投诉 阅读记录

第3章

ButalthoughIurgeditwiththebestwillandthebestintentionsintheworld,Iwasnottohavemyway。Theairbecamesuddenlyheavywiththescentofmusk,andtheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachestoodbeforeus,andforcedtheconversationoncemoreupontheodioustopicofMonsieurdeBardelys。

Thepoorfoolcamewithaplanofcampaigncarefullyconsidered,bentnowuponoverthrowingmewiththeknowledgehewouldexhibit,andwherebyhelookedtoencompassmyhumiliationbeforehiscousin。

“SpeakingofBardelys,MonsieurdeLesperon-“

“MydearChevalier,wewerenolongerspeakingofhim。”

Hesmileddarkly。“Letusspeakofhim,then。”

“Butaretherenotathousandmoreinterestingthingsthatwemightspeakof?”

Thishetookforafreshsignoffear,andsohepressedwhatheaccountedhisadvantage。

“Yethavepatience;thereisapointonwhichperhapsyoucangivemesomeinformation。”

“Impossible。”saidI。

“AreyouacquaintedwiththeDuchessedeBourgogne?”

“Iwas。”Iansweredcasually,andascasuallyIadded,“Areyou?”

“Excellentlywell。”herepliedunhesitatingly。“IwasinParisatthetimeofthescandalwithBardelys。”

Ilookedupquickly。

“Wasitthenthatyoumether?”Iinquiredinanidlesortofway。

“Yes。IwasintheconfidenceofBardelys,andonenightafterwehadsuppedathishotel-oneofthosesuppersgracedbyeverywitinParis-heaskedmeifIweremindedtoaccompanyhimtotheLouvre。Wewent。Amasquewasinprogress。”

“Ah。”saidI,afterthemannerofonewhosuddenlytakesintheentiresituation;“anditwasatthismasquethatyoumettheDuchesse?”

“Youhaveguessedit。Ah,monsieur,ifIweretotellyouofthethingsthatIwitnessedthatnight,theywouldamazeyou。”saidhe,withagreatairandacasualglanceatMademoiselletoseeintowhatdepthofwondertheseglimpsesintohiswickedpastwereplungingher。

“Idoubtitnot。”saidI,thinkingthatifhisimaginationwereasfertileinthatconnectionasithadbeeninminehewaslikely,indeed,tohavesomeamazingthingstotell。“ButdoIunderstandyoutosaythatthatwasthetimeofthescandalyouhavetouchedupon?”

“Thescandalburstthreedaysafterthatmasque。Itcameasasurprisetomostpeople。Asforme-fromwhatBardelyshadtoldme-Iexpectednothingless。”

“Pardon,Chevalier,buthowolddoyouhappentobe?”

“Acuriousquestionthat。”saidhe,knittinghisbrows。

“Perhaps。Butwillyounotanswerit?”

“Iamtwenty-one。”saidhe。“Whatofit?”

“Youaretwenty,moncousin。”Roxalannecorrectedhim。

Helookedatherasecondwithaninjuredair。

“Why,true-twenty!Thatisso。”heacquiesced;andagain,“whatofit?”hedemanded。

“Whatofit,monsieur?”Iechoed。“WillyouforgivemeifI

expressamazementatyourprecocity,andcongratulateyouuponit?”

Hisbrowswentifpossibleclosertogetherandhisfacegrewveryred。Heknewthatsomewhereapitfallawaitedhim,yethardlywhere。

“Idonotunderstandyou。”

“Bethinkyou,Chevalier。Tenyearshaveflownsincethisscandalyoureferto。SothatatthetimeofyoursuppingwithBardelysandthewitsofParis,atthetimeofhismakingaconfidantofyouandcarryingyouofftoamasqueattheLouvre,atthetimeofhispresentingyoutotheDuchessedeBourgogne,youwerejusttenyearsofage。Ineverhadcausetothinkover-wellofBardelys,buthadyounottoldmeyourself,Ishouldhavehesitatedtobelievehimsovileadespoilerofinnocence,suchaperverterofyouth。”

Hecrimsonedtotheveryrootsofhishair。

Roxalannebrokeintoalaugh。“Mycousin,mycousin。”shecried,“theythatwouldbecomemastersshouldbeginearly,isitnotso?”

“MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidhe,inaveryformalvoice,“doyouwishmetoapprehendthatyouhaveputmethroughthiscatechismforthepurposeofcastingadoubtuponwhatIhavesaid?”

“ButhaveIdonethat?HaveIcastadoubt?”Iasked,withtheutmostmeekness。

“SoIapprehend。”

“Thenyouapprehendamiss。Yourwords,Iassureyou,admitofnodoubtwhatever。Andnow,monsieur,ifyouwillhavemercyuponme,wewilltalkofotherthings。IamsowearyofthisunfortunateBardelysandhisaffairs。HemaybethefashionofParisandatCourt,butdownherehisverynamebefoulstheair。Mademoiselle。”

Isaid,turningtoRoxalanne,“youpromisedmealessonintheloreofflowers。”

“Come,then。”saidshe,and,beinganexceedinglywisechild,sheplungedstraightwayintothehistoryoftheshrubsaboutus。

Thusdidweavertastormthatforamomentwasveryimminent。Yetsomemischiefwasdone,andsomegood,too,perhaps。ForifImadeanenemyoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachebyhumblinghimintheeyesoftheonewomanbeforewhomhesoughttoshine,Iestablishedabond’twixtRoxalanneandmyselfbythatsamehumiliationofafoolishcoxcomb,whoseboastfulnesshadlongweariedher。

CHAPTERVII

THEHOSTILITYOFSAINT-EUSTACHE

InthedaysthatfollowedIsawmuchoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustache。HewasaveryconstantvisitoratLavedan,andthereasonofitwasnotfartoseek。Formyownpart,Idislikedhim-IhaddonesofromthemomentwhenfirstIhadseteyesonhim-andsincehatred,likeaffection,isoftenamatterofreciprocity,theChevalierwasnotslowtoreturnmydislike。Ourmannergradually,byalmostimperceptiblestages,grewmoredistant,untilbytheendofaweekithadbecomesohostilethatLavedanfoundoccasiontocommentuponit。

“BewareofSaint-Eustache。”hewarnedme。“Youarebecomingverymanifestlydistastefultoeachother,andIwouldurgeyoutohaveacare。Idon’ttrusthim。HisattachmenttoourCauseisofalukewarmcharacter,andhegivesmeuneasiness,forhemaydomuchharmifheissoinclined。ItisonthisaccountthatItoleratehispresenceatLavedan。Frankly,Ifearhim,andIwouldcounselyoutodonoless。Themanisaliar,evenifbutaboastfulliarandliarsareneverlongoutofmischief。”

Thewisdomofthewordswasunquestionable,buttheadviceinthemwasnoteasilyfollowed,particularlybyonewhosepositionwassopeculiarasmyown。InawayIhadlittlecausetofeartheharmtheChevaliermightdome,butIwasimpelledtoconsidertheharmthatatthesametimehemightdotheVicomte。

Despiteourgrowingenmity,theChevalierandIwereveryfrequentlythrowntogether。Thereasonforthiswas,ofcourse,thatwhereverRoxalannevastobefoundthere,generally,werewebothtobefoundalso。YethadIadvantagesthatmusthavegonetoswellarancourbasedasmuchuponjealousyasanyothersentiment,forwhilsthewasbutadailyvisitoratLavedan,Iwasestablishedthereindefinitely。

OftheusethatImadeofthattimeIfinditdifficulttospeak。

>FromthefirstmomentthatIhadbeheldRoxalanneIhadrealizedthetruthofChatellerault’sassertionthatIhadneverknownawoman。Hewasright。ThosethatIhadmetandbywhomIhadjudgedthesexhad,bycontrastwiththischild,littleclaimtothetitle。VirtueIhadaccountedashadowwithoutsubstance;

innocence,asynonymforignorance;love,afable,afairytaleforthedelectationofovergrownchildren。

InthecompanyofRoxalannedeLavedanallthoseold,cynicalbeliefs,builtupuponayouthofundesirableexperiences,wereshatteredandtheerrorofthemexposed。SwiftlywasIbecomingaconverttothefaithwhichsolongIhadsneeredat,andaslovesickasanyunfledgedyouthinhisfirstamour。

Dame!ItwassomethingforamanwhohadlivedasIhadlivedtohavehispulsesquickenandhiscolourchangeatamaid’sapproach;

tofindhimselfcolouringunderhersmileandpalingunderherdisdain;tohavehismindrunningonrhymes,andhissoulsoenslavedthat,ifsheisnottobewon,chagrinwilldislodgeitfromhisbody。

Herewasafinemoodforamanwhohadentereduponhisbusinessbypledginghimselftowinandwedthisgirlincoldandsupremeindifferencetoherpersonality。Andthatpledge,howIcurseditduringthosedaysatLavedan!HowIcursedChatellerault,cunning,subtletricksterthathewas!HowIcursedmyselfformylackofchivalryandhonourinhavingbeenluredsoeasilyintosodamnableabusiness!Forwhenthememoryofthatwagerrosebeforemeitbroughtdespairinitstrain。HadIfoundRoxalannethesortofwomanthatIhadlookedtofind-theonlysortthatIhadeverknown-thenmattershadbeeneasy。Ihadsetmyselfincoldblood,andbysuchwilesasIknew,towinsuchaffectionasmightbeherstobestow;andIwouldhavemarriedherinmuchthesamespiritasamanperformsanyotherofthenecessaryactsofhislifetimeandstation。IwouldhavetoldherthatIwasBardelys,andtothewomanthatIhadexpectedtofindtherehadbeennodifficultyinmakingtheconfession。ButtoRoxalanne!Hadtherebeennowager,Imighthaveconfessedmyidentity。Asitwas,Ifounditimpossibletoavowtheonewithouttheother。Forthesweetinnocencethatinvestedhergentle,trustingsoulmusthavegivenpausetoanybutthemostabandonedofmenbeforecommittingavilenessinconnectionwithher。

Weweremuchtogetherduringthatweek,andjustasdaybyday,hourbyhour,mypassiongrewandgrewuntilitabsorbedmeutterly,so,too,diditseemtomethatitawakenedinheraresponsivenote。

Therewasanoddlightattimesinhersofteyes;Icameuponhermorethanoncewithsnatchesoflove-songsonherlips,andwhenshesmileduponmetherewasasweettendernessinhersmile,which,hadthingsbeendifferent,wouldhavegladdenedmysoulbeyondallelse;

butwhich,thingsbeingastheywere,wasratherwonttoheightenmydespair。Iwasnocoxcomb;Ihadhadexperiences,andIknewthesesigns。Butsomething,too,IguessedoftheheartofsuchaoneasRoxalanne。TothefullIrealizedthepainandshareIshouldinflictuponherwhenmyconfessioncame;Irealized,too,howtheloveofthisdearchild,sohonourableandhighofmind,mustturntocontemptandscornwhenIpluckedawaymymask,andletherseehowpooracountenanceIworebeneath。

AndyetIdriftedwiththetideofthings。Itwasmyhabitsotodrift,andthehabitofalifetimeisnottobesetatnaughtinadaybyaresolve,howeverfirm。AscoreoftimeswasIremindedthatanevilisbutincreasedbybeingignored。Ascoreoftimesconfessiontrembledonmylips,andIburnedtotellhereverythingfromitsinception-theenvironmentthathaderstwhilewarpedme,thehonestybywhichIwasnowinspired-andsocastmyselfuponthemercyofherbelief。

Shemightacceptmystory,and,attachingcredittoit,forgivemethedeceptionIhadpractised,andrecognizethegreattruththatmustringoutin,theavowalofmylove。But,ontheotherhand,shemightnotacceptit;shemightdeemmyconfessionashrewdpartofmyscheme,andthedreadofthatkeptmesilentdaybyday。

FullydidIseehowwitheveryhourthatspedconfessionbecamemoreandmoredifficult。Thesoonerthethingweredone,thegreaterthelikelihoodofmybeingbelieved;thelaterIleftit,themoreprobablewasitthatIshouldbediscredited。Alas!

Bardelys,itseemed,hadaddedcowardicetohisothershort-comings。

AsforthecoldnessofRoxalanne,thatwasaprettyfableofChatellerault’s;orelsenomorethananassumption,aninventionoftheimaginativeLaFosse。Far,indeed,fromit,Ifoundnoarroganceorcoldnessinher。Allunversedintheartificesofhersex,allunacquaintedwiththewilesofcoquetry,shewastheveryincarnationofnaturalnessandmaidenlysimplicity。Tothetalesthat-withmanyexpurgations-ItoldherofCourtlife,tothepicturesthatIdrewofParis,theLuxembourg,theLouvre,thePalaisCardinal,andthecourtiersthatthrongedthosehistoricpalaces,shelistenedavidlyandenthralled;andmuchasOthellowontheheartofDesdemonabyarecitaloftheperilshehadendured,soitseemedtomewasIwinningtheheartofRoxalannebytellingherofthethingsthatIhadseen。

OnceortwicesheexpressedwonderatthedepthandintimacyoftheknowledgeofsuchmattersexhibitedbyasimpleGascongentleman,whereuponIwouldurge,inexplanation,theappointmentintheGuardsthatLesperonhadheldsomefewyearsagoapositionthatwillrevealmuchtoanobservantman。

TheVicomtenotedourgrowingintimacy,yetsetnorestraintuponit。DowninhisheartIbelievethatnoblegentlemanwouldhavebeenwellpleasedhadmattersgonetoextremesbetweenus,forhoweverimpoverishedhemightdeemmeLesperon’sestatesinGasconybeing,asIhavesaid,likelytosuffersequestrationinviewofhistreason-herememberedthecausesofthisandthedeepdevotionofthemanIimpersonatedtotheaffairsofGastond’Orleans。

Again,hefearedtheveryobviouscourtshipoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustache,andhewouldhavewelcomedaturnofeventsthatwouldeffectuallyhavefrustratedit。ThathedidnothimselfinterferesofarastheChevalier’swooingwasconcerned,IcouldbutsetdowntothemistrustofSaint-Eustache-amountingalmosttofear-ofwhichhehadspoken。

AsfortheVicomtesse,thesamecausesthathadwonmesomeofthedaughter’sregardgainedmealsonolittleofthemother’s。

ShehadbeenattachedtotheChevalieruntilmycoming。ButwhatdidtheChevalierknowofthegreatworldcomparedwithwhatI

couldtell?Herloveofscandaldrewhertomewithinquiriesuponthispersonandthatperson,manyofthembutnamestoher。

Myknowledgeandwealthofdetail-forallthatIcurbeditlestIshouldseemtoknowtoomuch-delightedherprurientsoul。Hadshebeenmoremotherly,thissameknowledgethatIexhibitedshouldhavemadeherponderwhatmanneroflifeIhadled,andshouldhaveinspiredhertoaccountmenofitcompanionforherdaughter。Butaselfishwoman,littleinclinedtobeplaguedbytheconcernsofanother-evenwhenthatotherwasherdaughter-sheleftthingstothedestructivecoursethattheywereshaping。

Andsoeverything-ifweexceptperhapstheChevalierdeSaint-Eustacheconspiredtotheadvancementofmysuit,inamannerthatmusthavemadeChatelleraultgrindhisteethinrageifhecouldhavewitnessedit,butwhichmademegrindmineindespairwhenIponderedthesituationindetail。

Oneevening-Ihadbeentendaysatthechateau-wewentahalf-leagueorsouptheGaronneinaboat,sheandI。Aswewerereturning,driftingwiththestream,theoarsidleinmyhand,I

spokeofleavingLavedan。

Shelookedupquickly;herexpressionwasalmostofalarm,andhereyesdilatedastheymetmine-for,asIhavesaid,shewasallunversedinthewaysofhersex,andbynaturetooguilelesstoattempttodisguiseherfeelingsordissemblethem。

“Butwhymustyougososoon?”sheasked。“YouaresafeatLavedan,andabroadyoumaybeindanger。ItwasbuttwodaysagothattheytookapooryounggentlemanofthesepartsatPau;sothatyouseethepersecutionisnotyetended。Areyou“-andhervoicetrembledeversoslightly-“areyouwearyofus,monsieur?”

Ishookmyheadatthat,andsmiledwistfully。

“Weary?”Iechoed。“Surely,mademoiselle,youdonotthinkit?

Surelyyourheartmusttellyousomethingverydifferent?”

Shedroppedhereyesbeforethepassionofmygaze。Andwhenpresentlysheansweredme,therewasnoguileinherwords;therewerethedictatesoftheintuitionsofhersex,andnothingmore。

“Butitispossible,monsieur。Youareaccustomedtothegreatworld-“

“ThegreatworldofLesperon,inGascony?”Iinterrupted。

“No,no;thegreatworldyouhaveinhabitedatParisandelsewhere。

IcanunderstandthatatLavedanyoushouldfindlittleofinterest,and-andthatyourinactivityshouldrenderyouimpatienttobegone。”

“Ifthereweresolittletointerestmethenitmightbeasyousay。

But,oh,mademoiselle-“Iceasedabruptly。Fool!Ihadalmostfallenapreytotheseductionsthatthetimeaffordedme。Thebalmy,languorouseventide,thebroad,smoothriverdownwhichweglided,thefoliage,theshadowsonthewater,herpresence,andourisolationamidsuchsurroundings,hadalmostblottedoutthematterofthewagerandofmyduplicity。

Shelaughedalittlenervouslaugh,and-maybetoeasethetensionthatmysuddensilencehadbegotten-“Yousee。”shesaid,“howyourimaginationdesertsyouwhenyouseektodrawuponitforproofofwhatyouprotest。Youwereabouttotellmeof-oftheintereststhatholdyouatLavedan,andwhenyoucometoponderthem,youfindthatyoucanthinkofnothing。Isit-isitnotso?”Sheputthequestionverytimidly,asifhalfafraidoftheanswershemightprovoke。

“No;itisnotso。”Isaid。

Ipausedamoment,andinthatmomentIwrestledwithmyself。

Confessionandavowal-confessionofwhatIhadundertaken,andavowalofthelovethathadsounexpectedlycometome-trembleduponmylips,tobedrivenshudderingawayinfear。

HaveInotsaidthatthisBardelyswasbecomeacoward?Thenmycowardicesuggestedacoursetome-flight。IwouldleaveLavedan。

IwouldreturntoParisandtoChatellerault,owningdefeatandpayingmywager。Itwastheonlycourseopentome。Myhonour,sotardilyaroused,demandednoless。Yet,notsomuchbecauseofthatasbecauseitwassuddenlyrevealedtomeastheeasiercourse,didIdeterminetopursueit。WhatthereaftermightbecomeofmeIdidnotknow,norinthathourofmyheart’sagonydiditseemtomatterovermuch。

“Thereismuch,mademoiselle,much,indeed,toholdmefirmlyatLavedan。”Ipursuedatlast。“Butmy-myobligationsdemandofmethatIdepart。”

“YoumeantheCause。”shecried。“But,believeme,youcandonothing。

Tosacrificeyourselfcannotprofitit。InfinitelybetteryoucanservetheDukebywaitinguntilthetimeisripeforanotherblow。

AndhowcanyoubetterpreserveyourlifethanbyremainingatLavedanuntilthepersecutionsareatanend?”

“IwasnotthinkingoftheCause,mademoiselle,butofmyselfalone-

ofmyownpersonalhonour。IwouldthatIcouldexplain;butIamafraid。”Iendedlamely。

“Afraid?”sheechoed,nowraisinghereyesinwonder。

“Aye,afraid。Afraidofyourcontempt,ofyourscorn。”

ThewonderinherglanceincreasedandaskedaquestionthatIcouldnotanswer。Istretchedforward,andcaughtoneofthehandslyingidleinherlap。

“Roxalanne。”Imurmuredverygently,andmytone,mytouch,andtheuseofhernamedrovehereyesforrefugebehindtheirlidsagain。

Aflushspreadupontheivorypallorofherface,tofadeasswiftly,leavingitverywhite。Herbosomroseandfellinagitation,andthelittlehandIheldtrembledinmygrasp。Therewasamoment’ssilence。NotthatIhadneedtothinkorchoosemywords。Buttherewasalumpinmythroat-aye,Itakenoshameinconfessingit,forthiswasthefirsttimethatagoodandtrueemotionhadbeenvouchsafedmesincetheDuchessedeBourgognehadshatteredmyillusionstenyearsago。

“Roxalanne。”Iresumedpresently,whenIwasmoremasterofmyself,“wehavebeengoodfriends,youandI,sincethatnightwhenI

climbedforsheltertoyourchamber,havewenot?”

“Butyes,monsieur。”shefaltered。

“Tendaysagoitis。Thinkofit-nomorethantendays。AnditseemsasifIhadbeenmonthsatLavedan,sowellhavewebecomeacquainted。Inthesetendayswehaveformedopinionsofeachother。

Butwiththisdifference,thatwhilstmineareright,yoursarewrong。Ihavecometoknowyouforthesweetest,gentlestsaintinallthisworld。WouldtoGodIhadknownyouearlier!Itmighthavebeenverydifferent;Imighthavebeen-Iwouldhavebeen-

different,andIwouldnothavedonewhatIhavedone。Youhavecometoknowmeforanunfortunatebuthonestgentleman。SuchamInot。Iamunderfalsecolourshere,mademoiselle。UnfortunateImaybe-atleast,oflateIseemtohavebecomeso。HonestI

amnot-Ihavenotbeen。There,child,Icantellyounomore。I

amtoogreatacoward。Butwhenlateryoushallcometohearthetruth-when,afterIamgone,theymaytellyouastrangestorytouchingthisfellowLesperonwhosoughtthehospitalityofyourfather’shouse-bethinkyouofmyrestraintinthishour;bethinkyouofmydeparture。Youwillunderstandthesethingsperhapsafterwards。Butbethinkyouofthem,andyouwillunriddlethemforyourself,perhaps。Bemercifuluponmethen;judgemenotover-harshly。”

Ipaused,andforamomentweweresilent。Thensuddenlyshelookedup;herfingerstighteneduponmine。

“MonsieurdeLesperon。”shepleaded,“ofwhatdospeak?Youaretorturingme,monsieur。”

“Lookinmyface,Roxalanne。CanyouseenothingthereofhowIamtorturingmyself?”

“Thentellme,monsieur。”shebegged,hervoiceaverycaressofsuppliantsoftness,-“tellmewhatvexesyouandsetsacurbuponyourtongue。Youexaggerate,Iamassured。Youcoulddonothingdishonourable,nothingvile。”

“Child。”Icried,“IthankGod,thatyouareright!Icannotdowhatisdishonourable,andIwillnot,forallthatamonthagoI

pledgedmyselftodoit!“

Asuddenhorror,adoubt,asuspicionflashedintoherglance。

“You-youdonotmeanthatyouareaspy?”sheasked;andfrommyheartaprayerofthankswentuptoHeaventhatthisatleastitwasminefranklytodeny。

“No,no-notthat。Iamnospy。”

Herfaceclearedagain,andshesighed。

“Itis,Ithink,theonlythingIcouldnotforgive。Sinceitisnotthat,willyounottellmewhatitis?”

Foramomentthetemptationtoconfess,totellhereverything,wasagainuponme。Butthefutilityofitappalledme。

“Don’taskme。”Ibesoughther;“youwilllearnitsoonenough。”

ForIwasconfidentthatoncemywagerwaspaid,thenewsofitandoftheruinofBardelyswouldspreadacrossthefaceofFrancelikearippleoverwater。Presently-

“Forgivemeforhavingcomeintoyourlife,Roxalanne!“Iimploredher,andthenIsighedagain。“Helas!HadIbutknownyouearlier!

Ididnotdreamsuchwomenlivedinthisworn-outFrance。”

“Iwillnotpry,monsieur,sinceyourresolveappearstobesofirm。

Butif-ifafterIhaveheardthisthingyouspeakof。”shesaidpresently,speakingwithavertedeyes,“andif,havingheardit,I

judgeyoumoremercifullythanyoujudgeyourself,andIsendforyou,willyou-willyoucomebacktoLavedan?”

Myheartgaveagreatbound-agreat,asuddenthrobofhope。Butassuddenandasgreatwasthereboundintodespair。

“Youwillnotsendforme,beassuredofthat。”Isaidwithfinality;

andwespokenomore。

Itooktheoarsandpliedthemvigorously。Iwasinhastetoendthesituation。TomorrowImustthinkofmydeparture,and,asI

rowed,Iponderedthewordsthathadpassedbetweenus。Notonewordoflovehadtherebeen,andyet,intheveryomissionofit,avowalhadlainoneitherside。Astrangewooinghadbeenmine-awooingthatprecludedthepossibilityofwinning,andyetawooingthathadwon。Aye,ithadwon;butitmightnottake。ImadefinedistinctionsandquaintparadoxesasItuggedatmyoars,forthehumanmindisacuriouslycomplexthing,andwithsomeofusthereisnosuchspurtohumourasthestingofpain。

Roxalannesatwhiteandverythoughtful,butwithveiledeyes,sothatImightguessnothingofwhatpassedwithinhermind。

Atlastwereachedthechateau,andasIbroughttheboattotheterracesteps,itwasSaint-EustachewhocameforwardtoofferhiswristtoMademoiselle。

Henotedthepallorofherface,anddartedmeaquick,suspicion-ladenglance。Aswewerewalkingtowardsthechateau-

“MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidheinacurioustone,“doyouknowthatarumourofyourdeathiscurrentintheprovince?”

“IhadhopedthatsucharumourmightgetabroadwhenIdisappeared。”

Iansweredcalmly。

“Andyouhavetakennosinglesteptocontradictit?”

“WhyshouldI,sinceinthatrumourmaybesaidtoliemysafety?”

“Nevertheless,monsieur,voyons。Surelyyoumightatleastrelievetheanxietiestheaffliction,Imightalmostsay-ofthosewhoaremourningyou。”

“Ah!“saidI。“Andwhomaythesebe?”

Heshruggedhisshouldersandpursedhislipsinacuriouslydeprecatorysmile。WithasidelongglanceatMademoiselle-

“DoyouneedthatInameMademoiselledeMarsac?”hesneered。

Istoodstill,mywitsbusilyworking,myfaceimpassiveunderhisscrutinizingglance。InaflashitcametomethatthismustbethewriterofsomeofthelettersLesperonhadgivenme,theoriginaloftheminiatureIcarried。

AsIwassilent,IgrewsuddenlyconsciousofanotherpairofeyesobservingmeMademoiselle’s。SherememberedwhatIhadsaid,shemayhaverememberedhowIhadcriedoutthewishthatIhadmetherearlier,andshemaynothavebeenslowtofindaninterpretationformywords。Icouldhavegroanedinmyrageatsuchamisinterpretation。IcouldhavetakentheChevalierroundtotheothersideofthechateauandkilledhimwiththegreatestrelishintheworld。ButIrestrainedmyself,Iresignedmyselftobemisunderstood。WhatchoicehadI?

“MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。”saidIverycoldly,andlookinghimstraightbetweenhisclose-seteyes,“Ihavepermittedyoumanyliberties,butthereisonethatIcannotpermitanyone-and,muchasIhonouryou,Icanmakenoexceptioninyourfavour。ThatistointerfereinmyconcernsandpresumetodictatetomethemannerinwhichIshallconductthem。Begoodenoughtobearthatinyourmemory。”

Inamomenthewasallservility。Thesneerpassedoutofhisface,thearroganceoutofhisdemeanour。Hebecameasfullofsmilesandcapersasthemeanestsycophant。

“Youwillforgiveme,monsieur!“hecried,spreadinghishands,andwiththehumblestsmilemtheworld。“IperceivethatIhavetakenagreatliberty;yetyouhavemisunderstooditspurport。IsoughttosoundyoutouchingthewisdomofastepuponwhichIhaveventured。”

“Thatis,monsieur?”Iasked,throwingbackmyhead,withthescentofdangerbreasthigh。

“Itookituponmyselfto-daytomentionthefactthatyouarealiveandwelltoonewhohadaright,Ithought,toknowofit,andwhoiscominghithertomorrow。”

“Thatwasapresumptionyoumayregret。”saidIbetweenmyteeth。

“Towhomdoyouimpartthisinformation?“

“Toyourfriend,MonsieurdeMarsac。”heanswered,andthroughhismaskofhumilitythesneerwasagaingrowingapparent。“Hewillbeheretomorrow。”herepeated。

MarsacwasthatfriendofLesperon’stowhosewarmcommendationoftheGasconrebelIowedthecourtesyandkindnessthattheVicomtedeLavedanhadmetedouttomesincemycoming。

IsitwonderfulthatIstoodasiffrozen,mywitsrefusingtoworkandmycountenancewearing,Idoubtnot,averystrickenlook?HerewasonecomingtoLavedanwhoknewLesperon-onewhowouldunmaskmeandsaythatIwasanimpostor。Whatwouldhappenthen?Aspytheywouldofacertaintyaccountme,andthattheywouldmakeshortworkofmeIneverdoubted。ButthatwassomethingthattroubledmelessthantheopinionMademoisellemustform。HowwouldsheinterpretwhatIhadsaidthatday?Inwhatlightwouldsheviewmehereafter?

Suchquestionsspedlikeswiftarrowsthroughmymind,andintheirtraincameadullangerwithmyselfthatIhadnottoldhereverythingthatafternoon。Itwastoolatenow。Theconfessionwouldcomenolongerofmyownfreewill,asitmighthavedoneanhourago,butwouldbeforcedfrommebythecircumstancesthatimpended。Thusitwouldnolongerhaveanyvirtuetorecommendittohermercy。

“Thenewsseemshardlywelcome,MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidRoxalanneinavoicethatwasinscrutable。Hertonestirredme,foritbetokenedsuspicionalready。Somethingmightyetchancetoaidme,andinthemeanwhileImightspoilalldidIyieldtothisdreadofthemorrow。ByaneffortImasteredmyself,andintonescalmandlevel,thatbetrayednothingofthetempestinmysoul-

“Itisnotwelcome,mademoiselle。”Ianswered。“IhaveexcellentreasonsfornotdesiringtomeetMonsieurdeMarsac。”

“Excellent,indeed,arethey!“lispedSaint-Eustache,withanuglydroopatthecornersofhismouth。“Idoubtnotyou’llfindithardtoofferaplausiblereasonforhavinglefthimandhissisterwithoutnewsthatyouwerealive。”

“Monsieur。”saidIatrandom,“whywillyoudraginhissister’sname?”

“Why?”heechoed,andheeyedmewithundisguisedamusement。Hewasstandingerect,hisheadthrownback,hisrightarmoutstretchedfromtheshoulder,andhishandrestinglightlyuponthegoldmountofhisberibbonedcane。HelethiseyeswanderfrommetoRoxalanne,thenbackagaintome。Atlast:“IsitwonderfulthatIshould,draginthenameofyourbetrothed?”saidhe。ButperhapsyouwilldenythatMademoiselledeMarsacisthattoyou?”hesuggested。

AndI,forgettingforthemomentthepartIplayedandthemanwhoseidentityIhadputon,madeanswerhotly:“Idodenyit。”

“Why,then,youlie。”saidhe,andshruggedhitsshoulderswithinsolentcontempt。

InallmylifeIdonotthinkitcouldbesaidofmethatIhadevergivenwaytorage。Rude,untutoredmindsmayfallapreytopassion,butagentleman,Ihold,isneverangry。NorwasIthen,sofarastheoutwardsignsofangercount。IdoffedmyhatwithasweeptoRoxalanne,whostoodbywithfearandwonderblendinginherglance。

“Mademoiselle,youwillforgivethatIfinditnecessarytobirchthisbabblingschoolboyinyourpresence。”

Then,withthepleasantestmannerintheworld,Isteppedaside,andpluckedthecanefromtheChevalier’shandbeforehehadsomuchasguessedwhatIwasabout。Ibowedbeforehimwiththeutmostpoliteness,asifcravinghisleaveandtoleranceforwhatIwasabouttodo,andthen,beforehehadrecoveredfromhisastonishment,Ihadlaidthatcanethreetimesinquicksuccessionacrosshisshoulders。Withacryatonceofpainandofmortification,hesprangback,andhishanddroppedtohishilt。

“Monsieur。”Roxalannecriedtohim,“doyounotseethatheisunarmed?”

Buthesawnothing,or,ifhesaw,thankedHeaventhatthingswereinsuchcase,andgothisswordout。ThereuponRoxalannewouldhavesteppedbetweenus,butwitharmoutstretchedIrestrainedher。

“Havenofear,mademoiselle。”saidIveryquietly;forifthewristthathadovercomeLaVertoilewerenot,withastick,amatchforacoupleofsuchswordsasthiscoxcomb’s,thenwasIforevershamed。

Heboredownuponmefuriously,hispointcomingstraightformythroat。Itookthebladeonthecane;then,ashedisengagedandcameatmelower,Imadecounter-parry,andpursuingthecircleafterIhadcaughthissteel,Icarrieditoutofhishand。Itwhirledaninstant,ashimmeringwheeloflight,thenitclatteredagainstthemarblebalustradehalfadozenyardsaway。Withhissworditseemedthathiscourage,too,departed,andhestoodatmymercy,acuriouspictureoffoolishness,surprise,andfear。

NowtheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachewasayoungman,andintheyoungwecanforgivemuch。Buttoforgivesuchanactashehadbeenguiltyof-thatofdrawinghissworduponamanwhocarriednoweapons-wouldhavebeennotonlyaridiculoustoleration,butanutterneglectofduty。AsanoldermanitbehovedmetoreadtheChevalieralessoninmannersandgentlemanlyfeeling。So,quitedispassionately,andpurelyforhisownfuturegood,Iwentaboutthetask,andadministeredhimathrashingthatforthoroughnessitwouldbehardtobetter。Iwasnotdiscriminating。Ibroughtmycanedownwitharhythmicalprecision,andwhetherittookhimonthehead,theback,ortheshoulders,Iheldtobemorehisaffairthanmine。Ihadamoraltoinculcate,andtheinjurieshemightreceiveinthecourseofitwereinconsiderabledetailssothatthelessonwasborneinuponhissoul。Twoorthreetimeshesoughttoclosewithme,butIeludedhim;Ihadnomindtodescendtoavulgarexchangeofblows。Myobjectwasnottobrawl,buttoadministerchastisement,andthisobjectImayclaimtohaveaccomplishedwithafairdegreeofsuccess。

AtlastRoxalanneinterfered;butonlywhen,oneblowalittlemoreviolent,perhaps,thanitsprecursorsresultedinthesuddensnappingofthecaneandMonsieurdeEustache’suttercollapseintoamoaningheap。

“Ideplore,mademoiselle,tohaveoffendedyoursightwithsuchaspectacle,butunlesstheselessonsareadministeredupontheinstanttheireffectisnothalfsosalutary。”

“Hedeservedit,monsieur。”saidshe,withanotealmostoffiercenessinhervoice。Andofsuchpoormettlearewethatherresentmentagainstthatgroaningmassoffopperiesandwhealssentathrillofpleasurethroughme。Iwalkedovertothespotwherehisswordhadfallen,andpickeditup。

“MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。”saidI,“youhavesodishonouredthisbladethatIdonotthinkyouwouldcaretowearitagain。”Sayingwhich,Isnappeditacrossmyknee,andflungitfaroutintotheriver,forallthatthehiltwasacostlyone,richlywroughtinbronzeandgold。

Heraisedhislividcountenance,andhiseyesblazedimpotentfury。

“ParlamortDieu!“hecriedhoarsely,“youshallgivemesatisfactionforthis!“

“Ifyouaccountyourselfstillunsatisfied,Iamatyourservicewhenyouwill。”saidIcourteously。

Then,beforemorecouldbesaid,IsawMonsieurdeLavedanandtheVicomtesseapproachinghurriedlyacrosstheparterre。TheVicomte’sbrowwasblackwithwhatmighthaveappearedanger,butwhichI

rightlyconstruedintoapprehension。

“Whathastakenplace?Whathaveyoudone?”heaskedofme。

“HehasbrutallyassaultedtheChevalier。”criedMadameshrilly,hereyesmalevolentlysetuponme。“Heisonlyachild,thispoorSaint-Eustache。”shereproachedme。“Isawitallfrommywindow,MonsieurdeLesperon。Itwasbrutal;itwascowardly。Sotobeataboy!Shame!Ifyouhadaquarrelwithhim,aretherenotprescribedmethodsfortheiradjustmentbetweengentlemen?Pardieu,couldyounothavegivenhimpropersatisfaction?”

“IfmadamewillgiveherselfthetroubleofattentivelyexaminingthispoorSaint-Eustache。”saidI,withasarcasmwhichhervirulenceprompted,“youwillagree,Ithink,thatIhavegivenhimveryproperandverythoroughsatisfaction。Iwouldhavemethimswordinhand,buttheChevalierhasthefaultoftheveryyoung-heisprecipitate;hewasintoogreatahaste,andhecouldnotwaituntilIgotasword。SoIwasforcedtodowhatIcouldwithacane。”

“Butyouprovokedhim。”sheflashedback。

“Whoevertoldyousohasmisinformedyou;madame。Onthecontrary,heprovokedme。Hegavemethelie。Istruckhim-couldIdoless?-andhedrew。Idefendedmyself,andIsupplementedmydefencebyacaning,sothatthispoorSaint-Eustachemightrealizetheunworthinessofwhathehaddone。Thatisall,madame。”

Butshewasnotsoeasilytobeappeased,notevenwhenMademoiselleandtheVicomtejoinedtheirvoicestomineinextenuationofmyconduct。ItwaslikeLavedan。ForallthathewasfullofdreadoftheresultandofthevengeanceSaint-Eustachemightwreak-boythoughhewas-heexpressedhimselffreelytouchingtheChevalier’sbehaviourandthefittingnessofthepunishmentthathadovertakenhim。

TheVicomtessestoodinsmallaweofherhusband,buthisjudgmentuponapointofhonourwasamatterthatshewouldnotdarecontest。

ShewasministeringtothestillprostrateChevalierwho,Ithink,remainedprostratenowthathemightcontinuetomakeappealtohersympathy-whensuddenlyshecutinuponRoxalanne’sdefenceofme。

“Wherehaveyoubeen?”shedemandedsuddenly。

“When,mymother?”

“Thisafternoon。”answeredtheVicomtesseimpatiently。“TheChevalierwaswaitingtwohoursforyou。”

Roxalannecolouredtotherootsofherhair。TheVicomtefrowned。

“Waitingforme,mymother?Butwhyforme?”

“Answermyquestion-wherehaveyoubeen?”

“IwaswithMonsieurdeLesperon。”sheansweredsimply。

“Alone?”theVicomtessealmostshrieked。

“Butyes。”Thepoorchild’stoneswereladenwithwonderatthiscatechism。

“God’sdeath!“shesnapped。“Itseemsthatmydaughterisnobetterthan-“

Heavenknowswhatmayhavebeencoming,forshehadthemostvirulent,scandaloustonguethatIhaveeverknowninawoman’shead-whichismuchforonewhohaslivedatCourttosay。ButtheVicomte,sharingmyfears,perhaps,andwishingtosparethechild’sears,interposedquickly“Come,madame,whatairsarethese?

Whatsuddenassumptionofgracesthatwedonotaffect?WearenotinParis。ThisisnottheLuxembourg。Enprovincecommeenprovince,andherewearesimplefolk-“

“Simplefolk?”sheinterrupted,gasping。“ByGod,amImarriedtoaploughman?AmIVicomtesseofLavedan,orthewifeofaboorofthecountryside?Andisthehonourofyourdaughteramatter-“

“Thehonourofmydaughterisnotinquestion,madame。”heinterruptedinhisturn,andwithasuddensternnessthatspentthefireofherindignationasasparkthatistrampledunderfoot。

Then,inacalm,levelvoice:“Ah,herearetheservants。”saidhe。

“Permitthem,madame,totakechargeofMonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。

Anatole,youhadbetterorderthecarriageforMonsieurleChevalier。

Idonotthinkthathewillbeabletoridehome。”

Anatolepeeredatthepaleyounggentlemanontheground,thenheturnedhislittlewizenedfaceuponme,andgrinnedinasingularlysolemnfashion。MonsieurdeSaint-Eustachewaslittleloved,itseemed。

Leaningheavilyuponthearmofoneofthelacqueys,theChevaliermovedpainfullytowardsthecourtyard,wherethecarriagewasbeingpreparedforhim。AtthelastmomentheturnedandbeckonedtheVicomtetohisside。

“AsGodlives,MonsieurdeLavedan。”heswore,breathingheavilyinthefurythatbesethim,“youshallbitterlyregrethavingtakensidesto-daywiththatGasconbully。Rememberme,bothofyou,whenyouarejourneyingtoToulouse。”

TheVicomtestoodbesidehim,impassiveandunmovedbythatgrimthreat,forallthattohimitmusthavesoundedlikeadeath-sentence。

“Adieu,monsieur-aspeedyrecovery。”wasallheanswered。

ButIsteppeduptothem。“Doyounotthink,Vicomte,thatitwerebettertodetainhim?”Iasked。

“Pshaw!“heejaculated。“Lethimgo。”

TheChevalier’seyesmetmineinalookofterror。Perhapsalreadythatyoungmanrepentedhimofhismenace,andherealizedthefollyofthreateningoneinwhosepowerhestillchancedtobe。

“Bethinkyou,monsieur。”Icried。“Yoursisanobleandusefullife。Mineisnotwithoutvalue,either。Shallwesuffertheselives-aye,andthehappinessofyourwifeanddaughter-tobedestroyedbythisvermin?”

“Lethimgo,monsieur;lethimgo。Iamnotafraid。”

Ibowedandsteppedback,motioningtothelacqueytotakethefellowaway,muchasIshouldhavemotionedhimtoremovesomeuncleannessfrombeforeme。

TheVicomtessewithdrewinhighdudgeontoherchamber,andIdidnotseeheragainthatevening。MademoiselleIsawonce,foramoment,andsheemployedthatmomenttoquestionmetouchingtheoriginofmyquarrelwithSaint-Eustache。

“Didhereallylie,MonsieurdeLesperon?”sheasked。

“Uponmyhonour,mademoiselle。”Iansweredsolemnly,“Ihaveplightedmytrothtonolivingwoman。”ThenmychinsanktomybreastasIbethoughtmeofhowtomorrowshemustopinemethevilestliarliving-forIwasresolvedtobegonebeforeMarsacarrived-sincetherealLesperonIdidnotdoubtwas,indeed,betrothedtoMademoiselledeMarsac。

“IshallleaveLavedanbetimesto-morrow,mademoiselle。”Ipursuedpresently。“Whathashappenedto-daymakesmydepartureallthemoreurgent。Delaymayhaveitsdangers。Youwillhearstrangethingsofme,asalreadyIhavewarnedyou。Butbemerciful。Muchwillbetrue,muchfalse;yetthetruthitselfisveryvile,and-“

Istoppedshort,indespairofexplainingoreventemperingwhathadtocome。Ishruggedmyshouldersinmyabandonmentofhope,andIturnedtowardsthewindow。Shecrossedtheroomandcametostandbesideme。

“Willyounottellme?Haveyounofaithinme?Ah,MonsieurdeLesperon-“

“’Sh!child,Icannot。Itistoolatetotellyounow。”

“Oh,nottoolate!Fromwhatyousaytheywilltellme,Ishouldthink,perhaps,worseofyouthanyoudeserve。Whatisthisthingyouhide?Whatisthismystery?Tellme,monsieur。Tellme。”

Dideverwomanmoreplainlytellamanshelovedhim,andthatlovinghimshewouldfindallexcusesforhim?Waseverwomaninbettercasetohearaconfessionfromthemanthatlovedher,andofwhoseloveshewasassuredbyeveryinstinctthathersexpossessesinsuchmatters?Thosetwoquestionsleaptintomymind,andinresolvingthemIallbutdeterminedtospeakevennowintheeleventhhour。

Andthen-Iknownothow-afreshbarrierseemedtoarise。ItwasnotmerelyamatteroftellingherofthewagerIwasembarkedupon;notmerelyamatteroftellingheroftheduplicitythatI

hadpractised,oftheimposturesbywhichIhadgainedadmittancetoherfather’sconfidenceandtrust;notmerelyamatterofconfessingthatIwasnotLesperon。TherewouldstillbethenecessityofsayingwhoIwas。Evenifsheforgaveallelse,couldsheforgivemeforbeingBardelysthenotoriousBardelys,thelibertine,therake,someofwhoseexploitsshehadheardoffromhermother,paintedahundredtimesblackerthantheyreallywere?

MightshenotshrinkfrommewhenItoldherIwasthatman?Inherpureinnocenceshedeemed,nodoubt,thatthelifeofeverymanwhoaccountedhimselfagentlemanwasmoderatelyclean。Shewouldnotseeinme-asdidhermother-nomorethanatypeofthebestclassinFrance,andhavingnomorethanthevicesofmyorder。Asamonsterofprofligacymightshebeholdme,andthat-ah,Dieu!-IcouldnotendurethatsheshoulddowhilstI

wasby。

Itmaybe-indeed,now,asIlookback,IknowthatIexaggeratedmycase。IimaginedshewouldseeitasIsawitthen。Forwouldyoucreditit?withthisgreatlovethatwasnowcometome,itseemedtheidealsofmyboyhoodwerereturned,andIabhorredthemanthatIhadbeen。ThelifeIhadlednowfilledmewithdisgustandloathing;thenotionsIhadformedseemedtomenowallviciousanddistorted,mycynicismshallowandunjust。

“MonsieurdeLesperon。”shecalledsoftlytome,notingmysilence。

Iturnedtoher。Isetmyhandlightlyuponherarm;Iletmygazeencountertheupwardglanceofhereyes-blueasforget-me-nots。

“Yousuffer!“shemurmured,withsweetcompassion。

“Worse,Roxalanne!Ihavesowninyourhearttootheseedofsuffering。Oh,Iamtoounworthy!“Icriedout;“andwhenyoucometodiscoverhowunworthyitwillhurtyou;itwillstingyourpridetothinkhowkindyouweretome。”Shesmiledincredulously,indenialofmywords。“No,child;Icannottellyou。”

Shesighed,andthenbeforemorecouldbesaidtherewasasoundatthedoor,andwestartedawayfromeachother。TheVicomteentered,andmylastchanceofconfessing,ofperhapsavertingmuchofwhatfollowed,waslosttome。

CHAPTERVIII

THEPORTRAIT

IntothemindofeverythoughtfulmanmustcomeattimeswithbitternessthereflectionofhowutterlyweareatthemercyofFate,thevictimsofhereverywhimandcaprice。Wemaysetoutwiththeloftiest,thesternestresolutionstosteerourlivesalongawell-consideredcourse,yettheslightestoffortuitouscircumstanceswillsufficetoforceusintoadirectionthatwehadnothoughtoftaking。

Now,haditpleasedMonsieurdeMarsactohavecometoLavedanatanyreasonablehouroftheday,IshouldhavebeenalreadyupontheroadtoParis,intenttoowndefeatandpaymywager。Anightofthought,besidesstrengtheningmydeterminationtofollowsuchacourse,hadbroughtthereflectionthattmightthereafterreturntoRoxalanne,apoorman,itistrue,butoneatleastwhoseintentionsmightnotbemisconstrued。

Andso,whenatlastIsankintosleep,mymind,washappierthanithadbeenformanydays。OfRoxalanne’sloveIwasassured,anditseemedthatImightwinher,afterall,onceIremovedthebarrierofshamethatnowdeterredme。Itmaybethatthosethoughtskeptmeawakeuntilalatehour,andthattothisIoweitthatwhenonthemorrowIawakenedthemorningwaswelladvanced。

Thesunwasfloodingmychamber,andatmybedsidestoodAnatole。

“What’so’clock?”Iinquired,sittingboltupright。

“Pastten。”saidhe,withsterndisapproval。

“Andyouhaveletmesleep?”Icried。

“WedolittleelseatLavedanevenwhenweareawake。”hegrumbled。

“Therewasnoreasonwhymonsieurshouldrise。”Then,holdingoutapaper,“MonsieurStanislasdeMarsacwasherebetimesthismorningwithMademoisellehissister。Heleftthisletterforyou,monsieur。”

Amazeandapprehensionwerequicklyfollowedbyrelief,sinceAnatole’swordssuggestedthatMarsachadnotremained。Itooktheletter,nevertheless,withsomemisgivings,andwhilstIturneditoverinmyhandsIquestionedtheoldservant。

“Hestayedanhouratthechateau,monsieur。”Anatoleinformedme。

“MonsieurleVicomtewouldhavehadyouroused,buthewouldnothearofit。’IfwhatMonsieurdeSaint-Eustachehastoldmetouchingyourguestshouldprovetobetrue,’saidhe,’Iwouldprefernottomeethimunderyourroof,monsieur。’’MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache,’

mymasterreplied,’isnotapersonwhosewordshouldhaveweightwithanymanofhonour。’Butinspiteofthat,MonsieurdeMarsacheldtohisresolve,andalthoughhewouldoffernoexplanationinanswertomymaster’smanyquestions,youwerenotaroused。

“Attheendofahalf-hourhissisterenteredwithMademoiselle。

Theyhadbeenwalkingtogetherontheterrace,andMademoiselledeMarsacappearedveryangry。’AffairsareexactlyasMonsieurdeSaint-Eustachehasrepresentedthem,’saidshetoherbrother。Atthathesworeamostvillainousoath,andcalledforwritingmaterials。Atthemomentofhisdeparturehedesiredmetodeliverthislettertoyou,andthenrodeawayinafury,and,seemingly,notonthebestoftermswithMonsieurleVicomte。”

“Andhissister?”Iaskedquickly。

“Shewentwithhim。Afinepair,asIlive!“headded,castinghiseyestotheceiling。

AtleastIcouldbreathefreely。Theyweregone,andwhateverdamagetheymayhavedonetothecharacterofpoorRenedeLesperoneretheydeparted,theywerenotthere,atallevents,todenouncemeforanimpostor。WithamentalapologytotheshadeofthedepartedLesperonforallthediscreditIwasbringingdownuponhisname,Ibrokethesealofthatmomentousepistle,whichenclosedalengthofsomethirty-twoinchesofstring。

Monsieur[Iread],whereverImaychancetomeetyouitshallbemydutytokillyou。

Arichbeginning,inallfaith!Ifhecouldbutmaintainthatuncompromisingdramaticflavourtotheend,hisepistleshouldbeworththetroubleofdeciphering,forhepennedavilescrawlofpothooks。

Itisbecauseofthis[theletterproceeded]thatIhaverefrainedfromcomingfacetofacewithyouthismorning。ThetimesaretootroublousandtheprovinceisintoodangerousaconditiontoadmitofanactthatmightdrawtheeyesoftheKeeperoftheSealsuponLavedan。To,myrespect,then,toMonsieurleVicomteandtomyowndevotiontotheCausewemutuallyservedoyouoweitthatyoustilllive。IamonmywaytoSpaintoseeksheltertherefromtheKing’svengeance。

TosavemyselfisadutythatIoweasmuchtomyselfastotheCause。Butthereisanotherduty,onethatIowemysister,whomyouhavesooutrageouslyslighted,andthisduty,byGod’sgrace,I

willperformbeforeIleave。Ofyourhonour,monsieur,wewillnotspeak,forreasonsintowhichIneednotenter,andImakenoappealtoit。Butifyouhaveasparkofmanhoodleft,ifyouarenotanuttercravenaswellasaknave,Ishallexpectyouonthedayaftertomorrow,atanyhourbeforenoon,attheAubergedelaCouronneatGrenade。There,monsieur,ifyouplease,wewilladjustourdifferences。Thatyoumaycomeprepared,andsothatnotimeneedbewastedwhenwemeet,Isendyouthelengthofmysword。

Thusendedthatangry,fire-breathingepistle。Irefoldeditthoughtfully,then,havingtakenmyresolve,IleaptfromthebedanddesiredAnatoletoassistmetodress。

IfoundtheVicomtemuchexercisedinmindastothemeaningofMarsac’sextraordinarybehaviour,andIwasrelievedtoseethathe,atleast,couldconjecturenocauseforit。Inreplytothequestionswithwhichheverynaturallyassailedme,Iassuredhimthatitwasnomorethanamatterofamisunderstanding;thatMonsieurdeMarsachadaskedmetomeethimatGrenadeintwodays’

time,andthatIshouldthen,nodoubt,beabletomakeallclear。

Meanwhile,Iregrettedtheincident,sinceitnecessitatedmyremainingandencroachingfortwodayslongerupontheVicomte’shospitality。Toallthis,however,hemadethereplythatI

expected,concludingwiththeremarkthatforthepresentatleastitwouldseemasiftheChevalierdeSaint-EustachehadbeensatisfiedwithcreatingthistroublebetwixtmyselfandMarsac。

>FromwhatAnatolehadsaid,IhadalreadyconcludedthatMarsachadexercisedthegreatestreticence。ButtheinterviewbetweenhissisterandRoxalannefilledmewiththegravestanxiety。Womenarenotwonttopractisetherestraintofmenundersuchcircumstances,andforallthatMademoiselledeMarsacmaynothaveexpresseditinsomanywordsthatIwasherfaithlesslover,yetwomenarequicktodetectandinterpretthesignsofdisordersspringingfromsuchcauses,andIhadeveryfearthatRoxalannewascometotheconclusionthatIhadliedtoheryesternight。Withanuneasyspirit,then,Iwentinquestofher,andIfoundherwalkingintheoldrosegardenbehindthechateau。

Shedidnotatfirstremarkmyapproach,andIhadleisureforsomemomentstoobserveherandtonotethesadnessthatdweltinherprofileandthelistlessnessofhermovements。第一章

This,then,wasmywork-mine,andthatofMonsieurdeChatellerault,andthoseothermerrygentlemenwhohadsatatmytableinParisnighuponamonthago。

Imoved,andthegravelcrunchedundermyfoot,whereuponsheturned,and,atsightofmeadvancingtowardsher,shestarted。Thebloodmountedtoherface,toebbagainupontheinstant,leavingitpalerthanithadbeen。Shemadeasiftodepart;thensheappearedtocheckherself,andstoodimmovableandoutwardlycalm,awaitingmyapproach。

Buthereyeswereaverted,andherbosomroseandfelltooswiftlytolendcolourtothatmaskofindifferenceshehurriedlyputon。

Yet,asIdrewnigh,shewasthefirsttospeak,andthetrivialityofherwordscameasashocktome,andforallmyknowledgeofwoman’swaycausedmetodoubtforamomentwhetherperhapshercalmwerenotreal,afterall。

“Youarealaggardthismorning,MonsieurdeLesperon。”And,withahalflaugh,sheturnedasidetobreakarosefromitsstem。

“True。”Iansweredstupidly;“Isleptover-late。”

“Athousandpities,sincethusyoumissedseeingMademoiselledeMarsac。Havetheytoldyouthatshewashere?”

“Yes,mademoiselle。StanislasdeMarsacleftaletterforme。”

“Youwillregretnothavingseenthem,nodoubt?”quothshe。

Ievadedtheinterrogativenoteinhervoice。“Thatistheirfault。

Theyappeartohavepreferredtoavoidme。”

“Isitmatterforwonder?”sheflashed,withasuddengleamoffurywhichsheassuddenlycontrolled。Withtheoldindifference,sheadded,“Youdonotseemperturbed,monsieur?”

“Onthecontrary,mademoiselle;Iamverydeeplyperturbed。”

“Atnothavingseenyour-betrothed?”sheasked,andnowforthefirsttimehereyeswereraised,andtheymetminewithalookthatwasastab。

“Mademoiselle,IhadthehonouroftellingyouyesterdaythatIhadplightedmytrothtonolivingwoman。”

Atthatreminderofyesterdayshewinced,andIwassorrythatI

hadutteredit,foritmusthavesetthewoundinherpridea-bleedingagain。YesterdayIhadasmuchastoldherthatIlovedher,andyesterdayshehadasmuchasansweredmethatshelovedme,foryesterdayIhadswornthatSaint-Eustache’sstoryofmybetrothalwasalie。To-dayshehadhadassuranceofthetruthfromtheverywomantowhomLesperon’sfaithwasplighted,andIcouldimaginesomethingofhershame。

“Yesterday,monsieur。”sheansweredcontemptuously,“youliedinmanythings。”

“Nay,Ispokethetruthinall。Oh,Godinheaven,mademoiselle。”

Iexclaimedinsuddenpassion,“willyounotbelieveme?WillyounotacceptmywordforwhatIsay,andhavealittlepatienceuntilIshallhavedischargedsuchobligationsaswillpermitmetoexplain?”

“Explain?”quothshe,withwitheringdisdain。

“Thereisahideousmisunderstandinginallthis。Iamthevictimofamiserablechainofcircumstances。;Oh,Icansaynomore!

TheseMarsacsIshalleasilypacify。IamtomeetMonsieurdeMarsacatGrenadeonthedayafterto-morrow。InmypocketIhavealetterfromthislivingsword-blade,inwhichhetellsmethathewillgivehimselfthepleasureofkillingmethen。Yet-“

“Ihopehedoes,monsieur!“shecutin,withafiercenessbeforewhichIfelldumbandleftmysentenceunfinished。“IshallprayGodthathemay!“sheadded。“Youdeserveitasnomandeservedityet!“

ForamomentIstoodstricken,indeed,byherwords。Then,myreasongraspingthemotiveofthatfierceness,asuddenjoypervadedme。Itwasafiercenessbreathingthathatredthatisapartoflove,thanwhich,itistrue,nohatredcanbemoredeadly。Andyetsoeloquentlydidittellmeofthoseveryfeelingswhichshesoughtjealouslytoconceal,that,movedbyasuddenimpulse,Isteppedcloseuptoher。

“Roxalanne。”Isaidfervently,“youdonothopeforit。WhatwouldyourlifebeifIweredead?Child,child,youlovemeevenasI

loveyou。”Icaughthersuddenlytomewithinfinitetenderness,withreverencealmost。“Canyoulendnoeartothevoiceofthislove?Canyounothave-faithinmealittle?CanyounotthinkthatifIwerequiteasunworthyasyoumake-believetoyourveryself,thislovecouldhavenoplace?”

“Ithasnoplace!“shecried。“Youlie-asinallthingselse。

Idonotloveyou。Ihateyou。Dieu!HowIhateyou!“

Shehadlaininmyarmsuntilthen,withupturnedfaceandpiteous,frightenedeyes-likeabirdthatfeelsitselfwithinthetoilsofasnake,yetwhosehorrorisblentwithacertainfascination。Now,asshespoke,herwillseemedtoreassertitself,andshestruggledtobreakfromme。Butasherfiercenessofhatredgrew,sodidmyfiercenessofresolvegainstrength,andIheldhertightly。

“Whydoyouhateme?”Iaskedsteadily。“Askyourself,Roxalanne,andtellmewhatansweryourheartmakes。Doesitnotanswerthatindeedyoudonothateme-thatyouloveme?”

“Oh,God,tobesoinsulted!“shecriedout。“Willyounotreleaseme,miserable?MustIcallforhelp?Oh,youshallsufferforthis!AsthereisaHeaven,youshallbepunished!“

ButinmypassionIheldher,despiteentreaties,threats,andstruggles。Iwasbrutal,ifyouwill。Yetthinkofwhatwasinmysoulatbeingsomisjudged,atfindingmyselfinthisposition,anddealnotoverharshlywithme。ThecouragetoconfesswhichI

hadlackedfordays,cametomethen。Imusttellher。Lettheresultbewhatitmight,itcouldnotbeworsethanthis,andthisIcouldendurenolonger。

“Listen,Roxalanne!“

“Iwillnotlisten!EnoughofinsultshaveIheardalready。Letmego!“

“Nay,butyoushallhearme。IamnotRenedeLesperon。HadtheseMarsacsbeenlessimpetuousandfoolish,hadtheywaitedtohaveseenmethismorning,theywouldhavetoldyouso。”

Shepausedforasecondinherstrugglestoregardme。Then,withasuddencontemptuouslaugh,sherenewedhereffortsmorevigorouslythanbefore。

“Whatfreshliesdoyouofferme?Releaseme;willhearnomore!“

“AsHeavenismywitness,Ihavetoldyouthetruth。Iknowhowwildasoundithas,andthatifpartlywhyIdidnottellyouearlier。ButyourdisdainIcannotsuffer。Thatyoushoulddeemmealiarinprofessingtoloveyou-“

HerstrugglesweregrownsofranticthatIwasforcedtorelaxmygrip。ButthisIdidwithasuddennessthatthrewheroutofbalance,andshewasindangeroffallingbackwards。Tosaveherself,shecaughtatmydoublet,whichwastornopenunderthestrain。

Westoodsomefewfeetapart,and,whiteandpalpitatinginheranger,sheconfrontedme。Hereyeslashedmewiththeirscorn,butundermysteady,unflinchinggazetheyfellatlast。Whennextsheraisedthemtherewasasmileofquietbutunutterablecontemptuponherlips。

“Willyouswear。”saidshe,“thatyouarenotRenedeLesperon?

ThatMademoiselledeMarsacisnotyourbetrothed?”

“Yes-bymyeveryhopeofHeaven!“Icriedpassionately。

Shecontinuedtosurveymewiththatquietsmileofmockingscorn。

“Ihavehearditsaid。”quothshe,“thatthegreatestliarsareeverthosethatarereadiesttotakeoath。”Then,withasuddengaspofloathing,“Ithinkyouhavedroppedsomething,monsieur。”saidshe,pointingtotheground。Andwithoutwaitingformore,sheswungroundandleftme。

FaceupwardsatmyfeetlaytheminiaturethatpoorLesperonhadentrustedtomeinhisdyingmoments。Ithaddroppedfrommydoubletinthestruggle,andIneverdoubtednowbutthatthepictureitcontainedwasthatofMademoiselledeMarsac。

CHAPTERIX

ANIGHTALARM

IwasreturningthatsameafternoonfromalongwalkthatIhadtaken-formymoodwasofthatunenviablesortthatimpelsamantobemoving-whenIfoundatravelling-chaisedrawnupinthequadrangleasifreadyforajourney。AsImountedthestepsofthechateauIcamefacetofacewithmademoiselle,descending。I

drewasidethatshemightpass;,andthisshedidwithherchinintheair,andherpetticoatdrawntoherthatitmightnottouchme。

Iwouldhavespokentoher,buthereyeslookedstraightbeforeherwithaglancethatwastooforbidding;besideswhichtherewasthegazeofahalf-dozengroomsuponus。So,bowingbeforeher-theplumeofmydoffedhatsweepingtheground-Ilethergo。YetI

remainedstandingwhereshehadpassedme,andwatchedherenterthecoach。Ilookedafterthevehicleasitwheeledroundandrattledoutoverthedrawbridge,toraiseacloudofdustonthewhite,dryroadbeyond。

InthathourIexperiencedasenseofdesolationandapaintowhichIfinditdifficulttogiveexpression。Itseemedtomeasifshehadgoneoutofmylifeforalltime-asifnoreparationthatI

couldevermakewouldsufficetowinherbackafterwhathadpassedbetweenusthatmorning。AlreadywoundedinherpridebywhatMademoiselledeMarsachadtoldherofourrelations,mybehaviourintherosegardenhadcompletedtheworkofturningintohatredthetenderfeelingsthatbutyesterdayshehadallbutconfessedforme。

Thatshehatedmenow,Iwaswellassured。MyreflectionsasI

walkedhadborneitinuponmehowrash,howmadhadbeenmydesperateaction,andwithbitternessIrealizedthatIhaddestroyedthelastchanceofevermendingmatters。

Noteventhepaymentofmywagerandmyreturninmytruecharactercouldavailmenow。Thepaymentofmywager,forsooth!Eventhatlostwhatvirtueitmighthavecontained。Wherewastheheroismofsuchanact?HadInotfailed,indeed?Andwasnot,therefore,thepaymentofmywagerbecomeinevitable?

Fool!fool!WhyhadInotprofitedthatgentlemoodofherswhenwehaddrifteddownthestreamtogether?WhyhadInottoldherthenofthewholebusinessfromitsuglyinceptiondowntothepasstowhichthingswerecome,addingthattorepairtheevilIwasgoingbacktoParistopaymywager,andthatwhenthatwasdone,I

wouldreturntoaskhertobecomemywife?Thatwasthecourseamanofsensewouldhaveadopted。Hewouldhaveseenthedangersthatbesethiminmyfalseposition,andwouldhavebeenquicktohaveforestalledthemintheonlymannerpossible。

Heigh-ho!Itwasdone。Thegamewasatanend,andIhadbungledmypartofitlikeanyfool。Onetaskremainedme-thatofmeetingMarsacatGrenadeanddoingjusticetothememoryofpoorLesperon。

Whatmightbetidethereaftermatteredlittle。IshouldberuinedwhenIhadsettledwithChatellerault,andMarceldeSaint-Pol,deBardelys,thatbrilliantstarinthefirmamentoftheCourtofFrance,wouldsufferanabrupteclipse,wouldbequenchedforalltime。Butthisweighedlittlewithmethen。IhadlosteverythingthatImighthavevalued-everythingthatmighthavebroughtfreshzesttoajaded,satiatedlife。

LaterthatdayIwastoldbytheVicomtethattherewasarumourcurrenttotheeffectthattheMarquisdeBardelyswasdead。IdlyIinquiredhowtherumourhadbeenspread,andhetoldmethatariderlesshorse,whichhadbeencapturedafewdaysagobysomepeasants,hadbeenrecognizedbyMonsieurdeBardelys’sservantsasbelongingtotheirmaster,andthatasnothinghadbeenseenorheardofhimforafortnight,itwasbelievedthathemusthavemetwithsomemischance。Noteventhatpieceofinformationservedtoarousemyinterest。Letthembelievemedeadiftheywould。Tohimthatissufferingworsethandeathtobeaccounteddeadisasmallmatter。

Thenextdaypassedwithoutincident。Mademoiselle’sabsencecontinuedandIwouldhavequestionedtheVicomteconcerningit,butanotunnaturalhesitancybesetme,andIrefrained。

OnthemorrowIwastoleaveLavedan,buttherewerenopreparationstobemade,nopackingtobedone,forduringmysojournthereI

hadbeenindebtedtothegeneroushospitalityoftheVicomteformyveryapparel。WesuppedquietlytogetherthatnighttheVicomteandI-fortheVicomtessewaskeepingherroom。

Iwithdrewearlytomychamber,andlongIlayawake,revolvingagloomyfutureinmymind。IhadgivennothoughttowhatIshoulddoafterhavingofferedmyexplanationtoMonsieurdeMarsaconthemorrow,norcouldInowbringmyselftoconsideritwithanydegreeofinterest。IwouldcommunicatewithChatelleraulttoinformhimthatIaccountedmywagerlost。Iwouldsendhimmynoteofhand,makingovertohimmyPicardyestates,andIwouldrequesthimtopayoffanddisbandmyservantsbothinParisandatBardelys。

Asformyself,Ididnotknow,and,asIhavehinted,Icaredbutlittle,inwhatplacesmyfuturelifemightlie。IhadstillalittlepropertybyBeaugency,butscantinclinationtowithdrawtoit。ToParisIwouldnotreturn;thatmuchIwasdeterminedupon;

butuponnomore。IhadthoughtsofgoingtoSpain。YetthatcourseseemednolessfutilethananyotherofwhichIcouldbethinkme。Ifellasleepatlast,vowingthatitwouldbeamercyandafinesolutiontothepuzzleofhowtodisposeofthefutureifI

weretoawakennomore。

Iwas,however,destinedtoberousedagainjustastheveilofnightwasbeingliftedandthechillbreathofdawnwasupontheworld。TherewasaloudknockingatthegatesofLavedan,confusednoisesofvoices,ofpatteringfeet,ofdoorsopeningandclosingwithinthechateau。

Therewasarappingatmychamberdoor,andwhenIwenttoopen,I

foundtheVicomteonthethreshold,nightcapped,inhisshirt,andbearingalightedtaper。

“Therearetroopersatthegate!“heexclaimedasheenteredtheroom。“ThatdogSaint-Eustachehasalreadybeenatwork!“

Foralltheagitationthatmusthavebeenbesettinghim,hismannerwassereneasever。“Whatarewetodo?”heasked。

“Youareadmittingthem-naturally?”saidI,inquiryinmyvoice。

“Why,yes“;andheshruggedhisshoulders。“Whatcoulditavailustoresistthem?EvenhadIbeenpreparedforit,itwouldbefutiletoattempttosufferasiege。”

Iwrappedadressing-gownaboutme,forthemorningairwaschill。

“MonsieurleVicomte。”saidIgravely,“IheartilydeplorethatMonsieurdeMarsac’saffairsshouldhavedetainedmehere。Butforhim,IhadleftLavedantwodaysago。Asitis,Itrembleforyou,butwemayatleasthopethatmybeingtakeninyourhousewilldrawdownnoillresultsuponyou。IshallneverforgivemyselfifthroughmyhavingtakenrefugehereIshouldhaveencompassedyourdestruction。”

“Thereisnoquestionofthat。”hereplied,withthequickgenerositycharacteristicoftheman。“ThisistheworkofSaint-Eustache。

SoonerorlaterIalwaysfearedthatitwouldhappen,forsoonerorlater:heandImusthavecometoenmityovermydaughter。Thatknavehadmeinhispower。Heknew-beinghimselfoutwardlyoneofus-towhatextentIwasinvolvedinthelaterebellion,andIknewenoughofhimtobeassuredthatifsomedayheshouldwishtodomeill,hewouldneverscrupletoturntraitor。Iamafraid,MonsieurdeLesperon,thatitisnotforyoualone-perhapsnotforyouatall-thatthesoldiershavecome,butforme。”

Then,beforeIcouldanswerhim,thedoorwasflungwide,andintotheroom,innightcapandhastilydonnedrobe-lookingaverymegereinthatdisfiguringdeshabille-swepttheVicomtesse。

“See。”shecriedtoherhusband,herstridentvoiceraisedinreproach-“seetowhatapassyouhavebroughtus!“

“Anne,Anne!“heexclaimed,approachingherandseekingtosootheher;“becalm,mypoorchild,andbebrave。”

But,evadinghim,shetowered,leanandmalevolentasafury。

“Calm?”sheechoedcontemptuously。“Brave?”Thenashortlaughbrokefromher-adespairing,mocking,mirthlessexpressionofanger。“ByGod,doyouaddeffronterytoyourotherfailings?

Dareyoubidmebecalmandbraveinsuchanhour?HaveIbeenwarningyoufruitlesslythesetwelvemonthspast,that,afterdisregardingmeandderidingmywarnings,youshouldbidmebecalmnowthatmyfearsarerealized?”

Therewasasoundofcreakinggatesbelow。TheVicomteheardit。

“Madame。”hesaid,puttingasidehiserstwhiletendermanner,andspeakingwithaloftydignity,“thetroopershavebeenadmitted。

Letmeentreatyoutoretire。Itisnotbefittingourstation-“

“Whatisourstation?”sheinterruptedharshly。“Rebels-proscribed,houselessbeggars。Thatisourstation,thankstoyouandyourinsanemeddlingwithtreason。Whatistobecomeofus,fool?WhatistobecomeofRoxalanneandmewhentheyshallhavehangedyouandhavedrivenusfromLavedan?ByGod’sdeath,afineseasonthistotalkofthedignityofourstation!DidInotwarnyou,malheureux,toleavepartyfactionalone?Youlaughedatme。”

“Madame;yourmemorydoesmeaninjustice。”heansweredinastrangledvoice。“Ineverlaughedatyouinallmylife。”

“Youdidasmuch,atleast。Didyounotbidmebusymyselfwithwomen’saffairs?Didyounotbidmeleaveyoutofollowyourownjudgment?Youhavefollowedit-toaprettypurpose,asGodlives!

ThesegentlemenoftheKing’swillcauseyoutofollowitalittlefarther。”shepursued,withheartless,loathsomesarcasm。“YouwillfollowitasfarasthescaffoldatToulouse。That,youwilltellme,isyourownaffair。Butwhatprovisionhaveyoumadeforyourwifeanddaughter?Didyoumarrymeandgethertoleaveustoperishofstarvation?Orarewetoturnkitchenwenchesorsempstressesforourlivelihood?”

Withagroan,theVicomtesankdownuponthebed,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。

“Godpityme!“hecried,inavoiceofagony-anagonysuchasthefearofdeathcouldneverhaveinfusedintohisbravesoul;anagonybornoftheheartlessnessofthiswomanwhofortwentyyearshadsharedhisbedandboard,andwhonowinthehourofhisadversityfailedhimsocruelly-sotragically。

“Aye。”shemockedinherbitterness,“calluponGodtopityyou,forIshallnot。”

Shepacedtheroomnow,likeacagedlioness,herfacelividwiththefurythatpossessedher。Shenolongeraskedquestions;shenolongeraddressedhim;oathfollowedoathfromherthinlips,andthehideousnessofthiswoman’sblasphemymademeshudder。Atlasttherewereheavystepsuponthestairs,and,movedbyasuddenimpulse“Madame。”Icried,“letmeprevailuponyoutorestrainyourself。”

Sheswungroundtofaceme,herdose-seteyesablazewithanger。

“Sangdieu!Bywhatrightdoyou-“shebeganbutthiswasnotimetoletawoman’stonguegobabblingon;notimeforceremony;noseasonformakingalegandaddressingherwithasimper。Icaughtherviciouslybythewrist,andwithmyfacecloseuptohers“Folle!“

Icried,andI’llswearnomanhadeverusedthewordtoherbefore。

Shegaspedandchokedinhersurpriseandrage。Thenloweringmyvoicelestitshouldreachtheapproachingsoldiers:“WouldyouruintheVicomteandyourself?”Imuttered。Hereyesaskedmeaquestion,andIansweredit。“Howdoyouknowthatthesoldiershavecomeforyourhusband?Itmaybethattheyareseekingme-andonlyme。

TheymayknownothingoftheVicomte’sdefection。Shallyou,then,betheonetoinformthemofitbyyourunbridledrantingsandyouraccusations?”

Herjawfellopeninastonishment。Thiswasasideofthequestionshehadnotconsidered。

“Letmeprevailuponyou,madame,towithdrawandtobeofgoodcourage。Itismorethanlikelythatyoualarmyourselfwithoutcause。”

Shecontinuedtostareatmeinheramazementandtheconfusionthatwascongenitalwithit,andiftherewasnottimeforhertowithdraw,atleastthepossibilityIhadsuggestedactedasatimelywarning。

Inthatmomentthedooropenedagain,andonthethresholdappearedayoungmaninaplumedhatandcorselet,carryinganakedswordinonehandandalanthornintheother。BehindhimIcaughtthegleamofsteelfromthetroopersathisheels。

“WhichofyouisMonsieurRenedeLesperon?”heinquiredpolitely,hisutteranceflavouredbyastrongGasconaccent。

Istoodforward。“Iamknownbythatname,MonsieurleCapitaine。”

saidI。

Helookedatmewistfully,apologeticallyalmost,then“IntheKing’sname,MonsieurdeLesperon,Icalluponyoutoyield!“saidhe。

“Ihavebeenexpectingyou。Myswordisyonder,monsieur。”Irepliedsuavely。“Ifyouwillallowmetodress,Ishallbereadytoaccompanyyouinafewminutes。”

Hebowed,anditatoncebecameclearthathisbusinessatLavedanwas-asIhadsuggestedtotheVicomtessemightbepossible-withmealone。

“Iamgratefulforthereadinessofyoursubmission。”saidthisverypolitegentleman。Hewasacomelylad,withblueeyesandagood-humouredmouth,towhichapairofbristlingmoustachessoughtvainlytoimpartanexpressionofferocity。

“Beforeyouproceedtodress,monsieur,Ihaveanotherdutytodischarge。”

“Dischargeyourduty,monsieur。”Ianswered。Whereuponhemadeasigntohismen,andin,amomenttheywereransackingmygarmentsandeffects。Whilethiswastakingplace,heturnedtotheVicomteandVicomtesse,andofferedthemathousandapologiesforhavinginterruptedtheirslumbers,andforsorudelydeprivingthemoftheirguest。Headvancedinhisexcusethetroublousnatureofthetimes,andthrewinabunchofmalisonsatthecircumstanceswhichforceduponsoldierstheodiousdutiesofthetipstaff,hopingthatwewouldthinkhimnonethelessagentlemanfortheunsavourybusinessuponwhichhewasengaged。

>FrommyclothestheytookthelettersaddressedtoLesperonwhichthatpoorgentlemanhadentrustedtomeonthenightofhisdeath;

andamongthesetherewasonefromtheDucd’Orleanshimself,whichwouldalonehavesufficedtohavehangedaregiment。Besidesthese,theytookMonsieurdeMarsac’sletteroftwodaysago,andthelocketcontainingthepictureofMademoiselledeMarsac。

ThepapersandtheportraittheydeliveredtotheCaptain,whotookthemwiththesameairofdeprecationtaintedwithdisgustthatcolouredallhisactionsinconnectionwithmyarrest。

TothissamerepugnanceforhiscatchpollworkdoIoweitthatatthemomentofsettingoutheofferedtoletmeridewithouttheannoyanceofanescortifIwouldpasshimmyparolenottoattemptanescape。

Wewerestanding,then,inthehallofthechateau。Hismenwerealreadyinthecourtyard,andtherewereonlypresentMonsieurleVicomteandAnatole-thelatterreflectingthelookofsorrowthathauntedhismaster’sface。TheCaptain’sgenerositywascertainlyleadinghimbeyondtheboundsofhisauthority,andittouchedme。

“Monsieurisverygenerous。”saidI。

Heshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。

“CapdeDiou!“hecried-hehadawayofswearingthatremindedmeofmyfriendCazalet。“Itisnogenerosity,monsieur。Itisadesiretomakethisobsceneworkmorecongenialtothespiritofagentleman,which,deviltakeme,Icannotstifle,notfortheKinghimself。Andthen,MonsieurdeLesperon,arewenotfellow-countrymen?ArewenotGasconsboth?Pardieu,thereisnomorerespectedanameinthewholeofGasconythanthatofLesperon,andthatyoubelongtosohonourableafamilyisalonemorethansufficienttowarrantsuchslightfavoursasitmay,beinmypowertoshowyou。”

“YouhavemyparolethatIwillattemptnoescape,MonsieurleCapitaine。”Ianswered,bowingmayacknowledgmentofhiscompliments。

“IamMironsacdeCastelroux,ofChateauRougeinGascony。”heinformedme,returningmybow。Myfaith,hadhenotmadeaprettysoldierhewouldhavemadeanadmirablemasterofdeportment。

Myleave-takingofMonsieurdeLavedanwasbriefbutcordial;

apologeticonmypart,intenselysympatheticonhis。AndsoIwentoutalonewithCastelrouxupontheroadtoToulouse,hismenbeingorderedtofollowinhalfanhour’stimeandtotravelattheirleisure。

Aswecanteredalong-CastelrouxandI-wetalkedofmanythings,andIfoundhimanamusingandagreeablecompanion。Hadmymoodbeenotherthandespairing,thenewshegavememighthaveoccasionedmesomeconcern;foritseemedthatprisonersarraignedfortreasonandparticipationinthelaterisingwerebeingverysummarilytreated。Manywereneversomuchasheardintheirowndefence,theevidencecollectedoftheirdefectionbeingsubmittedtotheTribunal,andjudgmentbeingforthwithpasseduponthembyjudgeswhohadnoearsforanythingtheymightadvanceintheirownfavour。

Theevidenceofmyidentitywascomplete:therewasmyownadmissiontoCastelroux;theevidenceofthetreasonofLesperonwasnonethelesscomplete;infact,itwasnotorious;andtherewastheDuke’sletterfoundamongstmyeffects。IfthejudgesrefusedtolendaneartomyassurancesthatIwasnotLesperonatall,butthemissingBardelys,mytroubleswerelikelytoreceiveaverysummarysolution。

Thefearofit,however,weighednotover-heavilyuponme。Iwassupremelyindifferent。LifewasatanendsofarasIwasconcerned。

Ihadruinedtheonechanceofrealhappinessthathadeverbeenheldouttome,andifthegentlemenofthecourtsofToulousewerepleasedtosendmeunheededtothescaffold,whatshoulditsignify?

Buttherewasanothermatterthatdidinterestme,andthatwasmyinterviewwithMarsac。Touchingthis,Ispoketomycaptor。

“ThereisagentlemanIwishtoseeatGrenadethismorning。Youhaveamongstthepaperstakenfrommealettermakingthisassignation,MonsieurleCapitaine,andIshouldbeindeedgratefulifyouwoulddeterminethatweshallbreakourfastthere,sothatImayhaveanopportunityofseeinghim。Thematteristomeofthehighestimportance。”

“Itconcerns-?”heasked。

“Alady。”Ianswered。

“Ah,yes!Buttheletterisofthenatureofachallenge,isitnot?Naturally,Icannotpermityoutoendangeryourlife。”

“LestwedisappointtheheadsmanatToulouse?”Ilaughed。“Havenofear。Thereshallbenoduel!“

“ThenIamcontent,monsieur,andyoushallseeyourfriend。”

Ithankedhim,andwetalkedofotherthingsthereafteraswerodeintheearlymorningalongtheToulouseroad。Ourconversationfounditsway,Iscarceknowhow,tothetopicofParisandtheCourt,andwhenIcasuallymentioned,inpassing,thatIwaswellacquaintedwiththeLuxembourg,heinquiredwhetherIhadeverchancedtomeetayoungsparkofthenameofMironsac。

“Mironsac?”Iechoed。“Why,yes。”AndIwasonthepointofaddingthatIknewtheyouthintimately,andwhatakindnessIhadforhim,when,deemingitimprudent,Icontentedmyselfwithasking,“Youknowhim?”

“Pardiou!“heswore。“Thefellowismycousin。WearebothMironsacs;heisMironsacofCastelvert,whilstI,asyoumayrememberItoldyou,amMironsacofCastelroux。Todistinguishus,heisalwaysknownasMironsac,andIasCastelroux。Peste!Itisnottheonlydistinction,forwhilehebasksinthesunshineofthegreatworldofParis-theyarewealthy,theMironsacsofCastelvert-I,apoordevilofaGasconycadet,amplayingthecatchpollinLanguedoc!“

Ilookedathimwithfreshinterest,forthementionofthatdearladMironsacbroughtbacktomymindthenightinParisonwhichmyill-starredwagerhadbeenlaid,andIwasremindedofhowthathigh-mindedyouthhadsought-whenitwastoolatetoreasonmeoutoftheundertakingbyalludingtothedishonourwithwhichinhishonesteyesitmustbefraught。

Wespokeofhiscousin-CastelrouxandI-andIwentsofarnowastoconfessthatIhadsomelovefortheyouth,whomIpraisedinunmistakableterms。ThisinclinedtoincreasethefriendlinesswhichmyyoungCaptainhadmanifestedsincemyarrest,andIwaspresentlyemboldenedbyittobegofhimtoaddtothemanyfavoursthatIalreadyowedhimbyreturningtometheportraitwhichhismenhadsubtractedfrommypocket。ItwasmywishtoreturnthistoMarsac,whilstatthesametimeitwouldaffordcorroborationofmystory。

TothisCastelrouxmadenodifficulty。

“Why,yes。”saidhe,andheproducedit。“Icraveyourpardonfornothavingdonethethingofmyownaccord。WhatcantheKeeperoftheSealswantwiththatpicture?”

Ithankedhim,andpocketedthelocket。

“Poorlady!“hesighed,anoteofcompassioninhisvoice。“Bymysoul,MonsieurdeLesperon,fineworkthisforsoldiers,isitnot?

Diable!Itisenoughtoturnagentleman’sstomachsourforlife,andmakehimgohidehimselffromtheeyesofhonestmen。HadI

knownthatsoldieringmeantsuchbusiness,IhadthoughttwicebeforeIadopteditasacareerforamanofhonour。IhadremainedinGasconyandtilledtheearthsoonerthanhavelentmyselftothis!“

“Mygoodyoungfriend。”Ilaughed,“whatyoudo,youdointheKing’sname。”

“Sodoeseverytipstaff。”heansweredimpatiently,hismoustachesbristlingastheresultofthescornfultwisthe-gavehislips。“TothinkthatIshouldhaveahandinbringingtearstotheeyesofthatsweetlady!Quellebesogne!BonDiou,quellebesogne!“

IlaughedatthedistressventedinthatwhimsicalGascontongueofhis,whereuponheeyedmeinawonderthatwastemperedwithadmiration。Fortohisbravesoulagentlemansostoicalastolaughundersuchparlouscircumstanceswasveryproperlyagentlemantobeadmired。

CHAPTERX

THERISENDEAD

Itwascloseuponteno’clockaswerodeintotheyardoftheimposingHoteldelaCouronneatGrenade。

Castelrouxengagedaprivateroomonthefirstfloor——ahandsomechamberoverlookingthecourtyard-andinanswertotheinquiriesthatImadeIwasinformedbythelandlordthatMonsieurdeMarsacwasnotyetarrived。

“Myassignationwas’beforenoon,’MonsieurdeCastelroux。”saidI。

“Withyourpermission,Iwouldwaituntilnoon。”

Hemadenodifficulty。Twohourswereofnoaccount。Wehadallrisenveryearly,andhewas,himself,hesaid,entitledtosomerest。

WhilstIstoodbythewindowitcametopassthanaverytall,indifferentlyapparelledgentlemanissuedfromthehostelryandhaltedforsomemomentsinconversationwiththeostlerbelow。Hewalkedwithanenfeebledstep,andleanedheavilyforsupportuponastoutcane。AsheturnedtoreentertheinnIhadaglimpseofafacewoefullypale,aboutwhich,asabouttheman’swholefigure,therewasasomethingthatwasfamiliar-asomethingthatpuzzledme,andonwhichmymindwasstilldwellingwhenpresentlyIsatdowntobreakfastwithCastelroux。

Itmayhavebeenahalf-hourlater,and,ourmealbeingatanend,weweresittingtalking-IgrowingimpatientthewhilethatthisMonsieurdeMarsacshouldkeepmewaitingso-whenofasuddentherattleofhoofsdrewmeoncemoretothewindow。Agentleman,ridingveryrecklessly,hadjustdashedthroughtheporte-cochere,andwasintheactofpullinguphishorse。Hewasalean,activeman,veryrichlydressed,andwithafacethatbyitsswarthinessofskinandthesablehueofbeardandhairlookedalmostblack。

“Ah,youarethere!“hecried,withsomethingbetweenasnarlandalaugh,andaddressingsomebodywithintheshelteroftheporch。

“ParlamortDieu,Ihadhardlylookedtofindyou!“

>FromtherecessofthedoorwayIheardagaspofamazementandacryof“Marsac!Youhere?”

SothiswasthegentlemanIwastosee!Astableboyhadtakenhisreins,andheleaptnimblytotheground。IntomyrangeofvisionhobblednowtheenfeebledgentlemanwhomearlierIhadnoticed。

“MydearStanislas!“hecried,“IcannottellyouhowrejoicedIamtoseeyou!“andheapproachedMarsacwitharmsthatwereopenedasiftoembracehim。

Thenewcomersurveyedhimamomentinwonder,witheyesgrowndull。

Thenabruptlyraisinghishand,hestruckthefellowonthebreast,andthrusthimbacksoviolentlythatbutforthestable=boy’sinterventionhehadofacertaintyfallen。Withalookofstartledamazementonhishaggardface,theinvalidregardedhisassailant。

AsforMarsac,hesteppedcloseuptohim。

“Whatisthis?”hecriedharshly。“Whatisthismake-believefeebleness?Thatyouarepale,poltroon,Idonotwonder!Butwhythesetotteringlimbs?Whythisassumptionofweakness?Doyoulooktotrickmebythesesigns?”

“Haveyoutakenleaveofyoursenses?”exclaimedtheother,anoteofresponsiveangersoundinginhisvoice。“Haveyougonemad,Stanislas?”

“Abandonthispretence。”wasthecontemptuousanswer。“TwodaysagoatLavedan,myfriend,theyinformedmehowcompletewasyourrecovery;fromwhattheytoldus,itwaseasytoguesswhyyoutarriedthereandleftuswithoutnewsofyou。Thatwasmyreason,asyoumayhavesurmised,forwritingtoyou。Mysisterhasmournedyoufordead-wasmourningyoufordeadwhilstyousatatthefeetofyourRoxalanneandmadelovetoheramongtherosesofLavedan。”

“Lavedan?”echoedtheotherslowly。Then,raisinghisvoice:

“Whatthedevilareyousaying?”heblazed。“WhatdoIknowofLavedan?”

Inaflashithadcometomewhothatenfeebledgentlemanwas。

Rodenard,theblunderer,hadbeenatfaultwhenhehadsaidthatLesperonhadexpired。Clearlyhecouldhavenomorethanswooned;

forhere,intheflesh,wasLesperonhimself,themanIhadleftfordeadinthatbarnbyMirepoix。

Howorwherehehadrecoveredwerethingsthatatthemomentdidnotexercisemymind-norhaveIsincebeenatanypainstounravelthemysteryofit;buttherehewas,andforthemomentthatfactwasall-sufficing。WhatcomplicationswouldcomeofhispresenceHeavenalonecouldforetell。

“Putanendtothisplay-acting!“roaredthesavageMarsac。“Itwillavailyounothing。Mysister’stearsmayhaveweighedlightlywithyou,butyoushallpaythepriceofthem,andoftheslightyouhaveputuponher。”

“MyGod,Marsac!“criedtheother,rousedtoanequalfierceness。

“Willyouexplain?”

“Aye。”snarledMarsac,andhisswordflashedfromhisscabbard。”

I’llexplain。AsGodlives,I’llexplain-withthis!“Andhewhirledhisbladeundertheeyesoftheinvalid。“Come,mymaster,thecomedy’splayedout。Castasidethatcrutchanddraw;draw,man,or,sangdieu,I’llrunyouthroughasyoustand!“

Therewasacommotionbelow。Thelandlordandaposseofhissatellites-waiters,ostlers,andstableboys-rushedbetweenthem,andsoughttorestrainthebloodthirstyMarsac。Butheshookthemoffasabullshakesoffapackofdogs,andlikeanangrybull,too,didhestandhisgroundandbellow。Inamomenthissweepingswordhadclearedacircleabouthim。Initslightningdartingshitherandthitheratrandom,ithadstungawaiterinthecalf,andwhenthefellowsawthebloodstaininghishose,headdedtothegeneraldinhisshrieksthathewasmurdered。

Marsacsworeandthreatenedinabreath,andakitchenwench,fromapointofvantageonthesteps,calledshameuponhimandabusedhimroundlyforacowardlyassassintoassailapoorsuffererwhocouldhardlystandupright。

“Po’CapdeDiou!“sworeCastelrouxatmyelbow。“Sawyoueversuchanado?Whathaschanced?”

ButIneverstayedtoanswerhim。UnlessIactedquicklybloodwouldassuredlybeshed。Iwarstheonemanwhocouldexplainmatters,anditwasamercyforLesperonthatIshouldhavebeenathandinthehourofhismeetingthatfire-eaterMarsac。IforgotthecircumstancesinwhichIstoodtoCastelroux;IforgoteverythingbuttheimminentnecessitythatIshouldintervene。

Somesevenfeetbelowourwindowwastheroofoftheporch;fromthattothegrounditmightbesomeeightfeetmore。BeforemyGasconcaptainknewwhatIwasabout,Ihadswungmyselfdownfromthewindowontotheprojectingporch。Asecondlater,Icreatedadiversionbylandinginthemidstofthecourtyardfray,withthealarmedCastelroux-whoimaginedthatIwasescaping-followingbythesameunusualroad,andshoutingashecame“MonsieurdeLesperon!Hi!MonsieurdeLesperon!Mordiou!Rememberyourparole,MonsieurdeLesperon!“

NothingcouldhavebeenbettercalculatedtostemMarsac’sfury;

nothingcouldhavesopredisposedhimtolendaneartowhatIhadtosay,foritwasveryevidentthatCastelroux’swordswereaddressedtome,andthatitwasIwhomhecalledbythenameofLesperon。InaninstantIwasatMarsac’sside。ButbeforeI

couldutteraword“Whatthedevildoesthismean?”heasked,eyeingmewithfiercesuspicion。

“Itmeans,monsieur,thattherearemoreLesperonsthanoneinFrance。IamtheLesperonwhowasatLavedan。Ifyoudoubtme,askthisgentleman,whoarrestedmetherelastnight。Askhim,too,whywehavehaltedhere。Askhim,ifyouwill,toshowyoutheletterthatyouleftatLavedanmakinganassignationherebeforenoonto-day,whichletterIreceived。”

ThesuspicionfadedfromMarsac’seyes,andtheygrewroundwithwonderashelistenedtothisprodigiousarrayofevidence。

Lesperonlookedoninnolessamazement,yetIamsurefromthemannerofhisglancethathedidnotrecognizeinmethemanthathadsuccouredhimatMirepoix。That,afterall,wasnaturalenough;forthemindsofmeninsuchreducedconditionsashadbeenhisuponthatnightarenotpronetoreceiveveryclearimpressions,andstilllesspronetoretainsuchimpressionsastheydoreceive。

BeforeMarsaccouldanswerme,Castelrouxwasat,myside。

“Athousandapologies!“helaughed。“Afoolmighthaveguessedtheerrandthattookyousoquicklythroughthatwindow,andnonebutafoolwouldhavesuspectedyouofseekingtoescape。Itwasunworthyinme,MonsieurdeLesperon。”

Iturnedtohimwhilethoseothersstillstoodgaping,andledhimaside。

“MonsieurleCapitaine。”saidI,“youfindittroublesomeenoughtoreconcileyourconsciencewithsucharrestsasyouarechargedtomake,isitnotso。

“Mordiou!“hecried,bywayofemphaticallyassenting。

“Now,ifyoushouldchancetooverhearwordsbetrayingtoyoucertainpeoplewhomotherwiseyouwouldneversuspectofbeingrebels,yoursoldier’sdutywould,nevertheless,compelyoutoapprehendthem,woulditnot?”

“Why,true。Iamafraiditwould。”heanswered,withagrimace。

“But,ifforewarnedthatbybeingpresentinacertainplaceyoushouldoverhearsuchwords,whatcoursewouldyoupursue?”

“Avoiditlikeapestilence,monsieur。”heansweredpromptly。

“Then,MonsieurleCapitaine,mayItrespassuponyourgenerositytobeseechyoutoletmetaketheselitigantstoourroomupstairs,andtoleaveusalonethereforahalf-hour?”

FranknesswasmybestfriendindealingwithCastelroux-franknessandhisdistasteforthebusinesstheyhadchargedhimwith。AsforMarsacandLesperon,theywerebotheagerenoughtohavethemysteryexplained,andwhenCastelrouxhavingconsented-Iinvitedthemtomychamber,theycamereadilyenough。

SinceMonsieurdeLesperondidnotrecognizeme,therewasnoreasonwhyIshouldenlightenhimtouchingmyidentity,andeveryreasonwhyIshouldnot。Assoonastheywereseated,Iwenttotheheartofthematteratonceandwithoutpreamble。

“Afortnightago,gentlemen。”saidI,“IwasdrivenbyapackofdragoonsacrosstheGaronne。Iwaswoundedintheshoulderandveryexhausted,andIknockedatthegatesofLavedantocraveshelter。

Thatshelter,gentlemen,wasaffordedme,andwhenIhadannouncedmyselfasMonsieurdeLesperon,itwasallthemorecordiallybecauseoneMonsieurdeMarsac,whowasafriendoftheVicomtedeLavedan,andapartisaninthelostcauseofOrleans,happenedoftentohavespokenofacertainMonsieurdeLesperonashisverydearfriend。Ihavenodoubt,gentlemen,thatyouwillthinkharshlyofmebecauseIdidnotenlightentheVicomte。ButtherewerereasonsforwhichItrustyouwillnotpressme,sinceIshallfinditdifficulttoansweryouwithtruth。”

“ButisyournameLesperon?”criedLesperon。

“That,monsieur,isasmallmatter。WhethermynameisLesperonornot,IconfesstohavingpractisedaduplicityupontheVicomteandhisfamily,sinceIamcertainlynottheLesperonwhoseidentityI

accepted。ButifIacceptedthatidentity,monsieur,Ialsoacceptedyourliabilities,andsoIthinkthatyoushouldfinditinyourhearttoextendmesomemeasureofforgiveness。AsRenedeLesperon,ofLesperoninGascony,IwasarrestedlastnightatLavedan,and,asyoumayobserve,IambeingtakentoToulousetostandthechargeofhightreason。Ihavenotdemurred;Ihavenotdeniedinthehouroftroubletheidentitythatservedmeinmyhourofneed。Iamtakingthebitterwiththesweet,andIassureyou,gentlemen,thatthebitterpredominatesinaverymarkeddegree。”

“Butthismustnotbe。”criedLesperon,rising:“Iknownotwhatuseyoumayhavemadeofmyname,butIhavenoreasontothinkthatyoucanhavebroughtdiscredituponit,andso-“

“Ithankyou,monsieur,but-“

“AndsoIcannotsubmitthatyoushallgotoToulouseinmystead。

Whereisthisofficerwhoseprisoneryouare?Praysummonhim,monsieur,andletussetthematterright。”

“Thisisverygenerous。”Iansweredcalmly。“ButIhavecrimesenoughuponmyhead,andso,iftheworstshouldbefallme,Iamsimplyatoninginonepersonfortheerrorsoftwo。”

“Butthatisnoconcernofmine!“hecried。

“Itissomuchyourconcernthatifyoucommitsoegregiousablunderastodenounceyourself,youwillhaveruinedyourself,withoutmateriallybenefittingme。

Hestillobjected,butinthisstrainIarguedforsometime,andtosuchgoodpurposethatintheendImadehimrealizethatbybetrayinghimselfhewouldnotsaveme,butonlyjoinmeonthejourneytothescaffold。

“Besides,gentlemen。”Ipursued,“mycaseisfarfromhopeless。I

haveeveryconfidencethat,asmattersstand,byputtingforthmyhandattherightmoment,byannouncingmyidentityattheproperseason,Ican,ifamsoinclined,savemyneckfromtheheadsman。”

“Ifyouaresoinclined?”theybothcried,theirlookschargedwithinquiry。

“Letthatbe。”Ianswered;“itdoesnotatpresentconcernus。WhatIdesireyoutounderstand,MonsieurdeLesperon,-isthatifIgotoToulousealone,whenthetimecomestoproclaimmyself,anditisfoundthatIamnotRenedeLesperon,ofLesperoninGascony,theywillassumethatyouaredead,andtherewillbenocountagainstme。

“Butifyoucomewithme,andtherebyaffordproofthatyouarealive,myimpersonationofyoumaycausemetrouble。TheymayopinethatIhavebeenanabettoroftreason,thatIhaveattemptedtocircumventtheendsofjustice,andthatImayhaveimpersonatedyouinordertorenderpossibleyourescape。Forthat,youmayrestassured,theywillpunishme。

“Youwillsee,therefore,thatmyownsafetyrestsonyourpassingquietlyoutofFranceandleavingthebeliefbehindyouthatyouaredead-abeliefthatwillquicklyspreadonceIshallhavecastoffyouridentity。Youapprehendme?”

“Vaguely,monsieur;andperhapsyouareright。Whatdoyousay,Stanislas?”

“Say?”criedthefieryMarsac。“Iamweigheddownwithshame,mypoorRene,forhavingsomisjudgedyou。”

Morehewouldhavesaidinthesamestrain,butLesperoncuthimshortandbadehimattendtotheissuenowbeforehim。Theydiscusseditatsomelength,butalwaysunderthecloudinwhichmymysteriousnessenvelopedit,and,intheend,encouragedbymyrenewedassurancesthatIcouldbestsavemyselfifLesperonwerenottakenwithme,theGasconconsentedtomyproposals。

MarsacwasonhiswaytoSpain。Hissister,hetoldus,awaitedhimatCarcassonne。Lesperonshouldsetoutwithhimatonce,andinforty-eighthourstheywouldbebeyondthereachoftheKing’sanger。

“Ihaveafavourtoaskofyou,MonsieurdeMarsac。”saidI,rising;

forourbusinesswasatanend。“ItisthatifyoushouldhaveanopportunityofcommunicatingwithMademoiselledeLavedan,youwillletherknowthatIamnot-nottheLesperonthatisbetrothedtoyoursister。’’

“Iwillinformherofit,monsieur。”heansweredreadily;andthen,ofasudden,alookofunderstandingandofinfinitepitycameintohiseyes。“MyGod!“hecried。

“Whatisit,monsieur?”Iasked,staggeredbythatsuddenoutcry。

“Donotaskme,monsieur,donotaskme。Ihadforgottenforthemoment,intheexcitementofalltheserevelations。But-“Hestoppedshort。

“Well,monsieur?”

Heseemedtoponderamoment,thenlookingatmeagainwiththatsamecompassionateglance“Youhadbetterknow。”saidhe。“Andyet-itisadifficultthingtotellyou。IunderstandnowmuchthatIhadnotdreamtof。You-youhavenosuspicionofhowyoucametobearrested?”

“Formyallegedparticipationinthelaterebellion?”

“Yes,yes。Butwhogavetheinformationofyourwhereabouts?WhotoldtheKeeperoftheSealswhereyouweretobefound?”

“Oh,that?”Iansweredeasily。“Why,Ineverdoubtedit。ItwasthecoxcombSaint-Eustache。Iwhippedhim-“

Istoppedshort。TherewassomethinginMarsac’sblackface,somethinginhisglance,thatforcedtheunspokentruthuponmymind。

“Motherinheaven!“Icried。“DoyoumeanthatitwasMademoiselledeLavedan?”

Hebowedhisheadinsilence。Didshehateme,then,somuchasthat?Wouldnothinglessthanmydeathappeaseher,andhadI

utterlycrushedthelovethatforalittlewhileshehadborneme,thatshecouldbringherselftohandmeovertotheheadsman?

God!Whatastabwasthat!Itturnedmesickwithgrief-aye,andwithsomeragenotagainsther,oh,notagainsther;againstthefatesthathadbroughtsuchthingstopass。

Icontrolledmyselfwhiletheireyeswereyetuponme。Iwenttothedoorandhelditopenforthem,andthey,perceivingsomethingofmydisorder,werecourteousenoughtoomittheprotractedleave-takingsthatunderotherauspicestheremighthavebeen。

Marsacpausedamomentonthethresholdasifhewouldhaveofferedmesomewordofcomfort。Then,perceiving,perhaps,howbanalmustbeallcomfortthatwasofwordsalone,andhowitmightbutincreasetheangerofthewounditwasmeanttobalm,hesighedasimple“Adieu,monsieur!“andwenthisway。

Whentheyweregone,Ireturnedtothetable,and,sittingdown,I

buriedmyheadinmyarms,andthereIlay,apreytothemostpoignantgriefthatinallmyeasy,fortunatelifeIhadeverknown。

Thatsheshouldhavedonethisthing!ThatthewomanIloved,thepure,sweet,innocentgirlthatIhadwooedsoardentlyinmyunworthinessatLavedan,shouldhavestoopedtosuchanactofbetrayal!TowhathadInotreducedher,sincesuchthingscouldbe!

Then,outofmydespairgrewcomfort,slowlyatfirst,andmorevigorouslyanon。Thesuddenshockofthenewshadrobbedmeofsomeofmywit,andhadwarpedmyreasoning。Later,asthepainoftheblowgrewduller,Icametoreflectthatwhatshehaddonewasbutaproof-anoverwhelmingproof-ofhowdeeplyshehadcared。Suchhatredasthiscanbebutbornofagreatlove;reactionisevertobemeasuredbytheactionthatoccasionsit,andagreatrevulsioncanonlycomeofagreataffection。Hadshebeenindifferenttome,orhadshebutentertainedformeapassingliking,shewouldnothavesufferedso。

AndsoIcametorealizehowcruelmusthavebeenthepangthathaddrivenhertothis。Butshehadlovedme;aye,andshelovedmestill,forallthatshethoughtshehated,andforallthatshehadactedasifshehated。ButevenifIwerewrong-evenifshedidhateme-whatafreshrevulsionwouldnotbeherswhenanonshelearntthat-whatevermysins-Ihadnotplayedlightlywithherlove;thatIwasnot,asshehadimagined,thebetrothedofanotherwoman!

Thethoughtfiredmelikewine。Iwasnolongerlistless-nolongerindifferentastowhetherIlivedordied。Imustlive。ImustenlightentheKeeperoftheSealsandthejudgesatToulouseconcerningmyidentity。Why,indeed,hadIeverwavered?BardelystheMagnificentmustcometolifeagain,andthen-Whatthen?

AssuddenlyasIhadbeenexaltedwasIcastdown。TherewasarumourabroadthatBardelyswasdead。InthewakeofthatrumourIshrewdlyguessedthatthereportofthewagerthathadbroughthimintoLanguedocwouldnotbeslowtofollow。Whatthen?Wouldshelovemeanythebetter?Wouldshehatemeanytheless?IfnowshewaswoundedbythebeliefthatIhadmadesportofherlove,wouldnotthatsamebeliefbewithheragainwhenshecametoknowthetruth?

Aye,thetanglewasagrievousone。YetItookheart。Myoldresolvereturnedtome,andIsawtheneedforurgency-inthatalonecouldlienowmyredemptioninhereyes。MywagermustbepaidbeforeIagainrepairedtoher,forallthatitshouldleavemepoorindeed。Inthemeanwhile,IprayedGodthatshemightnothearofitereIreturnedtotellher。

CHAPTERXI

THEKING’SCOMMISSIONER

ForthatmostamiableofGasconcadets,MonsieurdeCastelroux,I

havenaughtbutthehighestpraise。Inhiseverydealingwithmeherevealedhimselfsoverygallant,generous,andhigh-mindedagentlemanthatitwaslittleshortofapleasuretobehisprisoner。

HemadenoinquiriestouchingthenatureofmyinterviewwiththosetwogentlemenattheHoteldelaCouronne,andwhenatthemomentofleavingIrequestedhimtodeliverapackettothetallerofthosesametwohedidsowithoutcommentorquestion。ThatpacketcontainedtheportraitofMademoiselledeMarsac,butontheinnerwrapperwasanoterequestingLesperonnottoopenituntilheshouldbeinSpain。

NeitherMarsacnorLesperondidIseeagainbeforeweresumedourjourneytoToulouse。

Atthemomentofsettingoutacuriousincidentoccurred。

Castelroux’scompanyofdragoonshadriddenintothecourtyardasweweremounting。Theylinedupundertheirlieutenant’scommand,toallowustopass;butaswereachedtheporte-cochereweweredelayedforamomentbyatravelling-carriage,enteringforrelays,andcoming,apparently,fromToulouse。CastelrouxandIbackedourhorsesuntilwewereinthemidstofthedragoons,andsowestoodwhilethevehiclepassedin。Asitwentby,oneoftheleathercurtainswasdrawnback,andmyheartwasquickenedbythesightofapalegirlface,witheyesofblue,andbrowncurlslyingupontheslenderneck。Herglancelightedonme,swordlessandinthemidstofthatcompanyoftroopers,andIbowedlowuponthewithersofmyhorse,doffingmyhatindistantsalutation。

Thecurtaindroppedagain,andeclipsedthefaceofthewomanthathadbetrayedme。Withmymindfullofwildsurmisingsastowhatemotionsmighthaveawakenedinheruponbeholdingme,IrodeawayinsilenceatMonsieurdeCastelroux’sside。Hadsheexperiencedanyremorse?Anyshame?Whetherornotsuchfeelingshadbeenarousedatsightofme,itcertainlywouldnotbelongeresheexperiencedthem,forattheHoteldelaCouronnewerethosewhowouldenlightenher。

Thecontemplationoftheremorsefulgriefthatmightanonbesetherwhenshecametoponderthetruthofmatters,and,withthattruth,thosethingsthatatLavedanIhaduttered,filledmepresentlywithregretandpity。IgrewimpatienttoreachToulouseandtellthejudgesofthemistakethattherehadbeen。Mynamecouldnotbeunknowntothem,andtheverymentionofit,Ithought,shouldsufficetogivethempauseandleadthemtomakeinquiriesbeforesendingmetothescaffold。YetIwasnotwithoutuneasiness,forthesurnmarinesswithwhichCastelrouxhadinformedmetheywereinthehabitofdealingwiththoseaccusedofhightreasonoccasionedmesomeapprehensivepangs。

Thisapprehensionledmetoconversewithmycaptortouchingthosetrials,seekingtogatherfromhimwhowerethejudges。IlearntthenthatbesidestheordinaryTribunal,aCommissionerhadbeendispatchedbyHisMajesty,andwashourlyexpectedtoarriveatToulouse。Itwouldbehismissiontosuperviseanddirecttheinquiriesthatweretakingplace。Itwassaid,headded,thattheKinghimselfwasonhiswaythither,tobepresentatthetrialofMonsieurleDucdeMontmorency。Buthewastravellingbyeasystages,andwasnotyetexpectedforsomedays。Myheart,whichhadleaptatthenews,assuddenlysankagainwiththeconsiderationthatIshouldprobablybedisposedofbeforetheKing’sarrival。

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