投诉 阅读记录

第7章

thenherememberedhiswearingafullbeard。

Hedressedhimselfasquicklyashecould,andwentdownintothehotelvestibule,wherehehadnoticedpeoplesellingflowerstheeveningbefore,buttherewasnoonetherewiththemnow,andnoneoftheflorists’shopsonthestreetwereopenyet。HecouldnotfindanythingtillhewenttotheProvidenceDepot,andthemantherehadtotakesomeofhisyesterday’sflowersoutoftherefrigeratorwherehekeptthem;hewasnotsuretheywouldbeveryfresh;buttheheavyrosebudshadfallenopen,andtheyweresuperb。Dantookalltherewere,andwhentheyhadbeensprinkledwithwater,andwrappedincottonbatting,andtiedroundwithpaper,itwasstillonlyquarterofeight,andheleftthemwiththemantillhecouldgethisbreakfastattheDepotrestaurant。Thereithadaconsolingeffectofnotbeingsoearly;manypeoplewerealreadybreakfasting,andwhenDansaid,withhisorder,“Hurryitup,please。”heknewthathewastakenforapassengerjustarrivedordeparting。Byafantasticimpulseheorderedeggsandbaconagain;hefelt,itafinederisionofthepastandasealoftriumphuponthepresenttohavethesamebreakfastafterhisacceptanceashehadorderedafterhisrejection;

hewouldtellAliceaboutit,anditwouldamuseher。Heimaginedhowhewouldsayit,andshewouldlaugh;butshewouldbefullofaravishingcompassionforhispastsuffering。Theywerelongbringingthebreakfast;

whenitcamehedespatcheditsoquicklythatitwasonlyhalfaftereightwhenhepaidhischeckatthecounter。Hetriedtobefiveminutesmoregettinghisflowers,butthemanhadthemallreadyforhim,anditdidnottakehimtenseconds。Hehadsaidhewouldcarrythemathalf-pastnine;butthinkingitoveronabenchintheGarden,hedecidedthathehadbettergosooner;theymightbreakfastearlier,andtherewouldbenofunifAlicedidnotfindtherosesbesideherplate:thatwasthewholeidea。ItwasnottillhestoodatthedoorofthePasmerapartmentthat。

hereflectedthathewasnotaccomplishinghiswishtoseeAlicebyleavingherthoseflowers;hewasafool,fornowhewouldhavetopostponecomingalittle,becausehehadalreadycome。

Thegirlwhoansweredthebelldidnotunderstandthechargehegaveherabouttheroses,andherepeatedhiswords。Someonepassingthroughtheroombeyondseemedtohesitateandpauseatthesoundofhisvoice。CoulditbeAlice?Thenheshouldseeher,afterall!Thegirllookedoverhershoulder,andsaid,“Mrs。Pasmer。”

Mrs。Pasmercameforward,andhefellintoacomplicatedexplanationandapology。Attheendshesaid,“Youhadbettergivethemyourself。Shewillbeheredirectly。”Theywereintheroomnow,andMrs。Pasmermadethetimepassinrapidtalk;butDanfeltthatheoughttoapologisefromtimetotime。“No!“shesaid,lettingherselfgo。“Stayandbreakfastwithus,Mr。Mavering。Weshallbesogladtohaveyou。”

AtlastAlicecamein,andtheydecorouslyshookhands。Mrs。Pasmerturnedawayasmileattheirdecorum。“Iwillseethatthere’saplaceforyou。”shesaid,leavingthem。

Theywereinstantlyineachother’sarms。Itseemedtohimthatallthishadhappenedbecausehehadsostronglywishedit。

“Whatisit,Dan?”Whatdidyoucomefor?”sheasked。

“Toseeifitwasreallytrue,Alice。Icouldn’tbelieveit。”

“Well——letmego——youmustn’t——it’stoosilly。Ofcourseit’strue。”Shepulledherselffree。“Ismyhairtumbled?Yououghtn’ttohavecome;

it’sridiculous;butI’mgladyoucame。I’vebeenthinkingitallover,andI’vegotagreatmanythingstosaytoyou。Butcometobreakfastnow。”

Shehadabusiness-likewayoftreatingthesituationthatwasmoreintoxicatingthansentimentwouldhavebeen,andgaveitmoreactuality。

Mrs。Pasmerwasaloneatthetable,andexplainedthatAlice’sfatherneverbreakfastedwiththem,orveryseldom。“Whereareyourflowers?”

sheaskedAlice。

“Flowers?Whatflowers?”

“ThatMr。Maveringbrought。”

Theyalllookedatoneanother。Danranoutandbroughtinhisroses。

“Theyweretryingtogetawayintheexcitement,Iguess,Mrs。Pasmer;I

foundthembehindthedoor。”Hehadflungthemthere,withoutknowingit,whenMrs。PasmerlefthimwithAlice。

Heexpectedhertojoinhimandhermotherinbeingamusedatthis,buthewasaswellpleasedtohavehertouchedathishavingbroughtthem,andtoturntheirgaietyoffinpraiseoftheroses。Shegotavaseforthem,andsetitonthetable。Henoticedforthefirsttimetheprettyhouse-

dressshehadon,withitsbarredcorsageandunder-skirt,andtheheavysilkenropeknottedrounditatthewaist,anddroppinginheavytuftsorballsinfront。

ThebreakfastwasContinentalinitssimplicity,andMrs。PasmersaidthattheyhadalwayskeptuptheirParishabitofalightbreakfast,eveninLondon,whereitwasnotsoeasytofollowforeigncustomsasitwasinAmerica。Shewasafraidhemightfindittoolight。Thenhetoldallabouthismorning’sadventure,endingwithhisbreakfastattheProvidenceDepot。Mrs。Pasmerenteredintothefunofit,butshesaiditwasforonlyonceinaway,andhemustnotexpecttobeletinifhecameatthathouranothermorning。Hesaidno;heunderstoodwhatanextraordinarypieceofluckitwasforhimtobethere;andhewastheretobebiddentodowhatevertheywished。Hesaidsomuchinrecognitionoftheirgoodness,thathebecameabashedbyit。Mrs。Pasmersatattheheadofthetable,andAliceacrossitfromhim,sofaroffthatsheseemedpartedfromhimbyaninsuperablemoraldistance。Awarmflushseemedtorisefromhisheartintohisthroatandstiflehim。Hewishedtoshedtears。

HiseyeswerewetwithgratefulhappinessinansweringMrs。Pasmerthathewouldnothaveanymorecoffee。“Then。”shesaid,“wewillgointothedrawing-room;“butsheallowedhimandAlicetogoalone。

Hewasstillinthatillusionofaweandofdistance,andhesubmittedtotheinterpositionofanothertablebetweentheirchairs。

“Iwishtotalkwithyou。”shesaid,soseriouslythathewasfrightened,andsaidtohimself:“Nowsheisgoingtobreakitoff。Shehasthoughtitover,andshefindsshecan’tendureme。”

“Well?”hesaidhuskily。

Yououghtn’ttohavecomehere,youknow,thismorning。”

“Iknowit。”hevaguelyconceded。“ButIdidn’texpecttogetin。”

“Well,nowyou’rehere,wemayaswelltalk。Youmusttellyourfamilyatonce。”

“Yes;I’mgoingtowritetothemassoonasIgetbacktomyroom。I

couldn’tlastnight。”

“Butyoumustn’twrite;youmustgo——andpreparetheirminds。”

“Go?”heechoed。“Oh,thatisn’tnecessary!Myfatherknewaboutitfromthebeginning,andIguessthey’vealltalkeditover。Theirmindsareprepared。”Thesenseofhisimmeasurablesuperioritytoanyone’soppositionbegantodissipateDan’sunnaturalawe;atthepleadingfacewhichAliceputon,restingonecheekagainstthebackofoneofherclaspedhands,andleaningonthetablewithherelbows,hebegantobeteasedbythatsilkenroperoundherwaist。

“Butyoudon’tunderstand,dear。”shesaid;andshesaid“dear“asiftheywereoldmarriedpeople。“Youmustgotoseethem,andtellthem;andthensomeofthemmustcometoseeme——yourfatherandsisters。”

“Why,ofcourse。”Hiseyenowbecamefastenedtooneofthefluffysilkenballs。

“AndthenmammaandImustgotoseeyourmother,mustn’twe?”

“It’llbeveryniceofyou——yes。Youknowshecan’tcometoyou。”

“Yes,that’swhatIthought,and——Whatareyoulookingat?”shedrewherselfbackfromthetableandfollowedthedirectionofhiseyewithawoman’sinstinctiveapprehensionofdisarray。

Hewasashamedtotell。“Oh,nothing。Iwasjustthinking。”

“What?”

“Well,Idon’tknow。Thatitseemssostrangeanyoneelseshouldhaveanytodowithit——myfamilyandyours。ButIsupposetheymust。Yes,it’sallright。”

“Why,ofcourse。Ifyourfamilydidn’tlikeit——“

“Itwouldn’tmakeanydifferencetome。”saidDanresolutely。

“Itwouldtome。”sheretorted,withtenderreproach。“Doyousupposeitwouldbepleasanttogointoafamilythatdidn’tlikeyon?Supposepapaandmammadidn’tlikeyou?”

“ButIthoughttheydid。”saidMavering,withhismindstillpartlyontheropeandthefluffyball,butkeepinghiseyesaway。

“Yes,theydo。”saidAlice。“Butyourfamilydon’tknowmeatall;andyourfather’sonlyseenmeonce。Can’tyouunderstand?I’mafraidwedon’tlookatitseriouslyenough——earnestly——andoh,Idowishtohaveeverythingdoneasitshouldbe!Sometimes,whenIthinkofit,itmakesmetremble。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitallthemorning,and——and——

praying。”

Danwantedtofallonhiskneestoher。TheideaofAliceinprayerwasfascinating“Iwishourlifetobeginwithothers,andnotwithourselves。Ifwe’reintrustedwithsomuchhappiness,doesn’titmeanthatwe’retodogoodwithit——togiveittoothersasifitweremoney?”

ThenoblenessofthisthoughtstirredDangreatly;hiseyeswanderedbacktothesilkenrope;butnowitseemedtohimanemblemofvoluntarysufferingandself-sacrifice,likeadevotee’shempengirdle。Heperceivedthattheloveofthisangelicgirlwouldelevatehimandhallowhiswholelifeifhewouldletit。Heansweredher,fervently,thathewouldbeguidedbyherinthisasineverything;thatheknewhewasselfish,andhewasafraidhewasnotverygood;butitwasnotbecausehehadnotwishedtobeso;itwasbecausehehadnothadanyincentive。Hethoughthowmuchnoblerandbetterthiswasthanthetalkhehadusuallyhadwithgirls。Hesaidthatofcoursehewouldgohomeandtellhispeople;hesawnowthatitwouldmakethemhappieriftheycouldhearitdirectlyfromhim。Hehadonlythoughtofwritingbecausehecouldnotbeartothinkoflettingadaypasswithoutseeingher;butifhetooktheearlymorningtrainhecouldgetbackthesamenight,andstillhavethreehoursatPonkwassetFalls,andhewouldgothenextday,ifshesaidso。

“Goto-day,Dan。”shesaid,andshestretchedoutherhandimpressivelyacrossthetabletowardhim。Heseizeditwithagushoftenderness,andtheydrewtogetherintheirresolutiontoliveforothers。Hesaidhewouldgoatonce。Butthenexttraindidnotleavetilltwoo’clock,andtherewasplentyoftime。Inthemeanwhileitwasintheaccomplishmentoftheirhighaimsthattheysatdownonthesofatogetherandtalkedoftheirfuture;Aliceconditioneditwhollyuponhispeople’sapprovalofher,whichseemedwildlyunnecessarytoMavering,andamusedhimimmensely。

“Yes。”shesaid,“Iknowyouwillthinkmestrangeinagreatmanythings;

butIshallneverkeepanythingfromyou,andI’mgoingtotellyouthatI

wenttomatinsthismorning。”

“Tomatins?”echoedDan。HewouldnotquitehavelikedheraCatholic;herememberedwithreliefthatshehadsaidshewasnotaRomanCatholic;

thoughwhenhecametothink,hewouldnothavecaredagreatdeal。

NothingcouldhavechangedherfrombeingAlice。

“Yes,Iwishedtoconsecratethefirstmorningofourengagement;andI’malwaysgoing。IdeterminedthatIwouldgobeforebreakfast——thatwaswhatmadebreakfastsolate。Don’tyoulikeit?”sheaskedtimidly。

“Likeit!“hesaid。“I’mgoingwithyou:“

“Ohno!“sheturneduponhim。“Thatwouldn’tdo。”Shebecamegraveagain。“I’mgladyouapproveofit,forIshouldfeelthattherewassomethingwantingtoourhappiness。Ifmarriageisasacrament,whyshouldn’tanengagementbe?”

“Itis。”saidDan,andhefeltthatitwasholy;tillthenhehadneverrealisedthatmarriagewasasacrament,thoughhehadoftenheardthephrase。

Attheendofanhourtheytookatenderleaveofeachother,hastenedbythesoundofMrs。Pasmer’svoicewithout。Aliceescapedfromonedoorbeforehermotherenteredbytheother。Danremained,tryingtolookunconcerned,buthewassensibleofsucceedingsopoorlythathethoughthehadbetterofferhishandtoMrs。Pasmeratonce。HetoldherthathewasgoinguptoPonkwassetFallsattwoo’clock,andaskedhertopleaserememberhimtoMr。Pasmer。

Shesaidshewould,andaskedhimifheweretobegonelong。

“Ohno;justovernight——tillIcantellthemwhat’shappened。”HefeltitacomforttobetrivialwithMrs。Pasmer,afterbracinguptoAlice’sideals。“Isupposethey’llhavetoknow。”

“Whatanexemplaryson!“saidMrs。Pasmer。“Yes,Isupposetheywill。”

“IsupposeditwouldbeenoughifIwrote,butAlicethinksI’dbetterreportinperson。”

“Ithinkyouhad,indeed!Anditwillbeagoodthingforyoubothtohavethetimeforclarifyingyourideas。Didshetellyoushehadbeenatmatinsthismorning?”AlightoflaughtertrembledinMrs。Pasmer’seyes,andMaveringcouldnotkeeparesponsivegleamoutofhisown。Inaninstantthededicationofhisengagementbymorningprayerceasedtobeahighandsolemnthought,andbecamedeliciouslyamusing;andthislaughingAliceoverwithhermotherdidmoretorealisethefactthatshewashisthananythingelsehadyetdone。

Inthatdarkpassageoutsidehefelttwoarmsgotenderlyroundhisneck;

andasoftshapestrainitselftohisheart。“Iknowyouhavebeenlaughingaboutme。Butyoumay。I’myoursnow,eventolaughat,ifyouwant。”

“Youareminetofalldownandworship。”hevowed,withaninstantrevulsionoffeeling。

Alicedidn’tsayanything;hefeltherhandfumblingabouthiscoatlapel。

“Whereisyourbreastpocket?”sheasked;andhetookholdofherhand,whichleftacarte-de-visite-shapedsomethinginhis。

“Itisn’tverygood。”shemurmured,aswellasshecould,withherlipsagainsthischeek,“butIthoughtyou’dliketoshowthemsomeproofofmyexistence。Ishallhavenoneofyourswhileyou’regone。”

“OAlice!youthinkofeverything!“

Hisheartwaspiercedbythesoftreproachimpliedinherwords;hehadnotthoughttoaskherforherphotograph,butshehadthoughttogiveit;

shemusthavefeltitstrangethathehadnotaskedforit,andshehadmeanttoslipitinhispocketandlethimfinditthere。Butevenhispangofself-upbraidingwasapartofhistransport。Heseemedtofloatdownthestairs;hismindwasinadeliriouswhirl。“Ishallgomad。”hesaidtohimselfintheexcessofhisjoy——“Ishalldie!“

XXVIII。

ThepartingscenewithAlicepersistedinMavering’sthoughtfaronthewaytoPonkwassetFalls。Henowsucceededinsayingeverythingtoher:

howdeeplyhefelthergivinghimherphotographtocheerhiminhisseparationfromher;howmuchheappreciatedherforethoughtinprovidinghimwithsomeanswerwhenhismotherandsistersshouldaskhimaboutherlooks。Hetookoutthepicture,andpretendedtotheotherpassengerstobelookingverycloselyatit,andsomanagedtokissit。Hetoldherthatnowheunderstoodwhatlovereallywas;howpowerful;howitdidconquereverything;thatithadchangedhimandmadehimalreadyabetterman。Hemadeherrefuseallmeritinthework。

Whenhebegantoformulatethefactsforcommunicationtohisfamily,lovedidnotseemsopotent;hefoundhimselfashamedofhispassion,oratleastunwillingtoletitbeitsownexcuseeven;hehadawishtogiveitalmostanyotherappearance。UntilhecameinsightofthestationandtheWorks,ithadnotseemedpossibleforanyonetoobjecttoAlice。Hehadbeengoinghomeasamatterofformtoreceivetheadhesionofhisfamily。Butnowhewasforcedtoseethatshemightbeconsideredcritically,evenreluctantly。ThiswouldonlybebecausehisfamilydidnotunderstandhowperfectAlicewas;buttheymightnotunderstand。

Withhisfathertherewouldbenodifficulty。HisfatherhadseenAliceandadmiredher;hewouldbeallright。Danfoundhimselfhopingthisratheranxiously,asiffromtheinstinctiveneedofhisfather’ssupportwithhismotherandsisters。HestoppedattheWorkswhenheleftthetrain,andfoundhisfatherinhisprivateofficebeyondthebook-keeper’spicket-fence,whichhepenetrated,withanodtotheaccountant。

“Hello,Dan!“saidhisfather,lookingup;and“Hello,father!“saidDan。

Beingalone,thefatherandsonnotonlyshookhands,butkissedeachother,astheyusedtodoinmeetingafteranabsencewhenDanwasyounger。

Hehadclosedhisfather’sdoorwithhislefthandingivinghisright,andnowhesaidatonce,“Father,I’vecomehometotellyouthatI’mengagedtobemarried。”

Danhadprearrangedhisfather’sbehaviouratthisannouncement,buthenowperceivedthathewouldhavetomodifythesceneifitweretorepresentthefacts。Hisfatherdidnotbrightenalloveranddemand,“MissPasmer,ofcourse?”hecontrivedtohidewhateverstartthenewshadgivenhim,andwassometimeinasking,withhissoftlisp,“Isn’tthatrathersudden,Dan?”

“Well,notforme。”saidDan,laughinguneasily。It’s——youknowher,father——MissPasmer。”

“Ohyes。”saidhisfather,certainlynotwithdispleasure,andyetnotwithenthusiasm。

“I’vehadeversinceClassDaytothinkitover,andit——cametoaclimaxyesterday。”

“Andthenyoustoppedthinking。”saidhisfather——togaintime,itappearedtoDan。

“Yes,sir。”saidDan。“Ihaven’tthoughtsince。”

“Well。”saidhisfather,withanamusementwhichwasnotunfriendly。Headded,afteramoment,“ButIthoughtthathadbeenbrokenoff。”andDan’sinstinctpenetratedtothelurkingfactthathisfathermusthavetalkedtheruptureoverwithhismother,andnotwhollyregrettedit。

“Therewasakindof——hitchatonetime。”headmitted;“butit’sallrightnow。”

“Well,well。”saidhisfather,“thisisgreatnews——greatnews。”andheseemedtobeshapinghimselftothenewpostureofaffairs,whilegivingitaconditionalrecognition。“She’sabeautifulcreature。”

“Isn’tshe?”criedDan,withalittlebreakinhisvoice,forhehadfoundhisfather’smannerrathertrying。“Andshe’sgoodtoo。Iassureyouthatsheis——sheissimplyperfecteveryway。”

“Well。”saidtheelderMavering,risingandpullingdowntherollingtopofhisdesk,“I’mgladtohearit,foryoursake,Dan。Haveyoubeenupatthehouseyet?”

“No;I’mjustoffthetrain。”

“Howishermother——howisMrs。Pasmer?Allwell?”

“Yes,sir。”saidDan;“they’reallverywell。Youdon’tknowMr。Pasmer,Ibelieve,sir,doyou?”

“Notsincecollege。Whatsortofpersonishe?”

“He’sveryrefinedandquiet。Veryhandsome。Verycourteous。Veryniceindeed。”

“Ah!that’sgood。”saidElbridgeMavering,withtheeffectofnothavingbeenveryattentivetohisson’sanswer。

Theywalkedupthelongslopeofthehillsideonwhichthehousestood,overlookingthevalleywheretheWorkswere,andfrontingtheplateauacrosstheriverwherethevillageofoperatives’houseswasscattered。

Thepalinglightofwhathadbeenaveryredsunsetflushedthem,andbroughtoutthepicturesquenesswhichthearchitect,whodesignedthemforaparticulareffectintheviewfromtheowner’smansion,hadintended。

Agoodcarriageroadfollowedtheeasiestlineofascenttowardsthisedifice,andreachedagateway。Withinitbegantodescribeacurveborderedwithasphaltedfootwaystothebroadverandahofthehouse,andthendescendedagaintothegate。Thegroundsenclosedwereplantedwithdeciduousshrubs,whichhadnowmostlydroppedtheirleaves,andclumpsoffirsdarkeningintheeveninglightwiththegleamofsomegardenstatuesshiveringaboutthelawnnextthehouse。ThebreezegrewcolderandstifferasthefatherandsonmountedtowardthemansionwhichDanusedtobelievewaslikeachateau,withitsMansard-roofanddormerwindowsandchimneys。Itnowblockeditsspacesharplyoutofthethinpinkofthewesternsky,anditslightssparkledwithawintrykeennesswhichhadoftenthrilledDanwhenheclimbedthehillfromthestationinformerhomecomings。Theirbrilliancygavehimastrangesinkingoftheheartfornoreason。HeandhisfatherhadkeptupasortofdesultorytalkaboutAlice,andhecouldnothavesaidthathisfatherhadseemedindifferent;

hehadtouchedtheaffaironlytooacquiescently;itwaspainfullylikeeverythingelse。Whentheycameinfullsightofthehouse,Danleftthesubject,asherealisedpresently,fromareasonlessfearofbeingoverheard。

“Itseemsmuchlaterhere,sir,thanitdoesinBoston。”hesaid,glancingroundatthemaples,whichstoodragged,withhalftheirleavesblownfromthem。

“Yes;we’reinthehills,andwe’refurthernorth。”answeredhisfather。

“There’sMinnie。”

Danhadseenhissisterontheverandah,pausingatsightofhim,andpuzzledtomakeoutwhowaswithherfather。Hehadanimpulsetohailherwithashout,buthecouldnot。Inhislastwalkwithherhehadtoldherthatheshouldnevermarry,andtheyhadplannedtolivetogether。Itwasajoke;butnowhefeltasifhehadcometorobherofsomething,andhewalkedsoberlyonwithhisfather。

“Why,Dan,yougood-for-nothingfellow!“shecalledoutwhenhecamenearenoughtobeunmistakable,andrandownthestepstokisshim。“Whatintheworldareyoudoinghere?Whendidyoucome?Whydidn’tyouhollo,insteadoflettingmestandhereguessing?You’renotsick,areyou?”

Thefathergothimselfindoorsunnoticedintheexcitementofthebrother’sarrival。ThiswouldhavebeenthebestmomentforDantotellhissisterofhisengagement;heknewit,butheparriedhercuriosityabouthiscoming;andthenhissisterEunicecameout,andhecouldnotspeak。Theyallwenttogetherintothehouseflamingwithnaphthagas,andwiththesteamheatalreadyon,andDansaidhewouldtakehisbagtohisroom,andthencomedownagain。Heknewthathehadleftthemtothinkthattherewassomethingverymysteriousinhiscoming,andwhilehewashedawaythegrimeofhisjourneyhewasplanninghowtoappearperfectlynaturalwhenheshouldgetbacktohissisters。Herecollectedthathehadnotaskedeitherthemorhisfatherhowhismotherwas,butitwascertainlynotbecausehismindwasnotfullofher。Alicenowseemedveryremotefromhim,furthereventhanhisgun,orhisboyishcollectionofmothsandbutterflies,onwhichhiseyefellinrovingabouthisroom。

Forabitterinstantitseemedtohimasiftheywereallaliketoys,andinasuddendespairheaskedhimselfwhathadbecomeofhishappiness。ItwasscarcelyhalfadaysincehehadpartedintransportfromAlice。

Hemadepretextstokeepfromreturningatoncetohissisters,anditwasnearlyhalfanhourbeforehewentdowntothem。Bythattimehisfatherwaswiththeminthelibrary,andtheywerewaitingteaforhim。

XXIX。

Afamilyofrichpeopleinthecountry,apartfromintellectualinterests,isapttogormandise;andtheMaveringsalwayssatdowntoaluxurioustable,whichwasmostabundantandtemptingatthemealtheycalledtea,whentheinventionofthePortugueseman-cookwastaxedtosupplythedemandsofappetitesatonceeagerandfastidious。Theyprolongedthemealasmuchaspossibleinwinter,andDanusedtoliketogethomejustintimeforteawhenhecameupfromHarvard;itwasalwaysveryjolly,andhebroughtaboy’shungertoitsabundance。Thedining-room,fullofshininglight,andtreatedfromthelow-downgrate,wasapleasantplace。

Butnowhisspiritsfailedtorisewiththephysicalcheer;hewasalmostbashfullysilent;hesatcowedinthepresenceofhissisters,andcarewornintheplacewhereheusedtobesogayandbold。Theywerewaitingtohavehimbeginabouthimself,ashealwaysdidwhenhehadbeenaway,andwerereadytosympathisewithhisegotism,whatevernewturnittook。Hemystifiedthembyaskingaboutthemandtheiraffairs,andbydealinginfutilegeneralities,insteadoflaunchingoutwithanybusinessthathehappenedatthetimetobefullof。Buthedidnotattendtotheiranswerstohisquestions;hewasabsent-minded,andonlyknewthathisfacewasflushed,andthathewasobviouslyillatease。

Hisyoungersisterturnedfromhimimpatientlyatlast。“Father,whatisthematterwithDan?”

Herboldrecognitionoftheircommonconstraintbrokeitdown。Danlookedathisfatherwithhelplessconsent,andhisfathersaidquietly,“Hetellsmehe’sengaged。”

“Whatnonsense!“saidhissisterEunice。

“Why,Dan!“criedMinnie;andhefeltareproachinherwordswhichthewordsdidnotexpress。Asilencefollowed,inwhichthefatheralongwentonwithhissupper。ThegirlssatstaringatDanwithincredulouseyes。

Hebecamesuddenlyangry。

“Idon’tknowwhat’ssoveryextraordinaryaboutit,orwhythereshouldbesuchapother。”hebegan;andheknewthathewasinsolentlyignoringabundantreasonsforpother,iftherehadbeenanypother。“Yes,I’mengaged。”

Heexpectednowthattheywouldbelievehim,andaskwhomhewasengagedto;butapparentlytheywerestillunabletorealiseit。Hewasobligedtogoon。“I’mengagedtoMissPasmer。”

“ToMissPasmer!“repeatedEunice。

“ButIthought——“Minniebegan,andthenstopped。

Dancommandedhistemperbyastrongeffort,andcondescendedtoexplain。

“Therewasamisunderstanding,butit’sallrightnow;Ionlymetheryesterday,and——it’sallright。”HehadtokeeponignoringwhathadpassedbetweenhimandhissistersduringthemonthhespentathomeafterhisreturnfromCampobello。Hedidnotwishtodoso;hewouldhavebeengladtolaughoverthatepochofill-concealedheart-breakwiththem;butthewaytheyhadtakenthefactofhisengagementmadeitimpossible。Hewasforcedtokeepthematadistance;theyforcedhim。“I’mglad。”headdedbitterly,“thatthenewsseemstobesoagreeabletomyfamily。

Thankyouforyourcordialcongratulations。”Heswallowedalargecupoftea,andkeptlookingdown。

“Howsilly!“saidEunice,whowasmuchtheoldestofthethree。“Didyouexpectustofalluponyourneckbeforewecouldbelieveitwasn’tahoaxoffather’s?”

“Ahoax!“Danburstout。

“Isuppose。”saidMinnie,withmockmeekness,“thatifwe’retobedevoured,it’snousesayingwedidn’troilthebrook。I’msureI

congratulateyou,Dan,withallmyheart。”sheadded,withatremblingvoice。

“IcongratulateMissPasmer。”saidEunice,“onsecuringsuchaveryreasonablehusband。”

WhenEunicefirstbecameayoungladyshewassomucholderthanDanthatinhismother’sabsenceshesometimesauthorisedherselftoboxhisears,tillshewasfinallyoverthrowninbattlebythegrowingboy。Shestillfeltherselfsomuchhistutelarygeniusthatshecouldnotlettheideaofhisengagementaweher,orkeepherfromgivinghimaneededlesson。

Danjumpedtohisfeet,andpassionatelythrewhisnapkinonhischair。

“There,thatwilldo,Eunice!“interposedthefather。“Sitdown,Dan,anddon’tbeanass,ifyouareengaged。Doyouexpecttocomeupherewithabombshellinyourpocket,andexplodeitamonguswithoutcausinganycommotion?Wealldesireyourhappiness,andwearegladifyouthinkyou’vefoundit,butwewanttohavetimetorealiseit。Wehadonlyadjustedourmindstotheapparentfactthatyouhadn’tfounditwhenyouwereherebefore。”Hisfatherbeganveryseverely,butwhenheendedwiththisrecognitionofwhattheyhadallblinkedtillthen,theylaughedtogether。

“Mypillowisn’tdryyet,withthetearsIshedforyou,Dan。”saidMinniedemurely。

“Ishallhavetocountermandmymourning。”saidEunice,“andwearloudercoloursthanever。Unless。”sheadded,“MissPasmerchangeshermindagain。”

Thisdivinationofthepastgavethemallachanceforanotherlaugh,andDan’ssistersbegantoreconcilethemselvestothefactofhisengagement,ifnottoMissPasmer。Inwhatwasabstractlysodisagreeabletherewasthecomfortthattheycouldjokeabouthishappiness;theyhadnotfeltfreetomakelightofhismiserywhenhewasathomebefore。Theybegantoaskallthequestionstheycouldthinkofastohowandwhen,andtheyassimilatedthefactmoreandmoreinacquiringtheseparticularsandmakingamockofthemandhim。

“Ofcourseyouhaven’tgotherphotograph。”suggestedEunice。“Youknowwe’veneverhadthepleasureofmeetingtheyoungladyyet。”

“Yes。”Danowned,blushing,“Ihave。ShethoughtImightliketoshowittomother:Butitisn’t——“

“Averygoodone——theyneverare。”saidMinnie。

“Anditwastakenseveralyearsago——theyalwaysare。”saidEunice。

“Andshedoesn’tphotographwell,anyway。”

“Andthisonewasjustafteralongfitofsickness。”

Dandrewitoutofhispocket,aftersomefumblingforit,whilehetoleratedtheirgibes。

Euniceputhernosetoit。“Ihopeit’syourcigarettesitsmellsof。”

shesaid。

“Yes;shedoesn’tusetheweed。”answeredDan。

“Oh,Ididn’tmeanthat,exactly。”returnedhissister,holdingthepictureoffatarm’slength,andviewingitcriticallywithcontractedeyes。

Dancouldnothelplaughing。“Idon’tthinkit’sbeennearanyothercigar-case。”heansweredtranquilly。

Minnielookedatitverynearto,coveringallbutthefacewithherhand。

“Dan,she’slovely!“shecried,andDan’sheartleapedintohisthroatAshegratefullymethissister’seyes。

“You’lllikeher,Min。”

Eunicetookthephotographfromherforasecondscrutiny。“She’scertainlyverystylish。Ratherabeakofanose,andalittletoobird——

likeonthewhole。Butsheisn’tsobad。Isitlikeher?”sheaskedwithaglanceatherfather。

“Imightsay——afterlooking。”hereplied。

“True!Ididn’tknowbutDanhadshownittoyouassoonasyoumet。Heseemedtobeinsuchahurrytoletusallknow。”

Thefathersaid,“Idon’tthinkitflattersher。”andhelookedatitmorecarefully。“Notmuchofhermotherthere?”hesuggestedtoDan。

“No,sir;she’smorelikeherfather。”

“Well,afterallthisexcitement,IbelieveI’llhaveanothercupoftea,andtakesomethingtoeat,ifMissPasmer’sphotographdoesn’tobject。”

saidEunice,andshereplenishedhercupandplate。

“Whatcolouredhairandeyeshasshe,Dan?”askedMinnie。

Hehadtothinksoastobeexact。“Well,youmightsaytheywereblack,hereyebrowsaresodark。ButIbelievethey’reasortofgreyish-blue。”

“Notanuncommoncolourforeyes。”saidEunice,“butratherpeculiarforhair。”

Theygottomakingfunofthepicture,andDantoldthemaboutAliceandherfamily;thefatherleftthematthetable,andthencamebackwithwordfromDan’smotherthatshewasreadytoseehim。

XXX。

Byeighto’clockintheeveningthepainwithwhicheverydaybeganforMrs。Maveringwaslulled,andherjarrednerveswerestayedbytheopiatestillshefellasleepaboutmidnight。Inthisintervalthefamilygatheredintoherroom,andbroughthertheirnewsandthecheeroftheirhealth。

Thegirlschatteredononesideofherbed,andtheirfathersatwithhisnewspaperontheother,andreadaloudthepassageswhichhethoughtwouldinteresther,whileshelayproppedamongherpillows,brilliantlyeagerfortheworldopeningthisglimpseofitselftohershiningeyes。Thatwasonhergoodnights,whenthedrugsdidtheirwork,butthereweretimeswhentheyfailed,andtheday’sagonyprolongeditselfthroughtheevening,andthesleepwonatlastwasaheavystupor。Thenthesufferer’stempergavewayunderthestress;shebecamethetormentshesuffered,andtoretheheartssheloved。Mostofall,sheafflictedthemanwhohadbeensofaithfultohermisery,andmaddenedhimtoreprisals,ofwhichheafterwardabjectlyrepented。Hertonguewassharpenedbypain,andpitilesslyskilledtoinculpateandtopunish;itpiercedandburnedlikefirebutwhenagooddaycameagainshemadeituptothevictimsbytheangelicsweetnessandsanitywhichtheyfeltwasherrealself;thecrueltywasonlythemaskofhersuffering。

Whenshewasbettertheybroughttoherroomanybodywhowasstayingwiththem,andshelikedthemtobejollyinthespaciouschamber。Thepleasantestthingsofthehousewereassembled,andallitscomfortsconcentrated,intheplacewhichsheandtheyknewsheshouldquitbutonce。Itwasmadegaywithflowersandpictures;itwasthesalonforthosefortunatehourswhenshebecamethelightestandblithestofthecompanyinit,andmadetheyoungestguestforgetthattherewassicknessorpainintheworldbythespiritwithwhichsheignoredherown。Herlaughbecameyoungagain;shejoked;sheenteredintowhattheyweredoingandreadingandthinking,andsentthemawayfullofthesympathywhichinthismoodofhersshehadforeverymoodinothers。Girlssighedouttheirwonderandenvytoherdaughterswhentheylefther;theyoungmenwhomshecaptivatedwithherdivinationoftheirpassionsorambitionswentawaycelebratinghersupernaturalknowledgeofhumannature。Thenexteveningaftersomenightofrareandhappyexcitement,thefamilysawhernursecarryingthepicturesandflowersandvasesoutofherroom,insignofherrenunciationofthemall,andassembledsilently,shrinkingly,inherchamber,totakeeachtheirportionofheranguish,oftheblameandthepenalty。Thehouseholdadjusteditselftoherhumours,forshewassupremeinit。

WhenDanusedtocomehomefromHarvardsheputonaprettycapforhim,anddistinguishedhimascompanybycertainlaceshidingherwastedframe,andgivingtheirpatheticcoquetrytohertransparentwrists。Hewasherfavourite,andthegirlsacknowledgedhimso,andmadetheirfunofherforspoilinghim。Hefoundoutashegrewupthatherbrokenhealthdatedfromhisbirth,andatfirstthisdeeplyaffectedhim;buthisyounglifesoonlostthekeennessoftheimpression,andhelovedhismotherbecauseshelovedhim,andnotbecauseshehadbeendyingforhimsomanyyears。

Ashenowcameintoherroom,andthewaiting-womanwentoutofitwithherusual,“Well,Mr。Dan!“thetendernesswhichfilledhimatsightofhismotherwasmixedwiththatsenseofguiltwhichhadtormentedhimattimeseversincehemethissisters。Hewasgoingtotakehimselffromher;herealisedthat。

“Well,Dan!“shecalled,sogailythathesaidtohimself,“No,fatherhasn’ttoldheranythingaboutit。”andwasinstantlyabletoanswerherascheerfully,“Well,mother!“

Hebentoverhertokissher,andtheodourofthecleanlinenminglingwiththatoftheopium,andthecolognewithwhichshehadtriedtobanishitsscent,openedtohimoneofthosevastreachesofassociationswhichperfumescanunlock,andhesawherlyingtherethroughthoseyearsofpain,asmanyashalfhislife,andsuddenlythetearsgushedintohiseyes,andhefellonhisknees,andhidhisfaceinthebed-clothesandsobbed。

Shekeptsmoothinghishead,whichshookunderherthinhand,andsaying,“PoorDan!poorDan!“butdidnotquestionhim。Heknewthatsheknewwhathehadcometotellher,andthathistears,whichhadnotbeenmeantforthat,hadmadeinterestwithherforhimandhiscause,andthatshewasalreadyonhisside。

Hetriedboyishlytodignifythesituationwhenheliftedhisface,andhesaid,“Ididn’tmeantocomeboohooingtoyouinthisway,andI’mashamedofmyself。”

“Iknow,Dan;butyou’vebeenwroughtup,andIdon’twonder。Youmustn’tmindyourfatherandyoursisters。Ofcourse,they’rerathersurprised,andtheydon’tlikeyourtakingyourselffromthem——we,noneofusdo。”

AtthesehonestwordsDantriedtobecomehonesttoo。Atleasthedroppedhispretenceofdignity,andbecameasalittlechildinhissimplegreedforsympathy。“Butitisn’tnecessarilythat;isit,mother?”

“Yes,it’sallthat,Dan;andit’sallright,becauseit’sthat。Wedon’tlikeit,butournotlikingithasnothingtodowithitsbeingrightorwrong。”

“Isupposedthatfatherwouldhavebeenpleased,anyway;forhehasseenher,and——and。Ofcoursethegirlshaven’t,butIthinktheymighthavetrustedmyjudgmentalittle。I’mnotquiteafool。”

Hismothersmiled。“Oh,itisn’taquestionofthewisdomofyourchoice;

it’stheunexpectedness。Weallsawthatyouwereveryunhappywhenyouwereherebefore,andwesupposedithadgonewrong。”

“Ithad,mother。”saidDan。“SherefusedmeatCampobello。Butitwasamisunderstanding,andassoonaswemet——“

“Iknewyouhadmetagain,andwhatyouhadcomehomefor,andItoldyourfatherso,whenhecametosayyouwerehere。”

“Didyou,mother?”heasked,charmedatherhavingguessedthat。

“Yes。Shemustbeagoodgirltosendyoustraighthometotellus。”

“YouknewIwouldn’thavethoughtofthatmyself。”saidDanjoyously。“I

wantedtowrite;Ithoughtthatwoulddojustaswell。Ihatedtoleaveher,butshemademecome。Sheisthebest,andthewisest,andthemostunselfish-Omother,Ican’ttellyouabouther!Youmustseeher。Youcan’trealisehertillyouseeher,mother。You’lllikeeachother,I’msureofthat。You’rejustalike。”ItseemedtoDanthattheywereexactlyalike。

“Thenperhapswesha’n’t。”suggestedhismother。“Letmeseeherpicture。”

“HowdidyouknowIhadit?Ifithadn’tbeenforher,Ishouldn’thavebroughtany。SheputitintomypocketjustasIwasleaving。Shesaidyouwouldallwanttoseewhatshelookedlike。”

Hehadtakenitoutofhispocket,andheheldit,smilingfondlyuponit。

Aliceseemedtosmilebackathim。Hehadlostherinthereluctanceofhisfatherandsisters;andnowhismother——itwashismotherwhohadgivenhertohimagain。Hethoughthowtenderlyhelovedhismother。

Whenhecouldyieldherthephotograph,shelookedlongandsilentlyatit。“Shehasagreatdealofcharacter,Dan。”

“Thereyou’vehitit,mother!I’dratheryouwouldhavesaidthatthananythingelse。Butdon’tyouthinkshe’sbeautiful?She’sthegentlestcreature,whenyoucometoknowher!Iwasawfullyafraidofheratfirst。Ithoughtshewasveryhaughty。Butsheisn’tatall。She’sreallyveryself-depreciatory;shethinkssheisn’tgoodenoughforme。

Yououghttohearhertalk,mother,asIhave。She’sfullofthenoblestideals——ofbeingofsomeuseintheworld,ofbeingself-devoted,and——allthatkindofthing。Andyoucanseethatshe’scapableofit。Heraunt’sinaProtestantsisterhood。”hesaid,withasolemnitywhichdidnotseemtocommunicateitselftohismother,forMrs。Maveringsmiled。Dansmiledtoo,andsaid:“ButIcan’ttellyouaboutAlice,mother。She’sperfect。”

Hisheartoverflowedwithprouddelightinher,andhewasfoolenoughtoadd,“She’ssoaffectionate!“

Hismotherkeptherselffromlaughing。“Idaresaysheis,Dan——withyou。”Thenshehidallbuthereyeswiththephotograph,andgaveway。

“Whatadonkey!“saidDan,meaninghimself。“IfIgoon,Ishalldisgustyouwithher。WhatImeanisthatsheisn’tatallproud,asIusedtothinkshewas。”

“Nogirlis,underthecircumstances。Shehasallshecandotobeproudofyou。”

“Doyouthinkso,mother?”“hesaid,enrapturedwiththenotion。“I’vedonemybest——ormyworst——nottogiveheranyreasontobeso。”

“Shedoesn’t’wantany——thelessthebetter。Yousillyboy!Don’tyousupposeshewantstomakeyououtofwholeclothjustasyoudowithher?

Shedoesn’twantanyfactstostartwith;they’dbeintheway。Well,now,Icanmakeout,withyourhelp,whattheyoungladyis;butwhatarethefatherandmother?They’reratherimportantinthesecases。”

“Oh,they’rethenicestkindofpeople。”saidDan,inoptimisticgeneralisation。“You’dlikeMrs。Pasmer。She’sawfullynice。”

“DoyousaythatbecauseyouthinkIwouldn’t?”askedhismother。“Isn’tsheratherslyandhum-bugging?”

“Well,yes,sheis,toacertainextent。”Danadmitted,withalaugh。

“Butshedoesn’tmeananyharmbyit。She’sextremelykind-hearted。”

“Toyou?Idaresay。AndMr。Pasmerisratherunderherthumb?”

“Well,yes,youmightsaythumb。”Danconsented,feelingituselesstodefendthePasmersagainstthisanalysis。

“Wewon’tsayheel。”returnedhismother;“we’retoopolite。Andyourfathersayshehadthereputationincollegeofbeingoneofthemostselfishfellowsintheworld。He’sneverdoneanythingsincebutlosemostofhismoney。He’sbeenabsolutelyidleanduselessallhisdays。”

Sheturnedhervividblueeyessuddenlyuponherson’s。

Danwinced。“Youknowhowhardfatherisuponpeoplewhohaven’tdoneanything。It’samaniaofhis。OfcourseMr。Pasmerdoesn’tshowtoadvantagewherethere’sno——noleisureclass。”

“Poorman!“

Danwasgoingtosay,“He’sveryamiable,though。”buthewasafraidofhismother’sretorting,“Toyou?”andheheldhispeace,lookingchapfallen。

Whetherhismothertookpityonhimornot,hernextsallywasconsoling。

“ButyourAlicemaynottakeaftereitherofthem。Herfatheristheworstofhisbreed,itseems;therestareusefulpeople,fromwhatyourfatherknows,andthere’sagreatdealtobehopedforcollaterally。Shehadanuncleincollegeatthesametimewhowaseverythingthatherfatherwasnot。”

“OneofherauntsisinoneofthoseProtestantreligioushousesinEngland。”repeatedDan。

“Oh!“saidhismothershortly,“Idon’tknowthatIlikethatparticularly。Butprobablysheisn’tuselessthere。IsAliceveryreligious?”

“Well,Isuppose。”saidDan,withasmileforthedevotionsthatcameintohisthought,“she’swhatwouldbecalled’Piscopalpious。”

Mrs。Maveringreferredtothephotograph,whichshestillheldinherhand。“Well,she’spureandgood,atanyrate。Isupposeyoulookforwardtoalongengagement?”

Danwassomewhattakenabackatasuppositionsoverycontrarytowhatwasinhismind。“Well,Idon’tknow。Why?”

“Itmightbesaidthatyouareveryyoung。HowoldisAgnes——Alice,I

mean?”

“Twenty-one。Butnow,lookhere,mother!It’snouseconsideringsuchathingintheabstract,isit?”

“No。”saidhismother,withasmileforwhatmightbecoming。

“ThisisthewayI’vebeenviewingit;Imaysayit’sthewayAlicehasbeenviewingit——orMrs。Pasmer,rather。”

“DecidedlyMrs。Pasmer,rather。Betterbehonest,Dan。”

“I’lldomybest。Iwasthinking,hoping,thatis,thatasI’mgoingrightintothebusiness——havegoneintoitalready,infact——andcouldbeginlifeatonce,thatperhapstherewouldn’tbemuchsenseinwaitingagreatwhile。”

“Yes?”

“That’sall。Thatis,ifyouandfatherareagreed。”Hereflecteduponthisprovision,andadded,withalaughofconfusionandpleasure:“ItseemstobesoverymuchmoreofafamilyaffairthanIusedtothinkitwas。”

“Youthoughtitconcernedjustyouandher?”saidhismother,witharchsympathy。

“Well,yes。”

“Poorfellow!Sheknewbetterthanthat,youmaybesure。Atanyrate,hermotherdid。”

“WhatMrs。Pasmerdoesn’tknowisn’tprobablyworthknowing。”saidDan,withanamusedsenseofheromniscience。

“Ithoughtso。”sighedhismother,smilingtoo。“Andnowyoubegintofindoutthatitconcernsthefamiliesinalltheirbranchesonbothsides。”

“Oh,ifitstoppedatthefamiliesandtheirramifications!Butitseemstotakeinsocietyandthegeneralpublic。”

“Soitdoes——morethanyoucanrealise。Youcan’tgetmarriedtoyourselfalone,asyoungpeoplethink;andifyoudon’tmarryhappily,yousinagainstthepeaceandcomfortofthewholecommunity。”

“Yes,that’swhatI’mchieflylookingoutfornow。Idon’twantanyofthosepeopleinCentralAfricatosuffer。That’sthereasonIwanttomarryAliceattheearliestopportunity。ButIsupposethere’llhavetobeaMaveringembassytothehighcontractingpowersoftheotherpartnow?”

“Yourfatherandoneofthegirlshadbettergodown。”

“Yes?”

“AndinviteMr。andMrs。Pasmerandtheirdaughtertocomeuphere。”

“Allonprobation?”

“Ohno。Ifyou’repleased,Dan——“

Iam,mother——measurably。”Theybothlaughedatthismildwayofputtingit。

“Why,thenit’stobesupposedthatwe’reallpleased。Youneedn’tbringthewholePasmerfamilyhometolivewithyou,ifyoudomarrythemall。”

“No。”saidDan,andsuddenlybebecameverydistraught。ItflashedthroughhimthathismotherwasexpectinghimtocomehomewithAlicetolive,andthatshewouldnotbeatallpleasedwithhisschemeofaEuropeansojourn,whichMrs。Pasmerhadsocordiallyadopted。Hewasamazedthathehadnotthoughtofthat,butherefusedtoseeanydifficultywhichhishappinesscouldnotcopewith。

“No,there’sthatviewofit。”hesaidjollily;andheburiedhismomentaryanxietyoutofsight,and,asitwere,danceduponitsgrave。

Nevertheless,hehadadesiretogetquicklyawayfromthespot。“IhopetheMaveringembassywon’tbeagreatwhilegettingreadytogo。”hesaid。

“Ofcourseit’sallright;butIshouldn’twantanappearanceofreluctanceexactly,youknow,mother;andifthereshouldbemuchofanintervalbetweenmygettingbackandtheircomingon,don’tyouknow,why,thecatmightletherselfoutofthebag。”

“Whatcat?”askedhismotherdemurely。

“Well,youknow,youhaven’treceivedmyengagementwithunmingledenthusiasm,and——andIsupposetheywouldfinditoutfromme——frommymanner;and——andIwishthey’dcomealongprettysoon,mother。”

“Poorboy!I’mafraidthecatgotoutofthebagwhenMrs。Pasmercametotheyearsofdiscretion。Butyousha’n’tbeleftapreytoher。Theyshallgobackwithyou。Ringthebell,andlet’stalkitoverwiththemnow。”

Danjoyfullyobeyed。Hecouldseethathismotherwasallonfirewithinterestinhisaffair,andthattheideaofsomehowcircumventingMrs。

Pasmerbypromptactionwasfascinatingher。

Hissisterscameupatonce,andhisfatherfollowedamomentlater。Theyalltooktheircuefromthemother’sgaiety,andbegantalkingandlaughing,exceptthefather,whosatlookingonwithasmileattheirlivelyspiritsandthejokesofwhichDanbecamethevictim。Eachfamilyhasitsownfantasticmedium,inwhichitgetsaffairstorelievethemoftheirconcreteseriousness,andtheMaveringsnowdidthiswithDan’sengagement,andplayedwithitasanairyabstraction。TheydebatedthecharacteroftheembassywhichwastobesentdowntoBostonontheirbehalf,anditwasdecidedthatEunicehadbettergowithherfather,asrepresentingmorefullytheageandrespectabilityofthefamily:atfirstglancethePasmerswouldtakeherforDan’smother,andthiswouldbeatremendousadvantage。

“AndifIliketheridiculouslittlechit。”saidEunice,“IthinkIshallletDanmarryheratonce。Iseenoreasonwhyheshouldn’tandI

couldn’tstandalongengagement;Ishouldbreakitoff。”

“Iguessthereareotherswhowillhavesomethingtosayaboutthat。”

retortedtheyoungersister。“I’vealwayswantedalongengagementinthisfamily,andasthereseemstobenochanceforitwiththeladies,I

wishtomakethemostofDan’s。Ialwayslikeitwheretheherogetssickandtheheroinenurseshim。IwantDantogetsick,andhaveAlicecomehereandtakecareofhim。”

“No;thismarriagemusttakeplaceatonce。Whatdoyousay,father?”

askedEunice。

Herfathersat,enjoyingthetalk,atthefootofthebed,withatendencytodoze。“YoumightaskDan。”hesaid,withalazycastofhiseyetowardhisson。

“Danhasnothingtodowithit。”

“Danshallnotbeconsulted。”

Thetwogirlsstormedupontheirfatherwiththeirdifferentreasons。

“NowIwilltellyouGirls,bestill!“theirmotherbrokein。“Listentome:Ihaveanidea。”

“Listentoher:shehasanidea!“echoedEunice,inrecitative。

“Willyoubequiet?”demandedthemother。

“Wewillbedu-u-mb!“

Whentheybecameso,atthevergeoftheirmother’spatience,ofwhichtheyknewthelimits,shewenton:“IthinkDanhadbettergetmarriedatonce。”

“There,Minnie!“

“ButwhatdoesDansay?”

“Iwill——makethesacrifice。”saidDanmeekly。

“Nobleboy!That’sexactlywhatWashingtonsaidtohismotherwhensheaskedhimnottogotosea。”saidMinnie。

“Andthenhewentintothemilitia,andmadeitallrightwithhimselfthatway。”saidEunice。“Dancan’tplayhisfilialpietyonthisfamily。

Goon,mother。”

“Iwanthimtobringhiswifehome,andlivewithus。”continuedhismother。

“IntheLpart!“criedMinnie,claspingherhandsinrapture。“I’vealwayssaidwhataperfectlittleapartmentitwasbyitself。”

“Well,don’tsayitagain,then。”returnedhersister。“Alwaysisoftenenough。Well,intheLpartGoon,mother!Don’taskwhereyouwere,whenit’ssoexciting。”

“Idon’tcarewhetherit’sintheLpartornot。There’splentyofroominthegreatbarnofaplaceeverywhere。”

“ButwhatabouthistakingcareofthebusinessinBoston?”suggestedEunice,lookingatherfather。

“There’snohurryaboutthat。”

“Andabouttheexcursiontoaestheticcentresabroad?”Minnieadded。

“Thatcouldbemanaged。”saidherfather,withthesameironicalsmile。

ThemotherandthegirlswentonwildlyplanningDan’sfutureforhim。Itwasallinastrainofextravagantburlesque。Buthecouldnottakehispartinitwithhisusualzest。Helaughedandjokedtoo,butatthebottomofhisheartwasanuneasyremembranceofthedifferentfuturehehadtalkedoverwithMrs。Pasmersoconfidently。Buthesaidtohimselfbuoyantlyatlastthatitwouldcomeoutallright。Hismotherwouldgivein,orelseAlicecouldreconcilehermothertowhateverseemedreallybest。

Hepartedfromhismotherwithfondgaiety。Hissisterscameoutoftheroomwithhim。

“I’mperfectlysorewithlaughing。”saidMinnie。“Itseemslikeoldtimes——doesn’tit,Dan?——suchagalewithmother。”

XXXI。

Anengagementmustalwaysbealittleincredibleatfirsttothefamiliesofthebetrothed,andespeciallytothefamilyoftheyoungman;inthegirl’s,themother,atleast,willhaveamorerealisingsenseofthesituation。Ifthereareeldersisterswhohavebeenaccustomedtoregardtheirbrotherasveryyoung,hewillseemalltheyoungerbecauseinsuchamatterhehastreatedhimselfasifhewereaman;andEuniceMaveringsaid,afterseeingthePasmers,“Well,Dan,it’sallwellenough,I

suppose,butitseemstooridiculous。”

“What’sridiculousaboutit,Ishouldliketoknow?”hedemanded。

“Oh,Idon’tknow。Who’lllookafteryouwhenyou’remarried?Oh,I

forgotMa’amPasmer!“

“Iguessweshallbeabletolookafterourselves。”saidDan;alittlesulkily。

“Yes,ifyou’llbeallowedto。”insinuatedhissister。

TheyspokeattheendofatalkinwhichhehadfrettedatthereticenceofbothhissisterandhisfatherconcerningthePasmers,whomtheyhadjustbeentosee。Hewasvexedwithhisfather,becausehefeltthathehadbeeninfluencedbyEunice,andhadsomehowgonebackonhim。HewasvexedandhewasgrievedbecausehisfatherhadleftthematthedoorofthehotelwithoutsayinganythinginpraiseofAlice,beyondthegeneralitiesthatwouldnotcarryfavourwithEunice;andhewasdepressedwithacertainsenseofAlice’sfatherandmother,whichseemedtohaveimparteditselftohimfromtheothers,andtobetheMaveringopinionofthem。HecouldnolongerseeMrs。Pasmerharmlessiftrivial,andgood-

heartedifinveteratelyscheming;hecouldnotseethedignityandrefinementwhichhehadbelievedinMr。Pasmer;theyhadbothsufferedasortofshrinkageorcollapse,fromwhichhecouldnotrehabilitatethem。

Butthiswouldhavebeennothingifhissister’sandhisfather’seyes,throughwhichheseemedtohavebeenlooking,hadnotshownhimAliceinalightinwhichsheappearedstrangeandqueeralmosttoeccentricity。Hewashurtatthiseffectfromtheirwantofsympathy,hispridewastouched,andhesaidtohimselfthatheshouldnotfishforEunice’spraise;buthefoundhimselfsaying,withoutsurprise,“IsupposeyouwilldowhatyoucantoprejudicemotherandMin。”

“Isn’tthatalittleprevious?”askedEunice。“HaveIsaidanythingagainstMissPasmer?”

“Youhaven’tbecauseyoucouldn’t。”saidDan,withfoolishbitterness。

“Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthat。She’sahumanbeing,Isuppose——atleastthatwastheimpressionIgotfromherparentage。”

“Whathaveyougottosayagainstherparents?”demandedDansavagely。

“Oh,nothing。Ididn’tcomedowntoBostontodenouncethePasmerfamily。”

“Isupposeyoudidn’tliketheirbeinginaflat;you’dhavelikedtofindtheminahouseonCommonwealthAvenueorBeaconStreet。”

“I’llownI’masnob。”saidEunice,withmaddeningmeekness。“So’sfather。”

“Theyareconnectedwiththebestfamiliesinthecity,andtheyareinthebestsociety。Theydowhattheyplease,andtheylivewheretheylike。TheyhavebeensolonginEuropethattheydon’tcareforthosesillydistinctions。Butwhatyousaydoesn’tharmthem。It’ssimplydisgracefultoyou;that’sall。”saidDanfuriously。

“I’mgladit’snoworse,Dan。”saidhissister,withatranquilsmile。

“Andifyou’llstopprancingupanddowntheroom,andtakeaseat,andbehaveyourselfinaChristianmanner,I’lltalkwithyou;andifyoudon’t,Iwon’t。DoyousupposeI’mgoingtobebulliedintolikingthem?”

“Youcanlikethemornot,asyouplease。”saidDansullenly;buthesatdown,andwaiteddecentlyforhissistertospeak。“Butyoucan’tabusethem——atleastinmypresence。”

“Ididn’tknowmenlosttheirheadsaswellastheirhearts。”saidEunice。

“Perhapsit’sonlyanexchange,though,andit’sMissPasmer’shead。”Danstarted,butdidnotsayanything,andEunicesmoothlycontinued:“No,I

don’tbelieveitis。Shelookedlikeasensiblegirl,andshetalkedsensibly。Ishouldthinkshehadaverygoodhead。Shehasgoodmanners,andshe’sextremelypretty,andverygraceful。I’msurprisedsheshouldbeinlovewithsuchasimpleton。”

“Oh,goon!Abusemeasmuchasyoulike。”saidDan。HewasatoncesoothedbyherpraiseofAlice。

“No,itisn’tnecessarytogoon;thecaseisalittletooobvious。ButI

thinkshewilldoverywell。Ihopeyou’renotmarryingthewholefamily,though。Isupposethatit’salwaysaquestionofwhichshallbescoopedup。Theywillwanttoscoopyouup,andweshallwanttoscoopherup。I

daresayMa’amPasmerhasherlittleplan;whatisit?”

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