREED:"No,no。I’vetoldyoueverything——everything!"

MISSSPAULDING:"ThenIsay,asIsaidfromthebeginning,thathebehavedverybadly。Itwasveryawkwardandverypainful,butyou’vereallynothingtoblameyourselffor。"

MISSREED,ruefully:"No—o—o!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Whatdoyoumeanbythatsortof’No’?"

MISSREED:"Nothing。"

MISSSPAULDING,sternly:"Yes,youdo,Ethel。"

MISSREED:"Idon’t,really。Whatmakesyou’thinkIdo?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Itsoundedverydishonest。"

MISSREED:"Didit?Ididn’tmeanitto。"Herfriendbreaksdownwithalaugh,whileMissReedpreservesademurecountenance。

MISSSPAULDING:"WhatAREyoukeepingback?"

MISSREED:"Nothingatall——lessthannothing!Ineverthoughtitwasworthmentioning。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Areyoutellingmethetruth?"

MISSREED:"I’mtellingyouthetruthandsomethingmore。Youcan’taskbetterthanthat,canyou?"

MISSSPAULDING,turningtohermusicagain:"Certainlynot。"

MISSREED:inapatheticwail:"OHenrietta!doyouabandonmethus?Well,Iwilltellyou,heartlessgirl!I’veonlykeptitbacktillnowbecauseitwassoextremelymortifyingtomyprideasanartist——asastudentofoil。Willyouhearme?"

MISSSPAULDING,beginningtoplay:"No。"

MISSREED,withburlesquewildness:"Youshall!"MissSpauldinginvoluntarilydesists。"Therewasamoment——afatalmoment——whenhesaidhethoughtheoughttotellmethatifIfoundoilamusingI

couldgoon;butthathedidn’tbelieveIshouldeverlearntouseit,andhecouldn’tletmetakelessonsfromhimwiththeexpectationthatIshould。There!"

MISSSPAULDING,withawfulreproach:"Andyoucallthatlessthannothing?I’vealmostamindnevertospeaktoyouagain,Ethel。HowCOULDyoudeceivemeso?"

MISSREED:"Wasitreallydeceiving?_I_shouldn’tcallitso。AndIneededyoursympathysomuch,andIknewIshouldn’tgetitunlessyouthoughtIwasaltogetherintheright。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Youarealtogetherinthewrong!Andit’sYOUthatoughttoapologizetoHIM——onyourbendedknees。HowCOULDyouofferhimmoneyafterthat?Iwonderatyou,Ethel!"

MISSREED:"Why——don’tyousee,Nettie?——Ididkeepontakingthelessonsofhim。Ididfindoilamusing——ortheoilist——andIkepton。OfcourseIhadto,offthereinafarmhousefullofladyboarders,andhetheonlygentlemanshortofCrawford’s。Strike,buthearme,HenriettaSpaulding!WhatwasItodoaboutthehalf—dozenlessonsIhadtakenbeforehetoldmeIshouldneverlearntouseoil?WasItooffertopayhimforthese,andnotfortherest;orwasItotreatthewholeseriesasgratuitous?Iusedtolieawakethinkingaboutit。I’vegotlittletact,butIcouldn’tfindanywayoutofthetrouble。Itwasabox——yes,aboxofthedeepestdye!

Andthewholeaffairhavinggottobe——somethingelse,don’tyouknow?——madeitalltheworse。Andifhe’donly——only——Buthedidn’t。

Notasyllable,notabreath!AndthereIwas。IHADtoofferhimthemoney。Andit’salmostkilledme——thewayhetookmyofferingit,andnowthewayyoutakeit!Andit’sallofapiece。"MissReedsuddenlysnatchesherhandkerchieffromherpocket,andburiesherfaceinit。——"Oh,dear——oh,dear!Oh!——hu,hu,hu!"

MISSSPAULDING,relenting:"Itwasawkward。"

MISSREED:"Awkward!YouseemtothinkthatbecauseIcarrythingsofflightlyIhavenofeeling。"

MISSSPAULDING:"YouknowIdon’tthinkthat,Ethel。"

MISSREED,pursuingheradvantage:"Idon’tknowitfromyou,Nettie。I’vetriedandTRIEDtopassitoffasajoke,andtotreatitassomethingfunny;butIcantellyouit’snojokeatall。"

MISSSPAULDING,sympathetically:"Isee,dear。"

MISSREED:"It’snotthatIcareforhim"—

MISSSPAULDING:"Why,ofcourse。"

MISSREED:"ForIdon’tintheleast。Heishorrideveryway:

blunt,andrude,andhorrid。Inevercaredforhim。ButIcareformyself!Hehasputmeinthepositionofhavingdoneanunkindthing——anunladylikething——whenIwasonlydoingwhatIhadtodo。

Whyneedhehavetakenitthewayhedid?Whycouldn’thehavesaidpolitelythathecouldn’tacceptthemoneybecausehehadn’tearnedit?EvenTHATwouldhavebeenmortifyingenough。Buthemustgoandbesoviolent,andrushoff,and——Oh,Inevercouldhavetreatedanybodyso!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Notunlessyouwereveryfondofthem。"

MISSREED:"What?"

MISSSPAULDING:"Notunlessyouwereveryfondofthem。"

MISSREED,puttingawayherhandkerchief:"Oh,nonsense,Nettie!Henevercaredanythingforme,orhecouldn’thaveactedso。Butnomatterforthat。Hehasfixedeverythingsothatitcanneverbegotstraight——neverintheworld。Itwilljusthavetoremainahideousmassof——of——_I_don’tknowwhat;andIhavesimplygottoonwitheringwithdespairatthepointwhereIleftoff。ButIdon’tcare!That’sonecomfort。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Idon’tbelievehe’llletyouwitherlong,Ethel。"

MISSREED:"He’sletmewitherfortwenty—fourhoursalready!Butit’snothingtome,now,howlongheletsmewither。I’mperfectlysatisfiedtohavetheaffairremainasitis。Iamintheright,andifhecomesIshallrefusetoseehim。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Oh,no,youwon’t,Ethel!"

MISSREED:"Yes,Ishall。Ishallreceivehimverycoldly。Iwon’tlistentoanyexcusefromhim。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Oh,yes,youwill,Ethel!"

MISSREED:"No,Ishallnot。Ifhewishesmetolistenhemustbeginbyhumblinghimselfinthedust——yes,thedust,Nettie!I

won’ttakeanythingshortofit。IinsistthatheshallrealizethatIhavesuffered。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Perhapshehassufferedtoo!"

MISSREED:"Oh,HEsuffered!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Youknowthathewasperfectlydevotedtoyou。"

MISSREED:"Heneversaidso。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Perhapshedidn’tdare。"

MISSREED:"Hedaredtobeveryinsolenttome。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Andyouknowyoulikedhimverymuch。"

MISSREED:"Iwon’tletyousaythat,NettieSpaulding。IDIDN’T

likehim。Irespectedandadmiredhim;butIdidn’tLIKEhim。Hewillcomenearme;butifhedoeshehastobeginby——by——Letmesee,whatshallImakehimbeginbydoing?"Shecastsuphereyesforinspirationwhilesheleansforwardovertheregister。"Yes,Iwill!

Hehasgottobeginbytakingthatmoney!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Ethel,youwouldn’tputthataffrontuponasensitiveandhigh—spiritedman!"

MISSREED:"Wouldn’tI?YouwaitandSEE,MissSpaulding!Heshalltakethemoney,andheshallsignareceiptforit。I’lldrawupthereceiptnow,soastohaveitready,andIshallaskhimtosignittheverymomentheentersthisdoor——theveryinstant!"Shetakesaportfoliofromthetablenearher,withoutrising,andwrites:

"’ReceivedfromMissEthelReedonehundredandtwenty—fivedollars,infull,fortwenty—fivelessonsinoil—painting。’There——whenMr。

OliverRansomhassignedthislittledocumenthemaybegintotalk;

notbefore!"Sheleansbackinherchairwithanairofpitilessdetermination。

MISSSPAULDING:"But,Ethel,youdon’tmeantomakehimtakemoneyforthelessonshegaveyouafterhetoldyouyoucouldn’tlearnanything?"

MISSREED,afteramoment’spause:"Yes,Ido。Thisistopunishhim。Idon’twishforjusticenow;Iwishforvengeance!AtfirstI

wouldhavecompromisedonthesixlessons,oronnoneatall,ifhehadbehavednicely;butafterwhat’shappenedIshallinsistuponpayinghimforeverylesson,soastomakehimfeelthatthewholething,fromfirsttolast,wasapurelybusinesstransactiononmypart。Yes,aPURELY——BUSINESS——TRANSACTION!"

MISSSPAULDING,turningtohermusic:"ThenI’vegotnothingmoretosaytoyou,EthelReed。"

MISSREED:"Idon’tsaybutwhat,afterhe’stakenthemoneyandsignedthereceipt,I’lllistentoanythingelsehe’sgottosay,verywillingly。"MissSpauldingmakesnoanswer,butbeginstoplaywithascientificabsorption,feelingherwayfitfullythroughthenewpiece,whileMissReed,seatedbytheregister,trifleswiththebookshehastakenfromthetable。

II。

TheinterioroftheroomofMissSpauldingandMissReedremainsinview,whilethescenediscloses,ontheothersideofthepartitionwallinthesamehouse,thebachelorapartmentofMr。SamuelGrinnidge。Mr。Grinnidgeinhisdressing—gownandslippers,withhispipeinhismouth,hastheeffectofhavingjustcomein;hisfriendMr。OliverRansomstandsatthewindow,staringoutintotheNovemberweather。

GRINNIDGE:"Howlonghaveyoubeenwaitinghere?"

RANSOM:"Tenminutes——tenyears。HowshouldIknow?"

GRINNIDGE:"Well,Idon’tknowwhoelseshould。Getbackto—day?"

RANSOM:"Lastnight。"

GRINNIDGE:"Well,takeoffyourcoat,andpulluptotheregister,andwarmyourpoorfeet。"Heputshishandoutovertheregister。

"Confoundit!somebody’sgottheregisteropeninthenextroom!Yousee,onepipecomesupfromthefurnaceandbranchesintoaVjustunderthefloor,andprofessestoheatbothrooms。Butitdon’t。

Therewasafellowintherelastwinterwhousedtogetallmyheat。

Usedtogooutandleavehisregisteropen,andI’dcomeinherejustbeforedinnerandfindthisplaceascoldasabarn。Wehadarunningfightofitallwinter。Themanwhogothisregisteropenfirstinthemorninggotalltheheatfortheday,foritneverturnedtheotherwaywhenitstartedinonedirection。Usedtoalmostsuffocate——warm,muggydays——maintainingmyrights。Somepiano—pounderintherethiswinter,itseems。Hear?Andshehasn’tlostanytimeinlearningthetrickoftheregister。Whatkeptyousolateinthecountry?"

RANSOM,afteranabsent—mindedpause:"Grinnidge,Iwishyouwouldgivemesomeadvice。"

GRINNIDGE:"Youcanhaveallyouwantofitatthemarketprice。"

RANSOM:"Idon’tmeanyourlegaladvice。"

GRINNIDGE:"I’msorry。Whathaveyoubeendoing?"

RANSOM:"I’vebeenmakinganassofmyself。"

GRINNIDGE:"Wasn’tthatrathersuperfluous?"

RANSOM:"Ifyouplease,yes。Butnow,ityou’recapableoflisteningtomewithoutanyfurtherdisplayofyourcross—examinationwit,Ishouldliketotellyouhowithappened。"

GRINNIDGE:"Iwilldomybesttoveilmybrilliancy。Goon。"

RANSOM:"IwentuptoPonkwassetearlyinSeptemberforthefoliage。"

GRINNIDGE:"AndstaidtilllateinOctober。Theremusthavebeenareasonforthat。Whatwashername?Foliage?"

RANSOM,cominguptothecornerofthechimney—piece,nearwhichhisfriendsits,andtalkingtohimdirectlyovertheregister:"Ithinkyou’llhavetogetalongwithoutthenameforthepresent。I’lltellyoubyandby。"AsMr。Ransompronouncesthesewords,MissReed,onhersideofthepartition,liftsherheadwithastartledair,and,afteramomentofvaguecircumspection,listenskeenly。"Butshewasbeautiful。Shewasablonde,andshehadtheloveliesteyes——eyes,youknow,thatcouldbefunnyortender,justasshechose——thekindofeyesIalwaysliked。"MissReedleadsforwardovertheregister。

"Shehadoneofthosefacesthatalwaysleaveyouindoubtwhetherthey’relaughingatyou,andsokeepyouinwholesomesubjection;butyoufeelcertainthatthey’reGOOD,andthatiftheydidhurtyoubylaughingatyou,they’dlooksorryforyouafterward。Whenshewalkedyousawwhatanexquisitecreatureshewas。ItalwaysmadememadtothinkIcouldn’tPAINTherwalk。"

GRINNIDGE:"Isupposeyousawagooddealofherwalk。"

RANSOM:"Yes;wewereoffinthewoodsandfieldshalfthetimetogether。"Hetakesaturntowardsthewindow。

MISSREED,suddenlyshuttingtheregisteronherside:"Oh!"

MISSSPAULDING,lookingupfromhermusic:"Whatisit,Ethel?"

MISSREED:"Nothing,nothing;I——I——thoughtitwasgettingtoowarm。

Goon,dear;don’tletmeinterruptyou。"Afteramomentofheroicself—denialshesoftlypressestheregisteropenwithherfoot。

RANSOM,comingbacktotheregister:"Itallbeganinthatway。I

hadthegoodfortuneonedaytorescueherfroma——cow。"

MISSREED:"Oh,forshame!"

MISSSPAULDING,desistingfromherpiano:"WhatISthematter?"

MISSREED,clappingtheregisterto:"Thisridiculousbook!Butdon’t——don’tmindme,Nettie。"Breathlessly:"Go——go——on!"MissSpauldingresumes,andagainMissReedsoftlypressestheregisteropen。

RANSOM,afterapause:"Thecowwasgrazing,andhadnomorethoughtofhookingMiss——"

MISSREED:"Oh,Ididn’tsupposeheWOULD!——Goon,Nettie,goon!

Thehero——SUCHagoose!"

RANSOM:"Idroveherawaywithmycamp—stool,andMiss——theyounglady——wasasgratefulasifIhadrescuedherfromamenagerieofwildanimals。Iwalkedhomewithhertothefarmhouse,andthetroublebeganatonce。"PantomimeofindignantprotestandburlesquemenaceonthepartofMissReed。"Therewasn’tanotherwellwomaninthehouse,exceptherfriendMissSpaulding,whowasratheroldandratherplain。"Hetakesanotherturntothewindow。

MISSREED:"Oh!"Sheshutstheregister,butinstantlyopensitagain。"Louder,Nettie。"

MISSSPAULDING,inastonishment:"What?"

MISSREED:"DidIspeak?Ididn’tknowit。I"—

MISSSPAULDING,desistingfrompractice:"Whatisthatstrange,hollow,rumbling,mumblingkindofnoise?"

MISSREED,softlyclosingtheregisterwithherfoot:"Idon’thearanystrange,hollow,rumbling,mumblingkindofnoise。DoyouhearitNOW?"

MISSSPAULDING:"No。ItwastheBrightonwhistle,probably。"

MISSREED:"Oh,verylikely。"AsMissSpauldingturnsagaintoherpracticeMissReedre—openstheregisterandlistensagain。Alittleintervalofsilenceensues,whileRansomlightsacigarette。

GRINNIDGE:"Soyousoughtopportunitiesofrescuingherfromothercows?"

RANSOM,returning:"Thatwasn’tnecessary。Theyoungladywassoimpressedbymybehavior,thatsheaskedifIwouldgivehersomelessonsintheuseofoil。"

GRINNIDGE:"Shethoughtifsheknewhowtopaintpictureslikeyoursshewouldn’tneedanyonetodrivethecowsaway。"

RANSOM:"Don’tbefarcical,Grinnidge。Thatsortofthingwilldowithsomevictimonthewitness—standwhocan’thelphimself。OfcourseIsaidIwould,andwewereoffhalfthetimetogether,paintingtheloveliestandloneliestbitsaroundPonkwasset。Itallwentonverywell,tillonedayIfeltboundinconsciencetotellherthatIdidn’tthinkshewouldeverlearntopaint,andthat——ifshewasseriousaboutitshe’dbetterdropitatonce,forshewaswastinghertime。"

GRINNIDGE,gettinguptofillhispipe:"Thatwasapleasantthingtodo。"

RANSOM:"Itoldherthatifitamusedher,tokeepon;Iwouldbeonlytoogladtogiveherall——thehintsIcould,butthatIoughtn’ttoencourageher。Sheseemedagooddealhurt。IfanciedatthetimethatshethoughtIwastiredofhavingherwithmesomuch。"

MISSREED:"Oh,DIDyou,indeed!"ToMissSpaulding,whobendsanastonishedglanceuponherfromthepiano:"ThemaninthisbookisthemostCONCEITEDcreature,Nettie。Playchords——somethingverysubdued——ah!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Whatareyoutalkingabout,Ethel?"

RANSOM:"Thatwasatnight;butthenextdayshecameupsmiling,andsaidthatifIdidn’tmindshewouldkeepon——foramusement;shewasn’tabitdiscouraged。"

MISSREED:"Oh!——Goon,Nettie;don’tletmyoutburstsinterruptyou。"

RANSOM:"Iusedtofancysometimesthatshewasalittlesweetonme。"

MISSREED:"Youwretch!——Oh,scales,Nettie!Playscales!"

MISSSPAULDING:"EthelReed,areyoucrazy?"

Ransom,afterathoughtfulmoment:"Well,soitwentonforthenextsevenoreightweeks。Whenweweren’tsketchinginthemeadows,oronthemountain—side,orintheoldpuntonthepond,wewerewalkingupanddownthefarmhousepiazzatogether。SheusedtoreadtomewhenIwasatwork。Shehadaheavenlyvoice,Grinnidge。"

MISSREED:"Oh,yousilly,sillything!——Reallythisbookmakesmesick,Nettie。"

RANSOM:"Well,thelongandtheshortofitwas,Iwashit——HARD,andIlostallcourage。YouknowhowIam,Grinnidge。"

MISSREED,softly:"Oh,poorfellow!"

RANSOM:"SoIletthetimegoby,andattheendIhadn’tsaidanything。"

MISSREED:"No,sir!YouHADN’T!"

MISSSPAULDINGgraduallyceasestoplay,andfixesherattentionwhollyuponMissReed,whobendsforwardovertheregisterwithanintenselyexcitedface。

RANSOM:"Thensomethinghappenedthatmademeglad,fortwenty—fourhoursatleast,thatIhadn’tspoken。Shesentmethemoneyfortwenty—fivelessons。ImaginehowIfelt,Grinnidge!WhatcouldI

supposebutthatshehadbeenquietlybidinghertime,andstoringupherresentmentformyhavingtoldhershecouldn’tlearntopaint,tillshecouldpaymebackwithinterestinonesupremeinsult?"

MISSREED,inalowvoice:"Oh,howcouldyouthinksuchacruel,vulgarthing?"MissSpauldingleavesthepiano,andsoftlyapproachesher,whereshehassunkonherkneesbesidetheregister。

RANSOM:"Itwastantamounttotellingmethatshehadbeenamusingherselfwithmeinsteadofmylessons。Itremandedourwholeassociation,whichIhadgottothinkingsoromantic,totherelationofteacherandpupil。Itwasasnub——aheartless,killingsnub;andIcouldn’tseeitinanyotherlight。"Ransomwalksawaytothewindow,andlooksout。

MISSREED,flingingherselfbackwardfromtheregister,andhidingherfaceinherhands:"Oh,itwasn’t!itwasn’t!itwasn’t!Howcouldyouthinkso?"

MISSSPAULDING,rushingforward,andcatchingherfriendinherarms:

"Whatisthematterwithyou,EthelReed?Whatareyoudoinghere,overtheregister?Areyoutryingtosuffocateyourself?Haveyoutakenleaveofyoursenses?"

GRINNIDGE:"Ourfairfriendontheothersideofthewallseemstobeontherampage。"

MISSSPAULDING,shuttingtheregisterwithaviolentclash:"Ugh!

howhotitishere!"

GRINNIDGE:"Doesn’tlikeyourconversation,apparently。"

MISSREED,franticallypressingforwardtoopentheregister:"Oh,don’tshutit,Nettie,dear!IfyoudoIshalldie!Do—o—n’tshuttheregister!"

MISSSPAULDING:"Don’tshutit?Why,we’vegotalltheheatofthefurnaceintheroomnow。Surelyyoudon’twantanymore?"

MISSREED:"No,no;notanymore。But——but——Oh,dear!whatshallI

do?"Shestillstrugglesintheembraceofherfriend。

GRINNIDGE,remainingquietlyattheregister,whileRansomwalksawaytothewindow:"Well,whatdidyoudo?"

MISSREED:"There,there!They’recommencingagain!DOopenit,Nettie。IWILLhaveitopen!"Shewrenchesherselffree,anddashestheregisteropen。

GRINNIDGE:"Ah,she’sopeneditagain。"

MissReed,inastage—whisper:"That’stheotherone!"

RANSOM,fromthewindow:"Do?I’lltellyouwhatIdid。"

MISSREED:"That’sOl——Mr。Ransom。And,oh,Ican’tmakeoutwhathe’ssaying!Hemusthavegoneawaytotheothersideoftheroom——

andit’satthemostimportantpoint!"

MISSSPAULDING,inanawfulundertone:"WasthatthehollowrumblingIheard?Andhaveyoubeenlisteningattheregistertowhatthey’vebeensaying?OETHEL!"

MISSREED:"Ihaven’tbeenlistening,exactly。"

MISSSPAULDING:"Youhave!Youhavebeeneavesdropping!"

MISSREED:"Eavesdroppingislisteningthroughakey—hole,oraroundacorner。Thisisverydifferent。Besides,it’sOliver,andhe’sbeentalkingaboutME。Hark!"Sheclutchesherfriend’shand,wheretheyhavecroucheduponthefloortogether,andpullsherforwardtotheregister。"Oh,dear,howhotitis!Iwishtheywouldcutofftheheatdownbelow。"

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