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CHAPTERVII

THECATHEDRAL

IMUSTnotgoondescribingwhatcannotbedescribed,fornothingismorewearisome。

Beforetheyreachedthesea,DiamondfeltNorthWind’shairjustbeginningtofallabouthim。

“Isthestormover,NorthWind?”hecalledout。

“No,Diamond。Iamonlywaitingamomenttosetyoudown。

Youwouldnotliketoseetheshipsunk,andIamgoingtogiveyouaplacetostopintillIcomebackforyou。”

“Oh!thankyou。”saidDiamond。“Ishallbesorrytoleaveyou,NorthWind,butIwouldrathernotseetheshipgodown。AndI’mafraidthepoorpeoplewillcry,andIshouldhearthem。Oh,dear!“

“Thereareagoodmanypassengersonboard;andtotellthetruth,Diamond,Idon’tcareaboutyourhearingthecryyouspeakof。

Iamafraidyouwouldnotgetitoutofyourlittleheadagainforalongtime。”

“Buthowcanyoubearitthen,NorthWind?ForIamsureyouarekind。

Ishallneverdoubtthatagain。”

“IwilltellyouhowIamabletobearit,Diamond:Iamalwayshearing,througheverynoise,throughallthenoiseIammakingmyselfeven,thesoundofafar-offsong。Idonotexactlyknowwhereitis,orwhatitmeans;andIdon’thearmuchofit,onlytheodourofitsmusic,asitwere,flittingacrossthegreatbillowsoftheoceanoutsidethisairinwhichImakesuchastorm;butwhatIdohearisquiteenoughtomakemeabletobearthecryfromthedrowningship。

Soitwouldyouifyoucouldhearit。”

“No,itwouldn’t。”returnedDiamond,stoutly。“Fortheywouldn’thearthemusicofthefar-awaysong;andiftheydid,itwouldn’tdothemanygood。YouseeyouandIarenotgoingtobedrowned,andsowemightenjoyit。”

“Butyouhaveneverheardthepsalm,andyoudon’tknowwhatitislike。Somehow,Ican’tsayhow,ittellsmethatallisright;

thatitiscomingtoswallowupallcries。”

“Butthatwon’tdothemanygood——thepeople,Imean。”persistedDiamond。

“Itmust。Itmust。”saidNorthWind,hurriedly。“Itwouldn’tbethesongitseemstobeifitdidnotswallowupalltheirfearandpaintoo,andsetthemsingingitthemselveswiththerest。

Iamsureitwill。Anddoyouknow,eversinceIknewIhadhair,thatis,eversinceitbegantogooutandaway,thatsonghasbeencomingnearerandnearer。OnlyImustsayitwassomethousandyearsbeforeIheardit。”

“Buthowcanyousayitwascomingnearerwhenyoudidnothearit?”

askeddoubtinglittleDiamond。

“SinceIbegantohearit,Iknowitisgrowinglouder,thereforeI

judgeitwascomingnearerandneareruntilIdidhearitfirst。

I’mnotsoveryold,youknow——afewthousandyearsonly——andIwasquiteababywhenIheardthenoisefirst,butIknewitmustcomefromthevoicesofpeopleeversomucholderandwiserthanIwas。

Ican’tsingatall,exceptnowandthen,andIcannevertellwhatmysongisgoingtobe;IonlyknowwhatitisafterIhavesungit——

Butthiswillneverdo。Willyoustophere?”

“Ican’tseeanywheretostop。”saidDiamond。“Yourhairisalldownlikeadarkness,andIcan’tseethroughitifIknockmyeyesintoiteversomuch。”

“Look,then。”saidNorthWind;and,withonesweepofhergreatwhitearm,shesweptyardsdeepofdarknesslikeagreatcurtainfrombeforethefaceoftheboy。

Andlo!itwasabluenight,litupwithstars。Whereitdidnotshinewithstarsitshimmeredwiththemilkofthestars,exceptwhere,justoppositetoDiamond’sface,thegreytowersofacathedralblottedouteachitsownshapeofskyandstars。

“Oh!what’sthat?”criedDiamond,struckwithakindofterror,forhehadneverseenacathedral,anditrosebeforehimwithanawfulrealityinthemidstofthewidespaces,conqueringemptinesswithgrandeur。

“Averygoodplaceforyoutowaitin。”saidNorthWind。“Butweshallgoin,andyoushalljudgeforyourself。”

Therewasanopendoorinthemiddleofoneofthetowers,leadingoutupontheroof,andthroughittheypassed。ThenNorthWindsetDiamondonhisfeet,andhefoundhimselfatthetopofastonestair,whichwenttwistingawaydownintothedarknessforonlyalittlelightcameinatthedoor。Itwasenough,however,toallowDiamondtoseethatNorthWindstoodbesidehim。Helookeduptofindherface,andsawthatshewasnolongerabeautifulgiantess,butthetallgraciousladyhelikedbesttosee。Shetookhishand,and,givinghimthebroadpartofthespiralstairtowalkon,ledhimdownagoodway;then,openinganotherlittledoor,ledhimoutuponanarrowgallerythatranallroundthecentralpartofthechurch,ontheledgesofthewindowsoftheclerestory,andthroughopeningsinthepartsofthewallthatdividedthewindowsfromeachother。

Itwasverynarrow,andexceptwhentheywerepassingthroughthewall,Diamondsawnothingtokeephimfromfallingintothechurch。

Itlaybelowhimlikeagreatsilentgulfhollowedinstone,andheheldhisbreathforfearashelookeddown。

“Whatareyoutremblingfor,littleDiamond?”saidthelady,asshewalkedgentlyalong,withherhandheldoutbehindherleadinghim,fortherewasnotbreadthenoughforthemtowalksidebyside。

“Iamafraidoffallingdownthere。”answeredDiamond。“Itissodeepdown。”

“Yes,rather。”answeredNorthWind;“butyouwereahundredtimeshigherafewminutesago。”

“Ah,yes,butsomebody’sarmwasaboutmethen。”saidDiamond,puttinghislittlemouthtothebeautifulcoldhandthathadaholdofhis。

“Whatadearlittlewarmmouthyou’vegot!“saidNorthWind。

“Itisapityyoushouldtalknonsensewithit。Don’tyouknowI

haveaholdofyou?”

“Yes;butI’mwalkingonmyownlegs,andtheymightslip。

Ican’ttrustmyselfsowellasyourarms。”

“ButIhaveaholdofyou,Itellyou,foolishchild。”

“Yes,butsomehowIcan’tfeelcomfortable。”

“Ifyouweretofall,andmyholdofyouweretogiveway,Ishouldbedownafteryouinalessmomentthanalady’swatchcantick,andcatchyoulongbeforeyouhadreachedtheground。”

“Idon’tlikeitthough。”saidDiamond。

“Oh!oh!oh!“hescreamedthenextmoment,bentdoublewithterror,forNorthWindhadletgoherholdofhishand,andhadvanished,leavinghimstandingasifrootedtothegallery。

Sheleftthewords,“Comeafterme。”soundinginhisears。

Butmovehedarednot。Inamomentmorehewouldfromveryterrorhavefallenintothechurch,butsuddenlytherecameagentlebreathofcoolwinduponhisface,anditkeptblowinguponhiminlittlepuffs,andateverypuffDiamondfelthisfaintnessgoingaway,andhisfearwithit。Couragewasrevivinginhislittleheart,andstillthecoolwaftsofthesoftwindbreatheduponhim,andthesoftwindwassomightyandstrongwithinitsgentleness,thatinaminutemoreDiamondwasmarchingalongthenarrowledgeasfearlessforthetimeasNorthWindherself。

Hewalkedonandon,withthewindowsallinarowononesideofhim,andthegreatemptynaveofthechurchechoingtoeveryoneofhisbravestridesontheother,untilatlasthecametoalittleopendoor,fromwhichabroaderstairledhimdownanddownanddown,tillatlastallatoncehefoundhimselfinthearmsofNorthWind,whoheldhimclosetoher,andkissedhimontheforehead。

Diamondnestledtoher,andmurmuredintoherbosom,——“Whydidyouleaveme,dearNorthWind?”

“BecauseIwantedyoutowalkalone。”sheanswered。

“Butitissomuchnicerhere!“saidDiamond。

“Idaresay;butIcouldn’tholdalittlecowardtomyheart。

Itwouldmakemesocold!“

“ButIwasn’tbraveofmyself。”saidDiamond,whommyolderreaderswillhavealreadydiscoveredtobeatruechildinthis,thathewasgiventometaphysics。“Itwasthewindthatblewinmyfacethatmademebrave。Wasn’titnow,NorthWind?”

“Yes:Iknowthat。Youhadtobetaughtwhatcouragewas。

Andyoucouldn’tknowwhatitwaswithoutfeelingit:thereforeitwasgivenyou。Butdon’tyoufeelasifyouwouldtrytobebraveyourselfnexttime?”

“Yes,Ido。Buttryingisnotmuch。”

“Yes,itis——averygreatdeal,foritisabeginning。Andabeginningisthegreatestthingofall。Totrytobebraveistobebrave。

Thecowardwhotriestobebraveisbeforethemanwhoisbravebecauseheismadeso,andneverhadtotry。”

“Howkindyouare,NorthWind!“

“Iamonlyjust。Allkindnessisbutjustice。Weoweit。”

“Idon’tquiteunderstandthat。”

“Nevermind;youwillsomeday。Thereisnohurryaboutunderstandingitnow。”

“Whoblewthewindonmethatmademebrave?”

“Idid。”

“Ididn’tseeyou。”

“Thereforeyoucanbelieveme。”

“Yes,yes;ofcourse。Buthowwasitthatsuchalittlebreathcouldbesostrong?”

“ThatIdon’tknow。”

“Butyoumadeitstrong?”

“No:Ionlyblewit。Iknewitwouldmakeyoustrong,justasitdidthemanintheboat,youremember。ButhowmybreathhasthatpowerIcannottell。ItwasputintoitwhenIwasmade。

ThatisallIknow。ButreallyImustbegoingaboutmywork。”

“Ah!thepoorship!Iwishyouwouldstophere,andletthepoorshipgo。”

“ThatIdarenotdo。WillyoustopheretillIcomeback?”

“Yes。Youwon’tbelong?”

“NotlongerthanIcanhelp。Trustme,youshallgethomebeforethemorning。”

InamomentNorthWindwasgone,andthenextDiamondheardamoaningaboutthechurch,whichgrewandgrewtoaroaring。

Thestormwasupagain,andheknewthatNorthWind’shairwasflying。

Thechurchwasdark。Onlyalittlelightcamethroughthewindows,whichwerealmostallofthatpreciousoldstainedglasswhichissomuchlovelierthanthenew。ButDiamondcouldnotseehowbeautifultheywere,fortherewasnotenoughoflightinthestarstoshowthecoloursofthem。Hecouldonlyjustdistinguishthemfromthewalls,Helookedup,butcouldnotseethegalleryalongwhichhehadpassed。Hecouldonlytellwhereitwasfarupbythefaintglimmerofthewindowsoftheclerestory,whosesillsmadepartofit。Thechurchgrewverylonelyabouthim,andhebegantofeellikeachildwhosemotherhasforsakenit。

Onlyheknewthattobeleftaloneisnotalwaystobeforsaken。

Hebegantofeelhiswayabouttheplace,andforawhilewentwanderingupanddown。Hislittlefootstepswakedlittleansweringechoesinthegreathouse。Itwasn’ttoobigtomindhim。

Itwasasifthechurchknewhewasthere,andmeanttomakeitselfhishouse。Soitwentongivingbackananswertoeverystep,untilatlengthDiamondthoughtheshouldliketosaysomethingoutloud,andseewhatthechurchwouldanswer。Buthefoundhewasafraidtospeak。Hecouldnotutterawordforfearoftheloneliness。

Perhapsitwasaswellthathedidnot,forthesoundofaspokenwordwouldhavemadehimfeeltheplaceyetmoredesertedandempty。

Buthethoughthecouldsing。Hewasfondofsinging,andathomeheusedtosing,totunesofhisown,allthenurseryrhymesheknew。

Sohebegantotry`Heydiddlediddle’,butitwouldn’tdo。

Thenhetried`LittleBoyBlue’,butitwasnobetter。Neitherwould`SingaSongofSixpence’singitselfatall。Thenhetried`PooroldCockytoo’,buthewouldn’tdo。Theyallsoundedsosilly!

andhehadneverthoughtthemsillybefore。Sohewasquiet,andlistenedtotheechoesthatcameoutofthedarkcornersinanswertohisfootsteps。

Atlasthegaveagreatsigh,andsaid,“I’msotired。”Buthedidnothearthegentleechothatansweredfromfarawayoverhishead,foratthesamemomenthecameagainstthelowestofafewstepsthatstretchedacrossthechurch,andfelldownandhurthisarm。

Hecriedalittlefirst,andthencrawledupthestepsonhishandsandknees。Atthetophecametoalittlebitofcarpet,onwhichhelaydown;andtherehelaystaringatthedullwindowthatrosenearlyahundredfeetabovehishead。

Nowthiswastheeasternwindowofthechurch,andthemoonwasatthatmomentjustontheedgeofthehorizon。Thenext,shewaspeepingoverit。Andlo!withthemoon,St。JohnandSt。Paul,andtherestofthem,begantodawninthewindowintheirlovelygarments。

Diamonddidnotknowthatthewonder-workingmoonwasbehind,andhethoughtallthelightwascomingoutofthewindowitself,andthatthegoodoldmenwereappearingtohelphim,growingoutofthenightandthedarkness,becausehehadhurthisarm,andwasverytiredandlonely,andNorthWindwassolongincoming。

Sohelayandlookedatthembackwardsoverhishead,wonderingwhentheywouldcomedownorwhattheywoulddonext。Theywereverydim,forthemoonlightwasnotstrongenoughforthecolours,andhehadenoughtodowithhiseyestryingtomakeouttheirshapes。

Sohiseyesgrewtired,andmoreandmoretired,andhiseyelidsgrewsoheavythattheywouldkeeptumblingdownoverhiseyes。

Hekeptliftingthemandliftingthem,buteverytimetheywereheavierthanthelast。Itwasnouse:theyweretoomuchforhim。

Sometimesbeforehehadgotthemhalfup,downtheywereagain;

andatlengthhegaveitupquite,andthemomenthegaveitup,hewasfastasleep。

CHAPTERVIII

THEEASTWINDOW

THATDiamondhadfallenfastasleepisveryevidentfromthestrangethingshenowfanciedastakingplace。Forhethoughtheheardasoundasofwhisperingupinthegreatwindow。Hetriedtoopenhiseyes,buthecouldnot。Andthewhisperingwentonandgrewlouderandlouder,untilhecouldheareverywordthatwassaid。

HethoughtitwastheApostlestalkingabouthim。Buthecouldnotopenhiseyes。

“Andhowcomeshetobelyingthere,St。Peter?”saidone。

“IthinkIsawhimawhileagoupinthegallery,undertheNicodemuswindow。Perhapshehasfallendown。

“Whatdoyouthink,St。Matthew?”

“Idon’tthinkhecouldhavecrepthereafterfallingfromsuchaheight。Hemusthavebeenkilled。”

“Whatarewetodowithhim?Wecan’tleavehimlyingthere。

Andwecouldnotmakehimcomfortableuphereinthewindow:

it’srathercrowdedalready。Whatdoyousay,St。Thomas?”

“Let’sgodownandlookathim。”

Therecamearustling,andachinking,forsometime,andthentherewasasilence,andDiamondfeltsomehowthatalltheApostleswerestandingroundhimandlookingdownonhim。Andstillhecouldnotopenhiseyes。

“Whatisthematterwithhim,St。Luke?”askedone。

“There’snothingthematterwithhim。”answeredSt。Luke,whomusthavejoinedthecompanyoftheApostlesfromthenextwindow,onewouldthink。“He’sinasoundsleep。”

“Ihaveit。”criedanother。“ThisisoneofNorthWind’stricks。

Shehascaughthimupanddroppedhimatourdoor,likeawitheredleaforafoundlingbaby。Idon’tunderstandthatwoman’sconduct,Imustsay。Asifwehadn’tenoughtodowithourmoney,withoutgoingtakingcareofotherpeople’schildren!That’snotwhatourforefathersbuiltcathedralsfor。”

NowDiamondcouldnotbeartohearsuchthingsagainstNorthWind,who,heknew,neverplayedanybodyatrick。Shewasfartoobusywithherownworkforthat。Hestruggledhardtoopenhiseyes,butwithoutsuccess。

“Sheshouldconsiderthatachurchisnotaplaceforpranks,nottomentionthatweliveinit。”saidanother。

“Itcertainlyisdisrespectfulofher。Butshealwaysisdisrespectful。

Whatrighthasshetobangatourwindowsasshehasbeendoingthewholeofthisnight?Idaresaythereisglassbrokensomewhere。

Iknowmybluerobeisinadreadfulmesswiththerainfirstandthedustafter。Itwillcostmeshillingstocleanit。”

ThenDiamondknewthattheycouldnotbeApostles,talkinglikethis。

Theycouldonlybethesextonsandvergersandsuch-like,whogotupatnight,andputontherobesofdeansandbishops,andcalledeachothergrandnames,asthefoolishservantshehadheardhisfathertellofcallthemselveslordsandladies,aftertheirmastersandmistresses。AndhewassoangryattheirdaringtoabuseNorthWind,thathejumpedup,crying——“NorthWindknowsbestwhatsheisabout。

Shehasagoodrighttoblowthecobwebsfromyourwindows,forshewassenttodoit。Shesweepsthemawayfromgranderplaces,Icantellyou,forI’vebeenwithheratit。”

Thiswaswhathebegantosay,butashespokehiseyescamewideopen,andbehold,therewereneitherApostlesnorvergersthere——

notevenawindowwiththeeffigiesofholymeninit,butadarkheapofhayallabouthim,andthelittlepanesintheroofofhisloftglimmeringblueinthelightofthemorning。OldDiamondwascomingawakedownbelowinthestable。Inamomentmorehewasonhisfeet,andshakinghimselfsothatyoungDiamond’sbedtrembledunderhim。

“He’sgrandatshakinghimself。”saidDiamond。“IwishIcouldshakemyselflikethat。ButthenIcanwashmyself,andhecan’t。

WhatfunitwouldbetoseeOldDiamondwashinghisfacewithhishoofsandironshoes!Wouldn’titbeapicture?”

Sosaying,hegotupanddressedhimself。Thenhewentoutintothegarden。Theremusthavebeenatremendouswindinthenight,foralthoughallwasquietnow,therelaythelittlesummer-housecrushedtotheground,andoveritthegreatelm-tree,whichthewindhadbrokenacross,beingmuchdecayedinthemiddle。

Diamondalmostcriedtoseethewildernessofgreenleaves,whichusedtobesofarupintheblueair,tossingaboutinthebreeze,andlikingitbestwhenthewindblewitmost,nowlyingsoneartheground,andwithoutanyhopeofevergettingupintothedeepairagain。

“Iwonderhowoldthetreeis!“thoughtDiamond。“Itmusttakealongtimetogetsoneartheskyasthatpoortreewas。”

“Yes,indeed。”saidavoicebesidehim,forDiamondhadspokenthelastwordsaloud。

Diamondstarted,andlookingaroundsawaclergyman,abrotherofMrs。Coleman,whohappenedtobevisitingher。Hewasagreatscholar,andwasinthehabitofrisingearly。

“Whoareyou,myman?”headded。

“LittleDiamond。”answeredtheboy。

“Oh!Ihaveheardofyou。Howdoyoucometobeupsoearly?”

“BecausetheshamApostlestalkedsuchnonsense,theywakedmeup。”

Theclergymanstared。Diamondsawthathehadbetterhaveheldhistongue,forhecouldnotexplainthings。

“Youmusthavebeendreaming,mylittleman。”saidhe。“Dear!dear!“

hewenton,lookingatthetree,“therehasbeenterribleworkhere。

Thisisthenorthwind’sdoing。Whatapity!Iwishwelivedatthebackofit,I’msure。”

“Whereisthatsir?”askedDiamond。

“AwayintheHyperboreanregions。”answeredtheclergyman,smiling。

“Ineverheardoftheplace。”returnedDiamond。

“Idaresaynot。”answeredtheclergyman;“butifthistreehadbeentherenow,itwouldnothavebeenblowndown,forthereisnowindthere。”

“But,please,sir,ifithadbeenthere。”saidDiamond,“weshouldnothavehadtobesorryforit。”

“Certainlynot。”

“Thenweshouldn’thavehadtobegladforit,either。”

“You’requiteright,myboy。”saidtheclergyman,lookingathimverykindly,asheturnedawaytothehouse,withhiseyesbenttowardstheearth。ButDiamondthoughtwithinhimself,“IwillaskNorthWindnexttimeIseehertotakemetothatcountry。

Ithinkshedidspeakaboutitoncebefore。”

CHAPTERIX

HOWDIAMONDGOTTOTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND

WHENDiamondwenthometobreakfast,hefoundhisfatherandmotheralreadyseatedatthetable。Theywerebothbusywiththeirbreadandbutter,andDiamondsathimselfdowninhisusualplace。

Hismotherlookedupathim,and,afterwatchinghimforamoment,said:

“Idon’tthinktheboyislookingwell,husband。”

“Don’tyou?Well,Idon’tknow。Ithinkhelooksprettybobbish。

Howdoyoufeelyourself,Diamond,myboy?”

“Quitewell,thankyou,father;atleast,IthinkI’vegotalittleheadache。”

“There!Itoldyou。”saidhisfatherandmotherbothatonce。

“Thechild’sverypoorly“addedhismother。

“Thechild’squitewell。”addedhisfather。

Andthentheybothlaughed。

“Yousee。”saidhismother,“I’vehadaletterfrommysisteratSandwich。”

“Sleepyoldhole!“saidhisfather。

“Don’tabusetheplace;there’sgoodpeopleinit。”saidhismother。

“Right,oldlady。”returnedhisfather;“onlyIdon’tbelievetherearemorethantwopairofcarriage-horsesinthewholeblessedplace。”

“Well,peoplecangettoheavenwithoutcarriages——orcoachmeneither,husband。NotthatIshouldliketogowithoutmycoachman,youknow。Butabouttheboy?”

“Whatboy?”

“Thatboy,there,staringatyouwithhisgoggle-eyes。”

“HaveIgotgoggle-eyes,mother?”askedDiamond,alittledismayed。

“Nottoogoggle。”saidhismother,whowasquiteproudofherboy’seyes,onlydidnotwanttomakehimvain。

“Nottoogoggle;onlyyouneednotstareso。”

“Well,whatabouthim?”saidhisfather。

“ItoldyouIhadgotaletter。”

“Yes,fromyoursister;notfromDiamond。”

“La,husband!you’vegotoutofbedthewronglegfirstthismorning,Idobelieve。”

“Ialwaysgetoutwithbothatonce。”saidhisfather,laughing。

“Well,listenthen。Hisauntwantstheboytogodownandseeher。”

“Andthat’swhyyouwanttomakeoutthatheain’tlookingwell。”

“Nomoreheis。Ithinkhehadbettergo。”

“Well,Idon’tcare,ifyoucanfindthemoney。”saidhisfather。

“I’llmanagethat。”saidhismother;andsoitwasagreedthatDiamondshouldgotoSandwich。

IwillnotdescribethepreparationsDiamondmade。Youwouldhavethoughthehadbeengoingonathreemonths’voyage。NorwillI

describethejourney,forourbusinessisnowattheplace。

Hewasmetatthestationbyhisaunt,acheerfulmiddle-agedwoman,andconveyedinsafetytothesleepyoldtown,ashisfathercalledit。

Andnowonderthatitwassleepy,foritwasnearlydeadofoldage。

Diamondwentaboutstaringwithhisbeautifulgoggle-eyes,atthequaintoldstreets,andtheshops,andthehouses。

Everythinglookedverystrange,indeed;forherewasatownabandonedbyitsnurse,thesea,likeanoldoysterleftontheshoretillitgapedforweariness。ItusedtobeoneofthefivechiefseaportsinEngland,butitbegantoholditselftoohigh,andtheconsequencewastheseagrewlessandlessintimatewithit,graduallydrewback,andkeptmoretoitself,tillatlengthitleftithighanddry:Sandwichwasaseaportnomore;theseawentonwithitsowntide-businessalongwayoff,andforgotit。

Ofcourseitwenttosleep,andhadnomoretodowithships。

That’swhatcomestocitiesandnations,andboysandgirls,whosay,“Icandowithoutyourhelp。I’menoughformyself。”

Diamondsoonmadegreatfriendswithanoldwomanwhokeptatoyshop,forhismotherhadgivenhimtwopenceforpocket-moneybeforeheleft,andhehadgoneintohershoptospendit,andshegottalkingtohim。Shelookedveryfunny,becauseshehadnotgotanyteeth,butDiamondlikedher,andwentoftentohershop,althoughhehadnothingtospendthereafterthetwopencewasgone。

Oneafternoonhehadbeenwanderingratherwearilyaboutthestreetsforsometime。Itwasahotday,andhefelttired。

Ashepassedthetoyshop,hesteppedin。

“PleasemayIsitdownforaminuteonthisbox?”hesaid,thinkingtheoldwomanwassomewhereintheshop。Buthegotnoanswer,andsatdownwithoutone。Aroundhimwereagreatmanytoysofallprices,fromapennyuptoshillings。Allatonceheheardagentlewhirringsomewhereamongstthem。Itmadehimstartandlookbehindhim。Therewerethesailsofawindmillgoingroundandroundalmostclosetohisear。Hethoughtatfirstitmustbeoneofthosetoyswhicharewoundupandgowithclockwork;

butno,itwasacommonpennytoy,withthewindmillattheendofawhistle,andwhenthewhistleblowsthewindmillgoes。

Butthewonderwasthattherewasnooneatthewhistleendblowing,andyetthesailswereturningroundandround——nowfaster,nowslower,nowfasteragain。

“Whatcanitmean?”saidDiamond,aloud。

“Itmeansme。”saidthetiniestvoicehehadeverheard。

“Whoareyou,please?”askedDiamond。

“Well,really,Ibegintobeashamedofyou。”saidthevoice。

“Iwonderhowlongitwillbebeforeyouknowme;orhowoftenImighttakeyouinbeforeyougotsharpenoughtosuspectme。

Youareasbadasababythatdoesn’tknowhismotherinanewbonnet。”

“Notquitesobadasthat,dearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“forI

didn’tseeyouatall,andindeedIdon’tseeyouyet,althoughI

recogniseyourvoice。Dogrowalittle,please。”

“Notahair’s-breadth。”saidthevoice,anditwasthesmallestvoicethateverspoke。“Whatareyoudoinghere?”

“Iamcometoseemyaunt。But,please,NorthWind,whydidn’tyoucomebackformeinthechurchthatnight?”

“Idid。Icarriedyousafehome。AllthetimeyouweredreamingabouttheglassApostles,youwerelyinginmyarms。”

“I’msoglad。”saidDiamond。“Ithoughtthatmustbeit,onlyI

wantedtohearyousayso。Didyousinktheship,then?”

“Yes。”

“Anddrowneverybody?”

“Notquite。Oneboatgotawaywithsixorsevenmeninit。”

“Howcouldtheboatswimwhentheshipcouldn’t?”

“OfcourseIhadsometroublewithit。Ihadtocontriveabit,andmanagethewavesalittle。Whenthey’reoncethoroughlywakedup,Ihaveagooddealoftroublewiththemsometimes。

They’reapttogetstupidwithtumblingovereachother’sheads。

That’swhenthey’refairlyatit。However,theboatgottoadesertislandbeforenoonnextday。”

“Andwhatgoodwillcomeofthat?”

“Idon’tknow。Iobeyedorders。Goodbye。”

“Oh!stay,NorthWind,dostay!“criedDiamond,dismayedtoseethewindmillgetslowerandslower。

“Whatisit,mydearchild?”saidNorthWind,andthewindmillbeganturningagainsoswiftlythatDiamondcouldscarcelyseeit。

“Whatabigvoiceyou’vegot!andwhatanoiseyoudomakewithit?

Whatisityouwant?Ihavelittletodo,butthatlittlemustbedone。”

“Iwantyoutotakemetothecountryatthebackofthenorthwind。”

“That’snotsoeasy。”saidNorthWind,andwassilentforsolongthatDiamondthoughtshewasgoneindeed。Butafterhehadquitegivenherup,thevoicebeganagain。

“IalmostwisholdHerodotushadheldhistongueaboutit。

Muchheknewofit!“

“Whydoyouwishthat,NorthWind?”

“Becausethenthatclergymanwouldneverhaveheardofit,andsetyouwantingtogo。Butweshallsee。Weshallsee。Youmustgohomenow,mydear,foryoudon’tseemverywell,andI’llseewhatcanbedoneforyou。Don’twaitforme。I’vegottobreakafewofoldGoody’stoys;she’sthinkingtoomuchofhernewstock。

Twoorthreewilldo。There!gonow。”

Diamondrose,quitesorry,andwithoutawordlefttheshop,andwenthome。

Itsoonappearedthathismotherhadbeenrightabouthim,forthatsameafternoonhisheadbegantoacheverymuch,andhehadtogotobed。

Heawokeinthemiddleofthenight。Thelatticewindowofhisroomhadblownopen,andthecurtainsofhislittlebedwereswingingaboutinthewind。

“IfthatshouldbeNorthWindnow!“thoughtDiamond。

Butthenextmomentheheardsomeoneclosingthewindow,andhisauntcametohisbedside。Sheputherhandonhisface,andsaid——

“How’syourhead,dear?”

“Better,auntie,Ithink。”

“Wouldyoulikesomethingtodrink?”

“Oh,yes!Ishould,please。”

Sohisauntgavehimsomelemonade,forshehadbeenusedtonursingsickpeople,andDiamondfeltverymuchrefreshed,andlaidhisheaddownagaintogoveryfastasleep,ashethought。

Andsohedid,butonlytocomeawakeagain,asafreshburstofwindblewthelatticeopenasecondtime。ThesamemomenthefoundhimselfinacloudofNorthWind’shair,withherbeautifulface,setinitlikeamoon,bendingoverhim。

“Quick,Diamond!“shesaid。“Ihavefoundsuchachance!“

“ButI’mnotwell。”saidDiamond。

“Iknowthat,butyouwillbebetterforalittlefreshair。

Youshallhaveplentyofthat。”

“Youwantmetogo,then?”

“Yes,Ido。Itwon’thurtyou。”

“Verywell。”saidDiamond;andgettingoutofthebed-clothes,hejumpedintoNorthWind’sarms。

“Wemustmakehastebeforeyourauntcomes。”saidshe,assheglidedoutoftheopenlatticeandleftitswinging。

ThemomentDiamondfeltherarmsfoldaroundhimhebegantofeelbetter。Itwasamoonlessnight,andverydark,withglimpsesofstarswhenthecloudsparted。

“Iusedtodashthewavesabouthere。”saidNorthWind,“wherecowsandsheeparefeedingnow;butweshallsoongettothem。

Theretheyare。”

AndDiamond,lookingdown,sawthewhiteglimmerofbreakingwaterfarbelowhim。

“Yousee,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,“itisverydifficultformetogetyoutothebackofthenorthwind,forthatcountryliesintheverynorthitself,andofcourseIcan’tblownorthwards。”

“Whynot?”askedDiamond。

“Youlittlesilly!“saidNorthWind。“Don’tyouseethatifI

weretoblownorthwardsIshouldbeSouthWind,andthatisasmuchastosaythatonepersoncouldbetwopersons?”

“Buthowcanyouevergethomeatall,then?”

“Youarequiteright——thatismyhome,thoughInevergetfartherthantheouterdoor。Isitonthedoorstep,andhearthevoicesinside。

Iamnobodythere,Diamond。”

“I’mverysorry。”

“Why?”

“Thatyoushouldbenobody。”

“Oh,Idon’tmindit。Dearlittleman!youwillbeverygladsomedaytobenobodyyourself。Butyoucan’tunderstandthatnow,andyouhadbetternottry;forifyoudo,youwillbecertaintogofancyingsomeegregiousnonsense,andmakingyourselfmiserableaboutit。”

“ThenIwon’t。”saidDiamond。

“There’sagoodboy。Itwillallcomeingoodtime。”

“Butyouhaven’ttoldmehowyougettothedoorstep,youknow。”

“Itiseasyenoughforme。Ihaveonlytoconsenttobenobody,andthereIam。IdrawintomyselfandthereIamonthedoorstep。

Butyoucaneasilysee,oryouhavelesssensethanIthink,thattodragyou,youheavything,alongwithme,wouldtakecenturies,andIcouldnotgivethetimetoit。”

“Oh,I’msosorry!“saidDiamond。

“Whatfornow,pet?”

“ThatI’msoheavyforyou。IwouldbelighterifIcould,butI

don’tknowhow。”

“Yousillydarling!Why,IcouldtossyouahundredmilesfrommeifIliked。ItisonlywhenIamgoinghomethatIshallfindyouheavy。”

“Thenyouaregoinghomewithme?”

“Ofcourse。DidInotcometofetchyoujustforthat?”

“Butallthistimeyoumustbegoingsouthwards。”

“Yes。OfcourseIam。”

“Howcanyoubetakingmenorthwards,then?”

“Averysensiblequestion。Butyoushallsee。Iwillgetridofafewoftheseclouds——onlytheydocomeupsofast!

It’sliketryingtoblowabrookdry。There!Whatdoyouseenow?”

“IthinkIseealittleboat,awaythere,downbelow。”

“Alittleboat,indeed!Well!She’sayachtoftwohundredtons;

andthecaptainofitisafriendofmine;forheisamanofgoodsense,andcansailhiscraftwell。I’vehelpedhimmanyatimewhenhelittlethoughtit。I’veheardhimgrumblingatme,whenIwasdoingtheverybestIcouldforhim。Why,I’vecarriedhimeightymilesaday,againandagain,rightnorth。”

“Hemusthavedodgedforthat。”saidDiamond,whohadbeenwatchingthevessels,andhadseenthattheywentotherwaysthanthewindblew。

“Ofcoursehemust。Butdon’tyousee,itwasthebestIcoulddo?

Icouldn’tbeSouthWind。Andbesidesitgavehimashareinthebusiness。Itisnotgoodatall——mindthat,Diamond——todoeverythingforthoseyoulove,andnotgivethemashareinthedoing。

It’snotkind。It’smakingtoomuchofyourself,mychild。

IfIhadbeenSouthWind,hewouldonlyhavesmokedhispipeallday,andmadehimselfstupid。”

“Buthowcouldhebeamanofsenseandgrumbleatyouwhenyouweredoingyourbestforhim?”

“Oh!youmustmakeallowances。”saidNorthWind,“oryouwillneverdojusticetoanybody——Youdounderstand,then,thatacaptainmaysailnorth——“

“Inspiteofanorthwind——yes。”supplementedDiamond。

“Now,Idothinkyoumustbestupid,my,dear“saidNorthWind。

“Supposethenorthwinddidnotblowwherewouldhebethen?”

“Whythenthesouthwindwouldcarryhim。”

“Soyouthinkthatwhenthenorthwindstopsthesouthwindblows。

Nonsense。IfIdidn’tblow,thecaptaincouldn’tsailhiseightymilesaday。NodoubtSouthWindwouldcarryhimfaster,butSouthWindissittingonherdoorstepthen,andifIstoppedtherewouldbeadeadcalm。Soyouareallwrongtosayhecansailnorthinspiteofme;hesailsnorthbymyhelp,andmyhelpalone。

Youseethat,Diamond?”

“Yes,Ido,NorthWind。Iamstupid,butIdon’twanttobestupid。”

“Goodboy!Iamgoingtoblowyounorthinthatlittlecraft,oneofthefinestthateversailedthesea。Hereweare,rightoverit。

Ishallbeblowingagainstyou;youwillbesailingagainstme;

andallwillbejustaswewantit。Thecaptainwon’tgetonsofastashewouldlike,buthewillgeton,andsoshallwe。

I’mjustgoingtoputyouonboard。Doyouseeinfrontofthetiller——

thatthingthemanisworking,nowtooneside,nowtotheother——

aroundthinglikethetopofadrum?”

“Yes。”saidDiamond。

“Belowthatiswheretheykeeptheirsparesails,andsomestoresofthatsort。Iamgoingtoblowthatcoveroff。ThesamemomentIwilldropyouondeck,andyoumusttumblein。Don’tbeafraid,itisofnodepth,andyouwillfallonsail-cloth。Youwillfinditniceandwarmanddry-onlydark;andyouwillknowIamnearyoubyeveryrollandpitchofthevessel。Coilyourselfupandgotosleep。

Theyachtshallbemycradleandyoushallbemybaby。”

“Thankyou,dearNorthWind。Iamnotabitafraid。”saidDiamond。

Inamomenttheywereonalevelwiththebulwarks,andNorthWindsentthehatchoftheafter-storerattlingawayoverthedecktoleeward。Thenext,Diamondfoundhimselfinthedark,forhehadtumbledthroughtheholeasNorthWindhadtoldhim,andthecoverwasreplacedoverhishead。Awayhewentrollingtoleeward,forthewindbeganallatoncetoblowhard。Heheardthecallofthecaptain,andtheloudtramplingofthemenoverhishead,astheyhauledatthemainsheettogettheboomonboardthattheymighttakeinareefinthemainsail。Diamondfeltaboutuntilhehadfoundwhatseemedthemostcomfortableplace,andtherehesnuggleddownandlay。

Hoursafterhours,agreatmanyofthem,wentby;andstillDiamondlaythere。Heneverfeltintheleasttiredorimpatient,forastrangepleasurefilledhisheart。Thestrainingofthemasts,thecreakingoftheboom,thesingingoftheropes,thebangingoftheblocksastheyputthevesselabout,allfellinwiththeroaringofthewindabove,thesurgeofthewavespasthersides,andthethudwithwhicheverynowandthenonewouldstrikeher;

whilethroughitallDiamondcouldhearthegurgling,rippling,talkingflowofthewateragainstherplanks,assheslippedthroughit,lyingnowonthisside,nowonthat——likeasubduedairrunningthroughthegrandmusichisNorthWindwasmakingabouthimtokeephimfromtiringastheyspedontowardsthecountryatthebackofherdoorstep。

HowlongthislastedDiamondhadnoidea。Heseemedtofallasleepsometimes,onlythroughthesleepheheardthesoundsgoingon。

Atlengththeweatherseemedtogetworse。Theconfusionandtramplingoffeetgrewmorefrequentoverhishead;thevessellayovermoreandmoreonherside,andwentroaringthroughthewaves,whichbangedandthumpedatherasifinanger。Allatoncearoseaterribleuproar。Thehatchwasblownoff;acoldfiercewindsweptinuponhim;andalongarmcamewithitwhichlaidholdofhimandliftedhimout。Thesamemomenthesawthelittlevesselfarbelowhimrightingherself。Shehadtakeninallhersailsandlaynowtossingonthewaveslikeasea-birdwithfoldedwings。

Ashortdistancetothesouthlayamuchlargervessel,withtwoorthreesailsset,andtowardsitNorthWindwascarryingDiamond。

ItwasaGermanship,onitswaytotheNorthPole。

“Thatvesseldowntherewillgiveusaliftnow。”saidNorthWind;

“andafterthatImustdothebestIcan。”

Shemanagedtohidehimamongsttheflagsofthebigship,whichwereallsnuglystowedaway,andonandontheyspedtowardsthenorth。Atlengthonenightshewhisperedinhisear,“Comeondeck,Diamond;“andhegotupatonceandcreptondeck。

Everythinglookedverystrange。Hereandthereonallsideswerehugemassesoffloatingice,lookinglikecathedrals,andcastles,andcrags,whileawaybeyondwasabluesea。

“Isthesunrisingorsetting?”askedDiamond。

“Neitherorboth,whichyouplease。Icanhardlytellwhichmyself。

Ifheissettingnow,hewillberisingthenextmoment。”

“Whatastrangelightitis!“saidDiamond。“Ihaveheardthatthesundoesn’tgotobedallthesummerintheseparts。

MissColemantoldmethat。Isupposehefeelsverysleepy,andthatiswhythelighthesendsoutlookssolikeadream。”

“Thatwillaccountforitwellenoughforallpracticalpurposes。”

saidNorthWind。

Someoftheicebergsweredriftingnorthwards;onewaspassingveryneartheship。NorthWindseizedDiamond,andwithasingleboundlightedononeofthem——ahugething,withsharppinnaclesandgreatclefts。Thesameinstantawindbegantoblowfromthesouth。

NorthWindhurriedDiamonddownthenorthsideoftheiceberg,steppingbyitsjagsandsplintering;forthisberghadnevergotfarenoughsouthtobemeltedandsmoothedbythesummersun。

Shebroughthimtoacavenearthewater,wheresheentered,and,lettingDiamondgo,satdownasifwearyonaledgeofice。

Diamondseatedhimselfontheotherside,andforawhilewasenrapturedwiththecolouroftheairinsidethecave。Itwasadeep,dazzling,lovelyblue,deeperthanthedeepestblueofthesky。

Theblueseemedtobeinconstantmotion,liketheblacknesswhenyoupressyoureyeballswithyourfingers,boilingandsparkling。

ButwhenhelookedacrosstoNorthWindhewasfrightened;

herfacewaswornandlivid。

“Whatisthematterwithyou,dearNorthWind?”hesaid。

“Nothingmuch。Ifeelveryfaint。Butyoumustn’tmindit,forIcanbearitquitewell。SouthWindalwaysblowsmefaint。

Ifitwerenotforthecoolofthethickicebetweenmeandher,Ishouldfaintaltogether。Indeed,asitis,IfearImustvanish。”

Diamondstaredatherinterror,forhesawthatherformandfaceweregrowing,notsmall,buttransparent,likesomethingdissolving,notinwater,butinlight。Hecouldseethesideofthebluecavethroughherveryheart。Andshemeltedawaytillallthatwasleftwasapaleface,likethemooninthemorning,withtwogreatlucideyesinit。

“Iamgoing,Diamond。”shesaid。

“Doesithurtyou?”askedDiamond。

“It’sveryuncomfortable。”sheanswered;“butIdon’tmindit,forIshallcomeallrightagainbeforelong。IthoughtIshouldbeabletogowithyoualltheway,butIcannot。Youmustnotbefrightenedthough。Justgostraighton,andyouwillcomeallright。

You’llfindmeonthedoorstep。”

Asshespoke,herfacetoofadedquiteaway,onlyDiamondthoughthecouldstillseehereyesshiningthroughtheblue。

Whenhewentcloser,however,hefoundthatwhathethoughthereyeswereonlytwohollowsintheice。NorthWindwasquitegone;

andDiamondwouldhavecried,ifhehadnottrustedhersothoroughly。

Sohesatstillintheblueairofthecavernlisteningtothewashandrippleofthewaterallaboutthebaseoftheiceberg,asitspedonandonintotheopenseanorthwards。Itwasanexcellentcrafttogowiththecurrent,fortherewastwiceasmuchofitbelowwaterasabove。Butalightsouthwindwasblowingtoo,andsoitwentfast。

AfteralittlewhileDiamondwentoutandsatontheedgeofhisfloatingisland,andlookeddownintotheoceanbeneathhim。

Thewhitesidesofthebergreflectedsomuchlightbelowthewater,thathecouldseefardownintothegreenabyss。SometimeshefanciedhesawtheeyesofNorthWindlookingupathimfrombelow,butthefancyneverlastedbeyondthemomentofitsbirth。Andthetimepassedhedidnotknowhow,forhefeltasifhewereinadream。

Whenhegottiredofthegreenwater,hewentintothebluecave;

andwhenhegottiredofthebluecavehewentoutandgazedallabouthimonthebluesea,eversparklinginthesun,whichkeptwheelingaboutthesky,nevergoingbelowthehorizon。Buthechieflygazednorthwards,toseewhetheranylandwereappearing。

Allthistimeheneverwantedtoeat。Hebrokeofflittlebitsofthebergnowandthenandsuckedthem,andhethoughtthemverynice。

Atlength,onetimehecameoutofhiscave,hespiedfaroffonthehorizon,ashiningpeakthatroseintotheskylikethetopofsometremendousiceberg;andhisvesselwasbearinghimstraighttowardsit。Asitwentonthepeakroseandrosehigherandhigherabovethehorizon;andotherpeaksroseafterit,withsharpedgesandjaggedridgesconnectingthem。Diamondthoughtthismustbetheplacehewasgoingto;andhewasright;forthemountainsroseandrose,tillhesawthelineofthecoastattheirfeetandatlengththeicebergdroveintoalittlebay,allaroundwhichwereloftyprecipiceswithsnowontheirtops,andstreaksoficedowntheirsides。Thebergfloatedslowlyuptoaprojectingrock。

Diamondsteppedonshore,andwithoutlookingbehindhimbegantofollowanaturalpathwhichledwindinglytowardsthetopoftheprecipice。

Whenhereachedit,hefoundhimselfonabroadtableofice,alongwhichhecouldwalkwithoutmuchdifficulty。Beforehim,ataconsiderabledistance,rosealoftyridgeofice,whichshotupintofantasticpinnaclesandtowersandbattlements。Theairwasverycold,andseemedsomehowdead,fortherewasnottheslightestbreathofwind。

Inthecentreoftheridgebeforehimappearedagapliketheopeningofavalley。Butashewalkedtowardsit,gazing,andwonderingwhetherthatcouldbethewayhehadtotake,hesawthatwhathadappearedagapwastheformofawomanseatedagainsttheicefrontoftheridge,leaningforwardswithherhandsinherlap,andherhairhangingdowntotheground。

“ItisNorthWindonherdoorstep。”saidDiamondjoyfully,andhurriedon。

Hesooncameuptotheplace,andtheretheformsat,likeoneofthegreatfiguresatthedoorofanEgyptiantemple,motionless,withdroopingarmsandhead。ThenDiamondgrewfrightened,becauseshedidnotmovenorspeak。HewassureitwasNorthWind,buthethoughtshemustbedeadatlast。Herfacewaswhiteasthesnow,hereyeswereblueastheairintheice-cave,andherhairhungdownstraight,likeicicles。Shehadonagreenishrobe,likethecolourinthehollowsofaglacierseenfromfaroff。

Hestoodupbeforeher,andgazedfearfullyintoherfaceforafewminutesbeforeheventuredtospeak。Atlength,withagreateffortandatremblingvoice,hefalteredout——

“NorthWind!“

“Well,child?”saidtheform,withoutliftingitshead。

“Areyouill,dearNorthWind?”

“No。Iamwaiting。”

“Whatfor?”

“TillI’mwanted。”

“Youdon’tcareformeanymore。”saidDiamond,almostcryingnow。

“YesIdo。OnlyIcan’tshowit。Allmyloveisdownatthebottomofmyheart。ButIfeelitbubblingthere。”

“Whatdoyouwantmetodonext,dearNorthWind?”saidDiamond,wishingtoshowhislovebybeingobedient。

“Whatdoyouwanttodoyourself?”

“Iwanttogointothecountryatyourback。”

“Thenyoumustgothroughme。”

“Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。”

“ImeanjustwhatIsay。YoumustwalkonasifIwereanopendoor,andgorightthroughme。”

“Butthatwillhurtyou。”

“Notintheleast。Itwillhurtyou,though。”

“Idon’tmindthat,ifyoutellmetodoit。”

“Doit。”saidNorthWind。

Diamondwalkedtowardsherinstantly。Whenhereachedherknees,heputouthishandtolayitonher,butnothingwastheresaveanintensecold。Hewalkedon。Thenallgrewwhiteabouthim;

andthecoldstunghimlikefire。Hewalkedonstill,gropingthroughthewhiteness。Itthickenedabouthim。Atlast,itgotintohisheart,andhelostallsense。Iwouldsaythathefainted——onlywhereasincommonfaintsallgrowsblackaboutyou,hefeltswallowedupinwhiteness。ItwaswhenhereachedNorthWind’sheartthathefaintedandfell。Butashefell,herolledoverthethreshold,anditwasthusthatDiamondgottothebackofthenorthwind。

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